Milroy’sillnesswouldpreventhisreceivingMr。Armadalethatday。”ItwasplainthatMrs。Milroy’soccasionalfitsofsufferingorofilltempercreatednomeretransitorydisturbanceofthetranquillityofthehousehold。Drawingthisnaturalinference,afterwhathehadhimselfheardatthecottagenearlythreehourssince,Midwinterwithdrewintothelibrarytowaitpatientlyamongthebooksuntilhisfriendcameback。
Itwaspastsixo’clockwhenthewell-knownheartyvoicewasheardagaininthehall。Allanburstintothelibrary,inastateofirrepressibleexcitement,andpushedMidwinterbackunceremoniouslyintothechairfromwhichhewasjustrising,beforehecouldutteraword“Here’sariddleforyou,oldboy!“criedAllan。“WhyamIliketheresidentmanageroftheAugeanstable,beforeHerculeswascalledintosweepthelitterout?BecauseIhavehadmyplacetokeepup,andI’vegoneandmadeaninfernalmessofit!Whydon’tyoulaugh?ByGeorge,hedoesn’tseethepoint!Let’stryagain。
WhyamIliketheresidentmanager——“
“ForGod’ssake,Allan,beseriousforamoment!“interposedMidwinter。“Youdon’tknowhowanxiousIamtohearifyouhaverecoveredthegoodopinionofyourneighbors。”
“That’sjustwhattheriddlewasintendedtotellyou!“rejoinedAllan。“Butifyouwillhaveitinsomanywords,myownimpressionisthatyouwouldhavedonebetternottodisturbmeunderthattreeinthepark。I’vebeencalculatingittoanicety,andIbegtoinformyouthatIhavesunkexactlythreedegreeslowerintheestimationoftheresidentgentrysinceI
hadthepleasureofseeingyoulast。”
“You_will_haveyourjokeout。”saidMidwinter,bitterly。“Well,ifIcan’tlaugh,Icanwait。”
“Mydearfellow,I’mnotjoking;IreallymeanwhatIsay。Youshallhearwhathappened;youshallhaveareportinfullofmyfirstvisit。Itwilldo,Icanpromiseyou,asasampleforalltherest。Mindthis,inthefirstplace,I’vegonewrongwiththebestpossibleintentions。WhenIstartedforthesevisits,IownIwasangrywiththatoldbruteofalawyer,andIcertainlyhadanotionofcarryingthingswithahighhand。Butitworeoffsomehowontheroad;andthefirstfamilyIcalledon,Iwentin,asItellyou,withthebestpossibleintentions。Oh,dear,dear!
therewasthesamespick-and-spanreception-roomformetowaitin,withtheneatconservatorybeyond,whichIsawagainandagainandagainateveryotherhouseIwenttoafterward。Therewasthesamechoiceselectionofbooksformetolookat——areligiousbook,abookabouttheDukeofWellington,abookaboutsporting,andabookaboutnothinginparticular,beautifullyillustratedwithpictures。Downcamepapawithhisnicewhitehair,andmammawithhernicelacecap;downcameyoungmisterwiththepinkfaceandstraw-coloredwhiskers,andyoungmisswiththeplumpcheeksandthelargepetticoats。Don’tsupposetherewastheleastunfriendlinessonmyside;Ialwaysbeganwiththeminthesameway——Iinsistedonshakinghandsallround。
Thatstaggeredthemtobeginwith。WhenIcametothesoresubjectnext——thesubjectofthepublicreception——IgiveyoumywordofhonorItookthegreatestpossiblepainswithmyapologies。Ithadn’ttheslightesteffect;theyletmyapologiesinatoneearandoutattheother,andthenwaitedtohearmore。
Somemenwouldhavebeendisheartened:Itriedanotherwaywiththem;Iaddressedmyselftothemasterofthehouse,andputitpleasantlynext。’Thefactis,’Isaid,’Iwantedtoescapethespeechifying——mygettingup,youknow,andtellingyoutoyourfaceyou’rethebestofmen,andIbegtoproposeyourhealth;
andyourgettingupandtellingmetomyfaceI’mthebestofmen,andyoubegtothankme;andsoon,manafterman,praisingeachotherandpesteringeachotherallroundthetable。’That’showIputit,inaneasy,light-handed,convincingsortofway。
Doyouthinkanyofthemtookitinthesamefriendlyspirit?Notone!It’smybelieftheyhadgottheirspeechesreadyforthereception,withtheflagsandtheflowers,andthatthey’resecretlyangrywithmeforstoppingtheiropenmouthsjustastheywerereadytobegin。Anyway,wheneverwecametothematterofthespeechifyingwhethertheytoucheditfirstorI,downI
fellintheirestimationthefirstofthosethreestepsItoldyouofjustnow。Don’tsupposeImadenoeffortstogetupagain!
Imadedesperateefforts。IfoundtheywereallanxioustoknowwhatsortoflifeIhadledbeforeIcameinfortheThorpeAmbroseproperty,andIdidmybesttosatisfythem。Andwhatcameofthat,doyouthink?Hangme,ifIdidn’tdisappointthemforthesecondtime!WhentheyfoundoutthatIhadactuallyneverbeentoEtonorHarrow,orOxfordorCambridge,theywerequitedumbwithastonishment。Ifancytheythoughtmeasortofoutlaw。Atanyrate,theyallfrozeupagain;anddownIfellthesecondstepintheirestimation。Nevermind!Iwasn’ttobebeaten;Ihadpromisedyoutodomybest,andIdidit。Itriedcheerfulsmall-talkabouttheneighborhoodnext。Thewomensaidnothinginparticular;themen,tomyunutterableastonishment,allbegantocondolewithme。Ishouldn’tbeabletofindapackofhounds,theysaid,withintwentymilesofmyhouse;andtheythoughtitonlyrighttopreparemeforthedisgracefullycarelessmannerinwhichtheThorpeAmbrosecovershadbeenpreserved。Iletthemgooncondolingwithme,andthenwhatdoyouthinkIdid?Iputmyfootinitagain。’Oh,don’ttakethattoheart!’Isaid;’Idon’tcaretwostrawsabouthuntingorshooting,either。WhenImeetwithabirdinmywalk,Ican’tforthelifeofmefeeleagertokillit;Iratherliketoseethebirdflyingaboutandenjoyingitself。’Youshouldhaveseentheirfaces!Theyhadthoughtmeasortofoutlawbefore;nowtheyevidentlythoughtmemad。Deadsilencefelluponthemall;
anddownItumbledthethirdstepinthegeneralestimation。Itwasjustthesameatthenexthouse,andthenextandthenext。
Thedevilpossessedusall,Ithink。It_would_comeout,nowinoneway,andnowinanother,thatIcouldn’tmakespeeches——thatIhadbeenbroughtupwithoutauniversityeducation——andthatI
couldenjoyarideonhorsebackwithoutgallopingafterawretchedstinkingfoxorapoordistractedlittlehare。Thesethreeunluckydefectsofminearenotexcused,itseems,inacountrygentlemanespeciallywhenhehasdodgedapublicreceptiontobeginwith。IthinkIgotonbest,uponthewhole,withthewivesanddaughters。ThewomenandIalwaysfell,soonerorlater,onthesubjectofMrs。Blanchardandherniece。WeinvariablyagreedthattheyhaddonewiselyingoingtoFlorence;
andtheonlyreasonwehadtogiveforouropinionwasthatwethoughttheirmindswouldbebenefitedaftertheirsadbereavement,bythecontemplationofthemasterpiecesofItalianart。Everyoneoftheladies——Isolemnlydeclareit——ateveryhouseIwentto,camesoonerorlatertoMrs。andMissBlanchard’sbereavementandthemasterpiecesofItalianart。Whatweshouldhavedonewithoutthatbrightideatohelpus,Ireallydon’tknow。Theonepleasantthingatanyofthevisitswaswhenweallshookourheadstogether,anddeclaredthatthemasterpieceswouldconsolethem。Asfortherestofit,there’sonlyonethingmoretobesaid。WhatImightbeinotherplacesI
don’tknow:I’mthewrongmaninthewrongplacehere。Letmemuddleonforthefutureinmyownway,withmyownfewfriends;
andaskmeanythingelseintheworld,aslongasyoudon’taskmetomakeanymorecallsonmyneighbors。”
Withthatcharacteristicrequest,Allan’sreportofhisexploringexpeditionamongtheresidentgentrycametoaclose。ForamomentMidwinterremainedsilent。HehadallowedAllantorunonfromfirsttolastwithoututteringawordonhisside。Thedisastrousresultofthevisits——comingafterwhathadhappenedearlierintheday;andthreateningAllan,asitdid,withexclusionfromalllocalsympathiesattheveryoutsetofhislocalcareer——hadbrokendownMidwinter’spowerofresistingthestealthilydepressinginfluenceofhisownsuperstition。ItwaswithaneffortthathenowlookedupatAllan;itwaswithaneffortthatherousedhimselftoanswer。
“Itshallbeasyouwish。”hesaid,quietly。“Iamsorryforwhathashappened;butIamnotthelessobligedtoyou,Allan,forhavingdonewhatIaskedyou。”
Hisheadsankonhisbreast,andthefatalistresignationwhichhadoncealreadyquietedhimonboardthewrecknowquietedhimagain。“What_must_be,_will_be。”hethoughtoncemore。“WhathaveItodowiththefuture,andwhathashe?”
