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  Arewewise?OurabstrusecalculationsArebasedonexperiencelong;

  Arewesanguine?OurhighexpectationsArefoundedonhopethatisstrong;

  Thuswebuildanair-castlethatcrumblesAnddriftstillnotracesremain,Andthefoolbuildsagainwhilehegrumbles,Andthewiseonelaughs,buildingagain。

  \"Howcametheytopass,theserashblunders,Thesefalsestepssohardtodefend?\"

  Ourfriendputsthequestionandwonders,Welaughandreply,\"Ah!myfriend,Couldyoutracethefirststridefalselytaken,Thedistancemisjudged,whereorhow,Whenyoupick’dyourselfup,stunn’dandshaken,Atthefence’twixttheturfandtheplough?\"

  Inthejarofthepanelrebounding!

  Inthecrashofthesplinteringwood!

  Intheearstotheearthshockresounding!

  Intheeyesflashingfireandblood!

  Inthequartersaboveyourevolving!

  Inthesodsunderneathheavinghigh!

  TherewaslittletoaidyouinsolvingSuchquestions——thehoworthewhy。

  Anddestiny,steadfastintrifles,IssteadfastforbetterorworseIngreatthings,itcrushesandstifles,Andswallowsthehopesthatwenurse。

  Menwiserthanwearemaywonder,Whenthefuturetheyclingtosofast,Totherollofthatdestiny’sthunder,Goesdownwiththewrecksofthepast。

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  Thepast!thedeadpast!thathasswallow’dAllthehoneyoflifeandthemilk,Brighterdreamsthanmerepastimeswe’vefollow’d,Betterthingsthanourscarletorsilk;

  Aye,andworsethings——thatpastisitreallyDeadtouswhoagainandagainFeelsharply,hearplainly,seeclearly,Pastdayswiththeirjoyandtheirpain?

  Likecorpsesembalm’dandunburiedTheylie,andinspiteofourwill,Oursoulsonthewingsofthoughtcarried,Revisittheirsepulchresstill;

  Downthechannelsofmysterygliding,Theyconjurestrangetales,rarelyread,OfthepriestsofdeadPharaohspresidingAtmysticalfeastsofthedead。

  Weirdpicturesarise,quaintdevices,Rudeemblems,bakedfuneralmeats,Strongincense,rarewines,andrichspices,Theashes,theshrouds,andthesheets;

  DoesourthraldomfallshortofcompletenessForthemagicofacharnel-housecharm,Andtheflavourofapoisonoussweetness,Andtheodourofapoisonousbalm?

  Andthelinksofthepast——but,nomatter,ForI’mgettingbeyondyou,Iguess,Andyou’llcallme\"asmadasahatter\"

  IfmythoughtsItoofreelyexpress;

  Isubjoinaquotation,praylearnit,AndwiththeaidofyourlexicontellusThemeaningthereof——\"ResdiscernitSapiens,quasconfunditasellus。\"

  Alreadygreenhillocksareswelling,Andcombingwhitelocksonthebar,Whereadull,droningmurmuristellingOfwindsthathavegather’dafar;

  Thusweknownottheday,northemorrow,Noryetwhatthenightmaybringforth,Northestorm,northesleep,northesorrow,Northestrife,northerest,northewrath。

  Yettheskiesarestilltranquilandstarlit,Thesun’twixtthewaveandthewestDiesinpurple,andcrimson,andscarlet,Andgold;letushopeforthebest,SinceagainfromtheearthhiseffulgenceThedarknessanddamp-dewsshallwipe。

  Kindreader,extendyourindulgenceTothisthelastlayof\"ThePipe\"。

  TheRolloftheKettledrum;or,TheLayoftheLastCharger\"YouhavethePyrrhicdanceasyet,WhereisthePyrrhicphalanxgone?

  Oftwosuchlessons,whyforgetThenoblerandthemanlierone?\"——Byron。

  Onelineofswartprofilesandbeardedlipsdressing,Oneridgeofbrighthelmets,onecrestoffairplumes,Onestreakofbluesword-bladesallbaredforthefleshing,Onerowofrednostrilsthatscentbattle-fumes。

  Forward!thetrumpetsweresoundingthecharge,Therollofthekettledrumrapidlyran,Thatmusic,likewild-firespreadingatlarge,Madden’dthewar-horseaswellastheman。

  Forward!stillforward!wethunder’dalong,Steadilyyet,forourstrengthwewerenursing;

  TallEwart,oursergeant,washummingasong,Lance-corporalBlackWillwasblasphemingandcursing。

  Open’dtheirvolleyofgunsonourright,Puffsofgreysmoke,veilinggleamsofredflame,Curlingtoleeward,wereseenontheheight,Wherethebatterieswereposted,asonwardwecame。

  Spreadingbeforeustheircavalrylay,Squadrononsquadron,troopupontroop;

  Weweresofew,andsomanywerethey——

  Eagleswaitcalmlythesparrow-hawk’sstoop。

  Forward!stillforward!steedansweringsteedCheerilyneigh’d,whilethefoamflakesweretoss’dFrombridletobridle——thetopofourspeedWasgain’d,buttheprideofourorderwaslost。

  Onewasthereleadingbynearlyarood,Thoughwewereracinghekepttothefore,Stillasarockinhisstirrupshestood,Highinthesunlighthissabrehebore。

  Suddenlytottering,backwardshecrash’d,Loudlyhishelmrightinfrontofusrung;

  Ironhoofsthunder’d,andnakedsteelflash’dOverhim——youngest,wheremanywereyoung。

  Nowwewereclosetothem,everyhorsestridingMadly;——St。Lucepass’dwithneveragroan;——

  Sadlymymasterlook’dround——hewasridingOntheboy’sright,withalineofhisown。

  Thrustinghishandinhisbreastorbreast-pocket,Whilefromhiswristtheswordswungbyachain,Swiftlyhedrewoutsometrinketorlocket,Kiss’dit(Ithink)andreplaceditagain。

  Burst,whilehisfingersreclosedonthehaft,Jarringconcussionandearthshakingdin,Horse’counter’dhorse,andIreel’d,buthelaugh’d,Downwenthisman,clovencleantothechin!

