Withthefirsttouchhiseyesclosed,amightygroanwaswrenchedfromhim,andhelaysenseless。TheAngelgaveDuncanonepanic-
strickenlook。Thenshesetherlipsandgatheredherforcesagain。
\"Iguessthat\'sagoodthing,\"shesaid。\"Maybehewon\'tfeelhowwearehurtinghim。Ohboys,areyoubeingquickandgentle?\"
ShesteppedtothesideofthecotandbathedFreckles\'face。
Takinghishandinhers,shegavethewordtostart。Shetoldthementoaskeveryable-bodiedmantheymettojointhemsothattheycouldchangecarriersoftenandmakegoodtime。
TheBirdWomaninsistedupontakingtheAngelintothecarriageandfollowingthecot,butsherefusedtoleaveFreckles,andsuggestedthattheBirdWomandriveahead,packthemsomeclothing,andbeatthestationreadytoaccompanythemtoChicago。AllthewaytheAngelwalkedbesidethecot,shadingFreckles\'facewithabranch,andholdinghishand。Ateverypausetochangecarriersshemoistenedhisfaceandlipsandwatchedeachbreathwithheart-breakinganxiety。
Shescarcelyknewwhenherfatherjoinedthem,andtakingthebranchfromher,slippedanarmaroundherwaistandalmostcarriedher。
Tothecitystreetsandtheswarmofcurious,staringfacesshepaidnomoreattentionthanshehadtothetreesoftheLimberlost。
WhenthetraincameandthegangplacedFrecklesaboard,bigDuncanmadeaplacefortheAngelbesidethecot。
Withthebestphysiciantobefound,andwiththeBirdWomanandMcLeaninattendance,thefour-hours\'runtoChicagobegan。TheAngelconstantlywatchedoverFreckles;bathedhisface,strokedhishand,andgentlyfannedhim。Notforaninstantwouldsheyieldherplace,orallowanyoneelsetodoanythingforhim。TheBirdWomanandMcLeanregardedherinamazement。Thereseemedtobenoendtoherresourcesandcourage。TheonlytimeshespokewastoaskMcLeanifheweresurethespecialwouldbereadyonthePittsburghroad。Herepliedthatitwasmadeupandwaiting。
Atfiveo\'clockFreckleslaystretchedontheoperating-tableofLakeViewHospital,whilethreeofthegreatestsurgeonsinChicagobentoverhim。Attheircommand,McLeanpickeduptheunwillingAngelandcarriedhertothenursestobebathed,haveherbruisesattended,andtobeputtobed。
Inaplacewhereitisdifficulttosurprisepeople,theywereastonishedwomenastheyremovedtheAngel\'sdaintystainedandtornclothing,drewoffhosemuck-bakedtoherlimbs,soakedthedriedloamfromhersilkenhair,andwashedthebeautifulscratched,bruised,dirt-coveredbody。TheAngelfellfastasleeplongbeforetheyhadfinished,andlaydeeplyunconscious,whilethefightforFreckles\'lifewasbeingwaged。
ThreedayslatershewasthesameAngelasofold,exceptthatFreckleswasconstantlyinherthoughts。Theanxietyandresponsibilitythatshefeltforhisconditionhadbredinheratouchofwomanlinessandauthoritythatwasnew。ThatmorningshearoseearlyandhoverednearFreckles\'door。Shehadbeenallowedtoremainwithhimconstantly,forthenursesandsurgeonshadlearned,withhisreturningconsciousness,thatforheralonewouldtheactive,highlystrung,pain-rackedsuffererbequietandobeyorders。Whenshewasdroppingfromlossofsleep,thethreatthatshewouldfallillhadtobeusedtosendhertobed。ThenbytellingFrecklesthattheAngelwasasleepandtheywouldwakenherthemomenthemoved,theywereabletocontrolhimforashorttime。
ThesurgeonwaswithFreckles。TheAngelhadbeentoldthatthewordhebroughtthatmorningwouldbefinal,soshecurledinawindowseat,droppedthecurtainsbehindher,andindireanxiety,waitedtheopeningofthedoor。
Justasitunclosed,McLeancamehurryingdownthehallandtothesurgeon,butwithoneglanceathisfacehesteppedbackindismay;
whiletheAngel,whohadarisen,sanktotheseatagain,toodazedtocomeforward。Themenfacedeachother。TheAngel,withpartedlipsandfrightenedeyes,bentforwardintenseanxiety。
\"I——Ithoughthewasdoingnicely?\"falteredMcLean。
\"Heboretheoperationwell,\"repliedthesurgeon,\"andhiswoundsarenotnecessarilyfatal。Itoldyouthatyesterday,butIdidnottellyouthatsomethingelseprobablywouldkillhim;anditwill。
Heneednotdiefromtheaccident,buthewillnotlivethedayout。\"
\"Butwhy?Whatisit?\"askedMcLeanhurriedly。\"Wealldearlylovetheboy。Wehavemillionsamongustodoanythingthatmoneycanaccomplish。Whymusthedie,ifthosebrokenbonesarenotthecause?\"
\"ThatiswhatIamgoingtogiveyoutheopportunitytotellme,\"
repliedthesurgeon。\"Heneednotdiefromtheaccident,yetheisdyingasfastashissplendidphysicalconditionwillpermit,anditisbecausehesoevidentlyprefersdeathtolife。Ifhewerefullofhopeandambitiontolive,myworkwouldbeeasy。Ifallofyoulovehimasyouproveyoudo,andthereisunlimitedmeanstogivehimanythinghewants,whyshouldhedesiredeath?\"
\"Ishedying?\"demandedMcLean。
\"Heis,\"saidthesurgeon。\"Hewillnotlivethisdayout,unlesssomestrongreactionsetsinatonce。Heissolow,thatpreferringdeathtolife,naturecannotovercomehisinertia。Ifheistolive,hemustbemadetodesirelife。Nowheundoubtedlywishesfordeath,andthatitcomequickly。\"
\"Thenhemustdie,\"saidMcLean。
