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  Hurstwoodbegantofeeladeepsympathyforherandforhimself。

  Hecouldalmostfeelthatshewastalkingtohim。Hewas,bya,combinationoffeelingsandentanglements,almostdeludedbythat,qualityofvoiceandmannerwhich,likeapatheticstrainof,music,seemseverapersonalandintimatething。Pathoshasthis,quality,thatitseemseveraddressedtoonealone。

  “Andyet,shecanbeveryhappywithhim,“wentonthelittle,actress。”Hersunnytemper,herjoyousfacewillbrightenany,home。”

  Sheturnedslowlytowardtheaudiencewithoutseeing。Therewas,somuchsimplicityinhermovementsthatsheseemedwhollyalone。

  Thenshefoundaseatbyatable,andturnedoversomebooks,devotingathoughttothem。

  “WithnolongingsforwhatImaynothave,“shebreathedin,conclusion——anditwasalmostasigh——“myexistencehiddenfrom,allsavetwointhewideworld,andmakingmyjoyoutofthejoy,ofthatinnocentgirlwhowillsoonbehiswife。”

  Hurstwoodwassorrywhenacharacter,knownasPeachBlossom,interruptedher。Hestirredirritably,forhewishedhertogo,on。Hewascharmedbythepaleface,thelissomefigure,draped,inpearlgrey,withacoiledstringofpearlsatthethroat。

  Carriehadtheairofonewhowaswearyandinneedof,protection,and,underthefascinatingmake-believeofthe,moment,heroseinfeelinguntilhewasreadyinspirittogoto,herandeaseheroutofhermiserybyaddingtohisowndelight。

  InamomentCarriewasaloneagain,andwassaying,with,animation:

  “Imustreturntothecity,nomatterwhatdangersmaylurkhere。

  Imustgo,secretlyifIcan;openly,ifImust。”

  Therewasasoundofhorses’hoofsoutside,andthenRay’svoice,saying:

  “No,Ishallnotrideagain。Puthimup。”

  Heentered,andthenbeganascenewhichhadasmuchtodowith,thecreationofthetragedyofaffectioninHurstwoodasanything,inhispeculiarandinvolvedcareer。ForCarriehadresolvedto,makesomethingofthisscene,and,nowthatthecuehadcome,it,begantotakeafeelingholduponher。BothHurstwoodandDrouet,notedtherisingsentimentassheproceeded。

  “IthoughtyouhadgonewithPearl,“shesaidtoherlover。

  “Ididgopartoftheway,butIleftthePartyamiledownthe,road。”

  “YouandPearlhadnodisagreement?”

  “No——yes;thatis,wealwayshave。Oursocialbarometersalways,standat’cloudy’and’overcast。’“

  “Andwhosefaultisthat?”shesaid,easily。

  “Notmine,“heanswered,pettishly。”IknowIdoallIcan——I

  sayallIcan——butshe——“

  ThiswasratherawkwardlyputbyPatton,butCarrieredeemedit,withagracewhichwasinspiring。

  “Butsheisyourwife,“shesaid,fixingherwholeattentionupon,thestilledactor,andsofteningthequalityofhervoiceuntil,itwasagainlowandmusical。”Ray,myfriend,courtshipisthe,textfromwhichthewholesermonofmarriedlifetakesitstheme。

  Donotletyoursbediscontentedandunhappy。”

  Sheputhertwolittlehandstogetherandpressedthem,appealingly。

  Hurstwoodgazedwithslightlypartedlips。Drouetwasfidgeting,withsatisfaction。

  “Tobemywife,yes,“wentontheactorinamannerwhichwas,weakbycomparison,butwhichcouldnotnowspoilthetender,atmospherewhichCarriehadcreatedandmaintained。Shedidnot,seemtofeelthathewaswretched。Shewouldhavedonenearlyas,wellwithablockofwood。Theaccessoriessheneededwere,withinherownimagination。Theactingofotherscouldnot,affectthem。

  “Andyourepentalready?”shesaid,slowly。

  “Ilostyou,“hesaid,seizingherlittlehand,“andIwasatthe,mercyofanyflirtwhochosetogivemeaninvitinglook。Itwas,yourfault——youknowitwas——whydidyouleaveme?”

  Carrieturnedslowlyaway,andseemedtobemasteringsome,impulseinsilence。Thensheturnedback。

  “Ray,“shesaid,“thegreatesthappinessIhaveeverfelthas,beenthethoughtthatallyouraffectionwasforeverbestowed,uponavirtuouswoman,yourequalinfamily,fortune,and,accomplishments。Whatarevelationdoyoumaketomenow!What,isitmakesyoucontinuallywarwithyourhappiness?”

  Thelastquestionwasaskedsosimplythatitcametothe,audienceandtheloverasapersonalthing。

  Atlastitcametothepartwheretheloverexclaimed,“Betome,asyouusedtobe。”

  Carrieanswered,withaffectingsweetness,“Icannotbethatto,you,butIcanspeakinthespiritoftheLaurawhoisdeadto,youforever。”

  “Beitasyouwill,“saidPatton。

  Hurstwoodleanedforward。Thewholeaudiencewassilentand,intent。

  “Letthewomanyoulookuponbewiseorvain,“saidCarrie,her,eyesbentsadlyuponthelover,whohadsunkintoaseat,“beautifulorhomely,richorpoor,shehasbutonethingshecan,reallygiveorrefuse——herheart。”

  Drouetfeltascratchinhisthroat。

  “Herbeauty,herwit,heraccomplishments,shemayselltoyou;

  butherloveisthetreasurewithoutmoneyandwithoutprice。”

  Themanagersufferedthisasapersonalappeal。Itcametohim,asiftheywerealone,andhecouldhardlyrestrainthetearsfor,sorrowoverthehopeless,pathetic,andyetdaintyandappealing,womanwhomheloved。Drouetalsowasbesidehimself。Hewas,resolvingthathewouldbetoCarriewhathehadneverbeen,before。Hewouldmarryher,byGeorge!Shewasworthit。

  “Sheasksonlyinreturn,“saidCarrie,scarcelyhearingthe,small,scheduledreplyofherlover,andputtingherselfeven,moreinharmonywiththeplaintivemelodynowissuingfromthe,orchestra,“thatwhenyoulookuponheryoureyesshallspeak,devotion;thatwhenyouaddressheryourvoiceshallbegentle,loving,andkind;thatyoushallnotdespiseherbecauseshe,cannotunderstandallatonceyourvigorousthoughtsand,ambitiousdesigns;for,whenmisfortuneandevilhavedefeated,yourgreatestpurposes,herloveremainstoconsoleyou。You,looktothetrees,“shecontinued,whileHurstwoodrestrainedhis,feelingsonlybythegrimmestrepression,“forstrengthand,grandeur;donotdespisetheflowersbecausetheirfragranceis,alltheyhavetogive。Remember,“sheconcluded,tenderly,“love,isallawomanhastogive,“andshelaidastrange,sweetaccent,ontheall,“butitistheonlythingwhichGodpermitsusto,carrybeyondthegrave。”

  Thetwomenwereinthemostharrowedstateofaffection。They,scarcelyheardthefewremainingwordswithwhichthescene,concluded。Theyonlysawtheiridol,movingaboutwithappealing,grace,continuingapowerwhichtothemwasarevelation。

  Hurstwoodresolvedathousandsthings,Drouetaswell。They,joinedequallyintheburstofapplausewhichcalledCarrieout。

