Withthisformidableannouncement,theoldladyopenedaprodigiousleatherbag,fromwhichsheneverpartednightorday,andtookoutanear-trumpetoftheold-fashionedkind——somethingbetweenakey-bugleandaFrenchhorn。“Idon’tcaretousethethinggenerally。”explainedMrs。Pentecost,“becauseI’mafraidofitsmakingmedeaferthanever。ButIcan’tandwon’tmissthemusic。Idoteonmusic。Ifyou’llholdtheotherend,Sammy,I’llstickitinmyear。
Neelie,mydear,tellhimtobegin。”
YoungPedgiftwastroubledwithnonervoushesitation。Hebeganatonce,notwithsongsofthelightandmodernkind,suchasmighthavebeenexpectedfromanamateurofhisageandcharacter,butwithdeclamatoryandpatrioticburstsofpoetry,settotheboldandblatantmusicwhichthepeopleofEnglandloveddearlyattheearlierpartofthepresentcentury,andwhich,whenevertheycangetit,theylovedearlystill。“TheDeathofMarmion。”“TheBattleoftheBaltic。”“TheBayofBiscay。”“Nelson。”undervariousvocalaspects,asexhibitedbythelateBraham——thesewerethesongsinwhichtheroaringconcertinaandstridenttenorofGustusJuniorexultedtogether。
“Tellmewhenyou’retired,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidtheminstrelsolicitor。“There’snoconceitabout_me。_Willyouhavealittlesentimentbywayofvariety?ShallIwindupwith’TheMistletoeBough’and’PoorMaryAnne’?”
Havingfavoredhisaudiencewiththosetwocheerfulmelodies,youngPedgiftrespectfullyrequestedtherestofthecompanytofollowhisvocalexampleinturn,offering,ineverycase,toplay“arunningaccompaniment“impromptu,ifthesingerwouldonlybesoobligingastofavorhimwiththekey-note。
“Goon,somebody!“criedMrs。Pentecost,eagerly。“Itellyouagain,Idoteonmusic。Wehaven’thadhalfenoughyet,havewe,Sammy?”
TheReverendSamuelmadenoreply。Theunhappymanhadreasonsofhisown——notexactlyinhisbosom,butalittlelower——forremainingsilent,inthemidstofthegeneralhilarityandthegeneralapplause。Alasforhumanity!Evenmaternalloveisalloyedwithmortalfallibility。Owingmuchalreadytohisexcellentmother,theReverendSamuelwasnowadditionallyindebtedtoherforasmartindigestion。
Nobody,however,noticedasyetthesignsandtokensofinternalrevolutioninthecurate’sface。Everybodywasoccupiedinentreatingeverybodyelsetosing。MissMilroyappealedtothefounderofthefeast。“Dosingsomething,Mr。Armadale。”shesaid;“Ishouldsoliketohearyou!“
“Ifyouoncebegin,sir。”addedthecheerfulPedgift,“you’llfinditgetuncommonlyeasyasyougoon。Musicisasciencewhichrequirestobetakenbythethroatatstarting。”
“Withallmyheart。”saidAllan,inhisgood-humoredway。“Iknowlotsoftunes,buttheworstofitis,thewordsescapeme。I
wonderifIcanrememberoneofMoore’sMelodies?MypoormotherusedtobefondofteachingmeMoore’sMelodieswhenIwasaboy。”
“Whosemelodies?”askedMrs。Pentecost。“Moore’s?Aha!IknowTomMooreheart。”
“Perhapsinthatcaseyouwillhegoodenoughtohelpme,ma’am,ifmymemorybreaksdown。”rejoinedAllan。“I’lltaketheeasiestmelodyinthewholecollection,ifyou’llallowme。Everybodyknowsit——’Eveleen’sBower。’“
“I’mfamiliar,inageneralsortofway,withthenationalmelodiesofEngland,Scotland,andIreland。”saidPedgiftJunior。
“I’llaccompanyyou,sir,withthegreatestpleasure。Thisisthesortofthing,Ithink。”Heseatedhimselfcross-leggedontheroofofthecabin,andburstintoacomplicatedmusicalimprovisationwonderfultohear——amixtureofinstrumentalflourishesandgroans;ajigcorrectedbyadirge,andadirgeenlivenedbyajig。“That’sthesortofthing。”saidyoungPedgift,withhissmileofsupremeconfidence。“Fireaway,sir!“
Mrs。Pentecostelevatedhertrumpet,andAllanelevatedhisvoice。“Oh,weepforthehourwhentoEveleen’sBower——“Hestopped;theaccompanimentstopped;theaudiencewaited。“It’samostextraordinarything。”saidAllan;“IthoughtIhadthenextlineonthetipofmytongue,anditseemstohaveescapedme。
I’llbeginagain,ifyouhavenoobjection。’Oh,weepforthehourwhentoEveleen’sBower——’“
“’Thelordofthevalleywithfalsevowscame,’“saidMrs。
Pentecost。
“Thankyou,ma’am。”saidAllan。“NowIshallgetonsmoothly。
’Oh,weepforthehourwhentoEveleen’sBower,thelordofthevalleywithfalsevowscame。Themoonwasshiningbright——’“
“No!“saidMrs。Pentecost。
“Ibegyourpardon,ma’am。”remonstratedAllan。“’Themoonwas。
shiningbright——’“
“Themoonwasn’tdoinganythingofthekind。”saidMrs。
Pentecost。
PedgiftJunior,foreseeingadispute,persevered_sottovoce_
withtheaccompaniment,intheinterestsofharmony。
“Moore’sownwords,ma’am。”saidAllan,“inmymother’scopyoftheMelodies。”
“Yourmother’scopywaswrong。”retortedMrs。Pentecost。“Didn’tItellyoujustnowthatIknewTomMoorebyheart?”
PedgiftJunior’speace-makingconcertinastillflourishedandgroanedintheminorkey。
“Well,what_did_themoondo?”askedAllan,indespair。
“Whatthemoon_ought_tohavedone,sir,orTomMoorewouldn’thavewrittenitso。”rejoinedMrs。Pentecost。“’Themoonhidherlightfromtheheaventhatnight,andweptbehindhercloudso’erthemaiden’sshame!’Iwishthatyoungmanwouldleaveoffplaying。”addedMrs。Pentecost,ventingherrisingirritationonGustusJunior。“I’vehadenoughofhim——heticklesmyears。”
“Proud,I’msure,ma’am。”saidtheunblushingPedgift。“Thewholescienceofmusicconsistsinticklingtheears。”
“Weseemtobedriftingintoasortofargument。”remarkedMajorMilroy,placidly。“Wouldn’titbebetterifMr。Armadalewentonwithhissong?”