Hisbroadshouldersshookconvulsively。Hisstronghandsopenedandclosedmechanically。
\"Doesthatmeanthatyouknowwhathedesiresandcannot,orwillnot,supplyit?\"
McLeangroanedinmisery。
\"Itmeans,\"hesaiddesperately,\"thatIknowwhathewants,butitisasfarremovedfrommypowertohelphimasitwouldbetogivehimastar。Thethingforwhichhewilldie,hecanneverhave。\"
\"Thenyoumustpreparefortheendveryshortly\"saidthesurgeon,turningabruptlyaway。
McLeancaughthisarmroughly。
\"Youlookhere!\"hecriedindesperation。\"YousaythatasifI
coulddosomethingifIwould。Itellyoutheboyisdeartomepastexpression。Iwoulddoanything——spendanysum。Youhavenoticedandrepeatedlycommentedontheyounggirlwithme。Itisthatchildthathewants!Heworshipshertoadoration,andknowinghecanneverbeanythingtoher,heprefersdeathtolife。InGod\'sname,whatcanIdoaboutit?\"
\"Barringthatmissinghand,Ineverexaminedafinerman,\"saidthesurgeon,\"andsheseemedperfectlydevotedtohim;whycannothehaveher?\"
\"Why?\"echoedMcLean。\"Why?Well,formanyreasons!Itoldyouhewasmyson。Youprobablyknewthathewasnot。AlittleoverayearagoIneverhadseenhim。Hejoinedoneofmylumbergangsfromtheroad。Heisastray,leftatoneofyourhomesforthefriendlesshereinChicago。Whenhegrewupthesuperintendentboundhimtoabrutalman。Heranawayandlandedinoneofmylumbercamps。Hehasnonameorknowledgeoflegalbirth。TheAngel——wehavetalkedofher。Youseewhatsheis,physicallyandmentally。ShehasancestorsreachingbacktoPlymouthRock,andacrosstheseaforgenerationsbeforethat。Sheisanidolized,pettedonlychild,andthereisgreatwealth。Lifeholdseverythingforher,nothingforhim。
Heseesitmoreplainlythananyoneelsecould。Thereisnothingfortheboybutdeath,ifitistheAngelthatisrequiredtosavehim。\"
TheAngelstoodbetweenthem。
\"Well,Ijustguessnot!\"shecried。\"IfFreckleswantsme,allhehastodoistosayso,andhecanhaveme!\"
Theamazedmensteppedback,staringather。
\"Thathewillneversay,\"saidMcLeanatlast,\"andyoudon\'tunderstand,Angel。Idon\'tknowhowyoucamehere。Iwouldn\'thavehadyouhearthatfortheworld,butsinceyouhave,deargirl,youmustbetoldthatitisn\'tyourfriendshiporyourkindnessFreckleswants;itisyourlove。\"
TheAngellookedstraightintothegreatsurgeon\'seyeswithherclear,steadyorbsofblue,andthenintoMcLean\'swithunwaveringfrankness。
\"Well,Idolovehim,\"shesaidsimply。
McLean\'sarmsdroppedhelplessly。
\"Youdon\'tunderstand,\"hereiteratedpatiently。\"Itisn\'ttheloveofafriend,oracomrade,orasister,thatFreckleswantsfromyou;itistheloveofasweetheart。Andiftosavethelifehehasofferedforyou,youarethinkingofbeinggenerousandimpulsiveenoughtosacrificeyourfuture——intheabsenceofyourfather,itwillbecomemyplainduty,astheprotectorinwhosehandshehasplacedyou,topreventsuchrashness。Theverywordsyouspeak,andthemannerinwhichyousaythem,provethatyouareamerechild,andhavenotdreamedwhatloveis。\"
ThentheAngelgrewsplendid。Arosyflushsweptthepalloroffearfromherface。Herbigeyeswidenedanddilatedwithintenselights。
Sheseemedtoleaptotheheightandthedignityofsuperbwomanhoodbeforetheirwonderinggaze。
\"Ineverhavehadtodreamoflove,\"shesaidproudly。\"Ineverhaveknownanythingelse,inallmylife,buttoloveeveryoneandtohaveeveryoneloveme。AndthereneverhasbeenanyonesodearasFreckles。Ifyouwillremember,wehavebeenthroughagooddealtogether。IdoloveFreckles,justasIsayIdo。Idon\'tknowanythingabouttheloveofsweethearts,butIlovehimwithalltheloveinmyheart,andIthinkthatwillsatisfyhim。\"
\"Surelyitshould!\"mutteredthemanofknivesandlancets。
McLeanreachedtotakeholdoftheAngel,butshesawthemovementandswiftlysteppedback。
\"Asformyfather,\"shecontinued,\"heatoncetoldmewhathelearnedfromyouaboutFreckles。I\'veknownallyouknowforseveralweeks。Thatknowledgedidn\'tchangeyourloveforhimaparticle。IthinktheBirdWomanlovedhimmore。Whyshouldyoutwohaveallthefineperceptionsthereare?Can\'tIseehowbrave,trustworthy,andsplendidheis?Can\'tIseehowhissoulvibrateswithhismusic,hisloveofbeautifulthingsandthepangsoflonelinessandhearthunger?Mustyoutwolovehimwithallthelovethereis,andIgivehimnone?Myfatherisneverunreasonable。
Hewon\'texpectmenottoloveFreckles,ornottotellhimso,ifthetellingwillsavehim。\"
ShedartedpastMcLeanintoFreckles\'room,closedthedoor,andturnedthekey。
CHAPTERXVIII
WhereinFrecklesrefusesLoveWithoutKnowledgeofHonorableBirth,andtheAngelGoesinQuestofitFreckleslayonaflatpillow,hisbodyimmovableinaplastercast,hismaimedarm,asalways,hidden。HisgreedygazefastenedatonceontheAngel\'sface。Shecrossedtohimwithlightstepandbentoverhimwithinfinitetenderness。Herheartachedatthechangeinhisappearance。Heseemedsoweak,hearthungry,soutterlyhopeless,soalone。Shecouldseethatthenighthadbeenonelongterror。
ForthefirsttimeshetriedputtingherselfinFreckles\'place。
Whatwoulditmeantohavenoparents,nohome,noname?Noname!
