第9章
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  \"Butthatpooryoungerson,hehadbeeninlovewiththevillagevicar\'sdaughterallhislife。That\'snowondereither,forshewasmorebeautifulyet。Shecouldsingastheangels,butshehadn\'tacent。Shelovedhimtodeath,too,ifhewasbonyandfreckledandred-haired——Idon\'tmeanthat!Theydidn\'tsaywhatcolorhishairwas,buthisfather\'smusthavebeenthereddestever,forwhenhefoundoutaboutthem,anditwasn\'tanythingsoterrible,HEJUSTCAVED!

  \"Theoldmanwenttoseethegirl——theprettyonewithnomoney,ofcourse——andhehurtherfeelingsuntilsheranaway。ShewenttoLondonandbeganstudyingmusic。Soonshegrewtobeafinesinger,soshejoinedacompanyandcametothiscountry。

  \"WhentheyoungersonfoundthatshehadleftLondon,hefollowedher。

  Whenshegothereallalone,andafraid,andsawhimcomingtoher,why,shewassogladsheupandmarriedhim,justlikeanybodyelsewouldhavedone。Hedidn\'twanthertotravelwiththetroupe,sowhentheyreachedChicagotheythoughtthatwouldbeagoodplace,andtheystopped,whilehehuntedwork。Itwasslowbusiness,becauseheneverhadbeentaughttodoausefulthing,andhedidn\'tevenknowhowtohuntwork,leastofalltodoitwhenhefoundit;soprettysoonthingsweregoingwrong。Butifhecouldn\'tfindwork,shecouldalwayssing,soshesangatnight,andmadelittlethingsinthedaytime。Hedidn\'tlikehertosinginpublic,andhewouldn\'tallowherwhenhecouldHELPhimself;

  butwintercame,itwasverycold,andfirewasexpensive。

  Rentswentup,andtheyhadtomovefartherouttocheaperandcheaperplaces;andyouwerecoming——Imean,theboythatislostwascoming——andtheywerealmostdistracted。Thenthemanwroteandtoldhisfatherallaboutit;andhisfathersenttheletterbackunopenedwithalinetellinghimnevertowriteagain。Whenthebabycame,therewasverylittlelefttopawnforfoodandadoctor,andnothingatallforanurse;soanoldneighborwomanwentinandtookcareoftheyoungmotherandthelittlebaby,becauseshewassosorryforthem。Bythattimetheywereawayinthesuburbsonthetopfloorofalittlewoodenhouse,amongalotofbigfactories,anditkeptgrowingcolder,withlesstoeat。

  Thenthemangrewdesperateandhewentjusttofindsomethingtoeatandthewomanwasdesperate,too。Shegotup,lefttheoldwomantotakecareofherbaby,andwentintothecitytosingforsomemoney。Thewomanbecamesocoldsheputthebabyinbedandwenthome。Thenaboilerblewupinabigfactorybesidethelittlehouseandsetitonfire。Apieceofironwaspitchedacrossandbrokethroughtheroof。Itcamedownsmash,andcutjustonelittlehandoffthepoorbaby。Itscreamedandscreamed;andthefirekeptcomingcloserandcloser。

  \"Theoldwomanranoutwiththeotherpeopleandsawwhathadhappened。

  Sheknewtherewasn\'tgoingtobetimetowaitforfiremenoranything,sosheranintothebuilding。Shecouldhearthebabyscreaming,andshecouldn\'tstandthat;sosheworkedherwaytoit。

  Thereitwas,allhurtandbleeding。Thenshewasalmostscaredtodeathoverthinkingwhatitsmotherwoulddotoherforgoingawayandleavingit,sosherantoaHomeforlittlefriendlessbabies,thatwasclose,andbangedonthedoor。Thenshehidacrossthestreetuntilthebabywastakenin,andthensheranbacktoseeifherownhousewasburning。Thebigfactoryandthelittlehouseandalotofotherswereallgone。Thepeopletheretoldherthatthebeautifulladycamebackandranintothehousetofindherbaby。Shehadjustgoneinwhenherhusbandcame,andhewentinafterher,andthehousefelloverbothofthem。\"

  Freckleslayrigidly,withhiseyesontheAngel\'sface,whileshetalkedrapidlytotheceiling。

  \"Thentheoldwomanwassickaboutthatpoorlittlebaby。ShewasafraidtotellthemattheHome,becausesheknewshenevershouldhaveleftit,butshewrotealetterandsentittowherethebeautifulwoman,whenshewasill,hadsaidherhusband\'speoplelived。

  Shetoldallaboutthelittlebabythatshecouldremember:

  whenitwasborn,howitwasnamedfortheman\'selderbrother,thatitshandhadbeencutoffinthefire,andwhereshehadputittobedoctoredandtakencareof。Shetoldthemthatitsmotherandfatherwerebothburned,andshebeggedandimploredthemtocomeafterit。

  \"You\'dthinkthatwouldhavemeltedaheartofice,butthatoldmanhadn\'tanyhearttomelt,forhegotthatletterandreadit。

