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  Beyondtheshiningsilver-greys,Beyondtheshadesofdenserbloom,Thesky-linegirtwithglowinghazeThefarthest,faintestforestgloom,Andtheeverlastinghillsthatloom。

  Weheardthehoundbeneaththemound,Wescaredtheswamphawkhoveringnigh——

  Wehadnotsoughtforthatwefound——

  Helayasdeadmenonlylie,Withwancheekwhiteninginthesky,Throughthewildheathflowers,whiteandred,Thedumbbrutethathadseenhimdie,Closecrouching,howl’dbesidethehead,Bruteburialserviceo’erthedead。

  Thebrowwasrifewithseamsofstrife——

  AlawlessdeathmadedoublyplainTheravageofarecklesslife;

  ThehavocofahurricaneOfpassionsthroughthatbreadthofbrain,LikeheadlonghorsesthathadrunRiot,regardlessoftherein——

  \"Madman,hemighthavelivedanddoneBetterthanmostmen,\"whisperedone。

  ThebeamsandblotsthatHeavenallotsToeverylifewithlifebegin。

  Fool!wouldyouchangetheleopard’sspots,OrblanchtheEthiopian’sskin?

  Whatmorecouldhehavehopedtowin,Whatbetterthingshavethoughttogain,Soshapen——soconceivedinsin?

  Nolifeiswhollyvoidandvain,Justandunjustsharesunandrain。

  Werenewlifesent,andlifemisspent,Wipedout(ifsuchtoGodseemedgood),Wouldhe(beingashewas)repent,Orcouldhe,evenifhewould,Whoheedednotthingsunderstood(Thoughdimly)eveninsavagelandsBysomewhoworshipstoneorwood,Orbirdorbeast,orwhostretchhandsSunwardonshiningEasternsands?

  Andcrimehascause。Nay,neverpauseIdlytofeelapulselesswrist;

  Braceupthemassive,square-shapedjaws,Unclenchthestubborn,stiff’ningfist,AndclosethoseeyesthroughfilmandmistThatkepttheolddefiantglare;

  Andanswer,wisePsychologist,WhosescienceclaimssomelittleshareOftruth,whatbetterthingslaythere?

  Aye!thoughtandmindwerethere,——somekindOffacultythatmenmistakeFortalentwhentheirwitsareblind,——

  AnaptitudetomarandbreakWhatothersdiligentlymake。

  Thiswastheworstandbestofhim——

  Wisewiththecunningofthesnake,Bravewiththeshewolf’scouragegrim,Dyinghardanddumb,tornlimbfromlimb。

  Andyou,Brown,you’readoctor;cureYoucan’t,butyoucankill,andhe——

  \"WITNESSHISMARK\"——hesignedlastyear,AndnowhesignsJohnSmith,J。P。

  We’llholdourinquestNOW,wethree;

  I’llbeyourcoronerforonce;

  IthinkoldOswaldoughttobeOurforeman——Jonesissuchadunce,——

  There’smorebraininthebloodhound’ssconce。

  Nomanmayshirktheallottedwork,Thedeedtodo,thedeathtodie;

  AtleastIthinkso,——neitherTurk,NorJew,norinfidelamI,——

  AndyetIwonderwhenItryTosolveonequestion,mayormust,AndshallIsolveitby-and-by,Beyondthedark,beneaththedust?

  Itrustso,andIonlytrust。

  Aye,whattheywill,suchtrifleskill。

  Comrade,foronegooddeedofyours,YourhistoryshallnothelptofillThemouthsofmanybrainlessboors。

  ItmaybedeathabsolvesorcuresThesinoflife。’TwerehazardousToassertso。Ifthesinendures,Sayonly,\"God,whohasjudgedhimthus,Bemercifultohimandus。\"

  HowweBeattheFavouriteALayoftheLoamshireHuntCup\"Aye,squire,\"saidStevens,\"theybackhimatevens;

  Theraceisallover,barshouting,theysay;

  TheClownoughttobeather;DickNevilleissweeterThanever——heswearshecanwinalltheway。

  \"Agentlemanrider——well,I’manoutsider,Butifhe’sagentwhothemischief’sajock?

  Youswellsmostlyblunder,Dickridesfortheplunder,Herides,too,likethunder——hesitslikearock。

  \"Hecalls`huntedfairly’ahorsethathasbarelyBeenstripp’dforatrotwithinsightofthehounds,AhorsethatatWarwickbeatBirdlimeandYorick,AndgaveAbdelkaderatAintreeninepounds。

  \"Theysaywehavenotesttowarrantaprotest;

  Dickridesforalordandstandsinwithasteward;

  Thelightoftheirfacestheyshowhim——hiscaseisPrejudgedandhisverdictalreadysecured。

  \"Butnonecanoutlasther,andfewtravelfaster,ShestridesinherworkcleanawayfromTheDrag;

  Youholdherandsither,shecouldn’tbefitter,Wheneveryouhithershe’llspringlikeastag。

  \"Andp’rhapsthegreenjacket,atoddsthoughtheybackit,Mayfall,orthere’snoknowingwhatmayturnup;

  Themareisquiteready,sitstillandridesteady,Keepcool;andIthinkyoumayjustwintheCup。\"

  Dark-brownwithtanmuzzle,juststrippedforthetussle,StoodIseult,archinghernecktothecurb,Aleanheadandfiery,strongquartersandwiry,Aloinratherlight,butashouldersuperb。

  Somepartinginjunction,bestowedwithgreatunction,Itriedtorecall,butforgotlikeadunce,WhenReginaldMurray,fulltiltonWhiteSurrey,Camedowninahurrytostartusatonce。

  \"Keepbackintheyellow!ComeuponOthello!