Thatwastheworstofall。Thatwastobelost——indeed——utterlyandhopelesslylost。TheAngelliftedherhandstoherdazedheadandreeled,asshetriedtofacethatproposition。Shedroppedonherkneesbesidethebed,slippedherarmunderthepillow,andleaningoverFreckles,setherlipsonhisforehead。Hesmiledfaintly,buthiswistfulfaceappearedworseforit。IthurttheAngeltotheheart。
\"DearFreckles,\"shesaid,\"thereisastoryinyoureyesthismorning,tellme?\"
Frecklesdrewalong,waveringbreath。
\"Angel,\"hebegged,\"begenerous!Bethinkingofmealittle。
I\'msohomesickandwornout,dearAngel,begivingmebackmepromise。
Letmego?\"
\"WhyFreckles!\"falteredtheAngel。\"Youdon\'tknowwhatyouareasking。`Letyougo!\'Icannot!Iloveyoubetterthananyone,Freckles。IthinkyouaretheveryfinestpersonIeverknew。
Ihaveourlivesallplanned。Iwantyoutobeeducatedandlearnallthereistoknowaboutsinging,justassoonasyouarewellenough。
BythetimeyouhavecompletedyoureducationIwillhavefinishedcollege,andthenIwant,\"shechokedasecond,\"Iwantyoutobemyrealknight,Freckles,andcometomeandtellmethatyou——likeme——alittle。Ihavebeencountingonyouformysweetheartfromtheveryfirst,Freckles。Ican\'tgiveyouup,unlessyoudon\'tlikeme。Butyoudolikeme——justalittle——don\'tyou,Freckles?\"
Freckleslaywhiterthanthecoverlet,hisstaringeyesontheceilingandhisbreathwheezingbetweendrylips。TheAngelawaitedhisanswerasecond,andwhennonecame,shedroppedhercrimsoningfacebesidehimonthepillowandwhisperedinhisear:
\"Freckles,I——I\'mtryingtomakelovetoyou。Oh,can\'tyouhelpmeonlyalittlebit?It\'sawfulhardallalone!Idon\'tknowhow,whenIreallymeanit,butFreckles,Iloveyou。Imusthaveyou,andnowIguess——IguessmaybeI\'dbetterkissyounext。\"
Sheliftedhershamedfaceandbravelylaidherfeverish,quiveringlipsonhis。Herbreath,likeclover-bloom,wasinhisnostrils,andherhairtouchedhisface。Thenshelookedintohiseyeswithreproach。
\"Freckles,\"shepanted,\"Freckles!Ididn\'tthinkitwasinyoutobemean!\"
\"Mean,Angel!Meantoyou?\"gaspedFreckles。
\"Yes,\"saidtheAngel。\"Downrightmean。WhenIkissyou,ifyouhadanymercyatallyou\'dkissback,justalittlebit。\"
Freckles\'sinewyfistknottedintothecoverlet。Hischinpointedceilingwardwhilehisheadrockedonthepillow。
\"Oh,Jesus!\"burstfromhiminagony。\"Youain\'ttheonlyonethatwascrucified!\"
TheAngelcaughtFreckles\'handandcarriedittoherbreast。
\"Freckles!\"shewailedinterror,\"Freckles!Itisamistake?Isitthatyoudon\'twantme?\"
Freckles\'headrolledoninwordlesssuffering。
\"Waitabit,Angel?\"hepantedatlast。\"Begivingmealittletime!\"
TheAngelarosewithcontrolledfeatures。Shebathedhisface,straightenedhishair,andheldwatertohislips。Itseemedalongtimebeforehereachedtowardher。Instantlyshekneltagain,carriedhishandtoherbreast,andleanedhercheekuponit。
\"Tellme,Freckles,\"shewhisperedsoftly。
\"IfIcan,\"saidFrecklesinagony。\"It\'sjustthis。Angelsarefromabove。Outcastsarefrombelow。You\'veasoundbodyandyou\'rebeautifulestofall。Youhaveeverythingthatloving,carefulraisingandmoneycangiveyou。IhavesomuchlessthannothingthatIdon\'tsupposeIhadanyrighttobeborn。It\'sasurething——nobodywantedmeafterward,soofcourse,theydidn\'tbefore。Someofthemshouldhavebeentellingyoulongago。\"
\"Ifthat\'sallyouhavetosay,Freckles,I\'veknownthatquiteawhile,\"saidtheAngelstoutly。\"Mr。McLeantoldmyfather,andhetoldme。Thatonlymakesmeloveyoumore,topayforallyou\'vemissed。\"
\"ThenI\'mwonderingatyou,\"saidFrecklesinavoiceofawe。
\"Can\'tyouseethatifyouwerewillingandyourfatherwouldcomeandofferyoutome,Icouldn\'tbetouchingthesolesofyourfeet,inlove——me,whosepeoplebrawledoverme,cutoffmehand,andthrowedmeawaytofreezeandtodie!Me,whohasnonamejustasmuchbecauseI\'venoRIGHTtoany,asbecauseIdon\'tknowit。
WhenIwaslittle,IplannedtofindmefatherandmotherwhenI
grewup。NowIknowmemotherdesertedme,andmefatherwasmaybeathiefandsurelyaliar。Thepityformesufferingandthewatchingovermehavegonetoyourhead,dearAngel,andit\'smemustbethinkingforyou。Ifyoucouldbeforgettingmelosthand,whereI
wasraised,andthatIhadnonametogiveyou,andifyouwouldbetakingmeasIam,somedaypeoplesuchasminemustbe,mightcomeuponyou。Iusedtoprayiverynightandmorningandmanytimesthedaytoseememother。NowIonlypraytodiequicklyandneverriskthesightofher。\'Tain\'tnowayspossible,Angel!It\'sawildnessofyourdearhead。Oh,doformercysake,kissmeoncemoreandbelettingmego!\"
\"Notforaminute!\"criedtheAngel。\"Notforaminute,ifthoseareallthereasonsyouhave。It\'syouwhoarewildinyourhead,butIcanunderstandjusthowithappened。BeingshutinthatHomemostofyourlife,andseeingchildreneverydaywhoseparentsdidneglectanddesertthem,makesyousureyoursdidthesame;andyettherearesomanyotherthingsthatcouldhavehappenedsomuchmoreeasilythanthat。Therearethousandsofyoungcoupleswhocometothiscountryandstartafamilywithnoneoftheirrelativeshere。Chicagoisabig,wickedcity,andgrownpeoplecoulddisappearinmanyways,andwhowouldthereeverbetofindtowhomtheirlittlechildrenbelonged?Theminutemyfathertoldmehowyoufelt,Ibegantostudythisthingover,andI\'vemadeupmymindyouaredeadwrong。ImeanttoaskmyfatherortheBirdWomantotalktoyoubeforeyouwentawaytoschool,butasmattersarerightnowIguessI\'lljustdoitmyself。It\'sallsoplaintome。Oh,ifIcouldonlymakeyousee!\"
Sheburiedherfaceinthepillowandpresentlyliftedit,transfigured。
\"NowIhaveit!\"shecried。\"Oh,dearheart!Icanmakeitsoplain!Freckles,canyouimagineyouseetheoldLimberlosttrail?