  Drouetpoundedhishandsuntiltheyached。Thenhejumpedup,againandstartedout。Ashewent,Carriecameout,and,seeing,animmensebasketofflowersbeinghurrieddowntheaisletoward,hershewaited。TheywereHurstwood’s。Shelookedtowardthe,manager’sboxforamoment,caughthiseye,andsmiled。Hecould,haveleapedoutoftheboxtoenfoldher。Heforgottheneedof,circumspectnesswhichhismarriedstateenforced。Healmost,forgotthathehadwithhimintheboxthosewhoknewhim。By,theLord,hewouldhavethatlovelygirlifittookhisall。He,wouldactatonce。ThisshouldbetheendofDrouet,anddon’t,youforgetit。Hewouldnotwaitanotherday。Thedrummer,shouldnothaveher。

  Hewassoexcitedthathecouldnotstayinthebox。Hewent,intothelobby,andthenintothestreet,thinking。Drouetdid,notreturn。Inafewminutesthelastactwasover,andhewas,crazytohaveCarriealone。Hecursedtheluckthatcouldkeep,himsmiling,bowing,shamming,whenhewantedtotellherthathe,lovedher,whenhewantedtowhispertoheralone。Hegroanedas,hesawthathishopeswerefutile。Hemusteventakeherto,supper,shamming。Hefinallywentaboutandaskedhowshewas,gettingalong。Theactorswerealldressing,talking,hurrying,about。Drouetwaspalaveringhimselfwiththeloosenessof,excitementandpassion。Themanagermasteredhimselfonlybya,greateffort。

  “Wearegoingtosupper,ofcourse,“hesaid,withavoicethat,wasamockeryofhisheart。

  “Oh,yes,“saidCarrie,smiling。

  Thelittleactresswasinfinefeather。Shewasrealisingnow,whatitwastobepetted。Foronceshewastheadmired,the,sought-for。Theindependenceofsuccessnowmadeitsfirstfaint,showing。Withthetablesturned,shewaslookingdown,rather,thanup,toherlover。Shedidnotfullyrealisethatthiswas,so,buttherewassomethingincondescensioncomingfromher,whichwasinfinitelysweet。Whenshewasreadytheyclimbedinto,thewaitingcoachanddrovedowntown;once,only,didshefind,anopportunitytoexpressherfeeling,andthatwaswhenthe,managerprecededDrouetinthecoachandsatbesideher。Before,DrouetwasfullyinshehadsqueezedHurstwood’shandina,gentle,impulsivemanner。Themanagerwasbesidehimselfwith,affection。Hecouldhavesoldhissoultobewithheralone。

  “Ah,“hethought,“theagonyofit。”

  Drouethungon,thinkinghewasallinall。Thedinnerwas,spoiledbyhisenthusiasm。Hurstwoodwenthomefeelingasifhe,shoulddieifhedidnotfindaffectionaterelief。Hewhispered,“to-morrow“passionatelytoCarrie,andsheunderstood。He,walkedawayfromthedrummerandhisprizeatpartingfeelingas,ifhecouldslayhimandnotregret。Carriealsofeltthemisery,ofit。

  “Good-night,“hesaid,simulatinganeasyfriendliness。

  “Good-night,“saidthelittleactress,tenderly。

  “Thefool!”hesaid,nowhatingDrouet。”Theidiot!I’lldohim,yet,andthatquick!We’llseeto-morrow。”

  “Well,ifyouaren’tawonder,“Drouetwassaying,complacently,squeezingCarrie’sarm。”Youarethedandiestlittlegirlon,earth。”

  ChapterXX

  THELUREOFTHESPIRIT——THEFLESHINPURSUIT

  PassioninamanofHurstwood’snaturetakesavigorousform。It,isnomusing,dreamything。Thereisnoneofthetendencyto,singoutsideofmylady’swindow——tolanguishandrepineinthe,faceofdifficulties。Inthenighthewaslonggettingtosleep,becauseoftoomuchthinking,andinthemorninghewasearly,awake,seizingwithalacrityuponthesamedearsubjectand,pursuingitwithvigour。Hewasoutofsortsphysically,aswell,asdisorderedmentally,fordidhenotdelightinanewmannerin,hisCarrie,andwasnotDrouetintheway?Neverwasmanmore,harassedthanhebythethoughtsofhislovebeingheldbythe,elated,flush-mannereddrummer。Hewouldhavegivenanything,it,seemedtohim,tohavethecomplicationended——tohaveCarrie,acquiescetoanarrangementwhichwoulddisposeofDrouet,effectuallyandforever。

  Whattodo。Hedressedthinking。Hemovedaboutinthesame,chamberwithhiswife,unmindfulofherpresence。

  Atbreakfasthefoundhimselfwithoutanappetite。Themeatto,whichhehelpedhimselfremainedonhisplateuntouched。His,coffeegrewcold,whilehescannedthepaperindifferently。Here,andtherehereadalittlething,butrememberednothing。

  Jessicahadnotyetcomedown。Hiswifesatatoneendofthe,tablerevolvingthoughtsofherowninsilence。Anewservant,hadbeenrecentlyinstalledandhadforgotthenapkins。Onthis,accountthesilencewasirritablybrokenbyareproof。

  “I’vetoldyouaboutthisbefore,Maggie,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。

  “I’mnotgoingtotellyouagain。”

  Hurstwoodtookaglanceathiswife。Shewasfrowning。Justnow,hermannerirritatedhimexcessively。Hernextremarkwas,addressedtohim。

  “Haveyoumadeupyourmind,George,whenyouwilltakeyour,vacation?”

  Itwascustomaryforthemtodiscusstheregularsummeroutingat,thisseasonoftheyear。

  “Notyet,“hesaid,“I’mverybusyjustnow。”

  “Well,you’llwanttomakeupyourmindprettysoon,won’tyou,ifwe’regoing?”shereturned。

  “Iguesswehaveafewdaysyet,“hesaid。

  “Hmff,“shereturned。”Don’twaituntiltheseason’sover。”

  Shestirredinaggravationasshesaidthis。

  “Thereyougoagain,“heobserved。”OnewouldthinkIneverdid,anything,thewayyoubegin。”

  “Well,Iwanttoknowaboutit,“shereiterated。

  “You’vegotafewdaysyet,“heinsisted。”You’llnotwantto,startbeforetheracesareover。”

  Hewasirritatedtothinkthatthisshouldcomeupwhenhewished,tohavehisthoughtsforotherpurposes。

  “Well,wemay。Jessicadoesn’twanttostayuntiltheendofthe,races。”

  “Whatdidyouwantwithaseasonticket,then?”

  “Uh!”shesaid,usingthesoundasanexclamationofdisgust,“I’llnotarguewithyou,“andtherewitharosetoleavethe,table。

  “Say,“hesaid,rising,puttinganoteofdeterminationinhis,voicewhichcausedhertodelayherdeparture,“what’sthematter,withyouoflate?Can’tItalkwithyouanymore?”

