第9章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"DOMBEY AND SON",免费读到尾

  Mr。CarkertheManager,standingonthehearth-rugbeforetheemptyfireplace,whichwasornamentedwithacastellatedsheetofbrownpaper,lookedattheCaptainashecamein,withnoveryspecialencouragement。

  `Mr。Carker?\'saidCaptainCuttle。

  `Ibelieveso,\'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteeth。

  TheCaptainlikedhisansweringwithasmile;itlookedpleasant。

  `Yousee,\'begantheCaptain,rollinghiseyesslowlyroundthelittleroom,andtakinginasmuchofitashisshirt-collarpermitted;`I\'maseafaringmanmyself,Mr。Carker,andWal\'r,asisonyourbookshere,isalmostasonofmine。\'

  `WalterGay?\'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteethagain。

  `Wal\'rGayitis,\'repliedtheCaptain,`right!\'TheCaptain\'smannerexpressedawarmapprovalofMr。Carker\'squicknessofperception。

  `I\'maintimatefriendofhisandhisuncle\'s。Perhaps,\'saidtheCaptain,`youmayhaveheardyourheadGovernormentionmyname?——CaptainCuttle。\'

  `No!\'saidMr。Carker,withastillwiderdemonstrationthanbefore。

  `Well,\'resumedtheCaptain,`I\'vethepleasureofhisacquaintance。

  IwaiteduponhimdownontheSussexcoastthere,withmyyoungfriendWal\'r,when——inshort,whentherewasalittleaccommodationwanted。\'TheCaptainnoddedhisheadinamannerthatwasatoncecomfortable,easy,andexpressive。`Youremember,Idaresay?\'

  `Ithink,\'saidMr。Carker,`Ihadthehonourofarrangingthebusiness。\'

  `Tobesure!\'returnedtheCaptain。`Rightagain!youhad。NowI\'vetookthelibertyofcominghere——\'

  `Won\'tyousitdown?\'saidMr。Carker,smiling。

  `Thank\'ee,\'returnedtheCaptain,availinghimselfoftheoffer。

  `Amandoesgetmorewayuponhimself,perhaps,inhisconversation,whenhesitsdown。Won\'tyoutakeacheeryourself?\'

  `Nothankyou,\'saidtheManager,standing,perhapsfromtheforceofwinterhabit,withhisbackagainstthechimney-piece,andlookingdownupontheCaptainwithaneyeineverytoothandgum。`Youhavetakentheliberty,youweregoingtosay——thoughit\'snone——\'

  `Thank\'eekindly,mylad,\'returnedtheCaptain:`ofcominghere,onaccountofmyfriendWal\'r。SolGills,hisuncle,isamanofscience,andinsciencehemaybeconsideredaclipper;butheain\'twhatIshouldaltogethercallaableseaman——notamanofpractice。Wal\'risastrimaladaseverstepped;buthe\'salittledownbytheheadinonerespect,andthatismodesty。NowwhatIshouldwishtoputtoyou,\'saidtheCaptain,loweringhisvoice,andspeakinginakindofconfidentialgrowl,`inafriendlyway,entirelybetweenyouandme,andformyownprivatereckoning,\'tillyourheadGovernorhasworeroundabit,andIcancomealongsideofhim,isthis——Iseverythingrightandcomfortablehere,andisWal\'rout\'ardboundwithaprettyfairwind?\'

  `Whatdoyouthinknow,CaptainCuttle?\'returnedCarker,gatheringuphisskirtsandsettlinghimselfinhisposition。`Youareapracticalman;whatdoyouthink?\'

  TheacutenessandsignificanceoftheCaptain\'seyeashecockeditinreply,nowordsshortofthoseunutterableChinesewordsbeforereferredtocoulddescribe。

  `Come!\'saidtheCaptain,unspeakablyencouraged,`whatdoyousay?AmIrightorwrong?\'

  SomuchhadtheCaptainexpressedinhiseye,emboldenedandincitedbyMr。Carker\'ssmilingurbanity,thathefelthimselfinasfairaconditiontoputthequestion,asifhehadexpressedhissentimentswiththeutmostelaboration。

  `Right,\'saidMr。Carker,`Ihavenodoubt。\'

  `Out\'ardboundwithfairweather,then,Isay,\'criedCaptainCuttle。

  Mr。Carkersmiledassent。

  `Windrightastarn,andplentyofit,\'pursuedtheCaptain。

  Mr。Carkersmiledassentagain。

  `Aye,aye!\'saidCaptainCuttle,greatlyrelievedandpleased。

  `Iknow\'dhowsheheaded,wellenough;ItoldWal\'rso。Thank\'ee,thank\'ee。\'

  `Gayhasbrilliantprospects,\'observedMr。Carker,stretchinghismouthwideryet:`alltheworldbeforehim。\'

  `Alltheworldandhiswifetoo,asthesayingis,\'returnedthedelightedCaptain。

  Attheword`wife\'whichhehadutteredwithoutdesign,theCaptainstopped,cockedhiseyeagain,andputtingtheglazedhatonthetopoftheknobbystick,gaveitatwirl,andlookedsidewaysathisalwayssmilingfriend。

  `I\'dbetagillofoldJamaica,\'saidtheCaptain,eyeinghimattentively,`thatIknowwhatyou\'resmilingat。\'

  Mr。Carkertookhiscue,andsmiledthemore。

  `Itgoesnofarther?\'saidtheCaptain,makingapokeatthedoorwiththeknobbysticktoassurehimselfthatitwasshut。

  `Notaninch,\'saidMr。Carker。

  `You\'rethinkingofacapitalFperhaps?\'saidtheCaptain。

  Mr。Carkerdidn\'tdenyit。

  `AnythingaboutaL,\'saidtheCaptain,`oraO?\'

  Mr。Carkerstillsmiled。

  `AmIrightagain?\'inquiredtheCaptaininawhisper,withthescarletcircleonhisforeheadswellinginhistriumphantjoy。

  Mr。Carker,inreply,stillsmiling,andnownoddingassent,CaptainCuttleroseandsqueezedhimbythehand,assuringhim,warmly,thattheywereonthesametack,andthatasforhimCuttlehehadlaidhiscoursethatwayallalong。`Heknow\'dherfirst,\'saidtheCaptain,withallthesecrecyandgravitythatthesubjectdemanded,`inanuncommonmanner——yourememberhisfindingherinthestreetwhenshewasa\'mostababby——hehaslikedhereversince,andshehim,asmuchastwosuchyoungsterscan。

  We\'vealwayssaid,SolGillsandme,thattheywascutoutforeachother。\'

  Acat,oramonkey,orahyena,oradeath\'s-head,couldnothaveshowntheCaptainmoreteethatonetime,thanMr。Carkershowedhimatthisperiodoftheirinterview。

  `There\'sageneralin-draughtthatway,\'observedthehappyCaptain。

  `Windandwatersetsinthatdirection,yousee。Lookathisbeingpresentt\'otherday!\'

  `Mostfavourabletohishopes,\'saidMr。Carker。

  `Lookathisbeingtowedalonginthewakeofthatday!\'pursuedtheCaptain。`Whywhatcancuthimadriftnow?\'

  `Nothing,\'repliedMr。Carker。

  `You\'rerightagain,\'returnedtheCaptain,givinghishandanothersqueeze。`Nothingitis。So!steady!There\'sasongone:prettylittlecreetur。Ain\'tthere?\'

  `Yes,there\'sasongone,\'saidtheacquiescentCarker。

  `Passtheword,andthere\'sanotherreadyforyou,\'quoththeCaptain。

  `Nevyofascientificuncle!NevyofSolGills!Wal\'r!Wal\'r,asisalreadyinyourbusiness!And\'——saidtheCaptain,risinggraduallytoaquotationhewaspreparingforafinalburst,`who——comesfromSolGills\'sdaily,toyourbusiness,andyourbuzzums。\'

