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  IfFlorencecouldhavestoodwithintheroomandlookedupontheoriginaloftheshadowthrownuponthewallandroof,asitcoweredthusoverthefire,aglancemighthavesufficedtorecallthefigureofGoodMrs。Brown;notwithstandingthatherchildishrecollectionofthatterribleoldwomanwasasgrotesqueandexaggeratedapresentmentofthetruth,perhaps,astheshadowonthewall。ButFlorencewasnottheretolookon;andGoodMrs。Brownremainedunrecognised,andsatstaringatherfire,unobserved。

  Attractedbyaloudersputteringthanusual,astheraincamehissingdownthechimneyinalittlestream,theoldwomanraisedherhead,impatiently,tolistenafresh。Andthistimeshedidnotdropitagain;

  fortherewasahanduponthedoor,andafootstepintheroom。

  `Who\'sthat?\'shesaid,lookingoverhershoulder。

  `Onewhobringsyounews,\'wastheanswer,inawoman\'svoice。

  `News?Wherefrom?\'

  `Fromabroad。\'

  `Frombeyondseas?\'criedtheoldwoman,startingup。

  `Aye,frombeyondseas。\'

  Theoldwomanrakedthefiretogether,hurriedly,andgoingclosetohervisitorwhohadentered,andshutthedoor,andwhonowstoodinthemiddleoftheroom,putherhanduponthedrenchedcloak,andturnedtheunresistingfigure,soastohaveitinthefulllightofthefire。

  Shedidnotfindwhatshehadexpected,whateverthatmightbe;forsheletthecloakgoagain,andutteredaquerulouscryofdisappointmentandmisery。

  `Whatisthematter?\'askedhervisitor。

  `Oho!Oho!\'criedoldwoman,turningherfaceupward,withaterriblehowl。

  `Whatisthematter?\'askedthevisitoragain。

  `It\'snotmygal!\'criedtheoldwoman,tossingupherarms,andclaspingherhandsaboveherhead。`Where\'smyAlice?Where\'smyhandsomedaughter?They\'vebeenthedeathofher!\'

  `They\'venotbeenthedeathofheryet,ifyourname\'sMarwood,\'saidthevisitor。

  `Haveyouseenmygal,then?\'criedtheoldwoman。`Hasshewrotetome?\'

  `Shesaidyoucouldn\'tread,\'returnedtheother。

  `NomoreIcan!\'exclaimedtheoldwoman,wringingherhands。

  `Haveyounolighthere?\'saidtheother,lookingroundtheroom。

  Theoldwoman,mumblingandshakingherhead,andmutteringtoherselfaboutherhandsomedaughter,broughtacandlefromacupboardinthecorner,andthrustingitintothefirewithatremblinghand,lighteditwithsomedifficultyandsetitonthetable。Itsdirtywickburntdimlyatfirst,beingchokedinitsowngrease;andwhentheblearedeyesandfailingsightoftheoldwomancoulddistinguishanythingbyitslight,hervisitorwassittingwithherarmsfolded,hereyesturneddownwards,andahandkerchiefshehadwornuponherheadlyingonthetablebyherside。

  `Shesenttomebywordofmouththen,mygal,Alice?\'mumbledtheoldwoman,afterwaitingforsomemoments。`Whatdidshesay?\'

  `Look,\'returnedthevisitor。

  Theoldwomanrepeatedthewordinascareduncertainway;and,shadinghereyes,lookedatthespeaker,roundtheroom,andatthespeakeronceagain。

  `Alicesaidlookagain,mother;\'andthespeakerfixedhereyesuponher。

  Againtheoldwomanlookedroundtheroom,andathervisitor,androundtheroomoncemore。Hastilyseizingthecandle,andrisingfromherseat,sheheldittothevisitor\'sface,utteredaloudcry,setdownthelight,andfelluponherneck!

  `It\'smygal!It\'smyAlice!It\'smyhandsomedaughter,livingancomeback!\'screamedtheoldwoman,rockingherselftoandfrouponthebreastthatcoldlysufferedherembrace。`It\'smygal!It\'smyAlice!

  It\'smyhandsomedaughter,livingandcomeback!\'shescreamedagain,droppingonthefloorbeforeher,claspingherknees,layingherheadagainstthem,andstillrockingherselftoandfrowitheveryfranticdemonstrationofwhichhervitalitywascapable。

  `Yes,mother,\'returnedAlice,stoopingforwardforamomentandkissingher,butendeavouring,evenintheact,todisengageherselffromherembrace。`Iamhere,atlast。Letgo,mother;letgo。Getup,andsitinyourchair。Whatgooddoesthisdo?\'

  `She\'scomebackharderthanshewent!\'criedthemother,lookingupinherface,andstillholdingtoherknees。`Shedon\'tcareforme!

  afteralltheseyears,andallthewretchedlifeI\'veled!\'

  `Why,mother!\'saidAlice,shakingherraggedskirtstodetachtheoldwomanfromthem:`therearetwosidestothat。Therehavebeenyearsformeaswellasyou,andtherehasbeenwretchednessformeaswellasyou。Getup,getup!\'

  Hermotherrose,andcried,andwrungherhands,andstoodatalittledistancegazingonher。Thenshetookthecandleagain,andgoingroundher,surveyedherfromheadtofoot,makingalowmoaningallthetime。Thensheputthecandledown,resumedherchair,andbeatingherhandstogethertoakindofwearytune,androllingherselffromsidetoside,continuedmoaningandwailingtoherself。

  Alicegotup,tookoffherwetcloak,andlaiditaside。Thatdone,shesatdownasbefore,andwithherarmsfolded,andhereyesgazingatthefire,remainedsilentlylisteningwithacontemptuousfacetoheroldmother\'sinarticulatecomplainings。

  `DidyouexpecttoseemereturnasyouthfulasIwentaway,mother?\'

  shesaidatlength,turninghereyesupontheoldwoman。`Didyouthinkaforeignlife,likemine,wasgoodforgoodlooks?Onewouldbelieveso,tohearyou!\'

  `Itan\'tthat!\'criedthemother。`Sheknowsit!\'

  `Whatisitthen?\'returnedthedaughter。`Ithadbestbesomethingthatdon\'tlast,mother,ormywayoutiseasierthanmywayin。\'

  `Hearthat!\'exclaimedthemother。`Afteralltheseyearsshethreatenstodesertmeinthemomentofhercomingbackagain!\'

  `Itellyou,mother,forthesecondtime,therehavebeenyearsformeaswellasyou,\'saidAlice。`Comebackharder?OfcourseIhavecomebackharder。Whatelsedidyouexpect?\'

  `Hardertome!Toherowndearmother!\'criedtheoldwoman。

  `Idon\'tknowwhobegantohardenme,ifmyowndearmotherdidn\'t,\'

  shereturned,sittingwithherfoldedarms,andknittedbrows,andcompressedlipsasifshewerebentonexcluding,byforce,everysofterfeelingfromherbreast。`Listen,mother,toawordortwo。Ifweunderstandeachothernow,weshallnotfalloutanymore,perhaps。Iwentawayagirl,andhavecomebackawoman。Iwentawayundutifulenough,andhavecomebacknotbetter,youmayswear。Buthaveyoubeenverydutifultome?\'

  `I!\'criedoldwoman。`Tomygal!Amotherdutifultoherownchild!\'

  `Itsoundsunnatural,don\'tit?\'returnedthedaughter,lookingcoldlyonherwithherstern,regardless,hardy,beautifulface;`butI

  havethoughtofitsometimes,inthecourseofmyloneyears,tillIhavegotusedtoit。Ihaveheardsometalkaboutdutyfirstandlast;

  butithasalwaysbeenofmydutytootherpeople。Ihavewonderednowandthen——topassawaythetime——whethernooneeverowedanydutytome。\'

  Hermothersatmowing,andmumbling,andshakingherhead,butwhetherangrilyorremorsefully,orindenial,oronlyinherphysicalinfirmity,didnotappear。

  `TherewasachildcalledAliceMarwood,\'saidthedaughter,withalaugh,andlookingdownatherselfinterriblederisionofherself,`born,amongpovertyandneglect,andnursedinit。Nobodytaughther,nobodysteppedforwardtohelpher,nobodycaredforher。\'