  Wedgedinthemidstofthatstrugglingmass,Afterthefirstshock,whereeachhisfoesingled,Littlewasseen,saveadazzle,likeglassInthesun,withgreysmokeandblackdustintermingled。

  Hereandthereredden’dapistolshot,flashingThroughtheredsparkleofsteeluponsteel!

  Redderthesparkseem’d,andloudertheclashing,Struckfromthehelmbytheiron-shodheel!

  Overfallenriders,likewither’dleavesstrewingUplandsinautumn,wesunder’dtheirranks;

  Steedsrearingandplunging,menhackingandhewing,Fiercegrindingofsword-blades,sharpgoadingofflanks。

  Shortwasthecrisisofconflictsoonover,Beingtoogood(Isuppose)tolastlong;

  Throughthemwecut,asthescythecutstheclover,Batter’dandstain’dweemerg’dfromtheirthrong。

  Someofoursaddleswereemptied,ofcourse;

  Toheaven(orelsewhere)BlackWillhadbeencarried!

  NedSullivanmountedWill’sriderlesshorse,Hismarebeinghurt,whiletensecondswetarried。

  Andthenwere-formed,andwentatthemoncemore,Anderetheyhadrightlycloseduptheoldtrack,Webrokethroughthelanewehadopen’dbefore,Andaswewentforwarde’ensowecameback。

  Ournumberswerefew,andourlossfarfromsmall,Theycouldfight,and,besides,theyweretwentytoone;

  Wewereclearofthemallwhenweheardtherecall,Andthuswereturned,butmytaleisnotdone。

  Forthehandofmyriderfeltstrangeonmybit,Hebreathedonceortwicelikeonepartiallychoked,Andsway’dinhisseat,thenIknewhewashit;——

  Hemusthavebledfast,formywithersweresoak’d,Andscarcelyaninchofmyhousingwasdry;

  Islacken’dmyspeed,yetIneverquitestopp’d,Erehepattedmyneck,said,\"Oldfellow,good-bye!\"

  Anddropp’doffmegently,andlaywherehedropp’d!

  Ah,me!afterall,theymaycallusdumbcreatures——

  Itriedhardtoneigh,butthesobstookmybreath,YetIguess’dgazingdownatthosestill,quietfeatures,Hewasnevermorehappyinlifethanindeath。

  *****

  Twoyearsback,atAldershot,ElringtonmentionedMynametoourcolonelonefield-day。Hesaid,\"`Count’,`Steeltrap’,and`Challenger’oughttobepension’d;\"

  \"Count\"diedthesameweek,andnow\"Steeltrap\"isdead。

  Thatmorningourcolonelwasriding\"Theresa\",Thefillyby\"Teddington\"outof\"Mistake\";

  Hisgirls,prettyAliceandfair-hairedLouisa,WerethereontheponieshepurchasedfromBlake。

  Irememberhepointedmeouttohisdaughters,Saidhe,\"InthistroopImayfairlytakepride,ButI’venoneleftlikehiminmyofficers’quarters,Whoselife-bloodthemaneofold`Challenger’dyed。\"

  Wherearethey?thewar-steedswhosharedinourglory,The\"Lanercost\"colt,andthe\"Acrobat\"mare,AndtheIrishdivision,\"KateKearney\"and\"Rory\",Andrushing\"Roscommon\",andeager\"Kildare\",And\"Freeny\",afavouriteoncewithmymaster,And\"Warlock\",asluggard,buthonestandtrue,And\"Tancred\",ashonestas\"Warlock\",butfaster,And\"Blacklock\",and\"Birdlime\",and\"MollyCarew\"?——

  Allvanish’d,whatwonder!twelvesummershavepass’dSincethen,andmycomradeliesburiedthisday,——

  Old\"Steeltrap\",thekicker,——andnowI’mthelastOfthechargerswhosharedinthatgloriousfray。

  *****

  Come,\"Harlequin\",keepyournoseoutofmymanger,You’llgetyourallowance,myboy,andnomore;

  Snort!\"Silvertail\",snort!whenyou’veseenasmuchdangerAsIhave,youwon’tmindtheratsinthestraw。

  *****

  Ourgallantoldcolonelcamelimpingandhalting,Thedaybeforeyesterday,intomystall;

  Oh!lighttothesaddleI’veonceseenhimvaulting,Infullmarchingorder,steelbroadswordandall。

  AndnowhisleftlegthanhisrightismadeshorterThreeinches,hestoops,andhischestisunsound;

  Hespoketomegently,andpattedmyquarter,Ilaidmyearsback,andlook’dplayfullyround。

  Forthatwordkindlymeant,thatcaresskindlygiven,Ithank’dhim,thoughdumb,butmycheerfulnessfled;

  MoresadnessIdrewfromthefaceofthelivingThanyearsbackIdidfromthefaceofthedead。

  Forthedeadface,upturn’d,tranquil,joyous,andfearless,Look’dstraightfromgreensodtobluefathomlessskyWithasmile;butthelivingface,gloomyandtearless,Andhaggardandharass’d,look’ddownwithasigh。

  Didhethinkonthefirsttimehekiss’dLadyMary?

