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  Thestrangercameon,withthelithe,lightstepofapracticedwalker,swingingastickinhishandandcarryingaknapsackonhisshoulders。Afewpacesnearer,andhisfacebecamevisible。

  Hewasadarkman,hisblackhairwaspowderedwithdust,andhisblackeyeswerelookingsteadfastlyforwardalongtheroadbeforehim。

  MissGwiltadvancedwiththefirstsignsofagitationshehadshownyet。“Isitpossible?”shesaid,softly。“Canitreallybeyou?”

  ItwasMidwinter,onhiswaybacktoThorpeAmbrose,afterhisfortnightamongtheYorkshiremoors。

  Hestoppedandlookedather,inbreathlesssurprise。Theimageofthewomanhadbeeninhisthoughts,atthemomentwhenthewomanherselfspoketohim。“MissGwilt!“heexclaimed,andmechanicallyheldouthishand。

  Shetookit,andpresseditgently。“Ishouldhavebeengladtoseeyouatanytime。”shesaid。“Youdon’tknowhowgladIamtoseeyounow。MayItroubleyoutospeaktothatman?Hehasbeenfollowingme,andannoyingmeallthewayfromthetown。”

  Midwintersteppedpastherwithoututteringaword。Faintasthelightwas,thespysawwhatwascominginhisface,and,turninginstantly,leapedtheditchbytheroad-side。BeforeMidwintercouldfollow,MissGwilt’shandwasonhisshoulder。

  “No。”shesaid,“youdon’tknowwhohisemployeris。”

  Midwinterstoppedandlookedather。

  “Strangethingshavehappenedsinceyouleftus。”shewenton。“I

  havebeenforcedtogiveupmysituation,andIamfollowedandwatchedbyapaidspy。Don’taskwhoforcedmeoutofmysituation,andwhopaysthespy——atleastnotjustyet。Ican’tmakeupmymindtotellyoutillIamalittlemorecomposed。Letthewretchgo。Doyoumindseeingmesafebacktomylodging?

  It’sinyourwayhome。MayI——mayIaskforthesupportofyourarm?Mylittlestockofcourageisquiteexhausted。”Shetookhisarmandclungclosetoit。ThewomanwhohadtyrannizedoverMr。

  Bashwoodwasgone,andthewomanwhohadtossedthespy’shatintothepoolwasgone。Atimid,shrinking,interestingcreaturefilledthefairskinandtrembledonthesymmetricallimbsofMissGwilt。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyes。“Theysaynecessityhasnolaw。”shemurmured,faintly。“Iamtreatingyoulikeanoldfriend。GodknowsIwantone!“

  Theywentontowardthetown。Sherecoveredherselfwithatouchingfortitude;sheputherhandkerchiefbackinherpocket,andpersistedinturningtheconversationonMidwinter’swalkingtour。“Itisbadenoughtobeaburdenonyou。”shesaid,gentlypressingonhisarmasshespoke;“Imustn’tdistressyouaswell。Tellmewhereyouhavebeen,andwhatyouhaveseen。

  Interestmeinyourjourney;helpmetoescapefrommyself。”

  Theyreachedthemodestlittlelodginginthemiserablelittlesuburb。MissGwiltsighed,andremovedherglovebeforeshetookMidwinter’shand。“Ihavetakenrefugehere。”shesaid,simply。

  “Itiscleanandquiet;Iamtoopoortowantorexpectmore。Wemustsaygood-by,Isuppose,unless“——shehesitatedmodestly,andsatisfiedherselfbyaquicklookroundthattheywereunobserved——“unlessyouwouldliketocomeinandrestalittle?

  Ifeelsogratefullytowardyou,Mr。Midwinter!Isthereanyharm,doyouthink,inmyofferingyouacupoftea?”

  Themagneticinfluenceofhertouchwasthrillingthroughhimwhileshespoke。Changeandabsence,towhichhehadtrustedtoweakenherholdonhim,hadtreacherouslystrengtheneditinstead。Amanexceptionallysensitive,amanexceptionallypureinhispastlife,hestoodhandinhand,inthetemptingsecrecyofthenight,withthefirstwomanwhohadexercisedoverhimtheall-absorbinginfluenceofhersex。Athisage,andinhisposition,whocouldhavelefther?Themanwithaman’stemperamentdoesn’tlivewhocouldhavelefther。Midwinterwentin。

  Astupid,sleepyladopenedthehousedoor。Evenhe,beingamalecreature,brightenedundertheinfluenceofMissGwilt。“Theurn,John。”shesaid,kindly,“andanothercupandsaucer。I’llborrowyourcandletolightmycandlesupstairs,andthenIwon’ttroubleyouanymoreto-night。”Johnwaswakefulandactiveinaninstant。“Notrouble,miss。”hesaid,withawkwardcivility。MissGwilttookhiscandlewithasmile。“Howgoodpeoplearetome!“

  shewhispered,innocently,toMidwinter,assheledthewayupstairstothelittledrawing-roomonthefirstfloor。

  Shelitthecandles,and,turningquicklyonherguest,stoppedhimatthefirstattempthemadetoremovetheknapsackfromhisshoulders。“No。”shesaid,gently;“inthegoodoldtimestherewereoccasionswhentheladiesunarmedtheirknights。Iclaimtheprivilegeofunarming_my_knight。”Herdexterousfingersinterceptedhisatthestrapsandbuckles,andshehadthedustyknapsackoff,beforehecouldprotestagainsthertouchingit。

  Theysatdownattheonelittletableintheroom。Itwasverypoorlyfurnished;buttherewassomethingofthedaintyneatnessofthewomanwhoinhabiteditinthearrangementofthefewpoorornamentsonthechimney-piece,intheoneortwoprettilyboundvolumesonthechiffonier,intheflowersonthetable,andthemodestlittlework-basketinthewindow。“Womenarenotallcoquettes。”shesaid,asshetookoffherbonnetandmantilla,andlaidthemcarefullyonachair。“Iwon’tgointomyroom,andlookinmyglass,andmakemyselfsmart;youshalltakemejustasIam。”Herhandsmovedaboutamongthetea-thingswithasmooth,noiselessactivity。

  Hermagnificenthairflashedcrimsoninthecandle-light,assheturnedherheadhitherandthither,searchingwithaneasygraceforthethingsshewantedinthetray。Exercisehadheightenedthebrilliancyofhercomplexion,andhadquickenedtherapidalternationsofexpressioninhereyes——thedeliciouslanguorthatstoleoverthemwhenshewaslisteningorthinking,thebrightintelligencethatflashedfromthemsoftlywhenshespoke。

  Inthelightestwordshesaid,intheleastthingshedid,therewassomethingthatgentlysolicitedtheheartofthemanwhosatwithher。Perfectlymodestinhermanner,possessedtoperfectionofthegracefulrestraintsandrefinementsofalady,shehadalltheallurementsthatfeasttheeye,allthesireninvitationsthatseducethesense——asubtlesuggestivenessinhersilence,andasexualsorceryinhersmile。

  “ShouldIbewrong。”sheasked,suddenlysuspendingtheconversationwhichshehadthusfarpersistentlyrestrictedtothesubjectofMidwinter’swalkingtour,“ifIguessedthatyouhavesomethingonyourmind——somethingwhichneithermyteanormytalkcancharmaway?Aremenascuriousaswomen?Isthesomething——Me?”

