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  AndIprayTheedealwithmeasThouwilt,YetthebloodofThyfoesIhavefreelyspilt,And,moreover,mineisthegreaterguiltInthesightofTheeandThyFather。

  Thatsaint,Thyservant,wascounteddearWhoseswordinthegardengrazedtheearOfThineenemy,LordRedeemer!

  Notthusontheshatteringvisorjarr’dInthishandtheironofthehiltcross-barr’d,Whenthebladewasswallow’duptotheguardThroughtheteethofthestrongblasphemer。

  IfeverIsmoteasamanshouldsmite,IfIstruckonestrokethatseem’dgoodinThysight,ByThylovingmercyprevailing,Lord!letherstandinthelightofThyface,Cloth’dwithThyloveandcrown’dwithThygrace,WhenIgnashmyteethintheterribleplaceThatisfill’dwithweepingandwailing。

  ShallIcomfortmysoulonaccountofthis?

  Intheworldtocome,whatsoeveritis,Thereisnomoreearthlyill-doing——

  Forthedustydarknessshallslaydesire,Andthechaffmayburnwithunquenchablefire,ButforgreenwildgrowthofthistleandbriarAtleastthereisnorenewing。

  AndthisgrievousburdenoflifeshallchangeInthedimhereafter,dreamyandstrange,Andsorrowsandjoysdiurnal。

  AndpartialblessingsandperishingillsShallfadeinthepraise,orthepangthatfillsThegloryofGod’seternalhills,OrthegloomofHisgulfeternal。

  YetifallthingschangetothegloryofOneWhoforallill-doersgaveHisOwnsweetSon,ToHisgoodnesssoshallHechangeill,Whentheworldasawither’dleafshallbe,Andtheskylikeashrivell’dscrollshallflee,Andsoulsshallbesummon’dfromlandandsea,AttheblastofHisbrightarchangel。

  Thora’sSong(\"Ashtaroth\")

  Weseveredinautumnearly,Eretheearthwastornbytheplough;

  ThewheatandtheoatsandthebarleyAreripefortheharvestnow。

  Wesunder’donemistymorning,Erethehillsweredimm’dbytherain,Throughtheflowersthosehillsadorning——

  Thoucomestnotbackagain。

  MyheartisheavyandwearyWiththeweightofawearysoul;

  Themid-dayglaregrowsdreary,Anddrearythemidnightscroll。

  Thecorn-stalkssighforthesickle,’Neaththeloadofthegoldengrain;

  Isighforamatemorefickle——

  Thoucomestnotbackagain。

  Thewarmsunrisethandsetteth,Thenightbringethmoist’ningdew,ButthesoulthatlongethforgettethThewarmthandthemoisture,too;

  InthehotsunrisingandsettingThereisnaughtsavefeverishpain;

  Therearetearsinthenight-dewswetting——

  Thoucomestnotbackagain。

  ThyvoiceinmineearstillminglesWiththevoicesofwhisp’ringtrees;

  ThykissonmycheekstilltinglesAteachkissofthesummerbreeze;

  WhiledreamsofthepastarethrongingForsubstanceofshadesinvain,Iamwaiting,watching,andlonging——

  Thoucomestnotbackagain。

  Waitingandwatchingever,Longingandlingeringyet,Leavesrustleandcorn-stalksquiver,Windsmurmurandwatersfret;

  Noanswertheybring,nogreeting,Nospeechsavethatsadrefrain,Norvoice,saveanechorepeating——

  Hecomethnotbackagain。

  TheThreeFriends(FromtheFrench)

  Theswordslewoneindeadlystrife;

  Oneperish’dbythebowl;

  Thethirdliesself-slainbytheknife;

  Forthreethebellsmaytoll——

  Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。

  Aye,father!hastthoucomeatlast?

  ’Tissomewhatlatetopray;

  Life’scrimsontidesareebbingfast,Theydrainmysoulaway;

  Mineeyeswithfilmareovercast,Thelightsarewaninggrey。

  ThiscurlfromherbrightheadIshore,Andthisherhandsgavemine;

  See,oneisstainedwithpurplegore,Andonewithpoison’dwine;

  Givethesetoherwhenalliso’er——

  Howserpent-liketheytwine!