  Onthemorninghewing’dHoraceGrevillethebeau?

  Onthewinnerhesteer’dinthegrandmilitary?

  Onthechargethatheheadedtwelvelongyearsago?

  Didhethinkoneachfreshyear,offreshgrieftheherald?

  Onlidsthataresunken,andlocksthataregrey?

  OnAlice,whoboltedwithBrianFitzgerald?

  OnRupert,hisfirst-born,dishonour’dby\"play\"?

  OnLouey,hisdarling,whosleeps’neaththecypress,Thatshadesherandonewhoselastbreathgaveherlife?

  Isawthosestrongfingershardovereacheyepress——

  Oh!thedeadrestinpeacewhenthequicktoilinstrife!

  *****

  Scoff,man!egotistical,proud,unobservant,SinceIwithman’sgriefdaretosympathisethus;

  Whyscoff?——fellow-creatureIam,fellow-servantOfGod,canmanfathomGod’sdealingswithus?

  ThewidegulfthatpartsusmayyetbenowiderThanthatwhichpartsyoufromsomebeingmoreblest;

  Andtheremaybemorelinks’twixtthehorseandhisriderThaneveryourshallowphilosophyguess’d。

  Youareproudofyourpower,andvainofyourcourage,Andyourblood,Anglo-Saxon,orNorman,orCelt;

  Thoughyourgiftsyouextol,andourgiftsyoudisparage,Yourperils,yourpleasures,yoursorrowswe’vefelt。

  We,too,sprungfrommaresoftheprophetofMecca,Andnursedonthepridethatwasbornwiththemilk,Andfilteredthrough\"Crucifix\",\"Beeswing\",\"Rebecca\",Welovesheenofscarletandshimmerofsilk。

  We,too,sprungfromloinsoftheIshmaelitestallions,Wegloryindaringthatdiesorprevails;

  From’counterofsquadrons,andcrashofbattalions,Torendingofblackthorns,andrattleofrails。

  Inallstrifewherecourageistested,andpower,Fromthemeetonthehill-side,thehorn-blast,thefind,Theburst,thelonggallopthatseemstodevourThechampaign,allobstaclesflingingbehind,Tothecheerandtheclarion,thewar-musicblendedWithwar-cry,thefuriousdashatthefoe,Theterribleshock,therecoil,andthesplendidBaresword,flashingblue,risingredfromtheblow。

  I’veborneONEthroughperilswheremanyhaveseenus,Notyrant,akindfriend,apatientinstructor,AndI’vefeltsomestrangeelementflashingbetweenus,Tillthesaddleseem’dturn’dtoalightningconductor。

  Didhesee?couldhefeelthroughthefaintness,thenumbness,Whilelinger’dthespirithalf-loosedfromtheclay,Dumbeyesseekinghisintheirpiteousdumbness,Dumbquiveringnostrils,toostrickentoneigh?

  Andwhatthen?thecoloursreversed,thedrumsmuffled,Theblacknoddingplumes,thedeadmarchandthepall,Thesternfaces,soldier-like,silent,unruffled,Theslowsacredmusicthatfloatsoverall!

  Crosscarbineandboar-spear,hangbugleandbanner,Spur,sabre,andsnaffle,andhelm——Isitwell?

  Vain’scutcheon,falsetrophiesofMarsandDiana,——

  Canthedeadlaurelsproutwiththeliveimmortelle?

  Itmaybe,——wefollow,andthoughweinheritOurstrengthforaseason,ourprideforaspan,Say!vanityarethey?vexationofspirit?

  Notso,sincetheyserveforatimehorseandman。

  Theyserveforatime,andtheymakelifeworthliving,Inspiteoflife’stroubles——’tisvaintodespond;

  Oh,man!WEatleast,WEenjoy,withthanksgiving,God’sgiftsonthisearth,thoughwelooknotbeyond。

  YOUsin,andYOUsuffer,andwe,too,findsorrow,PerchancethroughYOURsin——yetitsoonwillbeo’er;

  Welabourto-day,andweslumberto-morrow,Stronghorseandboldrider!——andWHOKNOWETHMORE?

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  Inourbarrack-squareshoutedDrill-sergeantM’Cluskie,Therollofthekettledrumrapidlyran,Thecolonelwheel’dshort,speakingonce,dryandhusky,\"WouldtoGodIhaddiedwithyourmaster,oldman!\"

  [EndofSeaSprayandSmokeDrift。]

  BushBallads&GallopingRhymesADedicationtotheAuthorof\"HolmbyHouse\"

  TheyarerhymesrudelystrungwithintentlessOfsoundthanofwords,Inlandswherebrightblossomsarescentless,Andsonglessbrightbirds;

  Where,withfireandfiercedroughtonhertresses,InsatiableSummeroppressesSerewoodlandsandsadwildernesses,Andfaintflocksandherds。

  Whereindreariestdays,whenalldewsend,Andallwindsarewarm,WildWinter’slargeflood-gatesareloosen’d,Andfloods,freedbystorm,Frombrokenupfountainheads,dashonDrydesertswithlongpentuppassion——

  Hererhymewasfirstframedwithoutfashion,Songshapedwithoutform。

  Whencegather’d?——Thelocust’sgladchirrupMayfurnishastave;

  Theringofarowelandstirrup,Thewashofawave。

  Thechauntofthemarshfroginrushes,ThatchimesthroughthepausesandhushesOfnightfall,thetorrentthatgushes,Thetempeststhatrave。