“Cheerup!“saidAllan。“_Your_affairsareinathrivingcondition,atanyrate。Ipaidonepleasantvisitinthetown,whichIhaven’ttoldyouofyet。I’veseenPedgift,andPedgift’sson,whohelpshimintheoffice。They’rethetwojolliestlawyersIevermetwithinmylife;and,what’smore,theycanproducetheverymanyouwanttoteachyouthesteward’sbusiness。”
Midwinterlookedupquickly。DistrustofAllan’sdiscoverywasplainlywritteninhisfacealready;buthesaidnothing。
“Ithoughtofyou。”Allanproceeded,“assoonasthetwoPedgiftsandIhadhadaglassofwineallroundtodrinktoourfriendlyconnection。ThefinestsherryIevertastedinmylife;I’veorderedsomeofthesame——butthat’snotthequestionjustnow。
IntwowordsItoldtheseworthyfellowsyourdifficulty,andintwosecondsoldPedgiftunderstoodallaboutit。’Ihavegotthemaninmyoffice,’hesaid,’andbeforetheaudit-daycomes,I’llplacehimwiththegreatestpleasureatyourfriend’sdisposal。’
“
Atthislastannouncement,Midwinter’sdistrustfounditsexpressioninwords。HequestionedAllanunsparingly。
Theman’sname,itappearedwasBashwood。Hehadbeensometimehowlong,AllancouldnotrememberinMr。Pedgift’sservice。HehadbeenpreviouslystewardtoaNorfolkgentlemannameforgotteninthewestwarddistrictofthecounty。Hehadlostthesteward’splace,throughsomedomestictrouble,inconnectionwithhisson,theprecisenatureofwhichAllanwasnotabletospecify。Pedgiftvouchedforhim,andPedgiftwouldsendhimtoThorpeAmbrosetwoorthreedaysbeforetherent-daydinner。Hecouldnotbespared,forofficereasons,beforethattime。Therewasnoneedtofidgetaboutit;Pedgiftlaughedattheideaoftherebeinganydifficultywiththetenants。Twoorthreeday’sworkoverthesteward’sbookswithamantohelpMidwinterwhopracticallyunderstoodthatsortofthingwouldputhimallrightfortheaudit;andtheotherbusinesswouldkeeptillafterward。
“HaveyouseenthisMr。Bashwoodyourself,Allan?”askedMidwinter,stillobstinatelyonhisguard。
“No。”repliedAllan“hewasout——outwiththebag,asyoungPedgiftcalledit。Theytellmehe’sadecentelderlyman。A
littlebrokenbyhistroubles,andalittleapttobenervousandconfusedinhismannerwithstrangers;butthoroughlycompetentandthoroughlytobedependedon——thosearePedgift’sownwords。”
Midwinterpausedandconsideredalittle,withanewinterestinthesubject。Thestrangemanwhomhehadjusthearddescribed,andthestrangemanofwhomhehadaskedhiswaywherethethreeroadsmet,wereremarkablylikeeachother。Wasthisanotherlinkinthefast-lengtheningchainofevents?Midwintergrewdoublydeterminedtobecareful,asthebaredoubtthatitmightbesopassedthroughhismind。
“WhenMr。Bashwoodcomes。”hesaid,“willyouletmeseehim,andspeaktohim,beforeanythingdefiniteisdone?”
“OfcourseIwill!“rejoinedAllan。Hestoppedandlookedathiswatch。“AndI’lltellyouwhatI’lldoforyou,oldboy,inthemeantime。”headded;“I’llintroduceyoutotheprettiestgirlinNorfolk!There’sjusttimetorunovertothecottagebeforedinner。Comealong,andbeintroducedtoMissMilroy。”
“Youcan’tintroducemetoMissMilroytoday。”repliedMidwinter;
andherepeatedthemessageofapologywhichhadbeenbroughtfromthemajorthatafternoon。Allanwassurprisedanddisappointed;buthewasnottobefoiledinhisresolutiontoadvancehimselfinthegoodgracesoftheinhabitantsofthecottage。Afteralittleconsiderationhehitonameansofturningthepresentadversecircumstancestogoodaccount。“I’llshowaproperanxietyforMrs。Milroy’srecovery。”hesaid,gravely。“I’llsendherabasketofstrawberries,withmybestrespects,to-morrowmorning。”
Nothingmorehappenedtomarktheendofthatfirstdayinthenewhouse。
TheonenoticeableeventofthenextdaywasanotherdisclosureofMrs。Milroy’sinfirmityoftemper。HalfanhourafterAllan’sbasketofstrawberrieshadbeendeliveredatthecottage,itwasreturnedtohimintactbythehandsoftheinvalidlady’snurse,withashortandsharpmessage,shortlyandsharplydelivered。“Mrs。Milroy’scomplimentsandthanks。Strawberriesinvariablydisagreedwithher。”IfthiscuriouslypetulantacknowledgmentofanactofpolitenesswasintendedtoirritateAllan,itfailedentirelyinaccomplishingitsobject。Insteadofbeingoffendedwiththemother,hesympathizedwiththedaughter。
“Poorlittlething。”wasallhesaid,“shemusthaveahardlifeofitwithsuchamotherasthat!“
Hecalledatthecottagehimselflaterintheday,butMissMilroywasnottobeseen;shewasengagedupstairs。Themajorreceivedhisvisitorinhisworkingapron——farmoredeeplyimmersedinhiswonderfulclock,andfarlessreadilyaccessibletoouterinfluences,thanAllanhadseenhimattheirfirstinterview。Hismannerwasaskindasbefore;butnotawordmorecouldbeextractedfromhimonthesubjectofhiswifethanthatMrs。Milroy“hadnotimprovedsinceyesterday。”
Thetwonextdayspassedquietlyanduneventfully。Allanpersistedinmakinghisinquiriesatthecottage;butallhesawofthemajor’sdaughterwasaglimpseofherononeoccasionatawindowonthebedroomfloor。NothingmorewasheardfromMr。
Pedgift;andMr。Bashwood’sappearancewasstilldelayed。
MidwinterdeclinedtomoveinthematteruntiltimeenoughhadpassedtoallowofhisfirsthearingfromMr。Brock,inanswertotheletterwhichhehadaddressedtotherectoronthenightofhisarrivalatThorpeAmbrose。Hewasunusuallysilentandquiet,andpassedmostofhishoursinthelibraryamongthebooks。Thetimeworeonwearily。TheresidentgentryacknowledgedAllan’svisitbyformallyleavingtheircards。Nobodycamenearthehouseafterward;theweatherwasmonotonouslyfine。Allangrewalittlerestlessanddissatisfied。HebegantoresentMrs。Milroy’sillness;hebegantothinkregretfullyofhisdesertedyacht。
Thenextday——thetwentieth——broughtsomenewswithitfromtheouterworld。AmessagewasdeliveredfromMr。Pedgift,announcingthathisclerk,Mr。Bashwood,wouldpersonallypresenthimselfatThorpeAmbroseonthefollowingday;andaletterinanswertoMidwinterwasreceivedfromMr。Brock。
Theletterwasdatedthe18th,andthenewswhichitcontainedraisednotAllan’sspiritsonly,butMidwinter’saswell。
Onthedayonwhichhewrote,Mr。BrockannouncedthathewasabouttojourneytoLondon;havingbeensummonedthitheronbusinessconnectedwiththeinterestsofasickrelative,towhomhestoodinthepositionoftrustee。Thebusinesscompleted,hehadgoodhopeoffindingoneorotherofhisclericalfriendsinthemetropoliswhowouldbeableandwillingtododutyforhimattherectory;and,inthatcase,hetrustedtotravelonfromLondontoThorpeAmbroseinaweek’s’timeorless。Underthesecircumstances,hewouldleavethemajorityofthesubjectsonwhichMidwinterhadwrittentohimtobediscussedwhentheymet。
Butastimemightbeofimportance,inrelationtothestewardshipoftheThorpeAmbroseestate,hewouldsayatoncethathesawnoreasonwhyMidwintershouldnotapplyhismindtolearningthesteward’sduties,andshouldnotsucceedinrenderinghimselfinvaluablyserviceableinthatwaytotheinterestsofhisfriend。
LeavingMidwinterreadingandre-readingtherector’scheeringletter,asifhewasbentongettingeverysentenceinitbyheart,Allanwentoutratherearlierthanusual,tomakehisdailyinquiryatthecottage——or,inplainerwords,tomakeafourthattemptatimprovinghisacquaintancewithMissMilroy。
