第27章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"DOMBEY AND SON",免费读到尾

  Buttheveryintensityofhispurposebecamealmostasubstituteforactioninit。Whilehewasyetuninformedofthetraitor\'sretreat,itservedtodiverthismindfromhisowncalamity,andtoentertainitwithanotherprospect。Thebrotherandsisterofhisfalsefavouritehadnosuchrelief;everythingintheirhistory,pastandpresent,gavehisdelinquencyamoreafflictingmeaningtothem。

  Thesistermayhavesometimessadlythoughtthatifshehadremainedwithhim,thecompanionandfriendshehadbeenonce,hemighthaveescapedthecrimeintowhichhehadfallen。Ifsheeverthoughtso,itwasstillwithoutregretforwhatshehaddone,withouttheleastdoubtofherduty,withoutanypricingandenhancingofherself-devotion。Butwhenthispossibilitypresenteditselftotheerringandrepentantbrother,asitsometimesdid,itsmoteuponhisheartwithsuchakeen,reproachfultouchashecouldhardlybear。Noideaofretortuponhiscruelbrothercameintohismind。

  Newaccusationofhimself,freshinwardlamentingsoverhisownunworthiness,andtheruininwhichitwasatoncehisconsolationandhisself-reproachthathedidnotstandalone,werethesolekindofreflectionstowhichthediscoverygaveriseinhim。

  Itwasontheverysamedaywhoseeveningsetuponthelastchapter,andwhenMr。Dombey\'sworldwasbusiestwiththeelopementofhiswife,thatthewindowoftheroominwhichthebrotherandsistersatattheirearlybreakfast,wasdarkenedbytheunexpectedshadowofamancomingtothelittleporch:whichmanwasPerchtheMessenger。

  `I\'vesteppedoverfromBallsPondataearlyhour,\'saidMr。

  Perch,confidentiallylookinginattheroomdoor,andstoppingonthemattowipehisshoesallround,whichhadnomuduponthem,`agreeabletomyinstructionslastnight。Theywas,tobesureandbringanotetoyou,Mr。Carker,beforeyouwentoutinthemorning。Ishouldhavebeenhereagoodhourandahalfago,\'saidMr。Perch,meekly,`butforthestateofhealthMrs。P。,whoIthoughtIshouldhavelostinthenight,Idoassureyou,fivedistincttimes。\'

  `Isyourwifesoill?\'askedHarriet。

  `Why,yousee,\'saidMr。Perch,firstturningroundtoshutthedoorcarefully,`shetakeswhathashappenedinourHousesomuchtoheart,Miss。Hernervesissoverydelicate,yousee,andsoonunstrung。Notbutwhatthestrongestnerveshadgoodneedtobeshook,I\'msure。Youfeelitverymuchyourself,nodoubts。\'

  Harrietrepressedasigh,andglancedatherbrother。

  `I\'msureIfeelitmyself,inmyhumbleway,\'Mr。Perchwentontosay,withashakeofhishead,`inamannerIcouldn\'thavebelievedifIhadn\'tbeencalledupontoundergo。Ithasalmosttheeffectofdrinkuponme。IliterallyfeelseverymorningasifIhadbeentakingmorethanwasgoodformeover-night。\'

  Mr。Perch\'sappearancecorroboratedthisrecitalofhissymptoms。

  Therewasanairoffeverishlassitudeaboutit,thatseemedreferabletodrams;and,which,infact,mightnodoubthavebeentracedtothosenumerousdiscoveriesofhimselfinthebarsofpublic-houses,beingtreatedandquestioned,whichhewasinthedailyhabitofmaking。

  `ThereforeIcanjudge,\'saidMr。Perch,shakinghisheadagain,andspeakinginasilverymurmur,`ofthefeelingsofsuchasisatallpeculiarlysitiwatedinthismostpainfulrewelation。\'

  HereMr。Perchwaitedtobeconfidedin;andreceivingnoconfidence,coughedbehindhishand。Thisleadingtonothing,hecoughedbehindhishat;andthatleadingtonothing,heputhishatonthegroundandsoughtinhisbreastpocketfortheletter。

  `IfIrightlyrecollect,therewasnoanswer,\'saidMr。Perch,withanaffablesmile;`butperhapsyou\'llbesogoodascastyoureyeoverit,Sir。\'

  JohnCarkerbroketheseal,whichwasMr。Dombey\'s,andpossessinghimselfofthecontents,whichwereverybrief,replied,`No。Noanswerisexpected。\'

  `ThenIshallwishyougoodmorning,Miss,\'saidPerch,takingasteptowardthedoor,`andhoping,I\'msure,thatyou\'llnotpermityourselftobemorereducedinmindthanyoucanhelp,bythelatepainfulrewelation。

  ThePapers,\'saidMr。Perch,takingtwostepsbackagain,andcomprehensivelyaddressingboththebrotherandsisterinawhisperofincreasedmystery,`ismoreeagerfornewsofitthanyou\'dsupposepossible。OneoftheSundayones,inabluecloakandawhitehat,thathadpreviouslyofferedfortobribeme——needIsaywithwhatsuccess?——wasdodgingaboutourcourtlastnightaslateastwentyminutesaftereighto\'clock。Iseehimmyself,withhiseyeatthecounting-housekeyhole,whichbeingpatentisimpervious。

  Anotherone,\'saidMr。Perch,`withmilintaryfrogs,isintheparlouroftheKing\'sArmsalltheblessedday。Ihappened,lastweek,toletalittleobserwationfallthere,andnextmorning,whichwasSunday,Iseeitworkedupinprint,inamostsurprisingmanner。\'

  Mr。Perchresortedtohisbreastpocket,asiftoproducetheparagraph,butreceivingnoencouragement,pulledouthisbeavergloves,pickeduphishat,andtookhisleave;andbeforeitwashighnoon,Mr。

  PerchhadrelatedtoseveralselectaudiencesattheKing\'sArmsandelsewhere,howMissCarker,burstingintotears,hadcaughthimbybothhands,andsaid,`Oh!deardearPerch,thesightofyouisallthecomfortIhave\'left!\'andhowMr。JohnCarkerandsaid,inanawfulvoice,`Perch,I

  disownhim。Neverletmehearhimmentionedasabrothermore!\'

  `DearJohn,\'saidHarriet,whentheywereleftalone,andhadremainedsilentforsomefewmoments。`Therearebadtidingsinthatletter。\'

  `Yes。Butnothingunexpected,\'hereplied。`Isawthewriteryesterday。\'

  `Thewriter?\'

  `Mr。Dombey。Hepassedtwicethroughthecounting-housewhileIwasthere。Ihadbeenabletoavoidhimbefore,butofcoursecouldnothopetodothatlong。Iknowhownaturalitwasthatheshouldregardmypresenceassomethingoffensive;Ifeltitmustbeso,myself。\'

  `Hedidnotsayso?\'

  `No;hesaidnothing:butIsawthathisglancerestedonmeforamoment,andIwaspreparedforwhatwouldhappen——forwhathashappened。Iamdismissed!\'

  Shelookedaslittleshockedandashopefulasshecould,butitwasdistressingnews,formanyreasons。

  `“Ineednottellyou,“\'saidJohnCarker,readingtheletter,`“whyyournamewouldhenceforthhaveanunnaturalsound,inhoweverremoteaconnexionwithmine,orwhythedailysightofanyonewhobearsit,wouldbeunendurabletome。Ihavetonotifythecessationofallengagementsbetweenus,fromthisdate,andtorequestthatnorenewalofanycommunicationwithme,ormyestablishment,beeverattemptedbyyou。“——Enclosedisanequivalentinmoneytoagenerouslylongnotice,andthisismydischarge。

  Heavenknows,Harriet,itisalenientandconsiderateone,whenwerememberall!\'

  `Ifitbelenientandconsideratetopunishyouatall,John,forthemisdeedofanother,\'sherepliedgently,`yes\'。

  `Wehavebeenanill-omenedracetohim,\'saidJohnCarker。`Hehasreasontoshrinkfromthesoundofourname,andtothinkthatthereissomethingcursedandwickedinourblood。Ishouldalmostthinkittoo,Harriet,butforyou。\'

  `Brother,don\'tspeaklikethis。Ifyouhaveanyspecialreason,asyousayyouhave,andthinkyouhave——thoughIsay,No!——toloveme,sparemethehearingofsuchwildmadwords!\'

