\"Uncle,herecomesNell,\"saidBo,softly。
\"Aw!\"Theoldcattle-manbreathedhardasheturned。
Helenhurried。Shehadnotexpectedtorememberthisuncle,butonelookintothebrown,beamingface,withtheblueeyesflashing,yetsad,andsherecognizedhim,atthesameinstantrecallinghermother。
Heheldouthisarmstoreceiveher。
\"NellAuchinclossalloveragain!\"heexclaimed,indeepvoice,ashekissedher。\"I\'dhaveknowedyouanywhere!\"
\"UncleAl!\"murmuredHelen。\"Irememberyou——thoughIwasonlyfour。\"
\"Wal,wal,——that\'sfine,\"hereplied。\"Irememberyoustraddledmykneeonce,an\'yourhairwasbrighter——an\'
curly。Itain\'tneithernow……Sixteenyears!An\'you\'retwentynow?Whatafine,broad-shoulderedgirlyouare!An\',Nell,you\'rethehandsomestAuchinclossIeverseen!\"
Helenfoundherselfblushing,andwithdrewherhandsfromhisasRoysteppedforwardtopayhisrespects。Hestoodbareheaded,leanandtall,withneitherhiscleareyesnorhisstillface,northeprofferedhandexpressinganythingoftheprovenqualityoffidelity,ofachievement,thatHelensensedinhim。
\"Howdy,MissHelen?Howdy,Bo?\"hesaid。\"Youallbothlookfinean\'brown……IreckonIwasshoreslowrustlin\'
youruncleAluphere。ButIwasfiggerin\'you\'dlikeMilt\'scampforawhile。\"
\"Wesuredid,\"repliedBo,archly。
\"Aw!\"breathedAuchincloss,heavily。\"Lemmesetdown。\"
HedrewthegirlstotherusticseatDalehadbuiltforthemunderthebigpine。
\"Oh,youmustbetired!How——howareyou?\"askedHelen,anxiously。
\"Tired!Wal,ifIamit\'sjestthishereminit。WhenJoeBeemanrodeinonmewiththetnewsofyou——wal,IjestfergotIwasaworn-outoldhoss。Haven\'tfeltsogoodinyears。Mebbetwosuchyoungan\'prettynieceswillmakeanewmanofme。\"
\"UncleAl,youlookstrongandwelltome,\"saidBo。\"Andyoung,too,and——\"
\"Haw!Haw!Thet\'lldo,\"interruptedAl。\"Iseethroughyou。
Whatyou\'lldotoUncleAlwillbeaplenty……Yes,girls,I\'mfeelin\'fine。Butstrange——strange!Mebbethet\'smyjoyatseein\'yousafe——safewhenIfearedsothetdamnedgreaserBeasley——\"
InHelen\'sgravegazehisfacechangedswiftly——andalltheserriedyearsoftoilandbattleandprivationshowed,withsomethingthatwasnotage,norresignation,yetastragicasboth。
\"Wal,nevermindhim——now,\"headded,slowly,andthewarmerlightreturnedtohisface。\"Dale——comehere。\"
Thehuntersteppedcloser。
\"IreckonIoweyoumore\'nIcaneverpay,\"saidAuchincloss,withanarmaroundeachniece。
\"No,Al,youdon\'towemeanythin\',\"returnedDale,thoughtfully,ashelookedaway。
\"A-huh!\"gruntedAl。\"Youhearhim,girls……Nowlisten,youwildhunter。An\'yougirlslisten……Milt,Ineverthoughtyoumuchgood,\'ceptforthewilds。ButIreckonI\'llhavetoswallowthet。Ido。Comin\'tomeasyoudid——
an\'afterbein\'druvoff——keepin\'yourcouncilan\'savin\'
mygirlsfromthethold-up,wal,it\'sthebiggestdealanymaneverdidforme……An\'I\'mashamedofmyhardfeelin\'s,an\'here\'smyhand。\"
\"Thanks,Al,\"repliedDale,withhisfleetingsmile,andhemettheprofferedhand。\"Now,willyoubemakin\'camphere?\"
\"Wal,no。I\'llrestalittle,an\'youcanpackthegirls\'
outfit——thenwe\'llgo。Sureyou\'regoin\'withus?\"
\"I\'llcallthegirlstobreakfast,\"repliedDale,andhemovedawaywithoutansweringAuchincloss\'squery。
HelendivinedthatDaledidnotmeantogodowntoPinewiththem,andtheknowledgegaveherablankfeelingofsurprise。Hadsheexpectedhimtogo?
\"Comehere,Jeff,\"calledAl,tooneofhismen。
Ashort,bow-leggedhorsemanwithdustygarbandsun-bleachedfacehobbledforthfromthegroup。Hewasnotyoung,buthehadaboyishgrinandbrightlittleeyes。
Awkwardlyhedoffedhisslouchsombrero。
\"Jeff,shakehandswithmynieces,\"saidAl。\"This\'sHelen,an\'yourbossfromnowon。An\'this\'sBo,fershort。HernamewasNancy,butwhenshelayababyinhercradleI
calledherBo-Peep,an\'thename\'sstuck……Girls,thishere\'smyforeman,JeffMulvey,who\'sbeenwithmetwentyyears。\"
Theintroductioncausedembarrassmenttoallthreeprincipals,particularlytoJeff。
\"Jeff,throwthepacksan\'saddlesferarest,\"wasAl\'sordertohisforeman。
\"Nell,reckonyou\'llhavefunbossin\'thetoutfit,\"chuckledAl。\"Noneof\'em\'sgotawife。Lotofscalawagstheyare;nowomenwouldhavethem!\"
\"Uncle,IhopeI\'llneverhavetobetheirboss,\"repliedHelen。
\"Wal,you\'regoin\'tobe,rightoff,\"declaredAl。\"Theyain\'tabadlot,afterall。An\'Igotalikelynewman。\"
WiththatheturnedtoBo,and,afterstudyingherprettyface,heasked,inapparentlyseveretone,\"DidyousendacowboynamedCarmichaeltoaskmeforajob?\"
Bolookedquitestartled。
\"Carmichael!Why,Uncle,Ineverheardthatnamebefore,\"
repliedBo,bewilderedly。
\"A-huh!Reckonedtheyoungrascalwaslyin\',\"saidAuchincloss。\"ButIlikedthefellar\'slooksan\'solethimstay。\"
Thentherancherturnedtothegroupofloungingriders。
\"LasVegas,comehere,\"heordered,inaloudvoice。
Helenthrilledatsightofatall,superblybuiltcowboyreluctantlydetachinghimselffromthegroup。Hehadared-bronzeface,younglikeaboy\'s。Helenrecognizedit,andtheflowingredscarf,andtheswinginggun,andtheslow,spur-clinkinggait。NootherthanBo\'sLasVegascowboyadmirer!