Thedayhadbegunencouragingly,andencouraginglyitseemeddestinedtogoon。WhenAllanturnedthecornerofthesecondshrubbery,andenteredthelittlepaddockwhereheandthemajor’sdaughterhadfirstmet,therewasMissMilroyherselfloiteringtoandfroonthegrass,toallappearanceonthewatchforsomebody。
ShegavealittlestartwhenAllanappeared,andcameforwardwithouthesitationtomeethim。Shewasnotinherbestlooks。
Herrosycomplexionhadsufferedunderconfinementtothehouse,andamarkedexpressionofembarrassmentcloudedherprettyface。
“Ihardlyknowhowtoconfessit,Mr。Armadale。”shesaid,speakingeagerly,beforeAllancouldutteraword,“butI
certainlyventuredherethismorninginthehopeofmeetingwithyou。Ihavebeenverymuchdistressed;Ihaveonlyjustheard,byaccident,ofthemannerinwhichmammareceivedthepresentoffruityousokindlysenttoher。Willyoutrytoexcuseher?Shehasbeenmiserablyillforyears,andsheisnotalwaysquiteherself。Afteryourbeingsovery,verykindtomeandtopapa,Ireallycouldnothelpstealingouthereinthehopeofseeingyou,andtellingyouhowsorryIwas。Prayforgiveandforget,Mr。Armadale——praydo!“hervoicefalteredoverthelastwords,and,inhereagernesstomakehermother’speacewithhim,shelaidherhandonhisarm。
Allanwashimselfalittleconfused。Herearnestnesstookhimbysurprise,andherevidentconvictionthathehadbeenoffendedhonestlydistressedhim。Notknowingwhatelsetodo,hefollowedhisinstincts,andpossessedhimselfofherhandtobeginwith。
“MydearMissMilroy,ifyousayawordmoreyouwilldistress_me_next。”herejoined,unconsciouslypressingherhandcloserandcloser,intheembarrassmentofthemoment。“Ineverwasintheleastoffended;Imadeallowances——uponmyhonorIdid——forpoorMrs。Milroy’sillness。Offended!“criedAllan,revertingenergeticallytotheoldcomplimentarystrain。“Ishouldliketohavemybasketoffruitsentbackeveryday——ifIcouldonlybesureofitsbringingyououtintothepaddockthefirstthinginthemorning。”
SomeofMissMilroy’smissingcolorbegantoappearagaininhercheeks。“Oh,Mr。Armadale,thereisreallynoendtoyourkindness。”shesaid;“youdon’tknowhowyourelieveme!Shepaused;herspiritsralliedwithashappyareadinessofrecoveryasiftheyhadbeenthespiritsofachild;andhernativebrightnessoftempersparkledagaininhereyes,asshelookedup,shylysmilinginAllan’sface。“Don’tyouthink。”sheasked,demurely,“thatitisalmosttimenowtoletgoofmyhand?”
Theireyesmet。Allanfollowedhisinstinctsforthesecondtime。
Insteadofreleasingherhand,heliftedittohislipsandkissedit。AllthemissingtintsoftherosiersortreturnedtoMissMilroy’scomplexionontheinstant。ShesnatchedawayherhandasifAllanhadburnedit。
“I’msure_that’s_wrong,Mr。Armadale。”shesaid,andturnedherheadasidequickly,forshewassmilinginspiteofherself。
“Imeantitasanapologyfor——forholdingyourhandtoolong。”
stammeredAllan。“Anapologycan’tbewrong——canit?”
Thereareoccasions,thoughnotmany,whenthefemalemindaccuratelyappreciatesanappealtotheforceofpurereason。
Thiswasoneoftheoccasions。AnabstractpropositionhadbeenpresentedtoMissMilroy,andMissMilroywasconvinced。Ifitwasmeantasanapology,that,sheadmitted,madeallthedifference。“Ionlyhope。”saidthelittlecoquet,lookingathimslyly,“you’renotmisleadingme。Notthatitmattersmuchnow。”
sheadded,withaseriousshakeofherhead。“Ifwehavecommittedanyimproprieties,Mr。Armadale,wearenotlikelytohavetheopportunityofcommittingmanymore。”
“You’renotgoingaway?”exclaimedAllan,ingreatalarm。
“Worsethanthat,Mr。Armadale。Mynewgovernessiscoming。”
“Coming?”repeatedAllan。“Comingalready?”
“Asgoodascoming,Ioughttohavesaid——onlyIdidn’tknowyouwishedmetobesoveryparticular。Wegottheanswerstotheadvertisementsthismorning。PapaandIopenedthemandreadthemtogetherhalfanhourago;andwebothpickedoutthesameletterfromalltherest。Ipickeditout,becauseitwassoprettilyexpressed;andpapapickeditoutbecausethetermsweresoreasonable。HeisgoingtosendtheletteruptograndmammainLondonbytoday’spost,and,ifshefindseverythingsatisfactoryoninquiry,thegovernessistobeengagedYoudon’tknowhowdreadfullynervousIamgettingaboutitalready;astrangegovernessissuchanawfulprospect。Butitisnotquitesobadasgoingtoschool;andIhavegreathopesofthisnewlady,becauseshewritessuchaniceletter!AsIsaidtopapa,italmostreconcilesmetoherhorrid,unromanticname。”
“Whatishername?”askedAllan。“Brown?Grubb?Scraggs?Anythingofthatsort?”
“Hush!hush!Nothingquitesohorribleasthat。HernameisGwilt。Dreadfullyunpoetical,isn’tit?Herreferencemustbearespectableperson,though;forshelivesinthesamepartofLondonasgrandmamma。Stop,Mr。Armadale!wearegoingthewrongway。No;Ican’twaittolookatthoselovelyflowersofyoursthismorning,and,manythanks,Ican’tacceptyourarm。Ihavestayedheretoolongalready。Papaiswaitingforhisbreakfast;
andImustrunbackeverystepoftheway。Thankyouformakingthosekindallowancesformamma;thankyouagainandagain,andgood-by!“
“Won’tyoushakehands?”askedAllan。
Shegavehimherhand。“Nomoreapologies,ifyouplease,Mr。
Armadale。”shesaid,saucily。Oncemoretheireyesmet,andoncemoretheplump,dimpledlittlehandfounditswaytoAllan’slips。“Itisn’tanapologythistime!“criedAllan,precipitatelydefendinghimself。“It’s——it’samarkofrespect。”
Shestartedbackafewsteps,andburstoutlaughing。“Youwon’tfindmeinourgroundsagain,Mr。Armadale。”shesaid,merrily,“tillIhavegotMissGwilttotakecareofme!“Withthatfarewell,shegatheredupherskirts,andranbackacrossthepaddockatthetopofherspeed。
Allanstoodwatchingherinspeechlessadmirationtillshewasoutofsight。HissecondinterviewwithMissMilroyhadproducedanextraordinaryeffectonhim。ForthefirsttimesincehehadbecomethemasterofThorpeAmbrose,hewasabsorbedinseriousconsiderationofwhatheowedtohisnewpositioninlife。“Thequestionis。”ponderedAllan,“whetherIhadn’tbettersetmyselfrightwithmyneighborsbybecomingamarriedman?I’lltakethedaytoconsider;andifIkeepinthesamemindaboutit,I’llconsultMidwinterto-morrowmorning。”
Whenthemorningcame,andwhenAllandescendedtothebreakfast-room,resolutetoconsulthisfriendontheobligationsthatheowedtohisneighborsingeneral,andtoMissMilroyinparticular,noMidwinterwastoheseen。Onmakinginquiry,itappearedthathehadbeenobservedinthehall;thathehadtakenfromthetablealetterwhichthemorning’sposthadbroughttohim;andthathehadgonebackimmediatelytohisownroom。Allanatonceascendedthestairsagain,andknockedathisfriend’sdoor。
“MayIcomein?”heasked。
“Notjustnow。”wastheanswer。
“Youhavegotaletter,haven’tyou?”persistedAllan。“Anybadnews?Anythingwrong?”
“Nothing。I’mnotverywellthismorning。Don’twaitbreakfastforme;I’llcomedownassoonasIcan。”
Nomorewassaidoneitherside。Allanreturnedtothebreakfast-roomalittledisappointed。HehadsethisheartonrushingheadlongintohisconsultationwithMidwinter,andherewastheconsultationindefinitelydelayed。“Whatanoddfellowheis!“thoughtAllan。“Whatonearthcanhebedoing,lockedintherebyhimself?”
