Noteventheinfluenceofthesofterpassionontheyounggentlemen——andtheyall,toaboy,doatedonFlorence——couldrestrainthemfromtakingquiteanoisyleaveofPaul;wavinghatsafterhim,pressingdownstairstoshakehandswithhim,cryingindividually`Dombey,don\'tforgetme!\'
andindulginginmanysuchebullitionsoffeeling,uncommonamongthoseyoungChesterfields。PaulwhisperedFlorence,asshewrappedhimupbeforethedoorwasopened,Didshehearthem?Wouldsheeverforgetit?Wasshegladtoknowit?Andalivelydelightwasinhiseyesashespoketoher。
Once,foralastlook,heturnedandgazeduponthefacesthusaddressedtohim,surprisedtoseehowshiningandhowbright,andnumeroustheywere,andhowtheywereallpiledandheapedup,asfacesareatcrowdedtheatres。Theyswambeforehimashelooked,likefacesinanagitatedglass;andnextmomenthewasinthedarkcoachoutside,holdingclosetoFlorence。Fromthattime,wheneverhethoughtofDoctorBlimber\'s,itcamebackashehadseenitinthislastview;anditneverseemedtobearealplaceagain,butalwaysadream,fullofeyes。
ThiswasnotquitethelastofDoctorBlimber\'s,however。Therewassomethingelse。TherewasMr。Toots。Who,unexpectedlylettingdownoneofthecoach-windows,andlookingin,said,withamostegregiouschuckle,`IsDombeythere?\'andimmediatelyputitupagain,withoutwaitingforananswer。NorwasthisquitethelastofMr。Toots,even;forbeforethecoachmancoulddriveoff,heassuddenlyletdowntheotherwindow,andlookinginwithapreciselysimilarchuckle,saidinapreciselysimilartoneofvoice,`IsDombeythere?\'anddisappearedpreciselyasbefore。
HowFlorencelaughed!Pauloftenrememberedit,andlaughedhimselfwheneverhedidso。
Buttherewasmuch,soonafterwards——nextday,andafterthat——whichPaulcouldonlyrecollectconfusedly。As,whytheystayedatMrs。Pipchin\'sdaysandnights,insteadofgoinghome;whyhelayinbed,withFlorencesittingbyhisside;whetherthathadbeenhisfatherintheroom,oronlyatallshadowonthewall;whetherhehadheardhisdoctorsay,ofsomeone,thatiftheyhadremovedhimbeforetheoccasiononwhichhehadbuiltupfancies,stronginproportiontohisownweakness,itwasverypossiblehemighthavepinedaway。
HecouldnotevenrememberwhetherhehadoftensaidtoFlorence,`OhFloy,takemehome,andneverleaveme!\'buthethoughthehad。Hefanciedsometimeshehadheardhimselfrepeating,`Takemehome,Floy!
takemehome!\'
Buthecouldremember,whenhegothome,andwascarriedupthewell-rememberedstairs,thattherehadbeentherumblingofacoachformanyhourstogether,whilehelayupontheseat,withFlorencestillbesidehim,andoldMrs。Pipchinsittingopposite。Herememberedhisoldbedtoo,whentheylaidhimdowninit:hisaunt,MissTox,andSusan:buttherewassomethingelse,andrecenttoo,thatstillperplexedhim。
`IwanttospeaktoFlorence,ifyouplease,\'hesaid。`ToFlorencebyherself,foramoment!\'
Shebentdownoverhim,andtheothersstoodaway。
`Floy,mypet,wasn\'tthatPapainthehall,whentheybroughtmefromthecoach?\'
`Yes,dear。\'
`Hedidn\'tcry,andgointohisroom,Floy,didhe,whenhesawmecomingin?\'
Florenceshookherhead,andpressedherlipsagainsthischeek。
`I\'mverygladhedidn\'tcry,\'saidlittlePaul。`Ithoughthedid。Don\'ttellthemthatIasked。\'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter15[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVAmazingArtfulnessofCaptainCuttle,andanewPursuitforWalterGayWALTERcouldnot,forseveraldays,decidewhattodointheBarbadosbusiness;
andevencherishedsomefainthopethatMr。Dombeymightnothavemeantwhathehadsaid,orthathemightchangehismind,andtellhimhewasnottogo。Butasnothingoccurredtogivethisideawhichwassufficientlyimprobableinitselfanytouchofconfirmation,andastimewasslippingby,andhehadnonetolose,hefeltthathemustact,withouthesitatinganylonger。
Walter\'schiefdifficultywas,howtobreakthechangeinhisaffairstoUncleSol,towhomhewassensibleitwouldbeaterribleblow。
HehadthegreaterdifficultyindashingUncleSol\'sspiritswithsuchanastoundingpieceofintelligence,becausetheyhadlatelyrecoveredverymuch,andtheoldmanhadbecomesocheerful,thatthelittlebackparlourwasitselfagain。UncleSolhadpaidthefirstappointedportionofthedebttoMr。Dombey,andwashopefulofworkinghiswaythroughtherest;andtocasthimdownafresh,whenhehadsprungupsomanfullyfromhistroubles,wasaverydistressingnecessity。
Yetitwouldneverdotorunawayfromhim。Hemustknowofitbeforehand:andhowtotellhimwasthepoint。Astothequestionofgoingornotgoing,Walterdidnotconsiderthathehadanypowerofchoiceinthematter。Mr。Dombeyhadtrulytoldhimthathewasyoung,andthathisuncle\'scircumstanceswerenotgood;andMr。Dombeyhadplainlyexpressed,intheglancewithwhichhehadaccompaniedthatreminder,thatifhedeclinedtogohemightstayathomeifhechose,butnotinhiscounting-house。
HisuncleandhelayunderagreatobligationtoMr。Dombey,whichwasofWalter\'sownsoliciting。Hemighthavebeguninsecrettodespairofeverwinningthatgentleman\'sfavour,andmighthavethoughtthathewasnowandthendisposedtoputaslightuponhim,whichwashardlyjust。
Butwhatwouldhavebeendutywithoutthat,wasstilldutywithit——orWalterthoughtso——anddutymustbedone。
WhenMr。Dombeyhadlookedathim,andtoldhimhewasyoung,andthathisuncle\'scircumstanceswerenotgood,therehadbeenanexpressionofdisdaininhisface;acontemptuousanddisparagingassumptionthathewouldbequitecontenttoliveidlyonareducedoldman,whichstungtheboy\'sgeneroussoul。DeterminedtoassureMr。Dombey,insofarasitwaspossibletogivehimtheassurancewithoutexpressingitinwords,thatindeedhemistookhisnature,WalterhadbeenanxioustoshowevenmorecheerfulnessandactivityaftertheWestIndianinterviewthanhehadshownbefore:ifthatwerepossible,inoneofhisquickandzealousdisposition。Hewastooyoungandinexperiencedtothink,thatpossiblythisveryqualityinhimwasnotagreeabletoMr。Dombey,andthatitwasnostepping-stonetohisgoodopiniontobeelasticandhopefulofpleasingundertheshadowofhispowerfuldispleasure,whetheritwererightorwrong。Butitmayhavebeen——itmayhavebeen——thatthegreatmanthoughthimselfdefiedinthisnewexpositionofanhonestspirit,andpurposedtobringitdown。
`Well!atlastandatleast,UncleSolmustbetold,\'thoughtWalter,withasigh。AndasWalterwasapprehensivethathisvoicemightperhapsquaveralittle,andthathiscountenancemightnotbequiteashopefulashecouldwishittobe,ifhetoldtheoldmanhimself,andsawthefirsteffectsofhiscommunicationonhiswrinkledface,heresolvedtoavailhimselfoftheservicesofthatpowerfulmediator,CaptainCuttle。
Sundaycominground,hesetofftherefore,afterbreakfast,oncemoretobeatupCaptainCuttle\'squarters。
Itwasnotunpleasanttoremember,onthewaythither,thatMrs。