  Holdhardonthechestnut!TurnroundonTheDrag!

  KeepbackthereonSpartan!Backyou,sir,intartan!

  So,steadythere,easy!\"anddownwenttheflag。

  Westarted,andKerrmadestrongrunningonMermaid,Throughfurrowsthatledtothefirststake-and-bound,Thecrack,halfextended,look’dbloodlikeandsplendid,Heldwideontherightwheretheheadlandwassound。

  Ipulledhardtobaffleherrushwiththesnaffle,Beforehertwo-thirdsofthefieldgotaway,AllthroughthewetpasturewherefloodsofthelastyearStillloitered,theyclottedmycrimsonwithclay。

  Thefourthfence,awattle,floor’dMonkandBluebottle;

  TheDragcametogriefattheblackthornandditch,TherailstoppledoverRedoubtandRedRover,ThelanestoppedLycurgusandLeicestershireWitch。

  ShepassedlikeanarrowKildareandCockSparrow,AndMantrapandMermaidrefusedthestonewall;

  AndGilesonTheGreylingcamedownatthepaling,AndIwasleftsailinginfrontofthemall。

  Itookthemaburster,noreasedhernornursedherUntiltheBlackBullfinchledintotheplough,Andthroughthestrongbrambleweboredwithascramble——

  Mycapwasknock’doffbythehazel-treebough。

  WherefurrowslookedlighterIdrewthereintighter——

  Herdarkchestalldappledwithflakesofwhitefoam,Herflanksmud-bespattered,aweakrailsheshattered——

  Welandedonturfwithourheadsturn’dforhome。

  Thencrash’dalowbinder,andthenclosebehindherTheswardtothestrokesofthefavouriteshook;

  Hisrushrousedhermettle,yeteversolittleSheshortenedherstrideasweracedatthebrook。

  SherosewhenIhither。Isawthestreamglitter,Awidescarletnostrilflashedclosetomyknee,BetweenskyandwaterTheClowncameandcaughther,Thespacethatheclearedwasacautiontosee。

  Andforcingtherunning,discardingallcunning,Alengthtothefrontwenttherideringreen;

  Alongstripofstubble,andthenthebigdouble,Twostiffflightsofrailswithaquicksetbetween。

  Sheracedattherasper,Ifeltmykneesgraspher,Ifoundmyhandsgivetoherstrainonthebit;

  SherosewhenTheClowndid——oursilksasweboundedBrush’dlightly,ourstirrupsclash’dloudaswelit。

  Arisesteeplysloping,afencewithstonecoping——

  Thelast——wedivergedroundthebaseofthehill;

  Hispathwasthenearer,hisleapwastheclearer,Iflogg’dupthestraight,andheledsittingstill。

  Shecametohisquarter,andonstillIbroughther,Anduptohisgirth,tohisbreastplateshedrew;

  AshortprayerfromNevillejustreach’dme,\"Thedevil!\"

  Hemutter’d——lock’dlevelthehurdlesweflew。

  Ahumofhoarsecheering,adensecrowdcareering,Allsightsseenobscurely,allshoutsvaguelyheard;

  \"Thegreenwins!\"\"Thecrimson!\"Themultitudeswimson,Andfiguresareblendedandfeaturesareblurr’d。

  \"Thehorseishermaster!\"\"Thegreenforgespasther!\"

  \"TheClownwilloutlasther!\"\"TheClownwins!\"\"TheClown!\"

  Thewhiterailingraceswithallthewhitefaces,Thechestnutoutpaces,outstretchesthebrown。

  Onstillpastthegatewayshestrainsinthestraightway,Stillstruggles,\"TheClownbyashortneckatmost,\"

  Heswerves,thegreenscourges,thestandrocksandsurges,Andflashes,andverges,andflitsthewhitepost。

  Aye!soendsthetussle,——IknewthetanmuzzleWasfirst,thoughthering-menwereyelling\"Deadheat!\"

  AnoseIcouldswearby,butClarkesaid,\"ThemarebyAshorthead。\"Andthat’showthefavouritewasbeat。

  FragmentaryScenesfromtheRoadtoAvernusAnUnpublishedDramaticLyricSceneI

  \"Discontent\"

  LAURENCERABY。

  Laurence:

  IsaidtoyoungAllanM’Ilveray,BesidetheswiftswirlsoftheNorth,When,inlilacshotthroughwithasilverray,Wehaul’dthestrongsalmonfishforth——

  Saidonly,\"HegaveussometroubleTolandhim,andwhatdoesheweigh?

