Thestrangercameon,withthelithe,lightstepofapracticedwalker,swingingastickinhishandandcarryingaknapsackonhisshoulders。Afewpacesnearer,andhisfacebecamevisible。
Hewasadarkman,hisblackhairwaspowderedwithdust,andhisblackeyeswerelookingsteadfastlyforwardalongtheroadbeforehim。
MissGwiltadvancedwiththefirstsignsofagitationshehadshownyet。“Isitpossible?”shesaid,softly。“Canitreallybeyou?”
ItwasMidwinter,onhiswaybacktoThorpeAmbrose,afterhisfortnightamongtheYorkshiremoors。
Hestoppedandlookedather,inbreathlesssurprise。Theimageofthewomanhadbeeninhisthoughts,atthemomentwhenthewomanherselfspoketohim。“MissGwilt!“heexclaimed,andmechanicallyheldouthishand。
Shetookit,andpresseditgently。“Ishouldhavebeengladtoseeyouatanytime。”shesaid。“Youdon’tknowhowgladIamtoseeyounow。MayItroubleyoutospeaktothatman?Hehasbeenfollowingme,andannoyingmeallthewayfromthetown。”
Midwintersteppedpastherwithoututteringaword。Faintasthelightwas,thespysawwhatwascominginhisface,and,turninginstantly,leapedtheditchbytheroad-side。BeforeMidwintercouldfollow,MissGwilt’shandwasonhisshoulder。
“No。”shesaid,“youdon’tknowwhohisemployeris。”
Midwinterstoppedandlookedather。
“Strangethingshavehappenedsinceyouleftus。”shewenton。“I
havebeenforcedtogiveupmysituation,andIamfollowedandwatchedbyapaidspy。Don’taskwhoforcedmeoutofmysituation,andwhopaysthespy——atleastnotjustyet。Ican’tmakeupmymindtotellyoutillIamalittlemorecomposed。Letthewretchgo。Doyoumindseeingmesafebacktomylodging?
It’sinyourwayhome。MayI——mayIaskforthesupportofyourarm?Mylittlestockofcourageisquiteexhausted。”Shetookhisarmandclungclosetoit。ThewomanwhohadtyrannizedoverMr。
Bashwoodwasgone,andthewomanwhohadtossedthespy’shatintothepoolwasgone。Atimid,shrinking,interestingcreaturefilledthefairskinandtrembledonthesymmetricallimbsofMissGwilt。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyes。“Theysaynecessityhasnolaw。”shemurmured,faintly。“Iamtreatingyoulikeanoldfriend。GodknowsIwantone!“
Theywentontowardthetown。Sherecoveredherselfwithatouchingfortitude;sheputherhandkerchiefbackinherpocket,andpersistedinturningtheconversationonMidwinter’swalkingtour。“Itisbadenoughtobeaburdenonyou。”shesaid,gentlypressingonhisarmasshespoke;“Imustn’tdistressyouaswell。Tellmewhereyouhavebeen,andwhatyouhaveseen。
Interestmeinyourjourney;helpmetoescapefrommyself。”
Theyreachedthemodestlittlelodginginthemiserablelittlesuburb。MissGwiltsighed,andremovedherglovebeforeshetookMidwinter’shand。“Ihavetakenrefugehere。”shesaid,simply。
“Itiscleanandquiet;Iamtoopoortowantorexpectmore。Wemustsaygood-by,Isuppose,unless“——shehesitatedmodestly,andsatisfiedherselfbyaquicklookroundthattheywereunobserved——“unlessyouwouldliketocomeinandrestalittle?
Ifeelsogratefullytowardyou,Mr。Midwinter!Isthereanyharm,doyouthink,inmyofferingyouacupoftea?”
Themagneticinfluenceofhertouchwasthrillingthroughhimwhileshespoke。Changeandabsence,towhichhehadtrustedtoweakenherholdonhim,hadtreacherouslystrengtheneditinstead。Amanexceptionallysensitive,amanexceptionallypureinhispastlife,hestoodhandinhand,inthetemptingsecrecyofthenight,withthefirstwomanwhohadexercisedoverhimtheall-absorbinginfluenceofhersex。Athisage,andinhisposition,whocouldhavelefther?Themanwithaman’stemperamentdoesn’tlivewhocouldhavelefther。Midwinterwentin。
Astupid,sleepyladopenedthehousedoor。Evenhe,beingamalecreature,brightenedundertheinfluenceofMissGwilt。“Theurn,John。”shesaid,kindly,“andanothercupandsaucer。I’llborrowyourcandletolightmycandlesupstairs,andthenIwon’ttroubleyouanymoreto-night。”Johnwaswakefulandactiveinaninstant。“Notrouble,miss。”hesaid,withawkwardcivility。MissGwilttookhiscandlewithasmile。“Howgoodpeoplearetome!“
shewhispered,innocently,toMidwinter,assheledthewayupstairstothelittledrawing-roomonthefirstfloor。
Shelitthecandles,and,turningquicklyonherguest,stoppedhimatthefirstattempthemadetoremovetheknapsackfromhisshoulders。“No。”shesaid,gently;“inthegoodoldtimestherewereoccasionswhentheladiesunarmedtheirknights。Iclaimtheprivilegeofunarming_my_knight。”Herdexterousfingersinterceptedhisatthestrapsandbuckles,andshehadthedustyknapsackoff,beforehecouldprotestagainsthertouchingit。
Theysatdownattheonelittletableintheroom。Itwasverypoorlyfurnished;buttherewassomethingofthedaintyneatnessofthewomanwhoinhabiteditinthearrangementofthefewpoorornamentsonthechimney-piece,intheoneortwoprettilyboundvolumesonthechiffonier,intheflowersonthetable,andthemodestlittlework-basketinthewindow。“Womenarenotallcoquettes。”shesaid,asshetookoffherbonnetandmantilla,andlaidthemcarefullyonachair。“Iwon’tgointomyroom,andlookinmyglass,andmakemyselfsmart;youshalltakemejustasIam。”Herhandsmovedaboutamongthetea-thingswithasmooth,noiselessactivity。
Hermagnificenthairflashedcrimsoninthecandle-light,assheturnedherheadhitherandthither,searchingwithaneasygraceforthethingsshewantedinthetray。Exercisehadheightenedthebrilliancyofhercomplexion,andhadquickenedtherapidalternationsofexpressioninhereyes——thedeliciouslanguorthatstoleoverthemwhenshewaslisteningorthinking,thebrightintelligencethatflashedfromthemsoftlywhenshespoke。
Inthelightestwordshesaid,intheleastthingshedid,therewassomethingthatgentlysolicitedtheheartofthemanwhosatwithher。Perfectlymodestinhermanner,possessedtoperfectionofthegracefulrestraintsandrefinementsofalady,shehadalltheallurementsthatfeasttheeye,allthesireninvitationsthatseducethesense——asubtlesuggestivenessinhersilence,andasexualsorceryinhersmile。
“ShouldIbewrong。”sheasked,suddenlysuspendingtheconversationwhichshehadthusfarpersistentlyrestrictedtothesubjectofMidwinter’swalkingtour,“ifIguessedthatyouhavesomethingonyourmind——somethingwhichneithermyteanormytalkcancharmaway?Aremenascuriousaswomen?Isthesomething——Me?”