“Dogoon,Mr。Armadale!“addedthemajor’sdaughter。“Dogoon,Mr。Pedgift!“
“Oneofthemdoesn’tknowthewords,andtheotherdoesn’tknowthemusic。”saidMrs。Pentecost。“Letthemgooniftheycan!“
“Sorrytodisappointyou,ma’am。”saidPedgiftJunior;“I’mreadytogoonmyselftoanyextent。Now,Mr。Armadale!“
Allanopenedhislipstotakeuptheunfinishedmelodywherehehadlastleftit。Beforehecouldutteranote,thecuratesuddenlyrose,withaghastlyface,andahandpressedconvulsivelyoverthemiddleregionofhiswaistcoat。
“What’sthematter?”criedthewholeboatingpartyinchorus。
“Iamexceedinglyunwell。”saidtheReverendSamuelPentecost。
Theboatwasinstantlyinastateofconfusion。“Eveleen’sBower“
expiredonAllan’slips,andeventheirrepressibleconcertinaofPedgiftwassilencedatlast。Thealarmprovedtobequiteneedless。Mrs。Pentecost’ssonpossessedamother,andthatmotherhadabag。Intwosecondstheartofmedicineoccupiedtheplaceleftvacantintheattentionofthecompanybytheartofmusic。
“Rubitgently,Sammy。”saidMrs。Pentecost。“I’llgetoutthebottlesandgiveyouadose。It’shispoorstomach,major。Holdmytrumpet,somebody——andstoptheboat。Youtakethatbottle,Neelie,mydear;andyoutakethisone,Mr。Armadale;andgivethemtomeasIwantthem。Ah,poordear,Iknowwhat’sthematterwithhim!Wantofpower_here,_major——cold,acid,andflabby。Gingertowarmhim;sodatocorrecthim;salvolatiletoholdhimup。There,Sammy!drinkitbeforeitsettles;andthengoandliedown,mydear,inthatdog-kennelofaplacetheycallthecabin。Nomoremusic!“addedMrs。Pentecost,shakingherforefingerattheproprietoroftheconcertina——“unlessit’sahymn,andthatIdon’tobjectto。”
Nobodyappearingtobeinafitframeofmindforsingingahymn,theall-accomplishedPedgiftdrewuponhisstoresoflocalknowledge,andproducedanewidea。Thecourseoftheboatwasimmediatelychangedunderhisdirection。Inafewminutesmore,thecompanyfoundthemselvesinalittleislandcreek,withalonelycottageatthefarendofit,andaperfectforestofreedsclosingtheviewallroundthem。“Whatdoyousay,ladiesandgentlemen,tosteppingonshoreandseeingwhatareed-cutter’scottagelookslike?”suggestedyoungPedgift。
“Wesayyes,tobesure。”answeredAllan。“IthinkourspiritshavebeenalittledashedbyMr。Pentecost’sillnessandMrs。
Pentecost’sbag。”headded,inawhispertoMissMilroy。“A
changeofthissortistheverythingwewanttosetusallgoingagain。”
HeandyoungPedgifthandedMissMilroyoutoftheboat。Themajorfollowed。Mrs。PentecostsatimmovableastheEgyptianSphinx,withherbagonherknees,mountingguardover“Sammy“inthecabin。
“Wemustkeepthefungoing,sir。”saidAllan,ashehelpedthemajoroverthesideoftheboat。“Wehaven’thalfdoneyetwiththeenjoymentoftheday。”
HisvoicesecondedhisheartybeliefinhisownpredictiontosuchgoodpurposethatevenMrs。Pentecostheardhim,andominouslyshookherhead。
“Ah!“sighedthecurate’smother,“ifyouwereasoldasIam,younggentleman,youwouldn’tfeelquitesosureoftheenjoymentoftheday!“
So,inrebukeoftherashnessofyouth,spokethecautionofage。
Thenegativeviewisnotoriouslythesafeview,alltheworldover,andthePentecostphilosophyis,asanecessaryconsequence,generallyintheright。
CHAPTERIX。
FATEORCHANCE?
ITwascloseonsixo’clockwhenAllanandhisfriendslefttheboat,andtheeveninginfluencewascreepingalready,initsmysteryanditsstillness,overthewaterysolitudeoftheBroads。
Theshoreinthesewildregionswasnotliketheshoreelsewhere。
Firmasitlooked,thegardengroundinfrontofthereed-cutter’scottagewasfloatingground,thatroseandfellandoozedintopuddlesunderthepressureofthefoot。Theboatmenwhoguidedthevisitorswarnedthemtokeeptothepath,andpointedthroughgapsinthereedsandpollardstograssyplaces,onwhichstrangerswouldhavewalkedconfidently,wherethecrustofearthwasnotstrongenoughtobeartheweightofachildovertheunfathomeddepthsofslimeandwaterbeneath。Thesolitarycottage,builtofplankspitchedblack,stoodongroundthathadbeensteadiedandstrengthenedbyrestingitonpiles。Alittlewoodentowerroseatoneendoftheroof,andservedasalookoutpostinthefowlingseason。Fromthiselevationtheeyerangedfarandwideoverawildernessofwindingwaterandlonesomemarsh。Ifthereed-cutterhadlosthisboat,hewouldhavebeenascompletelyisolatedfromallcommunicationwithtownorvillageasifhisplaceofabodehadbeenalight-vesselinsteadofacottage。Neitherhenorhisfamilycomplainedoftheirsolitude,orlookedinanywaytherougherortheworseforit。
Hiswifereceivedthevisitorshospitably,inasnuglittleroom,witharafteredceiling,andwindowswhichlookedlikewindowsinacabinonboardship。Hiswife’sfathertoldstoriesofthefamousdayswhenthesmugglerscameupfromtheseaatnight,rowingthroughthenet-workofriverswithmuffledoarstilltheygainedthelonelyBroads,andsanktheirspiritcasksinthewater,farfromthecoast-guard’sreach。Hiswildlittlechildrenplayedathide-and-seekwiththevisitors;andthevisitorsrangedinandoutofthecottage,androundandroundthemorseloffirmearthonwhichitstood,surprisedanddelightedbythenoveltyofalltheysaw。Theonepersonwhonoticedtheadvanceoftheevening——theonepersonwhothoughtoftheflyingtimeandthestationaryPentecostsintheboat——wasyoungPedgift。ThatexperiencedpilotoftheBroadslookedaskanceathiswatch,anddrewAllanasideatthefirstopportunity。
“Idon’twishtohurryyou,Mr。Armadale。”saidPedgiftJunior;
“butthetimeisgettingon,andthere’saladyinthecase。“
“Alady?”repeatedAllan。
“Yes,sir。”rejoinedyoungPedgift。“AladyfromLondon;
connectedifyou’llallowmetojogyourmemorywithapony-chaiseandwhiteharness。”
“Goodheavens,thegoverness!“criedAllan。“Why,wehaveforgottenallabouther!“
“Don’tbealarmed,sir;there’splentyoftime,ifweonlygetintotheboatagain。Thisishowitstands,Mr。Armadale。Wesettled,ifyouremember,tohavethegypsytea-makingatthenext’Broad’tothis——HurleMere?”
“Certainly。”saidAllan。“HurleMereistheplacewheremyfriendMidwinterhaspromisedtocomeandmeetus。”
“HurleMereiswherethegovernesswillbe,sir,ifyourcoachmanfollowsmydirections。”pursuedyoungPedgift。“Wehavegotnearlyanhour’spuntingtodo,alongthetwistsandturnsofthenarrowwaterswhichtheycallTheSoundsherebetweenthisandHurleMere;andaccordingtomycalculationswemustgetonboardagaininfiveminutes,ifwearetobeintimetomeetthegovernessandtomeetyourfriend。”
“Wemustn’tmissmyfriendonanyaccount。”saidAllan;“orthegoverness,either,ofcourse。I’lltellthemajor。”
MajorMilroywasatthatmomentpreparingtomountthewoodenwatch-towerofthecottagetoseetheview。TheeverusefulPedgiftvolunteeredtogoupwithhim,andrattleoffallthenecessarylocalexplanationsinhalfthetimewhichthereed-cutterwouldoccupyindescribinghisownneighborhoodtoastranger。
Allanremainedstandinginfrontofthecottage,morequietandmorethoughtfulthanusual。HisinterviewwithyoungPedgifthadbroughthisabsentfriendtohismemoryforthefirsttimesincethepicnicpartyhadstarted。HewassurprisedthatMidwinter,somuchinhisthoughtsonallotheroccasions,shouldhavebeensolongoutofhisthoughtsnow。Somethingtroubledhim,likeasenseofself-reproach,ashismindrevertedtothefaithfulfriendathome,toilinghardoverthesteward’sbooks,inhisinterestsandforhissake。“Dearoldfellow。”thoughtAllan,“I
shallbesogladtoseehimattheMere;theday’spleasurewon’tbecompletetillhejoinsus!“
“ShouldIberightorwrong,Mr。Armadale,ifIguessedthatyouwerethinkingofsomebody?”askedavoice,softly,behindhim。
Allanturned,andfoundthemajor誷daughterathisside。MissMilroynotunmindfulofacertaintenderinterviewwhichhadtakenplacebehindacarriagehadnoticedheradmirerstandingthoughtfullybyhimself,andhaddeterminedongivinghimanotheropportunity,whileherfatherandyoungPedgiftwereatthetopofthewatch-tower。
“Youknoweverything。”saidAllan,smiling。“I_was_thinkingofsomebody。”
MissMilroystoleaglanceathim——aglanceofgentleencouragement。TherecouldbebutonehumancreatureinMr。
Armadale’smindafterwhathadpassedbetweenthemthatmorning!
Itwouldbeonlyanactofmercytotakehimbackagainatoncetotheinterruptedconversationofafewhourssinceonthesubjectofnames。
“Ihavebeanthinkingofsomebody,too。”shesaid,half-inviting,half-repellingthecomingavowal。“IfItellyouthefirstletterofmySomebody’sname,willyoutellmethefirstletterofyours?”
