\"Butthatpooryoungerson,hehadbeeninlovewiththevillagevicar\'sdaughterallhislife。That\'snowondereither,forshewasmorebeautifulyet。Shecouldsingastheangels,butshehadn\'tacent。Shelovedhimtodeath,too,ifhewasbonyandfreckledandred-haired——Idon\'tmeanthat!Theydidn\'tsaywhatcolorhishairwas,buthisfather\'smusthavebeenthereddestever,forwhenhefoundoutaboutthem,anditwasn\'tanythingsoterrible,HEJUSTCAVED!
\"Theoldmanwenttoseethegirl——theprettyonewithnomoney,ofcourse——andhehurtherfeelingsuntilsheranaway。ShewenttoLondonandbeganstudyingmusic。Soonshegrewtobeafinesinger,soshejoinedacompanyandcametothiscountry。
\"WhentheyoungersonfoundthatshehadleftLondon,hefollowedher。
Whenshegothereallalone,andafraid,andsawhimcomingtoher,why,shewassogladsheupandmarriedhim,justlikeanybodyelsewouldhavedone。Hedidn\'twanthertotravelwiththetroupe,sowhentheyreachedChicagotheythoughtthatwouldbeagoodplace,andtheystopped,whilehehuntedwork。Itwasslowbusiness,becauseheneverhadbeentaughttodoausefulthing,andhedidn\'tevenknowhowtohuntwork,leastofalltodoitwhenhefoundit;soprettysoonthingsweregoingwrong。Butifhecouldn\'tfindwork,shecouldalwayssing,soshesangatnight,andmadelittlethingsinthedaytime。Hedidn\'tlikehertosinginpublic,andhewouldn\'tallowherwhenhecouldHELPhimself;
butwintercame,itwasverycold,andfirewasexpensive。
Rentswentup,andtheyhadtomovefartherouttocheaperandcheaperplaces;andyouwerecoming——Imean,theboythatislostwascoming——andtheywerealmostdistracted。Thenthemanwroteandtoldhisfatherallaboutit;andhisfathersenttheletterbackunopenedwithalinetellinghimnevertowriteagain。Whenthebabycame,therewasverylittlelefttopawnforfoodandadoctor,andnothingatallforanurse;soanoldneighborwomanwentinandtookcareoftheyoungmotherandthelittlebaby,becauseshewassosorryforthem。Bythattimetheywereawayinthesuburbsonthetopfloorofalittlewoodenhouse,amongalotofbigfactories,anditkeptgrowingcolder,withlesstoeat。
Thenthemangrewdesperateandhewentjusttofindsomethingtoeatandthewomanwasdesperate,too。Shegotup,lefttheoldwomantotakecareofherbaby,andwentintothecitytosingforsomemoney。Thewomanbecamesocoldsheputthebabyinbedandwenthome。Thenaboilerblewupinabigfactorybesidethelittlehouseandsetitonfire。Apieceofironwaspitchedacrossandbrokethroughtheroof。Itcamedownsmash,andcutjustonelittlehandoffthepoorbaby。Itscreamedandscreamed;andthefirekeptcomingcloserandcloser。
\"Theoldwomanranoutwiththeotherpeopleandsawwhathadhappened。
Sheknewtherewasn\'tgoingtobetimetowaitforfiremenoranything,sosheranintothebuilding。Shecouldhearthebabyscreaming,andshecouldn\'tstandthat;sosheworkedherwaytoit。
Thereitwas,allhurtandbleeding。Thenshewasalmostscaredtodeathoverthinkingwhatitsmotherwoulddotoherforgoingawayandleavingit,sosherantoaHomeforlittlefriendlessbabies,thatwasclose,andbangedonthedoor。Thenshehidacrossthestreetuntilthebabywastakenin,andthensheranbacktoseeifherownhousewasburning。Thebigfactoryandthelittlehouseandalotofotherswereallgone。Thepeopletheretoldherthatthebeautifulladycamebackandranintothehousetofindherbaby。Shehadjustgoneinwhenherhusbandcame,andhewentinafterher,andthehousefelloverbothofthem。\"
Freckleslayrigidly,withhiseyesontheAngel\'sface,whileshetalkedrapidlytotheceiling。
\"Thentheoldwomanwassickaboutthatpoorlittlebaby。ShewasafraidtotellthemattheHome,becausesheknewshenevershouldhaveleftit,butshewrotealetterandsentittowherethebeautifulwoman,whenshewasill,hadsaidherhusband\'speoplelived。
Shetoldallaboutthelittlebabythatshecouldremember:
whenitwasborn,howitwasnamedfortheman\'selderbrother,thatitshandhadbeencutoffinthefire,andwhereshehadputittobedoctoredandtakencareof。Shetoldthemthatitsmotherandfatherwerebothburned,andshebeggedandimploredthemtocomeafterit。
\"You\'dthinkthatwouldhavemeltedaheartofice,butthatoldmanhadn\'tanyhearttomelt,forhegotthatletterandreadit。
Hehiditawayamonghispapersandnevertoldasoul。Afewmonthsagohedied。Whenhiseldersonwenttosettlehisbusiness,hefoundtheletteralmostthefirstthing。Hedroppedeverything,andcame,withhiswife,tohuntthatbaby,becausehealwayshadlovedhisbrotherdearly,andwantedhimback。Hehadhuntedforhimallhedaredalltheseyears,butwhenhegothereyouweregone——I