MacStingerresortedtoagreatdistanceeverySundaymorning,toattendtheministryoftheReverendMelchisedechHowler,who,havingbeenonedaydischargedfromtheWestIndiaDocksonafalsesuspiciongotupexpresslyagainsthimbythegeneralenemyofscrewinggimletsintopuncheons,andapplyinghislipstotheorifice,hadannouncedthedestructionoftheworldforthatdaytwoyears,atteninthemorning,andopenedafrontparlourforthereceptionofladiesandgentlemenoftheRantingpersuasion,uponwhom,onthefirstoccasionoftheirassemblage,theadmonitionsoftheReverendMelchisedechhadproducedsopowerfulaneffect,that,intheirrapturousperformanceofasacredjig,whichclosedtheservice,thewholeflockbrokethroughintoakitchenbelow,anddisabledamanglebelongingtooneofthefold。
ThistheCaptain,inamomentofuncommonconviviality,hadconfidedtoWalterandhisuncle,betweentherepetitionsoflovelyPeg,onthenightwhenBrogleythebrokerwaspaidout。TheCaptainhimselfwaspunctualinhisattendanceatachurchinhisownneighbourhood,whichhoistedtheUnionJackeverySundaymorning;andwherehewasgoodenough——thelawfulbeadlebeinginfirm——tokeepaneyeupontheboys,overwhomheexercisedgreatpower,invirtueofhismysterioushook。KnowingtheregularityoftheCaptain\'shabits,Waltermadeallthehastehecould,thathemightanticipatehisgoingout;andhemadesuchgoodspeed,thathehadthepleasure,onturningintoBrigPlace,tobeholdthebroadbluecoatandwaistcoathangingoutoftheCaptain\'sopenwindow,toairinthesun。
ItappearedincrediblethatthecoatandwaistcoatcouldbeseenbymortaleyeswithouttheCaptain:buthecertainlywasnotinthem,otherwisehislegs——thehousesinBrigPlacenotbeinglofty——wouldhaveobstructedthestreetdoor,whichwasperfectlyclear。Quitewonderingatthisdiscovery,Waltergaveasingleknock。
`Stinger,\'hedistinctlyheardtheCaptainsay,upinhisroom,asifthatwerenobusinessofhis。ThereforeWaltergavetwoknocks。
`Cuttle,\'heheardtheCaptainsayuponthat;andimmediatelyafterwardstheCaptain,inhiscleanshirtandbraces,withhisneckerchiefhanginglooselyroundhisthroatlikeacoilofrope,andhisglazedhaton,appearedatthewindow,leaningoutoverthebroadbluecoatandwaistcoat。
`Wal\'r!\'criedtheCaptain,lookingdownuponhiminamazement。
`Ay,ay,CaptainCuttle,\'returnedWalter,`onlyme。\'
`What\'sthematter,mylad?\'inquiredtheCaptain,withgreatconcern。`Gillsan\'tbeenandsprungnothingagain?\'
`No,no,\'saidWalter。`Myuncle\'sallright,CaptainCuttle。\'
TheCaptainexpressedhisgratification,andsaidhewouldcomedownbelowandopenthedoor,whichhedid。
`Thoughyou\'reearly,Wal\'r,\'saidtheCaptain,eyeinghimstilldoubtfully,whentheygotupstairs。
`Why,thefactis,CaptainCuttle,\'saidWalter,sittingdown,`Iwasafraidyouwouldhavegoneout,andIwanttobenefitbyyourfriendlycounsel。\'
`Soyoushall,\'saidtheCaptain;`what\'llyoutake?\'
`Iwanttotakeyouropinion,CaptainCuttle,\'returnedWalter,smiling。`That\'stheonlythingforme。\'
`Comeonthen,\'saidtheCaptain。`Withawill,mylad!\'
Walterrelatedtohimwhathadhappened;andthedifficultyinwhichhefeltrespectinghisuncle,andthereliefitwouldbetohimifCaptainCuttle,inhiskindness,wouldhelphimtosmoothitaway;CaptainCuttle\'sinfiniteconsternationandastonishmentattheprospectunfoldedtohim,graduallyswallowingthatgentlemanup,untilitlefthisfacequitevacant,andthesuitofblue,theglazedhat,andthehook,apparentlywithoutanowner。
`Yousee,CaptainCuttle,\'pursuedWalter,`formyself,Iamyoung,asMr。Dombeysaid,andnottobeconsidered。Iamtofightmywaythroughtheworld,Iknow;buttherearetwopointsIwasthinking,asIcamealong,thatIshouldbyveryparticularabout,inrespecttomyuncle。Idon\'tmeantosaythatIdeservetobetheprideanddelightofhislife——youbelieveme,Iknow——butIam。Now,don\'tyouthinkIam?\'
TheCaptainseemedtomakeanendeavourtorisefromthedepthsofhisastonishment,andgetbacktohisface;buttheeffortbeingineffectual,theglazedhatmerelynoddedwithamute,unutterablemeaning。
`IfIliveandhavemyhealth,\'saidWalter,`andIamnotafraidofthat,still,whenIleaveEnglandIcanhardlyhopetoseemyuncleagain。Heisold,CaptainCuttle;andbesides,hislifeisalifeofcustom\'
`Steady,Wal\'r!Ofawantofcustom?\'saidtheCaptain,suddenlyreappearing。
`Tootrue,\'returnedWalter,shakinghishead:`butImeantalifeofhabit,CaptainCuttle——thatsortofcustom。Andifasyouverytrulysaid,Iamsurehewouldhavediedthesoonerforthelossofthestock,andallthoseobjectstowhichhehasbeenaccustomedforsomanyyears,don\'tyouthinkhemightdiealittlesoonerforthelossof\'
`OfhisNevy,\'interposedtheCaptain。`Right!\'
`Wellthen,\'saidWalter,tryingtospeakgaily,`wemustdoourbesttomakehimbelievethattheseparationisbutatemporaryone,afterall;butasIknowbetter,ordreadthatIknowbetter,CaptainCuttle,andasIhavesomanyreasonsforregardinghimwithaffection,andduty,andhonour,IamafraidIshouldmakebutaverypoorhandatthat,ifItriedtopersuadehimofit。That\'smygreatreasonforwishingyoutobreakitouttohim;andthat\'sthefirstpoint。\'
`Keepheroffapointorso!\'observedtheCaptain,inacontemplativevoice。
`Whatdidyousay,CaptainCuttle?\'inquiredWalter。
`Standby!\'returnedtheCaptain,thoughtfully。
WalterpausedtoascertainiftheCaptainhadanyparticularinformationtoaddtothis,butashesaidnomore,wenton。
`Now,thesecondpoint,CaptainCuttle。Iamsorrytosay,IamnotafavouritewithMr。Dombey。Ihavealwaystriedtodomybest,andIhavealwaysdoneit;buthedoesnotlikeme。Hecan\'thelphislikingsanddislikings,perhaps。Isaynothingofthat。IonlysaythatIamcertainhedoesnotlikeme。Hedoesnotsendmetothispostasagoodone;hedisdainstorepresentitasbeingbetterthanitis;andIdoubtverymuchifitwilleverleadmetoadvancementintheHouse——whetheritdoesnot,onthecontrary,disposeofmeforever,andputmeoutoftheway。Now,wemustsaynothingofthistomyuncle,CaptainCuttle,butmustmakeitouttobeasfavourableandpromisingaswecan;andwhenItellyouwhatitreallyis,Ionlydoso,thatincaseanymeansshouldeverariseoflendingmeahand,sofaroff,Imayhaveonefriendathomewhoknowsmyrealsituation。\'
`Wal\'r,myboy,\'repliedtheCaptain,`intheProverbsofSolomonyouwillfindthefollowingwords,`Mayweneverwantafriendinneed,norabottletogivehim!\'Whenfound,makeanoteof。\'
HeretheCaptainstretchedouthishandtoWalter,withanairofdownrightgoodfaiththatspokevolumes;atthesametimerepeatingforhefeltproudoftheaccuracyandpointedapplicationofhisquotation,`Whenfound,makeanoteof。\'
`CaptainCuttle,\'saidWalter,takingtheimmensefistextendedtohimbytheCaptaininbothhishands,whichitcompletelyfilled,`nexttomyUncleSol,Iloveyou。ThereisnooneonearthinwhomIcanmoresafelytrust,Iamsure。Astothemeregoingaway,CaptainCuttle,Idon\'tcareforthat;whyshouldIcareforthat!IfIwerefreetoseekmyownfortune——ifIwerefreetogoasacommonsailor——ifIwerefreetoventureonmyownaccounttothefarthestendoftheworld——Iwouldgladlygo!