  Hecoveredhisfacewithbothhishands;butsoonpermittedher,comingnearhim,totakeoneinherown。

  `Aftersomanyyears,thispartingisamelancholything,Iknow,\'

  saidhissister,`andthecauseofitisdreadfultousboth。Wehavetolive,too,andmustlookaboutusforthemeans。Well,well!Wecandoso,undismayed。Itisourpride,notourtrouble,tostrive,John,andtostrivetogether!\'

  Asmileplayedonherlips,asshekissedhischeek,andentreatedhimtobeofgoodcheer。

  `Oh,dearestsister!Tied,ofyourownnoblewill,toaruinedman!whosereputationisblighted;whohasnofriendhimself,andhasdriveneveryfriendofyoursaway!\'

  `John!\'shelaidherhandhastilyuponhislips,`formysake!Inremembranceofourlongcompanionship!\'Hewassilent。`Nowletmetellyou,dear,\'quietlysittingbyhisside,`Ihave,asyouhave,expectedthis;andwhenIhavebeenthinkingofit,andfearingthatitwouldhappen,andpreparingmyselfforit,aswellasIcould,Ihaveresolvedtotellyou,ifitshouldbeso,thatIhavekeptasecretfromyou,andthatwehaveafriend。\'

  `What\'sourfriend\'sname,Harriet?\'heansweredwithasorrowfulsmile。

  `Indeed,Idon\'tknow,butheoncemadeaveryearnestprotestationtomeofhisfriendshipandhiswishtoserveus:andtothisdayIbelievehim。\'

  `Harriet!\'exclaimedherwonderingbrother,`wheredoesthisfriendlive?\'

  `NeitherdoIknowthat,\'shereturned。`Butheknowsusboth,andourhistory——allourlittlehistory,John。Thatisthereasonwhy,athisownsuggestion,Ihavekeptthesecretofhiscominghere,fromyou,lesthisacquaintancewithitshoulddistressyou。\'

  `Here!Hashebeenhere,Harriet?\'

  `Here,inthisroom。Once。\'

  `Whatkindofman?\'

  `Notyoung。“Grey-headed,“ashesaid,“andfastgrowinggreyer。“

  Butgenerous,andfrank,andgood,Iamsure。\'

  `Andonlyseenonce,Harriet?\'

  `Inthisroomonlyonce,\'saidhissister,withtheslightestandmosttransientglowuponhercheek;`butwhenhere,heentreatedmetosufferhimtoseemeonceaweekashepassedby,intokenofourbeingwell,andcontinuingtoneednothingathishands。ForItoldhim,whenheprofferedusanyservicehecouldrender——whichwastheobjectofhisvisit——thatweneedednothing。\'

  `Andonceaweek\'

  `Onceeveryweeksincethen,andalwaysonthesameday,andatthesamehour,hehasgonepast;alwaysonfoot;alwaysgoinginthesamedirection——towardsLondon;andneverpausinglongerthantobowtome,andwavehishandcheerfully,asakindguardianmight。Hemadethatpromisewhenheproposedthesecuriousinterviews,andhaskeptitsofaithfullyandpleasantly,thatifIeverfeltanytriflinguneasinessabouttheminthebeginningwhichIdon\'tthinkIdid,John;hismannerwassoplainandtrueitverysoonvanished,andleftmequitegladwhenthedaywascoming。LastMonday——thefirstsincethisterribleevent——hedidnotgoby;andIhavewonderedwhetherhisabsencecanhavebeeninanywayconnectedwithwhathashappened。\'

  `How?\'inquiredherbrother。

  `Idon\'tknowhow。Ihaveonlyspeculatedonthecoincidence;

  Ihavenottriedtoaccountforit。Ifeelsurehewillreturn。Whenhedoes,dearJohn,letmetellhimthatIhaveatlastspokentoyou,andletmebringyoutogether。Hewillcertainlyhelpustoanewlivelihood。

  Hisentreatywasthathemightdosomethingtosmoothmylifeandyours;

  andIgavehimmypromisethatifweeverwantedafriend,Iwouldrememberhim。Thenhisnamewastobenosecret。\'

  `Harriet,\'saidherbrother,whohadlistenedwithcloseattention,`describehisgentlemantome。Isurelyoughttoknowonewhoknowsmesowell。\'

  Hissisterpainted,asvividlyasshecould,thefeatures,stature,anddressofhervisitor;butJohnCarker,eitherfromhavingnoknowledgeoftheoriginal,orfromsomefaultinherdescription,orfromsomeabstractionofhisthoughtsashewalkedtoandfro,pondering,couldnotrecognisetheportraitshepresentedtohim。

  However,itwasagreedbetweenthemthatheshouldseetheoriginalwhenhenextappeared。Thisconcluded,thesisterappliedherself,withalessanxiousbreast,toherdomesticoccupations;andthegrey-hairedman,lateJuniorofDombey\'s,devotedthefirstdayofhisunwontedlibertytoworkinginthegarden。

  Itwasquitelateatnight,andthebrotherwasreadingaloudwhilethesisterpliedherneedle,whentheywereinterruptedbyaknockingatthedoor。Intheatmosphereofvagueanxietyanddreadthatloweredabouttheminconnexionwiththeirfugitivebrother,thissound,unusualthere,becamealmostalarming。Thebrothergoingtothedoor,thesistersatandlistenedtimidly。Someonespoketohim,andherepliedandseemedsurprised;andafterafewwords,thetwoapproachedtogether。

  `Harriet,\'saidherbrother,lightingintheirlatevisitor,andspeakinginalowvoice,`Mr。Morfin——thegentlemansolonginDombey\'sHousewithJames。\'

  Hissisterstartedback,asifaghosthadentered。Inthedoorwaystoodtheunknownfriend,withthedarkhairsprinkledwithgrey,theruddyface,thebroadclearbrow,andhazeleyes,whosesecretshehadkeptsolong!

  `John!\'shesaid,half-breathless。`ItisthegentlemanItoldyouof,to-day!\'

  `Thegentleman,MissHarriet,\'saidthevisitor,comingin——forhehadstoppedamomentinthedoorway——`isgreatlyrelievedtohearyousaythat:hehasbeendevisingwaysandmeans,allthewayhere,ofexplaininghimself,andhasbeensatisfiedwithnone。Mr。John,Iamnotquiteastrangerhere。Youwerestrickenwithastonishmentwhenyousawmeatyourdoorjustnow。Iobserveyouaremoreastonishedatpresent。Well!That\'sreasonableenoughunderexistingcircumstances。Ifwewerenotsuchcreaturesofhabitasweare,weshouldn\'thavereasontobeastonishedhalfsooften。\'

  Bythistime,hehadgreetedHarrietwiththatagreeableminglingofcordialityandrespectwhichsherecollectedsowell,andhadsatdownnearher,pulledoffhisgloves,andthrownthemintohishatuponthetable。

  `There\'snothingastonishing,\'hesaid,`inmyhavingconceivedadesiretoseeyoursister,Mr。John,orinmyhavinggratifieditinmyownway。Astotheregularityofmyvisitssincewhichshemayhavementionedtoyou,thereisnothingextraordinaryinthat。Theysoongrewintoahabit;andwearecreaturesofhabit——creaturesofhabit!\'

  Puttinghishandsintohispockets,andleaningbackinhischair,helookedatthebrotherandsisterasifitwereinterestingtohimtoseethemtogether;andwentontosay,withakingofirritablethoughtfulness:

  `It\'sthissamehabitthatconfirmssomeofus,whoarecapableofbetterthings,inLucifer\'sownprideandstubbornness——thatconfirmsanddeepensothersofusinvillany——moreofusinindifference——thathardensusfromdaytoday,accordingtothetemperofourclay,likeimages,andleavesusassusceptibleasimagestonewimpressionsandconvictions。Youshalljudgeofitsinfluenceonme,John。FormoreyearsthanIneedname,I

  hadmysmall,andexactlydefinedshare,inthemanagementofDombey\'sHouse,andsawyourbrotherwhohasprovedhimselfascoundrel!Yoursisterwillforgivemybeingobligedtomentionitextendingandextendinghisinfluence,untilthebusinessanditsownerwerehisfootball;andsawyoutoilingatyourobscuredeskeveryday;andwasquitecontenttobeaslittletroubledasImightbe,outofmyownstripofduty,andtoleteverythingaboutmegoon,daybyday,unquestioned,likeagreatmachine——thatwasitshabitandmine——andtotakeitallforgranted,andconsideritallright。MyWednesdaynightscameregularlyround,ourquartettepartiescameregularlyoff,myvioloncellowasingoodtune,andtherewasnothingwronginmyworld——orifanythingnotmuch——orlittleormuch,itwasnoaffairofmine。\'