  Ourfriendhascaughtonethatweighsdouble,Thegameforthecandlewon’tpayUsto-day,Wemaytieupourrodsandaway。\"

  IsaidtooldNormanM’Gregor,ThreeleaguestothewestofGlenDhu——

  Ihaddrawn,withatouchofthetrigger,ThebestBEADthateverIdrew——

  Saidmerely,\"ForbirdsinthestubbleIoncehadaneye——IcouldswearHe’sdown——buthe’snotworththetroubleOfseeking。YouonceshotabearInhislair——

  ’Tisonlyabuckthatliesthere。\"

  IsaidtoLordCharlesonlylastyear,Thetimethatwetopp’dtheoakrailBetweenWharton’sploughandWhynne’spasture,Andclear’dthebigbrookinBlakesvale——

  Weonly——atWarburton’sdoubleHefell,thenIfinish’dtherunAndkill’dclean——said,\"SoburstsabubbleThatshonehalfanhourinthesun——

  Whatiswon?

  Yoursireclear’dandcapturedagun。\"

  Isaidtomyself,intruesorrow,Isaidyestere’en,\"AfairprizeIswon,anditmaybeto-morrow’Twillnotseemsofairinthineeyes——

  Reallifeisaracethroughsoretrouble,Thatgainsnotaninchonthegoal,AndblissanintangiblebubbleThatcheatsanunsatisfiedsoul,AndthewholeOftherestanillegiblescroll。\"

  SceneVII

  \"TwoExhortations\"

  AShooting-boxintheWestofIreland。ABedchamber。

  LAURENCERABYandMELCHIOR。Night。

  Melchior:

  SurelyinthegreatbeginningGodmadeallthingsgood,andstillThatsoul-sicknessmencallsinningenterednotwithoutHiswill。

  Nay,ourwisesthaveassertedthat,asshadeenhanceslight,Evilisbutgoodperverted,wrongisbutthefoilofright。

  Banishsickness,thenyoubanishjoyforhealthtoallthatlive;

  Slayallsin,allgoodmustvanish,goodbeingbutcomparative。

  Sophistry,yousay——yetlisten:lookyouskyward,there’tisknownWorldsonworldsinmyriadsglisten——larger,lovelierthanourown——

  Thishasbeen,andthisstillshallbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;

  Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。

  Maninman’simperfectnatureisbyimperfectiontaught:

  Addonecubittoyourstatureifyoucanbytakingthought。

  Laurence:

  Thusyouwouldnotteachthatpeasant,thoughhecallsyou\"father\"。

  Melchior:True,Ishouldmagnifythispresent,mystifythatfuture,too——

  Weadaptourconversationalwaystoourhearer’slight。

  Laurence:

  Iamnotofyourpersuasion。

  Melchior:Yetthedifferenceisbutslight。

  Laurence:

  I,EVENI,say,\"HewhobartersworldlywealforheavenlyworthHedoeswell\"——yoursaintsandmartyrswereexampleshereonearth。

  Melchior:

  Aye,inearlierChristianages,whiletheheathenempirestood,Whenthewar’twixtsaintsandsagescriedaloudforsaintlyblood,Christwasthentheirmodeltruly。Now,ifallweremeekandpure,Savetheungodlyandtheunruly,wouldtheChristianChurchendure?

  Shallthetoilerorthefighterdreambydayandwatchbynight,Turntheleftcheektothesmiter,smittenrudelyontheright?

  Strongmenmustencounterbadmen——so-calledsaintsoflatterdaysHavebeenmostlypiousmadmen,lustingafterrighteouspraise——

  Orthethrallsofsuperstition,doubtlessworthysomereward,Sincetheycamebytheirconditionhardlyoftheirfreeaccord。

  ’Tisbutmadness,sadandsolemn,thatthesefakir-Christiansfeel——

  SaintStylitesonhiscolumngratifiedamorbidzeal。

  Laurence:

  Byyourshowing,goodisreallyonapar(ofworth)withill。

  Melchior:

  Nay,Isaidnotso;Imerelytellyoubothsomeendsfulfil——

  Priestlyvowsweremyvocation,fastandvigilwaitforme。

  Youmustworkandfacetemptation。Nevershouldthestrongmanflee,ThoughGodwillstheinclinationwiththesoulatwartobe。(Pauses。)

  Inthestrife’twixtfleshandspirit,whileyoucanthespiritaid。

  Shouldyoufallnotlessyourmerit,benotforafallafraid。

  Whatsoe’ermostright,mostfitisyoushalldo。WhenallisdoneChauntthenobleNuncDimittis——Benedicimur,myson。

  [ExitMELCHIOR。]

  Laurence(alone):

  WhydoIprovokethesewrangles?Melchiortalks(aswellhemay)

  Withthetonguesofmenandangels。

  (Takesupapamphlet。)Whathasthismangottosay?

  (Reads。)Sicsacerdosfatur(ejusnomenquondameratBurgo。)

  Malamensest,caropejus,animainfirma,ergoInunc,ora,sinemora——oratetiamSanctaVirgo。

  (Thinks。)

  (Speaks。)Soitseemstheymeantomakeherwedtheusurer,NathanLee。

  PoorEstelle!herfriendsforsakeher;whathasthistodowithme?