“Iwilltellyouanythingyoulike。”rejoinedAllan,withtheutmostenthusiasm。
Shestillshrankcoquettishlyfromtheverysubjectthatshewantedtoapproach。“Tellmeyourletterfirst。”shesaid,inlowtones,lookingawayfromhim。
Allanlaughed。“M。”hesaid,“ismyfirstletter。”
Shestartedalittle。StrangethatheshouldbethinkingofherbyhersurnameinsteadofherChristianname;butitmatteredlittleaslongashe_was_thinkingofher。
“Whatisyourletter?”askedAllan。
Sheblushedandsmiled。“A——ifyouwillhaveit!“sheanswered,inareluctantlittlewhisper。Shestoleanotherlookathim,andluxuriouslyprotractedherenjoymentofthecomingavowaloncemore。“Howmanysyllablesisthenamein?”sheasked,drawingpatternsshylyonthegroundwiththeendoftheparasol。
Nomanwiththeslightestknowledgeofthesexwouldhavebeenrashenough,inAllan’sposition,totellherthetruth。Allan,whoknewnothingwhateverofwoman’snatures,andwhotoldthetruthrightandleftinallmortalemergencies,answeredasifhehadbeenunderexaminationinacourtofjustice。
“It’sanameinthreesyllables。”hesaid。
MissMilroy’sdowncasteyesflashedupathimlikelightning。
“Three!“sherepeatedintheblankestastonishment。
Allanwastooinveteratelystraightforwardtotakethewarningevennow。“I’mnotstrongatmyspelling,Iknow。”hesaid,withhislightheartedlaugh。“ButIdon’tthinkI’mwrong,incallingMidwinteranameinthreesyllables。Iwasthinkingofmyfriend;butnevermindmythoughts。TellmewhoAis——tellmewhom_you_werethinkingof?”
“Ofthefirstletterofthealphabet,Mr。Armadale,andIbegpositivelytoinformyouofnothingmore!“
Withthatannihilatinganswerthemajor’sdaughterputupherparasolandwalkedbackbyherselftotheboat。
Allanstoodpetrifiedwithamazement。IfMissMilroyhadactuallyboxedhisearsandthereisnodenyingthatshehadprivatelylongedtodevoteherhandtothatpurpose,hecouldhardlyhavefeltmorebewilderedthanhefeltnow。“WhatonearthhaveI
done?”heaskedhimself,helplessly,asthemajorandyoungPedgiftjoinedhim,andthethreewalkeddowntogethertothewater-side。“Iwonderwhatshe’llsaytomenext?”
Shesaidabsolutelynothing;sheneversomuchaslookedatAllanwhenhetookhisplaceintheboat。Thereshesat,withhereyesandhercomplexionbothmuchbrighterthanusual,takingthedeepestinterestinthecurate’sprogresstowardrecovery;inthestateofMrs。Pentecost’sspirits;inPedgiftJuniorforwhomsheostentatiouslymaderoomenoughtolethimsitbesideher;
inthesceneryandthereed-cutter’scottage;ineverybodyandeverythingbutAllan——whomshewouldhavemarriedwiththegreatestpleasurefiveminutessince。“I’llneverforgivehim。”
thoughtthemajor’sdaughter。“Tobethinkingofthatill-bredwretchwhenIwasthinkingof_him;_andtomakemeallbutconfessitbeforeIfoundhimout!ThankHeaven,Mr。Pedgiftisintheboat!“
InthisframeofmindMissNeelieappliedherselfforthwithtothefascinationofPedgiftandthediscomfitureofAllan。“Oh,Mr。Pedgift,howextremelycleverandkindofyoutothinkofshowingusthatsweetcottage!Lonely,Mr。Armadale?Idon’tthinkit’slonelyatall;Ishouldlikeofallthingstolivethere。Whatwouldthispicnichavebeenwithoutyou,Mr。Pedgift;
youcan’tthinkhowIhaveenjoyeditsincewegotintotheboat。
Cool,Mr。Armadale?Whatcanyoupossiblymeanbysayingit’scool;it’sthewarmesteveningwe’vehadthissummer。Andthemusic,Mr。Pedgift;howniceitwasofyoutobringyourconcertina!IwonderifIcouldaccompanyyouonthepiano?I
wouldsoliketotry。Oh,yes,Mr。Armadale,nodoubtyoumeanttodosomethingmusical,too,andIdaresayyousingverywellwhenyouknowthewords;but,totellyouthetruth,Ialwaysdid,andalwaysshall,hateMoore’sMelodies!“
Thus,withmercilessdexterityofmanipulation,didMissMilroyworkthatsharpestfemaleweaponofoffense,thetongue;andthusshewouldhaveuseditforsometimelonger,ifAllanhadonlyshownthenecessaryjealousy,orifPedgifthadonlyaffordedthenecessaryencouragement。Butadversefortunehaddecreedthatsheshouldselectforhervictimstwomenessentiallyunassailableunderexistingcircumstances。Allanwastooinnocentofallknowledgeoffemalesubtletiesandsusceptibilitiestounderstandanything,exceptthatthecharmingNeeliewasunreasonablyoutoftemperwithhimwithouttheslightestcause。ThewaryPedgift,asbecameoneofthequick-wittedyouthofthepresentgeneration,submittedtofemaleinfluence,withhiseyefixedimmovablyallthetimeonhisowninterests。Manyayoungmanofthepastgeneration,whowasnofool,hassacrificedeverythingforlove。
Notoneyoungmanintenthousandofthepresentgeneration,_except_thefools,hassacrificedahalf-penny。ThedaughtersofEvestillinherittheirmother’smeritsandcommittheirmother’sfaults。ButthesonsofAdam,intheselatterdays,aremenwhowouldhavehandedthefamousapplebackwithabow,anda“Thanks,no;itmightgetmeintoascrape。”WhenAllan——surprisedanddisappointed——movedawayoutofMissMilroy’sreachtotheforwardpartoftheboat,PedgiftJuniorroseandfollowedhim。“You’reaverynicegirl。”thoughtthisshrewdlysensibleyoungman;“butaclient’saclient;andIamsorrytoinformyou,miss,itwon’tdo。”HesethimselfatoncetorouseAllan’sspiritsbydivertinghisattentiontoanewsubject。TherewastobearegattathatautumnononeoftheBroads,andhisclient’sopinionasayachtsmanmightbevaluabletothecommittee。“Somethingnew,Ishouldthink,toyou,sir,inasailingmatchonfreshwater?”hesaid,inhismostingratiatorymanner。AndAllan,instantlyinterested,answered,“Quitenew。Dotellmeaboutit!“
Asfortherestofthepartyattheotherendoftheboat,theywereinafairwaytoconfirmMrs。Pentecost’sdoubtswhetherthehilarityofthepicnicwouldlastthedayout。PoorNeelie’snaturalfeelingofirritationunderthedisappointmentwhichAllan’sawkwardnesshadinflictedonherwasnowexasperatedintosilentandsettledresentmentbyherownkeensenseofhumiliationanddefeat。Themajorhadrelapsedintohishabituallydreamy,absentmanner;hismindwasturningmonotonouslywiththewheelsofhisclock。Thecuratestillsecludedhisindigestionfrompublicviewintheinnermostrecessesofthecabin;andthecurate’smother,withaseconddosereadyatamoment’snotice,satonguardatthedoor。WomenofMrs。Pentecost’sageandcharactergenerallyenjoytheirownbadspirits。“This。”sighedtheoldlady,waggingherheadwithasmileofsoursatisfaction“iswhatyoucalladay’spleasure,isit?Ah,whatfoolsweallweretoleaveourcomfortablehomes!“
MeanwhiletheboatfloatedsmoothlyalongthewindingsofthewaterylabyrinthwhichlaybetweenthetwoBroads。Theviewoneithersidewasnowlimitedtonothingbutinterminablerowsofreeds。Notasoundwasheard,farornear;notsomuchasaglimpseofcultivatedorinhabitedlandappearedanywhere。“A
trifledrearyhereabouts,Mr。Armadale。”saidtheever-cheerfulPedgift。“Butwearejustoutofitnow。Lookahead,sir!HereweareatHurleMere。”
Thereedsopenedbackontherighthandandtheleft,andtheboatglidedsuddenlyintothewidecircleofapool。Roundthenearerhalfofthecircle,theeternalreedsstillfringedthemarginofthewater。Roundthefurtherhalf,thelandappearedagain,hererollingbackfromthepoolindesolatesand-hills,thererisingaboveitinasweepofgrassyshore。Atonepointthegroundwasoccupiedbyaplantation,andatanotherbytheout-buildingsofalonelyoldredbrickhouse,withastripofby-roadnear,thatskirtedthegardenwallandendedatthepool。
Thesunwassinkingintheclearheaven,andthewater,wherethesun’sreflectionfailedtotingeit,wasbeginningtolookblackandcold。Thesolitudethathadbeensoothing,thesilencethathadfeltlikeanenchantment,ontheotherBroad,intheday’svigorousprime,wasasolitudethatsaddenedhere——asilencethatstruckcold,inthestillnessandmelancholyoftheday’sdecline。
ThecourseoftheboatwasdirectedacrosstheMeretoacreekinthegrassyshore。Oneortwoofthelittleflat-bottomedpuntspeculiartotheBroadslayinthecreek;andthereedcutterstowhomthepuntsbelonged,surprisedattheappearanceofstrangers,cameout,staringsilently,frombehindanangleoftheoldgardenwall。Notanothersignoflifewasvisibleanywhere。Nopony-chaisehadbeenseenbythereedcutters;nostranger,eithermanorwoman,hadapproachedtheshoresofHurleMerethatday。
YoungPedgifttookanotherlookathiswatch,andaddressedhimselftoMissMilroy。“Youmay,ormaynot,seethegovernesswhenyougetbacktoThorpeAmbrose。”hesaid;“but,asthetimestandsnow,youwon’tseeherhere。Youknowbest,Mr。Armadale。”
headded,turningtoAllan,“whetheryourfriendistobedependedontokeephisappointment?”