  Wethreewerebrethreninarms,Andsworncompanionswe;

  Weheldthismotto,\"WhosoharmsTheoneshallharmthethree!\"

  Till,matchlessforhersubtlecharms,Belovedofeachwasshe。

  (ThesetwowereslainthatImightkissHersweetmouth。Ididwell;

  Isaid,\"ThereisnogreaterblissForthoseinheaventhatdwell;\"

  Ilosther;thenIsaid,\"ThereisNofiercerpanginhell!\")

  Wehaveupheldeachother’srights,Sharedpurse,andborrow’dblade;

  Havestrickensidebysideinfights;

  AndsidebysidehaveprayedInchurches。WewereChristianknights,AndsheaChristianmaid。

  Wemetatsunrise,heandI,Mycomrade——’twasagreedThesteelourquarrelfirstshouldtry,Thepoisonshouldsucceed;

  Fortwoofthreeweredoom’dtodie,Andonewasdoom’dtobleed。

  Webuckledtothedoubtfulfray,Atfirstwithsomeremorse;

  Buthewhomustbeslain,orslay,Soonstrikeswithvengefulforce。

  Hefell;Ilefthimwherehelay,Amongthetrampledgorse。

  DidpassionwarpmyheartandheadTomadness?And,ifso,Canmadnesspalliatebloodshed?——

  Itmaybe——IshallknowWhenGodshallgatherupthedeadFromwherethefourwindsblow。

  Wemetatsunset,heandI——

  Mysecondcomradetrue;

  Twocupswithwinewerebrimminghigh,Andonewasdrugg’d——weknewNotwhich,norsoughtwetodescry;

  Ourchoicebylotwedrew。

  AndthereIsatwithhimtosup;

  IheardhimblithelyspeakOfby-gonedays——thefatalcupForgottenseem’d——hischeekWasruddy:father,raisemeup,Myvoiceiswaxingweak。

  Wedrank;hislipsturnedlividwhite,Hischeeksgrewleadenash;

  Hereel’d——IheardhistemplessmiteThethresholdwithacrash!

  Andfromhishand,inshiversbright,Isawthegobletflash。

  Themorrowdawn’dwithfragrancerare,TheMaybreeze,fromthewest,Justfann’dthesleepyolives,whereSheheardandIconfess’d;

  Myhairentangledwithherhair,Herbreaststrainedtomybreast。

  OnthedreadvergeofendlessgloomMysoulrecallsthathour;

  Skieslanguishingwithbalmofbloom,Andfieldsaflamewithflower;

  Andslowcaressesthatconsume,Andkissesthatdevour。

  Ah!nowwithstormthedayseemsrife,MydullearscatchtherollOfthunder,andthefarseastrife,Onbeachandbarandshoal——

  Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。

  Shefled!Icannotproveherguilt,NorwouldIanIcould;

  See,lifeforlifeisfairlyspilt!

  Andbloodisshedforblood;

  Herwhitehandsneithertouchedthehilt,Noryetthepotionbrew’d。

  Aye!turnmefromthesicklysouth,Towardsthegustynorth;

  Thefruitsofsinaredustanddrouth,Theendofcrimeiswrath——

  Thelipsthatpressedherrose-likemouthArechokedwithblood-redfroth。

  Thendigthegrave-pitdeepandwide,Threegravesthrownintoone,Andlaythreecorpsessidebyside,Andtelltheirtaletonone;

  ButbringherbackinallherprideToseewhatshehathdone。

  ASongofAutumn\"WhereshallwegoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear,Whentheburnt-upbanksareyellowandsad,Whentheboughsareyellowandsere?

  Wherearetheoldonesthatoncewehad,Andwhenarethenewonesnear?

  WhatshallwedoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear?\"

  \"Child!canItellwherethegarlandsgo?

  CanIsaywherethelostleavesveerOnthebrown-burntbanks,whenthewildwindsblow,Whentheydriftthroughthedead-wooddrear?

  Girl!whenthegarlandsofnextyearglow,YOUmaygatheragain,mydear——

  ButIgowherethelastyear’slostleavesgoAtthefallingoftheyear。\"

  TheRomanceofBritomarteAsrelatedbySergeantLeighonthenighthegothiscaptaincyattheRestoration。

  I’lltellyouastory;butpassthe\"jack\",Andletusmakemerryto-night,mymen。

  Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack——

  Iliketorememberthemnowandthen——

  ThenMileswasliving,andCuthbertthere,Onhislipwasneverasignofdown;

  ButIcarryaboutsomebraidedhair,ThathasnotyetchangedfromtheglossybrownThatitshowedthedaywhenIbroketheheartOfthatbravestofdestriers,\"Britomarte\"。

  SirHughwasslain(mayhissoulfindgrace!)

