Mr。CarkertheManager,standingonthehearth-rugbeforetheemptyfireplace,whichwasornamentedwithacastellatedsheetofbrownpaper,lookedattheCaptainashecamein,withnoveryspecialencouragement。
`Mr。Carker?\'saidCaptainCuttle。
`Ibelieveso,\'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteeth。
TheCaptainlikedhisansweringwithasmile;itlookedpleasant。
`Yousee,\'begantheCaptain,rollinghiseyesslowlyroundthelittleroom,andtakinginasmuchofitashisshirt-collarpermitted;`I\'maseafaringmanmyself,Mr。Carker,andWal\'r,asisonyourbookshere,isalmostasonofmine。\'
`WalterGay?\'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteethagain。
`Wal\'rGayitis,\'repliedtheCaptain,`right!\'TheCaptain\'smannerexpressedawarmapprovalofMr。Carker\'squicknessofperception。
`I\'maintimatefriendofhisandhisuncle\'s。Perhaps,\'saidtheCaptain,`youmayhaveheardyourheadGovernormentionmyname?——CaptainCuttle。\'
`No!\'saidMr。Carker,withastillwiderdemonstrationthanbefore。
`Well,\'resumedtheCaptain,`I\'vethepleasureofhisacquaintance。
IwaiteduponhimdownontheSussexcoastthere,withmyyoungfriendWal\'r,when——inshort,whentherewasalittleaccommodationwanted。\'TheCaptainnoddedhisheadinamannerthatwasatoncecomfortable,easy,andexpressive。`Youremember,Idaresay?\'
`Ithink,\'saidMr。Carker,`Ihadthehonourofarrangingthebusiness。\'
`Tobesure!\'returnedtheCaptain。`Rightagain!youhad。NowI\'vetookthelibertyofcominghere——\'
`Won\'tyousitdown?\'saidMr。Carker,smiling。
`Thank\'ee,\'returnedtheCaptain,availinghimselfoftheoffer。
`Amandoesgetmorewayuponhimself,perhaps,inhisconversation,whenhesitsdown。Won\'tyoutakeacheeryourself?\'
`Nothankyou,\'saidtheManager,standing,perhapsfromtheforceofwinterhabit,withhisbackagainstthechimney-piece,andlookingdownupontheCaptainwithaneyeineverytoothandgum。`Youhavetakentheliberty,youweregoingtosay——thoughit\'snone——\'
`Thank\'eekindly,mylad,\'returnedtheCaptain:`ofcominghere,onaccountofmyfriendWal\'r。SolGills,hisuncle,isamanofscience,andinsciencehemaybeconsideredaclipper;butheain\'twhatIshouldaltogethercallaableseaman——notamanofpractice。Wal\'risastrimaladaseverstepped;buthe\'salittledownbytheheadinonerespect,andthatismodesty。NowwhatIshouldwishtoputtoyou,\'saidtheCaptain,loweringhisvoice,andspeakinginakindofconfidentialgrowl,`inafriendlyway,entirelybetweenyouandme,andformyownprivatereckoning,\'tillyourheadGovernorhasworeroundabit,andIcancomealongsideofhim,isthis——Iseverythingrightandcomfortablehere,andisWal\'rout\'ardboundwithaprettyfairwind?\'
`Whatdoyouthinknow,CaptainCuttle?\'returnedCarker,gatheringuphisskirtsandsettlinghimselfinhisposition。`Youareapracticalman;whatdoyouthink?\'
TheacutenessandsignificanceoftheCaptain\'seyeashecockeditinreply,nowordsshortofthoseunutterableChinesewordsbeforereferredtocoulddescribe。
`Come!\'saidtheCaptain,unspeakablyencouraged,`whatdoyousay?AmIrightorwrong?\'
SomuchhadtheCaptainexpressedinhiseye,emboldenedandincitedbyMr。Carker\'ssmilingurbanity,thathefelthimselfinasfairaconditiontoputthequestion,asifhehadexpressedhissentimentswiththeutmostelaboration。
`Right,\'saidMr。Carker,`Ihavenodoubt。\'
`Out\'ardboundwithfairweather,then,Isay,\'criedCaptainCuttle。
Mr。Carkersmiledassent。
`Windrightastarn,andplentyofit,\'pursuedtheCaptain。
Mr。Carkersmiledassentagain。
`Aye,aye!\'saidCaptainCuttle,greatlyrelievedandpleased。
`Iknow\'dhowsheheaded,wellenough;ItoldWal\'rso。Thank\'ee,thank\'ee。\'
`Gayhasbrilliantprospects,\'observedMr。Carker,stretchinghismouthwideryet:`alltheworldbeforehim。\'
`Alltheworldandhiswifetoo,asthesayingis,\'returnedthedelightedCaptain。
Attheword`wife\'whichhehadutteredwithoutdesign,theCaptainstopped,cockedhiseyeagain,andputtingtheglazedhatonthetopoftheknobbystick,gaveitatwirl,andlookedsidewaysathisalwayssmilingfriend。
`I\'dbetagillofoldJamaica,\'saidtheCaptain,eyeinghimattentively,`thatIknowwhatyou\'resmilingat。\'
Mr。Carkertookhiscue,andsmiledthemore。
`Itgoesnofarther?\'saidtheCaptain,makingapokeatthedoorwiththeknobbysticktoassurehimselfthatitwasshut。
`Notaninch,\'saidMr。Carker。
`You\'rethinkingofacapitalFperhaps?\'saidtheCaptain。
Mr。Carkerdidn\'tdenyit。
`AnythingaboutaL,\'saidtheCaptain,`oraO?\'
Mr。Carkerstillsmiled。
`AmIrightagain?\'inquiredtheCaptaininawhisper,withthescarletcircleonhisforeheadswellinginhistriumphantjoy。
Mr。Carker,inreply,stillsmiling,andnownoddingassent,CaptainCuttleroseandsqueezedhimbythehand,assuringhim,warmly,thattheywereonthesametack,andthatasforhimCuttlehehadlaidhiscoursethatwayallalong。`Heknow\'dherfirst,\'saidtheCaptain,withallthesecrecyandgravitythatthesubjectdemanded,`inanuncommonmanner——yourememberhisfindingherinthestreetwhenshewasa\'mostababby——hehaslikedhereversince,andshehim,asmuchastwosuchyoungsterscan。
We\'vealwayssaid,SolGillsandme,thattheywascutoutforeachother。\'
Acat,oramonkey,orahyena,oradeath\'s-head,couldnothaveshowntheCaptainmoreteethatonetime,thanMr。Carkershowedhimatthisperiodoftheirinterview。
`There\'sageneralin-draughtthatway,\'observedthehappyCaptain。
`Windandwatersetsinthatdirection,yousee。Lookathisbeingpresentt\'otherday!\'
`Mostfavourabletohishopes,\'saidMr。Carker。
`Lookathisbeingtowedalonginthewakeofthatday!\'pursuedtheCaptain。`Whywhatcancuthimadriftnow?\'
`Nothing,\'repliedMr。Carker。
`You\'rerightagain,\'returnedtheCaptain,givinghishandanothersqueeze。`Nothingitis。So!steady!There\'sasongone:prettylittlecreetur。Ain\'tthere?\'
`Yes,there\'sasongone,\'saidtheacquiescentCarker。
`Passtheword,andthere\'sanotherreadyforyou,\'quoththeCaptain。
`Nevyofascientificuncle!NevyofSolGills!Wal\'r!Wal\'r,asisalreadyinyourbusiness!And\'——saidtheCaptain,risinggraduallytoaquotationhewaspreparingforafinalburst,`who——comesfromSolGills\'sdaily,toyourbusiness,andyourbuzzums。\'
TheCaptain\'scomplacencyashegentlyjoggedMr。Carkerwithhiselbow,onconcludingeachoftheforegoingshortsentences,couldbesurpassedbynothingbuttheexultationwithwhichhefellbackandeyedhimwhenhehadfinishedthisbrilliantdisplayofeloquenceandsagacity;
hisgreatbluewaistcoatheavingwiththethroesofsuchamasterpiece,andhisnoseinastateofviolentinflammationfromthesamecause。
`AmIright?\'saidtheCaptain。
