\"OfcourseIdon’treallythinkaboutwriting,\"hesaid,ashepouredthecoldwaterintothecoffee。\"Evenifmythingseverweredecent,Idon’tthinkthemagazineswouldtakethem,andthemagazinesareone’sonlychance。Ireadsomewhere,too,thatMarieCorelli’sabouttheonlypersonwhomakesathingoutofliterature。I’mcertainitwouldn’tpayme。\"
\"Inevermentionedtheword’pay,’\"saidMr。Pembrokeuneasily。
\"Youmustnotconsidermoney。Thereareidealstoo。\"
\"Ihavenoideals。\"
Rickie!\"sheexclaimed。\"Horribleboy!\"
\"No,Agnes,Ihavenoideals。\"Thenhegotveryred,foritwasaphrasehehadcaughtfromAnsell,andhecouldnotrememberwhatcamenext。
\"Thepersonwhohasnoideals,\"sheexclaimed,\"istobepitied。\"
\"Ithinksotoo,\"saidMr。Pembroke,sippinghiscoffee。\"Lifewithoutanidealwouldbeliketheskywithoutthesun。\"
Rickielookedtowardsthenight,whereintherenowtwinkledinnumerablestars——godsandheroes,virginsandbrides,towhomtheGreekshavegiventheirnames。
\"Lifewithoutanideal——\"repeatedMr。Pembroke,andthenstopped,forhismouthwasfullofcoffeegrounds。ThesameafflictionhadovertakenAgnes。Afteralittlejocoselaughtertheydepartedtotheirlodgings,andRickie,havingseenthemasfarastheporter’slodge,hurried,singingashewent,toAnsell’sroom,burstopenthedoor,andsaid,\"Lookhere!
Whateverdoyoumeanbyit?\"
\"Bywhat?\"Ansellwassittingalonewithapieceofpaperinfrontofhim。Onitwasadiagram——acircleinsideasquare,insidewhichwasagainasquare。
\"Bybeingsorude。You’renogentleman,andItoldherso。\"Heslammedhimontheheadwithasofacushion。\"I’mcertainoneoughttobepolite,eventopeoplewhoaren’tsaved。\"(\"Notsaved\"wasaphrasetheyappliedjustthentothosewhomtheydidnotlikeorintimatelyknow。)\"AndIbelievesheissaved。I
neverknewanyonesoalwaysgood—temperedandkind。She’sbeenkindtomeeversinceIknewher。Iwishyou’dheardhertryingtostopherbrother:you’dhavecertainlycomeround。Notbutwhathewasonlybeingniceaswell。Butsheisreallynice。AndIthoughtshecameintotheroomsobeautifully。Doyouknow——oh,ofcourse,youdespisemusic——butAndersonwasplayingWagner,andhe’djustgottothepartwheretheysing’Rheingold!
’Rheingold!
andthesunstrikesintothewaters,andthemusic,whichuptothenhassooftenbeeninEflat——\"
\"GoesintoDsharp。Ihavenotunderstoodasingleword,partlybecauseyoutalkasifyourmouthwasfullofplums,partlybecauseIdon’tknowwhomyou’retalkingabout。\"
\"MissPembroke——whomyousaw。\"
\"Isawnoone。\"
\"Whocamein?\"
\"Noonecamein。\"
\"You’reanass!\"shriekedRickie。\"Shecamein。Yousawhercomein。Sheandherbrotherhavebeentodinner。\"
\"Youonlythinkso。Theywerenotreallythere。\"
\"ButtheystoptillMonday。\"
\"Youonlythinkthattheyarestopping。\"
\"But——oh,lookhere,shutup!Thegirllikeanempress——\"
\"Isawnoempress,noranygirl,norhaveyouseenthem。\"
\"Ansell,don’trag。\"
\"Elliot,Ineverrag,andyouknowit。Shewasnotreallythere。\"
Therewasamoment’ssilence。ThenRickieexclaimed,\"I’vegotyou。Yousay——orwasitTilliard?——no,YOUsaythatthecow’sthere。Well——therethesepeopleare,then。Gotyou。Yah!\"
\"Diditneverstrikeyouthatphenomenamaybeoftwokinds:ONE,thosewhichhavearealexistence,suchasthecow;TWO,thosewhicharethesubjectiveproductofadiseasedimagination,andwhich,toourdestruction,weinvestwiththesemblanceofreality?Ifthisneverstruckyou,letitstrikeyounow。\"
