Thecolourdawnedinherface,andshetimidlyandthoughtfullywithdrewherhand;stilllookingathimwithunabatedearnestness。
`Ihavenotabrother\'sright,\'saidWalter。`Ihavenotabrother\'sclaim。Ileftachild。Ifindawoman。\'
Thecolouroverspreadherface。Shemadeagestureasifofentreatythathewouldsaynomore,andherfacedroppeduponherhands。
Theywerebothsilentforatime;sheweeping。
`Ioweittoaheartsotrusting,pure,andgood,\'saidWalter,`eventotearmyselffromit,thoughIrendmyown。HowdareIsayitismysister\'s!\'
Shewasweepingstill。
`Ifyouhadbeenhappy;surroundedasyoushouldbebylovingandadmiringfriends,andbyallthatmakesthestationyouwereborntoenviable,\'saidWalter;`andifyouhadcalledmebrother,then,inyouraffectionateremembranceofthepast,Icouldhaveansweredtothenamefrommydistantplace,withnoinwardassurancethatIwrongedyourspotlesstruthbydoingso。Buthere——andnow!\'——
`Ohthankyou,thankyou,Walter!Forgivemyhavingwrongedyousomuch。Ihadnoonetoadviseme。Iamquitealone。\'
`Florence!\'saidWalter,passionately。`Iamhurriedontosay,whatIthought,butafewmomentsago,nothingcouldhaveforcedfrommylips。IfIhadbeenprosperous;ifIhadanymeansorhopeofbeingonedayabletorestoreyoutoastationnearyourown;Iwouldhavetoldyouthattherewasonenameyoumightbestowuponme——arightaboveallothers,toprotectandcherishyou——thatIwasworthyofinnothingbuttheloveandhonourthatIboreyou,andinmywholeheartbeingyours。Iwouldhavetoldyouthatitwastheonlyclaimthatyoucouldgivemetodefendandguardyou,whichIdareacceptanddareassert;butthatifIhadthatright,Iwouldregarditasatrustsopreciousandsopriceless,thattheundividedtruthandfervourofmylifewouldpoorlyacknowledgeitsworth。\'
Theheadwasstillbentdown,thetearsstillfalling,andthebosomswellingwithitssobs。
`DearFlorence!DearestFlorence!whomIcalledsoinmythoughtsbeforeIcouldconsiderhowpresumptuousandwilditwas。Onelasttimeletmecallyoubyyourowndearname,andtouchthisgentlehandintokenofyoursisterlyforgetfulnessofwhatIhavesaid。\'
Sheraisedherhead,andspoketohimwithsuchasolemnsweetnessinhereyes;withsuchacalm,bright,placidsmileshiningonhimthroughhertears;withsuchalow,softtrembleinherframeandvoice;thattheinnermostchordsofhisheartweretouched,andhissightwasdimashelistened。
`No,Walter,Icannotforgetit。Iwouldnotforgetit,fortheworld。Areyou——areyouverypoor?\'
`Iambutawanderer,\'saidWalter,`makingvoyagestoliveacrossthesea。Thatismycallingnow。\'
`Areyousoongoingawayagain,Walter?\'
`Verysoon。\'
Shesatlookingathimforamoment;thentimidlyputhertremblinghandinhis。
`Ifyouwilltakemeforyourwife,Walter,Iwillloveyoudearly。
Ifyouwillletmegowithyou,Walter,Iwillgototheworld\'sendwithoutfear。Icangiveupnothingforyou——Ihavenothingtoresign,andnoonetoforsake;butallmyloveandlifeshallbedevotedtoyou,andwithmylastbreathIwillbreatheyournametoGodifIhavesenseandmemoryleft。\'
Hecaughthertohisheart,andlaidhercheekagainsthisown,andnow,nomorerepulsed,nomoreforlorn,sheweptindeed,uponthebreastofherdearlover。
BlessedSundayBells,ringingsotranquillyintheirentrancedandhappyears!BlessedSundaypeaceandquiet,harmonisingwiththecalmnessintheirsouls,andmakingholyairaroundthem!Blessedtwilightstealingon,andshadinghersosoothinglyandgravely,asshefallsasleep,likeahushedchild,uponthebosomshehasclungto!
Ohloadofloveandtrustfulnessthatliessolightlythere!Aye,lookdownontheclosedeyes,Walter,withaproudlytendergaze;forinallthewidewideworldtheyseekbuttheenow——onlythee!
TheCaptainremainedinthelittleparlouruntilitwasquitedark。HetookthechaironwhichWalterhadbeensitting,andlookedupattheskylight,untiltheday,bylittleandlittle,fadedaway,andthestarspeepeddown。Helightedacandle,lightedapipe,smokeditout,andwonderedwhatonearthwasgoingonupstairs,andwhytheydidn\'tcallhimtotea。
Florencecametohissidewhilehewasintheheightofhiswonderment。
`Aye!ladylass!\'criedtheCaptain。`Why,youandWal\'rhavehadalongspello\'talk,mybeauty。\'
Florenceputherlittlehandroundoneofthegreatbuttonsofhiscoat,andsaid,lookingdownintohisface:
`DearCaptain,Iwanttotellyousomething,ifyouplease。\'
TheCaptainraisedhisheadprettysmartly,tohearwhatitwas。
CatchingbythismeansamoredistinctviewofFlorence,hepushedbackhischair,andhimselfwithitasfarastheycouldgo。
`What!Heart\'sDelight!\'criedtheCaptain,suddenlyelated。`Isitthat?\'
`Yes!\'saidFlorence,eagerly。
`Wal\'r!Husband!THAT?\'roaredtheCaptain,tossinguphisglazedhatintotheskylight。
`Yes!\'criedFlorence,laughingandcryingtogether。
TheCaptainimmediatelyhuggedher;andthen,pickinguptheglazedhatandputtingiton,drewherarmthroughhis,andconductedherupstairsagain;wherehefeltthatthegreatjokeofhislifewasnowtobemade。
`What,Wal\'rmylad!\'saidtheCaptain,lookinginatthedoor,withhisfacelikeanamiablewarming-pan。`Sothereain\'tNOothercharacter,ain\'tthere?\'
Hehadliketohavesuffocatedhimselfwiththispleasantry,whichherepeatedatleastfortytimesduringtea;polishinghisradiantfacewiththesleeveofhiscoat,anddabbinghisheadalloverwithhispocket-handkerchief,intheintervals。Buthewasnotwithoutagraversourceofenjoymenttofallbackupon,whensodisposed,forhewasrepeatedlyheardtosayinanundertone,ashelookedwithineffabledelightatWalterandFlorence:
`Ed\'ardCuttle,mylad,younevershapedabettercourseinyourlife,thanwhenyoumadethattherelittlepropertyover,jintly!\'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter51[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIMr。DombeyandtheWorldWHATistheproudmandoing,whilethedaysgoby?Doesheeverthinkofhisdaughter,orwonderwheresheisgone?Doeshesupposeshehascomehome,andisleadingheroldlifeinthewearyhouse?Noonecananswerforhim。Hehasneverutterhername,since。Hishouseholddreadhimtoomuchtoapproachasubjectonwhichheisresolutelydumb;andtheonlypersonwhodaresquestionhim,hesilencesimmediately。
`MydearPaul!\'murmurshissister,sidlingintotheroom,onthedayofFlorence\'sdeparture,`yourwife!thatupstartwoman!IsitpossiblethatwhatIhearconfusedly,istrue,andthatthisisherreturnforyourunparalleleddevotiontoher;extending,Iamsure,eventothesacrificeofyourownrelations,tohercapricesandhaughtiness?Mypoorbrother!\'