  Midwinterstruggledagainstthefascinationoflookingatherandlisteningtoher。“IamveryanxioustohearwhathashappenedsinceIhavebeenaway。”hesaid。“ButIamstillmoreanxious,MissGwilt,nottodistressyoubyspeakingofapainfulsubject。”

  Shelookedathimgratefully。“ItisforyoursakethatIhaveavoidedthepainfulsubject。”shesaid,toyingwithherspoonamongthedregsinheremptycup。“Butyouwillhearaboutitfromothers,ifyoudon’thearaboutitfromme;andyououghttoknowwhyyoufoundmeinthatstrangesituation,andwhyyouseemehere。Prayrememberonething,tobeginwith。Idon’tblameyourfriend,Mr。Armadale。Iblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”

  Midwinterstarted。“Isitpossible。”hebegan,“thatAllancanbeinanywayanswerable——?”Hestopped,andlookedatMissGwiltinsilentastonishment。

  Shegentlylaidherhandonhis。“Don’tbeangrywithmeforonlytellingthetruth。”shesaid。“Yourfriendisanswerableforeverythingthathashappenedtome——innocentlyanswerable,Mr。

  Midwinter,Ifirmlybelieve。Wearebothvictims。_He_isthevictimofhispositionastherichestsinglemanintheneighborhood;andIamthevictimofMissMilroy’sdeterminationtomarryhim。”

  “MissMilroy?”repeatedMidwinter,moreandmoreastonished。

  “Why,Allanhimselftoldme——“Hestoppedagain。

  “HetoldyouthatIwastheobjectofhisadmiration?Poorfellow,headmireseverybody;hisheadisalmostasemptyasthis。”saidMissGwilt,smilingindicativelyintothehollowofhercup。Shedroppedthespoon,sighed,andbecameseriousagain。

  “Iamguiltyofthevanityofhavinglethimadmireme。”shewenton,penitently,“withouttheexcuseofbeingable,onmyside,toreciprocateeventhepassinginterestthathefeltinme。Idon’tundervaluehismanyadmirablequalities,ortheexcellentpositionhecanoffertohiswife。Butawoman’sheartisnottobecommanded——no,Mr。Midwinter,notevenbythefortunatemasterofThorpeAmbrose,whocommandseverythingelse。”

  Shelookedhimfullinthefaceassheutteredthatmagnanimoussentiment。Hiseyesdroppedbeforehers,andhisdarkcolordeepened。HehadfelthisheartleapinhimatthedeclarationofherindifferencetoAllan。Forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknowneachother,hisinterestsnowstoodself-revealedbeforehimasopenlyadversetotheinterestsofhisfriend。

  “IhavebeenguiltyofthevanityoflettingMr。Armadaleadmireme,andIhavesufferedforit。”resumedMissGwilt。“Iftherehadbeenanyconfidencebetweenmypupilandme,ImighthaveeasilysatisfiedherthatshemightbecomeMrs。Armadale——ifshecould——withouthavinganyrivalrytofearonmypart。ButMissMilroydislikedanddistrustedmefromthefirst。Shetookherownjealousview,nodoubt,ofMr。Armadale’sthoughtlessattentionstome。Itwasherinteresttodestroytheposition,suchasitwas,thatIheldinhisestimation;anditisquitelikelyhermotherassistedher。Mrs。MilroyhadhermotivealsowhichIamreallyashamedtomentionforwishingtodrivemeoutofthehouse。Anyhow,theconspiracyhassucceeded。IhavebeenforcedwithMr。Armadale’shelptoleavethemajor’sservice。Don’tbeangry,Mr。Midwinter!Don’tformahastyopinion!IdaresayMissMilroyhassomegoodqualities,thoughI

  havenotfoundthemout;andIassureyouagainandagainthatI

  don’tblameMr。Armadale。Ionlyblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”

  “Howishetheirinstrument?Howcanhebetheinstrumentofanyenemyofyours?”askedMidwinter。“Prayexcusemyanxiety,MissGwilt:Allan’sgoodnameisasdeartomeasmyown!“

  MissGwilt’seyesturnedfullonhimagain,andMissGwilt’sheartabandoneditselfinnocentlytoanoutburstofenthusiasm。

  “HowIadmireyourearnestness!“shesaid。“HowIlikeyouranxietyforyourfriend!Oh,ifwomencouldonlyformsuchfriendships!Ohyouhappy,happymen!“Hervoicefaltered,andherconvenienttea-cupabsorbedherforthethirdtime。“IwouldgiveallthelittlebeautyIpossess。”shesaid,“ifIcouldonlyfindsuchafriendasMr。Armadalehasfoundin_you。_Inevershall,Mr。Midwinter——Inevershall。Letusgobacktowhatweweretalkingabout。Icanonlytellyouhowyourfriendisconcernedinmymisfortunebytellingyousomethingfirstaboutmyself。Iamlikemanyothergovernesses;Iamthevictimofsaddomesticcircumstances。Itmaybeweakofme,butIhaveahorrorofalludingtothemamongstrangers。Mysilenceaboutmyfamilyandmyfriendsexposesmetomisinterpretationinmydependentposition。Doesitdomeanyharm,Mr。Midwinter,inyourestimation?”

  “Godforbid!“saidMidwinter,fervently。“Thereisnomanliving。”hewenton,thinkingofhisownfamilystory,“whohasbetterreasontounderstandandrespectyoursilencethanI

  have。”

  MissGwiltseizedhishandimpulsively。“Oh。”shesaid,“Iknewit,thefirstmomentIsawyou!Iknewthatyou,too,hadsuffered;thatyou,too,hadsorrowswhichyoukeptsacred!

  Strange,strangesympathy!Ibelieveinmesmerism——doyou?”Shesuddenlyrecollectedherself,andshuddered。“Oh,whathaveI

  done?Whatmustyouthinkofme?”sheexclaimed,asheyieldedtothemagneticfascinationofhertouch,and,forgettingeverythingbutthehandthatlaywarminhisown,bentoveritandkissedit。“Spareme!“shesaid,faintly,asshefelttheburningtouchofhislips。“Iamsofriendless——Iamsocompletelyatyourmercy!“

  Heturnedawayfromher,andhidhisfaceinhishands;hewastrembling,andshesawit。Shelookedathimwhilehisfacewashiddenfromher;shelookedathimwithafurtiveinterestandsurprise。“Howthatmanlovesme!“shethought。“IwonderwhethertherewasatimewhenImighthaveloved_him?_“

  Thesilencebetweenthemremainedunbrokenforsomeminutes。Hehadfeltherappealtohisconsiderationasshehadneverexpectedorintendedhimtofeelit——heshrankfromlookingatherorfromspeakingtoheragain。

  “ShallIgoonwithmystory?”sheasked。“Shallweforgetandforgiveonbothsides?”Awoman’sinveterateindulgenceforeveryexpressionofaman’sadmirationwhichkeepswithinthelimitsofpersonalrespectcurvedherlipsgentlyintoacharmingsmile。

  Shelookeddownmeditativelyatherdress,andbrushedacrumboffherlapwithalittleflatteringsigh。“Iwastellingyou。”

  shewenton,“ofmyreluctancetospeaktostrangersofmysadfamilystory。Itwasinthatway,asIafterwardfoundout,thatIlaidmyselfopentoMissMilroy’smaliceandMissMilroy’ssuspicion。Privateinquiriesaboutmewereaddressedtotheladywhowasmyreference——atMissMilroy’ssuggestion,inthefirstinstance,Ihavenodoubt。Iamsorrytosay,thisisnottheworstofit。Bysomeunderhandmeans,ofwhichIamquiteignorant,Mr。Armadale’ssimplicitywasimposedon;and,whenapplicationwasmadesecretlytomyreferenceinLondon,itwasmade,Mr。Midwinter,throughyourfriend。”

  Midwintersuddenlyrosefromhischairandlookedather。Thefascinationthatsheexercisedoverhim,powerfulasitwas,becameasuspendedinfluence,nowthattheplaindisclosurecameplainlyatlastfromherlips。Helookedather,andsatdownagain,likeamanbewildered,withoututteringaword。

  “Rememberhowweakheis。”pleadedMissGwilt,gently,“andmakeallowancesforhimasIdo。Thetriflingaccidentofhisfailingtofindmyreferenceattheaddressgivenhimseems,Ican’timaginewhy,tohaveexcitedMr。Armadale’ssuspicion。Atanyrate,heremainedinLondon。Whathedidthere,itisimpossibleformetosay。Iwasquiteinthedark;Iknewnothing:I

  distrustednobody;IwasashappyinmylittleroundofdutiesasIcouldbewithapupilwhoseaffectionsIhadfailedtowin,when,onemorning,tomyindescribableastonishment,MajorMilroyshowedmeacorrespondencebetweenMr。Armadaleandhimself。Hespoketomeinhiswife’spresence。Poorcreature,Imakenocomplaintofher;suchafflictionasshesuffersexcuseseverything。IwishIcouldgiveyousomeideaofthelettersbetweenMajorMilroyandMr。Armadale;butmyheadisonlyawoman’shead,andIwassoconfusedanddistressedatthetime!AllIcantellyouisthatMr。ArmadalechosetopreservesilenceabouthisproceedingsinLondon,undercircumstanceswhichmadethatsilenceareflectiononmycharacter。Themajorwasmostkind;hisconfidenceinmeremainedunshaken;butcouldhisconfidenceprotectmeagainsthiswife’sprejudiceandhisdaughter’sill-will?Oh,thehardnessofwomentoeachother!Oh,thehumiliationifmenonlyknewsomeofusaswereallyare!