  InthefraythatwasneitherlostnorwonAtEdgehill——thentoSt。Hubert’sChaseLordGoringdespatchedagarrison——

  Butmenandhorseswereilltospare,Anderelongthesoldierswereshiftedfast。

  Asforme,IneverwasquarteredthereTillMarstonMoorhadbeenlost;atlast,Asluckwouldhaveit,alone,andlateInthenight,Irodetothenortherngate。

  Ithought,asIpassedthroughthemoonlitpark,OntheboyishdaysIusedtospendInthehallsoftheknightlyingstiffandstark——

  Thoughtonhislady,myfather’sfriend(Mine,too,inspiteofmysinisterbar,Butwiththatmystoryhasnaughttodo)——

  Shediedthewinterbeforethewar——

  DiedgivingbirthtothebabyHugh。

  Hepass’derethegreenleavesclothedthebough,Andtheorphangirlwastheheiressnow。

  WhenIwasarudeandarecklessboy,Andsheabraveandabeautifulchild,Iwasherpage,herplaymate,hertoy——

  Ihavecrown’dherhairwiththefield-flowerswild,Cowslipandcrow-footandcolt’s-footbright——

  Ihavecarriedhermileswhenthewoodswerewet,Ihavereadherromancesofdameandknight;

  Shewasmyprincess,mypride,mypet,Therewasthenthisproverbustwainbetween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。

  Shehadgrowntoamaidenwonderfulfair,ButforyearsIhadscarcelyseenherface。

  Now,withtroopersHoldsworth,Huntly,andClare,OldMileskeptguardatSt。Hubert’sChase,AndthechatelainewasaMistressRuth,SirHugh’shalf-sister,anancientdame,Butamettlesomesoulhadsheforsooth,Assheshow’dwhenthetimeofhertrialcame。

  IboredespatchestoMilesandtoher,TowarnthemagainstthebandsofKerr。

  AndminewouldhavebeenaperilousrideWiththerebelhorsemen——weknewnotwhereTheywerescatteredoverthatcountryside,——

  Ifithadnotbeenformybravebrownmare。

  Shewasiron-sinew’dandsatin-skinn’d,Ribb’dlikeadrumandlimb’dlikeadeer,Fierceasthefireandfleetasthewind——

  Therewasnothingshecouldn’tclimborclear——

  Richlordshadvex’dme,invain,topart,Fortheirgoldandsilver,withBritomarte。

  Nextmornwemuster’dscarcehalfascore,Withtheservingmen,whowerepoorlyarm’d——

  Fivesoldiers,countingmyself,nomore,Andaculverin,whichmightwellhaveharm’dUs,hadweusedit,butnotourfoes,When,withhorsesandfoot,toourdoorstheycame,Andapsalm-singersummon’dus(throughhisnose),Anddeliver’d——\"This,inthepeople’sname,Untowhosoholdeththisfortresshere,Surrender!orbidethesiege——JohnKerr。\"

  ’Twasamansionbuiltinastyletoonew,Acastlebycourtesy,heliedWhocalleditafortress——yet,’tistrue,Ithadbeenindifferentlyfortified——

  Wewerewellprovidedwithboltandbar——

  AndwhileIhurriedtoplaceourmen,OldMileswascall’dtoacouncilofwarWithMistressRuthandwithHER,andwhenTheyhadarguedloudlyandlong,thosethree,Theysent,asalastresource,forme。

  InthechairofstatesaterectDameRuth;

  Shehadcastasideherembroidery;

  Shehadbeenabeauty,theysay,inheryouth,Therewasmuchfiercefireinherboldblackeye。

  \"AmIdeceivedinyouboth?\"quothshe。

  \"Ifonesparkofherfather’sspiritlivesInthisgirlhere——so,thisLeigh,RalphLeigh,Letushearwhatcounselthespringaldgives。\"

  ThenIstammer’d,somewhattakenaback——

  (Simon,youale-swiller,passthe\"jack\")。

  Thedamewax’dhotter——\"Speakout,lad,say,Mustwefallinthatcantingcaitiff’spower?

  Shallweyieldtoaknaveandaturncoat?Nay,Ihadlieverleapfromourtopmosttower。

  Forawhilewecansurelyawaitrelief;

  Ourwallsarehighandourdoorsarestrong。\"

  ThisKerrwasindeedacantingthief——

  Iknownotrightly,someprivatewrongHehaddoneSirHugh,butIknowthismuch,Traitororturncoat,hesuffer’dassuch。

  QuothMiles——\"Enough!yourwillshallbedone;

  Reliefmayarrivebythemerestchance,Butyourhouseereduskwillbelostandwon;

  Theyhavegotthreepiecesofordnance。\"

  ThenIcried,\"LordGuy,withfourtroopsofhorse,EvennowisbidingatWestbrooketown;

  Ifaridercouldbreakthroughtherebelforce,Hewouldbringrelieferethesungoesdown;

  ThroughtheposterndoorcouldImakeonedart,IcouldbafflethemalluponBritomarte。\"

  Milesmutter’d\"Madness!\"DameRuthlook’dgrave,Said,\"True,thoughwecannotkeeponehourThecourtyard,no,northestablessave,Theywillhavetobatterpiecemealthetower,Andthus————\"Butsuddenlyshehaltedthere。