ThenHelenflashedalookatBo,whichlookgaveheradelicious,almostirresistibledesiretolaugh。Thatyoungladyalsorecognizedthereluctantindividualapproachingwithflushedanddowncastface。HelenrecordedherfirstexperienceofBo\'sutterdiscomfiture。Boturnedwhitethenredasarose。
\"Say,myniecesaidsheneverheardofthenameCarmichael,\"
declaredAl,severely,asthecowboyhaltedbeforehim。
Helenknewherunclehadthereputeofdealinghardwithhismen,buthereshewasreassuredandpleasedatthetwinkleinhiseye。
\"Shore,boss,Ican\'thelpthet,\"drawledthecowboy。\"It\'sgoodoldTexasstock。\"
Hedidnotappearshamefacednow,butjustascool,easy,clear-eyed,andlazyasthedayHelenhadlikedhiswarmyoungfaceandintentgaze。
\"Texas!YoufellarsfromthePanHandlearealwayshollerin\'
Texas。IneverseenthetTexanshadanyoneelsebeat——sayfromMissouri,\"returnedAl,testily。
Carmichaelmaintainedadiscreetsilence,andcarefullyavoidedlookingatthegirls。
\"Wal,reckonwe\'llallcallyouLasVegas,anyway,\"
continuedtherancher。\"Didn\'tyousaymyniecesentyoutomeforajob?\"
WhereuponCarmichael\'seasymannervanished。
\"Now,boss,shoremymemory\'spore,\"hesaid。\"Ionlysays——\"
\"Don\'ttellmethet。Mymemory\'snotp-o-r-e,\"repliedAl,mimickingthedrawl。\"Whatyousaidwasthetmyniecewouldspeakagoodwordforyou。\"
HereCarmichaelstoleatimidglanceatBo,theresultofwhichwastorenderhimutterlycrestfallen。NotimprobablyhehadtakenBo\'sexpressiontomeansomethingitdidnot,forHelenreaditasaminglingofconsternationandfright。
Hereyeswerebigandblazing;aredspotwasgrowingineachcheekasshegatheredstrengthfromhisconfusion。
\"Well,didn\'tyou?\"demandedAl。
FromtheglancetheoldranchershotfromthecowboytotheothersofhisemployitseemedtoHelenthattheywerehavingfunatCarmichael\'sexpense。
\"Yes,sir,Idid,\"suddenlyrepliedthecowboy。
\"A-huh!Allright,here\'smyniece。Nowseethetshespeaksthegoodword。\"
CarmichaellookedatBoandBolookedathim。Theirglanceswerestrange,wondering,andtheygrewshy。Bodroppedhers。
Thecowboyapparentlyforgotwhathadbeendemandedofhim。
Helenputahandontheoldrancher\'sarm。
\"Uncle,whathappenedwasmyfault,\"shesaid。\"ThetrainstoppedatLasVegas。Thisyoungmansawusattheopenwindow。Hemusthaveguessedwewerelonely,homesickgirls,gettinglostintheWest。Forhespoketous——niceandfriendly。Heknewofyou。Andheasked,inwhatItookforfun,ifwethoughtyouwouldgivehimajob。AndIreplied,justtoteaseBo,thatshewouldsurelyspeakagoodwordforhim。\"
\"Haw!Haw!Sothet\'sit,\"repliedAl,andheturnedtoBowithmerryeyes。\"Wal,IkeptthishereLasVegasCarmichaelonhissay-so。Comeonwithyourgoodword,unlessyouwanttoseehimlosehisjob。\"
Bodidnotgraspheruncle\'sbantering,becauseshewasseriouslygazingatthecowboy。Butshehadgraspedsomething。
\"He——hewasthefirstperson——outWest——tospeakkindlytous,\"shesaid,facingheruncle。
\"Wal,thet\'saprettygoodword,butitain\'tenough,\"
respondedAl。
Subduedlaughtercamefromthelisteninggroup。Carmichaelshiftedfromsidetoside。
\"He——helooksasifhemightrideahorsewell,\"venturedBo。
\"BesthossmanIeverseen,\"agreedAl,heartily。
\"And——andshoot?\"addedBo,hopefully。
\"Bo,hepacksthetgunlow,likeJimWilsonan\'allthemTexasgun-fighters。Reckonthetain\'tnogoodword。\"
\"Then——I\'llvouchforhim,\"saidBo,withfinality。
\"Thetsettlesit。\"Auchinclossturnedtothecowboy。\"LasVegas,you\'reastrangertous。Butyou\'rewelcometoaplaceintheoutfitan\'Ihopeyouwon\'tneverdisappointus。\"
Auchincloss\'stone,passingfromjesttoearnest,betrayedtoHelentheoldrancher\'sneedofnewandtruemen,andhintedoftryingdaystocome。
CarmichaelstoodbeforeBo,sombreroinhand,rollingitroundandround,manifestlyburstingwithwordshecouldnotspeak。Andthegirllookedveryyoungandsweetwithherflushedfaceandshiningeyes。Helensawinthemomentmorethanthatlittleby-playofconfusion。
\"Miss——MissRayner——Ishore——amobliged,\"hestammered,presently。
\"You\'reverywelcome,\"shereplied,softly。\"I——Igotonthenexttrain,\"headded。
WhenhesaidthatBowaslookingstraightathim,butsheseemednottohaveheard。
\"What\'syourname?\"suddenlysheasked。
\"Carmichael。\"
\"Iheardthat。Butdidn\'tunclecallyouLasVegas?\"
\"Shore。Butitwasn\'tmyfault。Thetcow-punchin\'outfitsaddleditonme,rightoff。TheyDon\'tknownobetter。
ShoreIjestwon\'tanswertothethandle……Now——MissBo——myrealnameisTom。\"
\"Isimplycouldnotcallyou——anynamebutLasVegas,\"
repliedBo,verysweetly。
\"But——beggin\'yourpardon——I——Idon\'tlikethet,\"
blusteredCarmichael。
\"Peopleoftengetcallednames——theydon\'tlike,\"shesaid,withdeepintent。
Thecowboyblushedscarlet。HelenaswellashegotBo\'sinferencetothatlastaudaciousepithethehadboldlycalledoutasthetrainwasleavingLasVegas。ShealsosensedsomethingofthedisasterinstoreforMr。
Carmichael。JustthentheembarrassedyoungmanwassavedbyDale\'scalltothegirlstocometobreakfast。
Thatmeal,thelastforHeleninParadisePark,gaverisetoastrangeandinexplicablerestraint。Shehadlittletosay。
Bowasinthehighestspirits,teasingthepets,jokingwithheruncleandRoy,andevenpokingfunatDale。Thehunterseemedsomewhatsomber。Roywashisusualdry,genialself。
AndAuchincloss,whosatnearby,wasaninterestedspectator。WhenTomputinanappearance,loungingwithhisfelinegraceintothecamp,asifheknewhewasaprivilegedpet,theranchercouldscarcelycontainhimself。
\"Dale,it\'sthetdamncougar!\"heejaculated。
\"Sure,that\'sTom。\"
\"Heoughttobecorralledorchained。I\'venouseforcougars,\"protestedAl。
\"Tomisastamean\'safeasakitten。\"
\"A-huh!Wal,youtellthettothegirlsifyoulike。Butnotme!I\'manoldhoss,Iam。\"
\"UncleAl,Tomsleepscurledupatthefootofmybed,\"saidBo。
\"Aw——what?\"
\"HonestInjun,\"sheresponded。\"Well,isn\'titso?\"
Helensmilinglynoddedhercorroboration。ThenBocalledTomtoherandmadehimliewithhisheadonhisstretchedpaws,rightbesideher,andbegforbitstoeat。
\"Wal!I\'dneverhavebelievedthet!\"exclaimedAl,shakinghisbighead。\"Dale,it\'soneonme。I\'vehadthembigcatsfollermeonthetrails,throughthewoods,moonlightan\'
dark。An\'I\'veheard\'emletoutthetawfulcry。Theyain\'tanywildsoundonearththetcanbeatacougar\'s。DoesthisTomeverletoutoneofthemwails?\"
\"Sometimesatnight,\"repliedDale。
\"Wal,excuseme。Hopeyoudon\'tfetchtheyallerrascaldowntoPine。\"
\"Iwon\'t。\"
\"What\'llyoudowiththismenagerie?\"
Daleregardedtherancherattentively。\"Reckon,Al,I\'lltakecareofthem。\"
\"Butyou\'regoin\'downtomyranch。\"
\"Whatfor?\"
Alscratchedhisheadandgazedperplexedlyatthehunter。
\"Wal,ain\'titcustomarytovisitfriends?\"
\"Thanks,Al。NexttimeIridedownPineway——inthespring,perhaps——I\'llrunoveran\'seehowyouare。\"
\"Spring!\"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheshookhisheadsadlyandafar-awaylookfilmedhiseyes。\"Reckonyou\'dcallsomelate。\"
\"Al,you\'llgetwellnow。These,girls——now——they\'llcureyou。ReckonIneversawyoulooksogood。\"