Iwouldhavegladlygone,yearsago,andtakenmychanceofwhatmightcomeofit。Butitwasagainstmyuncle\'swishes,andagainsttheplanshehadformedforme;andtherewasanendofthat。ButwhatIfeel,CaptainCuttle,isthatwehavebeenalittlemistakenallalong,andthat,sofarasanyimprovementinmyprospectsisconcerned,IamnobetteroffnowthanIwaswhenIfirstenteredDombey\'sHouse-perhapsalittleworse,fortheHousemayhavebeenkindlyinclinedtowardsmethem,anditcertainlyisnotnow。\'
`Turnagain,Whittington,\'mutteredthedisconsolateCaptainafterlookingatWalterforsometime。
`Aye,\'repliedWalterlaughing,`andturnagreatmanytimes,tooCaptainCuttle,I\'mafraid,beforesuchfortuneashiseverturnsupagain。NotthatIcomplain,\'headded,inhislively,animated,energeticway。`Ihavenothingtocomplainof。Iamprovidedfor。Icanlive。WhenIleavemyuncle,Ileavehimtoyou;andIcanleavehimtonoonebetter,CaptainCuttle。Ihaven\'ttoldyouallthisbecauseIdespair,notI;it\'stoconvinceyouthatIcan\'tpickandchooseinDombey\'sHouse,andthatwhereIamsent,thereImustgo,andwhatIamoffered,thatImusttake。
It\'sbetterformyunclethatIshouldbesentaway;forMr。Dombeyisavaluablefriendtohim,asheprovedhimself,youknowwhen,CaptainCuttle;andIampersuadedhewon\'tbelessvaluablewhenhehasn\'tmethere,everyday,toawakenhisdislike。SohurrahfortheWestIndies,CaptainCuttle!Howdoesthattunegothatthesailorssing?
`ForthePortofBarbados,Boys!Cheerily!
LeavingoldEnglandbehindus,Boys!Cheerily!\'
HeretheCaptainroaredinchorus——
`Ohcheerily,cheerily!Ohcheer——i——ly!\'
Thelastlinereachingthequickearsofanardentskippernotquitesober,wholodgedopposite,andwhoinstantlysprungoutofbed,threwuphiswindow,andjoinedin,acrossthestreet,atthetopofhisvoice,producedafineeffect。Whenitwasimpossibletosustaintheconcludingnoteanylonger,theskipperbellowedforthaterrific`ahoy!\'intendedinpartasafriendlygreeting,andinparttoshowthathewasnotatallbreathed。Thatdone,heshutdownhiswindow,andwenttobedagain。
`Andnow,CaptainCuttle,\'saidWalter,handinghimthebluecoatandwaistcoat,andbustlingverymuch,`ifyou\'llcomeandbreakthenewstoUncleSolwhichheoughttohaveknown,daysupondaysago,byrights,I\'llleaveyouatthedoor,youknow,andwalkaboutuntiltheafternoon。\'
TheCaptain,however,scarcelyappearedtorelishthecommission,ortobebyanymeansconfidentofhispowersofexecutingit。HehadarrangedthefuturelifeandadventuresofWaltersoverydifferently,andsoentirelytohisownsatisfaction;hehadfelicitatedhimselfsooftenonthesagacityandforesightdisplayedinthatarrangement,andhadfounditsocompleteandperfectinallitsparts;thattosufferittogotopiecesallatonce,andeventoassistinbreakingitup,requiredagreateffortofhisresolution。TheCaptain,too,founditdifficulttounloadhisoldideasuponthesubject,andtotakeaperfectlynewcargoonboard,withthatrapiditywhichthecircumstancesrequired,orwithoutjumblingandconfoundingthetwo。Consequently,insteadofputtingonhiscoatandwaistcoatwithanythingliketheimpetuositythatcouldalonehavekeptpacewithWalter\'smood,hedeclinedtoinvesthimselfwiththosegarmentsatallatpresent;andinformedWalterthatonsuchaseriousmatter,hemustbeallowedto`bitehisnailsabit。\'
`It\'sanoldhabitofmine,Wal\'r,\'saidtheCaptain,`anytimethesefiftyyear。WhenyouseeNedCuttlebitehisnails,Wal\'r,thenyoumayknowthatNedCuttle\'saground。\'
ThereupontheCaptainputhisironhookbetweenhisteeth,asifitwereahand;andwithanairofwisdomandprofunditythatwastheveryconcentrationandsublimationofallphilosophicalreflectionandgraveinquiry,appliedhimselftotheconsiderationofthesubjectinitsvariousbranches。
`There\'safriendofmine,\'murmuredtheCaptain,inanabsentmanner,`buthe\'satpresentcoastingroundtoWhitby,thatwoulddeliversuchanopiniononthissubject,oranyotherthatcouldbenamed,aswouldgiveParliamentsixandbeat\'em。Beenknockedoverboard,thatman,\'saidtheCaptain,`twice,andnonetheworseforit。Wasbeatinhisapprenticeship,forthreeweeksoffandon,abouttheheadwitharingbolt。Andyetaclearer-mindedmandon\'twalk。\'
InspiteofhisrespectforCaptainCuttle,Waltercouldnothelpinwardlyrejoicingattheabsenceofthissage,anddevoutlyhopingthathislimpidintellectmightnotbebroughttobearonhisdifficultiesuntiltheywerequitesettled。
`IfyouwastotakeandshowthatmanthebuoyattheNore,\'saidCaptainCuttleinthesametone,`andaskhimhisopinionofit,Wal\'r,he\'dgiveyouanopinionthatwasnomorelikethatbuoythanyouruncle\'sbuttonsare。Thereain\'tamanthatwalks——certainlynotontwolegs——thatcancomenearhim。Notnearhim!\'
`What\'shisname,CaptainCuttle?\'inquiredWalter,determinedtobeinterestedintheCaptain\'sfriend。
`Hisname\'sBunsby,\'saidtheCaptain。`ButLord,itmightbeanythingforthematterofthat,withsuchamindashis!\'
TheexactideawhichtheCaptainattachedtothisconcludingpieceofpraise,hedidnotfurtherelucidate;neitherdidWalterseektodrawitforth。Foronhisbeginningtoreview,withthevivacitynaturaltohimselfandtohissituation,theleadingpointsinhisownaffairs,hesoondiscoveredthattheCaptainhadrelapsedintohisformerprofoundstateofmind;andthatwhileheeyedhimsteadfastlyfrombeneathhisbushyeyebrows,heevidentlyneithersawnotheardhim,butremainedimmersedincogitation。
Infact,CaptainCuttlewaslabouringwithsuchgreatdesigns,thatfarfrombeingaground,hesoongotoffintothedeepestofwater,andcouldfindnobottomtohispenetration。BydegreesitbecameperfectlyplaintotheCaptainthattherewassomemistakehere;thatitwasundoubtedlymuchmorelikelytobeWalter\'smistakethanhis;thatiftherewerereallyanyWestIndiaschemeafoot,itwasaverydifferentonefromwhatWalter,whowasyoungandrash,supposed;andcouldonlybesomenewdeviceformakinghisfortunewithunusualcelerity。`Orifthereshouldbeanylittlehitchbetween\'em,\'thoughttheCaptain,meaningbetweenWalterandMr。
Dombey,`itonlywantsawordinseasonfromafriendofbothparties,tosetitrightandsmooth,andmakealltautagain。\'CaptainCuttle\'sdeductionfromtheseconsiderationswas,thatashealreadyenjoyedthepleasureofknowingMr。Dombey,fromhavingspentaveryagreeablehalf-hourinhiscompanyatBrightononthemorningwhentheyborrowedthemoney;
andthat,asacoupleofmenoftheworld,whounderstoodeachother,andweremutuallydisposedtomakethingscomfortable,couldeasilyarrangeanylittledifficultyofthissort,andcomeattherealfacts;thefriendlythingforhimtodowouldbe,withoutsavinganythingaboutittoWalteratpresent,justtostepuptoMr。Dombey\'shouse——saytotheservant`Wouldyebesogood,mylad,asreportCap\'enCuttlehere?\'——meetMr。Dombeyinaconfidentialspirit——hookhimbythebutton-hole——talkitover——makeitallright——andcomeawaytriumphant!
