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  “Tosaveme,Cad,Ican’t,“heanswered。”Ioughtto,too;I’ve,seentheplayenough。There’sagirlinitthatwasstolenwhen,shewasaninfant——waspickedoffthestreetorsomething——and,she’stheonethat’shoundedbythetwooldcriminalsIwas,tellingyouabout。”Hestoppedwithamouthfulofpiepoisedona,forkbeforehisface。”Shecomesveryneargettingdrowned——no,that’snotit。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“heconcluded,hopelessly,“I’llgetyouthebook。Ican’tremembernowforthe,lifeofme。”

  “Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,whenhehadconcluded,her,interestanddesiretoshinedramaticallystrugglingwithher,timidityforthemastery。”ImightgoifyouthoughtI’ddoall,right。”

  “Ofcourse,you’lldo,“saidDrouet,who,inhiseffortsto,enthuseCarrie,hadinterestedhimself。”DoyouthinkI’dcome,homehereandurgeyoutodosomethingthatIdidn’tthinkyou,wouldmakeasuccessof?Youcanactallright。It’llbegood,foryou。”

  “WhenmustIgo?”saidCarrie,reflectively。

  “ThefirstrehearsalisFridaynight。I’llgetthepartforyou,to-night。”

  “Allright,“saidCarrieresignedly,“I’lldoit,butifImakea,failurenowit’syourfault。”

  “Youwon’tfail,“assuredDrouet。”Justactasyoudoaround,here。Benatural。You’reallright。I’veoftenthoughtyou’d,makeacorkinggoodactress。”

  “Didyoureally?”askedCarrie。

  “That’sright,“saidthedrummer。

  Helittleknewashewentoutofthedoorthatnightwhata,secretflamehehadkindledinthebosomofthegirlheleft,behind。Carriewaspossessedofthatsympathetic,impressionable,naturewhich,everinthemostdevelopedform,hasbeentheglory,ofthedrama。Shewascreatedwiththatpassivityofsoulwhich,isalwaysthemirroroftheactiveworld。Shepossessedan,innatetasteforimitationandnosmallability。Evenwithout,practice,shecouldsometimesrestoredramaticsituationsshehad,witnessedbyre-creating,beforehermirror,theexpressionsof,thevariousfacestakingpartinthescene。Shelovedto,modulatehervoiceaftertheconventionalmannerofthe,distressedheroine,andrepeatsuchpatheticfragmentsas,appealedmosttohersympathies。Oflate,seeingtheairygrace,oftheingenueinseveralwell-constructedplays,shehadbeen,movedtosecretlyimitateit,andmanywerethelittlemovements,andexpressionsofthebodyinwhichsheindulgedfromtimeto,timeintheprivacyofherchamber。Onseveraloccasions,when,Drouethadcaughtheradmiringherself,asheimagined,inthe,mirror,shewasdoingnothingmorethanrecallingsomelittle,graceofthemouthortheeyeswhichshehadwitnessedin,another。Underhisairyaccusationshemistookthisforvanity,andacceptedtheblamewithafaintsenseoferror,though,asa,matteroffact,itwasnothingmorethanthefirstsubtle,outcroppingsofanartisticnature,endeavouringtore-createthe,perfectlikenessofsomephaseofbeautywhichappealedtoher。

  Insuchfeebletendencies,beitknown,suchoutworkingofdesire,toreproducelife,liesthebasisofalldramaticart。

  Now,whenCarrieheardDrouet’slaudatoryopinionofherdramatic,ability,herbodytingledwithsatisfaction。Liketheflame,whichweldstheloosenedparticlesintoasolidmass,hiswords,unitedthosefloatingwispsoffeelingwhichshehadfelt,but,neverbelieved,concerningherpossibleability,andmadethem,intoagaudyshredofhope。Likeallhumanbeings,shehada,touchofvanity。Shefeltthatshecoulddothingsifsheonly,hadachance。Howoftenhadshelookedatthewell-dressed,actressesonthestageandwonderedhowshewouldlook,how,delightfulshewouldfeelifonlyshewereintheirplace。The,glamour,thetensesituation,thefineclothes,theapplause,thesehadluredheruntilshefeltthatshe,too,couldact——that,she,too,couldcompelacknowledgmentofpower。Nowshewastold,thatshereallycould——thatlittlethingsshehaddoneaboutthe,househadmadeevenhimfeelherpower。Itwasadelightful,sensationwhileitlasted。

  WhenDrouetwasgone,shesatdowninherrocking-chairbythe,windowtothinkaboutit。Asusual,imaginationexaggeratedthe,possibilitiesforher。Itwasasifhehadputfiftycentsin,herhandandshehadexercisedthethoughtsofathousand,dollars。Shesawherselfinascoreofpatheticsituationsin,whichsheassumedatremulousvoiceandsufferingmanner。Her,minddelighteditselfwithscenesofluxuryandrefinement,situationsinwhichshewasthecynosureofalleyes,thearbiter,ofallfates。Assherockedtoandfroshefeltthetensityof,woeinabandonment,themagnificenceofwrathafterdeception,thelanguourofsorrowafterdefeat。Thoughtsofallthe,charmingwomenshehadseeninplays——everyfancy,everyillusion,whichshehadconcerningthestage——nowcamebackasareturning,tideaftertheebb。Shebuiltupfeelingsandadetermination,whichtheoccasiondidnotwarrant。

  Drouetdroppedinatthelodgewhenhewentdowntown,and,swashedaroundwithagreatAIR,asQuincelmethim。

  “Whereisthatyoungladyyouweregoingtogetforus?”asked,thelatter。

  “I’vegother,“saidDrouet。

  “Haveyou?”saidQuincel,rathersurprisedbyhispromptness;

  “that’sgood。What’sheraddress?”andhepulledouthis,notebookinordertobeabletosendherparttoher。

  “Youwanttosendherherpart?”askedthedrummer。

  “Yes。”

  “Well,I’lltakeit。I’mgoingrightbyherhouseinthe,morning。

  “Whatdidyousayheraddresswas?Weonlywantitincasewe,haveanyinformationtosendher。”

  “Twenty-nineOgdenPlace。”

  “Andhername?”

  “CarrieMadenda,“saidthedrummer,firingatrandom。Thelodge,membersknewhimtobesingle。

  “Thatsoundslikesomebodythatcanact,doesn’tit?”said,Quincel。

  “Yes,itdoes。”

  HetooktheparthometoCarrieandhandedittoherwiththe,mannerofonewhodoesafavour。

  “Hesaysthat’sthebestpart。Doyouthinkyoucandoit?”

  “Idon’tknowuntilIlookitover。YouknowI’mafraid,now,thatI’vesaidIwould。”

  “Oh,goon。Whathaveyougottobeafraidof?It’sacheap,company。Therestofthemaren’tasgoodasyouare。”

  “Well,I’llsee,“saidCarrie,pleasedtohavethepart,forall,hermisgivings。

  Hesidledaround,dressingandfidgetingbeforehearrangedto,makehisnextremark。

  “Theyweregettingreadytoprinttheprogrammes,“hesaid,“and,IgavethemthenameofCarrieMadenda。Wasthatallright?”