`CaptainCuttle,\'saidMr。Carker,bendingdownattheknees,foramoment,inanoddmanner,asifhewerefallingtogethertohugthewholeofhimselfatonce,`yourviewsinreferencetoWalterGayarethoroughlyandaccuratelyright。Iunderstandthatwespeaktogetherinconfidence。\'
`Honour!\'interposedtheCaptain。`Notaword。\'
`Tohimoranyone?\'pursuedtheManager。
CaptainCuttlefrownedandshookhishead。
`Butmerelyforyourownsatisfactionandguidance——andguidance,ofcourse,\'repeatedMr。Carker,`withaviewtoyourfutureproceedings。\'
`Thank\'eekindly,Iamsure,\'saidtheCaptain,listeningwithgreatattention。
`Ihavenohesitationinsaying,that\'sthefact。Youhavehittheprobabilitiesexactly。\'
`AndwithregardtoyourheadGovernor,\'saidtheCaptain,`whyaninterviewhadbettercomeaboutnat\'ralbetweenus。There\'stimeenough。\'
Mr。Carker,withhismouthfromeartoear,repeated,`Timeenough。\'
Notarticulatingthewords,butbowinghisheadaffably,andformingthemwithhistongueandlips。
`AndasIknow——it\'swhatIalwayssaid——thatWal\'r\'sinawaytomakehisfortune,\'saidtheCaptain。
`Tomakehisfortune,\'Mr。Carkerrepeated,inthesamedumbmanner。
`AndasWal\'r\'sgoingonthislittlevoyageis,asImaysay,inhisday\'swork,andapartofhisgeneralexpectationshere,\'saidtheCaptain。
`Ofhisgeneralexpectationshere,\'assentedMr。Carker,dumblyasbefore。
`Why,solongasIknowthat,\'pursuedtheCaptain,`there\'snohurry,andmymind\'satease。\'
Mr。Carkerstillblandlyassentinginthesamevoicelessmanner,CaptainCuttlewasstronglyconfirmedinhisopinionthathewasoneofthemostagreeablemenhehadevermet,andthatevenMr。Dombeymightimprovehimselfonsuchamodel。Withgreatheartiness,therefore,theCaptainonceagainextendedhisenormoushandnotunlikeanoldblockincolour,andgavehimagripthatleftuponhissmootherfleshaproofimpressionofthechinksandcreviceswithwhichtheCaptain\'spalmwasliberallytattooed。
`Farewell!\'saidtheCaptain。`Ian\'tamanofmanywords,butItakeitverykindofyoutobesofriendly,andabove-board。You\'llexcusemeifI\'vebeenatallintruding,willyou?\'saidtheCaptain。
`Notatall,\'returnedtheother。
`Thank\'ee。Myberthan\'tveryroomy,\'saidtheCaptain,turningbackagain,`butit\'stolerablysnug;andifyouwastofindyourselfnearBrigPlace,numbernine,atanytime——willyoumakeanoteofit?——andwouldcomeupstairs,withoutmindingwhatwassaidbythepersonatthedoor,Ishouldbeproudtoseeyou。\'
Withthathospitableinvitation,theCaptainsaid`Goodday!\'andwalkedoutandshutthedoor;leavingMr。Carkerstillrecliningagainstthechimney-piece。
Inwhoseslylookandwatchfulmanner;inwhosefalsemouth,stretchedbutnotlaughing;inwhosespotlesscravatandverywhiskers;eveninwhosesilentpassingofhissofthandoverhiswhitelinenandhissmoothface;
therewassomethingdesperatelycat-like。
TheunconsciousCaptainwalkedoutinastateofself-glorificationthatimpartedquiteanewcuttothebroadbluesuit。`Standby,Ned!\'
saidtheCaptaintohimself。`You\'vedonealittlebusinessfortheyoungstersto-day,mylad!\'
Inhisexultation,andinhisfamiliarity,presentandprospective,withtheHouse,theCaptain,whenhereachedtheouteroffice,couldnotrefrainfromrallyingMr。Perchalittle,andaskinghimwhetherhethoughteverybodywasstillengaged。Butnottobebitteronamanwhohaddonehisduty,theCaptainwhisperedinhisear,thatifhefeltdisposedforaglassofrum-and-water,andwouldfollow,hewouldbehappytobestowthesameuponhim。
Beforeleavingthepremises,theCaptain,somewhattotheastonishmentoftheclerks,lookedroundfromacentralpointofview,andtookageneralsurveyoftheofficeaspartandparcelofaprojectinwhichhisyoungfriendwasnearlyinterested。Thestrong-roomexcitedhisespecialadmiration;
but,thathemightnotappeartooparticular,helimitedhimselftoanapprovingglance,and,withagracefulrecognitionoftheclerksasabody,thatwasfullofpolitenessandpatronage,passedoutintothecourt。BeingpromptlyjoinedbyMr。Perch,heconveyedthatgentlemantothetavern,andfulfilledhispledge——hastily,forPerch\'stimewasprecious。
`I\'llgiveyouforatoast,\'saidtheCaptain,`Wal\'r!\'
`Who?\'submittedMr。Perch。
`Wal\'r!\'repeatedtheCaptain,inavoiceofthunder。
Mr。Perch,whoseemedtorememberhavingheardininfancythattherewasonceapoetofthatname,madenoobjection;buthewasmuchastonishedattheCaptain\'scomingintotheCitytoproposetopoet;indeed,ifhehadproposedtoputapoet\'sstatueup——sayShakespeare\'sforexample——inacivicthoroughfare,hecouldhardlyhavedoneagreateroutragetoMr。
Perch\'sexperience。Onthewhole,hewassuchamysteriousandincomprehensiblecharacter,thatMr。PerchdecidednottomentionhimtoMrs。Perchatall,incaseofgivingrisetoanydisagreeableconsequences。
Mysteriousandincomprehensible,theCaptain,withthatlivelysenseuponhimofhavingdonealittlebusinessfortheyoungsters,remainedallday,eventohismostintimatefriends;andbutthatWalterattributedhiswinksandgrins,andothersuchpantomimicreliefsofhimself,tohissatisfactioninthesuccessoftheirinnocentdeceptionuponoldSolGills,hewouldassuredlyhavebetrayedhimselfbeforenight。Asitwas,however,hekepthisownsecret;andwenthomelatefromtheInstrument-maker\'shouse,wearingtheglazedhatsomuchononeside,andcarryingsuchabeamingexpressioninhiseyes,thatMrs。MacStingerwhomighthavebeenbroughtupatDoctorBlimber\'s,shewassuchaRomanmatronfortifiedherself,atthefirstglimpseofhim,behindtheopenstreetdoor,andrefusedtocomeouttothecontemplationofherblessedinfants,untilhewassecurelylodgedinhisownroom。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIIIFatherandDaughterTHEREisahushthroughMr。Dombey\'shouse。Servantsglidingupanddownstairsrustle,butmakenosoundoffootsteps。Theytalktogetherconstantly,andsitlongatmeals,makingmuchoftheirmeatanddrink,andenjoyingthemselvesafteragrimunholyfashion。Mrs。Wickam,withhereyessuffusedwithtears,relatesmelancholyanecdotes;andtellsthemhowshealwayssaidatMrs。Pipchin\'sthatitwouldbeso,andtakesmoretable-aletanusual,andisverysorrybutsociable。Cook\'sstateofmindissimilar。
Shepromisesalittlefryforsupper,andstrugglesaboutequallyagainstherfeelingsandtheonions。Towlinsonbeginstothinkthere\'safateinit,andwantstoknowifanybodycantellhimofanygoodthatevercameoflivinginacornerhouse。Itseemstoallofthemashavinghappenedalongtimeago;thoughyetthechildlies,calmandbeautiful,uponhislittlebed。