Rickiespokeagain,butreceivednoanswer。Hepacedalittleupanddownthesombreroam。Thenhesatontheedgeofthetableandwatchedhiscleverfrienddrawwithinthesquareacircle,andwithinthecircleasquare,andinsidethatanothercircle,andinsidethatanothersquare。
\"Whvwillyoudothat?\"
Noanswer。
\"Aretheyreal?\"
\"Theinsideoneis——theoneinthemiddleofeverything,thatthere’sneverroomenoughtodraw。\"
II
AlittlethissideofMadingley,totheleftoftheroad,thereisasecludeddell,pavedwithgrassandplantedwithfir—trees。
Itcouldnothavebeenworthavisittwentyyearsago,forthenitwasonlyascarofchalk,anditisnotworthavisitatthepresentday,forthetreeshavegrowntoothickandchokedit。
ButwhenRickiewasup,itchancedtobethebriefseasonofitsromance,aseasonasbriefforachalk—pitasaman——itsdivineintervalbetweenthebarenessofboyhoodandthestuffinessofage。Rickiehaddiscovereditinhissecondterm,whentheJanuarysnowshadmeltedandleftfiordsandlagoonsofclearestwaterbetweentheinequalitiesofthefloor。TheplacelookedasbigasSwitzerlandorNorway——asindeedforthemomentitwas——
andhecameuponitatatimewhenhislifetoowasbeginningtoexpand。Accordinglythedellbecameforhimakindofchurch——achurchwhereindeedyoucoulddoanythingyouliked,butwhereanythingyoudidwouldbetransfigured。LiketheancientGreeks,hecouldevenlaughathisholyplaceandleaveitnolessholy。
Hechattedgailyaboutit,andaboutthepleasantthoughtswithwhichitinspiredhim;hetookhisfriendsthere;heeventookpeoplewhomhedidnotlike。\"Proculeste,profani!\"exclaimedadelightedaestheteonbeingintroducedtoit。ButthiswasnevertobetheattitudeofRickie。Hedidnotlovethevulgarherd,butheknewthathisownvulgaritywouldbegreaterifheforbadeitingress,andthatitwasnotbypreciositythathewouldattaintotheintimatespiritofthedell。Indeed,ifhehadagreedwiththeaesthete,hewouldpossiblynothaveintroducedhim。Ifthedellwastobearanyinscription,hewouldhavelikedittobe\"ThiswaytoHeaven,\"paintedonasign—postbythehigh—road,andhedidnotrealizetilllateryearsthatthenumberofvisitorswouldnottherebyhavesensiblyincreased。
OntheblessedMondaythatthePembrokesleft,hewalkedoutherewiththreefriends。Itwasadaywhentheskyseemedenormous。
Onecloud,aslargeasacontinent,wasvoyagingnearthesun,whilstothercloudsseemedanchoredtothehorizon,toolazyortoohappytomove。Theskyitselfwasofthepalestblue,palingtowhitewhereitapproachedtheearth;andtheearth,brown,wet,andodorous,wasengagedbeneathitonitsyearlydutyofdecay。Rickiewasopentothecomplexitiesofautumn;hefeltextremelytiny——extremelytinyandextremelyimportant;andperhapsthecombinationisasfairasanythatexists。Hehopedthatallhislifehewouldneverbepeevishorunkind。
\"Elliotisinadangerousstate,\"saidAnsell。Theyhadreachedthedell,andhadstoodforsometimeinsilence,eachleaningagainstatree。Itwastoowettositdown。
\"How’sthat?\"askedRickie,whohadnotknownhewasinanystateatall。HeshutupKeats,whomhethoughthehadbeenreading,andslippedhimbackintohiscoat—pocket。Scarcelyeverwashewithoutabook。
\"He’stryingtolikepeople。\"
\"Thenhe’sdonefor,\"saidWiddrington。\"He’sdead。\"
\"He’stryingtolikeHornblower。\"
Theothersgaveshrillagonizedcries。
\"Hewantstobindthecollegetogether。Hewantstolinkustothebeefyset。\"
\"IdolikeHornblower,\"heprotested。\"Idon’ttry。\"
\"AndHornblowertriestolikeyou。\"
\"Thatpartdoesn’tmatter。\"
\"Buthedoestrytolikeyou。Hetriesnottodespiseyou。Itisaltogetheramostpublic—spiritedaffair。\"
\"Tilliardstartedthem,\"saidWiddrington。\"Tilliardthinksitsuchapitythecollegeshouldbesplitintosets。\"