  “Certainly,youcanTALKwithme,“shereplied,layingemphasis,ontheword。

  “Well,youwouldn’tthinksobythewayyouact。Now,youwant,toknowwhenI’llbeready——notforamonthyet。Maybenot,then。”

  “We’llgowithoutyou。”

  “Youwill,eh?”hesneered。

  “Yes,wewill。”

  Hewasastonishedatthewoman’sdetermination,butitonly,irritatedhimthemore。

  “Well,we’llseeaboutthat。Itseemstomeyou’retryingtorun,thingswithaprettyhighhandoflate。Youtalkasthoughyou,settledmyaffairsforme。Well,youdon’t。Youdon’tregulate,anythingthat’sconnectedwithme。Ifyouwanttogo,go,but,youwon’thurrymebyanysuchtalkasthat。”

  Hewasthoroughlyarousednow。Hisdarkeyessnapped,andhe,crunchedhispaperashelaiditdown。Mrs。Hurstwoodsaid,nothingmore。Hewasjustfinishingwhensheturnedonherheel,andwentoutintothehallandupstairs。Hepausedforamoment,asifhesitating,thensatdownanddrankalittlecoffee,and,thereafteraroseandwentforhishatandglovesuponthemain,floor。

  Hiswifehadreallynotanticipatedarowofthischaracter。She,hadcomedowntothebreakfasttablefeelingalittleoutof,sortswithherselfandrevolvingaschemewhichshehadinher,mind。Jessicahadcalledherattentiontothefactthatthe,raceswerenotwhattheyweresupposedtobe。Thesocial,opportunitieswerenotwhattheyhadthoughttheywouldbethis,year。Thebeautifulgirlfoundgoingeverydayadullthing。

  Therewasanearlierexodusthisyearofpeoplewhowereanybody,tothewateringplacesandEurope。Inherowncircleof,acquaintancesseveralyoungmeninwhomshewasinterestedhad,gonetoWaukesha。Shebegantofeelthatshewouldliketogo,too,andhermotheragreedwithher。

  Accordingly,Mrs。Hurstwooddecidedtobroachthesubject。She,wasthinkingthisoverwhenshecamedowntothetable,butfor,somereasontheatmospherewaswrong。Shewasnotsure,afterit,wasallover,justhowthetroublehadbegun。Shewasdetermined,now,however,thatherhusbandwasabrute,andthat,underno,circumstances,wouldsheletthisgobyunsettled。Shewould,havemorelady-liketreatmentorshewouldknowwhy。

  Forhispart,themanagerwasloadedwiththecareofthisnew,argumentuntilhereachedhisofficeandstartedfromthereto,meetCarrie。Thentheothercomplicationsoflove,desire,and,oppositionpossessedhim。Histhoughtsfledonbeforehimupon,eagles’wings。HecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldmeetCarrie,facetoface。Whatwasthenight,afterall,withouther——what,theday?Shemustandshouldbehis。

  Forherpart,Carriehadexperiencedaworldoffancyandfeeling,sinceshehadlefthim,thenightbefore。Shehadlistenedto,Drouet’senthusiasticmaunderingswithmuchregardforthatpart,whichconcernedherself,withverylittleforthatwhichaffected,hisowngain。Shekepthimatsuchlengthsasshecould,because,herthoughtswerewithherowntriumph。ShefeltHurstwood’s,passionasadelightfulbackgroundtoherownachievement,and,shewonderedwhathewouldhavetosay。Shewassorryforhim,too,withthatpeculiarsorrowwhichfindssomething,complimentarytoitselfinthemiseryofanother。Shewasnow,experiencingthefirstshadesoffeelingofthatsubtlechange,whichremovesoneoutoftheranksofthesuppliantsintothe,linesofthedispensersofcharity。Shewas,allinall,exceedinglyhappy。

  Onthemorrow,however,therewasnothinginthepapers,concerningtheevent,and,inviewoftheflowofcommon,everydaythingsabout,itnowlostashadeoftheglowofthe,previousevening。DrouethimselfwasnottalkingsomuchOFas,FORher。Hefeltinstinctivelythat,forsomereasonorother,heneededreconstructioninherregard。

  “Ithink,“hesaid,ashesprucedaroundtheirchambersthenext,morning,preparatorytogoingdowntown,“thatI’llstraighten,outthatlittledealofminethismonthandthenwe’llget,married。IwastalkingwithMosheraboutthatyesterday。”

  “No,youwon’t,“saidCarrie,whowascomingtofeelacertain,faintpowertojestwiththedrummer。

  “Yes,Iwill,“heexclaimed,morefeelinglythanusual,adding,withthetoneofonewhopleads,“Don’tyoubelievewhatI’ve,toldyou?”

  Carrielaughedalittle。

  “OfcourseIdo,“sheanswered。

  Drouet’sassurancenowmisgavehim。Shallowaswashismental,observation,therewasthatinthethingswhichhadhappened,whichmadehislittlepowerofanalysisuseless。Carriewas,stillwithhim,butnothelplessandpleading。Therewasalilt,inhervoicewhichwasnew。Shedidnotstudyhimwitheyes,expressiveofdependence。Thedrummerwasfeelingtheshadowof,somethingwhichwascoming。Itcolouredhisfeelingsandmade,himdevelopthoselittleattentionsandsaythoselittlewords,whichweremereforefendationsagainstdanger。

  Shortlyafterwardhedeparted,andCarriepreparedforher,meetingwithHurstwood。Shehurriedathertoilet,whichwas,soonmade,andhasteneddownthestairs。Atthecornershe,passedDrouet,buttheydidnotseeeachother。

  Thedrummerhadforgottensomebillswhichhewishedtoturninto,hishouse。Hehastenedupthestairsandburstintotheroom,butfoundonlythechambermaid,whowascleaningup。

  “Hello,“heexclaimed,halftohimself,“hasCarriegone?”

  “Yourwife?Yes,shewentoutjustafewminutesago。”

  “That’sstrange,“thoughtDrouet。”Shedidn’tsayawordtome。

  Iwonderwhereshewent?”

  Hehastenedabout,rummaginginhisvaliseforwhathewanted,andfinallypocketingit。Thenheturnedhisattentiontohis,fairneighbour,whowasgood-lookingandkindlydisposedtowards,him。

  “Whatareyouupto?”hesaid,smiling。

  “Justcleaning,“shereplied,stoppingandwindingadusting,towelaboutherhand。

  “Tiredofit?”

  “Notsovery。”

  “Letmeshowyousomething,“hesaid,affably,comingoverand,takingoutofhispocketalittlelithographedcardwhichhad,beenissuedbyawholesaletobaccocompany。Onthiswasprinted,apictureofaprettygirl,holdingastripedparasol,the,coloursofwhichcouldbechangedbymeansofarevolvingdiskin,theback,whichshowedred,yellow,green,andbluethrough,littleintersticesmadeinthegroundoccupiedbytheumbrella,top。

  “Isn’tthatclever?”hesaid,handingittoherandshowingher,howitworked。”Youneversawanythinglikethatbefore。”

  “Isn’titnice?”sheanswered。

  “Youcanhaveitifyouwantit,“heremarked。

  “That’saprettyringyouhave,“hesaid,touchingacommonplace,settingwhichadornedthehandholdingthecardhehadgivenher。

  “Doyouthinkso?”

  “That’sright,“heanswered,makinguseofapretenceat,examinationtosecureherfinger。”That’sfine。”

  Theicebeingthusbroken,helaunchedintofurtherobservation,pretendingtoforgetthatherfingerswerestillretainedbyhis。

  Shesoonwithdrewthem,however,andretreatedafewfeettorest,againstthewindow-sill。

  “Ididn’tseeyouforalongtime,“shesaid,coquettishly,repulsingoneofhisexuberantapproaches。”Youmusthavebeen,away。”

  “Iwas,“saidDrouet。

  “Doyoutravelfar?”