Midwinterstruggledagainstthefascinationoflookingatherandlisteningtoher。“IamveryanxioustohearwhathashappenedsinceIhavebeenaway。”hesaid。“ButIamstillmoreanxious,MissGwilt,nottodistressyoubyspeakingofapainfulsubject。”
Shelookedathimgratefully。“ItisforyoursakethatIhaveavoidedthepainfulsubject。”shesaid,toyingwithherspoonamongthedregsinheremptycup。“Butyouwillhearaboutitfromothers,ifyoudon’thearaboutitfromme;andyououghttoknowwhyyoufoundmeinthatstrangesituation,andwhyyouseemehere。Prayrememberonething,tobeginwith。Idon’tblameyourfriend,Mr。Armadale。Iblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”
Midwinterstarted。“Isitpossible。”hebegan,“thatAllancanbeinanywayanswerable——?”Hestopped,andlookedatMissGwiltinsilentastonishment。
Shegentlylaidherhandonhis。“Don’tbeangrywithmeforonlytellingthetruth。”shesaid。“Yourfriendisanswerableforeverythingthathashappenedtome——innocentlyanswerable,Mr。
Midwinter,Ifirmlybelieve。Wearebothvictims。_He_isthevictimofhispositionastherichestsinglemanintheneighborhood;andIamthevictimofMissMilroy’sdeterminationtomarryhim。”
“MissMilroy?”repeatedMidwinter,moreandmoreastonished。
“Why,Allanhimselftoldme——“Hestoppedagain。
“HetoldyouthatIwastheobjectofhisadmiration?Poorfellow,headmireseverybody;hisheadisalmostasemptyasthis。”saidMissGwilt,smilingindicativelyintothehollowofhercup。Shedroppedthespoon,sighed,andbecameseriousagain。
“Iamguiltyofthevanityofhavinglethimadmireme。”shewenton,penitently,“withouttheexcuseofbeingable,onmyside,toreciprocateeventhepassinginterestthathefeltinme。Idon’tundervaluehismanyadmirablequalities,ortheexcellentpositionhecanoffertohiswife。Butawoman’sheartisnottobecommanded——no,Mr。Midwinter,notevenbythefortunatemasterofThorpeAmbrose,whocommandseverythingelse。”
Shelookedhimfullinthefaceassheutteredthatmagnanimoussentiment。Hiseyesdroppedbeforehers,andhisdarkcolordeepened。HehadfelthisheartleapinhimatthedeclarationofherindifferencetoAllan。Forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknowneachother,hisinterestsnowstoodself-revealedbeforehimasopenlyadversetotheinterestsofhisfriend。
“IhavebeenguiltyofthevanityoflettingMr。Armadaleadmireme,andIhavesufferedforit。”resumedMissGwilt。“Iftherehadbeenanyconfidencebetweenmypupilandme,ImighthaveeasilysatisfiedherthatshemightbecomeMrs。Armadale——ifshecould——withouthavinganyrivalrytofearonmypart。ButMissMilroydislikedanddistrustedmefromthefirst。Shetookherownjealousview,nodoubt,ofMr。Armadale’sthoughtlessattentionstome。Itwasherinteresttodestroytheposition,suchasitwas,thatIheldinhisestimation;anditisquitelikelyhermotherassistedher。Mrs。MilroyhadhermotivealsowhichIamreallyashamedtomentionforwishingtodrivemeoutofthehouse。Anyhow,theconspiracyhassucceeded。IhavebeenforcedwithMr。Armadale’shelptoleavethemajor’sservice。Don’tbeangry,Mr。Midwinter!Don’tformahastyopinion!IdaresayMissMilroyhassomegoodqualities,thoughI
havenotfoundthemout;andIassureyouagainandagainthatI
don’tblameMr。Armadale。Ionlyblamethepeoplewhoseinstrumentheis。”
“Howishetheirinstrument?Howcanhebetheinstrumentofanyenemyofyours?”askedMidwinter。“Prayexcusemyanxiety,MissGwilt:Allan’sgoodnameisasdeartomeasmyown!“
MissGwilt’seyesturnedfullonhimagain,andMissGwilt’sheartabandoneditselfinnocentlytoanoutburstofenthusiasm。
“HowIadmireyourearnestness!“shesaid。“HowIlikeyouranxietyforyourfriend!Oh,ifwomencouldonlyformsuchfriendships!Ohyouhappy,happymen!“Hervoicefaltered,andherconvenienttea-cupabsorbedherforthethirdtime。“IwouldgiveallthelittlebeautyIpossess。”shesaid,“ifIcouldonlyfindsuchafriendasMr。Armadalehasfoundin_you。_Inevershall,Mr。Midwinter——Inevershall。Letusgobacktowhatweweretalkingabout。Icanonlytellyouhowyourfriendisconcernedinmymisfortunebytellingyousomethingfirstaboutmyself。Iamlikemanyothergovernesses;Iamthevictimofsaddomesticcircumstances。Itmaybeweakofme,butIhaveahorrorofalludingtothemamongstrangers。Mysilenceaboutmyfamilyandmyfriendsexposesmetomisinterpretationinmydependentposition。Doesitdomeanyharm,Mr。Midwinter,inyourestimation?”
“Godforbid!“saidMidwinter,fervently。“Thereisnomanliving。”hewenton,thinkingofhisownfamilystory,“whohasbetterreasontounderstandandrespectyoursilencethanI
have。”
MissGwiltseizedhishandimpulsively。“Oh。”shesaid,“Iknewit,thefirstmomentIsawyou!Iknewthatyou,too,hadsuffered;thatyou,too,hadsorrowswhichyoukeptsacred!
Strange,strangesympathy!Ibelieveinmesmerism——doyou?”Shesuddenlyrecollectedherself,andshuddered。“Oh,whathaveI
done?Whatmustyouthinkofme?”sheexclaimed,asheyieldedtothemagneticfascinationofhertouch,and,forgettingeverythingbutthehandthatlaywarminhisown,bentoveritandkissedit。“Spareme!“shesaid,faintly,asshefelttheburningtouchofhislips。“Iamsofriendless——Iamsocompletelyatyourmercy!“
Heturnedawayfromher,andhidhisfaceinhishands;hewastrembling,andshesawit。Shelookedathimwhilehisfacewashiddenfromher;shelookedathimwithafurtiveinterestandsurprise。“Howthatmanlovesme!“shethought。“IwonderwhethertherewasatimewhenImighthaveloved_him?_“
Thesilencebetweenthemremainedunbrokenforsomeminutes。Hehadfeltherappealtohisconsiderationasshehadneverexpectedorintendedhimtofeelit——heshrankfromlookingatherorfromspeakingtoheragain。
“ShallIgoonwithmystory?”sheasked。“Shallweforgetandforgiveonbothsides?”Awoman’sinveterateindulgenceforeveryexpressionofaman’sadmirationwhichkeepswithinthelimitsofpersonalrespectcurvedherlipsgentlyintoacharmingsmile。
Shelookeddownmeditativelyatherdress,andbrushedacrumboffherlapwithalittleflatteringsigh。“Iwastellingyou。”
shewenton,“ofmyreluctancetospeaktostrangersofmysadfamilystory。Itwasinthatway,asIafterwardfoundout,thatIlaidmyselfopentoMissMilroy’smaliceandMissMilroy’ssuspicion。Privateinquiriesaboutmewereaddressedtotheladywhowasmyreference——atMissMilroy’ssuggestion,inthefirstinstance,Ihavenodoubt。Iamsorrytosay,thisisnottheworstofit。Bysomeunderhandmeans,ofwhichIamquiteignorant,Mr。Armadale’ssimplicitywasimposedon;and,whenapplicationwasmadesecretlytomyreferenceinLondon,itwasmade,Mr。Midwinter,throughyourfriend。”
Midwintersuddenlyrosefromhischairandlookedather。Thefascinationthatsheexercisedoverhim,powerfulasitwas,becameasuspendedinfluence,nowthattheplaindisclosurecameplainlyatlastfromherlips。Helookedather,andsatdownagain,likeamanbewildered,withoututteringaword。
“Rememberhowweakheis。”pleadedMissGwilt,gently,“andmakeallowancesforhimasIdo。Thetriflingaccidentofhisfailingtofindmyreferenceattheaddressgivenhimseems,Ican’timaginewhy,tohaveexcitedMr。Armadale’ssuspicion。Atanyrate,heremainedinLondon。Whathedidthere,itisimpossibleformetosay。Iwasquiteinthedark;Iknewnothing:I
distrustednobody;IwasashappyinmylittleroundofdutiesasIcouldbewithapupilwhoseaffectionsIhadfailedtowin,when,onemorning,tomyindescribableastonishment,MajorMilroyshowedmeacorrespondencebetweenMr。Armadaleandhimself。Hespoketomeinhiswife’spresence。Poorcreature,Imakenocomplaintofher;suchafflictionasshesuffersexcuseseverything。IwishIcouldgiveyousomeideaofthelettersbetweenMajorMilroyandMr。Armadale;butmyheadisonlyawoman’shead,andIwassoconfusedanddistressedatthetime!AllIcantellyouisthatMr。ArmadalechosetopreservesilenceabouthisproceedingsinLondon,undercircumstanceswhichmadethatsilenceareflectiononmycharacter。Themajorwasmostkind;hisconfidenceinmeremainedunshaken;butcouldhisconfidenceprotectmeagainsthiswife’sprejudiceandhisdaughter’sill-will?Oh,thehardnessofwomentoeachother!Oh,thehumiliationifmenonlyknewsomeofusaswereallyare!