AsthesereflectionspresentedthemselvestotheCaptain\'smind,andbyslowdegreesassumedthisshapeandform,hisvisageclearedlikeadoubtfulmorningwhenitgivesplacetoabrightnoon。Hiseyebrows,whichhadbeeninthehighestdegreeportentous,smoothedtheirruggedbristlingaspect,andbecameserene;hiseyes,whichhadbeennearlyclosedintheseverityofhismentalexercise,openedfreely;asmilewhichhadbeenatfirstbutthreespecks——oneattheright-handcornerofhismouth,andoneatthecornerofeacheye——graduallyoverspreadhiswholeface,andripplingupintohisforehead,liftedtheglazedhat:asifthattoohadbeenagroundwithCaptainCuttle,andwerenow,likehim,happilyafloatagain。
FinallytheCaptainleftoffbitinghisnails,andsaid,`Now,Wal\'r,myboy,youmayhelpmeonwiththemslops。\'BywhichtheCaptainmeanthiscoatandwaistcoat。
WalterlittleimaginedwhytheCaptainwassoparticularinthearrangementofhiscravat,astotwistthependentendsintoasortofpigtail,andpassthemthroughamassivegoldringwithapictureofatombuponit,andaneatironrailing,andatree,inmemoryofsomedeceasedfriend。NorwhytheCaptainpulleduphisshirt-collartotheutmostlimitsallowedbytheIrishlinenbelow,andbysodoingdecoratedhimselfwithacompletepairofblinkers;norwhyhechangedhisshoes,andputonanunparalleledpairofankle-jacks,whichheonlyworeonextraordinaryoccasions。
TheCaptainbeingatlengthattiredtohisowncompletesatisfaction,andhavingglancedathimselffromheadtofootinashaving-glasswhichheremovedfromanailforthatpurpose,tookuphisknottedstick,andsaidhewasready。
TheCaptain\'swalkwasmorecomplacentthanusualwhentheygotoutintothestreet;butthisWaltersupposedtobetheeffectoftheankle-jacks,andtooklittleheedof。Beforetheyhadgoneveryfar,theyencounteredawomansellingflowers;whentheCaptainstoppingshort,asifstruckbyahappyidea,madeapurchaseofalargestbundleinherbasket:amostgloriousnosegay,fan-shaped,sometwofeetandahalfround,andcomposedofallthejolliest-lookingflowersthatblow。
ArmedwiththislittletokenwhichhedesignedforMr。Dombey,CaptainCuttlewalkedonwithWalteruntiltheyreachedtheInstrument-maker\'sdoor,beforewhichtheybothpaused。
`You\'regoingin?\'saidWalter。
`Yes,\'returnedtheCaptain,whofeltthatWaltermustbegotridofbeforeheproceededanyfurther,andthathehadbettertimehisprojectedvisitsomewhatlaterintheday。
`Andyouwon\'tforgetanything?\'
`No,\'returnedtheCaptain。
`I\'llgouponmywalkatonce,\'saidWalter,`andthenIshallbeoutoftheway,CaptainCuttle。\'
`Takeagoodlong\'un,mylad!\'repliedtheCaptain,callingafterhim。Walterwavedhishandinassent,andwenthisway。
Hiswaywasnowhereinparticular;buthethoughthewouldgooutintothefields,wherehecouldreflectupontheunknownlifebeforehim,andrestingundersometree,ponderquietly。HeknewnobetterfieldsthanthosenearHampstead,andnobettermeansofgettingatthemthanbypassingMr。Dombey\'shouse。
Itwasasstatelyandasdarkasever,whenhewentbyandglancedupatitsfrowningfront。Theblindswereallpulleddown,buttheupperwindowsstoodwideopen,andthepleasantairstirringthosecurtainsandwavingthemtoandfro,wastheonlysignofanimationinthewholeexterior。
Walterwalkedsoftlyashepassed,andwasgladwhenhehadleftthehouseadoorortwobehind。
Helookedbackthen;withtheinteresthehadalwaysfeltfortheplacesincetheadventureofthelostchild,yearsago;andlookedespeciallyatthoseupperwindows。Whilehewasthusengaged,achariotdrovetothedoor,andaportlygentlemaninblack,withaheavywatch-chain,alighted,andwentin。Whenheafterwardsrememberedthisgentlemanandhisequipagetogether,Walterhadnodoubthewasaphysician;andthenhewonderedwhowasill;butthediscoverydidnotoccurtohimuntilhehadwalkedsomedistance,thinkinglistlesslyofotherthings。
Thoughstill,ofwhatthehousehadsuggestedtohim;forWalterpleasedhimselfwiththinkingthatperhapsthetimemightcome,whenthebeautifulchildwhowashisoldfriendandhadalwaysbeensogratefultohimandsogladtoseehimsince,mightinterestherbrotherinhisbehalfandinfluencehisfortunesforthebetter。Helikedtoimaginethis——more,atthatmoment,forthepleasureofimagininghercontinuedremembranceofhim,thanforanyworldlyprofithemightgain:butanotherandmoresoberfancywhisperedtohimthatifhewerealivethen,hewouldbebeyondtheseaandforgotten;shemarried,rich,proud,happy。Therewasnomorereasonwhysheshouldrememberhimwithanyinterestinsuchanalteredstateofthings,thananyplaythingsheeverhad。No,notsomuch。
YetWaltersoidealisedtheprettychildwhomhehadfoundwanderingintheroughstreets,andsoidentifiedherwithherinnocentgratitudeofthatnightandthesimplicityandtruthofitsexpression,thatheblushedforhimselfasalibellerwhenhearguedthatshecouldevergrowproud。
Ontheotherhand,hismeditationswereofthatfantasticorderthatitseemedhardlylesslibellousinhimtoimaginehergrownawoman:tothinkofherasanythingbutthesameartless,gentle,winninglittlecreature,thatshehadbeeninthedaysofgoodMrs。Brown。Inaword,WalterfoundoutthattoreasonwithhimselfaboutFlorenceatall,wastobecomeveryunreasonableindeed;andthathecoulddonotbetterthanpreserveherimageinhismindassomethingprecious,unattainable,unchangeable,andindefinite——indefiniteinallitspowerofgivinghimpleasure,andrestraininghimlikeanangel\'shandfromanythingunworthy。
ItwasalongstrollinthefieldsthatWaltertookthatday,listeningtothebirds,andtheSundaybells,andthesoftenedmurmurofthetown——breathingsweetscents;glancingsometimesatthedimhorizonbeyondwhichhisvoyageandhisplaceofdestinationlay;thenlookingroundonthegreenEnglishgrassandthehomelandscape。Buthehardlyoncethought,evenofgoingaway,distinctly;andseemedtoputoffreflectionidly,fromhourtohour,andfromminutetominute,whileheyetwentonreflectingallthetime。
Walterhadleftthefieldsbehindhim,andwasploddinghomewardinthesameabstractedmood,whenheheardashoutfromaman,andthenawoman\'svoicecallingtohimloudlybyname。Turningquicklyinhissurprise,hesawthatahackney-coach,goinginthecontrarydirection,hadstoppedatnogreatdistance;thatthecoachmanwaslookingbackfromhisboxandmakingsignalstohimwithhiswhip;andthatayoungwomaninsidewasleaningoutofthewindow,andbeckoningwithimmenseenergy。Runninguptothiscoach,hefoundthattheyoungwomanwasMissNipper,andthatMissNipperwasinsuchaflutterastobealmostbesideherself。
`Staggs\'sGardens,Mr。Walter!\'saidMissNipper:`ifyouplease,ohdo!\'
`Eh?\'criedWalter;`whatisthematter?\'
`Oh,Mr。Walter,Staggs\'sGardens,ifyouplease!\'saidSusan。
`There!\'criedthecoachman,appealingtoWalter,withasortofexultingdespair;`that\'sthewaytheyounglady\'sbeenagoin\'onforup\'ardsofamortalhour,andmecontinivallybackingoutofnothoroughfares,whereshewoulddriveup。I\'vehadamanyfaresinthiscoach,firstandlast,butneversuchafareasher。\'
`DoyouwanttogotoStaggs\'sGardens,Susan?\'inquiredWalter。
`Ah!Shewantstogothere!WHEREISIT?\'growledthecoachman。
`Idon\'tknowwhereitis!\'exclaimedSusan,wildly。`Mr。Walter,Iwasthereoncemyself,alongwithMissFloyandourpoordarlingMasterPaul,ontheverydaywhenyoufoundMissFloyintheCity,forwelosthercominghome,Mrs。Richardsandme,andamadbull,andMrs。Richards\'seldest,andthoughIwentthereafterwards,Ican\'trememberwhereitis,Ithinkit\'ssunkintotheground。Oh,Mr。Walter,don\'tdesertme,Staggs\'sGardens,ifyouplease!MissFloy\'sdarling——allourdarlings——little,meek,meekMasterPaul!OhMr。Walter!\'
`GoodGod!\'criedWalter。`Isheveryill?\'
`Theprettyflower!\'criedSusan,wringingherhands,`hastookthefancythathe\'dliketoseehisoldnurse,andI\'vecometobringhertohisbedside,Mrs。Staggs,ofPollyToodle\'sGardens,someonepray!\'
Greatlymovedbywhatheheard,andcatchingSusan\'searnestnessimmediately,Walter,nowthatheunderstoodthenatureofhererrand,dashedintoitwithsuchardourthatthecoachmanhadenoughtodotofollowcloselyasheranbefore,inquiringhereandthereandeverywhere,thewaytoStaggs\'sGardens。