  GladIam,atleast,thatHelenstillrefusestodiscardHer,throughtalesfalsegossipstellinspiteorheedlessness。——’Tishard!——

  Lee,theLevite!——somefewyearsbackHerberthorsewhipp’dhim——thecurShow’dhisteethandlaidhisearsback。Nowhiswealthhaspurchasedher。

  Musthisbasenessmarherbrightness?Shallthecallous,cunningchurlRevelintherosywhitenessofthatgolden-headedgirl?

  (Thinksandsmokes。)

  (Reads。)Citocertevenitvitaefinis(sicsacerdosfatur),Nuncauditeomnes,ite,vobisfabulanarraturNuncorateetlaudate,laudatetiamAlmaMater。

  (Muses。)Suchhasbeen,andsuchshallstillbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;

  Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。

  IfIthoughtthatspeechworthheedingIshould——Nay,itseemstomeMorelikeSatan’sspecialpleadingthanlikeGloriaDomine。

  (Liesdownonhiscouch。)

  (Reads。)EttuquoquefratermeusfactamalaquodfecistiDeniqueconfunditDeusomnesresquastetegisti。

  Nuncsiunquam,nuncautnunquam,sanguineadjuroChristi。

  SceneIX

  \"IntheGarden\"

  Aylmer’sGarden,neartheLake。LAURENCERABYandESTELLE。

  He:

  Cometothebankwheretheboatismoor’dtothewillow-treelow;

  Bertha,thebaby,won’tnotice,Brian,theblockhead,won’tknow。

  She:

  Berthaisnotsuchababy,sir,asyouseemtosuppose;

  Brian,ablockheadhemaybe,morethanyouthinkforheknows。

  He:

  Thismuch,atleast,ofyourbrother,fromthebeginningheknewSomewhatconcerningthatothermadesuchafoolofbyyou。

  She:

  Firmerthosebondswereandfaster,Frankwasmyspaniel,myslave。

  You!youwouldfainbemymaster;markyou!thedifferenceisgrave。

  He:

  Callmeyourspaniel,yourstarling,takemeandtreatmeasthese,Iwouldbeanything,darling!aye,whatsoeveryouplease。

  BrianandBasilare\"punting\",leavethemtheirdiceandtheirwine,Berthaisbutterflyhunting,surelyonehourshallbemine。

  See,Ihavedonewithallduty;see,Icandarealldisgrace,Onlytolookatyourbeauty,feastingmyeyesonyourface。

  She:

  Lookatme,aye,tillyoureyesache!How,letmeask,willitend?

  Neitherforyoursake,normysake,butforthesakeofmyfriend?

  He:

  Issheyourfriendthen?Iownit,thisisallwrong,andtherest,Frustrasedanimamonet,caroquodfortiusest。

  She:

  Notquitesoclose,LaurenceRaby,notwithyourarmroundmywaist;

  SomethingtolookatImaybe,nothingtotouchortotaste。

  He:

  Wilfulaseverandwayward;whydidyoutemptme,Estelle?

  She:

  Youmisinterpreteachstrayword,youforeachinchtakeanell。

  Lightlyalllawsandtiestrammelme,Iamwarn’dforallthat。

  He(aside):

  Perhapsshewillswallowhercamelwhenshehasstrainedathergnat。

  She:

  Thereforetakethoughtandconsider,weighwell,asIdo,thewhole,Youformerebeautyabidder,say,wouldyoubarterasoul?

  He:

  Girl!THATMAYhappen,butTHISIS;afterthiswelcometheworst;

  Blestforonehourbyyourkisses,letmebeevermorecurs’d。

  Talknotoftiestomereckless,hereeverytieIdiscard——

  Makemeyourgirdle,yournecklace——

  She:Laurence,youkissmetoohard。

  He:

  Aye,’tistheroadtoAvernus,n’estcepasvraidonc,mabelle?

  Thereletthembindusorburnus,maislejeuvautlachandelle。

  AmIyourlordoryourvassal?Areyoumysunormytorch?

  You,whenIlookatyou,dazzle,yetwhenItouchyou,youscorch。

  She:

  YonderareBrianandBasilwatchingusfoolsfromtheporch。

  SceneX

  \"AftertheQuarrel\"

  LaurenceRaby’sChamber。LAURENCEenters,alittletheworseforliquor。

  Laurence:

  Henevergavemeachancetospeak,Andhecall’dher——worsethanadog——

  Thegirlstoodupwithacrimsoncheek,AndIfell’dhimtherelikealog。

  Icanfeeltheblowonmyknucklesyet——

  Hefeelsitmoreonhisbrow。

  InathousandyearsweshallallforgetThethingsthattroubleusnow。

  SceneXI

  \"TenPacesOff\"

  Anopencountry。LAURENCERABYandFORREST,BRIANAYLMERandPRESCOT。

  Forrest:

  I’vewonthetwotossesfromPrescot;