Hewasdoingnothing。Hewassittingbythewindow,withtheletterwhichhadreachedhimthatmorningopeninhishand。ThehandwritingwasMr。Brock’s,andthewordswrittenwerethese:
“MYDEARMIDWINTER——IhaveliterallyonlytwominutesbeforeposttimetotellyouthatIhavejustmetinKensingtonGardens
withthewomanwhomwebothonlyknow,thusfar,asthewomanwiththeredPaisleyshawl。Ihavetracedherandhercompanionarespectable-lookingelderlyladytotheirresidence——afterhavingdistinctlyheardAllan’snamementionedbetweenthem。
DependonmynotlosingsightofthewomanuntilIamsatisfiedthatshemeansnomischiefatThorpeAmbrose;andexpecttohearfrommeagainassoonasIknowhowthisstrangediscoveryistoend。
“Verytrulyyours,DECIMUSBROCK。”
Afterreadingtheletterforthesecondtime,Midwinterfoldeditupthoughtfully,andplaceditinhispocket-book,sidebysidewiththemanuscriptnarrativeofAllan’sdream。
“Yourdiscoverywillnotendwith_you,_Mr。Brock。”hesaid。“Dowhatyouwillwiththewoman,whenthetimecomesthewomanwillbehere。”
CHAPTERV。
MOTHEROLDERSHAWONHERGUARD。
1。_FromMrs。OldershawDianaStreet,PimlicotoMissGwiltWestPlace,OldBrompton。_
“Ladies’ToiletRepository,June20th,EightintheEvening。
“MYDEARLYDIA——Aboutthreehourshavepassed,aswellasIcanremember,sinceIpushedyouunceremoniouslyinsidemyhouseinWestPlace,and,merelytellingyoutowaittillyousawmeagain,bangedthedoortobetweenus,andleftyoualoneinthehall。Iknowyoursensitivenature,mydear,andIamafraidyouhavemadeupyourmindbythistimethatneveryetwasaguesttreatedsoabominablybyherhostessasIhavetreatedyou。
“Thedelaythathaspreventedmefromexplainingmystrangeconductis,believeme,adelayforwhichIamnottoblame。OneofthemanydelicatelittledifficultieswhichbesetsoessentiallyconfidentialabusinessasmineoccurredhereasI
havesincediscoveredwhileweweretakingtheairthisafternooninKensingtonGardens。Iseenochanceofbeingabletogetbacktoyouforsomehourstocome,andIhaveawordofveryurgentcautionforyourprivateear,whichhasbeentoolongdelayedalready。SoImustusethespareminutesastheycome,andwrite。
“Hereiscautionthefirst。Onnoaccountventureoutsidethedooragainthisevening,andbeverycareful,whilethedaylightlasts,nottoshowyourselfatanyofthefrontwindows。Ihavereasontofearthatacertaincharmingpersonnowstayingwithmemaypossiblybewatched。Don’tbealarmed,anddon’tbeimpatient;youshallknowwhy。
“IcanonlyexplainmyselfbygoingbacktoourunluckymeetingintheGardenswiththatreverendgentlemanwhowassoobligingastofollowusbothbacktomyhouse。
“Itcrossedmymind,justaswewereclosetothedoor,thattheremightbeamotivefortheparson’sanxietytotraceushome,farlesscreditabletohistaste,andfarmoredangeroustobothofus,thanthemotiveyousupposedhimtohave。Inplainerwords,Lydia,Iratherdoubtedwhetheryouhadmetwithanotheradmirer;andIstronglysuspectedthatyouhadencounteredanotherenemyinstead。Therewasnotimetotellyouthis。Therewasonlytimetoseeyousafeintothehouse,andtomakesureoftheparsonincasemysuspicionswererightbytreatinghimashehadtreatedus;Imean,byfollowinghiminhisturn。
“Ikeptsomelittledistancebehindhimatfirst,toturnthethingoverinmymind,andtobesatisfiedthatmydoubtswerenotmisleadingme。Wehavenoconcealmentsfromeachother;andyoushallknowwhatmydoubtswere。
“Iwasnotsurprisedat_your_recognizing_him;_heisnotatallacommon-lookingoldman;andyouhadseenhimtwiceinSomersetshire——oncewhenyouaskedyourwayofhimtoMrs。
Armadale’shouse,andoncewhenyousawhimagainonyourwaybacktotherailroad。ButIwasalittlepuzzledconsideringthatyouhadyourveildownonboththoseoccasions,andyourveildownalsowhenwewereintheGardensathisrecognizing_you。_Idoubtedhisrememberingyourfigureinasummerdressafterhehadonlyseenitinawinterdress;andthoughweweretalkingwhenhemetus,andyourvoiceisoneamongyourmanycharms,Idoubtedhisrememberingyourvoice,either。AndyetI
feltpersuadedthatheknewyou。’How?’youwillask。Mydear,asill-luckwouldhaveit,wewerespeakingatthetimeofyoungArmadale。Ifirmlybelievethatthenamewasthefirstthingthatstruckhim;andwhenheheard_that,_,yourvoicecertainlyandyourfigureperhaps,camebacktohismemory。’Andwhatifitdid?’youmaysay。Thinkagain,Lydia,andtellmewhethertheparsonoftheplacewhereMrs。ArmadalelivedwasnotlikelytobeMrs。Armadale’sfriend?Ifhe_was_herfriend,theveryfirstpersontowhomshewouldapplyforadviceafterthemannerinwhichyoufrightenedher,andafterwhatyoumostinjudiciouslysaidonthesubjectofappealingtoherson,wouldbetheclergymanoftheparish——andthemagistrate,too,asthelandlordattheinnhimselftoldyou。
“YouwillnowunderstandwhyIleftyouinthatextremelyuncivilmanner,andImaygoontowhathappenednext。
“Ifollowedtheoldgentlemantillheturnedintoaquietstreet,andthenaccostedhim,withrespectfortheChurchwrittenI
flattermyselfineverylineofmyface。
“’Willyouexcuseme,’Isaid,’ifIventuretoinquire,sir,whetheryourecognizedtheladywhowaswalkingwithmewhenyouhappenedtopassusintheGardens?’
“’Willyouexcusemyasking,ma’am,whyyouputthatquestion?’
wasalltheanswerIgot。
“’Iwillendeavortotellyou,sir,’Isaid。’Ifmyfriendisnotanabsolutestrangertoyou,Ishouldwishtorequestyourattentiontoaverydelicatesubject,connectedwithaladydeceased,andwithhersonwhosurvivesher。’
“Hewasstaggered;Icouldseethat。ButhewasslyenoughatthesametimetoholdhistongueandwaittillIsaidsomethingmore。
“’IfIamwrong,sir,inthinkingthatyourecognizedmyfriend,’Iwenton,’Ibegtoapologize。ButIcouldhardlysupposeitpossiblethatagentlemaninyourprofessionwouldfollowaladyhomewhowasatotalstrangertohim。’
“ThereIhadhim。Hecoloredupfancythat,athisage!,andownedthetruth,indefenseofhisownpreciouscharacter。
“’Ihavemetwiththeladyoncebefore,andIacknowledgethatI
recognizedherintheGardens,’hesaid。’YouwillexcusemeifI
declineenteringintothequestionofwhetherIdidordidnotpurposelyfollowherhome。Ifyouwishtobeassuredthatyourfriendisnotanabsolutestrangertome,younowhavethatassurance;andifyouhaveanythingparticulartosaytome,I
leaveyoutodecidewhetherthetimehascometosayit。’
“Hewaited,andlookedabout。Iwaited,andlookedabout。Hesaidthestreetwashardlyafitplacetospeakofadelicatesubjectin。Isaidthestreetwashardlyafitplacetospeakofadelicatesubjectin。Hedidn’toffertotakemetowherehelived。Ididn’toffertotakehimtowhereIlived。Haveyoueverseentwostrangecats,mydear,nosetonoseonthetiles?Ifyouhave,youhaveseentheparsonandmedonetothelife。
“’Well,ma’am,’hesaid,atlast,’shallwegoonwithourconversationinspiteofcircumstances?’