TherewasnosuchplaceasStaggs\'sGardens。Ithadvanishedfromtheearth。Wheretheoldrottensummer-housesoncehadstood,placesnowrearedtheirheads,andgranitecolumnsofgiganticgirthopenedavistatotherailwayworldbeyond。Themiserablewasteground,wheretherefuse-matterhadbeenheapedofyore,wasswallowedupandgone;andinitsfrowsysteadweretiersofwarehouses,crammedwithrichgoodsandcostlymerchandise。
Theoldby-streetsnowswarmedwithpassengersandvehiclesofeverykind:
thenewstreetsthathadstoppeddisheartenedinthemudandwaggon-ruts,formedtownswithinthemselves,originatingwholesomecomfortsandconveniencesbelongingtothemselves,andnevertriednorthoughtofuntiltheysprungintoexistence。Bridgesthathadledtonothing,ledtovillas,gardens,churches,healthypublicwalks。Thecarcassesofhouses,andbeginningsofnewthoroughfares,hadstartedoffuponthelineatsteam\'sownspeed,andshotawayintothecountryinamonstertrain。
Astotheneighbourhoodwhichhadhesitatedtoacknowledgetherailroadinitsstragglingdays,thathadgrownwiseandpenitent,asanyChristianmightinsuchacase,andnowboastedofitspowerfulandprosperousrelation。Therewererailwaypatternsinitsdrapers\'shops,andrailwayjournalsinthewindowsofitsnewsmen。Therewererailwayhotels,office-houses,lodging-houses,boarding-houses;railwayplans,maps,views,wrappers,bottles,sandwich-boxes,andtimetables;railwayhackney-coachandcabstands;
railwayomni-buses,railwaystreetsandbuildings,railwayhangers-onandparasites,andflatterersoutofallcalculation。Therewasevenrailwaytimeobservedinclocks,asifthesunitselfhadgivenin。Amongthevanquishedwasthemasterchimney-sweeper,whilomeincredulousatStaggs\'sGardens,whonowlivedinastuccoedhousethreestorieshigh,andgavehimselfout,withgoldenflourishesuponavarnishedboard,ascontractorforthecleansingofrailwaychimneysbymachinery。
Toandfromtheheartofthisgreatchange,alldayandnight,throbbingcurrentsrushedandreturnedincessantlylikeitslife\'sblood。
Crowdsofpeopleandmountainsofgoods,departingandarrivingscoresuponscoresoftimesineveryfour-and-twentyhours,producedafermentationintheplacethatwasalwaysinaction。Theveryhousesseemeddisposedtopackupandtaketrips。WonderfulMembersofParliament,who,littlemorethantwentyyearsbefore,hadmadethemselvesmerrywiththewildrailroadtheoriesofengineers,andgiventhemtheliveliestrubsincross-examination,wentdownintothenorthwiththeirwatchesintheirhands,andsentonmessagesbeforebytheelectrictelegraph,tosaythattheywerecoming。
Nightanddaytheconqueringenginesrumbledattheirdistantwork,or,advancingsmoothlytotheirjourney\'send,andglidingliketamedragonsintotheallottedcornersgroovedouttotheinchfortheirreception,stoodbubblingandtremblingthere,makingthewallsquake,asiftheyweredilatingwiththesecretknowledgeofgreatpowersyetunsuspectedinthem,andstrongpurposesnotyetachieved。
ButStaggs\'sGardenshadbeencutuprootandbranch。Ohwoethedaywhen`notaroodofEnglishground\'——laidoutinStaggs\'sGardens——issecure!
Atlast,aftermuchfruitlessinquiry,Walter,followedbythecoachandSusan,foundamanwhohadonceresidedinthatvanishedland,andwhowasnootherthanthemastersweepbeforereferredto,grownstout,andknockingadoubleknockathisowndoor。HeknowedToodle,hesaid,well。BelongedtotheRailroad,didn\'the?
`Yes,sir,yes!\'criedSusanNipperfromthecoachwindow。
Wheredidhelivenow?hastilyinquiredWalter。
HelivedintheCompany\'sownBuildings,secondturningtotheright,downtheyard,crossover,andtakethesecondontherightagain。
Itwasnumbereleven;theycouldn\'tmistakeit;butiftheydid,theyhadonlytoaskforToodle,EngineFireman,andanyonewouldshowthemwhichwashishouse。Atthisunexpectedstrokeofsuccess,SusanNipperdismountedfromthecoachwithallspeed,tookWalter\'sarm,andsetoffatabreathlesspaceonfoot;leavingthecoachtheretoawaittheirreturn。
`Hasthelittleboybeenlongill,Susan?\'inquiredWalter,astheyhurriedon。
`Ailingforadealoftime,butnooneknewhowmuch,\'saidSusan;
adding,withexcessivesharpness,`Oh,themBlimbers!\'
`Blimbers?\'echoedWalter。
`Icouldn\'tforgivemyselfatsuchatimeasthis,Mr。Walter,\'
saidSusan,`andwhenthere\'ssomuchseriousdistresstothinkabout,ifIrestedhardonanyone,especiallyonthemthatlittledarlingPaulspeakswellof,butImaywishthatthefamilywassettoworkinastonysoiltomakenewroads,andthatMissBlimberwentinfront,andhadthepickaxe!\'
MissNipperthentookbreath,andwentonfasterthanbefore,asifthisextraordinaryaspirationhadrelievedher。Walter,whohadbythistimenobreathofhisowntospare,hurriedalongwithoutaskinganymorequestions;andtheysoon,intheirimpatience,burstinatalittledoorandcameintoacleanparlourfullofchildren。
`Where\'sMrs。Richards?\'exclaimedSusanNipper,lookinground。
`OhMrs。Richards,Mrs。Richards,comealongwithme,mydearcreetur!\'
`Why,ifitan\'tSusan!\'criedPolly,risingwithherhonestfaceandmotherlyfigurefromamongthegroup,ingreatsurprise。
`Yes,Mrs。Richards,it\'sme,\'saidSusan,`andIwishitwasn\'t,thoughImaynotseemtoflatterwhenIsayso,butlittleMasterPaulisveryill,andtoldhisPato-daythathewouldliketoseethefaceofhisoldnurse,andhimandMissFloyhopeyou\'llcomealongwithme——andMr。Walter,Mrs。Richards——forgettingwhatispast,anddoakindnesstothesweetdearthatiswitheringaway。Oh,Mrs。Richards,witheringaway!\'
SusanNippercrying,Pollyshedtearstoseeher,andtohearwhatshehadsaid;andallthechildrengatheredroundincludingnumbersofnewbabies;andMr。Toodle,whohadjustcomehomefromBirmingham,andwaseatinghisdinneroutofabasin,laiddownhisknifeandfork,andputonhiswife\'sbonnetandshawlforher,whichwerehangingupbehindthedoor;thentappedherontheback;andsaid,withmorefatherlyfeelingthaneloquence,`Polly!cutaway!\'
Sotheygotbacktothecoach,longbeforethecoachmanexpectedthem;andWalter,puttingSusanandMrs。Richardsinside,tookhisseatontheboxhimselfthattheremightbenomoremistakes,anddepositedthemsafelyinthehallofMr。Dombey\'shouse——where,bythebye,hesawamightynosegaylying,whichremindedhimoftheoneCaptainCuttlehadpurchasedinhiscompanythatmorning。Hewouldhavelingeredtoknowmoreoftheyounginvalid,orwaitedanylengthoftimetoseeifhecouldrendertheleastservice;but,painfullysensiblethatsuchconductwouldbelookeduponbyMr。Dombeyaspresumptuousandforward,hereturnedslowly,sadly,anxiously,away。
Hehadnotgonefiveminutes\'walkfromthedoor,whenamancamerunningafterhim,andbeggedhimtoreturn。Walterretracedhisstepsasquicklyashecould,andenteredthegloomyhousewithasorrowfulforeboding。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter16[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIWhattheWaveswerealwayssayingPAULhadneverrisenfromhislittlebed。Helaythere,listeningtothenoisesinthestreet,quitetranquilly;notcaringmuchhowthetimewent,butwatchingitandwatchingeverythingabouthimwithobservingeyes。
Whenthesunbeamsstruckintohisroomthroughtherustlingblinds,andquiveredontheoppositewalllikegoldenwater,heknewthateveningwascomingon,andthattheskywasredandbeautiful。Asthereflectiondiedaway,andagloomwentcreepingupthewall,hewatcheditdeepen,deepen,deepen,intonight。Thenhethoughthowthelongstreetsweredottedwithlamps,andhowthepeacefulstarswereshiningoverhead。Hisfancyhadastrangetendencytowandertotheriver,whichheknewwasflowingthroughthegreatcity;andnowhethoughthowblackitwas,andhowdeepitwouldlook,reflectingthehostsofstars——andmorethanall,howsteadilyitrolledawaytomeetthesea。
Asitgrewlaterinthenight,andfootstepsinthestreetbecamesorarethathecouldhearthemcoming,countthemastheypassed,andlosetheminthehollowdistance,hewouldlieandwatchthemany-colouredringaboutthecandle,andwaitpatientlyforday。Hisonlytroublewas,theswiftandrapidriver。Hefeltforced,sometimes,totrytostopit——tostemitwithhischildishhands——orchokeitswaywithsand——andwhenhesawitcomingon,resistless,hecriedout!ButawordfromFlorence,whowasalwaysathisside,restoredhimtohimself;andleaninghispoorheaduponherbreast,hetoldFloyofhisdream,andsmiled。
Whendaybegantodawnagain,hewatchedforthesun;andwhenitscheerfullightbegantosparkleintheroom,hepicturedtohimself——pictured!