Afterdarktherecomesomevisitors——noiselessvisitors,withshoesoffelt——whohavebeentherebefore;andwiththemcomesthatbedofrestwhichissostrangeaoneforinfantsleepers。Allthistime,thebereavedfatherhasnotbeenseenevenbythisattendant;forhesitsinaninnercornerofhisowndarkroomwhenanyoneisthere,andneverseemstomoveatothertimes,excepttopaceittoandfro。Butinthemorningitiswhisperedamongthehouseholdthathewasheardtogoupstairsinthedeadnight,andthathestayedthere——intheroom——untilthesunwasshining。
AttheofficesintheCity,theground-glasswindowsaremademoredimbyshutters;andwhilethelightedlampsuponthedesksarehalfextinguishedbythedaythatwandersin,thedayishalfextinguishedbythelamps,andanunusualgloomprevails。Thereisnotmuchbusinessdone。
Theclerksareindisposedtowork;andtheymakeassignationstoeatchopsintheafternoon,andgouptheriver。Perch,themessenger,stayslonguponhiserrands;andfindshimselfinbarsofpublic-houses,invitedthitherbyfriends,andholdingforthontheuncertaintyofhumanaffairs。HegoeshometoBall\'sPondearlierintheeveningthanusual,andtreatsMrs。
Perchtoavealcutletandscotchale。Mr。CarkertheManagertreatsnoone;neitherishetreated;butaloneinhisownroomheshowshisteethallday;anditwouldseemthatthereissomethinggonefromMr。Carker\'spath——someobstaclereremoved——whichclearshiswaybeforehim。
NowtherosychildrenlivingoppositetoMr。Dombey\'shouse,peepfromtheirnurserywindowsdownintothestreet;fortherearefourblackhorsesathisdoor,withfeathersontheirheads;andfeatherstrembleonthecarriagethattheydraw;andthese,andanarrayofmenwithscarvesandstaves,attractacrowd。Thejugglerwhowasgoingtotwirlthebasin,putshisloosecoatonagainoverhisfinedress;andhistrudgingwife,one-sidedwithherheavybabyinherarms,loiterstoseethecompanycomeout。Butclosertoherdingybreastshepressesherbaby,whentheburdenthatissoeasilycarriedisborneforth;andtheyoungestoftherosychildrenatthehighwindowopposite,needsnorestraininghandtocheckherinherglee,when,pointingwithherdimpledfinger,shelooksintohernurse\'sface,andasks`What\'sthat?\'
Andnow,amongtheknotofservantsdressedinmourning,andtheweepingwomen,Mr。Dombeypassesthroughthehalltotheothercarriagethatiswaitingtoreceivehim。Heisnot`broughtdown,\'theseobservesthink,bysorrowanddistressofmind。Hiswalkisaserect,hisbearingisasstiffaseverithasbeen。Hehideshisfacebehindnohandkerchief,andlooksbeforehim。Butthathisfaceissomethingsunkandrigid,andispale,itbearsthesameexpressionasofold。Hetakeshisplacewithinthecarriage,andthreeothergentlemenfollow。Thenthegrandfuneralmovesslowlydownthestreet。Thefeathersareyetnoddinginthedistance,whenthejugglerhasthebasinspinningonacane,andhasthesamecrowdtoadmireit。Butthejuggler\'swifeislessalertthanusualwiththemoney-box,forachild\'sburialhassetherthinkingthatperhapsthebabyunderneathhershabbyshawlmaynotgrowuptobeaman,andwearasky-bluefilletroundhishead,andsalmon-colouredworsteddrawers,andtumbleinthemud。
Thefeatherswindtheirgloomywayalongthestreets,andcomewithinthesoundofachurchbell。Inthissamechurch,theprettyboyreceivedallthatwillsoonbeleftofhimonearth——aname。Allofhimthatisdead,theylaythere,neartheperishablesubstanceofhismother。
Itiswell。TheirashesliewhereFlorenceinherwalks——ohlonely,lonelywalks!——maypassthemanyday。
Theserviceover,andtheclergymanwithdrawn,Mr。Dombeylooksround,demandinginalowvoice,whetherthepersonwhohasbeenrequestedtoattendtoreceiveinstructionsforthetablet,isthere?
Someonecomesforward,andsays`Yes。\'
Mr。Dombeyintimateswherehewouldhaveitplaced;andshowshim,withhishanduponthewall,theshapeandsize;andhowitistofollowthememorialtothemother。Then,withhispencil,hewritesouttheinscription,andgivesittohim:adding,`Iwishtohaveitdoneatonce。\'
`Itshallbedoneimmediately,Sir。\'
`Thereisreallynothingtoinscribebutnameandage,yousee。\'
Themanbows,glancingatthepaper,butappearstohesitate。
Mr。Dombeynotobservinghishesitation,turnsaway,andleadstowardstheporch。
`Ibegyourpardon,Sir;\'atouchfallsgentlyonhismourningcloak;`butasyouwishitdoneimmediately,anditmaybeputinhandwhenIgetback——\'
`Well?\'
`Willyoubesogoodasreaditoveragain?Ithinkthere\'samistake\'。
`Where?\'
Thestatuarygiveshimbackthepaper,andpointsout,withhispocketrule,thewords,`belovedandonlychild。\'
`Itshouldbe,`son,\'Ithink,Sir?\'
`Youareright。Ofcourse。Makethecorrection。\'
Thefather,withahastierstep,pursueshiswaytothecoach。
Whentheotherthree,whofollowclosely,taketheirseats,hisfaceishiddenforthefirsttime——shadedbyhiscloak。Nordotheyseeitanymorethatday。Healightsfirst,andpassesimmediatelyintohisownroom。
TheothermournerswhoareonlyMr。Chick,andtwoofthemedicalattendants
proceedupstairstothedrawing-room,tobereceivedbyMrs。ChickandMissTox。Andwhatthefaceis,intheshut-upchamberunderneath:orwhatthethoughtsare:whattheheartis,whatthecontestorthesuffering:
nooneknows。
Thechiefthingthattheyknowbelowstairs,inthekitchen,isthat`itseemslikeSunday。\'Theycanhardlypersuadethemselvesbutthatthereissomethingunbecoming,ifnotwicked,intheconductofthepeopleoutofdoors,whopursuetheirordinaryoccupations,andweareverydayattire。Itisquiteanoveltytohavetheblindsup,andtheshuttersopen:
andtheymakethemselvesdismallycomfortableoverbottlesofwine,whicharefreelybroachedasonafestival。Theyaremuchinclinestomoralise。
Mr。Towlinsonproposeswithasigh,`Amendmenttousall\'forwhich,asCooksayswithanothersigh,`There\'sroomenough,Godknows。\'Intheevening,Mrs。ChickandMissToxtaketoneedleworkagain。Intheeveningalso,Mr。Towlinsongoesouttotaketheair,accompaniedbythehousemaid,whohasnotyettriedhermourningbonnet。Theyareverytendertoeachotheratduskystreet-corners,andTowlinsonhasvisionsofleadinganalteredandblamelessexistenceasaseriousgreengrocerinOxfordMarket。
ThereissoundersleepanddeeperrestinMr。Dombey\'shouseto-night,thantherehasbeenformanynights。Themorningsunawakenstheoldhousehold,settleddownoncemoreintheiroldways。Therosychildrenoppositerunpastwithhoops。Thereisasplendidweddinginthechurch。Thejuggler\'swifeisactivewiththemoney-boxinanotherquarterofthetown。ThemasonsingsandwhistlesashechipsoutP-A-U-Linthemarbleslabbeforehim。
Andcanitbethatinaworldsofullandbusy,thelossofoneweakcreaturemakesavoidinanyheart,sowideanddeepthatnothingbutthewidthanddepthofvasteternitycanfillitup!Florence,inherinnocentaffliction,mighthaveanswered,`Ohmybrother,ohmydearlylovedandlovingbrother!Onlyfriendandcompanionofmyslightedchildhood!
