Dale\'sanswerwasararesmileofunderstandingandapprovalthatwarmedHelen\'shearttowardhim。Allthesame,hewasamused。Sheathingthegun,hemountedhishorse。
\"Comeon,Pedro,\"hecalled。\"Come,Itellyou,\"headded,sharply,\"Well,girls,wetreedhim,anyhow,an,itwasfun。
Nowwe\'llridebacktothedeerhekilledan\'packahaunchtocampforourownuse。\"
\"Willtheliongobacktohis——hiskill,Ithinkyoucalledit?\"askedBo。
\"I\'vechasedoneawayfromhiskillhalfadozentimes。
Lionsarenotplentifulherean\'theydon\'tgetoverfed。I
reckonthebalanceisprettyeven。\"
ThislastremarkmadeHeleninquisitive。Andastheyslowlyrodeontheback-trailDaletalked。
\"Yougirls,bein\'tender-heartedan\'notknowin\'thelifeoftheforest,what\'sgoodan\'what\'sbad,thinkitwasapitythepoordeerwaskilledbyamurderouslion。Butyou\'rewrong。AsItoldyou,thelionisabsolutelynecessarytothehealthan\'joyofwildlife——ordeer\'swildlife,sotospeak。Whendeerwerecreatedorcameintoexistence,thenthelionmusthavecome,too。Theycan\'tlivewithouteachother。Wolves,now,arenotparticularlydeer-killers。
Theyliveoffelkan\'anythin\'theycancatch。Sowilllions,forthatmatter。ButImeanlionsfollowthedeertoan\'frofromwintertosummerfeedin\'-grounds。Wherethere\'snodeeryouwillfindnolions。Well,now,ifleftalonedeerwouldmultiplyveryfast。Inafewyearstherewouldbehundredswherenowthere\'sonlyone。An\'intime,asthegenerationspassed,they\'dlosethefear,thealertness,thespeedan\'strength,theeternalvigilancethatisloveoflife——they\'dlosethatan\'begintodeteriorate,an\'
diseasewouldcarrythemoff。Isawoneseasonofblack-tongueamongdeer。Itkilledthemoff,an\'Ibelievethatisoneofthediseasesofover-production。Thelions,now,areforeveronthetrailofthedeer。Theyhavelearned。Warinessisaninstinctborninthefawn。Itmakeshimkeen,quick,active,fearful,an\'sohegrowsupstrongan\'healthytobecomethesmooth,sleek,beautiful,soft-eyed,an\'wild-lookin\'deeryougirlslovetowatch。
Butifitwasn\'tforthelions,thedeerwouldnotthrive。
Onlythestrongestan\'swiftestsurvive。Thatisthemeanin\'
ofnature。Thereisalwaysaperfectbalancekeptbynature。
Itmayvaryindifferentyears,butonthewhole,inthelongyears,itaveragesanevenbalance。\"
\"Howwonderfullyyouputit!\"exclaimedBo,withallherimpulsiveness。\"Oh,I\'mgladIdidn\'tkillthelion。\"
\"Whatyousaysomehowhurtsme,\"saidHelen,wistfully,tothehunter。\"Isee——Ifeelhowtrue——howinevitableitis。Butitchangesmy——myfeelings。AlmostI\'drathernotacquiresuchknowledgeasyours。Thisbalanceofnature——
howtragic——howsad!\"
\"Butwhy?\"askedDale。\"Youlovebirds,an\'birdsarethegreatestkillersintheforest。\"
\"Don\'ttellmethat——don\'tproveit,\"imploredHelen。Itisnotsomuchtheloveoflifeinadeeroranycreature,andtheterribleclingingtolife,thatgivesmedistress。
Itissuffering。Ican\'tbeartoseepain。IcanSTANDpainmyself,butIcan\'tBEARtoseeorthinkofit。\"
\"Well,\"replied。Dale,thoughtfully,\"Thereyoustumpmeagain。I\'velivedlongintheforestan\'whenaman\'salonehedoesaheapofthinkin\'。An\'alwaysIcouldn\'tunderstandareasonorameanin\'forpain。Ofallthebafflin\'thingsoflife,thatisthehardesttounderstandan\'toforgive——
pain!\"
Thatevening,astheysatinrestfulplacesroundthecamp-fire,withthestilltwilightfadingintonight,Daleseriouslyaskedthegirlswhattheday\'schasehadmeanttothem。Hismannerofaskingwasproductiveofthought。Bothgirlsweresilentforamoment。
\"Glorious!\"wasBo\'sbriefandeloquentreply。
\"Why?\"asked。Dale,curiously。\"Youareagirl。You\'vebeenusedtohome,people,love,comfort,safety,quiet。\"
\"Maybethatisjustwhyitwasglorious,\"saidBo,earnestly。\"Icanhardlyexplain。Ilovedthemotionofthehorse,thefeelofwindinmyface,thesmellofthepine,thesightofslopeandforestgladeandwindfallandrocks,andtheblackshadeunderthespruces。Mybloodbeatandburned。Myteethclicked。Mynervesallquivered。Myheartsometimes,atdangerousmoments,almostchokedme,andallthetimeitpoundedhard。Nowmyskinwashotandthenitwascold。ButIthinkthebestofthatchaseformewasthatIwasonafasthorse,guidinghim,controllinghim。Hewasalive。Oh,howIfelthisrunning!\"
\"Well,whatyousayisasnaturaltomeasifIfeltit,\"
saidDale。\"Iwondered。You\'recertainlyfulloffire,An\',Helen,whatdoyousay?\"
\"Bohasansweredyouwithherfeelings,\"repliedHelen,\"I
couldnotdothatandbehonest。ThefactthatBowouldn\'tshootthelionafterwetreedhimacquitsher。Nevertheless,heranswerispurelyphysical。Youknow,Mr。Dale,howyoutalkaboutthephysical。Ishouldsaymysisterwasjustayoung,wild,highlysensitive,hot-bloodedfemaleofthespecies。SheexultedinthatchaseasanIndian。Hersensationswereinheritedones——certainlynotacquiredbyeducation。Boalwayshatedstudy。Theridewasarevelationtome。IhadagoodmanyofBo\'sfeelings——thoughnotsostrong。Butoveragainstthemwastheoppositionofreason,ofconsciousness。Anew-bornsideofmynatureconfrontedme,strange,surprising,violent,irresistible。Itwasasifanothersideofmypersonalitysuddenlysaid:\'HereIam。
Reckonwithmenow!\'Andtherewasnouseforthemomenttoopposethatstrangeside。I——thethinkingHelenRayner,waspowerless。Ohyes,IhadsuchthoughtsevenwhenthebrancheswerestingingmyfaceandIwasthrillingtothebayofthehound。Oncemyhorsefellandthrewme……Youneedn\'tlookalarmed。Itwasfine。Iwentintoasoftplaceandwasunhurt。ButwhenIwassailingthroughtheairathoughtflashed:thisistheendofme!Itwaslikeadreamwhenyouarefallingdreadfully。MuchofwhatIfeltandthoughtonthatchasemusthavebeenbecauseofwhatIhavestudiedandreadandtaught。Therealityofit,theactionandflash,weresplendid。Butfearofdanger,pityforthechasedlion,consciousnessoffoolishrisk,ofarecklessdisregardfortheseriousresponsibilityIhavetaken——alltheseworkedinmymindandheldbackwhatmighthavebeenasheerphysical,primitivejoyofthewildmoment。\"
Dalelistenedintently,andafterHelenhadfinishedhestudiedthefireandthoughtfullypokedtheredemberswithhisstick。Hisfacewasstillandserene,untroubledandunlined,buttoHelenhiseyesseemedsad,pensive,expressiveofanunsatisfiedyearningandwonder。Shehadcarefullyandearnestlyspoken,becauseshewasverycurioustohearwhathemightsay。