Auchinclossdidnotpresshispointfartheratthattime,butafterthemeal,whentheothermencametoseeDale\'scampandpets,Helen\'squickearscaughttherenewalofthesubject。
\"I\'maskin\'you——willyoucome?\"Auchinclosssaid,lowandeagerly。
\"No。Iwouldn\'tfitindownthere,\"repliedDale。
\"Milt,talksense。Youcan\'tgoonforeverhuntin\'bearan\'
tamin\'cats,\"protestedtheoldrancher。
\"Whynot?\"askedthehunter,thoughtfully。
Auchinclossstoodupand,shakinghimselfasiftowardoffhistestytemper,heputahandonDale\'sarm。
\"Onereasonisyou\'reneededinPine。\"
\"How?Whoneedsme?\"
\"Ido。I\'mplayin\'outfast。An\'Beasley\'smyenemy。Theranchan\'allIgotwillgotoNell。Thetranchwillhavetoberunbyamanan\'HELDbyaman。Doyousavvy?It\'sabigjob。An\'I\'mofferin\'tomakeyoumyforemanrightnow。\"
\"Al,yousortoftakemybreath,\"repliedDale。\"An\'I\'msuregrateful。Butthefactis,evenifIcouldhandlethejob,I——Idon\'tbelieveI\'dwantto。\"
\"Makeyourselfwantto,then。Thet\'dsooncome。You\'dgetinterested。Thiscountrywilldevelop。Iseenthetyearsago。Thegovernmentisgoin\'tochasetheApachesoutofhere。Soonhomesteaderswillbeflockin\'in。Bigfuture,Dale。Youwanttogetinnow。An\'——\"
HereAuchinclosshesitated,thenspokelower:
\"An\'takeyourchancewiththegirl!……I\'llbeonyourside。\"
AslightvibratingstartranoverDale\'sstalwartform。
\"Al——you\'replumbdotty!\"heexclaimed。
\"Dotty!Me?Dotty!\"ejaculatedAuchincloss。Thenheswore。
\"InaminitI\'lltellyouwhatyouare。\"
\"But,Al,thattalk\'sso——so——likeanoldfool\'s。\"
\"Huh!An\'whyso?\"
\"Becausethat——wonderfulgirlwouldneverlookatme,\"
Dalereplied,simply。
\"Iseenherlookin\'already,\"declaredAl,bluntly。
Daleshookhisheadasifarguingwiththeoldrancherwashopeless。
\"Nevermindthet,\"wentonAl。\"MebbeIamadottyoldfool——\'speciallyfortakin\'ashinetoyou。ButIsayagain——
willyoucomedowntoPineandbemyforeman?\"
\"No,\"repliedDale。
\"Milt,I\'venoson——an\'I\'m——afraidofBeasley。\"Thiswasutteredinanagitatedwhisper。
\"Al,youmakemeashamed,\"saidDale,hoarsely。\"Ican\'tcome。I\'venonerve。\"
\"You\'venowhat?\"
\"Al,Idon\'tknowwhat\'swrongwithme。ButI\'mafraidI\'dfindoutifIcamedownthere。\"
\"A-huh!It\'sthegirl!\"
\"Idon\'tknow,butI\'mafraidso。An\'Iwon\'tcome。\"
\"Awyes,youwill——\"
Helenrosewithbeatingheartandtinglingears,andmovedawayoutofhearing。Shehadlistenedtoolongtowhathadnotbeenintendedforherears,yetshecouldnotbesorry。
Shewalkedafewrodsalongthebrook,outfromunderthepines,and,standingintheopenedgeofthepark,shefeltthebeautifulscenestillheragitation。Thefollowingmoments,then,werethehappiestshehadspentinParadisePark,andtheprofoundestofherwholelife。
Presentlyherunclecalledher。
\"Nell,thisherehunterwantstogiveyouthetblackhoss。
An\'Isayyoutakehim。\"
\"RangerdeservesbettercarethanIcangivehim,\"saidDale。\"Herunsfreeinthewoodsmostofthetime。I\'dbeobligedifshe\'dhavehim。An\'thehound,Pedro,too。\"
BosweptasaucyglancefromDaletohersister。
\"Sureshe\'llhaveRanger。JustofferhimtoME!\"
Dalestoodthereexpectantly,holdingablanketinhishand,readytosaddlethehorse。CarmichaelwalkedaroundRangerwiththatappraisingeyesokeenincowboys。
\"LasVegas,doyouknowanythingabouthorses?\"askedBo。
\"Me!Wal,ifyoueverbuyortradeahossyoushorehavemethere,\"repliedCarmichael。
\"WhatdoyouthinkofRanger?\"wentonBo。
\"ShoreI\'dbuyhimsudden,ifIcould。\"
\"Mr。LasVegas,you\'retoolate,\"assertedHelen,assheadvancedtolayahandonthehorse。
\"Rangerismine。\"
Dalesmoothedouttheblanketand,foldingit,hethrewitoverthehorse;andthenwithonepowerfulswinghesetthesaddleinplace。
\"Thankyouverymuchforhim,\"saidHelen,softly。
\"You\'rewelcome,an\'I\'msureglad,\"respondedDale,andthen,afterafewdeft,strongpullsatthestraps,hecontinued。\"There,he\'sreadyforyou。\"
Withthathelaidanarmoverthesaddle,andfacedHelenasshestoodpattingandsmoothingRanger。Helen,strongandcalmnow,infemininepossessionofhersecretandhis,aswellashercomposure,lookedfranklyandsteadilyatDale。
Heseemedcomposed,too,yetthebronzeofhisfinefacewasatriflepale。
\"ButIcan\'tthankyou——I\'llneverbeabletorepayyou——
foryourservicetomeandmysister,\"saidHelen。
\"Ireckonyouneedn\'ttry,\"Dalereturned。\"An\'myservice,asyoucallit,hasbeengoodforme。\"
\"AreyougoingdowntoPinewithus?\"
\"No。\"
\"Butyouwillcomesoon?\"
\"Notverysoon,Ireckon,\"hereplied,andavertedhisgaze。
\"When?\"
\"Hardlybeforespring。\"
\"Spring?……Thatisalongtime。Won\'tyoucometoseemesoonerthanthat?\"
\"IfIcangetdowntoPine。\"
\"You\'rethefirstfriendI\'vemadeintheWest,\"saidHelen,earnestly。
\"You\'llmakemanymore——an\'Ireckonsoonforgethimyoucalledthemanoftheforest。\"
\"Ineverforgetanyofmyfriends。Andyou\'vebeenthe——
thebiggestfriendIeverhad。\"
\"I\'llbeproudtoremember。\"
\"Butwillyouremember——willyoupromisetocometoPine?\"
\"Ireckon。\"
\"Thankyou。All\'swell,then……Myfriend,goodby。\"
\"Good-by,\"hesaid,claspingherhand。Hisglancewasclear,warm,beautiful,yetitwassad。
Auchincloss\'sheartyvoicebrokethespell。ThenHelensawthattheothersweremounted。Bohadriddenupclose;herfacewasearnestandhappyandgrievedallatonce,asshebadegood-bytoDale。Thepack-burroswerehobblingalongtowardthegreenslope。Helenwasthelasttomount,butRoywasthelasttoleavethehunter。Pedrocamereluctantly。
Itwasamerry,singingtrainwhichclimbedthatbrownodoroustrail,underthedarkspruces。Helenassuredlywashappy,yetapangabidedinherbreast。
Sherememberedthathalf-wayuptheslopetherewasaturninthetrailwhereitcameoutuponanopenbluff。Thetimeseemedlong,butatlastshegotthere。AndshecheckedRangersoastohaveamoment\'sgazedownintothepark。
Ityawnedthere,adark-greenandbright-goldgulf,asleepunderawesteringsun,exquisite,wild,lonesome。ThenshesawDalestandingintheopenspacebetweenthepinesandthespruces。Hewavedtoher。Andshereturnedthesalute。
Roycaughtupwithherthenandhaltedhishorse。HewavedhissombrerotoDaleandletoutapiercingyellthatawokethesleepingechoes,splittingstrangelyfromclifftocliff。
\"ShoreMiltneverknowedwhatitwastobelonesome,\"saidRoy,asifthinkingaloud。\"Buthe\'llknownow。\"
Rangersteppedoutofhisownaccordand,turningofftheledge,enteredthespruceforest。HelenlostsightofParadisePark。Forhoursthensherodealongashady,fragranttrail,seeingthebeautyofcolorandwildness,hearingthemurmurandrushandroarofwater,butallthewhilehermindrevolvedthesweetandmomentousrealizationwhichhadthrilledher——thatthehunter,thisstrangemanoftheforest,sodeeplyversedinnatureandsounfamiliarwithemotion,aloofandsimpleandstrongliketheelementswhichhaddevelopedhim,hadfalleninlovewithheranddidnotknowit。
CHAPTERXV
Dalestoodwithfaceandarmupraised,andhewatchedHelenrideofftheledgetodisappearintheforest。Thatvastspruceslopeseemedtohaveswallowedher。Shewasgone!