meanthebabywasgone,andIhadtotellyou,Freckles,foryousee,itmighthavehappenedtoyoulikethatjustaseasyastothatotherlostboy。\"
FrecklesreachedupandturnedtheAngel\'sfaceuntilhecompelledhereyestomeethis。
\"Angel,\"heaskedquietly,\"whydon\'tyoulookatmewhenyouaretellingaboutthatlostboy?\"
\"I——Ididn\'tknowIwasn\'t,\"falteredtheAngel。
\"Itseemstome,\"saidFreckles,hisbreathbeginningtocomeinsharpwheezes,\"thatyougotusrathermixed,anditain\'tlikeyoutobemixingthingstillonecan\'tbeknowing。Iftheyweretellingyousomuch,didtheysaywhichhandwasforbeingoffthatlostboy?\"
TheAngel\'seyesescapedagain。
\"It——itwasthesameasyours,\"sheventured,barelybreathinginherfear。
StillFreckleslayrigidandwhiterthanthecoverlet。
\"Wouldthatboybeasoldasme?\"heasked。
\"Yes,\"saidtheAngelfaintly。
\"Angel,\"saidFrecklesatlast,catchingherwrist,\"areyoutryingtotellmethatthereissomebodyhuntingaboythatyou\'rethinkingmightbeme?Areyoubelavin\'you\'vefoundmerelations?\"
ThentheAngel\'seyescamehome。Thetimehadcome。ShepinionedFreckles\'armstohissidesandbentabovehim。
\"Howstrongareyou,dearheart?\"shebreathed。\"Howbraveareyou?
Canyoubearit?DareItellyouthat?\"
\"No!\"gaspedFreckles。\"Notifyou\'resure!Ican\'tbearit!
I\'lldieifyoudo!\"
ThedayhadbeenoneunremittingstrainwiththeAngel。
Nervetensionwasdrawntothefinestthread。Itsnappedsuddenly。
\"Die!\"sheflamed。\"Die,ifItellyouthat!YousaidthismorningthatyouwoulddieifyouDIDN\'Tknowyourname,andifyourpeoplewerehonorable。NowI\'vegoneandfoundyouanamethatstandsforagesofhonor,amotherwholovedyouenoughtogointothefireanddieforyou,andthenicestkindofrelatives,andyouturnroundandsayyou\'lldieoverthat!YOUJUSTTRYDYINGANDYOU\'LL
GETAGOODSLAP!\"
TheAngelstoodglaringathim。OnesecondFreckleslayparalyzedanddumbwithastonishment。ThenexttheIrishinhissoularoseaboveeverything。Alaughburstfromhim。TheterrifiedAngelcaughthiminherarmsandtriedtostiflethesound。Sheimploredandcommanded。Whenhewastooworntoutteranothersound,hiseyeslaughedsilently。
Afteralongtime,whenhewasquietandrested,theAngelcommencedtalkingtohimgently,andthistimeherbigeyes,humidwithtendernessandmellowwithhappiness,seemedasiftheycouldnotleavehisface。
\"DearFreckles,\"shewassaying,\"acrossyourkneesthereisthefaceofthemotherwhowentintothefireforyou,andIknowthename——oldandfullofhonor——towhichyouwereborn。Dearheart,whichwillyouhavefirst?\"
Freckleswasverytired;thebigdropsofperspirationrantogetheronhistemples;butthewatchingAngelcaughtthewordshislipsformed,\"Memother!\"
Sheliftedthelovelypicturedfaceandsetitinthenookofhisarm。
Frecklescaughtherhandanddrewherbesidehim,andtogethertheygazedatthepicturewhilethetearsslidovertheircheeks。
\"Memother!Oh,memother!Canyoueverbeforgivingme?Oh,mebeautifullittlemother!\"chantedFrecklesoverandoverinexaltedwonder,untilhewassocompletelyexhaustedthathislipsrefusedtoformthequestioninhiswearyeyes。
\"Wait!\"criedtheAngelwithinbornrefinement,forshecouldnomoreanswerthatquestionthanhecouldask。\"Wait,Iwillwriteit!\"
Shehurriedtothetable,caughtupthenurse\'spencil,andonthebackofaprescriptiontabletscrawledit:\"TerenceMaxwellO\'More,DunderryHouse,CountyClare,Ireland。\"
BeforeshehadfinishedcameFreckles\'voice:\"Angel,areyouhurrying?\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheAngel;\"Iam。Butthereisagooddealofit。Ihavetoputinyourhouseandcountry,sothatyouwillfeellocated。\"
\"Mehouse?\"marveledFreckles。
\"Ofcourse,\"saidtheAngel。\"Yourunclesaysyourgrandmotherleftyourfatherherdowerhouseandestate,becausesheknewhisfatherwouldcuthimoff。Yougetthat,andallyourshareofyourgrandfather\'spropertybesides。Itisallsetoffforyouandwaiting。LordO\'Moretoldmeso。IsuspectyouarericherthanMcLean,Freckles。\"
Sheclosedhisfingersovertheslipandstraightenedhishair。
\"Nowyouareallright,dearLimberlostguard,\"shesaid。\"Yougotosleepanddon\'tthinkofathingbutjustpurejoy,joy,joy!