  Hehiditawayamonghispapersandnevertoldasoul。Afewmonthsagohedied。Whenhiseldersonwenttosettlehisbusiness,hefoundtheletteralmostthefirstthing。Hedroppedeverything,andcame,withhiswife,tohuntthatbaby,becausehealwayshadlovedhisbrotherdearly,andwantedhimback。Hehadhuntedforhimallhedaredalltheseyears,butwhenhegothereyouweregone——I

  meanthebabywasgone,andIhadtotellyou,Freckles,foryousee,itmighthavehappenedtoyoulikethatjustaseasyastothatotherlostboy。\"

  FrecklesreachedupandturnedtheAngel\'sfaceuntilhecompelledhereyestomeethis。

  \"Angel,\"heaskedquietly,\"whydon\'tyoulookatmewhenyouaretellingaboutthatlostboy?\"

  \"I——Ididn\'tknowIwasn\'t,\"falteredtheAngel。

  \"Itseemstome,\"saidFreckles,hisbreathbeginningtocomeinsharpwheezes,\"thatyougotusrathermixed,anditain\'tlikeyoutobemixingthingstillonecan\'tbeknowing。Iftheyweretellingyousomuch,didtheysaywhichhandwasforbeingoffthatlostboy?\"

  TheAngel\'seyesescapedagain。

  \"It——itwasthesameasyours,\"sheventured,barelybreathinginherfear。

  StillFreckleslayrigidandwhiterthanthecoverlet。

  \"Wouldthatboybeasoldasme?\"heasked。

  \"Yes,\"saidtheAngelfaintly。

  \"Angel,\"saidFrecklesatlast,catchingherwrist,\"areyoutryingtotellmethatthereissomebodyhuntingaboythatyou\'rethinkingmightbeme?Areyoubelavin\'you\'vefoundmerelations?\"

  ThentheAngel\'seyescamehome。Thetimehadcome。ShepinionedFreckles\'armstohissidesandbentabovehim。

  \"Howstrongareyou,dearheart?\"shebreathed。\"Howbraveareyou?

  Canyoubearit?DareItellyouthat?\"

  \"No!\"gaspedFreckles。\"Notifyou\'resure!Ican\'tbearit!

  I\'lldieifyoudo!\"

  ThedayhadbeenoneunremittingstrainwiththeAngel。

  Nervetensionwasdrawntothefinestthread。Itsnappedsuddenly。

  \"Die!\"sheflamed。\"Die,ifItellyouthat!YousaidthismorningthatyouwoulddieifyouDIDN\'Tknowyourname,andifyourpeoplewerehonorable。NowI\'vegoneandfoundyouanamethatstandsforagesofhonor,amotherwholovedyouenoughtogointothefireanddieforyou,andthenicestkindofrelatives,andyouturnroundandsayyou\'lldieoverthat!YOUJUSTTRYDYINGANDYOU\'LL

  GETAGOODSLAP!\"

  TheAngelstoodglaringathim。OnesecondFreckleslayparalyzedanddumbwithastonishment。ThenexttheIrishinhissoularoseaboveeverything。Alaughburstfromhim。TheterrifiedAngelcaughthiminherarmsandtriedtostiflethesound。Sheimploredandcommanded。Whenhewastooworntoutteranothersound,hiseyeslaughedsilently。

  Afteralongtime,whenhewasquietandrested,theAngelcommencedtalkingtohimgently,andthistimeherbigeyes,humidwithtendernessandmellowwithhappiness,seemedasiftheycouldnotleavehisface。

  \"DearFreckles,\"shewassaying,\"acrossyourkneesthereisthefaceofthemotherwhowentintothefireforyou,andIknowthename——oldandfullofhonor——towhichyouwereborn。Dearheart,whichwillyouhavefirst?\"

  Freckleswasverytired;thebigdropsofperspirationrantogetheronhistemples;butthewatchingAngelcaughtthewordshislipsformed,\"Memother!\"

  Sheliftedthelovelypicturedfaceandsetitinthenookofhisarm。

  Frecklescaughtherhandanddrewherbesidehim,andtogethertheygazedatthepicturewhilethetearsslidovertheircheeks。

  \"Memother!Oh,memother!Canyoueverbeforgivingme?Oh,mebeautifullittlemother!\"chantedFrecklesoverandoverinexaltedwonder,untilhewassocompletelyexhaustedthathislipsrefusedtoformthequestioninhiswearyeyes。

  \"Wait!\"criedtheAngelwithinbornrefinement,forshecouldnomoreanswerthatquestionthanhecouldask。\"Wait,Iwillwriteit!\"

  Shehurriedtothetable,caughtupthenurse\'spencil,andonthebackofaprescriptiontabletscrawledit:\"TerenceMaxwellO\'More,DunderryHouse,CountyClare,Ireland。\"

  BeforeshehadfinishedcameFreckles\'voice:\"Angel,areyouhurrying?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheAngel;\"Iam。Butthereisagooddealofit。Ihavetoputinyourhouseandcountry,sothatyouwillfeellocated。\"

  \"Mehouse?\"marveledFreckles。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidtheAngel。\"Yourunclesaysyourgrandmotherleftyourfatherherdowerhouseandestate,becausesheknewhisfatherwouldcuthimoff。Yougetthat,andallyourshareofyourgrandfather\'spropertybesides。Itisallsetoffforyouandwaiting。LordO\'Moretoldmeso。IsuspectyouarericherthanMcLean,Freckles。\"

  Sheclosedhisfingersovertheslipandstraightenedhishair。

  \"Nowyouareallright,dearLimberlostguard,\"shesaid。\"Yougotosleepanddon\'tthinkofathingbutjustpurejoy,joy,joy!