  Inthedeep’ningofdawn,whenitdapplesTheduskofthesky,Withstreaksliketheredd’ningofapples,Theripeningofrye。

  Toeastward,whenclusterbycluster,Dimstarsanddullplanetsthatmuster,WaxwaninaworldofwhitelustreThatspreadsfarandhigh。

  Inthegatheringofnightgloomo’erhead,inThestillsilentchange,Allfire-flushedwhenforesttreesreddenOnslopesoftherange。

  Whenthegnarl’d,knottedtrunksEucalyptianSeemcarved,likeweirdcolumnsEgyptian,Withcuriousdevice——quaintinscription,Andhieroglyphstrange。

  IntheSpring,whenthewattlegoldtrembles’Twixtshadowandshine,Wheneachdew-ladenairdraughtresemblesAlongdraughtofwine;

  Whenthesky-line’sblueburnish’dresistanceMakesdeeperthedreamiestdistance,Somesonginallheartshathexistence,——

  Suchsongshavebeenmine。

  Theycameinallguises,somevividToclaspandtokeep;

  SomesuddenandswiftasthelividBluethunder-flame’sleap。

  ThissweptthroughthefirstbreathofcloverWithmemoriesrenew’dtotherover——

  Thatflash’dwhiletheblackhorseturn’doverBeforethelongsleep。

  Toyou(havingcunningtocolourApagewithyourpen,Thatthroughdulldays,andnightsevenduller,Longyearsagoten,Fairpicturesinfeverafforded)——

  Isendtheserudestaves,roughlywordedByoneinwhosebrainstandsrecordedAsclearnowasthen,\"Thegreatrushofgrey`Northernwater’,Thegreenridgeofbank,The`sorrel’withcurvedsweepofquarterCurl’dclosetocleanflank,TheRoyalistsaddlefastsquarely,Andwherethebrightuplandsstretchfairly,Behind,beyondpistol-shotbarely,TheRoundheadedrank。

  \"Alonglaunch,withclingingofmuscles,Andclenchingofteeth!

  Theloosedoubletripplesandrustles!

  Theswirlshootsbeneath!\"

  Enough。Inreturnforyourgarland——

  Inlieuoftheflowersfromyourfarland——

  Takewildgrowthofdreamlandorstarland,Takeweedsforyourwreath。

  Yetrhymehadnotfail’dmeforreason,Norreasonforrhyme,SweetSong!hadIsoughtyouinseason,Andfoundyouintime。

  Youbeckoninyourbrightbeautyyonder,AndI,waxingfainter,yetfonder,NowwearytoosoonwhenIwander——

  NowfallwhenIclimb。

  Itmattersbutlittleinthelongrun,Theweakhavesomeright——

  Someshareintheracethatthestrongrun,Thefightthestrongfight。

  Ifwordsthatareworthlessgowestward,Yettheworstwordshallbeasthebestword,Inthedaywhenallriotsweepsrestward,Indarknessorlight。

  TheSickStockriderHoldhard,Ned!Liftmedownoncemore,andlaymeintheshade。

  Oldman,you’vehadyourworkcutouttoguideBothhorses,andtoholdmeinthesaddlewhenIsway’d,Allthroughthehot,slow,sleepy,silentride。

  Thedawnat\"Moorabinda\"wasamistrackdullanddense,Thesunrisewasasullen,sluggishlamp;

  IwasdozinginthegatewayatArbuthnot’sbound’ryfence,IwasdreamingontheLimestonecattlecamp。

  WecrossedthecreekatCarricksford,andsharplythroughthehaze,Andsuddenlythesunshotflamingforth;

  Tosouthwardlay\"Katawa\",withthesandpeaksallablaze,Andtheflush’dfieldsofGlenLomondlaytonorth。

  NowwestwardwindsthebridlepaththatleadstoLindisfarm,Andyonderloomsthedouble-headedBluff;

  Fromthefarsideofthefirsthill,whentheskiesareclearandcalm,YoucanseeSylvester’swoolshedfairenough。

  FivemilesweusedtocallitfromourhomesteadtotheplaceWherethebigtreespanstheroadwaylikeanarch;

  ’TwashereweranthedingodownthatgaveussuchachaseEightyearsago——orwasitnine?——lastMarch。

  ’Twasmerryintheglowingmorn,amongthegleaminggrass,Towanderaswe’vewanderedmanyamile,Andblowthecooltobaccocloud,andwatchthewhitewreathspass,Sittinglooselyinthesaddleallthewhile。

  ’Twasmerry’midtheblackwoods,whenwespiedthestationroofs,Towheelthewildscrubcattleattheyard,Witharunningfireofstockwhipsandafieryrunofhoofs;

  Oh!thehardestdaywasneverthentoohard!

  Aye!wehadagloriousgallopafter\"Starlight\"andhisgang,WhentheyboltedfromSylvester’sontheflat;

  Howthesun-driedreed-bedscrackled,howtheflint-strewnrangesrangTothestrokesof\"Mountaineer\"and\"Acrobat\"。

  Hardbehindtheminthetimber,harderstillacrosstheheath,Closebesidethemthroughthetea-treescrubwedash’d;

  Andthegolden-tintedfernleaves,howtheyrustledunderneath!

  Andthehoneysuckleosiers,howtheycrash’d!

  Weledthehuntthroughout,Ned,onthechestnutandthegrey,Andthetrooperswerethreehundredyardsbehind,Whileweemptiedoursix-shootersonthebushrangersatbay,Inthecreekwithstuntedbox-treeforablind!