  “Prettyfar——yes。”

  “Doyoulikeit?”

  “Oh,notverywell。Yougettiredofitafterawhile。”

  “IwishIcouldtravel,“saidthegirl,gazingidlyoutofthe,window。

  “Whathasbecomeofyourfriend,Mr。Hurstwood?”shesuddenly,asked,bethinkingherselfofthemanager,who,fromherown,observation,seemedtocontainpromisingmaterial。

  “He’shereintown。Whatmakesyouaskabouthim?”

  “Oh,nothing,onlyhehasn’tbeenheresinceyougotback。”

  “Howdidyoucometoknowhim?”

  “Didn’tItakeuphisnameadozentimesinthelastmonth?”

  “Getout,“saidthedrummer,lightly。”Hehasn’tcalledmore,thanhalfadozentimessincewe’vebeenhere。”

  “Hehasn’t,eh?”saidthegirl,smiling。”That’sallyouknow,aboutit。”

  Drouettookonaslightlymoreserioustone。Hewasuncertainas,towhethershewasjokingornot。

  “Tease,“hesaid,“whatmakesyousmilethatway?”

  “Oh,nothing。”

  “Haveyouseenhimrecently?”

  “Notsinceyoucameback,“shelaughed。

  “Before?”

  “Certainly。”

  “Howoften?”

  “Why,nearlyeveryday。”

  Shewasamischievousnewsmonger,andwaskeenlywonderingwhat,theeffectofherwordswouldbe。

  “Whodidhecometosee?”askedthedrummer,incredulously。

  “Mrs。Drouet。”

  Helookedratherfoolishatthisanswer,andthenattemptedto,correcthimselfsoasnottoappearadupe。

  “Well,“hesaid,“whatofit?”

  “Nothing,“repliedthegirl,herheadcockedcoquettishlyonone,side。

  “He’sanoldfriend,“hewenton,gettingdeeperintothemire。

  Hewouldhavegoneonfurtherwithhislittleflirtation,butthe,tasteforitwastemporarilyremoved。Hewasquiterelievedwhen,thegirl’snamedwascalledfrombelow。

  “I’vegottogo,“shesaid,movingawayfromhimairily。

  “I’llseeyoulater,“hesaid,withapretenceofdisturbanceat,beinginterrupted。

  Whenshewasgone,hegavefreerplaytohisfeelings。Hisface,nevereasilycontrolledbyhim,expressedalltheperplexityand,disturbancewhichhefelt。CoulditbethatCarriehadreceived,somanyvisitsandyetsaidnothingaboutthem?WasHurstwood,lying?Whatdidthechambermaidmeanbyit,anyway?Hehad,thoughttherewassomethingoddaboutCarrie’smanneratthe,time。Whydidshelooksodisturbedwhenhehadaskedherhow,manytimesHurstwoodhadcalled?ByGeorge!Herememberednow。

  Therewassomethingstrangeaboutthewholething。

  Hesatdowninarocking-chairtothinkthebetter,drawingup,onelegonhiskneeandfrowningmightily。Hismindranonata,greatrate。

  AndyetCarriehadn’tactedoutoftheordinary。Itcouldn’tbe,byGeorge,thatshewasdeceivinghim。Shehadn’tactedthat,way。Why,evenlastnightshehadbeenasfriendlytowardhimas,couldbe,andHurstwoodtoo。Lookhowtheyacted!Hecould,hardlybelievetheywouldtrytodeceivehim。

  Histhoughtsburstintowords。

  “Shedidactsortoffunnyattimes。Hereshehaddressed,and,goneoutthismorningandneversaidaword。”

  Hescratchedhisheadandpreparedtogodowntown。Hewasstill,frowning。Ashecameintothehallheencounteredthegirl,who,wasnowlookingafteranotherchamber。Shehadonawhite,dustingcap,beneathwhichherchubbyfaceshonegood-naturedly。

  Drouetalmostforgothisworryinthefactthatshewassmiling,onhim。Heputhishandfamiliarlyonhershoulder,asifonly,togreetherinpassing。

  “Gotoverbeingmad?”shesaid,stillmischievouslyinclined。

  “I’mnotmad,“heanswered。

  “Ithoughtyouwere,“shesaid,smiling。

  “Quityourfoolingaboutthat,“hesaid,inanoffhandway。

  “Wereyouserious?”

  “Certainly,“sheanswered。Then,withanairofonewhodidnot,intentionallymeantocreatetrouble,“Hecamelotsoftimes。I

  thoughtyouknew。”

  ThegameofdeceptionwasupwithDrouet。Hedidnottryto,simulateindifferencefurther。

  “Didhespendtheeveningshere?”heasked。

  “Sometimes。Sometimestheywentout。”

  “Intheevening?”

  “Yes。Youmustn’tlooksomad,though。”

  “I’mnot,“hesaid。”Didanyoneelseseehim?”

  “Ofcourse,“saidthegirl,asif,afterall,itwerenothingin,particular。

  “Howlongagowasthis?”

  “Justbeforeyoucameback。”

  Thedrummerpinchedhislipnervously。

  “Don’tsayanything,willyou?”heasked,givingthegirl’sarma,gentlesqueeze。

  “Certainlynot,“shereturned。”Iwouldn’tworryoverit。”

  “Allright,“hesaid,passingon,seriouslybroodingforonce,andyetnotwhollyunconsciousofthefactthathewasmakinga,mostexcellentimpressionuponthechambermaid。

  “I’llseeheraboutthat,“hesaidtohimself,passionately,feelingthathehadbeenundulywronged。”I’llfindout,b’George,whethershe’llactthatwayornot。”

  ChapterXXI

  THELUREOFTHESPIRIT——THEFLESHINPURSUIT

  WhenCarriecameHurstwoodhadbeenwaitingmanyminutes。His,bloodwaswarm;hisnerveswroughtup。Hewasanxioustoseethe,womanwhohadstirredhimsoprofoundlythenightbefore。

  “Hereyouare,“hesaid,repressedly,feelingaspringinhis,limbsandanelationwhichwastragicinitself。

  “Yes,“saidCarrie。

  Theywalkedonasifboundforsomeobjectivepoint,while,Hurstwooddrankintheradianceofherpresence。Therustleof,herprettyskirtwaslikemusictohim。

  “Areyousatisfied?”heasked,thinkingofhowwellshedidthe,nightbefore。

  “Areyou?”