  I\'llkeepyourpeopleuntilyouwakeup。Youaretootiredtoseeanyoneelsejustnow!\"

  Frecklescaughtherskirtassheturnedfromhim。

  \"I\'llgotosleepinfiveminutes,\"hesaid,\"ifyouwillbedoingjustonethingmoreforme。Sendforyourfather!Oh,Angel,sendforhimquick!HowwillIeverbewaitinguntilhecomes?\"

  OneinstanttheAngelstoodlookingathim。Thenextacrimsonwavedarklystainedherlovelyface。Herchinbeganaspasmodicquiveringandthetearssprangintohereyes。Herhandscaughtatherchestasifshewerestifling。Freckles\'grasponhertighteneduntilhedrewherbesidehim。Heslippedhisarmaroundheranddrewherfacetohispillow。

  \"Don\'t,Angel;fortheloveofmercydon\'tbedoingthat,\"

  heimplored。\"Ican\'tbebearingit。Tellme。Youmusttellme。\"

  TheAngelshookherhead。

  \"Thatain\'tfair,Angel,\"saidFreckles。\"Youmademetellyouwhenitwasliketearingtheheartrawfrommebreast。Andyouwasformakingeverythingheaven——justheavenandnothingelseforme。

  IfI\'msomuchmorenowthanIwasanhourago,maybeIcanbethinkingofsomewaytofixthings。Youwillbetellingme?\"hecoaxed,movinghischeekagainstherhair。

  TheAngel\'sheadmovedinnegation。Frecklesdidamomentofintentthinking。

  \"MaybeIcanbeguessing,\"hewhispered。\"Willyoubegivingmethreechances?\"

  Therewasthefaintestpossibleassent。

  \"Youdidn\'twantmetobeknowingmename,\"guessedFreckles。

  TheAngel\'sheadsprangfromthepillowandhertear-stainedfaceflamedwithoutragedindignation。

  \"Why,Ididtoo!\"shecriedangrily。

  \"Onegone,\"saidFrecklescalmly。\"Youdidn\'twantmetohaverelatives,ahome,andmoney。\"

  \"Idid!\"exclaimedtheAngel。\"Didn\'tIgomyself,allalone,intothecity,andfindthemwhenIwasafraidasdeath?Ididtoo!\"

  \"Twogone,\"saidFreckles。\"Youdidn\'twantthebeautifulestgirlintheworldtobetellingme——\"

  DownwenttheAngel\'sfaceandaheavysobshookher。Freckles\'

  clasptightenedaroundhershoulders,whilehisface,initsconflictingemotions,wasastudy。Hewassostunnedandbewilderedbythemiraclethathadbeenperformedinbringingtolighthisnameandrelativesthathehadnostrengthleftforelaboratementalprocesses。Despiteallitmeanttohimtoknowhisnameatlast,andthathewasofhonorablebirth——knowledgewithoutwhichlifewasaneternaldisgraceandburdentheonethingthatwashammeringinFreckles\'heartandbeatinginhisbrain,pastanyattemptedexpression,wasthefactthat,whilenamelessandpossiblyborninshame,theAngelhadtoldhimthatshelovedhim。

  Hecouldfindnowordwithwhichtobegintovoicetheraptureofhisheartoverthat。Butifsheregrettedit——ifithadbeenathingdoneoutofherpityforhiscondition,orherfeelingofresponsibility,ifitkilledhimafterall,therewasonlyonethinglefttodo。NotforMcLean,notfortheBirdWoman,notfortheDuncanswouldFreckleshavedoneit——butfortheAngel——ifitwouldmakeherhappy——hewoulddoanything。

  \"Angel,\"whisperedFreckles,withhislipsagainstherhair,\"youhaven\'tlearnedyourhistorybookverywell,orelseyou\'veforgotten。\"

  \"Forgottenwhat?\"sobbedtheAngel。

  \"Forgottenabouttherealknight,Ladybird,\"breathedFreckles。

  \"Don\'tyouknowthat,ifanythinghappenedthatmadehisladysorry,arealknightjustsimplycouldn\'tberememberingit?Angel,darlinglittleSwampAngel,youbelisteningtome。Therewasonenightonthetrail,onesolemn,grand,whitenight,thattherewasn\'teveranyotherlikebeforeorsince,whenthedearBossputhisarmaroundmeandtoldmethathelovedme;butifyoucare,Angel,ifyoudon\'twantitthatway,why,Iain\'trememberingthatanyoneelseeverdid——notinmewholelife。\"

  TheAngelliftedherheadandlookedintothedepthsofFreckles\'

  honestgrayeyes,andtheymethersunwaveringly;butthepaininthemwaspitiful。

  \"Doyoumean,\"shedemanded,\"thatyoudon\'trememberthatabrazen,forwardgirltoldyou,whenyouhadn\'taskedher,thatshe\"——theAngelchokedonitasecond,butshegaveagulpandbroughtitoutbravely——\"thatshelovedyou?\"

  \"No!\"criedFreckles。\"No!Idon\'trememberanythingofthekind!\"

  Butallthesongbirdsofhissoulburstintomelodyoverthatonelittleclause:\"Whenyouhadn\'taskedher。\"

  \"Butyouwill,\"saidtheAngel。\"Youmaylivetobeanold,oldman,andthenyouwill。\"