Withthisspeech,feelinglyreminiscentofhernothavingbeenaskedtodinneronthedayofthefirstparty,Mrs。Chickmakesgreatuseofherpocket-handkerchief,andfallsonMr。Dombey\'sneck。ButMr。Dombeyfrigidlyliftsheroff,andhandshertoachair。
`Ithankyou,Louisa,\'hesays,`forthismarkofyouraffection;
butdesirethatourconversationmayrefertoanyothersubject。WhenI
bewailmyfate,Louisa,orexpressmyselfasbeinginwantofconsolation,youcanofferit,ifyouwillhavethegoodness。\'
`MydearPaul,\'rejoinshissister,withherhandkerchieftoherface,andshakingherhead,`Iknowyourgreatspirit,andwillsaynomoreuponathemesopainfulandrevolting;\'ontheheadsofwhichtwoadjectives,Mrs。Chickvisitsscathingindignation;`butprayletmeaskyou——thoughIdreadtohearsomethingthatwillshockanddistressme——thatunfortunatechildFlorence——\'
`Louisa!\'saysherbrother,sternly,`silence。Notanotherwordofthis!\'
Mrs。Chickcanonlyshakeherhead,anduseherhandkerchief,andmoanoverdegenerateDombeys,whoarenoDombeys。ButwhetherFlorencehasbeeninculpatedintheflightofEdith,orhasfollowedher,orhasdonetoomuch,ortoolittle,oranything,ornothing,shehasnottheleastidea。
Hegoeson,withoutdeviation,keepinghisthoughtsandfeelingsclosewithinhisownbreast,andimpartingthemtonoone。Hemakesnosearchforhisdaughter。Hemaythinkthatsheiswithhissister,orthatsheisunderhisownroof。Hemaythinkofherconstantly,orhemayneverthinkabouther。Itisalloneforanysignhemakes。
Butthisissure;hedoesnotthinkthathehaslosther。
Hehasnosuspicionofthetruth。Hehaslivedtoolongshutupinhistoweringsupremacy,seeingher,apatientgentlecreature,inthepathbelowit,tohaveanyfearofthat。Shakenasheisbyhisdisgrace,heisnotyethumbledtothelevelearth。Therootisbroadanddeep,andinthecourseofyearsitsfibreshavespreadoutandgatherednourishmentfromeverythingaroundit。Thetreeisstruck,butnotdown。
Thoughhehidetheworldwithinhimfromtheworldwithout——whichhebelieveshasbutonepurposeforthetime,andthat,towatchhimeagerlywhereverhegoes——hecannothidethoserebeltracesofit,whichescapeinholloweyesandcheeks,ahaggardforehead,andamoody,broodingair。
Impenetrableasbefore,heisstillanalteredman:and,proudasever,heishumbled,orthosemarkswouldnotbethere。
Theworld。Whattheworldthinksofhim,howitlooksathim,whatitseesinhim,andwhatitsays——thisisthehauntingdemonofhismind。Itiseverywherewhereheis;and,worsethanthat,itiseverywherewhereheisnot。Itcomesoutwithhimamonghisservants,andyetheleavesitwhisperingbehind;heseesitpointingafterhiminthestreet;itiswaitingforhiminhiscounting-house;itleersovertheshouldersofrichmenamongthemerchants;itgoesbeckoningandbabblingamongthecrowd;
italwaysanticipateshim,ineveryplace;andisalwaysbusiest,heknows,whenhehasgoneaway。Whenheisshutupinhisroomatnight,itisinhishouse,outsideit,audibleinfootstepsonthepavement,visibleinprintuponthetable,steamingtoandfroonrailroadsandinships:restlessandbusyeverywhere,withnothingelsebuthim。
Itisnotaphantomofhisimagination。Itisasactiveinotherpeople\'smindsasinhis。WitnessCousinFeenix,whocomesfromBaden-Baden,purposelytotalktohim。WitnessMajorBagstock,whoaccompaniesCousinFeenixonthatfriendlymission。
Mr。Dombeyreceivesthemwithhisusualdignity,andstandserect,inhisoldattitude,beforethefire。Hefeelsthattheworldislookingathimoutoftheireyes。Thatitisinthestareofthepictures。ThatMr。Pitt,uponthebookcase,representsit。Thatthereareeyesinitsownmap,hangingonthewall。
`Anunusuallycoldspring,\'saysMr。Dombey——todeceivetheworld。
`Damme,Sir,\'saystheMajor,inthewarmthoffriendship,`JosephBagstockisabadhandatacounterfeit。Ifyouwanttoholdyourfriendsoff,Dombey,andtogivethemthecoldshoulder,J。B。isnotthemanforyourpurpose。Joeisroughandtough,Sir;blunt,Sir,blunt,isJoe。HisRoyalHighnessthelateDukeofYorkdidmethehonourtosay,deservedlyorundeservedly——nevermindthat——“IfthereisamanintheserviceonwhomIcandependforcomingtothepoint,thatmanisJoe——JoeBagstock。“\'
Mr。Dombeyintimateshisacquiescence。
`Now,Dombey,\'saystheMajor,`Iamamanoftheworld。OurfriendFeenix——ifImaypresumeto——\'
`Honoured,Iamsure,\'saysCousinFeenix。
`——is,\'proceedstheMajor,withawagofhishead,`alsoamanoftheworld,Dombey,youareamanoftheworld。Now,whenthreemenoftheworldmeettogether,andarefriends——asIbelieve\'——againappealingtoCousinFeenix。
`Iamsure,\'saysCousinFeenix,`mostfriendly。\'
`——andarefriends,\'resumestheMajor,`OldJoe\'sopinionisJ。
maybewrong,thattheopinionoftheworldonanyparticularsubject,isveryeasilygotat。\'
`Undoubtedly,\'saysCousinFeenix。`Inpointoffact,it\'squiteaself-evidentsortofthing。Iamextremelyanxious,Major,thatmyfriendDombeyshouldhearmeexpressmyverygreatastonishmentandregret,thatmylovelyandaccomplishedrelative,whowaspossessedofeveryqualificationtomakeamanhappy,shouldhavesofarforgottenwhatwasdueto——inpointoffact,totheworld——astocommitherselfinsuchaveryextraordinarymanner。Ihavebeeninadevilishstateofdepressioneversince;andsaidindeedtoLongSaxbylastnight——manofsixfootten,withwhommyfriendDombeyisprobablyacquainted——thatithadupsetmeinaconfoundedway,andmademebilious。Itinducesamantoreflect,thiskindoffatalcatastrophe,\'
saysCousinFeenix,`thateventsdooccurinquiteaprovidentialmanner;
forifmyAunthadbeenlivingatthetime,Ithinktheeffectuponadevilishlivelywomanlikeherself,wouldhavebeenprostration,andthatshewouldhavefallen,inpointoffact,avictim。\'
`Now,Dombey!——\'saystheMajor,resuminghisdiscoursewithgreatenergy。
`Ibegyourpardon,\'interposesCousinFeenix。`Allowmeanotherword。MyfriendDombeywillpermitmetosay,thatifanycircumstancecouldhaveaddedtothemostinfernalstateofpaininwhichIfindmyselfonthisoccasion,itwouldbethenaturalamazementoftheworldatmylovelyandaccomplishedrelativeasImuststillbegleavetocallher