“Iamcertainheistobedependedon。”repliedAllan,lookingabouthim——inunconcealeddisappointmentatMidwinter’sabsence。
“Verygood。”pursuedPedgiftJunior。“Ifwelightthefireforourgypsytea-makingontheopengroundthere,yourfriendmayfindusout,sir,bythesmoke。That’stheIndiandodgeforpickingupalostmanontheprairie,MissMilroyandit’sprettynearlywildenoughisn’tit?tobeaprairiehere!“
Therearesometemptations——principallythoseofthesmallerkind——whichitisnotinthedefensivecapacityoffemalehumannaturetoresist。Thetemptationtodirectthewholeforceofherinfluence,astheoneyoungladyoftheparty,towardtheinstantoverthrowofAllan’sarrangementformeetinghisfriend,wastoomuchforthemajor’sdaughter。SheturnedonthesmilingPedgiftwithalookwhichoughttohaveoverwhelmedhim。Butwhoeveroverwhelmedasolicitor?
“Ithinkit’sthemostlonely,dreary,hideousplaceIeversawinmylife!“saidMissNeelie。“Ifyouinsistonmakingteahere,Mr。Pedgift,don’tmakeanyforme。No!Ishallstopintheboat;
and,thoughIamabsolutelydyingwiththirst,IshalltouchnothingtillwegetbackagaintotheotherBroad!“
Themajoropenedhislipstoremonstrate。Tohisdaughter’sinfinitedelight,Mrs。Pentecostrosefromherseatbeforehecouldsayaword,and,aftersurveyingthewholelandwardprospect,andseeingnothingintheshapeofavehicleanywhere,askedindignantlywhethertheyweregoingallthewaybackagaintotheplacewheretheyhadleftthecarriagesinthemiddleoftheday。Onascertainingthatthiswas,infact,thearrangementproposed,andthat,fromthenatureofthecountry,thecarriagescouldnothavebeenorderedroundtoHurleMerewithout,inthefirstinstance,sendingthemthewholeofthewaybacktoThorpeAmbrose,Mrs。Pentecostspeakinginherson’sinterests
instantlydeclaredthatnoearthlypowershouldinducehertobeoutonthewaterafterdark。“Callmeaboat!“criedtheoldlady,ingreatagitation。“Whereverthere’swater,there’sanightmist,andwhereverthere’sanightmist,mysonSamuelcatchescold。Don’ttalkto_me_aboutyourmoonlightandyourtea-making——you’reallmad!Hi!youtwomenthere!“criedMrs。
Pentecost,hailingthesilentreedcuttersonshore。“Sixpenceapieceforyou,ifyou’lltakemeandmysonbackinyourboat!“
BeforeyoungPedgiftcouldinterfere,Allanhimselfsettledthedifficultythistime,withperfectpatienceandgoodtemper。
“Ican’tthink,Mrs。Pentecost,ofyourgoingbackinanyboatbuttheboatyouhavecomeoutin。”hesaid。“ThereisnottheleastneedasyouandMissMilroydon’tliketheplaceforanybodytogoonshoreherebutme。I_must_goonshore。MyfriendMidwinterneverbrokehispromisetomeyet;andIcan’tconsenttoleaveHurleMereaslongasthereisachanceofhiskeepinghisappointment。Butthere’snottheleastreasonintheworldwhyIshouldstandinthewayonthataccount。YouhavethemajorandMr。Pedgifttotakecareofyou;andyoucangetbacktothecarriagesbeforedark,ifyougoatonce。Iwillwaithere,andgivemyfriendhalfanhourmore,andthenIcanfollowyouinoneofthereed-cutters’boats。”
“That’sthemostsensiblething,Mr。Armadale,you’vesaidto-day。”remarkedMrs。Pentecost,seatingherselfagaininaviolenthurry“Tellthemtobequick!“criedtheoldlady,shakingherfistattheboatmen。“Tellthemtobequick!“
Allangavethenecessarydirections,andsteppedonshore。ThewaryPedgiftstickingfasttohisclienttriedtofollow。
“Wecan’tleaveyouherealone,sir。”hesaid,protestingeagerlyinawhisper。“Letthemajortakecareoftheladies,andletmekeepyoucompanyattheMere。”
“No,no!“saidAllan,pressinghimback。“They’reallinlowspiritsonboard。Ifyouwanttobeofservicetome,stoplikeagoodfellowwhereyouare,anddoyourbesttokeepthethinggoing。”
Hewavedhishand,andthemenpushedtheboatofffromtheshore。Theothersallwavedtheirhandsinreturnexceptthemajor’sdaughter,whosatapartfromtherest,withherfacehiddenunderherparasol。ThetearsstoodthickinNeelie’seyes。
HerlastangryfeelingagainstAllandiedout,andherheartwentbacktohimpenitentlythemomenthelefttheboat。“Howgoodheistousall!“shethought,“andwhatawretchIam!“Shegotupwitheverygenerousimpulseinhernatureurginghertomakeatonementtohim。Shegotup,recklessofappearancesandlookedafterhimwitheagereyesandflushedchecks,ashestoodaloneontheshore。“Don’tbelong,Mr。Armadale!“shesaid,withadesperatedisregardofwhattherestofthecompanythoughtofher。
Theboatwasalreadyfaroutinthewater,andwithallNeelie’sresolutionthewordswerespokeninafaintlittlevoice,whichfailedtoreachAllan’sears。Theonesoundheheard,astheboatgainedtheoppositeextremityoftheMere,anddisappearedslowlyamongthereeds,wasthesoundoftheconcertina。TheindefatigablePedgiftwaskeepingthingsgoing——evidentlyundertheauspicesofMrs。Pentecost——byperformingasacredmelody。
Leftbyhimself,Allanlitacigar,andtookaturnbackwardandforwardontheshore。“Shemighthavesaidawordtomeatparting!“hethought。“I’vedoneeverythingforthebest;I’veasgoodastoldherhowfondofherIam,andthisisthewayshetreatsme!“Hestopped,andstoodlookingabsentlyatthesinkingsun,andthefast-darkeningwatersoftheMere。Someinscrutableinfluenceinthesceneforceditswaystealthilyintohismind,anddivertedhisthoughtsfromMissMilroytohisabsentfriend。
Hestarted,andlookedabouthim。
Thereed-cuttershadgonebacktotheirretreatbehindtheangleofthewall,notalivingcreaturewasvisible,notasoundroseanywherealongthedrearyshore。EvenAllan’sspiritsbegantogetdepressed。ItwasnearlyanhourafterthetimewhenMidwinterhadpromisedtobeatHurleMere。Hehadhimselfarrangedtowalktothepoolwithastable-boyfromThorpeAmbroseashisguide,bylanesandfootpathswhichshortenedthedistancebytheroad。Theboyknewthecountrywell,andMidwinterwashabituallypunctualatallhisappointments。HadanythinggonewrongatThorpeAmbrose?Hadsomeaccidenthappenedontheway?Determinedtoremainnolongerdoubtingandidlingbyhimself,AllanmadeuphismindtowalkinlandfromtheMere,onthechanceofmeetinghisfriend。Hewentroundatoncetotheangleinthewall,andaskedoneofthereedcutterstoshowhimthefootpathtoThorpeAmbrose。
Themanledhimawayfromtheroad,andpointedtoabarelyperceptiblebreakintheoutertreesoftheplantation。Afterpausingforonemoreuselesslookaroundhim,AllanturnedhisbackontheMereandmadeforthetrees。
Forafewpaces,thepathranstraightthroughtheplantation。
Thenceittookasuddenturn;andthewaterandtheopencountrybecamebothlosttoview。Allansteadilyfollowedthegrassytrackbeforehim,seeingnothingandhearingnothing,untilhecametoanotherwindingofthepath。Turninginthenewdirection,hesawdimlyahumanfiguresittingaloneatthefootofoneofthetrees。Twostepsnearerwereenoughtomakethefigurefamiliartohim。“Midwinter!“heexclaimed,inastonishment。“ThisisnottheplacewhereIwastomeetyou!