  WithashininghandonmyshoulderlaidStoodGwendoline。Shehadleftherchair,And,\"Nay,ifitneedsmustbedone,\"shesaid,\"RalphLeighwillgladlydoit,Iween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。\"

  IhadundertakenaheaviertaskForalighterword。Isaddledwithcare,Norcumber’dmyselfwithcorseletnorcasque(Beinglothtoburdenthebravebrownmare)。

  YoungClarekeptwatchonthewall——hecried,\"Now,haste,Ralph!thisisthetimetoseize;

  Therebelsareroundusoneveryside,Butheretheystragglebytwosandthrees。\"

  ThenoutIledher,andupIsprung,Andtheposterndooronitshingesswung。

  Ihaddrawnthissword——youmaydrawitandfeel,ForthisisthebladethatIborethatday——

  There’sanotchevennowonthelonggreysteel,Anickthathasneverbeenrasp’daway。

  Ibow’dmyheadandIburiedmyspurs,Oneboundbroughttheglidinggreenbeneath;

  Icouldtellbyherback-flung,flatten’dears,Shehadfairlytakenthebitinherteeth——

  (What,Jack,haveyoudrain’dyournamesakedry,Leftnothingtoquenchthethirstofafly?)

  Thesethingsaredone,andaredonewith,lad,Infarlesstimethanyourtalkertells;

  Theswardwiththeirhoof-strokesshooklikemad,Andrangwiththeircarbinesandpetronels;

  Andtheyshouted,\"Crosshimandcuthimoff,\"

  \"Surroundhim,\"\"Seizehim,\"\"Capturetheclown,Orkillhim,\"\"ShallheescapetoscoffInyourfaces?\"\"Shoothimorcuthimdown。\"

  Andtheirbulletswhistledoneveryside;

  Manywerenearusandmorewerewide。

  NotabullettolduponBritomarte;

  Suddenlysnorting,shelaunchedalong;

  Sotheospreydiveswheretheseagullsdart,Sothefalconswoopswherethekestrelsthrong。

  Andfullinmyfrontonepistolflash’d,Andrightinmypaththeirsergeantgot。

  Howarejack-bootsjarr’d,howarestirrupsclash’d,Whilethemarelikeameteorpasthimshot;

  ButIclovehisskullwithabackstrokeclean,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。

  Andasonewhomthefiercewindstormsintheface,Withspikesofhailandwithsplintersofrain,I,whilewefledthroughSt。Hubert’sChase,Benttillmycheekwasamongsthermane。

  Tothenorth,fullaleagueofthedeer-parklay,Smooth,springyturf,andshefairlyflew,Andthesoundoftheirhoof-strokesdiedaway,Andtheirfarshotsfaintinthedistancegrew。

  LoudlyIlaughed,havingwonthestart,AtthefollyoffollowingBritomarte。

  Theyhadpostedaguardatthenortherngate——

  Somedozenofpikemenandmusketeers。

  TothetallparkpalingsIturn’dherstraight;

  Sheveer’dinherflightastheswallowveers。

  Andsomeblewmatchesandsomedrewswords,Andoneofthemwildlyhurl’dhispike,Butsheclear’dbyinchestheoakenboards,Andshecarriedmeyardsbeyondthedyke;

  ThengailyoverthelonggreendownWegallop’d,headingforWestbrooketown。

  Thegreendownslopestothegreatgreymoor,ThegreymoorsinkstothegleamingSkelt——

  Suddenandsullen,andswiftandsure,Thewhirlingwaterwasroundmybelt。

  Shebreastedthebankwithasavagesnort,Andabackwardglanceofherbloodshoteye,And\"OurLadyofAndover’s\"flash’dlikethought,AndflittedSt。Agatha’snunnery,Andthefirsat\"TheFerngrove\"fledontheright,And\"Falconer’sTower\"onthelefttookflight。

  Andover\"TheRavenswold\"weraced——

  Weroundedthehillby\"TheHermit’sWell\"——

  WeburstontheWestbrookeBridge——\"Whathaste?

  Whaterrand?\"shoutedthesentinel。

  \"ToBeelzebubwiththeBrewer’sknave!\"

  \"CarolusRexandheoftheRhine!\"

  Gallopingpasthim,IgotandgaveInthegalloppasswordandcountersign,Allsoak’dwithwaterandsoil’dwithmud,Withthesleeveofmyjerkinhalfdrench’dinblood。

  Now,HeavenbepraisedthatIfoundhimthere——

  LordGuy。Hesaid,havingheardmytale,\"Leigh,letmyownmanlooktoyourmare,Restandrecruitwithourwineandale;

  Butfirstmustoursurgeonattendtoyou;

  Youaresomewhatshrewdlystricken,nodoubt。\"