I\'llkeepyourpeopleuntilyouwakeup。Youaretootiredtoseeanyoneelsejustnow!\"
Frecklescaughtherskirtassheturnedfromhim。
\"I\'llgotosleepinfiveminutes,\"hesaid,\"ifyouwillbedoingjustonethingmoreforme。Sendforyourfather!Oh,Angel,sendforhimquick!HowwillIeverbewaitinguntilhecomes?\"
OneinstanttheAngelstoodlookingathim。Thenextacrimsonwavedarklystainedherlovelyface。Herchinbeganaspasmodicquiveringandthetearssprangintohereyes。Herhandscaughtatherchestasifshewerestifling。Freckles\'grasponhertighteneduntilhedrewherbesidehim。Heslippedhisarmaroundheranddrewherfacetohispillow。
\"Don\'t,Angel;fortheloveofmercydon\'tbedoingthat,\"
heimplored。\"Ican\'tbebearingit。Tellme。Youmusttellme。\"
TheAngelshookherhead。
\"Thatain\'tfair,Angel,\"saidFreckles。\"Youmademetellyouwhenitwasliketearingtheheartrawfrommebreast。Andyouwasformakingeverythingheaven——justheavenandnothingelseforme。
IfI\'msomuchmorenowthanIwasanhourago,maybeIcanbethinkingofsomewaytofixthings。Youwillbetellingme?\"hecoaxed,movinghischeekagainstherhair。
TheAngel\'sheadmovedinnegation。Frecklesdidamomentofintentthinking。
\"MaybeIcanbeguessing,\"hewhispered。\"Willyoubegivingmethreechances?\"
Therewasthefaintestpossibleassent。
\"Youdidn\'twantmetobeknowingmename,\"guessedFreckles。
TheAngel\'sheadsprangfromthepillowandhertear-stainedfaceflamedwithoutragedindignation。
\"Why,Ididtoo!\"shecriedangrily。
\"Onegone,\"saidFrecklescalmly。\"Youdidn\'twantmetohaverelatives,ahome,andmoney。\"
\"Idid!\"exclaimedtheAngel。\"Didn\'tIgomyself,allalone,intothecity,andfindthemwhenIwasafraidasdeath?Ididtoo!\"
\"Twogone,\"saidFreckles。\"Youdidn\'twantthebeautifulestgirlintheworldtobetellingme——\"
DownwenttheAngel\'sfaceandaheavysobshookher。Freckles\'
clasptightenedaroundhershoulders,whilehisface,initsconflictingemotions,wasastudy。Hewassostunnedandbewilderedbythemiraclethathadbeenperformedinbringingtolighthisnameandrelativesthathehadnostrengthleftforelaboratementalprocesses。Despiteallitmeanttohimtoknowhisnameatlast,andthathewasofhonorablebirth——knowledgewithoutwhichlifewasaneternaldisgraceandburdentheonethingthatwashammeringinFreckles\'heartandbeatinginhisbrain,pastanyattemptedexpression,wasthefactthat,whilenamelessandpossiblyborninshame,theAngelhadtoldhimthatshelovedhim。
Hecouldfindnowordwithwhichtobegintovoicetheraptureofhisheartoverthat。Butifsheregrettedit——ifithadbeenathingdoneoutofherpityforhiscondition,orherfeelingofresponsibility,ifitkilledhimafterall,therewasonlyonethinglefttodo。NotforMcLean,notfortheBirdWoman,notfortheDuncanswouldFreckleshavedoneit——butfortheAngel——ifitwouldmakeherhappy——hewoulddoanything。
\"Angel,\"whisperedFreckles,withhislipsagainstherhair,\"youhaven\'tlearnedyourhistorybookverywell,orelseyou\'veforgotten。\"
\"Forgottenwhat?\"sobbedtheAngel。
\"Forgottenabouttherealknight,Ladybird,\"breathedFreckles。
\"Don\'tyouknowthat,ifanythinghappenedthatmadehisladysorry,arealknightjustsimplycouldn\'tberememberingit?Angel,darlinglittleSwampAngel,youbelisteningtome。Therewasonenightonthetrail,onesolemn,grand,whitenight,thattherewasn\'teveranyotherlikebeforeorsince,whenthedearBossputhisarmaroundmeandtoldmethathelovedme;butifyoucare,Angel,ifyoudon\'twantitthatway,why,Iain\'trememberingthatanyoneelseeverdid——notinmewholelife。\"
TheAngelliftedherheadandlookedintothedepthsofFreckles\'
honestgrayeyes,andtheymethersunwaveringly;butthepaininthemwaspitiful。
\"Doyoumean,\"shedemanded,\"thatyoudon\'trememberthatabrazen,forwardgirltoldyou,whenyouhadn\'taskedher,thatshe\"——theAngelchokedonitasecond,butshegaveagulpandbroughtitoutbravely——\"thatshelovedyou?\"
\"No!\"criedFreckles。\"No!Idon\'trememberanythingofthekind!\"
Butallthesongbirdsofhissoulburstintomelodyoverthatonelittleclause:\"Whenyouhadn\'taskedher。\"
\"Butyouwill,\"saidtheAngel。\"Youmaylivetobeanold,oldman,andthenyouwill。\"
\"Iwillnot!\"criedFreckles。\"Howcanyouthinkit,Angel?\"
\"Youwon\'tevenLOOKasifyouremember?\"
\"Iwillnot!\"persistedFreckles。\"I\'llbeswearingtoitifyouwantmeto。Ifyouwasn\'ttootiredtothinkthisthingoutstraight,you\'dbeseeingthatIcouldn\'t——thatIjustsimplycouldn\'t!I\'drathergiveitallupnowandgointoeternityalone,withouteverseeingasoulofmesameblood,ormehome,orhearinganothermancallmebythenameIwasbornto,thantorememberanythingthatwouldbehurtingyou,Angel。Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeunderstandingthatitain\'tnowayspossibleformetodoit。\"
TheAngel\'stear-stainedfaceflashedintodazzlingbeauty。
Ahalf-hystericallittlelaughbrokefromherheartandbubbledoverherlips。
\"Oh,Freckles,forgiveme!\"shecried。\"I\'vebeenthroughsomuchthatI\'mscarcelymyself,orIwouldn\'tbeherebotheringyouwhenyoushouldbesleeping。Ofcourseyoucouldn\'t!Iknewitallthetime!