  “Yes,Iguessso,“saidhiscompanion,lookingupathim。She,wasthinkingitwasslightlystrange。

  “Ifyoudidn’tmakeahit,youknow,“hewenton。

  “Oh,yes,“sheanswered,ratherpleasednowwithhiscaution。It,wascleverforDrouet。

  “Ididn’twanttointroduceyouasmywife,becauseyou’dfeel,worsethenifyoudidn’tGO。Theyallknowmesowell。But,you’llGOallright。Anyhow,you’llprobablynevermeetanyof,themagain。”

  “Oh,Idon’tcare,“saidCarriedesperately。Shewasdetermined,nowtohaveatryatthefascinatinggame。

  Drouetbreathedasighofrelief。Hehadbeenafraidthathewas,abouttoprecipitateanotherconversationuponthemarriage,question。

  ThepartofLaura,asCarriefoundoutwhenshebegantoexamine,it,wasoneofsufferingandtears。AsdelineatedbyMr。Daly,itwastruetothemostsacredtraditionsofmelodramaashe,founditwhenhebeganhiscareer。Thesorrowfuldemeanour,the,tremolomusic,thelong,explanatory,cumulativeaddresses,all,werethere。

  “Poorfellow,“readCarrie,consultingthetextanddrawingher,voiceoutpathetically。”Martin,besureandgivehimaglassof,winebeforehegoes。”

  Shewassurprisedatthebriefnessoftheentirepart,not,knowingthatshemustbeonthestagewhileothersweretalking,andnotonlybethere,butalsokeepherselfinharmonywiththe,dramaticmovementofthescenes。

  “IthinkIcandothat,though,“sheconcluded。

  WhenDrouetcamethenextnight,shewasverymuchsatisfiedwith,herday’sstudy。

  “Well,howgoesit,Caddie?”hesaid。

  “Allright,“shelaughed。”IthinkIhaveitmemorisednearly。”

  “That’sgood,“hesaid。”Let’shearsomeofit。”

  “Oh,Idon’tknowwhetherIcangetupandsayitoffhere,“she,saidbashfully。

  “Well,Idon’tknowwhyyoushouldn’t。It’llbeeasierherethan,itwillthere。”

  “Idon’tknowaboutthat,“sheanswered。

  Eventuallyshetookofftheballroomepisodewithconsiderable,feeling,forgetting,asshegotdeeperinthescene,allabout,Drouet,andlettingherselfrisetoafinestateoffeeling。

  “Good,“saidDrouet;“fine,outo’sight!You’reallright,Caddie,Itellyou。”

  Hewasreallymovedbyherexcellentrepresentationandthe,generalappearanceofthepatheticlittlefigureasitswayedand,finallyfaintedtothefloor。Hehadboundeduptocatchher,andnowheldherlaughinginhisarms。

  “Ain’tyouafraidyou’llhurtyourself?”heasked。

  “Notabit。”

  “Well,you’reawonder。Say,Ineverknewyoucoulddoanything,likethat。”

  “Ineverdid,either,“saidCarriemerrily,herfaceflushedwith,delight。

  “Well,youcanbetthatyou’reallright,“saidDrouet。”Youcan,takemywordforthat。Youwon’tfail。”

  ChapterXVII

  AGLIMPSETHROUGHTHEGATEWAY——HOPELIGHTENSTHEEYE

  The,toCarrie,veryimportanttheatricalperformancewastotake,placeattheAveryonconditionswhichweretomakeitmore,noteworthythanwasatfirstanticipated。Thelittledramatic,studenthadwrittentoHurstwoodtheverymorningherpartwas,broughtherthatshewasgoingtotakepartinaplay。

  “Ireallyam,“shewrote,feelingthathemighttakeitasa,jest;“Ihavemypartnow,honest,truly。”

  Hurstwoodsmiledinanindulgentwayashereadthis。

  “Iwonderwhatitisgoingtobe?Imustseethat。”

  Heansweredatonce,makingapleasantreferencetoherability。

  “Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubtyouwillmakeasuccess。Youmust,cometotheparkto-morrowmorningandtellmeallaboutit。”

  Carriegladlycomplied,andrevealedallthedetailsofthe,undertakingassheunderstoodit。

  “Well,“hesaid,“that’sfine。I’mgladtohearit。Ofcourse,youwilldowell,you’resoclever。”

  Hehadtrulyneverseensomuchspiritinthegirlbefore。Her,tendencytodiscoveratouchofsadnesshadforthenonce,disappeared。Asshespokehereyeswerebright,hercheeksred。

  Sheradiatedmuchofthepleasurewhichherundertakingsgave,her。Forallhermisgivings——andtheywereasplentifulasthe,momentsoftheday——shewasstillhappy。Shecouldnotrepress,herdelightindoingthislittlethingwhich,toanordinary,observer,hadnoimportanceatall。

  Hurstwoodwascharmedbythedevelopmentofthefactthatthe,girlhadcapabilities。Thereisnothingsoinspiringinlifeas,thesightofalegitimateambition,nomatterhowincipient。It,givescolour,force,andbeautytothepossessor。

  Carriewasnowlightenedbyatouchofthisdivineafflatus。She,drewtoherselfcommendationfromhertwoadmirerswhichshehad,notearned。Theiraffectionforhernaturallyheightenedtheir,perceptionofwhatshewastryingtodoandtheirapprovalof,whatshedid。Herinexperienceconservedherownexuberant,fancy,whichranriotwitheverystrawofopportunity,makingof,itagoldendiviningrodwherebythetreasureoflifewastobe,discovered。

  “Let’ssee,“saidHurstwood,“Ioughttoknowsomeoftheboysin,thelodge。I’manElkmyself。”

  “Oh,youmustn’tlethimknowItoldyou。”

  “That’sso,“saidthemanager。

  “I’dlikeforyoutobethere,ifyouwanttocome,butIdon’t,seehowyoucanunlessheasksyou。”

  “I’llbethere,“saidHurstwoodaffectionately。”Icanfixitso,hewon’tknowyoutoldme。Youleaveittome。”

  Thisinterestofthemanagerwasalargethinginitselfforthe,performance,forhisstandingamongtheElkswassomethingworth,talkingabout。Alreadyhewasthinkingofaboxwithsome,friends,andflowersforCarrie。Hewouldmakeitadress-suit,affairandgivethelittlegirlachance。

  Withinadayortwo,DrouetdroppedintotheAdamsStreetresort,andhewasatoncespiedbyHurstwood。Itwasatfiveinthe,afternoonandtheplacewascrowdedwithmerchants,actors,managers,politicians,agoodlycompanyofrotund,rosyfigures,silk-hatted,starchy-bosomed,beringedandbescarfpinnedtothe,queen’staste。JohnL。Sullivan,thepugilist,wasatoneendof,theglitteringbar,surroundedbyacompanyofloudlydressed,sports,whowereholdingamostanimatedconversation。Drouet,cameacrossthefloorwithafestivestride,anewpairoftan,shoessqueakingaudiblyathisprogress。

  “Well,sir,“saidHurstwood,“Iwaswonderingwhathadbecomeof,you。Ithoughtyouhadgoneoutoftownagain。”

  Drouetlaughed。

  “Ifyoudon’treportmoreregularlywe’llhavetocutyouoffthe,list。”

  “Couldn’thelpit,“saidthedrummer,“I’vebeenbusy。”

  Theystrolledovertowardthebaramidthenoisy,shifting,companyofnotables。Thedressymanagerwasshakenbythehand,threetimesinasmanyminutes。

  “Ihearyourlodgeisgoingtogiveaperformance,“observed,Hurstwood,inthemostoffhandmanner。

  “Yes,whotoldyou?”