  Thenhesnatchedahornfromthewallandblew,Making\"BootandSaddle\"ringsharplyout。

  \"HaveIdonegoodservicethisday?\"quothI。

  \"ThenIwillridebackinyourtroop,LordGuy。\"

  InthestreetIheardhowthetrumpetspeal’d,AndIcaughtthegleamofamorionFromthewindow——thentothedoorIreel’d;

  IhadlostmorebloodthanIreckon’dupon;

  Heeyedmecalmlywithkeengreyeyes——

  Sterngreyeyesofasteel-bluegrey——

  Said,\"Thewilfulmancanneverbewise,Nathless,thewilfulmusthavehisway,\"

  Andhepour’dfromaflagonsomefierywine;

  Idrain’dit,andstraightwaystrengthwasmine。

  *****

  Iwaswiththemallthewayonthebrown——

  \"Guytotherescue!\"\"Godandtheking!\"

  Wewerejustintime,forthedoorsweredown;

  Anddidn’toursword-bladesraspandring,Anddidn’twehewanddidn’twehack?

  Thesportscarcelastedminutesten——

  (Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack;

  Iliketorememberthemnowandthen)。

  Thoughtheyfoughtlikefiends,wewerefourtoone,Andwecapturedthosethatrefusedtorun。

  Wehavenotforgottenit,Cuthbert,boy!

  Thatsupperscenewhenthelampswerelit;

  Howthewomen(someofthem)sobb’dforjoy,Howthesoldiersdrankthedeeperforit;

  Howthedamedidhonours,andGwendoline,Howgrandlysheglidedintothehall,Howshestoop’dwiththegraceofagirlishqueen,Andkiss’dmegravelybeforethemall;

  AndthesternLordGuy,howgailyhelaugh’d,Tillmoreofhiscupwasspiltthanquaff’d。

  BrownBritomartelaydeadinherstrawNextmorn——weburiedher——braveoldgirl!

  JohnKerr,wetriedhimbymartiallaw,Andwetwistedsomehempforthetrait’rouschurl;

  Andshe——Imetheralone——saidshe,\"Youhaverisk’dyourlife,youhavelostyourmare,AndwhatcanIgiveinreturn,RalphLeigh?\"

  Ireplied,\"Onebraidofthatbrightbrownhair。\"

  Andwiththatshebow’dherbeautifulhead,\"Youcantakeasmuchasyouchoose,\"shesaid。

  AndItookit——itmaybe,morethanenough——

  AndIshoreitrudely,closetotheroots。

  Thewineorwoundsmayhavemademerough,Andmenatthebottomaremerelybrutes。

  ThreeweeksIsleptatSt。Hubert’sChase;

  WhenIwokefromthefeverofwoundsandwine,IcouldscarcebelievethattheghastlyfaceThattheglassreflectedwasreallymine。

  Isoughtthehall——whereaweddingHADBEEN——

  TheweddingofGuyandofGwendoline。

  Theromanceofagrizzledoldtrooper’slifeMaymakeyoulaughinyoursleeves:laughout,Lads;wehavemostofusseensomestrife;

  Wehaveallofushadsomesport,nodoubt。

  Ihavewonsomehonourandgain’dsomegold,Nowthatourkingreturnstohisown;

  Ifthepulsesbeatslow,ifthebloodrunscold,Andiffriendshavefadedandloveshaveflown,Thenthegreaterreasonisourstodrink,Andthemoreweswallowthelessweshallthink。

  AtthebattleofNaseby,Mileswasslain,AndHuntlysankfromhiswoundsthatweek;

  WeleftyoungClareuponWorcesterplain——

  Howthe\"Ironside\"gash’dhisgirlishcheek。

  Aye,strut,andswagger,andruffleanew,Gaygallants,nowthatthewarisdone!

  Theyfoughtlikefiends(givethefiendhisdue)——

  Wefoughtlikefops,itwasthustheywon。

  HoldsworthislivingforaughtIknow,Atleasthewaslivingtwoyearsago,AndGuy——LordGuy——sostatelyandstern,Heischanged,ImethimatWinchester;

  Hehasgrownquitegloomyandtaciturn。

  Gwendoline!——whydoyouaskforher?

  Diedashermotherhaddiedbefore——

  DiedgivingbirthtothebabyGuy!

  Didmyvoiceshake?ThenamIfoolthemore。

  Soonerorlaterweallmustdie;

  But,atleast,letuslivewhileweliveto-night。

  TheDAYSmaybedark,buttheLAMPSarebright。

  Fortomethesunlightseemswornandwan:

  Thesun,heislosinghissplendournow——

  HecannevershineasofoldheshoneOnherglorioushairandglitteringbrow。

  Ah!thoseDAYSTHATWERE,whenmybeardwasblack,NOWIhaveonlytheNIGHTSTHATARE。

  What,landlord,ho!bringinhasteburntsack,Andaflaskofyourfiercestusquebaugh。

  You,Cuthbert!surelyyouknowbyheartThestoryofHERandofBritomarte。

  LaudamusTheLordshallslayortheLordshallsave!