Iwasjustscared!Iwasforgettingthatyouwereyou!You\'retoogoodaknighttorememberathinglikethat。Ofcourseyouare!
Andwhenyoudon\'tremember,why,thenit\'sthesameasifitneverhappened。IwasalmostkilledbecauseI\'dgoneandspoiledeverything,butnowitwillbeallright。Nowyoucangoonanddothingslikeothermen,andIcanhavesomeflowers,andletters,andmysweetheartcoming,andwhenyouareSURE,why,thenYOUcantellMEthings,can\'tyou?Oh,Freckles,I\'msoglad!Oh,I\'msohappy!
It\'sdearofyounottoremember,Freckles;perfectlydear!
It\'snowonderIloveyouso。ThewonderwouldbeifIdidnot。
Oh,IshouldliketoknowhowI\'mevergoingtomakeyouunderstandhowmuchIloveyou!\"
Pillowandall,shecaughthimtoherbreastonelongsecond;thenshewasgone。
Freckleslaydazedwithastonishment。Atlasthisamazedeyessearchedtheroomforsomethingapproachingthehumantowhichhecouldappeal,andfallingonhismother\'sportrait,hesetitbeforehim。
\"Fortheloveoflife!Melittlemother,\"hepanted,\"didyouhearthat?Didyouhearit!Tellme,amIliving,oramIdeadandallheavencometruethisminute?Didyouhearit?\"
Heshooktheframeinhisimpatienceatreceivingnoanswer。
\"Youareonlyapicturedface,\"hesaidatlast,\"andofcourseyoucan\'ttalk;butthesoulofyoumustbesomewhere,andsurelyinthishouryouarecloseenoughtobehearing。Tellme,didyouhearthat?
Ican\'teverbetellingalivingsoul;butdarlinglittlemother,whogaveyourlifeformine,Icanalwaysbetalkingofittoyou!Everydaywe\'lltalkitoverandtrytounderstandthemiracleofit。Tellme,areallwomenlikethat?WereyoulikemeSwampAngel?Ifyouwere,thenI\'munderstandingwhymefatherfollowedacrosstheoceanandwentintothefire。\"
CHAPTERXX
WhereinFrecklesreturnstotheLimberlost,andLordO\'MoreSailsforIrelandWithoutHimFreckles\'voiceceased,hiseyesclosed,andhisheadrolledbackfromexhaustion。LaterinthedayheinsistedonseeingLordandLadyO\'More,buthefaintedbeforetheresemblanceofanothermantohim,andgaveallofhisfriendsaterriblefright。
Thenextmorning,theManofAffairs,withaheartfilledwithmisgivings,undertooktheinterviewonwhichFrecklesinsisted。
Hisfearswerewithoutcause。Freckleswasthesoulofhonorandsimplicity。
\"Havetheybeentellingyouwhat\'scometome?\"heaskedwithoutevenwaitingforagreeting。
\"Yes,\"saidtheAngel\'sfather。
\"Doyouthinkyouhavetheveryworstofitcleartoyourunderstanding?\"
UnderFreckles\'earnesteyestheManofAffairsansweredsoberly:
\"IthinkIhave,Mr。O\'More。\"
ThatwasthefirsttimeFrecklesheardhisnamefromthelipsofanother。Onesecondhelayovercome;thenext,tearsfilledhiseyes,andhereachedouthishand。ThentheAngel\'sfatherunderstood,andheclaspedthathandandhelditinastrong,firmgrasp。
\"Terence,myboy,\"hesaid,\"letmedothetalking。Icameherewiththeunderstandingthatyouwantedtoaskmeformyonlychild。
Ishouldlike,atthepropertime,toregardhermarriage,ifshehasfoundthemanshedesirestomarry,notaslosingallIhave,butasgainingamanonwhomIcandependtoloveasasonandtotakechargeofmyaffairsforherwhenIretirefrombusiness。
Bendallofyourenergiestowardrapidrecovery,andfromthishourunderstandthatmydaughterandmyhomeareyours。\"
\"You\'renotforgettingthis?\"
Frecklesliftedhisrightarm。
\"Terence,I\'msorrierthanIhavewordstoexpressaboutthat,\"
saidtheManofAffairs。\"It\'sadamnablepity!Butifit\'sformetochoosewhetherIgiveallIhaveleftinthisworldtoamanlackingahand,ortooneofthesegambling,tippling,immoralspendthriftsoftoday,withbothhandsandfeetofftheirsouls,andarottenspotinthecore,Ichooseyou;anditseemsthatmydaughterdoesthesame。Putwhatisleftyouofthatrightarmtothebestusesyoucaninthisworld,andneveragainmentionorfeelthatitisdefectivesolongasyoulive。Goodday,sir!\"
\"Oneminutemore,\"saidFreckles。\"YesterdaytheAngelwastellingmethattherewasmoneycomingtomefromtwosources。Shesaidthatmegrandmotherhadleftmefatherallofherfortuneandherhouse,becausesheknewthathisfatherwouldbecuttinghimoff,andalsothatmeunclehadsetasideformewhatwouldbemefather\'sinterestinhisfather\'sestate。
\"Whateverthesumisthatmegrandmotherleftmefather,becauseshelovedhimandwantedhimtobehavingit,thatI\'llbetaking。