SlowlyDaleloweredhisarmwithgestureexpressiveofastrangefinality,aneloquentdespair,ofwhichhewasunconscious。
Heturnedtothepark,tohiscamp,andthemanydutiesofahunter。Theparkdidnotseemthesame,norhishome,norhiswork。
\"Ireckonthisfeelin\'snatural,\"hesoliloquized,resignedly,\"butit\'ssurequeerforme。That\'swhatcomesofmakin\'friends。Nellan\'Bo,now,theymadeadifference,an\'adifferenceIneverknewbefore。\"
Hecalculatedthatthisdifferencehadbeensimplyoneofresponsibility,andthenthecharmandlivelinessofthecompanionshipofgirls,andfinallyfriendship。Thesewouldpassnowthatthecauseswereremoved。
Beforehehadworkedanhouraroundcampherealizedachangehadcome,butitwasnottheoneanticipated。Alwaysbeforehehadputhismindonhistasks,whatevertheymightbe;nowheworkedwhilehisthoughtswerestrangelyinvolved。
Thelittlebearcubwhinedathisheels;thetamedeerseemedtoregardhimwithdeep,questioningeyes,thebigcougarpaddedsoftlyhereandthereasifsearchingforsomething。
\"Youallmissthem——now——Ireckon,\"saidDale。\"Well,they\'regonean\'you\'llhavetogetalongwithme。\"
Somevagueapproachtoirritationwithhispetssurprisedhim。Presentlyhegrewbothirritatedandsurprisedwithhimself——astateofmindtotallyunfamiliar。Severaltimes,asoldhabitbroughtmomentaryabstraction,hefoundhimselfsuddenlylookingaroundforHelenandBo。Andeachtimetheshockgrewstronger。Theyweregone,buttheirpresencelingered。Afterhiscampchoreswerecompletedhewentovertopulldownthelean-towhichthegirlshadutilizedasatent。Thespruceboughshaddriedoutbrownandsear;thewindhadblowntheroofawry;thesideswereleaningin。Astherewasnownofurtheruseforthislittlehabitation,hemightbetterpullitdown。Daledidnotacknowledgethathisgazehadinvoluntarilywanderedtowarditmanytimes。Thereforehestrodeoverwiththeintentionofdestroyingit。
ForthefirsttimesinceRoyandhehadbuiltthelean-tohesteppedinside。Nothingwasmorecertainthanthefactthatheexperiencedastrangesensation,perfectlyincomprehensibletohim。Theblanketslaythereonthespruceboughs,disarrangedandthrownbackbyhurriedhands,yetstillholdingsomethingofroundfoldswheretheslenderformshadnestled。AblackscarfoftenwornbyBolaycoveringthepillowofpine-needles;aredribbonthatHelenhadwornonherhairhungfromatwig。Thesearticleswereallthathadbeenforgotten。Dalegazedatthemattentively,thenattheblankets,andallaroundthefragrantlittleshelter;andhesteppedoutsidewithanuncomfortableknowledgethathecouldnotdestroytheplacewhereHelenandBohadspentsomanyhours。
Whereupon,instudiousmood,Daletookuphisrifleandstrodeouttohunt。Hiswintersupplyofvenisonhadnotyetbeenlaidin。Actionsuitedhismood;heclimbedfarandpassedbymanyawatchingbucktoslaywhichseemedmurder;
atlasthejumpedonethatwaswildandboundedaway。Thisheshot,andsethimselfaHerculeantaskinpackingthewholecarcassbacktocamp。Burdenedthus,bestaggeredunderthetrees,sweatingfreely,manytimeslaboringforbreath,achingwithtoil,untilatlasthehadreachedcamp。
Thereheslidthedeercarcassoffhisshoulders,and,standingoverit,hegazeddownwhilehisbreastlabored。Itwasoneofthefinestyoungbuckshehadeverseen。Butneitherinstalkingit,normakingawonderfulshot,norinpackinghomeaweightthatwouldhaveburdenedtwomen,noringazingdownathisbeautifulquarry,didDaleexperienceanyoftheoldjoyofthehunter。
\"I\'malittleoffmyfeed,\"hemused,ashewipedsweatfromhisheatedface。\"Maybealittledotty,asIcalledAl。Butthat\'llpass。\"
Whateverhisstate,itdidnotpass。Asofold,afteralongday\'shunt,hereclinedbesidethecamp-fireandwatchedthegoldensunsetglowschangeontheramparts;asofoldhelaidahandonthesoft,furryheadofthepetcougar;asofoldhewatchedthegoldchangetoredandthentodark,andtwilightfalllikeablanket;asofoldhelistenedtothedreamy,lullingmurmurofthewaterfall。Theoldfamiliarbeauty,wildness,silence,andlonelinesswerethere,buttheoldcontentseemedstrangelygone。
Soberlyheconfessedthenthathemissedthehappycompanyofthegirls。HedidnotdistinguishHelenfromBoinhisslowintrospection。Whenhesoughthisbedhedidnotatoncefalltosleep。Always,afterafewmomentsofwakefulness,whilethesilencesettleddownorthewindmoanedthroughthepines,hehadfallenasleep。Thisnighthefounddifferent。Thoughhewastired,sleepwouldnotsooncome。Thewilderness,themountains,thepark,thecamp——allseemedtohavelostsomething。Eventhedarknessseemedempty。AndwhenatlengthDalefellasleepitwastobetroubledbyrestlessdreams。
Upwiththekeen-edged,steely-brightdawn,hewentatthehistaskswiththespringystrideofthedeer-stalker。
Attheendofthatstrenuousday,whichwassingularlyfulloftheoldexcitementandactionanddanger,andofnewobservations,hewasboundtoconfessthatnolongerdidthechasesufficeforhim。
Manytimesontheheightsthatday,withthewindkeeninhisface,andthevastgreenbillowsofsprucebelowhim,hehadfoundthatbewasgazingwithoutseeing,haltingwithoutobject,dreamingashehadneverdreamedbefore。
Once,whenamagnificentelkcameoutuponarockyridgeand,whistlingachallengetoinvisiblerivals,stoodthereatargettostiranyhunter\'spulse,Daledidnotevenraisehisrifle。IntohisearjustthenrangHelen\'svoice:\"MiltDale,youarenoIndian。Givingyourselftoahunter\'swildlifeisselfish。Itiswrong。Youlovethislonelylife,butitisnotwork。Workthatdoesnothelpothersisnotarealman\'swork。\"
Fromthatmomentconsciencetormentedhim。Itwasnotwhatheloved,butwhatheoughttodo,thatcountedinthesumofgoodachievedintheworld。OldAlAuchinclosshadbeenright。DalewaswastingstrengthandintelligencethatshouldgotodohisshareinthedevelopmentoftheWest。
Nowthathehadreachedmaturity,ifthroughhisknowledgeofnature\'slawhehadcometoseethemeaningofthestrifeofmenforexistence,forplace,forpossession,andtoholdthemincontempt,thatwasnoreasonwhyheshouldkeephimselfalooffromthem,fromsomeworkthatwasneededinanincomprehensibleworld。
Daledidnothatework,buthelovedfreedom。Tobealone,tolivewithnature,tofeeltheelements,tolaboranddreamandidleandclimbandsleepunhamperedbyduty,byworry,byrestriction,bythepettyinterestsofmen——thishadalwaysbeenhisidealofliving。Cowboys,riders,sheep-herders,farmers——thesetoiledonfromoneplaceandonejobtoanotherforthelittlemoneydoledouttothem。
Nothingbeautiful,nothingsignificanthadeverexistedinthatforhim。Hehadworkedasaboyateverykindofrange-work,andofallthathumdrumwasteofefforthehadlikedsawingwoodbest。Oncehehadquitajobofbrandingcattlebecausethesmellofburninghide,thebawloftheterrifiedcalf,hadsickenedhim。Ifmenwerehonesttherewouldbenoneedtoscarcattle。Hehadneverintheleastdesiredtoownlandanddrovesofstock,andmakedealswithranchmen,dealsadvantageoustohimself。Whyshouldamanwanttomakeadealortradeahorseordoapieceofworktoanotherman\'sdisadvantage?Self-preservationwasthefirstlawoflife。Butastheplantsandtreesandbirdsandbeastsinterpretedthatlaw,mercilessandinevitableastheywere,theyhadneithergreednordishonesty。Theylivedbythegrandruleofwhatwasbestforthegreatestnumber。
ButDale\'sphilosophy,coldandclearandinevitable,likenatureitself,begantobepiercedbythehumanappealinHelenRayner\'swords。Whatdidshemean?Notthatheshouldlosehisloveofthewilderness,butthatherealizehimself!Manychancewordsofthatgirlhaddepth。Hewasyoung,strong,intelligent,freefromtaintofdiseaseorthefeverofdrink。Hecoulddosomethingforothers。Who?
