Buttherearelimitseventothelicenseoflaughter;andtheselimitswereerelongsooutrageouslyoversteppedbyoneofthelittlepartyastohavetheeffectofalmostinstantlysilencingtheothertwo。ThefeverofMidwinter’sfalsespiritsflamedoutintosheerdeliriumastheperformanceofthepuppetscametoanend。HisparoxysmsoflaughterfollowedeachotherwithsuchconvulsiveviolencethatMissMilroystartedbackfromhiminalarm,andeventhepatientmajorturnedonhimwithalookwhichsaidplainly,Leavetheroom!Allan,wiselyimpulsiveforonceinhislife,seizedMidwinterbythearm,anddraggedhimoutbymainforceintothegarden,andthenceintotheparkbeyond。
“Goodheavens!whathascometoyou!“heexclaimed,shrinkingbackfromthetorturedfacebeforehim,ashestoppedandlookedcloseatitforthefirsttime。
Forthemoment,Midwinterwasincapableofanswering。Thehystericalparoxysmwaspassingfromoneextremetotheother。Heleanedagainstatree,sobbingandgaspingforbreath,andstretchedouthishandinmuteentreatytoAllantogivehimtime。
“Youhadbetternothavenursedmethroughmyfever。”hesaid,faintly,assoonashecouldspeak。“I’mmadandmiserable,Allan;Ihaveneverrecoveredit。Gobackandaskthemtoforgiveme;Iamashamedtogoandaskthemmyself。Ican’ttellhowithappened;Icanonlyaskyourpardonandtheirs。”Heturnedasidehisheadquicklysoastoconcealhisface。“Don’tstophere。”hesaid;“don’tlookatme;Ishallsoongetoverit。”Allanstillhesitated,andbeggedhardtobeallowedtotakehimbacktothehouse。Itwasuseless。“Youbreakmyheartwithyourkindness。”
heburstout,passionately。“ForGod’ssake,leavemebymyself!“
Allanwentbacktoshecottage,andpleadedthereforindulgencetoMidwinter,withanearnestnessandsimplicitywhichraisedhimimmenselyinthemajor’sestimation,butwhichtotallyfailedtoproducethesamefavorableimpressiononMissMilroy。Littleassheherselfsuspectedit,shewasfondenoughofAllanalreadytobejealousofAllan’sfriend。
“Howexcessivelyabsurd!“shethought,pettishly。“AsifeitherpapaorIconsideredsuchapersonoftheslightestconsequence!“
“Youwillkindlysuspendyouropinion,won’tyou,MajorMilroy?”
saidAllan,inhisheartyway,atparting。
“Withthegreatestpleasure!“repliedthemajor,cordiallyshakinghands。
“Andyou,too,MissMilroy?”addedAllan。
MissMilroymadeamercilesslyformalbow。“_My_opinion,Mr。
Armadale,isnotoftheslightestconsequence。”
Allanleftthecottage,sorelypuzzledtoaccountforMissMilroy’ssuddencoolnesstowardhim。Hisgrandideaofconciliatingthewholeneighborhoodbybecomingamarriedmanunderwentsomemodificationasheclosedthegardengatebehindhim。ThevirtuecalledPrudenceandtheSquireofThorpeAmbrosebecamepersonallyacquaintedwitheachother,onthisoccasion,forthefirsttime;andAllan,enteringheadlongasusualonthehigh-roadtomoralimprovement,actuallydecidedondoingnothinginahurry!
Amanwhoisenteringonacourseofreformationought,ifvirtueisitsownreward,tobeamanengagedinanessentiallyinspiritingpursuit。Butvirtueisnotalwaysitsownreward;andthewaythatleadstoreformationisremarkablyill-lightedforsorespectableathoroughfare。Allanseemedtohavecaughttheinfectionofhisfriend’sdespondency。Ashewalkedhome,he,too,begantodoubt——inhiswidelydifferentway,andforhiswidelydifferentreasons——whetherthelifeatThorpeAmbrosewaspromisingquiteasfairlyforthefutureasithadpromisedatfirst。
CHAPTERVII。
THEPLOTTHICKENS。
TwomessageswerewaitingforAllanwhenhereturnedtothehouse。OnehadbeenleftbyMidwinter。“Hehadgoneoutforalongwalk,andMr。Armadalewasnottobealarmedifhedidnotgetbacktilllateintheday。”Theothermessagehadbeenleftby“apersonfromMr。Pedgift’soffice。”whohadcalled,accordingtoappointment,whilethetwogentlemenwereawayatthemajor’s。“Mr。Bashwood’srespects,andhewouldhavethehonorofwaitingonMr。Armadaleagaininthecourseoftheevening。”
Towardfiveo’clock,Midwinterreturned,paleandsilent。Allanhastenedtoassurehimthathispeacewasmadeatthecottage;
andthen,tochangethesubject,mentionedMr。Bashwood’smessage。Midwinter’smindwassopreoccupiedorsolanguidthathehardlyseemedtorememberthename。AllanwasobligedtoremindhimthatBashwoodwastheelderlyclerk,whomMr。Pedgifthadsenttobehisinstructorinthedutiesofthesteward’soffice。Helistenedwithoutmakinganyremark,andwithdrewtohisroom,toresttilldinner-time。
Leftbyhimself,Allanwentintothelibrary,totryifhecouldwhileawaythetimeoverabook。
Hetookmanyvolumesofftheshelves,andputafewofthembackagain;andthereheended。MissMilroycontrivedinsomemysteriousmannertoget,inthiscase,betweenthereaderandthebooks。Herformalbowandhermercilesspartingspeechdwelt,tryhowhemighttoforgetthem,onAllan’smind;hebegantogrowmoreandmoreanxiousastheidlehourworeon,torecoverhislostplaceinherfavor。Tocallagainthatdayatthecottage,andaskifhehadbeensounfortunateastooffendher,wasimpossible。Toputthequestioninwritingwiththeneedfulnicetyofexpressionproved,ontryingtheexperiment,tobeataskbeyondhisliteraryreach。Afteraturnortwoupanddowntheroom,withhispeninhismouth,hedecidedonthemorediplomaticcoursewhichhappened,inthiscase,tobetheeasiestcourse,too,ofwritingtoMissMilroyascordiallyasifnothinghadhappened,andoftestinghispositioninhergoodgracesbytheanswerthatshesenthimback。Aninvitationofsomekindincludingherfather,ofcourse,butaddresseddirectlytoherselfwasplainlytherightthingtoobligehertosendawrittenreply;butherethedifficultyoccurredofwhattheinvitationwastobe。Aballwasnottobethoughtof,inhispresentpositionwiththeresidentgentry。Adinner-party,withnoindispensableelderlyladyonthepremisestoreceiveMissMilroy——exceptMrs。Gripper,whocouldonlyreceiveherinthekitchen——wasequallyoutofthequestion。Whatwastheinvitationtobe?Neverbackward,whenhewantedhelp,inaskingforitrightandleftineveryavailabledirection,Allan,feelinghimselfattheendofhisownresources,coollyrangthebell,andastonishedtheservantwhoanswereditbyinquiringhowthelatefamilyatThorpeAmbroseusedtoamusethemselves,andwhatsortofinvitationstheywereinthehabitofsendingtotheirfriends。
“Thefamilydidwhattherestofthegentrydid,sir。”saidtheman,staringathismasterinutterbewilderment。“Theygavedinner-partiesandballs。Andinfinesummerweather,sir,likethis,theysometimeshadlawn-partiesandpicnics——“
“That’lldo!“shoutedAllan。“Apicnic’sjustthethingtopleaseher。Richard,you’reaninvaluableman;youmaygodownstairsagain。”
Richardretiredwondering,andRichard’smasterseizedhisreadypen。
“DEARMISSMILROY——SinceIleftyouithassuddenlystruckmethatwemighthaveapicnic。AlittlechangeandamusementwhatIshouldcallagoodshaking-up,ifIwasn’twritingtoayoungladyisjustthethingforyou,afterbeingsolongindoorslatelyinMrs。Milroy’sroom。Apicnicisachange,andwhenthewineisgoodamusement,too。Willyouaskthemajorifhewillconsenttothepicnic,andcome?Andifyouhavegotanyfriendsintheneighborhoodwholikeapicnic,prayaskthemtoo,forI
havegotnone。Itshallbeyourpicnic,butIwillprovideeverythingandtakeeverybody。Youshallchoosetheday,andwewillpicnicwhereyoulike。Ihavesetmyheartonthispicnic。
“Believeme,everyours,“ALLANARMADALE。”
Onreadingoverhiscompositionbeforesealingitup,Allanfranklyacknowledgedtohimself,thistime,thatitwasnotquitefaultless。“’Picnic’comesinalittletoooften。”hesaid。
“Nevermind;ifshelikestheidea,shewon’tquarrelwiththat。”
Hesentofftheletteronthespot,withstrictinstructionstothemessengertowaitforareply。
Inhalfanhourtheanswercamebackonscentedpaper,withoutanerasureanywhere,fragranttosmell,andbeautifultosee。