  \"Iwillnot!\"criedFreckles。\"Howcanyouthinkit,Angel?\"

  \"Youwon\'tevenLOOKasifyouremember?\"

  \"Iwillnot!\"persistedFreckles。\"I\'llbeswearingtoitifyouwantmeto。Ifyouwasn\'ttootiredtothinkthisthingoutstraight,you\'dbeseeingthatIcouldn\'t——thatIjustsimplycouldn\'t!I\'drathergiveitallupnowandgointoeternityalone,withouteverseeingasoulofmesameblood,ormehome,orhearinganothermancallmebythenameIwasbornto,thantorememberanythingthatwouldbehurtingyou,Angel。Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeunderstandingthatitain\'tnowayspossibleformetodoit。\"

  TheAngel\'stear-stainedfaceflashedintodazzlingbeauty。

  Ahalf-hystericallittlelaughbrokefromherheartandbubbledoverherlips。

  \"Oh,Freckles,forgiveme!\"shecried。\"I\'vebeenthroughsomuchthatI\'mscarcelymyself,orIwouldn\'tbeherebotheringyouwhenyoushouldbesleeping。Ofcourseyoucouldn\'t!Iknewitallthetime!

  Iwasjustscared!Iwasforgettingthatyouwereyou!You\'retoogoodaknighttorememberathinglikethat。Ofcourseyouare!

  Andwhenyoudon\'tremember,why,thenit\'sthesameasifitneverhappened。IwasalmostkilledbecauseI\'dgoneandspoiledeverything,butnowitwillbeallright。Nowyoucangoonanddothingslikeothermen,andIcanhavesomeflowers,andletters,andmysweetheartcoming,andwhenyouareSURE,why,thenYOUcantellMEthings,can\'tyou?Oh,Freckles,I\'msoglad!Oh,I\'msohappy!

  It\'sdearofyounottoremember,Freckles;perfectlydear!

  It\'snowonderIloveyouso。ThewonderwouldbeifIdidnot。

  Oh,IshouldliketoknowhowI\'mevergoingtomakeyouunderstandhowmuchIloveyou!\"

  Pillowandall,shecaughthimtoherbreastonelongsecond;thenshewasgone。

  Freckleslaydazedwithastonishment。Atlasthisamazedeyessearchedtheroomforsomethingapproachingthehumantowhichhecouldappeal,andfallingonhismother\'sportrait,hesetitbeforehim。

  \"Fortheloveoflife!Melittlemother,\"hepanted,\"didyouhearthat?Didyouhearit!Tellme,amIliving,oramIdeadandallheavencometruethisminute?Didyouhearit?\"

  Heshooktheframeinhisimpatienceatreceivingnoanswer。

  \"Youareonlyapicturedface,\"hesaidatlast,\"andofcourseyoucan\'ttalk;butthesoulofyoumustbesomewhere,andsurelyinthishouryouarecloseenoughtobehearing。Tellme,didyouhearthat?

  Ican\'teverbetellingalivingsoul;butdarlinglittlemother,whogaveyourlifeformine,Icanalwaysbetalkingofittoyou!Everydaywe\'lltalkitoverandtrytounderstandthemiracleofit。Tellme,areallwomenlikethat?WereyoulikemeSwampAngel?Ifyouwere,thenI\'munderstandingwhymefatherfollowedacrosstheoceanandwentintothefire。\"

  CHAPTERXX

  WhereinFrecklesreturnstotheLimberlost,andLordO\'MoreSailsforIrelandWithoutHimFreckles\'voiceceased,hiseyesclosed,andhisheadrolledbackfromexhaustion。LaterinthedayheinsistedonseeingLordandLadyO\'More,buthefaintedbeforetheresemblanceofanothermantohim,andgaveallofhisfriendsaterriblefright。

  Thenextmorning,theManofAffairs,withaheartfilledwithmisgivings,undertooktheinterviewonwhichFrecklesinsisted。

  Hisfearswerewithoutcause。Freckleswasthesoulofhonorandsimplicity。

  \"Havetheybeentellingyouwhat\'scometome?\"heaskedwithoutevenwaitingforagreeting。

  \"Yes,\"saidtheAngel\'sfather。

  \"Doyouthinkyouhavetheveryworstofitcleartoyourunderstanding?\"

  UnderFreckles\'earnesteyestheManofAffairsansweredsoberly:

  \"IthinkIhave,Mr。O\'More。\"

  ThatwasthefirsttimeFrecklesheardhisnamefromthelipsofanother。Onesecondhelayovercome;thenext,tearsfilledhiseyes,andhereachedouthishand。ThentheAngel\'sfatherunderstood,andheclaspedthathandandhelditinastrong,firmgrasp。

  \"Terence,myboy,\"hesaid,\"letmedothetalking。Icameherewiththeunderstandingthatyouwantedtoaskmeformyonlychild。

  Ishouldlike,atthepropertime,toregardhermarriage,ifshehasfoundthemanshedesirestomarry,notaslosingallIhave,butasgainingamanonwhomIcandependtoloveasasonandtotakechargeofmyaffairsforherwhenIretirefrombusiness。

  Bendallofyourenergiestowardrapidrecovery,andfromthishourunderstandthatmydaughterandmyhomeareyours。\"

  \"You\'renotforgettingthis?\"