  `IcananswerforyourbeingmorerespectedandbelovedduringallthattimethananybodyintheHouse,Sir,\'saidJohnCarker。

  `Pooh!Good-naturedandeasyenough,Idaresay,\'returnedtheother,`ahabitIhad。ItsuitedtheManager;itsuitedthemanhemanaged:

  itsuitedmebestofall。Ididwhatwasallottedtometodo,madenocourttoeitherofthem,andwasgladtooccupyastationinwhichnonewasrequired。SoIshouldhavegoneontillnow,butthatmyroomhadathinwall。YoucantellyoursisterthatitwasdividedfromtheManager\'sroombyawainscotpartition。\'

  `Theywereadjoiningrooms;hadbeenone,perhaps,originally;

  andwereseparated,asMr。Morfinsays,\'saidherbrother,lookingbacktohimfortheresumptionofhisexplanation。

  `Ihavewhistled,hummedtunes,goneaccuratelythroughthewholeofBeethoven\'sSonatainB,tolethimknowthatIwaswithinhearing,\'

  saidMr。Morfin;`butheneverheededme。IthappenedseldomenoughthatIwaswithinhearingofanythingofaprivatenature,certainly。ButwhenIwas,andcouldn\'totherwiseavoidknowingsomethingofit,Iwalkedout。

  Iwalkedoutonce,John,duringaconversationbetweentwobrothers,towhich,inthebeginning,youngWalterGaywasaparty。ButIoverheardsomeofitbeforeIlefttheroom。Yourememberitsufficiently,perhaps,totellyoursisterwhatitsnaturewas?\'

  `Itreferred,Harriet,\'saidherbrotherinalowvoice,`tothepast,andtoourrelativepositionsintheHouse。\'

  `Itsmatterwasnotnewtome,butwaspresentedinanewaspect。

  Itshookmeinmyhabit——thehabitofnine-tenthsoftheworld——ofbelievingthatallwasrightaboutme,becauseIwasusedtoit,\'saidtheirvisitor;

  `andinducedmetorecallthehistoryofthetwobrothers,andtoponderonit。IthinkitwasalmostthefirsttimeinmylifewhenIfellintothistrainofreflection——howwillmanythingsthatarefamiliar,andquitemattersofcoursetousnow,lookwhenwecometoseethemfromthatnewanddistantpointofviewwhichwemustalltakeup,onedayorother?

  Iwassomethinglessgoodnatured,asthephrasegoes,afterthatmorning,lesseasyandcomplacentaltogether。\'

  Hesatforaminuteorso,drummingwithonehandonthetable;

  andresumedinahurry,asifhewereanxioustogetridofhisconfession。

  `BeforeIknewwhattodo,orwhetherIcoulddoanything,therewasasecondconversationbetweenthesametwobrothers,inwhichtheirsisterwasmentioned。Ihadnoscruplesofconscienceinsufferingallthewaifsandstraysofthatconversationtofloattomeasfreelyastheywould。Iconsideredthemminebyright。Afterthat,Icameheretoseethesisterformyself。ThefirsttimeIstoppedatthegardengate,Imadeapretextofinquiringintothecharacterofapoorneighbour;butIwanderedoutofthattract,andIthinkMissHarrietmistrustedme。ThesecondtimeIaskedleavetocomein;camein;andsaidwhatIwishedtosay。YoursistershowedmereasonswhichIdarednotdispute,forreceivingnoassistancefrommethen;butIestablishedameansofcommunicationbetweenus,whichremainedunbrokenuntilwithinthesefewdays,whenIwasprevented,byimportantmattersthathavelatelydevolveduponme,frommaintainingthem。\'

  `HowlittleIhavesuspectedthis,\'saidJohnCarker,`whenI

  haveseenyoueveryday,Sir!IfHarrietcouldhaveguessedyourname——\'

  `Why,totellyouthetruth,John,\'interposedthevisitor,`I

  keptittomyselffortworeasons。Idon\'tknowthatthefirstmighthavebeenbindingalone;butonehasnobusinesstotakecreditforgoodintentions,andImadeupmymind,atallevents,nottodisclosemyselfuntilIshouldbeabletodoyousomerealserviceorother。Mysecondreasonwas,thatIalwayshopedtheremightbesomelingeringpossibilityofyourbrother\'srelentingtowardsyouboth;andinthatcase,Ifeltthatwheretherewasthechanceofamanofhissuspicious,watchfulcharacter,discoveringthatyouhadbeensecretlybefriendedbyme,therewasthechanceofanewandfatalcauseofdivision。Iresolved,tobesure,attheriskofturninghisdispleasureagainstmyself——whichwouldhavebeennomatter——towatchmyopportunityofservingyouwiththeheadoftheHouse;butthedistractionsofdeath,courtship,marriage,anddomesticunhappiness,haveleftusnoheadbutyourbrotherforthislong,longtime。Anditwouldhavebeenbetterforus,\'saidthevisitor,droppinghisvoice,`tohavebeenalifelesstrunk。\'

  Heseemedconsciousthattheselatterwordshadescapedhimagainsthiswill,andstretchingoutahandtothebrother,andahandtothesister,continued:

  `AllIcoulddesiretosay,andmore,Ihavenowsaid。AllImeangoesbeyondwords,asIhopeyouunderstandandbelieve。Thetimehascome,John——thoughmostunfortunatelyandunhappilycome——whenImayhelpyouwithoutinterferingwiththatredeemingstruggle,whichhaslastedthroughsomanyyears;sinceyouweredischargedfromitto-daybynoactofyourown。Itislate;Ineedsaynomoreto-night。Youwillguardthetreasureyouhavehere,withoutadviceorreminderfromme。\'

  Withthesewordsherosetogo。

  `Butgoyoufirst,John,\'hesaidgood-humouredly,`withalight,withoutsayingwhatyouwanttosay,whateverthatmaybe;\'JohnCarker\'sheartwasfull,andhewouldhaverelieveditinspeech,ifhecould;`andletmehaveawordwithyoursister。Wehavetalkedalonebefore,andinthisroomtoo;thoughitlooksmorenaturalwithyouhere。\'

  Followinghimoutwithhiseyes,heturnedkindlytoHarriet,andsaidinalowervoice,andwithanalteredandgravermanner:

  `Youwishtoaskmesomethingofthemanwhosesisteritisyourmisfortunetobe。\'

  `Idreadtoask,\'saidHarriet。

  `Youhavelookedsoearnestlyatmemorethanonce,\'rejoinedthevisitor,`thatIthinkIcandivineyourquestion。Hashetakenmoney?

  Isitthat?\'

  `Yes。\'

  `Hehasnot。\'

  `IthankHeaven!\'saidHarriet。`ForthesakeofJohn。\'

  `Thathehasabusedhistrustinmanyways,\'saidMr。Morfin;

  `thathehasoftenerdealtandspeculatedtoadvantageforhimself,thanfortheHouseherepresented;thathehasledtheHouseon,toprodigiousventures,oftenresultinginenormouslosses;thathehasalwayspamperedthevanityandambitionofhisemployer,whenitwashisdutytohaveheldthemincheck,andshown,asitwasinhispowertodo,towhattheytendedhereorother;willnot,perhaps,surpriseyounow。Undertakingshavebeenenteredon,toswellthereputationofthehouseforvastresources,andtoexhibititinmagnificentcontrasttoothermerchants\'houses,ofwhichitrequiresasteadyheadtocontemplatethepossibly——afewdisastrouschangesofaffairsmightrenderthemtheprobably——ruinousconsequences。

  InthemidstofthemanytransactionsoftheHouse,inmostpartsoftheworld:agreatlabyrinthofwhichonlyhehasheldtheclue:hehashadtheopportunity,andheseemstohaveusedit,ofkeepingthevariousresultsafloat,whenascertained,andsubstitutingestimatesandgeneralitiesforfacts。Butlatterly——youfollowme,MissHarriet?\'

