Walter\'sheartfeltheavyashelookedroundhisoldbedroom,upamongtheparapetsandchimney-pots,andthoughtthatonemorenightalreadydarkeningwouldclosehisacquaintancewithit,perhapsforever。
Dismantledofhislittlestockofbooksandpictures,itlookedcoldlyandreproachfullyonhimforhisdesertion,andhadalreadyaforeshadowinguponitofitscomingstrangeness。`Afewhoursmore,\'thoughtWalter,`andnodreamIeverhadherewhenIwasaschoolboywillbesolittlemineasthisoldroom。Thedreammaycomebackinmysleep,andImayreturnwakingtothisplace,itmaybe:butthedreamatleastwillservenoothermaster,andtheroommayhaveascore,andeveryoneofthemmaychange,neglect,misuseit。\'
Buthisunclewasnottobeleftaloneinthelittlebackparlour,wherehewasthensittingbyhimself;forCaptainCuttle,considerateinhisroughness,stayedawayagainsthiswill,purposelythattheyshouldhavesometalktogetherunobserved:soWalter,newlyreturnedhomefromhislastday\'sbustle,descendedbriskly,tobearhimcompany。
`Uncle,\'hesaidgaily,layinghishandupontheoldman\'sshoulder,`whatshallIsendyouhomefromBarbados?\'
`Hope,mydearWally。Hopethatweshallmeetagain,onthissideofthegrave。Sendmeasmuchofthatasyoucan。\'
`SoIwill,Uncle:Ihaveenoughandtospare,andI\'llnotbecharyofit!Andastolivelyturtles,andlimesforCaptainCuttle\'spunch,andpreservesforyouonSundays,andallthatsortofthing,whyI\'llsendyouship-loads,Uncle:whenI\'mrichenough。\'
OldSolwipedhisspectacles,andfaintlysmiled。
`That\'sright,Uncle!\'criedWalter,merrily,andclappinghimhalfadozentimesmoreupontheshoulder。`Youcheerupme!I\'llcheerupyou!We\'llbeasgayaslarksto-morrowmorning,Uncle,andwe\'llflyashigh!Astomyanticipations,theyaresingingoutofsightnow。\'
`Wally,mydearboy,\'returnedtheoldman,I\'lldomybest,I\'lldomybest。\'
`Andyourbest,Uncle,\'saidWalter,withhispleasantlaugh,`isthebestbestthatIknow。You\'llnotforgetwhatyou\'retosendme,Uncle?\'
`No,Wally,no,\'repliedtheoldman;`everythingIhearaboutMissDombey,nowthatsheisleftalone,poorlamb,I\'llwrite。Ifearitwon\'tbemuchthough,Wally。\'
`Why,I\'lltellyouwhat,Uncle,\'saidWalter,afteramoment\'shesitation,`Ihavejustbeenupthere。\'
`Ay,ay,ay?\'murmuredtheoldman,raisinghiseyebrows,andhisspectacleswiththem。
`Nottoseeher,\'saidWalter,`thoughIcouldhaveseenher,Idaresay,ifIhadasked,Mr。Dombeybeingoutoftown:buttosayapartingwordtoSusan。IthoughtImightventuretodothat,youknow,underthecircumstances,andrememberingwhenIsawMissDombeylast。\'
`Yes,myboy,yes,\'repliedhisUncle,rousinghimselffromatemporaryabstraction。
`SoIsawher,\'pursuedWalter,`Susan,Imean:andItoldherIwasoffandawayto-morrow。AndIsaid,Uncle,thatyouhadalwayshadaninterestinMissDombeysincethatnightwhenshewashere,andalwayswishedherwellandhappy,andalwayswouldbeproudandgladtoserveherintheleast:IthoughtImightsaythat,youknow,underthecircumstances。
Don\'tyouthinkso?\'
`Yes,myboy,yes,\'repliedhisUncle,inthetoneasbefore。
`AndIadded,\'pursuedWalter,`thatifshe——Susan,Imean——couldeverletyouknow,eitherthroughherself,orMrs。Richards,oranybodyelsewhomightbecomingthisway,thatMissDombeywaswellandhappy,youwouldtakeitverykindly,andwouldwritesomuchtome,andIshouldtakeitverykindlytoo。There!Uponmyword,Uncle,\'saidWalter,`Iscarcelysleptalllastnightthroughthinkingofdoingthis;andcouldnotmakeupmykindwhenIwasout,whethertodoitornot;andyetI
amsureitisthetruefeelingofmyheart,andIshouldhavebeenquitemiserableafterwardsifIhadnotrelievedit。\'
Hishonestvoiceandmannercorroboratedwhathesaid,andquiteestablisheditsingenuousness。
`So,ifyoueverseeher,Uncle,\'saidWalter,`ImeanMissDombeynow——andperhapsyoumay,whoknows!——tellherhowmuchIfeltforher;
howmuchIusedtothinkofherwhenIwashere;howIspokeofher,withthetearsinmyeyes,uncle,onthislastnightbeforeIwentaway。TellherthatIsaidInevercouldforgethergentlemanner,orherbeautifulface,orhersweetkinddispositionthatwasbetterthanall。AndasI
didn\'ttakethemfromawoman\'sfeet,orayounglady\'s:onlyalittleinnocentchild\'s,\'saidWalter:`tellher,ifyoudon\'tmind,Uncle,thatIkeptthoseshoes——she\'llrememberhowoftentheyfelloff,thatnight——andtookthemawaywithmeasaremembrance!\'
TheywereatthatverymomentgoingoutatthedoorinoneofWalter\'strunks。AportercarryingoffhisbaggageonatruckforshipmentatthedocksonboardtheSonandHeir,hadgotpossessionofthem;andwheeledthemawayundertheveryeyeoftheinsensibleMidshipmanbeforetheirownerhadwellfinishedspeaking。
Butthatancientmarinermighthavebeenexcusedhisinsensibilitytothetreasureasitrolledaway。For,underhiseyeatthesamemoment,accuratelywithinhisrangeofobservation,comingfullintothesphereofhisstartledandintenselywide-awakelook-out,wereFlorenceandSusanNipper:Florencelookingupintohisfacehalftimidly,andreceivingthewholeshockofhiswoodenogling!
Morethanthis,theypassedintotheshop,andpassedinattheparlourdoorbeforetheywereobservedbyanybodybuttheMidshipman。AndWalter,havinghisbacktothedoor,wouldhaveknownnothingoftheirapparitioneventhen,butforseeinghisunclespringoutofhisownchair,andnearlytumbleoveranother。
`Why,Uncle!\'exclaimedWalter。`What\'sthematter?\'
OldSolomonreplied,`MissDombey!\'
`Isitpossible?\'criedWalter,lookingroundandstartingupinhisturn。`Here!\'
Why,itwassopossibleandsoactual,that,whilethewordswereonhislips,Florencehurriedpasthim;tookUncleSol\'ssnuff-colouredlappels,oneineachhand;kissedhimonthecheek;andturning,gaveherhandtoWalterwithasimpletruthandearnestnessthatwasherown,andnooneelse\'sintheworld!
`Goingaway,Walter!\'saidFlorence。
`Yes,MissDombey,\'hereplied,butnotsohopefullyasheendeavoured:
`Ihaveavoyagebeforeme。\'
`AndyourUncle,\'saidFlorence,lookingbackatSolomon。`Heissorryyouaregoing,Iamsure。Ah!Iseeheis!DearWalter,Iamverysorrytoo。\'
`Goodnessknows,\'exclaimedMissNipper,`there\'samanywecouldspareinstead,ifnumbersisaobject,Mrs。Pipchinasaoverseerwouldcomecheapatherweightingold,andifaknowledgeofblackslaveryshouldberequired,themBlimbersistheverypeopleforthesitiwation。\'
WiththatMissNipperuntiedherbonnetstrings,andafterlookingvacantlyforsomemomentsintoalittleblackteapotthatwassetforthwiththeusualhomelyserviceonthetable,shookherheadandatincanister,andbeganunaskedtomakethetea。
InthemeantimeFlorencehadturnedagaintotheInstrument-maker,whowasasfullofadmirationassurprise。`Sogrown!\'saidoldSol。`Soimproved!Andyetnotaltered!Justthesame!\'
`Indeed!\'saidFlorence。
`Ye——Yes,\'returnedoldSol,rubbinghishandsslowly,andconsideringthematterhalfaloud,assomethingpensiveinthebrighteyeslookingathimarrestedhisattention。`Yes,thatexpressionwasintheyoungerface,too!\'
`Yourememberme,\'saidFlorencewithasmile,`andwhatalittlecreatureIwasthen?\'
`Mydearyounglady,\'returnedtheInstrument-maker,`howcouldIforgetyou,oftenasIhavethoughtofyouandheardofyousince!Attheverymoment,indeed,whenyoucamein,Wallywastalkingaboutyoutome,andleavingmessagesforyou,and——\'
`Washe?\'saidFlorence。`Thankyou,Walter!Ohthankyou,Walter!