“’Yes,sir,’Isaid;’wearebothofus,fortunately,ofanagetosetcircumstancesatdefiance’Ihadseentheoldwretchlookingatmygrayhair,andsatisfyinghimselfthathischaracterwassafeifhe_was_seenwithme。
“Afterallthissnappingandsnarling,wecametothepointatlast。IbeganbytellinghimthatIfearedhisinterestinyouwasnotofthefriendlysort。Headmittedthatmuch——ofcourse,indefenseofhisowncharacteroncemore。InextrepeatedtohimeverythingyouhadtoldmeaboutyourproceedingsinSomersetshire,whenwefirstfoundthathewasfollowingushome。
Don’tbealarmedmydear——Iwasactingonprinciple。Ifyouwanttomakeadishofliesdigestible,alwaysgiveitagarnishoftruth。Well,havingappealedtothereverendgentleman’sconfidenceinthismatter,Inextdeclaredthatyouhadbecomeanalteredwomansincehehadseenyoulast。Irevivedthatdeadwretch,yourhusbandwithoutmentioningnames,ofcourse,establishedhimthefirstplaceIthoughtofinbusinessattheBrazils,anddescribedaletterwhichhehadwritten,offeringtoforgivehiserringwife,ifshewouldrepentandgobacktohim。
Iassuredtheparsonthatyourhusband’snobleconducthadsoftenedyourobduratenature;andthen,thinkingIhadproducedtherightimpression,Icameboldlytoclosequarterswithhim。I
said,’Attheverytimewhenyoumetus,sir,myunhappyfriendwasspeakingintermsoftouching,self-reproachofherconducttothelateMrs。Armadale。Sheconfidedtomeheranxietytomakesomeatonement,ifpossible,toMrs。Armadale’sson;anditisatherentreatyforshecannotprevailonherselftofaceyouthatInowbegtoinquirewhetherMr。ArmadaleisstillinSomersetshire,andwhetherhewouldconsenttotakebackinsmallinstallmentsthesumofmoneywhichmyfriendacknowledgesthatshereceivedbypracticingonMrs。Armadale’sfears。’Thoseweremyverywords。Aneaterstoryaccountingsonicelyforeverythingwasnevertold;itwasastorytomeltastone。ButthisSomersetshireparsonisharderthanstoneitself。Iblushfor_him,_mydear,whenIassureyouthathewasevidentlyinsensibleenoughtodisbelieveeverywordIsaidaboutyourreformedcharacter,yourhusbandintheBrazils,andyourpenitentanxietytopaythemoneyback。ItisreallyadisgracethatsuchamanshouldbeintheChurch;suchcunningashisisinthelastdegreeunbecominginamemberofasacredprofession。
“’Doesyourfriendproposetojoinherhusbandbythenextsteamer?’wasallhecondescendedtosay,whenIhaddone。
“IacknowledgeIwasangry。Isnappedathim。Isaid,’Yes,shedoes。’
“’HowamItocommunicatewithher?’heasked。
“Isnappedathimagain。’Byletter——throughme。’
“’Atwhataddress,ma’am?’
“There,Ihadhimoncemore。’Youhavefoundmyaddressoutforyourself,sir,’Isaid。’Thedirectorywilltellyoumyname,ifyouwishtofindthatoutforyourselfalso;otherwise,youarewelcometomycard。’
“’Manythanks,ma’am。IfyourfriendwishestocommunicatewithMr。Armadale,Iwillgiveyou_my_cardinreturn。’
“’Thankyou,sir。’
“’Thankyou,ma’am。’
“’Good-afternoon,sir。’
“’Good-afternoon,ma’am。’
“Soweparted。Iwentmywaytoanappointmentatmyplaceofbusiness,andhewenthisinahurry;whichisofitselfsuspicious。WhatIcan’tgetoverishisheartlessness。Heavenhelpthepeoplewhosendfor_him_tocomfortthemontheirdeath-beds!
“Thenextconsiderationis,Whatarewetodo?Ifwedon’tfindouttherightwaytokeepthisoldwretchinthedark,hemaybetheruinofusatThorpeAmbrosejustaswearewithineasyreachofourendinview。WaituptillIcometoyou,withmymindfree,Ihope,fromtheotherdifficultywhichisworryingmehere。Wasthereeversuchillluckasours?Onlythinkofthatmandesertinghiscongregation,andcomingtoLondonjustattheverytimewhenwehaveansweredMajorMilroy’sadvertisement,andmayexpecttheinquiriestobemadenextweek!Ihavenopatiencewithhim;hisbishopoughttointerfere。
“Affectionatelyyours,“MARIAOLDERSHAW。”
2。_FromMissGwilttoMrs。Oldershaw。_
“WestPlace,June20th。
“MYPOOROLDDEAR——Howverylittleyouknowofmysensitivenature,asyoucallit!Insteadoffeelingoffendedwhenyouleftme,Iwenttoyourpiano,andforgotallaboutyoutillyourmessengercame。Yourletterisirresistible;IhavebeenlaughingoverittillIamquiteoutofbreath。OfalltheabsurdstoriesIeverread,thestoryyouaddressedtotheSomersetshireclergymanisthemostridiculous。Andasforyourinterviewwithhiminthestreet,itisaperfectsintokeepittoourselves。
Thepublicoughtreallytoenjoyitintheformofafarceatoneofthetheaters。
“Luckilyforbothofustocometoseriousmatters,yourmessengerisaprudentperson。Hesentupstairstoknowiftherewasananswer。InthemidstofmymerrimentIhadpresenceofmindenoughtosenddownstairsandsay’Yes。’
“Somebruteofamansays,insomebookwhichIonceread,thatnowomancankeeptwoseparatetrainsofideasinhermindatthesametime。Ideclareyouhavealmostsatisfiedmethatthemanisright。What!whenyouhaveescapedunnoticedtoyourplaceofbusiness,andwhenyoususpectthishousetobewatched,youproposetocomebackhere,andtoputitintheparson’spowertorecoverthelosttraceofyou!Whatmadness!Stopwhereyouare;
andwhenyouhavegotoveryourdifficultyatPimlicoitissomewoman’sbusiness,ofcourse;whatworrieswomenare!,besogoodastoreadwhatIhavegottosayaboutourdifficultyatBrompton。
“Inthefirstplace,thehouseasyousupposediswatched。
“Halfanhourafteryouleftme,loudvoicesinthestreetinterruptedmeatthepiano,andIwenttothewindow。Therewasacabatthehouseopposite,wheretheyletlodgings;andanoldman,wholookedlikearespectableservant,waswranglingwiththedriverabouthisfare。Anelderlygentlemancameoutofthehouse,andstoppedthem。Anelderlygentlemanreturnedintothehouse,andappearedcautiouslyatthefrontdrawing-roomwindow。
Youknowhim,youworthycreature;hehadthebadtaste,somefewhourssince,todoubtwhetheryouweretellinghimthetruth。
Don’tbeafraid,hedidn’tseeme。Whenhelookedup,aftersettlingwiththecabdriver,Iwasbehindthecurtain。Ihavebeenbehindthecurtainonceortwicesince;andIhaveseenenoughtosatisfymethatheandhisservantwillrelieveeachotheratthewindow,soasnevertolosesightofyourhousehere,nightorday。Thattheparsonsuspectstherealtruthisofcourseimpossible。ButthathefirmlybelievesImeansomemischieftoyoungArmadale,andthatyouhaveentirelyconfirmedhiminthatconviction,isasplainasthattwoandtwomakefour。Andthishashappenedasyouhelplesslyremindmejustwhenwehaveansweredtheadvertisement,andwhenwemayexpectthemajor’sinquiriestobemadeinafewdays’time。
“Surely,hereisaterriblesituationfortwowomentofindthemselvesin?Afiddlestick’sendforthesituation!Wehavegotaneasywayoutofit——thanks,MotherOldershaw,towhatImyselfforcedyoutodo,notthreehoursbeforetheSomersetshireclergymanmetwithus。
“Hasthatvenomouslittlequarrelofoursthismorning——afterwehadpouncedonthemajor’sadvertisementinthenewspaper——quiteslippedoutofyourmemory?HaveyouforgottenhowIpersistedinmyopinionthatyouwereagreatdealtoowellknowninLondontoappearsafelyasmyreferenceinyourownname,ortoreceiveaninquiringladyorgentlemanasyouwererashenoughtopropose
inyourownhouse?Don’tyourememberwhatapassionyouwereinwhenIbroughtourdisputetoanendbydecliningtostirastepinthematter,unlessIcouldconcludemyapplicationtoMajorMilroybyreferringhimtoanaddressatwhichyouweretotallyunknown,andtoanamewhichmightbeanythingyoupleased,aslongasitwasnotyours?Whatalookyougavemewhenyoufoundtherewasnothingforitbuttodropthewholespeculationortoletmehavemyownway!HowyoufumedoverthelodginghuntingontheothersideofthePark!andhowyougroanedwhenyoucameback,possessedoffurnishedapartmentsinrespectableBayswater,overtheuselessexpenseIhadputyouto!