\"Iunderstandyou,\"hereplied,presently。\"An\'I\'msuresurprisedthatIcan。I\'vereadmybooks——an\'rereadthem,butnooneevertalkedlikethattome。WhatImakeofitisthis。You\'vethesamebloodinyouthat\'sinBo。An\'bloodisstrongerthanbrain。Rememberthatbloodislife。Itwouldbegoodforyoutohaveitrunan\'beatan\'burn,asBo\'sdid。Yourblooddidthatathousandyearsortenthousandbeforeintellectwasborninyourancestors。
Instinctmaynotbegreaterthanreason,butit\'samillionyearsolder。Don\'tfightyourinstinctssohard。IftheywerenotgoodtheGodofCreationwouldnothavegiventhemtoyou。To-dayyourmindwasfullofself-restraintthatdidnotaltogetherrestrain。Youcouldn\'tforgetyourself。Youcouldn\'tFEELonly,asBodid。Youcouldn\'tbetruetoyourrealnature。\"
\"Idon\'tagreewithyou,\"repliedHelen,quickly。\"Idon\'thavetobeanIndiantobetruetomyself。\"
\"Why,yesyoudo,\"saidDale。
\"ButIcouldn\'tbeanIndian,\"declaredHelen,spiritedly。
\"Icouldn\'tFEELonly,asyousayBodid。Icouldn\'tgobackinthescale,asyouhint。Whatwouldallmyeducationamountto——thoughgoodnessknowsit\'slittleenough——ifIhadnocontroloverprimitivefeelingsthathappenedtobeborninme?\"
\"You\'llhavelittleornocontroloverthemwhentherighttimecomes,\"repliedDale。\"Yourshelteredlifean\'
educationhaveledyouawayfromnaturalinstincts。Butthey\'reinyouan\'you\'lllearntheproofofthatouthere。\"
\"No。NotifIlivedahundredyearsintheWest,\"assertedHelen。
\"But,child,doyouknowwhatyou\'retalkin\'about?\"
HereBoletoutablissfulpealoflaughter。
\"Mr。Dale!\"exclaimedHelen,almostaffronted。Shewasstirred。\"IknowMYSELF,atleast。\"
\"Butyoudonot。You\'venoideaofyourself。You\'veeducation,yes,butnotinnaturean\'life。An\'afterall,theyaretherealthings。Answerme,now——honestly,willyou?\"
\"Certainly,ifIcan。Someofyourquestionsarehardtoanswer。\"
\"Haveyoueverbeenstarved?\"heasked。
\"No,\"repliedHelen。
\"Haveyoueverbeenlostawayfromhome?\"
\"No。\"
\"Haveyoueverfaceddeath——realstarkan\'nakeddeath,closean\'terrible?\"
\"No,indeed。\"
\"Haveyoueverwantedtokillanyonewithyourbarehands?\"
\"Oh,Mr。Dale,you——youamazeme。No!……No!\"
\"IreckonIknowyouranswertomylastquestion,butI\'llaskit,anyhow……Haveyoueverbeensomadlyinlovewithamanthatyoucouldnotlivewithouthim?\"
Bofelloffherseatwithahigh,trillinglaugh。\"Oh,youtwoaregreat!\"
\"ThankHeaven,Ihaven\'tbeen,\"repliedHelen,shortly。
\"Thenyoudon\'tknowanythin\'aboutlife,\"declaredDale,withfinality。
Helenwasnottobeputdownbythat,dubiousandtroubledasitmadeher。
\"Haveyouexperiencedallthosethings?\"shequeried,stubbornly。
\"Allbutthelastone。Lovenevercamemyway。Howcouldit?
Ilivealone。Iseldomgotothevillageswheretherearegirls。Nogirlwouldevercareforme。Ihavenothin\'……
But,allthesame,Iunderstandlovealittle,justbycomparisonwithstrongfeelin\'sI\'velived。\"
Helenwatchedthehunterandmarveledathissimplicity。Hissadandpenetratinggazewasonthefire,asifinitswhitehearttoreadthesecretdeniedhim。Hehadsaidthatnogirlwouldeverlovehim。Sheimaginedhemightknowconsiderablylessaboutthenatureofgirlsthanoftheforest。
\"Tocomebacktomyself,\"saidHelen,wantingtocontinuetheargument。\"YoudeclaredIdidn\'tknowmyself。ThatI
wouldhavenoself-control。Iwill!\"
\"Imeantthebigthingsoflife,\"hesaid,patiently。
\"Whatthings?\"
\"Itoldyou。Byaskin\'whathadneverhappenedtoyouI
learnedwhatwillhappen。\"
\"ThoseexperiencestocometoME!\"breathedHelen,incredulously。\"Never!\"
\"SisterNell,theysurewill——particularlythelast-namedone——themadlove,\"chimedinBo,mischievously,yetbelievingly。
NeitherDalenorHelenappearedtohearherinterruption。
\"Letmeputitsimpler,\"beganDale,evidentlyrackinghisbrainforanalogy。Hisperplexityappearedpainfultohim,becausehehadagreatfaith,agreatconvictionthathecouldnotmakeclear。\"HereIam,thenaturalphysicalman,livin\'inthewilds。An\'hereyoucome,thecomplex,intellectualwoman。Remember,formyargument\'ssake,thatyou\'rehere。An\'supposecircumstancesforcedyoutostayhere。You\'dfighttheelementswithmean\'workwithmetosustainlife。Theremustbeagreatchangeineitheryouorme,accordin\'totheother\'sinfluence。An\'can\'tyouseethatchangemustcomeinyou,notbecauseofanythin\'
superiorinme——I\'mreallyinferiortoyou——butbecauseofourenvironment?You\'dloseyourcomplexity。An\'inyearstocomeyou\'dbeanaturalphysicalwoman,becauseyou\'dlivethroughan\'bythephysical。\"
\"Ohdear,willnoteducationbeofhelptotheWesternwoman?\"queriedHelen,almostindespair。
\"Sureitwill,\"answeredDale,promptly。\"WhattheWestneedsiswomenwhocanraisean\'teachchildren。Butyoudon\'tunderstandme。Youdon\'tgetunderyourskin。IreckonIcan\'tmakeyouseemyargumentasIfeelit。Youtakemywordforthis,though。SoonerorlateryouWILLwakeupan\'
forgetyourself。Remember。\"
\"Nell,I\'llbetyoudo,too,\"saidBo,seriouslyforher。
\"Itmayseemstrangetoyou,butIunderstandDale。Ifeelwhathemeans。It\'sasortofshock。Nell,we\'renotwhatweseem。We\'renotwhatwefondlyimagineweare。We\'velivedtoolongwithpeople——toofarawayfromtheearth。YouknowtheBiblesayssomethinglikethis:\'Dustthouartandtodustthoushaltreturn。\'WhereDOwecomefrom?\"
CHAPTERXII
Dayspassed。
EverymorningHelenawokewithawonderingquestionastowhatthisdaywouldbringforth,especiallywithregardtopossiblenewsfromheruncle。Itmustcomesometimeandshewasanxiousforit。Somethingaboutthissimple,wildcamplifehadbeguntogripher。ShefoundherselfshirkingdailyattentiontotheclothesshehadbroughtWest。Theyneededit,butshehadbeguntoseehowsuperficialtheyreallywere。Ontheotherhand,camp-firetaskshadcometobeapleasure。ShehadlearnedagreatdealmoreaboutthemthanhadBo。Worryanddreadwerealwaysimpinginguponthefringeofherthoughts——alwaysvaguelypresent,thoughseldomannoying。Theywerelikeshadowsindreams。Shewantedtogettoheruncle\'sranch,totakeupthedutiesofhernewlife。Butshewasnotpreparedtobelieveshewouldnotregretthiswildexperience。Shemustgetawayfromthatinordertoseeitclearly,andshebegantohavedoubtsofherself。
Meanwhiletheactiveandrestfuloutdoorlifewenton。Boleanedmoreandmoretowardutterreconciliationtoit。Hereyeshadawonderfulflash,likebluelightning;hercheeksweregoldandbrown;herhandstanneddarkasanIndian\'s。
Shecouldvaultuponthegraymustang,or,forthatmatter,clearoverhisback。ShelearnedtoshootarifleaccuratelyenoughtowinDale\'spraise,andvowedshewouldliketodrawabeaduponagrizzlybearoruponSnakeAnson。