WhatcouldIdo?Icouldn’tdefendmyselfagainstmereimputations;andIcouldn’tremaininmysituationafteraslurhadbeencastonme。MyprideHeavenhelpme,Iwasbroughtuplikeagentlewoman,andIhavesensibilitiesthatarenotbluntedevenyet!——mypridegotthebetterofme,andIleftmyplace。
Don’tletitdistressyou,Mr。Midwinter!There’sabrightsidetothepicture。Theladiesintheneighborhoodhaveoverwhelmedmewithkindness;Ihavetheprospectofgettingpupilstoteach;
Iamsparedthemortificationofgoingbacktobeaburdenonmyfriends。TheonlycomplaintIhavetomakeis,Ithink,ajustone。Mr。ArmadalehasbeenbackatThorpeAmbroseforsomedays。
Ihaveentreatedhim,byletter,tograntmeaninterview;totellmewhatdreadfulsuspicionshehasofme,andtoletmesetmyselfrightinhisestimation。Wouldyoubelieveit?Hehasdeclinedtoseeme——undertheinfluenceofothers,notofhisownfreewill,Iamsure!Cruel,isn’tit?Buthehasevenusedmemorecruellystill;hepersistsinsuspectingme;itishewhoishavingmewatched。Oh,Mr。Midwinter,don’thatemefortellingyouwhatyou_must_know!Themanyoufoundpersecutingmeandfrighteningmetonightwasonlyearninghismoney,afterall,asMr。Armadale’sspy。”
OncemoreMidwinterstartedtohisfeet;andthistimethethoughtsthatwereinhimfoundtheirwayintowords。
“Ican’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit!“heexclaimed,indignantly。“Ifthemantoldyouthat,themanlied。Ibegyourpardon,MissGwilt;Ibegyourpardonfromthebottomofmyheart。Don’t,praydon’tthinkIdoubt_you;_Ionlysaythereissomedreadfulmistake。IamnotsurethatIunderstandasIoughtallthatyouhavetoldme。ButthislastinfamousmeannessofwhichyouthinkAllanguilty,I_do_understand。Isweartoyou,heisincapableofit!Somescoundrelhasbeentakingadvantageofhim;somescoundrelhasbeenusinghisname。I’llproveittoyou,ifyouwillonlygivemetime。Letmegoandclearitupatonce。Ican’trest;Ican’tbeartothinkofit;Ican’tevenenjoythepleasureofbeinghere。Oh。”heburstoutdesperately,“I’msureyoufeelforme,afterwhatyouhavesaid——Ifeelsofor_you!_“
Hestoppedinconfusion。MissGwilt’seyeswerelookingathimagain,andMissGwilt’shandhadfounditswayoncemoreintohisown。
“Youarethemostgenerousoflivingmen。”shesaid,softly。“I
willbelievewhatyoutellmetobelieve。Go。”sheadded,inawhisper,suddenlyreleasinghishand,andturningawayfromhim。
“Forbothoursakes,go!“
Hisheartbeatfast;helookedatherasshedroppedintoachairandputherhandkerchieftohereyes。Foronemomenthehesitated;thenext,hesnatcheduphisknapsackfromthefloor,andleftherprecipitately,withoutabackwardlookorapartingword。
Sherosewhenthedoorclosedonhim。Achangecameoverhertheinstantshewasalone。Thecolorfadedoutofhercheeks;thebeautydiedoutofhereyes;herfacehardenedhorriblywithasilentdespair。“It’sevenbaserworkthanIbargainedfor。”shesaid,“todeceive_him。_“Afterpacingtoandfrointheroomforsomeminutes,shestoppedwearilybeforetheglassoverthefire-place。“Youstrangecreature!“shemurmured,leaningherelbowsonthemantelpiece,andlanguidlyaddressingthereflectionofherselfintheglass。“Haveyougotanyconscienceleft?Andhasthatmanrousedit?”
Thereflectionofherfacechangedslowly。Thecolorreturnedtohercheeks,thedeliciouslanguorbegantosuffusehereyesagain。Herlipspartedgently,andherquickeningbreathbegantodimthesurfaceoftheglass。Shedrewbackfromit,afteramoment’sabsorptioninherownthoughts,withastartofterror。
“WhatamIdoing?”sheaskedherself,inasuddenpanicofastonishment。“AmImadenoughtobethinkingofhimin_that_
way?”
Sheburstintoamockinglaugh,andopenedherdeskonthetablerecklesslywithabang。“It’shightimeIhadsometalkwithMotherJezebel。”shesaid,andsatdowntowritetoMrs。
Oldershaw。
“IhavemetwithMr。Midwinter。”shebegan,“underveryluckycircumstances;andIhavemadethemostofmyopportunity。HehasjustleftmeforhisfriendArmadale;andoneoftwogoodthingswillhappento-morrow。Iftheydon’tquarrel,thedoorsofThorpeAmbrosewillbeopenedtomeagainatMr。Midwinter’sintercession。Iftheydoquarrel,Ishallbetheunhappycauseofit,andIshallfindmywayinformyself,onthepurelyChristianerrandofreconcilingthem。”
Shehesitatedatthenextsentence,wrotethefirstfewwordsofit,scratchedthemoutagain,andpetulantlytoretheletterintofragments,andthrewthepentotheotherendoftheroom。
Turningquicklyonherchair,shelookedattheseatwhichMidwinterhadoccupied,herfootrestlesslytappingthefloor,andherhandkerchiefthrustlikeagagbetweenherclinchedteeth。“Youngasyouare。”shethought,withhermindrevivingtheimageofhimintheemptychair,“therehasbeensomethingoutofthecommonin_your_life;andImustandwillknowit!“
Thehouseclockstruckthehour,androusedher。Shesighed,and,walkingbacktotheglass,wearilyloosenedthefasteningsofherdress;wearilyremovedthestudsfromthechemisettebeneathit,andputthemonthechimney-piece。Shelookedindolentlyatthereflectedbeautiesofherneckandbosom,assheunplaitedherhairandthrewitbackinonegreatmassoverhershoulders。
“Fancy。”shethought,“ifhesawmenow!“Sheturnedbacktothetable,andsighedagainassheextinguishedoneofthecandlesandtooktheotherinherhand。“Midwinter?”shesaid,asshepassedthroughthefolding-doorsoftheroomtoherbed-chamber。
“Idon’tbelieveinhisname,tobeginwith!“
ThenighthadadvancedbymorethananhourbeforeMidwinterwasbackagainatthegreathouse。
Twice,wellasthehomewardwaywasknowntohim,hehadstrayedoutoftherightroad。Theeventsoftheevening——theinterviewwithMissGwiltherself,afterhisfortnight’ssolitarythinkingofher;theextraordinarychangethathadtakenplaceinherpositionsincehehadseenherlast;andthestartlingassertionofAllan’sconnectionwithit——hadallconspiredtothrowhismindintoastateofungovernableconfusion。Thedarknessofthecloudynightaddedtohisbewilderment。EventhefamiliargatesofThorpeAmbroseseemedstrangetohim。Whenhetriedtothinkofit,itwasamysterytohimhowhehadreachedtheplace。
Thefrontofthehousewasdark,andclosedforthenight。
Midwinterwentroundtotheback。Thesoundofmen’svoices,asheadvanced,caughthisear。Theyweresoondistinguishableasthevoicesofthefirstandsecondfootman,andthesubjectofconversationbetweenthemwastheirmaster。
“I’llbetyouanevenhalf-crownhe’sdrivenoutoftheneighborhoodbeforeanotherweekisoverhishead。”saidthefirstfootman。
“Done!“saidthesecond。“Heisn’taseasydrivenasyouthink。”
“Isn’the!“retortedtheother。“He’llbemobbedifhestopshere!Itellyouagain,he’snotsatisfiedwiththemesshe’sgotintoalready。Iknowitforcertain,he’shavingthegovernesswatched。”
Atthosewords,Midwintermechanicallycheckedhimselfbeforeheturnedthecornerofthehouse。HisfirstdoubtoftheresultofhismeditatedappealtoAllanranthroughhimlikeasuddenchill。Theinfluenceexercisedbythevoiceofpublicscandalisaforcewhichacts。inoppositiontotheordinarylawofmechanics。Itisstrongest,notbyconcentration,butbydistribution。Totheprimarysoundwemayshutourears;butthereverberationofitinechoesisirresistible。Onhiswayback,Midwinter’sonedesirehadbeentofindAllanup,andtospeaktohimimmediately。Hisonehopenowwastogaintimetocontendwiththenewdoubtsandtosilencethenewmisgivings;hisonepresentanxietywastohearthatAllanhadgonetobed。Heturnedthecornerofthehouse,andpresentedhimselfbeforethemensmokingtheirpipesinthebackgarden。Assoonastheirastonishmentallowedthemtospeak,theyofferedtorousetheirmaster。Allanhadgivenhisfriendupforthatnight,andhadgonetobedabouthalfanhoursince。