\'Twashersfromherfather,andshehadtherighttobegivingitasshechose。Anythingfromthemanthatknowinglyleftmefatherandmemothertogocoldandhungry,andintothefireinmisery,whenjustalittlewouldhavemadelifesobeautifultothem,andsavedmethiscrippledbody——moneythathewilledfrommewhenheknewIwasliving,ofhisbloodandoncharityamongstrangers,I
don\'ttouch,notifIfreeze,starve,andburntoo!Ifthereain\'tenoughbesidesthat,andIcan\'tbeearningenoughtofixthingsfortheAngel——\"
\"Wearenotdiscussingmoney!\"burstintheManofAffairs。
\"Wedon\'twantanyblood-money!Wehaveallweneedwithoutit。
Ifyoudon\'tfeelrightandeasyoverit,don\'tyoutouchacentofanyofit。\"
\"It\'srightIshouldhavewhatmegrandmotherintindedformefather,andIwantit,\"saidFreckles,\"butI\'ddiebeforeI\'dtouchacentofmegrandfather\'smoney!\"
\"Now,\"saidtheAngel,\"weareallgoinghome。WehavedoneallwecanforFreckles。Hispeoplearehere。Heshouldknowthem。Theyareveryanxioustobecomeacquaintedwithhim。We\'llresignhimtothem。
Whenheiswell,why,thenhewillbeperfectlyfreetogotoIrelandorcometotheLimberlost,justashechooses。Wewillgoatonce。\"
McLeanheldoutforaweek,andthenhecouldendureitnolonger。
HewashearthungryforFreckles。Communingwithhimselfinthelong,soundfulnightsoftheswamp,hehadlearnedtohisastonishmentthatforthepastyearhishearthadbeencirclingtheLimberlostwithFreckles。Hebegantowishthathehadnotlefthim。
Perhapstheboy——hisboybyfirstright,afterall——wasbeingneglected。
IftheBosshadbeenanervousoldwoman,hescarcelycouldhaveimaginedmorethingsthatmightbegoingwrong。
HestartedforChicago,loadedwithabigboxofgoldenrod,asters,fringedgentians,andcrimsonleaves,thattheAngelcarefullyhadgatheredfromFreckles\'room,andalittle,longslenderpackage。
Hetraveledwithbiting,stingingjealousyinhisheart。Hewouldnotadmititeventohimself,buthewasunabletoremainlongerawayfromFrecklesandleavehimtothecareofLordO\'More。
Inafewminutes\'talk,whileMcLeanawaitedadmissiontoFreckles\'
room,hislordshiphadchattedgeniallyofFreckles\'rapidrecovery,ofhisdelightthathewasunspottedbyhisearlysurroundings,andhisdesiretovisittheLimberlostwithFrecklesbeforetheysailed;heexpressedthehopethathecouldprevailupontheAngel\'sfathertoplaceherinhiswife\'scareandhavehereducationfinishedinParis。HesaidtheywereanxioustodoalltheycouldtohelpbindFreckles\'arrangementswiththeAngel,asbothheandLadyO\'Moreregardedherasthemostpromisinggirltheyknew,andonewhocouldbefittedtofillthehighpositioninwhichFreckleswouldplaceher。
EverywordheutteredwaspungentwithbitternesstoMcLean。TheswamphadlostitsflavorwithoutFreckles;andyet,asLordO\'Moretalked,McLeanferventlywishedhimselfintheheartofit。AsheenteredFreckles\'roomhealmostlosthisbreath。Everythingwaschanged。
FreckleslaybesideawindowwherehecouldfollowLakeMichigan\'sblueuntilthehorizondippedintoit。Hecouldseebigsoftclouds,white-cappedwaves,shimmeringsails,andpuffingsteamerstrailingbillowingbannersoflavenderandgrayacrossthesky。
Gullsandcurlewswheeledoverthewateranddippedtheirwingsinthefoam。Theroomwasfilledwitheveryluxurythattasteandmoneycouldintroduce。
AllthetanandsunburnhadbeenwashedfromFreckles\'faceinsweatsofagony。Itwasasmooth,evenwhite,itsbrownriftscarcelyshowing。WhatthenursesandLadyO\'MorehaddonetoFreckles\'hairMcLeancouldnotguess,butitwasthemostbeautifulthatheeverhadseen。Fineasfloss,brightincolor,wavingandcrisp,itfellaroundthewhiteface。
Theyhadgottenhisarmsintoandhischestcoveredwithafinelyembroidered,pale-bluesilkshirt,withsoft,whitetieatthethroat。
Amongthemanychangesthathadtakenplaceduringhisabsence,thefactthatFreckleswasmostattractiveandbarelyescapedbeinghandsomeremainedalmostunnoticedbytheBoss,sogreatwashisastonishmentatseeingbothcuffsturnedbackandtherightarminview。Freckleswasusingthemaimedarmthatpreviouslyhealwayshadhidden。
\"OhLord,sir,butI\'mgladtoseeyou!\"criedFreckles,almostrollingfromthebedashereachedtowardMcLean。\"Tellmequick,istheAngelwellandhappy?CanmeLittleChickenspreadsixfeetofwingandsailtohismother?How\'smenewfather,theBirdWoman,Duncans,andNellie——darlinglittlehigh-steppingNelie?