Iwasafraidyoumightbegoingawayandhardlythinkingofme;\'andagainshegavehimherlittlehandsofreelyandsofaithfullythatWalterhelditforsomemomentsinhisown,andcouldnotbeartoletitgo。
YetWalterdidnotholditashemighthavehelditonce,nordiditstouchawakenthoseoldday-dreamsofhisboyhoodthathadfloatedpasthimsometimesevenlately,andconfusedhimwiththeirindistinctandbrokenshapes。Thepurityandinnocenceofherendearingmanner,anditsperfecttrustfulness,andtheundisguisedregardforhimthatlaysodeeplyseatedinherconstanteyes,andgloweduponherfairfacethroughthesmilethatshaded——foralas!itwasasmiletoosadtobrighten——it,werenotoftheirromanticrace。Theybroughtbacktohisthoughtstheearlydeathbedhehadseenhertending,andthelovethechildhadborneher;andonthewingsofsuchremembrancessheseemedtoriseup,farabovehisidlefancies,intoclearerandserenerair。
`I——IamafraidImustcallyouWalter\'sUncle,Sir,\'saidFlorencetotheoldman,`ifyou\'llletme。\'
`Mydearyounglady,\'criedoldSol。`Letyou!Goodgracious!\'
`Wealwaysknewyoubythatname,andtalkedofyou,\'saidFlorence,glancinground,andsighinggently。`Theniceoldparlour!Justthesame!
HowwellIrecollectit!\'
OldSollookedfirstather,thenathisnephew,andthenrubbedhishands,andrubbedhisspectacles,andsaidbelowhisbreath,`Ah!time,time,time!\'
Therewasashortsilence:duringwhichSusanNipperskilfullyimpoundedtwoextracupsandsaucersfromthecupboard,andawaitedthedrawingoftheteawithathoughtfulair。
`IwanttotellWalter\'sUncle,\'saidFlorence,layingherhandtimidlyupontheoldman\'sasitrestedonthetable,tobespeakhisattention,`somethingthatIamanxiousabout。Heisgoingtobeleftalone,andifhewillallowme——nottotakeWalter\'splace,forthatIcouldn\'tdo,buttobehistruefriendandhelphimifIevercanwhileWalterisaway,Ishallbeverymuchobligedtohimindeed。Willyou?MayI,Walter\'sUncle?\'
TheInstrument-maker,withoutspeaking,putherhandtohislips,andSusanNipper,leaningbackwithherarmscrossed,inthechairofpresidencyintowhichshehadvotedherself,bitoneendofherbonnetstrings,andheavedagentlesighasshelookedupattheskylight。
`Youwillletmecometoseeyou,\'saidFlorence,`whenIcan;
andyouwilltellmeeverythingaboutyourselfandWalter;andyouwillhavenosecretsfromSusanwhenshecomesandIdonot,butwillconfideinus,andtrustus,andrelyuponus。Andyou\'lltrytoletusbeacomforttoyou?Willyou,Walter\'sUncle?\'
Thesweetfacelookingintohis,thegentlepleadingeyes,thesoftvoice,andthelighttouchonhisarmmadethemorewinningbyachild\'srespectandhonourforhisage,thatgavetoallanairofgracefuldoubtandmodesthesitation——these,andhernaturalearnestness,soovercamethepooroldInstrument-maker,thatheonlyanswered:
`Wally!sayawordforme,mydear。I\'mverygrateful。\'
`No,Walter,\'returnedFlorencewithherquietsmile。`Saynothingforhim,ifyouplease。Iunderstandhimverywell,andwemustlearntotalktogetherwithoutyou,dearWalter。\'
Theregretfultoneinwhichshesaidtheselatterwords,touchedWaltermorethanalltherest。
`MissFlorence,\'hereplied,withanefforttorecoverthecheerfulmannerhehadpreservedwhiletalkingwithhisuncle,`Iknownomorethanmyuncle,whattosayinacknowledgmentofsuchkindness,Iamsure。ButwhatcouldIsay,afterall,ifIhadthepoweroftalkingforanhour,exceptthatitislikeyou?\'
SusanNipperbeganuponanewpartofherbonnetstring,andnoddedattheskylight,inapprovalofthesentimentexpressed。
`Oh!but,Walter,\'saidFlorence,`thereissomethingthatIwishtosaytoyoubeforeyougoaway,andyoumustcallmeFlorence,ifyouplease,andnotspeaklikeastranger。\'
`Likeastranger!\'returnedWalter。`No。Icouldn\'tspeakso。
Iamsure,atleast,Icouldn\'tfeellikeone。\'
`Aye,butthatisnotenough,andisnotwhatImean。For,Walter,\'
addedFlorence,burstingintotears,`helikedyouverymuch,andsaidbeforehediedthathewasfondofyou,andsaid“RememberWalter!”andifyou\'llbeabrothertome,Walter,nowthatheisgoneandIhavenoneonearth,I\'llbeyoursisterallmylife,andthinkofyoulikeonewhereverwemaybe!ThisiswhatIwishedtosay,dearWalter,butIcannotsayitasIwould,becausemyheartisfull。\'
Andinitsfulnessanditssweetsimplicity,sheheldoutbothherhandstohim。Waltertakingthem,stoopeddownandtouchedthetearfulfacethatneithershrunknorturnedaway,norreddenedashedidso,butlookedupathimwithconfidenceandtruth。Inthatonemoment,everyshadowofdoubtoragitationpassedawayfromWalter\'ssoul。Itseemedtohimthatherespondedtoherinnocentappeal,besidethedeadchild\'sbed:
and,inthesolemnpresencehehadseenthere,pledgedhimselftocherishandprotectherveryimage,inhisbanishment,withbrotherlyregard;togarneruphersimplefaith,inviolate;andholdhimselfdegradedifhebreatheduponitanythoughtthatwasnotinherownbreastwhenshegaveittohim。
SusanNipper,whohadbittenbothherbonnetstringsatonce,andimpartedagreatdealofprivateemotiontotheskylight,duringthistransaction,nowchangedthesubjectbyinquiringwhotookmilkandwhotooksugar;andbeingenlightenedonthesepoints,pouredoutthetea。
Theyallfourgatheredsociallyaboutthelittletable,andtookteaunderthatyounglady\'sactivesuperintendence;andthepresenceofFlorenceinthebackparlour,brightenedtheTartarfrigateonthewall。
HalfanhouragoWalter,forhislife,wouldhavehardlycalledherbyhername。Buthecoulddosonowwhensheentreatedhim。Hecouldthinkofherbeingthere,withoutalurkingmisgivingthatitwouldhavebeenbetterifshehadnotcome。Hecouldcalmlythinkhowbeautifulshewas,howfullofpromise,whatahomesomehappymanwouldfindinsuchaheartoneday。Hecouldreflectuponhisownplaceinthatheart,withpride;andwithabravedetermination,ifnottodeserveit——hestillthoughtthatfarabovehim——nevertodeserveitless。
SomefairyinfluencemustsurelyhavehoveredroundthehandsofSusanNipperwhenshemadethetea,engenderingthetranquilairthatreignedinthebackparlourduringitsdiscussion。Somecounter-influencemustsurelyhavehoveredroundthehandsofUncleSol\'schronometer,andmovedthemfasterthantheTartarfrigateeverwentbeforethewind。Bethisasitmay,thevisitorshadacoachinwaitingataquietcornernotfaroff;andthechronometer,onbeingincidentallyreferredto,gavesuchapositiveopinionthatithadbeenwaitingalongtime,thatitwasimpossibletodoubtthefact,especiallywhenstatedonsuchunimpeachableauthority。
IfUncleSolhadbeengoingtobehangedbyhisowntime,heneverwouldhaveallowedthatthechronometerwastoofast,bytheleastfractionofasecond。
Florenceatpartingrecapitulatedtotheoldmanallthatshehadsaidbefore,andboundhimtotheircompact。UncleSolattendedherlovinglytothelegsoftheWoodenMidshipman,andthereresignedhertoWalter,whowasreadytoescortherandSusanNippertothecoach。
`Walter,\'saidFlorencebytheway,`Ihavebeenafraidtoaskbeforeyouruncle。Doyouthinkyouwillbeabsentverylong?\'
`Indeed,\'saidWalter,`Idon\'tknow。Ifearso。Mr。Dombeysignifiedasmuch,Ithought,whenheappointedme。\'
`Isitafavour,Walter?\'inquiredFlorence,afteramoment\'shesitation,andlookinganxiouslyinhisface。
`Theappointment?\'returnedWalter。
`Yes。\'
Walterwouldhavegivenanythingtohaveansweredintheaffirmative,buthisfaceansweredbeforehislipscould,andFlorencewastooattentivetoitnottounderstanditsreply。
`Iamafraidyouhavescarcelybeenafavouritewithpapa,\'shesaid,timidly。
`Thereisnoreason,\'repliedWalter,smiling,`WhyIshouldbe。\'
`Noreason,Walter!\'
`Therewasnoreason,\'saidWalter,understandingwhatshemeant。`Therearemanypeopleemployedinthehouse。BetweenMr。Dombeyandayoungmanlikeme,there\'sawidespaceofseparation。IfIdomyduty,IdowhatIought,anddonomorethanalltherest。\'
HadFlorenceanymisgivingofwhichshewashardlyconscious:
anymisgivingthathadsprungintoanindistinctandundefinedexistencesincethatrecentnightwhenshehadgonedowntoherfather\'sroom:thatWalter\'saccidentalinterestinher,andearlyknowledgeofher,mighthaveinvolvedhiminthatpowerfuldispleasureanddislike?HadWalteranysuchidea,oranysuddenthoughtthatitwasinhermindatthatmoment?