Wellwhenwefollowedit,youknowtherewereplaceswhereugly,pricklythistlesovergrewthepath,andyouwentaheadwithyourclubandbentthembacktokeepthemfromstingingthroughmyclothing。
Otherplacestherewerebigshiningpoolswherelovely,snow-whiteliliesgrew,andyouwadedinandgatheredthemforme。Ohdearheart,don\'tyousee?It\'sthis!Everywherethewindcarriedthatthistledown,otherthistlessprangupandgrewprickles;
andwhereverthoselilyseedssanktothemire,thepurewhiteofotherliliesbloomed。But,Freckles,therewasneveraplaceanywhereintheLimberlost,orinthewholeworld,wherethethistledownfloatedandsprangupandblossomedintowhitelilies!
Thistlesgrowfromthistles,andliliesfromotherlilies。
DearFreckles,thinkhard!Youmustseeit!Youarealily,straightthrough。Younever,nevercouldhavedriftedfromthethistle-patch。
\"WheredidyoufindthecouragetogointotheLimberlostandfaceitsterrors?Youinheriteditfromthebloodofabravefather,dearheart。Wheredidyougettheplucktoholdforoverayearajobthatfewmenwouldhavetakenatall?Yougotitfromapluckymother,youbravestofboys。Youattackedsingle-handedamanalmosttwiceyoursize,andfoughtasademon,merelyatthesuggestionthatyoubedeceptiveanddishonest。Couldyourmotheroryourfatherhavebeenuntruthful?Hereyouare,sohungryandstarvedthatyouaredyingforlove。Wheredidyougetallthatcapacityforloving?Youdidn\'tinherititfromhardened,heartlesspeople,whowoulddisfigureyouandpurposelyleaveyoutodie,that\'sonesurething。Youoncetoldmeofsavingyourbigbullfrogfromarattlesnake。Youknewyouriskedahorribledeathwhenyoudidit。Yetyouwillspendmiserableyearstorturingyourselfwiththeideathatyourownmothermighthavecutoffthathand。Shameonyou,Freckles!Yourmotherwouldhavedonethis——\"
TheAngeldeliberatelyturnedbackthecover,slippedupthesleeve,andlaidherlipsonthescars。
\"Freckles!Wakeup!\"shecried,almostshakinghim。\"Cometoyoursenses!Beathinking,reasoningman!Youhavebroodedtoomuch,andbeenallyourlifetoomuchalone。It\'sallasplainasplaincanbetome。Youmustseeit!Likebreedslikeinthisworld!
Youmustbesomesortofareproductionofyourparents,andIamnotafraidtovouchforthem,notforaminute!
\"Andthen,too,ifmoreproofisneeded,hereitis:Mr。McLeansaysthatyouneveroncehavefailedintactandcourtesy。Hesaysthatyouarethemostperfectgentlemanheeverknew,andhehastraveledtheworldover。Howdoesithappen,Freckles?NooneatthatHometaughtyou。Hundredsofmencouldn\'tbetaught,eveninaschoolofetiquette;soitmustbeinstinctivewithyou。Ifitis,why,thatmeansthatitisborninyou,andadirectinheritancefromaraceofmenthathavebeengentlemenforages,andcouldn\'tbeanythingelse。
\"Thenthere\'syoursinging。Idon\'tbelievethereeverwasamortalwithasweetervoicethanyours,andwhilethatdoesn\'tproveanything,thereisapointthatdoes。Thelittletrainingyouhadfromthatchoirmasterwon\'taccountforthewonderfulaccentandeasewithwhichyousing。Somewhereinyourclosebloodisamarvelouslytrainedvocalist;weeveryoneofusbelievethat,Freckles。
\"Whydoesmyfatherrefertoyouconstantlyasbeingoffineperceptionsandhonor?Becauseyouare,Freckles。WhydoestheBirdWomanleaveherpreciousworkandcomeheretohelplookafteryou?
Ineverheardofherlosinganytimeoveranyoneelse。It\'sbecauseshelovesyou。AndwhydoesMr。McLeanturnallofhisvaluablebusinessovertohiredmenandwatchyoupersonally?Andwhyishehuntingexcuseseverydaytospendmoneyonyou?MyfathersaysMcLeanisfullScotch-closewithadollar。Heisahard-headedbusinessman,Freckles,andheisdoingitbecausehefindsyouworthyofit。Worthyofallweallcandoandmorethanweknowhowtodo,dearheart!Freckles,areyoulisteningtome?Oh!won\'tyouseeit?Won\'tyoubelieveit?\"
\"Oh,Angel!\"chatteredthebewilderedFreckles,\"areyoutrulymaningit?Coulditbe?\"
\"Ofcourseitcould,\"flashedtheAngel,\"becauseitjustis!\"
\"Butyoucan\'tproveit,\"wailedFreckles。\"Itain\'tgivingmeaname,ormehonor!\"
\"Freckles,\"saidtheAngelsternly,\"youareunreasonable!Why,I
didproveeverywordIsaid!Everythingprovesit!Youlookhere!