  WhatcouldIdo?Icouldn’tdefendmyselfagainstmereimputations;andIcouldn’tremaininmysituationafteraslurhadbeencastonme。MyprideHeavenhelpme,Iwasbroughtuplikeagentlewoman,andIhavesensibilitiesthatarenotbluntedevenyet!——mypridegotthebetterofme,andIleftmyplace。

  Don’tletitdistressyou,Mr。Midwinter!There’sabrightsidetothepicture。Theladiesintheneighborhoodhaveoverwhelmedmewithkindness;Ihavetheprospectofgettingpupilstoteach;

  Iamsparedthemortificationofgoingbacktobeaburdenonmyfriends。TheonlycomplaintIhavetomakeis,Ithink,ajustone。Mr。ArmadalehasbeenbackatThorpeAmbroseforsomedays。

  Ihaveentreatedhim,byletter,tograntmeaninterview;totellmewhatdreadfulsuspicionshehasofme,andtoletmesetmyselfrightinhisestimation。Wouldyoubelieveit?Hehasdeclinedtoseeme——undertheinfluenceofothers,notofhisownfreewill,Iamsure!Cruel,isn’tit?Buthehasevenusedmemorecruellystill;hepersistsinsuspectingme;itishewhoishavingmewatched。Oh,Mr。Midwinter,don’thatemefortellingyouwhatyou_must_know!Themanyoufoundpersecutingmeandfrighteningmetonightwasonlyearninghismoney,afterall,asMr。Armadale’sspy。”

  OncemoreMidwinterstartedtohisfeet;andthistimethethoughtsthatwereinhimfoundtheirwayintowords。

  “Ican’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit!“heexclaimed,indignantly。“Ifthemantoldyouthat,themanlied。Ibegyourpardon,MissGwilt;Ibegyourpardonfromthebottomofmyheart。Don’t,praydon’tthinkIdoubt_you;_Ionlysaythereissomedreadfulmistake。IamnotsurethatIunderstandasIoughtallthatyouhavetoldme。ButthislastinfamousmeannessofwhichyouthinkAllanguilty,I_do_understand。Isweartoyou,heisincapableofit!Somescoundrelhasbeentakingadvantageofhim;somescoundrelhasbeenusinghisname。I’llproveittoyou,ifyouwillonlygivemetime。Letmegoandclearitupatonce。Ican’trest;Ican’tbeartothinkofit;Ican’tevenenjoythepleasureofbeinghere。Oh。”heburstoutdesperately,“I’msureyoufeelforme,afterwhatyouhavesaid——Ifeelsofor_you!_“

  Hestoppedinconfusion。MissGwilt’seyeswerelookingathimagain,andMissGwilt’shandhadfounditswayoncemoreintohisown。

  “Youarethemostgenerousoflivingmen。”shesaid,softly。“I

  willbelievewhatyoutellmetobelieve。Go。”sheadded,inawhisper,suddenlyreleasinghishand,andturningawayfromhim。

  “Forbothoursakes,go!“

  Hisheartbeatfast;helookedatherasshedroppedintoachairandputherhandkerchieftohereyes。Foronemomenthehesitated;thenext,hesnatcheduphisknapsackfromthefloor,andleftherprecipitately,withoutabackwardlookorapartingword。

  Sherosewhenthedoorclosedonhim。Achangecameoverhertheinstantshewasalone。Thecolorfadedoutofhercheeks;thebeautydiedoutofhereyes;herfacehardenedhorriblywithasilentdespair。“It’sevenbaserworkthanIbargainedfor。”shesaid,“todeceive_him。_“Afterpacingtoandfrointheroomforsomeminutes,shestoppedwearilybeforetheglassoverthefire-place。“Youstrangecreature!“shemurmured,leaningherelbowsonthemantelpiece,andlanguidlyaddressingthereflectionofherselfintheglass。“Haveyougotanyconscienceleft?Andhasthatmanrousedit?”

  Thereflectionofherfacechangedslowly。Thecolorreturnedtohercheeks,thedeliciouslanguorbegantosuffusehereyesagain。Herlipspartedgently,andherquickeningbreathbegantodimthesurfaceoftheglass。Shedrewbackfromit,afteramoment’sabsorptioninherownthoughts,withastartofterror。

  “WhatamIdoing?”sheaskedherself,inasuddenpanicofastonishment。“AmImadenoughtobethinkingofhimin_that_

  way?”

  Sheburstintoamockinglaugh,andopenedherdeskonthetablerecklesslywithabang。“It’shightimeIhadsometalkwithMotherJezebel。”shesaid,andsatdowntowritetoMrs。

  Oldershaw。

  “IhavemetwithMr。Midwinter。”shebegan,“underveryluckycircumstances;andIhavemadethemostofmyopportunity。HehasjustleftmeforhisfriendArmadale;andoneoftwogoodthingswillhappento-morrow。Iftheydon’tquarrel,thedoorsofThorpeAmbrosewillbeopenedtomeagainatMr。Midwinter’sintercession。Iftheydoquarrel,Ishallbetheunhappycauseofit,andIshallfindmywayinformyself,onthepurelyChristianerrandofreconcilingthem。”

  Shehesitatedatthenextsentence,wrotethefirstfewwordsofit,scratchedthemoutagain,andpetulantlytoretheletterintofragments,andthrewthepentotheotherendoftheroom。

  Turningquicklyonherchair,shelookedattheseatwhichMidwinterhadoccupied,herfootrestlesslytappingthefloor,andherhandkerchiefthrustlikeagagbetweenherclinchedteeth。“Youngasyouare。”shethought,withhermindrevivingtheimageofhimintheemptychair,“therehasbeensomethingoutofthecommonin_your_life;andImustandwillknowit!“

  Thehouseclockstruckthehour,androusedher。Shesighed,and,walkingbacktotheglass,wearilyloosenedthefasteningsofherdress;wearilyremovedthestudsfromthechemisettebeneathit,andputthemonthechimney-piece。Shelookedindolentlyatthereflectedbeautiesofherneckandbosom,assheunplaitedherhairandthrewitbackinonegreatmassoverhershoulders。

  “Fancy。”shethought,“ifhesawmenow!“Sheturnedbacktothetable,andsighedagainassheextinguishedoneofthecandlesandtooktheotherinherhand。“Midwinter?”shesaid,asshepassedthroughthefolding-doorsoftheroomtoherbed-chamber。

  “Idon’tbelieveinhisname,tobeginwith!“

  ThenighthadadvancedbymorethananhourbeforeMidwinterwasbackagainatthegreathouse。

  Twice,wellasthehomewardwaywasknowntohim,hehadstrayedoutoftherightroad。Theeventsoftheevening——theinterviewwithMissGwiltherself,afterhisfortnight’ssolitarythinkingofher;theextraordinarychangethathadtakenplaceinherpositionsincehehadseenherlast;andthestartlingassertionofAllan’sconnectionwithit——hadallconspiredtothrowhismindintoastateofungovernableconfusion。Thedarknessofthecloudynightaddedtohisbewilderment。EventhefamiliargatesofThorpeAmbroseseemedstrangetohim。Whenhetriedtothinkofit,itwasamysterytohimhowhehadreachedtheplace。

  Thefrontofthehousewasdark,andclosedforthenight。

  Midwinterwentroundtotheback。Thesoundofmen’svoices,asheadvanced,caughthisear。Theyweresoondistinguishableasthevoicesofthefirstandsecondfootman,andthesubjectofconversationbetweenthemwastheirmaster。

  “I’llbetyouanevenhalf-crownhe’sdrivenoutoftheneighborhoodbeforeanotherweekisoverhishead。”saidthefirstfootman。

  “Done!“saidthesecond。“Heisn’taseasydrivenasyouthink。”

  “Isn’the!“retortedtheother。“He’llbemobbedifhestopshere!Itellyouagain,he’snotsatisfiedwiththemesshe’sgotintoalready。Iknowitforcertain,he’shavingthegovernesswatched。”