Thepresentationofthenakedtruthisoneofthoseexhibitionsfromwhichthenativedelicacyofthefemalemindseemsinstinctivelytorevolt。NeverwerethetablesturnedmorecompletelythantheywerenowturnedonAllanbyhisfaircorrespondent。Machiavellihimselfwouldneverhavesuspected,fromMissMilroy’sletter,howheartilyshehadrepentedherpetulancetotheyoungsquireassoonashisbackwasturned,andhowextravagantlydelightedshewaswhenhisinvitationwasplacedinherhands。Herletterwasthecompositionofamodelyoungladywhoseemotionsareallkeptunderparentallockandkey,andservedoutforherjudiciouslyasoccasionmayrequire。
“Papa。”appearedquiteasfrequentlyinMissMilroy’sreplyas“picnic“hadappearedinAllan’sinvitation。“Papa“hadbeenasconsideratelykindasMr。Armadaleinwishingtoprocureheralittlechangeandamusement,andhadofferedtoforegohisusualquiethabitsandjointhepicnic。With“papa’s“sanction,therefore,sheaccepted,withmuchpleasure,Mr。Armadale’sproposal;and,at“papa’s“suggestion,shewouldpresumeonMr。
Armadale’skindnesstoaddtwofriendsoftheirsrecentlysettledatThorpeAmbrose,tothepicnicparty——awidowladyandherson;
thelatterinholyordersandindelicatehealth。IfTuesdaynextwouldsuitMr。Armadale,Tuesdaynextwouldsuit“papa“——beingthefirstdayhecouldsparefromrepairswhichwererequiredbyhisclock。Therest,by“papa’s“advice,shewouldbegtoleaveentirelyinMr。Armadale’shands;and,inthemeantime,shewouldremain,with“papa’s“compliments,Mr。Armadale’struly——ELEANOR
MILROY。”
WhowouldeverhavesupposedthatthewriterofthatletterhadjumpedforjoywhenAllan’sinvitationarrived?WhowouldeverhavesuspectedthattherewasanentryalreadyinMissMilroy’sdiary,underthatday’sdate,tothiseffect:“Thesweetest,dearestletterfrom_I-know-who;_I’llneverbehaveunkindlytohimagainaslongasIlive?”AsforAllan,hewascharmedwiththesweetsuccessofhismaneuver。MissMilroyhadacceptedhisinvitation;consequently,MissMilroywasnotoffendedwithhim。
Itwasonthetipofhistonguetomentionthecorrespondencetohisfriendwhentheymetatdinner。ButtherewassomethinginMidwinter’sfaceandmannerevenplainenoughforAllantosee
whichwarnedhimtowaitalittlebeforehesaidanythingtorevivethepainfulsubjectoftheirvisittothecottage。BycommonconsenttheybothavoidedalltopicsconnectedwithThorpeAmbrose,noteventhevisitfromMr。Bashwood,whichwastocomewiththeevening,beingreferredtobyeitherofthem。Allthroughthedinnertheydriftedfurtherandfurtherbackintotheoldendlesstalkofpasttimesaboutshipsandsailing。Whenthebutlerwithdrewfromhisattendanceattable,hecamedownstairswithanauticalproblemonhismind,andaskedhisfellow-servantsiftheyanyofthemknewtherelativemerits“onawind“and“offawind“ofaschoonerandabrig。
Thetwoyoungmenhadsatlongerattablethanusualthatday。
Whentheywentoutintothegardenwiththeircigars,thesummertwilightfellgrayanddimonlawnandflowerbed,andnarrowedroundthembyslowdegreesthesoftlyfadingcircleofthedistantview。Thedewwasheavy,and,afterafewminutesinthegarden,theyagreedtogobacktothedriergroundonthedriveinfrontofthehouse。
Theywereclosetotheturningwhichledintotheshrubbery,whentheresuddenlyglidedoutonthem,frombehindthefoliage,asoftlysteppingblackfigure——ashadow,movingdarklythroughthedimeveninglight。Midwinterstartedbackatthesightofit,andeventhelessfinelystrungnervesofhisfriendwereshakenforthemoment。
“Whothedevilareyou?”criedAllan。
Thefigurebareditsheadinthegraylight,andcameslowlyastepnearer。Midwinteradvancedasteponhisside,andlookedcloser。Itwasthemanofthetimidmannersandthemourninggarments,ofwhomhehadaskedthewaytoThorpeAmbrosewherethethreeroadsmet。
“Whoareyou?”repeatedAllan。
“Ihumblybegyourpardon,sir。”falteredthestranger,steppingbackagain,confusedly。“TheservantstoldmeIshouldfindMr。
Armadale——“
“What,areyouMr。Bashwood?”
“Yes,ifyouplease,sir。”
“Ibegyourpardonforspeakingtoyousoroughly。”saidAllan;
“butthefactis,youratherstartledme。MynameisArmadaleputonyourhat,pray,andthisismyfriend,Mr。Midwinter,whowantsyourhelpinthesteward’soffice。”
“Wehardlystandinneedofanintroduction。”saidMidwinter。“I
metMr。Bashwoodoutwalkingafewdayssince,andhewaskindenoughtodirectmewhenIhadlostmyway。”
“Putonyourhat。”reiteratedAllan,asMr。Bashwood,stillbareheaded,stoodbowingspeechlessly,nowtooneoftheyoungmen,andnowtotheother。“Mygoodsir,putonyourhat,andletmeshowyouthewaybacktothehouse。Excusemefornoticingit。”addedAllan,astheman,insheernervoushelplessness,lethishatfall,insteadofputtingitbackonhishead;“butyouseemalittleoutofsorts;aglassofgoodwinewilldoyounoharmbeforeyouandmyfriendcometobusiness。WhereaboutsdidyoumeetwithMr。Bashwood,Midwinter,whenyoulostyourway?”
“Iamtooignorantoftheneighborhoodtoknow。ImustreferyoutoMr。Bashwood。”
“Come,telluswhereitwas。”saidAllan,trying,alittletooabruptly,tosetthemanathisease,astheyallthreewalkedbacktothehouse。
ThemeasureofMr。Bashwood’sconstitutionaltimidityseemedtobefilledtothebrimbytheloudnessofAllan’svoiceandthebluntnessofAllan’srequest。HeranoverinthesamefeebleflowofwordswithwhichhehaddelugedMidwinterontheoccasionwhentheyfirstmet。
“Itwasontheroad,sir。”hebegan,addressinghimselfalternatelytoAllan,whomhecalled,“sir。”andtoMidwinter,whomhecalledbyhisname,“Imean,ifyouplease,ontheroadtoLittleGillBeck。Asingularname,Mr。Midwinter,andasingularplace;Idon’tmeanthevillage;Imeantheneighborhood——Imeanthe’Broads’beyondtheneighborhood。
PerhapsyoumayhaveheardoftheNorfolkBroads,sir?WhattheycalllakesinotherpartsofEngland,theycallBroadshere。TheBroadsarequitenumerous;Ithinktheywouldrepayavisit。Youwouldhaveseenthefirstofthem,Mr。Midwinter,ifyouhadwalkedonafewmilesfromwhereIhadthehonorofmeetingyou。
Remarkablynumerous,theBroads,sir——situatedbetweenthisandthesea。Aboutthreemilesfromthesea,Mr。Midwinter——aboutthreemiles。Mostlyshallow,sir,withriversrunningbetweenthem。Beautiful;solitary。Quiteawaterycountry,Mr。Midwinter;
quiteseparate,asitwere,initself。Partiessometimesvisitthem,sir——pleasurepartiesinboats。It’squitealittlenetworkoflakes,or,perhaps——yes,perhaps,morecorrectly,pools。Thereisgoodsportinthecoldweather。Thewildfowlarequitenumerous。Yes;theBroadswouldrepayavisit,Mr。Midwinter。thenexttimeyouarewalkingthatway。ThedistancefromheretoLittleGillBeck,andthenfromLittleGillBecktoGirdlerBroad,whichisthefirstyoucometo,isaltogethernotmore——“
Insheernervousinabilitytoleaveoff,hewouldapparentlyhavegoneontalkingoftheNorfolkBroadsfortherestoftheevening,ifoneofhistwolistenershadnotunceremoniouslycuthimshortbeforehecouldfindhiswayintoanewsentence。
“AretheBroadswithinaneasyday’sdrivethereandbackfromthishouse?”askedAllan,feeling,iftheywere,thattheplaceforthepicnicwasdiscoveredalready。
“Oh,yes,sir;anicedrive——quiteaniceeasydrivefromthisbeautifulplace!“
Theywerebythistimeascendingtheporticosteps,Allanleadingthewayup,andcallingtoMidwinterandMr。Bashwoodtofollowhimintothelibrary,wheretherewasalightedlamp。
Intheintervalwhichelapsedbeforethewinemadeitsappearance,Midwinterlookedathischanceacquaintanceofthehigh-roadwithstrangelymingledfeelingsofcompassionanddistrust——ofcompassionthatstrengthenedinspiteofhim;ofdistrustthatpersistedindiminishing,tryashemighttoencourageittogrow。There,perchedcomfortlessontheedgeofhischair,satthepoorbroken-down,nervouswretch,inhiswornblackgarments,withhiswateryeyes,hishonestoldoutspokenwig,hismiserablemohairstock,andhisfalseteeththatwereincapableofdeceivinganybody——therehesat,politelyillatease;nowshrinkingintheglareofthelamp,nowwincingundertheshockofAllan’ssturdyvoice;amanwiththewrinklesofsixtyyearsinhisface,andthemannersofachildinthepresenceofstrangers;anobjectofpitysurely,ifevertherewasapitiableobjectyet!