hesaw——thehighchurchtowersrisingupintothemorningsky,thetownreviving,waking,startingintolifeoncemore,theriverglisteningasitrolledbutrollingfastasever,andthecountrybrightwithdew。
Familiarsoundsandcriescamebydegreesintothestreetbelow;theservantsinthehousewererousedandbusy;faceslookedinatthedoor,andvoicesaskedhisattendantssoftlyhowhewas。Paulalwaysansweredforhimself,`Iambetter。Iamagreatdealbetter,thankyou!TellPapaso!\'
Bylittleandlittle,hegottiredofthebustleoftheday,thenoiseofcarriagesandcarts,andpeoplepassingandrepassing;andwouldfallasleep,orbetroubledwitharestlessanduneasysenseagain——thechildcouldhardlytellwhetherthiswereinhissleepingorhiswakingmoments——ofthatrushingriver。`Why,willitneverstop,Floy?\'hewouldsometimesaskher。`Itisbearingmeaway,Ithink!\'
ButFloycouldalwayssootheandreassurehim;anditwashisdailydelighttomakeherlayherheaddownonhispillow,andtakesomerest。
`Youarealwayswatchingme,Floy。Letmewatchyou,now!\'
Theywouldprophimupwithcushionsinacornerofhisbed,andtherehewouldreclinethewhileshelaybesidehim:bendingforwardoftentimestokissher,andwhisperingtothosewhowerenearthatshewastired,andhowshehadsatupsomanynightbesidehim。
Thus,theflushoftheday,initsheatandlight,wouldgraduallydecline;andagainthegoldenwaterwouldbedancingonthewall。
Hewasvisitedbyasmanyasthreegravedoctors——theyusedtoassembledownstairs,andcomeuptogether——andtheroomwassoquiet,andPaulwassoobservantofthemthoughheneveraskedofanybodywhattheysaid,thatheevenknewthedifferenceinthesoundoftheirwatches。
ButhisinterestcentredinSirParkerPeps,whoalwaystookhisseatonthesideofthebed。ForPaulhadheardthemsaylongago,thatthatgentlemanhadbeenwithhismamawhensheclaspedFlorenceinherarms,anddied。
Andhecouldnotforgetit,now。Helikedhimforit。Hewasnotafraid。
ThepeopleroundhimchangedasunaccountablyasonthatfirstnightatDoctorBlimber\'s——exceptFlorence;Florenceneverchanged——andwhathadbeenSirParkerPeps,wasnowhisfather,sittingwithhisheaduponhishand。OldMrs。Pipchindozinginaneasychair,oftenchangedtoMissTox,orhisaunt;andPaulwasquitecontenttoshuthiseyesagain,andseewhathappenednextwithoutemotion。Butthisfigurewithitsheaduponitshandreturnedsooften,andremainedsolong,andsatsostillandsolemn,neverspeaking,neverbeingspokento,andrarelyliftingupitsface,thatPaulbegantowonderlanguidly,ifitwerereal;andinthenight-timesawitsittingthere,withfear。
`Floy!\'hesaid。`Whatisthat?\'
`Where,dearest?\'
`There!atthebottomofthebed。\'
`There\'snothingthere,exceptPapa!\'
Thefigureliftedupitshead,androse,andcomingtothebeside,said:`Myownboy!Don\'tyouknowme?\'
Paullookeditintheface,andthought,wasthishisfather?
Butthefacesoalteredtohisthinking,thrilledwhilehegazed,asifitwereinpain;andbeforehecouldreachoutbothhishandstotakeitbetweenthem,anddrawittowardshim,thefigureturnedawayquicklyfromthelittlebed,andwentoutatthedoor。
PaullookedatFlorencewithaflutteringheart,butheknewwhatshewasgoingtosay,andstoppedherwithhisfaceagainstherlips。Thenexttimeheobservedthefiguresittingatthebottomofthebed,hecalledtoit。
`Don\'tbesosorryforme,dearPapa!IndeedIamquitehappy!\'
Hisfathercomingandbendingdowntohim——whichhedidquickly,andwithoutfirstpausingbythebedside——Paulheldhimroundtheneck,andrepeatedthosewordstohimseveraltimes,andveryearnestly;andPaulneversawhiminhisroomagainatanytime,whetheritweredayornight,buthecalledout,`Don\'tbesosorryforme!IndeedIamquitehappy!\'Thiswasthebeginningofhisalwayssayinginthemorningthathewasagreatdealbetter,andthattheyweretotellhisfatherso。
Howmanytimesthegoldenwaterdanceduponthewall;howmanynightsthedark,darkriverrolledtowardstheseainspiteofhim;Paulnevercounted,neversoughttoknow。Iftheirkindness,orhissenseofit,couldhaveincreased,theyweremorekind,andhemoregratefuleveryday;butwhethertheyweremanydaysorfew,appearedoflittlemomentnow,tothegentleboy。
Onenighthehadbeenthinkingofhismother,andherpictureinthedrawing-roomdownstairs,andthoughtshemusthavelovedsweetFlorencebetterthanhisfatherdid,tohaveheldherinherarmswhenshefeltthatshewasdying——forevenhe,herbrother,whohadsuchdearloveforher,couldhavenogreaterwishthanthat。Thetrainofthoughtsuggestedtohimtoinquireifhehadeverseenhismother;forhecouldnotrememberwhethertheyhadtoldhim,yesorno,theriverrunningveryfast,andconfusinghismind。
`Floy,didIeverseemama?\'
`No,darling,why?\'
`DidIeverseeanykindface,likemama\'s,lookingatmewhenIwasababy,Floy?\'
Heasked,incredulously,asifhehadsomevisionofafacebeforehim。
`Ohyes,dear!\'
`Whose,Floy?\'
`Youroldnurse\'s。Often。\'
`Andwhereismyoldnurse?\'saidPaul。`Isshedeadtoo?Floy,arewealldead,exceptyou?\'
Therewasahurryintheroom,foraninstant——longer,perhaps;butitseemednomore——thenallwasstillagain;andFlorence,withherfacequitecolourless,butsmiling,heldhisheaduponherarm。Herarmtrembledverymuch。
`Showmethatoldnurse,Floy,ifyouplease!\'
`Sheisnothere,darling。Sheshallcometo-morrow。\'
`Thankyou,Floy!\'
Paulclosedhiseyeswiththosewords,andfellasleep。Whenheawoke,thesunwashigh,andthebroaddaywasclearandwarm。Helayalittle,lookingatthewindows,whichwereopen,andthecurtainsrustlingintheair,andwavingtoandfro:thenhesaid,`Floy,isitto-morrow?