  “Noone,“saidHurstwood。”Theyjustsentmeacoupleof,tickets,whichIcanhavefortwodollars。Isitgoingtobeany,good?”

  “Idon’tknow,“repliedthedrummer。”They’vebeentryingtoget,metogetsomewomantotakeapart。”

  “Iwasn’tintendingtogo,“saidthemanagereasily。”I’ll,subscribe,ofcourse。Howarethingsoverthere?”

  “Allright。They’regoingtofitthingsupoutoftheproceeds。”

  “Well,“saidthemanager,“Ihopetheymakeasuccessofit。

  Haveanother?”

  Hedidnotintendtosayanymore。Now,ifheshouldappearon,thescenewithafewfriends,hecouldsaythathehadbeenurged,tocomealong。Drouethadadesiretowipeoutthepossibility,ofconfusion。

  “Ithinkthegirlisgoingtotakeapartinit,“hesaid,abruptly,afterthinkingitover。

  “Youdon’tsayso!Howdidthathappen?”

  “Well,theywereshortandwantedmetofindthemsomeone。I

  toldCarrie,andsheseemstowanttotry。”

  “Goodforher,“saidthemanager。”It’llbearealniceaffair。

  Dohergood,too。Hassheeverhadanyexperience?”

  “Notabit。”

  “Oh,well,itisn’tanythingveryserious。”

  “She’sclever,though,“saidDrouet,castingoffanyimputation,againstCarrie’sability。”Shepicksupherpartquickenough。”

  “Youdon’tsayso!”saidthemanager。

  “Yes,sir;shesurprisedmetheothernight。ByGeorge,ifshe,didn’t。”

  “Wemustgiveheranicelittlesend-off,“saidthemanager。

  “I’lllookaftertheflowers。”

  Drouetsmiledathisgood-nature。

  “Aftertheshowyoumustcomewithmeandwe’llhavealittle,supper。”

  “Ithinkshe’lldoallright,“saidDrouet。

  “Iwanttoseeher。She’sgottodoallright。We’llmakeher,“

  andthemanagergaveoneofhisquick,steelyhalf-smiles,which,wasacompoundofgood-natureandshrewdness。

  Carrie,meanwhile,attendedthefirstrehearsal。Atthis,performanceMr。Quincelpresided,aidedbyMr。Millice,ayoung,manwhohadsomequalificationsofpastexperience,whichwere,notexactlyunderstoodbyanyone。Hewassoexperiencedandso,business-like,however,thathecameverynearbeingrude——

  failingtoremember,ashedid,thattheindividualshewas,tryingtoinstructwerevolunteerplayersandnotsalaried,underlings。

  “Now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,addressingCarrie,whostoodinone,partuncertainastowhatmovetomake,“youdon’twanttostand,likethat。Putexpressioninyourface。Remember,youare,troubledovertheintrusionofthestranger。Walkso,“andhe,struckoutacrosstheAverystageinalmostdroopingmanner。

  Carriedidnotexactlyfancythesuggestion,butthenoveltyof,thesituation,thepresenceofstrangers,allmoreorless,nervous,andthedesiretodoanythingratherthanmakea,failure,madehertimid。Shewalkedinimitationofhermentor,asrequested,inwardlyfeelingthattherewassomethingstrangely,lacking。

  “Now,Mrs。Morgan,“saidthedirectortooneyoungmarriedwoman,whowastotakethepartofPearl,“yousithere。Now,Mr。

  Bamberger,youstandhere,so。Now,whatisityousay?”

  “Explain,“saidMr。Bambergerfeebly。HehadthepartofRay,Laura’slover,thesocietyindividualwhowastowaverinhis,thoughtsofmarryingher,uponfindingthatshewasawaifanda,nobodybybirth。

  “Howisthat——whatdoesyourtextsay?”

  “Explain,“repeatedMr。Bamberger,lookingintentlyathispart。

  “Yes,butitalsosays,“thedirectorremarked,“thatyouareto,lookshocked。Now,sayitagain,andseeifyoucan’tlook,shocked。”

  “Explain!”demandedMr。Bambergervigorously。

  “No,no,thatwon’tdo!Sayitthisway——EXPLAIN。”

  “Explain,“saidMr。Bamberger,givingamodifiedimitation。

  “That’sbetter。Nowgoon。”

  “Onenight,“resumedMrs。Morgan,whoselinescamenext,“father,andmotherweregoingtotheopera。Whentheywerecrossing,Broadway,theusualcrowdofchildrenaccostedthemforalms——“

  “Holdon,“saidthedirector,rushingforward,hisarmextended。

  “Putmorefeelingintowhatyouaresaying。”

  Mrs。Morganlookedathimasifshefearedapersonalassault。

  Hereyelightenedwithresentment。

  “Remember,Mrs。Morgan,“headded,ignoringthegleam,but,modifyinghismanner,“thatyou’redetailingapatheticstory。

  Youarenowsupposedtobetellingsomethingthatisagriefto,you。Itrequiresfeeling,repression,thus:’Theusualcrowdof,childrenaccostedthemforalms。’“

  “Allright,“saidMrs。Morgan。

  “Now,goon。”

  “Asmotherfeltinherpocketforsomechange,herfingers,touchedacoldandtremblinghandwhichhadclutchedherpurse。”

  “Verygood,“interruptedthedirector,noddinghishead,significantly。

  “Apickpocket!Well!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger,speakingthelines,thatherefelltohim。

  “No,no,Mr。Bamberger,“saidthedirector,approaching,“not,thatway。’Apickpocket——well?’so。That’stheidea。”

  “Don’tyouthink,“saidCarrieweakly,noticingthatithadnot,beenprovedyetwhetherthemembersofthecompanyknewtheir,lines,letalonethedetailsofexpression,“thatitwouldbe,betterifwejustwentthroughourlinesoncetoseeifweknow,them?Wemightpickupsomepoints。”

  “Averygoodidea,MissMadenda,“saidMr。Quincel,whosatat,thesideofthestage,lookingserenelyonandvolunteering,opinionswhichthedirectordidnotheed。

  “Allright,“saidthelatter,somewhatabashed,“itmightbewell,todoit。”Thenbrightening,withashowofauthority,“Suppose,werunrightthrough,puttinginasmuchexpressionaswecan。”

  “Good,“saidMr。Quincel。

  “Thishand,“resumedMrs。Morgan,glancingupatMr。Bamberger,anddownatherbook,asthelinesproceeded,“mymothergrasped,inherown,andsotightthatasmall,feeblevoiceutteredan,exclamationofpain。Motherlookeddown,andtherebesideher,wasalittleraggedgirl。”

  “Verygood,“observedthedirector,nowhopelesslyidle。

  “Thethief!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger。

  “Louder,“putinthedirector,findingitalmostimpossibleto,keephishandsoff。

  “Thethief!”roaredpoorBamberger。

  “Yes,butathiefhardlysixyearsold,withafacelikean,angel’s。’Stop,’saidmymother。’Whatareyoudoing?’