“Itwasmymaster’s’particularorder,sir。”saidthehead-footman,“thathewastobetoldofitifyoucameback。”
“Itis_my_particularrequest。”returnedMidwinter,“thatyouwon’tdisturbhim。”
Themenlookedateachotherwonderingly,ashetookhiscandleandleftthem。
CHAPTERVIII。
SHECOMESBETWEENTHEM。
APPOINTEDhoursforthevariousdomesticeventsofthedaywerethingsunknownatThorpeAmbrose。Irregularinallhishabits,Allanaccommodatedhimselftonostatedtimeswiththesolitaryexceptionofdinner-timeatanyhourofthedayornight。Heretiredtorestearlyorlate,andheroseearlyorlate,exactlyashefeltinclined。Theservantswereforbiddentocallhim;andMrs。Gripperwasaccustomedtoimprovisethebreakfastasshebestmight,fromthetimewhenthekitchenfirewasfirstlightedtothetimewhentheclockstoodonthestrokeofnoon。
Towardnineo’clockonthemorningafterhisreturnMidwinterknockedatAllan’sdoor,andonenteringtheroomfounditempty。
Afterinquiryamongtheservants,itappearedthatAllanhadrisenthatmorningbeforethemanwhousuallyattendedonhimwasup,andthathishotwaterhadbeenbroughttothedoorbyoneofthehouse-maids,whowasthenstillinignoranceofMidwinter’sreturn。Nobodyhadchancedtoseethemaster,eitheronthestairsorinthehall;nobodyhadheardhimringthebellforbreakfast,asusual。Inbrief,nobodyknewanythingabouthim,exceptwhatwasobviouslycleartoall——thathewasnotinthehouse。
Midwinterwentoutunderthegreatportico。Hestoodattheheadoftheflightofstepsconsideringinwhichdirectionheshouldsetforthtolookforhisfriend。Allan’sunexpectedabsenceaddedonemoretothedisquietinginfluenceswhichstillperplexedhismind。Hewasinthemoodinwhichtriflesirritateaman,andfanciesareall-powerfultoexaltordepresshisspirits。
Theskywascloudy;andthewindblewinpuffsfromthesouth;
therewaseveryprospect,toweather-wiseeyes,ofcomingrain。
WhileMidwinterwasstillhesitating,oneofthegroomspassedhimonthedrivebelow。Themanproved,onbeingquestioned,tobebetterinformedabouthismaster’smovementsthantheservantsindoors。HehadseenAllanpassthestablesmorethananhoursince,goingoutbythebackwayintotheparkwithanosegayinhishand。
Anosegayinhishand?ThenosegayhungincomprehensiblyonMidwinter’smindashewalkedround,onthechanceofmeetingAllan,tothebackofthehouse。“Whatdoesthenosegaymean?”heaskedhimself,withanunintelligiblesenseofirritation,andapetulantkickatastonethatstoodinhisway。
ItmeantthatAllanhadbeenfollowinghisimpulsesasusual。TheonepleasantimpressionleftonhismindafterhisinterviewwithPedgiftSeniorwastheimpressionmadebythelawyer’saccountofhisconversationwithNeelieinthepark。Theanxietythatheshouldnotmisjudgeher,whichthemajor’sdaughterhadsoearnestlyexpressed,placedherbeforeAllan’seyesinanirresistiblyattractivecharacter——thecharacteroftheonepersonamongallhisneighborswhohadsomerespectstillleftforhisgoodopinion。Acutelysensibleofhissocialisolation,nowthattherewasnoMidwintertokeephimcompanyintheemptyhouse,hungeringandthirstinginhissolitudeforakindwordandafriendlylook,hebegantothinkmoreandmoreregretfullyandmoreandmorelonginglyofthebrightyoungfacesopleasantlyassociatedwithhisfirsthappiestdaysatThorpeAmbrose。Tobeconsciousofsuchafeelingasthiswas,withacharacterlikeAllan’s,toactonitheadlong,leadhimwhereitmight。HehadgoneoutonthepreviousmorningtolookforNeeliewithapeace-offeringofflowers,butwithnoverydistinctideaofwhatheshouldsaytoheriftheymet;andfailingtofindheronthesceneofhercustomarywalks,hehadcharacteristicallypersistedthenextmorninginmakingasecondattemptwithanotherpeace-offeringonalargerscale。Stillignorantofhisfriend’sreturn,hewasnowatsomedistancefromthehouse,searchingtheparkinadirectionwhichhehadnottriedyet。
Afterwalkingoutafewhundredyardsbeyondthestables,andfailingtodiscoveranysignsofAllan,Midwinterretracedhissteps,andwaitedforhisfriend’sreturn,pacingslowlytoandfroonthelittlestripofgardengroundatthebackofthehouse。
Fromtimetotime,ashepassedit,helookedinabsentlyattheroomwhichhadformerlybeenMrs。Armadale’s,whichwasnowthroughhisinterpositionhabituallyoccupiedbyherson——theroomwiththeStatuetteonthebracket,andtheFrenchwindowsopeningtotheground,whichhadoncerecalledtohimtheSecondVisionoftheDream。TheShadowoftheMan,whichAllanhadseenstandingoppositetohimatthelongwindow;theviewoveralawnandflower-garden;thepatteringoftherainagainsttheglass;
thestretchingoutoftheShadow’sarm,andthefallofthestatueinfragmentsonthefloor——theseobjectsandeventsofthevisionaryscene,sovividlypresenttohismemoryonce,wereallsupersededbylaterremembrancesnow,werealllefttofadeastheymightinthedimbackgroundoftime。Hecouldpasstheroomagainandagain,aloneandanxious,andneveroncethinkoftheboatdriftingawayinthemoonlight,andthenight’simprisonmentontheWreckedShip!
Towardteno’clockthewell-rememberedsoundofAllan’svoicebecamesuddenlyaudibleinthedirectionofthestables。Inamomentmorehewasvisiblefromthegarden。Hissecondmorning’ssearchforNeeliehadendedtoallappearanceinaseconddefeatofhisobject。Thenosegaywasstillinhishand;andhewasresignedlymakingapresentofittooneofthecoachman’schildren。
Midwinterimpulsivelytookastepforwardtowardthestables,andabruptlycheckedhisfurtherprogress。
ConsciousthathispositiontowardhisfriendwasalteredalreadyinrelationtoMissGwilt,thefirstsightofAllanfilledhismindwithasuddendistrustofthegoverness’sinfluenceoverhim,whichwasalmostadistrustofhimself。HeknewthathehadsetforthfromthemoorsonhisreturntoThorpeAmbrosewiththeresolutionofacknowledgingthepassionthathadmasteredhim,andofinsisting,ifnecessary,onasecondandalongerabsenceintheinterestsofthesacrificewhichhewasbentonmakingtothehappinessofhisfriend。Whathadbecomeofthatresolutionnow?ThediscoveryofMissGwilt’salteredposition,andthedeclarationthatshehadvoluntarilymadeofherindifferencetoAllan,hadscatteredittothewinds。Thefirstwordswithwhichhewouldhavemethisfriend,ifnothinghadhappenedtohimonthehomewardway,werewordsalreadydismissedfromhislips。Hedrewbackashefeltit,andstruggled,withaninstinctiveloyaltytowardAllan,tofreehimselfatthelastmomentfromtheinfluenceofMissGwilt。
Havingdisposedofhisuselessnosegay,Allanpassedonintothegarden,andtheinstantheentereditrecognizedMidwinterwithaloudcryofsurpriseanddelight。
“AmIawakeordreaming?”heexclaimed,seizinghisfriendexcitablybybothhands。”YoudearoldMidwinter,haveyousprungupoutoftheground,orhaveyoudroppedfromtheclouds?”