  `Perfectly,perfectly,\'sheanswered,withherfrightenedfacefixedonhis。`Praytellmealltheworstatonce。\'

  `Latterly,heappearstohavedevotedthegreatestpainstomakingtheseresultssoplainandclear,thatreferencetotheprivatebooksenablesonetograspthem,numerousandvaryingastheyare,withextraordinaryease。Asifhehadresolvedtoshowhisemployeratonebroadviewwhathasbeenbroughtuponhimbyministrationtohisrulingpassion!Thatithasbeenhisconstantpracticetoministertothatpassionbasely,andtoflatteritcorruptly,isindubitable。Inthat,hiscriminality,asitisconnectedwiththeaffairsoftheHouse,chieflyconsists。\'

  `Oneotherwordbeforeyouleaveme,dearSir,\'saidHarriet。

  `Thereisnodangerinallthis?\'

  `Howdanger?\'hereturned,withalittlehesitation。

  `TothecreditoftheHouse?\'

  `Icannothelpansweringyouplainly,andtrustingyoucompletely,\'

  saidMr。Morfin,afteramoment\'ssurveyofherface。

  `Youmay。Indeedyoumay!\'

  `IamsureImay。DangertotheHouse\'scredit?No;none。Theremaybedifficulty,greaterorlessdifficulty,butnodanger,unless——unless,indeed——theheadoftheHouse,unabletobringhismindtothereductionofitsenterprises,andpositivelyrefusingtobelievethatitis,orcanbe,inanypositionbutthepositioninwhichhehasalwaysrepresentedittohimself,shouldurgeitbeyonditsstrength。Thenitwouldtotter。\'

  `Butthereisnoapprehensionofthat?\'saidHarriet。

  `Thereshallbenohalf-confidence,\'hereplied,shakingherhand,`betweenus。Mr。Dombeyisunapproachablebyanyone,andhisstateofmindishaughty,rash,unreasonable,andungovernable,now。Butheisdisturbedandagitatednowbeyondallcommonbounds,anditmaypass。Younowknowall,bothworstandbest。Nomoreto-night,andgoodnight!\'

  Withthathekissedherhand,and,passingouttothedoorwhereherbrotherstoodawaitinghiscoming,puthimcheerfullyasidewhenheessayedtospeak;toldhimthat,astheywouldseeeachothersoonandoften,hemightspeakatanothertime,ifhewould,buttherewasnoleisureforitthen;andwentawayataroundpace,inorderthatnowordofgratitudemightfollowhim。

  Thebrotherandsistersatconversingbythefireside,untilitwasalmostday;madesleeplessbythisglimpseofthenewworldthatopenedbeforethem,andfeelingliketwopeopleshipwreckedlongago,uponasolitarycoast,towhomashiphadcomeatlast,whentheywereoldinresignation,andhadlostallthoughtofanyotherhome。Butanotheranddifferentkindofdisquietudekeptthemwakingtoo。Thedarknessoutofwhichthislighthadbrokenonthemgatheredaround;andtheshadowoftheirguiltybrotherwasinthehousewherehisfoothadnevertrod。

  Norwasittobedrivenout,nordiditfadebeforethesun。Nextmorningitwasthere;atnoon;atnight。Darkestandmostdistinctatnight,asisnowtobetold。

  JohnCarkerhadgoneout,inpursuanceofaletterofappointmentfromtheirfriend,andHarrietwasleftinthehousealone。Shehadbeenalonesomehouses。Adull,graveevening,andadeepeningtwilight,werenotfavourabletotheremovaloftheoppressiononherspirits。Theideaofthisbrother,longunseenandunknown,flittedaboutherinfrightfulshapes。Hewasdead,dying,callingtoher,staringather,frowningonher。Thepicturesinhermindweresoobtrusiveandexactthat,asthetwilightdeepened,shedreadedtoraiseherheadandlookatthedarkcornersoftheroom,lesthiswraith,theoffspringofherexcitedimagination,shouldbewaitingthere,tostartleher。Onceshehadsuchafancyofhisbeinginthenextroom,hiding——thoughsheknewquitewellwhatadistemperedfancyitwas,andhadnobeliefinit——thatsheforcedherselftogothere,forherownconviction。Butinvain。Theroomresumeditsshadowyterrors,themomentsheleftit;andshehadnomorepowertodivestherselfofthesevagueimpressionsofdread,thaniftheyhadbeenstonegiants,rootedinthesolidearth。

  Itwasalmostdark,andshewassittingnearthewindow,withherheaduponherhand,lookingdown,when,sensibleofasuddenincreaseinthegloomoftheapartment,sheraisedhereyes,andutteredaninvoluntarycry。Closetotheglass,apalescaredfacegazedin;vacantly,foraninstant,assearchingforanobject;thentheeyesrestedonherself,andlightedup。

  `Letmein!Letmein!Iwanttospeaktoyou!\'andthehandrattledontheglass。

  Sherecognisedimmediatelythewomanwiththelongdarkhair,towhomshehadgivenwarmth,food,andshelter,onewetnight。Naturallyafraidofher,rememberingherviolentbehaviour,Harriet,retreatingalittlefromthewindow,stoodundecidedandalarmed。

  `Letmein!Letmespeaktoyou!Iamthankful——quiet——humble——anythingyoulike。Butletmespeaktoyou。\'

  Thevehementmanneroftheentreaty,theearnestexpressionoftheface,thetremblingofthetwohandsthatwereraisedimploringly,acertaindreadandterrorinthevoiceakintoherownconditionatthemoment,prevailedwithHarriet。Shehastenedtothedoorandopenedit。

  `MayIcomein,orshallIspeakhere?\'saidthewoman,catchingatherhand。

  `Whatisitthatyouwant?Whatisitthatyouhavetosay?\'

  `Notmuch,butletmesayitout,orIshallneversayit。Iamtemptednowtogoaway。Thereseemtobehandsdraggingmefromthedoor。

  Letmecomein,ifyoucantrustmeforthisonce!\'

  Herenergyagainprevailed,andtheypassedintothefirelightofthelittlekitchen,whereshehadbeforesat,andate,anddriedherclothes。

  `Sitthere,\'saidAlice,kneelingdownbesideher,`andlookatme。Yourememberme?\'

  `Ido。\'

  `YourememberwhatItoldyouIhadbeen,andwhereIcamefrom,raggedandlame,withthefiercewindandweatherbeatingonmyhead?\'

  `Yes。\'

  `YouknowhowIcamebackthatnight,andthrewyourmoneyinthedirt,andcursedyouandyourrace。Now,seemehere,uponmyknees。

  AmIlessearnestnow,thanIwasthen?\'

  `Ifwhatyouask,\'saidHarriet,gently,`isforgiveness——\'

  `Butit\'snot!\'returnedtheother,withaproud,fiercelook。

  `WhatIaskistobebelieved。NowyoushalljudgeifIamworthyofbelief,bothasIwas,andasIam。\'

  Stilluponherknees,andwithhereyesuponthefire,andthefireshiningonherruinedbeautyandherwildblackhair,onelongtreesofwhichshepulledoverhershoulder,andwoundaboutherhand,andthoughtfullybitandtorewhilespeaking,shewenton:

  `WhenIwasyoungandpretty,andthis,\'pluckingcontemptuouslyatthehairsheheld,`wasonlyhandleddelicately,andcouldn\'tbeadmiredenough,mymother,whohadnotbeenverymindfulofmeasachild,foundoutmymerits,andwasfondofme,andproudofme。Shewascovetousandpoor,andthoughttomakeasortofpropertyofme。Nogreatladyeverthoughtthatofadaughteryet,I\'msure,oractedasifshedid——it\'sneverdone,weallknow——andthatshowsthattheonlyinstancesofmothersbringinguptheirdaughterswrong,andevilcomingofit,areamongsuchmiserablefolksasus。\'

  Lookingatthefire,asifshewereforgetful,forthemoment,ofhavinganyauditor,shecontinuedinadreamywayasshewoundthelongtressofhairtightroundandroundherhand。

  `Whatcameofthat,Ineedn\'tsay。Wretchedmarriagesdon\'tcomeofsuchthings,inourdegree;onlywretchednessandruin。Wretchednessandruincameonme——cameonme。\'