  TheCaptain\'scomplacencyashegentlyjoggedMr。Carkerwithhiselbow,onconcludingeachoftheforegoingshortsentences,couldbesurpassedbynothingbuttheexultationwithwhichhefellbackandeyedhimwhenhehadfinishedthisbrilliantdisplayofeloquenceandsagacity;

  hisgreatbluewaistcoatheavingwiththethroesofsuchamasterpiece,andhisnoseinastateofviolentinflammationfromthesamecause。

  `AmIright?\'saidtheCaptain。

  `CaptainCuttle,\'saidMr。Carker,bendingdownattheknees,foramoment,inanoddmanner,asifhewerefallingtogethertohugthewholeofhimselfatonce,`yourviewsinreferencetoWalterGayarethoroughlyandaccuratelyright。Iunderstandthatwespeaktogetherinconfidence。\'

  `Honour!\'interposedtheCaptain。`Notaword。\'

  `Tohimoranyone?\'pursuedtheManager。

  CaptainCuttlefrownedandshookhishead。

  `Butmerelyforyourownsatisfactionandguidance——andguidance,ofcourse,\'repeatedMr。Carker,`withaviewtoyourfutureproceedings。\'

  `Thank\'eekindly,Iamsure,\'saidtheCaptain,listeningwithgreatattention。

  `Ihavenohesitationinsaying,that\'sthefact。Youhavehittheprobabilitiesexactly。\'

  `AndwithregardtoyourheadGovernor,\'saidtheCaptain,`whyaninterviewhadbettercomeaboutnat\'ralbetweenus。There\'stimeenough。\'

  Mr。Carker,withhismouthfromeartoear,repeated,`Timeenough。\'

  Notarticulatingthewords,butbowinghisheadaffably,andformingthemwithhistongueandlips。

  `AndasIknow——it\'swhatIalwayssaid——thatWal\'r\'sinawaytomakehisfortune,\'saidtheCaptain。

  `Tomakehisfortune,\'Mr。Carkerrepeated,inthesamedumbmanner。

  `AndasWal\'r\'sgoingonthislittlevoyageis,asImaysay,inhisday\'swork,andapartofhisgeneralexpectationshere,\'saidtheCaptain。

  `Ofhisgeneralexpectationshere,\'assentedMr。Carker,dumblyasbefore。

  `Why,solongasIknowthat,\'pursuedtheCaptain,`there\'snohurry,andmymind\'satease。\'

  Mr。Carkerstillblandlyassentinginthesamevoicelessmanner,CaptainCuttlewasstronglyconfirmedinhisopinionthathewasoneofthemostagreeablemenhehadevermet,andthatevenMr。Dombeymightimprovehimselfonsuchamodel。Withgreatheartiness,therefore,theCaptainonceagainextendedhisenormoushandnotunlikeanoldblockincolour,andgavehimagripthatleftuponhissmootherfleshaproofimpressionofthechinksandcreviceswithwhichtheCaptain\'spalmwasliberallytattooed。

  `Farewell!\'saidtheCaptain。`Ian\'tamanofmanywords,butItakeitverykindofyoutobesofriendly,andabove-board。You\'llexcusemeifI\'vebeenatallintruding,willyou?\'saidtheCaptain。

  `Notatall,\'returnedtheother。

  `Thank\'ee。Myberthan\'tveryroomy,\'saidtheCaptain,turningbackagain,`butit\'stolerablysnug;andifyouwastofindyourselfnearBrigPlace,numbernine,atanytime——willyoumakeanoteofit?——andwouldcomeupstairs,withoutmindingwhatwassaidbythepersonatthedoor,Ishouldbeproudtoseeyou。\'

  Withthathospitableinvitation,theCaptainsaid`Goodday!\'andwalkedoutandshutthedoor;leavingMr。Carkerstillrecliningagainstthechimney-piece。

  Inwhoseslylookandwatchfulmanner;inwhosefalsemouth,stretchedbutnotlaughing;inwhosespotlesscravatandverywhiskers;eveninwhosesilentpassingofhissofthandoverhiswhitelinenandhissmoothface;

  therewassomethingdesperatelycat-like。

  TheunconsciousCaptainwalkedoutinastateofself-glorificationthatimpartedquiteanewcuttothebroadbluesuit。`Standby,Ned!\'

  saidtheCaptaintohimself。`You\'vedonealittlebusinessfortheyoungstersto-day,mylad!\'

  Inhisexultation,andinhisfamiliarity,presentandprospective,withtheHouse,theCaptain,whenhereachedtheouteroffice,couldnotrefrainfromrallyingMr。Perchalittle,andaskinghimwhetherhethoughteverybodywasstillengaged。Butnottobebitteronamanwhohaddonehisduty,theCaptainwhisperedinhisear,thatifhefeltdisposedforaglassofrum-and-water,andwouldfollow,hewouldbehappytobestowthesameuponhim。

  Beforeleavingthepremises,theCaptain,somewhattotheastonishmentoftheclerks,lookedroundfromacentralpointofview,andtookageneralsurveyoftheofficeaspartandparcelofaprojectinwhichhisyoungfriendwasnearlyinterested。Thestrong-roomexcitedhisespecialadmiration;

  but,thathemightnotappeartooparticular,helimitedhimselftoanapprovingglance,and,withagracefulrecognitionoftheclerksasabody,thatwasfullofpolitenessandpatronage,passedoutintothecourt。BeingpromptlyjoinedbyMr。Perch,heconveyedthatgentlemantothetavern,andfulfilledhispledge——hastily,forPerch\'stimewasprecious。

  `I\'llgiveyouforatoast,\'saidtheCaptain,`Wal\'r!\'

  `Who?\'submittedMr。Perch。

  `Wal\'r!\'repeatedtheCaptain,inavoiceofthunder。

  Mr。Perch,whoseemedtorememberhavingheardininfancythattherewasonceapoetofthatname,madenoobjection;buthewasmuchastonishedattheCaptain\'scomingintotheCitytoproposetopoet;indeed,ifhehadproposedtoputapoet\'sstatueup——sayShakespeare\'sforexample——inacivicthoroughfare,hecouldhardlyhavedoneagreateroutragetoMr。

  Perch\'sexperience。Onthewhole,hewassuchamysteriousandincomprehensiblecharacter,thatMr。PerchdecidednottomentionhimtoMrs。Perchatall,incaseofgivingrisetoanydisagreeableconsequences。

  Mysteriousandincomprehensible,theCaptain,withthatlivelysenseuponhimofhavingdonealittlebusinessfortheyoungsters,remainedallday,eventohismostintimatefriends;andbutthatWalterattributedhiswinksandgrins,andothersuchpantomimicreliefsofhimself,tohissatisfactioninthesuccessoftheirinnocentdeceptionuponoldSolGills,hewouldassuredlyhavebetrayedhimselfbeforenight。Asitwas,however,hekepthisownsecret;andwenthomelatefromtheInstrument-maker\'shouse,wearingtheglazedhatsomuchononeside,andcarryingsuchabeamingexpressioninhiseyes,thatMrs。MacStingerwhomighthavebeenbroughtupatDoctorBlimber\'s,shewassuchaRomanmatronfortifiedherself,atthefirstglimpseofhim,behindtheopenstreetdoor,andrefusedtocomeouttothecontemplationofherblessedinfants,untilhewassecurelylodgedinhisownroom。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIIIFatherandDaughterTHEREisahushthroughMr。Dombey\'shouse。Servantsglidingupanddownstairsrustle,butmakenosoundoffootsteps。Theytalktogetherconstantly,andsitlongatmeals,makingmuchoftheirmeatanddrink,andenjoyingthemselvesafteragrimunholyfashion。Mrs。Wickam,withhereyessuffusedwithtears,relatesmelancholyanecdotes;andtellsthemhowshealwayssaidatMrs。Pipchin\'sthatitwouldbeso,andtakesmoretable-aletanusual,andisverysorrybutsociable。Cook\'sstateofmindissimilar。