  `Nobody!\'echoedthemother,pointingtoherself,andstrikingherbreast。

  `Theonlycaresheknew,\'returnedthedaughter,`wastobebeaten,andstinted,andabusedsometimes;andshemighthavedonebetterwithoutthat。Shelivedinhomeslikethis,andinthestreets,withacrowdoflittlewretcheslikeherself;andyetshebroughtgoodlooksoutofthischildhood。Somuchtheworseforher。Shehadbetterhavebeenhuntedandworriedtodeathforugliness。\'

  `Goon!goon!\'exclaimedthemother。

  `Iamgoingon,\'returnedthedaughter。`TherewasagirlcalledAliceMarwood。Shewashandsome。Shewastaughttoolate,andtaughtallwrong。Shewastoowellcaredfor,toowelltrained,toowellhelpedon,toomuchlookedafter。Youwereveryfondofher——youwerebetteroffthen。

  Whatcametothatgirlcomestothousandseveryyear。Itwasonlyruin,andshewasborntoit。\'

  `Afteralltheseyears!\'whinedtheoldwoman。`Mygalbeginswiththis。\'

  `She\'llsoonhaveended,\'saidthedaughter。`TherewasacriminalcalledAliceMarwood——agirlstill,butdesertedandanoutcast。Andshewastried,andshewassentenced。Andlord,howthegentlemenintheCourttalkedaboutit!andhowgravethejudgewasonherduty,andonherhavingpervertedthegiftsofnature——asifhedidn\'tknowbetterthananybodythere,thattheyhadbeenmadecursestoher!——andhowhepreachedaboutthestrongarmoftheLaw——soverystrongtosaveher,whenshewasaninnocentandhelplesslittlewretch;andhowsolemnandreligiousitallwas。Ihavethoughtofthat,manytimessince,tobesure!\'

  Shefoldedherarmstightlyonherbreast,andlaughedinatonethatmadethehowloftheoldwomanmusical。

  `SoAliceMarwoodwastransported,mother,\'shepursued,`andwassenttolearnherduty,wheretherewastwentytimeslessduty,andmorewickedness,andwrong,andinfamy,thanhere。AndAliceMarwoodiscomebackawoman。Suchawomanassheoughttobe,afterallthis。Ingoodtime,therewillbemoresolemnity,andmorefinetalk,andmorestrongarm,mostlikely,andtherewillbeanendofher;butthegentlemenneedn\'tbeafraidofbeingthrownoutofwork。There\'scrowdsoflittlewretches,boyandgirl,growingupinanyofthestreetstheylivein,that\'llkeepthemtotillthey\'vemadetheirfortunes。\'

  Theoldwomanleanedherelbowsonthetable,andrestingherfaceuponhertwohands,madeashowofbeingingreatdistress——orreallywas,perhaps。

  `There!Ihavedone,mother,\'saidthedaughter,withamotionofherhead,asifindismissalofthesubject。`Ihavesaidenough。Don\'tletyouandItalkofbeingdutiful,whateverwedo。Yourchildhoodwaslikemine,Isuppose。Somuchtheworseforbothofus。Idon\'twanttoblameyou,ortodefendmyself;whyshouldI?That\'salloverlongago。

  ButIamawoman——notagirl,now——andyouandIneedn\'tmakeashowofourhistory,likethegentlemenintheCourt。Weknowallaboutitwellenough。\'

  Lostanddegradedasshewas,therewasabeautyinher,bothoffaceandform,which,eveninitsworstexpression,couldnotbutberecognisedassuchbyanyoneregardingherwiththeleastattention。Asshesubsidedintosilence,andherfacewhichhadbeenharshlyagitated,quieteddown;whileherdarkeyes,fixeduponthefire,exchangedtherecklesslightthathadanimatedthem,foronethatwassoftenedbysomethinglikesorrow;thereshonethroughallherwaywornmiseryandfatigue,arayofthedepartedradianceofthefallenangel。

  Hermother,afterwatchingherforsometimewithoutspeaking,venturedtostealherwitheredhandalittlenearertoheracrossthetable;

  andfindingthatshepermittedthis,totouchherfaceandsmoothherhair。

  Withthefeelingasitseemed,thattheoldwomanwasatleastsincereinthisshowofinterest,Alicemadenomovementtocheckher;so,advancingbydegrees,sheboundupherdaughter\'shairafresh,tookoffherwetshoes,iftheydeservedthename,spreadsomethingdryuponhershoulders,andhoveredhumblyabouther,mutteringtoherself,assherecognisedheroldfeaturesandexpressionmoreandmore。

  `Youareverypoor,mother,Isee,\'saidAlice,lookinground,whenshehadsatthusforsometime。

  `Bitterpoor,mydeary,\'repliedtheoldwoman。

  Sheadmiredherdaughter,andwasafraidofher。Perhapsheradmiration,suchasitwas,hadoriginatedlongago,whenshefirstfoundanythingthatwasbeautifulappearinginthemidstofthesqualidfightofherexistence。

  Perhapsherfearwasreferable,insomesort,totheretrospectshehadsolatelyheard。Bethisasitmight,shestood,submissivelyanddeferentially,beforeherchild,andinclinedherhead,asifinapitifulentreatytobesparedanyfurtherreproach。

  `Howhaveyoulived?\'

  `Bybegging,mydeary。\'

  `Andpilfering,mother?\'

  `Sometimes,Ally——inaverysmallway。Iamoldandtimid。Ihavetakentriflesfromchildrennowandthen,mydeary,butnotoften。Ihavetrampedaboutthecountry,pet,andIknowwhatIknow。Ihavewatched。\'

  `Watched?\'returnedthedaughter,lookingather。

  `Ihavehungaboutafamily,mydeary,\'saidthemother,evenmorehumblyandsubmissivelythanbefore。

  `Whatfamily?\'

  `Hush,darling,Don\'tbeangrywithme,Ididitfortheloveofyou。Inmemoryofmypoorgalbeyondseas。\'Sheputoutherhanddeprecatingly,anddrawingitbackagain,laiditonherlips。

  `Yearsago,mydeary,\'shepursued,glancingtimidlyattheattentiveandsternfaceopposedtoher。`Icameacrosshislittlechild,bychance。\'

  `Whosechild?\'

  `Nothis,Alicedeary;don\'tlookatmelikethat;nothis。Howcoulditbehis?Youknowhehasnone。\'

  `Whosethen?\'returnedthedaughter。`Yousaidhis。\'

  `Hush,Ally;youfrightenme,deary。Mr。Dombey\'s——onlyMr。Dombey\'s。

  Sincethen,darling,Ihaveseenthemoften。Ihaveseenhim。\'

  Inutteringhislastword,theoldwomanshrunkandrecoiled,asifwithasuddenfearthatherdaughterwouldstrikeher。Butthoughthedaughter\'sfacewasfixeduponher,andexpressedthemostvehementpassion,sheremainedstill:exceptthatsheclenchedherarmstighterandtighterwithineachother,onherbosom,asiftorestrainthembythatmeansfromdoinganinjurytoherself,orsomeoneelse,intheblindfuryofthewraththatsuddenlypossessedher。

  `LittlehethoughtwhoIwas!\'saidtheoldwoman,shakingherclenchedhand。

  `Andlittlehecared!\'mutteredherdaughter,betweenherteeth。

  `Buttherewewere,\'saidtheoldwoman,`facetoface。Ispoketohim,andhespoketome。Isatandwatchedhimashewentawaydownalonggroveoftrees:andateverystephetook,Icursedhimsoulandbody。\'

  `Hewillthriveinspiteofthat,\'returnedthedaughterdisdainfully。

  `Aye,heisthriving,\'saidthemother。

  Sheheldherpeace;forthefaceandformbeforeherwereunshapedbyrange。Itseemedasifthebosomwouldburstwiththeemotionsthatstrovewithinit。Theeffortthatconstrainedandhelditpentup,wasnolessformidablethantherageitself:nolessbespeakingtheviolentanddangerouscharacterofthewomanwhomadeit。Butitsucceeded,andsheasked,afterasilence:

  `Ishemarried?\'

  `No,deary,\'saidthemother。

  `Goingtobe?\'