  Thereyougrappledwiththeleader,mantomanandhorsetohorse,Andyouroll’dtogetherwhenthechestnutrear’d;

  Heblazedawayandmissedyouinthatshallowwatercourse——

  Anarrowshave——hispowdersingedyourbeard!

  Inthesehourswhenlifeisebbing,howthosedayswhenlifewasyoungComebacktous;howclearlyIrecallEventheyarnsJackHallinvented,andthesongsJemRopersung;

  AndwherearenowJemRoperandJackHall?

  Aye!nearlyallourcomradesoftheoldcolonialschool,Ourancientbooncompanions,Ned,aregone;

  Hardliversforthemostpart,somewhatrecklessasarule,ItseemsthatyouandIareleftalone。

  TherewasHughes,whogotintroublethroughthatbusinesswiththecards,Itmatterslittlewhatbecameofhim;

  Butasteerripp’dupMacPhersonintheCooramintayards,AndSullivanwasdrown’datSink-or-swim;

  AndMostyn——poorFrankMostyn——diedatlastafearfulwreck,In\"thehorrors\",attheUpperWandinong,AndCarisbrooke,therider,attheHorsefallbrokehisneck,Faith!thewonderwashesavedhisnecksolong!

  Ah!thosedaysandnightswesquanderedattheLogans’intheglen——

  TheLogans,manandwife,havelongbeendead。

  Elsie’stallestgirlseemstallerthanyourlittleElsiethen;

  AndEthelisawomangrownandwed。

  I’vehadmyshareofpastime,andI’vedonemyshareoftoil,Andlifeisshort——thelongestlifeaspan;

  Icarenotnowtotarryforthecornorfortheoil,Orforthewinethatmakethgladtheheartofman。

  Forgoodundoneandgiftsmisspentandresolutionsvain,’Tissomewhatlatetotrouble。ThisIknow——

  Ishouldlivethesamelifeover,ifIhadtoliveagain;

  AndthechancesareIgowheremostmengo。

  Thedeepblueskieswaxdusky,andthetallgreentreesgrowdim,Theswardbeneathmeseemstoheaveandfall;

  Andsickly,smokyshadowsthroughthesleepysunlightswim,Andontheverysun’sfaceweavetheirpall。

  Letmeslumberinthehollowwherethewattleblossomswave,Withneverstoneorrailtofencemybed;

  Shouldthesturdystationchildrenpullthebushflowersonmygrave,Imaychancetohearthemrompingoverhead。

  TheSwimmerWithshort,sharp,violentlightsmadevivid,Tosouthwardfarasthesightcanroam,Onlytheswirlofthesurgeslivid,Theseasthatclimbandthesurfsthatcomb。

  Onlythecragandtheclifftonor’ward,Andtherocksreceding,andreefsflungforward,Andwaifswreck’dseawardandwastedshorewardOnshallowssheetedwithflamingfoam。

  Agrim,greycoastandaseaboardghastly,Andshorestrodseldombyfeetofmen——

  Wherethebatter’dhullandthebrokenmastlie,Theyhavelainembeddedtheselongyearsten。

  Love!whenwewander’dheretogether,Handinhandthroughthesparklingweather,Fromtheheightsandhollowsoffernandheather,Godsurelylovedusalittlethen。

  Theskieswerefairerandshoreswerefirmer——

  Theblueseaoverthebrightsandroll’d;

  Babbleandprattle,andrippleandmurmur,Sheenofsilverandglamourofgold——

  Andthesunsetbath’dinthegulftolendherAgarlandofpinksandofpurplestender,Atingeofthesun-god’srosysplendour,Atitheofhisgloriesmanifold。

  Man’sworksaregraven,cunning,andskilfulOnearth,wherehistabernaclesare;

  Buttheseaiswanton,theseaiswilful,Andwhoshallmendherandwhoshallmar?

  ShallwecarvesuccessorrecorddisasterOnthebosomofherheavingalabaster?

  WillherpurplepulsebeatfainterorfasterForfallensparroworfallenstar?

  Iwouldthatwithsleepy,softembracesTheseawouldfoldme——wouldfindmerest,Inluminousshadesofhersecretplaces,Indepthswherehermarvelsaremanifest;

  SotheearthbeneathhershouldnotdiscoverMyhiddencouch——northeheavenaboveher——

  Asastrongloveshieldingawearylover,Iwouldhavehershieldmewithshiningbreast。

  Whenlightintherealmsofspacelayhidden,Whenlifewasyetinthewomboftime,Erefleshwasfetteredtofruitsforbidden,Andsoulswereweddedtocareandcrime,Wasthecourseforeshapedforthefuturespirit——

  Aburdenoffolly,avoidofmerit——

  Thatwouldfainthewisdomofstarsinherit,Andcannotfathomtheseassublime?

  Undertheseaorthesoil(whatmatter?

  Theseaandthesoilareunderthesun),Asintheformerdaysinthelatter,Thesleepingorwakingisknownofnone。

  SurelythesleepershallnotawakenTogriefsforgottenorjoysforsaken,Forthepriceofallthingsgivenandtaken,Thesumofallthingsdoneandundone。

  Shallwecountoffencesorcoinexcuses,Orweighwithscalesthesoulofaman,Whomastronghandbindsandasurehandlooses,Whoselightisasparkandhislifeaspan?

  Theseedhesow’dorthesoilhecumber’d,Thetimeheservedorthespaceheslumber’d,Willitprofitamanwhenhisdaysarenumber’d,Orhisdeedssincethedaysofhislifebegan?