Ifthatmattered,there,forinstance,waspooroldMrs。
Cass,agedandlamenow;therewasAlAuchincloss,dyinginhisboots,afraidofenemies,andwistfulforhisbloodandhispropertytoreceivethefruitofhislabors;therewerethetwogirls,HelenandBo,newandstrangetotheWest,abouttobeconfrontedbyabigproblemofranchlifeandrivalinterests。DalethoughtofstillmorepeopleinthelittlevillageofPine——ofotherswhohadfailed,whoseliveswerehard,whocouldhavebeenmadehappierbykindnessandassistance。
What,then,wasthedutyofMiltDaletohimself?Becausemenpreyedononeanotherandontheweak,shouldheturnhisbackuponaso-calledcivilizationorshouldhegrowlikethem?Clearasabellcametheanswerthathisdutywastodoneither。AndthenhesawhowthelittlevillageofPine,aswellasthewholeworld,neededmenlikehim。Hehadgonetonature,totheforest,tothewildernessforhisdevelopment;andallthejudgmentsandeffortsofhisfuturewouldbearesultofthateducation。
ThusDale,lyinginthedarknessandsilenceofhislonelypark,arrivedataconclusionthathedivinedwasbutthebeginningofastruggle。
Ittooklongintrospectiontodeterminetheexactnatureofthatstruggle,butatlengthitevolvedintotheparadoxthatHelenRaynerhadopenedhiseyestohisdutyasaman,thatheacceptedit,yetfoundastrangeobstacleintheperplexing,tumultuous,sweetfearofevergoingnearheragain。
Suddenly,then,allhisthoughtrevolvedaroundthegirl,and,thrownoffhisbalance,hewelteredinawildernessofunfamiliarstrangeideas。
Whenheawokenextdaythefightwasoninearnest。Inhissleephismindhadbeenactive。Theideathatgreetedhim,beautifulasthesunrise,flashedinmemoryofAuchincloss\'ssignificantwords,\"Takeyourchancewiththegirl!\"
Theoldrancherwasinhisdotage。Hehintedofthingsbeyondtherangeofpossibility。ThatideaofachanceforDaleremainedbeforehisconsciousnessonlyaninstant。
Starswereunattainable;lifecouldnotbefathomed;thesecretofnaturedidnotabidealoneontheearth——thesetheorieswerenotanymoreimpossibleofprovingthanthatHelenRaynermightbeforhim。
Nevertheless,herstrangecomingintohislifehadplayedhavoc,theextentofwhichhehadonlybeguntorealize。
Foramonthhetrampedthroughtheforest。ItwasOctober,astillgolden,fulfillingseasonoftheyear;andeverywhereinthevastdarkgreenagloriousblazeofoakandaspenmadebeautifulcontrast。Hecarriedhisrifle,butheneverusedit。Hewouldclimbmilesandgothiswayandthatwithnoobjectinview。Yethiseyeandearhadneverbeenkeener。Hourshewouldspendonapromontory,watching。thedistance,wherethegoldenpatchesofaspenshonebrightoutofdark-greenmountainslopes。Helovedtoflinghimselfdowninanaspen-groveattheedgeofasenaca,andtherelieinthatradiancelikeaveilofgoldandpurpleandred,withthewhitetree-trunksstripingtheshade。Always,whethertherewerebreezeornot,theaspen-leavesquivered,ceaselessly,wonderfully,likehispulses,beyondhiscontrol。Oftenhereclinedagainstamossyrockbesideamountainstreamtolisten,towatch,tofeelallthatwasthere,whilehismindheldahaunting,dark-eyedvisionofagirl。Onthelonelyheights,likeaneagle,hesatgazingdownintoParadisePark,thatwasmoreandmorebeautiful,butwouldneveragainbethesame,neverfillhimwithcontent,neverbeallandalltohim。
LateinOctoberthefirstsnowfell。Itmeltedatonceonthesouthsideofthepark,butthenorthslopesandtherimsanddomesabovestayedwhite。
Dalehadworkedquickandhardatcuringandstoringhiswintersupplyoffood,andnowhespentdayschoppingandsplittingwoodtoburnduringthemonthshewouldbesnowed-in。Hewatchedforthedark-gray,fast-scuddingstorm-clouds,andwelcomedthemwhentheycame。Oncetherelaytenfeetofsnowonthetrailshewouldbesnowed-inuntilspring。ItwouldbeimpossibletogodowntoPine。Andperhapsduringthelongwinterhewouldbecuredofthisstrange,namelessdisorderofhisfeelings。
Novemberbroughtstormsuponthepeaks。Flurriesofsnowfellintheparkeveryday,butthesunnysouthside,whereDale\'scamplay,retaineditsautumnalcolorandwarmth。Nottilllateinwinterdidthesnowcreepoverthissecludednook。
Themorningcameatlast,piercinglykeenandbright,whenDalesawthattheheightswereimpassable;therealizationbroughthimapoignantregret。HehadnotguessedhowhehadwantedtoseeHelenRayneragainuntilitwastoolate。Thatopenedhiseyes。Aragingfrenzyofactionfollowed,inwhichheonlytiredhimselfphysicallywithouthelpinghimselfspiritually。
Itwassunsetwhenhefacedthewest,lookingupatthepinksnow-domesandthedark-goldenfringeofspruce,andinthatmomenthefoundthetruth。
\"Ilovethatgirl!Ilovethatgirl!\"hespokealoud,tothedistantwhitepeaks,tothewinds,tothelonelinessandsilenceofhisprison,tothegreatpinesandtothemurmuringstream,andtohisfaithfulpets。Itwashistragicconfessionofweakness,ofamazingtruth,ofhopelessposition,ofpitifulexcuseforthetransformationwroughtinhim。
Dale\'sstruggleendedtherewhenhefacedhissoul。Tounderstandhimselfwastobereleasedfromstrain,worry,ceaselessimportuningdoubtandwonderandfear。Butthefeverofunrest,ofuncertainty,hadbeennothingcomparedtoasuddenupflashingtormentoflove。
Withsomberdeliberationhesetaboutthetasksneedful,andothersthathemightmake——hiscamp-firesandmeals,thecareofhispetsandhorses,themendingofsaddlesandpack-harness,thecuringofbuckskinformoccasinsandhunting-suits。Sohisdayswerenotidle。Butallthisworkwashabitforhimandneedednoapplicationofmind。
AndDale,likesomemenoflonelywildernessliveswhodidnotretrogradetowardthesavage,wasathinker。Lovemadehimasufferer。
Thesurpriseandshameofhisunconscioussurrender,thecertainhopelessnessofit,thelongyearsofcommunionwithallthatwaswild,lonely,andbeautiful,thewonderfullydevelopedinsightintonature\'ssecrets,andthesudden-dawningrevelationthathewasnoomniscientbeingexemptfromtheruthlessordinarydestinyofman——alltheseshowedhimthestrengthofhismanhoodandofhispassion,andthatthelifehehadchosenwasofalllivestheonecalculatedtomakelovesadandterrible。
HelenRaynerhauntedhim。Inthesunlighttherewasnotaplacearoundcampwhichdidnotpictureherlithe,vigorousbody,herdark,thoughtfuleyes,hereloquent,resolutelips,andthesmilethatwassosweetandstrong。Atnightshewastherelikeaslenderspecter,pacingbesidehimunderthemoaningpines。Everycamp-fireheldinitshearttheglowingwhiteradianceofherspirit。
NaturehadtaughtDaletolovesolitudeandsilence,butloveitselftaughthimtheirmeaning。Solitudehadbeencreatedfortheeagleonhiscrag,fortheblastedmountainfir,lonelyandgnarledonitspeak,fortheelkandthewolf。Butithadnotbeenintendedforman。Andtolivealwaysinthesilenceofwildplaceswastobecomeobsessedwithself——tothinkanddream——tobehappy,whichstate,howeverpursuedbyman,wasnotgoodforhim。Manmustbegivenimperiouslongingsfortheunattainable。
Itneeded,then,onlythememoryofanunattainablewomantorendersolitudepassionatelydesiredbyaman,yetalmostunendurable。Dalewasalonewithhissecret;andeverypine,everythinginthatparksawhimshakenandundone。
Inthedark,pitchydeadnessofnight,whentherewasnowindandthecoldonthepeakshadfrozenthewaterfall,thenthesilenceseemedinsupportable。Manyhoursthatshouldhavebeengiventoslumberwerepacedoutunderthecold,white,pitilessstars,underthelonelypines。
Dale\'smemorybetrayedhim,mockedhisrestraint,cheatedhimofanypeace;andhisimagination,sharpenedbylove,createdpictures,fancies,feelings,thatdrovehimfrantic。
HethoughtofHelenRayner\'sstrong,shapelybrownhand。Inathousanddifferentactionsithauntedhim。Howquickanddeftincamp-firetasks!howgracefulandswiftassheplaitedherdarkhair!howtenderandskilfulinitsministrationwhenoneofhispetshadbeeninjured!howeloquentwhenpressedtightagainstherbreastinamomentoffearonthedangerousheights!howexpressiveofunutterablethingswhenlaidonhisarm!