Couldanylessideashedthelightalreadydawningonyourearlygrave,orgivebirthtothesoftenedsorrowthatisspringingintolifebeneaththisrainoftears!\'
`Mydearchild,\'saidMrs。Chick,whohelditasadutyincumbentonher,toimprovetheoccasion,`whenyouareasoldasIam——\'
`Whichwillbetheprimeoflife,\'observedMissTox。
`Youwillthen,\'pursuedMrs。Chick,gentlysqueezingMissTox\'shandinacknowledgmentofherfriendlyremark,`youwillthenknowthatallgriefisunavailing,andthatitisourdutytosubmit。\'
`Iwilltry,dearaunt。Idotry,\'answeredFlorence,sobbing。
`Iamgladtohearit,\'saidMrs。Chick,`because,mylove,asourdearMissTox——ofwhosesoundsenseandexcellentjudgment,therecannotpossiblybetwoopinions——\'
`MydearLouisa,Ishallreallybeproud,soon,\'saidMissTox——
`willtellyou,andconfirmbyherexperience,\'pursuedMrs。
Chick,`wearecalledupononalloccasionstomakeaneffort。Itisrequiredofus。Ifany——mydear,\'turningtoMissTox,`Iwantaword。Mis——Mis——\'
`Demeanour?\'suggestedMissTox。
`No,no,no,\'saidMrs。Chick。`Howcanyou!Goodnessme,it\'sontheendofmytongue。Mis——\'
`Placedaffection?\'suggestedMissTox,timidly。
`Goodgracious,Lucretia!\'returnedMrs。Chick。`Howverymonstrous!
Misanthrope,isthewordIwant。Theidea!Misplacedaffection!Isay,ifanymisanthropeweretoput,inmypresence,thequestion“Whywereweborn?”Ishouldreply,“Tomakeaneffort。“\'`Verygoodindeed,\'saidMissTox,muchimpressedbytheoriginalityofthesentiment。`Verygood。\'
`Unhappily,\'pursuedMrs。Chick,`wehaveawarningunderourowneyes。Wehavebuttoomuchreasontosuppose,mydearchild,thatifanefforthadbeenmadeintime,inthisfamily,atrainofthemosttryinganddistressingcircumstancesmighthavebeenavoided。Nothingshalleverpersuademe,\'observedthegoodmatron,witharesoluteair,`butthatifthatefforthadbeenmadebypoordearFanny,thepoordeardarlingchildwouldatleasthavehadastrongerconstitution。\'
Mrs。Chickabandonedherselftoherfeelingsforhalfamoment;
but,asapracticalillustrationofherdoctrine,broughtherselfupshort,inthemiddleofasob,andwentonagain。
`Therefore,Florence,prayletusseethatyouhavesomestrengthofmind,anddonotselfishlyaggravatethedistressinwhichyourpoorPapaisplunged。\'
`Dearaunt!\'saidFlorence,kneelingquicklydownbeforeher,thatshemightthebetterandmoreearnestlylookintoherface。`TellmemoreaboutPapa。Praytellmeabouthim!Ishequiteheartbroken?\'
MissToxwasofatendernature,andtherewassomethinginthisappealthatmovedherverymuch。Whethershesawitinasuccession,onthepartoftheneglectedchild,totheaffectionateconcernsooftenexpressedbyherdeadbrother——oralovethatsoughttotwineitselfabouttheheartthathadlovedhim,andthatcouldnotbeartobeshutoutfromsympathywithsuchasorrow,insuchsadcommunityofloveandgrief——orwhethersheonlyrecognisedtheearnestanddevotedspiritwhich,althoughdiscardedandrepulsed,waswrungwithtendernesslongunreturned,andinthewasteandsolitudeofthisbereavementcriedtohimtoseekacomfortinit,andtogivesome,bysomesmallresponse——whatevermayhavebeenherunderstandingofit,itmovedMissTox。ForthemomentsheforgotthemajestyofMrs。
Chick,and,pattingFlorencehastilyonthecheek,turnedasideandsufferedthetearstogushfromhereyes,withoutwaitingforaleadfromthatwisematron。
Mrs。Chickherselflost,foramoment,thepresenceofmindonwhichshesomuchpridedherself;andremainedmute,lookingonthebeautifulyoungfacethathadsolong,sosteadily,andpatiently,beenturnedtowardsthelittlebed。Butrecoveringhervoice——whichwassynonymouswithherpresenceofmind,indeedtheywereoneandthesamething——sherepliedwithdignity:
`Florence,mydearchild,yourpoorPapaispeculiarattimes;
andtoquestionmeabouthim,istoquestionmeuponasubjectwhichI
reallydonotpretendtounderstand。IbelieveIhaveasmuchinfluencewithyourPapaasanybodyhas。Still,allIcansayis,thathehassaidverylittletome;andthatIhaveonlyseenhimonceortwiceforaminuteatatime,andindeedhavehardlyseenhimthen,forhisroomhasbeendark。IhavesaidtoyourPapa,“Paul!”——thatistheexactexpressionI
used——“Paul!whydoyounottakesomethingstimulating?”YourPapa\'sreplyhasalwaysbeen,“Louisa,havethegoodnesstoleaveme。Iwantnothing。
Iambetterbymyself。“IfIwastobeputuponmyoathto-morrow,Lucretia,beforeamagistrate,\'saidMrs。Chick,`IhavenodoubtIcouldventuretosweartothoseidenticalwords。\'
MissToxexpressedheradmirationbysaying,`MyLouisaisevermethodical!\'
`Inshort,Florence,\'resumedheraunt,`literallynothinghaspassedbetweenyourpoorPapaandmyself,untilto-day;whenImentionedtoyourPapathatSirBarnetandLadySkettleshadwrittenexceedinglykindnotes——oursweetboy!LadySkettleslovedhimlikea——where\'smypockethandkerchief?\'
MissToxproducedone。
`Exceedinglykindnotes,proposingthatyoushouldvisitthemforchangeofscene。MentioningtoyourPapathatIthoughtMissToxandmyselfmightnowgohomeinwhichhequiteagreed,Iinquiredifhehadanyobjectiontoyouracceptingthisinvitation。Hesaid,“No,Louisa,nottheleast!”\'
Florenceraisedhertearfuleyes。
`Atthesametime,ifyouwouldpreferstayinghere,Florence,topayingthisvisitatpresent,ortogoinghomewithme——\'
`Ishouldmuchpreferit,aunt,\'wasthefaintrejoinder。
`Whythen,child,\'saidMrs。Chick,`youcan。It\'sastrangechoice,Imustsay。Butyoualwayswerestrange。Anybodyelseatyourtimeoflife,andafterwhathaspassed——mydearMissTox,Ihavelostmypockethandkerchiefagain——wouldbegladtoleavehere,onewouldsuppose。\'
`Ishouldnotlifetofeel,\'saidFlorence,`asifthehousewasavoided。Ishouldnotliketothinkthatthe——his——theroomsupstairswerequiteemptyanddreary,aunt。Iwouldratherstayhere,forthepresent。
Ohmybrother!ohmybrother!\'
Itwasanaturalemotion,nottobesuppressed;anditwouldmakewayevenbetweenthefingersofthehandswithwhichshecoveredupherface。Theoverchargedandheavy-ladenbreastmustsometimeshavethatvent,orthepoorwoundedsolitaryheartwithinitwouldhaveflutteredlikeabirdwithbrokenwings,andsunkdowninthedust。
`Well,child!\'saidMrs。Chick,afterapause。`Iwouldn\'tonanyaccountsayanythingunkindtoyou,andthatI\'msureyouknow。Youwillremainhere,then,anddoexactlyasyoulike。Noonewillinterferewithyou,Florence,orwishtointerferewithyou,I\'msure。\'
Florenceshookherheadinsadassent。
`IhadnosoonerbeguntoadviseyourpoorPapathathereallyoughttoseeksomedistractionandrestorationinatemporarychange,\'
saidMrs。Chick,`thanhetoldmehehadalreadyformedtheintentionofgoingintothecountryforashorttime。I\'msureIhopehe\'llgoverysoon。Hecan\'tgotoosoon。ButIsupposetherearesomearrangementsconnectedwithhisprivatepapersandsoforth,consequentontheafflictionthathastriedusallsomuch——Ican\'tthinkwhat\'sbecomeofmine:Lucretia,lendmeyours,mydear——thatmayoccupyhimforoneortwoeveningsinhisownroom。Yourpapa\'saDombey,child,ifevertherewasone,\'saidMrs。Chick,dryingbothhereyesatoncewithgreatcareonoppositecornersofMissTox\'shandkerchief。`He\'llmakeaneffort。There\'snofearofhim。\'
`Istherenothing,aunt,\'saidFlorence,trembling,`Imightdoto——\'
`Lord,mydearchild,\'interposedMrs。Chick,hastily,`whatareyoutalkingabout?IfyourPapasaidtoMe——Ihavegivenyouhisexactwords,“Louisa,Iwantnothing;Iambetterbymyself“——whatdoyouthinkhe\'dsaytoyou?Youmustn\'tshowyourselftohim,child。Don\'tdreamofsuchathing。\'
`Aunt,\'saidFlorence,`Iwillgoandliedownonmybed。\'
Mrs。Chickapprovedofthisresolution,anddismissedherwithakiss。ButMissTox,onafaintpretenceoflookingforthemislaidhandkerchief,wentupstairsafterher;andtriedinafewstolenminutestocomforther,inspiteofgreatdiscouragementfromSusanNipper。ForMissNipper,inherburningzeal,disparagedMissToxasacrocodile;yethersympathyseemedgenuine,andhadatleastthevantage-groundofdisinterestedness——therewaslittlefavourtobewonbyit。
AndwastherenooneneareranddearerthanSusan,toupholdthestrivingheartinitsanguish?Wastherenoothernecktoclasp;nootherfacetoturnto?nooneelsetosayasoothingwordtosuchdeepsorrow?