  Raisinghereyesswiftlyfromtheirmoodygazeuponthefire,toHarriet\'sface,shesaid:

  `Iamwastingtime,andthereisnonetospare;yetifIhadn\'tthoughtofall,Ishouldn\'tbeherenow。Wretchednessandruincameonme,Isay。Iwasmadeashort-livedtoy,andflungasidemorecruellyandcarelesslythanevensuchthingsare。Bywhosehanddoyouthink?\'

  `Whydoyouaskme?\'saidHarriet。

  `Whydoyoutremble?\'rejoinedAlice,withaneagerlook。`HisusagemadeaDevilofme。Isunkinwretchednessandruin,lowerandloweryet。Iwasconcernedinarobbery——ineverypartofitbutthegains——andwasfoundout,andsenttobetried,withoutafriend,withoutapenny。

  ThoughIwasbutagirl,IwouldhavegonetoDeath,soonerthanaskhimforaword,ifawordofhiscouldhavesavedme。Iwould!Toanydeaththatcouldhavebeeninvented。Butmymother,covetousalways,senttohiminmyname,toldthetruestoryofmycase,andhumblyprayedandpetitionedforasmalllastgift——fornotsomanypoundsasIhavefingersonthishand。Whowasit,doyouthink,whosnappedhisfingersatmeinmymisery,lying,ashebelieved,athisfeet,andleftmewithouteventhispoorsignofremembrance;wellsatisfiedthatIshouldbesentabroad,beyondthereachoffurthertroubletohim,andshoulddie,androtthere?Whowasthis,doyouthink?\'

  `Whydoyouaskme?\'repeatedHarriet。

  `Whydoyoutremble?\'saidAlice,layingherhanduponherarm,andlookinginherface,`butthattheanswerisonyourlips!ItwasyourbrotherJames。\'

  Harriettrembledmoreandmore,butdidnotaverthereyesfromtheeagerlookthatrestedonthem。

  `WhenIknewyouwerehissister——whichwasonthatnight——Icameback,wearyandlame,tospurnyourgift。IfeltthatnightasifIcouldhavetravelled,wearyandlame,overthewholeworld,tostabhim,ifI

  couldhavefoundhiminalonelyplacewithnoonenear。DoyoubelievethatIwasearnestinallthat?\'

  `Ido!GoodHeaven,whyareyoucomeagain?\'

  `Sincethen,\'saidAlice,withthesamegraspofherarm,andthesamelookinherface,`Ihaveseenhim!Ihavefollowedhimwithmyeyes,inthebroadday。Ifanysparkofmyresentmentslumberedinmybosom,itsprungintoablazewhenmyeyesrestedonhim。Youknowhehaswrongedaproudman,andmadehimhisdeadlyenemy。WhatifIhadgiveninformationofhimtothatman?\'

  `Information!\'repeatedHarriet。

  `WhatifIhadfoundoutonewhoknewyourbrother\'ssecret;whoknewthemannerofhisflight;whoknewwhereheandthecompanionofhisflightweregone?WhatifIhadmadehimutterallhisknowledge,wordbyword,beforehisenemy,concealedtohearit?WhatifIhadsatbyatthetime,lookingintothisenemy\'sface,andseeingitchangetillitwasscarcelyhuman?WhatifIhadseenhimrushaway,mad,inpursuit?

  WhatifIknew,now,thathewasonhisroad,morefiendthanman,andmust,insomanyhours,comeupwithhim?\'

  `Removeyourhand!\'saidHarriet,recoiling。`Goaway!Yourtouchisdreadfultome!\'

  `Ihavedonethis,\'pursuedtheother,withhereagerlook,regardlessoftheinterruption。`DoIspeakandlookasifIreallyhad?DoyoubelievewhatIamsaying?\'

  `IfearImust。Letmyarmgo!\'

  `Notyet。Amomentmore。Youcanthinkwhatmyrevengefulpurposemusthavebeen,tolastsolong,andurgemetodothis?\'

  `Dreadful!\'saidHarriet。

  `Thenwhenyouseemenow,\'saidAlicehoarsely,`hereagain,kneelingquietlyontheground,withmytouchuponyourarm,withmyeyesuponyourface,youmaybelievethatthereisnocommonearnestnessinwhatIsay,andthatnocommonstrugglehasbeenbattlinginmybreast。Iamashamedtospeakthewords,butIrelent。Idespisemyself;Ihavefoughtwithmyselfallday,andalllastnight;butIrelenttowardshimwithoutreason,andwishtorepairwhatIhavedone,ifitispossible。Iwouldn\'thavethemcometogetherwhilehispursuerissoblindandheadlong。Ifyouhadseenhimashewentoutlastnight,youwouldknowthedangerbetter。\'

  `Howshallitbeprevented?\'WhatcanIdo?\'criedHarriet。

  `Allnightlong,\'pursuedtheother,hurriedly,`Ihaddreamsofhim——andyetIdidn\'tsleep——inhisblood。Allday,Ihavehadhimnearme。\'

  `WhatcanIdo?\'criedHarriet,shudderingatthesewords。

  `Ifthereisanyonewho\'llwrite,orsend,orgotohim,letthemlosenotime。HeisatDijon。Doyouknowthename,andwhereitis?\'

  `Yes。\'

  `Warnhimthatthemanhehasmadehisenemyisinafrenzy,andthathedoesn\'tknowhimifhemakeslightofhisapproach。Tellhimthatheisontheroad——Iknowheis!——andhurryingon。Urgehimtogetawaywhilethereistime——ifthereistime——andnottomeethimyet。

  Amonthorsowillmakeyearsofdifference。Letthemnotencounter,throughme。Anywherebutthere!Anytimebutnow!Lethisfoefollowhim,andfindhimforhimself,butnotthroughme!Thereisenoughuponmyheadwithout。\'

  Thefireceasedtobereflectedinherjetblackhair,upliftedface,andeagereyes;herhandwasgonefromHarriet\'sarm;andtheplacewhereshehadbeenwasempty。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter54[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIVTheFugitivesTHEtime,anhourshortofmidnight;theplace,aFrenchapartment,comprisingsomehalf-dozenrooms;——adullcoldhallorcorridor,adining-roomadrawing-room,abed-chamber,andaninnerdrawing-room,orboudoir,smallerandmoreretiredthantherest。Alltheseshutinbyonelargepairofdoorsonthemainstaircase,buteachroomprovidedwithtwoorthreepairsofdoorsofitsown,establishingseveralmeansofcommunicationwiththeremainingportionoftheapartment,orwithcertainsmallpassageswithinthewall,leading,asisnotunusualinsuchhouses,tosomebackstairswithanobscureoutletbelow。ThewholesituatedonthefirstfloorofsolargeanHotel,thatitdidnotabsorboneentirerowofwindowsupononesideofthesquarecourt-yardinthecentre,uponwhichthewholefoursidesofthemansionlooked。

  Anairofsplendour,sufficientlyfadedtobemelancholy,andsufficientlydazzlingtoclogandembarrassthedetailsoflifewithashowofstate,reignedintheserooms。Thewallsandceilingsweregildedandpainted;thefloorswerewaxedandpolished;crimsondraperyhunginfestoonsfromwindow,door,andmirror;candelabra,gnarledandintertwisted,likethebranchesoftrees,orhornsofanimals,stuckoutfromthepanelsofthewall。Butintheday-time,whenthelattice-blindsnowcloselyshutwereopened,andthelightletin,traceswerediscernibleamongthisfinery,ofwearandtearanddust,ofsunanddampandsmoke,andlengthenedintervalsofwantofuseandhabitation,whensuchshowsandtoysoflifeseemsensitivelikelife,andwasteasmenshutupinprisondo。Evennight,andclustersofburningcandles,couldnotwhollyeffacethem,thoughthegeneralglitterthrewthemintheshade。

  Theglitterofbrighttapers,andtheirreflectioninlooking-glasses,scrapsofgildingandgaycolours,wereconfined,onthisnight,tooneroom——thatsmallerroomwithintherest,justnowenumerated。Seenfromthehall,wherealampwasfeeblyburning,throughthedarkperspectiveofopendoors,itlookedasshiningandpreciousasagem。Intheheartofitsradiancesatabeautifulwoman——Edith。

