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  \"OfcourseIdon’treallythinkaboutwriting,\"hesaid,ashepouredthecoldwaterintothecoffee。\"Evenifmythingseverweredecent,Idon’tthinkthemagazineswouldtakethem,andthemagazinesareone’sonlychance。Ireadsomewhere,too,thatMarieCorelli’sabouttheonlypersonwhomakesathingoutofliterature。I’mcertainitwouldn’tpayme。\"

  \"Inevermentionedtheword’pay,’\"saidMr。Pembrokeuneasily。

  \"Youmustnotconsidermoney。Thereareidealstoo。\"

  \"Ihavenoideals。\"

  Rickie!\"sheexclaimed。\"Horribleboy!\"

  \"No,Agnes,Ihavenoideals。\"Thenhegotveryred,foritwasaphrasehehadcaughtfromAnsell,andhecouldnotrememberwhatcamenext。

  \"Thepersonwhohasnoideals,\"sheexclaimed,\"istobepitied。\"

  \"Ithinksotoo,\"saidMr。Pembroke,sippinghiscoffee。\"Lifewithoutanidealwouldbeliketheskywithoutthesun。\"

  Rickielookedtowardsthenight,whereintherenowtwinkledinnumerablestars——godsandheroes,virginsandbrides,towhomtheGreekshavegiventheirnames。

  \"Lifewithoutanideal——\"repeatedMr。Pembroke,andthenstopped,forhismouthwasfullofcoffeegrounds。ThesameafflictionhadovertakenAgnes。Afteralittlejocoselaughtertheydepartedtotheirlodgings,andRickie,havingseenthemasfarastheporter’slodge,hurried,singingashewent,toAnsell’sroom,burstopenthedoor,andsaid,\"Lookhere!

  Whateverdoyoumeanbyit?\"

  \"Bywhat?\"Ansellwassittingalonewithapieceofpaperinfrontofhim。Onitwasadiagram——acircleinsideasquare,insidewhichwasagainasquare。

  \"Bybeingsorude。You’renogentleman,andItoldherso。\"Heslammedhimontheheadwithasofacushion。\"I’mcertainoneoughttobepolite,eventopeoplewhoaren’tsaved。\"(\"Notsaved\"wasaphrasetheyappliedjustthentothosewhomtheydidnotlikeorintimatelyknow。)\"AndIbelievesheissaved。I

  neverknewanyonesoalwaysgood—temperedandkind。She’sbeenkindtomeeversinceIknewher。Iwishyou’dheardhertryingtostopherbrother:you’dhavecertainlycomeround。Notbutwhathewasonlybeingniceaswell。Butsheisreallynice。AndIthoughtshecameintotheroomsobeautifully。Doyouknow——oh,ofcourse,youdespisemusic——butAndersonwasplayingWagner,andhe’djustgottothepartwheretheysing’Rheingold!

  ’Rheingold!

  andthesunstrikesintothewaters,andthemusic,whichuptothenhassooftenbeeninEflat——\"

  \"GoesintoDsharp。Ihavenotunderstoodasingleword,partlybecauseyoutalkasifyourmouthwasfullofplums,partlybecauseIdon’tknowwhomyou’retalkingabout。\"

  \"MissPembroke——whomyousaw。\"

  \"Isawnoone。\"

  \"Whocamein?\"

  \"Noonecamein。\"

  \"You’reanass!\"shriekedRickie。\"Shecamein。Yousawhercomein。Sheandherbrotherhavebeentodinner。\"

  \"Youonlythinkso。Theywerenotreallythere。\"

  \"ButtheystoptillMonday。\"

  \"Youonlythinkthattheyarestopping。\"

  \"But——oh,lookhere,shutup!Thegirllikeanempress——\"

  \"Isawnoempress,noranygirl,norhaveyouseenthem。\"

  \"Ansell,don’trag。\"

  \"Elliot,Ineverrag,andyouknowit。Shewasnotreallythere。\"