\"Oh,Tilliard!\"saidAnsell,withmuchirritation。\"Butwhatcanyouexpectfromapersonwho’seternallybeautiful?Theothernightwehadbeendiscussingalongtime,andsuddenlythelightwasturnedon。Everyoneelselookedasight,astheyought。ButtherewasTilliard,sittingneatlyonalittlechair,likeanundersizedgod,withnotacurlcrooked。IshouldsayhewillgetintotheForeignOffice。\"
\"Whyaremostofussougly?\"laughedRickie。
\"It’smerelyasignofoursalvation——merelyanothersignthatthecollegeissplit。\"
\"Thecollegeisn’tsplit,\"criedRickie,whogotexcitedonthissubjectwithunfailingregularity。\"Thecollegeis,andhasbeen,andalwayswillbe,one。Whatyoucallthebeefysetaren’tasetatall。They’rejusttherowingpeople,andnaturallytheychieflyseeeachother;butthey’realwaysnicetomeortoanyone。Ofcourse,theythinkusratherasses,butit’squiteinapleasantway。\"
\"That’smywholeobjection,\"saidAnsell。\"Whatrighthavetheytothinkusassesinapleasantway?Whydon’ttheyhateus?WhatrighthasHornblowertosmackmeonthebackwhenI’vebeenrudetohim?\"
\"Well,whatrighthaveyoutoberudetohim?\"
\"BecauseIhatehim。Youthinkitissosplendidtohatenoone。
Itellyouitisacrime。Youwanttoloveeveryoneequally,andthat’sworsethanimpossibleit’swrong。Whenyoudenouncesets,you’rereallytryingtodestroyfriendship。\"
\"Imaintain,\"saidRickie——itwasaverbheclungto,inthehopethatitwouldlendstabilitytowhatfollowed——\"Imaintainthatonecanlikemanymorepeoplethanonesupposes。\"
\"AndImaintainthatyouhatemanymorepeoplethanyoupretend。\"
\"Ihatenoone,\"heexclaimedwithextraordinaryvehemence,andthedellre—echoedthatithatednoone。
\"Weareobligedtobelieveyou,\"saidWiddrington,smilingalittle\"butwearesorryaboutit。\"
\"Notevenyourfather?\"askedAnsell。
Rickiewassilent。
\"Notevenyourfather?\"
Thecloudaboveextendedagreatpromontoryacrossthesun。Itonlylaythereforamoment,yetthatwasenoughtosummonthelurkingcoldnessfromtheearth。
\"Doeshehatehisfather?\"saidWiddrington,whohadnotknown。
\"Oh,good!\"
\"Buthisfather’sdead。Hewillsayitdoesn’tcount。\"
\"Still,it’ssomething。Doyouhateyours?\"
Anselldidnotreply。Rickiesaid:\"Isay,Iwonderwhetheroneoughttotalklikethis?\"
\"Abouthatingdeadpeople?\"
\"Yes——\"
\"Didyouhateyourmother?\"askedWiddrington。
Rickieturnedcrimson。
\"Idon’tseeHornblower’ssucharotter,\"remarkedtheotherman,whosenamewasJames。
\"James,youarediplomatic,\"saidAnsell。\"Youaretryingtotideoveranawkwardmoment。Youcango。\"
Widdringtonwascrimsontoo。Inhiswishtobesprightlyhehadusedwordswithoutthinkingoftheirmeanings。Suddenlyherealizedthat\"father\"and\"mother\"reallymeantfatherandmother——peoplewhomhehadhimselfathome。Hewasveryuncomfortable,andthoughtRickiehadbeenratherqueer。HetootriedtoreverttoHornblower,butAnsellwouldnotlethim。Thesuncameout,andstruckonthewhiterampartsofthedell。
Rickielookedstraightatit。Thenhesaidabruptly——
\"IthinkIwanttotalk。\"
\"Ithinkyoudo,\"repliedAnsell。
\"Shouldn’tIberatherafoolifIwentthroughCambridgewithouttalking?It’ssaidnevertocomesoeasyagain。Allthepeoplearedeadtoo。Ican’tseewhyIshouldn’ttellyoumostthingsaboutmybirthandparentageandeducation。\"
\"Talkaway。Ifyouboreus,wehavebooks。\"
WiththisinvitationRickiebegantorelatehishistory。Thereaderwhohasnobookwillbeobligedtolistentoit。