MeAuntAliceisgoingtochoosethehatjustassoonasI\'mmendedenoughtobegoingwithher。Howareallthegang?Havetheyfoundanymoregoodtrees?I\'vebeenthinkingalot,sir。IbelieveIcanfindothersnearthatlastone。MeAuntAlicethinksmaybeIcan,andUncleTerencesaysit\'slikely。Golly,butthey\'renice,ilegantpeople。ItellyouI\'mproudtobesamebloodwiththem!
Comecloser,quick!Iwasgoingtodothisyesterday,andsomehowIjustfeltthatyou\'dsurelybecomingtodayandIwaited。
I\'mselectingtheAngel\'sringstone。Theringsheorderedformeisfinishedandtheysentittokeepmecompany。See?It\'sanemerald——justmecolor,LordO\'Moresays。\"
Frecklesflourishedhishand。
\"Ain\'tthatfine?Nevertooksomuchcomfortwithanythinginmelife。Everycoloroftheoldswampisinit。IaskedtheAngeltohavealittleshamrockleafcutonit,soeverytimeIsawitI\'dbethinkingofthe`love,truth,andvalor\'ofthatsongshewasteachingme。Ain\'tthatabeautifulsong?SomeofthesedaysI\'mgoingtomakeitecho。I\'malittleafraidtobedoingitwithmevoiceyet,butmeheart\'stuningawayoniteveryblessedhour。
Willyoubelookingatthesenow?\"
FrecklestiltedatrayofunsetstonesfromPeacock\'sthatwouldhaveransomedseveralvaluablekings。HeheldthemtowardMcLean,stirringthemwithhisrightarm。
\"ItellyouI\'mgladtoseeyou,sir\"hesaid。\"ItriedtotellmeunclewhatIwanted,butthisain\'tforhimtobemixedupin,anyway,andIdon\'tthinkImadeitcleartohim。Icouldn\'tseemtosaythewordsIwanted。Icanbetellingyou,sir。\"
McLean\'sheartbegantothumpasalover\'s。
\"Goon,Freckles,\"hesaidassuringly。
\"It\'sthis,\"saidFreckles。\"ItoldhimthatIwouldpayonlythreehundreddollarsfortheAngel\'sstone。I\'mthinkingthatwithwhathehaslaidupforme,andthebignessofthingsthattheAngeldidforme,itseemslikeastingylittlesumtohim。IknowhethinksIshouldbegivingmuchmore,butIfeelasifIjusthadtobebuyingthatstonewithmoneyIearnedmeself;andthatisallI
havesavedofmewages。Idon\'tmindpayingforthemuff,orthedrexingtable,orMrs。Duncan\'sthings,fromthatothermoney,andlatertheAngelcanhaveeverylastcentofmegrandmother\'s,ifshe\'lltakeit;butjustnow——oh,sir,can\'tyouseethatIhavetobebuyingthisstonewithwhatIhaveinthebank?I\'mfeelingthatIcouldn\'tdoanyotherway,anddon\'tyouthinktheAngelwouldratherhavethebeststoneIcanbuywiththemoneyIearnedmeselfthanafineronepaidforwithothermoney?\"
\"Inotherwords,Freckles,\"saidtheBossinahuskyvoice,\"youdon\'twanttobuytheAngel\'sringwithmoney。Youwanttogiveforityourfirstawfulfearoftheswamp。Youwanttopayforitwiththelonelinessandhearthungeryouhavesufferedthere,withlastwinter\'sfreezingonthelineandthissummer\'sburninginthesun。
Youwantittostandtoherforeveryhourinwhichyouriskedyourlifetofulfillyourcontracthonorably。Youwantthepriceofthatstonetobethefearsthathavechilledyourheart——thesweatandbloodofyourbody。\"
Freckles\'eyeswerefilledwithtearsandhisfacequiveringwithfeeling。
\"DearMr。McLean,\"hesaid,reachingwithacaressovertheBoss\'sblackhairandhischeek。\"DearBoss,that\'swhyI\'vewantedyouso。
Iknewyouwouldknow。Nowyouwillbelookingatthese?Idon\'twantemeralds,becausethat\'swhatshegaveme。\"
Hepushedthegreenstonesintoalittleheapofrejectedones。