  HeisrighteouswhetherHesaveorslay——

  Brother,givethanksforthegiftsHegave,ThoughthegiftsHegaveHehathtakenaway。

  Shallwestriveforthatwhichisnothing?Nay。

  Shallwehateeachotherforthatwhichfled?

  Sheisbutamarvelofmodelledclay,Andthesmooth,clearwhite,andthesoft,purered,Thatwecoveted,shallendurenoday。

  WasitwiseorwellthatIhatedyouForthefruitthathungtoohighonthetree?

  Fortheblossomoutofourreachthatgrew,Wasitwellorwisethatyouhatedme?——

  Myhatehasflown,andyourhateshallflee。

  Letusveilourfaceslikechildrenchid——

  CanthatvioletorbwesworebyseeThroughthatviolet-vein’d,transparentlid?——

  NowtheLordforbidthatthisstrifeshouldbe。

  Wouldyouknittheforeheadorclenchthefist,Forthecurlsthatneverwerewellcaress’d——

  Fortheredthatneverwasfairlykiss’d——

  Forthewhitethatneverwasfondlypress’d?

  ShallwenourishwrathwhilesheliesatrestBetweenus?Surelyourwrathshallcease。

  Wewouldfainknowbetter——theLordknowsbest——

  Istherepeacebetweenus?Yea,thereispeace,Inthesoul’sreleasesheatleastisblest。

  LetusthanktheLordforHisbountiesall,Forthebraveolddaysofpleasureandpain,Whentheworldforbothofusseem’dtoosmall——

  Thoughthelovewasvoidandthehatewasvain——

  Thoughthewordwasbitterbetweenustwain,Andthebitterwordwaskintotheblow,Forherglossandrippleofrichgoldrain,Forhervelvetcrimsonandsatinsnow——

  Thoughwenevershallknowtheolddaysagain。

  TheLord!——Hismercyisgreat,mensay;

  Hiswrath,mensay,isaburningbrand——

  LetuspraiseHimwhetherHesaveorslay,Andaboveherbodylethandjoinhand。

  Weshallmeet,myfriend,inthespiritland——

  Willourstriferenew?Nay,Idarenottrust,Forthegrim,greatgulfthatcannotbespann’dWilldivideusfromher。TheLordisjust,Sheshallnotbethrustwhereourspiritsstand。

  ABasketofFlowersfromDawntoDuskDawnOnskiesstillandstarlitWhitelustrestakehold,Andgreyflushesscarlet,Andredflashesgold。

  Andsun-gloriescoverTheroseshedaboveher,LikeloverandloverTheyflameandunfold。

  *****

  StillbloominthegardenGreengrass-plot,freshlawn,ThoughpasturelandshardenAnddroughtfissuresyawn。

  Whileleavesnotafewfall,Letroseleavesforyoufall,Leavespearl-strungwithdew-fall,Andgoldshotwithdawn。

  Doesthegrass-plotrememberThefallofyourfeetInautumn’sredember,Whendroughtleagueswithheat,WhenthelastoftherosesDespairinglyclosesInthelullthatreposesErestormwindswaxfleet?

  Love’smelodieslanguishIn\"Chastelard’s\"strain,And\"Abelard’s\"anguishIslove’spleasantpain!

  And\"Sappho\"rehearsesLove’sblessingsandcursesInpassionateversesAgainandagain。

  AndI!——IhaveheardofAlltheselongago,YetneveronewordofTheirsong-loreIknow;

  NotundermyfingerInsongsofthesingerLove’slitanieslinger,Love’srhapsodiesflow。

  Freshflowersinabasket——

  Anofferingtoyou——

  Thoughyoudidnotaskit,UnbiddenIstrew;

  Withheatanddroughtstriving,SomeblossomsstilllivingMayrenderthanksgivingFordawnandfordew。

  ThegarlandsIgather,TherhymesIstringfast,ArehurriedlyratherThanheedlesslycast。

  Yontree’sshadyawningIsshort’ning,andwarningFarspentisthemorning,AndImustridefast。

  Songsempty,yetairy,I’vestriventowrite,Forfailure,dearMary!

  Forgiveme——Good-night!