  Frecklesliftedhisrightarm。

  \"Terence,I\'msorrierthanIhavewordstoexpressaboutthat,\"

  saidtheManofAffairs。\"It\'sadamnablepity!Butifit\'sformetochoosewhetherIgiveallIhaveleftinthisworldtoamanlackingahand,ortooneofthesegambling,tippling,immoralspendthriftsoftoday,withbothhandsandfeetofftheirsouls,andarottenspotinthecore,Ichooseyou;anditseemsthatmydaughterdoesthesame。Putwhatisleftyouofthatrightarmtothebestusesyoucaninthisworld,andneveragainmentionorfeelthatitisdefectivesolongasyoulive。Goodday,sir!\"

  \"Oneminutemore,\"saidFreckles。\"YesterdaytheAngelwastellingmethattherewasmoneycomingtomefromtwosources。Shesaidthatmegrandmotherhadleftmefatherallofherfortuneandherhouse,becausesheknewthathisfatherwouldbecuttinghimoff,andalsothatmeunclehadsetasideformewhatwouldbemefather\'sinterestinhisfather\'sestate。

  \"Whateverthesumisthatmegrandmotherleftmefather,becauseshelovedhimandwantedhimtobehavingit,thatI\'llbetaking。

  \'Twashersfromherfather,andshehadtherighttobegivingitasshechose。Anythingfromthemanthatknowinglyleftmefatherandmemothertogocoldandhungry,andintothefireinmisery,whenjustalittlewouldhavemadelifesobeautifultothem,andsavedmethiscrippledbody——moneythathewilledfrommewhenheknewIwasliving,ofhisbloodandoncharityamongstrangers,I

  don\'ttouch,notifIfreeze,starve,andburntoo!Ifthereain\'tenoughbesidesthat,andIcan\'tbeearningenoughtofixthingsfortheAngel——\"

  \"Wearenotdiscussingmoney!\"burstintheManofAffairs。

  \"Wedon\'twantanyblood-money!Wehaveallweneedwithoutit。

  Ifyoudon\'tfeelrightandeasyoverit,don\'tyoutouchacentofanyofit。\"

  \"It\'srightIshouldhavewhatmegrandmotherintindedformefather,andIwantit,\"saidFreckles,\"butI\'ddiebeforeI\'dtouchacentofmegrandfather\'smoney!\"

  \"Now,\"saidtheAngel,\"weareallgoinghome。WehavedoneallwecanforFreckles。Hispeoplearehere。Heshouldknowthem。Theyareveryanxioustobecomeacquaintedwithhim。We\'llresignhimtothem。

  Whenheiswell,why,thenhewillbeperfectlyfreetogotoIrelandorcometotheLimberlost,justashechooses。Wewillgoatonce。\"

  McLeanheldoutforaweek,andthenhecouldendureitnolonger。

  HewashearthungryforFreckles。Communingwithhimselfinthelong,soundfulnightsoftheswamp,hehadlearnedtohisastonishmentthatforthepastyearhishearthadbeencirclingtheLimberlostwithFreckles。Hebegantowishthathehadnotlefthim。

  Perhapstheboy——hisboybyfirstright,afterall——wasbeingneglected。

  IftheBosshadbeenanervousoldwoman,hescarcelycouldhaveimaginedmorethingsthatmightbegoingwrong。

  HestartedforChicago,loadedwithabigboxofgoldenrod,asters,fringedgentians,andcrimsonleaves,thattheAngelcarefullyhadgatheredfromFreckles\'room,andalittle,longslenderpackage。

  Hetraveledwithbiting,stingingjealousyinhisheart。Hewouldnotadmititeventohimself,buthewasunabletoremainlongerawayfromFrecklesandleavehimtothecareofLordO\'More。

  Inafewminutes\'talk,whileMcLeanawaitedadmissiontoFreckles\'

  room,hislordshiphadchattedgeniallyofFreckles\'rapidrecovery,ofhisdelightthathewasunspottedbyhisearlysurroundings,andhisdesiretovisittheLimberlostwithFrecklesbeforetheysailed;heexpressedthehopethathecouldprevailupontheAngel\'sfathertoplaceherinhiswife\'scareandhavehereducationfinishedinParis。HesaidtheywereanxioustodoalltheycouldtohelpbindFreckles\'arrangementswiththeAngel,asbothheandLadyO\'Moreregardedherasthemostpromisinggirltheyknew,andonewhocouldbefittedtofillthehighpositioninwhichFreckleswouldplaceher。

  EverywordheutteredwaspungentwithbitternesstoMcLean。TheswamphadlostitsflavorwithoutFreckles;andyet,asLordO\'Moretalked,McLeanferventlywishedhimselfintheheartofit。AsheenteredFreckles\'roomhealmostlosthisbreath。Everythingwaschanged。

  FreckleslaybesideawindowwherehecouldfollowLakeMichigan\'sblueuntilthehorizondippedintoit。Hecouldseebigsoftclouds,white-cappedwaves,shimmeringsails,andpuffingsteamerstrailingbillowingbannersoflavenderandgrayacrossthesky。

  Gullsandcurlewswheeledoverthewateranddippedtheirwingsinthefoam。Theroomwasfilledwitheveryluxurythattasteandmoneycouldintroduce。