  Nowhearme,andhearkenandheed,Andpullthatvileflowerfromyourwaistcoat,Andthrowdownthatbeastofaweed;

  I’mgoingtogiveyouthesignalIgaveHarryHuntatBoulogne,ThemorninghemetMajorBignell,Andshothimasdeadasastone;

  ForhemustlookroundonhisrighthandTowatchthewhiteflutter——thatstopsHisaim,forittakesoffhissight,andICOUGHWHILETHEHANDKERCHIEFDROPS。

  Andyoukeepbotheyesonhisfigure,Oldfellow,anddon’ttakethemoff。

  You’vegotthesawhandledhairtrigger——

  YousighthimandshootwhenIcough。

  Laurence(aside):

  ThoughGodwillneverforgiveme,Thoughmenmakelightofmyname,Thoughmysinandmyshameoutliveme,Ishallnotoutlastmyshame。

  Thecoward,doeshemeantomissme?

  Hisrighthandshakeslikealeaf;

  ShallIliveformyfriendstohissme,Offoolsandofknavesthechief?

  ShallIliveformyfoestotwitme?

  Hehasmaster’dhisnerveagain——

  Heisfirm,hewillsurelyhitme——

  Willhereachtheheartorthebrain?

  Onelonglookeastwardandnorthward——

  Oneprayer——\"OurFatherwhichart\"——

  Andthecoughchimesinwiththefourthword,AndIshootskyward——theheart。

  LastScene\"Exeunt\"

  HELENRABY。

  Wherethegrave-deepsrot,wherethegrave-dewsrust,Theydug,crying,\"Earthtoearth\"——

  Crying,\"Ashestoashesanddusttodust\"——

  Andwhataremypoorprayersworth?

  UponwhomshallIcall,orinwhomshallItrust,Thoughdeathwereindeednewbirth。

  Andtheybidmebegladformybaby’ssakeThatshesufferedsinlessandyoung——

  WouldtheyhavemebegladwhenmybreastsstillacheWherethatsmall,soft,sweetmouthclung?

  IamgladthattheheartwillsosurelybreakThathasbeensobitterlywrung。

  Hewasfalse,theytellme,andwhatifhewere?

  Icanonlyshudderandpray,PouringoutmysoulinapassionateprayerForthesoulthathecastaway;

  WastherenothingthatoncewascreatedfairInthepotter’sperishingclay?

  Isitwellforthesinnerthatsoulsendure?

  Forthesinlesssoulisitwell?

  Doesthepurechildlisptotheangelspure?

  Andwheredoesthestrongmandwell,Ifthesadassuranceofpriestsbesure,Orthetalethatourpreacherstell?

  Theuncleanhasfollow’dtheundefiled,AndtheillMAYregainthegood,AndthemanMAYbeevenasthelittlechild!

  Wearechildrenlostinthewood——

  Lord!leadusoutofthistangledwild,Wherethewiseandtheprudenthavebeenbeguil’d,Andonlythebabeshavestood。

  DoubtfulDreamsAye,snowsarerifeinDecember,AndsheavesareinAugustyet,Andyouwouldhavemeremember,AndIwouldratherforget;

  InthebloomoftheMay-dayweather,IntheblightofOctoberchill,Weweredreamersofoldtogether,——

  Asofold,areyoudreamingstill?

  FornothingonearthissadderThanthedreamthatcheatedthegrasp,Theflowerthatturnedtotheadder,Thefruitthatchangedtotheasp;

  Whentheday-springindarknesscloses,Asthesunsetfadesfromthehills,Withthefragranceofperish’droses,Withthemusicofparch’d-uprills。

  Whenthesandsonthesea-shorenourishRedcloverandyellowcorn;

  Whenfigsonthethistleflourish,Andgrapesgrowthickonthethorn;

  Whenthedeadbranch,blightedandblasted,Putsforthgreenleavesinthespring,ThenthedreamthatlifehasoutlastedDeadcomforttolifemaybring。

  Ihavechangedthesoilandtheseason,Butwhetherskiesfreezeorflame,ThesoiltheyflameonorfreezeonIschangedinlittlesavename;

  Theloadstonepointstothenor’ward,Theriverrunstothesea;

  Andyouwouldhavemelookforward,AndbackwardIfainwouldflee。

  Irememberthebrightspringgarlands,Thegoldthatspangledthegreen,Andthepurpleonfairyfarlands,Andthewhiteandtheredbloom,seenFromthespotwherewelastlaydreamingTogether——yourselfandI——

  Thesoftgrassbeneathusgleaming,Aboveusthegreatgravesky。

  Andwespokethus:\"ThoughwehavetroddenRoughpathsinourboyishyears;

  Andsomewithoursweataresodden,Andsomearesaltwithourtears;

  Thoughwestumblestill,walkingblindly,Ourpathsshallbemadeallstraight;

  Weareweak,buttheheavensarekindly,Theskiesarecompassionate。\"

  Istheclimeoftheoldlandyounger,Wheretheyoungdreamslongerarenursed?