\"Bo,ifyoumetthatgrizzlyDalesaidhasbeenprowlingroundcamplatelyyou\'drunrightupatree,\"declaredHelen,onemorning,whenBoseemedparticularlyboastful。
\"Don\'tfoolyourself,\"retortedBo。
\"ButI\'veseenyourunfromamouse!\"
\"Sister,couldn\'tIbeafraidofamouseandnotabear?\"
\"Idon\'tseehow。\"
\"Well,bears,lions,outlaws,andotherwildbeastsaretobemetwithhereintheWest,andmymind\'smadeup,\"saidBo,inslow-noddingdeliberation。
Theyarguedastheyhadalwaysargued,Helenforreasonandcommonsenseandrestraint,Boontheprinciplethatifshemustfightitwasbettertogetinthefirstblow。
ThemorningonwhichthisargumenttookplaceDalewasalongtimeincatchingthehorses。Whenhedidcomeinheshookhisheadseriously。
\"Somevarmint\'sbeenchasin\'thehorses,\"hesaid,ashereachedforhissaddle。\"Didyouhearthemsnortin\'an\'
runnin\'lastnight?\"
Neitherofthegirlshadbeenawakened。
\"Imissedoneofthecolts,\"wentonDale,\"an\'I\'mgoin\'torideacrossthepark。\"
Dale\'smovementswerequickandstern。Itwassignificantthathechosehisheavierrifle,and,mounting,withasharpcalltoPedro,herodeoffwithoutanotherwordtothegirls。
Bowatchedhimforamomentandthenbegantosaddlethemustang。
\"Youwon\'tfollowhim?\"askedHelen,quickly。
\"Isurewill,\"repliedBo。\"Hedidn\'tforbidit。\"
\"Buthecertainlydidnotwantus。\"
\"Hemightnotwantyou,butI\'llbethewouldn\'tobjecttome,whatever\'sup,\"saidBo,shortly。
\"Oh!Soyouthink——\"exclaimedHelen,keenlyhurt。Shebithertonguetokeepbackahotreply。Anditwascertainthataburstinggushofangerfloodedoverher。Wasshe,then,suchacoward?DidDalethinkthisslipofasister,sowildandwilful,wasastrongerwomanthanshe?Amoment\'ssilentstrifeconvincedherthatnodoubthethoughtsoandnodoubthewasright。Thentheangercentereduponherself,andHelenneitherunderstoodnortrustedherself。
Theoutcomeprovedanuncontrollableimpulse。Helenbegantosaddleherhorse。ShehadthetaskhalfaccomplishedwhenBo\'scallmadeherlookup。
\"Listen!\"
Helenheardaringing,wildbayofthehound。
\"That\'sPedro,\"shesaid,withathrill。
\"Sure。He\'srunning。Weneverheardhimbaylikethatbefore。\"
\"Where\'sDale?\"
\"Herodeoutofsightacrossthere,\"repliedBo,pointing。
\"AndPedro\'srunningtowardusalongthatslope。Hemustbeamile——twomilesfromDale。\"
\"ButDalewillfollow。\"
\"Sure。Buthe\'dneedwingstogetnearthathoundnow。Pedrocouldn\'thavegoneacrosstherewithhim……justlisten。\"
ThewildnoteofthehoundmanifestlystirredBotoirrepressibleaction。SnatchingupDale\'slighterrifle,sheshoveditintohersaddle-sheath,and,leapingonthemustang,sheranhimoverbrushandbrook,straightdowntheparktowardtheplacePedrowasclimbing。ForaninstantHelenstoodamazedbeyondspeech。WhenBosailedoverabiglog,likeasteeple-chaser,thenHelenansweredtofurtherunconsideredimpulsebyfranticallygettinghersaddlefastened。Withoutcoatorhatshemounted。Thenervoushorseboltedalmostbeforeshegotintothesaddle。Astrange,trenchanttremblingcoursedthroughallherveins。ShewantedtoscreamforBotowait。Bowasoutofsight,butthedeep,muddytracksinwetplacesandthepaththroughthelonggrassaffordedHelenaneasytrailtofollow。Infact,herhorseneedednoguiding。Heraninandoutofthestragglingsprucesalongtheedgeofthepark,andsuddenlywheeledaroundacorneroftreestocomeuponthegraymustangstandingstill。Bowaslookingupandlistening。
\"Thereheis!\"criedBo,asthehoundbayedringingly,closertothemthistime,andshespurredaway。
Helen\'shorsefollowedwithouturging。Hewasexcited。Hisearswereup。Somethingwasinthewind。Helenhadneverriddenalongthisbrokenendofthepark,andBowasnoteasytokeepupwith。Sheledacrossbogs,brooks,swales,rockylittleridges,throughstretchesoftimberandgrovesofaspensothickHelencouldscarcelysqueezethrough。ThenBocameoutintoalargeopenoffshootofthepark,rightunderthemountainslope,andhereshesat,herhorsewatchingandlistening。Helenrodeuptoher,imaginingoncethatshehadheardthehound。
\"Look!Look!\"Bo\'sscreammadehermustangstandalmoststraightup。
Helengazeduptoseeabigbrownbearwithafrostedcoatgolumberingacrossanopeningontheslope。
\"It\'sagrizzly!He\'llkillPedro!Oh,whereisDale!\"criedBo,withintenseexcitement。
\"Bo!Thatbearisrunningdown!We——wemustget——outofhisroad,\"pantedHelen,inbreathlessalarm。
\"Dalehasn\'thadtimetobeclose……Oh,Iwishhe\'dcome!Idon\'tknowwhattodo。\"
\"Rideback。Atleastwaitforhim。\"
JustthenPedrospokedifferently,insavagebarks,andfollowingthatcamealoudgrowlandcrashingsinthebrush。
Thesesoundsappearedtobenotfaruptheslope。
\"Nell!Doyouhear?Pedro\'sfightingthebear,\"burstoutBo。Herfacepaled,hereyesflashedlikebluesteel。\"Thebear\'llkillhim!\"
\"Oh,thatwouldbedreadful!\"repliedHelen,indistress。
\"Butwhatonearthcanwedo?\"
\"HEL-LO,DALE!\"calledBo,atthehighestpitchofherpiercingvoice。
Noanswercame。Aheavycrashofbrush,arollingofstones,anothergrowlfromtheslopetoldHelenthatthehoundhadbroughtthebeartobay。
\"Nell,I\'mgoingup,\"saidBo,deliberately。
\"No-no!Areyoumad?\"returnedHelen。
\"ThebearwillkillPedro。\"
\"Hemightkillyou。\"
\"YouridethatwayandyellforDale,\"rejoinedBo。
\"Whatwill——youdo?\"gaspedHelen。
\"I\'llshootatthebear——scarehimoff。Ifhechasesmehecan\'tcatchmecomingdownhill。Dalesaidthat。\"
\"You\'recrazy!\"criedHelen,asBolookeduptheslope,searchingforopenground。Thenshepulledtheriflefromitssheath。
ButBodidnothearordidnotcare。Shespurredthemustang,andhe,wildtorun,flunggrassanddirtfromhisheels。WhatHelenwouldhavedonethensheneverknew,butthefactwasthatherhorseboltedafterthemustang。Inaninstant,seemingly,Bohaddisappearedinthegoldandgreenoftheforestslope。Helen\'smountclimbedonarun,snortingandheaving,throughaspens,brush,andtimber,tocomeoutintoanarrow,longopeningextendinglengthwiseuptheslope。
AsuddenprolongedcrashaheadalarmedHelenandhaltedherhorse。Shesawashakingofaspens。Thenahugebrownbeastleapedasacatoutofthewoods。Itwasabearofenormoussize。Helen\'sheartstopped——hertongueclovetotheroofofhermouth。Thebearturned。Hismouthwasopen,redanddripping。Helookedshaggy,gray。Heletoutaterriblebawl。Helen\'severymusclefrozestiff。Herhorseplungedhighandsidewise,wheelingalmostintheair,neighinghisterror。Likeastoneshedroppedfromthesaddle。Shedidnotseethehorsebreakintothewoods,butsheheardhim。