“Whateverelseyou’reafraidof,Mr。Bashwood。”criedAllan,pouringoutaglassofwine,“don’tbeafraidofthat!
Thereisn’taheadacheinahogsheadofit!Makeyourselfcomfortable;I’llleaveyouandMr。Midwintertotalkyourbusinessoverbyyourselves。It’sallinMr。Midwinter’shands;
heactsforme,andsettleseverythingathisowndiscretion。”
Hesaidthosewordswithacautiouschoiceofexpressionveryuncharacteristicofhim,and,withoutfurtherexplanation,madeabruptlyforthedoor。Midwinter,sittingnearit,noticedhisfaceashewentout。EasyasthewaywasintoAllan’sfavor,Mr。
Bashwood,beyondallkindofdoubt,hadinsomeunaccountablemannerfailedtofindit!
Thetwostrangelyassortedcompanionswerelefttogether——partedwidely,asitseemedonthesurface,fromanypossibleinterchangeofsympathy;drawninvisiblyonetotheother,nevertheless,bythosemagneticsimilaritiesoftemperamentwhichoverleapalldifferenceofageorstation,anddefyallapparentincongruitiesofmindandcharacter。FromthemomentwhenAllanlefttheroom,thehiddenInfluencethatworksindarknessbeganslowlytodrawthetwomentogether,acrossthegreatsocialdesertwhichhadlainbetweenthemuptothisday。
Midwinterwasthefirsttoapproachthesubjectoftheinterview。
“MayIask。”hebegan,“ifyouhavebeenmadeacquaintedwithmypositionhere,andifyouknowwhyitisthatIrequireyourassistance?”
Mr。Bashwood——stillhesitatingandstilltimid,butmanifestlyrelievedbyAllan’sdeparture——satfurtherbackinhischair,andventuredonfortifyinghimselfwithamodestlittlesipofwine。
“Yes,sir。”hereplied;“Mr。Pedgiftinformedmeofall——atleastIthinkImaysayso——ofallthecircumstances。Iamtoinstruct,orperhaps,Ioughttosaytoadvise——“
“No,Mr。Bashwood;thefirstwordwasthebestwordofthetwo。I
amquiteignorantofthedutieswhichMr。Armadale’skindnesshasinducedhimtointrusttome。IfIunderstandright,therecanbenoquestionofyourcapacitytoinstructme,foryouoncefilledasteward’ssituationyourself。MayIinquirewhereitwas?”
“AtSirJohnMellowship’s,sir,inWestNorfolk。Perhapsyouwouldlike——Ihavegotitwithme——toseemytestimonial?SirJohnmighthavedealtmorekindlywithme;butIhavenocomplainttomake;it’salldoneandovernow!“Hiswateryeyeslookedmorewaterystill,andthetremblinginhishandsspreadtohislipsasheproducedanolddingyletterfromhispocket-bookandlaiditopenonthetable。
Thetestimonialwasverybrieflyandverycoldlyexpressed,butitwasconclusiveasfarasitwent。SirJohnconsidereditonlyrighttosaythathehadnocomplainttomakeofanywantofcapacityorintegrityinhissteward。IfMr。Bashwood’sdomesticpositionhadbeencompatiblewiththecontinuedperformanceofhisdutiesontheestate,SirJohnwouldhavebeengladtokeephim。Asitwas,embarrassmentscausedbythestateofMr。
Bashwood’spersonalaffairshadrendereditundesirablethatheshouldcontinueinSirJohn’sservice;andonthatground,andthatonly,hisemployerandhehadparted。SuchwasSirJohn’stestimonytoMr。Bashwood’scharacter。AsMidwinterreadthelastlines,hethoughtofanothertestimonial,stillinhisownpossession——ofthewrittencharacterwhichtheyhadgivenhimattheschool,whentheyturnedtheirsickusheradriftintheworld。HissuperstitiondistrustingallneweventsandallnewfacesatThorpeAmbrosestilldoubtedthemanbeforehimasobstinatelyasever。Butwhenhenowtriedtoputthosedoubtsintowords,hisheartupbraidedhim,andhelaidtheletteronthetableinsilence。
ThesuddenpauseintheconversationappearedtostartleMr。
Bashwood。Hecomfortedhimselfwithanotherlittlesipofwine,and,leavingtheletteruntouched,burstirrepressiblyintowords,asifthesilencewasquiteunendurabletohim。
“Iamreadytoansweranyquestion,sir。”hebegan。“Mr。PedgifttoldmethatImustanswerquestions,becauseIwasapplyingforaplaceoftrust。Mr。PedgiftsaidneitheryounorMr。Armadalewaslikelytothinkthetestimonialsufficientofitself。SirJohndoesn’tsay——hemighthaveputitmorekindly,butIdon’tcomplain——SirJohndoesn’tsaywhatthetroubleswerethatlostmemyplace。Perhapsyoumightwishtoknow——“Hestoppedconfusedly,lookedatthetestimonial,andsaidnomore。
“Ifnointerestsbutminewereconcernedinthematter。”rejoinedMidwinter,“thetestimonialwould,Iassureyou,bequiteenoughtosatisfyme。ButwhileIamlearningmynewduties,thepersonwhoteachesmewillbereallyandtrulythestewardofmyfriend’sestate。Iamveryunwillingtoaskyoutospeakonwhatmaybeapainfulsubject,andIamsadlyinexperiencedinputtingsuchquestionsasIoughttoput;but,perhaps,inMr。Armadale’sinterests,Ioughttoknowsomethingmore,eitherfromyourself,orfromMr。Pedgift,ifyoupreferit——“He,too,stoppedconfusedly,lookedatthetestimonial,andsaidnomore。
Therewasanothermomentofsilence。Thenightwaswarm,andMr。
Bashwood,amonghisothermisfortunes,hadthedeplorableinfirmityofperspiringinthepalmsofthehands。Hetookoutamiserablelittlecottonpocket-handkerchief,rolleditupintoaball,andsoftlydabbedittoandfro,fromonehandtotheother,withtheregularityofapendulum。Performedbyothermen,underothercircumstances,theactionmighthavebeenridiculous。
Performedbythisman,atthecrisisoftheinterview,theactionwashorrible。
“Mr。Pedgift’stimeistoovaluable,sir,tobewastedonme。”hesaid。“Iwillmentionwhatoughttobementionedmyself——ifyouwillpleasetoallowme。Ihavebeenunfortunateinmyfamily。Itisveryhardtobear,thoughitseemsnotmuchtotell。Mywife——“Oneofhishandsclosedfastonthepocket-handkerchief;
hemoistenedhisdrylips,struggledwithhimself,andwenton。
“Mywife,sir。”heresumed,“stoodalittleinmyway;shedidmeIamafraidImustconfesssomeinjurywithSirJohn。SoonafterIgotthesteward’ssituation,shecontracted——shetook——shefellintohabitsIhardlyknowhowtosayitofdrinking。Icouldn’tbreakherofit,andIcouldn’talwaysconcealitfromSirJohn’sknowledge。Shebrokeout,and——andtriedhispatienceonceortwice,whenhecametomyofficeonbusiness。SirJohnexcusedit,notverykindly;butstillheexcusedit。Idon’tcomplainofSirJohn!Idon’tcomplainnowofmywife。”Hepointedatremblingfingerathismiserablecrape-coveredbeaverhatonthefloor。“I’minmourningforher。”
hesaid,faintly。“Shediednearlyayearago,inthecountyasylumhere。”
Hismouthbegantoworkconvulsively。Hetookuptheglassofwineathisside,and,insteadofsippingitthistime,drainedittothebottom。“I’mnotmuchusedtowine,sir。”hesaid,conscious,apparently,oftheflushthatflewintohisfaceashedrank,andstillobservantoftheobligationsofpolitenessamidallthemiseryoftherecollectionsthathewascallingup。
“Ibeg,Mr。Bashwood,youwillnotdistressyourselfbytellingmeanymore。”saidMidwinter,recoilingfromanyfurthersanctiononhispartofadisclosurewhichhadalreadybaredthesorrowsoftheunhappymanbeforehimtothequick。
“I’mmuchobligedtoyou,sir。”repliedMr。Bashwood。“ButifI
don’tdetainyoutoolong,andifyouwillpleasetorememberthatMr。Pedgift’sdirectionstomewereveryparticular——and,besides,Ionlymentionedmylatewifebecauseifshehadn’ttriedSirJohn’spatiencetobeginwith,thingsmighthaveturnedoutdifferently——“Hepaused,gaveupthedisjointedsentenceinwhichhehadinvolvedhimself,andtriedanother。“Ihadonlytwochildren,sir。”hewenton,advancingtoanewpointinhisnarrative,“aboyandagirl。Thegirldiedwhenshewasababy。
Mysonlivedtogrowup;anditwasmysonwholostmemyplace。
Ididmybestforhim;IgothimintoarespectableofficeinLondon。Theywouldn’ttakehimwithoutsecurity。I’mafraiditwasimprudent;butIhadnorichfriendstohelpme,andIbecamesecurity。Myboyturnedoutbadly,sir。He——perhapsyouwillkindlyunderstandwhatImean,ifIsayhebehaveddishonestly。
Hisemployersconsented,atmyentreaty,tolethimoffwithoutprosecuting。Ibeggedveryhard——IwasfondofmysonJames——andItookhimhome,anddidmybesttoreformhim。Hewouldn’tstaywithme;hewentawayagaintoLondon;he——Ibegyourpardon,sir!I’mafraidI’mconfusingthings;I’mafraidI’mwanderingfromthepoint。”
“No,no。”saidMidwinter,kindly。“Ifyouthinkitrighttotellmethissadstory,tellitinyourownway。HaveyouseenyoursonsinceheleftyoutogotoLondon?”