  Hetightenedhisfingersashesawthesmileshegavehim。

  “Itwaswonderful。”

  Carrielaughedecstatically。

  “ThatwasoneofthebestthingsI’veseeninalongtime,“he,added。

  Hewasdwellingonherattractivenessashehadfeltitthe,eveningbefore,andminglingitwiththefeelingherpresence,inspirednow。

  Carriewasdwellingintheatmospherewhichthismancreatedfor,her。Alreadyshewasenlivenedandsuffusedwithaglow。She,felthisdrawingtowardherineverysoundofhisvoice。

  “Thoseweresuchniceflowersyousentme,“shesaid,aftera,momentortwo。”Theywerebeautiful。”

  “Gladyoulikedthem,“heanswered,simply。

  Hewasthinkingallthetimethatthesubjectofhisdesirewas,beingdelayed。Hewasanxioustoturnthetalktohisown,feelings。Allwasripeforit。HisCarriewasbesidehim。He,wantedtoplungeinandexpostulatewithher,andyethefound,himselffishingforwordsandfeelingforaway。

  “Yougothomeallright,“hesaid,gloomily,ofasudden,his,tunemodifyingitselftooneofself-commiseration。

  “Yes,“saidCarrie,easily。

  Helookedathersteadilyforamoment,slowinghispaceand,fixingherwithhiseye。

  Shefeltthefloodoffeeling。

  “Howaboutme?”heasked。

  ThisconfusedCarrieconsiderably,forsherealisedtheflood-

  gateswereopen。Shedidn’tknowexactlywhattoanswer。

  “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。

  Hetookhislowerlipbetweenhisteethforamoment,andthen,letitgo。Hestoppedbythewalksideandkickedthegrasswith,histoe。Hesearchedherfacewithatender,appealingglance。

  “Won’tyoucomeawayfromhim?”heasked,intensely。

  “Idon’tknow,“returnedCarrie,stillillogicallydriftingand,findingnothingatwhichtocatch。

  Asamatteroffact,shewasinamosthopelessquandary。Here,wasamanwhomshethoroughlyliked,whoexercisedaninfluence,overher,sufficientalmosttodeludeherintothebeliefthat,shewaspossessedofalivelypassionforhim。Shewasstillthe,victimofhiskeeneyes,hissuavemanners,hisfineclothes。

  Shelookedandsawbeforeheramanwhowasmostgraciousand,sympathetic,wholeanedtowardherwithafeelingthatwasa,delighttoobserve。Shecouldnotresisttheglowofhis,temperament,thelightofhiseye。Shecouldhardlykeepfrom,feelingwhathefelt。

  Andyetshewasnotwithoutthoughtswhichweredisturbing。What,didheknow?WhathadDrouettoldhim?Wassheawifeinhis,eyes,orwhat?Wouldhemarryher?Evenwhilehetalked,andshe,softened,andhereyeswerelightedwithatenderglow,shewas,askingherselfifDrouethadtoldhimtheywerenotmarried。

  TherewasneveranythingatallconvincingaboutwhatDrouet,said。

  AndyetshewasnotgrievedatHurstwood’slove。Nostrainof,bitternesswasinitforher,whateverheknew。Hewasevidently,sincere。Hispassionwasrealandwarm。Therewaspowerinwhat,hesaid。Whatshouldshedo?Shewentonthinkingthis,answeringvaguely,languishingaffectionately,andaltogether,drifting,untilshewasonaborderlessseaofspeculation。

  “Whydon’tyoucomeaway?”hesaid,tenderly。”Iwillarrange,foryouwhatever——“

  “Oh,don’t,“saidCarrie。

  “Don’twhat?”heasked。”Whatdoyoumean?”

  Therewasalookofconfusionandpaininherface。Shewas,wonderingwhythatmiserablethoughtmustbebroughtin。Shewas,struckasbyabladewiththemiserableprovisionwhichwas,outsidethepaleofmarriage。

  Hehimselfrealizedthatitwasawretchedthingtohavedragged,in。Hewantedtoweightheeffectsofit,andyethecouldnot,see。Hewentbeatingon,flushedbyherpresence,clearly,awakened,intenselyenlistedinhisplan。

  “Won’tyoucome?”hesaid,beginningoverandwithamore,reverentfeeling。”YouknowIcan’tdowithoutyou——youknowit——

  itcan’tgoonthisway——canit?”

  “Iknow,“saidCarrie。

  “Iwouldn’taskifI——Iwouldn’targuewithyouifIcouldhelp,it。Lookatme,Carrie。Putyourselfinmyplace。Youdon’t,wanttostayawayfromme,doyou?”

  Sheshookherheadasifindeepthought。

  “Thenwhynotsettlethewholething,onceandforall?”

  “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。

  “Don’tknow!Ah,Carrie,whatmakesyousaythat?Don’ttorment,me。Beserious。”

  “Iam,“saidCarrie,softly。

  “Youcan’tbe,dearest,andsaythat。NotwhenyouknowhowI

  loveyou。Lookatlastnight。”

  Hismannerashesaidthiswasthemostquietimaginable。His,faceandbodyretaineduttercomposure。Onlyhiseyesmoved,and,theyflashedasubtle,dissolvingfire。Inthemthewhole,intensityoftheman’snaturewasdistillingitself。

  Carriemadenoanswer。

  “Howcanyouactthisway,dearest?”heinquired,afteratime。

  “Youloveme,don’tyou?”

  Heturnedonhersuchastormoffeelingthatshewas,overwhelmed。Forthemomentalldoubtswereclearedaway。

  “Yes,“sheanswered,franklyandtenderly。

  “Well,thenyou’llcome,won’tyou——cometo-night?”

  Carrieshookherheadinspiteofherdistress。

  “Ican’twaitanylonger,“urgedHurstwood。”Ifthatistoo,soon,comeSaturday。”

  “Whenwillwebemarried?”sheasked,diffidently,forgettingin,herdifficultsituationthatshehadhopedhetookhertobe,Drouet’swife。

  Themanagerstarted,hitashewasbyaproblemwhichwasmore,difficultthanhers。Hegavenosignofthethoughtsthat,flashedlikemessagestohismind。

  “Anytimeyousay,“hesaid,withease,refusingtodiscolourhis,presentdelightwiththismiserableproblem。

  “Saturday?”askedCarrie。

  Henoddedhishead。

  “Well,ifyouwillmarrymethen,“shesaid,“I’llgo。”

  Themanagerlookedathislovelyprize,sobeautiful,sowinsome,sodifficulttobewon,andmadestrangeresolutions。His,passionhadgottentothatstagenowwhereitwasnolonger,colouredwithreason。Hedidnottroubleoverlittlebarriersof,thissortinthefaceofsomuchloveliness。Hewouldacceptthe,situationwithallitsdifficulties;hewouldnottrytoanswer,theobjectionswhichcoldtruththrustuponhim。Hewould,promiseanything,everything,andtrusttofortunetodisentangle,him。HewouldmakeatryforParadise,whatevermightbethe,result。Hewouldbehappy,bytheLord,ifitcostallhonesty,ofstatement,allabandonmentoftruth。

  Carrielookedathimtenderly。Shecouldhavelaidherheadupon,hisshoulder,sodelightfuldiditallseem。

  “Well,“shesaid,“I’lltryandgetreadythen。”

  Hurstwoodlookedintoherprettyface,crossedwithlittle,shadowsofwonderandmisgiving,andthoughthehadneverseen,anythingmorelovely。

  “I’llseeyouagainto-morrow,“hesaid,joyously,“andwe’ll,talkovertheplans。”

  Hewalkedonwithher,elatedbeyondwords,sodelightfulhad,beentheresult。Heimpressedalongstoryofjoyandaffection,uponher,thoughtherewasbuthereandthereaword。Aftera,half-hourhebegantorealisethatthemeetingmustcometoan,end,soexactingistheworld。

  “To-morrow,“hesaidatparting,agayetyofmanneradding,wonderfullytohisbravedemeanour。

  “Yes,“saidCarrie,trippingelatedlyaway。

  Therehadbeensomuchenthusiasmengenderedthatshewas,believingherselfdeeplyinlove。Shesighedasshethoughtof,herhandsomeadorer。Yes,shewouldgetreadybySaturday。She,wouldgo,andtheywouldbehappy。