  `NotthatIknowof,deary。Buthismasterandfriendismarried。

  Oh,wemaygivehimjoy!Wemaygive\'emalljoy!\'criedtheoldwoman,huggingherselfwithherleanarmsinherexultation。`Nothingbutjoytouswillcomeofthatmarriage。Mindme!\'

  Thedaughterlookedatherforanexplanation。

  `Butyouarewetandtired:hungryandthirsty,\'saidtheoldwoman,hobblingtothecupboard;`andthere\'slittlehere,andlittle\'——divingdownintoherpocket,andjinglingafewhalf-penceonthetable——`littlehere。Haveyouanymoney,Alice,deary?\'

  Thecovetous,sharp,eagerfacewithwhichsheaskedthequestionandlookedon,asherdaughtertookoutofherbosomthelittlegiftshehadsolatelyreceived,toldalmostasmuchofthehistoryofthisparentandchildasthechildherselfhadtoldinwords。

  `Isthatall?\'saidthemother。

  `Ihavenomore。Ishouldnothavethis,butforcharity。\'

  `Butforcharity,eh,deary?\'saidtheoldwoman,bendinggreedilyoverthetabletolookatthemoney,whichsheappeareddistrustfulofherdaughter\'sstillretaininginherhand,andgazingon。`Humph!sixandsixistwelve,andsixeighteen——so——wemusttakethemostofit。I\'llgobuysomethingtoeatanddrink。\'

  Withgreateralacritythanmighthavebeenexpectedinoneofherappearance——forageandmiseryseemedtohavemadeherasdecrepitasugly——shebegantooccupyhertremblinghandsintyinganoldbonnetonherhead,andfoldingatornshawlaboutherself:stilleyeingthemoneyinherdaughter\'shand,withthesamesharpdesire。

  `Whatjoyistocometousofthismarriage,mother?\'askedthedaughter。`Youhavenottoldmethat。\'

  `Thejoy,\'shereplied,attiringherself,withfumblingfingers,`ofnoloveatall,andmuchprideandhate,mydeary。Thejoyofconfusionandstrifeamong\'em,proudastheyare,andofdaughter-danger,Alice!\'

  `Whatdanger?\'

  `IhaveseenwhatIhaveseen。IknowwhatIknow!\'

  chuckledthemother。`Letsomelooktoit。Letsomebeupontheirguard。

  Mygalmaykeepgoodcompanyyet!\'

  Then,seeingthatinthewonderingearnestnesswithwhichherdaughterregardedher,herhandinvoluntarilycloseduponthemoney,theoldwomanmademorespeedtosecureit,andhurriedlyadded,`butI\'llgobuysomething;I\'llgobuysomething。\'

  Asshestoodwithherhandstretchedoutbeforeherdaughter,herdaughter,glancingagainatthemoney,putittoherlipsbeforepartingwithit。

  `What,Ally!Doyoukissit?\'chuckledtheoldwoman。`That\'slikeme——I

  oftendo,Oh,it\'ssogoodtous!\'squeezingherowntarnishedhalfpenceuptoherbagofathroat,`sogoodtousineverythingbutnotcominginheaps!\'

  `Ikissit,mother,\'saidthedaughter,`orIdidthen——Idon\'tknowthatIeverdidbefore——forthegiver\'ssake。\'

  `Thegiver,eh,deary?\'retortedtheoldwoman,whosedimmedeyesglistenedasshetookit。`Aye!I\'llkissitforthegiver\'ssake,too,whenthegivercanmakeitgofarther。ButI\'llgospendit,deary。I\'llbebackdirectly。\'

  `Youseemtosayyouknowagreatdeal,mother,\'saidthedaughter,followinghertothedoorwithhereyes。`Youhavegrownverywisesinceweparted。\'

  `Know!\'croakedtheoldwoman,comingbackasteportwo,`Iknowmorethanyouthink。Iknowmorethanhethinks,deary,asI\'lltellyoubyandbye。Iknowallabouthim。\'

  Thedaughtersmiledincredulously。

  `Iknowofhisbrother,Alice,\'saidtheoldwoman,stretchingoutherneckwithaleerofmaliceabsolutelyfrightful,`whomighthavebeenwhereyouhavebeen——forstealingmoney——andwholiveswithhissister,overyonder,bythenorthroadoutofLondon。\'

  `Where?\'

  `BythenorthroadoutofLondon,deary。Youshallseethehouseifyoulike。Itan\'tmuchtoboastof,genteelashisownis。No,no,no,\'

  criedtheoldwoman,shakingherheadandlaughing;forherdaughterhadstartedup,`notnow;it\'stoofaroff;it\'sbythemilestone,wherethestonesareheaped;——to-morrow,deary,ifit\'sfine,andyouareinthehumour。ButI\'llgospend——\'

  `Stop!\'andthedaughterflungherselfuponher,withherformerpassionraginglikeafire。`Thesisterisafair-facedDevil,withbrownhair?\'

  Theoldwoman,amazedandterrified,noddedherhead。

  `Iseetheshadowofhiminherface!It\'saredhousestandingbyitself。Beforethedoorthereisasmallgreenporch。\'

  Againtheoldwomannodded。

  `InwhichIsatto-day!Givemebackthemoney。\'

  `Alice!Deary!\'

  `Givemebackthemoney,oryou\'llbehurt。\'

  Sheforceditfromtheoldwoman\'shandasshespoke,andutterlyindifferenttohercomplainingsandentreaties,threwonthegarmentsshehadtakenof,andhurriedout,withheadlongspeed。

  Themotherfollowed,limpingafterherasshecould,andexpostulatingwithnomoreeffectuponherthanuponthewindandrainanddarknessthatencompassedthem。Obdurateandfierceinherownpurpose,andindifferenttoallbesides,thedaughterdefiedtheweatherandthedistance,asifshehadknownnotravelorfatigue,andmadeforthehousewhereshehadbeenrelieved。Aftersomequarterofanhour\'swalking,theoldwoman,spentandoutofbreath,venturedtoholdbyherskirts;butsheventurednomore,andtheytravelledoninsilencethroughthewetandgloom。Ifthemothernowandthenutteredawordofcomplaint,shestifleditlestherdaughtershouldbreakawayfromherandleaveherbehind;andthedaughterwasdumb。

  Itwaswithinanhourorsoofmidnight,whentheylefttheregularstreetsbehindthem,andenteredonthedeepergloomofthatneutralgroundwherethehousewassituated。Thetownlayinthedistance,luridandlowering;

  thebleakwindhowledovertheopenspace;allaroundwasblack,wild,desolate。

  `Thisisafitplaceforme!\'saidthedaughter,stoppingtolookback。`Ithoughtso,whenIwasherebefore,to-day。\'

  `Alice,mydeary,\'criedthemother,pullinghergentlybytheskirt。`Alice!\'

  `Whatnow,mother?\'

  `Don\'tgivethemoneyback,mydarling;pleasedon\'t。Wecan\'taffordit。Wewantsupper,deary。Moneyismoney,whoevergivesit。Saywhatyouwill,butkeepthemoney。\'

  `Seethere!\'wasallthedaughter\'sanswer。`ThatisthehouseImean。Isthatit?\'

  Theoldwomannoddedintheaffirmative;andafewmorepacesbroughtthemtothethreshold。TherewasthelightoffireandcandleintheroomwhereAlicehadsattodryherclothes;andonherknockingatthedoor,JohnCarkerappearedfromthatroom。

  Hewassurprisedtoseesuchvisitorsatsuchanhour,andaskedAlicewhatshewanted。

  `Iwantyoursister,\'shesaid。`Thewomanwhogavememoneyto-day。\'

  Atthesoundofherraisedvoice,Harrietcameout。

  `Oh!\'saidAlice。`Youarehere!Doyourememberme?\'

  `Yes,\'sheanswered,wondering。

  Thefacethathadhumbleditselfbeforeher,lookedonhernowwithsuchinvinciblehatredanddefiance;andthehandthathadgentlytouchedherarm,wasclenchedwithsuchashowofevilpurpose,asifitwouldgladlystrangleher;thatshedrewclosetoherbrotherforprotection。

  `ThatIcouldspeakwithyou,andnotknowyou!ThatIcouldcomenearyou,andnotfeelwhatbloodwasrunninginyourveins,bythetinglingofmyown!\'saidAlice,withamenacinggesture。

  `Whatdoyoumean?WhathaveIdone?\'

  `Done!\'returnedtheother。`Youhavesatmebyyourfire;youhavegivenmefoodandmoney;youhavebestowedyourcompassiononme!