“No,sir。He’sinLondonstill,forallIknow。WhenIlastheardofhim,hewasgettinghisbread——notverycreditably。Hewasemployed,undertheinspector,atthePrivateInquiryOfficeinShadysidePlace。”
Hespokethosewords——apparentlyaseventsthenstoodthemostirrelevanttothematterinhandthathadyetescapedhim;
actuallyaseventsweresoontobethemostvitallyimportantthathehadutteredyet——hespokethosewordsabsently,lookingabouthiminconfusion,andtryingvainlytorecoverthelostthreadofhisnarrative。
Midwintercompassionatelyhelpedhim。“Youweretellingme。”hesaid,“thatyoursonhadbeenthecauseofyourlosingyourplace。Howdidthathappen?”
“Inthisway,sir。”saidMr。Bashwood,gettingbackagainexcitedlyintotherighttrainofthought。“Hisemployersconsentedtolethimoff;buttheycamedownonhissecurity;andIwastheman。Isupposetheywerenottoblame;thesecuritycoveredtheirloss。Icouldn’tpayitalloutofmysavings;I
hadtoborrow——onthewordofaman,sir,Icouldn’thelpit——I
hadtoborrow。Mycreditorpressedme;itseemedcruel,but,ifhewantedthemoney,Isupposeitwasonlyjust。Iwassoldoutofhouseandhome。IdaresayothergentlemenwouldhavesaidwhatSirJohnsaid;Idaresaymostpeoplewouldhaverefusedtokeepastewardwhohadhadthebailiffsafterhim,andhisfurnituresoldintheneighborhood。Thatwashowitended,Mr。
Midwinter。Ineedn’tdetainyouanylonger——hereisSirJohn’saddress,ifyouwishtoapplytohim。”Midwintergenerouslyrefusedtoreceivetheaddress。
“Thankyoukindly,sir。”saidMr。Bashwood,gettingtremulouslyonhislegs。“Thereisnothingmore,Ithink,except——exceptthatMr。Pedgiftwillspeakforme,ifyouwishtoinquireintomyconductinhisservice。I’mverymuchindebtedtoMr。Pedgift;
he’salittleroughwithmesometimes,but,ifhehadn’ttakenmeintohisoffice,IthinkIshouldhavegonetotheworkhousewhenIleftSirJohn,Iwassobrokendown。”Hepickeduphisdingyoldhatfromthefloor。“Iwon’tintrudeanylonger,sir。Ishallbehappytocallagainifyouwishtohavetimetoconsiderbeforeyoudecide-“
“Iwantnotimetoconsiderafterwhatyouhavetoldme。”repliedMidwinter,warmly,hismemorybusy,whilehespoke,withthetimewhen_he_hadtold_his_storytoMr。Brock,andwaswaitingforagenerouswordinreturn,asthemanbeforehimwaswaitingnow。
“To-dayisSaturday。”hewenton。“CanyoucomeandgivememyfirstlessononMondaymorning?Ibegyourpardon。”headded,interruptingMr。Bashwood’sprofuseexpressionsofacknowledgment,andstoppinghimonhiswayoutoftheroom;
“thereisonethingweoughttosettle,oughtwenot?Wehaven’tspokenyetaboutyourowninterestinthismatter;Imean,abouttheterms。”Hereferred,alittleconfusedly,tothepecuniarypartofthesubject。Mr。Bashwoodgettingnearerandnearertothedooransweredhimmoreconfusedlystill。
“Anything,sir——anythingyouthinkright。Iwon’tintrudeanylonger;I’llleaveittoyouandMr。Armadale。”
“IwillsendforMr。Armadale,ifyoulike。”saidMidwinter,followinghimintothehall。“ButIamafraidhehasaslittleexperienceinmattersofthiskindasIhave。Perhaps,ifyouseenoobjection,wemightbeguidedbyMr。Pedgift?”
Mr。Bashwoodcaughteagerlyatthelastsuggestion,pushinghisretreat,whilehespoke,asfarasthefrontdoor。“Yes,sir——oh,yes,yes!nobodybetterthanMr。Pedgift。Don’t——praydon’tdisturbMr。Armadale!“Hiswateryeyeslookedquitewildwithnervousalarmasheturnedroundforamomentinthelightofthehalllamptomakethatpoliterequest。IfsendingforAllanhadbeenequivalenttounchainingaferociouswatch-dog,Mr。Bashwoodcouldhardlyhavebeenmoreanxioustostoptheproceeding。“I
wishyoukindlygood-evening,sir。”hewenton,gettingouttothesteps。“I’mmuchobligedtoyou。IwillbescrupulouslypunctualonMondaymorning——Ihope——Ithink——I’msureyouwillsoonlearneverythingIcanteachyou。It’snotdifficult——ohdear,no——notdifficultatall!Iwishyoukindlygood-evening,sir。Abeautifulnight;yes,indeed,abeautifulnightforawalkhome。”
Withthosewords,alldroppingoutofhislipsoneonthetopoftheother,andwithoutnoticing,inhisagonyofembarrassmentateffectinghisdeparture,Midwinter’soutstretchedhand,hewentnoiselesslydownthesteps,andwaslostinthedarknessofthenight。
AsMidwinterturnedtore-enterthehouse,thedining-roomdooropenedandhisfriendmethiminthehall。
“HasMr。Bashwoodgone?”askedAllan。
“Hehasgone。”repliedMidwinter,“aftertellingmeaverysadstory,andleavingmealittleashamedofmyselfforhavingdoubtedhimwithoutanyjustcause。Ihavearrangedthatheistogivememyfirstlessoninthesteward’sofficeonMondaymorning。”
“Allright。”saidAllan。“Youneedn’tbeafraid,oldboy,ofmyinterruptingyouoveryourstudies。IdaresayI’mwrong——butI
don’tlikeMr。Bashwood。”
“Idaresay_I’m_wrong。”retortedtheother,alittlepetulantly。“Ido。”
TheSundaymorningfoundMidwinterinthepark,waitingtointerceptthepostman,onthechanceofhisbringingmorenewsfromMr。Brock。
Atthecustomaryhourthemanmadehisappearance,andplacedtheexpectedletterinMidwinter’shands。Heopenedit,farawayfromallfearofobservationthistime,andreadtheselines:
“MYDEARMIDWINTER——IwritemoreforthepurposeofquietingyouranxietythanbecauseIhaveanythingdefinitetosay。InmylasthurriedletterIhadnotimetotellyouthattheelderofthetwowomenwhomImetintheGardenshadfollowedme,andspokentomeinthestreet。IbelieveImaycharacterizewhatshesaidwithoutdoingheranyinjusticeasatissueoffalsehoodsfrombeginningtoend。Atanyrate,sheconfirmedmeinthesuspicionthatsomeunderhandproceedingisonfoot,ofwhichAllanisdestinedtobethevictim,andthattheprimemoverintheconspiracyisthevilewomanwhohelpedhismother’smarriageandwhohastenedhismother’sdeath。
“Feelingthisconviction,Ihavenothesitatedtodo,forAllan’ssake,whatIwouldhavedonefornoothercreatureintheworld。
Ihaveleftmyhotel,andhaveinstalledmyselfwithmyoldservantRobertinahouseoppositethehousetowhichItracedthetwowomen。Wearealternatelyonthewatchquiteunsuspected,Iamcertain,bythepeopleoppositedayandnight。
Allmyfeelings,asagentlemanandaclergyman,revoltfromsuchanoccupationasIamnowengagedin;butthereisnootherchoice。Imusteitherdothisviolencetomyownself-respect,orImustleaveAllan,withhiseasynature,andinhisassailableposition,todefendhimselfagainstawretchwhoisprepared,I
firmlybelieve,totakethemostunscrupulousadvantageofhisweaknessandhisyouth。Hismother’sdyingentreatyhasneverleftmymemory;and,Godhelpme,Iamnowdegradingmyselfinmyowneyesinconsequence。
’Therehasbeensomerewardalreadyforthesacrifice。ThisdaySaturdayIhavegainedanimmenseadvantage——Ihaveatlastseenthewoman’sface。Shewentoutwithherveildownasbefore;
andRobertkeptherinview,havingmyinstructions,ifshereturnedtothehouse,nottofollowherbacktothedoor。Shedidreturntothehouse;andtheresultofmyprecautionwas,asIhadexpected,tothrowheroffherguard。Isawherfaceunveiledatthewindow,andafterwardagaininthebalcony。Ifanyoccasionshouldarisefordescribingherparticularly,youshallhavethedescription。AtpresentIneedonlysaythatshelooksthefullagefive-and-thirtyatwhichyouestimatedher,andthatsheisbynomeanssohandsomeawomanasIhadI
hardlyknowwhyexpectedtosee。
“ThisisallIcannowtellyou。IfnothingmorehappensbyMondayorTuesdaynext,Ishallhavenochoicebuttoapplytomylawyersforassistance;thoughIammostunwillingtotrustthisdelicateanddangerousmatterinotherhandsthanmine。Settingmyownfeelingshowever,outofthequestion,thebusinesswhichhasbeenthecauseofmyjourneytoLondonistooimportanttobetrifledwithmuchlongerasIamtriflingwithitnow。Inanyandeverycase,dependonmykeepingyouinformedoftheprogressofevents,andbelievemeyourstruly,“DECIMUSBROCK。”
Midwintersecuredtheletterashehadsecuredtheletterthatprecededit——sidebysideinhispocket-bookwiththenarrativeofAllan’sDream。
“Howmanydaysmore?”heaskedhimself,ashewentbacktothehouse。“Howmanydaysmore?”