WasFlorencesoaloneinthebleakworldthatnothingelseremainedtoher?Nothing。Strickenmotherlessandbrotherlessatonce——forinthelossoflittlePaul,thatfirstandgreatestlossfellheavilyuponher——thiswastheonlyhelpshehad。Oh,whocantellhowmuchsheneededhelpatfirst!
Atfirst,whenthehousesubsidedintoitsaccustomedcourse,andtheyhadallgoneaway,excepttheservants,andherfathershutupinhisownrooms,Florencecoulddonothingbutweep,andwanderupanddown,andsometimes,inasuddenpangofdesolateremembrance,flytoherownchamber,wringherhands,layherfacedownonherbed,andknownoconsolation:nothingbutthebitternessandcrueltyofgrief。Thiscommonlyensuedupontherecognitionofsomespotorobjectverytenderlyassociatedwithhim;anditmadethemiserablehouse,atfirst,aplaceofagony。
Butitisnotinthenatureofpurelovetoburnsofiercelyandunkindlylong。Theflamethatinitsgrossercompositionhasthetaintofearth,maypreyuponthebreastthatgivesitshelter;butthesacredfirefromheavenisasgentleintheheart,aswhenitrestedontheheadsoftheassembledtwelve,andshowedeachmanhisbrother,brightenedandunhurt。Theimageconjuredup,theresoonreturnedtheplacidface,thesoftenedvoice,thelovinglooks,thequiettrustfulnessandpeace;andFlorence,thoughsheweptstill,weptmoretranquilly,andcourtedtheremembrance。
Itwasnotverylongbeforethegoldenwater,dancingonthewall,intheoldplace,attheoldserenetime,hadhercalmeyefixeduponitasitebbedaway。Itwasnotverylongbeforethatroomagainknewher,often;sittingtherealone,aspatientandasmildaswhenshehadwatchedbesidethelittlebed。Whenanysharpsenseofitsbeingemptysmoteuponher,shecouldkneelbesideit,andprayGOD——itwasthepouringoutofherfullheart——toletoneangelloveherandrememberher。
Itwasnotverylongbefore,inthemidstofthedismalhousesowideanddreary,herlowvoiceinthetwilight,slowlyandstoppingsometimes,touchedtheoldairtowhichhehadsooftenlistened,withhisdroopingheaduponherarm。Andafterthat,andwhenitwasquitedark,alittlestrainofmusictrembledintheroom:sosoftlyplayedandsung,thatitwasmorelikethemournfulrecollectionofwhatshehaddoneathisrequestonthatlastnight,thantherealityrepeated。Butitwasrepeated,often——veryoften,intheshadowysolitude;andbrokenmurmursofthestrainstilltrembledonthekeys,whenthesweetvoicewashushedintears。
Thusshegainedhearttolookupontheworkwithwhichherfingershadbeenbusybyhissideonthesea-shore;andthusitwasnotverylongbeforeshetooktoitagain——withsomethingofahumanloveforit,asifithadbeensentientandhadknownhim;and,sittinginawindow,nearhermother\'spicture,intheunusedroomsolongdeserted,woreawaythethoughtfulhours。
Whydidthedarkeyesturnsooftenfromthisworktowheretherosychildrenlived?Theywerenotimmediatelysuggestiveofherloss;
fortheywereallgirls:fourlittlesisters。Buttheyweremotherlesslikeher——andhadafather。
Itwaseasytoknowwhenhehadgoneoutandwasexpectedhome,fortheelderchildwasalwaysdressedandwaitingforhimatthedrawing-roomwindow,orinthebalcony;andwhenheappeared,herexpectantfacelightedupwithjoy,whiletheothersatthehighwindow,andalwaysonthewatchtoo,clappedtheirhands,anddrummedthemonthesill,andcalledtohim。
Theelderchildwouldcomedowntothehall,andputherhandinhis,andleadhimupthestairs;andFlorencewouldseeherafterwardssittingbyhisside,oronhisknee,orhangingcoaxinglyabouthisneckandtalkingtohim:andthoughtheywerealwaysgaytogether,hewouldoftenwatchherfaceasifhethoughtherlikehermotherthatwasdead。Florencewouldsometimeslooknomoreatthis,andburstingintotearswouldhidebehindthecurtainasifshewerefrightened,orwouldhurryfromthewindow。
Yetshecouldnothelpreturning;andherworkwouldsoonfallunheededfromherhandsagain。
Itwasthehousethathadbeenempty,yearsago,Ithadremainedsoforalongtime。Atlast,andwhileshehadbeenawayfromhome,thisfamilyhadtakenit;anditwasrepairedandnewlypainted;andtherewerebirdsandflowersaboutit;anditlookedverydifferentfromitsoldself。
Butsheneverthoughtofthehouse。Thechildrenandtheirfatherwereallinall。
Whenhehaddined,shecouldseethem,throughtheopenwindows,godownwiththeirgovernessornurse,andclusterroundthetable;andinthestillsummerweather,thesoundoftheirchildishvoicesandclearlaughterwouldcomeringingacrossthestreet,intothedroopingairoftheroominwhichshesat。Thentheywouldclimbandclamberupstairswithhim,andrompabouthimonthesofa,orgroupthemselvesathisknee,averynosegayoflittlefaces,whileheseemedtotellthemsomestory。
Ortheywouldcomerunningoutintothebalcony;andthenFlorencewouldhideherselfquickly,lestitshouldcheckthemintheirjoy,toseeherinherblackdress,sittingtherealone。
Theelderchildremainedwithherfatherwhentheresthadgoneaway,andmadehisteaforhim——happylittlehousekeepershewasthen!——andsatconversingwithhim,sometimesatthewindow,sometimesintheroom,untilthecandlescame。Hemadeherhiscompanion,thoughshewassomeyearsyoungerthanFlorence;andshecouldbeasstaidandpleasantlydemure,withherlittlebookorwork-box,asawoman。Whentheyhadcandles,Florencefromherowndarkroomwasnotafraidtolookagain。Butwhenthetimecameforthechildtosay`Goodnight,papa,\'andgotobed,Florencewouldsobandtrembleassheraisedherfacetohim,andcouldlooknomore。
Thoughstillshewouldturn,againandagain,beforegoingtobedherself,fromthesimpleairthathadlulledhimtorestsooften,longago,andfromtheotherlowsoftbrokenstrainofmusic,backtothathouse。Butthatsheeverthoughtofit,orwatchedit,wasasecretwhichshekeptwithinherownyoungbreast。
AnddidthatbreastofFlorence——Florence,soingenuousandtrue——soworthyofthelovethathehadborneher,andhadwhisperedinhislastfaintwords——whoseguilelessheartwasmirroredinthebeautyofherface,andbreathedineveryaccentofhergentlevoice——didthatyoungbreastholdanyothersecret?Yes。Onemore。