Isshecome?\'
Someoneseemedtogoinquestofher。PerhapsitwasSusan。Paulthoughtheheardhertellinghimwhenhehadclosedhiseyesagain,thatshewouldsoonbeback;buthedidnotopenthemtosee。Shekeptherword——perhapsshehadneverbeenaway——butthenextthingthathappenedwasanoiseoffootstepsonthestairs,andthenPaulwoke——wokemindandbody——andsatuprightinhisbed。Hesawthemnowabouthim。Therewasnogreymistbeforethem,astherehadbeensometimesinthenight。Heknewthemeveryone,andcalledthembytheirnames。
`Andwhoisthis?Isthismyoldnurse?\'saidthechild,regardingwitharadiantsmile,afigurecomingin。
Yes,yes。Nootherstrangerwouldhaveshedthosetearsatsightofhim,andcalledhimherdearboy,herprettyboy,herownpoorblightedchild。Nootherwomanwouldhavestoopeddownbyhisbed,andtakenuphiswastedhand,andputittoherlipsandbreast,asonewhohadsomerighttofondleit。NootherwomanwouldhavesoforgotteneverybodytherebuthimandFloy,andbeensofulloftendernessandpity。
`Floy!thisisakindgoodface!\'saidPaul。`Iamgladtoseeagain。Don\'tgoaway,oldnurse!Stayhere。\'
Hissenseswereallquickened,andheheardanameheknew。
`Whowasthat,whosaid“Walter“?\'heasked,lookinground。`SomeonesaidWalter。Ishehere?Ishouldliketoseehimverymuch。\'
Nobodyreplieddirectly;buthisfathersoonsaidtoSusan,`Callhimback,then:lethimcomeup!\'Afterashortpauseofexpectation,duringwhichhelookedwithsmilinginterestandwonder,onhisnurse,andsawthatshehadnotforgottenFloy,Walterwasbroughtintotheroom。Hisopenfaceandmanner,andhischeerfuleyes,hadalwaysmadehimafavouritewithPaul;andwhenPaulsawhim,hestretchedouthishand,andsaid`Good-bye!\'
`Good-bye,mychild!\'saidMrs。Pipchin,hurryingtohisbed\'shead。`Notgood-bye?\'
Foraninstant,Paullookedatherwiththewistfulfacewithwhichhehadsooftengazeduponherinhiscornerbythefire。`Ahyes,\'
hesaidplacidly,`good-bye!Walterdear,good-bye!\'——turninghisheadtowherehestood,andputtingouthishandagain。`WhereisPapa?\'
Hefelthisfather\'sbreathuponhischeck,beforethewordshadpartedfromhislips。
`RememberWalter,dearpapa,\'hewhispered,lookinginhisface。
`RememberWalter。IwasfondofWalter!\'Thefeeblehandwavedintheair,asifitcried`good-bye!\'toWalteronceagain。
`Nowlaymedown,\'hesaid,`and,Floy,comeclosetome,andletmeseeyou!\'
Sisterandbrotherwoundtheirarmsaroundeachother,andthegoldenlightcamestreamingin,andfelluponthem,lockedtogether。
`Howfasttheriverruns,betweenitsgreenbanksandtherushes,Floy!Butit\'sverynearthesea。Ihearthewaves!Theyalwayssaidso!\'
Presentlyhetoldherthatthemotionoftheboatuponthestreamwaslullinghimtorest。Howgreenthebankswerenow,howbrighttheflowersgrowingonthem,andhowtalltherushes!Nowtheboatwasoutatsea,butglidingsmoothlyon。Andnowtherewasashorebeforehim。Whostoodonthebank!——
Heputhishandstogether,ashehadbeenusedtodoathisprayers。
Hedidnotremovehisarmstodoit;buttheysawhimfoldthemso,behindherneck。
`Mamaislikeyou,Floy。Iknowherbytheface!Buttellthemthattheprintuponthestairsatschoolisnotdivineenough。ThelightabouttheheadisshiningonmeasIgo!\'
Thegoldenrippleonthewallcamebackagain,andnothingelsestirredintheroom。Theold,oldfashion!Thefashionthatcameinwithourfirstgarments,andwilllastunchangeduntilourracehasrunitscourse,andthewidefirmamentisrolleduplikeascroll。Theold,oldfashion——Death!
OhthankGod,allwhoseeit,forthatolderfashionyet,ofImmortality!
Andlookuponus,angelsofyoungchildren,withregardsnotquiteestranged,whentheswiftriverbearsustotheocean!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter17[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIICaptainCuttledoesalittleBusinessfortheYoungPeopleCAPTAINCUTTLE,intheexerciseofthatsurprisingtalentfordeep-laidandunfathomablescheming,withwhichasisnotunusualinmenoftransparentsimplicityhesincerelybelievedhimselftobeendowedbynature,hadgonetoMr。Dombey\'shouseontheeventfulSunday,winkingallthewayasaventforhissuperfluoussagacity,andhadpresentedhimselfinthefulllustreoftheankle-jacksbeforetheeyesofTowlinson。Hearingfromthatindividual,tohisgreatconcern,oftheimpendingcalamity,CaptainCuttle,inhisdelicacy,sheeredoffagainconfounded;merelyhandinginthenosegayasasmallmarkofhissolicitude,andleavinghisrespectfulcomplimentsforthefamilyingeneral,whichheaccompaniedwithanexpressionofhishopethattheywouldlaytheirheadswelltothewindunderexistingcircumstances,andafriendlyintimationthathewould`lookupagain\'
to-morrow。
TheCaptain\'scomplimentswereneverheardofanymore。TheCaptain\'snosegay,afterlyinginthehallallnight,wassweptintothedust-binnextmorning;andtheCaptain\'sslyarrangement,involvedinonecatastrophewithgreaterhopesandloftierdesigns,wascrushedtopieces。Sowhenanavalanchebearsdownamountain-forest,twigsandbushessufferwiththetrees,andallperishtogether。
WhenWalterreturnedhomeontheSundayeveningfromhislongwalk,anditsmemorableclose,hewastoomuchoccupiedatfirstbythetidingshehadtogivethem,andbytheemotionsnaturallyawakenedinhisbreastbythescenethroughwhichhehadpassed,toobserveeitherthathisunclewasevidentlyunacquaintedwiththeintelligencetheCaptainhadundertakentoimpart,orthattheCaptainmadesignalswithhishook,warninghimtoavoidthesubject。NotthattheCaptain\'ssignalswerecalculatedtohaveprovedverycomprehensible,howeverattentivelyobserved;for,likethoseChinesesageswhoaresaidintheirconferencestowritecertainlearnedwordsintheairthatarewhollyimpossibleofpronunciation,theCaptainmadesuchwavesandflourishesasnobodywithoutapreviousknowledgeofhismystery,wouldhavebeenatalllikelytounderstand。
CaptainCuttle,however,becomingcognisantofwhathadhappened,relinquishedtheseattempts,asheperceivedtheslenderchancethatnowexistedofhisbeingabletoobtainalittleeasychatwithMr。DombeybeforetheperiodofWalter\'sdeparture。Butinadmittingtohimself,withadisappointedandcrestfallencountenance,thatSolGillsmustbetold,andthatWaltermustgo——takingthecaseforthepresentashefoundit,andnothavingitenlightenedorimprovedbeforehandbytheknowingmanagementofafriend——theCaptainstillfeltanunabatedconfidencethathe,NedCuttle,wasthemanforMr。Dombey;andthat,tosetWalter\'sfortunesquitesquare,nothingwaswantedbutthattheytwoshouldcometogether。
FortheCaptainnevercouldforgethowwellheandMr。DombeyhadgotonatBrighton;withwhatnicetyeachofthemhadputinawordwhenitwaswanted;howexactlytheyhadtakenoneanother\'smeasure;norhowNedCuttlehadpointedoutthatresourceinthefirstextremity,andhadbroughttheinterviewtothedesiredtermination。OnallthesegroundstheCaptainsoothedhimselfwiththinkingthatthoughNedCuttlewasforcedbythepressureofeventsto`standby\'almostuselessforthepresent,Nedwouldfetchupwithawetsailingoodtime,andcarryallbeforehim。
Undertheinfluenceofthisgood-natureddelusion,CaptainCuttleevenwenttofarastorevolveinhisownbosom,whilehesatlookingatWalterandlisteningwithatearonhisshirt-collartowhatherelated,whetheritmightnotbeatoncegenteelandpolitictogiveMr。Dombeyaverbalinvitation,whenevertheyshouldmeet,tocomeandcuthismuttoninBrigPlaceonsomedayofhisownnaming,andenteronthequestionofhisyoungfriend\'sprospectsoverasocialglass。ButtheuncertaintemperofMrs。MacStinger,andthepossibilityofhersettingupherrestinthepassageduringsuchanentertainment,andtheredeliveringsomehomilyofanuncomplimentarynature,operatedasacheckontheCaptain\'shospitablethoughts,andrenderedhimtimidofgivingthemencouragement。