Whatareyouwaitingforhere?”
Midwinterrose,withoutanswering。Theeveningdimnessamongthetrees,whichobscuredhisface,madehissilencedoublyperplexing。
Allanwentoneagerlyquestioninghim。“Didyoucomeherebyyourself?”heasked。“Ithoughttheboywastoguideyou?”
ThistimeMidwinteranswered。“Whenwegotasfarasthesetrees。”hesaid,“Isenttheboyback。HetoldmeIwasclosetotheplace,andcouldn’tmissit。”
“Whatmadeyoustopherewhenheleftyou?”reiteratedAllan。
“Whydidn’tyouwalkon?”
“Don’tdespiseme。”answeredtheother。“Ihadn’tthecourage!“
“Notthecourage?”repeatedAllan。Hepausedamoment。“Oh,I
know!“heresumed,puttinghishandgaylyonMidwinter’sshoulder。“You’restillshyoftheMilroys。Whatnonsense,whenI
toldyoumyselfthatyourpeacewasmadeatthecottage!“
“Iwasn’tthinking,Allan,ofyourfriendsatthecottage。Thetruthis,I’mhardlymyselfto-day。Iamillandunnerved;
triflesstartleme。”Hestopped,andshrankaway,undertheanxiousscrutinyofAllan’seyes。“Ifyou_will_haveit。”heburstout,abruptly,“thehorrorofthatnightonboardtheWreckhasgotmeagain;there’sadreadfuloppressiononmyhead;
there’sadreadfulsinkingatmyheart。Iamafraidofsomethinghappeningtous,ifwedon’tpartbeforethedayisout。Ican’tbreakmypromisetoyou;forGod’ssake,releasemefromit,andletmegoback!“
Remonstrance,toanyonewhoknewMidwinter,wasplainlyuselessatthatmoment。Allanhumoredhim。“Comeoutofthisdark,airlessplace。”hesaid,“andwewilltalkaboutit。Thewaterandtheopenskyarewithinastone’sthrowofus。Ihateawoodintheevening;itevengives_me_thehorrors。Youhavebeenworkingtoohardoverthesteward’sbooks。Comeandbreathefreelyintheblessedopenair。”
Midwinterstopped,consideredforamoment,andsuddenlysubmitted。
“You’reright。”hesaid,“andI’mwrong,asusual。I’mwastingtimeanddistressingyoutonopurpose。Whatfollytoaskyoutoletmegoback!Supposeyouhadsaidyes?”
“Well?”askedAllan。
“Well。”repeatedMidwinter,“somethingwouldhavehappenedatthefirststeptostopme,that’sall。Comeon。”
TheywalkedtogetherinsilenceonthewaytotheMere。
AtthelastturninthepathAllan’scigarwentout。Whilehestoppedtolightitagain,Midwinterwalkedonbeforehim,andwasthefirsttocomeinsightoftheopenground。
Allanhadjustkindledthematch,when,tohissurprise,hisfriendcamebacktohimroundtheturninthepath。Therewaslightenoughtoshowobjectsmoreclearlyinthispartoftheplantation。Thematch,asMidwinterfacedhim,droppedontheinstantfromAllan’shand。
“GoodGod!“hecried,startingback,“youlookasyoulookedonboardtheWreck!“
Midwinterhelduphisbandforsilence。HespokewithhiswildeyesrivetedonAllan’sface,withhiswhitelipscloseatAllan’sear。
“YourememberhowI_looked,_“heanswered,inawhisper。“DoyourememberwhatI_said_whenyouandthedoctorweretalkingoftheDream?”
“IhaveforgottentheDream。”saidAllan。
Ashemadethatanswer,Midwintertookhishand,andledhimroundthelastturninthepath。
“Doyourememberitnow?”heasked,andpointedtotheMere。
Thesunwassinkinginthecloudlesswestwardheaven。ThewatersoftheMerelaybeneath,tingedredbythedyinglight。Theopencountrystretchedaway,darkeningdrearilyalreadyontherighthandandtheleft。Andonthenearmarginofthepool,whereallhadbeensolitudebefore,therenowstood,frontingthesunset,thefigureofawoman。
ThetwoArmadalesstoodtogetherinsilence,andlookedatthelonelyfigureandthedrearyview。
Midwinterwasthefirsttospeak。
“Yourowneyeshaveseenit。”hesaid。“Nowlookatourownwords。”
HeopenedthenarrativeoftheDream,andhelditunderAllan’seyes。HisfingerpointedtothelineswhichrecordedthefirstVision;hisvoice,sinkinglowerandlower,repeatedthewords:
“Thesensecametomeofbeingleftaloneinthedarkness。
“Iwaited。
“Thedarknessopened,andshowedmethevision——asinapicture——ofabroad,lonelypool,surroundedbyopenground。
AbovethefurthermarginofthepoolIsawthecloudlesswesternsky,redwiththelightofsunset。
“OnthenearmarginofthepooltherestoodtheShadowofaWoman。”
Heceased,andletthehandwhichheldthemanuscriptdroptohisside。Theotherhandpointedtothelonelyfigure,standingwithitsbackturnedonthem,frontingthesettingsun。
“There。”hesaid,“standsthelivingWoman,intheShadow’splace!Therespeaksthefirstofthedreamwarningstoyouandtome!Letthefuturetimefindusstilltogether,andthesecondfigurethatstandsintheShadow’splacewillbeMine。”
EvenAllanwassilencedbytheterriblecertaintyofconvictionwithwhichhespoke。
Inthepausethatfollowed,thefigureatthepoolmoved,andwalkedslowlyawayroundthemarginoftheshore。Allansteppedoutbeyondthelastofthetrees,andgainedawiderviewoftheopenground。Thefirstobjectthatmethiseyeswasthepony-chaisefromThorpeAmbrose。
HeturnedbacktoMidwinterwithalaughofrelief。“Whatnonsensehaveyoubeentalking!“hesaid。“AndwhatnonsensehaveIbeenlisteningto!It’sthegovernessatlast。”
Midwintermadenoreply。Allantookhimbythearm,andtriedtoleadhimon。Hereleasedhimselfsuddenly,andseizedAllanwithbothhands,holdinghimbackfromthefigureatthepool,ashehadheldhimbackfromthecabindooronthedeckofthetimbership。Onceagaintheeffortwasinvain。OnceagainAllanbrokeawayaseasilyashehadbrokenawayinthepasttime。
“Oneofusmustspeaktoher。”hesaid。“Andifyouwon’t,I
will。”
HehadonlyadvancedafewstepstowardtheMere,whenheheard,orthoughtheheard,avoicefaintlycallingafterhim,onceandonceonly,thewordFarewell。Hestopped,withafeelingofuneasysurprise,andlookedround。
“Wasthatyou,Midwinter?”heasked。
Therewasnoanswer。Afterhesitatingamomentmore,Allanreturnedtotheplantation。Midwinterwasgone。
Helookedbackatthepool,doubtfulinthenewemergencywhattodonext。Thelonelyfigurehadaltereditscourseintheinterval;ithadturned,andwasadvancingtowardthetrees。
Allanhadbeenevidentlyeitherheardorseen。Itwasimpossibletoleaveawomanunbefriended,inthathelplesspositionandinthatsolitaryplace。ForthesecondtimeAllanwentoutfromthetreestomeether。
Ashecamewithinsightofherface,hestoppedinungovernableastonishment。Thesuddenrevelationofherbeauty,asshesmiledandlookedathiminquiringly,suspendedthemovementinhislimbsandthewordsonhislips。Avaguedoubtbesethimwhetheritwasthegoverness,afterall。
Herousedhimself,and,advancingafewpaces,mentionedhisname。“MayIask。”headded,“ifIhavethepleasure——?”