  “’Tryingtosteal,’saidthechild。

  “’Don’tyouknowthatitiswickedtodoso?’askedmyfather。

  “’No,’saidthegirl,’butitisdreadfultobehungry。’

  “’Whotoldyoutosteal?’askedmymother。

  “’She——there,’saidthechild,pointingtoasqualidwomanina,doorwayopposite,whofledsuddenlydownthestreet。’Thatis,oldJudas,’saidthegirl。”

  Mrs。Morganreadthisratherflatly,andthedirectorwasin,despair。Hefidgetedaround,andthenwentovertoMr。Quincel。

  “Whatdoyouthinkofthem?”heasked。

  “Oh,Iguesswe’llbeabletowhipthemintoshape,“saidthe,latter,withanairofstrengthunderdifficulties。

  “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”ThatfellowBamberger,strikesmeasbeingaprettypoorshiftforalover。”

  “He’sallwe’vegot,“saidQuincel,rollinguphiseyes。

  “Harrisonwentbackonmeatthelastminute。Whoelsecanwe,get?”

  “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”I’mafraidhe’llneverpick,up。”

  AtthismomentBambergerwasexclaiming,“Pearl,youarejoking,withme。”

  “Lookatthatnow,“saidthedirector,whisperingbehindhis,hand。”MyLord!whatcanyoudowithamanwhodrawlsouta,sentencelikethat?”

  “Dothebestyoucan,“saidQuincelconsolingly。

  TherenditionranoninthiswiseuntilitcametowhereCarrie,asLaura,comesintotheroomtoexplaintoRay,who,after,hearingPearl’sstatementaboutherbirth,hadwrittentheletter,repudiatingher,which,however,hedidnotdeliver。Bamberger,wasjustconcludingthewordsofRay,“Imustgobeforeshe,returns。Herstep!Toolate,“andwascrammingtheletterinhis,pocket,whenshebegansweetlywith:

  “Ray!”

  “Miss——MissCourtland,“Bambergerfalteredweakly。

  Carrielookedathimamomentandforgotallaboutthecompany,present。Shebegantofeelthepart,andsummonedanindifferent,smiletoherlips,turningasthelinesdirectedandgoingtoa,window,asifhewerenotpresent。Shediditwithagracewhich,wasfascinatingtolookupon。

  “Whoisthatwoman?”askedthedirector,watchingCarrieinher,littlescenewithBamberger。

  “MissMadenda,“saidQuincel。

  “Iknowhername,“saidthedirector,“butwhatdoesshedo?”

  “Idon’tknow,“saidQuincel。”She’safriendofoneofour,members。”

  “Well,she’sgotmoregumptionthananyoneI’veseenhereso,far——seemstotakeaninterestinwhatshe’sdoing。”

  “Pretty,too,isn’tshe?”saidQuincel。

  Thedirectorstrolledawaywithoutanswering。

  Inthesecondscene,whereshewassupposedtofacethecompany,intheball-room,shedidevenbetter,winningthesmileofthe,director,whovolunteered,becauseofherfascinationforhim,to,comeoverandspeakwithher。

  “Wereyoueveronthestage?”heaskedinsinuatingly。

  “No,“saidCarrie。

  “Youdosowell,Ithoughtyoumighthavehadsomeexperience。”

  Carrieonlysmiledconsciously。

  HewalkedawaytolistentoBamberger,whowasfeeblyspouting,someardentline。

  Mrs。MorgansawthedriftofthingsandgleamedatCarriewith,enviousandsnappingblackeyes。

  “She’ssomecheapprofessional,“shegaveherselfthe,satisfactionofthinking,andscornedandhatedheraccordingly。

  Therehearsalendedforoneday,andCarriewenthomefeeling,thatshehadacquittedherselfsatisfactorily。Thewordsofthe,directorwereringinginherears,andshelongedforan,opportunitytotellHurstwood。Shewantedhimtoknowjusthow,wellshewasdoing。Drouet,too,wasanobjectforher,confidences。Shecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldaskher,and,yetshedidnothavethevanitytobringitup。Thedrummer,however,hadanotherlineofthoughtto-night,andherlittle,experiencedidnotappealtohimasimportant。Heletthe,conversationdrop,saveforwhatshechosetorecitewithout,solicitation,andCarriewasnotgoodatthat。Hetookitfor,grantedthatshewasdoingverywellandhewasrelievedof,furtherworry。ConsequentlyhethrewCarrieintorepression,whichwasirritating。Shefelthisindifferencekeenlyand,longedtoseeHurstwood。Itwasasifhewerenowtheonly,friendshehadonearth。ThenextmorningDrouetwasinterested,again,butthedamagehadbeendone。

  Shegotaprettyletterfromthemanager,sayingthatbythetime,shegotithewouldbewaitingforherinthepark。Whenshe,came,heshoneuponherasthemorningsun。

  “Well,mydear,“heasked,“howdidyoucomeout?”

  “Wellenough,“shesaid,stillsomewhatreducedafterDrouet。

  “Now,tellmejustwhatyoudid。Wasitpleasant?”

  Carrierelatedtheincidentsoftherehearsal,warmingupasshe,proceeded。

  “Well,that’sdelightful,“saidHurstwood。”I’msoglad。Imust,getovertheretoseeyou。Whenisthenextrehearsal?”

  “Tuesday,“saidCarrie,“buttheydon’tallowvisitors。”

  “IimagineIcouldgetin,“saidHurstwoodsignificantly。

  Shewascompletelyrestoredanddelightedbyhisconsideration,butshemadehimpromisenottocomearound。

  “Now,youmustdoyourbesttopleaseme,“hesaidencouragingly。

  “JustrememberthatIwantyoutosucceed。Wewillmakethe,performanceworthwhile。Youdothatnow。”

  “I’lltry,“saidCarrie,brimmingwithaffectionandenthusiasm。

  “That’sthegirl,“saidHurstwoodfondly。”Now,remember,“

  shakinganaffectionatefingerather,“yourbest。”

  “Iwill,“sheanswered,lookingback。

  Thewholeearthwasbrimmingsunshinethatmorning。Shetripped,along,theclearskypouringliquidblueintohersoul。Oh,blessedarethechildrenofendeavourinthis,thattheytryand,arehopeful。Andblessedalsoaretheywho,knowing,smileand,approve。

  ChapterXVIII

  JUSTOVERTHEBORDER——AHAILANDFAREWELL

  Bytheeveningofthe16ththesubtlehandofHurstwoodhadmade,itselfapparent。Hehadgiventhewordamonghisfriends——and,theyweremanyandinfluential——thatherewassomethingwhich,theyoughttoattend,and,asaconsequence,thesaleoftickets,byMr。Quincel,actingforthelodge,hadbeenlarge。Small,four-linenoteshadappearedinallofthedailynewspapers。