Somepeoplespendtheirlivesinasuburb,andnotforanyurgentreason。ThishadbeenthefateofRickie。Hehadopenedhiseyestofilmyheavens,andtakenhisfirstwalkonasphalt。Hehadseencivilizationasarowofsemi—detachedvillas,andsocietyasastateinwhichmendonotknowthemenwholivenextdoor。
Hehadhimselfbecomepartofthegreymonotonythatsurroundsallcities。Therewasnonecessityforthis——itwasonlyratherconvenienttohisfather。
Mr。Elliotwasabarrister。Inappearanceheresembledhisson,beingweaklyandlame,withhollowlittlecheeks,abroadwhitebandofforehead,andstiffimpoverishedhair。Hisvoice,whichhedidnottransmit,wasverysuave,withafinecommandofcynicalintonation。Byalteringiteversolittlehecouldmakepeoplewince,especiallyiftheyweresimpleorpoor。Nordidhetransmithiseyes。Theirpeculiarflatness,asifthesoullookedthroughdirtywindow—panes,theunkindnessofthem,thecowardice,thefearinthem,weretotroubletheworldnolonger。
Hemarriedagirlwhosevoicewasbeautiful。Therewasnocaressinityetallwhohearditweresoothed,asthoughtheworldheldsomeunexpectedblessing。Shecalledtoherdogsonenightoverinvisiblewaters,andhe,atouristuponthebridge,thought\"thatisextraordinarilyadequate。\"Intimehediscoveredthatherfigure,face,andthoughtswereadequatealso,andasshewasnotimpossiblesocially,hemarriedher。\"Ihavetakenaplunge,\"
hetoldhisfamily。Thefamily,hostileatfirst,hadnotawordtosaywhenthewomanwasintroducedtothem;andhissisterdeclaredthattheplungehadbeentakenfromtheoppositebank。
Thingsonlywentrightforalittletime。Thoughbeautifulwithoutandwithin,Mrs。Elliothadnotthegiftofmakingherhomebeautiful;andoneday,whensheboughtacarpetforthedining—roomthatclashed,helaughedgently,saidhe\"reallycouldn’t,\"anddeparted。Departureisperhapstoostrongaword。
InMrs。Elliot’smouthitbecame,\"Myhusbandhastosleepmoreintown。\"Heoftencamedowntoseethem,nearlyalwaysunexpectedly,andoccasionallytheywenttoseehim。\"Father’shouse,\"asRickiecalledit,onlyhadthreerooms,butthesewerefullofbooksandpicturesandflowers;andtheflowers,insteadofbeingsquasheddownintothevasesastheywereinmummy’shouse,rosegracefullyfromframesofleadwhichlaycoiledatthebottom,asdoubtlesstheseaserpenthastolie,coiledatthebottomofthesea。Oncehewaslettoliftaframeout——onlyonce,forhedroppedsomewateronacreton。\"Ithinkhe’sgoingtohavetaste,\"saidMr。Elliotlanguidly。\"Itisquitepossible,\"hiswifereplied。Shehadnottakenoffherhatandgloves,norevenpulledupherveil。Mr。Elliotlaughed,andsoonafterwardsanotherladycamein,andthey——wentaway。
\"Whydoesfatheralwayslaugh?\"askedRickieintheeveningwhenheandhismotherweresittinginthenursery。
\"Itisawayofyourfather’s。\"
\"Whydoeshealwayslaughatme?AmIsofunny?\"Thenafterapause,\"Youhavenosenseofhumour,haveyou,mummy?\"
Mrs。Elliot,whowasraisingathreadofcottontoherlips,helditsuspendedinamazement。
\"Youtoldhimsothisafternoon。ButIhaveseenyoulaugh。\"Henoddedwisely。\"Ihaveseenyoulaugheversooften。Onedayyouwerelaughingalonealldowninthesweetpeas。\"
\"WasI?\"
\"Yes。Wereyoulaughingatme?\"
\"Iwasnotthinkingaboutyou。Cotton,please——areelofNo。50
whitefrommychestofdrawers。Lefthanddrawer。Nowwhichisyourlefthand?\"
\"Thesidemypocketis。\"
\"Andifyouhadnopocket?\"
\"Thesidemybadfootis。\"
\"Imeantyoutosay,’thesidemyheartis,’\"saidMrs。Elliot,holdingupthedusterbetweenthem。\"Mostofus——Imeanallofus——canfeelononesidealittlewatch,thatneverstopsticking。Soevenifyouhadnobadfootyouwouldstillknowwhichistheleft。No。50white,please。No;I’llgetitmyself。\"