Thenhesingledoutallthepearls。
\"Ain\'ttheyprettythings?\"hesaid。\"I\'llbegettinghersomeofthoselater。Theyarelikelilyfaces,turtle-headflowers,dewdropsintheshadeormoonlight;buttheyhaven\'tthelifeinthemthatIwantinthestoneIgivetotheAngelrightnow。\"
Frecklesheapedthepearlswiththeemeralds。Hestudiedthediamondsalongtime。
\"Thesethingsaresofascinatingliketheyalmosttemptone,thoughtheyain\'tquitetheproperthing,\"hesaid。\"I\'vealwaysdearlylovedtobewatchingyours,sir。Imustgethersomeofthesebigones,too,someday。They\'reliketheLimberlostinJanuary,whenit\'sallice-coated,andthesunisinthewestandshinesthroughandmakesallyoucanseeofthewholeworldlooklikefireandice;butfireandiceain\'tliketheAngel。\"
Thediamondsjoinedtheemeraldsandpearls。Therewasleftalittleredheap,andFreckles\'fingerstoucheditwithanewtenderness。Hiseyeswereflashing。
\"I\'mthinkinghere\'smeAngel\'sstone,\"heexulted。\"TheLimberlost,andmewithit,grewinmine;butit\'sgoingtobloom,andherwithit,inthis!There\'stheredofthewildpoppies,thecardinal-flowers,andthelittlebunchofcrushedfoxfirethatwefoundwheresheputittosaveme。There\'sthelightofthecampfire,andthesunsettingoverSleepySnakeCreek。There\'stheredofthebloodwewerewillingtogiveforeachother。It\'slikeherlips,andlikethedropsthatdriedonherbeautifularmthatfirstday,andI\'mthinkingitmustbelikethebrave,tender,clean,redheartofher。\"
FrecklesliftedtherubytohislipsandhandedittoMcLean。
\"I\'llbesigningmechequeandyouhaveitset,\"hesaid。\"Iwantyoutodrawmemoneyandpayforitwiththoseverysamedollars,sir。\"
AgaintheheartofMcLeantookhope。
\"Freckles,mayIaskyousomething?\"hesaid。
\"Why,sure,\"saidFreckles。\"There\'snothingyouwouldbeaskingthatitwouldn\'tbegivingmejoytobetellingyou。\"
McLean\'seyestraveledtoFreckles\'rightarmwithwhichhewasmovingthejewels。
\"Oh,that!\"criedFreckleswithalaugh。\"You\'rewantingtoknowwhereallthebitternessisgone?Wellsir,\'twascarriedfrommesoul,heart,andbodyonthelipsofanAngel。Seemsthathurtwasnecessaryinthebeginningtomaketodaycometrue。Thewoundhadalwaysbeenraw,buttheAngelwashealingit。Ifshedoesn\'tcare,Idon\'t。Medearnewfatherdoesn\'t,normeauntanduncle,andyouneverdid。WhyshouldIbefrettingallmelifeaboutwhatcan\'tbehelped。Therealtruthis,thatsincewhathappenedtoitlastweek,I\'msoeverlastinglyproudofitIcatchmeselfstickingitoutondisplayabit。\"
FreckleslookedtheBossintheeyesandbegantolaugh。
\"Wellthankheaven!\"saidMcLean。
\"Nowit\'smeturn,\"saidFreckles。\"Idon\'tknowasIoughttobeaskingyou,andyetIcan\'tseeareasongoodenoughtokeepmefromit。It\'sathingI\'vehadonmemindeveryhoursinceI\'vehadtimetostraightenthingsoutalittle。MayIbeaskingyouaquestion?\"
McLeanreachedoverandtookFreckles\'hand。Hisvoicewasshakenwithfeelingashereplied:\"Freckles,youalmosthurtme。Willyouneverlearnhowmuchyouaretome——howhappyyoumakemeincomingtomewithanything,nomatterwhat?\"
\"Thenit\'sthis,\"saidFreckles,grippingthehandofMcLeanstrongly。
\"Ifthisaccident,andallthat\'scometomesince,hadneverhappened,wherewasityouhadplannedtosendmetoschool?