Theladymethimeasilyandgracefullyhalf-way。“MajorMilroy’sgoverness。”shesaid。“MissGwilt。”
CHAPTERX
THEHOUSE-MAID’SFACE。
ALLwasquietatThorpeAmbrose。Thehallwassolitary,theroomsweredark。Theservants,waitingforthesupperhourinthegardenatthebackofthehouse,lookedupattheclearheavenandtherisingmoon,andagreedthattherewaslittleprospectofthereturnofthepicnicpartyuntillaterinthenight。Thegeneralopinion,ledbythehighauthorityofthecook,predictedthattheymightallsitdowntosupperwithouttheleastfearofbeingdisturbedbythebell。Havingarrivedatthisconclusion,theservantsassembledroundthetable,andexactlyatthemomentwhentheysatdownthebellrang。
Thefootman,wondering,wentupstairstoopenthedoor,andfoundtohisastonishmentMidwinterwaitingaloneonthethreshold,andlookingintheservant’sopinionmiserablyill。
Heaskedforalight,and,sayinghewantednothingelse,withdrewatoncetohisroom。Thefootmanwentbacktohisfellow-servants,andreportedthatsomethinghadcertainlyhappenedtohismaster’sfriend。
Onenteringhisroom,Midwinterclosedthedoor,andhurriedlyfilledabagwiththenecessariesfortraveling。Thisdone,hetookfromalockeddrawer,andplacedinthebreastpocketofhiscoat,somelittlepresentswhichAllanhadgivenhim——acigarcase,apurse,andasetofstudsinplaingold。Havingpossessedhimselfofthesememorials,hesnatchedupthebagandlaidhishandonthedoor。There,forthefirsttime,hepaused。There,theheadlonghasteofallhisactionsthusfarsuddenlyceased,andtheharddespairinhisfacebegantosoften:hewaited,withthedoorinhishand。
Uptothatmomenthehadbeenconsciousofbutonemotivethatanimatedhim,butonepurposethathewasresolutetoachieve。
“ForAllan’ssake!“hehadsaidtohimself,whenhelookedbacktowardthefatallandscapeandsawhisfriendleavinghimtomeetthewomanatthepool。“ForAllan’ssake!“hehadsaidagain,whenhecrossedtheopencountrybeyondthewood,andsawafar,inthegraytwilight,thelonglineofembankmentandthedistantglimmeroftherailwaylampsbeckoninghimawayalreadytotheironroad。
Itwasonlywhenhenowpausedbeforeheclosedthedoorbehindhim——itwasonlywhenhisownimpetuousrapidityofactioncameforthefirsttimetoacheck,thatthenoblernatureofthemanroseinprotestagainstthesuperstitiousdespairwhichwashurryinghimfromallthathehelddear。HisconvictionoftheterriblenecessityofleavingAllanforAllan’sgoodhadnotbeenshakenforaninstantsincehehadseenthefirstVisionoftheDreamrealizedontheshoresoftheMere。Butnow,forthefirsttime,hisownheartroseagainsthiminunanswerablerebuke。“Go,ifyoumustandwill!butrememberthetimewhenyouwereill,andhesatbyyourbedside;friendless,andheopenedhishearttoyou——andwrite,ifyoufeartospeak;writeandaskhimtoforgiveyou,beforeyouleavehimforever!“
Thehalf-openeddoorclosedagainsoftly。Midwintersatdownatthewriting-tableandtookupthepen。
Hetriedagainandagain,andyetagain,towritethefarewellwords;hetried,tillthefloorallroundhimwaslitteredwithtornsheetsofpaper。Turnfromthemwhichwayhewould,theoldtimesstillcamebackandfacedhimreproachfully。Thespaciousbed-chamberinwhichhesat,narrowed,inspiteofhim,tothesickusher誷garretatthewest-countryinn。Thekindhandthathadoncepattedhimontheshouldertouchedhimagain;thekindvoicethathadcheeredhimspokeunchangeablyintheoldfriendlytones。Heflunghisarmsonthetableanddroppedhisheadonthemintearlessdespair。Thepartingwordsthathistonguewaspowerlesstoutterhispenwaspowerlesstowrite。Mercilesslyinearnest,hissuperstitionpointedtohimtogowhilethetimewashisown。Mercilesslyinearnest,hisloveforAllanheldhimbacktillthefarewellpleaforpardonandpitywaswritten。
Herosewithasuddenresolution,andrangfortheservant,“WhenMr。Armadalereturns。”hesaid,“askhimtoexcusemycomingdownstairs,andsaythatIamtryingtogettosleep。”Helockedthedoorandputoutthelight,andsatdownaloneinthedarkness。“Thenightwillkeepusapart。”hesaid;“andtimemayhelpmetowrite。Imaygointheearlymorning;Imaygowhile——“Thethoughtdiedinhimuncompleted;andthesharpagonyofthestruggleforcedtohislipsthefirstcryofsufferingthathadescapedhimyet。
Hewaitedinthedarkness。
Asthetimestoleon,hissensesremainedmechanicallyawake,buthismindbegantosinkslowlyundertheheavystrainthathadnowbeenlaidonitforsomehourspast。Adullvacancypossessedhim;hemadenoattempttokindlethelightandwriteoncemore。
Heneverstarted;henevermovedtotheopenwindow,whenthefirstsoundofapproachingwheelsbrokeinonthesilenceofthenight。Heheardthecarriagesdrawupatthedoor;heheardthehorseschampingtheirbits;heheardthevoicesofAllanandyoungPedgiftonthesteps;andstillhesatquietinthedarkness,andstillnointerestwasarousedinhimbythesoundsthatreachedhisearfromoutside。
Thevoicesremainedaudibleafterthecarriageshadbeendrivenaway;thetwoyoungmenwereevidentlylingeringonthestepsbeforetheytookleaveofeachother。EverywordtheysaidreachedMidwinterthroughtheopenwindow。Theironesubjectofconversationwasthenewgoverness。Allan’svoicewasloudinherpraise。HehadneverpassedsuchanhourofdelightinhislifeasthehourhehadspentwithMissGwiltintheboat,onthewayfromHurleMeretothepicnicpartywaitingattheotherBroad。
Agreeing,onhisside,withallthathisclientsaidinpraiseofthecharmingstranger,youngPedgiftappearedtotreatthesubject,whenitfellintohishands,fromadifferentpointofview。MissGwilt’sattractionshadnotsoentirelyabsorbedhisattentionastopreventhimfromnoticingtheimpressionwhichthenewgovernesshadproducedonheremployerandherpupil。
“There’sascrewloosesomewhere,sir,inMajorMilroy’sfamily。”
saidthevoiceofyoungPedgift。“DidyounoticehowthemajorandhisdaughterlookedwhenMissGwiltmadeherexcusesforbeinglateattheMere?Youdon’tremember?DoyourememberwhatMissGwiltsaid?”
“SomethingaboutMrs。Milroy,wasn’tit?”Allanrejoined。
YoungPedgift’svoicedroppedmysteriouslyanotelower。
“MissGwiltreachedthecottagethisafternoon,sir,atthetimewhenItoldyoushewouldreachit,andshewouldhavejoinedusatthetimeItoldyoushewouldcome,butforMrs。Milroy。Mrs。
Milroysentforherupstairsassoonassheenteredthehouse,andkeptherupstairsagoodhalf-hourandmore。ThatwasMissGwilt’sexcuse,Mr。Armadale,forbeinglateattheMere。”
“Well,andwhatthen?”
“Youseemtoforget,sir,whatthewholeneighborhoodhasheardaboutMrs。Milroyeversincethemajorfirstsettledamongus。Wehaveallbeentold,onthedoctor’sownauthority,thatsheistoogreatasufferertoseestrangers。Isn’titalittleoddthatsheshouldhavesuddenlyturnedoutwellenoughtoseeMissGwiltinherhusband’sabsencethemomentMissGwiltenteredthehouse?”