  Thesehehadarrangedforbytheaidofoneofhisnewspaper,friendsonthe“Times,“Mr。HarryMcGarren,themanagingeditor。

  “Say,Harry,“Hurstwoodsaidtohimoneevening,asthelatter,stoodatthebardrinkingbeforewendinghisbelatedway,homeward,“youcanhelptheboysout,Iguess。”

  “Whatisit?”saidMcGarren,pleasedtobeconsultedbythe,opulentmanager。

  “TheCusterLodgeisgettingupalittleentertainmentfortheir,owngood,andthey’dlikealittlenewspapernotice。Youknow,whatImean——asquibortwosayingthatit’sgoingtotake,place。”

  “Certainly,“saidMcGarren,“Icanfixthatforyou,George。”

  AtthesametimeHurstwoodkepthimselfwhollyinthebackground。

  ThemembersofCusterLodgecouldscarcelyunderstandwhytheir,littleaffairwastakingsowell。Mr。HarryQuincelwaslooked,uponasquiteastarforthissortofwork。

  Bythetimethe16thhadarrivedHurstwood’sfriendshadrallied,likeRomanstoasenator’scall。Awell-dressed,good-natured,flatteringly-inclinedaudiencewasassuredfromthemomenthe,thoughtofassistingCarrie。

  Thatlittlestudenthadmasteredherparttoherown,satisfaction,muchasshetrembledforherfatewhensheshould,oncefacethegatheredthrong,behindtheglareofthe,footlights。Shetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththethoughtthata,scoreofotherpersons,menandwomen,wereequallytremulous,concerningtheoutcomeoftheirefforts,butshecouldnot,disassociatethegeneraldangerfromherownindividual,liability。Shefearedthatshewouldforgetherlines,thatshe,mightbeunabletomasterthefeelingwhichshenowfelt,concerningherownmovementsintheplay。Attimesshewished,thatshehadnevergoneintotheaffair;atothers,shetrembled,lestsheshouldbeparalysedwithfearandstandwhiteand,gasping,notknowingwhattosayandspoilingtheentire,performance。

  Inthematterofthecompany,Mr。Bambergerhaddisappeared。

  Thathopelessexamplehadfallenunderthelanceofthe,director’scriticism。Mrs。Morganwasstillpresent,butenvious,anddetermined,iffornothingmorethanspite,todoaswellas,Carrieatleast。Aloafingprofessionalhadbeencalledinto,assumetheroleofRay,and,whilehewasapoorstickofhis,kind,hewasnottroubledbyanyofthosequalmswhichattackthe,spiritofthosewhohaveneverfacedanaudience。Heswashed,aboutcautionedthoughhewastomaintainsilenceconcerninghis,pasttheatricalrelationshipsinsuchaself-confidentmanner,thathewasliketoconvinceeveryoneofhisidentitybymere,matterofcircumstantialevidence。

  “Itissoeasy,“hesaidtoMrs。Morgan,intheusualaffected,stagevoice。”Anaudiencewouldbethelastthingtotroubleme。

  It’sthespiritofthepart,youknow,thatisdifficult。”

  Carriedislikedhisappearance,butshewastoomuchtheactress,nottoswallowhisqualitieswithcomplaisance,seeingthatshe,mustsufferhisfictitiouslovefortheevening。

  Atsixshewasreadytogo。Theatricalparaphernaliahadbeen,providedoverandabovehercare。Shehadpractisedhermake-up,inthemorning,hadrehearsedandarrangedhermaterialforthe,eveningbyoneo’clock,andhadgonehometohaveafinallookat,herpart,waitingfortheeveningtocome。

  Onthisoccasionthelodgesentacarriage。Drouetrodewithher,asfarasthedoor,andthenwentabouttheneighbouringstores,lookingforsomegoodcigars。Thelittleactressmarched,nervouslyintoherdressing-roomandbeganthatpainfully,anticipatedmatterofmake-upwhichwastotransformher,a,simplemaiden,toLaura,TheBelleofSociety。

  Theflareofthegas-jets,theopentrunks,suggestiveoftravel,anddisplay,thescatteredcontentsofthemake-upbox——rouge,pearlpowder,whiting,burntcork,Indiaink,pencilsforthe,eye-lids,wigs,scissors,looking-glasses,drapery——inshort,all,thenamelessparaphernaliaofdisguise,havearemarkable,atmosphereoftheirown。Sinceherarrivalinthecitymany,thingshadinfluencedher,butalwaysinafar-removedmanner。

  Thisnewatmospherewasmorefriendly。Itwaswhollyunlikethe,greatbrilliantmansionswhichwavedhercoldlyaway,permitting,heronlyaweanddistantwonder。Thistookherbythehand,kindly,asonewhosays,“Mydear,comein。”Itopenedforheras,ifforitsown。Shehadwonderedatthegreatnessofthenames,uponthebill-boards,themarvelofthelongnoticesinthe,papers,thebeautyofthedressesuponthestage,theatmosphere,ofcarriages,flowers,refinement。Herewasnoillusion。Here,wasanopendoortoseeallofthat。Shehadcomeuponitasone,whostumblesuponasecretpassageand,behold,shewasinthe,chamberofdiamondsanddelight!

  Asshedressedwithaflutter,inherlittlestageroom,hearing,thevoicesoutside,seeingMr。Quincelhurryinghereandthere,notingMrs。MorganandMrs。Hoaglandattheirnervousworkof,preparation,seeingallthetwentymembersofthecastmoving,aboutandworryingoverwhattheresultwouldbe,shecouldnot,helpthinkingwhatadelightthiswouldbeifitwouldendure;

  howperfectastate,ifshecouldonlydowellnow,andthensome,timegetaplaceasarealactress。Thethoughthadtakena,mightyholduponher。Ithummedinherearsasthemelodyofan,oldsong。

  Outsideinthelittlelobbyanotherscenewasbeginenacted。

  WithouttheinterestofHurstwood,thelittlehallwouldprobably,havebeencomfortablyfilled,forthemembersofthelodgewere,moderatelyinterestedinitswelfare。Hurstwood’sword,however,hadgonetherounds。Itwastobeafull-dressaffair。Thefour,boxeshadbeentaken。Dr。NormanMcNeillHaleandhiswifewere,tooccupyone。Thiswasquiteacard。C。R。Walker,dry-goods,merchantandpossessorofatleasttwohundredthousanddollars,hadtakenanother;awell-knowncoalmerchanthadbeeninducedto,takethethird,andHurstwoodandhisfriendsthefourth。Among,thelatterwasDrouet。Thepeoplewhowerenowpouringherewere,notcelebrities,norevenlocalnotabilities,inageneralsense。

  Theywerethelightsofacertaincircle——thecircleofsmall,fortunesandsecretorderdistinctions。ThesegentlemenElks,knewthestandingofoneanother。Theyhadregardforthe,abilitywhichcouldamassasmallfortune,ownanicehome,keep,abaroucheorcarriage,perhaps,wearfineclothes,andmaintain,agoodmercantileposition。Naturally,Hurstwood,whowasa,littleabovetheorderofmindwhichacceptedthisstandardas,perfect,whohadshrewdnessandmuchassumptionofdignity,who,heldanimposingandauthoritativeposition,andcommanded,friendshipbyintuitivetactinhandlingpeople,wasquitea,figure。Hewasmoregenerallyknownthanmostothersinthesame,circle,andwaslookeduponassomeonewhosereservecovereda,mineofinfluenceandsolidfinancialprosperity。

  To-nighthewasinhiselement。Hecamewithseveralfriends,directlyfromRector’sinacarriage。Inthelobbyhemet,Drouet,whowasjustreturningfromatripformorecigars。All,fivenowjoinedinananimatedconversationconcerningthe,companypresentandthegeneraldriftoflodgeaffairs。

  “Who’shere?”saidHurstwood,passingintothetheatreproper,wherethelightswereturnedupandacompanyofgentlemenwere,laughingandtalkingintheopenspacebackoftheseats。

  “Why,howdoyoudo,Mr。Hurstwood?”camefromthefirst,individualrecognised。

  “Gladtoseeyou,“saidthelatter,graspinghishandlightly。

  “Looksquiteanaffair,doesn’tit?”