Neitherofthemhintedatit。Neitherofthemspokeatall,forsomeshorttime。Susan,walkingontheothersideofWalter,eyedthembothsharply;
andcertainlyMissNipper\'sthoughtstravelledinthatdirection,andveryconfidentlytoo。
`Youmaycomebackverysoon,\'saidFlorence,`perhaps,Walter。\'
`Imaycomeback,\'saidWalter,`anoldman,andfindyouanoldlady。ButIhopeforbetterthings。\'
`Papa,\'saidFlorence,afteramoment,`will——willrecoverfromhisgrief,and——speakmorefreelytomeoneday,perhaps;andifheshould,IwilltellhowmuchIwishtoseeyoubackagain,andaskhimtorecallyouformysake。\'
Therewasatouchingmodulationinthesewordsaboutherfather,thatWalterunderstoodtoowell。
Thecoachbeingcloseathand,hewouldhaveleftherwithoutspeaking,fornowhefeltwhatparting;butFlorenceheldhishandwhenshewasseated,andthenhefoundtherewasalittlepacketinherown。
`Walter,\'shesaid,lookingfulluponhimwithheraffectionateeyes,`likeyou,Ihopeforbetterthings。Iwillprayforthem,andbelievethattheywillarrive。ImadethislittlegiftforPaul。Praytakeitwithmylove,anddonotlookatituntilyouaregoneaway。Andnow,Godblessyou,Walter!neverforgetme。Youaremybrother,dear!\'
HewasgladthatSusanNippercamebetweenthem,orhemighthaveleftherwithasorrowfulremembranceofhim。Hewasgladtoothatshedidnotlookoutofthecoachagain,butwavedthelittlehandtohiminstead,aslongashecouldseeit。
Inspiteofherrequest,hecouldnothelpopeningthepacketthatnightwhenhewenttobed。Itwasalittlepurse:andtherewasmoneyinit。
Brightrosethesunnextmorning,fromhisabsenceinstrangecountries,anduproseWalterwithittoreceivetheCaptain,whowasalreadyatthedoor:havingturnedoutearlierthanwasnecessary,inordertogetunderweighwhileMrs。MacStingerwasyetslumbering。TheCaptainpretendedtobeintip-topspirits,andbroughtaverysmokytongueinoneofthepocketsofthebroadbluecoatforbreakfast。
`And,Wal\'r,\'saidtheCaptain,Whentheytooktheirseatsattable,`ifyouruncle\'sthemanIthinkhim,he\'llbringoutthelastbottleoftheMadeiraonthepresentoccasion。\'
`No,no,Ned,\'returnedtheoldman。`No!ThatshallbeopenedwhenWaltercomeshomeagain。\'
`Wellsaid!\'criedtheCaptain。`Hearhim!\'
`Thereitlies,\'saidSolGills,`downinthelittlecellar,coveredwithdirtandcobwebs。Theremaybedirtandcobwebsoveryouandmeperhaps,Ned,beforeitseesthelight。\'
`Hearhim!\'criedtheCaptain。`Goodmorality!Wal\'rmylad。Trainupafig-treeinthewayitshouldgo,andwhenyouareoldsitundertheshadeonit。Overhaulthe——Well,\'saidtheCaptainonsecondthoughts,`Ian\'tquitecertainwherethat\'stobefound,butwhenfound,makeanoteof。SolGills,heaveaheadagain!\'
`Butthere,orsomewhere,itshalllie,Ned,untilWallycomesbacktoclaimit,\'saidtheoldman。`That\'sallImeanttosay。\'
`Andwellsaidtoo,\'returnedtheCaptain;`andifwethreedon\'tcrackthatbottleincompany,I\'llgiveyoutwoleavetodrinkmyallowance!\'
NotwithstandingtheCaptain\'sexcessivejoviality,hemadebutapoorhandatthesmokytongue,thoughhetriedveryhard,whenanybodylookedathim,toappearasifhewereeatingwithavastappetite。Hewasterriblyafraid,likewise,ofbeingleftalonewitheitheruncleornephew;appearingtoconsiderthathisonlychanceofsafetyastokeepingupappearances,wasintherebeingalwaysthreetogether。ThisterroronthepartoftheCaptain,reducedhimtosuchingeniousevasionsasrunningtothedoor,whenSolomonwenttoputhiscoaton,underpretenceofhavingseenanextraordinaryhackney-coachpass:anddartingoutintotheroadwhenWalterwentupstairstotakeleaveofthelodgers,onafeintofsmellingfireinaneighbouringchimney。TheseartificesCaptainCuttledeemedinscrutablebyanyuninspiredobserver。
Walterwascomingdownfromhispartingexpeditionupstairs,andwascrossingtheshoptogobacktothelittleparlour,whenhesawafadedfaceheknew,lookinginatthedoor,anddartedtowardsit。
`Mr。Carker!\'criedWalter,pressingthehandofJohnCarkertheJunior。`Praycomein!Thisiskindofyou,tobeheresoearlytosaygood-byetome。Youknewhowgladitwouldmakemetoshakehandswithyou,once,beforegoingaway。IcannotsayhowgladIamtohavethisopportunity。
Praycomein。\'
`Itisnotlikelythatwemayevermeetagain,Walter,\'returnedtheother,gentlyresistinghisinvitation,`andIamgladofthisopportunitytoo。Imayventuretospeaktoyou,andtotakeyoubythehand,ontheeveofseparation。Ishallnothavetoresistyourfrankapproaches,Walteranymore。\'
Therewasamelancholyinhissmileashesaidit,thatshowedhehadfoundsomecompanyandfriendshipforhisthoughtseveninthat。
`Ah,Mr。Carker!\'returnedWalter,`Whydidyourresistthem?