Notmany。Thetimehewaswaitingforwasatimecloseathand。
Mondaycame,andbroughtMr。Bashwood,punctualtotheappointedhour。Mondaycame,andfoundAllanimmersedinhispreparationsforthepicnic。Heheldaseriesofinterviews,athomeandabroad,allthroughtheday。HetransactedbusinesswithMrs。
Gripper,withthebutler,andwiththecoachman,intheirthreeseveraldepartmentsofeating,drinking,anddriving。HewenttothetowntoconsulthisprofessionaladvisersonthesubjectoftheBroads,andtoinviteboththelawyers,fatherandsonintheabsenceofanybodyelseintheneighborhoodwhomhecouldask,tojointhepicnic。PedgiftSeniorinhisdepartment
suppliedgeneralinformation,butbeggedtobeexcusedfromappearingatthepicnic,onthescoreofbusinessengagements。
PedgiftJuniorinhisdepartmentaddedallthedetails;and,castingbusinessengagementstothewinds,acceptedtheinvitationwiththegreatestpleasure。Returningfromthelawyer’soffice,Allan’snextproceedingwastogotothemajor’scottageandobtainMissMilroy’sapprovaloftheproposedlocalityforthepleasureparty。Thisobjectaccomplished,hereturnedtohisownhouse,tomeetthelastdifficultynowlefttoencounter——thedifficultyofpersuadingMidwintertojointheexpeditiontotheBroads。
Onfirstbroachingthesubject,Allanfoundhisfriendimpenetrablyresolutetoremainathome。Midwinter’snaturalreluctancetomeetthemajorandhisdaughterafterwhathadhappenedatthecottage,mightprobablyhavebeenovercome。ButMidwinter’sdeterminationnottoallowMr。Bashwood’scourseofinstructiontobeinterruptedwasproofagainsteveryeffortthatcouldbemadetoshakeit。Afterexertinghisinfluencetotheutmost,Allanwasobligedtoremaincontentedwithacompromise。
Midwinterpromised,notverywillingly,tojointhepartytowardevening,attheplaceappointedforagypsytea-making,whichwastoclosetheproceedingsoftheday。TothisextenthewouldconsenttotaketheopportunityofplacinghimselfonafriendlyfootingwiththeMilroys。Morehecouldnotconcede,eventoAllan’spersuasion,andformoreitwouldheuselesstoask。
Thedayofthepicniccame。Thelovelymorning,andthecheerfulbustleofpreparationfortheexpedition,failedentirelytotemptMidwinterintoalteringhisresolution。Attheregularhourheleftthebreakfast-tabletojoinMr。Bashwoodinthesteward’soffice。Thetwowerequietlyclosetedoverthebooks,atthebackofthehouse,whilethepackingforthepicnicwentoninfront。
YoungPedgiftshortinstature,smartincostume,andself-reliantinmannerarrivedsomelittletimebeforethehourforstarting,toreviseallthearrangements,andtomakeanyfinalimprovementswhichhislocalknowledgemightsuggest。Allanandhewerestillbusyinconsultationwhenthefirsthitchoccurredintheproceedings。Thewoman-servantfromthecottagewasreportedtobewaitingbelowforananswertoanotefromheryoungmistress,whichwasplacedinAllan’shands。
OnthisoccasionMissMilroy’semotionshadapparentlygotthebetterofhersenseofpropriety。Thetoneoftheletterwasfeverish,andthehandwritingwanderedcrookedlyupanddownindeplorablefreedomfromallproperrestraint。
“Oh,Mr。Armadale“wrotethemajor’sdaughter,“suchamisfortune!What_are_wetodo?Papahasgotaletterfromgrandmammathismorningaboutthenewgoverness。Herreferencehasansweredallthequestions,andshe’sreadytocomeattheshortestnotice。Grandmammathinkshowprovoking!thesoonerthebetter;andshesayswemayexpecther——Imeanthegoverness——eitherto-dayorto-morrow。Papasayshe_will_besoabsurdlyconsideratetoeverybody!thatwecan’tallowMissGwilttocomehereifshecomesto-dayandfindnobodyathometoreceiveher。Whatistobedone?Iamreadytocrywithvexation。IhavegottheworstpossibleimpressionthoughgrandmammasayssheisacharmingpersonofMissGwilt。_Can_
yousuggestsomething,dearMr。Armadale?I’msurepapawouldgivewayifyoucould。Don’tstoptowrite;sendmeamessageback。Ihavegotanewhatforthepicnic;andoh,theagonyofnotknowingwhetherIamtokeepitonortakeitoff。Yourstruly,E。M。”
“ThedeviltakeMissGwilt!“saidAllan,staringathislegaladviserinastateofhelplessconsternation。
“Withallmyheart,sir——Idon’twishtointerfere。”remarkedPedgiftJunior。“MayIaskwhat’sthematter?”