  Atthosewords,Midwintermechanicallycheckedhimselfbeforeheturnedthecornerofthehouse。HisfirstdoubtoftheresultofhismeditatedappealtoAllanranthroughhimlikeasuddenchill。Theinfluenceexercisedbythevoiceofpublicscandalisaforcewhichacts。inoppositiontotheordinarylawofmechanics。Itisstrongest,notbyconcentration,butbydistribution。Totheprimarysoundwemayshutourears;butthereverberationofitinechoesisirresistible。Onhiswayback,Midwinter’sonedesirehadbeentofindAllanup,andtospeaktohimimmediately。Hisonehopenowwastogaintimetocontendwiththenewdoubtsandtosilencethenewmisgivings;hisonepresentanxietywastohearthatAllanhadgonetobed。Heturnedthecornerofthehouse,andpresentedhimselfbeforethemensmokingtheirpipesinthebackgarden。Assoonastheirastonishmentallowedthemtospeak,theyofferedtorousetheirmaster。Allanhadgivenhisfriendupforthatnight,andhadgonetobedabouthalfanhoursince。

  “Itwasmymaster’s’particularorder,sir。”saidthehead-footman,“thathewastobetoldofitifyoucameback。”

  “Itis_my_particularrequest。”returnedMidwinter,“thatyouwon’tdisturbhim。”

  Themenlookedateachotherwonderingly,ashetookhiscandleandleftthem。

  CHAPTERVIII。

  SHECOMESBETWEENTHEM。

  APPOINTEDhoursforthevariousdomesticeventsofthedaywerethingsunknownatThorpeAmbrose。Irregularinallhishabits,Allanaccommodatedhimselftonostatedtimeswiththesolitaryexceptionofdinner-timeatanyhourofthedayornight。Heretiredtorestearlyorlate,andheroseearlyorlate,exactlyashefeltinclined。Theservantswereforbiddentocallhim;andMrs。Gripperwasaccustomedtoimprovisethebreakfastasshebestmight,fromthetimewhenthekitchenfirewasfirstlightedtothetimewhentheclockstoodonthestrokeofnoon。

  Towardnineo’clockonthemorningafterhisreturnMidwinterknockedatAllan’sdoor,andonenteringtheroomfounditempty。

  Afterinquiryamongtheservants,itappearedthatAllanhadrisenthatmorningbeforethemanwhousuallyattendedonhimwasup,andthathishotwaterhadbeenbroughttothedoorbyoneofthehouse-maids,whowasthenstillinignoranceofMidwinter’sreturn。Nobodyhadchancedtoseethemaster,eitheronthestairsorinthehall;nobodyhadheardhimringthebellforbreakfast,asusual。Inbrief,nobodyknewanythingabouthim,exceptwhatwasobviouslycleartoall——thathewasnotinthehouse。

  Midwinterwentoutunderthegreatportico。Hestoodattheheadoftheflightofstepsconsideringinwhichdirectionheshouldsetforthtolookforhisfriend。Allan’sunexpectedabsenceaddedonemoretothedisquietinginfluenceswhichstillperplexedhismind。Hewasinthemoodinwhichtriflesirritateaman,andfanciesareall-powerfultoexaltordepresshisspirits。

  Theskywascloudy;andthewindblewinpuffsfromthesouth;

  therewaseveryprospect,toweather-wiseeyes,ofcomingrain。

  WhileMidwinterwasstillhesitating,oneofthegroomspassedhimonthedrivebelow。Themanproved,onbeingquestioned,tobebetterinformedabouthismaster’smovementsthantheservantsindoors。HehadseenAllanpassthestablesmorethananhoursince,goingoutbythebackwayintotheparkwithanosegayinhishand。

  Anosegayinhishand?ThenosegayhungincomprehensiblyonMidwinter’smindashewalkedround,onthechanceofmeetingAllan,tothebackofthehouse。“Whatdoesthenosegaymean?”heaskedhimself,withanunintelligiblesenseofirritation,andapetulantkickatastonethatstoodinhisway。

  ItmeantthatAllanhadbeenfollowinghisimpulsesasusual。TheonepleasantimpressionleftonhismindafterhisinterviewwithPedgiftSeniorwastheimpressionmadebythelawyer’saccountofhisconversationwithNeelieinthepark。Theanxietythatheshouldnotmisjudgeher,whichthemajor’sdaughterhadsoearnestlyexpressed,placedherbeforeAllan’seyesinanirresistiblyattractivecharacter——thecharacteroftheonepersonamongallhisneighborswhohadsomerespectstillleftforhisgoodopinion。Acutelysensibleofhissocialisolation,nowthattherewasnoMidwintertokeephimcompanyintheemptyhouse,hungeringandthirstinginhissolitudeforakindwordandafriendlylook,hebegantothinkmoreandmoreregretfullyandmoreandmorelonginglyofthebrightyoungfacesopleasantlyassociatedwithhisfirsthappiestdaysatThorpeAmbrose。Tobeconsciousofsuchafeelingasthiswas,withacharacterlikeAllan’s,toactonitheadlong,leadhimwhereitmight。HehadgoneoutonthepreviousmorningtolookforNeeliewithapeace-offeringofflowers,butwithnoverydistinctideaofwhatheshouldsaytoheriftheymet;andfailingtofindheronthesceneofhercustomarywalks,hehadcharacteristicallypersistedthenextmorninginmakingasecondattemptwithanotherpeace-offeringonalargerscale。Stillignorantofhisfriend’sreturn,hewasnowatsomedistancefromthehouse,searchingtheparkinadirectionwhichhehadnottriedyet。

  Afterwalkingoutafewhundredyardsbeyondthestables,andfailingtodiscoveranysignsofAllan,Midwinterretracedhissteps,andwaitedforhisfriend’sreturn,pacingslowlytoandfroonthelittlestripofgardengroundatthebackofthehouse。

  Fromtimetotime,ashepassedit,helookedinabsentlyattheroomwhichhadformerlybeenMrs。Armadale’s,whichwasnowthroughhisinterpositionhabituallyoccupiedbyherson——theroomwiththeStatuetteonthebracket,andtheFrenchwindowsopeningtotheground,whichhadoncerecalledtohimtheSecondVisionoftheDream。TheShadowoftheMan,whichAllanhadseenstandingoppositetohimatthelongwindow;theviewoveralawnandflower-garden;thepatteringoftherainagainsttheglass;

  thestretchingoutoftheShadow’sarm,andthefallofthestatueinfragmentsonthefloor——theseobjectsandeventsofthevisionaryscene,sovividlypresenttohismemoryonce,wereallsupersededbylaterremembrancesnow,werealllefttofadeastheymightinthedimbackgroundoftime。Hecouldpasstheroomagainandagain,aloneandanxious,andneveroncethinkoftheboatdriftingawayinthemoonlight,andthenight’simprisonmentontheWreckedShip!

  Towardteno’clockthewell-rememberedsoundofAllan’svoicebecamesuddenlyaudibleinthedirectionofthestables。Inamomentmorehewasvisiblefromthegarden。Hissecondmorning’ssearchforNeeliehadendedtoallappearanceinaseconddefeatofhisobject。Thenosegaywasstillinhishand;andhewasresignedlymakingapresentofittooneofthecoachman’schildren。

  Midwinterimpulsivelytookastepforwardtowardthestables,andabruptlycheckedhisfurtherprogress。

  ConsciousthathispositiontowardhisfriendwasalteredalreadyinrelationtoMissGwilt,thefirstsightofAllanfilledhismindwithasuddendistrustofthegoverness’sinfluenceoverhim,whichwasalmostadistrustofhimself。HeknewthathehadsetforthfromthemoorsonhisreturntoThorpeAmbrosewiththeresolutionofacknowledgingthepassionthathadmasteredhim,andofinsisting,ifnecessary,onasecondandalongerabsenceintheinterestsofthesacrificewhichhewasbentonmakingtothehappinessofhisfriend。Whathadbecomeofthatresolutionnow?ThediscoveryofMissGwilt’salteredposition,andthedeclarationthatshehadvoluntarilymadeofherindifferencetoAllan,hadscatteredittothewinds。Thefirstwordswithwhichhewouldhavemethisfriend,ifnothinghadhappenedtohimonthehomewardway,werewordsalreadydismissedfromhislips。Hedrewbackashefeltit,andstruggled,withaninstinctiveloyaltytowardAllan,tofreehimselfatthelastmomentfromtheinfluenceofMissGwilt。

  Havingdisposedofhisuselessnosegay,Allanpassedonintothegarden,andtheinstantheentereditrecognizedMidwinterwithaloudcryofsurpriseanddelight。

  “AmIawakeordreaming?”heexclaimed,seizinghisfriendexcitablybybothhands。”YoudearoldMidwinter,haveyousprungupoutoftheground,orhaveyoudroppedfromtheclouds?”