Whennooneinthehousewasstirring,andthelightswereallextinguished,shewouldsoftlyleaveherownroom,andwithnoiselessfeetdescendthestaircase,andapproachherfather\'sdoor。Againstit,scarcelybreathing,shewouldrestherfaceandhead,andpressherlips,intheyearningofherlove。Shecroucheduponthecoldstoneflooroutsideit,everynight,tolistenevenforhisbreath;andinheroneabsorbingwishtobeallowedtoshowhimsomeaffection,tobeaconso-lationtohim,towinhimovertotheenduranceofsometendernessfromher,hissolitarychild,shewouldhavekneltdownathisfeet,ifshehaddared,inhumblesupplication。
Nooneknewit。Noonethoughtofit。Thedoorwaseverclosed,andheshutupwithin。Hewentoutonceortwice,anditwassaidinthehousethathewasverysoongoingonhiscountryjourney;buthelivedinthoserooms,andlivedalone,andneversawher,orinquiredforher。
Perhapshedidnotevenknowthatshewasinthehouse。
Oneday,aboutaweekafterthefuneral,Florencewassittingatherwork,whenSusanappeared,withafacehalflaughingandhalfcryingtoannounceavisitor。
`Avisitor!Tome,Susan!\'saidFlorence,lookingupinastonishment。
`Well,itisawonder,ain\'titnow,MissFloy?\'saidSusan;
`butIwishyouhadamanyvisitors,Ido,indeed,foryou\'dbeallthebetterforit,andit\'smyopinionthatthesooneryouandmegoeseventothemoldSkettleses,Miss,thebetterforboth,Imaynotwishtoliveincrowds,MissFloy,butstillI\'mnotaoyster。\'
TodoMissNipperjustice,shespokemoreforheryoungmistressthanherself;andherfaceshowedit。
`Butthevisitor,Susan,\'saidFlorence。
Susan,withanhystericalexplosionthatwasasmuchalaughasasob,andasmuchasobasalaugh,answered,`Mr。Toots!\'
ThesmilethatappearedonFlorence\'sfacepassedfromitinamoment,andhereyesfilledwithtears。Butatanyrateitwasasmile,andthatgavegreatsatisfactiontoMissNipper。
`Myownfeelingsexactly,MissFloy,\'saidSusan,puttingheraprontohereyes,andshakingherhead。`ImmediatelyIseethatInnocentintheHall,MissFloy,Iburstoutlaughingfirst,andthenIchoked。\'
SusanNipperinvoluntarilyproceededtodothelikeagainonthespot。InthemeantimeMr。Toots,whohadcomeupstairsafterher,allunconsciousoftheeffectheproduced,announcedhimselfwithhisknucklesonthedoor,andwalkedinverybriskly。
`Howd\'yedo,MissDombey?\'saidMr。Toots。`I\'mverywell,I
thankyou;howareyou?\'
Mr。Toots——thanwhomtherewerefewbetterfellowsintheworld,thoughtheremayhavebeenoneortwobrighterspirits——hadlaboriouslyinventedthislongburstofdiscoursewiththeviewofrelievingthefeelingsbothofFlorenceandhimself。Butfindingthathehadrunthroughhisproperty,asitwere,inaninjudiciousmanner,bysquanderingthewholebeforetakingachair,orbeforeFlorencehadutteredaword,orbeforehehadwellgotinatthedoor,hedeemeditadvisabletobeginagain。
`Howd\'yedo,MissDombey?\'saidMr。Toots。`I\'mverywell,I
thankyou;howareyou?\'
Florencegavehimherhand,andsaidshewasverywell。
`I\'mverywellindeed,\'saidMr。Toots,takingachair。`Verywellindeed,Iam。Idon\'tremember,\'saidMr。Toots,afterreflectingalittle,`thatIwaseverbetter,thankyou。\'
`It\'sverykindofyoutocome,\'saidFlorence,takingupherwork。`Iamverygladtoseeyou。\'
Mr。Tootsrespondedwithachuckle。Thinkingthatmightbetoolively,hecorrecteditwithasigh。Thinkingthatmightbetoomelancholy,hecorrecteditwithachuckle。Notthoroughlypleasinghimselfwitheithermodeofreply,hebreathedhard。
`Youwereverykindtomydearbrother,\'saidFlorence,obeyingherownnaturalimpulsetorelievehimbysayingso。`Heoftentalkedtomeaboutyou。\'
`Oh,it\'sofnoconsequence,\'saidMr。Tootshastily。`Warm,ain\'tit?\'
`Itisbeautifulweather,\'repliedFlorence。
`Itagreeswithme!\'saidMr。Toots。`Idon\'tthinkIeverwassowellasIfindmyselfatpresent,I\'mobligedtoyou。\'
Afterstatingthiscuriousandunexpectedfact,Mr。Tootsfellintoadeepwellofsilence。
`YouhaveleftDr。Blimber\'s,Ithink?\'saidFlorence,tryingtohelphimout。
`Ishouldhopeso,\'returnedMr。Toots。Andtumbledinagain。
Heremainedatthebottom,apparentlydrowned,foratleasttenminutes。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,hesuddenlyfloated,andsaid,`Well!Goodmorning,MissDombey。\'
`Areyougoing?\'askedFlorence,rising。
`Idon\'tknow,though。No,notjustatpresent,\'saidMr。Toots,sittingdownagain,mostunexpectedly。`Thefactis——Isay,MissDombey!\'
`Don\'tbeafraidtospeaktome,\'saidFlorence,withaquietsmile,`Ishouldbeverygladifyouwouldtalkaboutmybrother。\'
`Wouldyou,though?\'retortedMr。Toots,withsympathyineveryfibreofhisotherwiseexpressionlessface。`PoorDombey!I\'msureIneverthoughtthatBurgessandCo——fashionabletailorsbutverydear,thatweusedtotalkabout——wouldmakethissuitofclothesforsuchapurpose。\'Mr。
Tootswasdressedinmourning。`PoorDombey!Isay!MissDombey!\'blubberedToots。
`Yes,\'saidFlorence。
`There\'safriendhetooktoverymuchatlast。Ithoughtyou\'dliketohavehim,perhaps,asasortofkeepsake。YourememberhisrememberingDiogenes?\'
`Ohyes!ohyes!\'criedFlorence。
`PoorDombey!SodoI,\'saidMr。Toots。
Mr。Toots,seeingFlorenceintears,hadgreatdifficultyingettingbeyondthispoint,andhadnearlytumbledintothewellagain。Butachucklesavedhimonthebrink。
`Isay,\'heproceeded,`MissDombey!Icouldhavehadhimstolenfortenshillings,iftheyhadn\'tgivenhimup:andIwould:buttheyweregladtogetridofhim,Ithink。Ifyou\'dliketohavehim,he\'satthedoor。Ibroughthimonpurposeforyou。Heain\'talady\'sdog,youknow,\'
saidMr。Toots,`butyouwon\'tmindthat,willyou?\'
InfactDiogeneswasatthatmoment,astheypresentlyascertainedfromlookingdownintothestreet,staringthroughthewindowofahackneycabriolet,intowhich,forconveyancetothatspot,hehadbeenensnared,onafalsepretenceofratsamongthestraw。Soothtosay,hewasasunlikealady\'sdogasmightbe;andinhisgruffanxietytogetout,presentedanappearancesufficientlyunpromising,ashegaveshortyelpsoutofonesideofhismouth,andoverbalancinghimselfbytheintensityofeveryoneofthoseefforts,tumbleddownintothestraw,andthensprungpantingupagain,puttingouthistongue,asifhehadcomeexpresstoaDispensarytobeexaminedforhishealth。