  You!whosenameIspitupon!\'

  Theoldwoman,withamalevolencethatmadeheruglinessquiteawful,shookherwitheredhandatthebrotherandsisterinconfirmationofherdaughter,butpluckedherbytheskirtsagain,nevertheless,imploringhertokeepthemoney。

  `IfIdroppedatearuponyourhand,mayitwitheritup!IfIspokeagentlewordinyourhearing,mayitdeafenyou!IfItouchedyouwithmylips,maythetouchbepoisontoyou!Acurseuponthisroofthatgavemeshelter!Sorrowandshameuponyourhead!Ruinuponallbelongingtoyou!\'

  Asshesaidthewords,shethrewthemoneydownupontheground,andspurneditwithherfoot。

  `Itreaditinthedust:Iwouldn\'ttakeitifitpavedmywaytoHeaven!Iwouldthebleedingfootthatbroughtmehereto-day,hadrottedoff,beforeitledmetoyourhouse!\'

  Harriet,paleandtrembling,restrainedherbrother,andsufferedhertogoonuninterrupted。

  `ItwaswellthatIshouldbepitiedandforgivenbyyou,oranyoneofyourname,inthefirsthourofmyreturn!Itwaswellthatyoushouldactthekindgoodladytome!I\'llthankyouwhenIdie;I\'llprayforyou,andallyourrace,youmaybesure!\'

  Withafierceactionofherhand,asifshesprinkledhatredontheground,andwithitdevotedthosewhowerestandingtheretodestruction,shelookeduponceattheblacksky,andstrodeoutintothewildnight。

  Themother,whohadpluckedatherskirtsagainandagaininvain,andhadeyedthemoneylyingonthethresholdwithanabsorbinggreedthatseemedtoconcentrateherfacultiesuponit,wouldhaveprowledabout,untilthehousewasdark,andthengropedinthemireonthechanceofrepossessingherselfofit。Butthedaughterdrewheraway,andtheysetforth,straight,ontheirreturntotheirdwelling;theoldwomanwhimperingandbemoaningtheirlossupontheroad,arefretfullybewailing,asopenlyasshedared,theundutifulconductofherhandsomegirlindeprivingherofasupper,ontheveryfirstnightoftheirreunion。

  Supperlesstobedshewent,savingforafewcoarsefragments;

  andthoseshesatmumblingandmunchingoverascrapoffire,longafterherundutifuldaughterlayasleep。

  Werethismiserablemother,andthismiserabledaughter,onlythereductiontotheirlowestgrade,ofcertainsocialvicessometimesprevailinghigherup?Inthisroundworldofmanycircleswithincircles,dowemakeawearyjourneyfromthehighgradetothelow,tofindatlastthattheylieclosetogether,thatthetwoextremestouch,andthatourjourney\'sendisbutourstarting-place?Allowingforgreatdifferenceofstuffandtexture,wasthepatternofthiswoofrepeatedamonggentlebloodatall?

  Say,EdithDombey!AndCleopatra,bestofmothers,letushaveyourtestimony!

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter35[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXXVTheHappyPairTHEdarkblotonthestreetisgone。Mr。Dombey\'smansion,ifitbeagapamongtheotherhousesanylonger,isonlysobecauseitisnottobeviedwithinitsbrightness,andhaughtilycaststhemoff。Thesayingis,thathomeishome,beitneversohomely。Ifitholdgoodintheoppositecontingency,andhomeishomebeitneversostately,whatanaltartotheHouseholdGodsisraiseduphere!

  Lightsaresparklinginthewindowsthisevening,andtheruddyglowoffiresiswarmandbrightuponthehangingsandsoftcarpets,andthedinnerwaitstobeserved,andthedinnertableishandsomelysetforth,thoughonlyforfourpersons,andthesideboardiscumbrouswithplate。

  Itisthefirsttimethatthehousehasbeenarrangedforoccupationsinceitslatechanges,andthehappypairarelookedforeveryminute。

  Onlysecondtotheweddingmorning,intheinterestandexpectationitengendersamongthehousehold,isthiseveningofthecominghome。Mrs。

  Perchisinthekitchentakingtea;andhasmadethetouroftheestablishment,andpricedthesilksanddamasksbytheyard,andexhaustedeveryinterjectioninthedictionaryandoutofitexpressiveofadmirationandwonder。Theupholsterer\'sforeman,whohaslefthishat,withapocket-handkerchiefinit,bothsmellingstronglyofvarnish,underachairinthehall,lurksaboutthehouse,gazingupwardsatthecornices,anddownwardatthecarpets,andoccasionally,inasilenttransportofenjoyment,takingaruleoutofhispocket,andskirmishinglymeasuringexpensiveobjects,withunutterablefeelings。Cookisinhighspirits,andsaysgiveheraplacewherethere\'splentyofcompanyasshe\'llbetyousixpencetherewillbenow,forsheisofalivelydisposition,andshealwayswasfromachild,andshedon\'tmindwhoknowsit;whichsentimentelicitsfromthebreastofMrs。Percharesponsivemurmurofsupportandapprobation。Allthehousemaidhopesis,happinessfor\'em——butmarriageisalottery,andthemoreshethinksaboutit,themoreshefeelstheindependenceandthesafetyofasinglelife。Mr。Towlinsonissaturnineandgrim,andsaysthat\'shisopiniontoo,andgivehimWarbesides,anddownwiththeFrench——forthisyoungmanhasageneralimpressionthateveryforeignerisaFrenchmanandmustbebythelawsofnature。

  Ateachnewsoundofwheels,theyallstop,whatevertheyaresaying,andlisten;andmorethanoncethereisageneralstartingupandacryof`Heretheyare!\'Butheretheyarenotyet;andCookbeginstomournoverthedinner,whichhasbeenputbacktwice,andtheupholsterer\'sforemanstillgoeslurkingabouttherooms,undisturbedinhisblissfulreverie!

  Florenceisreadytoreceiveherfatherandhernewmama。Whethertheemotionsthatarethrobbinginherbreastoriginateinpleasureorinpain,shehardlyknows。Buttheflutteringheartsendsaddedcolourtohercheeks,andbrightnesstohereyes;andtheysaydownstairs,drawingtheirheadstogether——fortheyalwaysspeaksoftlywhentheyspeakofher——howbeautifulMissFlorencelooksto-night,andwhatasweetyoungladyshehasgrown,poordear!Apausesucceeds;andthenCook,feeling,aspresident,thathersentimentsarewaitedfor,wonderswhether——andtherestops。Thehousemaidwonderstoo,andsodoesMrs。Perch,whohasthehappysocialfacultyofalwayswonderingwhenotherpeoplewonder,withoutbeingatallparticularwhatshewondersat。Mr。Towlinson,whonowdescriesanopportunityofbringingdownthespiritsoftheladiestohisownlevel,sayswaitandsee;hewishessomepeoplewerewelloutofthis。Cookleadsasighthen,andamurmurof`Ah,it\'sastrangeworld,itisindeed!\'

  andwhenithasgoneroundthetable,addspersuasively,`butMissFlorencecan\'twellbetheworseforanychange,Tom。\'Mr。Towlinson\'srejoinder,pregnantwithfrightfulmeaning,is`Oh,can\'tshethough!\'andsensiblethatameremancanscarcelybemoreprophetic,orimproveuponthat,heholdshispeace。

  Mrs。Skewton,preparedtogreetherdarlingdaughteranddearson-in-lawwithopenarms,isappropriatelyattiredforthatpurposeinaveryyouthfulcostume,withshortsleeves。Atpresent,however,herripecharmsarebloomingintheshadeofherownapartments,whenceshehasnotemergedsinceshetookpossessionofthemafewhoursago,andwheresheisfastgrowingfretful,onaccountofthepostponementofdinner。

  Themaidwhooughttobeaskeleton,butisintruthabuxomdamsel,is,ontheotherhand,inamostamiablestate:consideringherquarterlystipendmuchsaferthanheretofore,andforeseeingagreatimprovementinherboardandlodging。

  Wherearethehappypair,forwhomthisbravehomeiswaiting?