  “Yes,indeed,“saidthemanager。

  “Custerseemstohavethebackingofitsmembers,“observedthe,friend。

  “Soitshould,“saidtheknowingmanager。”I’mgladtoseeit。”

  “Well,George,“saidanotherrotundcitizen,whoseavoirdupois,madenecessaryanalmostalarmingdisplayofstarchedshirt,bosom,“howgoesitwithyou?”

  “Excellent,“saidthemanager。

  “Whatbringsyouoverhere?You’renotamemberofCuster。”

  “Good-nature,“returnedthemanager。”Liketoseetheboys,you,know。”

  “Wifehere?”

  “Shecouldn’tcometo-night。She’snotwell。”

  “Sorrytohearit——nothingserious,Ihope。”

  “No,justfeelingalittleill。”

  “IrememberMrs。Hurstwoodwhenshewastravellingoncewithyou,overtoSt。Joe——“andherethenewcomerlaunchedoffina,trivialrecollection,whichwasterminatedbythearrivalofmore,friends。

  “Why,George,howareyou?”saidanothergenialWestSide,politicianandlodgemember。”My,butI’mgladtoseeyouagain;

  howarethings,anyhow?”

  “Verywell;Iseeyougotthatnominationforalderman。”

  “Yes,wewhippedthemoutovertherewithoutmuchtrouble。”

  “WhatdoyousupposeHennessywilldonow?”

  “Oh,he’llgobacktohisbrickbusiness。Hehasabrick-yard,youknow。”

  “Ididn’tknowthat,“saidthemanager。”Feltprettysore,I

  suppose,overhisdefeat。”

  “Perhaps,“saidtheother,winkingshrewdly。

  Someofthemorefavouredofhisfriendswhomhehadinvited,begantorollupincarriagesnow。Theycameshufflinginwitha,greatshowoffineryandmuchevidentfeelingofcontentand,importance。

  “Hereweare,“saidHurstwood,turningtoonefromagroupwith,whomhewastalking。

  “That’sright,“returnedthenewcomer,agentlemanofabout,forty-five。

  “Andsay,“hewhispered,jovially,pullingHurstwoodoverbythe,shouldersothathemightwhisperinhisear,“ifthisisn’ta,goodshow,I’llpunchyourhead。”

  “Yououghttopayforseeingyouroldfriends。Bothertheshow!”

  Toanotherwhoinquired,“Isitsomethingreallygood?”the,managerreplied:

  “Idon’tknow。Idon’tsupposeso。”Then,liftinghishand,graciously,“Forthelodge。”

  “Lotsofboysout,eh?”

  “Yes,lookupShanahan。Hewasjustaskingforyouamoment,ago。”

  Itwasthusthatthelittletheatreresoundedtoababbleof,successfulvoices,thecreakoffineclothes,thecommonplaceof,good-nature,andalllargelybecauseofthisman’sbidding。Look,athimanytimewithinthehalfhourbeforethecurtainwasup,hewasamemberofaneminentgroup——aroundedcompanyoffiveor,morewhosestoutfigures,largewhitebosoms,andshiningpins,bespokethecharacteroftheirsuccess。Thegentlemenwho,broughttheirwivescalledhimouttoshakehands。Seats,clicked,ushersbowedwhilehelookedblandlyon。Hewas,evidentlyalightamongthem,reflectinginhispersonalitythe,ambitionsofthosewhogreetedhim。Hewasacknowledged,fawned,upon,inawaylionised。Throughitallonecouldseethe,standingoftheman。Itwasgreatnessinaway,smallasitwas。

  ChapterXIX

  ANHOURINELFLAND——ACLAMOURHALFHEARD

  Atlastthecurtainwasreadytogoup。Allthedetailsofthe,make-uphadbeencompleted,andthecompanysettleddownasthe,leaderofthesmall,hiredorchestratappedsignificantlyupon,hismusicrackwithhisbatonandbeganthesoftcurtain-raising,strain。Hurstwoodceasedtalking,andwentwithDrouetandhis,friendSagarMorrisonaroundtothebox。

  “Now,we’llseehowthelittlegirldoes,“hesaidtoDrouet,in,atonewhichnooneelsecouldhear。

  Onthestage,sixofthecharactershadalreadyappearedinthe,openingparlourscene。DrouetandHurstwoodsawataglancethat,Carriewasnotamongthem,andwentontalkinginawhisper。

  Mrs。Morgan,Mrs。Hoagland,andtheactorwhohadtaken,Bamberger’spartwererepresentingtheprincipalrolesinthis,scene。Theprofessional,whosenamewasPatton,hadlittleto,recommendhimoutsideofhisassurance,butthisatthepresent,momentwasmostpalpablyneeded。Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,was,stiffwithfright。Mrs。Hoaglandwashuskyinthethroat。The,wholecompanywassoweak-kneedthatthelinesweremerely,spoken,andnothingmore。Ittookallthehopeanduncritical,good-natureoftheaudiencetokeepfrommanifestingpitybythat,unrestwhichistheagonyoffailure。

  Hurstwoodwasperfectlyindifferent。Hetookitforgrantedthat,itwouldbeworthless。Allhecaredforwastohaveitendurable,enoughtoallowforpretensionandcongratulationafterward。

  Afterthefirstrushoffright,however,theplayersgotoverthe,dangerofcollapse。Theyrambledweaklyforward,losingnearly,alltheexpressionwhichwasintended,andmakingthethingdull,intheextreme,whenCarriecamein。

  Oneglanceather,andbothHurstwoodandDrouetsawplainlythat,shealsowasweak-kneed。Shecamefaintlyacrossthestage,saying:

  “Andyou,sir;wehavebeenlookingforyousinceeighto’clock,“

  butwithsolittlecolourandinsuchafeeblevoicethatitwas,positivelypainful。

  “She’sfrightened,“whisperedDrouettoHurstwood。

  Themanagermadenoanswer。

  Shehadalinepresentlywhichwassupposedtobefunny。

  “Well,that’sasmuchastosaythatI’masortoflifepill。”