  Therewasamoment’ssilence。ThenRickieexclaimed,\"I’vegotyou。Yousay——orwasitTilliard?——no,YOUsaythatthecow’sthere。Well——therethesepeopleare,then。Gotyou。Yah!\"

  \"Diditneverstrikeyouthatphenomenamaybeoftwokinds:ONE,thosewhichhavearealexistence,suchasthecow;TWO,thosewhicharethesubjectiveproductofadiseasedimagination,andwhich,toourdestruction,weinvestwiththesemblanceofreality?Ifthisneverstruckyou,letitstrikeyounow。\"

  Rickiespokeagain,butreceivednoanswer。Hepacedalittleupanddownthesombreroam。Thenhesatontheedgeofthetableandwatchedhiscleverfrienddrawwithinthesquareacircle,andwithinthecircleasquare,andinsidethatanothercircle,andinsidethatanothersquare。

  \"Whvwillyoudothat?\"

  Noanswer。

  \"Aretheyreal?\"

  \"Theinsideoneis——theoneinthemiddleofeverything,thatthere’sneverroomenoughtodraw。\"

  II

  AlittlethissideofMadingley,totheleftoftheroad,thereisasecludeddell,pavedwithgrassandplantedwithfir—trees。

  Itcouldnothavebeenworthavisittwentyyearsago,forthenitwasonlyascarofchalk,anditisnotworthavisitatthepresentday,forthetreeshavegrowntoothickandchokedit。

  ButwhenRickiewasup,itchancedtobethebriefseasonofitsromance,aseasonasbriefforachalk—pitasaman——itsdivineintervalbetweenthebarenessofboyhoodandthestuffinessofage。Rickiehaddiscovereditinhissecondterm,whentheJanuarysnowshadmeltedandleftfiordsandlagoonsofclearestwaterbetweentheinequalitiesofthefloor。TheplacelookedasbigasSwitzerlandorNorway——asindeedforthemomentitwas——

  andhecameuponitatatimewhenhislifetoowasbeginningtoexpand。Accordinglythedellbecameforhimakindofchurch——achurchwhereindeedyoucoulddoanythingyouliked,butwhereanythingyoudidwouldbetransfigured。LiketheancientGreeks,hecouldevenlaughathisholyplaceandleaveitnolessholy。

  Hechattedgailyaboutit,andaboutthepleasantthoughtswithwhichitinspiredhim;hetookhisfriendsthere;heeventookpeoplewhomhedidnotlike。\"Proculeste,profani!\"exclaimedadelightedaestheteonbeingintroducedtoit。ButthiswasnevertobetheattitudeofRickie。Hedidnotlovethevulgarherd,butheknewthathisownvulgaritywouldbegreaterifheforbadeitingress,andthatitwasnotbypreciositythathewouldattaintotheintimatespiritofthedell。Indeed,ifhehadagreedwiththeaesthete,hewouldpossiblynothaveintroducedhim。Ifthedellwastobearanyinscription,hewouldhavelikedittobe\"ThiswaytoHeaven,\"paintedonasign—postbythehigh—road,andhedidnotrealizetilllateryearsthatthenumberofvisitorswouldnottherebyhavesensiblyincreased。

  OntheblessedMondaythatthePembrokesleft,hewalkedoutherewiththreefriends。Itwasadaywhentheskyseemedenormous。

  Onecloud,aslargeasacontinent,wasvoyagingnearthesun,whilstothercloudsseemedanchoredtothehorizon,toolazyortoohappytomove。Theskyitselfwasofthepalestblue,palingtowhitewhereitapproachedtheearth;andtheearth,brown,wet,andodorous,wasengagedbeneathitonitsyearlydutyofdecay。Rickiewasopentothecomplexitiesofautumn;hefeltextremelytiny——extremelytinyandextremelyimportant;andperhapsthecombinationisasfairasanythatexists。Hehopedthatallhislifehewouldneverbepeevishorunkind。

  \"Elliotisinadangerousstate,\"saidAnsell。Theyhadreachedthedell,andhadstoodforsometimeinsilence,eachleaningagainstatree。Itwastoowettositdown。