Youcouldhavedonemenothingbutgood,Iamverysure。\'
Heshookhishead。`Iftherewereanygood,\'hesaid,`Icoulddoonthisearth,Iwoulddoit,Walter,foryou。Thesightofyoufromdaytoday,hasbeenatoncehappinessandremorsetome。Butthepleasurehasoutweighedthepain。Iknowthat,now,byknowingwhatIlose。\'
`Comein,Mr。Carker,andmakeacquaintancewithmygoodolduncle,\'
urgedWalter。`Ihaveoftentalkedtohimaboutyou,andhewillbegladtotellyouallhehearsfromme。Ihavenot,\'saidWalter,noticinghishesitation,andspeakingwithembarrassmenthimself:`Ihavenottoldhimanythingaboutourlastconversation,Mr。Carker;notevenhim,believeme。\'
ThegreyJuniorpressedhishand,andtearsroseinhiseyes。
`IfIevermakeacquaintancewithhim,Walter,\'hereturned,`itwillbethatImayheartidingsofyou。Relyonmynotwrongingyourforbearanceandconsideration。Itwouldbetowrongit,nottotellhimallthetruth,beforeIsoughtawordofconfidencefromhim。ButIhavenofriendoracquaintanceexceptyou:andevenforyoursake,amlittlelikelytomakeany。\'
`Iwish,\'saidWalter,`youhadsufferedmetobeyourfriendindeed。Ialwayswishedit,Mr。Carker,asyouknow;butneverhalfsomuchasnow,whenwearegoingtopart。\'
`Itisenough,\'repliedtheother,`thatyouhavebeenthefriendofmyownbreast,andthatwhenIhaveavoidedyoumost,myheartinclinedthemosttowardsyou,andwasfullestofyou。Walter,good-bye!\'
`Good-bye,Mr。Carker。Heavenbewithyou,Sir!\'criedWalter,withemotion。
`If,\'saidtheother,retaininghishandwhilehespoke;`ifwhenyoucomeback,youmissmefrommyoldcorner,andshouldhearfromanyonewhereIamlying,comeandlookuponmygrave。ThinkthatImighthavebeenashonestandashappyasyou!Andletmethink,whenIknowmytimeiscomingon,thatsomeonelikemyformerselfmaystandthere,foramoment,andremembermewithpityandforgiveness!Walter,good-bye!\'
Hisfigurecreptlikeashadowdownthebright,sun-lightedstreet,socheerfulyetsosolemnintheearlysummermorning;andslowlypassedaway。
TherelentlesschronometeratlastannouncedthatWaltermustturnhisbackupontheWoodenMidshipman:andawaytheywent,himself,hisuncle,andtheCaptain,inahackney-coachtoawharf,wheretheyweretotakesteam-boatforsomeReachdowntheriver,thenameofwhich,astheCaptaingaveitout,wasahopelessmysterytotheearsoflandsmen。
ArrivedatthisReachwhithertheshiphadrepairedbylastnight\'stide,theywereboardedbyvariousexcitedwatermen,andamongothersbyadirtyCyclopsoftheCaptain\'sacquaintance,who,withhisoneeye,hadmadetheCaptainoutsomemileandahalfoff,andhadbeenexchangingunintelligibleroarswithhimeversince。Becomingthelawfulprizeofthispersonage,whowasfrightfullyhoarseandconstitutionallyinwantofshaving,theywereallthreeputaboardtheSonandHeir。AndtheSonandHeirwasinaprettystateofconfusion,withsailslyingallbedraggledonthewetdecks,looseropestrippingpeopleup,meninredshirtsrunningbarefoottoandfro,casksblockadingeveryfootofspace,and,inthethickestofthefray,ablackcookinablackcabooseuptohiseyesinvegetablesandblindedwithsmoke。
TheCaptainimmediatelydrewWalterintoacorner,andwithagreateffort,thatmadehisfaceveryred,pulledupthesilverwatch,whichwassobig,andsotightinhispocket,thatitcameoutlikeabung。
`Wal\'rsaidtheCaptain,handingitover,andshakinghimheartilybythehand,`apartinggift,mylad。Putitbackhalfanhoureverymorning,andaboutanotherquartertowardstheafternoon,andit\'sawatchthat\'lldoyoucredit。\'
`CaptainCuttle!Icouldn\'tthinkofit!\'criedWalter,detaininghim,forhewasrunningaway。`Praytakeitback。Ihaveonealready。\'
`Then,Wal\'r,\'saidtheCaptain,suddenlydivingintooneofhispocketsandbringingupthetwoteaspoonsandthesugar-tongs,withwhichhehadarmedhimselftomeetsuchanobjection,`takethisheretrifleofplate,instead。\'
`No,no,Icouldn\'tindeed!\'criedWalter,`athousandthanks!
Don\'tthrowthemaway,CaptainCuttle!\'fortheCaptainwasabouttojerkthemoverboard。`They\'llbeofmuchmoreusetoyouthanme。Givemeyourstick。IhaveoftenthoughtIshouldliketohaveit。There!Good-bye,CaptainCuttle!Takecareofmyuncle!UncleSol,Godblessyou!\'
Theywereoverthesideintheconfusion,beforeWaltercaughtanotherglimpseofeither;andwhenheranuptothestern,andlookedafterthem,hesawhisunclehangingdownhisheadintheboat,andCaptainCuttlerappinghimonthebackwiththegreatsilverwatchitmusthavebeenverypainful,andgesticulatinghopefullywiththeteaspoonsandsugartongs。CatchingsightofWalter,CaptainCuttledroppedthepropertyintothebottomoftheboatwithperfectunconcern,beingevidentlyobliviousofitsexistence,andpullingofftheglazedhathailedhimlustily。Theglazedhatmadequiteashowinthesunwithitsglistening,andtheCaptaincontinuedtowaveituntilhecouldbeseennolonger。Thentheconfusiononboard,whichhadbeenrapidlyincreasing,reacheditsheight;twoorthreeotherboatswentawaywithacheer;thesailsshonebrightandfullabove,asWalterwatchedthemspreadtheirsurfacetothefavourablebreeze;
thewaterflewinsparklesfromtheprow;andoffuponhervoyagewenttheSonandHeir,ashopefullyandtrippinglyasmanyanothersonandheir,gonedown,hadstartedonhiswaybeforeher。
Dayafterday,oldSolandCaptainCuttlekeptherreckoninginthelittlebackparlourandworkedouthercourse,withthechartspreadbeforethemontheroundtable。Atnight,whenoldSolclimbedupstairs,solonely,totheatticwhereitsometimesblewgreatguns,helookedupatthestarsandlistenedtothewind,andkeptalongerwatchthanwouldhavefallentohislotonboardtheship。ThelastbottleoftheoldMadeira,whichhadhaditscruisingdays,andknownitsdangersofthedeep,laysilentlybeneathitsdustandcobwebs,inthemeanwhile,undisturbed。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter20[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXMr。DombeygoesuponaJourney`MR。DOMBEY,Sir,\'saidMajorBagstock,`JoeyB。isnotingeneralamanofsentiment,forJosephistough。ButJoehashisfeelings,Sir,andwhentheyareawakened——Damme,Mr。Dombey,\'criedtheMajorwithsuddenferocity,`thisisweakness,andIwon\'tsubmittoit!\'
MajorBagstockdeliveredhimselfoftheseexpressionsonreceivingMr。DombeyashisguestattheheadofhisownstaircaseinPrincess\'sPlace。Mr。DombeyhascometobreakfastwiththeMajor,previoustotheirsettingforthontheirtrip;andtheill-starredNativehadalreadyundergoneaworldofmiseryarisingoutofthemuffins,while,inconnexionwiththegeneralquestionofboiledeggs,lifewasaburdentohim。
`ItisnotforanoldsoldieroftheBagstockbreed,\'observedtheMajor,relapsingintoamildstate,`todeliverhimselfup,apreytohisownemotions;but——damme,Sir,\'criedtheMajor,inanotherspasmofferocity,`Icondolewithyou!\'
TheMajor\'spurplevisagedeepenedinitshue,andtheMajor\'slobstereyesstoodoutinbolderrelief,asheshookMr。Dombeybythehand,impartingtothatpeacefulactionasdefiantacharacterasifithadbeenthepreludetohisimmediatelyboxingMr。DombeyforathousandpoundsasideandthechampionshipofEngland。Witharotatorymotionofhishead,andawheezeverylikethecoughofahorse,theMajorthenconductedhisvisitortothesitting-room,andtherewelcomedhimhavingnowcomposedhisfeelingswiththefreedomandfranknessofatravellingcompanion。
`Dombey,\'saidtheMajor,`I\'mgladtoseeyou。I\'mproudtoseeyou。TherearenotmanymeninEuropetowhomJ。Bagstockwouldsaythat——forJoshisblunt。Sir:it\'shisnature——butJoeyB。isproudtoseeyou,Dombey。\'
`Major,\'returnedMr。Dombey,`youareveryobliging。\'
`No,Sir,\'saidtheMajor,`Devilabit!That\'snotmycharacter。
IfthathadbeenJoe\'scharacter。Joemighthavebeen,bythistime,Lieutenant-GeneralSirJosephBagstock,K。C。B。,andmighthavereceivedyouinverydifferentquarters。Youdon\'tknowoldJoeyet,Ifind。Butthisoccasion,beingspecial,isasourceofpridetome。BytheLord,Sir,\'saidtheMajorresolutely,`it\'sanhonourtome!\'
Mr。Dombey,inhisestimationofhimselfandhismoney,feltthatthiswasverytrue,andthereforedidnotdisputethepoint。ButtheinstinctiverecognitionofsuchatruthbytheMajor,andhisplainavowalofit,wereveryagreeable。ItwasaconfirmationtoMr。Dombey,ifhehasrequiredany,ofhisnotbeingmistakenintheMajor。Itwasanassurancetohimthathispowerextendedbeyondhisownimmediatesphere;andthattheMajor,asanofficerandagentleman,hadanolessbecomingsenseofit,thanthebeadleoftheRoyalExchange。
Andifitwereeverconsolatorytoknowthis,orthelikeofthis,itwasconsolatorythen,whentheimpotenceofhiswill,theinstabilityofhishopes,thefeeblenessofwealth,hadbeensodirefullyimpresseduponhim。Whatcoulditdo,hisboyhadaskedhim。Sometimes,thinkingofthebabyquestion,hecouldhardlyforbearinquiring,himself,whatcoulditdoindeed:whathaditdone?