IfyouknewforsurethatIcouldgiveyouanameandyourhonor,andprovetoyouthatyourmotherdidloveyou,why,then,wouldyoujustgotobreathinglikeperpetualmotionandhangonfordearlifeandgetwell?\"
AbrightlightshoneinFreckles\'eyes。
\"IfIknewthat,Angel,\"hesaidsolemnly,\"youcouldn\'tbekillingmeifyoufelledthebiggesttreeintheLimberlostsmashonme!\"
\"Thenyougorighttowork,\"saidtheAngel,\"andbeforenightI\'llproveonethingtoyou:Icanshowyoueasilyenoughhowmuchyourmotherlovedyou。Thatwillbethefirststep,andthentheremainderwillallcome。IfmyfatherandMr。McLeanaresoanxioustospendsomemoney,I\'llgivethemachance。Idon\'tseewhywehaven\'tcomprehendedhowyoufeltandsohavebeenatworkweeksago。
We\'vebeenawfullyselfish。We\'veallbeensocomfortable,weneverstoppedtothinkwhatotherpeopleweresufferingbeforeoureyes。
Noneofushasunderstood。I\'llhirethefinestdetectiveinChicago,andwe\'llgotoworktogether。Thisisnothingcomparedwiththingspeopledofindout。We\'llgoatit,beakandclaw,andwe\'llshowyouathingortwo。\"
Frecklescaughthersleeve。
\"Memother,Angel!Memother!\"hemarveledhoarsely。\"Didyousayyoucouldbefindingouttodayifmemotherlovedme?How?Oh,Angel!
Nothingmatters,IFONLYMEMOTHERDIDN\'TDOIT!\"
\"Thenyouresteasy,\"saidtheAngel,withlargeconfidence。
\"Yourmotherdidn\'tdoit!Mothersofsonssuchasyoudon\'tdothingslikethat。I\'llgotoworkatonceandproveittoyou。ThefirstthingtodoistogotothatHomewhereyouwereandgettheclothesyouworethenightyouwereleftthere。Iknowthattheyarerequiredtosavethosethingscarefully。Wecanfindoutalmostallthereistoknowaboutyourmotherfromthem。Didyoueverseethem?\"
\"Yis,\"hereplied。
\"Freckles!Weretheywhite?\"shecried。
\"Maybetheywereonce。They\'reallyellowwithlaying,andbrownwithblood-stainsnow\"saidFreckles,theoldnoteofbitternesscreepingin。\"Youcan\'tbetellinganythingatallbythem,Angel!\"
\"Well,butIjustcan!\"saidtheAngelpositively。\"Icanseefromthequalitywhatkindofgoodsyourmothercouldaffordtobuy。
Icanseefromthecutwhethershehadgoodtaste。Icanseefromthecareshetookinmakingthemhowmuchshelovedandwantedyou。\"
\"Buthow?Angel,tellmehow!\"imploredFreckleswithtremblingeagerness。
\"Why,easilyenough,\"saidtheAngel。\"Ithoughtyou\'dunderstand。
Peoplethatcanaffordanythingatall,alwaysbuywhiteforlittlenewbabies——linenandlace,andtheveryfinestthingstobehad。
There\'sayoungwomanlivingnearuswhocutupherweddingclothestohavefinethingsforherbaby。Motherswholoveandwanttheirbabiesdon\'tbuylittlerough,ready-madethings,andtheydon\'trunupwhattheymakeonanoldsewingmachine。Theymakefineseams,andtucks,andputonlaceandtrimmingbyhand。Theysitandstitch,andstitch——little,evenstitches,everyonejustascareful。
Theireyesshineandtheirfacesglow。Whentheyhavetoquittodosomethingelse,theylooksorry,andfolduptheirworksoparticularly。Thereisn\'tmuchworthknowingaboutyourmotherthatthoselittleclotheswon\'ttell。Icanseeherputtingthelittlestitchesintothemandsmilingwithshiningeyesoveryourcoming。Freckles,I\'llwageryouadollarthoselittleclothesofyoursarejustalivewiththedearest,tinyhandmadestitches。\"
AnewlightdawnedinFreckles\'eyes。Atingeofwarmcolorsweptintohisface。Renewedstrengthwasnoticeableinhisgripofherhands。
\"OhAngel!Willyougonow?Willyoubehurrying?\"hecried。
\"Rightaway,\"saidtheAngel。\"Iwon\'tstopforathing,andI\'llhurrywithallmymight。\"
Shesmoothedhispillow,straightenedthecover,gavehimonesteadylookintheeyes,andwentquietlyfromtheroom。
Outsidethedoor,McLeanandthesurgeonanxiouslyawaitedher。
McLeancaughthershoulders。
\"Angel,whathaveyoudone?\"hedemanded。
TheAngelsmileddefianceintohiseyes。
\"`WhathaveIdone?\'\"sherepeated。\"I\'vetriedtosaveFreckles。\"
\"Whatwillyourfathersay?\"groanedMcLean。
\"Itstrikesme,\"saidtheAngel,\"thatwhatFrecklessaidwouldbetothepoint。\"
\"Freckles!\"exclaimedMcLean。\"Whatcouldhesay?\"
\"Heseemedtobeabletosayseveralthings,\"answeredtheAngelsweetly。\"Ifancytheonethatconcernsyoumostatpresentwas,thatifmyfathershouldoffermetohimhewouldnothaveme。\"
\"AndnooneknowswhybetterthanIdo,\"criedMcLean。\"Everydayhemustastonishmewithsomenewfineness。\"
Heturnedtothesurgeon。\"Savehim!\"hecommanded。\"Savehim!\"
heimplored。\"Heistoofinetobesacrificed。\"
\"Hissalvationlieshere,\"saidthesurgeon,strokingtheAngel\'ssunshinyhair,\"andIcanreadinthefaceofherthatsheknowshowsheisgoingtoworkitout。Don\'ttroublefortheboy。
Shewillsavehim!\"
TheAngellaughinglyspeddownthehall,andintothestreet,justasshewas。
\"Ihavecome,\"shesaidtothematronoftheHome,\"toaskifyouwillallowmetoexamine,or,betteryet,totakewithme,thelittleclothesthataboyyoucalledFreckles,dischargedlastfall,worethenighthewaslefthere。\"
Thewomanlookedatheringreaterastonishmentthantheoccasiondemanded。