beingsupposedtohavesocommittedherselfwithaperson——manwithwhiteteeth,inpointoffact——ofveryinferiorstationtoherhusband。ButwhileImust,ratherperemptorily,requestmyfriendDombeynottocriminatemylovelyandaccomplishedrelativeuntilhercriminalityisperfectlyestablished,IbegtoassuremyfriendDombeythatthefamilyIrepresent,andwhichisnowalmostextinctdevilishsadreflectionforaman,willinterposenoobstacleinhisway,andwillbehappytoassenttoanyhonourablecourseofproceeding,withaviewtothefuture,thathemaypointout。
ItrustmyfriendDombeywillgivemecreditfortheintentionsbywhichIamanimatedinthisverymelancholyaffair,and——a——inpointoffact,IamnotawarethatIneedtroublemyfriendDombeywithanyfurtherobservations。\'
Mr。Dombeybows,withoutraisinghiseyes,andissilent。
`Now,Dombey,\'saystheMajor`ourfriendFeenixhaving,withanamountofeloquencethatOldJoeB。Hasneverheardsurpassed——no,bytheLord,Sir!never!\'——saystheMajor,veryblue,indeed,andgraspinghiscaneinthemiddle——`statedthecaseasregardsthelady,Ishallpresumeuponourfriendship,Dombey,toofferawordonanotheraspectofit。Sir,\'
saystheMajor,withthehorse\'scough,`theworldinthesethingshasopinions,whichmustbesatisfied。\'
`Iknowit,\'rejoinsMr。Dombey。
`Ofcourseyouknowit,Dombey,\'saystheMajor。`Damme,Sir,Iknowyouknowit。Amanofyourcalibreisnotlikelytobeignorantofit。\'
`Ihopenot,\'repliesMr。Dombey。
`Dombey!\'saystheMajor,`youwillguesstherest。Ispeakout——prematurely,perhaps——becausetheBagstockbreedhavealwaysspokenout。Little,Sir,havetheyevergotbydoingit;butit\'sintheBagstockblood。Ashotistobetakenatthisman。YouhaveJ。B。atyourelbow。Heclaimsthenameoffriend。Godblessyou!\'
`Major,\'returnsMr。Dombey,`Iamobliged。Ishallputmyselfinyourhandswhenthetimecomes。Thetimenotbeingcome,Ihaveforbornetospeaktoyou。\'
`Whereisthefellow,Dombey?\'inquirestheMajor,aftergaspingandlookingathim,foraminute。
`Idon\'tknow。\'
`Anyintelligenceofhim?\'askstheMajor。
`Yes。\'
`Dombey,Iamrejoicedtohearit,\'saystheMajor。`Icongratulateyou。\'
`Youwillexcuse——evenyou,Major,\'repliesMr。Dombey,`myenteringintoanyfurtherdetailatpresent。Theintelligenceisofasingularkind,andsingularlyobtained。Itmayturnouttobevalueless;itmayturnouttobetrue;Icannotsayatpresent。Myexplanationmuststophere。\'
AlthoughthisisbutadryreplytotheMajor\'spurpleenthusiasm,theMajorreceivesitgraciously,andisdelightedtothinkthattheworldhassuchafairprospectofsoonreceivingitsdue。CousinFeenixisthenpresentedwithhismeedofacknowledgmentbythehusbandofhislovelyandaccomplishedrelative,andCousinFeenixandMajorBagstockretire,leavingthathusbandtotheworldagain,andtoponderatleisureontheirrepresentationofitsstateofmindconcerninghisaffairs,andonitsjustandreasonableexpectations。
Butwhositsinthehousekeeper\'sroom,sheddingtears,andtalkingtoMrs。Pipchininalowtone,withupliftedhands?Itisaladywithherfaceconcealedinaverycloseblackbonnet,whichappearsnottobelongtoher。ItisMissTox,whohasborrowedthisdisguisefromherservant,andcomesfromPrincess\'sPlace,thussecretly,toreviveheroldacquaintancewithMrs。Pipchin,inordertogetcertaininformationofthestateofMr。Dombey。
`Howdoeshebearit,mydearcreature?\'asksMissTox。
`Well,\'saysMrs。Pipchin,inhersnappishway,`he\'sprettymuchasusual。\'
`Externally,\'suggestsMissTox。`Butwhathefeelswithin!\'
Mrs。Pipchin\'shardgreyeyelooksdoubtfulassheanswers,inthreedistinctjerks,`Ah!Perhaps。Isupposeso。\'
`Totellyoumymind,Lucretia,\'saysMrs。Pipchin;shestillcallsMissToxLucretia,onaccountofhavingmadeherfirstexperimentsinthechild-quellinglineofbusinessonthatlady,whenanunfortunateandweazenlittlegirloftenderyears;`totellyoumymind,Lucretia,Ithinkit\'sagoodriddance。Idon\'twantanyofyourbrazenfaceshere,myself!\'
`Brazenindeed!Wellmayyousaybrazen,Mrs。Pipchin!\'returnsMissTox。`Toleavehim!Suchanoblefigureofaman!\'AndhereMissToxisovercome。
`Idon\'tknowaboutnoble,I\'msure,\'observesMrs。Pipchin,irasciblyrubbinghernose。`ButIknowthis——thatwhenpeoplemeetwithtrails,theymustbear\'em。Hoity,toity!Ihavehadenoughtobearmyself,inmytime!Whatafussthereis!She\'sgoneandwellgotridof。Nobodywantsherback,Ishouldthink!\'
ThishintofthePeruvianMines,causesMissToxtorisetogoaway;whenMrs。PipchinringsthebellforTowlinsontoshowherout。Mr。
Towlinson,nothavingseenMissToxforages,grins,andhopesshe\'swell;
observingthathedidn\'tknowheratfirst,inthatbonnet。
`Prettywell,Towlinson,Ithankyou,\'saysMissTox。`Ibegyou\'llhavethegoodness,whenyouhappentoseemehere,nottomentionit。MyvisitsaremerelytoMrs。Pipchin。\'
`Verygood,Miss,\'saysTowlinson。
`Shockingcircumstancesoccur,Towlinson,\'saysMissTox。
`Verymuchsoindeed,Miss,\'rejoinsTowlinson。
`Ihope,Towlinson,\'saysMissTox,who,inherinstructionoftheToodlefamily,hasacquiredanadmonitorialtone,andahabitofimprovingpassingoccasions,`thatwhathashappenedhere,willbeawarningtoyou,Towlinson。\'
`Thankyou,Miss,I\'msure,\'saysTowlinson。
Heappearstobefallingintoaconsiderationofthemannerinwhichthiswarningoughttooperateinhisparticularcase,whenthevinegaryMrs。Pipchin,suddenlystirringhimupwitha`Whatareyoudoing?Whydon\'tyoushowtheladytothedoor?\'heushersMissToxforth。AsshepassesMr。Dombey\'sroom,sheshrinksintotheinmostdepthsoftheblackbonnet,andwalksontip-toe;andthereisnotanotheratomintheworldwhichhauntshimso,thatfeelssuchsorrowandsolicitudeabouthim,asMissToxtakesoutundertheblackbonnetintothestreet,andtriestocarryhomeshadowedfromthenewly-lightedlamps。
ButMissToxisnotapartofMr。Dombey\'sworld。Shecomesbackeveryeveningatdusk;addingclogsandanumbrellatothebonnetonwetnights;andbearsthegrinsofTowlinson,andthehuffsandrebuffsofMrs。Pipchin,andalltoaskhowhedoes,andhowhebearshismisfortune:
butshehasnothingtodowithMr。Dombey\'sworld。Exactingandharassingasever,itgoesonwithouther;andshe,abynomeansbrightorparticularstar,movesinherlittleorbitinthecornerofanothersystem,andknowsitquitewell,andcomes,andcries,andgoesaway,andissatisfied。VerilyMissToxiseasierofsatisfactionthantheworldthattroublesMr。Dombeysomuch!