  Songsandflowersmaybesetyou,Icanonlyregretyou,WhilethesoilwhereImetyouRecedesfrommysight。

  Forthesakeofpasthours,Fortheloveofoldtimes,Take\"ABasketofFlowers\",Andabundleofrhymes;

  ThoughallthebloomperishE’enYOURhandcancherish,WhilechurlishandbearishTheverse-jinglechimes。

  AndEastwardbyNor’wardLoomssadlyMYtrack,AndImustrideforward,AndstillIlookback,——

  Lookback——ah,howvainly!

  ForwhileIseeplainly,MyhandsonthereinslieUncertainandslack。

  Thewarmwindbreathesstrongbreath,Thedustdimsmineeye,AndIdrawonelongbreath,Andstifleonesigh。

  Greenslopes,softlyshaded,Haveflittedandfaded——

  Mydreamsflitastheydid——

  Good-night!——and——Good-bye!

  *****

  DuskLostrose!endmystory!

  Deadcoreanddryhusk——

  DepartedthygloryAndtaintedthymusk。

  NightspreadsherdarklimbsonThefaceofthedimsun,SoflamefadestocrimsonAndcrimsontodusk。

  AFragmentTheysaythatpoison-sprinkledflowersAresweeterinperfumeThanwhen,untouchedbydeadlydew,Theyglowedinearlybloom。

  TheysaythatmencondemnedtodieHavequaffedthesweetenedwineWithhigherrelishthanthejuiceOftheuntamperedvine。

  Theysaythatinthewitch’ssong,Thoughrudeandharshitbe,Thereblendsawild,mysteriousstrainOfweirdestmelody。

  AndIbelievethedevil’svoiceSinksdeeperinourearThananywhispersentfromHeaven,Howeversweetandclear。

  [EndofBushBallads。]

  MiscellaneousPoemsToMySisterLineswrittenbythelateA。L。GordonOn4thAugust,1853,BeingthreedaysbeforehesailedforAustralia。

  AcrossthetracklessseasIgo,Nomatterwhenorwhere,Andfewmyfuturelotwillknow,Andfewerstillwillcare。

  Myhopesaregone,mytimeisspent,Ilittleheedtheirloss,AndifIcannotfeelcontent,Icannotfeelremorse。

  Myparentsbidmecrosstheflood,Mykindredfrownedatme;

  TheysayIhavebeliedmyblood,Andstainedmypedigree。

  ButImustturnfromthosewhochide,Andlaughatthosewhofrown;

  Icannotquenchmystubbornpride,Norkeepmyspiritsdown。

  IoncehadtalentsfittowinSuccessinlife’scareer,AndifIchoseapartofsin,Mychoicehascostmedear。

  ButthosewhobrandmewithdisgraceWillscarcelydaretosayTheyspokethetauntbeforemyface,Andwentunscathedaway。

  Myfriendswillmissacomrade’sface,Andpledgemeontheseas,Whosharedthewine-cuporthechase,Orfolliesworsethanthese。

  Acarelesssmile,apartingglass,Ahandthatwavesadieu,Andfrommysighttheysoonwillpass,Andfrommymemorytoo。

  Ilovedagirlnotlongago,And,tillmysuitwastold,Ithoughtherbreastasfairassnow,’Twasverynearascold;

  AndyetIspoke,withfeelingsmoreOfrecklessnessthanpain,ThosewordsIneverspokebefore,Nornevershallagain。

  Hercheekgrewpale,inherdarkeyeIsawthetear-dropshine;

  Herredlipsfalteredinreply,Andthenwerepressedtomine。

  Aquickpulsationoftheheart!

  Aflutterofthebreath!

  Asmotheredsob——andthuswepart,Tomeetnomoretilldeath。

  AndyetImayattimesrecallHermemorywithasigh;

  AttimesformethetearsmayfallAnddimhersparklingeye。

  Butabsentfriendsaresoonforgot,Andinayearorless’Twilldoubtlessbeanother’slotThoseverylipstopress!

  WithadversefatewebestcancopeWhenallweprizehasfled;

  Andwherethere’slittlelefttohope,There’slittlelefttodread!

  Oh,timeglideseverquicklyby!

  Destroyingallthat’sdear;

  Onearththere’slittleworthasigh,Andnothingworthatear!

  WhatfearshaveI?Whathopesinlife?

  WhatjoyscanIcommand?

  AfewshortyearsoftoilandstrifeInastrangeanddistantland!

  Whengreengrasssproutsabovethisclay(Andthatmightbeerelong),Somefriendsmayreadtheselinesandsay,Theworldhasjudgedhimwrong。

  ThereisaspotnotfarawayWheremyyoungsistersleeps,Whoseemsalivebutyesterday,Sofreshhermemorykeeps;

  ForwehaveplayedinchildhoodthereBeneaththehawthorn’sbough,AndbentourkneeinchildishprayerIcannotutternow!