  Shepromisesalittlefryforsupper,andstrugglesaboutequallyagainstherfeelingsandtheonions。Towlinsonbeginstothinkthere\'safateinit,andwantstoknowifanybodycantellhimofanygoodthatevercameoflivinginacornerhouse。Itseemstoallofthemashavinghappenedalongtimeago;thoughyetthechildlies,calmandbeautiful,uponhislittlebed。

  Afterdarktherecomesomevisitors——noiselessvisitors,withshoesoffelt——whohavebeentherebefore;andwiththemcomesthatbedofrestwhichissostrangeaoneforinfantsleepers。Allthistime,thebereavedfatherhasnotbeenseenevenbythisattendant;forhesitsinaninnercornerofhisowndarkroomwhenanyoneisthere,andneverseemstomoveatothertimes,excepttopaceittoandfro。Butinthemorningitiswhisperedamongthehouseholdthathewasheardtogoupstairsinthedeadnight,andthathestayedthere——intheroom——untilthesunwasshining。

  AttheofficesintheCity,theground-glasswindowsaremademoredimbyshutters;andwhilethelightedlampsuponthedesksarehalfextinguishedbythedaythatwandersin,thedayishalfextinguishedbythelamps,andanunusualgloomprevails。Thereisnotmuchbusinessdone。

  Theclerksareindisposedtowork;andtheymakeassignationstoeatchopsintheafternoon,andgouptheriver。Perch,themessenger,stayslonguponhiserrands;andfindshimselfinbarsofpublic-houses,invitedthitherbyfriends,andholdingforthontheuncertaintyofhumanaffairs。HegoeshometoBall\'sPondearlierintheeveningthanusual,andtreatsMrs。

  Perchtoavealcutletandscotchale。Mr。CarkertheManagertreatsnoone;neitherishetreated;butaloneinhisownroomheshowshisteethallday;anditwouldseemthatthereissomethinggonefromMr。Carker\'spath——someobstaclereremoved——whichclearshiswaybeforehim。

  NowtherosychildrenlivingoppositetoMr。Dombey\'shouse,peepfromtheirnurserywindowsdownintothestreet;fortherearefourblackhorsesathisdoor,withfeathersontheirheads;andfeatherstrembleonthecarriagethattheydraw;andthese,andanarrayofmenwithscarvesandstaves,attractacrowd。Thejugglerwhowasgoingtotwirlthebasin,putshisloosecoatonagainoverhisfinedress;andhistrudgingwife,one-sidedwithherheavybabyinherarms,loiterstoseethecompanycomeout。Butclosertoherdingybreastshepressesherbaby,whentheburdenthatissoeasilycarriedisborneforth;andtheyoungestoftherosychildrenatthehighwindowopposite,needsnorestraininghandtocheckherinherglee,when,pointingwithherdimpledfinger,shelooksintohernurse\'sface,andasks`What\'sthat?\'

  Andnow,amongtheknotofservantsdressedinmourning,andtheweepingwomen,Mr。Dombeypassesthroughthehalltotheothercarriagethatiswaitingtoreceivehim。Heisnot`broughtdown,\'theseobservesthink,bysorrowanddistressofmind。Hiswalkisaserect,hisbearingisasstiffaseverithasbeen。Hehideshisfacebehindnohandkerchief,andlooksbeforehim。Butthathisfaceissomethingsunkandrigid,andispale,itbearsthesameexpressionasofold。Hetakeshisplacewithinthecarriage,andthreeothergentlemenfollow。Thenthegrandfuneralmovesslowlydownthestreet。Thefeathersareyetnoddinginthedistance,whenthejugglerhasthebasinspinningonacane,andhasthesamecrowdtoadmireit。Butthejuggler\'swifeislessalertthanusualwiththemoney-box,forachild\'sburialhassetherthinkingthatperhapsthebabyunderneathhershabbyshawlmaynotgrowuptobeaman,andwearasky-bluefilletroundhishead,andsalmon-colouredworsteddrawers,andtumbleinthemud。

  Thefeatherswindtheirgloomywayalongthestreets,andcomewithinthesoundofachurchbell。Inthissamechurch,theprettyboyreceivedallthatwillsoonbeleftofhimonearth——aname。Allofhimthatisdead,theylaythere,neartheperishablesubstanceofhismother。

  Itiswell。TheirashesliewhereFlorenceinherwalks——ohlonely,lonelywalks!——maypassthemanyday。

  Theserviceover,andtheclergymanwithdrawn,Mr。Dombeylooksround,demandinginalowvoice,whetherthepersonwhohasbeenrequestedtoattendtoreceiveinstructionsforthetablet,isthere?

  Someonecomesforward,andsays`Yes。\'

  Mr。Dombeyintimateswherehewouldhaveitplaced;andshowshim,withhishanduponthewall,theshapeandsize;andhowitistofollowthememorialtothemother。Then,withhispencil,hewritesouttheinscription,andgivesittohim:adding,`Iwishtohaveitdoneatonce。\'

  `Itshallbedoneimmediately,Sir。\'

  `Thereisreallynothingtoinscribebutnameandage,yousee。\'

  Themanbows,glancingatthepaper,butappearstohesitate。

  Mr。Dombeynotobservinghishesitation,turnsaway,andleadstowardstheporch。

  `Ibegyourpardon,Sir;\'atouchfallsgentlyonhismourningcloak;`butasyouwishitdoneimmediately,anditmaybeputinhandwhenIgetback——\'

  `Well?\'

  `Willyoubesogoodasreaditoveragain?Ithinkthere\'samistake\'。

  `Where?\'

  Thestatuarygiveshimbackthepaper,andpointsout,withhispocketrule,thewords,`belovedandonlychild。\'

  `Itshouldbe,`son,\'Ithink,Sir?\'

  `Youareright。Ofcourse。Makethecorrection。\'

  Thefather,withahastierstep,pursueshiswaytothecoach。

  Whentheotherthree,whofollowclosely,taketheirseats,hisfaceishiddenforthefirsttime——shadedbyhiscloak。Nordotheyseeitanymorethatday。Healightsfirst,andpassesimmediatelyintohisownroom。

  TheothermournerswhoareonlyMr。Chick,andtwoofthemedicalattendants

  proceedupstairstothedrawing-room,tobereceivedbyMrs。ChickandMissTox。Andwhatthefaceis,intheshut-upchamberunderneath:orwhatthethoughtsare:whattheheartis,whatthecontestorthesuffering:

  nooneknows。

  Thechiefthingthattheyknowbelowstairs,inthekitchen,isthat`itseemslikeSunday。\'Theycanhardlypersuadethemselvesbutthatthereissomethingunbecoming,ifnotwicked,intheconductofthepeopleoutofdoors,whopursuetheirordinaryoccupations,andweareverydayattire。Itisquiteanoveltytohavetheblindsup,andtheshuttersopen:

  andtheymakethemselvesdismallycomfortableoverbottlesofwine,whicharefreelybroachedasonafestival。Theyaremuchinclinestomoralise。

  Mr。Towlinsonproposeswithasigh,`Amendmenttousall\'forwhich,asCooksayswithanothersigh,`There\'sroomenough,Godknows。\'Intheevening,Mrs。ChickandMissToxtaketoneedleworkagain。Intheeveningalso,Mr。Towlinsongoesouttotaketheair,accompaniedbythehousemaid,whohasnotyettriedhermourningbonnet。Theyareverytendertoeachotheratduskystreet-corners,andTowlinsonhasvisionsofleadinganalteredandblamelessexistenceasaseriousgreengrocerinOxfordMarket。

  ThereissoundersleepanddeeperrestinMr。Dombey\'shouseto-night,thantherehasbeenformanynights。Themorningsunawakenstheoldhousehold,settleddownoncemoreintheiroldways。Therosychildrenoppositerunpastwithhoops。Thereisasplendidweddinginthechurch。Thejuggler\'swifeisactivewiththemoney-boxinanotherquarterofthetown。ThemasonsingsandwhistlesashechipsoutP-A-U-Linthemarbleslabbeforehim。

  Andcanitbethatinaworldsofullandbusy,thelossofoneweakcreaturemakesavoidinanyheart,sowideanddeepthatnothingbutthewidthanddepthofvasteternitycanfillitup!Florence,inherinnocentaffliction,mighthaveanswered,`Ohmybrother,ohmydearlylovedandlovingbrother!Onlyfriendandcompanionofmyslightedchildhood!