  ChapterXXII

  THEBLAZEOFTHETINDER——FLESHWARSWITHTHEFLESH

  ThemisfortuneoftheHurstwoodhouseholdwasduetothefact,thatjealousy,havingbeenbornoflove,didnotperishwithit。

  Mrs。Hurstwoodretainedthisinsuchformthatsubsequent,influencescouldtransformitintohate。Hurstwoodwasstill,worthy,inaphysicalsense,oftheaffectionhiswifehadonce,bestoweduponhim,butinasocialsensehefellshort。Withhis,regarddiedhispowertobeattentivetoher,andthis,toa,woman,ismuchgreaterthanoutrightcrimetowardanother。Our,self-lovedictatesourappreciationofthegoodorevilin,another。InMrs。Hurstwooditdiscolouredtheveryhueofher,husband’sindifferentnature。Shesawdesignindeedsand,phraseswhichsprungonlyfromafadedappreciationofher,presence。

  Asaconsequence,shewasresentfulandsuspicious。Thejealousy,thatpromptedhertoobserveeveryfallingawayfromthelittle,amenitiesofthemarriedrelationonhispartservedtogiveher,noticeoftheairygracewithwhichhestilltooktheworld。She,couldseefromthescrupulouscarewhichheexercisedinthe,matterofhispersonalappearancethathisinterestinlifehad,abatednotajot。Everymotion,everyglancehadsomethinginit,ofthepleasurehefeltinCarrie,ofthezestthisnewpursuit,ofpleasurelenttohisdays。Mrs。Hurstwoodfeltsomething,sniffingchange,asanimalsdodanger,afaroff。

  Thisfeelingwasstrengthenedbyactionsofadirectandmore,potentnatureonthepartofHurstwood。Wehaveseenwithwhat,irritationheshirkedthoselittledutieswhichnolonger,containedanyamusementofsatisfactionforhim,andtheopen,snarlswithwhich,morerecently,heresentedherirritating,goads。Theselittlerowswerereallyprecipitatedbyan,atmospherewhichwassurchargedwithdissension。Thatitwould,shower,withaskysofullofblackeningthunderclouds,would,scarcelybethoughtworthyofcomment。Thus,afterleavingthe,breakfasttablethismorning,raginginwardlyathisblank,declarationofindifferenceatherplans,Mrs。Hurstwood,encounteredJessicainherdressing-room,veryleisurely,arrangingherhair。Hurstwoodhadalreadyleftthehouse。

  “Iwishyouwouldn’tbesolatecomingdowntobreakfast,“she,said,addressingJessica,whilemakingforhercrochetbasket。

  “Nowherethethingsarequitecold,andyouhaven’teaten。”

  Hernaturalcomposurewassadlyruffled,andJessicawasdoomed,tofeelthefagendofthestorm。

  “I’mnothungry,“sheanswered。

  “Thenwhydon’tyousayso,andletthegirlputawaythethings,insteadofkeepingherwaitingallmorning?”

  “Shedoesn’tmind,“answeredJessica,coolly。

  “Well,Ido,ifshedoesn’t,“returnedthemother,“and,anyhow,Idon’tlikeyoutotalkthatwaytome。You’retooyoungtoput,onsuchanairwithyourmother。”

  “Oh,mamma,don’trow,“;answeredJessica。”What’sthematter,thismorning,anyway?”

  “Nothing’sthematter,andI’mnotrowing。Youmustn’tthink,becauseIindulgeyouinsomethingsthatyoucankeepeverybody,waiting。Iwon’thaveit。”

  “I’mnotkeepinganybodywaiting,“returnedJessica,sharply,stirredoutofacynicalindifferencetoasharpdefence。”I

  saidIwasn’thungry。Idon’twantanybreakfast。”

  “Mindhowyouaddressme,missy。I’llnothaveit。Hearmenow;

  I’llnothaveit!”

  Jessicaheardthislastwhilewalkingoutoftheroom,witha,tossofherheadandaflickofherprettyskirtsindicativeof,theindependenceandindifferenceshefelt。Shedidnotpropose,tobequarrelledwith。

  Suchlittleargumentswerealltoofrequent,theresultofa,growthofnatureswhichwerelargelyindependentandselfish。

  George,Jr。manifestedevengreatertouchinessandexaggeration,inthematterofhisindividualrights,andattemptedtomakeall,feelthathewasamanwithaman’sprivileges——anassumption,which,ofallthings,ismostgroundlessandpointlessinayouth,ofnineteen。

  Hurstwoodwasamanofauthorityandsomefinefeeling,andit,irritatedhimexcessivelytofindhimselfsurroundedmoreand,morebyaworlduponwhichhehadnohold,andofwhichhehada,lesseningunderstanding。

  Now,whensuchlittlethings,suchastheproposedearlierstart,toWaukesha,cameup,theymadecleartohimhisposition。He,wasbeingmadetofollow,wasnotleading。When,inaddition,a,sharptemperwasmanifested,andtotheprocessofshouldering,himoutofhisauthoritywasaddedarousingintellectualkick,suchasasneeroracynicallaugh,hewasunabletokeephis,temper。Heflewintohardlyrepressedpassion,andwished,himselfclearofthewholehousehold。Itseemedamost,irritatingdraguponallhisdesiresandopportunities。

  Forallthis,hestillretainedthesemblanceofleadershipand,control,eventhoughhiswifewasstrainingtorevolt。Her,displayoftemperandopenassertionofoppositionwerebased,uponnothingmorethanthefeelingthatshecoulddoit。Shehad,nospecialevidencewherewithtojustifyherself——theknowledge,ofsomethingwhichwouldgiveherbothauthorityandexcuse。The,latterwasallthatwaslacking,however,togiveasolid,foundationtowhat,inaway,seemedgroundlessdiscontent。The,clearproofofoneovertdeedwasthecoldbreathneededto,converttheloweringcloudsofsuspicionintoarainofwrath。

  AninklingofuntowarddeedsonthepartofHurstwoodhadcome。

  DoctorBeale,thehandsomeresidentphysicianofthe,neighbourhood,metMrs。Hurstwoodatherowndoorstepsomedays,afterHurstwoodandCarriehadtakenthedrivewestonWashington,Boulevard。Dr。Beale,comingeastonthesamedrive,had,recognisedHurstwood,butnotbeforehewasquitepasthim。He,wasnotsosureofCarrie——didnotknowwhetheritwas,Hurstwood’swifeordaughter。

  “Youdon’tspeaktoyourfriendswhenyoumeetthemoutdriving,doyou?”hesaid,jocosely,toMrs。Hurstwood。

  “IfIseethem,Ido。WherewasI?”