Hergazeneverleftthebearevenwhileshewasfalling,anditseemedshealightedinanuprightpositionwithherbackagainstabush。Itupheldher。Thebearwaggedhishugeheadfromsidetoside。Then,asthehoundbarkedcloseathand,heturnedtorunheavilyuphillandoutoftheopening。
TheinstantofhisdisappearancewasoneofcollapseforHelen。Frozenwithhorror,shehadbeenunabletomoveorfeelorthink。Allatonceshewasaquiveringmassofcold,helplessflesh,wetwithperspiration,sickwithashuddering,retching,internalconvulsion,hermindliberatedfromparalyzingshock。Themomentwasashorribleasthatinwhichthebearhadbawledhisfrightfulrage。A
stark,icy,blackemotionseemedinpossessionofher。Shecouldnotliftahand,yetallofherbodyappearedshaking。
Therewasafluttering,astranglinginherthroat。Thecrushingweightthatsurroundedherhearteasedbeforesherecovereduseofherlimbs。Then,thenakedandterriblethingwasgone,likeanightmaregivingwaytoconsciousness。Whatblessedrelief!Helenwildlygazedabouther。Thebearandhoundwereoutofsight,andsowasherhorse。Shestoodupverydizzyandweak。ThoughtofBothenseemedtoreviveher,toshockdifferentlifeandfeelingthroughoutallhercoldextremities。Shelistened。
Sheheardathuddingofhoofsdowntheslope,thenDale\'sclear,strongcall。Sheanswered。Itappearedlongbeforeheburstoutofthewoods,ridinghardandleadingherhorse。
Inthattimesherecoveredfully,andwhenhereachedher,toputasuddenhaltuponthefieryRanger,shecaughtthebridlehethrewandswiftlymountedherhorse。Thefeelofthesaddleseemeddifferent。Dale\'spiercinggrayglancethrilledherstrangely。
\"You\'rewhite。Areyouhurt?\"hesaid。
\"No。Iwasscared。\"
\"Buthethrewyou?\"
\"Yes,hecertainlythrewme。\"
\"Whathappened?\"
\"Weheardthehoundandwerodealongthetimber。Thenwesawthebear——amonster——white——coated——\"
\"Iknow。It\'sagrizzly。Hekilledthecolt——yourpet。
Hurrynow。WhataboutBo?\"
\"Pedrowasfightingthebear。Bosaidhe\'dbekilled。Sheroderightuphere。Myhorsefollowed。Icouldn\'thavestoppedhim。ButwelostBo。Righttherethebearcameout。
Heroared。Myhorsethrewmeandranoff。Pedro\'sbarkingsavedme——mylife,Ithink。Oh!thatwasawful!Thenthebearwentup——there……Andyoucame。\"
\"Bo\'sfollowin\'thehound!\"ejaculatedDale。And,liftinghishandstohismouth,hesentoutastentorianyellthatrolleduptheslope,rangagainstthecliffs,pealedandbrokeanddiedaway。Thenhewaited,listening。Fromfaruptheslopecameafaint,wildcry,high-pitchedandsweet,tocreatestrangeechoes,floatingawaytodieintheravines。
\"She\'safterhim!\"declaredDale,grimly。
\"Bo\'sgotyourrifle,\"saidHelen。\"Oh,wemusthurry。\"
\"Yougoback,\"orderedDale,wheelinghishorse。
\"No!\"Helenfeltthatwordleaveherlipswiththeforceofabullet。
DalespurredRangerandtooktotheopenslope。Helenkeptathisheelsuntiltimberwasreached。Hereasteeptrailledup。Daledismounted。
\"Horsetracks——beartracks——dogtracks,\"hesaid,bendingover。\"We\'llhavetowalkuphere。It\'llsaveourhorsesan\'maybetime,too。\"
\"IsBoridingupthere?\"askedHelen,eyingthesteepascent。
\"Shesureis。\"WiththatDalestartedup,leadinghishorse。
Helenfollowed。Itwasroughandhardwork。Shewaslightlyclad,yetsoonshewashot,laboring,andherheartbegantohurt。WhenDalehaltedtorestHelenwasjustreadytodrop。
Thebayingofthehound,thoughinfrequent,inspiritedher。
Butpresentlythatsoundwaslost。Dalesaidbearandhoundhadgoneovertheridgeandassoonasthetopwasgainedhewouldhearthemagain。
\"Lookthere,\"hesaid,presently,pointingtofreshtracks,largerthanthosemadebyBo\'smustang。\"Elktracks。We\'vescaredabigbullan\'he\'srightaheadofus。Looksharpan\'
you\'llseehim。\"
Helenneverclimbedsohardandfastbefore,andwhentheyreachedtheridge-topshewasalltuckeredout。Itwasallshecoulddotogetonherhorse。Daleledalongthecrestofthiswoodedridgetowardthewesternend,whichwasconsiderablyhigher。Inplacesopenrockygroundsplitthegreentimber。Dalepointedtowardapromontory。
Helensawasplendidelksilhouettedagainstthesky。Hewasalightgrayoverallhishindquarters,withshouldersandheadblack。Hisponderous,wide-spreadantlerstoweredoverhim,addingtothewildnessofhismagnificentpoiseashestoodthere,lookingdownintothevalley,nodoubtlisteningforthebayofthehound。WhenheheardDale\'shorsehegaveonebound,gracefullyandwonderfullycarryinghisantlers,todisappearinthegreen。
AgainonabarepatchofgroundDalepointeddown。Helensawbigroundtracks,toeinginalittle,thatgaveherachill。
Sheknewtheseweregrizzlytracks。
Hardridingwasnotpossibleonthisridgecrest,afactthatgaveHelentimetocatchherbreath。Atlength,comingoutupontheverysummitofthemountain,Daleheardthehound。Helen\'seyesfeastedafaruponawildsceneofruggedgrandeur,beforeshelookeddownonthiswesternslopeatherfeettoseebare,gradualdescent,leadingdowntosparselywoodedbenchandontodeep-greencanuon。
\"Ridehardnow!\"yelledDale。\"IseeBo,an\'I\'llhavetoridetocatchher。\"
Dalespurreddowntheslope。Helenrodeinhistracksand,thoughsheplungedsofastthatshefeltherhairstandupwithfright,shesawhimdrawawayfromher。Sometimesherhorseslidonhishaunchesforafewyards,andatthesehazardousmomentsshegotherfeetoutofthestirrupssoastofallfreefromhimifhewentdown。Shelethimchoosetheway,whileshegazedaheadatDale,andthenfartheron,inthehopeofseeingBo。Atlastshewasrewarded。FarDownthewoodedbenchshesawagrayflashofthelittlemustangandabrightglintofBo\'shair。Herheartswelled。DalewouldsoonoverhaulBoandcomebetweenherandperil。Andontheinstant,thoughHelenwasunconsciousofitthen,aremarkablechangecameoverherspirit。Fearlefther。Andahot,exalting,incomprehensiblesomethingtookpossessionofher。
Sheletthehorserun,andwhenhehadplungedtothefootofthatslopeofsoftgroundhebrokeoutacrosstheopenbenchatapacethatmadethewindbiteHelen\'scheeksandroarinherears。ShelostsightofDale。Itgaveherastrange,grimexultance。Shebenthereagergazetofindthetracksofhishorse,andshefoundthem。AlsoshemadeoutthetracksofBo\'smustangandthebearandthehound。Herhorse,scentinggame,perhaps,andafraidtobeleftalone,settledintoafleetandpowerfulstride,sailingoverlogsandbrush。Thatopenbenchhadlookedshort,butitwaslong,andHelenrodedownthegradualdescentatbreakneckspeed。Shewouldnotbeleftbehind。Shehadawakenedtoaheedlessnessofrisk。Somethingburnedsteadilywithinher。