  Itcameoutsoflat,however,thatitwasadeathlything。

  Drouetfidgeted。Hurstwoodmovedhistoetheleastbit。

  TherewasanotherplaceinwhichLaurawastoriseand,witha,senseofimpendingdisaster,say,sadly:

  “Iwishyouhadn’tsaidthat,Pearl。Youknowtheoldproverb,’Callamaidbyamarriedname。’“

  Thelackoffeelinginthethingwasridiculous。Carriedidnot,getitatall。Sheseemedtobetalkinginhersleep。Itlooked,asifshewerecertaintobeawretchedfailure。Shewasmore,hopelessthanMrs。Morgan,whohadrecoveredsomewhat,andwas,nowsayingherlinesclearlyatleast。Drouetlookedawayfrom,thestageattheaudience。Thelatterheldoutsilently,hoping,forageneralchange,ofcourse。Hurstwoodfixedhiseyeon,Carrie,asiftohypnotiseherintodoingbetter。Hewaspouring,determinationofhisowninherdirection。Hefeltsorryfor,her。

  Inafewmoreminutesitfelltohertoreadthelettersentin,bythestrangevillain。Theaudiencehadbeenslightlydiverted,byaconversationbetweentheprofessionalactorandacharacter,calledSnorky,impersonatedbyashortlittleAmerican,who,reallydevelopedsomehumourasahalf-crazed,one-armedsoldier,turnedmessengerforaliving。Hebawledhislinesoutwithsuch,defiancethat,whiletheyreallydidnotpartakeofthehumour,intended,theywerefunny。Nowhewasoff,however,anditwas,backtopathos,withCarrieasthechieffigure。Shedidnot,recover。Shewanderedthroughthewholescenebetweenherself,andtheintrudingvillain,strainingthepatienceofthe,audience,andfinallyexiting,muchtotheirrelief。

  “She’stoonervous,“saidDrouet,feelinginthemildnessofthe,remarkthathewaslyingforonce。

  “Bettergobackandsayawordtoher。”

  Drouetwasgladtodoanythingforrelief。Hefairlyhustled,aroundtothesideentrance,andwasletinbythefriendlydoor-

  keeper。Carriewasstandinginthewings,weaklywaitingher,nextcue,allthesnapandnervegoneoutofher。

  “Say,Cad,“hesaid,lookingather,“youmustn’tbenervous。

  Wakeup。Thoseguysouttheredon’tamounttoanything。What,areyouafraidof?”

  “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”Ijustdon’tseemtobeabletodo,it。”

  Shewasgratefulforthedrummer’spresence,though。Shehad,foundthecompanysonervousthatherownstrengthhadgone。

  “Comeon,“saidDrouet。”Braceup。Whatareyouafraidof?Go,onouttherenow,anddothetrick。Whatdoyoucare?”

  Carrierevivedalittleunderthedrummer’selectrical,nervous,condition。

  “DidIdosoverybad?”

  “Notabit。Allyouneedisalittlemoreginger。Doitasyou,showedme。Getthattossofyourheadyouhadtheothernight。”

  Carrierememberedhertriumphintheroom。Shetriedtothink,shecouldtoit。

  ’What’snext?”hesaid,lookingatherpart,whichshehadbeen,studying。

  “Why,thescenebetweenRayandmewhenIrefusehim。”

  “Well,nowyoudothatlively,“saidthedrummer。”Putinsnap,that’sthething。Actasifyoudidn’tcare。”

  “Yourturnnext,MissMadenda,“saidtheprompter。

  “Oh,dear,“saidCarrie。

  “Well,you’reachumpforbeingafraid,“saidDrouet。”Comeon,now,braceup。I’llwatchyoufromrighthere。”

  “Willyou?”saidCarrie。

  “Yes,nowgoon。Don’tbeafraid。”

  Thepromptersignalledher。

  Shestartedout,weakasever,butsuddenlyhernervepartially,returned。ShethoughtofDrouetlooking。

  “Ray,“shesaid,gently,usingatoneofvoicemuchmorecalm,thanwhenshehadlastappeared。Itwasthescenewhichhad,pleasedthedirectorattherehearsal。

  “She’seasier,“thoughtHurstwoodtohimself。

  Shedidnotdothepartasshehadatrehearsal,butshewas,better。Theaudiencewasatleastnotirritated。The,improvementoftheworkoftheentirecompanytookawaydirect,observationfromher。Theyweremakingveryfairprogress,and,nowitlookedasiftheplaywouldbepassable,intheless,tryingpartsatleast。

  Carriecameoffwarmandnervous。

  “Well,“shesaid,lookingathim,“wasitanybetter?”

  “Well,Ishouldsayso。That’stheway。Putlifeintoit。You,didthataboutathousandpercent。betterthanyoudidthe,otherscene。Nowgoonandfireup。Youcandoit。Knock’em。”

  “Wasitreallybetter?”

  “Better,Ishouldsayso。Whatcomesnext?”

  “Thatballroomscene。”

  “Well,youcandothatallright,“hesaid。

  “Idon’tknow,“answeredCarrie。

  “Why,woman,“heexclaimed,“youdiditforme!Nowyougoout,thereanddoit。It’llbefunforyou。Justdoasyoudidin,theroom。Ifyou’llreelitoffthatway,I’llbetyoumakea,hit。Now,what’llyoubet?Youdoit。”

  Thedrummerusuallyallowedhisardentgood-naturetogetthe,betterofhisspeech。HereallydidthinkthatCarriehadacted,thisparticularsceneverywell,andhewantedhertorepeatit,inpublic。Hisenthusiasmwasduetothemerespiritofthe,occasion。

  Whenthetimecame,hebuoyedCarrieupmosteffectually。He,begantomakeherfeelasifshehaddoneverywell。Theold,melancholyofdesirebegantocomebackashetalkedather,and,bythetimethesituationrolledaroundshewasrunninghighin,feeling。

  “IthinkIcandothis。”

  “Sureyoucan。Nowyougoaheadandsee。”

  Onthestage,Mrs。VanDamwasmakinghercruelinsinuation,againstLaura。

  Carrielistened,andcaughttheinfectionofsomething——shedid,notknowwhat。Hernostrilssniffedthinly。

  “Itmeans,“theprofessionalactorbegan,speakingasRay,“that,societyisaterribleavengerofinsult。Haveyoueverheardof,theSiberianwolves?Whenoneofthepackfallsthroughweakness,theothersdevourhim。Itisnotanelegantcomparison,but,thereissomethingwolfishinsociety。Laurahasmockeditwith,apretence,andsociety,whichismadeupofpretence,will,bitterlyresentthemockery。”

  AtthesoundofherstagenameCarriestarted。Shebegantofeel,thebitternessofthesituation。Thefeelingsoftheoutcast,descendeduponher。Shehungatthewing’sedge,wraptinher,ownmountingthoughts。Shehardlyheardanythingmore,saveher,ownrumblingblood。

  “Come,girls,“saidMrs。VanDam,solemnly,“letuslookafter,ourthings。Theyarenolongersafewhensuchanaccomplished,thiefenters。”

  “Cue,“saidtheprompter,closetoherside,butshedidnot,hear。Alreadyshewasmovingforwardwithasteadygrace,born,ofinspiration。Shedawnedupontheaudience,handsomeand,proud,shifting,withthenecessityofthesituation,toacold,white,helplessobject,asthesocialpackmovedawayfromher,scornfully。

  Hurstwoodblinkedhiseyesandcaughttheinfection。The,radiatingwavesoffeelingandsinceritywerealreadybreaking,againstthefarthestwallsofthechamber。Themagicofpassion,whichwillyetdissolvetheworld,washereatwork。

  Therewasadrawing,too,ofattention,arivetingoffeeling,heretoforewandering。

  “Ray!Ray!Whydoyounotcomebacktoher?”wasthecryof,Pearl。

  EveryeyewasfixedonCarrie,stillproudandscornful。They,movedasshemoved。Theireyeswerewithhereyes。

  Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,approachedher。

  “Letusgohome,“shesaid。

  “No,“answeredCarrie,hervoiceassumingforthefirsttimea,penetratingqualitywhichithadneverknown。”Staywithhim!”