  Couldanylessideashedthelightalreadydawningonyourearlygrave,orgivebirthtothesoftenedsorrowthatisspringingintolifebeneaththisrainoftears!\'

  `Mydearchild,\'saidMrs。Chick,whohelditasadutyincumbentonher,toimprovetheoccasion,`whenyouareasoldasIam——\'

  `Whichwillbetheprimeoflife,\'observedMissTox。

  `Youwillthen,\'pursuedMrs。Chick,gentlysqueezingMissTox\'shandinacknowledgmentofherfriendlyremark,`youwillthenknowthatallgriefisunavailing,andthatitisourdutytosubmit。\'

  `Iwilltry,dearaunt。Idotry,\'answeredFlorence,sobbing。

  `Iamgladtohearit,\'saidMrs。Chick,`because,mylove,asourdearMissTox——ofwhosesoundsenseandexcellentjudgment,therecannotpossiblybetwoopinions——\'

  `MydearLouisa,Ishallreallybeproud,soon,\'saidMissTox——

  `willtellyou,andconfirmbyherexperience,\'pursuedMrs。

  Chick,`wearecalledupononalloccasionstomakeaneffort。Itisrequiredofus。Ifany——mydear,\'turningtoMissTox,`Iwantaword。Mis——Mis——\'

  `Demeanour?\'suggestedMissTox。

  `No,no,no,\'saidMrs。Chick。`Howcanyou!Goodnessme,it\'sontheendofmytongue。Mis——\'

  `Placedaffection?\'suggestedMissTox,timidly。

  `Goodgracious,Lucretia!\'returnedMrs。Chick。`Howverymonstrous!

  Misanthrope,isthewordIwant。Theidea!Misplacedaffection!Isay,ifanymisanthropeweretoput,inmypresence,thequestion“Whywereweborn?”Ishouldreply,“Tomakeaneffort。“\'`Verygoodindeed,\'saidMissTox,muchimpressedbytheoriginalityofthesentiment。`Verygood。\'

  `Unhappily,\'pursuedMrs。Chick,`wehaveawarningunderourowneyes。Wehavebuttoomuchreasontosuppose,mydearchild,thatifanefforthadbeenmadeintime,inthisfamily,atrainofthemosttryinganddistressingcircumstancesmighthavebeenavoided。Nothingshalleverpersuademe,\'observedthegoodmatron,witharesoluteair,`butthatifthatefforthadbeenmadebypoordearFanny,thepoordeardarlingchildwouldatleasthavehadastrongerconstitution。\'

  Mrs。Chickabandonedherselftoherfeelingsforhalfamoment;

  but,asapracticalillustrationofherdoctrine,broughtherselfupshort,inthemiddleofasob,andwentonagain。

  `Therefore,Florence,prayletusseethatyouhavesomestrengthofmind,anddonotselfishlyaggravatethedistressinwhichyourpoorPapaisplunged。\'

  `Dearaunt!\'saidFlorence,kneelingquicklydownbeforeher,thatshemightthebetterandmoreearnestlylookintoherface。`TellmemoreaboutPapa。Praytellmeabouthim!Ishequiteheartbroken?\'

  MissToxwasofatendernature,andtherewassomethinginthisappealthatmovedherverymuch。Whethershesawitinasuccession,onthepartoftheneglectedchild,totheaffectionateconcernsooftenexpressedbyherdeadbrother——oralovethatsoughttotwineitselfabouttheheartthathadlovedhim,andthatcouldnotbeartobeshutoutfromsympathywithsuchasorrow,insuchsadcommunityofloveandgrief——orwhethersheonlyrecognisedtheearnestanddevotedspiritwhich,althoughdiscardedandrepulsed,waswrungwithtendernesslongunreturned,andinthewasteandsolitudeofthisbereavementcriedtohimtoseekacomfortinit,andtogivesome,bysomesmallresponse——whatevermayhavebeenherunderstandingofit,itmovedMissTox。ForthemomentsheforgotthemajestyofMrs。

  Chick,and,pattingFlorencehastilyonthecheek,turnedasideandsufferedthetearstogushfromhereyes,withoutwaitingforaleadfromthatwisematron。

  Mrs。Chickherselflost,foramoment,thepresenceofmindonwhichshesomuchpridedherself;andremainedmute,lookingonthebeautifulyoungfacethathadsolong,sosteadily,andpatiently,beenturnedtowardsthelittlebed。Butrecoveringhervoice——whichwassynonymouswithherpresenceofmind,indeedtheywereoneandthesamething——sherepliedwithdignity:

  `Florence,mydearchild,yourpoorPapaispeculiarattimes;

  andtoquestionmeabouthim,istoquestionmeuponasubjectwhichI

  reallydonotpretendtounderstand。IbelieveIhaveasmuchinfluencewithyourPapaasanybodyhas。Still,allIcansayis,thathehassaidverylittletome;andthatIhaveonlyseenhimonceortwiceforaminuteatatime,andindeedhavehardlyseenhimthen,forhisroomhasbeendark。IhavesaidtoyourPapa,“Paul!”——thatistheexactexpressionI

  used——“Paul!whydoyounottakesomethingstimulating?”YourPapa\'sreplyhasalwaysbeen,“Louisa,havethegoodnesstoleaveme。Iwantnothing。

  Iambetterbymyself。“IfIwastobeputuponmyoathto-morrow,Lucretia,beforeamagistrate,\'saidMrs。Chick,`IhavenodoubtIcouldventuretosweartothoseidenticalwords。\'

  MissToxexpressedheradmirationbysaying,`MyLouisaisevermethodical!\'

  `Inshort,Florence,\'resumedheraunt,`literallynothinghaspassedbetweenyourpoorPapaandmyself,untilto-day;whenImentionedtoyourPapathatSirBarnetandLadySkettleshadwrittenexceedinglykindnotes——oursweetboy!LadySkettleslovedhimlikea——where\'smypockethandkerchief?\'

  MissToxproducedone。

  `Exceedinglykindnotes,proposingthatyoushouldvisitthemforchangeofscene。MentioningtoyourPapathatIthoughtMissToxandmyselfmightnowgohomeinwhichhequiteagreed,Iinquiredifhehadanyobjectiontoyouracceptingthisinvitation。Hesaid,“No,Louisa,nottheleast!”\'

  Florenceraisedhertearfuleyes。

  `Atthesametime,ifyouwouldpreferstayinghere,Florence,topayingthisvisitatpresent,ortogoinghomewithme——\'

  `Ishouldmuchpreferit,aunt,\'wasthefaintrejoinder。

  `Whythen,child,\'saidMrs。Chick,`youcan。It\'sastrangechoice,Imustsay。Butyoualwayswerestrange。Anybodyelseatyourtimeoflife,andafterwhathaspassed——mydearMissTox,Ihavelostmypockethandkerchiefagain——wouldbegladtoleavehere,onewouldsuppose。\'

  `Ishouldnotlifetofeel,\'saidFlorence,`asifthehousewasavoided。Ishouldnotliketothinkthatthe——his——theroomsupstairswerequiteemptyanddreary,aunt。Iwouldratherstayhere,forthepresent。

  Ohmybrother!ohmybrother!\'

  Itwasanaturalemotion,nottobesuppressed;anditwouldmakewayevenbetweenthefingersofthehandswithwhichshecoveredupherface。Theoverchargedandheavy-ladenbreastmustsometimeshavethatvent,orthepoorwoundedsolitaryheartwithinitwouldhaveflutteredlikeabirdwithbrokenwings,andsunkdowninthedust。

  `Well,child!\'saidMrs。Chick,afterapause。`Iwouldn\'tonanyaccountsayanythingunkindtoyou,andthatI\'msureyouknow。Youwillremainhere,then,anddoexactlyasyoulike。Noonewillinterferewithyou,Florence,orwishtointerferewithyou,I\'msure。\'