AttheCountingHouse,theclerksdiscussthegreatdisasterinallitslightsandshades,butchieflywonderwhowillgetMr。Carker\'splace。Theyaregenerallyofopinionthatitwillbeshornofsomeofitsemoluments,andmadeuncomfortablebynewly-devisedchecksandrestriction;
andthosewhoarebeyondallhopeofit,arequitesuretheywouldrathernothaveit,anddon\'tatallenvythepersonforwhomitmayprovetobereserved。NothingliketheprevailingsensationhasexistedintheCountingHousesinceMr。Dombey\'slittlesondied;butallsuchexcitementstheretakeasocial,nottosayajovialturn,andleadtothecultivationofgoodfellowship。AreconciliationisestablishedonthispropitiousoccasionbetweentheacknowledgedwitoftheCountingHouseandanaspiringrival,withwhomhehasbeenatdeadlyfeudformonths;andalittledinnerbeingproposed,incommemorationoftheirhappilyrestoredamity,takesplaceataneighbouringtavern;thewitinthechair;therivalactingasVice-President。
TheorationsfollowingtheremovaloftheclothareopenedbytheChair,whosays,Gentlemen,hecan\'tdisguisefromhimselfthatthisisnotatimeforprivatedissensions。Recentoccurrencestowhichheneednotmoreparticularlyallude,butwhichhavenotbeenaltogetherwithoutnoticeinsomeSundayPapers,andinadailypaperwhichheneednotnamehereeveryothermemberofthecompanynamesitinanaudiblemurmur,havecausedhimtoreflect;andhefeelsthatforhimandRobinsontohaveanypersonaldifferencesatsuchamoment,wouldbeforevertodenythatgoodfeelinginthegeneralcause,forwhichhehasreasontothinkandhopethatthegentlemeninDombey\'sHousehavealwaysbeendistinguished。Robinsonrepliestothislikeamanandabrother;andonegentlemanwhohasbeenintheofficethreeyears,undercontinualnoticetoquitonaccountoflapsesinhisarithmetic,appearsinaperfectlynewlight,suddenlyburstingoutwithathrillingspeech,inwhichhesays,Maytheirrespectedchiefneveragainknowthedesolationwhichhasfallenonhishearth!andsaysagreatvarietyofthings,beginningwith`Mayheneveragain,\'whicharereceivedwiththundersofapplause。Inshort,amostdelightfuleveningispassed,onlyinterruptedbyadifferencebetweentwojuniors,who,quarrellingabouttheprobableamountofMr。Carker\'slatereceiptsperannum,defyeachotherwithdecanters,andaretakenoutgreatlyexcited。Sodawaterisingeneralrequestattheofficenextday,andmostofthepartydeemthebillanimposition。
AstoPerch,themessenger,heisinafairwayofbeingruinedforlife。Hefindshimselfagainconstantlyinbarsofpublic-houses,beingtreatedandlyingdreadfully。Itappearsthathemeteverybodyconcernedinthelatetransaction,everywhere,andsaidtothem,`Sir,\'or`Madam,\'
asthecasewas`whydoyoulooksopale?\'atwhicheachshudderedfromheadtofoot,andsaid,`Oh,Perch!\'andranaway。Eithertheconsciousnessoftheseenormities,orthereactionconsequentonliquor,reducesMr。
PerchtoanextremestateoflowspiritsatthathouroftheeveningwhenheusuallyseeksconsolationinthesocietyofMrs。PerchatBallsPond;
andMrs。Perchfretsagooddeal,forshefearshisconfidenceinwomanisshakennow,andthathehalfexpectsoncominghomeatnighttofindhergoneoffwithsomeViscount。
Mr。Dombey\'sservantsarebecoming,atthesametime,quitedissipated,andunfitforotherservice。Theyhavehotsupperseverynight,and`talkitover\'withsmokingdrinksupontheboard。Mr。Towlinsonisalwaysmaudlinafterhalfpastten,andfrequentlybegstoknowwhetherhedidn\'tsaythatnogoodwouldevercomeoflivinginacornerhouse?TheywhisperaboutMissFlorence,andwonderwheresheis;butagreethatifMr。Dombeydon\'tknow,Mrs。Dombeydoes。Thisbringsthemtothelatter,ofwhomCooksays,Shehadastatelywaythough,hadn\'tshe?Butshewastoohigh!Theyallagreethatshewastoohigh,andMr。Towlinson\'soldflame,thehousemaidwhoisveryvirtuous,entreatsthatyouwillnevertalktoheranymoreaboutpeoplewhoholdtheirheadsup,asifthegroundwasn\'tgoodenoughfor\'em。
Everythingthatissaidanddoneaboutit,exceptbyMr。Dombey,isdoneinchorus。Mr。Dombeyandtheworldarealonetogether。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter52[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIISecretIntelligenceGOODMrs。BrownandherdaughterAlicekeptsilentcompanytogether,intheirowndwelling。Itwasearlyintheevening,andlateinthespring。
ButafewdayshadelapsedsinceMr。DombeyhadtoldmajorBagstockofhissingularintelligence,singularlyobtained,whichmightturnouttobevalueless,andmightturnouttobetrue;andtheworldwasnotsatisfiedyet。
Themotheranddaughtersatforalongtimewithoutinter-changingaword:almostwithoutmotion。Theoldwoman\'sfacewasshrewdlyanxiousandexpectant;thatofherdaughterwasexpectanttoo,butinalesssharpdegree,andsometimesitdarkened,asifwithgatheringdisappointmentandincredulity。Theoldwoman,withoutheedingthesechangesinitsexpression,thoughhereyeswereoftenturnedtowardsit,satmumblingandmunching,andlisteningconfidently。
Theirabode,thoughpoorandmiserable,wasnotsoutterlywretchedasinthedayswhenonlyGoodMrs。Browninhabitedit。Somefewattemptsatcleanlinessandorderweremanifest,thoughmadeinareckless,gipsyway,thatmighthaveconnectedthem,ataglance,withtheyoungerwoman。
Theshadesofeveningthickenedanddeepenedasthetwokeptsilence,untiltheblackenedwallswerenearlylostintheprevailinggloom。
ThenAlicebrokethesilencewhichhadlastedsolong,andsaid:
`Youmaygivehimup,mother。He\'llnotcomehere。\'
`Deathgivehimup!\'returnedtheoldwoman,impatiently。`Hewillcomehere。\'
`Weshallsee,\'saidAlice。
`Weshallseehim,\'returnedhermother。
`Anddoomsday,\'saidthedaughter。
`YouthinkI\'minmysecondchildhood,Iknow!\'croakedtheoldwoman。`That\'stherespectanddutythatIgetfrommyowngal,butI\'mwiserthanyoutakemefor。He\'llcome。T\'otherdaywhenItouchedhiscoatinthestreet,helookedroundasifIwasatoad。ButLord,toseehimwhenIsaidtheirnames,andaskedhimifhe\'dliketofindoutwheretheywas!\'
`Wasitsoangry?\'askedherdaughter,rousedtointerestinamoment。
`Angry?askifitwasbloody。That\'smoreliketheword。Angry?
Ha,ha!Tocallthatonlyangry!\'saidtheoldwoman,hobblingtothecupboard,andlightingacandle,whichdisplayedtheworkingsofhermouthtouglyadvantage,asshebroughtittothetable。`Imightaswellcallyourfaceonlyangry,whenyouthinkortalkabout\'em。\'
Itwassomethingdifferentfromthat,truly,asshesatasstillasacrouchedtigress,withherkindlingeyes。
`Hark!\'saidtheoldwoman,triumphantly。`Ihearastepcoming。
It\'snotthetreadofanyonethatlivesabouthere,orcomesthiswayoften。Wedon\'twalklikethat。Weshouldgrowproudonsuchneighbours!
Doyouhearhim?\'
`Ibelieveyouareright,mother,\'repliedAlice,inalowvoice。
`Peace!openthedoor。\'
Asshedrewherselfwithinhershawl,andgathereditabouther,theoldwomancomplied;andpeeringout,andbeckoning,gaveadmissiontoMr。Dombey,whostoppedwhenhehadsethisfootwithinthedoor,andlookeddistrustfullyaround。
`It\'sapoorplaceforagreatgentlemanlikeyourworship,\'saidtheoldwoman,curtseyingandchattering。`Itoldyouso,butthere\'snoharminit。\'
`Whoisthat?\'askedMr。Dombey,lookingathercompanion。
`That\'smyhandsomedaughter,\'saidtheoldwoman。
`Yourworshipwon\'tmindher。Sheknowsallaboutit。\'
Ashadowfelluponhisfacenotlessexpressivethanifhehadgroanedaloud,`Whodoesnotknowallaboutit!\'buthelookedathersteadily,andshe,withoutanyacknowledgmentofhispresence,lookedathim。Theshadowonhisfacewasdarkerwhenheturnedhisglanceawayfromher;
andeventhenitwanderedbackagain,furtively,asifhewerehauntedbyherboldeyes,andsomeremembrancetheyinspired。
`Woman,\'saidMr。Dombeytotheoldwitchwhowaschucklingandleeringcloseathiselbow,andwho,whenheturnedtoaddressher,pointedstealthilyatherdaughter,andrubbedherhands,andpointedagain,`Woman!