OnefactwasquitecleartotheCaptain,asWalter,sittingthoughtfullyoverhisuntasteddinner,dweltonallthathadhappened;namely,thathoweverWalter\'smodestymightstandinthewayofhisperceivingithimself,hewasasonemightsay,amemberofMrs。Dombey\'sfamily。Hehadbeen,inhisownperson,connectedwiththeincidenthesopatheticallydescribed;
hehadbeenbynamerememberedandcommendedincloseassociationwithit;andhisfortunesmusthaveaparticularinterestinhisemployer\'seyes。IftheCaptainhadanylurkingdoubtwhateverofhisownconclusions,hehadnottheleastdoubtthattheyweregoodconclusionsforthepeaceofmindoftheInstrument-maker。ThereforeheavailedhimselfofsofavourableamovementforbreakingtheWestIndianIntelligencetohisoldfriend,asapieceofextraordinarypreferment;declaringthatforhisparthewouldfreelygiveahundredthousandpoundsifhehaditforWalter\'sgaininthelong-run,andthathehadnodoubtsuchaninvestmentwouldyieldahandsomepremium。
SolomonGillswasatfirststunnedbythecommunication,whichfelluponthelittleback-parlourlikeathunderbolt,andtoreupthehearthsavagely。ButtheCaptainflashedsuchgoldenprospectsbeforehisdimsight:hintedsomysteriouslyatWhittingtonianconsequences;laidsuchemphasisonwhatWalterhadjustnowtoldthem:andappealedtoitsoconfidentlyasacorroborationofhispredictions,andagreatadvancetowardstherealisationoftheromanticlegendofLovelyPeg:thathebewilderedtheoldman。Walter,forhispart,feignedtobesofullofhopeandardour,andsosureofcominghomeagainsoon,andbackeduptheCaptainwithsuchexpressiveshakingsofhisheadandrubbingsofhishands,thatSolomon,lookingfirstathimandthenatCaptainCuttle,begantothinkheoughttobetransportedwithjoy。
`ButI\'mbehindthetime,youunderstand,\'heobservedinapology,passinghishandnervouslydownthewholerowofbrightbuttonsonhiscoat,andthenupagain,asiftheywerebeadsandheweretellingthemtwiceover:`andIwouldratherhavemydearboyhere。It\'sanold-fashionednotion,Idaresay。Hewasalwaysfondofthesea。He\'s\'——andhelookedwistfullyatWalter——he\'sgladtogo。\'
`UncleSol!\'criedWalter,quickly,`ifyousaythat,Iwon\'tgo。No,CaptainCuttle,Iwon\'t。IfmyunclethinksIcouldbegladtoleavehim,thoughIwasgoingtobemadeGovernorofalltheIslandsintheWestIndies,that\'senough。I\'mafixture。\'
`Wal\'r,mylad,\'saidtheCaptain。`Steady!SolGills,takeanobservationofyournevy。\'
FollowingwithhiseyesthemajesticactionoftheCaptain\'shook,theoldmanlookedatWalter。
`Hereisacertaincraft,\'saidtheCaptain,withamagnificentsenseoftheallegoryintowhichhewassoaring,`a-goingtoputoutonacertainvoyage。Whatnameiswroteuponthatcraftindelibly?IsitTheGay?or,\'saidtheCaptain,raisinghisvoiceasmuchastosay,observethepointofthis,`isitTheGills?\'
`Ned,\'saidtheoldman,drawingWaltertohisside,andtakinghisarmtenderlythroughhis,`Iknow。Iknow。OfcourseIknowthatWallyconsidersmemorethanhimselfalways。That\'sinmymind。WhenIsayheisgladtogo,ImeanIhopeheis。Eh?lookyou,Ned,andyoutoo,Wally,mydear,thisisnewandunexpectedtome;andI\'mafraidmybeingbehindthetime,andpoor,isatthebottomofit。Isitreallygoodfortuneforhim,doyoutellme,now?\'saidtheoldman,lookinganxiouslyfromonetotheother。`Reallyandtruly?Isit?IcanreconcilemyselftoalmostanythingthatadvancesWally,butIwon\'thaveWallyputtinghimselfatanydisadvantageforme,orkeepinganythingfromme。You,NedCuttle!\'
saidtheoldman,fasteningontheCaptain,tothemanifestconfusionofthatdiplomatist;`areyoudealingplainlybyyouroldfriend?Speakout,NedCuttle。Isthereanythingbehind?Oughthetogo?Howdoyouknowitfirst,andwhy?\'
Asitwasacontestofaffectionandself-denial,Walterstruckinwithinfiniteeffect,totheCaptain\'srelief;andbetweenthemtheytolerablyreconciledoldSolGills,bycontinuedtalking,totheproject;
orrathersoconfusedhim,thatnothing,noteventhepainofseparation,wasdistinctlycleartohismind。
Hehadnotmuchtimetobalancethematter;forontheverynextday,WalterreceivedfromMr。CarkertheManager,thenecessarycredentialsforhispassageandoutfit,togetherwiththeinformationthattheSonandHeirwouldsaidinafortnight,orwithinadayortwoafterwardsatlatest。Inthehurryofpreparation:whichWalterpurposelyenhancedasmuchaspossible:theoldmanlostwhatlittleself-possessionheeverhad;andsothetimeofdeparturedrewonrapidly。
TheCaptain,whodidnotfailtomakehimselfacquaintedwithallthatpassed,throughinquiriesofWalterfromdaytoday,foundthetimestilltendingontowardshisgoingaway,withoutanyoccasionofferingitself,orseeminglikelytoofferitself,forabetterunderstandingofhisposition。Itwasaftermuchconsiderationofthisfact,andmuchponderingoversuchanunfortunatecombinationofcircumstances,thatabrightideaoccurredtotheCaptain。SupposehemadeacallonMr。Carker,andtriedtofindoutfromhimhowthelandreallylay!
CaptainCuttlelikedthisideaverymuch。Itcameuponhiminamomentofinspiration,ashewassmokinganearlypipeinBrigPlaceafterbreakfast;anditwasworthyofthetobacco。Itwouldquiethisconscience,whichwasanhonestone,andwasmadealittleuneasybywhatWalterhadconfidedtohim,andwhatSolGillshadsaid;anditwouldbeadeep,shrewdactoffriendship。HewouldsoundMr。Carkercarefully,andsaymuchorlittle,justashereadthatgentleman\'scharacter,anddiscoveredthattheygotonwelltogetherorthereverse。
AccordinglywithoutthefearofWalterbeforehiseyeswhoheknewwasathomepacking,CaptainCuttleagainassumedhisankle-jacksandmourningbrooch,andissuedforthonthissecondexpedition。Hepurchasednopropitiatorynosegayonthepresentoccasion,ashewasgoingtoaplaceofbusiness;butheputasmallsunflowerinhisbutton-holetogivehimselfanagreeablerelishofthecountry;andwiththis,andtheknobbystick,andtheglazedhat,boredownupontheofficesofDombeyandSon。
Aftertakingaglassofwarmrum-and-wateratataverncloseby,tocollecthisthoughts,theCaptainmadearushdownthecourt,lestitsgoodeffectsshouldevaporate,andappearedsuddenlytoMr。Perch。
`Matey,\'saidtheCaptain,inpersuasiveaccents。`OneofyourGovernorsisnamedCarker。\'
Mr。Perchadmittedit;butgavehimtounderstand,asinofficialdutybound,thatallhisGovernorswereengaged,andneverexpectedtobedisengagedanymore。
`Look\'eehere,mate,\'saidtheCaptaininhisear;`myname\'sCap\'enCuttle。\'
TheCaptainwouldhavehookedPerchgentlytohim,butMr。Percheludedtheattempt;notsomuchindesign,asinstartingatthesuddenthoughtthatsuchaweaponunexpectedlyexhibitedtoMrs。Perchmight,inherthencondition,bedestructivetothatlady\'shopes。
`Ifyou\'llbesogoodasjustreportCap\'enCuttlehere,whenyougetachance,\'saidtheCaptain,`I\'llwait。\'
Sayingwhich,theCaptaintookhisseatonMr。Perch\'sbracket,anddrawingouthishandkerchieffromthecrownoftheglazedhat,whichhejammedbetweenhiskneeswithoutinjurytoitsshape,fornothinghumancouldbendit,rubbedhisheadwellallover,andappearedrefreshed。
Hesubsequentlyarrangedhishairwithhishook,andsatlookingroundtheoffice,contemplatingtheclerkswithaserenerespect。
TheCaptain\'sequanimitywassoimpenetrable,andhewasaltogethersomysteriousabeing,thatPerchthemessengerwasdaunted。
`Whatnamewasityousaid?\'askedMr。Perch,bendingdownoverhimashesatonthebracket。
`Cap\'en,\'inadeephoarsewhisper。
`Yes,\'saidMr。Perch,keepingtimewithhishead。
`Cuttle。\'
`Oh!\'saidMr。Perch,inthesametone,forhecaughtit,andcouldn\'thelpit;theCaptain,inhisdiplomacy,wassoimpressive。`I\'llseeifhe\'sdisengagednow。Idon\'tknow。Perhapshemaybeforaminute。\'
`Aye,aye,mylad,Iwon\'tdetainhimlongerthanaminute,\'saidtheCaptain,noddingwithalltheweightyimportancethathefeltwithinhim。Perch,soonreturning,said,`WillCaptainCuttlewalkthisway?\'