  Shewasalone。Thesamedefiant,scornfulwomanstill。Thecheekalittleworn,theeyealittlelargerinappearance,andmorelustrous,butthehaughtybearingjustthesame。Noshameuponherbrow;nolaterepentancebendingherdisdainfulneck。Imperiousandstatelyyet,andyetregardlessofherselfandofallelse,shesatwithherdarkeyescastdown,waitingforsomeone。

  Nobook,nowork,nooccupationofanykindbutherownthought,beguiledthetardytime。Somepurpose,strongenoughtofillupanypause,possessedher。Withherlipspressedtogether,andquiveringifforamomentshereleasedthemfromhercontrol;withhernostrilinflated;herhandsclaspedinoneanother;andherpurposeswellinginherbreast;shesat,andwaited。

  Atthesoundofakeyintheouterdoor,andafootstepinthehall,shestartedup,andcried`Who\'sthat?\'TheanswerwasinFrench,andtwomencameinwithjinglingtrays,tomakepreparationforsupper。

  `Whohadbadethemtodoso?\'sheasked。

  `Monsieurhadcommandedit,whenitwashispleasuretotaketheapartment。Monsieurhadsaid,whenhestayedthereforanhour,enroute,andlefttheletterforMadame——Madamehadreceiveditsurely?\'

  `Yes。\'

  `Athousandpardons!Thesuddenapprehensionthatitmighthavebeenforgottenhadstruckhim;\'abaldman,withalargebeardfromaneighbouringrestaurant:`withdespair!Monsieurhadsaidthatsupperwastobereadyatthathour:alsothathehadforewarnedMadameofthecommandshehadgiven,inhisletter。MonsieurhaddonetheGoldenHeadthehonourtorequestthatthesuppershouldbechoiceanddelicate。MonsieurwouldfindthathisconfidenceintheGoldenHeadwasnotmisplaced。\'

  Edithsaidnomore,butlookedonthoughtfullywhiletheypreparedthetablefortwopersons,andsetthewineuponit。Shearosebeforetheyhadfinished,andtakingalamp,passedintothebed-chamberandintothedrawing-room,whereshehurriedlybutnarrowlyexaminedallthedoors;

  particularlyoneintheformerroomthatopenedonthepassageinthewall。

  Fromthisshetookthekey,andputitontheouterside。Shethencameback。

  Themen——thesecondofwhomwasadark,bilioussubject,inajacket,closeshaved,andwithablackheadofhairclosecropped——hadcompletedtheirpreparationofthetable,andwerestandinglookingatit。Hewhohadspokenbefore,inquiredwhetherMadamethoughtitwouldbelongbeforeMonsieurarrived?

  `Shecouldn\'tsay。Itwasallone。\'

  `Pardon!Therewasthesupper!Itshouldbeeatenontheinstant。

  MonsieurwhospokeFrenchlikeanAngel——oraFrenchman——itwasallthesamehadspokenwithgreatemphasisofhispunctuality。ButtheEnglishnationhadsograndageniusforpunctuality。Ah!whatnoise!GreatHeaven,herewasMonsieur。Beholdhim!\'

  Ineffect,Monsieur,admittedbytheotherofthetwo,came,withhisgleamingteeth,throughthedarkrooms,likeamouth;andarrivinginthatsanctuaryoflightandcolour,afigureatfulllength,embracedMadame,andaddressedherintheFrenchtongueashischarmingwife。

  `MyGod!Madameisgoingtofaint。Madameisovercomewithjoy!\'

  Thebaldmanwiththebeardobservedit,andcriedout。

  Madamehadonlyshrunkandshivered。Beforethewordswerespoken,shewasstandingwithherhanduponthevelvetbackofagreatchair;herfiguredrawnuptoitsfullheight,andherfaceimmoveable。

  `FrancoishasflownovertotheGoldenHeadforsupper。Hefliesontheseoccasionslikeanangelorabird。ThebaggageofMonsieurisinhisroom。Allisarranged。Thesupperwillbeherethismoment。\'

  Thesefactsthebaldmannotifiedwithbowsandsmiles,andpresentlythesuppercame。

  Thehotdisheswereonachafing-dish;thecoldalreadysetforth,withthechangeofserviceonasideboard。Monsieurwassatisfiedwiththisarrangement。Thesuppertablebeingsmall,itpleasedhimverywell。

  Letthemsetthechafing-dishuponthefloor,andgo。Hewouldremovethedisheswithhisownhands。

  `Pardon!\'saidthebaldman,politely。`Itwasimpossible!\'

  Monsieurwasofanotheropinion。Herequirednofurtherattendancethatnight。

  `ButMadame\'thebaldmanhinted。

  `Madame,\'repliedMonsieur,`hadherownmaid。Itwasenough。\'

  `Amillionpardons!No!Madamehadnomaid!\'

  `Icameherealone,\'saidEdith。`Itwasmychoicetodoso。I

  amwellusedtotravelling;Iwantnoattendance。Theyneedsendnobodytome。\'

  Monsieuraccordingly,perseveringinhisfirstproposedimpossibility,proceededtofollowthetwoattendantstotheouterdoor,andsecureitafterthemforthenight。Thebaldmanturningroundtobow,ashewentout,observedthatMadamestillstoodwithherhanduponthevelvetbackofthegreatchair,andthatherfacewasquiteregardlessofhim,thoughshewaslookingstraightbeforeher。

  AsthesoundofCarker\'sfasteningthedoorresoundedthroughtheintermediaterooms,andseemedtocomehushedandstifledintothatlastdistantone,thesoundoftheCathedralclockstrikingtwelvemingledwithit,inEdith\'sears。Sheheardhimpause,asifheheardittooandlistened;andthencamebacktowardsher,layingalongtrainoffootstepsthroughthesilence,andshuttingallthedoorsbehindhimashecamealong。

  Herhand,foramoment,leftthevelvetchairtobringaknifewithinherreachuponthetable;thenshestoodasshehadstoodbefore。

  `Howstrangetocomeherebyyourself,mylove!\'hesaidasheentered。

  `What?\'shereturned。

  Hertonewassoharsh;thequickturnofherheadsofierce;herattitudesorepellent;andherfrownsoblack;thathestood,withthelampinhishand,lookingather,asifshehadstruckhimmotionless。

  `Isay,\'heatlengthrepeated,puttingdownthelamp,andsmilinghismostcourtlysmile,`howstrangetocomeherealone!Itwasunnecessarycautionsurely,andmighthavedefeateditself。YouweretohaveengagedanattendantatHavreorRouen,andhavehadabundanceoftimeforthepurpose,thoughyouhadbeenthemostcapriciousanddifficultasyouarethemostbeautiful,myloveofwomen。\'

  Hereyesgleamedstrangelyonhim,butshestoodwithherhandrestingonthechair,andsaidnotaword。

  `Ihavenever,\'resumedCarker,`seenyoulooksohandsome,asyoudoto-night。EventhepictureIhavecarriedinmymindduringthiscruelprobation,andwhichIhavecontemplatednightandday,isexceededbythereality。\'

  Notaword。Notalook。Hereyescompletelyhiddenbytheirdroopinglashes,butherheadheldup。

  `Hard,unrelentingtermstheywere!\'saidCarker,withasmile,`buttheyareallfulfilledandpassed,andmakethepresentmoredeliciousandmoresafe。Sicilyshallbetheplaceofourretreat。Intheidlestandeasiestpartoftheworld,mysoul,we\'llbothseekcompensationforoldslavery。\'

  Hewascominggailytowardsher,when,inaninstant,shecaughttheknifeupfromthetable,andstartedonepaceback。

  `Standstill\'shesaid,`orIshallmurderyou!\'

  Thesuddenchangeinher,thetoweringfuryandintenseabhorrencesparklinginhereyesandlightingupherbrow,madehimstopasifafirehadstoppedhim。

  `Standstill!\'shesaid,`comenonearerme,uponyourlife!\'

  Theybothstoodlookingateachother。Rageandastonishmentwereinhisface,buthecontrolledthemandsaidlightly,`Come,come!Tush,wearealone,andoutofeverybody\'ssightandhearing。Doyouthinktofrightenmewiththesetricksofvirtue?\'

  `Doyouthinktofrightenme,\'sheansweredfiercely,`fromanypurposethatIhave,andanycourseIamresolvedupon,byremindingmeofthesolitudeofthisplace,andtherebeingnohelpnear?Me,whoamherealone,designedly?IfIfearedyou,shouldInothaveavoidedyou?