ItwasnottillMidwinterhadexplainedthemysteryofhisunexpectedappearanceineveryparticularthatAllancouldbeprevailedontosayawordabouthimself。Whenhedidspeak,heshookhisheadruefully,andsubduedtheheartyloudnessofhisvoice,withapreliminarylookroundtoseeiftheservantswerewithinhearing。
“I’velearnedtobecautioussinceyouwentawayandleftme。”
saidAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’ttheleastnotionwhatthingshavehappened,andwhatanawfulscrapeI’minatthisverymoment!“
“Youaremistaken,Allan。Ihaveheardmoreofwhathashappenedthanyousuppose。”
“What!thedreadfulmessI’minwithMissGwilt?therowwiththemajor?theinfernalscandal-mongeringintheneighborhood?Youdon’tmeantosay——?”
“Yes。”interposedMidwinter,quietly;“Ihaveheardofitall。”
“Goodheavens!how?DidyoustopatThorpeAmbroseonyourwayback?Haveyoubeeninthecoffee-roomatthehotel?HaveyoumetPedgift?HaveyoudroppedintotheReadingRooms,andseenwhattheycallthefreedomofthepressinthetownnewspaper?”
Midwinterpausedbeforeheanswered,andlookedupatthesky。
Thecloudshadbeengatheringunnoticedovertheirheads,andthefirstrain-dropswerebeginningtofall。
“Comeinhere。”saidAllan。“We’llgouptobreakfastthisway。“
HeledMidwinterthroughtheopenFrenchwindowintohisownsitting-room。Thewindblewtowardthatsideofthehouse,andtherainfollowedthemin。Midwinter,whowaslast,turnedandclosedthewindow。
Allanwastooeagerfortheanswerwhichtheweatherhadinterruptedtowaitforittilltheyreachedthebreakfast-room。
Hestoppedcloseatthewindow,andaddedtwomoretohisstringofquestions。
“HowcanyoupossiblyhaveheardaboutmeandMissGwilt?”heasked。“Whotoldyou?”
“MissGwiltherself。”repliedMidwinter,gravely。
Allan’smannerchangedthemomentthegoverness’snamepassedhisfriend’slips。
“Iwishyouhadheardmystoryfirst。”hesaid。“WheredidyoumeetwithMissGwilt?”
Therewasamomentarypause。Theybothstoodstillatthewindow,absorbedintheinterestofthemoment。Theybothforgotthattheircontemplatedplaceofshelterfromtherainhadbeenthebreakfast-roomupstairs。
“BeforeIansweryourquestion。”saidMidwinter,alittleconstrainedly,“Iwanttoaskyousomething,Allan,onmyside。
IsitreallytruethatyouareinsomewayconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavingMajorMilroy’sservice?”
Therewasanotherpause。ThedisturbancewhichhadbeguntoappearinAllan’smannerpalpablyincreased。
“It’sratheralongstory。”hebegan。“Ihavebeentakenin,Midwinter。I’vebeenimposedonbyaperson,who——Ican’thelpsayingit——whocheatedmeintopromisingwhatIoughtn’ttohavepromised,anddoingwhatIhadbetternothavedone。Itisn’tbreakingmypromisetotellyou。Icantrustinyourdiscretion,can’tI?Youwillneversayaword,willyou?”
“Stop!“saidMidwinter。“Don’ttrustmewithanysecretswhicharenotyourown。Ifyouhavegivenapromise,don’ttriflewithit,eveninspeakingtosuchanintimatefriendasIam。”HelaidhishandgentlyandkindlyonAllan’sshoulder。“Ican’thelpseeingthatIhavemadeyoualittleuncomfortable。”hewenton。
“Ican’thelpseeingthatmyquestionisnotsoeasyaonetoanswerasIhadhopedandsupposed。Shallwewaitalittle?Shallwegoupstairsandbreakfastfirst?”
AllanwasfartooearnestlybentonpresentinghisconducttohisfriendintherightaspecttoheedMidwinter’ssuggestion。Hespokeeagerlyontheinstant,withoutmovingfromthewindow。
“Mydearfellow,it’saperfectlyeasyquestiontoanswer。
Only“——hehesitated——“onlyitrequireswhatI’mabadhandat:itrequiresanexplanation。”
“Doyoumean。”askedMidwinter,moreseriously,butnotlessgentlythanbefore,“thatyoumustfirstjustifyyourself,andthenanswermyquestion?”
“That’sit!“saidAllan,withanairofrelief。“You’rehittherightnailonthehead,justasusual。”
Midwinter’sfacedarkenedforthefirsttime。“Iamsorrytohearit。”hesaid,hisvoicesinkinglow,andhiseyesdroppingtothegroundashespoke。
Therainwasbeginningtofallthickly。Itsweptacrossthegarden,straightontheclosedwindows,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。
“Sorry!“repeatedAllan。“Mydearfellow,youhaven’theardtheparticularsyet。WaittillIexplainthethingfirst。”
“Youareabadhandatexplanations。”saidMidwinter,repeatingAllan’sownwords。“Don’tplaceyourselfatadisadvantage。Don’texplainit。”
Allanlookedathim,insilentperplexityandsurprise。
“Youaremyfriend——mybestanddearestfriend。”Midwinterwenton。“Ican’tbeartoletyoujustifyyourselftomeasifIwasyourjudge,orasifIdoubtedyou。”HelookedupagainatAllanfranklyandkindlyashesaidthosewords。“Besides。”heresumed,“Ithink,ifIlookintomymemory,Icananticipateyourexplanation。Wehadamoment’stalk,beforeIwentaway,aboutsomeverydelicatequestionswhichyouproposedputtingtoMajorMilroy。IrememberIwarnedyou;IrememberIhadmymisgivings。
ShouldIbeguessingrightifIguessedthatthosequestionshavebeeninsomewaythemeansofleadingyouintoafalseposition?
IfitistruethatyouhavebeenconcernedinMissGwilt’sleavinghersituation,isitalsotrue——isitonlydoingyoujusticetobelieve——thatanymischiefforwhichyouareresponsiblehasbeenmischiefinnocentlydone?”
“Yes。”saidAllan,speaking,forthefirsttime,alittleconstrainedlyonhisside。“Itisonlydoingmejusticetosaythat。”Hestoppedandbegandrawinglinesabsentlywithhisfingerontheblurredsurfaceofthewindow-pane。“You’renotlikeotherpeople,Midwinter。”heresumed,suddenly,withaneffort;“andIshouldhavelikedyoutohaveheardtheparticularsallthesame。”
“Iwillhearthemifyoudesireit。”returnedMidwinter。“ButI
amsatisfied,withoutanotherword,thatyouhavenotwillinglybeenthemeansofdeprivingMissGwiltofhersituation。Ifthatisunderstoodbetweenyouandme,Ithinkweneedsaynomore。
Besides,Ihaveanotherquestiontoask,ofmuchgreaterimportance——aquestionthathasbeenforcedonmebywhatIsawwithmyowneyes,andheardwithmyownears,lastnight。”
Hestopped,recoilinginspiteofhimself。“Shallwegoupstairsfirst?”heasked,abruptly,leadingthewaytothedoor,andtryingtogaintime。
Itwasuseless。Onceagain,theroomwhichtheywerebothfreetoleave,theroomwhichoneofthemhadtwicetriedtoleavealready,heldthemasiftheywereprisoners。
Withoutanswering,withoutevenappearingtohaveheardMidwinter’sproposaltogoupstairs,Allanfollowedhimmechanicallyasfarastheoppositesideofthewindow。Therehestopped。“Midwinter!“heburstout,inasuddenpanicofastonishmentandalarm,“thereseemstobesomethingstrangebetweenus!You’renotlikeyourself。Whatisit?”
Withhishandonthelockofthedoor,Midwinterturned,andlookedbackintotheroom。Themomenthadcome。Hishauntingfearofdoinghisfriendaninjusticehadshownitselfinarestraintofword,look,andactionwhichhadbeenmarkedenoughtoforceitswaytoAllan’snotice。Theonecourseleftnow,inthedearestinterestsofthefriendshipthatunitedthem,wastospeakatonce,andtospeakboldly。
“There’ssomethingstrangebetweenus。”reiteratedAllan。“ForGod’ssake,whatisit?”