  ItwasnottillMidwinterhadexplainedthemysteryofhisunexpectedappearanceineveryparticularthatAllancouldbeprevailedontosayawordabouthimself。Whenhedidspeak,heshookhisheadruefully,andsubduedtheheartyloudnessofhisvoice,withapreliminarylookroundtoseeiftheservantswerewithinhearing。

  “I’velearnedtobecautioussinceyouwentawayandleftme。”

  saidAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’ttheleastnotionwhatthingshavehappened,andwhatanawfulscrapeI’minatthisverymoment!“

  “Youaremistaken,Allan。Ihaveheardmoreofwhathashappenedthanyousuppose。”

  “What!thedreadfulmessI’minwithMissGwilt?therowwiththemajor?theinfernalscandal-mongeringintheneighborhood?Youdon’tmeantosay——?”

  “Yes。”interposedMidwinter,quietly;“Ihaveheardofitall。”

  “Goodheavens!how?DidyoustopatThorpeAmbroseonyourwayback?Haveyoubeeninthecoffee-roomatthehotel?HaveyoumetPedgift?HaveyoudroppedintotheReadingRooms,andseenwhattheycallthefreedomofthepressinthetownnewspaper?”

  Midwinterpausedbeforeheanswered,andlookedupatthesky。

  Thecloudshadbeengatheringunnoticedovertheirheads,andthefirstrain-dropswerebeginningtofall。

  “Comeinhere。”saidAllan。“We’llgouptobreakfastthisway。“

  HeledMidwinterthroughtheopenFrenchwindowintohisownsitting-room。Thewindblewtowardthatsideofthehouse,andtherainfollowedthemin。Midwinter,whowaslast,turnedandclosedthewindow。

  Allanwastooeagerfortheanswerwhichtheweatherhadinterruptedtowaitforittilltheyreachedthebreakfast-room。

  Hestoppedcloseatthewindow,andaddedtwomoretohisstringofquestions。

  “HowcanyoupossiblyhaveheardaboutmeandMissGwilt?”heasked。“Whotoldyou?”

  “MissGwiltherself。”repliedMidwinter,gravely。

  Allan’smannerchangedthemomentthegoverness’snamepassedhisfriend’slips。

  “Iwishyouhadheardmystoryfirst。”hesaid。“WheredidyoumeetwithMissGwilt?”

  Therewasamomentarypause。Theybothstoodstillatthewindow,absorbedintheinterestofthemoment。Theybothforgotthattheircontemplatedplaceofshelterfromtherainhadbeenthebreakfast-roomupstairs。

  “BeforeIansweryourquestion。”saidMidwinter,alittleconstrainedly,“Iwanttoaskyousomething,Allan,onmyside。

  IsitreallytruethatyouareinsomewayconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavingMajorMilroy’sservice?”

  Therewasanotherpause。ThedisturbancewhichhadbeguntoappearinAllan’smannerpalpablyincreased。

  “It’sratheralongstory。”hebegan。“Ihavebeentakenin,Midwinter。I’vebeenimposedonbyaperson,who——Ican’thelpsayingit——whocheatedmeintopromisingwhatIoughtn’ttohavepromised,anddoingwhatIhadbetternothavedone。Itisn’tbreakingmypromisetotellyou。Icantrustinyourdiscretion,can’tI?Youwillneversayaword,willyou?”

  “Stop!“saidMidwinter。“Don’ttrustmewithanysecretswhicharenotyourown。Ifyouhavegivenapromise,don’ttriflewithit,eveninspeakingtosuchanintimatefriendasIam。”HelaidhishandgentlyandkindlyonAllan’sshoulder。“Ican’thelpseeingthatIhavemadeyoualittleuncomfortable。”hewenton。

  “Ican’thelpseeingthatmyquestionisnotsoeasyaonetoanswerasIhadhopedandsupposed。Shallwewaitalittle?Shallwegoupstairsandbreakfastfirst?”

  AllanwasfartooearnestlybentonpresentinghisconducttohisfriendintherightaspecttoheedMidwinter’ssuggestion。Hespokeeagerlyontheinstant,withoutmovingfromthewindow。

  “Mydearfellow,it’saperfectlyeasyquestiontoanswer。

  Only“——hehesitated——“onlyitrequireswhatI’mabadhandat:itrequiresanexplanation。”

  “Doyoumean。”askedMidwinter,moreseriously,butnotlessgentlythanbefore,“thatyoumustfirstjustifyyourself,andthenanswermyquestion?”

  “That’sit!“saidAllan,withanairofrelief。“You’rehittherightnailonthehead,justasusual。”

  Midwinter’sfacedarkenedforthefirsttime。“Iamsorrytohearit。”hesaid,hisvoicesinkinglow,andhiseyesdroppingtothegroundashespoke。

  Therainwasbeginningtofallthickly。Itsweptacrossthegarden,straightontheclosedwindows,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。

  “Sorry!“repeatedAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’theardtheparticularsyet。WaittillIexplainthethingfirst。”

  “Youareabadhandatexplanations。”saidMidwinter,repeatingAllan’sownwords。“Don’tplaceyourselfatadisadvantage。Don’texplainit。”

  Allanlookedathim,insilentperplexityandsurprise。

  “Youaremyfriend——mybestanddearestfriend。”Midwinterwenton。“Ican’tbeartoletyoujustifyyourselftomeasifIwasyourjudge,orasifIdoubtedyou。”HelookedupagainatAllanfranklyandkindlyashesaidthosewords。“Besides。”heresumed,“Ithink,ifIlookintomymemory,Icananticipateyourexplanation。Wehadamoment’stalk,beforeIwentaway,aboutsomeverydelicatequestionswhichyouproposedputtingtoMajorMilroy。IrememberIwarnedyou;IrememberIhadmymisgivings。

  ShouldIbeguessingrightifIguessedthatthosequestionshavebeeninsomewaythemeansofleadingyouintoafalseposition?

  IfitistruethatyouhavebeenconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavinghersituation,isitalsotrue——isitonlydoingyoujusticetobelieve——thatanymischiefforwhichyouareresponsiblehasbeenmischiefinnocentlydone?”

  “Yes。”saidAllan,speaking,forthefirsttime,alittleconstrainedlyonhisside。“Itisonlydoingmejusticetosaythat。”Hestoppedandbegandrawinglinesabsentlywithhisfingerontheblurredsurfaceofthewindow-pane。“You’renotlikeotherpeople,Midwinter。”heresumed,suddenly,withaneffort;“andIshouldhavelikedyoutohaveheardtheparticularsallthesame。”

  “Iwillhearthemifyoudesireit。”returnedMidwinter。“ButI

  amsatisfied,withoutanotherword,thatyouhavenotwillinglybeenthemeansofdeprivingMissGwiltofhersituation。Ifthatisunderstoodbetweenyouandme,Ithinkweneedsaynomore。

  Besides,Ihaveanotherquestiontoask,ofmuchgreaterimportance——aquestionthathasbeenforcedonmebywhatIsawwithmyowneyes,andheardwithmyownears,lastnight。”

  Hestopped,recoilinginspiteofhimself。“Shallwegoupstairsfirst?”heasked,abruptly,leadingthewaytothedoor,andtryingtogaintime。

  Itwasuseless。Onceagain,theroomwhichtheywerebothfreetoleave,theroomwhichoneofthemhadtwicetriedtoleavealready,heldthemasiftheywereprisoners。

  Withoutanswering,withoutevenappearingtohaveheardMidwinter’sproposaltogoupstairs,Allanfollowedhimmechanicallyasfarastheoppositesideofthewindow。Therehestopped。“Midwinter!“heburstout,inasuddenpanicofastonishmentandalarm,“thereseemstobesomethingstrangebetweenus!You’renotlikeyourself。Whatisit?”

  Withhishandonthelockofthedoor,Midwinterturned,andlookedbackintotheroom。Themomenthadcome。Hishauntingfearofdoinghisfriendaninjusticehadshownitselfinarestraintofword,look,andactionwhichhadbeenmarkedenoughtoforceitswaytoAllan’snotice。Theonecourseleftnow,inthedearestinterestsofthefriendshipthatunitedthem,wastospeakatonce,andtospeakboldly。

  “There’ssomethingstrangebetweenus。”reiteratedAllan。“ForGod’ssake,whatisit?”