  Dosteam,tide,wind,andhorses,allabatetheirspeed,tolingeronsuchhappiness?Doestheswarmoflovesandgraceshoveringaboutthemretardtheirprogressbyitsnumbers?Aretheresomanyflowersintheirhappypath,thattheycanscarcelymovealong,withoutentanglementinthornlessroses,andsweetestbriar?

  Theyarehereatlast!Thenoiseofwheelsisheard,growslouder,andacarriagedrivesuptothedoor!AthunderingknockfromtheobnoxiousforeigneranticipatestherushofMr。Towlinsonandpartytoopenit;andMr。Dombeyandhisbridealight,andwalkinarminarm。

  `MysweetestEdith!\'criesanagitatedvoiceuponthestairs。

  `MydearestDombey!\'andtheshortsleeveswreaththemselvesaboutthehappycoupleinturn,andembracethem。

  Florencehadcomedowntothehalltoo,butdidnotadvance:reservinghertimidwelcomeuntiltheseneareranddearertransportsshouldsubside。

  ButtheeyesofEdithsoughtherout,uponthethreshold;anddismissinghersensitiveparentwithaslightkissonthecheek,shehurriedontoFlorenceandembracedher。

  `Howdoyoudo,Florence?\'saidMr。Dombey,puttingouthishand。

  AsFlorence,trembling,raisedittoherlips,shemethisglance。

  Thelookwascoldanddistantenough,butitstirredherhearttothinkthatsheobservedinitsomethingmoreofinterestthanhehadevershownbefore。Itevenexpressedakindoffaintsurprise,andnotadisagreeablesurprise,atsightofher。Shedarednotraisehereyestohisanymore;

  butshefeltthathelookedatheronceagain,andhotlessfavourably。

  Ohwhatathrillofjoyshotthroughher,awakenedbyeventhisintangibleandbaselessconfirmationofherhopethatshewouldlearntowinhim,throughhernewandbeautifulmama!

  `Youwillnotbelongdressing,Mrs。Dombey,Ipresume?\'saidMr。Dombey。

  `Ishallbereadyimmediately。\'

  `Letthemsendupdinnerinaquarterofanhour。\'

  WiththatMr。Dombeystalkedawaytohisowndressingroom,andMrs。Dombeywentupstairstohers。Mrs。SkewtonandFlorencerepairedtothedrawing-room,wherethatexcellentmotherconsidereditincumbentonhertoshedafewirrepressibletears,supposedtobeforcedfromherbyherdaughter\'sfelicity;andwhichshewasstilldrying,verygingerly,withalacedcornerofherpocket-handkerchief,whenherson-in-lawappeared。

  `Andhow,mydearestDombey,didyoufindthatdelightfullestofcities,Paris?\'sheasked,subduingheremotion。

  `Itwascold,\'returnedMr。Dombey。

  `Gayasever,\'saidMrs。Skewton,`ofcourse。\'

  `Notparticularly。Ithoughtitdull,\'saidMr。Dombey。

  `Fie,mydearestDombey!\'archly;`dull!\'

  `Itmadethatimpressionuponme,madam,\'saidMr。Dombey,withgravepoliteness。`IbelieveMrs。Dombeyfounditdulltoo。Shementionedonceortwicethatshethoughtitso。\'

  `Why,younaughtygirl!\'criedMrs。Skewton,rallyingherdearchild,whonowentered,`whatdreadfullyhereticalthingshaveyoubeensayingaboutParis?\'

  Edithraisedhereyebrowswithanairofweariness;andpassingthefolding-doorswhichwerethrownopentodisplaythesuiteofroomsintheirnewandhandsomegarniture,andbarelyglancingatthemasshepassed,satdownbyFlorence。

  `MydearDombey,\'saidMrs。Skewton,`howcharminglythesepeoplehavecarriedouteveryideathatwehinted。Theyhavemadeaperfectpalaceofthehouse,positively。\'

  `Itishandsome,\'saidMr。Dombey,lookinground。`Idirectedthatnoexpenseshouldbespared;andallthatmoneycoulddo,hasbeendone,Ibelieve。\'

  `Andwhatcanitnotdo,dearDombey?\'observedCleopatra。

  `Itispowerful,madam,\'saidMr。Dombey。

  Helookedinhissolemnwaytowardshiswife,butnotawordsaidshe。

  `Ihope,Mrs。Dombey,\'addressingherafteramoment\'ssilence,withespecialdistinctness;`thatthesealterationsmeetwithyourapproval?\'

  `Theyareashandsomeastheycanbe,\'shereturned,withhaughtycarelessness。`Theyshouldbeso,ofcourse。AndIsupposetheyare。\'

  Anexpressionofscornwashabitualtotheproudface,andseemedinseparablefromit;butthecontemptwithwhichitreceivedanyappealtoadmiration,respect,orconsiderationonthegroundofhisriches,nomatterhowslightorordinaryinitself,wasanewanddifferentexpression,unequalledinintensitybyanyotherofwhichitwascapable。WhetherMr。

  Dombey,wrappedinhisowngreatness,wasatallawareofthis,orno,therehadnotbeenwantingopportunitiesalreadyforhiscompleteenlightenment;

  andatthatmomentitmighthavebeeneffectedbytheoneglanceofthedarkeyethatlightedonhim,afterithadrapidlyandscornfullysurveyedthethemeofhisself-glorification。Hemighthavereadinthatoneglancethatnothingthathiswealthcoulddo,thoughitwereincreasedtenthousandfold,couldwinhimforitsownsake,onelookofsoftenedrecognitionfromthedefiantwoman,linkedtohim,butarrayedwithherwholesoulagainsthim。Hemighthavereadinthatoneglancethatevenforitssordidandmercenaryinfluenceuponherself,shespurnedit,whilesheclaimeditsutmostpowerasherright,herbargain——asthebaseandworthlessrecompenseforwhichshehadbecomehiswife。Hemighthavereadinitthat,everbaringherownheadforthelightningofherowncontemptandpridetostrike,themostinnocentallusiontothepowerofhisrichesdegradedheranew,sunkherdeeperinherownrespect,andmadetheblightandwastewithinhermorecomplete。

  Butdinnerwasannounced,andMr。DombeyleddownCleopatra;Edithandhisdaughterfollowing。Sweepingpastthegoldandsilverdemonstrationonthesideboardasifitwereheaped-updirt,anddeigningtobestownolookupontheeleganciesaroundher,shetookherplaceathisboardforthefirsttime,andsat,likeastatue,atthefeast。

  Mr。Dombey,beingagooddealinthestatuewayhimself,waswellenoughpleasedtoseehishandsomewifeimmovableandproudandcold。Herdeportmentbeingalwayselegantandgraceful,thisasageneralbehaviorwasagreeableandcongenialtohim。Presiding,therefore,withhisaccustomeddignity,andnotatallreflectingonhiswifebyanywarmthorhilarityofhisown,heperformedhisshareofthehonoursofthetablewithacoolsatisfaction;andtheinstallationdinner,thoughnotregardeddownstairsasagreatsuccess,orverypromisingbeginning,passedoff,above,inasufficientlypolite,genteel,andfrostymanner。

  Soonaftertea,Mrs。Skewton,whoaffectedtobequiteovercomeandwornoutbyheremotionsofhappiness,arisinginthecontemplationofherdearchildunitedtothemanofherheart,butwho,thereisreasontosuppose,foundthisfamilypartysomewhatdull,assheyawnedforonehourcontinuallybehindherfan,retiredtobed。Edith,also,silentlywithdrewandcamebacknomore。Thus,ithappenedthatFlorence,whohadbeenupstairstohavesomeconversationwithDiogenes,returningtothedrawing-roomwithherlittlework-basket,foundnoonetherebutherfather,whowaswalkingtoandfro,indrearymagnificence。

  `Ibegyourpardon。ShallIgoaway,papa?\'saidFlorencefaintly,hesitatingatthedoor。

  `No,\'returnedMr。Dombey,lookingroundoverhisshoulder;`youcancomeandgohere,Florence,asyouplease。Thisisnotmyprivateroom。\'

  Florenceentered,andsatdownatadistantlittletablewithherwork:findingherselfforthefirsttimeinherlife——fortheveryfirsttimewithinhermemoryfromherinfancytothathour——alonewithherfather,ashiscompanion。She,hisnaturalcompanion,hisonlychild,whoinherlonelylifeandgriefhadknownthesufferingofabreakingheart;who,inherrejectedlove,hadneverbreathedhisnametoGodatnight,butwithatearfulblessing,heavieronhimthanacurse;whohadprayedtodieyoung,soshemightonlydieinhisarms;whohad,allthrough,repaidtheagonyofslightandcoldness,anddislike,withpatientunexactinglove,excusinghim,andpleadingforhim,likehisbetterangel!