“Whatdoyouthinkofthosefurnishedapartments_now,_youobstinateoldwoman?Hereweare,withdiscoverythreateningusatourverydoor,andwithnohopeofescapeunlesswecancontrivetodisappearfromtheparsoninthedark。AndtherearethelodgingsinBayswater,towhichnoinquisitivestrangershavetracedeitheryouorme,readyandwaitingtoswallowusup——thelodgingsinwhichwecanescapeallfurthermolestation,andanswerthemajor’sinquiriesatourease。Canyousee,atlast,alittlefurtherthanyourpooroldnose?IsthereanythingintheworldtopreventyoursafedisappearancefromPimlicoto-night,andyoursafeestablishmentatthenewlodgings,inthecharacterofmyrespectablereference,halfanhourafterward?Oh,fie,fie,MotherOldershaw!Godownonyourwickedoldknees,andthankyourstarsthatyouhadashe-devillikemetodealwiththismorning!
“Supposewecomenowtotheonlydifficultyworthmentioning——_
my_difficulty。WatchedasIaminthishouse,howamItojoinyouwithoutbringingtheparsonortheparson’sservantwithmeatmyheels?
“Beingtoallintentsandpurposesaprisonerhere,itseemstomethatIhavenochoicebuttotrytheoldprisonplanofescape——achangeofclothes。Ihavebeenlookingatyourhouse-maid。Exceptthatwearebothlight,herfaceandhairandmyfaceandhairareasunlikeeachotheraspossible。Butsheisasnearlyascanbemyheightandsize;andifsheonlyknewhowtodressherself,andhadsmallerfeetherfigureisaverymuchbetteronethanitoughttobeforapersoninherstationinlife。
“Myideais,todressherintheclothesIworeintheGardensto-day;tosendherout,withourreverendenemyinfullpursuitofher;and,assoonasthecoastisclear,toslipawaymyselfandjoinyou。Thethingwouldbequiteimpossible,ofcourse,ifIhadbeenseenwithmyveilup;but,aseventshaveturnedout,itisoneadvantageofthehorribleexposurewhichfollowedmymarriagethatIseldomshowmyselfinpublic,andnever,ofcourse,insuchapopulousplaceasLondon,withoutwearingathickveilandkeepingthatveildown。Ifthehouse-maidwearsmydress,Idon’treallyseewhythehouse-maidmaynotbecountedontorepresentmetothelife。
“Theonequestionis,Canthewomanbetrusted?Ifshecan,sendmealine,tellingher,onyourauthority,thatsheistoplaceherselfatmydisposal。Iwon’tsayawordtillIhaveheardfromyoufirst。
“Letmehavemyanswerto-night。Aslongaswewereonlytalkingaboutmygettingthegoverness’splace,Iwascarelessenoughhowitended。ButnowthatwehaveactuallyansweredMajorMilroy’sadvertisement,Iaminearnestatlast。ImeantobeMrs。
ArmadaleofThorpeAmbrose;andwoetothemanorwomanwhotriestostopme!Yours,“LYDIAGWILT。
“P。S——IopenmyletteragaintosaythatyouneedhavenofearofyourmessengerbeingfollowedonhisreturntoPimlico。Hewilldrivetoapublic-housewhereheisknown,willdismissthecabatthedoor,andwillgooutagainbyabackwaywhichisonlyusedbythelandlordandhisfriends——L。G。”
3。_FromMrs。OldershawtoMissGwilt。_
“DianaStreet,10o’clock。
“MYDEARLYDIA——Youhavewrittenmeaheartlessletter。Ifyouhadbeeninmytryingposition,harassedasIwaswhenIwrotetoyou,IshouldhavemadeallowancesformyfriendwhenIfoundmyfriendnotsosharpasusual。Buttheviceofthepresentageisawantofconsiderationforpersonsinthedeclineoflife。
Morallyspeaking,youareinasadstate,mydear;andyoustandmuchinneedofagoodexample。Youshallhaveagoodexample——I
forgiveyou。
“Havingnowrelievedmymindbytheperformanceofagoodaction,supposeIshowyounextthoughIprotestagainstthevulgarityoftheexpressionthatI_can_seealittlefurtherthanmypooroldnose?
“Iwillansweryourquestionaboutthehouse-maidfirst。Youmaytrustherimplicitly。Shehashadhertroubles,andhaslearneddiscretion。Shealsolooksyourage;thoughitisonlyherduetosaythat,inthisparticular,shehassomeyearstheadvantageofyou。Iinclosethenecessarydirectionswhichwillplaceherentirelyatyourdisposal。
“Andwhatcomesnext?
“YourplanforjoiningmeatBayswatercomesnext。Itisverywellasfarasitgoes;butitstandssadlyinneedofalittlejudiciousimprovement。Thereisaseriousnecessityyoushallknowwhypresentlyfordeceivingtheparsonfarmorecompletelythanyouproposetodeceivehim。Iwanthimtoseethehouse-maid’sfaceundercircumstanceswhichwillpersuadehimthatitis_your_face。Andthen,goingastepfurther,Iwanthimtoseethehouse-maidleaveLondon,undertheimpressionthathehasseen_you_startonthefirststageofyourjourneytotheBrazils。Hedidn’tbelieveinthatjourneywhenIannouncedittohimthisafternooninthestreet。Hemaybelieveinityet,ifyoufollowthedirectionsIamnowgoingtogiveyou。
“To-morrowisSaturday。Sendthehousemaidoutinyourwalkingdressofto-day,justasyoupropose;butdon’tstiroutyourself,anddon’tgonearthewindow。Desirethewomantokeepherveildown,totakehalfanhour’swalkquiteunconscious,ofcourse,oftheparsonorhisservantatherheels,andthentocomebacktoyou。Assoonassheappears,sendherinstantlytotheopenwindow,instructinghertoliftherveilcarelesslyandlookout。Lethergoawayagainafteraminuteortwo,takeoffherbonnetandshawl,andthenappearoncemoreatthewindow,or,betterstill,inthebalconyoutside。Shemayshowherselfagainoccasionallynottoooftenlaterintheday。Andto-morrow——aswehaveaprofessionalgentlemantodealwith——byallmeanssendhertochurch。Iftheseproceedingsdon’tpersuadetheparsonthatthehouse-maid’sfaceisyourface,andiftheydon’tmakehimreadiertobelieveinyourreformedcharacterthanhewaswhenIspoketohim,Ihavelivedsixtyyears,mylove,inthisvaleoftearstomightylittlepurpose。
“ThenextdayisMonday。Ihavelookedattheshippingadvertisements,andIfindthatasteamerleavesLiverpoolfortheBrazilsonTuesday。Nothingcouldbemoreconvenient;wewillstartyouonyourvoyageundertheparson’sowneyes。Youmaymanageitinthisway:
“Atoneo’clocksendoutthemanwhocleanstheknivesandforkstogetacab;andwhenhehasbroughtituptothedoor,lethimgobackandgetasecondcab,whichheistowaitinhimself,roundthecorner,inthesquare。Letthehouse-maidstillinyourdressdriveoff,withthenecessaryboxes,inthefirstcabtotheNorth-westernRailway。Whensheisgone,slipoutyourselftothecabwaitingroundthecorner,andcometomeatBayswater。
Theymaybepreparedtofollowthehouse-maid’scab,becausetheyhaveseenitatthedoor;buttheywon’tbepreparedtofollowyourcab,becauseithasbeenhiddenroundthecorner。Whenthehouse-maidhasgottothestation,andhasdoneherbesttodisappearinthecrowdIhavechosenthemixedtrainat2:10,soastogivehereverychance,youwillbesafewithme;andwhethertheydoordonotfindoutthatshedoesnotreallystartforLiverpoolwon’tmatterbythattime。Theywillhavelostalltraceofyou;andtheymayfollowthehouse-maidhalfoverLondon,iftheylike。ShehasmyinstructionsinclosedtoleavetheemptyboxestofindtheirwaytothelostluggageofficeandtogotoherfriendsintheCity,andstaytheretillIwritewordthatIwantheragain。
“Andwhatistheobjectofallthis?
“MydearLydia,theobjectisyourfuturesecurityandmine。Wemaysucceedorwemayfail,inpersuadingtheparsonthatyouhaveactuallygonetotheBrazils。Ifwesucceed,wearerelievedofallfearofhim。Ifwefail,hewillwarnyoungArmadaletobecareful_ofawomanlikemyhouse-maid,andnotofawomanlikeyou。_Thislastgainisaveryimportantone;forwedon’tknowthatMrs。Armadalemaynothavetoldhimyourmaidenname。Inthatevent,the’MissGwilt’whomhewilldescribeashavingslippedthroughhisfingersherewillbesoentirelyunlikethe’MissGwilt’establishedatThorpeAmbrose,astosatisfyeverybodythatitisnotacaseofsimilarityofpersons,butonlyacaseofsimilarityofnames。
“Whatdoyousaynowtomyimprovementonyouridea?Aremybrainsnotquitesoaddledasyouthoughtthemwhenyouwrote?