  IfIfearedyou,shouldIbehere,inthedeadofnight,tellingyoutoyourfacewhatIamgoingtotell?\'

  `Andwhatisthat,\'hesaid,`youhandsomeshrew?Handsomerso,thananyotherwomaninherbesthumour?\'

  `Itellyounothing,\'shereturned,`untilyougobacktothatchair——exceptthis,onceagain——Don\'tcomenearme!Notastepnearer。

  Itellyou,ifyoudo,asheavenseesus,Ishallmurderyou!\'

  `Doyoumistakemeforyourhusband?\'heretorted,withagrin。

  Disdainingtoreply,shestretchedherarmout,pointingtothechair。Hebithislip,frowned,laughed,andsatdowninit,withabaffled,irresolute,impatientair,hewasunabletoconceal;andbitinghisnailnervously,andlookingathersideways,withbitterdiscomfiture,evenwhilehefeignedtobeamusedbyhercaprice。

  Sheputtheknifedownuponthetable,andtouchingherbosomwithherhand,said:

  `Ihavesomethinglyingherethatisnolovetrinket;andsoonerthanendureyourtouchoncemore,Iwoulduseitonyou——andyouknowit,whileIspeak——withlessreluctancethanIwouldonanyothercreepingthingthatlives。\'

  Heaffectedtolaughjestingly,andentreatedhertoactherplayoutquickly,forthesupperwasgrowingcold。Butthesecretlookwithwhichheregardedher,wasmoresullenandlowering,andhestruckhisfootonceuponthefloorwithamutteredoath。

  `Howmanytimes,\'saidEdith,bendingherdarkestglanceuponhim,`hasyourboldknaveryassailedmewithoutrageandinsult?Howmanytimesinyoursmoothmanner,andmockingwordsandlooks,haveIbeentwittedwithmycourtshipandmymarriage?Howmanytimeshaveyoulaidbaremywoundofloveforthatsweet,injuredgirl,andlaceratedit?Howoftenhaveyoufannedthefireonwhich,fortwoyears,Ihavewrithed;andtemptedmetotakeadesperaterevenge,whenithasmosttorturedme?

  `Ihavenodoubt,Ma\'am,\'hereplied,`thatyouhavekeptagoodaccount,andthatit\'sprettyaccurate。Come,Edith。Toyourhusband,poorwretch,thiswaswellenough——\'

  `Why,if,\'shesaid,surveyinghimwithahaughtycontemptanddisgust,thatheshrunkunder,lethimbraveitashewould,`ifallmyotherreasonsfordespisinghimcouldhavebeenblownawaylikefeathers,hishavingyouforhiscounsellorandfavourite,wouldhavealmostbeenenoughtoholdtheirplace。\'

  `Isthatareasonwhyyouhaverunawaywithme?\'heaskedher,tauntingly。

  `Yes,andwhywearefacetofaceforthelasttime。Wretch!Wemeetto-night,andpartto-night。FornotonemomentafterIhaveceasedtospeak,willIstayhere!\'

  Heturneduponherwithhisugliestlook,andgripedthetablewithhishand;butneitherrose,norotherwiseansweredorthreatenedher。

  `Iamawoman,\'shesaid,confrontinghimsteadfastly,`whofromherverychildhoodhasbeenshamedandsteeled。Ihavebeenofferedandrejected,putupandappraised,untilmyverysoulhassickened。Ihavenothadanaccomplishmentorgracethatmighthavebeenaresourcetome,butithasbeenparadedandvendedtoenhancemyvalue,asifthecommoncrierhadcalleditthroughthestreets。Mypoor,proudfriends,havelookedonandapproved;andeverytiebetweenushasbeendeadenedinmybreast。

  ThereisnotoneofthemforwhomIcare,asIcouldcareforapetdog。

  Istandaloneintheworld,rememberingwellwhatahollowworldithasbeentome,andwhatahollowpartofitIhavebeenmyself。Youknowthis,andyouknowthatmyfamewithitisworthlesstome。\'

  `Yes;Iimaginedthat,\'hesaid。

  `Andcalculatedonit,\'sherejoined,`andsopursuedme。Growntooindifferentforanyoppositionbutindifference,tothedailyworkingofthehandsthathadmouldedmetothis;andknowingthatmymarriagewouldatleastpreventtheirhawkingofmeupanddown;Isufferedmyselftobesoldasinfamouslyasanywomanwithahalterroundherneckissoldinanymarket-place。Youknowthat。\'

  `Yes,\'hesaid,showingallhisteeth。`Iknowthat。\'

  `Andcalculatedonit,\'sherejoinedoncemore,`andsopursuedme。Frommymarriageday,Ifoundmyselfexposedtosuchnewshame——tosuchsolicitationandpursuitexpressedasclearlyasifithadbeenwritteninthecoarsestwords,andthrustintomyhandateveryturnfromonemeanvillain,thatIfeltasifIhadneverknownhumiliationtillthattime。Thisshamemyhusbandfixeduponme;hemmedmeroundwith,himself;

  steepedmein,withhisownhands,andofhisownact,repeatedhundredsoftimes。Andthus——forcedbythetwofromeverypointofrestIhad——forcedbythetwotoyieldupthelastretreatofloveandgentlenesswithinme,ortobeanewmisfortuneonitsinnocentobject——drivenfromeachtoeach,andbesetbyonewhenIescapedtheother——myangerrosealmosttodistractionagainstboth。Idonotknowagainstwhichitrosehigher——themasterortheman!\'

  Hewatchedherclosely,asshestoodbeforehimintheverytriumphofherindignantbeauty。Shewasresolute,hesaw;undauntable;withnomorefearofhimthanofaworm。

  `WhatshouldIsayofhonourorofchastitytoyou!\'shewenton。`Whatmeaningwouldithavetoyou;whatmeaningwouldithavefromme!ButifItellyouthatthelightesttouchofyourhandmakesmybloodcoldwithantipathy;thatfromthehourwhenIfirstsawandhatedyou,tonow,whenmyinstinctiverepugnanceisenhancedbyeveryminute\'sknowledgeofyouIhavesincehad,youhavebeenaloathsomecreaturetomewhichhasnotitslikeonearth;howthen?\'

  Heansweredwithafaintlaugh,`Aye!Howthen,myqueen?\'

  `Onthatnight,when,emboldenedbythesceneyouhadassistedat,youdaredcometomyroomandspeaktome,\'shesaid,`whatpassed?\'

  Heshruggedhisshoulders,andlaughedagain。

  `Whatpassed?\'shesaid。

  `Yourmemoryissodistinct,\'hereturned,`thatIhavenodoubtyoucanrecallit。\'

  `Ican,\'shesaid。`Hearit!Proposingthen,thisflight——notthisflight,buttheflightyouthoughtit——youtoldmethatinthehavinggivenyouthatmeeting,andleavingyoutobediscoveredthere,ifyousothoughtfit;andinthehavingsufferedyoutobealonewithmemanytimesbefore,——andhavingmadetheopportunities,yousaid,——andinthehavingopenlyavowedtoyouthatIhadnofeelingformyhusbandbutaversion,andnocareformyself——Iwaslost;Ihadgivenyouthepowertotraducemyname;andIlived,invirtuousreputation,atthepleasureofyourbreath。\'

  `Allstratagemsinlove——\'heinterrupted,smiling。`Theoldadage——\'

  `Onthatnight,\'saidEdith,`andthenthestrugglethatIlonghadhadwithsomethingthatwasnotrespectformygoodfame——thatwasIknownotwhat——perhapstheclingingtothatlastretreat——wasended。

  Onthenight,andthen,Iturnedfromeverythingbutpassionandresentment。

  Istruckablowthatlaidyourloftymasterinthedust,andsetyouthere,beforeme,lookingatmenow,andknowingwhatImean。\'

  Hesprungupfromhischairwithagreatoath。Sheputherhandintoherbosom,andnotafingertrembled,notahairuponherheadwasstirred。Hestoodstill:shetoo:thetableandchairbetweenthem。