  “OnWashingtonBoulevard。”heanswered,expectinghereyeto,lightwithimmediateremembrance。

  Sheshookherhead。

  “Yes,outnearHoyneAvenue。Youwerewithyourhusband。”

  “Iguessyou’remistaken,“sheanswered。Then,rememberingher,husband’spartintheaffair,sheimmediatelyfellapreytoa,hostofyoungsuspicions,ofwhich,however,shegavenosign。

  “IknowIsawyourhusband,“hewenton。”Iwasn’tsosureabout,you。Perhapsitwasyourdaughter。”

  “Perhapsitwas,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,knowingfullwellthat,suchwasnotthecase,asJessicahadbeenhercompanionfor,weeks。Shehadrecoveredherselfsufficientlytowishtoknow,moreofthedetails。

  “Wasitintheafternoon?”sheasked,artfully,assuminganair,ofacquaintanceshipwiththematter。

  “Yes,abouttwoorthree。”

  “ItmusthavebeenJessica,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,notwishingto,seemtoattachanyimportancetotheincident。

  Thephysicianhadathoughtortwoofhisown,butdismissedthe,matterasworthyofnofurtherdiscussiononhispartatleast。

  Mrs。Hurstwoodgavethisbitofinformationconsiderablethought,duringthenextfewhours,andevendays。Shetookitfor,grantedthatthedoctorhadreallyseenherhusband,andthathe,hadbeenriding,mostlikely,withsomeotherwoman,after,announcinghimselfasBUSYtoher。Asaconsequence,she,recalled,withrisingfeeling,howoftenhehadrefusedtogoto,placeswithher,toshareinlittlevisits,or,indeed,takepart,inanyofthesocialamenitieswhichfurnishedthediversionof,herexistence。Hehadbeenseenatthetheatrewithpeoplewhom,hecalledMoy’sfriends;nowhewasseendriving,and,most,likely,wouldhaveanexcuseforthat。Perhapstherewereothers,ofwhomshedidnothear,orwhyshouldhebesobusy,so,indifferent,oflate?Inthelastsixweekshehadbecome,strangelyirritable——strangelysatisfiedtopickupandgoout,whetherthingswererightorwronginthehouse。Why?

  Sherecalled,withmoresubtleemotions,thathedidnotlookat,hernowwithanyoftheoldlightofsatisfactionorapprovalin,hiseye。Evidently,alongwithotherthings,hewastakingher,tobegettingoldanduninteresting。Hesawherwrinkles,perhaps。Shewasfading,whilehewasstillpreeninghimselfin,hiseleganceandyouth。Hewasstillaninterestedfactorinthe,merry-makingsoftheworld,whileshe——butshedidnotpursuethe,thought。Sheonlyfoundthewholesituationbitter,andhated,himforitthoroughly。

  Nothingcameofthisincidentatthetime,forthetruthisit,didnotseemconclusiveenoughtowarrantanydiscussion。Only,theatmosphereofdistrustandill-feelingwasstrengthened,precipitatingeverynowandthenlittlesprinklingsofirritable,conversation,enlivenedbyflashesofwrath。Thematterofthe,Waukeshaoutingwasmerelyacontinuationofotherthingsofthe,samenature。

  ThedayafterCarrie’sappearanceontheAverystage,Mrs。

  HurstwoodvisitedtheraceswithJessicaandayouthofher,acquaintance,Mr。BartTaylor,thesonoftheownerofalocal,house-furnishingestablishment。Theyhaddrivenoutearly,and,asitchanced,encounteredseveralfriendsofHurstwood,all,Elks,andtwoofwhomhadattendedtheperformancetheevening,before。Athousandchancesthesubjectoftheperformancehad,neverbeenbroughtuphadJessicanotbeensoengagedbythe,attentionsofheryoungcompanion,whousurpedasmuchtimeas,possible。ThisleftMrs。Hurstwoodinthemoodtoextendthe,perfunctorygreetingsofsomewhoknewherintoshort,conversations,andtheshortconversationsoffriendsintolong,ones。Itwasfromonewhomeantbuttogreetherperfunctorily,thatthisinterestingintelligencecame。

  “Isee,“saidthisindividual,whoworesportingclothesofthe,mostattractivepattern,andhadafield-glassstrungoverhis,shoulder,“thatyoudidnotgetovertoourlittleentertainment,lastevening。”

  “No?”saidMrs。Hurstwood,inquiringly,andwonderingwhyhe,shouldbeusingthetonehedidinnotingthefactthatshehad,notbeentosomethingsheknewnothingabout。Itwasonherlips,tosay,“Whatwasit?”whenheadded,“Isawyourhusband。”

  Herwonderwasatoncereplacedbythemoresubtlequalityof,suspicion。

  “Yes,“shesaid,cautiously,“wasitpleasant?Hedidnottellme,muchaboutit。”

  “Very。ReallyoneofthebestprivatetheatricalsIever,attended。Therewasoneactresswhosurprisedusall。”

  “Indeed,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。

  “It’stoobadyoucouldn’thavebeenthere,really。Iwassorry,tohearyouweren’tfeelingwell。”

  Feelingwell!Mrs。Hurstwoodcouldhaveechoedthewordsafter,himopen-mouthed。Asitwas,sheextricatedherselffromher,mingledimpulsetodenyandquestion,andsaid,almostraspingly:

  “Yes,itistoobad。”

  “Looksliketherewillbequiteacrowdhereto-day,doesn’tit?”

  theacquaintanceobserved,driftingoffuponanothertopic。

  Themanager’swifewouldhavequestionedfarther,butshesawno,opportunity。Shewasforthemomentwhollyatsea,anxiousto,thinkforherself,andwonderingwhatnewdeceptionwasthis,whichcausedhimtogiveoutthatshewasillwhenshewasnot。

  Anothercaseofhercompanynotwanted,andexcusesbeingmade。

  Sheresolvedtofindoutmore。

  “Wereyouattheperformancelastevening?”sheaskedofthenext,ofHurstwood’sfriendswhogreetedherasshesatinherbox。

  “Yes。Youdidn’tgetaround。”

  “No,“sheanswered,“Iwasnotfeelingverywell。”

  “Soyourhusbandtoldme,“heanswered。”Well,itwasreally,veryenjoyable。TurnedoutmuchbetterthanIexpected。”

  “Weretheremanythere?”

  “Thehousewasfull。ItwasquiteanElknight。Isawquitea,numberofyourfriends——Mrs。Harrison,Mrs。Barnes,Mrs。

  Collins。”

  “Quiteasocialgathering。”

  “Indeeditwas。Mywifeenjoyeditverymuch。”

  Mrs。Hurstwoodbitherlip。

  “So,“shethought,“that’sthewayhedoes。TellsmyfriendsI

  amsickandcannotcome。”

  Shewonderedwhatcouldinducehimtogoalone。Therewas,somethingbackofthis。Sherummagedherbrainforareason。

  Byevening,whenHurstwoodreachedhome,shehadbroodedherself,intoastateofsullendesireforexplanationandrevenge。She,wantedtoknowwhatthispeculiaractionofhisimported。She,wascertaintherewasmorebehinditallthanwhatshehadheard,andevilcuriositymingledwellwithdistrustandtheremnantsof,herwrathofthemorning。She,impendingdisasteritself,walked,aboutwithgatheredshadowattheeyesandtherudimentary,musclesofsavageryfixingthehardlinesofhermouth。

  Ontheotherhand,aswemaywellbelieve,themanagercamehome,inthesunniestmood。HisconversationandagreementwithCarrie,hadraisedhisspiritsuntilhewasintheframeofmindofone,whosingsjoyously。Hewasproudofhimself,proudofhis,success,proudofCarrie。Hecouldhavebeengenialtoallthe,world,andheborenogrudgeagainsthiswife。Hemeanttobe,pleasant,toforgetherpresence,toliveintheatmosphereof,youthandpleasurewhichhadbeenrestoredtohim。