  Midwintertookhishandfromthedoor,andcamedownagaintothewindow,frontingAllan。Heoccupiedtheplace,ofnecessity,whichAllanhadjustleft。ItwasthesideofthewindowonwhichtheStatuettestood。Thelittlefigure,placedonitsprojectingbracket,was,closebehindhimonhisrighthand。Nosignsofchangeappearedinthestormysky。Therainstillsweptslantingacrossthegarden,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。

  “Givemeyourhand,Allan。”

  Allangaveit,andMidwinterhelditfirmlywhilehespoke。

  “Thereissomethingstrangebetweenus。”hesaid。“Thereissomethingtobesetrightwhichtouchesyounearly;andithasnotbeensetrightyet。YouaskedmejustnowwhereImetwithMissGwilt。Imetwithheronmywaybackhere,uponthehigh-roadonthefurthersideofthetown。Sheentreatedmetoprotectherfromamanwhowasfollowingandfrighteningher。I

  sawthescoundrelwithmyowneyes,andIshouldhavelaidhandsonhim,ifMissGwiltherselfhadnotstoppedme。Shegaveaverystrangereasonforstoppingme。ShesaidIdidn’tknowwhohisemployerwas。”

  Allan’sruddycolorsuddenlydeepened;helookedasidequicklythroughthewindowatthepouringrain。Atthesamemomenttheirhandsfellapart,andtherewasapauseofsilenceoneitherside。Midwinterwasthefirsttospeakagain。

  “Laterintheevening。”hewenton,“MissGwiltexplainedherself。Shetoldmetwothings。ShedeclaredthatthemanwhomI

  hadseenfollowingherwasahiredspy。Iwassurprised,butI

  couldnotdisputeit。Shetoldmenext,Allan——whatIbelievewithmywholeheartandsoultobeafalsehoodwhichhasbeenimposedonherasthetruth——shetoldmethatthespywasinyouremployment!“

  Allanturnedinstantlyfromthewindow,andlookedMidwinterfullinthefaceagain。“Imustexplainmyselfthistime。”hesaid,resolutely。

  TheashypalenesspeculiartohiminmomentsofstrongemotionbegantoshowitselfonMidwinter’scheeks。

  “Moreexplanations!“hesaid,anddrewbackastep,withhiseyesfixedinasuddenterrorofinquiryonAllan’sface。

  “Youdon’tknowwhatIknow,Midwinter。Youdon’tknowthatwhatIhavedonehasbeendonewithagoodreason。Andwhatismore,I

  havenottrustedtomyself——Ihavehadgoodadvice。”

  “DidyouhearwhatIsaidjustnow?”askedMidwinter,incredulously。“Youcan’t——surely,youcan’thavebeenattendingtome?”

  “Ihaven’tmissedaword。”rejoinedAllan。“Itellyouagain,youdon’tknowwhatIknowofMissGwilt。ShehasthreatenedMissMilroy。MissMilroyisindangerwhilehergovernessstopsinthisneighborhood。”

  Midwinterdismissedthemajor’sdaughterfromtheconversationwithacontemptuousgestureofhishand。

  “Idon’twanttohearaboutMiss,Milroy。”hesaid。“Don’tmixupMissMilroy——GoodGod,Allan,amItounderstandthatthespysettowatchMissGwiltwasdoinghisvileworkwithyourapproval?”

  “Onceforall,mydearfellow,willyou,orwillyounot,letmeexplain?”

  “Explain!“criedMidwinter,hiseyesaflame,andhishotCreolebloodrushingcrimsonintohisface。“Explaintheemploymentofaspy?What!afterhavingdrivenMissGwiltoutofhersituationbymeddlingwithherprivateaffairs,youmeddleagainbythevilestofallmeans——themeansofapaidspy?Yousetawatchonthewomanwhomyouyourselftoldmeyouloved,onlyafortnightsince——thewomanyouwerethinkingofasyourwife!Idon’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit。Ismyheadfailingme?IsitAllanArmadaleIamspeakingto?IsitAllanArmadale’sfacelookingatme?Stop!youareactingundersomemistakenscruple。

  Somelowfellowhascreptintoyourconfidence,andhasdonethisinyournamewithouttellingyoufirst。”

  Allancontrolledhimselfwithadmirablepatienceandadmirableconsiderationforthetemperofhisfriend。“Ifyoupersistinrefusingtohearme。”hesaid,“ImustwaitaswellasIcantillmyturncomes。”

  “Tellmeyouareastrangertotheemploymentofthatman,andI

  willhearyouwillingly。”

  “Supposethereshouldbeanecessity,thatyouknownothingabout,foremployinghim?”

  “Iacknowledgenonecessityforthecowardlypersecutionofahelplesswoman。”

  Amomentaryflushofirritation——momentary,andnomore——passedoverAllan’sface。“Youmightn’tthinkherquitesohelpless。”hesaid,“ifyouknewthetruth。”

  “Are_you_themantotellmethetruth?”retortedtheother。

  “Youwhohaverefusedtohearherinherowndefense!Youwhohaveclosedthedoorsofthishouseagainsther!“

  Allanstillcontrolledhimself,buttheeffortbeganatlasttobevisible。

  “Iknowyourtemperisahotone。”hesaid。“Butforallthat,yourviolencequitetakesmebysurprise。Ican’taccountforit,unless“——hehesitatedamoment,andthenfinishedthesentenceinhisusualfrank,outspokenway——“unlessyouaresweetyourselfonMissGwilt。”

  Thoselastwordsheapedfuelonthefire。Theystrippedthetruthinstantlyofallconcealmentsanddisguises,andlaiditbaretoview。Allan’sinstincthadguessed,andtheguidinginfluencestoodrevealedofMidwinter’sinterestinMissGwilt。

  “Whatrighthaveyoutosaythat?”heasked,withraisedvoiceandthreateningeyes。

  “Itold_you,_“saidAllan,simply,“whenIthoughtIwassweetonhermyself。Come!come!it’salittlehard,Ithink,evenifyouareinlovewithher,tobelieveeverythingshetellsyou,andnottoletmesayaword。Is_that_thewayyoudecidebetweenus?”

  “Yes,itis!“criedtheother,infuriatedbyAllan’ssecondallusiontoMissGwilt。“WhenIamaskedtochoosebetweentheemployerofaspyandthevictimofaspy,Isidewiththevictim!“

  “Don’ttrymetoohard,Midwinter,Ihaveatempertoloseaswellasyou。”

  Hestopped,strugglingwithhimself。ThetortureofpassioninMidwinter’sface,fromwhichalesssimpleandlessgenerousnaturemighthaverecoiledinhorror,touchedAllansuddenlywithanartlessdistress,which,atthatmoment,waslittlelessthansublime。Headvanced,withhiseyesmoistening,andhishandheldout。“Youaskedmeformyhandjustnow。”hesaid,“andIgaveityou。Willyourememberoldtimes,andgivemeyours,beforeit’stoolate?”

  “No!“retortedMidwinter,furiously。“ImaymeetMissGwiltagain,andImaywantmyhandfreetodealwithyourspy!“

  HehaddrawnbackalongthewallasAllanadvanced,untilthebracketwhichsupportedtheStatuettewasbeforeinsteadofbehindhim。InthemadnessofhispassionhesawnothingbutAllan’sfaceconfrontinghim。Inthemadnessofhispassion,hestretchedouthisrighthandasheanswered,andshookitthreateninglyintheair。Itstrucktheforgottenprojectionofthebracket——andthenextinstanttheStatuettelayinfragmentsonthefloor。

  Theraindroveslantingoverflower-bedandlawn,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass;andthetwoArmadalesstoodbythewindow,asthetwoShadowshadstoodintheSecondVisionoftheDream,withthewreckoftheimagebetweenthem。

  Allanstoopedoverthefragmentsofthelittlefigure,andliftedthemonebyonefromthefloor。

  “Leaveme。”hesaid,withoutlookingup,“orweshallbothrepentit。”

  Withoutaword,Midwintermovedbackslowly。Hestoodforthesecondtimewithhishandonthedoor,andlookedhislastattheroom。ThehorrorofthenightontheWreckhadgothimoncemore,andtheflameofhispassionwasquenchedinaninstant。

  “TheDream!“hewhispered,underhisbreath。“TheDreamagain!“

  Thedoorwastriedfromtheoutside,andaservantappearedwithatrivialmessageaboutthebreakfast。

  Midwinterlookedatthemanwithablank,dreadfulhelplessnessinhisface。“Showmethewayout。”hesaid。“Theplaceisdark,andtheroomturnsroundwithme。”