Whatwasityoumeantformetodo?\"
\"Why,Freckles,\"answeredMcLean,\"I\'mscarcelypreparedtostatedefinitely。Myideaswereratherhazy。Ithoughtwewouldmakeabeginningandseewhichwaythingswent。IfiguredontakingyoutoGrandRapidsfirst,andputtingyouinthecareofmymother。
Ihadanideaitwouldbebesttosecureaprivatetutortocoachyouforayearortwo,untilyouwerereadytoenterAnnArborortheChicagoUniversityingoodshape。ThenIthoughtwe\'dfinishinthiscountryatYaleorHarvard,andendwithOxford,togetagood,all-roundflavor。\"
\"Isthatall?\"askedFreckles。
\"No;that\'sleavingthemusicout,\"saidMcLean。\"Iintendedtohaveyourvoicetestedbysomemaster,andifyoureallywereendowedforacareerasagreatmusician,andhadinclinationsthatway,Iwishedtohaveyoudropsomeofthecollegeworkandmakemusicyourchiefstudy。Finally,IwantedustotakeatripthroughEuropeandcleararoundthecircletogether\"
\"Andthenwhat?\"queriedFrecklesbreathlessly。
\"Why,then,\"saidMcLean,\"youknowthatmyheartishopelesslyinthewoods。Ineverwillquitthetimberbusinesswhilethereistimbertohandleandbreathinmybody。Ithoughtifyoudidn\'tmakeaprofessionofmusic,andhadanyinclinationmyway,wewouldstretchthepartnershiponemoreandtakeyouintothefirm,placingyourworkwithme。Thoseplansmaysoundjumbledinthetelling,buttheyhavegrownsteadilyonme,Freckles,asyouhavegrowndeartome。\"
FrecklesliftedanxiousandeagereyestoMcLean。
\"Youtoldmeonceonthetrail,andagainwhenwethoughtthatI
wasdying,thatyoulovedme。Dothesethingsthathavecometomemakeanydifferenceinanywaywithyourfeeingtowardme?\"
\"None,\"saidMcLean。\"Howcouldthey,Freckles?Nothingcouldmakemeloveyoumore,andyouneverwilldoanythingthatwillmakemeloveyouless。\"
\"GlorybetoGod!\"criedFreckles。\"GlorytotheAlmighty!HurryandbetellingyourmotherI\'mcoming!JustassoonasIcangetonmefeetI\'llbetakingthatringtomeAngel,andthenI\'llgotoGrandRapidsandbemakingmestartjustasyouplanned,onlythatIcanbepayingmeownway。WhenI\'meducatedenough,we\'llall——theAngelandherfather,theBirdWoman,you,andme——allofuswillgotogetherandseemehouseandmerelationsandbetakingthattrip。Whenwegetback,we\'lladdO\'MoretotheLumberCompany,andgolly,sir,butwe\'llmakethingshum!Goodland,sir!
Don\'tdothat!Why,Mr。McLean,dearBoss,dearfather,don\'tbedoingthat!Whatisit?\"
\"Nothing,nothing!\"boomedMcLean\'sdeepbass;\"nothingatall!\"
Heabruptlyturned,andhurriedtothewindow。
\"Thisisamightyfineview,\"hesaid。\"Lake\'sbeautifulthismorning。NowonderChicagopeoplearesoproudoftheircity\'slocationonitsshore。But,Freckles,whatisLordO\'Moregoingtosaytothis?\"
\"Idon\'tknow,\"saidFreckles。\"Iamgoingtobecutdeepifhecares,forhe\'sbeenmorethangoodtome,andLadyAliceisnexttomeAngel。He\'smademefeelmebloodandracemeownpossession。
She\'stalkedtomebythehourofmefatherandmotherandmegrandmother。She\'smadethemallthatrealIcanlayclaimtothemandfeelthattheyaremine。I\'mverysorrytobehurtingthem,ifitwill,butitcan\'tbechanged。NobodyeverputsthewidthoftheoceanbetweenmeandtheAngel。FromheretotheLimberlostisallIcanbebearingpeaceable。Iwanttheeducation,andthenIwanttoworkandlivehereinthecountrywhereIwasborn,andwheretheashesofmefatherandmotherrest。
\"I\'llbegladtoseeIreland,andgladespecialtoseethoselittlepeoplewhoaremykin,butIain\'teverstayinglong。AllmeheartistheAngel\'s,andtheLimberlostiscallingeveryminute。
You\'rethinking,sir,thatwhenIlookfromthatwindowIseethebeautifulwater,ain\'tyou?I\'mnot。
\"Iseesoft,slowcloudsoozingacrosstheblue,mebigblackchickenshangingupthere,andagreatfeathersoftlyslidingdown。
Iseemightytrees,swingingvines,brightflowers,andalwaysmassesofthewildroses,withthewildrosefaceofmeLadybirdlookingthrough。Iseetheswalerocking,smellthesweetnessofthebloomingthings,andthedamp,muckyodoroftheswamp;andI
hearmebirdssing,mesquirrelsbark,therattlershiss,andthestepofWessnerorBlackJackcoming;andwhetherit\'sthethingsthatIlovedorthethingsthatIfeared,it\'sallapartoftheday。
\"Meheart\'sallmeSwampAngel\'s,andmeloveisallhers,andI
haveherandtheswampsoconfusedinmemindInevercanbeseparatingthem。WhenIlookather,Iseebluesky,thesunriftingthroughtheleavesandpinkandredflowers;andwhenI
lookattheLimberlostIseeapinkfacewithblueeyes,goldhair,andredlips,and,it\'sthetruth,sir,they\'remixedtillthey\'reonetome!
\"I\'mafraiditwillbehurtingsome,butIhavethefeeingthatI
canbemakingmydearpeopleunderstand,sothattheywillbewillingtoletmecomebackhome。SendLadyO\'MoretoputtheseflowersGodmadeintheplaceoftheseglass-houseilegancies,andpleasebecuttingthestringofthislittlepackagetheAngel\'ssentme。\"
AsFrecklesheldupthepackage,thelightsoftheLimberlostflashedfromtheemeraldonhisfinger。Onthecoverwasprinted:
\"TotheLimberlostGuard!\"Underitwasabig,crisp,iridescentblackfeather。
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