  `WhenIforgetthatthismanputhislipstominethatnight,andheldmeinhisarmsashehasdoneagainto-night,\'saidEdith,pointingathim;`whenIforgetthetaintofhiskissuponmycheek——thecheekthatFlorencewouldhavelaidherguiltlessfaceagainst——whenIforgetmymeetingwithher,whilethattaintwashotuponme,andinwhatafloodtheknowledgerusheduponmewhenIsawher,thatinreleasingherfromthepersecutionIhadcausedbymylove,Ibroughtashameanddegradationonhernamethroughmine,andinalltimetocomeshouldbethesolitaryfigurerepresentinginhermindherfirstavoidanceofaguiltycreature——then,Husband,fromwhomIstanddivorcedhenceforth,Iwillforgettheselasttwoyears,andundowhatIhavedone,andundeceiveyou!\'

  Herflashingeyes,upliftedforamoment,lightedagainonCarker,andsheheldsomelettersoutinherlefthand。

  `Seethese!\'shesaid,contemptuously。`Youhaveaddressedthesetomeinthefalsenameyougoby;onehere,someelsewhereonmyroad。

  Thesealsareunbroken。Takethemback!\'

  Shecrunchedtheminherhand,andtossedthemtohisfeet。Andasshelookeduponhimnow,asmilewasonherface。

  `Wemeetandpartto-night,\'shesaid。`YouhavefallenonSiciliandaysandsensualrest,toosoon。Youmighthavecajoled,andfawned,andplayedyourtraitor\'spart,alittlelonger,andgrownricher。Youpurchaseyourvoluptuousretirementdear!\'

  `Edith!\'heretorted,menacingherwithhishand。`Sitdown!Havedonewiththis!Whatdevilpossessesyou?\'

  `TheirnameisLegion,\'shereplied,uprearingherproudformasifshewouldhavecrushedhim;`youandyourmasterhaveraisedtheminafruitfulhouse,andtheyshalltearyouboth。Falsetohim,falsetohisinnocentchild,falseeverywayandeverywhere,goforthandboastofme,andgnashyourteethforoncetoknowthatyouarelying!\'

  Hestoodbeforehermutteringandmenacing,andscowlingroundasifforsomethingthatwouldhelphimtoconquerher;butwiththesameindomitablespiritsheopposedhim,withoutfaltering。

  `Ineveryvauntyoumake,\'shesaid,`Ihavemytriumph。IsingleoutinyouthemeanestmanIknow,theparasiteandtooloftheproudtyrant,thathiswoundmaygothedeeperandmayranklemore。Boast,andrevengemeonhim!Youknowhowyoucamehereto-night;youknowhowyoustandcoweringthere;youseeyourselfincoloursquiteasdespicable,ifnotasodious,asthoseinwhichIseeyou。Boastthen,andrevengemeonyourself。\'

  Thefoamwasonhislips;thewetstoodonhisforehead。Ifshewouldhavefalteredonceforonlyonehalf-moment,hewouldhavepinionedher;butshewasasfirmasrock,andhersearchingeyesneverlefthim。

  `Wedon\'tpartso,\'hesaid。`DoyouthinkIamdrivelling,toletyougoinyoumadtemper?\'

  `Doyouthink,\'sheanswered,`thatIamtobestayed?\'

  `I\'lltry,mydear,\'hesaidwithaferociousgestureofhishead。

  `God\'smercyonyou,ifyoutrybycomingnearme!shereplied。

  `Andwhat,\'hesaid,`iftherearenoneofthesesameboastsandvauntsonmypart?WhatifIweretoturntoo?Come!\'andhisteethfairlyshoneagain。`Wemustmakeatreatyofthis,orImaytakesomeunexpectedcourse。Sitdown,sitdown!\'

  `Toolate!\'shecried,witheyesthatseemedtosparklefire。

  `Ihavethrownmyfameandgoodnametothewinds!Ihaveresolvedtobeartheshamethatwillattachtome——resolvedtoknowthatitattachesfalsely——thatyouknowittoo——andthathedoesnot,nevercan,andnevershall。I\'lldie,andmakenosign。ForthisIamherealonewithyou,atthedeadofnight。ForthisIhavemetyouhere,inafalsename,asyourwife。Forthis,Ihavebeenseenherebythosemen,andlefthere。Nothingcansaveyounow。\'

  Hewouldhavesoldhissoultoroother,inherbeauty,tothefloor,andmakeherarmsdropathersides,andhaveherathismercy。

  Buthecouldnotlookather,andnotbeafraidofher。Hesawastrengthwithinherthatwasresistless。Hesawthatshewasdesperate,andthatherunquenchablehatredofhimwouldstopatnothing。Hiseyesfollowedthehandthatwasputwithsuchruggeduncongenialpurposeintoherwhitebosom,andhethoughtthatifitstruckathim,andfailed,itwouldstrikethere,justassoon。

  Hedidnotventure,therefore,toadvancetowardsher:butthedoorbywhichhehadenteredwasbehindhim,andhesteppedbacktolockit。

  `Lastly,takemywarning!Looktoyourself!\'shesaid,andsmiledagain。`Youhavebeenbetrayed,asallbetrayersare。Ithasbeenmadeknownthatyouareinthisplace,orweretobe,orhavebeen。IfIlive,Isawmyhusbandinacarriageinthestreetto-night!\'

  `Strumpet,it\'sfalse!\'criedCarker。

  Atthemoment,thebellrangloudlyinthehall。Heturnedwhite,assheheldherhanduplikeanenchantress,atwhoseinvocationthesoundhadcome。

  `Hark!doyouhearit?\'

  Hesethisbackagainstthedoor;forhesawachangeinher,andfanciedshewascomingontopasshim。But,inamoment,shewasgonethroughtheoppositedoorscommunicatingwiththebed-chamber,andtheyshutuponher。

  Onceturned,oncechangedinherinflexibleunyieldinglook,hefeltthathecouldcopewithher。Hethoughtasuddenterror,occasionedbythisnight-alarm,hadsubduedher;notthelessreadily,forheroverwroughtcondition。Throwingopenthedoors,hefollowed,almostinstantly。

  Buttheroomwasdark;andasshemadenoanswertohiscall,hewasfaintogobackforthelamp。Hehelditup,andlookedroundeverywhere,expectingtoseehercrouchinginsomecorner;buttheroomwasempty。

  So,intothedrawing-roomanddining-roomhewent,insuccession,withtheuncertainstepsofamaninastrangeplace;lookingfearfullyabout,andpryingbehindscreensandcouches;butshewasnotthere。No,norinthehall,whichwassobarethathecouldseethat,ataglance。

  Allthistime,theringingatthebellwasconstantlyrenewed;

  andthosewithoutwerebeatingatthedoor。Heputhislampdownatadistance,andgoingnearit,listened。Therewereseveralvoicestalkingtogether:

  atleasttwooftheminEnglish;andthoughthedoorwasthick,andtherewasgreatconfusion,heknewoneofthesetoowelltodoubtwhosevoiceitwas。

  Hetookuphislampagain,andcamebackquicklythroughalltherooms,stoppingashequittedeach,andlookingroundforher,withthelightraisedabovehishead。Hewasstandingthusinthebed-chamber,whenthedoor,leadingtothelittlepassageinthewall,caughthiseye。Hewenttoit,andfounditfastenedontheotherside;butshehaddroppedaveilingoingthrough,andshutitinthedoor。

  Allthistimethepeopleonthestairswereringingatthebell,andknockingwiththeirhandsandfeet。

  Hewasnotacoward:butthesesounds;whathadgonebefore;thestrangenessoftheplace,whichhadconfusedhim,eveninhisreturnfromthehall;thefrustrationofhisschemesfor,strangetosay,hewouldhavebeenmuchbolder,iftheyhadsucceeded;theunseasonabletime;therecollectionofhavingnooneneartowhomhecouldappealforanyfriendlyoffice;aboveall,thesuddensense,whichmadeevenhisheartbeatlikelead,thatthemanwhoseconfidencehehadoutraged,andwhomhehadsotreacherouslydeceived,wastheretorecogniseandchallengehimwithhismaskpluckedoffhisface;struckapanicthroughhim。Hetriedthedoorinwhichtheveilwasshut,butcouldn\'tforceit。Heopenedoneofthewindows,andlookeddownthroughthelatticeoftheblind,intothecourt-yard;

  butitwasahighleap,andthestoneswerepitiless。

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