  Shetrembled,andhereyesweredim。Hisfigureseemedtogrowinheightandbulkbeforeherashepacedtheroom:nowitwasallblurredandindistinct;nowclearagain,andplain;andnowsheseemedtothinkthatthishadhappened,justthesame,amultitudeofyearsago。Sheyearnedtowardshim,andyetshrunkfromhisapproach。Unnaturalemotioninachild,innocentofwrong!Unnaturalthehandthathaddirectedthesharpplough,whichfurroweduphergentlenatureforthesowingofitsseeds!

  Bentuponnotdistressingoroffendinghimbyherdistress,Florencecontrolledherself,andsatquietlyatherwork。Afterafewmoreturnsacrossandacrosstheroom,heleftoffpacingit;andwithdrawingintoashadowycorneratsomedistance,wheretherewasaneasychair,coveredhisheadwithahandkerchief,andcomposedhimselftosleep。

  ItwasenoughforFlorencetosittherewatchinghim;turninghereyestowardshischairfromtimetotime;watchinghimwithherthoughts,whenherfacewasintentuponherwork;andsorrowfullygladtothinkthathecouldsleep,whileshewasthere,andthathewasnotmaderestlessbyherstrangeandlong-forbiddenpresence。

  Whatwouldhavebeenherthoughtsifshehadknownthathewassteadilyregardingher;thattheveiluponhisface,byaccidentorbydesign,wassoadjustedthathissightwasfree,andthatitneverwanderedfromherfaceaninstant!Thatwhenshelookedtowardshim,intheobscuredarkcorner,herspeakingeyes,moreearnestandpatheticintheirvoicelessspeechthanalltheoratorsofalltheworld,andimpeachinghimmorenearlyintheirmuteaddress,methis,anddidnotknowit!Thatwhenshebentherheadagainoverherwork,hedrewhisbreathmoreeasily,butwiththesameattentionlookeduponherstill——uponherwhitebrowandherfallinghair,andbusyhands;andonceattracted,seemedtohavenopowertoturnhiseyesaway!

  Andwhatwerehisthoughtsmeanwhile?Withwhatemotionsdidheprolongtheattentivegazecovertlydirectedonhisunknowndaughter?Wastherereproachtohiminthequietfigureandthemildeyes?Hadhebeguntofeelherdisregardedclaims,anddidtheytouchhimhomeatlast,andwakenhimtosomesenseofhiscruelinjustice?

  Thereareyieldingmomentsinthelivesofthesternestandharshestmen,thoughsuchmenoftenkeeptheirsecretwell。Thesightofherinherbeauty,almostchangedintoawomanwithouthisknowledge,mayhavestruckoutsomesuchmomentseveninhislifeofpride。Somepassingthoughtthathehadhadahappyhomewithinhisreach——hadhadahouseholdspiritbendingathisfeet——hadoverlookeditinhisstiffneckedsullenarrogance,andwanderedawayandlosthimself,mayhaveengenderedthem。Somesimpleeloquencedistinctlyheard,thoughonlyutteredinhereyes,unconsciousthathereadthem,as`Bythedeath-bedsIhavetended,bythechildhoodIhavesuffered,byourmeetinginthisdrearyhouseatmidnight,bythecrywrungfrommeintheanguishofmyheart,oh,father,turntomeandseekarefugeinmylovebeforeitistoolate!\'mayhavearrestedthem。

  Meanerandlowerthoughts,asthathisdeadboywasnowsupersededbynewties,andhecouldforgivethehavingbeensupplantedinhisaffection,mayhaveoccasionedthem。Themereassociationofherasanornament,withalltheornamentandpompabouthim,mayhavebeensufficient。Butashelooked,hesoftenedtoher,moreandmore。Ashelooked,shebecameblendedwiththechildhehadloved,andhecouldhardlyseparatethetwo。Ashelooked,hesawherforaninstantbyaclearerandabrighterlight,notbendingoverthatchild\'spillowashisrival——monstrousthought——butasthespiritofhishome,andintheactiontendinghimselfnoless,ashesatoncemorewithhisbowed-downheaduponhishandatthefootofthelittlebed。Hefeltinclinedtospeaktoher,andcallhertohim。Thewords`Florence,comehere!\'wererisingtohislips——butslowlyandwithdifficulty,theyweresoverystrange——whentheywerecheckedandstifledbyafootsteponthestair。

  Itwashiswife\'s。Shehadexchangedherdinnerdressforalooserobe,andunboundherhair,whichfellfreelyaboutherneck。Butthiswasnotthechangeinherthatstartledhim。

  `Florence,dear,\'shesaid,`Ihavebeenlookingforyoueverywhere。\'

  AsshesatdownbythesideofFlorence,shestoopedandkissedherhand。Hehardlyknewhiswife。Shewassochanged。Itwasnotmerelythathersmilewasnewtohim——thoughthathehadneverseen:buthermanner,thetoneofhervoice,thelightofhereyes,theinterest,andconfidence,andwinningwishtoplease,expressedinall——thiswasnotEdith。

  `Softly,dearMama。Papaisasleep。\'

  ItwasEdithnow。Shelookedtowardsthecornerwherehewas,andheknewthatfaceandmannerverywell。

  `Iscarcelythoughtyoucouldbehere,Florence。\'

  Again,howalteredandhowsoftened,inaninstant!

  `Ilefthereearly,\'pursuedEdith,`purposelytositupstairsandtalkwithyou。But,goingtoyourroom,Ifoundmybirdwasflown,andIhavebeenwaitingthereeversince,expectingitsreturn。\'

  Ifithadbeenabird,indeed,shecouldnothavetakenitmoretenderlyandgentlytoherbreast,thanshedidFlorence。

  `Come,dear!\'

  `Papawillnotexpecttofindme,Isuppose,whenhewakes,\'hesitatedFlorence。

  `Doyouthinkhewill,Florence?\'saidEdith,lookingfulluponher。

  Florencedroopedherhead,androse,andputupherworkbasket。

  Edithdrewherhandthroughherarm,andtheywentoutoftheroomlikesisters。Herverystepwasdifferentandnewtohim,Mr。Dombeythought,ashiseyesfollowedhertothedoor。

  Hesatinhisshadowycornersolong,thatthechurchclocksstruckthehourthreetimesbeforehemovedthatnight。AllthatwhilehisfacewasstillintentuponthespotwhereFlorencehadbeenseated。Theroomgrewdarker,asthecandleswanedandwentout;butadarknessgatheredonhisface,exceedinganythatthenightcouldcast,andrestedthere。

  FlorenceandEdith,seatedbeforethefireintheremoteroomwherelittlePaulhaddied,talkedtogetherforalongtime。Diogenes,whowasoftheparty,hadatfirstobjectedtotheadmissionofEdith,and,evenindeferencetohismistress\'swish,hadonlypermitteditundergrowlingprotest。But,emergingbylittleandlittlefromtheante-room,whitherhehadretiredindudgeon,hesoonappearedtocomprehend,thatwiththemostamiableintensionshehadmadeoneofthosemistakeswhichwilloccasionallyariseinthebest-regulateddogs\'minds;asafriendlyapologyforwhichhestuckhimselfuponendbetweenthetwo,inaveryhotplaceinfrontofthefire,andsatpantingatit,withhistongueout,andamostimbecileexpressionofcountenance,listeningtotheconversation。

  Itturned,atfirst,onFlorence\'sbooksandfavouritepursuits,andonthemannerinwhichshehadbeguiledtheintervalsincethemarriage。

  Thelastthemeopeneduptoherasubjectwhichlayverynearherheart,andshesaid,withthetearsstartingtohereyes:

  `Oh,Mama!Ihavehadagreatsorrowsincethatday。\'

  `Youagreatsorrow,Florence!\'

  `Yes。PoorWalterisdrowned。\'

  Florencespreadherhandsbeforeherface,andweptwithallherheart。ManyaswerethesecrettearswhichWalter\'sfatehadcosther,theyflowedyet,whenshethoughtorspokeofhim。

  `Buttellme,dear,\'saidEdith,soothingher。`WhowasWalter?