\"Well,I\'dbegladtoletyouseethem,\"shesaidatlast,\"butthefactiswehaven\'tthem。Idohopewehaven\'tmadesomemistake。
Iwasthoroughlyconvinced,andsowasthesuperintendent。Welethispeopletakethosethingsawayyesterday。Whoareyou,andwhatdoyouwantwiththem?\"
TheAngelstooddazedandspeechless,staringatthematron。
\"Therecouldn\'thavebeenamistake,\"continuedthematron,seeingtheAngel\'sdistress。\"FreckleswasherewhenItookcharge,tenyearsago。Thesepeoplehaditallprovedthathebelongedtothem。
TheyhadhimtracedtowhereheranawayinIllinoislastfall,andtheretheycompletelylosttrackofhim。I\'msorryyouseemsodisappointed,butitisallright。Themanishisuncle,andasliketheboyashepossiblycouldbe。Heisalmostkilledtogobackwithouthim。IfyouknowwhereFrecklesis,they\'dgivebigmoneytofindout。\"
TheAngellaidahandalongeachcheektosteadyherchatteringteeth。
\"Whoarethey?\"shestammered。\"Wherearetheygoing?\"
\"TheyareIrishfolks,miss,\"saidthematron。\"TheyhavebeeninChicagoandoverthecountryforthepastthreemonths,huntinghimeverywhere。Theyhavegivenup,andarestartinghometoday。They——\"
\"Didtheyleaveanaddress?WherecouldIfindthem?\"interruptedtheAngel。
\"Theyleftacard,andInoticethemorningpaperhastheman\'spictureandisfullofthem。They\'veadvertisedagreatdealinthecitypapers。It\'sawonderyouhaven\'tseensomething。\"
\"Trainsdon\'trunright。WenevergetChicagopapers,\"saidtheAngel。\"Pleasegivemethatcardquickly。Theymayescapeme。
Isimplymustcatchthem!\"
Thematronhurriedtothesecretaryandcamebackwithacard。
\"Theiraddressesarethere,\"shesaid。\"BothinChicagoandattheirhome。Theymadethemfullandplain,andIwastocableatonceifIgottheleastclueofhimatanytime。Ifthey\'veleftthecity,youcanstoptheminNewYork。You\'resuretocatchthembeforetheysail——ifyouhurry。\"
ThematroncaughtupapaperandthrustitintotheAngel\'shandassherantothestreet。
TheAngelglancedatthecard。TheChicagoaddresswasSuiteEleven,Auditorium。Shelaidherhandonherdriver\'ssleeveandlookedintohiseyes。
\"Thereisafast-drivinglimit?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"Willyoucrowditallyoucanwithoutdangerofarrest?Iwillpaywell。Imustcatchsomepeople!\"
Thenshesmiledathim。Thehospital,anOrphans\'Home,andtheAuditoriumseemedaqueercombinationtothatdriver,buttheAngelwasalwaysandeverywheretheAngel,andhermethodswerestrictlyherown。
\"Iwilltakeyouthereasquicklyasanymancouldwithateam,\"hesaidpromptly。
TheAngelclungtothecardandpaper,andasbestshecouldinthelurching,swayingcab,readtheaddressesover。
\"O\'More,SuiteEleven,Auditorium。\"
\"`O\'More,\'\"sherepeated。\"SeemstofitFrecklestoadot。Wonderifthatcouldbehisname?`SuiteEleven\'meansthatyouareprettywellfixed。SuitesintheAuditoriumcomehigh。\"
Thensheturnedthecardandreadonitsreverse,LordMaxwellO\'More,M。P。,KillvanyPlace,CountyClare,Ireland。
TheAngelsatontheedgeoftheseat,bracingherfeetagainsttheoneopposite,asthecabpitchedandswungaroundcornersandpastvehicles。Shemechanicallyfingeredthepasteboardandstaredstraightahead。Thenshedrewadeepbreathandreadthecardagain。
\"ALord-man!\"shegroaneddespairingly。\"ALord-man!Betmyhoecake\'sscorched!HereI\'vegoneandpledgedmywordtoFrecklesI\'dfindhimsomedecentrelatives,thathecouldbeproudof,andnowthereisn\'tachanceoutofadozenthathe\'llhavetobeashamedofthemafterall。It\'stoomean!\"
Thetearsofvexationrolleddownthetired,nerve-rackedAngel\'scheeks。
\"Thisisn\'tgoingtodo,\"shesaid,resolutelywipinghereyeswiththepalmofherhandandgulpingdownthenervousspasminherthroat。
\"ImustreadthispaperbeforeImeetLordO\'More。\"
Sheblinkedbackthetearsandspreadingthepaperonherknee,read:
\"Afterthreemonths\'fruitlesssearch,LordO\'Moregivesupthequestofhislostnephew,andleavesChicagotodayforhishomeinIreland。\"
Shereadon,andrealizedeveryword。Thelikenesssettledanydoubt。
ItwasFrecklesoveragain,onlyolderandwelldressed。
\"Well,ImustcatchyouifIcan,\"mutteredtheAngel。\"ButwhenI
do,ifyouareagentlemaninnameonly,youshan\'thaveFreckles;
that\'sflat。You\'renothisfatherandheistwenty。Anyway,ifthelawwillgivehimtoyouforoneyear,youcan\'tspoilhim,becausenobodycould,and,\"sheadded,brightening,\"he\'llprobablydoyoualotofgood。FrecklesandIbothmuststudyyearsyet,andyoushouldbesomethingthatwillsavehim。Iguessitwillcomeoutallright。Atleast,Idon\'tbelieveyoucantakehimawayifIsayno。\"
\"Thankyou;andwait,nomatterhowlong,\"shesaidtoherdriver。
Catchingupthepaper,shehurriedtothedeskandlaiddownLordO\'More\'scard。
\"Hasmyunclestartedyet?\"sheaskedsweetly。
Thesurprisedclerksteppedbackonabellboy,andcovertlykickedhimforbeingintheway。
\"Hislordshipisinhisroom,\"hesaid,withalowbow。
\"Allright,\"saidtheAngel,pickingupthecard。\"Ithoughthemighthavestarted。I\'llseehim。\"
TheclerkshovedthebellboytowardtheAngel。