  Sonow,thehouse,tohismind,hadamostpleasingand,comfortableappearance。Inthehallhefoundaneveningpaper,laidtherebythemaidandforgottenbyMrs。Hurstwood。Inthe,dining-roomthetablewascleanlaidwithlinenandnaperyand,shinywithglassesanddecoratedchina。Throughanopendoorhe,sawintothekitchen,wherethefirewascracklinginthestove,andtheeveningmealalreadywellunderway。Outinthesmall,backyardwasGeorge,Jr。frolickingwithayoungdoghehad,recentlypurchased,andintheparlourJessicawasplayingatthe,piano,thesoundsofamerrywaltzfillingeverynookandcorner,ofthecomfortablehome。Everyone,likehimself,seemedtohave,regainedhisgoodspirits,tobeinsympathywithyouthand,beauty,tobeinclinedtojoyandmerry-making。Hefeltasifhe,couldsayagoodwordallaroundhimself,andtookamostgenial,glanceatthespreadtableandpolishedsideboardbeforegoing,upstairstoreadhispaperinthecomfortablearmchairofthe,sitting-roomwhichlookedthroughtheopenwindowsintothe,street。Whenheenteredthere,however,hefoundhiswife,brushingherhairandmusingtoherselfthewhile。

  Hecamelightlyin,thinkingtosmoothoveranyfeelingthat,mightstillexistbyakindlywordandareadypromise,butMrs。

  Hurstwoodsaidnothing。Heseatedhimselfinthelargechair,stirredlightlyinmakinghimselfcomfortable,openedhispaper,andbegantoread。Inafewmomentshewassmilingmerrilyover,averycomicalaccountofabaseballgamewhichhadtakenplace,betweentheChicagoandDetroitteams。

  ThewhilehewasdoingthisMrs。Hurstwoodwasobservinghim,casuallythroughthemediumofthemirrorwhichwasbeforeher。

  Shenoticedhispleasantandcontentedmanner,hisairygraceand,smilinghumour,anditmerelyaggravatedherthemore。She,wonderedhowhecouldthinktocarryhimselfsoinherpresence,afterthecynicism,indifference,andneglecthehadheretofore,manifestedandwouldcontinuetomanifestsolongasshewould,endureit。Shethoughthowsheshouldliketotellhim——what,stressandemphasisshewouldlendherassertions,howsheshould,driveoverthiswholeaffairuntilsatisfactionshouldbe,renderedher。Indeed,theshiningswordofherwrathwasbut,weaklysuspendedbyathreadofthought。

  InthemeanwhileHurstwoodencounteredahumorousitemconcerning,astrangerwhohadarrivedinthecityandbecameentangledwith,abunco-steerer。Itamusedhimimmensely,andatlasthestirred,andchuckledtohimself。Hewishedthathemightenlisthis,wife’sattentionandreadittoher。

  “Ha,ha,“heexclaimedsoftly,asiftohimself,“that’sfunny。”

  Mrs。Hurstwoodkeptonarrangingherhair,notsomuchas,deigningaglance。

  Hestirredagainandwentontoanothersubject。Atlasthefelt,asifhisgood-humourmustfindsomeoutlet。Juliawasprobably,stilloutofhumouroverthataffairofthismorning,butthat,couldeasilybestraightened。Asamatteroffact,shewasin,thewrong,buthedidn’tcare。ShecouldgotoWaukesharight,awayifshewantedto。Thesoonerthebetter。Hewouldtellher,thatassoonashegotachance,andthewholethingwouldblow,over。

  “Didyounotice,“hesaid,atlast,breakingforthconcerning,anotheritemwhichhehadfound,“thattheyhaveenteredsuitto,compeltheIllinoisCentraltogetoffthelakefront,Julia?”he,asked。

  Shecouldscarcelyforceherselftoanswer,butmanagedtosay,“No,“sharply。

  Hurstwoodprickeduphisears。Therewasanoteinhervoice,whichvibratedkeenly。

  “Itwouldbeagoodthingiftheydid,“hewenton,halfto,himself,halftoher,thoughhefeltthatsomethingwasamissin,thatquarter。Hewithdrewhisattentiontohispapervery,circumspectly,listeningmentallyforthelittlesoundswhich,shouldshowhimwhatwasonfoot。

  Asamatteroffact,nomanascleverasHurstwood——asobservant,andsensitivetoatmospheresofmanysorts,particularlyuponhis,ownplaneofthought——wouldhavemadethemistakewhichhedidin,regardtohiswife,wroughtupasshewas,hadhenotbeen,occupiedmentallywithaverydifferenttrainofthought。Had,nottheinfluenceofCarrie’sregardforhim,theelationwhich,herpromisearousedinhim,lastedover,hewouldnothaveseen,thehouseinsopleasantamood。Itwasnotextraordinarily,brightandmerrythisevening。Hewasmerelyverymuchmistaken,andwouldhavebeenmuchmorefittedtocopewithithadhecome,homeinhisnormalstate。

  Afterhehadstudiedhispaperafewmomentslonger,hefeltthat,heoughttomodifymattersinsomewayorother。Evidentlyhis,wifewasnotgoingtopatchuppeaceataword。Sohesaid:

  “WheredidGeorgegetthedoghehasthereintheyard?”

  “Idon’tknow,“shesnapped。

  Heputhispaperdownonhiskneesandgazedidlyoutofthe,window。Hedidnotproposetolosehistemper,butmerelytobe,persistentandagreeable,andbyafewquestionsbringarounda,mildunderstandingofsomesort。

  “Whydoyoufeelsobadaboutthataffairofthismorning?he,said,atlast。“Weneedn’tquarrelaboutthat。Youknowyoucan,gotoWaukeshaifyouwantto。”

  “Soyoucanstayhereandtriflearoundwithsomeoneelse?”she,exclaimed,turningtohimadeterminedcountenanceuponwhichwas,drawnasharpandwrathfulsneer。

  Hestoppedasifslappedintheface。Inaninstanthis,persuasive,conciliatorymannerfled。Hewasonthedefensiveat,awinkandpuzzledforawordtoreply。

  “Whatdoyoumean?”hesaidatlast,straighteninghimselfand,gazingatthecold,determinedfigurebeforehim,whopaidno,attention,butwentonarrangingherselfbeforethemirror。

  “YouknowwhatImean,“shesaid,finally,asiftherewerea,worldofinformationwhichsheheldinreserve——whichshedidnot,needtotell。

  “Well,Idon’t,“hesaid,stubbornly,yetnervousandalertfor,whatshouldcomenext。Thefinalityofthewoman’smannertook,awayhisfeelingofsuperiorityinbattle。

  Shemadenoanswer。

  “Hmph!”hemurmured,withamovementofhisheadtooneside。It,wastheweakestthinghehadeverdone。Itwastotally,unassured。

  Mrs。Hurstwoodnoticedthelackofcolourinit。Sheturnedupon,him,animal-like,abletostrikeaneffectualsecondblow。

  “IwanttheWaukeshamoneyto-morrowmorning,“shesaid。

  Helookedatherinamazement。Neverbeforehadheseensucha,cold,steelydeterminationinhereye——suchacruellookof,indifference。Sheseemedathoroughmasterofhermood——

  thoroughlyconfidentanddeterminedtowrestallcontrolfrom,him。Hefeltthatallhisresourcescouldnotdefendhim。He,mustattack。

  “Whatdoyoumean?”hesaid,jumpingup。”Youwant!I’dliketo,knowwhat’sgotintoyouto-night。”

  “Nothing’sGOTintome,“shesaid,flaming。”Iwantthatmoney。

  Youcandoyourswaggeringafterwards。”

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