Allantoldhim。Mr。Pedgifttheyoungermighthavehisfaults,butawantofquicknessofresourcewasnotamongthem。
“There’sawayoutofthedifficulty,Mr。Armadale。”hesaid。“Ifthegovernesscomestoday,let’shaveheratthepicnic。”
Allan’seyesopenedwideinastonishment。
“AllthehorsesandcarriagesintheThorpeAmbrosestablesarenotwantedforthissmallpartyofours。”proceededPedgiftJunior。“Ofcoursenot!Verygood。IfMissGwiltcomesto-day,shecan’tpossiblygetherebeforefiveo’clock。Goodagain。Youorderanopencarriagetobewaitingatthemajor’sdooratthattime,Mr。Armadale,andI’llgivethemanhisdirectionswheretodriveto。Whenthegovernesscomestothecottage,letherfindanicelittlenoteofapologyalongwiththecoldfowl,orwhateverelsetheygiveherafterherjourneybegginghertojoinusatthepicnic,andputtingacarriageatherownsoledisposaltotakeherthere。Gad,sir!“saidyoungPedgift,gayly,“she_must_beaTouchyOneifshethinksherselfneglectedafterthat!“
“Capital!“criedAllan。“Sheshallhaveeveryattention。I’llgiveherthepony-chaiseandthewhiteharness,andsheshalldriveherself,ifshelikes。”
HescribbledalinetorelieveMissMilroy’sapprehensions,andgavethenecessaryordersforthepony-chaise。Tenminuteslater,thecarriagesforthepleasurepartywereatthedoor。
“Nowwe’vetakenallthistroubleabouther。”saidAllan,revertingtothegovernessastheyleftthehouse,“Iwonder,ifshedoescometoday,whetherweshallseeheratthepicnic!“
“Depends,entirelyonherage,sir。”remarkedyoungPedgift,pronouncingjudgmentwiththehappyconfidenceinhimselfwhicheminentlydistinguishedhim。“Ifshe’sanoldone,she’llbeknockedupwiththejourney,andshe’llsticktothecoldfowlandthecottage。Ifshe’sayoungone,eitherIknownothingofwomen,ortheponyinthewhiteharnesswillbringhertothepicnic。”
Theystartedforthemajor’scottage。
CHAPTERVIII。
THENORFOLKBROADS。
THElittlegroupgatheredtogetherinMajorMilroy’sparlortowaitforthecarriagesfromThorpeAmbrosewouldhardlyhaveconveyedtheidea,toanypreviouslyuninstructedpersonintroducedamongthem,ofapartyassembledinexpectationofapicnic。Theywerealmostdullenough,asfarasoutwardappearanceswent,tohavebeenapartyassembledinexpectationofamarriage。
EvenMissMilroyherself,thoughconscious,oflookingherbestinherbrightmuslindressandhergaylyfeatherednewhat,wasatthisinauspiciousmomentMissMilroyunderacloud。AlthoughAllan’snotehadassuredher,inAllan’sstrongestlanguage,thattheonegreatobjectofreconcilingthegoverness’sarrivalwiththecelebrationofthepicnicwasanobjectachieved,thedoubtstillremainedwhethertheplanproposed——whateveritmightbe——wouldmeetwithherfather’sapproval。Inaword,MissMilroydeclinedtofeelsureofherday’spleasureuntilthecarriagemadeitsappearanceandtookherfromthedoor。Themajor,onhisside,arrayedforthefestiveoccasioninatightbluefrock-coatwhichhehadnotwornforyears,andthreatenedwithawholelongdayofseparationfromhisoldfriendandcomradetheclock,wasamanoutofhiselement,ifeversuchamanexistedyet。AsforthefriendswhohadbeenaskedatAllan’srequest——thewidowladyotherwiseMrs。PentecostandhersontheReverendSamuelindelicatehealth——twopeoplelesscapable,apparentlyofaddingtothehilarityofthedaycouldhardlyhavebeendiscoveredinthelengthandbreadthofallEngland。Ayoungmanwhoplayshispartinsocietybylookingoningreenspectacles,andlisteningwithasicklysmile,maybeaprodigyofintellectandamineofvirtue,butheishardly,perhaps,therightsortofmantohaveatapicnic。Anoldladyafflictedwithdeafness,whoseoneinexhaustiblesubjectofinterestisthesubjectofherson,andwhoonthehappilyrareoccasionswhenthatsonopenshislips
askseverybodyeagerly,“Whatdoesmyboysay?”isapersontobepitiedinrespectofherinfirmities,andapersontobeadmiredinrespectofhermaternaldevotedness,butnotaperson,ifthethingcouldpossiblybeavoided,totaketoapicnic。Suchaman,nevertheless,wastheReverendSamuelPentecost,andsuchawomanwastheReverendSamuel’smother;andinthedearthofanyotherproducibleguests,theretheywere,engagedtoeat,drink,andbemerryforthedayatMr。Armadale’spleasurepartytotheNorfolkBroads。
ThearrivalofAllan,withhisfaithfulfollower,PedgiftJunior,athisheels,rousedtheflaggingspiritsofthepartyatthecottage。Theplanforenablingthegovernesstojointhepicnic,ifshearrivedthatday,satisfiedevenMajorMilroy’sanxietytoshowallproperattentiontotheladywhowascomingintohishouse。Afterwritingthenecessarynoteofapologyandinvitation,andaddressingitinherverybesthandwritingtothenewgoverness,MissMilroyranupstairstosaygood-bytohermother,andreturnedwithasmilingfaceandasidelookofreliefdirectedatherfather,toannouncethattherewasnothingnowtokeepanyofthemamomentlongerindoors。Thecompanyatoncedirectedtheirstepstothegardengate,andweretheremetfacetofacebythesecondgreatdifficultyoftheday。Howwerethesixpersonsofthepicnictobedividedbetweenthetwoopencarriagesthatwereinwaitingforthem?
Here,again,PedgiftJuniorexhibitedhisinvaluablefacultyofcontrivance。Thishighlycultivatedyoungmanpossessedinaneminentdegreeanaccomplishmentmoreorlesspeculiartoalltheyoungmenoftheagewelivein:hewasperfectlycapableoftakinghispleasurewithoutforgettinghisbusiness。SuchaclientastheMasterofThorpeAmbrosefellbutseldominhisfather’sway,andtopayspecialbutunobtrusiveattentiontoAllanallthroughthedaywasthebusinessofwhichyoungPedgift,whileprovinghimselftobethelifeandsoulofthepicnic,neveroncelostsightfromthebeginningofthemerry-makingtotheend。HehaddetectedthestateofaffairsbetweenMissMilroyandAllanatglance,andheatonceprovidedforhisclient’sinclinationsinthatquarterbyoffering,invirtueofhislocalknowledge,toleadthewayinthefirstcarriage,andbyaskingMajorMilroyandthecurateiftheywoulddohimthehonorofaccompanyinghim。
“Weshallpassaveryinterestingplacetoamilitaryman,sir。”
saidyoungPedgift,addressingthemajor,withhishappyandunblushingconfidence——“theremainsofaRomanencampment。Andmyfather,sir,whoisasubscriber。”proceededthisrisinglawyer,turningtothecurate,“wishedmetoaskyouropinionofthenewInfantSchoolbuildingsatLittleGillBeck。Wouldyoukindlygiveitmeaswegoalong?”Heopenedthecarriagedoor,andhelpedinthemajorandthecuratebeforetheycouldeitherofthemstartanydifficulties。Thenecessaryresultfollowed。AllanandMissMilroyrodetogetherinthesamecarriage,withtheextraconvenienceofadeafoldladyinattendancetokeepthesquire’scomplimentswithinthenecessarylimits。
NeveryethadAllanenjoyedsuchaninterviewwithMissMilroyastheinterviewhenowobtainedontheroadtotheBroads。
Thedearoldlady,afteralittleanecdoteortwoonthesubjectofherson,didtheonethingwantingtosecuretheperfectfelicityofhertwoyouthfulcompanions:shebecameconsideratelyblindfortheoccasion,aswellasdeaf。Aquarterofanhourafterthecarriageleftthemajor’scottage,thepooroldsoul,reposingonsnugcushions,andfannedbyafinesummerair,fellpeaceablyasleep。Allanmadelove,andMissMilroysanctionedthemanufactureofthatoccasionallypreciousarticleofhumancommerce,sublimelyindifferentonbothsidestoasolemnbassaccompanimentontwonotes,playedbythecurate’smother’sunsuspectingnose。Theonlyinterruptiontothelove-makingthesnoring,beingathingmoregraveandpermanentinitsnature,wasnotinterruptedatallcameatintervalsfromthecarriageahead。Notsatisfiedwithhavingthemajor’sRomanencampmentandthecurate’sInfantSchoolsonhismind,PedgiftJuniorroseerectfromtimetotimeinhisplace,and,respectfullyhailingthehindmostvehicle,directedAllan’sattention,inashrilltenorvoice,andwithanexcellentchoiceoflanguage,toobjectsofinterestontheroad。Theonlywaytoquiethimwastoanswer,whichAllaninvariablydidbyshoutingback,“Yes,beautiful。”
uponwhichyoungPedgiftdisappearedagainintherecessesoftheleadingcarriage,andtookuptheRomansandtheInfantswherehehadleftthemlast。
ThescenethroughwhichthepicnicpartywasnowpassingmeritedfarmoreattentionthanitreceivedeitherfromAllanorAllan’sfriends。
Anhour’ssteadydrivingfromthemajor’scottagehadtakenyoungArmadaleandhisguestsbeyondthelimitsofMidwinter’ssolitarywalk,andwasnowbringingthemnearerandnearertooneofthestrangestandloveliestaspectsofnaturewhichtheinlandlandscape,notofNorfolkonly,butofallEngland,canshow。
LittlebylittlethefaceofthecountrybegantochangeasthecarriagesapproachedtheremoteandlonelydistrictoftheBroads。Thewheatfieldsandturnipfieldsbecameperceptiblyfewer,andthefatgreengrazinggroundsoneithersidegrewwiderandwiderintheirsmoothandsweepingrange。Heapsofdryrushesandreeds,laidupforthebasket-makerandthethatcher,begantoappearattheroad-side。Theoldgabledcottagesoftheearlypartofthedrivedwindledanddisappeared,andhutswithmudwallsroseintheirplace。Withtheancientchurchtowersandthewindandwatermills,whichhadhithertobeentheonlyloftyobjectsseenoverthelowmarshyflat,therenowroseallroundthehorizon,glidingslowanddistantbehindfringesofpollardwillows,thesailsofinvisibleboatsmovingoninvisiblewaters。
Allthestrangeandstartlinganomaliespresentedbyaninlandagriculturaldistrict,isolatedfromotherdistrictsbyitsintricatesurroundingnetworkofpoolsandstreams——holdingitscommunicationsandcarryingitsproducebywaterinsteadofbyland——begantopresentthemselvesincloserandclosersuccession。Netsappearedoncottagepailings;littleflat-bottomedboatslaystrangelyatrestamongtheflowersincottagegardens;farmers’menpassedtoandfrocladincompositecostumeofthecoastandthefield,insailors’hats,andfishermen’sboots,andplowmen’ssmocks;andevenyetthelow-lyinglabyrinthofwaters,embosomedinitsmysteryofsolitude,wasahiddenlabyrinthstill。Aminutemore,andthecarriagestookasuddenturnfromthehardhigh-roadintoalittleweedylane。Thewheelsrannoiselessonthedampandspongyground。Alonelyoutlyingcottageappearedwithitslitterofnetsandboats。Afewyardsfurtheron,andthelastmorseloffirmearthsuddenlyendedinatinycreekandquay。Oneturnmoretotheendofthequay——andthere,spreadingitsgreatsheetofwater,farandbrightandsmooth,ontherighthandandtheleft——there,aspureinitsspotlessblue,asstillinitsheavenlypeacefulness,asthesummerskyaboveit,wasthefirstoftheNorfolkBroads。
Thecarriagesstopped,thelove-makingbrokeoff,andthevenerableMrs。Pentecost,recoveringtheuseofhersensesatamoment’snotice,fixedhereyessternlyonAllantheinstantshewoke。
“Iseeinyourface,Mr。Armadale。”saidtheoldlady,sharply,“thatyouthinkIhavebeenasleep。”
Theconsciousnessofguiltactsdifferentlyonthetwosexes。Inninecasesoutoften,itisamuchmoremanageableconsciousnesswithawomanthanwithaman。Alltheconfusion,onthisoccasion,wasontheman’sside。WhileAllanreddenedandlookedembarrassed,thequick-wittedMissMilroyinstantlyembracedtheoldladywithaburstofinnocentlaughter。“Heisquiteincapable,dearMrs。Pentecost。”saidthelittlehypocrite,“ofanythingsoridiculousasthinkingyouhavebeenasleep!“
“AllIwishMr。Armadaletoknow。”pursuedtheoldlady,stillsuspiciousofAllan,“is,thatmyheadbeinggiddy,Iamobligedtoclosemyeyesinacarriage。Closingtheeyes,Mr。Armadale,isonething,andgoingtosleepisanother。Whereismyson?”