  Shepointedanalmostaccusinghandtowardherlover。Then,with,apathoswhichstruckhomebecauseofitsuttersimplicity,“He,shallnotsufferlong。”

  Hurstwoodrealisedthathewasseeingsomethingextraordinarily,good。Itwasheightenedforhimbytheapplauseoftheaudience,asthecurtaindescendedandthefactthatitwasCarrie。He,thoughtnowthatshewasbeautiful。Shehaddonesomethingwhich,wasabovehissphere。Hefeltakeendelightinrealisingthat,shewashis。

  “Fine,“hesaid,andthen,seizedbyasuddenimpulse,aroseand,wentabouttothestagedoor。

  WhenhecameinuponCarrieshewasstillwithDrouet。His,feelingsforherweremostexuberant。Hewasalmostsweptaway,bythestrengthandfeelingsheexhibited。Hisdesirewasto,pourforthhispraisewiththeunboundedfeelingsofalover,but,herewasDrouet,whoseaffectionwasalsorapidlyreviving。The,latterwasmorefascinated,ifanything,thanHurstwood。At,least,inthenatureofthings,ittookamoreruddyform。

  “Well,well,“saidDrouet,“youdidoutofsight。Thatwas,simplygreat。Iknewyoucoulddoit。Oh,butyou’realittle,daisy!”

  Carrie’seyesflamedwiththelightofachievement。

  “DidIdoallright?”

  “Didyou?Well,Iguess。Didn’tyouheartheapplause?”

  Therewassomefaintsoundofclappingyet。

  “IthoughtIgotitsomethinglike——Ifeltit。”

  JustthenHurstwoodcamein。Instinctivelyhefeltthechangein,Drouet。HesawthatthedrummerwasneartoCarrie,andjealousy,leapedalightinhisbosom。Inaflashofthought,hereproached,himselfforhavingsenthimback。Also,hehatedhimasan,intruder。Hecouldscarcelypullhimselfdowntothelevelwhere,hewouldhavetocongratulateCarrieasafriend。Nevertheless,themanmasteredhimself,anditwasatriumph。Healmostjerked,theoldsubtlelighttohiseyes。

  “Ithought,“hesaid,lookingatCarrie,“Iwouldcomearoundand,tellyouhowwellyoudid,Mrs。Drouet。Itwasdelightful。”

  Carrietookthecue,andreplied:

  “Oh,thankyou。”

  “Iwasjusttellingher,“putinDrouet,nowdelightedwithhis,possession,“thatIthoughtshedidfine。”

  “Indeedyoudid,“saidHurstwood,turninguponCarrieeyesin,whichshereadmorethanthewords。

  Carrielaughedluxuriantly。

  “Ifyoudoaswellintherestoftheplay,youwillmakeusall,thinkyouareabornactress。”

  Carriesmiledagain。ShefelttheacutenessofHurstwood’s,position,andwisheddeeplythatshecouldbealonewithhim,but,shedidnotunderstandthechangeinDrouet。Hurstwoodfound,thathecouldnottalk,repressedashewas,andgrudgingDrouet,everymomentofhispresence,hebowedhimselfoutwiththe,eleganceofaFaust。Outsidehesethisteethwithenvy。

  “Damnit!”hesaid,“ishealwaysgoingtobeintheway?”Hewas,moodywhenhegotbacktothebox,andcouldnottalkfor,thinkingofhiswretchedsituation。

  Asthecurtainforthenextactarose,Drouetcameback。Hewas,verymuchenlivenedintemperandinclinedtowhisper,but,Hurstwoodpretendedinterest。Hefixedhiseyesonthestage,althoughCarriewasnotthere,ashortbitofmelodramaticcomedy,precedingherentrance。Hedidnotseewhatwasgoingon,however。Hewasthinkinghisownthoughts,andtheywere,wretched。

  Theprogressoftheplaydidnotimprovemattersforhim。

  Carrie,fromnowon,waseasilythecentreofinterest。The,audience,whichhadbeeninclinedtofeelthatnothingcouldbe,goodafterthefirstgloomyimpression,nowwenttotheother,extremeandsawpowerwhereitwasnot。Thegeneralfeeling,reactedonCarrie。Shepresentedherpartwithsomefelicity,thoughnothingliketheintensitywhichhadarousedthefeeling,attheendofthelongfirstact。

  BothHurstwoodandDrouetviewedherprettyfigurewithrising,feelings。Thefactthatsuchabilityshouldrevealitselfin,her,thattheyshouldseeitsetforthundersucheffective,circumstances,framedalmostinmassygoldandshoneuponbythe,appropriatelightsofsentimentandpersonality,heightenedher,charmforthem。ShewasmorethantheoldCarrietoDrouet。He,longedtobeathomewithheruntilhecouldtellher。He,awaitedimpatientlytheend,whentheyshouldgohomealone。

  Hurstwood,onthecontrary,sawinthestrengthofhernew,attractivenesshismiserablepredicament。Hecouldhavecursed,themanbesidehim。BytheLord,hecouldnotevenapplaud,feelinglyashewould。Foroncehemustsimulatewhenitlefta,tasteinhismouth。

  ItwasinthelastactthatCarrie’sfascinationforherlovers,assumeditsmosteffectivecharacter。

  Hurstwoodlistenedtoitsprogress,wonderingwhenCarriewould,comeon。Hehadnotlongtowait。Theauthorhadusedthe,artificeofsendingallthemerrycompanyforadrive,andnow,Carriecameinalone。ItwasthefirsttimethatHurstwoodhad,hadachancetoseeherfacingtheaudiencequitealone,for,nowhereelsehadshebeenwithoutafoilofsomesort。He,suddenlyfelt,assheentered,thatheroldstrength——thepower,thathadgraspedhimattheendofthefirstact——hadcomeback。

  Sheseemedtobegainingfeeling,nowthattheplaywasdrawing,toacloseandtheopportunityforgreatactionwaspassing。

  “PoorPearl,“shesaid,speakingwithnaturalpathos。”Itisa,sadthingtowantforhappiness,butitisaterriblethingto,seeanothergropingaboutblindlyforit,whenitisalmost,withinthegrasp。”

  Shewasgazingnowsadlyoutupontheopensea,herarmresting,listlesslyuponthepolisheddoor-post。

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