Butthesewerelonelythoughts,bredlateatnightinthesullendespondencyandgloomofhisretirement,andprideeasilyfounditsreassuranceinmanytestimoniestothetruth,asunimpeachableandpreciousastheMajor\'s。Mr。Dombey,inhisfriendlessness,inclinedtotheMajor。Itcannotbesaidthathewarmedtowardshim,buthethawedalittle。TheMajorhadhadsomepart——andnottoomuch——inthedaysbytheseaside。Hewasamanoftheworld,andknewsomegreatpeople。Hetalkedmuch,andtoldstories;
andMr。Dombeywasdisposedtoregardhimasachoicespiritwhoshoneinsociety,andwhohadnotthatpoisonousingredientofpovertywithwhichchoicespiritsingeneralaretoomuchadulterated。Hisstationwasundeniable。
AltogethertheMajorwasacreditablecompanion,wellaccustomedtoalifeofleisure,andtosuchplacesasthattheywereabouttovisit,andhavinganairofgentlemanlyeaseabouthimthatmixedwellenoughwithhisownCitycharacter,anddidnotcompetewithitatall。IfMr。DombeyhadanylingeringideathattheMajor,asamanaccustomed,inthewayofhiscalling,tomakelightoftheruthlesshadthathandlatelycrushedhishopes,mightunconsciouslyimpartsomeusefulphilosophytohim,andscareawayhisweakregrets,hehiditfromhimself,andleftitlyingatthebottomofhispride,unexamined。
`Whereismyscoundrel?\'saidtheMajor,lookingwrathfullyroundtheroom。
TheNative,whohadnoparticularname,butansweredtoanyvituperativeepithet,presentedhimselfinstantlyatthedoorandventuredtocomenonearer。
`Youvillain!\'saidthecholericMajor,`where\'sthebreakfast?\'
Thedarkservantdisappearedinsearchofit,andwasquicklyheardreascendingthestairsinsuchatremulousstate,thattheplatesanddishesonthetrayhecarried,tremblingsympatheticallyashecame,rattledagain,allthewayup。
`Dombey,\'saidtheMajor,glancingattheNativeashearrangedthetable,andencouraginghimwithanawfulshakeofhisfistwhenheupsetaspoon,`hereisadevilledgrill,asavourypie,adishofkidneys,andsoforth。Praysitdown。OldJoecangiveyounothingbutcampfare,yousee。\'
`Veryexcellentfare,Major,\'repliedhisguest;andnotinmerepolitenesseither;fortheMajoralwaystookthebestpossiblecareofhimself,andindeedaterathermoreofrichmeatsthanwasgoodforhim,insomuchthathisImperialcomplexionwasmainlyreferredbythefacultytothatcircumstance。
`Youhavebeenlookingovertheway,Sir,\'observedtheMajor。
`Haveyouseenourfriend?\'
`YoumeanMissTox,\'retortedMr。Dombey。`No。\'
`Charmingwoman,Sir,\'saidtheMajor,withafatlaughrisinginhisshortthroat,andnearlysuffocatinghim。
`MissToxisaverygoodsortofperson,Ibelieve,\'repliedMr。
Dombey。
ThehaughtycoldnessofthereplyseemedtoaffordMajorBagstockinfinitedelight。Heswelledandswelled,exceedingly:andevenlaiddownhisknifeandforkforamoment,torubhishands。
`OldJoe,Sir,\'saidtheMajor,`wasabitofafavouriteinthatquarteronce。ButJoehashadhisday。J。Bagstockisextinguished——outrivalled——floored,Sir。Itellyouwhat,Dombey。\'TheMajorpausedinhiseating,andlookedmysteriouslyindignant。`That\'sade-vilishambitiouswoman,Sir。\'
Mr。Dombeysaid`Indeed?\'withfrigidindifference:mingledperhapswithsomecontemptuousincredulityastoMissToxhavingthepresumptiontoharboursuchasuperiorquality。
`Thatwoman,Sir,\'saidtheMajor,`is,inherway,aLucifer。
JoeyB。hashadhisday,Sir,buthekeepshiseyes。Hesees,doesJoe。
HisRoyalHighnessthelateDukeofYorkobservedofJoey,atalevee,thathesaw。\'
TheMajoraccompaniedthiswithsuchalook,and,betweeneating,drinking,hottea,devilledgrill,muffins,andmeaning,wasaltogethersoswollenandinflamedaboutthehead,thatevenMr。Dombeyshowedsomeanxietyforhim。
`Thatridiculousoldspectacle,Sir,\'pursuedtheMajor,`aspires。
Sheaspiressky-high,Sir。Matrimonially,Dombey。\'
`Iamsorryforher,\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Don\'tsaythat,Dombey,\'returnedtheMajorinawarningvoice。
`WhyshouldInot,Major?\'saidMr。Dombey。
TheMajorgavenoanswerbutthehorse\'scough,andwentoneatingvigorously。
`Shehastakenaninterestinyourhousehold,\'saidtheMajor,stoppingshortagain,`andhasbeenafrequentvisitoratyourhouseforsometimenow。\'
`Yes,\'repliedMr。Dombeywithgreatstateliness,`MissToxwasoriginallyreceivedthere,atthetimeofMrs。Dombey\'sdeath,asafriendofmysister\'s;andbeingawell-behavedperson,andshowingalikingforthepoorinfant,shewaspermitted——Imaysayencouraged——torepeathervisitswithmysister,andgraduallytooccupyakindoffootingoffamiliarityinthefamily。Ihave,\'saidMr。Dombey,inthetoneofamanwhowasmakingagreatandvaluableconcession,`IhavearespectforMissTox。Shehasbeensoobligingastorendermanylittleservicesinmyhouse:triflingandinsignificantservicesperhaps,Major,butnottobedisparagedonthataccount:andIhopeIhavehadthegoodfortunetobeenabledtoacknowledgethembysuchattentionandnoticeasithasbeeninmypowertobestow。
IholdmyselfindebtedtoMissTox,Major,\'addedMr。Dombey,withaslightwaveofhishand,`forthepleasureofyouracquaintance。\'
`Dombey,\'saidtheMajor,warmly:`no!No,Sir!JosephBagstockcanneverpermitthatassertiontopassuncontradicted。YourknowledgeofoldJoe,Sir,suchasheis,andoldJoe\'sknowledgeofyou,Sir,haditsorigininanoblefellow,Sir——inagreatcreature,Sir。Dombey!\'saidtheMajor,withastrugglewhichitwasnotverydifficulttoparade,hiswholelifebeingastruggleagainstallkindsofapoplecticsymptoms,`wekneweachotherthroughyourboy。\'
Mr。Dombeyseemedtouched,asitisnotimprobabletheMajordesignedheshouldbe,bythisallusion。Helookeddownandsighed:andtheMajor,rousinghimselffiercely,againsaid,inreferencetothestateofmindintowhichhefelthimselfindangeroffalling,thatthiswasweakness,andnothingshouldinducehimtosubmittoit。
`Ourfriendhasaremoteconnexionwiththatevent,\'saidtheMajor,`andallthecreditthatbelongstoher,J。B。iswillingtogiveher,Sir。Notwithstandingwhich,Ma\'am,\'headded,raisinghiseyesfromhisplate,andcastingthemacrossPrincess\'sPlace,towhereMissToxwasatthatmomentvisibleatherwindowwateringherflowers,`you\'reaschemingjade,Ma\'am,andyourambitionisapieceofmonstrousimpudence。
Ifitonlymadeyourselfridiculous,Ma\'am,\'saidtheMajor,rollinghisheadattheunconsciousMissTox,whilehisstartingeyesappearedtomakealeaptowardsher,`youmightdothattoyourheart\'scontent,Ma\'am,withoutanyobjection,Iassureyou,onthepartofBagstock。\'HeretheMajorlaughedfrightfullyupinthetipsofhisearsandintheveinsofhishead。`Butwhen,Ma\'am,\'saidtheMajor,`youcompromiseotherpeople,andgenerous,unsuspiciouspeopletoo,asarepaymentfortheircondescension,youstirthebloodofoldJoeinhisbody。\'