Midwintertookhishandfromthedoor,andcamedownagaintothewindow,frontingAllan。Heoccupiedtheplace,ofnecessity,whichAllanhadjustleft。ItwasthesideofthewindowonwhichtheStatuettestood。Thelittlefigure,placedonitsprojectingbracket,was,closebehindhimonhisrighthand。Nosignsofchangeappearedinthestormysky。Therainstillsweptslantingacrossthegarden,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass。
“Givemeyourhand,Allan。”
Allangaveit,andMidwinterhelditfirmlywhilehespoke。
“Thereissomethingstrangebetweenus。”hesaid。“Thereissomethingtobesetrightwhichtouchesyounearly;andithasnotbeensetrightyet。YouaskedmejustnowwhereImetwithMissGwilt。Imetwithheronmywaybackhere,uponthehigh-roadonthefurthersideofthetown。Sheentreatedmetoprotectherfromamanwhowasfollowingandfrighteningher。I
sawthescoundrelwithmyowneyes,andIshouldhavelaidhandsonhim,ifMissGwiltherselfhadnotstoppedme。Shegaveaverystrangereasonforstoppingme。ShesaidIdidn’tknowwhohisemployerwas。”
Allan’sruddycolorsuddenlydeepened;helookedasidequicklythroughthewindowatthepouringrain。Atthesamemomenttheirhandsfellapart,andtherewasapauseofsilenceoneitherside。Midwinterwasthefirsttospeakagain。
“Laterintheevening。”hewenton,“MissGwiltexplainedherself。Shetoldmetwothings。ShedeclaredthatthemanwhomI
hadseenfollowingherwasahiredspy。Iwassurprised,butI
couldnotdisputeit。Shetoldmenext,Allan——whatIbelievewithmywholeheartandsoultobeafalsehoodwhichhasbeenimposedonherasthetruth——shetoldmethatthespywasinyouremployment!“
Allanturnedinstantlyfromthewindow,andlookedMidwinterfullinthefaceagain。“Imustexplainmyselfthistime。”hesaid,resolutely。
TheashypalenesspeculiartohiminmomentsofstrongemotionbegantoshowitselfonMidwinter’scheeks。
“Moreexplanations!“hesaid,anddrewbackastep,withhiseyesfixedinasuddenterrorofinquiryonAllan’sface。
“Youdon’tknowwhatIknow,Midwinter。Youdon’tknowthatwhatIhavedonehasbeendonewithagoodreason。Andwhatismore,I
havenottrustedtomyself——Ihavehadgoodadvice。”
“DidyouhearwhatIsaidjustnow?”askedMidwinter,incredulously。“Youcan’t——surely,youcan’thavebeenattendingtome?”
“Ihaven’tmissedaword。”rejoinedAllan。“Itellyouagain,youdon’tknowwhatIknowofMissGwilt。ShehasthreatenedMissMilroy。MissMilroyisindangerwhilehergovernessstopsinthisneighborhood。”
Midwinterdismissedthemajor’sdaughterfromtheconversationwithacontemptuousgestureofhishand。
“Idon’twanttohearaboutMiss,Milroy。”hesaid。“Don’tmixupMissMilroy——GoodGod,Allan,amItounderstandthatthespysettowatchMissGwiltwasdoinghisvileworkwithyourapproval?”
“Onceforall,mydearfellow,willyou,orwillyounot,letmeexplain?”
“Explain!“criedMidwinter,hiseyesaflame,andhishotCreolebloodrushingcrimsonintohisface。“Explaintheemploymentofaspy?What!afterhavingdrivenMissGwiltoutofhersituationbymeddlingwithherprivateaffairs,youmeddleagainbythevilestofallmeans——themeansofapaidspy?Yousetawatchonthewomanwhomyouyourselftoldmeyouloved,onlyafortnightsince——thewomanyouwerethinkingofasyourwife!Idon’tbelieveit;Iwon’tbelieveit。Ismyheadfailingme?IsitAllanArmadaleIamspeakingto?IsitAllanArmadale’sfacelookingatme?Stop!youareactingundersomemistakenscruple。
Somelowfellowhascreptintoyourconfidence,andhasdonethisinyournamewithouttellingyoufirst。”
Allancontrolledhimselfwithadmirablepatienceandadmirableconsiderationforthetemperofhisfriend。“Ifyoupersistinrefusingtohearme。”hesaid,“ImustwaitaswellasIcantillmyturncomes。”
“Tellmeyouareastrangertotheemploymentofthatman,andI
willhearyouwillingly。”
“Supposethereshouldbeanecessity,thatyouknownothingabout,foremployinghim?”
“Iacknowledgenonecessityforthecowardlypersecutionofahelplesswoman。”
Amomentaryflushofirritation——momentary,andnomore——passedoverAllan’sface。“Youmightn’tthinkherquitesohelpless。”hesaid,“ifyouknewthetruth。”
“Are_you_themantotellmethetruth?”retortedtheother。
“Youwhohaverefusedtohearherinherowndefense!Youwhohaveclosedthedoorsofthishouseagainsther!“
Allanstillcontrolledhimself,buttheeffortbeganatlasttobevisible。
“Iknowyourtemperisahotone。”hesaid。“Butforallthat,yourviolencequitetakesmebysurprise。Ican’taccountforit,unless“——hehesitatedamoment,andthenfinishedthesentenceinhisusualfrank,outspokenway——“unlessyouaresweetyourselfonMissGwilt。”
Thoselastwordsheapedfuelonthefire。Theystrippedthetruthinstantlyofallconcealmentsanddisguises,andlaiditbaretoview。Allan’sinstincthadguessed,andtheguidinginfluencestoodrevealedofMidwinter’sinterestinMissGwilt。
“Whatrighthaveyoutosaythat?”heasked,withraisedvoiceandthreateningeyes。
“Itold_you,_“saidAllan,simply,“whenIthoughtIwassweetonhermyself。Come!come!it’salittlehard,Ithink,evenifyouareinlovewithher,tobelieveeverythingshetellsyou,andnottoletmesayaword。Is_that_thewayyoudecidebetweenus?”
“Yes,itis!“criedtheother,infuriatedbyAllan’ssecondallusiontoMissGwilt。“WhenIamaskedtochoosebetweentheemployerofaspyandthevictimofaspy,Isidewiththevictim!“
“Don’ttrymetoohard,Midwinter,Ihaveatempertoloseaswellasyou。”
Hestopped,strugglingwithhimself。ThetortureofpassioninMidwinter’sface,fromwhichalesssimpleandlessgenerousnaturemighthaverecoiledinhorror,touchedAllansuddenlywithanartlessdistress,which,atthatmoment,waslittlelessthansublime。Headvanced,withhiseyesmoistening,andhishandheldout。“Youaskedmeformyhandjustnow。”hesaid,“andIgaveityou。Willyourememberoldtimes,andgivemeyours,beforeit’stoolate?”
“No!“retortedMidwinter,furiously。“ImaymeetMissGwiltagain,andImaywantmyhandfreetodealwithyourspy!“
HehaddrawnbackalongthewallasAllanadvanced,untilthebracketwhichsupportedtheStatuettewasbeforeinsteadofbehindhim。InthemadnessofhispassionhesawnothingbutAllan’sfaceconfrontinghim。Inthemadnessofhispassion,hestretchedouthisrighthandasheanswered,andshookitthreateninglyintheair。Itstrucktheforgottenprojectionofthebracket——andthenextinstanttheStatuettelayinfragmentsonthefloor。
Theraindroveslantingoverflower-bedandlawn,andpatteredheavilyagainsttheglass;andthetwoArmadalesstoodbythewindow,asthetwoShadowshadstoodintheSecondVisionoftheDream,withthewreckoftheimagebetweenthem。
Allanstoopedoverthefragmentsofthelittlefigure,andliftedthemonebyonefromthefloor。
“Leaveme。”hesaid,withoutlookingup,“orweshallbothrepentit。”
Withoutaword,Midwintermovedbackslowly。Hestoodforthesecondtimewithhishandonthedoor,andlookedhislastattheroom。ThehorrorofthenightontheWreckhadgothimoncemore,andtheflameofhispassionwasquenchedinaninstant。
“TheDream!“hewhispered,underhisbreath。“TheDreamagain!“
Thedoorwastriedfromtheoutside,andaservantappearedwithatrivialmessageaboutthebreakfast。
Midwinterlookedatthemanwithablank,dreadfulhelplessnessinhisface。“Showmethewayout。”hesaid。“Theplaceisdark,andtheroomturnsroundwithme。”
Theservanttookhimbythearm,andsilentlyledhimout。
Asthedoorclosedonthem,Allanpickedupthelastfragmentofthebrokenfigure。Hesatdownaloneatthetable,andhidhisfaceinhishands。Theself-controlwhichhehadbravelypreservedunderexasperationrenewedagainandagainnowfailedhimatlastinthefriendlesssolitudeofhisroom,and,inthefirstbitternessoffeelingthatMidwinterhadturnedagainsthimliketherest,heburstintotears。
Themomentsfollowedeachother,theslowtimeworeon。Littlebylittlethesignsofanewelementaldisturbancebegantoshowthemselvesinthesummerstorm。Theshadowofaswiftlydeepeningdarknesssweptoverthesky。Thepatteringoftherainlessenedwiththelesseningwind。Therewasamomentaryhushofstillness。
Thenonasuddentherainpoureddownagainlikeacataract,andthelowrollofthundercameupsolemnlyonthedyingair。
CHAPTERIX。
SHEKNOWSTHETRUTH。
1。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_
“ThorpeAmbrose,July20th,1851。
“DEARMADAM——Ireceivedyesterday,byprivatemessenger,yourobligingnote,inwhichyoudirectmetocommunicatewithyouthroughthepostonly,aslongasthereisreasontobelievethatanyvisitorswhomaycometoyouarelikelytobeobserved。MayI
bepermittedtosaythatIlookforwardwithrespectfulanxietytothetimewhenIshallagainenjoytheonlyrealhappinessI
haveeverexperienced——thehappinessofpersonallyaddressingyou?