  Withtheoldinsatiablehunger,Withtheoldunquenchablethirst,Areyoulonging,asintheoldyearsWehavelongedsoofteninvain;

  Fellow-toilersstill,fellow-soldiers,Thoughtheseashavesunderedustwain?

  Buttheyoungdreamssurelyhavefaded!

  Youngdreams!——olddreamsofyoungdays——

  Shallthenewdreamvexusastheydid?

  Orasthingsworthcensureorpraise?

  Realtoilisours,realtrouble,Dimdreamsofpleasureandpride;

  Letthedreamsdisperselikeabubble,Sothetoillikeadreamsubside。

  Vaintoil!menbetterandbraverRoseearlyandrestedlate,Whoseburdensthanoursweregraver,Andsternerthanourstheirhate。

  WhatfairrewardhadAchilles?

  WhatrestcouldAlcideswin?

  Vaintoil!\"Considerthelilies,Theytoilnotneitherdospin。\"

  NorformortaltoilingnorspinningWillthemattersofmortalsmend;

  Asitwassointhebeginning,Itshallbesointheend。

  ThewebthattheweaversweaveillShallnotbewovenarightTillthegoodisbroughtforthfromevil,Asdayisbroughtforthfromnight。

  Vaindreams!forourfatherscherish’dHighhopesinthedaysthatwere;

  Andthesemenwonder’dandperish’d,Norbetterthanthesewefare;

  Andourdueatlastistheirdue,Theyfoughtagainstoddsandfell;

  \"Enavant,lesenfantsperdus!\"

  Wefightagainstoddsaswell。

  Theskies!WillthegreatskiescareforOurfootsteps,straightenourpath,Orstrengthenourweakness?Wherefore?

  Wehaveratherincurr’dtheirwrath;

  WhenagainsttheCaptainofHazorThestarsintheircoursesfought,Didtheskiesshedmercifulrays,orWithlovewasthesunshinefraught?

  Cantheyfavourman?Cantheywrongman?

  Theunapproachableskies?

  Thoughthesegavestrengthtothestrongman,Andwisdomgavetothewise;

  Whenstrengthisturn’dtoderision,Andwisdombroughttodismay,Shallwewakefromatroubledvision,Orrestfromatoilsomeday?

  Nay!Icannottell。PeradventureOurverytoilisadream,Andtheworksthatwepraiseorcensure,Itmaybe,theyonlyseem。

  Ifso,Iwouldfainawaken,Orsleepmoresoundlythanso,Orbydreamlesssleepovertaken,ThedreamIwouldfainforego。

  Forthegreatthingsofeartharesmallthings,Thelongestlifeisaspan,Andthereisanendtoallthings,Aseasontoeveryman,Whosegloryisdustandashes,Whosespiritisbutaspark,Thatoutfromthedarknessflashes,Andflickersoutinthedark。

  WerememberthepangsthatwrungusWhensomewentdowntothepit,Whofadedasleavesamongus,Whoflittedasshadowsflit;

  Whatvisionsunderthestonelie?

  Whatdreamsintheshroudsleepdwell?

  Forwesawtheearthpitonly,Andweheardonlytheknell。

  WeknownotwhethertheyslumberWhowakenonearthnomore,Asthestarsoftheheightsinnumber,Assandsonthedeepsea-shore。

  Shallstiffnessbindthem,andstarknessEnthralthem,byfieldandflood,Till\"thesunshallbeturn’dtodarkness,Andthemoonshallbeturn’dtoblood。\"

  Weknownot!——worsemayenthralmen——

  \"Thewagesofsinaredeath\";

  Andsodeathpasseduponallmen,Forsinwasbornwithman’sbreath。

  Thenthelabourerspentwithsinning,Hishirewithhislifeshallspend;

  Foritwassointhebeginning,Andshallbesointheend。

  Thereislifeintheblacken’demberWhileasparkissmoulderingyet;

  Inadreame’ennowIrememberThatdreamIhadliefforget——

  Ihadliefforget,Ihade’enliefThatdreamwithTHISdoubtshoulddie——

  \"IFWEDIDTHESETHINGSINTHEGREENLEAF,WHATSHALLBEDONEINTHEDRY?\"

  TheRhymeofJoyousGardeThroughthelatticerushesthesouthwind,denseWithfumesofthefloweryfrankincenseFromhawthornblossomingthickly;

  Andgoldisshower’dongrassunshorn,Andpoppy-fireonshudderingcorn,WithMay-dewfloodedandflush’dwithmorn,Andscentedwithsweetnesssickly。

  Thebloomandbrillianceofsummerdays,Thebudsthatbrighten,thefieldsthatblaze,Thefruitsthatripenandredden,AndallthegiftsofaGod-sentlightAresadderthingsinmyshamefulsightThantheblackestgloomofthebitterestnight,Whenthesensesdarkenanddeaden。

  Forthedaysrecallwhatthenightsefface,Scenesofgloryandseasonsofgrace,Forwhichthereisnoreturning——

  Elsethedayswereevenasthenightstome,Nowtheaxeislaidtotherootofthetree,Andto-morrowthebarrentrunkmaybeCutdown——castforthfortheburning。

  WouldGodIhaddiedthedeaththatdayWhenthebishopblessedusbeforethefrayAttheshrineoftheSaviour’sMother;

  Webuckledthespur,webracedthebelt,ArthurandI——togetherweknelt,AndthegraspofhiskinglyhandIfeltAsthegraspofanonlybrother。

  ThebodyandthebloodofChristweshared,Kneesbendedandheadsbow’ddownandbared,Welistenedthroughoutthepraying。

  Eftsoontheshockofthefoewebore,ShouldertoshoulderonSevern’sshore,Tillourhiltsweregluedtoourhandswithgore,Andoursinewsslacken’dwithslaying。

  WasIfarfromThyKingdom,graciousLord,Withashatteredcasqueandashiver’dsword,OnthethresholdofMary’schapel?