Dalesawthatbeautifulhandslowlycreepuphisarm,acrosshisshoulder,andslideroundhisnecktoclaspthere。Hewaspowerlesstoinhibitthepicture。Andwhathefeltthenwasboundless,unutterable。Nowomanhadeveryetsomuchasclaspedhishand,andheretoforenosuchimaginingshadevercrossedhismind,yetdeepinhim,somewherehidden,hadbeenthiswaiting,sweet,andimperiousneed。Inthebrightdayheappearedtowardoffsuchfancies,butatnighthewashelpless。Andeveryfancylefthimweaker,wilder。
When,attheculminationofthisphaseofhispassion,Dale,whohadneverknownthetouchofawoman\'slips,suddenlyyieldedtotheillusionofHelenRayner\'skisses,hefoundhimselfquitemad,filledwithraptureanddespair,lovingherashehatedhimself。Itseemedasifhehadexperiencedalltheseterriblefeelingsinsomeformerlifeandhadforgottentheminthislife。Hehadnorighttothinkofher,buthecouldnotresistit。Imaginingthesweetsurrenderofherlipswasasacrilege,yethere,inspiteofwillandhonorandshame,hewaslost。
Dale,atlength,wasvanquished,andheceasedtorailathimself,orrestrainhisfancies。Hebecameadreamy,sad-eyed,camp-firegazer,likemanyanotherlonelyman,separated,bychanceorerror,fromwhatthehearthungeredmostfor。Butthisgreatexperience,whenallitssignificancehadclarifiedinhismind,immeasurablybroadenedhisunderstandingoftheprinciplesofnatureappliedtolife。
Lovehadbeeninhimstrongerthaninmostmen,becauseofhiskeen,vigorous,lonelyyearsintheforest,wherehealthofmindandbodywereintensifiedandpreserved。Howsimple,hownatural,howinevitable!Hemighthavelovedanyfine-spirited,healthy-bodiedgirl。Likeatreeshootingitsbranchesandleaves,itswholeentity,towardthesunlight,sohadhegrowntowardawoman\'slove。Why?Becausethethinghereveredinnature,thespirit,theuniversal,thelifethatwasGod,hadcreatedathisbirthorbeforehisbirththethreetremendousinstinctsofnature——tofightforlife,tofeedhimself,toreproducehiskind。Thatwasalltherewastoit。Butoh!themystery,thebeauty,thetorment,andtheterrorofthisthirdinstinct——thishungerforthesweetnessandthegloryofawoman\'slove!
CHAPTERXVI
HelenRaynerdroppedherknittingintoherlapandsatpensivelygazingoutofthewindowoverthebareyellowrangesofheruncle\'sranch。
Thewinterdaywasbright,butsteely,andthewindthatwhippeddownfromthewhite-cappedmountainshadakeen,frostyedge。Ascantsnowlayinprotectedplaces;cattlestoodbunchedintheleeofridges;lowsheetsofdustscurriedacrosstheflats。
Thebigliving-roomoftheranch-housewaswarmandcomfortablewithitsredadobewalls,itshugestonefireplacewherecedarlogsblazed,anditsmany-coloredblankets。BoRaynersatbeforethefire,curledupinanarmchair,absorbedinabook。OnthefloorlaythehoundPedro,hisracy,fineheadstretchedtowardthewarmth。
\"Didunclecall?\"askedHelen,withastartoutofherreverie。
\"Ididn\'thearhim,\"repliedBo。
Helenrosetotiptoeacrossthefloor,and,softlypartingsomecurtains,shelookedintotheroomwhereherunclelay。
Hewasasleep。Sometimeshecalledoutinhisslumbers。Forweeksnowhehadbeenconfinedtohisbed,slowlygrowingweaker。WithasighHelenreturnedtoherwindow-seatandtookupherwork。
\"Bo,thesunisbright,\"shesaid。\"Thedaysaregrowinglonger。I\'msoglad。\"
\"Nell,you\'realwayswishingtimeaway。Formeitpassesquicklyenough,\"repliedthesister。
\"ButIlovespringandsummerandfall——andIguessIhatewinter,\"returnedHelen,thoughtfully。
Theyellowrangesrolledawayuptotheblackridgesandtheyinturnsweptuptothecold,whitemountains。Helen\'sgazeseemedtogobeyondthatsnowybarrier。AndBo\'skeeneyesstudiedhersister\'searnest,sadface。
\"Nell,doyoueverthinkofDale?\"shequeried,suddenly。
ThequestionstartledHelen。Aslowblushsuffusedneckandcheek。
\"Ofcourse,\"shereplied,asifsurprisedthatBoshouldasksuchathing。
\"I——Ishouldn\'thaveaskedthat,\"saidBo,softly,andthenbentagainoverherbook。
Helengazedtenderlyatthatbright,bowedhead。Inthisswift-flying,eventful,busywinter,duringwhichthemanagementoftheranchhaddevolvedwhollyuponHelen,thelittlesisterhadgrownawayfromher。Bohadinsisteduponherownfreewillandshehadfollowedit,totheamusementofheruncle,totheconcernofHelen,tothedismayandbewildermentofthefaithfulMexicanhousekeeper,andtotheundoingofalltheyoungmenontheranch。
Helenhadalwaysbeenhopingandwaitingforafavorablehourinwhichshemightfindthiswilfulsisteroncemoresusceptibletowiseandlovinginfluence。Butwhileshehesitatedtospeak,slowfootstepsandajingleofspurssoundedwithout,andthencameatimidknock。Bolookedupbrightlyandrantoopenthedoor。
\"Oh!It\'sonly——YOU!\"sheuttered,inwitheringscorn,totheonewhoknocked。
Helenthoughtshecouldguesswhothatwas。
\"Howareyou-all?\"askedadrawlingvoice。
\"Well,MisterCarmichael,ifthatinterestsyou——I\'mquiteill,\"repliedBo,freezingly。
\"Ill!Awno,now?\"
\"It\'safact。IfIdon\'tdierightoffI\'llhavetobetakenbacktoMissouri,\"saidBo,casually。
\"Areyougoin\'toaskmein?\"queriedCarmichael,bluntly。
\"It\'scold——an\'I\'vegotsomethin\'tosayto——\"
\"ToME?Well,you\'renotbackward,Ideclare,\"retortedBo。
\"MissRayner,Ireckonit\'llbestrangetoyou——findin\'
outIdidn\'tcometoseeyou。\"
\"Indeed!No。ButwhatwasstrangewasthedeludedideaIhad——thatyoumeanttoapologizetome——likeagentleman……Comein,Mr。Carmichael。Mysisterishere。\"
ThedoorclosedasHelenturnedround。Carmichaelstoodjustinsidewithhissombreroinhand,andashegazedatBohisleanfaceseemedhard。Inthefewmonthssinceautumnhehadchanged——aged,itseemed,andtheonceyoung,frank,alert,andcarelesscowboytraitshadmergedintothemakingofaman。Helenknewjusthowmuchofamanhereallywas。
Hehadbeenhermainstayduringallthecomplexworkingoftheranchthathadfallenuponhershoulders。
\"Wal,Ireckonyouwasdeluded,allright——ifyouthoughtI\'dcrawllikethemotherloversofyours,\"hesaid,withcooldeliberation。
Boturnedpale,andhereyesfairlyblazed,yeteveninwhatmusthavebeenherfuryHelensawamazeandpain。