“IncompliancewithyourdesirethatIshouldnotallowthisdaytheSundaytopasswithoutprivatelynoticingwhatwentonatthegreathouse,Itookthekeys,andwentthismorningtothesteward’soffice。IaccountedformyappearancetotheservantsbyinformingthemthatIhadworktodowhichitwasimportanttocompleteintheshortestpossibletime。ThesameexcusewouldhavedoneforMr。Armadaleifwehadmet,butnosuchmeetinghappened。
“AlthoughIwasatThorpeAmbroseinwhatIthoughtgoodtime,I
wastoolatetoseeorhearanythingmyselfofaseriousquarrelwhichappearedtohavetakenplace,justbeforeIarrived,betweenMr。ArmadaleandMr。Midwinter。
“AllthelittleinformationIcangiveyouinthismatterisderivedfromoneoftheservants。ThemantoldmethatheheardthevoicesofthetwogentlemenloudinMr。Armadale’ssitting-room。Hewentintoannouncebreakfastshortlyafterward,andfoundMr。Midwinterinsuchadreadfulstateofagitationthathehadtobehelpedoutoftheroom。Theservanttriedtotakehimupstairstoliedownandcomposehimself。Hedeclined,sayinghewouldwaitalittlefirstinoneofthelowerrooms,andbeggingthathemightbeleftalone。Themanhadhardlygotdownstairsagainwhenheheardthefrontdooropenedandclosed。
Heranback,andfoundthatMr。Midwinterwasgone。Therainwaspouringatthetime,andthunderandlightningcamesoonafterward。Dreadfulweathercertainlytogooutin。TheservantthinksMr。Midwinter’smindwasunsettled。Isincerelyhopenot。
Mr。MidwinterisoneofthefewpeopleIhavemetwithinthecourseofmylifewhohavetreatedmekindly。
“HearingthatMr。Armadalestillremainedinthesitting-room,I
wentintothesteward’sofficewhich,asyoumayremember,isonthesamesideofthehouse,andleftthedoorajar,andsetthewindowopen,waitingandlisteningforanythingthatmighthappen。Dearmadam,therewasatimewhenImighthavethoughtsuchapositioninthehouseofmyemployernotaverybecomingone。Letmehastentoassureyouthatthisisfarfrombeingmyfeelingnow。Igloryinanypositionwhichmakesmeserviceabletoyou。
“ThestateoftheweatherseemedhopelesslyadversetothatrenewalofintercoursebetweenMr。ArmadaleandMissMilroywhichyousoconfidentlyanticipate,andofwhichyouaresoanxioustobemadeaware。Strangelyenough,however,itisactuallyinconsequenceofthestateoftheweatherthatIamnowinapositiontogiveyoutheveryinformationyourequire。Mr。
ArmadaleandMissMilroymetaboutanhoursince。Thecircumstanceswereasfollows:
“Justatthebeginningofthethunder-storm,Isawoneofthegroomsrunacrossfromthestables,andheardhimtapathismaster’swindow。Mr。Armadaleopenedthewindowandaskedwhatwasthematter。Thegroomsaidhecamewithamessagefromthecoachman’swife。ShehadseenfromherroomoverthestableswhichlooksontotheparkMissMilroyquitealone,standingforshelterunderoneofthetrees。Asthatpartoftheparkwasatsomedistancefromthemajor’scottage,shehadthoughtthathermastermightwishtosendandasktheyoungladyintothehouse——especiallyasshehadplacedherself,withathunder-stormcomingon,inwhatmightturnouttobeaverydangerousposition。
“ThemomentMr。Armadaleunderstoodtheman’smessage,hecalledforthewater-proofthingsandtheumbrellas,andranouthimself,insteadofleavingittotheservants。InalittletimeheandthegroomcamebackwithMissMilroybetweenthem,aswellprotectedascouldbefromtherain。
“Iascertainedfromoneofthewomen-servants,whohadtakentheyoungladyintoabedroom,andhadsuppliedherwithsuchdrythingsasshewanted,thatMissMilroyhadbeenafterwardshownintothedrawing-room,andthatMr。Armadalewastherewithher。
Theonlywayoffollowingyourinstructions,andfindingoutwhatpassedbetweenthem,wastogoroundthehouseinthepeltingrain,andgetintotheconservatorywhichopensintothedrawing-roombytheouterdoor。Ihesitateatnothing,dearmadam,inyourservice;Iwouldcheerfullygetweteveryday,topleaseyou。Besides,thoughImayatfirstsightbethoughtratheranelderlyman,awettingisofnoveryseriousconsequencetome。IassureyouIamnotsooldasIlook,andI
amofastrongerconstitutionthanappears。
“Itwasimpossibleformetogetnearenoughintheconservatorytoseewhatwentoninthedrawing-room,withouttheriskofbeingdiscovered。Butmostoftheconversationreachedme,exceptwhentheydroppedtheirvoices。ThisisthesubstanceofwhatI
heard:
“IgatheredthatMissMilroyhadbeenprevailedon,againstherwill,totakerefugefromthethunder-storminMr。Armadale’shouse。Shesaidso,atleast,andshegavetworeasons。Thefirstwasthatherfatherhadforbiddenallintercoursebetweenthecottageandthegreathouse。Mr。Armadalemetthisobjectionbydeclaringthatherfatherhadissuedhisordersunderatotalmisconceptionofthetruth,andbyentreatinghernottotreathimascruellyasthemajorhadtreatedhim。Heentered,I
suspect,intosomeexplanationsatthispoint,butashedroppedhisvoiceIamunabletosaywhattheywere。Hislanguage,whenI
didhearit,wasconfusedandungrammatical。Itseemed,however,tobequiteintelligibleenoughtopersuadeMissMilroythatherfatherhadbeenactingunderamistakenimpressionofthecircumstances。Atleast,Iinferthis;for,whenInextheardtheconversation,theyoungladywasdrivenbacktohersecondobjectiontobeinginthehouse——whichwas,thatMr。Armadalehadbehavedverybadlytoher,andthatherichlydeservedthatsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。
“Inthislattercase,Mr。Armadaleattemptednodefenseofanykind。Heagreedwithherthathehadbehavedbadly;heagreedwithherthatherichlydeservedsheshouldneverspeaktohimagain。Atthesametimeheimploredhertorememberthathehadsufferedhispunishmentalready。Hewasdisgracedintheneighborhood;andhisdearestfriend,hisoneintimatefriendintheworld,hadthatverymorningturnedagainsthimliketherest。Farornear,therewasnotalivingcreaturewhomhewasfondoftocomforthim,ortosayafriendlywordtohim。Hewaslonelyandmiserable,andhisheartachedforalittlekindness——andthatwashisonlyexcuseforaskingMissMilroytoforgetandforgivethepast。
“Imustleaveyou,Ifear,tojudgeforyourselfoftheeffectofthisontheyounglady;for,thoughItriedhard,Ifailedtocatchwhatshesaid。IamalmostcertainIheardhercrying,andMr。Armadaleentreatinghernottobreakhisheart。Theywhisperedagreatdeal,whichaggravatedme。IwasafterwardalarmedbyMr。Armadalecomingoutintotheconservatorytopicksomeflowers。Hedidnotcomeasfar,fortunately,astheplacewhereIwashidden;andhewentinagainintothedrawing-room,andtherewasmoretalkingIsuspectatclosequarters,whichtomygreatregretIagainfailedtocatch。Prayforgivemeforhavingsolittletotellyou。Icanonlyaddthat,whenthestormclearedoff,MissMilroywentawaywiththeflowersinherhand,andwithMr。Armadaleescortingherfromthehouse。Myownhumbleopinionisthathehadapowerfulfriendatcourt,allthroughtheinterview,intheyounglady’sownlikingforhim。