`Major,\'saidMr。Dombey,reddening,`IhopeyoudonothintatanythingsoabsurdonthepartofMissToxas——\'
`Dombey,\'returnedtheMajor,`Ihintatnothing。ButJoeyB。
haslivedintheworld,Sir:livedintheworldwithhiseyesopen,Sir,andhisearscocked:andJoetellsyou,Dombey,thatthere\'sade-vilishartfulandambitiouswomanovertheway。\'
Mr。Dombeyinvoluntarilyglancedovertheway;andanangryglancehesentinthatdirection,too。
`That\'sallonsuchasubjectthatshallpassthelipsofJosephBagstock,\'saidtheMajorfirmly。`Joeisnotatalebearer,buttherearetimeswhenhemustspeak,whenhewillspeak!——confoundyourarts,Ma\'am,\'criedtheMajor,againapostrophisinghisfairneighbour,withgreatire,——`whentheprovocationistoostrongtoadmitofhisremainingsilent。\'
TheemotionofthisoutbreakthrewtheMajorintoaparoxysmofhorse\'scoughs,whichheldhimforalongtime。Onrecoveringheadded:
`Andnow,Dombey,asyouhaveinvitedJoe——oldJoe,whohasnoothermerit,Sir,butthatheistoughandhearty——tobeyourguestandguideatLeamington,commandhiminanywayyouplease,andheiswhollyyours。Idon\'tknow,Sir,\'saidtheMajor,wagginghisdoublechinwithajocoseair,`whatitisyoupeopleseeinJoetomakeyouholdhiminsuchgreatrequest,allofyou;butthisIknow,Sir,thatifhewasn\'tprettytough,andobstinateinhisrefusals,you\'dkillhimamongyouwithyourinvitationsandsoforth,indouble-quicktime。\'
Mr。Dombey,inafewwords,expressedhissenseofthepreferencehereceivedoverthoseotherdistinguishedmembersofsocietywhowereclamouringforthepossessionofMajorBagstock。ButtheMajorcuthimshortbygivinghimtounderstandthathefollowedhisowninclinations,andthattheyhadrisenupinabodyandsaidwithoneaccord,`J。B。,Dombeyisthemanforyoutochooseasafriend。\'
TheMajorbeingbythistimeinastateofrepletion,withessenceofsavourypieoozingoutatthecornersofhiseyes,anddevilledgrillandkidneystighteninghiscravat:andthetimemoreoverapproachingforthedepartureoftherailwaytraintoBirmingham,bywhichtheyweretoleavetown:theNativegothimintohisgreat-coatwithimmensedifficulty,andbuttonedhimupuntilhisfacelookedstaringandgasping,overthetopofthatgarment,asifhewereinabarrel。TheNativethenhandedhimseparately,andwithadecentintervalbetweeneachsupply,hiswash-leathergloves,histhickstick,andhishat;whichlatterarticletheMajorworewitharakishairononesideofhishead,bywayoftoningdownhisremarkablevisage。TheNativehadpreviouslypacked,inallpossibleandimpossiblepartsofMr。Dombey\'schariot,whichwasinwaiting,anunusualquantityofcarpet-bagsandsmallportmanteaus,nolessapoplecticinappearancethantheMajorhimself:andhavingfilledhisownpocketswithSeltzerwater,EastIndiasherry,sandwiches,shawls,telescopes,maps,andnewspapers,anyorallofwhichlightbaggagetheMajormightrequireatanyinstantofthejourney,heannouncedthateverythingwasready。Tocompletetheequipmentofthisunfortunateforeignercurrentlybelievedtobeaprinceinhisowncountry,whenhetookhisseatintherumblebythesideofMr。Towlinson,apileoftheMajor\'scloaksandgreat-coatswashurleduponhimbythelandlord,whoaimedathimfromthepavementwiththosegreatmissileslikeaTitan,andsocoveredhimup,thatheproceeded,inalivingtomb,totherailroadstation。
Butbeforethecarriagemovedaway,andwhiletheNativewasintheactofsepulture,MissToxappearingatherwindow,wavedalily-whitehandkerchief。Mr。Dombeyreceivedthispartingsalutationverycoldly——verycoldlyevenforhim——andhonouringherwiththeslightestpossibleinclinationofhishead,leanedbackinthecarriagewithaverydiscontentedlook。
HismarkedbehaviourseemedtoaffordtheMajorwhowasallpolitenessinhisrecognitionofMissToxunboundedsatisfaction;andhesatforalongtimeafterwards,leering,andchoking,likeanover-fedMephistopheles。
Duringthebustleofpreparationattherailway,Mr。Dombeyandthemajorwalkedupanddowntheplatformsidebyside;theformertaciturnandgloomy,andthelatterentertaininghim,orentertaininghimself,withavarietyofanecdotesandreminiscences,inmostofwhichJoeBagstockwastheprincipalperformer。Neitherofthetwoobservedthatinthecourseofthesewalks,theyattractedtheattentionofaworkingmanwhowasstandingneartheengine,andwhotouchedhishateverytimetheypassed;forMr。
Dombeyhabituallylookedoverthevulgarherd,notatthem;andtheMajorwaslooking,atthetime,intothecoreofoneofhisstories。Atlength,however,thismansteppedbeforethemastheyturnedround,andpullinghishatoff,andkeepingitoff,duckedhisheadtoMr。Dombey。
`Begyourpardon,Sir,\'saidtheman,`butIhopeyou\'readoin\'
prettywell,Sir。\'
Hewasdressedinacanvasssuitabundantlybesmearedwithcoal-dustandoil,andcindersinhiswhiskers,andasmellofhalf-slakedashesalloverhim。Hewasnotabad-lookingfellow,norevenwhatcouldbefairlycalledadirty-lookingfellow,inspiteofthis;and,inshort,hewasMr。Toodle,professionallyclothed。
`Ishallhavethehonourofstokin\'ofyoudown,Sir,\'saidMr。
Toodle。`Begyourpardon,Sir。Ihopeyoufindyourselfacominground?\'
Mr。Dombeylookedathim,inreturnforhistoneofinterest,asifamanlikethatwouldmakehisveryeyesightdirty。
`\'Scusetheliberty,Sir,\'saidToodle,seeinghewasnotclearlyremembered,`butmywifePolly,aswascalledRichardsinyourfamily——\'
AchangeinMr。Dombey\'sface,whichseemedtoexpressrecollectionofhim,andsoitdid,butitexpressedinamuchstrongerdegreeandangrysenseofhumiliation,stoppedMr。Toodleshort。
`Yourwifewantsmoney,Isuppose,\'saidMr。Dombey,puttinghishandinhispocket,andspeakingbutthathealwaysdidhaughtily。
`Nothank\'ee,Sir,\'returnedToodle,`Ican\'tsayshedoes。Idon\'t。\'
Mr。Dombeywasstoppedshortnowinhisturn:andawkwardly:withhishandinhispocket。
`No,Sir,\'saidToodle,turninghisoilskincaproundandround;
`we\'readoin\'prettywell,Sir;wehaven\'tnocausetocomplainintheworldlyway,Sir。We\'vehadfourmoresincethen,Sir,butwerubson。\'
Mr。Dombeywouldhaverubbedontohisowncarriage,thoughinsodoinghehadrubbedthestokerunderneaththewheels;buthisattentionwasarrestedbysomethinginconnexionwiththecapstillgoingslowlyroundandroundintheman\'shand。
`Welostonebabby,\'observedToodle,`there\'snodenyin。\'
`Lately,\'addedMr。Dombey,lookingatthecap。
`No,Sir,up\'ardofthreeyearsago,butalltherestishearty。
Andinthemattero\'readin\',Sir,\'saidToodle,duckingagain,asiftoremindMr。Dombeyofwhathadpassedbetweenthemonthatsubjectlongago,`themboyso\'mine,theylearnedme,among\'em,arterall。They\'vemadeawerytolerablescholarofme,Sir,themboys。\'