\"OTHERlovers?Ithinkthebiggestdelusionhereisthewayyouflatteryourself,\"repliedBo,stingingly。
\"Meflattermyself?Nope。Youdon\'tsavvyme。I\'mshorehatin\'myselfthesedays。\"
\"Smallwonder。Icertainlyhateyou——withallmyheart!\"
AtthisretortthecowboydroppedhisheadanddidnotseeBoflauntherselfoutoftheroom。Butheheardthedoorclose,andthenslowlycametowardHelen。
\"Cheerup,LasVegas,\"saidHelen,smiling。\"Bo\'shot-tempered。\"
\"MissNell,I\'mjustlikeadog。ThemeanershetreatsmethemoreIloveher,\"hereplied,dejectedly。
ToHelen\'sfirstinstinctoflikingforthiscowboytherehadbeenaddedadmiration,respect,andagrowingappreciationofstrong,faithful,developingcharacter。
Carmichael\'sfaceandhandswereredandchappedfromwinterwinds;theleatherofwrist-bands,belt,andbootswasallwornshinyandthin;littlestreaksofdustfellfromhimashebreathedheavily。Henolongerlookedthedashingcowboy,readyforadanceorlarkorfight。
\"Howintheworlddidyouoffendherso?\"askedHelen。\"Boisfurious。Ineversawhersoangryasthat。\"
\"MissNell,itwasjestthisway,\"beganCarmichael。\"ShoreBo\'sknowedIwasinlovewithher。Iaskedhertomarrymean\'shewouldn\'tsayyesorno……An\',meanasitsounds——sheneverrunawayfromit,thet\'sshore。We\'vehadsomequarrels——twoofthembad,an\'thislast\'stheworst。\"
\"Botoldmeaboutonequarrel,\"saidHelen。\"Itwas——
becauseyoudrank——thattime。\"
\"Shoreitwas。Shetookoneofhercoldspellsan\'Ijestgotdrunk。\"
\"Butthatwaswrong,\"protestedHelen。
\"Iain\'tsoshore。Yousee,Iusedtogetdrunkoften——
beforeIcomehere。An\'I\'vebeendrunkonlyonce。BackatLasVegastheoutfitwouldneverbelievethet。Wal,I
promisedBoIwouldn\'tdoitagain,an\'I\'vekeptmyword。\"
\"Thatisfineofyou。Buttellme,whyissheangrynow?\"
\"Bomakesuptoallthefellars,\"confessedCarmichael,hanginghishead。\"Itookhertothedancelastweek——overinthetown-hall。Thet\'sthefirsttimeshe\'dgoneanywherewithme。Ishorewasproud……Butthetdancewashell。
Bocarriedonsomethin\'turrible,an\'I——\"
\"Tellme。Whatdidshedo?\"demandedHelen,anxiously。\"I\'mresponsibleforher。I\'vegottoseethatshebehaves。\"
\"Aw,Iain\'tsayin\'shedidn\'tbehavelikealady,\"repliedCarmichael。\"Itwas——she——wal,allthemfellarsarefoolsoverher——an\'Bowasn\'ttruetome。\"
\"Mydearboy,isBoengagedtoyou?\"
\"Lord——ifsheonlywas!\"hesighed。
\"Thenhowcanyousayshewasn\'ttruetoyou?Bereasonable。\"
\"Ireckonnow,MissNell,thetnoonecanbeinlovean\'actreasonable,\"rejoinedthecowboy。\"Idon\'tknowhowtoexplain,butthefactisIfeelthetBohasplayedthe——
thedevilwithmean\'alltheotherfellars。\"
\"Youmeanshehasflirted?\"
\"Ireckon。\"
\"LasVegas,I\'mafraidyou\'reright,\"saidHelen,withgrowingapprehension。\"Goon。Tellmewhat\'shappened。\"
\"Wal,thetTurnerboy,whoridesforBeasley,hewashotafterBo,\"returnedCarmichael,andhespokeasifmemoryhurthim。\"ReckonI\'venouseforTurner。He\'safine-lookin\',strappin\',bigcow-puncher,an\'calculatedtowinthegirls。Hebragsthethecan,an\'Ireckonhe\'sright。Wal,hewasalwayshangin\'roundBo。An\'hestoleoneofmydanceswithBo。Ionlyhadthree,an\'hecomesuptosaythisonewashis;Bo,veryinnocent——oh,she\'sacuteone!——shesays,\'Why,MisterTurner——isitreallyyours?\'An\'shelookedsofullofjoythetwhenhesaystome,\'Excooseus,friendCarmichael,\'Isattherelikealocoedjackassan\'letthemgo。ButIwasn\'tmadatthet。Hewasabetterdancerthanmean\'Iwantedhertohaveagoodtime。WhatstartedthehellwasIseenhimputhisarmroundherwhenitwasn\'tjusttime,accordin\'tothedance,an\'Bo——shedidn\'tbreakanyrecordsgettin\'awayfromhim。Shepushedhimaway——afteralittle——afterIneardied。Wal,onthewayhomeIhadtotellher。Ishoredid。An\'shesaidwhatI\'dlovetoforget。Then——then,MissNell,Igrabbedher——itwasoutsideherebytheporchan\'allbrightmoonlight——Igrabbedheran\'huggedan\'kissedhergood。
WhenIlethergoIsays,sortabrave,butIwasplumbscared——Isays,\"Wal,areyougoin\'tomarrymenow?\'\"
Heconcludedwithagulp,andlookedatHelenwithwoeinhiseyes。
\"Oh!WhatdidBodo?\"breathlesslyqueriedHelen。
\"Sheslappedme,\"hereplied。\"An\'thenshesays,Ididlikeyoubest,butNOWIhateyou!\'An\'sheslammedthedoorinmyface。\"
\"Ithinkyoumadeagreatmistake,\"saidHelen,gravely。
\"Wal,ifIthoughtsoI\'dbegherforgiveness。ButIreckonIdon\'t。What\'smore,Ifeelbetterthanbefore。I\'monlyacowboyan\'neverwasmuchgoodtillImether。ThenI
braced。Igottohavin\'hopes,studyin\'books,an\'youknowhowI\'vebeenlookin\'intothisranchin\'game。Istoppeddrinkin\'an\'savedmymoney。Wal,sheknowsallthet。Onceshesaidshewasproudofme。Butitdidn\'tseemtocountbigwithher。An\'ifitcan\'tcountbigIdon\'twantittocountatall。IreckonthemadderBoisatmethemorechanceI\'vegot。SheknowsIloveher——thetI\'ddieforher——thetI\'machangedman。An\'sheknowsIneverbeforethoughtofdarin\'totouchherhand。An\'sheknowssheflirtedwithTurner。\"
\"She\'sonlyachild,\"repliedHelen。\"Andallthischange——
theWest——thewildness——andyouboysmakingmuchofher——why,it\'sturnedherhead。ButBowillcomeoutofittrueblue。Sheisgood,loving。Herheartisgold。\"
\"IreckonIknow,an\'myfaithcan\'tbeshook,\"rejoinedCarmichael,simply。\"Butsheoughttobelievethetshe\'llmakebadbloodouthere。TheWestistheWest。Anykindofgirlsarescarce。An\'onelikeBo——Lord!wecowboysneverseennonetocomparewithher。She\'llmakebadbloodan\'
someofitwillbespilled。\"
\"UncleAlencouragesher,\"saidHelen,apprehensively。\"Ittickleshimtohearhowtheboysareafterher。Oh,shedoesn\'ttellhim。Buthehears。AndI,whomuststandinmother\'splacetoher,whatcanIdo?\"
\"MissNell,areyouonmyside?\"askedthecowboy,wistfully。Hewasstrongandelemental,caughtinthetoilsofsomepowerbeyondhim。
YesterdayHelenmighthavehesitatedatthatquestion。Butto-dayCarmichaelbroughtsomeprovenqualityofloyalty,somestrangedepthofruggedsincerity,asifshehadlearnedhisfutureworth。