ButthoughDiogeneswasasridiculousadogasonewouldmeetwithonasummer\'sday;ablundering,ill-favoured,clumsy,bullet-headeddog,continuallyactingonawrongideathattherewasanenemyintheneighbourhood,whomitwasmeritorioustobarkat;andthoughhewasfarfromgood-tempered,andcertainlywasnotclever,andhadhairalloverhiseyes,andacomicnose,andaninconsistenttail,andagruffvoice;
hewasdearertoFlorence,invirtueofthatpartingremembranceofhim,andthatrequestthathemightbetakencareof,thanthemostvaluableandbeautifulofhiskind。Sodear,indeed,wasthissameuglyDiogenes,andsowelcometoher,thatshetookthejewelledhandofMr。Tootsandkisseditinhergratitude。AndwhenDiogenes,released,cametearingupthestairsandbouncingintotheroomsuchabusinessastherewasfirst,togethimoutofthecabriolet!,divedunderallthefurniture,andwoundalongironchain,thatdangledfromhisneck,roundlegsofchairsandtables,andthentuggedatituntilhiseyesbecameunnaturallyvisible,inconsequenceoftheirnearlystartingoutofhishead;andwhenhegrowledatMr。Toots,whoaffectedfamiliarity;andwentpell-mellatTowlinson,morallyconvincedthathewastheenemywhomhehadbarkedatroundthecornerallhislifeandhadneverseenyet;Florencewasaspleasedwithhimasifhehadbeenamiracleofdiscretion。
Mr。Tootswassooverjoyedbythesuccessofhispresent,andwassodelightedtoseeFlorencebendingdownoverDiogenes,smoothinghiscoarsebackwithherlittledelicatehand——Diogenesgraciouslyallowingitfromthefirstmomentoftheiracquaintance——thathefeltitdifficulttotakeleave,andwould,nodoubt,havebeenamuchlongertimeinmakinguphismindtodoso,ifhehadnotbeenassistedbyDiogeneshimself,whosuddenlytookitintohisheadtobayMr。Toots,andtomakeshortrunsathimwithhismouthopen。Notexactlyseeinghiswaytotheendofthesedemonstrations,andsensiblethattheyplacedthepantaloonsconstructedbytheartofBurgessandCo。injeopardy,Mr。Toots,withchuckles,lapsedoutatthedoor:bywhich,afterlookinginagaintwoorthreetimes,withoutanyobjectatall,andbeingoneachoccasiongreetedwithafreshrunfromDiogenes,hefinallytookhimselfoffandgotaway。
`Come,then,Di!DearDi!Makefriendswithyournewmistress。
Letusloveeachother,Di!\'saidFlorencefondlinghisshaggyhead。AndDi,theroughandgruff,asifhishairyhidewerepervioustothetearthatdroppeduponit,andhisdog\'sheartmeltedasitfell,puthisnoseuptoherface,andsworefidelity。
DiogenesthemandidnotspeakplainertoAlexandertheGreatthanDiogenesthedogspoketoFlorence。Hesubscribedtotheofferofhislittlemistresscheerfully,anddevotedhimselftoherservice。Abanquetwasimmediatelyprovidedforhiminacorner;andwhenhehadeatenanddrunkhisfill,hewenttothewindowwhereFlorencewassitting,lookingon,roseuponhishindlegs,withhisawkwardforepawsonhershoulders,lickedherfaceandhands,nestledhisgreatheadagainstherheart,andwaggedhistailtillhewastired。Finally,Diogenescoiledhimselfupatherfeetandwenttosleep。
AlthoughMissNipperwasnervousinregardofdogs,andfeltitnecessarytocomeintotheroomwithherskirtscarefullycollectedabouther,asifshewerecrossingabrookonstepping-stones;alsotoutterlittlescreamsandstanduponchairswhenDiogenesstretchedhimself:
shewasinherownmanneraffectedbythekindnessofMr。Toots,andcouldnotseeFlorencesoalivetotheattachmentandsocietyofthisrudefriendoflittlePaul\'s,withoutsomementalcommentsthereuponthatbroughtthewatertohereyes。Mr。Dombey,asapartofherreflections,mayhavebeen,intheassociationofideas,connectedwiththedog;but,atanyrate,afterobservingDiogenesandhismistressalltheevening,andafterexertingherselfwithmuchgood-willtoprovideDiogenesabedinanante-chamberoutsidehismistress\'sdoor,shesaidhurriedlytoFlorence,beforeleavingherforthenight:
`YourPa\'sagoingoff,MissFloy,to-morrowmorning。\'
`To-morrowmorning,Susan?\'
`Yes,Miss;that\'stheorders。Early。\'
`Doyouknow,\'askedFlorence,withoutlookingather,`wherePapaisgoing,Susan?\'
`Notexactly,Miss。He\'sgoingtomeetthatpreciousMajorfirst,andImustsayifIwasacquaintedwithanyMajormyselfwhichHeavensforbid,itshouldn\'tbeablueone!\'
`Hush,Susan!\'urgedFlorencegently。
`Well,MissFloy,\'returnedMissNipper,whowasfullofburningindignation,andmindedherstopsevenlessthanusual。`Ican\'thelpit,blueheis,andwhileIwasaChristian,althoughhumble,Iwouldhavenatural-colouredfriends,ornone。\'
Itappearedfromwhatsheaddedandhadgleaneddownstairs,thatMrs。ChickhadproposedtheMajorforMr。Dombey\'scompanion,andthatMr。Dombey,aftersomehesitation,hadinvitedhim。
`Talkofhimbeingachange,indeed!\'observedMissNippertoherselfwithboundlesscontempt。`Ifhe\'sachangegivemeaconstancy。\'
`Goodnight,Susan,\'saidFlorence。
`Goodnight,mydarlingdearMissFloy。\'
Hertoneofcommiserationsmotethechordsooftenroughlytouched,butneverlistenedtowhilesheoranyonelookedon。Florenceleftalone,laidherheaduponherhand,andpressingtheotheroverherswellingheart,heldfreecommunicationwithhersorrows。
Itwasawetnight;andthemelancholyrainfellpatteringanddroppingwithaweariedsound。Asluggishwindwasblowing,andwentmoaningroundthehouse,asifitwereinpainorgrief。Ashrillnoisequiveredthroughthetrees。Whileshesatweeping,itgrewlate,anddrearymidnighttolledoutfromthesteeples。
Florencewaslittlemorethanachildinyears——notyetfourteen——andthelonelinessandgloomofsuchanhourinthegreathousewhereDeathhadlatelymadeitsowntremendousdevastation,mighthavesetanolderfancybroodingonvagueterrors。Butherinnocentimaginationwastoofullofonethemetoadmitthem。Nothingwanderedinherthoughtsbutlove——awanderinglove,indeed,andcastaway——butturningalwaystoherfather。
Therewasnothinginthedroppingoftherain,themoaningofthewind,theshudderingofthetrees,thestrikingofthesolemnclocks,thatshookthisonethought,ordiminisheditsinterest。Herrecollectionsofthedeardeadboy——andtheywereneverabsent——wereitself;thesamething。Andoh,tobeshutout:tobesolost:nevertohavelookedintoherfather\'sfaceortouchedhimsincethathour!