`Come,Major!\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Begyourpardon,Sir,\'resumedToodle,takingastepbeforethemanddeferentiallystoppingthemagain,stillcapinhand:`Iwouldn\'thavetroubledyouwithsuchapintexceptasawayofgettin\'inthenameofmysonBiler——christenedRobin——himasyouwassogoodastomakeaCharitableGrinderon。\'
`Well,man,\'saidMr。Dombeyinhisseverestmanner。`Whatabouthim?\'
`Why,Sir,\'returnedToodle,shakinghisheadwithafaceofgreatanxietyanddistress,`I\'mforcedtosay,Sir,thathe\'sgonewrong。\'
`Hehasgonewrong,hashe?\'saidMr。Dombey,withahardkindofsatisfaction。
`Hehasfellintobadcompany,yousee,gentlemen,\'pursuedthefather,lookingwistfullyatboth,andevidentlytakingtheMajorintotheconversationwiththehopeofhavinghissympathy。`Hehasgotintobadways。Godsendhemaycometoagain,gentlemen,buthe\'sonthewrongtracknow!Youcouldhardlybeoffhearingofitsomehow,Sir,\'saidToodle,againaddressingMr。Dombeyindividually;`andit\'sbetterIshouldoutandsaymyboy\'sgoneratherwrong。Polly\'sdreadfuldownaboutit,genelmen,\'
saidToodlewiththesamedejectedlook,andanotherappealtotheMajor。
`Asonofthisman\'swhomIcausedtobeeducated,Major,\'saidMr。Dombey,givinghimhisarm。`Theusualreturn!\'
`TakeadvicefromplainoldJoe,andnevereducatethatsortofpeople,Sir,\'returnedtheMajor。`Damme,Sir,itneverdoes!Ialwaysfails!\'
Thesimplefatherwasbeginningtosubmitthathehopedhisson,thequondamGrinder,huffedandcuffed,andfloggedandbadged,andtaught,asparrotsare,byabrutejobbedintohisplaceofschoolmasterwithasmuchfitnessforitasahound,mightnothavebeeneducatedonquitearightplaninsomeundiscoveredrespect,whenMr。Dombeyangrilyrepeating`Theusualreturn!\'ledtheMajoraway。AndtheMajorbeingheavytohoistintoMr。Dombey\'scarriageelevatedinmidair,andhavingtostopandswearthathewouldflaytheNativealive,andbreakveryboneinhisskin,andvisitotherphysicaltormentsuponhim,everytimehecouldn\'tgethisfootonthestep,andfellbackonthatdarkexile,hadbarelytimebeforetheystartedtorepeathoarselythatitwouldneverdo:thatitalwaysfailed:andthatifheweretoeducate`hisownvagabond,\'hewouldcertainlybehanged。
Mr。Dombeyassentedbitterly;buttherewassomethingmoreinhisbitterness,andinhismoodywayoffallingbackinthecarriage,andlookingwithknittedbrowsatthechangingobjectswithout,thatthefailureofthatnobleeducationalsystemadministeredbytheGrinders\'Company。
Hehadseenupontheman\'sroughcapapieceofnewcrape,andhehadassuredhimself,fromhismannerandhisanswers,thatheworeitforhisson。
So!fromhightolow,athomeorabroad,fromFlorenceinhisgreathousetothecoarsechurlwhowasfeedingthefirethensmokingbeforethem,everyonesetupsomeclaimorothertoashareinhisdeadboy,andwasabidderagainsthim!Couldheeverforgethowthatwomanhadweptoverhispillow,andcalledhimherownchild!orhowhe,wakingfromhissleep,hadaskedforher,andhadraisedhimselfinhisbedandbrightenedwhenshecamein!
Tothinkofthispresumptuousrakeramongcoalsandashesgoingonbeforethere,withhissignofmourning!Tothinkthathedaredtoenter,evenbyacommonshowlikethat,intothetrialanddisappointmentofaproudgentleman\'ssecretheart!Tothinkthatthislostchild,whowastohavedividedwithhimhisriches,andhisprojects,andhispower,andalliedwithwhomhewastohaveshutoutalltheworldaswithadoubledoorofgold,shouldhaveletinsuchaherdtoinsulthimwiththeirknowledgeofhisdefeatedhopes,andtheirboastsofclaimingcommunityoffeelingwithhimself,sofarremoved:ifnotofhavingcreptintotheplacewhereinhewouldhavelordedit,alone!
Hefoundnopleasureorofreliefinthejourney。Torturedbythesethoughtshecarriedmonotonywithhim,throughtherushinglandscape,andhurriedheadlong,notthrougharichandvariedcountry,butawildernessofblightedplansandgnawingjealousies。Theveryspeedatwhichthetrainwaswhirledalongmockedtheswiftcourseoftheyounglifethathadbeenborneawaysosteadilyandsoinexorablytoitsforedoomedend。Thepowerthatforceditselfuponitsironway——itsown——defiantofallpathsandroads,piercingthroughtheheartofeveryobstacle,anddragginglivingcreaturesofallclasses,ages,anddegreesbehindit,wasatypeofthetriumphantmonster,Death。
Away,withashriek,andaroar,andarattle,fromthetown,burrowingamongthedwellingsofmenandmakingthestreetshum,flashingoutintothemeadowsforamoment,mininginthroughthedampearth,boomingonindarknessandheavyair,burstingoutagainintothesunnydaysobrightandwide;away,withashriek,andaroar,andarattle,throughthefields,throughthewoods,throughthecorn,throughthehay,throughthechalk,throughthemould,throughtheclay,throughtherock,amongobjectscloseathandandalmostinthegrasp,everflyingfromthetraveller,andadeceitfuldistanceevermovingslowlywithinhim:likeasinthetrackoftheremorselessmonster,Death!
Throughthehallow,ontheheight,bytheheath,bytheorchard,bythepark,bythegarden,overthecanal,acrosstheriver,wherethesheeparefeeding,wherethemillisgoing,wherethebargeisfloating,wherethedeadarelying,wherethefactoryissmoking,wherethestreamisrunning,wherethevillageclusters,wherethegreatcathedralrises,wherethebleakmoorlies,andthewildbreezesmoothsorrufflesitatitsinconstantwill;away,withashriek,andaroar,andarattle,andnotracetoleavebehindbutdustandvapour:likeasinthetrackoftheremorselessmonster,Death!
Breastingthewindandlight,theshowerandsunshine,away,andstillaway,itrollsandroars,fierceandrapid,smoothandcertain,andgreatworksandmassivebridges,crossingupabove,falllikeabeamofshadowaninchbroad,upontheeye,andthenarelost。Away,andstillaway,onwardandonwardever:glimpsesofcottage-homes,ofhouses,mansions,richestates,ofhusbandryandhandicraft,ofpeople,ofoldroadsandpathsthatlookdeserted,small,andinsignificantastheyareleftbehind:
andsotheydo,andwhatelseistherebutsuchglimpses,inthetrackoftheindomitablemonster,Death!
Away,withashriek,andaroar,andarattle,plungingdownintotheearthagain,andworkingoninsuchastormofenergyandperseverance,thatamidstthedarknessandwhirlwindthemotionseemsreversed,andtotendfuriouslybackward,untilarayoflightuponthewetwallshowsitssurfaceflyingpastlikeafiercestream。Awayoncemoreintotheday,andthroughtheday,withashrillyellofexultation,roaring,rattling,tearingon,spurningeverythingwithitsdarkbreath,sometimespausingforaminutewhereacrowdoffacesare,thatinaminutemorearenot;
sometimeslappingwatergreedily,andbeforethespoutatwhichitdrinkshasceasedtodripupontheground,shrieking,roaring,rattlingthroughthepurpledistance!