  Whatwashetoyou?\'

  `Hewasmybrother,Mama。AfterdearPauldied,wesaidwewouldbebrotherandsister。Ihadknownhimalongtime——fromalittlechild。

  HeknewPaul,wholikedhimverymuch;Paulsaid,almostatthelast,`TakecareofWalter,dearpapa!Iwasfondofhim!\'Walterhadbeenbroughtintoseehim,andwastherethen——inthisroom。\'

  `AnddidhetakecareofWalter?\'inquiredEdith,sternly。

  `Papa?Heappointedhimtogoabroad。Hewasdrownedinshipwreckonhisvoyage,\'saidFlorence,sobbing。

  `Doesheknowthatheisdead?\'askedEdith。

  `Icannottell,Mama。Ihavenomeansofknowing。DearMama!\'

  criedFlorence,clingingtoherasforhelp,andhidingherfaceuponherbosom,`Iknowthatyouhaveseen——\'

  `Stay!Stop,Florence。\'Edithturnedsopale,andspokesoearnestly,thatFlorencedidnotneedherrestraininghanduponherlips。`TellmeallaboutWalterfirst;letmeunderstandthishistoryallthrough。\'

  Florencerelatedit,andeverythingbelongingtoit,evendowntothefriendshipofMr。Toots,ofwhomshecouldhardlyspeakinherdistresswithoutatearfulsmile,althoughshewasdeeplygratefultohim。Whenshehadconcludedheraccount,tothewholeofwhichEdith,holdingherhand,listenedwithcloseattention,andwhenasilencehadsucceeded,Edithsaid:

  `WhatisitthatyouknowIhaveseen,Florence?\'

  `ThatIamnot,\'saidFlorence,withthesamemuteappeal,andthesamequickconcealmentofherfaceasbefore,`thatIamnotafavouritechild,Mama。Ineverhavebeen。Ihaveneverknownhowtobe。Ihavemissedtheway,andhadnoonetoshowittome。Oh,letmelearnfromyouhowtobecomedearertoPapa。Teachme!you,whocansowell!\'andclingingclosetoher,withsomebrokenferventwordsofgratitudeandendearment,Florence,relivedofhersadsecret,weptlong,butnotaspainfullyasofyore,withintheencirclingarmsofhernewmother。

  Paleeventoherlips,andwithafacethatstroveforcomposureuntilitsproudbeautywasasfixedasdeath,Edithlookeddownupontheweepinggirl,andoncekissedher。Thengraduallydisengagingherself,andputtingFlorenceaway,shesaid,stately,andquietasamarbleimage,andinavoicethatdeepenedasshespoke,buthadnoothertokenofemotioninit:

  `Florence,youdonotknowme!Heavenforbidthatyoushouldlearnfromme!\'

  `Notlearnfromyou?\'repeatedFlorence,insurprise。

  `ThatIshouldteachyouhowtolove,orbeloved,Heavenforbid!\'

  saidEdith。`Ifyoucouldteachme,thatwerebetter;butitistoolate。

  Youaredeartome,Florence。Ididnotthinkthatanythingcouldeverbesodeartome,asyouareinthislittletime。\'

  ShesawthatFlorencewouldhavespokenhere,socheckedherwithherhand,andwenton。

  `Iwillbeyourtruefriendalways。Iwillcherishyou,asmuch,ifnotaswellasanyoneinthisworldcould。Youmaytrustinme——IknowitandIsayit,dear,——withthewholeconfidenceevenofyourpureheart。

  Therearehostsofwomenwhomhemighthavemarried,betterandtruerinallotherrespectsthanIam,Florence;butthereisnotonewhocouldcomehere,hiswife,whoseheartcouldbeatwithgreatertruthtoyouthanminedoes。\'

  `Iknowit,dearMama!\'criedFlorence。`FromthatfirstmosthappydayIhaveknownit。\'

  `Mosthappyday!\'Edithseemedtorepeatthewordsinvoluntarily,andwenton。`Thoughthemeritisnotmine,forIthoughtlittleofyouuntilIsawyou,lettheundeservedrewardbemineinyourtrustandlove。

  Andinthis——inthis,Florence;onthefirstnightofmytakingupmyabodehere;IamledonasitisbestIshouldbe,tosayitforthefirstandlasttime。\'

  Florence,withoutknowingwhy,feltalmostafraidtohearherproceed,butkepthereyesrivetedonthebeautifulfacesofixeduponherown。

  `Neverseektofindinme,\'saidEdith,layingherhanduponherbreast,`whatisnothere。Neverifyoucanhelpit,Florence,fallofffrommebecauseitisnothere。Littlebylittleyouwillknowmebetter,andthetimewillcomewhenyouwillknowme,asIknowmyself。Then,beaslenienttomeasyoucan,anddonotturntobitternesstheonlysweetremembranceIshallhave。\'

  ThetearsthatwerevisibleinhereyesasshekeptthemfixedonFlorence,showedthatthecomposedfacewasbutasahandsomemask;

  butshepreservedit,andcontinued:

  `Ihaveseenwhatyousay,andknowhowtrueitis。Butbelieveme——youwillsoon,ifyoucannotnow——thereisnooneonthisearthlessqualifiedtosetitrightorhelpyou,Florence,thanI。Neveraskmewhy,orspeaktomeaboutitorofmyhusband,more。Thereshouldbe,sofar,asdivision,andasilencebetweenustwo,likethegraveitself。\'

  Shesatforsometimesilent;Florencescarcelyventuringtobreathemeanwhile,asdimandimperfectshadowsofthetruth,andallitsdailyconsequences,chasedeachotherthroughherterrified,yetincredulousimagination。Almostassoonasshehadceasedtospeak,Edith\'sfacebegantosubsidefromitssetcomposuretothatquieterandmorerelentingaspect,whichitusuallyworewhensheandFlorencewerealonetogether。Sheshadedit,afterthischange,withherhands;andwhenshearose,andwithanaffectionateembracebadeFlorencegoodnight,wentquickly,andwithoutlookinground。

  ButwhenFlorencewasinbed,andtheroomwasdarkexceptfortheglowofthefire,Edithreturned,andsayingthatshecouldnotsleep,andthatherdressing-roomwaslonely,drewachairuponthehearth,andwatchedtheembersastheydiedaway。Florencewatchedthemtoofromherbed,untilthey,andthenoblefigurebeforethem,crownedwithitsflowinghair,andinitsthoughtfuleyesreflectingbacktheirlight,becameconfusedandindistinct,andfinallywerelostinslumber。

  Inhersleep,however,Florencecouldnotloseanundefinedimpressionofwhathadsorecentlypassed。Itformedthesubjectofherdreams,andhauntedher;nowinoneshape,nowinanother;butalwaysoppressively;

  andwithasenseoffear。Shedreamedofseekingherfatherinwildernesses,offollowinghistrackupfearfulheights,anddownintodeepminesandcaverns;ofbeingchargedwithsomethingthatwouldreleasehimfromextraordinarysuffering——sheknewnotwhat,orwhy——yetneverbeingabletoattainthegoalandsethimfree。Thenshesawhimdead,uponthatverybed,andinthatveryroom,andknewthathehadneverlovedhertothelast,andfelluponhiscoldbreast,passionatelyweeping。Thenaprospectopened,andariverflowed,andaplaintivevoicesheknew,cried,`Itisrunningon,Floy!Ithasneverstopped!Youaremovingwithit!\'Andshesawhimatadistancestretchingouthisarmstowardsher,whileafiguresuchasWalter\'susedtobe,stoodnearhim,awfullysereneandstill。Ineveryvision,Edithcameandwent,sometimestoherjoy,sometimestohersorrow,untiltheywerealonguponthebrinkofadarkgrave,andEdithpointingdown,shelookedandsaw——what!——anotherEdithlyingatthebottom。