Agrim,hardangerofjoy!Whenshesaw,fardownanotheropen,gradualdescent,thatDalehadpassedBoandthatBowasridingthelittlemustangasneverbefore,thenHelenflamedwithamadnesstocatchher,tobeatherinthatwonderfulchase,toshowherandDalewhattherereallywasinthedepthsofHelenRayner。
Herambitionwastobeshort-lived,shedivinedfromthelayofthelandahead,buttherideshelivedthenforaflyingmilewassomethingthatwouldalwaysblanchhercheeksandprickherskininremembrance。
Theopengroundwasonlytooshort。ThatthunderingpacesoonbroughtHelen\'shorsetothetimber。Hereittookallherstrengthtocheckhisheadlongflightoverdeadfallsandbetweensmalljack-pines。HelenlostsightofBo,andsherealizeditwouldtakeallherwitstokeepfromgettinglost。Shehadtofollowthetrail,andinsomeplacesitwashardtoseefromhorseback。
Besides,herhorsewasmettlesome,thoroughlyaroused,andhewantedafreereinandhisownway。Helentriedthat,onlytolosethetrailandtogetsundryknocksfromtreesandbranches。Shecouldnothearthehound,norDale。Thepinesweresmall,closetogether,andtough。Theywerehardtobend。Helenhurtherhands,scratchedherface,barkedherknees。ThehorseformedahabitsuddenlyofdecidingtogothewayhelikedinsteadofthewayHelenguidedhim,andwhenheplungedbetweensaplingstooclosetopermiteasypassageitwasexceedinglyhardonher。ThatdidnotmakeanydifferencetoHelen。Onceworkedintoafrenzy,herbloodstayedathighpressure。Shedidnotarguewithherselfaboutaneedofdesperatehurry。Evenablowontheheadthatnearlyblindedherdidnotintheleastretardher。Thehorsecouldhardlybeheld,andnotatallinthefewopenplaces。
AtlastHelenreachedanotherslope。Comingoutuponcanuonrim,sheheardDale\'sclearcall,fardown,andBo\'sansweringpeal,highandpiercing,withitsnoteofexultantwildness。Helenalsoheardthebearandthehoundfightingatthebottomofthiscanuon。
HereHelenagainmissedthetracksmadebyDaleandBo。Thedescentlookedimpassable。Sherodebackalongtherim,thenforward。Finallyshefoundwherethegroundhadbeenploweddeepbyhoofs,downoverlittlebanks。Helen\'shorsebalkedatthesejumps。Whenshegoadedhimoverthemshewentforwardonhisneck。Itseemedlikeridingstraightdownhill。ThemadspiritofthatchasegrewmorestinginglykeentoHelenastheobstaclesgrew。Then,oncemorethebayofthehoundandthebawlofthebearmadeademonofherhorse。Hesnortedashrilldefiance。Heplungedwithforehoofsintheair。Heslidandbrokeawaydownthesteep,softbanks,throughthethickbrushandthickclustersofsaplings,sendinglooserocksandearthintoavalanchesaheadofhim。Hefelloveronebank,butathicketofaspensupheldhimsothathereboundedandgainedhisfeet。Thesoundsoffightceased,butDale\'sthrillingcallfloateduponthepine-scentedair。
BeforeHelenrealizeditshewasatthefootoftheslope,inanarrowcanuon-bed,fullofrocksandtrees,withasoftroarofrunningwaterfillingherears。Trackswereeverywhere,andwhenshecametothefirstopenplaceshesawwherethegrizzlyhadplungedoffasandybarintothewater。HerehehadfoughtPedro。Signsofthatbattlewereeasytoread。Helensawwherehishugetracks,stillwet,leduptheoppositesandybank。
Thendown-streamHelendidsomemorerecklessandsplendidriding。Onlevelgroundthehorsewasgreat。Onceheleapedclearacrossthebrook。Everyplunge,everyturnHelenexpectedtocomeuponDaleandBofacingthebear。Thecanuonnarrowed,thestream-beddeepened。Shehadtoslowdowntogetthroughthetreesandrocks。Quiteunexpectedlysherodepell-melluponDaleandBoandthepantingPedro。Herhorseplungedtoahalt,answeringtheshrillneighsoftheotherhorses。
DalegazedinadmiringamazementatHelen。
\"Say,didyoumeetthebearagain?\"hequeried,blankly。
\"No。Didn\'t——you——killhim?\"pantedHelen,slowlysagginginhersaddle。
\"Hegotawayintherocks。Roughcountrydownhere。
Helenslidoffherhorseandfellwithalittlepantingcryofrelief。Shesawthatshewasbloody,dirty,disheveled,andwringingwetwithperspiration。Herridinghabitwastornintotatters。Everymuscleseemedtoburnandsting,andallherbonesseemedbroken。ButitwasworthallthistomeetDale\'spenetratingglance,toseeBo\'sutter,incredulousastonishment。
\"Nell——Rayner!\"gaspedBo。
\"If——myhorse\'dbeen——anygood——inthewoods,\"pantedHelen,\"I\'dnotlost——somuchtime——ridingdownthismountain。AndI\'dcaughtyou——beatyou。\"
\"Girl,didyouRIDEdownthislastslope?\"queriedDale。
\"Isuredid,\"repliedHelen,smiling。
\"Wewalkedeverystepoftheway,andwasluckytogetdownatthat,\"respondedDale,gravely。\"Nohorseshouldhavebeenriddendownthere。Why,hemusthavesliddown。\"
\"Weslid——yes。ButIstayedonhim。\"
Bo\'sincredulitychangedtowondering,speechlessadmiration。AndDale\'sraresmilechangedhisgravity。
\"I\'msorry。Itwasrashofme。Ithoughtyou\'dgoback……Butall\'swellthatendswell……Helen,didyouwakeupto-day?\"
Shedroppedhereyes,notcaringtomeetthequestioninggazeuponher。
\"Maybe——alittle,\"shereplied,andshecoveredherfacewithherhands。Remembranceofhisquestions——ofhisassurancethatshedidnotknowtherealmeaningoflife——
ofherstubbornantagonism——madehersomehowashamed。Butitwasnotforlong。
\"Thechasewasgreat,\"shesaid。\"Ididnotknowmyself。Youwereright。\"
\"Inhowmanywaysdidyoufindmeright?\"heasked。
\"Ithinkall——butone,\"shereplied,withalaughandashudder。\"I\'mnearstarvedNOW——IwassofuriousatBothatIcouldhavechokedher。Ifacedthathorriblebrute……Oh,Iknowwhatitistofeardeath!……Iwaslosttwiceontheride——absolutelylost。That\'sall。\"
Bofoundhertongue。\"Thelastthingwasforyoutofallwildlyinlove,wasn\'tit?\"
\"AccordingtoDale,Imustaddthattomynewexperiencesofto-day——beforeIcanknowreallife,\"repliedHelen,demurely。
Thehunterturnedaway。\"Letusgo,\"hesaid,soberly。
CHAPTERXIII
Aftermoredaysofridingthegrassylevelofthatwonderfullygoldandpurplepark,anddreamilylisteningbydaytotheever-lowandever-changingmurmurofthewaterfall,andbynighttothewild,lonelymournofahuntingwolf,andclimbingtothedizzyheightswherethewindstungsweetly,HelenRaynerlosttrackoftimeandforgotherperil。
RoyBeemandidnotreturn。IfoccasionallyDalementionedRoyandhisquest,thegirlshadlittletosaybeyondarecurrentanxietyfortheolduncle,andthentheyforgotagain。ParadisePark,livedinalittlewhileatthatseasonoftheyear,wouldhaveclaimedanyone,andeverafterwardhauntedsleepingorwakingdreams。