  One,gladbecauseofthelight,saith,\"ShallnotTherighteousJudgeofalltheearthdoright,Forbeholdthesparrowsonthehouse-topsfallnotSaveasseemethtoHimgoodinHissight?\"

  Andthisman’sjoyshallhavenoabiding,Throughlightsdepartingandlivesdividing,Heissoonasoneinthedarknesshiding,Onelovingdarknessratherthanlight。

  Alittleseasonofloveandlaughter,Oflightandlife,andpleasureandpain,Andahorrorofouterdarknessafter,Anddustreturnethtodustagain。

  Thenthelesserlifeshallbeasthegreater,Andtheloveroflifeshalljointhehater,Andtheonethingcomethsoonerorlater,Andnooneknoweththelossorgain。

  Loveofmylife!wehadlightsinseason——

  Hardtopartfrom,hardertokeep——

  Wehadstrengthtolabourandsoulstoreason,Andseedtoscatterandfruitstoreap。

  Thoughtimeestrangesandfatedisperses,WehaveHADourlovesandourlovingmercies;

  Thoughthegiftsofthelightintheendarecurses,Yetbidesthegiftofthedarkness——sleep!

  See!girtwithtempestandwing’dwiththunder,Andcladwithlightningandshodwithsleet,ThestrongwindstreadingtheswiftwavessunderTheflyingrollerswithfrothyfeet。

  Onegleamlikeabloodshotsword-bladeswimsonThesky-line,stainingthegreengulfcrimson,Adeathstrokefiercelydealtbyadimsun,Thatstrikesthroughhisstormywinding-sheet。

  Oh!bravewhitehorses!yougatherandgallop,Thestormspriteloosensthegustyreins;

  NowthestoutestshipwerethefrailestshallopInyourhollowbacks,oryourhigharch’dmanes。

  IwouldrideasneveramanhasriddenInyoursleepy,swirlingsurgeshidden,Togulfsforeshadow’dthroughstraitsforbidden,Wherenolightweariesandnolovewanes。

  FromtheWreck\"Turnout,boys!\"——\"What’supwithoursuper。to-night?

  Theman’smad——TwohourstodaybreakI’dswear——

  Starkmad——why,thereisn’taglimmeroflight。\"

  \"TakeBolingbroke,Alec,giveJacktheyoungmare;

  Looksharp。Alargevesselliesjamm’donthereef,Andmanyonboardstill,andsomewash’donshore。

  Ridestraightwiththenews——theymaysendsomereliefFromthetownship;andwe——wecandolittlemore。

  You,Alec,youknowthenearcuts;youcancross`TheSugarloaf’fordwithascramble,Ithink;

  Don’tsparethebloodfilly,noryettheblackhorse;

  Shouldthewindrise,Godhelpthem!theshipwillsoonsink。

  OldPeter’sawaydownthepaddock,todriveThenagstothestockyardasfastashecan——

  Alifeanddeathmatter;so,lads,lookalive。\"

  Half-dress’d,inthedark,tothestockyardweran。

  Therewasbridlingwithhurry,andsaddlingwithhaste,Confusionandcursingforlackofamoon;

  \"Bequickwiththesebuckles,we’venotimetowaste;\"

  \"Mindthemare,shecanuseherhindlegstosometune。\"

  \"Makesureofthecrossing-place;striketheoldtrack,They’vefencedoffthenewone;lookoutfortheholesOnthewombathills。\"\"Downwiththesliprails;standback。\"

  \"Andride,boys,thepairofyou,rideforyoursouls。\"

  Inthelowbranchesheavilyladenwithdew,Inthelonggrassesspoilingwithdeadwoodthatday,Wheretheblackwood,thebox,andthebastardoakgrew,Betweenthetallgum-treeswegallop’daway——

  Wecrash’dthroughabrushfence,wesplash’dthroughaswamp——

  Westeeredforthenorthnear\"TheEaglehawk’sNest\"——

  Weboretotheleft,justbeyond\"TheRedCamp\",Androundtheblacktea-treebeltwheel’dtothewest——

  Wecross’dalowrangesicklyscentedwithmuskFromwattle-treeblossom——weskirtedamarsh——

  Thenthedawnfaintlydappledwithorangethedusk,Andpeal’doverheadthejay’slaughternoteharsh,Andshotthefirstsunstreakbehindus,andsoonThedimdewyuplandsweredreamywithlight;

  Andfullonourleftflash’d\"TheReedyLagoon\",Andsharply\"TheSugarloaf\"rear’donourright。

  Asmotheredcursebrokethroughthebushman’sbrownbeard,Heturn’dinhissaddle,hisbrick-colour’dcheekFlush’dfeeblywithsundawn,said,\"JustwhatIfear’d;

  Lastfortnight’slaterainfallhasfloodedthecreek。\"

  BlackBolingbrokesnorted,andstoodonthebrinkOneinstant,thendeepinthedarksluggishswirlPlungedheadlong。Isawthehorsesuddenlysink,Tillroundtheman’sarmpitsthewavesseemedtocurl。

  Wefollow’d,——onecoldshock,anddeeperwesankThantheydid,andtwicetriedthelandinginvain;

  Thethirdstrugglewonit;straightupthesteepbankWestagger’d,thenoutontheskirtsoftheplain。

  Thestockrider,Alec,atstartinghadgotThelead,andhadkeptitthroughout;’twashisboastThatthroughthickestofscrubhecouldsteerlikeashot,Andtheblackhorsewascountedthebestonthecoast。

  Themarehadbeenawkwardenoughinthedark,Shewaseagerandheadstrong,andbarelyhalfbroke;