Don’tsupposeI’matalloverboastfulaboutmyowningenuity。
Cleverertricksthanthistrickofmineareplayedoffonthepublicbyswindlers,andarerecordedinthenewspaperseveryweek。IonlywanttoshowyouthatmyassistanceisnotlessnecessarytothesuccessoftheArmadalespeculationnowthanitwaswhenImadeourfirstimportantdiscoveries,bymeansoftheharmless-lookingyoungmanandtheprivateinquiryofficeinShadysidePlace。
“ThereisnothingmoretosaythatIknowof,exceptthatIamjustgoingtostartforthenewlodging,withaboxdirectedinmynewname。ThelastexpiringmomentsofMotherOldershaw,oftheToiletRepository,arecloseathand,andthebirthofMissGwilt’srespectablereference,Mrs。Mandeville,willtakeplaceinacabinfiveminutes’time。IfancyImustbestillyoungatheart,forIamquiteinlovealreadywithmyromanticname;itsoundsalmostasprettyasMrs。ArmadaleofThorpeAmbrose,doesn’tit?
“Good-night,mydear,andpleasantdreams。IfanyaccidenthappensbetweenthisandMonday,writetomeinstantlybypost。Ifnoaccidenthappensyouwillbewithmeinexcellenttimefortheearliestinquiriesthatthemajorcanpossiblymake。Mylastwordsare,don’tgoout,anddon’tventurenearthefrontwindowstillMondaycomes。
“Affectionatelyyours,M。O。”
CHAPTERVI。
MIDWINTERINDISGUISE。
TOWARDnoononthedayofthetwenty-first,MissMilroywasloiteringinthecottagegarden——releasedfromdutyinthesick-roombyanimprovementinhermother’shealth——whenherattentionwasattractedbythesoundofvoicesinthepark。OneofthevoicessheinstantlyrecognizedasAllan’s;theotherwasstrangetoher。Sheputasidethebranchesofashrubnearthegardenpalings,and,peepingthrough,sawAllanapproachingthecottagegate,incompanywithaslim,dark,undersizedman,whowastalkingandlaughingexcitablyatthetopofhisvoice。MissMilroyranindoorstowarnherfatherofMr。Armadale’sarrival,andtoaddthathewasbringingwithhimanoisystranger,whowas,inallprobability,thefriendgenerallyreportedtobestayingwiththesquireatthegreathouse。
Hadthemajor’sdaughterguessedright?Wasthesquire’sloud-talking,loud-laughingcompaniontheshy,sensitiveMidwinterofothertimes?Itwasevenso。InAllan’spresence,thatmorning,anextraordinarychangehadpassedovertheordinarilyquietdemeanorofAllan’sfriend。
WhenMidwinterhadfirstappearedinthebreakfast-room,afterputtingasideMr。Brock’sstartlingletter,Allanhadbeentoomuchoccupiedtopayanyspecialattentiontohim。Theundecideddifficultyofchoosingthedayfortheauditdinnerhadpressedforasettlementoncemore,andhadbeenfixedatlastunderthebutler’sadviceforSaturday,thetwenty-eighthofthemonth。ItwasonlyonturningroundtoremindMidwinteroftheamplespaceoftimewhichthenewarrangementallowedformasteringthesteward’sbooks,thatevenAllan’sflightyattentionhadbeenarrestedbyamarkedchangeinthefacethatconfrontedhim。Hehadopenlynoticedthechangeinhisusualbluntmanner,andhadbeeninstantlysilencedbyafretful,almostanangry,reply。Thetwohadsatdowntogethertobreakfastwithouttheusualcordiality,andthemealhadproceededgloomily,tillMidwinterhimselfbrokethesilencebyburstingintothestrangeoutbreakofgayetywhichhadrevealedinAllan’seyesanewsidetothecharacterofhisfriend。
AsusualwithmostofAllan’sjudgments,hereagaintheconclusionwaswrong。ItwasnonewsidetoMidwinter’scharacterthatnowpresenteditself——itwasonlyanewaspectoftheoneever-recurringstruggleofMidwinter’slife。
IrritatedbyAllan’sdiscoveryofthechangeinhim,anddreadingthenextquestionsthatAllan’scuriositymightput,Midwinterhadrousedhimselftoefface,bymainforce,theimpressionwhichhisownalteredappearancehadproduced。Itwasoneofthoseeffortswhichnomencompasssoresolutelyasthemenofhisquicktemperandhissensitivefeminineorganization。WithhiswholemindstillpossessedbythefirmbeliefthattheFatalityhadtakenonegreatstepnearertoAllanandhimselfsincetherector’sadventureinKensingtonGardens——withhisfacestillbetrayingwhathehadsuffered,undertherenewedconvictionthathisfather’sdeath-bedwarningwasnow,ineventafterevent,assertingitsterribleclaimtoparthim,atanysacrifice,fromtheonehumancreaturewhomheloved——withthefearstillbusyathisheartthatthefirstmysteriousvisionofAllan’sDreammightbeavisionrealized,beforethenewdaythatnowsawthetwoArmadalestogetherwasadaythathadpassedovertheirheads——withthesetriplebonds,wroughtbyhisownsuperstition,fetteringhimatthatmomentastheyhadneverfetteredhimyet,hemercilesslyspurredhisresolutiontothedesperateeffortofrivaling,inAllan’spresence,thegayetyandgoodspiritsofAllanhimself。
Hetalkedandlaughed,andheapedhisplateindiscriminatelyfromeverydishonthebreakfast-table。Hemadenoisilymerrywithjeststhathadnohumor,andstoriesthathadnopoint。HefirstastonishedAllan,thenamusedhim,thenwonhiseasilyencouragedconfidenceonthesubjectofMissMilroy。HeshoutedwithlaughteroverthesuddendevelopmentofAllan’sviewsonmarriage,untiltheservantsdownstairsbegantothinkthattheirmaster’sstrangefriendhadgonemad。Lastly,hehadacceptedAllan’sproposalthatheshouldbepresentedtothemajor’sdaughter,andjudgeofherforhimself,asreadily,nay,morereadilythanitwouldhavebeenacceptedbytheleastdiffidentmanliving。Therethetwonowstoodatthecottagegate——Midwinter’svoicerisinglouderandlouderoverAllan’s——Midwinter’snaturalmannerdisguisedhowmadlyandmiserablynonebutheknew!inacoarsemasqueradeofboldness——theoutrageous,theunendurableboldnessofashyman。
Theywerereceivedintheparlorbythemajor’sdaughter,pendingthearrivalofthemajorhimself。
Allanattemptedtopresenthisfriendintheusualform。Tohisastonishment,Midwintertookthewordsflippantlyoutofhislips,andintroducedhimselftoMissMilroywithaconfidentlook,ahardlaugh,andaclumsyassumptionofeasewhichpresentedhimathisworst。Hisartificialspirits,lashedcontinuouslyintohigherandhighereffervescencesincethemorning,werenowmountinghystericallybeyondhisowncontrol。
Helookedandspokewiththatterriblefreedomoflicensewhichisthenecessaryconsequence,whenadiffidentmanhasthrownoffhisreserve,oftheveryeffortbywhichhehasbrokenloosefromhisownrestraints。Heinvolvedhimselfinaconfusedmedleyofapologiesthatwerenotwanted,andofcomplimentsthatmighthaveoverflatteredthevanityofasavage。HelookedbackwardandforwardfromMissMilroytoAllan,anddeclaredjocoselythatheunderstoodnowwhyhisfriend’smorningwalkswerealwaystakeninthesamedirection。Heaskedherquestionsabouthermother,andcutshorttheanswersshegavehimbyremarksontheweather。
Inonebreath,hesaidshemustfeelthedayinsufferablyhot,andinanotherheprotestedthathequiteenviedherinhercoolmuslindress。
Themajorcamein。
Beforehecouldsaytwowords,Midwinteroverwhelmedhimwiththesamefrenzyoffamiliarity,andthesamefeverishfluencyofspeech。HeexpressedhisinterestinMrs。Milroy’shealthintermswhichwouldhavebeenexaggeratedonthelipsofafriendofthefamily。Heoverflowedintoaperfectfloodofapologiesfordisturbingthemajorathismechanicalpursuits。HequotedAllan’sextravagantaccountoftheclock,andexpressedhisownanxietytoseeitintermsmoreextravagantstill。HeparadedhissuperficialbookknowledgeofthegreatclockatStrasbourg,withfar-fetchedjestsontheextraordinaryautomatonfigureswhichthatclockputsinmotion——ontheprocessionoftheTwelveApostles,whichwalksoutunderthedialatnoon,andonthetoycock,whichcrowsatSt。Peter’sappearance——andthisbeforeamanwhohadstudiedeverywheelinthatcomplexmachinery,andwhohadpassedwholeyearsofhislifeintryingtoimitateit。