  Florenceshookherheadinsadassent。

  `IhadnosoonerbeguntoadviseyourpoorPapathathereallyoughttoseeksomedistractionandrestorationinatemporarychange,\'

  saidMrs。Chick,`thanhetoldmehehadalreadyformedtheintentionofgoingintothecountryforashorttime。I\'msureIhopehe\'llgoverysoon。Hecan\'tgotoosoon。ButIsupposetherearesomearrangementsconnectedwithhisprivatepapersandsoforth,consequentontheafflictionthathastriedusallsomuch——Ican\'tthinkwhat\'sbecomeofmine:Lucretia,lendmeyours,mydear——thatmayoccupyhimforoneortwoeveningsinhisownroom。Yourpapa\'saDombey,child,ifevertherewasone,\'saidMrs。Chick,dryingbothhereyesatoncewithgreatcareonoppositecornersofMissTox\'shandkerchief。`He\'llmakeaneffort。There\'snofearofhim。\'

  `Istherenothing,aunt,\'saidFlorence,trembling,`Imightdoto——\'

  `Lord,mydearchild,\'interposedMrs。Chick,hastily,`whatareyoutalkingabout?IfyourPapasaidtoMe——Ihavegivenyouhisexactwords,“Louisa,Iwantnothing;Iambetterbymyself“——whatdoyouthinkhe\'dsaytoyou?Youmustn\'tshowyourselftohim,child。Don\'tdreamofsuchathing。\'

  `Aunt,\'saidFlorence,`Iwillgoandliedownonmybed。\'

  Mrs。Chickapprovedofthisresolution,anddismissedherwithakiss。ButMissTox,onafaintpretenceoflookingforthemislaidhandkerchief,wentupstairsafterher;andtriedinafewstolenminutestocomforther,inspiteofgreatdiscouragementfromSusanNipper。ForMissNipper,inherburningzeal,disparagedMissToxasacrocodile;yethersympathyseemedgenuine,andhadatleastthevantage-groundofdisinterestedness——therewaslittlefavourtobewonbyit。

  AndwastherenooneneareranddearerthanSusan,toupholdthestrivingheartinitsanguish?Wastherenoothernecktoclasp;nootherfacetoturnto?nooneelsetosayasoothingwordtosuchdeepsorrow?

  WasFlorencesoaloneinthebleakworldthatnothingelseremainedtoher?Nothing。Strickenmotherlessandbrotherlessatonce——forinthelossoflittlePaul,thatfirstandgreatestlossfellheavilyuponher——thiswastheonlyhelpshehad。Oh,whocantellhowmuchsheneededhelpatfirst!

  Atfirst,whenthehousesubsidedintoitsaccustomedcourse,andtheyhadallgoneaway,excepttheservants,andherfathershutupinhisownrooms,Florencecoulddonothingbutweep,andwanderupanddown,andsometimes,inasuddenpangofdesolateremembrance,flytoherownchamber,wringherhands,layherfacedownonherbed,andknownoconsolation:nothingbutthebitternessandcrueltyofgrief。Thiscommonlyensuedupontherecognitionofsomespotorobjectverytenderlyassociatedwithhim;anditmadethemiserablehouse,atfirst,aplaceofagony。

  Butitisnotinthenatureofpurelovetoburnsofiercelyandunkindlylong。Theflamethatinitsgrossercompositionhasthetaintofearth,maypreyuponthebreastthatgivesitshelter;butthesacredfirefromheavenisasgentleintheheart,aswhenitrestedontheheadsoftheassembledtwelve,andshowedeachmanhisbrother,brightenedandunhurt。Theimageconjuredup,theresoonreturnedtheplacidface,thesoftenedvoice,thelovinglooks,thequiettrustfulnessandpeace;andFlorence,thoughsheweptstill,weptmoretranquilly,andcourtedtheremembrance。

  Itwasnotverylongbeforethegoldenwater,dancingonthewall,intheoldplace,attheoldserenetime,hadhercalmeyefixeduponitasitebbedaway。Itwasnotverylongbeforethatroomagainknewher,often;sittingtherealone,aspatientandasmildaswhenshehadwatchedbesidethelittlebed。Whenanysharpsenseofitsbeingemptysmoteuponher,shecouldkneelbesideit,andprayGOD——itwasthepouringoutofherfullheart——toletoneangelloveherandrememberher。

  Itwasnotverylongbefore,inthemidstofthedismalhousesowideanddreary,herlowvoiceinthetwilight,slowlyandstoppingsometimes,touchedtheoldairtowhichhehadsooftenlistened,withhisdroopingheaduponherarm。Andafterthat,andwhenitwasquitedark,alittlestrainofmusictrembledintheroom:sosoftlyplayedandsung,thatitwasmorelikethemournfulrecollectionofwhatshehaddoneathisrequestonthatlastnight,thantherealityrepeated。Butitwasrepeated,often——veryoften,intheshadowysolitude;andbrokenmurmursofthestrainstilltrembledonthekeys,whenthesweetvoicewashushedintears。

  Thusshegainedhearttolookupontheworkwithwhichherfingershadbeenbusybyhissideonthesea-shore;andthusitwasnotverylongbeforeshetooktoitagain——withsomethingofahumanloveforit,asifithadbeensentientandhadknownhim;and,sittinginawindow,nearhermother\'spicture,intheunusedroomsolongdeserted,woreawaythethoughtfulhours。

  Whydidthedarkeyesturnsooftenfromthisworktowheretherosychildrenlived?Theywerenotimmediatelysuggestiveofherloss;

  fortheywereallgirls:fourlittlesisters。Buttheyweremotherlesslikeher——andhadafather。

  Itwaseasytoknowwhenhehadgoneoutandwasexpectedhome,fortheelderchildwasalwaysdressedandwaitingforhimatthedrawing-roomwindow,orinthebalcony;andwhenheappeared,herexpectantfacelightedupwithjoy,whiletheothersatthehighwindow,andalwaysonthewatchtoo,clappedtheirhands,anddrummedthemonthesill,andcalledtohim。

  Theelderchildwouldcomedowntothehall,andputherhandinhis,andleadhimupthestairs;andFlorencewouldseeherafterwardssittingbyhisside,oronhisknee,orhangingcoaxinglyabouthisneckandtalkingtohim:andthoughtheywerealwaysgaytogether,hewouldoftenwatchherfaceasifhethoughtherlikehermotherthatwasdead。Florencewouldsometimeslooknomoreatthis,andburstingintotearswouldhidebehindthecurtainasifshewerefrightened,orwouldhurryfromthewindow。

  Yetshecouldnothelpreturning;andherworkwouldsoonfallunheededfromherhandsagain。

  Itwasthehousethathadbeenempty,yearsago,Ithadremainedsoforalongtime。Atlast,andwhileshehadbeenawayfromhome,thisfamilyhadtakenit;anditwasrepairedandnewlypainted;andtherewerebirdsandflowersaboutit;anditlookedverydifferentfromitsoldself。

  Butsheneverthoughtofthehouse。Thechildrenandtheirfatherwereallinall。

  Whenhehaddined,shecouldseethem,throughtheopenwindows,godownwiththeirgovernessornurse,andclusterroundthetable;andinthestillsummerweather,thesoundoftheirchildishvoicesandclearlaughterwouldcomeringingacrossthestreet,intothedroopingairoftheroominwhichshesat。Thentheywouldclimbandclamberupstairswithhim,andrompabouthimonthesofa,orgroupthemselvesathisknee,averynosegayoflittlefaces,whileheseemedtotellthemsomestory。

  Ortheywouldcomerunningoutintothebalcony;andthenFlorencewouldhideherselfquickly,lestitshouldcheckthemintheirjoy,toseeherinherblackdress,sittingtherealone。