  Shehadhadmetooclosetoabigstringy-bark,Andhadmadeanearthingofacrookedsheoak;

  Butnowontheopen,litupbythemorn,Sheflungthewhitefoam-flakesfromnostriltoneck,Andchasedhim——Ihatless,withshirtsleevesalltorn(Forhemayrideraggedwhoridesfromawreck)——

  AndfasterandfasteracrossthewideheathWerodetillweraced。ThenIgaveherherhead,Andshe——stretchingoutwiththebitinherteeth——

  Shecaughthim,outpacedhim,andpassedhim,andled。

  Wenearedthenewfence,wewerewideofthetrack;

  Ilook’drightandleft——shehadneverbeentriedAtastiffleap;’twaslittlehecaredontheblack。

  \"You’remorethanamilefromthegateway,\"hecried。

  Ihungtoherhead,touchedherflankwiththespurs(Intheredstreakofrailnottheghostofagap);

  Sheshortenedherlongstroke,sheprickedhersharpears,Sheflungitbehindherwithhardlyarap——

  IsawthepostquiverwhereBolingbrokestruck,AndguessedthatthepacewehadcomethelastmileHadblownhimabit(hecouldjumplikeabuck)。

  Wegallopedmoresteadilythenforawhile。

  Theheathwassoonpass’d,inthedimdistancelayThemountain。ThesunwasjustclearingthetipsOftherangestoeastward。Themare——couldshestay?

  ShewasbredverynearlyascleanasEclipse;

  Sheled,andasoftashecametoherside,Shetookthebitfreeanduntiringasyet;

  Herneckwasarcheddouble,hernostrilswerewide,Andthetipsofhertaperingearsnearlymet——

  \"You’relighterthanIam,\"saidAlecatlast;

  \"Thehorseisdeadbeatandthemareisn’tblown。

  Shemustbeagoodone——rideonandridefast,Youknowyourwaynow。\"SoIrodeonalone。

  Stillgallopingforwardwepass’dthetwoflocksAtM’Intyre’shutandM’Allister’shill——

  ShewasgallopingstrongattheWarrigalRocks——

  OntheWallabyRangeshewasgallopingstill——

  Andoverthewastelandandunderthewood,Bydownandbydale,andbyfellandbyflat,Shegallop’d,andhereinthestirrupsIstoodToeaseher,andthereinthesaddleIsatTosteerher。WesuddenlystrucktheredloamOfthetracknearthetroughs——thenshereeledontherise——

  Fromhercresttohercroupcoveredoverwithfoam,Andblood-redhernostrils,andbloodshothereyes,Adipinthedellwherethewattlefirebloomed——

  Abendroundabankthathadshutouttheview——

  Largeframedinthemildlightthemountainhadloomed,Withatall,purplepeakburstingoutfromtheblue。

  Ipull’dhertogether,Ipress’dher,andsheShotdownthedeclinetotheCompany’syard,Andonbythepaddocks,yetundermykneeIcouldfeelherheartthumpingthesaddle-flapshard。

  Yetamileandanother,andnowwewerenearThegoal,andthefieldsandthefarmsflittedpast;

  And’twixtthetwofencesIturnedwithacheer,Foragreengrass-fedmare’twasafarthingandfast;

  Andlabourers,rousedbyhergallopinghoofs,Sawbare-headedriderandfoam-sheetedsteed;

  Andshonethewhitewallsandtheslate-colouredroofsOfthetownship。Isteadiedherthen——Ihadneed——

  Wherestoodtheoldchapel(wherestandsthenewchurch——

  Sincechapelstochurcheshavechangedinthattown)。

  Ashort,sidelongstagger,along,forwardlurch,Aslight,chokingsob,andthemarehadgonedown。

  Islipp’doffthebridle,Islacken’dthegirth,Iranonandleftherandtoldthemmynews;

  Isawhersoonafterwards。Whatwassheworth?

  Howmuchforherhide?Shehadneverwornshoes。

  NoName\"Astoneuponherheartandhead,Butnonamewrittenonthatstone;

  Sweetneighbourswhisperlowinstead,Thissinnerwasalovingone。\"——Mrs。Browning。

  ’Tisanamelessstonethatstandsatyourhead——

  ThegustsinthegloomygorgeswhirlBrownleavesandredtilltheycoveryourbed——

  NowItrustthatyoursleepisasoundone,girl!

  Isaidinmywrath,whenhisshadowcross’dFromyourgardengatetoyourcottagedoor,\"Whatdoesitmatterforonesoullost?

  Millionsofsoulshavebeenlostbefore。\"

  YetIwarn’dyou——ah!butmywordscametrue——

  \"Perhapssomedayyouwillfindhimout。\"

  Hewhowasnotworthytoloosenyourshoe,Doeshisconsciencethereforeprickhim?Idoubt。

  Youlaughedandweredeaftomywarningvoice——

  Blush’dandwereblindtohisclovenhoof——

  Youhavehadyourchance,youhavetakenyourchoiceHowcouldIhelpyou,standingaloof?

  Hehasprosper’dwellwiththeworld——hesaysIammad——ifso,andifhebesane,I,atleast,giveGodthanksgivingandpraiseThatthereliesbetweenusonedifferenceplain。

  *****

  YouinyourbeautyabovemebentInthepauseofawildwestcountryball——

  Spoketome——touchedmewithoutintent——

  Mademeyourservantforonceandall。

  Lightlaughterrippledyourrose-redlip,Andyousweptmycheekwithashiningcurl,Thatstray’dfromyourshoulder’ssnowytip——

  NowIpraythatyoursleepisasoundone,girl!