Shecouldnotgotobed,poorchild,andneverhadgoneyet,sincethen,withoutmakinghernightlypilgrimagetohisdoor。Itwouldhavebeenastrangesadsight,toseehernow,stealinglightlydownthestairsthroughthethickgloom,andstoppingatitwithabeatingheart,andblindedeyes,andhairthatfelldownlooselyandunthoughtof;andtouchingitoutsidewithherwetcheek。Butthenightcoveredit,andnooneknew。
Themomentthatshetouchedthedooronthisnight,Florencefoundthatitwasopen。Forthefirsttimeitstoodopen,thoughbybutahair\'s-breadth:
andtherewasalightwithin。Thefirstimpulseofthetimidchild——andsheyieldedtoit——wastoretireswiftly。Hernext,togoback,andtoenter;andthissecondimpulseheldherinirresolutiononthestair-case。
Initsstandingopen,evenbysomuchasthatchink,thereseemedtobehope。Therewasencouragementinseeingarayoflightfromwithin,stealingthroughthedarksterndoor-way,andfallinginathreaduponthemarblefloor。Sheturnedback,hardlyknowingwhatshedid,buturgedonbythelovewithinher,andthetrialtheyhadundergonetogether,butnotshared:andwithherhandsalittleraisedandtrembling,glidedin。
Herfathersatathisoldtableinthemiddleroom。Hehadbeenarrangingsomepapers,anddestroyingothers,andthelatterlayinfragileruinsbeforehim。Theraindrippedheavilyupontheglasspanesintheouterroom,wherehehadsooftenwatchedpoorPaul,ababy;andthelowcomplainingsofthewindwereheardwithout。
Butnotbyhim。Hesatwithhiseyesfixedonthetable,soimmersedinthought,thatafarheaviertreadthanthelightfootofhischildcouldmake,mighthavefailedtorousehim。Hisfacewasturnedtowardsher。
Bythewaninglamp,andatthehaggardhour,itlookedwornanddejected;
andintheutterlonelinesssurroundinghim,therewasanappealtoFlorencethatstruckhome。
`Papa!Papa!speaktome,dearPapa!\'
Hestartedathervoice,andleapedupfromhisseat。Shewasclosebeforehim,withextendedarms,buthefellback。
`Whatisthematter?\'hesaid,sternly。`Whydoyoucomehere?
Whathasfrightenedyou?\'
Ifanythinghadfrightenedher,itwasthefaceheturneduponher。Theglowinglovewithinthebreastofhisyoungdaughterfrozebeforeit,andshestoodandlookedathimasifstrickenintostone。
Therewasnotonetouchoftendernessorpityinit。Therewasnotonegleamofinterest,parentalrecognition,orrelentinginit。Therewasachangeinit,butnotofthatkind。Theoldindifferenceandcoldconstrainthadgivenplacetosomething:what,sheneverthoughtanddidnotdaretothink,andyetshefeltitinitsforce,andknewitwellwithoutaname:thatasitlookeduponher,seemedtocastashadowonherhead。
Didheseebeforehimthesuccessfulrivalofhisson,inhealthandlife?Didhelookuponhisownsuccessfulrivalofhisson,inthatson\'saffection?Didamadjealousyandwitheredpride,poisonsweetremembrancesthatshouldhaveendearedandmadeherprecioustohim?Coulditbepossiblethatitwasgalltohimtolookuponherinherbeautyandherpromise:
thinkingofhisinfantboy!
Florencehadnosuchthoughts。Butloveisquicktoknowwhenitisspurnedandhopeless:andhopediedoutofhers,asshestoodlookinginherfather\'sface。
`Iaskyou,Florence,areyoufrightened?Isthereanythingthematter,thatyoucomehere?\'
`Icame,Papa——\'
`Againstmywishes。Why?\'
Shesawheknewwhy:itwaswrittenbroadlyonhisface:anddroppedherheaduponherhandswithoneprolongedlowcry。
Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Ithasfadedfromtheair,beforehebreaksthesilence。Itmaypassasquicklyfromhisbrain,ashebelieves,butitisthere。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!
Hetookherbythearm。Hishandwascold,andloose,andscarcelycloseduponher。
`Youaretired,Idaresay,\'hesaid,takingupthelight,andleadinghertowardsthedoor,`andwantrest。Weallwantrest。Go,Florence。
Youhavebeendreaming。\'
Thedreamshehadhad,wasoverthen,Godhelpher!andshefeltthatitcouldnevermorecomeback。
`Iwillremainheretolightyouupthestairs。Thewholehouseisyoursabovethere,\'saidherfather,slowly。`Youareitsmistressnow。
Goodnight!\'
Stillcoveringherface,shesobbed,andanswered`Goodnight,dearpapa,\'andsilentlyascended。Onceshelookedbackasifshewouldhavereturnedtohim,butforfear。Itwasamomentarythought,toohopelesstoencourage;andherfatherstoodtherewiththelight——hard,unresponsive,motionless——untiltheflutteringdressofhisfairchildwaslostinthedarkness。
Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Therainthatfallsupontheroof:thewindthatmournsoutsidethedoor:mayhaveforeknowledgeintheirmelancholysound。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!
Thelasttimehehadwatchedher,fromthesameplace,windingupthosestairs,shehadhadherbrotherinherarms。Itdidnotmovehishearttowardshernow,itsteeledit:buthewentintohisroom,andlockedhisdoor,andsatdowninhischair,andcriedforhislostboy。
Diogeneswasbroadawakeuponhispost,andwaitingforhislittlemistress。
`Oh,Di!Oh,dearDi!Lovemeforhissake!\'
Diogenesalreadylovedherforherown,anddidn\'tcarehowmuchheshowedit。Sohemadehimselfvastlyridiculousbyperformingavarietyofuncouthbouncesintheante-chamber,andconcluded,whenpoorFlorencewasatlastasleep,anddreamingoftherosychildrenopposite,byscratchingopenherbedroomdoor:rollinguphisbedintoapillow:lyingdownontheboards,atthefulllengthofhistether,withhisheadtowardsher:
andlookinglazilyather,upsidedown,outofthetopsofhiseyes,untilfromwinkingandwinkinghefellasleephimself,anddreamed,withgruffbarks,ofhisenemy。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter19[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIXWaltergoesawayTHEWoodenMidshipmanattheInstrument-maker\'sdoor,likethehard-heartedlittlemidshipmanhewas,remainedsupremelyindifferenttoWalter\'sgoingaway,evenwhentheverylastdayofhissojourninthebackparlourwasonthedecline。Withhisquadrantathisroundblackknobofaneye,andhisfigureinitsoldattitudeofindomitablealacrity,themidshipmandisplayedhiselfinsmall-clothestothebestadvantage,and,absorbedinscientificpursuits,hadnosympathywithworldlyconcerns。Hewassofarthecreatureofcircumstances,thatadrydaycoveredhimwithdust,andamistydaypepperedhimwithlittlebitsofsoot,andawetdaybrighteneduphistarnisheduniformforthemoment,andaveryhotdayblisteredhim;
butotherwisehewasacallous,obdurate,conceitedmidshipman,intentonhisowndiscoveries,andcaringaslittleforwhatwentonabouthim,terrestrially,asArchimedesatthetakingofSyracuse。
Suchamidshipmanheseemedtobe,atleast,inthethenpositionofdomesticaffairs。Waltereyedhimkindlymanyatimeinpassinginandout;andpooroldSol,whenWalterwasnotthere,wouldcomeandleanagainstthedoorpost,restinghiswearywigasneartheshoe-bucklesoftheguardiangeniusofhistradeandshopashecould。Butnofierceidolwithamouthfromeartoear,andamurderousvisagemadeofparrot\'sfeathers,wasevermoreindifferenttotheappealsofitssavagevotaries,thanwasthemidshipmantothesemarksofattachment。