  Theservanttookhimbythearm,andsilentlyledhimout。

  Asthedoorclosedonthem,Allanpickedupthelastfragmentofthebrokenfigure。Hesatdownaloneatthetable,andhidhisfaceinhishands。Theself-controlwhichhehadbravelypreservedunderexasperationrenewedagainandagainnowfailedhimatlastinthefriendlesssolitudeofhisroom,and,inthefirstbitternessoffeelingthatMidwinterhadturnedagainsthimliketherest,heburstintotears。

  Themomentsfollowedeachother,theslowtimeworeon。Littlebylittlethesignsofanewelementaldisturbancebegantoshowthemselvesinthesummerstorm。Theshadowofaswiftlydeepeningdarknesssweptoverthesky。Thepatteringoftherainlessenedwiththelesseningwind。Therewasamomentaryhushofstillness。

  Thenonasuddentherainpoureddownagainlikeacataract,andthelowrollofthundercameupsolemnlyonthedyingair。

  CHAPTERIX。

  SHEKNOWSTHETRUTH。

  1。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_

  “ThorpeAmbrose,July20th,1851。

  “DEARMADAM——Ireceivedyesterday,byprivatemessenger,yourobligingnote,inwhichyoudirectmetocommunicatewithyouthroughthepostonly,aslongasthereisreasontobelievethatanyvisitorswhomaycometoyouarelikelytobeobserved。MayI

  bepermittedtosaythatIlookforwardwithrespectfulanxietytothetimewhenIshallagainenjoytheonlyrealhappinessI

  haveeverexperienced——thehappinessofpersonallyaddressingyou?

  “IncompliancewithyourdesirethatIshouldnotallowthisdaytheSundaytopasswithoutprivatelynoticingwhatwentonatthegreathouse,Itookthekeys,andwentthismorningtothesteward’soffice。IaccountedformyappearancetotheservantsbyinformingthemthatIhadworktodowhichitwasimportanttocompleteintheshortestpossibletime。ThesameexcusewouldhavedoneforMr。Armadaleifwehadmet,butnosuchmeetinghappened。

  “AlthoughIwasatThorpeAmbroseinwhatIthoughtgoodtime,I

  wastoolatetoseeorhearanythingmyselfofaseriousquarrelwhichappearedtohavetakenplace,justbeforeIarrived,betweenMr。ArmadaleandMr。Midwinter。

  “AllthelittleinformationIcangiveyouinthismatterisderivedfromoneoftheservants。ThemantoldmethatheheardthevoicesofthetwogentlemenloudinMr。Armadale’ssitting-room。Hewentintoannouncebreakfastshortlyafterward,andfoundMr。Midwinterinsuchadreadfulstateofagitationthathehadtobehelpedoutoftheroom。Theservanttriedtotakehimupstairstoliedownandcomposehimself。Hedeclined,sayinghewouldwaitalittlefirstinoneofthelowerrooms,andbeggingthathemightbeleftalone。Themanhadhardlygotdownstairsagainwhenheheardthefrontdooropenedandclosed。

  Heranback,andfoundthatMr。Midwinterwasgone。Therainwaspouringatthetime,andthunderandlightningcamesoonafterward。Dreadfulweathercertainlytogooutin。TheservantthinksMr。Midwinter’smindwasunsettled。Isincerelyhopenot。

  Mr。MidwinterisoneofthefewpeopleIhavemetwithinthecourseofmylifewhohavetreatedmekindly。

  “HearingthatMr。Armadalestillremainedinthesitting-room,I

  wentintothesteward’sofficewhich,asyoumayremember,isonthesamesideofthehouse,andleftthedoorajar,andsetthewindowopen,waitingandlisteningforanythingthatmighthappen。Dearmadam,therewasatimewhenImighthavethoughtsuchapositioninthehouseofmyemployernotaverybecomingone。Letmehastentoassureyouthatthisisfarfrombeingmyfeelingnow。Igloryinanypositionwhichmakesmeserviceabletoyou。

  “ThestateoftheweatherseemedhopelesslyadversetothatrenewalofintercoursebetweenMr。ArmadaleandMissMilroywhichyousoconfidentlyanticipate,andofwhichyouaresoanxioustobemadeaware。Strangelyenough,however,itisactuallyinconsequenceofthestateoftheweatherthatIamnowinapositiontogiveyoutheveryinformationyourequire。Mr。

  ArmadaleandMissMilroymetaboutanhoursince。Thecircumstanceswereasfollows:

  “Justatthebeginningofthethunder-storm,Isawoneofthegroomsrunacrossfromthestables,andheardhimtapathismaster’swindow。Mr。Armadaleopenedthewindowandaskedwhatwasthematter。Thegroomsaidhecamewithamessagefromthecoachman’swife。ShehadseenfromherroomoverthestableswhichlooksontotheparkMissMilroyquitealone,standingforshelterunderoneofthetrees。Asthatpartoftheparkwasatsomedistancefromthemajor’scottage,shehadthoughtthathermastermightwishtosendandasktheyoungladyintothehouse——especiallyasshehadplacedherself,withathunder-stormcomingon,inwhatmightturnouttobeaverydangerousposition。

  “ThemomentMr。Armadaleunderstoodtheman’smessage,hecalledforthewater-proofthingsandtheumbrellas,andranouthimself,insteadofleavingittotheservants。InalittletimeheandthegroomcamebackwithMissMilroybetweenthem,aswellprotectedascouldbefromtherain。

  “Iascertainedfromoneofthewomen-servants,whohadtakentheyoungladyintoabedroom,andhadsuppliedherwithsuchdrythingsasshewanted,thatMissMilroyhadbeenafterwardshownintothedrawing-room,andthatMr。Armadalewastherewithher。

  Theonlywayoffollowingyourinstructions,andfindingoutwhatpassedbetweenthem,wastogoroundthehouseinthepeltingrain,andgetintotheconservatorywhichopensintothedrawing-roombytheouterdoor。Ihesitateatnothing,dearmadam,inyourservice;Iwouldcheerfullygetweteveryday,topleaseyou。Besides,thoughImayatfirstsightbethoughtratheranelderlyman,awettingisofnoveryseriousconsequencetome。IassureyouIamnotsooldasIlook,andI

  amofastrongerconstitutionthanappears。

  “Itwasimpossibleformetogetnearenoughintheconservatorytoseewhatwentoninthedrawing-room,withouttheriskofbeingdiscovered。Butmostoftheconversationreachedme,exceptwhentheydroppedtheirvoices。ThisisthesubstanceofwhatI

  heard:

  “IgatheredthatMissMilroyhadbeenprevailedon,againstherwill,totakerefugefromthethunder-storminMr。Armadale’shouse。Shesaidso,atleast,andshegavetworeasons。Thefirstwasthatherfatherhadforbiddenallintercoursebetweenthecottageandthegreathouse。Mr。Armadalemetthisobjectionbydeclaringthatherfatherhadissuedhisordersunderatotalmisconceptionofthetruth,andbyentreatinghernottotreathimascruellyasthemajorhadtreatedhim。Heentered,I

  suspect,intosomeexplanationsatthispoint,butashedroppedhisvoiceIamunabletosaywhattheywere。Hislanguage,whenI

  didhearit,wasconfusedandungrammatical。Itseemed,however,tobequiteintelligibleenoughtopersuadeMissMilroythatherfatherhadbeenactingunderamistakenimpressionofthecircumstances。Atleast,Iinferthis;for,whenInextheardtheconversation,theyoungladywasdrivenbacktohersecondobjectiontobeinginthehouse——whichwas,thatMr。Armadalehadbehavedverybadlytoher,andthatherichlydeservedthatsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。

  “Inthislattercase,Mr。Armadaleattemptednodefenseofanykind。Heagreedwithherthathehadbehavedbadly;heagreedwithherthatherichlydeservedsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。Atthesametimeheimploredhertorememberthathehadsufferedhispunishmentalready。Hewasdisgracedintheneighborhood;andhisdearestfriend,hisoneintimatefriendintheworld,hadthatverymorningturnedagainsthimliketherest。Farornear,therewasnotalivingcreaturewhomhewasfondoftocomforthim,ortosayafriendlywordtohim。Hewaslonelyandmiserable,andhisheartachedforalittlekindness——andthatwashisonlyexcuseforaskingMissMilroytoforgetandforgivethepast。