“Notabitofit!Ofcourseshewasanxioustomakeacquaintancewithherdaughter’sgoverness。”
“Likelyenough,Mr。Armadale。ButthemajorandMissNeeliedon’tseeitinthatlight,atanyrate。IhadmyeyeonthembothwhenthegovernesstoldthemthatMrs。Milroyhadsentforher。IfeverIsawagirllookthoroughlyfrightened,MissMilroywasthatgirl;andifImaybeallowed,inthestrictestconfidence,tolibelagallantsoldierIshouldsaythatthemajorhimselfwasmuchinthesamecondition。Takemywordforit,sir,there’ssomethingwrongupstairsinthatprettycottageofyours;andMissGwiltismixedupinitalready!“
Therewasaminuteofsilence。WhenthevoiceswerenextheardbyMidwinter,theywerefurtherawayfromthehouse——AllanwasprobablyaccompanyingyoungPedgiftafewstepsonhiswayback。
Afterawhile,Allan’svoicewasaudibleoncemoreundertheportico,makinginquiriesafterhisfriend;answeredbytheservant’svoicegivingMidwinter’smessage。Thisbriefinterruptionover,thesilencewasnotbrokenagaintillthetimecameforshuttingupthehouse。Theservants’footstepspassingtoandfro,theclangofclosingdoors,thebarkingofadisturbeddoginthestable-yard——thesesoundswarnedMidwinteritwasgettinglate。Herosemechanicallytokindlealight。Buthisheadwasgiddy,hishandtrembled;helaidasidethematch-box,andreturnedtohischair。TheconversationbetweenAllanandyoungPedgifthadceasedtooccupyhisattentiontheinstantheceasedtohearit;andnowagain,thesensethattheprecioustimewasfailinghimbecamealostsenseassoonasthehousenoiseswhichhadawakenedithadpassedaway。Hisenergiesofbodyandmindwerebothalikewornout;hewaitedwithastolidresignationforthetroublethatwastocometohimwiththecomingday。
Anintervalpassed,andthesilencewasoncemoredisturbedbyvoicesoutside;thevoicesofamanandawomanthistime。Thefirstfewwordsexchangedbetweenthemindicatedplainlyenoughameetingoftheclandestinekind;andrevealedthemanasoneoftheservantsatThorpeAmbrose,andthewomanasoneoftheservantsatthecottage。
Hereagain,afterthefirstgreetingswereover,thesubjectofthenewgovernessbecametheall-absorbingsubjectofconversation。
Themajor’sservantwasbrimfulofforebodingsinspiredsolelybyMissGwilt’sgoodlookswhichshepouredoutirrepressiblyonher“sweetheart。”tryashemighttodiverthertoothertopics。
Soonerorlater,lethimmarkherwords,therewouldbeanawful“upset“atthecottage。Hermaster,itmightbementionedinconfidence,ledadreadfullifewithhermistress。Themajorwasthebestofmen;hehadn’tathoughtinhisheartbeyondhisdaughterandhiseverlastingclock。Butonlyletanice-lookingwomancomeneartheplace,andMrs。Milroywasjealousofher——ragingjealous,likeawomanpossessed,onthatmiserablesick-bedofhers。IfMissGwiltwhowascertainlygood-looking,inspiteofherhideoushairdidn’tblowthefireintoaflamebeforemanydaysmorewereovertheirheads,themistresswasthemistressnolonger,butsomebodyelse。Whateverhappened,thefault,thistime,wouldlieatthedoorofthemajor’smother。Theoldladyandthemistresshadhadadreadfulquarreltwoyearssince;andtheoldladyhadgoneawayinafury,tellingherson,beforealltheservants,that,ifhehadasparkofspiritinhim,hewouldneversubmittohiswife’stemperashedid。Itwouldbetoomuch,perhaps,toaccusethemajor’smotherofpurposelypickingoutahandsomegovernesstospitethemajor’swife。Butitmightbesafelysaidthattheoldladywasthelastpersonintheworldtohumorthemistress’sjealousy,bydecliningtoengageacapableandrespectablegovernessforhergranddaughterbecausethatgovernesshappenedtobeblessedwithgoodlooks。Howitwasalltoendexceptthatitwascertaintoendbadlynohumancreaturecouldsay。Thingswerelookingasblackalreadyasthingswellcould。MissNeeliewascrying,aftertheday’spleasurewhichwasonebadsign;themistresshadfoundfaultwithnobodywhichwasanother;themasterhadwishedhergood-nightthroughthedoorwhichwasathird;andthegovernesshadlockedherselfupinherroomwhichwastheworstsignofall,foritlookedasifshedistrustedtheservants。Thusthestreamofthewoman’sgossipranon,andthusitreachedMidwinter’searsthroughthewindow,tilltheclockinthestable-yardstruck,andstoppedthetalking。Whenthelastvibrationsofthebellhaddiedaway,thevoiceswerenotaudibleagain,andthesilencewasbrokennomore。
Anotherintervalpassed,andMidwintermadeanewefforttorousehimself。Thistimehekindledthelightwithouthesitation,andtookthepeninhand。
Hewroteatthefirsttrialwithasuddenfacilityofexpression,which,surprisinghimashewenton,endedinrousinginhimsomevaguesuspicionofhimself。Heleftthetable,andbathedhisheadandfaceinwater,andcamebacktoreadwhathehadwritten。Thelanguagewasbarelyintelligible;sentenceswereleftunfinished;wordsweremisplacedonefortheother。everylinerecordedtheprotestofthewearybrainagainstthemercilesswillthathadforceditintoaction。Midwintertoreupthesheetofpaperashehadtornuptheothersheetsbeforeit,and,sinkingunderthestruggleatlast,laidhiswearyheadonthepillow。Almostontheinstant,exhaustionovercamehim,andbeforehecouldputthelightouthefellasleep。
Hewasrousedbyanoiseatthedoor。Thesunlightwaspouringintotheroom,thecandlehadburneddownintothesocket,andtheservantwaswaitingoutsidewithaletterwhichhadcomeforhimbythemorning’spost。
“Iventuredtodisturbyou,sir。”saidtheman,whenMidwinteropenedthedoor,“becausetheletterismarked’Immediate,’andI
didn’tknowbutitmightbeofsomeconsequence。”
Midwinterthankedhim,andlookedattheletter。It_was_ofsomeconsequence——thehandwritingwasMr。Brock’s。
Hepausedtocollecthisfaculties。Thetornsheetsofpaperonthefloorrecalledtohiminamomentthepositioninwhichhestood。Helockedthedooragain,inthefearthatAllanmightriseearlierthanusualandcomeintomakeinquiries。
Then——feelingstrangelylittleinterestinanythingthattherectorcouldwritetohimnow——heopenedMr。Brock’sletter,andreadtheselines:
“Tuesday。
“MYDEARMIDWINTER——Itissometimesbesttotellbadnewsplainly,infewwords。Letmetellmineatonce,inonesentence。
Myprecautionshaveallbeendefeated:thewomanhasescapedme。
“Thismisfortune——foritisnothingless——happenedyesterdayMonday。Betweenelevenandtwelveintheforenoonofthatday,thebusinesswhichoriginallybroughtmetoLondonobligedmetogotoDoctors’Commons,andtoleavemyservantRoberttowatchthehouseoppositeourlodginguntilmyreturn。Aboutanhourandahalfaftermydepartureheobservedanemptycabdrawnupatthedoorofthehouse。Boxesandbagsmadetheirappearancefirst;theywerefollowedbythewomanherself,inthedressI
hadfirstseenherin。Havingpreviouslysecuredacab,RoberttracedhertotheterminusoftheNorth-WesternRailway,sawherpassthroughtheticketoffice,keptherinviewtillshereachedtheplatform,andthere,inthecrowdandconfusioncausedbythestartingofalargemixedtrain,losther。Imustdohimthejusticetosaythatheatoncetooktherightcourseinthisemergency。Insteadofwastingtimeinsearchingforherontheplatform,helookedalongthelineofcarriages;andhepositivelydeclaresthathefailedtoseeherinanyoneofthem。
Headmits,atthesametime,thathissearchconductedbetweentwoo’clock,whenhelostsightofher,andtenminutespast,whenthetrainstartedwas,intheconfusionofthemoment,necessarilyanimperfectone。Butthislattercircumstance,inmyopinion,matterslittle。Iasfirmlydisbelieveinthewoman’sactualdeparturebythattrainasifIhadsearchedeveryoneofthecarriagesmyself;andyou,Ihavenodoubt,willentirelyagreewithme。
“Younowknowhowthedisasterhappened。Letusnotwastetimeandwordsinlamentingit。Theevilisdone,andyouandI
togethermustfindthewaytoremedyit。
“WhatIhaveaccomplishedalready,onmyside,maybetoldintwowords。AnyhesitationImighthavepreviouslyfeltattrustingthisdelicatebusinessinstrangers’handswasatanendthemomentIheardRobert’snews。Iwentbackatoncetothecity,andplacedthewholematterconfidentiallybeforemylawyers。Theconferencewasalongone,andwhenIlefttheofficeitwaspasttheposthour,orIshouldhavewrittentoyouonMondayinsteadofwritingtoday。Myinterviewwiththelawyerswasnotveryencouraging。Theywarnmeplainlythatseriousdifficultiesstandinthewayofourrecoveringthelosttrace。Buttheyhavepromisedtodotheirbest,andwehavedecidedonthecoursetobetaken,exceptingonepointonwhichwetotallydiffer。Imusttellyouwhatthisdifferenceis;for,whilebusinesskeepsmeawayfromThorpeAmbrose,youaretheonlypersonwhomIcantrusttoputmyconvictionstothetest。
“Thelawyersareofopinion,then,thatthewomanhasbeenawarefromthefirstthatIwaswatchingher;thatthereis,consequently,nopresenthopeofherbeingrashenoughtoappearpersonallyatThorpeAmbrose;thatanymischiefshemayhaveitincontemplationtodowillbedoneinthefirstinstancebydeputy;andthattheonlywisecourseforAllan’sfriendsandguardianstotakeistowaitpassivelytilleventsenlightenthem。Myownideaisdiametricallyopposedtothis。Afterwhathashappenedattherailway,IcannotdenythatthewomanmusthavediscoveredthatIwaswatchingher。Butshehasnoreasontosupposethatshehasnotsucceededindeceivingme;andIfirmlybelievesheisboldenoughtotakeusbysurprise,andtowinorforceherwayintoAllan’sconfidencebeforewearepreparedtopreventher。
“YouandyouonlywhileIamdetainedinLondoncandecidewhetherIamrightorwrong——andyoucandoitinthisway。
AscertainatoncewhetheranywomanwhoisastrangerintheneighborhoodhasappearedsinceMondaylastatornearThorpeAmbrose。Ifanysuchpersonhasbeenobservedandnobodyescapesobservationinthecountry,takethefirstopportunityyoucangetofseeingher,andaskyourselfifherfacedoesordoesnotanswercertainplainquestionswhichIamnowabouttowritedownforyou。Youmaydependonmyaccuracy。Isawthewomanunveiledonmorethanoneoccasion,andthelasttimethroughanexcellentglass。
“1。Isherhairlightbrown,andapparentlynotveryplentiful?