  AllthetanandsunburnhadbeenwashedfromFreckles\'faceinsweatsofagony。Itwasasmooth,evenwhite,itsbrownriftscarcelyshowing。WhatthenursesandLadyO\'MorehaddonetoFreckles\'hairMcLeancouldnotguess,butitwasthemostbeautifulthatheeverhadseen。Fineasfloss,brightincolor,wavingandcrisp,itfellaroundthewhiteface。

  Theyhadgottenhisarmsintoandhischestcoveredwithafinelyembroidered,pale-bluesilkshirt,withsoft,whitetieatthethroat。

  Amongthemanychangesthathadtakenplaceduringhisabsence,thefactthatFreckleswasmostattractiveandbarelyescapedbeinghandsomeremainedalmostunnoticedbytheBoss,sogreatwashisastonishmentatseeingbothcuffsturnedbackandtherightarminview。Freckleswasusingthemaimedarmthatpreviouslyhealwayshadhidden。

  \"OhLord,sir,butI\'mgladtoseeyou!\"criedFreckles,almostrollingfromthebedashereachedtowardMcLean。\"Tellmequick,istheAngelwellandhappy?CanmeLittleChickenspreadsixfeetofwingandsailtohismother?How\'smenewfather,theBirdWoman,Duncans,andNellie——darlinglittlehigh-steppingNelie?

  MeAuntAliceisgoingtochoosethehatjustassoonasI\'mmendedenoughtobegoingwithher。Howareallthegang?Havetheyfoundanymoregoodtrees?I\'vebeenthinkingalot,sir。IbelieveIcanfindothersnearthatlastone。MeAuntAlicethinksmaybeIcan,andUncleTerencesaysit\'slikely。Golly,butthey\'renice,ilegantpeople。ItellyouI\'mproudtobesamebloodwiththem!

  Comecloser,quick!Iwasgoingtodothisyesterday,andsomehowIjustfeltthatyou\'dsurelybecomingtodayandIwaited。

  I\'mselectingtheAngel\'sringstone。Theringsheorderedformeisfinishedandtheysentittokeepmecompany。See?It\'sanemerald——justmecolor,LordO\'Moresays。\"

  Frecklesflourishedhishand。

  \"Ain\'tthatfine?Nevertooksomuchcomfortwithanythinginmelife。Everycoloroftheoldswampisinit。IaskedtheAngeltohavealittleshamrockleafcutonit,soeverytimeIsawitI\'dbethinkingofthe`love,truth,andvalor\'ofthatsongshewasteachingme。Ain\'tthatabeautifulsong?SomeofthesedaysI\'mgoingtomakeitecho。I\'malittleafraidtobedoingitwithmevoiceyet,butmeheart\'stuningawayoniteveryblessedhour。

  Willyoubelookingatthesenow?\"

  FrecklestiltedatrayofunsetstonesfromPeacock\'sthatwouldhaveransomedseveralvaluablekings。HeheldthemtowardMcLean,stirringthemwithhisrightarm。

  \"ItellyouI\'mgladtoseeyou,sir\"hesaid。\"ItriedtotellmeunclewhatIwanted,butthisain\'tforhimtobemixedupin,anyway,andIdon\'tthinkImadeitcleartohim。Icouldn\'tseemtosaythewordsIwanted。Icanbetellingyou,sir。\"

  McLean\'sheartbegantothumpasalover\'s。

  \"Goon,Freckles,\"hesaidassuringly。

  \"It\'sthis,\"saidFreckles。\"ItoldhimthatIwouldpayonlythreehundreddollarsfortheAngel\'sstone。I\'mthinkingthatwithwhathehaslaidupforme,andthebignessofthingsthattheAngeldidforme,itseemslikeastingylittlesumtohim。IknowhethinksIshouldbegivingmuchmore,butIfeelasifIjusthadtobebuyingthatstonewithmoneyIearnedmeself;andthatisallI

  havesavedofmewages。Idon\'tmindpayingforthemuff,orthedrexingtable,orMrs。Duncan\'sthings,fromthatothermoney,andlatertheAngelcanhaveeverylastcentofmegrandmother\'s,ifshe\'lltakeit;butjustnow——oh,sir,can\'tyouseethatIhavetobebuyingthisstonewithwhatIhaveinthebank?I\'mfeelingthatIcouldn\'tdoanyotherway,anddon\'tyouthinktheAngelwouldratherhavethebeststoneIcanbuywiththemoneyIearnedmeselfthanafineronepaidforwithothermoney?\"

  \"Inotherwords,Freckles,\"saidtheBossinahuskyvoice,\"youdon\'twanttobuytheAngel\'sringwithmoney。Youwanttogiveforityourfirstawfulfearoftheswamp。Youwanttopayforitwiththelonelinessandhearthungeryouhavesufferedthere,withlastwinter\'sfreezingonthelineandthissummer\'sburninginthesun。

  Youwantittostandtoherforeveryhourinwhichyouriskedyourlifetofulfillyourcontracthonorably。Youwantthepriceofthatstonetobethefearsthathavechilledyourheart——thesweatandbloodofyourbody。\"

  Freckles\'eyeswerefilledwithtearsandhisfacequiveringwithfeeling。

  \"DearMr。McLean,\"hesaid,reachingwithacaressovertheBoss\'sblackhairandhischeek。\"DearBoss,that\'swhyI\'vewantedyouso。