Bogaveuptothewildlife,tothehorsesandrides,tothemanypets,andespeciallytothecougar,Tom。Thebigcatfollowedhereverywhere,playedwithher,rollingandpawing,kitten-like,andhewouldlayhismassiveheadinherlaptopurrhiscontent。Bohadlittlefearofanything,andhereinthewildsshesoonlostthat。
AnotherofDale\'spetswasahalf-grownblackbearnamedMuss。HewasabnormallyjealousoflittleBudandhehadawell-developedhatredofTom,otherwisehewasaverygood-temperedbear,andenjoyedDale\'simpartialregard。
Tom,however,chasedMussoutofcampwheneverDale\'sbackwasturned,andsometimesMussstayedaway,shiftingforhimself。WiththeadventofBo,whospentagooddealoftimeontheanimals,Mussmanifestlyfoundthecampmoreattractive。Whereupon,DalepredictedtroublebetweenTomandMuss。
Bolikednothingbetterthanarough-and-tumblefrolicwiththeblackbear。Musswasnotverybignorveryheavy,andinawrestlingboutwiththestrongandwirygirlhesometimescameoutsecondbest。ItspokewellofhimthatheseemedtobecarefulnottohurtBo。Heneverbitorscratched,thoughhesometimesgavehersoundingslapswithhispaws。
Whereupon,Bowouldclenchhergauntletedfistsandsailintohiminearnest。
Oneafternoonbeforetheearlysuppertheyalwayshad,DaleandHelenwerewatchingBoteasingthebear。Shewasinhermostvixenishmood,fulloflifeandfight。Tomlayhislonglengthonthegrass,watchingwithnarrow,gleamingeyes。
WhenBoandMusslockedinanembraceandwentdowntorolloverandover,DalecalledHelen\'sattentiontothecougar。
\"Tom\'sjealous。It\'sstrangehowanimalsarelikepeople。
PrettysoonI\'llhavetocorralMuss,orthere\'llbeafight。\"
HelencouldnotseeanythingwrongwithTomexceptthathedidnotlookplayful。
Duringsupper-timebothbearandcougardisappeared,thoughthiswasnotremarkeduntilafterward。Dalewhistledandcalled,buttherivalpetsdidnotreturn。NextmorningTomwasthere,curledupsnuglyatthefootofBo\'sbed,andwhenshearosehefollowedheraroundasusual。ButMussdidnotreturn。
ThecircumstancemadeDaleanxious。Heleftcamp,takingTomwithhim,anduponreturningstatedthathehadfollowedMuss\'strackasfaraspossible,andthenhadtriedtoputTomonthetrail,butthecougarwouldnotorcouldnotfollowit。DalesaidTomneverlikedabeartrail,anyway,cougarsandbearsbeingcommonenemies。So,whetherbyaccidentordesign,Bolostoneofherplaymates。
Thehuntersearchedsomeoftheslopesnextdayandevenwentupononeofthemountains。HedidnotdiscoveranysignofMuss,buthesaidhehadfoundsomethingelse。
\"Boyougirlswantsomemorerealexcitement?\"heasked。
HelensmiledheracquiescenceandBorepliedwithoneofherforcefulspeeches。
\"Don\'tmindbein\'goodan\'scared?\"hewenton。
\"Youcan\'tscareme,\"banteredBo。ButHelenlookeddoubtful。
\"UpinoneoftheparksIranacrossoneofmyhorses——alamebayyouhaven\'tseen。Well,hehadbeenkilledbythatoldsilvertip。Theonewechased。Hadn\'tbeendeadoveranhour。Bloodwasstillrunnin\'an\'onlyalittlemeateaten。
Thatbearheardmeorsawmean\'madeoffintothewoods。
Buthe\'llcomebackto-night。I\'mgoin\'upthere,layforhim,an\'killhimthistime。Reckonyou\'dbettergo,becauseIdon\'twanttoleaveyouherealoneatnight。\"
\"AreyougoingtotakeTom?\"askedBo。
\"No。Thebearmightgethisscent。An\',besides,Tomain\'treliableonbears。I\'llleavePedrohome,too。\"
Whentheyhadhurriedsupper,andDalehadgotteninthehorses,thesunhadsetandthevalleywasshadowinglowdown,whiletherampartswerestillgolden。ThelongzigzagtrailDalefolloweduptheslopetooknearlyanhourtoclimb,sothatwhenthatwassurmountedandheledoutofthewoodstwilighthadfallen。ArollingparkextendedasfarasHelencouldsee,borderedbyforestthatinplacessentoutstragglingstretchesoftrees。Hereandthere,likeislands,wereisolatedpatchesoftimber。
Attenthousandfeetelevationthetwilightofthisclearandcoldnightwasarichandrareatmosphericeffect。Itlookedasifitwasseenthroughperfectlyclearsmokedglass。Objectsweresingularlyvisible,evenatlongrange,andseemedmagnified。Inthewest,wheretheafterglowofsunsetlingeredoverthedark,ragged,spruce-spearedhorizon-line,therewassuchatransparentgoldenlinemeltingintovividstar-firedbluethatHelencouldonlygazeandgazeinwonderingadmiration。
Dalespurredhishorseintoalopeandthespiritedmountsofthegirlskeptupwithhim。Thegroundwasrough,withtuftsofgrassgrowingclosetogether,yetthehorsesdidnotstumble。Theiractionandsnortingbetrayedexcitement。
Daleledaroundseveralclumpsoftimber,upalonggrassyswale,andthenstraightwestwardacrossanopenflattowardwherethedark-fringedforest-lineraiseditselfwildandclearagainstthecoldsky。Thehorseswentswiftly,andthewindcutlikeabladeofice。Helencouldbarelygetherbreathandshepantedasifshehadjustclimbedalaborsomehill。Thestarsbegantoblinkoutoftheblue,andthegoldpaledsomewhat,andyettwilightlingered。Itseemedlongacrossthatflat,butreallywasshort。Comingtoathinlineoftreesthatleddownoveraslopetoadeeperbutstillisolatedpatchofwoods,Daledismountedandtiedhishorse。Whenthegirlsgotoffhehalteredtheirhorsesalso。
\"Stickclosetomean\'putyourfeetdowneasy,\"hewhispered。Howtallanddarkheloomedinthefadinglight!
Helenthrilled,asshehadoftenoflate,atthestrange,potentialforceoftheman。Steppingsoftly,withouttheleastsound,Daleenteredthisstragglybitofwoods,whichappearedtohavenarrowbywaysandnooks。Thenpresentlyhecametothetopofawell-woodedslope,darkaspitch,apparently。ButasHelenfollowedsheperceivedthetrees,andtheywerethindwarfspruce,partlydead。Theslopewassoftandspringy,easytostepuponwithoutnoise。DalewentsocautiouslythatHelencouldnothearhim,andsometimesinthegloomshecouldnotseehim。Thenthechillthrillsranoverher。BokeptholdingontoHelen,whichfacthamperedHelenaswellasworkedsomewhattodisproveBo\'sboast。Atlastlevelgroundwasreached。Helenmadeoutalight-graybackgroundcrossedbyblackbars。Anotherglanceshowedthistobethedarktree-trunksagainsttheopenpark。
Dalehalted,andwithatouchbroughtHelentoastrainingpause。Hewaslistening。Itseemedwonderfultowatchhimbendhisheadandstandassilentandmotionlessasoneofthedarktrees。
\"He\'snotthereyet,\"Dalewhispered,andhesteppedforwardveryslowly。HelenandBobegantocomeupagainstthindeadbranchesthatwereinvisibleandthencracked。ThenDalekneltdown,seemedtomeltintotheground。
\"You\'llhavetocrawl,\"hewhispered。
HowstrangeandthrillingthatwasforHelen,andhardwork!