IbelievethatIamweakandforgetfulofmystationincominghere,butyouknowwhyIcome,andwhatyouofferedwhenyoustoppedmeinthestreettheotherday。WhatisitthatyouhavetotellmeconcerningwhatIwanttoknow;andhowdoesithappenthatIcanfindvoluntaryintelligenceinahovellikethis,\'withadisdainfulglanceabouthim,`whenIhaveexertedmypowerandmeanstoobtainitinvain?Idonotthink,\'hesaid,afteramoment\'spause,duringwhichhehadobservedher,sternly,`thatyouaresoaudaciousastomeantotriflewithme,orendeavourtoimposeuponme。Butifyouhavethatpurpose,youhadbetterstoponthethresholdofyourscheme。Myhumourisnotatriflingone,andmyacknowledgmentwillbesevere。\'
`Ohaproud,hardgentleman!\'chuckledtheoldwoman,shakingherhead,andrubbinghershrivelledhands,`ohhard,hard,hard!Butyouworshipshallseewithyourowneyesandhearwithyourownears;notwithours——andifyourworship\'sputupontheirtrack,youwon\'tmindpayingsomethingforit,willyou,honourabledeary?\'
`Money,\'returnedMr。Dombey,apparentlyrelieved,andreassuredbythisinquiry,`willbringaboutunlikelythings,Iknow。Itmayturnevenmeansasunexpectedandunpromisingasthese,toaccount。Yes。ForandreliableinformationIreceive,Iwillpay。ButImusthavetheinformationfirst,andjudgeformyselfofitsvalue。\'
`Doyouknownothingmorepowerfulthanmoney?\'askedtheyoungerwoman,withoutrising,oralteringherattitude。
`Nothere,Ishouldimagine,\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Youshouldknowofsomethingthatismorepowerfulelsewhere,asIjudge,\'shereturned。`Doyouknownothingofawoman\'sanger?\'
`Youhaveasaucytongue,Jade,\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Notusually,\'sheanswered,withoutanyshowofemotion:`Ispeaktoyounow,thatyoumayunderstandusbetter,andrelymoreonus。Awoman\'sangerisprettymuchthesamehere,asinyourfinehouse。Iamangry。Ihavebeenso,manyyears。Ihaveasgoodcauseformyangerasyouhaveforyours,anditsobjectisthesameman。\'
Hestarted,inspiteofhimself,andlookedatherwithastonishment。
`Yes,\'shesaid,withakindoflaugh。`Wideasthedistancemayseembetweenus,itisso。Howitisso,isnomatter;thatismystory,andIkeepmystorytomyself。Iwouldbringyouandhimtogether,becauseIhavearageagainsthim。Mymotherthere,isavariciousandpoor;andshewouldsellanytidingsshecouldglean,oranything,oranybody,formoney。Itisfairenough,perhaps,thatyoushouldpayhersome,ifshecanhelpyoutowhatyouwanttoknow。Butthatisnotmymotive。Ihavetoldyouwhatmineis,anditwouldbeasstrongandall-sufficientwithmeifyouhaggledandbargainedwithherforasixpence。Ihavedone。Mysaucytonguesaysnomore,ifyouwaitheretillsunriseto-morrow。\'
Theoldwoman,whohadshowngreatuneasinessduringthisspeech,whichhadatendencytodepreciateherexpectedgains,pulledMr。Dombeysoftlybythesleeve,andwhisperedtohimnottomindher。Heglancedatthemboth,byturns,withahaggardlook,andsaid,inadeepervoicethanwasusualwithhim:
`Goon——whatdoyouknow?\'
`Oh,notsofast,yourworship!wemustwaitforsomeone,\'answeredtheoldwoman。`It\'stobegotfromsomeoneelse——wormedout——screwedandtwistedfromhim。\'
`Whatdoyoumean?\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Patience,\'shecroaked,layingherhand,likeaclaw,uponhisarm。`Patience。I\'llgetatit。IknowIcan!Ifhewastoholditbackfromme,\'saidGoodMrs。Brown,crookinghertenfingers,`I\'dtearitoutofhim!\'
Mr。Dombeyfollowedherwithhiseyesasshehobbledtothedoor,andlookedoutagain:andthenhisglancesoughtherdaughter;butsheremainedimpassive,silent,andregardlessofhim。
`Doyoutellme,woman,\'hesaid,whenthebentfigureofMrs。
Browncameback,shakingitsheadandchatteringtoitself,`thatthereisanotherpersonexpectedhere?\'
`Yes!\'saidtheoldwoman,lookingupintohisface,andnodding。
`Fromwhomyouaretoexacttheintelligencethatistobeusefultome?\'
`Yes,\'saidtheoldwoman,noddingagain。
`Astranger?\'
`Chut!\'saidtheoldwoman,withashrilllaugh。`Whatsignifies!
Well,well;no。Nostrangertoyourworship。Buthewon\'tseeyou。He\'dbeafraidofyou,andwouldn\'ttalk。You\'llstandbehindthatdoor,andjudgehimforyourself。Wedon\'tasktobebelievedontrust。What!Yourworshipdoubtstheroombehindthedoor?Ohthesuspicionofyourichgentlefolks!
Lookatit,then。\'
Hersharpeyehaddetectedaninvoluntaryexpressionofthisfeelingonhispart,whichwasnotunreasonableunderthecircumstances。Insatisfactionofitshenowtookthecandletothedoorshespokeof。Mr。Dombeylookedin;assuredhimselfthatitwasanempty,crazyroom;andsignedtohertoputthelightbackinitsplace。
`Howlong,\'heasked,`beforethispersoncomes?\'
`Notlong,\'sheanswered。`Wouldyourworshipsitdownforafewoddminutes?\'
Hemadenoanswer;butbeganpacingtheroomwithanirresoluteair,asifhewereundecidedwhethertoremainordepart,andasifhehadsomequarrelwithhimselfforbeingthereatall。Butsoonhistreadgrewslowerandheavier,andhisfacemoresternlythoughtful:astheobjectwithwhichhehadcome,fixeditselfinhismind,anddilatedthereagain。
Whilehethuswalkedupanddownwithhiseyesontheground,Mrs。Brown,inthechairfromwhichshehadrisentoreceivehim,satlisteninganew。Themonotonyofhisstep,ortheuncertaintyofage,madehersoslowofhearing,thatafootfallwithouthadsoundedinherdaughter\'searsforsomemoments,andshehadlookeduphastilytowarnhermotherofitsapproach,beforetheoldwomanwasrousedbyit。Butthenshestartedfromherseat,andwhispering`Hereheis!\'hurriedhervisitortohisplaceofobservation,andputabottleandglassuponthetable,withsuchalacrityastobereadytoflingherarmsroundtheneckofRobtheGrinderonhisappearanceatthedoor。
`Andhere\'smybonnyboy,\'criedMrs。Brown,`atlast!——oho,oho!
You\'relikemyownson,Robby!\'
`Oh!MissesBrown!\'remonstratedtheGrinder。`Don\'t!Can\'tyoubefondofacovewithoutsqueedgingandthrottlingofhim?Takecareofthebirdcageinmyhand,willyou?\'
`Thinksofabirdcage,aforeme!\'criedtheoldwoman,apostrophizingtheceiling。`Methatfeelsmorethanamotherforhim!\'
`Well,I\'msureI\'mverymuchobligedtoyou,MissesBrown,\'saidtheunfortunateyouth,greatlyaggravated;`butyou\'resojealousofacove。I\'mveryfondofyoumyself,andallthat,ofcourse;butIdon\'tsmotheryou,doI,MissesBrown?\'
Helookedandspokeasifhewouldhavebeenfarfromobjectingtodoso,however,onafavourableoccasion。
`Andtotalkaboutbirdcages,too!\'whimperedtheGrinder。`Asifthatwasacrime!Why,look\'eehere!Doyouknowwhothisbelongsto?\'
`ToMaster,dear?\'saidtheoldwomanwithagrin。
`Ah!\'repliedtheGrinder,liftingalargecagetiedupinawrapper,onthetable,anduntyingitwithhisteethandhands。`It\'sourparrot,thisis。\'
`Mr。Carker\'sparrot,Rob?\'
`Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?\'returnedthegoadedGrinder。`Whatdoyougonamingnamesfor?I\'mblest,\'saidRob,pullinghishairwithbothhandsintheexasperationofhisfeelings,`ifshean\'tenoughtomakeacoverunwild!\'
`What!Doyousnubme,thanklessboy!\'criedtheoldwoman,withreadyvehemence。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,no!\'returnedtheGrinder,withtearsinhiseyes。`Wasthereeversucha!Don\'tIdoteuponyou,MissesBrown?\'