  Theelderchildremainedwithherfatherwhentheresthadgoneaway,andmadehisteaforhim——happylittlehousekeepershewasthen!——andsatconversingwithhim,sometimesatthewindow,sometimesintheroom,untilthecandlescame。Hemadeherhiscompanion,thoughshewassomeyearsyoungerthanFlorence;andshecouldbeasstaidandpleasantlydemure,withherlittlebookorwork-box,asawoman。Whentheyhadcandles,Florencefromherowndarkroomwasnotafraidtolookagain。Butwhenthetimecameforthechildtosay`Goodnight,papa,\'andgotobed,Florencewouldsobandtrembleassheraisedherfacetohim,andcouldlooknomore。

  Thoughstillshewouldturn,againandagain,beforegoingtobedherself,fromthesimpleairthathadlulledhimtorestsooften,longago,andfromtheotherlowsoftbrokenstrainofmusic,backtothathouse。Butthatsheeverthoughtofit,orwatchedit,wasasecretwhichshekeptwithinherownyoungbreast。

  AnddidthatbreastofFlorence——Florence,soingenuousandtrue——soworthyofthelovethathehadborneher,andhadwhisperedinhislastfaintwords——whoseguilelessheartwasmirroredinthebeautyofherface,andbreathedineveryaccentofhergentlevoice——didthatyoungbreastholdanyothersecret?Yes。Onemore。

  Whennooneinthehousewasstirring,andthelightswereallextinguished,shewouldsoftlyleaveherownroom,andwithnoiselessfeetdescendthestaircase,andapproachherfather\'sdoor。Againstit,scarcelybreathing,shewouldrestherfaceandhead,andpressherlips,intheyearningofherlove。Shecroucheduponthecoldstoneflooroutsideit,everynight,tolistenevenforhisbreath;andinheroneabsorbingwishtobeallowedtoshowhimsomeaffection,tobeaconso-lationtohim,towinhimovertotheenduranceofsometendernessfromher,hissolitarychild,shewouldhavekneltdownathisfeet,ifshehaddared,inhumblesupplication。

  Nooneknewit。Noonethoughtofit。Thedoorwaseverclosed,andheshutupwithin。Hewentoutonceortwice,anditwassaidinthehousethathewasverysoongoingonhiscountryjourney;buthelivedinthoserooms,andlivedalone,andneversawher,orinquiredforher。

  Perhapshedidnotevenknowthatshewasinthehouse。

  Oneday,aboutaweekafterthefuneral,Florencewassittingatherwork,whenSusanappeared,withafacehalflaughingandhalfcryingtoannounceavisitor。

  `Avisitor!Tome,Susan!\'saidFlorence,lookingupinastonishment。

  `Well,itisawonder,ain\'titnow,MissFloy?\'saidSusan;

  `butIwishyouhadamanyvisitors,Ido,indeed,foryou\'dbeallthebetterforit,andit\'smyopinionthatthesooneryouandmegoeseventothemoldSkettleses,Miss,thebetterforboth,Imaynotwishtoliveincrowds,MissFloy,butstillI\'mnotaoyster。\'

  TodoMissNipperjustice,shespokemoreforheryoungmistressthanherself;andherfaceshowedit。

  `Butthevisitor,Susan,\'saidFlorence。

  Susan,withanhystericalexplosionthatwasasmuchalaughasasob,andasmuchasobasalaugh,answered,`Mr。Toots!\'

  ThesmilethatappearedonFlorence\'sfacepassedfromitinamoment,andhereyesfilledwithtears。Butatanyrateitwasasmile,andthatgavegreatsatisfactiontoMissNipper。

  `Myownfeelingsexactly,MissFloy,\'saidSusan,puttingheraprontohereyes,andshakingherhead。`ImmediatelyIseethatInnocentintheHall,MissFloy,Iburstoutlaughingfirst,andthenIchoked。\'

  SusanNipperinvoluntarilyproceededtodothelikeagainonthespot。InthemeantimeMr。Toots,whohadcomeupstairsafterher,allunconsciousoftheeffectheproduced,announcedhimselfwithhisknucklesonthedoor,andwalkedinverybriskly。

  `Howd\'yedo,MissDombey?\'saidMr。Toots。`I\'mverywell,I

  thankyou;howareyou?\'

  Mr。Toots——thanwhomtherewerefewbetterfellowsintheworld,thoughtheremayhavebeenoneortwobrighterspirits——hadlaboriouslyinventedthislongburstofdiscoursewiththeviewofrelievingthefeelingsbothofFlorenceandhimself。Butfindingthathehadrunthroughhisproperty,asitwere,inaninjudiciousmanner,bysquanderingthewholebeforetakingachair,orbeforeFlorencehadutteredaword,orbeforehehadwellgotinatthedoor,hedeemeditadvisabletobeginagain。

  `Howd\'yedo,MissDombey?\'saidMr。Toots。`I\'mverywell,I

  thankyou;howareyou?\'

  Florencegavehimherhand,andsaidshewasverywell。

  `I\'mverywellindeed,\'saidMr。Toots,takingachair。`Verywellindeed,Iam。Idon\'tremember,\'saidMr。Toots,afterreflectingalittle,`thatIwaseverbetter,thankyou。\'

  `It\'sverykindofyoutocome,\'saidFlorence,takingupherwork。`Iamverygladtoseeyou。\'

  Mr。Tootsrespondedwithachuckle。Thinkingthatmightbetoolively,hecorrecteditwithasigh。Thinkingthatmightbetoomelancholy,hecorrecteditwithachuckle。Notthoroughlypleasinghimselfwitheithermodeofreply,hebreathedhard。

  `Youwereverykindtomydearbrother,\'saidFlorence,obeyingherownnaturalimpulsetorelievehimbysayingso。`Heoftentalkedtomeaboutyou。\'

  `Oh,it\'sofnoconsequence,\'saidMr。Tootshastily。`Warm,ain\'tit?\'

  `Itisbeautifulweather,\'repliedFlorence。

  `Itagreeswithme!\'saidMr。Toots。`Idon\'tthinkIeverwassowellasIfindmyselfatpresent,I\'mobligedtoyou。\'

  Afterstatingthiscuriousandunexpectedfact,Mr。Tootsfellintoadeepwellofsilence。

  `YouhaveleftDr。Blimber\'s,Ithink?\'saidFlorence,tryingtohelphimout。

  `Ishouldhopeso,\'returnedMr。Toots。Andtumbledinagain。

  Heremainedatthebottom,apparentlydrowned,foratleasttenminutes。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,hesuddenlyfloated,andsaid,`Well!Goodmorning,MissDombey。\'

  `Areyougoing?\'askedFlorence,rising。

  `Idon\'tknow,though。No,notjustatpresent,\'saidMr。Toots,sittingdownagain,mostunexpectedly。`Thefactis——Isay,MissDombey!\'

  `Don\'tbeafraidtospeaktome,\'saidFlorence,withaquietsmile,`Ishouldbeverygladifyouwouldtalkaboutmybrother。\'

  `Wouldyou,though?\'retortedMr。Toots,withsympathyineveryfibreofhisotherwiseexpressionlessface。`PoorDombey!I\'msureIneverthoughtthatBurgessandCo——fashionabletailorsbutverydear,thatweusedtotalkabout——wouldmakethissuitofclothesforsuchapurpose。\'Mr。

  Tootswasdressedinmourning。`PoorDombey!Isay!MissDombey!\'blubberedToots。

  `Yes,\'saidFlorence。

  `There\'safriendhetooktoverymuchatlast。Ithoughtyou\'dliketohavehim,perhaps,asasortofkeepsake。YourememberhisrememberingDiogenes?\'

  `Ohyes!ohyes!\'criedFlorence。

  `PoorDombey!SodoI,\'saidMr。Toots。

  Mr。Toots,seeingFlorenceintears,hadgreatdifficultyingettingbeyondthispoint,andhadnearlytumbledintothewellagain。Butachucklesavedhimonthebrink。

  `Isay,\'heproceeded,`MissDombey!Icouldhavehadhimstolenfortenshillings,iftheyhadn\'tgivenhimup:andIwould:buttheyweregladtogetridofhim,Ithink。Ifyou\'dliketohavehim,he\'satthedoor。Ibroughthimonpurposeforyou。Heain\'talady\'sdog,youknow,\'

  saidMr。Toots,`butyouwon\'tmindthat,willyou?\'