Thegroundboretwigsanddeadbranches,whichhadtobecarefullycrawledover;andlyingflat,aswasnecessary,ittookprodigiousefforttodragherbodyinchbyinch。Likeahugesnake,Dalewormedhiswayalong。
Graduallythewoodlightened。Theywerenearingtheedgeofthepark。Helennowsawastripofopenwithahigh,blackwallofsprucebeyond。Theafterglowflashedorchanged,likeadimmingnorthernlight,andthenfailed。Dalecrawledonfarthertohaltatlengthbetweentwotree-trunksattheedgeofthewood。
\"Comeupbesideme,\"hewhispered。
Helencrawledon,andpresentlyBowasbesideherpanting,withpalefaceandgreat,staringeyes,plaintobeseeninthewanlight。
\"Moon\'scomin\'up。We\'rejustintime。Theoldgrizzly\'snotthereyet,butIseecoyotes。Look。\"
Dalepointedacrosstheopenneckofparktoadimblurredpatchstandingapartsomelittledistancefromtheblackwall。
\"That\'sthedeadhorse,\"whisperedDale。\"An\'ifyouwatchcloseyoucanseethecoyotes。They\'regrayan\'theymove……Can\'tyouhearthem?\"
Helen\'sexcitedears,sofullofthrobsandimaginings,presentlyregisteredlowsnapsandsnarls。Bogaveherarmasqueeze。
\"Ihearthem。They\'refighting。Oh,gee!\"shepanted,anddrewalong,fullbreathofunutterableexcitement。
\"Keepquietnowan\'watchan\'listen,\"saidthehunter。
Slowlytheblack,raggedforest-lineseemedtogrowblackerandlift;slowlythegrayneckofparklightenedundersomeinvisibleinfluence;slowlythestarspaledandtheskyfilledover。Somewherethemoonwasrising。Andslowlythatvagueblurredpatchgrewalittleclearer。
Throughthetipsofthespruce,nowseentoberathercloseathand,shoneaslender,silvercrescentmoon,darkening,hiding,shiningagain,climbinguntilitsexquisitesickle-pointtoppedthetrees,andthen,magically,itclearedthem,radiantandcold。Whiletheeasternblackwallshadedstillblacker,theparkblanchedandtheborder-lineoppositebegantostandoutastrees。
\"Look!Look!\"criedBo,verylowandfearfully,asshepointed。
\"Notsoloud,\"whisperedDale。
\"ButIseesomething!\"
\"Keepquiet,\"headmonished。
Helen,inthedirectionBopointed,couldnotseeanythingbutmoon-blanchedbareground,risingcloseathandtoalittleridge。
\"Liestill,\"whisperedDale。\"I\'mgoin\'tocrawlaroundtogetalookfromanotherangle。I\'llberightback。\"
Hemovednoiselesslybackwardanddisappeared。Withhimgone,Helenfeltapalpitatingofherheartandapricklingofherskin。
\"Oh,my!Nell!Look!\"whisperedBo,infright。\"IknowIsawsomething。\"
Ontopofthelittleridgearoundobjectmovedslowly,gettingfartheroutintothelight。Helenwatchedwithsuspendedbreath。Itmovedouttobesilhouettedagainstthesky——apparentlyahuge,round,bristlinganimal,frostyincolor。Oneinstantitseemedhuge——thenextsmall——thencloseathand——andfaraway。Itswervedtocomedirectlytowardthem。SuddenlyHelenrealizedthatthebeastwasnotadozenyardsdistant。Shewasjustbeginninganewexperience——arealandhorrifyingterrorinwhichherbloodcurdled,herheartgaveatremendousleapandthenstoodstill,andshewantedtofly,butwasrootedtothespot——whenDalereturnedtoherside。
\"That\'sapeskyporcupine,\"hewhispered。\"Almostcrawledoveryou。Hesurewouldhavestuckyoufullofquills。\"
Whereuponhethrewastickattheanimal。Itbouncedstraightuptoturnroundwithstartlingquickness,anditgavefortharattlingsound;thenitcrawledoutofsight。
\"Por——cu——pine!\"whisperedBo,pantingly。\"Itmight——
aswell——havebeen——anelephant!\"
Helenutteredalong,eloquentsigh。Shewouldnothavecaredtodescribeheremotionsatsightofaharmlesshedgehog。
\"Listen!\"warnedDale,verylow。HisbighandclosedoverHelen\'sgauntletedone。\"Thereyouhave——therealcryofthewild。\"
Sharpandcoldonthenightairsplitthecryofawolf,distant,yetwonderfullydistinct。Howwildandmournfulandhungry!Howmarvelouslypure!Helenshudderedthroughallherframewiththethrillofitsmusic,thewildandunutterableanddeepemotionsitaroused。Againasoundofthisforesthadpiercedbeyondherlife,backintothedimremotepastfromwhichshehadcome。
Thecrywasnotrepeated。Thecoyoteswerestill。Andsilencefell,absolutelyunbroken。
DalenudgedHelen,andthenreachedovertogiveBoatap。
Hewaspeeringkeenlyaheadandhisstrainedintensitycouldbefelt。Helenlookedwithallhermightandshesawtheshadowygrayformsofthecoyotesskulkaway,outofthemoonlightintothegloomofthewoods,wheretheydisappeared。NotonlyDale\'sintensity,buttheverysilence,thewildnessofthemomentandplace,seemedfraughtwithwonderfulpotency。Bomusthavefeltit,too,forshewastremblingallover,andholdingtightlytoHelen,andbreathingquickandfast。
\"A-huh!\"mutteredDale,underhisbreath。
Helencaughtthereliefandcertaintyinhisexclamation,andshedivined,then,somethingofwhatthemomentmusthavebeentoahunter。
Thenherroving,alertglancewasarrestedbyaloominggrayshadowcomingoutoftheforest。Itmoved,butsurelythathugethingcouldnotbeabear。Itpassedoutofgloomintosilvermoonlight。Helen\'sheartbounded。Foritwasagreatfrosty-coatedbearlumberingalongtowardthedeadhorse。
InstinctivelyHelen\'shandsoughtthearmofthehunter。Itfeltlikeironunderaripplingsurface。Thetoucheasedawaytheoppressionoverherlungs,thetightnessofherthroat。Whatmusthavebeenfearlefther,andonlyapowerfulexcitementremained。AsharpexpulsionofbreathfromBoandaviolentjerkofherframeweresignsthatshehadsightedthegrizzly。
Inthemoonlighthelookedofimmensesize,andthatwildparkwiththegloomyblacknessofforestfurnishedafitsettingforhim。Helen\'squickmind,sotakenupwithemotion,stillhadathoughtforthewonderandthemeaningofthatscene。Shewantedthebearkilled,yetthatseemedapity。
Hehadawagging,rolling,slowwalkwhichtookseveralmomentstoreachhisquarry。Whenatlengthhereachedithewalkedaroundwithsniffsplainlyheardandthenacrossgrowl。Evidentlyhehaddiscoveredthathismealhadbeenmessedover。Asawholethebigbearcouldbeseendistinctly,butonlyinoutlineandcolor。Thedistancewasperhapstwohundredyards。Thenitlookedasifhehadbeguntotugatthecarcass。Indeed,hewasdraggingit,veryslowly,butsurely。
\"Lookatthat!\"whisperedDale。\"Ifheain\'tstrong!……
ReckonI\'llhavetostophim。\"
Thegrizzly,however,stoppedofhisownaccord,justoutsideoftheshadow-lineoftheforest。Thenhehunchedinabigfrostyheapoverhispreyandbegantotearandrend。
\"Jesswasamightygoodhorse,\"mutteredDale,grimly;\"toogoodtomakeamealforahogsilvertip。\"
Thenthehuntersilentlyrosetoakneelingposition,swingingtherifleinfrontofhim。Heglancedupintothelowbranchesofthetreeoverhead。
\"Girls,there\'snotellin\'whatagrizzlywilldo。IfI
yell,youclimbupinthistree,an\'doitquick。\"
Withthatheleveledtherifle,restinghisleftelbowonhisknee。Thefrontendoftherifle,reachingoutoftheshade,shonesilverinthemoonlight。Manandweaponbecamestillasstone。Helenheldherbreath。ButDalerelaxed,loweringthebarrel。