\"Yes,Iam,\"Helenreplied,earnestly。Andsheofferedherhand。
\"Wal,thenit\'llshoreturnouthappy,\"hesaid,squeezingherhand。Hissmilewasgrateful,buttherewasnothinginitofthevictoryhehintedat。Someofhisruddycolorhadgone。\"An\'nowIwanttotellyouwhyIcome。\"
Hehadloweredhisvoice。\"IsAlasleep?\"hewhispered。
\"Yes,\"repliedHelen。\"Hewasalittlewhileago。\"
\"ReckonI\'dbettershuthisdoor。\"
Helenwatchedthecowboyglideacrosstheroomandcarefullyclosethedoor,thenreturntoherwithintenteyes。Shesensedeventsinhislook,andshedivinedsuddenlythathemustfeelasifhewereherbrother。
\"ShoreI\'mtheonethetfetchesallthebadnewstoyou,\"hesaid,regretfully。
Helencaughtherbreath。Therehadindeedbeenmanylittlecalamitiestomarhermanagementoftheranch——lossofcattle,horses,sheep——thedesertionofherderstoBeasley——failureoffreighterstoarrivewhenmostneeded——
fightsamongthecowboys——anddisagreementsoverlong-arrangeddeals。
\"YouruncleAlmakesaheapofthishereJeffMulvey,\"
assertedCarmichael。
\"Yes,indeed。UncleabsolutelyreliesonJeff,\"repliedHelen。
\"Wal,Ihatetotellyou,MissNell,\"saidthecowboy,bitterly,\"thetMulveyain\'tthemanheseems。\"
\"Oh,whatdoyoumean?\"
\"WhenyourunclediesMulveyisgoin\'overtoBeasleyan\'
he\'sgoin\'totakeallthefellarswho\'llsticktohim。\"
\"CouldJeffbesofaithless——aftersomanyyearsmyuncle\'sforeman?Oh,howdoyouknow?\"
\"ReckonIguessedlongago。Butwasn\'tshore。MissNell,there\'salotinthewindlately,aspooroldAlgrowsweaker。Mulveyhasbeenparticularfriendlytomean\'I\'venursedhimalong,\'ceptIwouldn\'tdrink。An\'hispardshavebeenparticularfriendswithme,too,morean\'moreasI
loosenedup。Yousee,theywasshyofmewhenIfirstgothere。To-daythewholedealshowedcleartomelikeahooftrackinsoftground。BudLewis,who\'sbunkedwithme,comeoutan\'triedtowinmeovertoBeasley——soonasAuchinclossdies。IpalaveredwithBudan\'Iwantedtoknow。
ButBudwouldonlysayhewasgoin\'alongwithJeffan\'
othersoftheoutfit。ItoldhimI\'dreckonoveritan\'lethimknow。HethinksI\'llcomeround。\"
\"Why——whywillthesemenleavemewhen——when——Oh,pooruncle!Theybargainonhisdeath。Butwhy——tellmewhy?\"
\"Beasleyhasworkedonthem——wonthemover,\"repliedCarmichael,grimly。\"AfterAldiestheranchwillgotoyou。
Beasleymeanstohaveit。Hean\'Alwaspardsonce,an\'nowBeasleyhasmostfolksherebelievin\'hegottheshortendofthetdeal。He\'llhavepapers——shore——an\'he\'llhavemostofthemen。Sohe\'lljustputyouoffan\'takepossession。Thet\'sall,MissNell,an\'youcanrelyonitsbein\'true。\"
\"I——Ibelieveyou——butIcan\'tbelievesuch——suchrobberypossible,\"gaspedHelen。
\"It\'ssimpleastwoan\'two。Possessionislawouthere。
OnceBeasleygetsonthegroundit\'ssettled。Whatcouldyoudowithnomentofightforyourproperty?\"
\"But,surely,someofthemenwillstaywithme?\"
\"Ireckon。Butnotenough。\"
\"ThenIcanhiremore。TheBeemanboys。AndDalewouldcometohelpme。\"
\"Dalewouldcome。An\'he\'dhelpaheap。Iwishhewashere,\"
repliedCarmichael,soberly。\"Butthere\'snowaytogethim。
He\'ssnowed-uptillMay。\"
\"Idarenotconfideinuncle,\"saidHelen,withagitation。
\"Theshockmightkillhim。Thentotellhimoftheunfaithfulnessofhisoldmen——thatwouldbecruel……
Oh,itcan\'tbesobadasyouthink。\"
\"Ireckonitcouldn\'tbenoworse。An\'——MissNell,there\'sonlyonewaytogetoutofit——an\'thet\'sthewayoftheWest。\"
\"How?\"queriedHelen,eagerly。
Carmichaellungedhimselferectandstoodgazingdownather。Heseemedcompletelydetachednowfromthatfrank,amiablecowboyofherfirstimpressions。Therednesswastotallygonefromhisface。Somethingstrangeandcoldandsurelookedoutofhiseyes。
\"IseenBeasleygointhesaloonasIrodepast。SupposeI
godownthere,pickaquarrelwithhim——an\'killhim?\"
Helensatbolt-uprightwithacoldshock。
\"Carmichael!you\'renotserious?\"sheexclaimed。
\"Serious?Ishoream。Thet\'stheonlyway,MissNell。An\'I
reckonit\'swhatAlwouldwant。An\'betweenyouan\'me——itwouldbeeasierthanropin\'acalf。ThesefellarsroundPinedon\'tsavvyguns。Now,Icomefromwheregunsmeansomethin\'。An\'whenItellyouIcanthrowagunslickan\'
fast,whyIshoreain\'tbraggin\'。Youneedn\'tworrynoneaboutme,MissNell。\"
Helengraspedthathehadtakenthesignsofhershockedsensibilitytomeanshefearedforhislife。Butwhathadsickenedherwasthemereideaofbloodshedinherbehalf。
\"You\'d——killBeasley——justbecausetherearerumorsofhis——treachery?\"gaspedHelen。
\"Shore。It\'llhavetobedone,anyhow,\"repliedthecowboy。
\"No!No!It\'stoodreadfultothinkof。Why,thatwouldbemurder。I——Ican\'tunderstandhowyouspeakofit——so——
socalmly。\"
\"ReckonIain\'tdoin\'itcalmly。I\'masmadashell,\"saidCarmichael,witharecklesssmile。
\"Oh,ifyouareseriousthen,Isayno——no——no!Iforbidyou。Idon\'tbelieveI\'llberobbedofmyproperty。\"
\"Wal,supposin\'Beasleydoesputyouoff——an\'takespossession。What\'reyougoin\'tosaythen?\"demandedthecowboy,inslow,cooldeliberation。
\"I\'dsaythesamethenasnow,\"shereplied。
Hebenthisheadthoughtfullywhilehisredhandssmoothedhissombrero。
\"Shoreyougirlshaven\'tbeenWestverylong,\"bemuttered,asifapologizingforthem。\"An\'Ireckonittakestimetolearnthewaysofacountry。\"
\"WestornoWest,Iwon\'thavefightsdeliberatelypicked,andmenshot,eveniftheydothreatenme,\"declaredHelen,positively。
\"Allright,MissNell,shoreIrespectyourwishes,\"hereturned。\"ButI\'lltellyouthis。IfBeasleyturnsyouan\'
Booutofyourhome——wal,I\'lllookhimuponmyownaccount。\"
Helencouldonlygazeathimashebackedtothedoor,andshethrilledandshudderedatwhatseemedhisloyaltytoher,hisloveforBo,andthatwhichwasinevitableinhimself。
\"Reckonyoumightsaveusallsometrouble——nowifyou\'d——justgetmad——an\'letmegoafterthetgreaser。\"
\"Greaser!DoyoumeanBeasley?\"
\"Shore。He\'sahalf-breed。HewasborninMagdalena,whereI
heardfolkssaynaryoneofhisparentswasnogood。\"