  Intheterrorofthisdream,shecriedoutandawoke,shethought。

  Asoftvoiceseemedtowhisperinherear,`Florence,dearFlorence,itisnothingbutadream!\'andstretchingoutherarms,shereturnedthecaressofhernewmama,whothenwentoutatthedoorinthelightofthegreymorning。Inamoment,Florencesatupwonderingwhetherthishadreallytakenplaceornot;butshewasonlycertainthatitwasgreymorningindeed,andthattheblackenedashesofthefirewereonthehearth,andthatshewasalone。

  Sopassedthenightonwhichthehappypaircamehome。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter36[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXXVIHousewarmingMANYsucceedingdayspassedinlikemanner;exceptthattherewerenumerousvisitsreceivedandpaid,andthatMrs。Skewtonheldlittleleveesinherownapartments,atwhichMajorBagstockwasafrequentattendant,andthatFlorenceencounterednosecondlookfromherfather,althoughshesawhimeveryday。Norhadshemuchcommunicationinwordswithhernewmama,whowasimperiousandproudtoallthehousebuther——Florencecouldnotbutobservethat——andwho,althoughshealwayssentforherorwenttoherwhenshecamehomefromvisiting,andwouldalwaysgointoherroomatnight,beforeretiringtorest,howeverlatethehour,andneverlostanopportunityofbeingwithher,wasoftenhersilentandthoughtfulcompanionforalongtimetogether。

  Florence,whohadhopedforsomuchfromthismarriage,couldnothelpsometimescomparingthebrighthousewiththefadeddrearyplaceoutofwhichithadarisen,andwonderingwhen,inanyshape,itwouldbegintobeahome;forthatitwasnohomethen,foranyone,thougheverythingwentonluxuriouslyandregularly,shehadalwaysasecretmisgiving。Manyanhourofsorrowfulreflectionbydayandnight,andmanyatearofblightedhope,Florencebestowedupontheassurancehernewmamahadgivenhersostrongly,thattherewasnooneontheearthmorepowerlessthanherselftoteachherhowtowinherfather\'sheart。AndsoonFlorencebegantothink——resolvedtothinkwouldbethetruerphrase——thatasnooneknewsowell,howhopelessofbeingsubduedorchangedherfather\'scoldnesstoherwas,soshehadgivenherthiswarning,andforbiddenthesubjectinverycompassion。Unselfishhere,asinhereveryactandfancy,Florencepreferredtobearthepainofthisnewwound,ratherthanencourageanyfaintforeshadowingsofthetruthasitconcernedherfather;tenderofhim,eveninherwanderingthoughts。Asforhishome,shehopeditwouldbecomeabetterone,whenitsstateofnoveltyandtransitionshouldbeover;andforherself,thoughtlittleandlamentedless。

  Ifnoneofthenewfamilywereparticularlyathomeinprivate,itwasresolvedthatMrs。Dombeyatleastshouldbeathomeinpublic,withoutdelay。Aseriesofentertainmentsincelebrationofthelatenuptials,andincultivationofsociety,werearranged,chieflybyMr。DombeyandMrs。Skewton;anditwassettledthatthefestiveproceedingsshouldcommencebyMrs。Dombey\'sbeingathomeuponacertainevening,andbyMr。andMrs。

  Dombey\'srequestingthehonourofthecompanyofagreatmanyincongruouspeopletodinneronthesameday。

  Accordingly,Mr。Dombeyproducedalistofsundryeasternmagnateswhoweretobebiddentothisfeastonhisbehalf;towhichMrs。Skewton,actingforherdearestchild,whowashaughtilycarelessonthesubject,subjoinedawesternlist,comprisingCousinFeenix,notyetreturnedtoBaden-Baden,greatlytothedetrimentofhispersonalestate;andavarietyofmothsofvariousdegreesandages,whohad,atvarioustimes,flutteredroundthelightofherfairdaughter,orherself,withoutanylastinginjurytotheirwings。Florencewasenrolledasamemberofthedinner-party,byEdith\'scommand——elicitedbyamoment\'sdoubtandhesitationonthepartofMrs。Skewton;andFlorence,withawonderingheart,andwithaquickinstinctivesenseofeverythingthatgratedonherfatherintheleast,tookhersilentshareintheproceedingsoftheday。

  TheproceedingscommencedbyMr。Dombey,inacravatofextraordinaryheightandstiffness,walkingrestlesslyaboutthedrawing-roomuntilthehourappointedfordinner;punctualtowhich,anEastIndiaDirector,ofimmensewealth,inawaistcoatapparentlyconstructedinserviceabledealbysomeplaincarpenter,butreallyengenderedinthetailor\'sart,andcomposedofthematerialcallednankeen,arrivedandwasreceivedbyMr。

  Dombeyalone。ThenextstageoftheproceedingswasMr。Dombey\'ssendinghiscomplimentstoMrs。Dombey,withacorrectstatementofthetime;andthenext,theEastIndiaDirector\'sfallingprostrate,inaconversationalpointofview,andasMr。Dombeywasnotthemantopickhimup,staringatthefireuntilrescueappearedinthepersonofMrs。Skewton;whomthedirector,asapleasantstartinlifefortheevening,mistookforMrs。

  Dombey,andgreetedwithenthusiasm。

  ThenextarrivalwasaBankDirector,reputedtobeabletobuyupanything——humanNaturegenerally,ifheshouldtakeitinhisheadtoinfluencethemoneymarketinthatdirection——butwhowasawonderfullymodest-spokenman,almostboastfullyso,andmentionedhis`littleplace\'

  atKingston-uponThames,anditsjustbeingbarelyequaltogivingDombeyabedandachop,ifhewouldcomeandvisitit。Ladies,hesaid,itwasnotforamanwholivedinhisquietwaytotakeuponhimselftoinvite——butifMrs。Skewtonandherdaughter,Mrs。Dombey,shouldeverfindthemselvesinthatdirection,andwoulddohimthehonourtolookatalittlebitofashrubberytheywouldfindthere,andapoorlittleflower-bedorso,andahumbleapologyforapinery,andtwoorthreelittleattemptsofthatsortwithoutanypretension,theywoulddistinguishhimverymuch。

  Carryingouthischaracter,thisgentlemanwasveryplainlydressed,inawispofcambricforaneckcloth,bigshoes,acoatthatwastoolooseforhim,andapairoftrousersthatweretoospare;andmentionbeingmadeoftheOperabyMrs。Skewton,hesaidheveryseldomwentthere,forhecouldn\'taffordit。Itseemedgreatlytodelightandexhilaratehimtosayso:andhebeamedonhisaudienceafterwards,withhishandsinhispockets,andexcessivesatisfactiontwinklinginhiseyes。

  NowMrs。Dombeyappeared,beautifulandproud,andasdisdainfulanddefianttothemallasifthebridalwreathuponherheadhadbeenagarlandofsteelspikesputontoforceconcessionfromherwhichshewoulddiesoonerthanyield。WithherwasFlorence。Whentheyenteredtogether,theshadowofthenightofthereturnagaindarkenedMr。Dombey\'sface。

  Butunobserved:forFlorencedidnotventuretoraisehereyestohis,andEdith\'sindifferencewastoosupremetotaketheleastheedofhim。

  Thearrivalsquicklybecamenumerous。Moredirectors,chairmenofpubliccompanies,elderlyladiescarryingburdensontheirheadsforfulldress,CousinFeenix,MajorBagstock,friendsofMrs。Skewton,withthesamebrightbloomontheircomplexion,andverypreciousnecklacesonverywitherednecks。Amongthese,ayoungladyofsixty-five,remarkablycoollydressedastoherbackandshoulders,whospokewithanengaginglisp,andwhoseeyelidswouldn\'tkeepupwell,withoutagreatdealoftroubleonherpart,andwhosemannershadthatindefinablecharmwhichsofrequentlyattachestothegiddinessofyouth。AsthegreaterpartofMr。Dombey\'slistweredisposedtobetaciturn,andthegreaterpartofMrs。Dombey\'slistweredisposedtobetalkative,andtherewasnosympathybetweenthem,Mrs。Dombey\'slist,bymagneticagreement,enteredintoabondofunionagainstMr。Dombey\'slist,who,wanderingabouttheroomsinadesolatemanner,orseekingrefugeincorners,entangledthemselveswithcompanycomingin,andbecamebarricadedbehindsofas,andhaddoorsopenedsmartlyfromwithoutagainsttheirheads,andunderwenteverysortofdiscomfiture。

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