\"Can\'tseethesightsverywell,\"hewhispered,shakinghishead。\"Remember,now——ifIyellyouclimb!\"
Againheaimedandslowlygrewrigid。Helencouldnottakeherfascinatedeyesoffhim。Heknelt,bareheaded,andintheshadowshecouldmakeoutthegleamofhisclear-cutprofile,sternandcold。
Astreakoffireandaheavyreportstartledher。Thensheheardthebullethit。Shiftingherglance,shesawthebearlurchwithconvulsiveaction,rearingonhishindlegs。Loudclickingsnapsmusthavebeenaclashingofhisjawsinrage。Buttherewasnoothersound。ThenagainDale\'sheavygunboomed。Helenheardagainthatsingularspattingthudofstrikinglead。Thebearwentdownwithaflopasifhehadbeendealtaterrificblow。Butjustasquicklyhewasuponall-foursandbegantowhirlwithhoarse,savagebawlsofagonyandfury。Hisactionquicklycarriedhimoutofthemoonlightintotheshadow,wherehedisappeared。Therethebawlsgaveplacetognashingsnarls,andcrashingsinthebrush,andsnappingofbranches,ashemadehiswayintotheforest。
\"Surehe\'smad,\"saidDale,risingtohisfeet。\"An\'I
reckonhardhit。ButIwon\'tfollowhimto-night。\"
Boththegirlsgotup,andHelenfoundshewasshakyonherfeetandverycold。
\"Oh-h,wasn\'t——it——won-wonder-ful!\"criedBo。
\"Areyouscared?Yourteetharechatterin\',\"queriedDale。
\"I\'m——cold。\"
\"Well,itsureiscold,allright,\"heresponded。\"Nowthefun\'sover,you\'llfeelit……Nell,you\'refroze,too?\"
Helennodded。Shewas,indeed,ascoldasshehadeverbeenbefore。Butthatdidnotpreventastrangewarmnessalongherveinsandaquickenedpulse,thecauseofwhichshedidnotconjecture。
\"Let\'srustle,\"saidDale,andledthewayoutofthewoodandskirteditsedgearoundtotheslope。Theretheyclimbedtotheflat,andwentthroughthestragglinglineoftreestowherethehorsesweretethered。
Upherethewindbegantoblow,nothardthroughtheforest,butstillstrongandsteadyoutintheopen,andbitterlycold。DalehelpedBotomount,andthenHelen。
\"I\'m——numb,\"shesaid。\"I\'llfalloff——sure。\"
\"No。You\'llbewarminajiffy,\"hereplied,\"becausewe\'llridesomegoin\'back。LetRangerpickthewayan\'youhangon。\"
WithRanger\'sfirstjumpHelen\'sbloodbegantorun。Outheshot,hislean,darkheadbesideDale\'shorse。Thewildparklayclearandbrightinthemoonlight,withstrange,silveryradianceonthegrass。Thepatchesoftimber,likespiredblackislandsinamoon-blanchedlake,seemedtoharborshadows,andplacesforbearstohide,readytospringout。
AsHelennearedeachlittlegroveherpulsesshookandherheartbeat。Halfamileofrapidridingburnedoutthecold。
Andallseemedglorious——thesailingmoon,whiteinadark-bluesky,thewhite,passionlessstars,sosolemn,sofaraway,thebeckoningfringeofforest-landatoncemysteriousandfriendly,andthefleethorses,runningwithsoft,rhythmicthudsoverthegrass,leapingtheditchesandthehollows,makingthebitterwindstingandcut。Comingupthatparktheridehadbeenlong;goingbackwasasshortasitwasthrilling。InHelen,experiencesgatheredrealizationslowly,anditwasthisswiftride,thehorsesneckandneck,andallthewildnessandbeauty,thatcompletedtheslow,insidiousworkofyears。Thetearsofexcitementfrozeonhercheeksandherheartheavedfull。Allthatpertainedtothisnightgotintoherblood。Itwasonlytofeel,tolivenow,butitcouldbeunderstoodandrememberedforeverafterward。
Dale\'shorse,alittleinadvance,sailedoveraditch。
Rangermadeasplendidleap,buthealightedamongsomegrassytuftsandfell。Helenshotoverhishead。Shestrucklengthwise,herarmsstretched,andslidhardtoashockingimpactthatstunnedher。
Bo\'sscreamranginherears;shefeltthewetgrassunderherfaceandthenthestronghandsthatliftedher。Daleloomedoverher,bendingdowntolookintoherface;Bowasclutchingherwithfrantichands。AndHelencouldonlygasp。
Herbreastseemedcavedin。Theneedtobreathewastorture。
\"Nell!——you\'renothurt。Youfelllight,likeafeather。
Allgrasshere……Youcan\'tbehurt!\"saidDale,sharply。
Hisanxiousvoicepenetratedbeyondherhearing,andhisstronghandswentswiftlyoverherarmsandshoulders,feelingforbrokenbones。
\"Justhadthewindknockedoutofyou,\"wentonDale。Itfeelsawful,butit\'snothin\'。\"
Helengotalittleair,thatwaslikehotpin-pointsinherlungs,andthenadeeperbreath,andthenfull,gaspingrespiration。
\"Iguess——I\'mnothurt——notabit,\"shechokedout。
\"Yousurehadaheader。Neversawaprettierspill。Rangerdoesn\'tdothatoften。Ireckonweweretravelin\'toofast。
Butitwasfun,don\'tyouthink?\"
ItwasBowhoanswered。\"Oh,glorious!……But,gee!Iwasscared。\"
DalestillheldHelen\'shands。Shereleasedthemwhilelookingupathim。Themomentwasrealizationforherofwhatfordayshadbeenavague,sweetuncertainty,becomingnearandstrange,disturbingandpresent。Thisaccidenthadbeenasudden,violentendtothewonderfulride。Butitseffect,theknowledgeofwhathadgotintoherblood,wouldneverchange。Andinseparablefromitwasthismanoftheforest。
CHAPTERXIV
OnthenextmorningHelenwasawakenedbywhatsheimaginedhadbeenadreamofsomeoneshouting。Withastartshesatup。Thesunshineshowedpinkandgoldontheraggedsprucelineofthemountainrims。Bowasonherknees,braidingherhairwithshakinghands,andatthesametimetryingtopeepout。
Andtheechoesofaringingcrywerecrackingbackfromthecliffs。ThathadbeenDale\'svoice。
\"Nell!Nell!Wakeup!\"calledBo,wildly。\"Oh,someone\'scome!Horsesandmen!\"
HelengottoherkneesandpeeredoutoverBo\'sshoulder。
Dale,standingtallandstrikingbesidethecampfire,waswavinghissombrero。Awaydowntheopenedgeoftheparkcameastringofpack-burroswithmountedmenbehind。IntheforemostriderHelenrecognizedRoyBeeman。
\"Thatfirstone\'sRoy!\"sheexclaimed。\"I\'dneverforgethimonahorse……Bo,itmustmeanUncleAl\'scome!\"
\"Sure!We\'rebornlucky。Herewearesafeandsound——andallthisgrandcamptrip……Lookatthecowboys……
LOOK!Oh,maybethisisn\'tgreat!\"babbledBo。
Dalewheeledtoseethegirlspeepingout。
\"It\'stimeyou\'reup!\"hecalled。\"YouruncleAlishere。\"
ForaninstantafterHelensankbackoutofDale\'ssightshesatthereperfectlymotionless,sostruckwasshebythesingulartoneofDale\'svoice。Sheimaginedthatheregrettedwhatthisvisitingcavalcadeofhorsemenmeant——
theyhadcometotakehertoherranchinPine。Helen\'sheartsuddenlybegantobeatfast,butthickly,asifmuffledwithinherbreast。
\"Hurrynow,girls,\"calledDale。
Bowasalreadyout,kneelingontheflatstoneatthelittlebrook,splashingwaterinagreathurry。Helen\'shandstrembledsothatshecouldscarcelylaceherbootsorbrushherhair,andshewaslongbehindBoinmakingherselfpresentable。WhenHelensteppedout,ashort,powerfullybuiltmanincoarsegarbandheavybootsstoodholdingBo\'shands。
\"Wal,wal!YoufavortheRayners,\"hewassayingIrememberyourdad,an\'afinefellerhewas。\"
BesidethemstoodDaleandRoy,andbeyondwasagroupofhorsesandriders。