  “Imustleaveyou,Ifear,tojudgeforyourselfoftheeffectofthisontheyounglady;for,thoughItriedhard,Ifailedtocatchwhatshesaid。IamalmostcertainIheardhercrying,andMr。Armadaleentreatinghernottobreakhisheart。Theywhisperedagreatdeal,whichaggravatedme。IwasafterwardalarmedbyMr。Armadalecomingoutintotheconservatorytopicksomeflowers。Hedidnotcomeasfar,fortunately,astheplacewhereIwashidden;andhewentinagainintothedrawing-room,andtherewasmoretalkingIsuspectatclosequarters,whichtomygreatregretIagainfailedtocatch。Prayforgivemeforhavingsolittletotellyou。Icanonlyaddthat,whenthestormclearedoff,MissMilroywentawaywiththeflowersinherhand,andwithMr。Armadaleescortingherfromthehouse。Myownhumbleopinionisthathehadapowerfulfriendatcourt,allthroughtheinterview,intheyounglady’sownlikingforhim。

  “ThisisallIcansayatpresent,withtheexceptionofoneotherthingIheard,whichIblushtomention。Butyourwordislaw,andyouhaveorderedmetohavenoconcealmentsfromyou。

  “Theirtalkturnedonce,dearmadam,onyourself。IthinkIheardtheword’creature’fromMissMilroy;andIamcertainthatMr。

  Armadale,whileacknowledgingthathehadonceadmiredyou,addedthatcircumstanceshadsincesatisfiedhimof’hisfolly。’I

  quotehisownexpression;itmademequitetremblewithindignation。IfImaybepermittedtosayso,themanwhoadmiresMissGwiltlivesinParadise。Respect,ifnothingelse,oughttohaveclosedMr。Armadale’slips。Heismyemployer,Iknow;butafterhiscallingitanactoffollytoadmireyouthoughI_am_

  hisdeputy-steward,Iutterlydespisehim。

  “TrustingthatImayhavebeensohappyastogiveyousatisfactionthusfar,andearnestlydesiroustodeservethehonorofyourcontinuedconfidenceinme,Iremain,dearmadam,“Yourgratefulanddevotedservant,“FELIXBASHWOOD。”

  2。_FromMrs。OldershawtoMissGwilt。_

  “DianaStreet,Monday,July21st。

  “MYDEARLYDIA——Itroubleyouwithafewlines。TheyarewrittenunderasenseofthedutywhichIowetomyself,inourpresentpositiontowardeachother。

  “Iamnotatallsatisfiedwiththetoneofyourlasttwoletters;andIamstilllesspleasedatyourleavingmethismorningwithoutanyletteratall——andthiswhenwehadarranged,inthedoubtfulstateofourprospects,thatIwastohearfromyoueveryday。Icanonlyinterpretyourconductinoneway。I

  canonlyinferthatmattersatThorpeAmbrose,havingbeenallmismanaged,areallgoingwrong。

  “Itisnotmypresentobjecttoreproachyou,forwhyshouldI

  wastetime,language,andpaper?Imerelywishtorecalltoyourmemorycertainconsiderationswhichyouappeartobedisposedtooverlook。ShallIputthemintheplainestEnglish?Yes;for,withallmyfaults,Iamfranknesspersonified。

  “Inthefirstplace,then,IhaveaninterestinyourbecomingMrs。ArmadaleofThorpeAmbroseaswellasyou。Secondly,Ihaveprovidedyoutosaynothingofgoodadvicewithallthemoneyneededtoaccomplishourobject。Thirdly,Iholdyournotesofhand,atshortdates,foreveryfarthingsoadvanced。Fourthlyandlastly,thoughIamindulgenttoafaultinthecapacityofafriend——inthecapacityofawomanofbusiness,mydear,Iamnottobetrifledwith。Thatisall,Lydia,atleastforthepresent。

  “Praydon’tsupposeIwriteinanger;Iamonlysorryanddisheartened。MystateofmindresemblesDavid’s。IfIhadthewingsofadove,Iwouldfleeawayandbeatrest。

  “Affectionatelyyours,MARIAOLDERSHAW。”

  3。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_

  “ThorpeAmbrose,July21st。

  “DEARMADAM——Youwillprobablyreceivetheselinesafewhoursaftermyyesterday’scommunicationreachesyou。Ipostedmyfirstletterlastnight,andIshallpostthisbeforenoonto-day。

  “Mypresentobjectinwritingistogiveyousomemorenewsfromthishouse。IhavetheinexpressiblehappinessofannouncingthatMr。Armadale’sdisgracefulintrusiononyourprivacyisatanend。Thewatchsetonyouractionsistobewithdrawnthisday。I

  write,dearmadam,withthetearsinmyeyes——tearsofjoy,causedbyfeelingswhichIventuredtoexpressinmypreviousletterseefirstparagraphtowardtheend。Pardonmethispersonalreference。IcanspeaktoyouIdon’tknowwhysomuchmorereadilywithmypenthanwithmytongue。

  “Letmetrytocomposemyself,andproceedwithmynarrative。

  “Ihadjustarrivedatthesteward’sofficethismorning,whenMr。PedgifttheelderfollowedmetothegreathousetoseeMr。

  Armadalebyspecialappointment。ItisneedlesstosaythatIatoncesuspendedanylittlebusinesstherewastodo,feelingthatyourinterestsmightpossiblybeconcerned。Itisalsomostgratifyingtoaddthatthistimecircumstancesfavoredme。Iwasabletostandundertheopenwindowandtohearthewholeinterview。

  “Mr。Armadaleexplainedhimselfatonceintheplainestterms。Hegaveordersthatthepersonwhohadbeenhiredtowatchyoushouldbeinstantlydismissed。Onbeingaskedtoexplainthissuddenchangeofpurpose,hedidnotconcealthatitwasowingtotheeffectproducedonhismindbywhathadpassedbetweenMr。

  Midwinterandhimselfonthepreviousday。Mr。Midwinter’slanguage,cruellyunjustasitwas,hadneverthelessconvincedhimthatnonecessitywhatevercouldexcuseanyproceedingsoessentiallybaseinitselfastheemploymentofaspy,andonthatconvictionhewasnowdeterminedtoact。

  “Butforyourownpositivedirectionstometoconcealnothingthatpasseshereinwhichyournameisconcerned,IshouldreallybeashamedtoreportwhatMr。Pedgiftsaidonhisside。Hehasbehavedkindlytome,Iknow。Butifhewasmyownbrother,I

  couldneverforgivehimthetoneinwhichhespokeofyou,andtheobstinacywithwhichhetriedtomakeMr。Armadalechangehismind。

  “HebeganbyattackingMr。Midwinter。HedeclaredthatMr。

  Midwinter’sopinionwastheveryworstopinionthatcouldbetaken;foritwasquiteplainthatyou,dearmadam,hadtwistedhimroundyourfinger。Producingnoeffectbythiscoarsesuggestionwhichnobodywhoknowsyoucouldforamomentbelieve,Mr。PedgiftnextreferredtoMissMilroy,andaskedMr。

  Armadaleifhehadgivenupallideaofprotectingher。WhatthismeantIcannotimagine。Icanonlyreportitforyourprivateconsideration。Mr。ArmadalebrieflyansweredthathehadhisownplanforprotectingMissMilroy,andthatthecircumstanceswerealteredinthatquarter,orwordstoasimilareffect。StillMr。

  Pedgiftpersisted。HewentonIblushtomentionfrombadtoworse。HetriedtopersuadeMr。Armadalenexttobringanactionatlawagainstoneorotherofthepersonswhohadbeenmoststronglycondemninghisconductintheneighborhood,forthepurpose——Ireallyhardlyknowhowtowriteit——ofgettingyouintothewitness-box。Andworseyet:whenMr。ArmadalestillsaidNo,Mr。Pedgift,afterhaving,asIsuspectedbythesoundofhisvoice,beenonthepointofleavingtheroom,artfullycameback,andproposedsendingforadetectiveofficerfromLondon,simplytolookatyou。’ThewholeofthismysteryaboutMissGwilt’struecharacter,’hesaid,’mayturnonaquestionofidentity。Itwon’tcostmuchtohaveamandownfromLondon;andit’sworthtryingwhetherherfaceisorisnotknownatheadquarterstothepolice。’Iagainandagainassureyou,dearestlady,thatIonlyrepeatthoseabominablewordsfromasenseofdutytowardyourself。Ishook——IdeclareIshookfromheadtofootwhenI

  heardthem。

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