“ThisisallIcansayatpresent,withtheexceptionofoneotherthingIheard,whichIblushtomention。Butyourwordislaw,andyouhaveorderedmetohavenoconcealmentsfromyou。
“Theirtalkturnedonce,dearmadam,onyourself。IthinkIheardtheword’creature’fromMissMilroy;andIamcertainthatMr。
Armadale,whileacknowledgingthathehadonceadmiredyou,addedthatcircumstanceshadsincesatisfiedhimof’hisfolly。’I
quotehisownexpression;itmademequitetremblewithindignation。IfImaybepermittedtosayso,themanwhoadmiresMissGwiltlivesinParadise。Respect,ifnothingelse,oughttohaveclosedMr。Armadale’slips。Heismyemployer,Iknow;butafterhiscallingitanactoffollytoadmireyouthoughI_am_
hisdeputy-steward,Iutterlydespisehim。
“TrustingthatImayhavebeensohappyastogiveyousatisfactionthusfar,andearnestlydesiroustodeservethehonorofyourcontinuedconfidenceinme,Iremain,dearmadam,“Yourgratefulanddevotedservant,“FELIXBASHWOOD。”
2。_FromMrs。OldershawtoMissGwilt。_
“DianaStreet,Monday,July21st。
“MYDEARLYDIA——Itroubleyouwithafewlines。TheyarewrittenunderasenseofthedutywhichIowetomyself,inourpresentpositiontowardeachother。
“Iamnotatallsatisfiedwiththetoneofyourlasttwoletters;andIamstilllesspleasedatyourleavingmethismorningwithoutanyletteratall——andthiswhenwehadarranged,inthedoubtfulstateofourprospects,thatIwastohearfromyoueveryday。Icanonlyinterpretyourconductinoneway。I
canonlyinferthatmattersatThorpeAmbrose,havingbeenallmismanaged,areallgoingwrong。
“Itisnotmypresentobjecttoreproachyou,forwhyshouldI
wastetime,language,andpaper?Imerelywishtorecalltoyourmemorycertainconsiderationswhichyouappeartobedisposedtooverlook。ShallIputthemintheplainestEnglish?Yes;for,withallmyfaults,Iamfranknesspersonified。
“Inthefirstplace,then,IhaveaninterestinyourbecomingMrs。ArmadaleofThorpeAmbroseaswellasyou。Secondly,Ihaveprovidedyoutosaynothingofgoodadvicewithallthemoneyneededtoaccomplishourobject。Thirdly,Iholdyournotesofhand,atshortdates,foreveryfarthingsoadvanced。Fourthlyandlastly,thoughIamindulgenttoafaultinthecapacityofafriend——inthecapacityofawomanofbusiness,mydear,Iamnottobetrifledwith。Thatisall,Lydia,atleastforthepresent。
“Praydon’tsupposeIwriteinanger;Iamonlysorryanddisheartened。MystateofmindresemblesDavid’s。IfIhadthewingsofadove,Iwouldfleeawayandbeatrest。
“Affectionatelyyours,MARIAOLDERSHAW。”
3。_FromMr。BashwoodtoMissGwilt。_
“ThorpeAmbrose,July21st。
“DEARMADAM——Youwillprobablyreceivetheselinesafewhoursaftermyyesterday’scommunicationreachesyou。Ipostedmyfirstletterlastnight,andIshallpostthisbeforenoonto-day。
“Mypresentobjectinwritingistogiveyousomemorenewsfromthishouse。IhavetheinexpressiblehappinessofannouncingthatMr。Armadale’sdisgracefulintrusiononyourprivacyisatanend。Thewatchsetonyouractionsistobewithdrawnthisday。I
write,dearmadam,withthetearsinmyeyes——tearsofjoy,causedbyfeelingswhichIventuredtoexpressinmypreviousletterseefirstparagraphtowardtheend。Pardonmethispersonalreference。IcanspeaktoyouIdon’tknowwhysomuchmorereadilywithmypenthanwithmytongue。
“Letmetrytocomposemyself,andproceedwithmynarrative。
“Ihadjustarrivedatthesteward’sofficethismorning,whenMr。PedgifttheelderfollowedmetothegreathousetoseeMr。
Armadalebyspecialappointment。ItisneedlesstosaythatIatoncesuspendedanylittlebusinesstherewastodo,feelingthatyourinterestsmightpossiblybeconcerned。Itisalsomostgratifyingtoaddthatthistimecircumstancesfavoredme。Iwasabletostandundertheopenwindowandtohearthewholeinterview。
“Mr。Armadaleexplainedhimselfatonceintheplainestterms。Hegaveordersthatthepersonwhohadbeenhiredtowatchyoushouldbeinstantlydismissed。Onbeingaskedtoexplainthissuddenchangeofpurpose,hedidnotconcealthatitwasowingtotheeffectproducedonhismindbywhathadpassedbetweenMr。
Midwinterandhimselfonthepreviousday。Mr。Midwinter’slanguage,cruellyunjustasitwas,hadneverthelessconvincedhimthatnonecessitywhatevercouldexcuseanyproceedingsoessentiallybaseinitselfastheemploymentofaspy,andonthatconvictionhewasnowdeterminedtoact。
“Butforyourownpositivedirectionstometoconcealnothingthatpasseshereinwhichyournameisconcerned,IshouldreallybeashamedtoreportwhatMr。Pedgiftsaidonhisside。Hehasbehavedkindlytome,Iknow。Butifhewasmyownbrother,I
couldneverforgivehimthetoneinwhichhespokeofyou,andtheobstinacywithwhichhetriedtomakeMr。Armadalechangehismind。
“HebeganbyattackingMr。Midwinter。HedeclaredthatMr。
Midwinter’sopinionwastheveryworstopinionthatcouldbetaken;foritwasquiteplainthatyou,dearmadam,hadtwistedhimroundyourfinger。Producingnoeffectbythiscoarsesuggestionwhichnobodywhoknowsyoucouldforamomentbelieve,Mr。PedgiftnextreferredtoMissMilroy,andaskedMr。
Armadaleifhehadgivenupallideaofprotectingher。WhatthismeantIcannotimagine。Icanonlyreportitforyourprivateconsideration。Mr。ArmadalebrieflyansweredthathehadhisownplanforprotectingMissMilroy,andthatthecircumstanceswerealteredinthatquarter,orwordstoasimilareffect。StillMr。
Pedgiftpersisted。HewentonIblushtomentionfrombadtoworse。HetriedtopersuadeMr。Armadalenexttobringanactionatlawagainstoneorotherofthepersonswhohadbeenmoststronglycondemninghisconductintheneighborhood,forthepurpose——Ireallyhardlyknowhowtowriteit——ofgettingyouintothewitness-box。Andworseyet:whenMr。ArmadalestillsaidNo,Mr。Pedgift,afterhaving,asIsuspectedbythesoundofhisvoice,beenonthepointofleavingtheroom,artfullycameback,andproposedsendingforadetectiveofficerfromLondon,simplytolookatyou。’ThewholeofthismysteryaboutMissGwilt’struecharacter,’hesaid,’mayturnonaquestionofidentity。Itwon’tcostmuchtohaveamandownfromLondon;andit’sworthtryingwhetherherfaceisorisnotknownatheadquarterstothepolice。’Iagainandagainassureyou,dearestlady,thatIonlyrepeatthoseabominablewordsfromasenseofdutytowardyourself。Ishook——IdeclareIshookfromheadtofootwhenI
heardthem。