TheReverendSamuelappearedsilentlyatthecarriagedoor,andassistedhismothertogetout“Didyouenjoythedrive,Sammy?”
askedtheoldlady。“Beautifulscenery,mydear,wasn’tit?”
YoungPedgift,onwhomthearrangementsforexploringtheBroadsdevolved,hustledabout,givinghisorderstotheboatman。MajorMilroy,placidandpatient,satapartonanoverturnedpunt,andprivatelylookedathiswatch。Wasitpastnoonalready?Morethananhourpast。Forthefirsttime,formanyalongyear,thefamousclockathomehadstruckinanemptyworkshop。Timehadliftedhiswonderfulscythe,andthecorporalandhismenhadrelievedguard,withnomaster’seyetowatchtheirperformances,withnomaster’shandtoencouragethemtodotheirbest。Themajorsighedasheputhiswatchbackinhispocket。“I’mafraidI’mtoooldforthissortofthing。”thoughtthegoodman,lookingabouthimdreamily。“Idon’tfindIenjoyitasmuchasI
thoughtIshould。Whenarewegoingonthewater,Iwonder?
Where’sNeelie?”
Neelie——moreproperlyMissMilroy——wasbehindoneofthecarriageswiththepromoterofthepicnic。TheywereimmersedintheinterestingsubjectoftheirownChristiannames,andAllanwasasnearapointblankproposalofmarriageasitiswellpossibleforathoughtlessyounggentlemanoftwo-and-twentytobe。
“Tellmethetruth。”saidMissMilroy,withhereyesmodestlyrivetedontheground。“Whenyoufirstknewwhatmynamewas,youdidn’tlikeit,didyou?”
“Ilikeeverythingthatbelongstoyou。”rejoinedAllan,vigorously。“IthinkEleanorisabeautifulname;andyet,I
don’tknowwhy,IthinkthemajormadeanimprovementwhenhechangedittoNeelie。”
“Icantellyouwhy,Mr。Armadale。”saidthemajor’sdaughter,withgreatgravity。’Therearesomeunfortunatepeopleinthisworldwhosenamesare——howcanIexpressit?——whosenamesaremisfits。Mineisamisfit。Idon’tblamemyparents,forofcourseitwasimpossibletoknowwhenIwasababyhowIshouldgrowup。Butasthingsare,Iandmynamedon’tfiteachother。
WhenyouhearayoungladycalledEleanor,youthinkofatall,beautiful,interestingcreaturedirectly——theveryoppositeof_me!_Withmypersonalappearance,Eleanorsoundsridiculous;andNeelie,asyouyourselfremarked,isjustthething。No!no!
don’tsayanymore;I’mtiredofthesubject。I’vegotanothernameinmyhead,ifwemustspeakofnames,whichismuchbetterworthtalkingaboutthanmine。”
Shestoleaglanceathercompanionwhichsaidplainlyenough,“Thenameisyours。”Allanadvancedastepnearertoher,andloweredhisvoice,withouttheslightestnecessity,toamysteriouswhisper。MissMilroyinstantlyresumedherinvestigationoftheground。Shelookedatitwithsuchextraordinaryinterestthatageologistmighthavesuspectedherofscientificflirtationwiththesuperficialstrata。
“Whatnameareyouthinkingof?”askedAllan。
MissMilroyaddressedheranswer,intheformofaremark,tothesuperficialstrata——andletthemdowhattheylikedwithit,intheircapacityofconductorsofsound。“IfIhadbeenaman。”shesaid,“IshouldsoliketohavebeencalledAllan!“
Shefelthiseyesonherasshespoke,and,turningherheadaside,becameabsorbedinthegrainingofthepanelatthebackofthecarriage。“Howbeautifulitis!“sheexclaimed,withasuddenoutburstofinterestinthevastsubjectofvarnish。“I
wonderhowtheydoit?”
Manpersists,andwomanyields。Allandeclinedtoshiftthegroundfromlove-makingtocoach-making。MissMilroydroppedthesubject。
“Callmebymyname,ifyoureallylikeit。”hewhispered,persuasively。“Callme’Allan’foronce;justtotry。”
Shehesitatedwithaheightenedcolorandacharmingsmile,andshookherhead。“Icouldn’tjustyet。”sheanswered,softly。
“MayIcallyouNeelie?Isittoosoon?”
Shelookedathimagain,withasuddendisturbanceaboutthebosomofherdress,andasuddenflashoftendernessinherdark-grayeyes。
“Youknowbest。”shesaid,faintly,inawhisper。
TheinevitableanswerwasonthetipofAllan’stongue。Attheveryinstant,however,whenheopenedhislips,theabhorrenthightenorofPedgiftJunior,shoutingfor“Mr。Armadale。”rangcheerfullythroughthequietair。Atthesamemoment,fromtheothersideofthecarriage,theluridspectaclesoftheReverendSamuelshowedthemselvesofficiouslyonthesearch;andthevoiceoftheReverendSamuel’smotherwhohad,withgreatdexterity,putthetwoideasofthepresenceofwaterandasuddenmovementamongthecompanytogetherinquireddistractedlyifanybodywasdrowned?SentimentfliesandLoveshuddersatalldemonstrationsofthenoisykind。Allansaid:“Damnit。”andrejoinedyoungPedgift。MissMilroysighed,andtookrefugewithherfather。
“I’vedoneit,Mr。Armadale!“criedyoungPedgift,greetinghispatrongayly。“Wecanallgoonthewatertogether;I’vegotthebiggestboatontheBroads。Thelittleskiffs。”headded,inalowertone,asheledthewaytothequaysteps,“besidesbeingticklishandeasilyupset,won’tholdmorethantwo,withtheboatman;andthemajortoldmeheshouldfeelithisdutytogowithhisdaughter,ifweallseparatedindifferentboats。I
thought_that_wouldhardlydo,sir。”pursuedPedgiftJunior,witharespectfullyslyemphasisonthewords。“And,besides,ifwehadputtheoldladyintoaskiff,withherweightsixteenstoneifshe’sapound,wemighthavehadherupsidedowninthewaterhalfhertime,whichwouldhaveoccasioneddelay,andthrownwhatyoucalladampontheproceedings。Here’stheboat,Mr。Armadale。Whatdoyouthinkofit?”