  FromalongwayofftolookatyourcharmsMademybloodrunredderineveryvein,Andhe——hehasheldyoulonginhisarms,Andhaskiss’dyouoverandoveragain。

  Isitwellthathekeepswelloutofmyway?

  Ifwemet,heandI——wealone——wetwo——

  WouldIgivehimonemoment’sgracetopray?

  NotI,forthesakeofthesoulheslew。

  Alifelikeashuttlecockmaybetoss’dWiththehandoffateforabattledore;

  Butitmattersmuchforyoursweetsoullost,Asmuchasamillionsoulsandmore。

  AndIknowthatif,hereorthere,alone,Ifoundhim,fairlyandfacetoface,Havingslainhisbody,Iwouldslaymyown,ThatmysoultoSatanhissoulmightchase。

  Hehardenshisheartinthepublicway——

  WhoamI?Iambutanamelesschurl;

  ButGodwillputallthingsstraightsomeday——

  Tillthenmayyoursleepbeasoundone,girl!

  WolfandHound\"ThehillslikegiantsatahuntinglayChinuponhand,toseethegameatbay。\"——Browning。

  You’lltakemytalewithalittlesalt,Butitneedsnone,nevertheless,Iwasfoil’dcompletely,fairlyatfault,Dishearten’d,too,Iconfess。

  Atthesplitters’tentIhadseenthetrackOfhorse-hoofsfreshonthesward,AndthoughDarbyLynchandDonovanJack(Whocouldswearthroughaten-inchboard)

  Solemnlysworehehadnotbeenthere,Iwasjustassurethattheylied,FortoDarbyallthatisfoulwasfair,AndJackforhislifewastried。

  WehadrunhimforsevenmilesandmoreAshardasournagscouldsplit;

  Atthestarttheywerealltoowearyandsore,Andhiswasquitefreshandfit。

  YoungMarsden’sponyhadhadenoughOntheplain,wherethechasewashot;

  WebreastedtheswelloftheBittern’sBluff,AndMarkcouldn’traiseatrot;

  Whenthesea,likeasplendidsilvershield,Tothesouth-westsuddenlylay;

  OnthebrowoftheBeetlethechestnutreel’d,AndIbidgood-byetoM’Crea——

  AndIwasalonewhenthemarefelllame,Withapointedflintinhershoe,OntheStonyFlats:Ihadlostthegame,Andwhatwasamantodo?

  IturnedawaywithnofixedintentAndheadedforHawthorndell;

  Icouldneithereatinthesplitters’tent,Nordrinkatthesplitters’well;

  Iknewthattheygloriedinmymishap,AndIcursedthembetweenmyteeth——

  Ablood-redsunsetthroughBrayton’sGapFlungaluridfireontheheath。

  CouldIreachtheDell?Ihadlittlereck,AndwithscarceachoiceofmyownIthrewthereinsonMiladi’sneck——

  Ihadfreedherfootfromthestone。

  Thatseasonmostoftheswampsweredry,Andaftersohardaburst,Inthesultrynoonofsohotasky,Shewaskeentoappeaseherthirst——

  Orbyinstincturgedorimpelledbyfate——

  Icarenottosolvethesethings——

  CertainitisthatshetookmestraightTotheWarrigalwatersprings。

  IcanshutmyeyesandrecallthegroundAsthoughitwereyesterday——

  Withashelfofthelow,greyrocksgirtround,Thespringsintheirbasinlay;

  WoodstotheeastandwoldstothenorthInthesundownsullenlybloom’d;

  DeadblackonacurtainofcrimsonclothLargepeakstothewestwardloomed。

  IledMiladithroughweedandsedge,Sheleisurelydrankherfill;

  Therewassomethingclosetothewater’sedge,Andmyheartwithoneleapstoodstill,Forahorse’sshoeandarider’sbootHadleftcleanprintsontheclay;

  Someonehadwateredhisbeastonfoot。

  ’Twashe——hehadgone。Whichway?

  Thenthemouthofthecavernfacedmefair,AsIturnedandfrontedtherocks;

  So,atlast,Ihadpressedthewolftohislair,Ihadruntohisearththefox。

  Ithoughtso。Perhapshewasresting。PerhapsHewaswaiting,watchingforme。

  Iexaminedallmyrevolvercaps,Ihitchedmymaretoatree——

  Ihadsworntohavehim,aliveordead,Andtogivehimachancewasloth。

  Heknewhislifehadbeenforfeited——

  Hehadevenheardofmyoath。

  InmystockingsolestotheshelfIcrept,Icrawl’dsafeintothecave——

  Allsilent——ifhewastherehesleptNotthere。Alldarkasthegrave。

  ThroughthecrackIcouldheartheleadenhiss!

  Seethelividfacethroughtheflame!

  HowstrangeitseemsthatamanshouldmissWhenhislifedependsonhisaim!

  Therecouldn’thavebeenabetterlightForhim,noraworseforme。

  Wewerecoop’dup,cagedlikebeastsforafight,Anddumbasdumbbeastswerewe。

  Flash!flash!bang!bang!andweblazedaway,Andthegreyroofreddenedandrang;

  Flash!flash!andIfelthisbulletflayThetipofmyear。Flash!bang!

  Bang!flash!andmypistolarmfellbroke;

  Istruckwithmylefthandthen——

  Struckatacorpsethroughacloudofsmoke——

  Ihadshothimdeadinhisden!

  DeTeAburningglassofburnishedbrass,Thecalmseacaughtthenoontiderays,AndsunnyslopesofgoldengrassAndwastesofweed-flowerseemtoblaze。

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