`Doyou,sweetRob?Doyoutruly,chickabiddy?\'Withthat,Mrs。
Brownheldhiminherfondembraceoncemore;anddidnotreleasehimuntilhehadmadeseveralviolentandineffectualstruggleswithhislegs,andhishairwasstandingonendalloverhishead。
`Oh!\'returnedtheGrinder,`whatathingitistobeperfectlypitchedintowithaffectionlikethishere。IwishshewasHowhaveyoubeen,MissesBrown?\'
`Ah!Notheresincethisnightweek!\'saidtheoldwoman,contemplatinghimwithalookofreproach。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder,`Isaidto-night\'saweek,thatI\'dcometo-night,didn\'tI?AndhereIam。Howyoudogoon!Iwishyou\'dbealittlerational,MissesBrown。I\'mhoarsewithsayingthingsinmydefence,andmyveryfaceisshinywithbeinghugged。\'Herubbedithardwithhissleeve,asiftoremovethetenderpolishinquestion。
`Drinkalittledroptocomfortyou,myRobin,\'saidtheoldwoman,fillingtheglassfromthebottleandgivingittohim。
`Thank\'ee,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder。`Here\'syourhealth。
Andlongmayyou——etceterer。\'Whichtojudgefromtheexpressionofhisface,didnotincludeanyverychoiceblessing。`Andhere\'sherhealth,\'saidtheGrinder,glancingatAlice,whosatwithhereyesfixed,asitseemedtohim,onthewallbehindhim,butinrealityonMr。Dombey\'sfaceatthedoor,`andwishingherthesameandmanyof\'em!\'
Hedrainedtheglasstothesetwosentiments,andsetitdown。
`Well,Isay,MissesBrown!\'heproceeded。`Togoonalittlerationalnow。You\'reajudgeofbirds,anduptotheirways,asIknowtomycost。\'
`Cost!\'repeatedMrs。Brown。
`Satisfaction,Imean,\'returnedtheGrinder。`Howyoudotakeupacove,MissesBrown!You\'veputitalloutofmyheadagain。\'
`Judgeofbirds,Robby,\'suggestedtheoldwoman。
`Ah!\'saidtheGrinder。`Well,I\'vegottotakecareofthisparrot——certainthingsbeingsold,andacertainestablishmentbrokeup——andasIdon\'twantnonoticetookatpresent,Iwishyou\'dattendtoherforaweekorso,andgiveherboardandlodging,willyou?IfImustcomebackwardsandforwards,\'musedtheGrinderwithadejectedface,`Imayaswellhavesomethingtocomefor。\'
`Somethingtocomefor?\'screamedtheoldwoman。
`Besidesyou,Imean,MissesBrown,\'returnedthecravenRob。
`NotthatIwantanyinducementbutyourself,MissesBrown,I\'msure。Don\'tbeginagain,forgoodness\'sake。\'
`Hedon\'tcareforme!Hedon\'tcareforme,asIcareforhim!\'
criedMrs。Brown,liftingupherskinnyhands。`ButI\'lltakecareofhisbird。\'
`Takegoodcareofittoo,youknow,Mrs。Brown,\'saidRob,shakinghishead。`Ifyouwassomuchastostrokeitsfeathersoncethewrongway,Ibelieveitwouldbefoundout。\'
`Ah,sosharpasthat,Rob?\'saidMrs。Brown,quickly。
`Sharp,MissesBrown!\'repeatedRob。`Butthisisnottobetalkedabout。\'
Checkinghimselfabruptly,andnotwithoutafearfulglanceacrosstheroom,robfilledtheglassagain,andhavingslowlyemptiedit,shookhishead,andbegantodrawhisfingersacrossandacrossthewiresoftheparrot\'scagebywayofadiversionfromthedangerousthemethathadjustbeenbroached。
Theoldwomaneyedhimslily,andhitchingherchairnearerhis,andlookinginattheparrot,whocamedownfromthegildeddomeathercall,said:
`Outofplacenow,Robby?\'
`Neveryoumind,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder,shortly。
`Boardwages,perhaps,Rob?\'saidMrs。Brown。
`PrettyPolly!\'saidtheGrinder。
Theoldwomandartedaglanceathimthatmighthavewarnedhimtoconsiderhisearsindanger,butitwashisturntolookinattheparrotnow,andhoweverexpressivehisimaginationmayhavemadeherangryscowl,itwasunseenbyhisbodilyeyes。
`IwonderMasterdidn\'ttakeyouwithhim,Rob,\'saidtheoldwoman,inawheedlingvoice,butwithincreasedmalignityofaspect。
Robwassoabsorbedincontemplationoftheparrot,andintrollinghisforefingeronthewires,thathemadenoanswer。
Theoldwomanhadherclutchwithinahair\'sbreadthofhisshockofhairasitstoopedoverthetable;butsherestrainedherfingers,andsaid,inavoicethatchokedwithitseffortstobecoaxing:
`Robby,mychild。\'
`Well,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder。
`IsayIwonderMasterdidn\'ttakeyouwithhim,dear。\'
`Neveryou,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder。
Mrs。Browninstantlydirectedtheclutchofherrighthandathishair,andtheclutchofherlefthandathisthroat,andheldontotheobjectofherfondaffectionwithsuchextraordinaryfury,thathisfacebegantoblackeninamoment。
`MissesBrown!\'exclaimedtheGrinder,`letgo,willyou?Whatareyoudoingof?Help,youngwoman!MissesBrow——Brow——!\'
Theyoungwoman,however,equallyunmovedbyhisdirectappealtoher,andbyhisinarticulateutterance,remainedquiteneutral,until,afterstrugglingwithhisassailantintoacorner,Robdisengagedhimself,andstoodtherepantingandfencedinbyhisownelbows,whiletheoldwoman,pantingtoo,andstampingwithrageandeagerness,appearedtobecollectingherenergiesforanotherswoopuponhim。AtthiscrisisAliceinterposedhervoice,butnotintheGrinder\'sfavour,bysaying,`Welldone,mother。Tearhimtopieces!\'
`What,youngwoman!\'blubberedRob;`areyouagainstmetoo?WhathaveIbeenanddone?WhatamItobetoretopiecesfor,Ishouldliketoknow?
Whydoyoutakeandchokeacovewhohasneverdoneyouanyharm,neitherofyou?Callyourselvesfemales,too!\'saidthefrightenedandafflictedGrinder,withhiscoat-cuffathiseye。`I\'msurprisedatyou!Where\'syourfemininetenderness?\'
`Youthanklessdog!\'gaspedMrs。Brown。`Youimpudentinsultingdog!\'
`WhathaveIbeenanddonetogoandgiveyouoffence,MissesBrown?\'retortedthefearfulRob。`Youwasverymuchattachedtomeaminuteago。\'
`Tocutmeoffwithhisshortanswersandhissulkywords,\'saidtheoldwoman。`Me!BecauseIhappentobecurioustohavealittlebitofgossipaboutMasterandthelady,todaretoplayatfastandloosewithme!ButI\'lltalktoyounomore,mylad。Nowgo!\'
`I\'msure,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheabjectGrinder,`IneverinsiniwatedthatIwishedtogo。Don\'ttalklikethat,MissesBrown,ifyouplease。\'
`Iwon\'ttalkatall,\'saidMrs。Brown,withanactionofhercrookedfingersthatmadehimshrinkintohalfhisnaturalcompassinthecorner。`Notanotherwordwithhimshallpassmylips。He\'sanungratefulhound。Icasthimoff。Nowlethimgo!AndI\'llslipthoseafterhimthatshalltalktoomuch;thatwon\'tbeshookaway;that\'llhangtohimlikeleeches,andslinkarterhimlikefoxes。What!Heknows\'em。Heknowshisoldgamesandhisoldways。Ifhe\'sforgotten\'em,they\'llsoonremindhim。Nowlethimgo,andseehowhe\'lldoMaster\'sbusiness,andkeepMaster\'ssecrets,withsuchcompanyalwaysfollowinghimupanddown。Ha,ha,ha!He\'llfind\'emadifferentsortfromyouandme,Ally;closeasheiswithyouandme。Nowlethimgo,nowlethimgo!\'
Theoldwoman,totheunspeakabledismayoftheGrinder,walkedhertwistedfigureroundandround,inaringofsomefourfeetindiameter,constantlyrepeatingthesewords,andshakingherfistaboveherhead,andworkinghermouthabout。
`MissesBrown,\'pleadedRob,comingalittleoutofhiscorner,`I\'msureyouwouldn\'tinjureacove,onsecondthoughts,andincoldblood,wouldyou?\'