Forshehadrememberedthatthedarkpassagefrightenedhim。
Theseweretheoutlines。Rickiefilledtheminwiththeslownessandtheaccuracyofachild。Hewasnevertoldanything,buthediscoveredforhimselfthathisfatherandmotherdidnotloveeachother,andthathismotherwaslovable。HediscoveredthatMr。ElliothaddubbedhimRickiebecausehewasrickety,thathetookpleasureinalludingtohisson’sdeformity,andwassorrythatitwasnotmoreseriousthanhisown。Mr。Elliothadnotonescrapofgenius。Hegatheredthepicturesandthebooksandtheflower—supportsmechanically,notinanyimpulseoflove。Hepassedforaculturedmanbecauseheknewhowtoselect,andhepassedforanunconventionalmanbecausehedidnotselectquitelikeotherpeople。Inrealityheneverdidorsaidorthoughtonesinglethingthathadtheslightestbeautyorvalue。AndintimeRickiediscoveredthisaswell。
Theboygrewupingreatloneliness。Heworshippedhismother,andshewasfondofhim。Butshewasdignifiedandreticent,andpathos,liketattle,wasdisgustingtoher。Shewasafraidofintimacy,incaseitledtoconfidencesandtears,andsoallherlifesheheldhersonatalittledistance。Herkindnessandunselfishnessknewnolimits,butifhetriedtobedramaticandthankher,shetoldhimnottobealittlegoose。Andsotheonlypersonhecametoknowatallwashimself。HewouldplayHalmaagainsthimself。Hewouldconductsolitaryconversations,inwhichonepartofhimaskedandanotherpartanswered。Itwasanexcitinggame,andconcludedwiththeformula:\"Good—bye。
Thankyou。Iamgladtohavemetyou。Ihopebeforelongweshallenjoyanotherchat。\"Andthenperhapshewouldsobforloneliness,forhewouldseerealpeople——realbrothers,realfriends——doinginwarmlifethethingshehadpretended。\"ShallI
everhaveafriend?\"hedemandedattheageoftwelve。\"Idon’tseehow。Theywalktoofast。AndabrotherIshallneverhave。\"
(\"Noloss,\"interruptedWiddrington。
\"ButIshallneverhaveone,andsoIquitewantone,evennow。\")
WhenhewasthirteenMr。Elliotenteredonhisillness。Theprettyroomsintownwouldnotdoforaninvalid,andsohecamebacktohishome。OneofthefirstconsequenceswasthatRickiewassenttoapublicschool。Mrs。Elliotdidwhatshecould,butshehadnoholdwhateveroverherhusband。
\"Heworriesme,\"hedeclared。\"He’sajokeofwhichIhavegottired。\"
\"Woulditbepossibletosendhimtoaprivatetutor’s?\"
\"No,\"saidMr。Elliot,whohadallthemoney。\"Coddling。\"
\"Iagreethatboysoughttoroughit;butwhenaboyislameandverydelicate,heroughsitsufficientlyifheleaveshome。
Rickiecan’tplaygames。Hedoesn’tmakefriends。Heisn’tbrilliant。Thinkingitover,Ifeelthatasit’slikethis,wecan’teverhopetogivehimtheordinaryeducation。Perhapsyoucouldthinkitovertoo。\"No。
\"Iamsurethatthingsarebestforhimastheyare。Theday—schoolknocksquiteasmanycornersoffhimashecanstand。
Hehatesit,butitisgoodforhim。Apublicschoolwillnotbegoodforhim。Itistoorough。Insteadofgettingmanlyandhard,hewill——\"
\"Myhead,please。\"
Rickiedepartedinastateofbewilderedmisery,whichwasscarcelyevertogrowclearer。
Eachholidayhefoundhisfathermoreirritable,andalittleweaker。Mrs。Elliotwasquicklygrowingold。Shehadtomanagetheservants,tohushtheneighbouringchildren,toanswerthecorrespondence,topaperandre—papertherooms——andallforthesakeofamanwhomshedidnotlike,andwhodidnotconcealhisdislikeforher。OnedayshefoundRickietearful,andsaidrathercrossly,\"Well,whatisitthistime?\"