  Iknewyouwouldknow。Nowyouwillbelookingatthese?Idon\'twantemeralds,becausethat\'swhatshegaveme。\"

  Hepushedthegreenstonesintoalittleheapofrejectedones。

  Thenhesingledoutallthepearls。

  \"Ain\'ttheyprettythings?\"hesaid。\"I\'llbegettinghersomeofthoselater。Theyarelikelilyfaces,turtle-headflowers,dewdropsintheshadeormoonlight;buttheyhaven\'tthelifeinthemthatIwantinthestoneIgivetotheAngelrightnow。\"

  Frecklesheapedthepearlswiththeemeralds。Hestudiedthediamondsalongtime。

  \"Thesethingsaresofascinatingliketheyalmosttemptone,thoughtheyain\'tquitetheproperthing,\"hesaid。\"I\'vealwaysdearlylovedtobewatchingyours,sir。Imustgethersomeofthesebigones,too,someday。They\'reliketheLimberlostinJanuary,whenit\'sallice-coated,andthesunisinthewestandshinesthroughandmakesallyoucanseeofthewholeworldlooklikefireandice;butfireandiceain\'tliketheAngel。\"

  Thediamondsjoinedtheemeraldsandpearls。Therewasleftalittleredheap,andFreckles\'fingerstoucheditwithanewtenderness。Hiseyeswereflashing。

  \"I\'mthinkinghere\'smeAngel\'sstone,\"heexulted。\"TheLimberlost,andmewithit,grewinmine;butit\'sgoingtobloom,andherwithit,inthis!There\'stheredofthewildpoppies,thecardinal-flowers,andthelittlebunchofcrushedfoxfirethatwefoundwheresheputittosaveme。There\'sthelightofthecampfire,andthesunsettingoverSleepySnakeCreek。There\'stheredofthebloodwewerewillingtogiveforeachother。It\'slikeherlips,andlikethedropsthatdriedonherbeautifularmthatfirstday,andI\'mthinkingitmustbelikethebrave,tender,clean,redheartofher。\"

  FrecklesliftedtherubytohislipsandhandedittoMcLean。

  \"I\'llbesigningmechequeandyouhaveitset,\"hesaid。\"Iwantyoutodrawmemoneyandpayforitwiththoseverysamedollars,sir。\"

  AgaintheheartofMcLeantookhope。

  \"Freckles,mayIaskyousomething?\"hesaid。

  \"Why,sure,\"saidFreckles。\"There\'snothingyouwouldbeaskingthatitwouldn\'tbegivingmejoytobetellingyou。\"

  McLean\'seyestraveledtoFreckles\'rightarmwithwhichhewasmovingthejewels。

  \"Oh,that!\"criedFreckleswithalaugh。\"You\'rewantingtoknowwhereallthebitternessisgone?Wellsir,\'twascarriedfrommesoul,heart,andbodyonthelipsofanAngel。Seemsthathurtwasnecessaryinthebeginningtomaketodaycometrue。Thewoundhadalwaysbeenraw,buttheAngelwashealingit。Ifshedoesn\'tcare,Idon\'t。Medearnewfatherdoesn\'t,normeauntanduncle,andyouneverdid。WhyshouldIbefrettingallmelifeaboutwhatcan\'tbehelped。Therealtruthis,thatsincewhathappenedtoitlastweek,I\'msoeverlastinglyproudofitIcatchmeselfstickingitoutondisplayabit。\"

  FreckleslookedtheBossintheeyesandbegantolaugh。

  \"Wellthankheaven!\"saidMcLean。

  \"Nowit\'smeturn,\"saidFreckles。\"Idon\'tknowasIoughttobeaskingyou,andyetIcan\'tseeareasongoodenoughtokeepmefromit。It\'sathingI\'vehadonmemindeveryhoursinceI\'vehadtimetostraightenthingsoutalittle。MayIbeaskingyouaquestion?\"

  McLeanreachedoverandtookFreckles\'hand。Hisvoicewasshakenwithfeelingashereplied:\"Freckles,youalmosthurtme。Willyouneverlearnhowmuchyouaretome——howhappyyoumakemeincomingtomewithanything,nomatterwhat?\"

  \"Thenit\'sthis,\"saidFreckles,grippingthehandofMcLeanstrongly。

  \"Ifthisaccident,andallthat\'scometomesince,hadneverhappened,wherewasityouhadplannedtosendmetoschool?

  Whatwasityoumeantformetodo?\"

  \"Why,Freckles,\"answeredMcLean,\"I\'mscarcelypreparedtostatedefinitely。Myideaswereratherhazy。Ithoughtwewouldmakeabeginningandseewhichwaythingswent。IfiguredontakingyoutoGrandRapidsfirst,andputtingyouinthecareofmymother。

  Ihadanideaitwouldbebesttosecureaprivatetutortocoachyouforayearortwo,untilyouwerereadytoenterAnnArborortheChicagoUniversityingoodshape。ThenIthoughtwe\'dfinishinthiscountryatYaleorHarvard,andendwithOxford,togetagood,all-roundflavor。\"

  \"Isthatall?\"askedFreckles。

  \"No;that\'sleavingthemusicout,\"saidMcLean。\"Iintendedtohaveyourvoicetestedbysomemaster,andifyoureallywereendowedforacareerasagreatmusician,andhadinclinationsthatway,Iwishedtohaveyoudropsomeofthecollegeworkandmakemusicyourchiefstudy。Finally,IwantedustotakeatripthroughEuropeandcleararoundthecircletogether\"