\"ShowherladyshiptotheelevatorandLordO\'More\'ssuite,\"hesaid,bowingdouble。
\"Aw,thanks,\"saidtheAngelwithaslightnod,assheturnedaway。
\"I\'mnotsure,\"shemutteredtoherselfastheelevatorspedupward,\"whetherit\'stheIrishortheEnglishwhosay:
`Aw,thanks,\'butit\'sprobableheisn\'teither;andanyway,Ijusthadtodosomethingtocounteractthat`Allright。\'
Howstupidofme!\"
Atthebellboy\'stap,thedoorswungopenandtheliveriedservantthrustacardtraybeforetheAngel。Theopeningofthedoorcreatedacurrentthatswayedacurtainaside,andinanadjoiningroom,lounginginabigchair,withapaperinhishand,satamanwhowas,beyondquestion,ofFreckles\'bloodandrace。
WithperfectcontroltheAngeldroppedLordO\'More\'scardinthetray,steppedpasthisservant,andstoodbeforehislordship。
\"Goodmorning,\"shesaidwithtensepoliteness。
LordO\'Moresaidnothing。Hecarelesslyglancedheroverwithamusedcuriosity,untilhercolorbegantodeepenandherbloodtorunhotly。
\"Well,mydear,\"hesaidatlast,\"howcanIserveyou?\"
InstantlytheAngelbecameindignant。Shehadbeensoshieldedinthemidstofalmostentirefreedom,owingtothecircumstancesofherlife,thatthewordsandthelookappearedtoherasalmostinsulting。Sheliftedherheadwithaproudgesture。
\"Iamnotyour`dear,\'\"shesaidwithslowdistinctness。\"Thereisn\'tathingintheworldyoucandoforme。IcameheretoseeifIcoulddosomething——averygreatsomething——foryou;butifI
don\'tlikeyou,Iwon\'tdoit!\"
ThenLordO\'Moredidstare。Suddenlyhebrokeintoaringinglaugh。
Withoutachangeofattitudeorexpression,theAngelstoodlookingsteadilyathim。
Therewasasilkenrustle,thenabeautifulwomanwithcheeksofsatinypink,darkhair,andeyesofpureIrishblue,movedtoLordO\'More\'sside,andcatchinghisarm,shookhimimpatiently。
\"Terence!Haveyoulostyoursenses?\"shecried。\"Didn\'tyouunderstandwhatthechildsaid?Lookatherface!Seewhatshehas!\"
LordO\'Moreopenedhiseyeswidelyandsatup。HedidlookattheAngel\'sfaceintently,andsuddenlyfounditsogoodthatitwasdifficulttofollowthenextinjunction。Hearoseinstantly。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid。\"Thefactis,IamleavingChicagosorelydisappointed。Itmakesmebitterandreckless。Ithoughtyouonemoreofthosequeer,uselesspeoplewhohavethrustthemselvesonmeconstantly,andIwascareless。Forgiveme,andtellmewhyyoucame。\"
\"IwillifIlikeyou,\"saidtheAngelstoutly,\"andifIdon\'t,Iwon\'t!\"
\"ButIbeganallwrong,andnowIdon\'tknowhowtomakeyoulikeme,\"saidhislordship,withsincerepenitenceinhistone。
TheAngelfoundherselfyieldingtohisvoice。Hespokeinasoft,mellow,smoothlyflowingIrishtone,andalthoughhisspeechwasperfectlycorrect,itwassorounded,andaccented,andthesentencessoturned,thatitwasFrecklesoveragain。Still,itwasamatteroftheverygreatestimportance,andshemustbesure;soshelookedintothebeautifulwoman\'sface。
\"Areyouhiswife?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,\"saidthewoman,\"Iamhiswife。\"
\"Well,\"saidtheAngeljudicially,\"theBirdWomansaysnooneinthewholeworldknowsallaman\'sbignessesandallhislittlenessesashiswifedoes。Whatyouthinkofhimshoulddoforme。Doyoulikehim?\"
Thequestionwassoearnestlyaskedthatitmetwithequalearnestness。
ThedarkheadmovedcaressinglyagainstLordO\'More\'ssleeve。
\"Betterthananyoneinthewholeworld,\"saidLadyO\'Morepromptly。
TheAngelmusedasecond,andthenherlegaltingecametotheforeagain。
\"Yes,buthaveyouanyoneyoucouldlikebetter,ifhewasn\'tallright?\"shepersisted。
\"Ihavethreeofhissons,twolittledaughters,afather,mother,andseveralbrothersandsisters,\"camethequickreply。
\"Andyoulikehimbest?\"persistedtheAngelwithfinality。
\"IlovehimsomuchthatIwouldgiveupeveryoneofthemwithdryeyesifbysodoingIcouldsavehim,\"criedLordO\'More\'swife。
\"Oh!\"criedtheAngel。\"Oh,my!\"
SheliftedhercleareyestoLordO\'More\'sandshookherhead。
\"Shenever,nevercoulddothat!\"shesaid。\"Butit\'samightybigthingtoyourcreditthatsheTHINKSshecould。IguessI\'lltellyouwhyIcame。\"
Shelaiddownthepaper,andtouchedtheportrait。
\"Whenyouwereonlyaboy,didpeoplecallyouFreckles?\"sheasked。
\"DozensofgoodfellowsalloverIrelandandtheContinentaredoingittoday,\"answeredLordO\'More。
TheAngel\'sfaceworehermostbeautifulsmile。
\"Iwassureofit,\"shesaidwinningly。\"That\'swhatwecallhim,andheissolikeyou,Idoubtifanyoneofthosethreeboysofyoursaremoreso。Butit\'sbeentwentyyears。Seemstomeyou\'vebeenalongtimecoming!\"
LordO\'MorecaughttheAngel\'swristsandhiswifeslippedherarmsaroundher。
\"Steady,mygirl!\"saidtheman\'svoicehoarsely。\"Don\'tmakemethinkyou\'vebroughtwordoftheboyatthislasthour,unlessyouknowsurely。\"
\"It\'sallright,\"saidtheAngel。\"Wehavehim,andthere\'snochanceofamistake。IfIhadn\'tgonetothatHomeforhislittleclothes,andheardofyouandbeenhuntingyou,andhadmetyouonthestreet,oranywhere,Iwouldhavestoppedyouandaskedyouwhoyouwere,justbecauseyouaresolikehim。It\'sallright。IcantellyouwhereFrecklesis;butwhetheryoudeservetoknow——that\'sanothermatter!\"