  InfactDiogeneswasatthatmoment,astheypresentlyascertainedfromlookingdownintothestreet,staringthroughthewindowofahackneycabriolet,intowhich,forconveyancetothatspot,hehadbeenensnared,onafalsepretenceofratsamongthestraw。Soothtosay,hewasasunlikealady\'sdogasmightbe;andinhisgruffanxietytogetout,presentedanappearancesufficientlyunpromising,ashegaveshortyelpsoutofonesideofhismouth,andoverbalancinghimselfbytheintensityofeveryoneofthoseefforts,tumbleddownintothestraw,andthensprungpantingupagain,puttingouthistongue,asifhehadcomeexpresstoaDispensarytobeexaminedforhishealth。

  ButthoughDiogeneswasasridiculousadogasonewouldmeetwithonasummer\'sday;ablundering,ill-favoured,clumsy,bullet-headeddog,continuallyactingonawrongideathattherewasanenemyintheneighbourhood,whomitwasmeritorioustobarkat;andthoughhewasfarfromgood-tempered,andcertainlywasnotclever,andhadhairalloverhiseyes,andacomicnose,andaninconsistenttail,andagruffvoice;

  hewasdearertoFlorence,invirtueofthatpartingremembranceofhim,andthatrequestthathemightbetakencareof,thanthemostvaluableandbeautifulofhiskind。Sodear,indeed,wasthissameuglyDiogenes,andsowelcometoher,thatshetookthejewelledhandofMr。Tootsandkisseditinhergratitude。AndwhenDiogenes,released,cametearingupthestairsandbouncingintotheroomsuchabusinessastherewasfirst,togethimoutofthecabriolet!,divedunderallthefurniture,andwoundalongironchain,thatdangledfromhisneck,roundlegsofchairsandtables,andthentuggedatituntilhiseyesbecameunnaturallyvisible,inconsequenceoftheirnearlystartingoutofhishead;andwhenhegrowledatMr。Toots,whoaffectedfamiliarity;andwentpell-mellatTowlinson,morallyconvincedthathewastheenemywhomhehadbarkedatroundthecornerallhislifeandhadneverseenyet;Florencewasaspleasedwithhimasifhehadbeenamiracleofdiscretion。

  Mr。Tootswassooverjoyedbythesuccessofhispresent,andwassodelightedtoseeFlorencebendingdownoverDiogenes,smoothinghiscoarsebackwithherlittledelicatehand——Diogenesgraciouslyallowingitfromthefirstmomentoftheiracquaintance——thathefeltitdifficulttotakeleave,andwould,nodoubt,havebeenamuchlongertimeinmakinguphismindtodoso,ifhehadnotbeenassistedbyDiogeneshimself,whosuddenlytookitintohisheadtobayMr。Toots,andtomakeshortrunsathimwithhismouthopen。Notexactlyseeinghiswaytotheendofthesedemonstrations,andsensiblethattheyplacedthepantaloonsconstructedbytheartofBurgessandCo。injeopardy,Mr。Toots,withchuckles,lapsedoutatthedoor:bywhich,afterlookinginagaintwoorthreetimes,withoutanyobjectatall,andbeingoneachoccasiongreetedwithafreshrunfromDiogenes,hefinallytookhimselfoffandgotaway。

  `Come,then,Di!DearDi!Makefriendswithyournewmistress。

  Letusloveeachother,Di!\'saidFlorencefondlinghisshaggyhead。AndDi,theroughandgruff,asifhishairyhidewerepervioustothetearthatdroppeduponit,andhisdog\'sheartmeltedasitfell,puthisnoseuptoherface,andsworefidelity。

  DiogenesthemandidnotspeakplainertoAlexandertheGreatthanDiogenesthedogspoketoFlorence。Hesubscribedtotheofferofhislittlemistresscheerfully,anddevotedhimselftoherservice。Abanquetwasimmediatelyprovidedforhiminacorner;andwhenhehadeatenanddrunkhisfill,hewenttothewindowwhereFlorencewassitting,lookingon,roseuponhishindlegs,withhisawkwardforepawsonhershoulders,lickedherfaceandhands,nestledhisgreatheadagainstherheart,andwaggedhistailtillhewastired。Finally,Diogenescoiledhimselfupatherfeetandwenttosleep。

  AlthoughMissNipperwasnervousinregardofdogs,andfeltitnecessarytocomeintotheroomwithherskirtscarefullycollectedabouther,asifshewerecrossingabrookonstepping-stones;alsotoutterlittlescreamsandstanduponchairswhenDiogenesstretchedhimself:

  shewasinherownmanneraffectedbythekindnessofMr。Toots,andcouldnotseeFlorencesoalivetotheattachmentandsocietyofthisrudefriendoflittlePaul\'s,withoutsomementalcommentsthereuponthatbroughtthewatertohereyes。Mr。Dombey,asapartofherreflections,mayhavebeen,intheassociationofideas,connectedwiththedog;but,atanyrate,afterobservingDiogenesandhismistressalltheevening,andafterexertingherselfwithmuchgood-willtoprovideDiogenesabedinanante-chamberoutsidehismistress\'sdoor,shesaidhurriedlytoFlorence,beforeleavingherforthenight:

  `YourPa\'sagoingoff,MissFloy,to-morrowmorning。\'

  `To-morrowmorning,Susan?\'

  `Yes,Miss;that\'stheorders。Early。\'

  `Doyouknow,\'askedFlorence,withoutlookingather,`wherePapaisgoing,Susan?\'

  `Notexactly,Miss。He\'sgoingtomeetthatpreciousMajorfirst,andImustsayifIwasacquaintedwithanyMajormyselfwhichHeavensforbid,itshouldn\'tbeablueone!\'

  `Hush,Susan!\'urgedFlorencegently。

  `Well,MissFloy,\'returnedMissNipper,whowasfullofburningindignation,andmindedherstopsevenlessthanusual。`Ican\'thelpit,blueheis,andwhileIwasaChristian,althoughhumble,Iwouldhavenatural-colouredfriends,ornone。\'

  Itappearedfromwhatsheaddedandhadgleaneddownstairs,thatMrs。ChickhadproposedtheMajorforMr。Dombey\'scompanion,andthatMr。Dombey,aftersomehesitation,hadinvitedhim。

  `Talkofhimbeingachange,indeed!\'observedMissNippertoherselfwithboundlesscontempt。`Ifhe\'sachangegivemeaconstancy。\'

  `Goodnight,Susan,\'saidFlorence。

  `Goodnight,mydarlingdearMissFloy。\'

  Hertoneofcommiserationsmotethechordsooftenroughlytouched,butneverlistenedtowhilesheoranyonelookedon。Florenceleftalone,laidherheaduponherhand,andpressingtheotheroverherswellingheart,heldfreecommunicationwithhersorrows。

  Itwasawetnight;andthemelancholyrainfellpatteringanddroppingwithaweariedsound。Asluggishwindwasblowing,andwentmoaningroundthehouse,asifitwereinpainorgrief。Ashrillnoisequiveredthroughthetrees。Whileshesatweeping,itgrewlate,anddrearymidnighttolledoutfromthesteeples。

  Florencewaslittlemorethanachildinyears——notyetfourteen——andthelonelinessandgloomofsuchanhourinthegreathousewhereDeathhadlatelymadeitsowntremendousdevastation,mighthavesetanolderfancybroodingonvagueterrors。Butherinnocentimaginationwastoofullofonethemetoadmitthem。Nothingwanderedinherthoughtsbutlove——awanderinglove,indeed,andcastaway——butturningalwaystoherfather。

  Therewasnothinginthedroppingoftherain,themoaningofthewind,theshudderingofthetrees,thestrikingofthesolemnclocks,thatshookthisonethought,ordiminisheditsinterest。Herrecollectionsofthedeardeadboy——andtheywereneverabsent——wereitself;thesamething。Andoh,tobeshutout:tobesolost:nevertohavelookedintoherfather\'sfaceortouchedhimsincethathour!