TheboataddedonemoretothestrangelyanomalousobjectswhichappearedattheBroads。Itwasnothinglessthanastoutoldlifeboat,passingitslastdecliningyearsonthesmoothfreshwater,afterthestormydaysofitsyouthtimeonthewildsaltsea。Acomfortablelittlecabinfortheuseoffowlersinthewinterseasonhadbeenbuiltamidships,andamastandsailadaptedforinlandnavigationhadbeenfittedforward。Therewasroomenoughandtosparefortheguests,thedinner,andthethreemenincharge。Allanclappedhisfaithfullieutenantapprovinglyontheshoulder;andevenMrs。Pentecost,whenthewholepartywerecomfortablyestablishedonboard,tookacomparativelycheerfulviewoftheprospectsofthepicnic。“Ifanythinghappens。”saidtheoldlady,addressingthecompanygenerally,“there’sonecomfortforallofus。Mysoncanswim。”
TheboatfloatedoutfromthecreekintotheplacidwatersoftheBroad,andthefullbeautyofthesceneopenedontheview。
Onthenorthwardandwestward,astheboatreachedthemiddleofthelake,theshorelayclearandlowinthesunshine,fringeddarklyatcertainpointsbyrowsofdwarftrees;anddottedhereandthere,intheopenerspaces,withwindmillsandreed-thatchedcottages,ofpuddledmud。Southward,thegreatsheetofwaternarrowedgraduallytoalittlegroupofclose-nestlingislandswhichclosedtheprospect;whiletotheeastalong,gentlyundulatinglineofreedsfollowedthewindingsoftheBroad,andshutoutallviewofthewaterywastesbeyond。Soclearandsolightwasthesummerairthattheonecloudintheeasternquarteroftheheavenwasthesmokecloudleftbyapassingsteamerthreemilesdistantandmoreontheinvisiblesea。Whenthevoicesofthepleasurepartywerestill,notasoundrose,farornear,butthefaintrippleatthebows,asthemen,withslow,deliberatestrokesoftheirlongpoles,pressedtheboatforwardsoftlyovertheshallowwater。Theworldandtheworld’sturmoilseemedleftbehindforeverontheland;thesilencewasthesilenceofenchantment——thedeliciousinterflowofthesoftpurityoftheskyandthebrighttranquillityofthelake。
Establishedinperfectcomfortintheboat——themajorandhisdaughterononeside,thecurateandhismotherontheother,andAllanandyoungPedgiftbetweenthetwo——thewaterpartyfloatedsmoothlytowardthelittlenestofislandsattheendoftheBroad。MissMilroywasinraptures;Allanwasdelighted;andthemajorforonceforgothisclock。Everyonefeltpleasurably,intheirdifferentways,thequietandbeautyofthescene。Mrs。
Pentecost,inherway,feltitlikeaclairvoyant——withclosedeyes。
“Lookbehindyou,Mr。Armadale。”whisperedyoungPedgift。“I
thinktheparson’sbeginningtoenjoyhimself。”
Anunwontedbriskness——portentousapparentlyofcomingspeech——didcertainlyatthatmomentenliventhecurate’smanner。
Hejerkedhisheadfromsidetosidelikeabird;heclearedhisthroat,andclaspedhishands,andlookedwithagentleinterestatthecompany。Gettingintospiritsseemed,inthecaseofthisexcellentperson,tobealarminglylikegettingintothepulpit。
“Eveninthissceneoftranquillity。”saidtheReverendSamuel,comingoutsoftlywithhisfirstcontributiontothesocietyintheshapeofaremark,“theChristianmind——led,sotospeak,fromoneextremetoanother——isforciblyrecalledtotheunstablenatureofallearthlyenjoyments。Howifthiscalmshouldnotlast?Howifthewindsroseandthewatersbecameagitated?”
“Youneedn’talarmyourselfaboutthat,sir。”saidyoungPedgift;
“June’sthefineseasonhere——andyoucanswim。”
Mrs。Pentecostmesmericallyaffected,inallprobability,bythenearneighborhoodofhersonopenedhereyessuddenlyandasked,withhercustomaryeagerness。“Whatdoesmyboysay?”
TheReverendSamuelrepeatedhiswordsinthekeythatsuitedhismother’sinfirmity。Theoldladynoddedinhighapproval,andpursuedherson’strainofthoughtthroughthemediumofaquotation。
“Ah!“sighedMrs。Pentecost,withinfiniterelish,“Heridesthewhirlwind,Sammy,anddirectsthestorm!“
“Noblewords!“saidtheReverendSamuel。“Nobleandconsolingwords!“
“Isay。”whisperedAllan,“ifhegoesonmuchlongerinthatway,what’stobedone?”
“Itoldyou,papa,itwasarisktoaskthem。”addedMissMilroy,inanotherwhisper。
“Mydear!“remonstratedthemajor。“Weknewnobodyelseintheneighborhood,and,asMr。Armadalekindlysuggestedourbringingourfriends,whatcouldwedo?”
“Wecan’tupsettheboat。”remarkedyoungPedgift,withsardonicgravity。“It’salifeboat,unfortunately。MayIventuretosuggestputtingsomethingintothereverendgentleman’smouth,Mr。Armadale?It’scloseonthreeo’clock。Whatdoyousaytoringingthedinner-bell,sir?”
NeverwastherightmanmoreentirelyintherightplacethanPedgiftJunioratthepicnic。Intenminutesmoretheboatwasbroughttoastand-stillamongthereeds;theThorpeAmbrosehamperswereunpackedontheroofofthecabin;andthecurrentofthecurate’seloquencewascheckedfortheday。
Howinestimablyimportantinitsmoralresults——andthereforehowpraiseworthyinitself——istheactofeatinganddrinking!Thesocialvirtuescenterinthestomach。Amanwhoisnotabetterhusband,father,andbrotherafterdinnerthanbeforeis,digestivelyspeaking,anincurablyviciousman。Whathiddencharmsofcharacterdisclosethemselves,whatdormantamiabilitiesawaken,whenourcommonhumanitygatherstogethertopouroutthegastricjuice!AttheopeningofthehampersfromThorpeAmbrose,sweetSociabilityoffspringofthehappyunionofCivilizationandMrs。Gripperexhaledamongtheboatingparty,andmeltedinonefriendlyfusionthediscordantelementsofwhichthatpartyhadhithertobeencomposed。NowdidtheReverendSamuelPentecost,whoselighthadhithertobeenhiddenunderabushel,proveatlastthathecoulddosomethingbyprovingthathecouldeat。NowdidPedgiftJuniorshinebrighterthaneverhehadshoneyetingemsofcaustichumorandexquisitefertilitiesofresource。Nowdidthesquire,andthesquire’scharmingguest,provethetripleconnectionbetweenChampagnethatsparkles,Lovethatgrowsbolder,andEyeswhosevocabularyiswithoutthewordNo。Nowdidcheerfuloldtimescomebacktothemajor’smemory,andcheerfuloldstoriesnottoldforyearsfindtheirwaytothemajor’slips。AndnowdidMrs。Pentecost,comingoutwakefullyinthewholeforceofherestimablematernalcharacter,seizeonasupplementaryfork,andplythatusefulinstrumentincessantlybetweenthechoicestmorselsinthewholeroundofdishes,andthefewvacantplacesleftavailableontheReverendSamuel’splate。“Don’tlaughatmyson。”criedtheoldlady,observingthemerrimentwhichherproceedingsproducedamongthecompany。“It’smyfault,poordear——_I_makehimeat!“
Andtherearemeninthisworldwho,seeingvirtuessuchasthesedevelopedatthetable,astheyaredevelopednowhereelse,can,nevertheless,rankthegloriousprivilegeofdiningwiththesmallestofthediurnalpersonalworrieswhichnecessityimposesonmankind——withbuttoningyourwaistcoat,forexample,orlacingyourstays!Trustnosuchmonsterasthiswithyourtendersecrets,yourlovesandhatreds,yourhopesandfears。Hisheartisuncorrectedbyhisstomach,andthesocialvirtuesarenotinhim。
Thelastmellowhoursofthedayandthefirstcoolbreezesofthelongsummereveninghadmetbeforethedisheswerealllaidwaste,andthebottlesasemptyasbottlesshouldbe。Thispointintheproceedingsattained,thepicnicpartylookedlazilyatPedgiftJuniortoknowwhatwastobedonenext。Thatinexhaustiblefunctionarywasequalasevertoallthecallsonhim。Hehadanewamusementreadybeforethequickestofthecompanycouldsomuchasaskhimwhatthatamusementwastobe。
“Fondofmusiconthewater,MissMilroy?”heasked,inhisairiestandpleasantestmanner。
MissMilroyadoredmusic,bothonthewaterandtheland——alwaysexceptingtheonecasewhenshewaspracticingtheartherselfonthepianoathome。
“We’llgetoutofthereedsfirst。”saidyoungPedgift。Hegavehisorderstotheboatmen,divedbrisklyintothelittlecabin,andreappearedwithaconcertinainhishand。“Neat,MissMilroy,isn’tit?”heobserved,pointingtohisinitials,inlaidontheinstrumentinmother-of-pearl。“Myname’sAugustus,likemyfather’s。Someofmyfriendsknockoffthe’A,’andcallme’GustusJunior。’Asmalljokegoesalongwayamongfriends,doesn’tit,Mr。Armadale?Isingalittletomyownaccompaniment,ladiesandgentlemen;and,ifquiteagreeable,I
shallbeproudandhappytodomybest。”
“Stop!“criedMrs。Pentecost;“Idoteonmusic。”