  Oflatesorecklessandsowild,ThatspotrecallstomeThatIwasoncealaughingchild,Asinnocentasshe;

  Andthere,whileAugust’swildflow’rswave,Iwanderedallalone,Strewedblossomsonherlittlegrave,Andkneltbesidethestone。

  Iseemtohavealoadtobear,Aheavy,chokinggrief;

  CouldIhaveforcedasingletearImighthavefeltrelief。

  IthinkmyhotandrestlessheartHasscorchedthechannelsdry,FromwhichthosesighsofsorrowstartTomoistencheekandeye。

  Sister,farewell!farewelloncemoreToeveryyouthfultie!

  Friends!parents!kinsmen!nativeshore!

  Toeachandallgood-bye!

  AndthoughtswhichforthemomentseemTobindmewithaspell,Ambitioushope!love’sboyishdream!

  Toyoualastfarewell!

  \"TheOldLeaven\"

  ADialogueMark:

  So,Maurice,yousailto-morrow,yousay?

  Andyoumayormaynotreturn?

  Besociable,man!foronceinaway,Unlessyou’retoooldtolearn。

  TheshadowsarecoolbythewatersideWherethewillowsgrowbythepond,Andtheyellowlaburnum’sdroopingprideShedsagoldengleambeyond。

  Fortheblendedtintsofthesummerflowers,Forthescentsofthesummerair,Forallnature’scharmsinthisworldofours,’Tislittleornaughtyoucare。

  YetIknowforcertainyouhaven’tstirredSincenoonfromyourchosenspot;

  Andyou’vehardlyspokenasingleword——

  Areyoutired,orcross,orwhat?

  You’refrettingaboutthosesharesyoubought,Theyweretohavegoneupfast;

  ButIheardhowtheyfelltonothing——inshort,Theyweregivenawayatlast。

  Maurice:

  No,Mark,I’mnotsoeasilycross’d;

  ’TistruethatI’vehadarunOfbadlucklately;indeed,I’velost;

  Well!somebodyelsehaswon。

  Mark:

  Theglasshasfallen,perhapsyoufearAreturnofyourancientstitch——

  ThatsouveniroftheLady’sMere,Parkpalingsanddoubleditch。

  Maurice:

  You’rewrong。I’mnotintheleastafraidOfthat。Ifthetruthbetold,Whenthestiffnessvisitsmyshoulder-blade,Ithinkonthedaysofold;

  Itrecallstherushofthefresheningwind,Thestrainofthechestnutspringing,Andtherollingthunderofhoofsbehind,LiketheRataplanchorusringing。

  Mark:

  Areyouboundtoborrow,orlothtolend?

  Haveyoupurchasedanotherscrew?

  Orbackedabillforanotherfriend?

  Orhadabadnightatloo?

  Maurice:

  Notoneofthose,you’reallinthedark,Ifyouchooseyoucanguessagain;

  Butyou’dbettergiveoverguessing,Mark,It’sonlylabourinvain。

  Mark:

  I’lltryoncemore;doesitplagueyoustill,Thattrifleofleadyoucarry?

  Aguestthatlingersagainstyourwill,Unwelcome,yetboundtotarry。

  Maurice:

  Notso!ThatburdenI’musedtobear,’Tisseldomitgivesmetrouble;

  AndtoearnitasIdidthenandthere,I’dcarryadeadweightdouble。

  AshocklikethatforasplinteredribCanathousand-foldrepay——

  Astheswallowskimsthroughthespider’sweb,Werodethroughtheirranksthatday!

  Mark:

  Come,Maurice,yousha’n’tescapemeso!

  I’llhazardanotherguess:

  Thatgirlthatjiltedyoulongago,You’rethinkingofher,confess!

  Maurice:

  Tho’thebluelakeflush’dwitharosylight,Reflectedfromyondersky,MightconjureavisionofAphroditeToapoet’sorpainter’seye;

  Tho’thegoldendrop,withitsdroopingcurl,Betweenthewaterandwood,HangsdownlikethetressofawaywardgirlInherdreamymaidenhood:

  SuchboyishfanciesseemoutofdateToonehalfinclinedtocensureTheirfolly,andyet——yourshaftflewstraight,Thoughyoudrewyourbowataventure。

  IsawmyladytheothernightInthecrowdedoperahall,Whentheboxessparkledwithfacesbright,Iknewheramongstthemall。

  Tho’littleforthesethingsnowIreck,IsingledherfromthethrongBythequeenlycurvesofherheadandneck,Bythedroopofhereyelashlong。

  Oh!passionless,placid,andcalm,andcold,DoesthefirestilllurkwithinThatlithermagnificenteyesofold,Andcolouredhermarbleskin?

  Forawearylookontheproudfacehung,Whilethemusicclash’dandswell’d,AndtherestlesschildtothesilkskirtclungUnnoticedtho’unrepelled。

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