Louderandlouderyet,itshrieksandcriesasitcomestearingonresistlesstothegoal:andnowitsway,stilllikethewayofDeath,isstrewnwithashesthickly。Everythingaroundisblackened。Therearedarkpoolsofwater,muddylanes,andmiserablehabitationsfarbelow。
Therearejaggedwallsandfallinghousescloseathand,andthroughthebatteredroofsandbrokenwindows,wretchedroomsareseen,wherewantandfeverhidethemselvesinmanywretchedshapes,whilesmokeandcrowdedgables,anddistortedchimneys,anddeformityofbrickandmortarpenningupdeformityofmindandbody,chokethemurkydistance。AsMr。Dombeylooksoutofhiscarriagewindow,itisneverinhisthoughtsthatthemonsterwhohasbroughthimtherehasletthelightofdayinonthesethings:notmadeorcausedthem。Itwasthejourney\'sfittingend,andmighthavebeentheendofeverything;itwassoruinousanddreary。
So,pursuingtheonecourseofthought,hehadtheonerelentlessmonsterstillbeforehim。Allthingslookedblack,andcold,anddeadlyuponhim,andheonthem。Hefoundalikenesstohismisfortuneeverywhere。
Therewasaremorselesstriumphgoingonabouthim,anditgalledandstunghiminhisprideandjealousy,whateverformittook:thoughmostofallwhenitdividedwithhimtheloveandmemoryofhislostboy。
Therewasaface——hehadlookeduponit,onthepreviousnight,anditonhimwitheyesthatreadhissoul,thoughtheyweredimwithtears,andhiddensoonbehindtwoquiveringhands——thatoftenhadattendedhiminfancy,onthisride。Hehadseenit,withtheexpressionoflastnight,timidlypleadingtohim。Itwasnotreproachful,buttherewassomethingofdoubt,almostofhopefulincredulityinit,which,asheoncemoresawthatfadeawayintoadesolatecertaintyofhisdislike,waslikereproach。
ItwasatroubletohimtothinkofthisfaceofFlorence。
Becausehefeltanynewcompunctiontowardsit?No。Becausethefeelingitawakenedinhim——ofwhichhehadhadsomeoldforeshadowinginoldertimes——wasfull-formednow,andspokeoutplainly,movinghimtoomuch,andthreateningtogrowtoostrongforhiscomposure。Becausethefacewasabroad,intheexpressionofdefeatandpersecutionthatseemedtoencirclehimliketheair。Becauseitbarbedthearrowofthatcruelandremorselessenemyonwhichhisthoughtssoran,andputintoitsgraspadouble-handedsword。Becauseheknewfullwell,inhisownbreast,ashestoodthere,tingingthesceneoftransitionbeforehimwiththemorbidcoloursofhisownmind,andmakingitaruinandapictureofdecay,insteadofhopefulchange,andpromiseofbetterthings,thatlifehadquiteasmuchtodowithhiscomplainingsasdeath。Onechildwasgone,andonechildleft。Whywastheobjectofhishoperemovedinsteadofher?
Thesweet,calm,gentlepresenceinhisfancy,movedhimtonoreflectionbutthat。Shehadbeenunwelcometohimfromthefirst;shewasanaggravationofhisbitternessnow。Ifhissonhadbeenhisonlychild,andthesameblowhadfallenonhim,itwouldhavebeenheavytobear;butinfinitelylighterthannow,whenitmighthavefallenonherwhomhecouldhavelost,orhebelievedit,withoutapang,andhadnot。
Herlovingandinnocentfacerisingbeforehim,andhadnosofteningorwinninginfluence。Herejectedtheangel,andtookupwiththetormentingspiritcrouchinginhisbosom。Herpatience,goodness,youth,devotion,love,wereassomanyatomsintheashesuponwhichhesethisheel。Hesawherimageintheblightandblacknessallaroundhim,notirradiatingbutdeepeningthegloom。Morethanonceuponthisjourney,andhowagainashestoodponderingatthisjourney\'send,tracingfiguresinthedustwithhisstick,thethoughtcameintohismind,whatwastherehecouldinterposebetweenhimselfandit?
TheMajor,whohadbeenblowingandpantingallthewaydown,likeanotherengine,andwhoseeyehadoftenwanderedfromhisnewspapertoleerattheprospect,asiftherewereaprocessionofdiscomfitedMissToxespouringoutinthesmokeofthetrain,andflyingawayoverthefieldstohidethemselvesinanyplaceofrefuge,arousedhisfriendbyinforminghimthatthepost-horseswereharnessedandthecarriageready。
`Dombey,\'saidtheMajor,rappinghimonthearmwithhiscane,`don\'tbethoughtful。It\'sabadhabit。OldJoe,Sir,wouldn\'tbeastoughasyouseehim,ifhehadeverencouragedit。Youaretoogreataman,Dombey,tobethoughtful。Inyourposition,Sir,you\'refarabovethatkindofthing。\'
TheMajoreveninhisfriendlyremonstrances,thusconsultingthedignityandhonourofMr。Dombey,andshowingalivelysenseoftheirimportance,Mr。Dombeyfeltmorethaneverdisposedtodefertoagentlemanpossessingsomuchgoodsenseandsuchawell-regulatedmind;accordinglyhemadeanefforttolistentotheMajor\'sstories,astheytrottedalongtheturnpikeroad;andtheMajor,findingboththepaceandtheroadagreatdealbetteradaptedtohisconversationalpowersthanthemodeoftravellingtheyhadjustrelinquished,cameoutforhisentertainment。
Inthisflowofspiritsandconversation,onlyinterruptedbyhisusualplethoricsymptoms,andbyintervalsoflunch,andfromtimetotimebysomeviolentassaultupontheNative,whoworeapairofear-ringsinhisdark-brownears,andonwhomhisEuropeanclothessatwithanoutlandishimpossibilityofadjustment——being,oftheirownaccord,andwithoutanyreferencetothetailor\'sart,longwheretheyoughttobeshort,shortwheretheyoughttobelong,tightwheretheyoughttobeloose,andloosewheretheyoughttobetight——andtowhichheimpartedanewgrace,whenevertheMajorattackedhim,byshrinkingintothemlikeashrivellednut,oracoldmonkey——inthisflowofspiritsandconversation,theMajorcontinuedallday:sothatwheneveningcameon,andfoundthemtrottingthroughthegreenandleafyroadnearLeamington,theMajor\'svoice,whatwithtalkingandeatingandchucklingandchoking,appearedtobeintheboxundertherumble,orinsomeneighbouringhay-stack。NordidtheMajorimproveitattheRoyalHotel,whereroomsanddinnerhadbeenordered,andwherehesooppressedhisorgansofspeechbyeatinganddrinking,thatwhenheretiredtobedhehadnovoiceatall,excepttocoughwith,andcouldonlymakehimselfintelligibletothedarkservantbygaspingathim。
Henotonlyrosenextmorning,however,likeagiantrefreshed,butconductedhimself,atbreakfast,likeagiantrefreshing。Atthismealtheyarrangedtheirdailyhabits。TheMajorwastotaketheresponsibilityororderingeverythingtoeatanddrink;andtheyweretohavealatebreakfasttogethereverymorning,andalatedinnertogethereveryday。Mr。Dombeywouldpreferremaininginhisownroom,orwalkinginthecountrybyhimself,onthatfirstdayoftheirsojournatLeamington;butnextmorninghewouldbehappytoaccompanytheMajortothePump-room,andaboutthetown。Sotheyparteduntildinner-time。Mr。Dombeyretiredtonursehiswholesomethoughtsinhisownway。TheMajor,attendedbytheNativecarryingacamp-stool,agreat-coast,andanumbrella,swaggeredupanddownthroughallthepublicplaces:lookingintosubscriptionbookstofindoutwhowasthere,lookingupoldladiesbywhomhewasmuchadmired,reportingJ。B。tougherthanever,andpuffinghisrichfriendDombeywhereverhewent。ThereneverwasamanwhostoodbyafriendmorestaunchlythantheMajor,wheninpuffinghim,hepuffedhimself。