2。Isherforeheadhigh,narrow,andslopingbackwardfromthebrow?3。Arehereyebrowsveryfaintlymarked,andarehereyessmall,andnearerdarkthanlight——eithergrayorhazelIhavenotseenhercloseenoughtohecertainwhich?4。Ishernoseaquiline?5Areherlipsthin,andistheupperliplong?6。Doeshercomplexionlooklikeanoriginallyfaircomplexion,whichhasdeterioratedintoadull,sicklypaleness?7andlastly。Hasshearetreatingchin,andisthereontheleftsideofitamarkofsomekind——amoleorascar,Ican’tsaywhich?
“Iaddnothingaboutherexpression,foryoumayseeherundercircumstanceswhichmaypartiallyalteritasseenbyme。Testherbyherfeatures,whichnocircumstancescanchange。Ifthereisastrangerintheneighborhood,andifherfaceanswersmysevenquestions,_youhavefoundthewoman!_Goinstantly,inthatcase,tothenearestlawyer,andpledgemynameandcreditforwhateverexpensesmaybeincurredinkeepingherunderinspectionnightandday。Havingdonethis,takethespeediestmeansofcommunicatingwithme;andwhethermybusinessisfinishedornot,IwillstartforNorfolkbythefirsttrain。
“Alwaysyourfriend,DECIMUSBROCK。”
Hardenedbythefatalistconvictionthatnowpossessedhim,Midwinterreadtherector’sconfessionofdefeat,fromthefirstlinetothelast,withouttheslightestbetrayaleitherofinterestorsurprise。Theonepartoftheletteratwhichhelookedbackwastheclosingpartofit。“IowemuchtoMr。
Brock’skindness。”hethought;“andIshallneverseeMr。Brockagain。Itisuselessandhopeless;butheasksmetodoit,anditshallbedone。Amoment’slookatherwillbeenough——amoment’slookatherwithhisletterinmyhand——andalinetotellhimthatthewomanishere!“
Againhestoodhesitatingatthehalf-openeddoor;againthecruelnecessityofwritinghisfarewelltoAllanstoppedhim,andstaredhimintheface。
Helookedasidedoubtinglyattherector’sletter。“Iwillwritethetwotogether。”hesaid。“Onemayhelptheother。”Hisfaceflusheddeepasthewordsescapedhim。Hewasconsciousofdoingwhathehadnotdoneyet——ofvoluntarilyputtingofftheevilhour;ofmakingMr。Brockthepretextforgainingthelastrespiteleft,therespiteoftime。
TheonlysoundthatreachedhimthroughtheopendoorwasthesoundofAllanstirringnoisilyinthenextroom。Hesteppedatonceintotheemptycorridor,andmeetingnooneonthestairs,madehiswayoutofthehouse。ThedreadthathisresolutiontoleaveAllanmightfailhimifhesawAllanagainwasasvividlypresenttohismindinthemorningasithadbeenallthroughthenight。Hedrewadeepbreathofreliefashedescendedthehousesteps——reliefathavingescapedthefriendlygreetingofthemorning,fromtheonehumancreaturewhomheloved!
HeenteredtheshrubberywithMr。Brock’sletterinhishand,andtookthenearestwaythatledtothemajor’scottage。Nottheslightestrecollectionwasinhismindofthetalkwhichhadfounditswaytohisearsduringthenight。Hisonereasonfordeterminingtoseethewomanwasthereasonwhichtherectorhadputinhismind。TheoneremembrancethatnowguidedhimtotheplaceinwhichshelivedwastheremembranceofAllan’sexclamationwhenhefirstidentifiedthegovernesswiththefigureatthepool。
Arrivedatthegateofthecottage,hestopped。Thethoughtstruckhimthathemightdefeathisownobjectifhelookedattherector’squestionsinthewoman’spresence。Hersuspicionswouldbeprobablyroused,inthefirstinstance,byhisaskingtoseeherashehaddeterminedtoask,withorwithoutanexcuse,andtheappearanceoftheletterinhishandmightconfirmthem。
Shemightdefeathimbyinstantlyleavingtheroom。Determinedtofixthedescriptioninhismindfirst,andthentoconfronther,heopenedtheletter;and,turningawayslowlybythesideofthehouse,readthesevenquestionswhichhefeltabsolutelyassuredbeforehandthewoman’sfacewouldanswer。
Inthemorningquietoftheparkslightnoisestraveledfar。A
slightnoisedisturbedMidwinterovertheletter。
Helookedupandfoundhimselfonthebrinkofabroadgrassytrench,havingtheparkononesideandthehighlaurelhedgeofaninclosureontheother。Theinclosureevidentlysurroundedthebackgardenofthecottage,andthetrenchwasintendedtoprotectitfrombeingdamagedbythecattlegrazinginthepark。
Listeningcarefullyastheslightsoundwhichhaddisturbedhimgrewfainter,herecognizedinittherustlingofwomen’sdresses。Afewpacesahead,thetrenchwascrossedbyabridgeclosedbyawicketgatewhichconnectedthegardenwiththepark。Hepassedthroughthegate,crossedthebridge,and,openingadoorattheotherend,foundhimselfinasummer-housethicklycoveredwithcreepers,andcommandingafullviewofthegardenfromendtoend。
Helooked,andsawthefiguresoftwoladieswalkingslowlyawayfromhimtowardthecottage。Theshorterofthetwofailedtooccupyhisattentionforaninstant;heneverstoppedtothinkwhethershewasorwasnotthemajor’sdaughter。Hiseyeswererivetedontheotherfigure——thefigurethatmovedoverthegardenwalkwiththelong,lightlyfallingdressandtheeasy,seductivegrace。There,presentedexactlyasbehadseenheroncealready——there,withherbackagainturnedonhim,wastheWomanatthepool!
Therewasachancethattheymighttakeanotherturninthegarden——aturnbacktowardthesummer-house。OnthatchanceMidwinterwaited。Noconsciousnessoftheintrusionthathewascommittinghadstoppedhimatthedoorofthesummer-house,andnoconsciousnessofittroubledhimevennow。Everyfinersensibilityinhisnature,sinkingunderthecruellacerationofthepastnight,hadceasedtofeel。Thedoggedresolutiontodowhathehadcometodowastheoneanimatinginfluenceleftaliveinhim。Heacted,heevenlooked,asthemoststolidmanlivingmighthaveactedandlookedinhisplace。Hewasself-possessedenough,intheintervalofexpectationbeforegovernessandpupilreachedtheendofthewalk,toopenMr。Brock’sletter,andtofortifyhismemorybyalastlookattheparagraphwhichdescribedherface。
Hewasstillabsorbedoverthedescriptionwhenheheardthesmoothrustleofthedressestravelingtowardhimagain。Standingintheshadowofthesummer-house,hewaitedwhileshelessenedthedistancebetweenthem。Withherwrittenportraitvividlyimpressedonhismind,andwiththeclearlightofthemorningtohelphim,hiseyesquestionedherasshecameon;andtheseweretheanswersthatherfacegavehimback。