“IhearyouhaveoutnumberedtheStrasbourgapostles,andoutcrowedtheStrasbourgcock。”heexclaimed,withthetoneandmannerofafriendhabituallyprivilegedtowaiveallceremony;
“andIamdying,absolutelydying,major,toseeyourwonderfulclock!“
MajorMilroyhadenteredtheroomwithhismindabsorbedinhisownmechanicalcontrivancesasusual。ButthesuddenshockofMidwinter’sfamiliaritywasviolentenoughtorecallhiminstantlytohimself,andtomakehimmasteragain,forthetime,ofhissocialresourcesasamanoftheworld。
“Excusemeforinterruptingyou。”hesaid,stoppingMidwinterforthemoment,byalookofsteadysurprise。“IhappentohaveseentheclockatStrasbourg;anditsoundsalmostabsurdinmyearsifyouwillpardonmeforsayingsotoputmylittleexperimentinanylightofcomparisonwiththatwonderfulachievement。Thereisnothingelseofthekindlikeitintheworld!“Hepaused,tocontrolhisownmountingenthusiasm;theclockatStrasbourgwastoMajorMilroywhatthenameofMichaelAngelowastoSirJoshuaReynolds。“Mr。
Armadale’skindnesshasledhimtoexaggeratealittle。”pursuedthemajor,smilingatAllan,andpassingoveranotherattemptofMidwinter’stoseizeonthetalk,asifnosuchattempthadbeenmade。“Butastheredoeshappentobethisonepointofresemblancebetweenthegreatclockabroadandthelittleclockathome,thattheybothshowwhattheycandoonthestrokeofnoon,andasitiscloseontwelvenow,ifyoustillwishtovisitmyworkshop,Mr。Midwinter,thesoonerIshowyouthewaytoitthebetter。”Heopenedthedoor,andapologizedtoMidwinter,withmarkedceremony,forprecedinghimoutoftheroom。
“Whatdoyouthinkofmyfriend?”whisperedAllan,asheandMissMilroyfollowed。
“MustItellyouthetruth,Mr。Armadale?”shewhisperedback。
“Ofcourse!“
“ThenIdon’tlikehimatall!“
“He’sthebestanddearestfellowintheworld,“rejoinedtheoutspokenAllan。“You’lllikehimbetterwhenyouknowhimbetter——I’msureyouwill!“
MissMilroymadealittlegrimace,implyingsupremeindifferencetoMidwinter,andsaucysurpriseatAllan’searnestadvocacyofthemeritsofhisfriend。“Hashegotnothingmoreinterestingtosaytomethan_that,_“shewondered,privately,“afterkissingmyhandtwiceyesterdaymorning?”
Theywereallinthemajor’sworkroombeforeAllanhadthechanceoftryingamoreattractivesubject。There,onthetopofaroughwoodencase,whichevidentlycontainedthemachinery,wasthewonderfulclock。Thedialwascrownedbyaglasspedestalplacedonrock-workincarvedebony;andonthetopofthepedestalsattheinevitablefigureofTime,withhiseverlastingscytheinhishand。Belowthedialwasalittleplatform,andateitherendofitrosetwominiaturesentry-boxes,withcloseddoors。
Externally,thiswasallthatappeared,untilthemagicmomentcamewhentheclockstrucktwelvenoon。
Itwantedthenaboutthreeminutestotwelve;andMajorMilroyseizedtheopportunityofexplainingwhattheexhibitionwastobe,beforetheexhibitionbegan。
“Atthefirstwords,hismindfellbackagainintoitsoldabsorptionovertheoneemploymentofhislife。HeturnedtoMidwinterwhohadpersistedintalkingallthewayfromtheparlor,andwhowastalkingstillwithoutatraceleftinhismannerofthecoolandcuttingcomposurewithwhichhehadspokenbutafewminutesbefore。Thenoisy,familiarman,whohadbeenanill-bredintruderintheparlor,becameaprivilegedguestintheworkshop,for_there_hepossessedtheall-atoningsocialadvantageofbeingnewtotheperformancesofthewonderfulclock。
“Atthefirststrokeoftwelve,Mr。Midwinter。”saidthemajor,quiteeagerly,“keepyoureyeonthefigureofTime:hewillmovehisscythe,andpointitdownwardtotheglasspedestal。Youwillnextseealittleprintedcardappearbehindtheglass,whichwilltellyouthedayofthemonthandthedayoftheweek。Atthelaststrokeoftheclock,Timewilllifthisscytheagainintoitsformerposition,andthechimeswillringapeal。Thepealwillbesucceededbytheplayingofatune——thefavoritemarchofmyoldregiment——andthenthefinalperformanceoftheclockwillfollow。Thesentry-boxes,whichyoumayobserveateachside,willbothopenatthesamemoment。Inoneofthemyouwillseethesentinelappear;andfromtheotheracorporalandtwoprivateswillmarchacrosstheplatformtorelievetheguard,andwillthendisappear,leavingthenewsentinelathispost。I
mustaskyourkindallowancesforthislastpartoftheperformance。Themachineryisalittlecomplicated,andtherearedefectsinitwhichIamashamedtosayIhavenotyetsucceededinremedyingasIcouldwish。Sometimesthefiguresgoallwrong,andsometimestheygoallright。Ihopetheymaydotheirbestontheoccasionofyourseeingthemforthefirsttime。”
Asthemajor,postednearhisclock,saidthelastwords,hislittleaudienceofthree,assembledattheoppositeendoftheroom,sawthehour-handandtheminute-handonthedialpointtogethertotwelve。Thefirststrokesounded,andTime,truetothesignal,movedhisscythe。Thedayofthemonthandthedayoftheweekannouncedthemselvesinprintthroughtheglasspedestalnext;Midwinterapplaudingtheirappearancewithanoisyexaggerationofsurprise,whichMissMilroymistookforcoarsesarcasmdirectedatherfather’spursuits,andwhichAllanseeingthatshewasoffendedattemptedtomoderatebytouchingtheelbowofhisfriend。Meanwhile,theperformancesoftheclockwenton。Atthelaststrokeoftwelve,Timeliftedhisscytheagain,thechimesrang,themarchtuneofthemajor’soldregimentfollowed;andthecrowningexhibitionofthereliefoftheguardannounceditselfinapreliminarytremblingofthesentry-boxes,andasuddendisappearanceofthemajoratthebackoftheclock。
Theperformancebeganwiththeopeningofthesentry-boxontheright-handsideoftheplatform,aspunctuallyascouldbedesired;thedoorontheotherside,however,waslesstractable——itremainedobstinatelyclosed。Unawareofthishitchintheproceedings,thecorporalandhistwoprivatesappearedintheirplacesinastateofperfectdiscipline,totteredoutacrosstheplatform,allthreetremblingineverylimb,dashedthemselvesheadlongagainstthecloseddoorontheotherside,andfailedinproducingthesmallestimpressionontheimmovablesentrypresumedtobewithin。Anintermittentclicking,asofthemajor’skeysandtoolsatwork,washeardinthemachinery。Thecorporalandhistwoprivatessuddenlyreturned,backward,acrosstheplatform,andshutthemselvesupwithabanginsidetheirowndoor。Exactlyatthesamemoment,theotherdooropenedforthefirsttime,andtheprovokingsentryappearedwiththeutmostdeliberationathispost,waitingtoberelieved。Hewasallowedtowait。Nothinghappenedintheotherboxbutanoccasionalknockinginsidethedoor,asifthecorporalandhisprivateswereimpatienttobeletout。Theclickingofthemajor’stoolswasheardagainamongthemachinery;thecorporalandhisparty,suddenlyrestoredtoliberty,appearedinaviolenthurry,andspunfuriouslyacrosstheplatform。Quickastheywere,however,thehithertodeliberatesentryontheothersidenowperverselyshowedhimselftobequickerstill。Hedisappearedlikelightningintohisownpremises,thedoorclosedsmartlyafterhim,thecorporalandhisprivatesdashedthemselvesheadlongagainstitforthesecondtime,andthemajor,appearingagainroundthecorneroftheclock,askedhisaudienceinnocently“iftheywouldbegoodenoughtotellhimwhetheranythinghadgonewrong?”
Thefantasticabsurdityoftheexhibition,heightenedbyMajorMilroy’sgraveinquiryattheendofit,wassoirresistiblyludicrousthatthevisitorsshoutedwithlaughter;andevenMissMilroy,withallherconsiderationforherfather’ssensitiveprideinhisclock,couldnotrestrainherselffromjoininginthemerrimentwhichthecatastropheofthepuppetshadprovoked。