`Don\'ttalktome,\'saidMrs。Brown,stillwrathfullypursuinghercircle。`Nowlethimgo,nowlethimgo!\'
`MissesBrown,\'urgedthetormentedGrinder,`Ididn\'tmeanto——Oh,whatathingitisforacovetogetintosuchalineasthis!——Iwasonlycarefuloftalking,MissesBrown,becauseIalwaysam,onaccountofhisbeinguptoeverything;butImighthaveknownitwouldn\'thavegoneanyfurther。I\'msureI\'mquiteagreeable,\'withawretchedface,`foranylittlebitofgossip,MissesBrown。Don\'tgoonlikethis,ifyouplease。
Oh,couldn\'tyouhavethegoodnesstoputinawordforamiserablecove,here?\'saidtheGrinder,appealingindesperationtothedaughter。
`Come,mother,youhearwhathesays,\'sheinterposed,inhersternvoice,andwithanimpatientactionofherhead;`tryhimoncemore,andifyoufalloutwithhimagain,ruinhim,ifyoulike,andhavedonewithhim。\'
Mrs。Brown,movedasitseemedbythisverytenderexhortation,presentlybegantohowl;andsofteningbydegrees,tooktheapologeticGrindertoherarms,whoembracedherwithafaceofunutterablewoe,andlikeavictimashewas,resumedhisformerseat,closebythesideofhisvenerablefriend,whomhesuffered,notwithoutmuchconstrainedsweetnessofcountenance,combatingveryexpressivephysiognomicalrevelationsofanoppositecharacter,todrawhisarmthroughhers,andkeepitthere。
`Andhow\'sMaster,dearydear?\'saidMrs。Brown,when,sittinginthisamicableposture,theyhadpledgedeachother。
`Hush!Ifyou\'dbesogood,MissesBrown,astospeakalittlelower,\'Robimplored。`Why,he\'sprettywell,thank\'ee,Isuppose。\'
`You\'renotoutofplace,Robby?\'saidMrs。Browninawheedlingtone。
`Why,I\'mnotexactlyoutofplace,norin,\'falteredRob。`I——I\'mstillinpay,MissesBrown。\'
`Andnothingtodo,Rob?\'
`Nothingparticulartodojustnow,MissesBrown,butto——keepmyeyesopen,\'saidtheGrinder,rollingtheminaforlornway。
`Mastersabroad,Rob?\'
`Oh,forgoodness\'sake,MissesBrown,couldn\'tyougossipwithacoveaboutanythingelse?\'criedtheGrinder,inaburstofdespair。
TheimpetuousMrs。Brownrisingdirectly,thetorturedGrinderdetainedher,stammering`Ye-es,MissesBrown,Ibelievehe\'sabroad。What\'sshestaringat?\'headded,inallusiontothedaughter,whoseeyeswerefixeduponthefacethatnowagainlookedoutbehindhim。
`Don\'tmindher,lad,\'saidtheoldwoman,holdinghimclosertopreventhisturninground。`It\'sherway——herway。Tellme,Rob。Didyoueverseethelady,deary?\'
`Oh,MissesBrown,whatlady?\'criedtheGrinderinatoneofpiteoussupplication。
`Whatlady?\'sheretorted。`Thelady;Mrs。Dombey。\'
`Yes,IbelieveIseeheronce,\'repliedRob。
`Thenightshewentaway,Robby,eh?\'saidtheoldwomaninhisear,andtakingnoteofeverychangeinhisface。`Aha!Iknowitwasthatnight。\'
`Well,ifyouknowitwasthatnight,youknow,MissesBrown,\'
repliedRob,`it\'snouseputtingpinchersintoacovetomakehimsayso。\'
`Wheredidtheygothatnight,Rob?Straightaway?Howdidtheygo?Wheredidyouseeher?Didshelaugh?Didshecry?Tellmeallaboutit,\'criedtheoldhag,holdinghimcloseryet,pattingthehandthatwasdrawnthroughhisarmagainstherotherhand,andsearchingeverylineinhisfacewithherblearedeyes。`Come!Begin!Iwanttobetoldallaboutit。What,Rob,boy!Youandmecankeepasecrettogether,eh?We\'vedonesobeforenow。Wheredidtheygofirst,Rob?\'
ThewretchedGrindermadeagasp,andapause。
`Areyoudumb?\'saidtheoldwoman,angrily。
`Lord,MissesBrown,no!Youexpectacovetobeaflashoflightning。
IwishIwastheelectricfluency,\'mutteredthebewilderedGrinder。
`I\'dhaveashockatsomebody,thatwouldsettletheirbusiness。\'
`Whatdoyousay?\'askedtheoldwoman,withagrin。
`I\'mwishingmylovetoyou,MissesBrown,\'returnedthefalseRob,seekingconsolationintheglass。`Wheredidtheygotofirst,wasit?Himandher,doyoumean?\'
`Ah!\'saidtheoldwoman,eagerly。`Themtwo。\'
`Why,theydidn\'tgonowhere——nottogether,Imean,\'answeredRob。
Theoldwomanlookedathim,asthoughshehadastrongimpulseuponhertomakeanotherclutchathisheadandthroat,butwasrestrainedbyacertaindoggedmysteryinhisface。
`Thatwastheartofit,\'saidthereluctantGrinder;`that\'sthewaynobodysaw\'emgo,orhasbeenabletosayhowtheydidgo。Theywentdifferentways,Itellyou,MissesBrown。\'
`Ay,ay,ay!Tomeetatanappointedplace,\'chuckledtheoldwoman,afteramoment\'ssilentandkeenscrutinyofhisface。
`Why,iftheyweren\'tagoingtomeetsomewhere,Isupposetheymightaswellhavestayedathome,mightn\'tthey,MissesBrown?\'returnedtheunwillingGrinder。
`Well,Rob?Well?\'saidtheoldwoman,drawinghisarmyettighterthroughherown,asif,inhereagerness,shewereafraidofhisslippingaway。
`What,haven\'twetalkedenoughyet,MissesBrown?\'returnedtheGrinder,who,betweenhissenseofinjury,hissenseofliquor,andhissenseofbeingontherack,hadbecomesolachrymose,thatatalmosteveryanswerhescoopedhiscoat-cuffintooneorotherofhiseyes,andutteredanunavailingwhineofremonstrance。`Didshelaughthatnight,wasit?
Didn\'tyouaskifshelaughed,MissesBrown?\'
`Orcried?\'addedtheoldwoman,noddingassent。
`Neither,\'saidtheGrinder。`Shekeptassteadywhensheandme——oh,Iseeyouwillhaveitoutofme,MissesBrown!Buttakeyoursolemnoathnow,thatyou\'llnevertellanybody。\'
ThisMrs。Brownveryreadilydid:beingnaturallyJesuitical;
andhavingnootherintentioninthematterthanthatherconcealedvisitorshouldhearforhimself。
`Shekeptassteady,then,whensheandmewentdowntoSouthampton,\'
saidtheGrinder,`asaimage。Inthemorningshewasjustthesame,MissesBrown。Andwhenshewentawayinthepacketbeforedaylight,byherself——mepretendingtobeherservant,andseeinghersafeaboard——shewasjustthesame。Now,areyoucontented,MissesBrown?\'
`No,Rob。Notyet,\'answeredMrs。Brown,decisively。
`Oh,here\'sawomanforyou!\'criedtheunfortunateRob,inanoutburstoffeeblelamentationoverhisownhelplessness。`Whatdidyouwishtoknownext,MissesBrown?\'
`WhatbecameofMaster?Wheredidhego?\'sheinquired,stillholdinghimtight,andlookingcloseintohisface,withhersharpeyes。
`Uponmysoul,Idon\'tknow,MissesBrown,\'answeredRob。`UponmysoulIdon\'tknowwhathedid,norwherehewent,noranythingabouthim。I
onlyknowwhathesaidtomeasacautiontoholdmytongue,whenweparted;
andItellyouthis,MissesBrown,asafriend,thatsoonerthaneverrepeatawordofwhatwe\'resayingnow,youhadbettertakeandshootyourself,orshutyourselfupinthishouse,andsetita-fire,forthere\'snothinghewouldn\'tdo,toberevengeduponyou。Youdon\'tknowhimhalfaswellasIdo,MissesBrown。You\'reneversafefromhim,Itellyou。\'
`Haven\'tItakenanoath,\'retortedtheoldwoman,`andwon\'tIkeepit?\'
`Well,I\'msureIhopeyouwill,MissesBrown。\'returnedRob,somewhatdoubtfully,andnotwithoutalatentthreateninginhismanner。
`Foryourownsakequiteasmuchasmine。\'
Helookedatherashegaveherthisfriendlycaution,andemphasizeditwithanoddingofhishead;butfindingituncomfortabletoencountertheyellowfacewithitsgrotesqueaction,andtheferreteyeswiththeirkeenoldwintrygaze,soclosetohisown,helookeddownuneasilyandsatshufflinginhischair,asifheweretryingtobringhimselftoasullendeclarationthathewouldanswernomorequestions。Theoldwoman,stillholdinghimasbefore,tookthisopportunityofraisingtheforefingerofherrighthand,intheair,asastealthysignaltotheconcealedobservertogiveparticularattentiontowhatwasabouttofollow。