  Pardie!Ihadwell-nighwonthatcrownWhichendurethmorethanaknight’srenown,Whenthepagangianthadgotmedown,Sorespentinthedeadlygrapple。

  Mayhiscravenspiritfindlittlegrace,Hewasseal’dtoSataninanycase,Yettheloserhadbeenthewinner;

  HadIwaxedfainterorhelessfaint,Thenmysoulwasfreefromthisloathsometaint,IhaddiedasaChristianknight——nosaintPerchance,yetapardon’dsinner。

  ButIstrovefullgrimlybeneathhisweight,Iclungtohispoignarddesperate,Ibaffledthethrustthatfollowed,Andwrithinguppermostrose,todeal,Withbarethreeinchesofbrokensteel,Onestroke——Ha!theheadpiececrash’dpiecemeal,Andtheknaveinhisblackbloodwallow’d。

  SoIlivedforworse——infulnessoftime,Whenpeaceforaseasonsway’dtheclime,Andspearsforaspacewereidle,Trustedandchosenofallthecourt,Afavouredheraldoffairreport,Itravell’deastward,anddulybroughtAbridetoaqueenlybridal。

  Pardie!’twasamorningevenasthis(Theskieswerewarmerifaught,Iwis,Albeitthefieldswereduller;

  Oritmaybethattheenviousspring,Abash’datthesightofafairerthing,Wax’dsomewhatsadderofcolouringBecauseofherfaultlesscolour)。

  WithherthroughtheLyonesseIrode,Tillthewoodswiththenoontidefervourglow’d,Andthereforaspacewehalted,WheretheintertwiningbranchesmadeCoolcarpetsofolive-tintedshade,AndthefloorswithfretworkofflameinlaidFromleafylatticesvaulted。

  AndscarfandmantleforherIspread,Andstrewedthemoverthegrassiestbed,Andunderthegreenestawning,Andloosen’dlatchandbuckle,andfreedFromselleandhousingtheredroansteed,AndthejennetofswiftIberianbreed,Thathadcarriedussincethedawning。

  Thebrownthrushsangthroughthebriarandbower,Allflush’dorfrostedwithforestflowerInthewarmsun’swantonglances;

  AndIgrewdeaftothesongbird——blindToblossomthatsweeten’dthesweetspringwind——

  Isawheronly——agirlreclinedInhergirlhood’sindolenttrances。

  Andthesongandthescentandsensewax’dweak,ThewildrosewitheredbesidethecheekShepoisedonherfingersslender;

  ThesoftspungoldofherglitteringhairRanripplingintoawondroussnare,Thatfloodedtheroundarmbrightandbare,Andtheshoulder’ssilverysplendour。

  Thedeepduskfiresinthosedreamyeyes,Likeseasclear-colouredinsummerskies,Wereguiltlessoffuturetreason;

  AndIstoodwatchingher,stillandmute,Yettheevilseedinmysoulfoundroot,Andthesadplantthrove,andthesinfulfruitGrewripeintheshamefulseason。

  Letthesinbemineastheshamewashers,IndesolatedaysofdepartedyearsShehadleisureforshameandsorrow——

  Therewaslightrepentanceandbriefremorse,WhenIrodeagainstSaxonfoesorNorse,Withclangofharnessandclatterofhorse,Andlittleheedforthemorrow。

  Andnowsheisdead,mentellme,andI,InthislivingdeathmustIlingerandlieTillmycuptothedregsisdrunken?

  Ilookedthroughthelatticewornandgrim,Witheyelidsdarken’dandeyesightdim,Andwearybodyandwastedlimb,Andsinewslacken’dandshrunken。

  Sheisdead!Gonedowntotheburial-place,Wherethegrave-dewscleavetoherfaultlessface;

  Wherethegrave-sodscrumblearoundher;

  Andthatbrightburdenofburnish’dgold,Thatonceonthosewaxenshouldersroll’d,Willitspoilwiththedampsofthedeadlymould?

  Wasitshornwhenthechurchvowsboundher?