  Shecouldnotgotobed,poorchild,andneverhadgoneyet,sincethen,withoutmakinghernightlypilgrimagetohisdoor。Itwouldhavebeenastrangesadsight,toseehernow,stealinglightlydownthestairsthroughthethickgloom,andstoppingatitwithabeatingheart,andblindedeyes,andhairthatfelldownlooselyandunthoughtof;andtouchingitoutsidewithherwetcheek。Butthenightcoveredit,andnooneknew。

  Themomentthatshetouchedthedooronthisnight,Florencefoundthatitwasopen。Forthefirsttimeitstoodopen,thoughbybutahair\'s-breadth:

  andtherewasalightwithin。Thefirstimpulseofthetimidchild——andsheyieldedtoit——wastoretireswiftly。Hernext,togoback,andtoenter;andthissecondimpulseheldherinirresolutiononthestair-case。

  Initsstandingopen,evenbysomuchasthatchink,thereseemedtobehope。Therewasencouragementinseeingarayoflightfromwithin,stealingthroughthedarksterndoor-way,andfallinginathreaduponthemarblefloor。Sheturnedback,hardlyknowingwhatshedid,buturgedonbythelovewithinher,andthetrialtheyhadundergonetogether,butnotshared:andwithherhandsalittleraisedandtrembling,glidedin。

  Herfathersatathisoldtableinthemiddleroom。Hehadbeenarrangingsomepapers,anddestroyingothers,andthelatterlayinfragileruinsbeforehim。Theraindrippedheavilyupontheglasspanesintheouterroom,wherehehadsooftenwatchedpoorPaul,ababy;andthelowcomplainingsofthewindwereheardwithout。

  Butnotbyhim。Hesatwithhiseyesfixedonthetable,soimmersedinthought,thatafarheaviertreadthanthelightfootofhischildcouldmake,mighthavefailedtorousehim。Hisfacewasturnedtowardsher。

  Bythewaninglamp,andatthehaggardhour,itlookedwornanddejected;

  andintheutterlonelinesssurroundinghim,therewasanappealtoFlorencethatstruckhome。

  `Papa!Papa!speaktome,dearPapa!\'

  Hestartedathervoice,andleapedupfromhisseat。Shewasclosebeforehim,withextendedarms,buthefellback。

  `Whatisthematter?\'hesaid,sternly。`Whydoyoucomehere?

  Whathasfrightenedyou?\'

  Ifanythinghadfrightenedher,itwasthefaceheturneduponher。Theglowinglovewithinthebreastofhisyoungdaughterfrozebeforeit,andshestoodandlookedathimasifstrickenintostone。

  Therewasnotonetouchoftendernessorpityinit。Therewasnotonegleamofinterest,parentalrecognition,orrelentinginit。Therewasachangeinit,butnotofthatkind。Theoldindifferenceandcoldconstrainthadgivenplacetosomething:what,sheneverthoughtanddidnotdaretothink,andyetshefeltitinitsforce,andknewitwellwithoutaname:thatasitlookeduponher,seemedtocastashadowonherhead。

  Didheseebeforehimthesuccessfulrivalofhisson,inhealthandlife?Didhelookuponhisownsuccessfulrivalofhisson,inthatson\'saffection?Didamadjealousyandwitheredpride,poisonsweetremembrancesthatshouldhaveendearedandmadeherprecioustohim?Coulditbepossiblethatitwasgalltohimtolookuponherinherbeautyandherpromise:

  thinkingofhisinfantboy!

  Florencehadnosuchthoughts。Butloveisquicktoknowwhenitisspurnedandhopeless:andhopediedoutofhers,asshestoodlookinginherfather\'sface。

  `Iaskyou,Florence,areyoufrightened?Isthereanythingthematter,thatyoucomehere?\'

  `Icame,Papa——\'

  `Againstmywishes。Why?\'

  Shesawheknewwhy:itwaswrittenbroadlyonhisface:anddroppedherheaduponherhandswithoneprolongedlowcry。

  Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Ithasfadedfromtheair,beforehebreaksthesilence。Itmaypassasquicklyfromhisbrain,ashebelieves,butitisthere。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!

  Hetookherbythearm。Hishandwascold,andloose,andscarcelycloseduponher。

  `Youaretired,Idaresay,\'hesaid,takingupthelight,andleadinghertowardsthedoor,`andwantrest。Weallwantrest。Go,Florence。

  Youhavebeendreaming。\'

  Thedreamshehadhad,wasoverthen,Godhelpher!andshefeltthatitcouldnevermorecomeback。

  `Iwillremainheretolightyouupthestairs。Thewholehouseisyoursabovethere,\'saidherfather,slowly。`Youareitsmistressnow。

  Goodnight!\'

  Stillcoveringherface,shesobbed,andanswered`Goodnight,dearpapa,\'andsilentlyascended。Onceshelookedbackasifshewouldhavereturnedtohim,butforfear。Itwasamomentarythought,toohopelesstoencourage;andherfatherstoodtherewiththelight——hard,unresponsive,motionless——untiltheflutteringdressofhisfairchildwaslostinthedarkness。

  Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Therainthatfallsupontheroof:thewindthatmournsoutsidethedoor:mayhaveforeknowledgeintheirmelancholysound。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!

  Thelasttimehehadwatchedher,fromthesameplace,windingupthosestairs,shehadhadherbrotherinherarms。Itdidnotmovehishearttowardshernow,itsteeledit:buthewentintohisroom,andlockedhisdoor,andsatdowninhischair,andcriedforhislostboy。

  Diogeneswasbroadawakeuponhispost,andwaitingforhislittlemistress。

  `Oh,Di!Oh,dearDi!Lovemeforhissake!\'

  Diogenesalreadylovedherforherown,anddidn\'tcarehowmuchheshowedit。Sohemadehimselfvastlyridiculousbyperformingavarietyofuncouthbouncesintheante-chamber,andconcluded,whenpoorFlorencewasatlastasleep,anddreamingoftherosychildrenopposite,byscratchingopenherbedroomdoor:rollinguphisbedintoapillow:lyingdownontheboards,atthefulllengthofhistether,withhisheadtowardsher:

  andlookinglazilyather,upsidedown,outofthetopsofhiseyes,untilfromwinkingandwinkinghefellasleephimself,anddreamed,withgruffbarks,ofhisenemy。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter19[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIXWaltergoesawayTHEWoodenMidshipmanattheInstrument-maker\'sdoor,likethehard-heartedlittlemidshipmanhewas,remainedsupremelyindifferenttoWalter\'sgoingaway,evenwhentheverylastdayofhissojourninthebackparlourwasonthedecline。Withhisquadrantathisroundblackknobofaneye,andhisfigureinitsoldattitudeofindomitablealacrity,themidshipmandisplayedhiselfinsmall-clothestothebestadvantage,and,absorbedinscientificpursuits,hadnosympathywithworldlyconcerns。Hewassofarthecreatureofcircumstances,thatadrydaycoveredhimwithdust,andamistydaypepperedhimwithlittlebitsofsoot,andawetdaybrighteneduphistarnisheduniformforthemoment,andaveryhotdayblisteredhim;

  butotherwisehewasacallous,obdurate,conceitedmidshipman,intentonhisowndiscoveries,andcaringaslittleforwhatwentonabouthim,terrestrially,asArchimedesatthetakingofSyracuse。

  Suchamidshipmanheseemedtobe,atleast,inthethenpositionofdomesticaffairs。Waltereyedhimkindlymanyatimeinpassinginandout;andpooroldSol,whenWalterwasnotthere,wouldcomeandleanagainstthedoorpost,restinghiswearywigasneartheshoe-bucklesoftheguardiangeniusofhistradeandshopashecould。Butnofierceidolwithamouthfromeartoear,andamurderousvisagemadeofparrot\'sfeathers,wasevermoreindifferenttotheappealsofitssavagevotaries,thanwasthemidshipmantothesemarksofattachment。

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