`Rob,\'shesaid,inhermostcoaxingtone。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,what\'sthematternow?\'returnedtheexasperatedGrinder。
`Rob!wheredidtheladyandMasterappointtomeet?\'
Robshuffledmoreandmore,andlookedupandlookeddown,andbithisthumb,anddrieditonhiswaistcoat,andfinallysaid,eyeinghistormentoraskant,`HowshouldIknow,MissesBrown?\'
Theoldwomanheldupherfingeragain,asbefore,andreplying,`Come,lad!It\'snouseleadingmetothat,andthereleavingme。Iwanttoknow\'——waitedforhisanswer。
Rob,afteradiscomfitedpause,suddenlybrokeoutwith,`HowcanIpronouncethenamesofforeignplaces,Mrs。Brown?Whatanunreasonablewomanyouare!\'
`Butyouhavehearditsaid,Robby,\'sheretortedfirmly,`andyouknowwhatitsoundedlike。Come!\'
`Ineverhearditsaid,MissesBrown,\'returnedtheGrinder。
`Then,\'retortedtheoldwomanquickly,`youhaveseenitwritten,andyoucanspellit。\'
Rob,withapetulantexclamationbetweenlaughingandcrying——forhewaspenetratedwithsomeadmirationofMrs。Brown\'scunning,eventhroughthispersecution——aftersomereluctantfumblinginhiswaistcoatpocket,producedfromitalittlepieceofchalk。Theoldwoman\'seyessparkledwhenshesawitbetweenhisthumbandfinger,andhastilyclearingaspaceonthedealtable,thathemightwritethewordthere,sheoncemoremadehersignalwithashakinghand。
`NowItellyoubeforehandwhatitis,MissesBrown,\'saidRob,`it\'snouseaskingmeanythingelse。Iwon\'tansweranythingelse;Ican\'t。
Howlongitwastobebeforetheymet,orwhoseplanitwasthattheywastogoawayalone,Idon\'tknownomorethanyoudo。Idon\'tknowanymoreaboutit。IfIwastotellyouhowIfoundoutthisword,you\'dbelievethat。ShallItellyou,MissesBrown?\'
`Yes,Rob。\'
`Wellthen,MissesBrown。Theway——nowyouwon\'taskanymore,youknow?\'saidrob,turninghiseyes,whichwerenowfastgettingdrowsyandstupid,uponher。
`Notanotherword,\'saidMrs。Brown。
`Wellthen,thewaywasthis。Whenacertainpersonlefttheladywithme,heputapieceofpaperwithadirectionwrittenonitinthelady\'shand,sayingitwasincasesheshouldforget。Shewasn\'tafraidofforgetting,forshetoreitupassoonashisbackwasturned,andwhenIputupthecarriagesteps,Ishookoutoneofthepieces——shesprinkledtherestoutofthewindow,Isuppose,fortherewasnonethereafterwards,thoughIlookedfor\'em。Therewasonlyonewordonit,andthatwasthis,ifyoumustandwillknow。Butremember!You\'reuponyouroath,MissesBrown!\'
Mrs。Brownknewthat,shesaid。Rob,havingnothingmoretosay,begantochalk,slowlyandlaboriously,onthetable。
`“D,“\'theoldwomanreadaloud,whenhehadformedtheletter。
`Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?\'heexclaimed,coveringitwithhishand,andturningimpatientlyuponher。`Iwon\'thaveitreadout。Bequiet,willyou!\'
`Thenwritelarge,Rob,\'shereturned,repeatinghersecretsignal;
`formyeyesarenotgood,evenatprint。\'
Mutteringtohimself,andreturningtohisworkwithanillwill,Robwentonwiththeword。Ashebenthisheaddown,thepersonforwhoseinformationhesounconsciouslylaboured,movedfromthedoorbehindhimtowithinashortstrideofhisshoulder,andlookedeagerlytowardsthecreepingtrackofhishanduponthetable。Atthesametime,Alice,fromheroppositechair,watcheditnarrowlyasitshapedtheletters,andrepeatedeachoneonherlipsashemadeit,withoutarticulatingitaloud。AttheendofeveryletterhereyesandMr。Dombey\'smet,asifeachofthemsoughttobeconfirmedbytheother;andthustheybothspeltD。I。J。O。N。
`There!\'saidtheGrinder,moisteningthepalmofhishandhastily,toobliteratetheword;andnotcontentwithsmearingitout,rubbingandplaningalltraceofitawaywithhiscoat-sleeve,untiltheverycolourofthechalkwasgonefromthetable。`Now,Ihopeyou\'recontented,MissesBrown!\'
Theoldwoman,intokenofherbeingso,releasedhisarmandpattedhisback;andtheGrinder,overcomewithmortification,cross-examination,andliquor,foldedhisarmsonthetable,laidhisheaduponthem,andfellasleep。
Notuntilhehadbeenheavilyasleepsometime,andwassnoringroundly,didtheoldwomanturntowardsthedoor,whereMr。Dombeystoodconcealed,andbeckonhimtocomethroughtheroom,andpassout。Eventhen,shehoveredoverRob,readytoblindhimwithherhands,orstrikehisheaddown,ifheshouldraiseitwhilethesecretstepwascrossingtothedoor。Butthoughherglancetooksharpcognizanceofthesleeper,itwassharptooforthewakingman;andwhenhetouchedherhandwithhis,andinspiteofallhiscaution,madeachinking,goldensound,itwasasbrightandgreedyasaraven\'s。
Thedaughter\'sdarkgazefollowedhimtothedoor,andnotedwellhowpalehewas,andhowhishurriedtreadindicatedthattheleastdelaywasaninsupportablerestraintuponhim,andhowhewasburningtobeactiveandaway。Asheclosedthedoorbehindhim,shelookedroundathermother。
Theoldwomantrottedtoher;openedherhandtoshowwhatwaswithin;
and,tightlyclosingitagaininherjealousyandavarice,whispered:
`Whatwillhedo,Ally?\'
`Mischief,\'saidthedaughter。
`Murder?\'askedtheoldwoman。
`He\'samadman,inhiswoundedpride,andmaydothat,foranythingwecansay,orheeither。\'
Herglancewasbrighterthanhermother\'s,andthefirethatshoneinitwasfiercer;butherfacewascolourless,eventoherlips。
Theysaidnomore,butsatapart;themothercommuningwithhermoney;thedaughterwithherthoughts;theglanceofeach,shininginthegloomofthefeeblylightedroom。Robsleptandsnored。Thedisregardedparrotonlywasinaction。Ittwistedandpulledatthewiresofitscage,withitscrookedbeak,andcrawleduptothedome,andalongitsrooflikeafly,anddownagainheadforemost,andshook,andbit,andrattledateveryslenderbar,asifitknewitsmaster\'sdanger,andwaswildtoforceapassageout,andflyawaytowarnhimofit。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter53[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIIIMoreIntelligenceTHEREweretwoofthetraitor\'sownblood——hisrenouncedbrotherandsister——onwhomtheweightofhisguiltrestedalmostmoreheavily,atthistime,thanonthemanwhomhehadsodeeplyinjured。Pryingandtormentingastheworldwas,itdidMr。Dombeytheserviceofnervinghimtopursuitandrevenge。Itrousedhispassion,stunghispride,twistedtheoneideaofhislifeintoanewshape,andmadesomegratificationofhiswrath,theobjectintowhichhiswholeintellectualexistenceresolveditself。
Allthestubbornnessandimplacabilityofhisnature,allitshardimpenetrablequality,allitsgloomandmoroseness,allitsexaggeratedsenseofpersonalimportance,allitsjealousdispositiontoresenttheleastflawintheamplerecognitionofhisimportancebyothers,setthiswaylikemanystreamsunitedintoone,andborehimonupontheirtide。ThemostimpetuouslypassionateandviolentlyimpulsiveofmankindwouldhavebeenamilderenemytoencounterthanthesullenMr。Dombeywroughttothis。Awildbeastwouldhavebeeneasierturnedorsoothedthanthegravegentlemanwithoutawrinkleinhisstarchedcravat。