  NowIknowfullwellthatthefairspearshaftShallnevergladdenmyhand,northehaftOfthegoodswordgrowtomyfingers;

  Nowthemaddestfray,themerriestdin,Wouldfailtoquickenthislife-streamthin,YetthesleepypoisonofthatsweetsinInthesluggishcurrentstilllingers。

  WouldGodIhadsleptwiththeslainmen,longOrevertheheartconceivedawrongThattheinnermostsoulabhorred——

  OrevertheselyinglipswerestrainedToherlids,pearl-tintedandpurple-vein’d,OreverthosetraitorouskissesstainedThesnowsofherspotlessforehead。

  Letmegatheralittlestrengthtothink,Asonewhoreelsontheoutermostbrink,Totheinnermostgulfdescending。

  Inthattrucethelongestandlastofall,Inthesummernightsofthatfestival——

  Softvestureofsamiteandsilkenpall——

  Thebeginningcameoftheending。

  Andonetrodsoftlywithsandal’dfeet——

  Ah!whyarethestolenwaterssweet?——

  Andonecreptstealthilyafter;

  IwouldIhadtakenhimthereandwrungHisknavishneckwhenthedarkdoorswung,Ortornbytherootshistreacheroustongue,Andstifledhishatefullaughter。

  Sothesmoulderingscandalblazed——buthe,Myking,tothelastputtrustinme——

  Aye,wellwashistrustrequited!

  Nowpriestsmaypatter,andbellsmaytoll,Hewillneednomassestoaidhissoul;

  Whentheangelsopenthejudgmentscroll,Hiswrongwillbetenfoldrighted。

  Thendawn’dthedaywhenthemailwasdonn’d,Andthesteedforthestrifecaparison’d,Butnot’gainsttheNorseinvader。

  Thenwasbloodshed——notbyuntowardchance,Asthebloodthatisdrawnbythejouster’slance,ThefrayinthecastleofMelegrance,ThefightinthelistswithMador。

  Thentheguiltmademanifest,thenthesiege,WhenthetruemenrallyingroundtheliegeBeleaguer’dhisbasebetrayer;

  Thenthefruitlessparleys,thepleadingsvain,Andthehard-foughtbattleswithbraveGawaine,Twiceworsted,andoncesonearlyslain,Imaywellbecountedhisslayer。

  ThenthecrimeofModred——alittlesinAtthesideofmine,thoughtheknavewaskinTothekingbytheknave’shandstricken。

  Andtheonce-lovedknight,washetheretosaveThatknightlykingwhothatknighthoodgave?

  Ah,Christ!willhegreetmeasknightorknaveInthedaywhenthedustshallquicken。

  Hadhelightlyloved,hadhetrustedless,Ihadsinn’dperchancewiththesinfulnessThatthroughprayerandpenanceispardoned。

  Oh,lovemostloyal!Oh,faithmostsure!

  InthepurityofasoulsopureIfoundmysafeguard——Isinn’dsecure,Tillmyhearttothesingrewharden’d。

  Weweregladtogetheringladsomemeads,Whentheyshooktothestrokesofoursnortingsteeds;

  WewerejoyfulinjoyouslustreWhenitflush’dthecoppiceorfill’dtheglade,WherethehornoftheDaneortheSaxonbray’d,Andwesawtheheathenbannerdisplay’d,Andtheheathenlancescluster。

  Thenasteel-shodrushandasteel-cladring,Andacrashofthespearstavessplintering,Andthebillowybattleblended。

  Riotofchargers,revelofblows,Andfierce,flush’dfacesoffightingfoes,Fromcrouptobridle,thatreel’dandrose,Inasparkleofsword-playsplendid。

  Andthelong,litheswordinthehandbecameAsaleapinglight,asafallingflame,Asafirethroughtheflaxthathasted;

  Slender,andshining,andbeautiful,Howitshorethroughshiveringcasqueandskull,Andneverastrokewasvoidandnull,Andneverathrustwaswasted。

  Ihavedoneforeverwithallthesethings——

  Deedsthatwerejoyoustoknightsandkings,Indaysthatwithsongswerecherish’d。

  Thesongsareended,thedeedsaredone,Thereshallnoneofthemgladdenmenow,notone;

  Thereisnothinggoodformeunderthesun,Buttoperishasthesethingsperish’d。

  ShallitprofitmeaughtthatthebishopseeksMypresencedaily,anddulyspeaksSoftwordsofcomfortandkindness?

  Shallitaughtavailme?\"Certes,\"hesaid,\"Thoughthysoulisdarken’d,benotafraid——

  GodhatethnothingthatHehathmade——

  Hislightshalldispersethyblindness。\"

  Iamnotafraidformyself,althoughIknowIhavehadthatlight,andIknowThegreatermycondemnation。

  WhenIwell-nighswoon’dinthedeep-drawnblissOfthatfirstlong,sweet,slow,stolenkiss,Iwouldgladlyhavegiven,forlessthanthis,Myself,withmysoul’ssalvation。

  Iwouldlanguishthusinsomeloathsomeden,Asathingofnaughtintheeyesofmen,Inthemouthsofmenasaby-word,Throughyearsofpain,andwhenGodsawfit,SinginghispraisesmysoulshouldflitTothedarkestdepthofthenethermostpit,IfHERScouldbewaftedskyward。

  LordChrist!havepatiencealittlewhile,Ihavesinn’dbecauseIamutterlyvile,Havinglight,lovingdarknessrather。

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