LordO\'Moredidnothearher。Hedroppedinhischair,andcoveringhisface,burstintothoseterriblesobsthatshakeandrendastrongman。LadyO\'Morehoveredoverhim,weeping。
\"Umph!LooksprettyfairforFreckles,\"mutteredtheAngel。
\"Lotsofthingscanbeexplained;nowperhapstheycanexplainthis。\"
TheydidexplainsosatisfactorilythatinafewminutestheAngelwasonherfeet,hurryingLordandLadyO\'Moretoreachthehospital。
\"YousaidFreckles\'oldnurseknewhismother\'spictureinstantly,\"
saidtheAngel。\"Iwantthatpictureandthebundleoflittleclothes。\"
LadyO\'Moregavethemintoherhands。
Thelikenesswasalargeminiature,paintedonivory,withaframeofbeatengold。Surroundedbymassesofdarkhairwasadelicatelycutface。IntheupperpartofittherewasnotraceofFreckles,butthelipscurvinginasmilewerehisveryown。TheAngelgazedatitsteadily。ThenwithaquiveringbreathshelaidtheportraitasideandreachedbothhandstoLordO\'More。
\"ThatwillsaveFreckles\'lifeandinsurehishappiness,\"shesaidpositively。\"Thankyou,ohthankyouforcoming!\"
Sheopenedthebundleofyellowandbrownlinenandgaveonlyaglanceatthetextureandwork。Thenshegatheredthelittleclothesandthepicturetoherheartandledthewaytothecab。
UsheringLordandLadyO\'Moreintothereceptionroom,shesaidtoMcLean,\"Pleasegocallupmyfatherandaskhimtocomeonthefirsttrain。\"
Sheclosedthedoorafterhim。
\"TheseareFreckles\'people,\"shesaidtotheBirdWoman。\"Youcanfindoutabouteachother;I\'mgoingtohim。\"
CHAPTERXIX
WhereinFrecklesFindsHisBirthrightandtheAngelLosesHerHeartThenurselefttheroomquietly,astheAngelentered,carryingthebundleandpicture。Whentheywerealone,sheturnedtoFrecklesandsawthatthecrisiswasindeedathand。
Thatshehadgoodwordtogivehimwashissalvation,fordespitetheheavyplasterjacketthatheldhisbodyimmovable,hisheadwasliftedfromthepillow。Botharmsreachedforher。Hislipsandcheeksflamed,whilehiseyesflashedwithexcitement。
\"Angel,\"hepanted。\"OhAngel!Didyoufindthem?Aretheywhite?
Arethelittlestitchesthere?OHANGEL!DIDMEMOTHERLOVEME?\"
Thewordsseemedtoleapfromhisburninglips。TheAngeldroppedthebundleonthebedandlaidthepicturefacedownacrosshisknees。
Shegentlypushedhisheadtothepillowandcaughthisarmsinafirmgrasp。
\"Yes,dearheart,\"shesaidwithfullestassurance。\"Nolittleclotheswereeverwhiter。Ineverinallmylifesawsuchdainty,fine,littlestitches;andasforlovingyou,noboy\'smothereverlovedhimmore!\"
AnervoustremblingseizedFreckles。
\"Sure?Areyousure?\"heurgedwithclickingteeth。
\"Iknow,\"saidtheAngelfirmly。\"AndFreckles,whileyourestandbeglad,Iwanttotellyouastory。Whenyoufeelstrongerwewilllookattheclothestogether。Theyarehere。Theyareallright。
ButwhileIwasattheHomegettingthem,Iheardofsomepeoplethatwerehuntingalostboy。Iwenttoseethem,andwhattheytoldmewasallsoexactlylikewhatmighthavehappenedtoyouthatImusttellyou。Thenyou\'llunderstandthatthingscouldbeverydifferentfromwhatyoualwayshavetorturedyourselfwiththinking。
Areyoustrongenoughtolisten?MayItellyou?\"
\"Maybe\'twasn\'tmemother!Maybesomeoneelsemadethoselittlestitches!\"
\"Now,goosie,don\'tyoubeginthat,\"saidtheAngel,\"becauseI
knowthatitwas!\"
\"Know!\"criedFreckles,hisheadspringingfromthepillow。\"Know!
Howcanyouknow?\"
TheAngelgentlysoothedhimback。
\"Why,becausenobodyelsewouldeversitanddoitthewayitisdone。That\'showIknow,\"shesaidemphatically。\"NowyoulistenwhileItellyouaboutthislostboyandhispeople,whohavehuntedformonthsandcan\'tfindhim。\"
Freckleslayquietlyunderhertouch,buthedidnothearawordthatshewassayinguntilhisrovingeyesrestedonherface;heimmediatelynoticedaremarkablething。Forthefirsttimeshewastalkingtohimandavoidinghiseyes。ThatwasnotliketheAngelatall。Itwasthedelightofhearingherspeakthatshelookedonesquarelyinthefaceandwithperfectfrankness。Therewerenosideglancesanddown-droopingeyeswhentheAngeltalked;shewasbusinessstraightthrough。InstantlyFreckles\'wanderingthoughtsfastenedonherwords。
\"——andhewasasour,grumpy,oldman,\"shewassaying。\"Healwayshadbeenspoiled,becausehewasanonlyson,sohehadatitle,andabigestate。Hewouldhavejusthisway,nomatterabouthissweetlittlewife,orhisboys,oranyone。Sowhenhiseldersonfellinlovewithabeautifulgirlhavingatitle,theverygirlofalltheworldhisfatherwantedhimto,andaddedabigadjoiningestatetohis,why,thatpleasedhimmightily。
\"Thenhewentandorderedhisyoungersontomarryapokykindofagirl,thatnooneliked,toaddanotherbigestateontheotherside,andthatwasdifferent。Thatwasalltheworlddifferent,becausetheeldersonhadbeeninloveallhislifewiththegirlhemarried,and,oh,Freckles,it\'snowonder,forIsawher!
She\'sabeautyandshehasthesweetestway。