  \"Andthenwhat?\"queriedFrecklesbreathlessly。

  \"Why,then,\"saidMcLean,\"youknowthatmyheartishopelesslyinthewoods。Ineverwillquitthetimberbusinesswhilethereistimbertohandleandbreathinmybody。Ithoughtifyoudidn\'tmakeaprofessionofmusic,andhadanyinclinationmyway,wewouldstretchthepartnershiponemoreandtakeyouintothefirm,placingyourworkwithme。Thoseplansmaysoundjumbledinthetelling,buttheyhavegrownsteadilyonme,Freckles,asyouhavegrowndeartome。\"

  FrecklesliftedanxiousandeagereyestoMcLean。

  \"Youtoldmeonceonthetrail,andagainwhenwethoughtthatI

  wasdying,thatyoulovedme。Dothesethingsthathavecometomemakeanydifferenceinanywaywithyourfeeingtowardme?\"

  \"None,\"saidMcLean。\"Howcouldthey,Freckles?Nothingcouldmakemeloveyoumore,andyouneverwilldoanythingthatwillmakemeloveyouless。\"

  \"GlorybetoGod!\"criedFreckles。\"GlorytotheAlmighty!HurryandbetellingyourmotherI\'mcoming!JustassoonasIcangetonmefeetI\'llbetakingthatringtomeAngel,andthenI\'llgotoGrandRapidsandbemakingmestartjustasyouplanned,onlythatIcanbepayingmeownway。WhenI\'meducatedenough,we\'llall——theAngelandherfather,theBirdWoman,you,andme——allofuswillgotogetherandseemehouseandmerelationsandbetakingthattrip。Whenwegetback,we\'lladdO\'MoretotheLumberCompany,andgolly,sir,butwe\'llmakethingshum!Goodland,sir!

  Don\'tdothat!Why,Mr。McLean,dearBoss,dearfather,don\'tbedoingthat!Whatisit?\"

  \"Nothing,nothing!\"boomedMcLean\'sdeepbass;\"nothingatall!\"

  Heabruptlyturned,andhurriedtothewindow。

  \"Thisisamightyfineview,\"hesaid。\"Lake\'sbeautifulthismorning。NowonderChicagopeoplearesoproudoftheircity\'slocationonitsshore。But,Freckles,whatisLordO\'Moregoingtosaytothis?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidFreckles。\"Iamgoingtobecutdeepifhecares,forhe\'sbeenmorethangoodtome,andLadyAliceisnexttomeAngel。He\'smademefeelmebloodandracemeownpossession。

  She\'stalkedtomebythehourofmefatherandmotherandmegrandmother。She\'smadethemallthatrealIcanlayclaimtothemandfeelthattheyaremine。I\'mverysorrytobehurtingthem,ifitwill,butitcan\'tbechanged。NobodyeverputsthewidthoftheoceanbetweenmeandtheAngel。FromheretotheLimberlostisallIcanbebearingpeaceable。Iwanttheeducation,andthenIwanttoworkandlivehereinthecountrywhereIwasborn,andwheretheashesofmefatherandmotherrest。

  \"I\'llbegladtoseeIreland,andgladespecialtoseethoselittlepeoplewhoaremykin,butIain\'teverstayinglong。AllmeheartistheAngel\'s,andtheLimberlostiscallingeveryminute。

  You\'rethinking,sir,thatwhenIlookfromthatwindowIseethebeautifulwater,ain\'tyou?I\'mnot。

  \"Iseesoft,slowcloudsoozingacrosstheblue,mebigblackchickenshangingupthere,andagreatfeathersoftlyslidingdown。

  Iseemightytrees,swingingvines,brightflowers,andalwaysmassesofthewildroses,withthewildrosefaceofmeLadybirdlookingthrough。Iseetheswalerocking,smellthesweetnessofthebloomingthings,andthedamp,muckyodoroftheswamp;andI

  hearmebirdssing,mesquirrelsbark,therattlershiss,andthestepofWessnerorBlackJackcoming;andwhetherit\'sthethingsthatIlovedorthethingsthatIfeared,it\'sallapartoftheday。

  \"Meheart\'sallmeSwampAngel\'s,andmeloveisallhers,andI

  haveherandtheswampsoconfusedinmemindInevercanbeseparatingthem。WhenIlookather,Iseebluesky,thesunriftingthroughtheleavesandpinkandredflowers;andwhenI

  lookattheLimberlostIseeapinkfacewithblueeyes,goldhair,andredlips,and,it\'sthetruth,sir,they\'remixedtillthey\'reonetome!

  \"I\'mafraiditwillbehurtingsome,butIhavethefeeingthatI

  canbemakingmydearpeopleunderstand,sothattheywillbewillingtoletmecomebackhome。SendLadyO\'MoretoputtheseflowersGodmadeintheplaceoftheseglass-houseilegancies,andpleasebecuttingthestringofthislittlepackagetheAngel\'ssentme。\"

  AsFrecklesheldupthepackage,thelightsoftheLimberlostflashedfromtheemeraldonhisfinger。Onthecoverwasprinted:

  \"TotheLimberlostGuard!\"Underitwasabig,crisp,iridescentblackfeather。

  End

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