Hereplied,\"Oh,mummy,I’veseenyourwrinklesyourgreyhair——
I’munhappy。\"
Suddentendernessovercameher,andshecried,\"Mydarling,whatdoesitmatter?Whateverdoesitmatternow?\"
Hehadneverknownhersoemotional。Yetevenbetterdidherememberanotherincident。Hearinghighvoicesfromhisfather’sroom,hewentupstairsinthehopethatthesoundofhistreadmightstopthem。Mrs。Elliotburstopenthedoor,andseeinghim,exclaimed,\"Mydear!Ifyouplease,he’shitme。\"Shetriedtolaughitoff,butafewhourslaterhesawthebruisewhichthestickoftheinvalidhadraiseduponhismother’shand。
Godaloneknowshowfarweareinthegripofourbodies。HealonecanjudgehowfarthecrueltyofMr。Elliotwastheoutcomeofextenuatingcircumstances。ButMrs。Elliotcouldaccuratelyjudgeofitsextent。
Atlasthedied。Rickiewasnowfifteen,andgotoffawholeweek’sschoolforthefuneral。Hismotherwasratherstrange。Shewasmuchhappier,shelookedyounger,andhermourningwasasunobtrusiveasconventionpermitted。Allthishehadexpected。
Butsheseemedtobewatchinghim,andtobeextremelyanxiousforhisopiniononany,subject——moreespeciallyonhisfather。
Why?Atlasthesawthatshewastryingtoestablishconfidencebetweenthem。Butconfidencecannotbeestablishedinamoment。
Theywerebothshy。Thehabitofyearswasuponthem,andtheyalludedtothedeathofMr。Elliotasanirreparableloss。
\"Nowthatyourfatherhasgone,thingswillbeverydifferent。\"
\"Shallwebepoorer,mother?\"No。
\"Oh!\"
\"Butnaturallythingswillbeverydifferent。\"
\"Yes,naturally。\"
\"Forinstance,yourpoorfatherlikedbeingnearLondon,butI
almostthinkwemightmove。Wouldyoulikethat?\"
\"Ofcourse,mummy。\"Helookeddownattheground。Hewasnotaccustomedtobeingconsulted,anditbewilderedhim。
\"Perhapsyoumightlikequiteadifferentlifebetter?\"
Hegiggled。
\"It’salittledifficultforme,\"saidMrs。Elliot,pacingvigorouslyupanddowntheroom,andmoreandmoredidherblackdressseemamockery。\"Insomewaysyououghttobeconsulted:
nearlyallthemoneyislefttoyou,asyoumusthearsometimeorother。Butinotherwaysyou’reonlyaboy。WhatamItodo?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"hereplied,appearingmorehelplessandunhelpfulthanhereallywas。
\"Forinstance,wouldyoulikemetoarrangethingsexactlyasI
like?\"
\"Ohdo!\"heexclaimed,thinkingthisamostbrilliantsuggestion。
\"Theverynicestthingofall。\"Andheadded,inhishalf—pedantic,half—pleasingway,\"Ishallbeaswaxinyourhands,mamma。\"
Shesmiled。\"Verywell,darling。Youshallbe。\"Andshepressedhimlovingly,asthoughshewouldmouldhimintosomethingbeautiful。
Forthenextfewdaysgreatpreparationswereintheair。Shewenttoseehisfather’ssister,thegiftedandvivaciousAuntEmily。Theyweretoliveinthecountry——somewhererightinthecountry,withgrassandtreesuptothedoor,andbirdssingingeverywhere,andatutor。Forhewasnottogobacktoschool。
Unbelievable!Hewasnevertogobacktoschool,andthehead—
masterhadwrittensayingthatheregrettedthestep,butthatpossiblyitwasawiseone。
Itwasrawweather,andMrs。Elliotwatchedoverhimwithceaselesstenderness。Itseemedasifshecouldnotdotoomuchtoshieldhimandtodrawhimnearertoher。
\"Putonyourgreatcoat,dearest,\"shesaidtohim。
\"Idon’tthinkIwantit,\"answeredRickie,rememberingthathewasnowfifteen。
\"Thewindisbitter。Yououghttoputiton。\"
\"Butit’ssoheavy。\"
\"Doputiton,dear。\"
Hewasnotveryoftenirritableorrude,butheanswered,\"Oh,I
shan’tcatchcold。Idowishyouwouldn’tkeeponbothering。\"