  \"How’sthat?\"askedRickie,whohadnotknownhewasinanystateatall。HeshutupKeats,whomhethoughthehadbeenreading,andslippedhimbackintohiscoat—pocket。Scarcelyeverwashewithoutabook。

  \"He’stryingtolikepeople。\"

  \"Thenhe’sdonefor,\"saidWiddrington。\"He’sdead。\"

  \"He’stryingtolikeHornblower。\"

  Theothersgaveshrillagonizedcries。

  \"Hewantstobindthecollegetogether。Hewantstolinkustothebeefyset。\"

  \"IdolikeHornblower,\"heprotested。\"Idon’ttry。\"

  \"AndHornblowertriestolikeyou。\"

  \"Thatpartdoesn’tmatter。\"

  \"Buthedoestrytolikeyou。Hetriesnottodespiseyou。Itisaltogetheramostpublic—spiritedaffair。\"

  \"Tilliardstartedthem,\"saidWiddrington。\"Tilliardthinksitsuchapitythecollegeshouldbesplitintosets。\"

  \"Oh,Tilliard!\"saidAnsell,withmuchirritation。\"Butwhatcanyouexpectfromapersonwho’seternallybeautiful?Theothernightwehadbeendiscussingalongtime,andsuddenlythelightwasturnedon。Everyoneelselookedasight,astheyought。ButtherewasTilliard,sittingneatlyonalittlechair,likeanundersizedgod,withnotacurlcrooked。IshouldsayhewillgetintotheForeignOffice。\"

  \"Whyaremostofussougly?\"laughedRickie。

  \"It’smerelyasignofoursalvation——merelyanothersignthatthecollegeissplit。\"

  \"Thecollegeisn’tsplit,\"criedRickie,whogotexcitedonthissubjectwithunfailingregularity。\"Thecollegeis,andhasbeen,andalwayswillbe,one。Whatyoucallthebeefysetaren’tasetatall。They’rejusttherowingpeople,andnaturallytheychieflyseeeachother;butthey’realwaysnicetomeortoanyone。Ofcourse,theythinkusratherasses,butit’squiteinapleasantway。\"

  \"That’smywholeobjection,\"saidAnsell。\"Whatrighthavetheytothinkusassesinapleasantway?Whydon’ttheyhateus?WhatrighthasHornblowertosmackmeonthebackwhenI’vebeenrudetohim?\"

  \"Well,whatrighthaveyoutoberudetohim?\"

  \"BecauseIhatehim。Youthinkitissosplendidtohatenoone。

  Itellyouitisacrime。Youwanttoloveeveryoneequally,andthat’sworsethanimpossibleit’swrong。Whenyoudenouncesets,you’rereallytryingtodestroyfriendship。\"

  \"Imaintain,\"saidRickie——itwasaverbheclungto,inthehopethatitwouldlendstabilitytowhatfollowed——\"Imaintainthatonecanlikemanymorepeoplethanonesupposes。\"

  \"AndImaintainthatyouhatemanymorepeoplethanyoupretend。\"

  \"Ihatenoone,\"heexclaimedwithextraordinaryvehemence,andthedellre—echoedthatithatednoone。

  \"Weareobligedtobelieveyou,\"saidWiddrington,smilingalittle\"butwearesorryaboutit。\"

  \"Notevenyourfather?\"askedAnsell。

  Rickiewassilent。

  \"Notevenyourfather?\"

  Thecloudaboveextendedagreatpromontoryacrossthesun。Itonlylaythereforamoment,yetthatwasenoughtosummonthelurkingcoldnessfromtheearth。

  \"Doeshehatehisfather?\"saidWiddrington,whohadnotknown。

  \"Oh,good!\"

  \"Buthisfather’sdead。Hewillsayitdoesn’tcount。\"

  \"Still,it’ssomething。Doyouhateyours?\"

  Anselldidnotreply。Rickiesaid:\"Isay,Iwonderwhetheroneoughttotalklikethis?\"

  \"Abouthatingdeadpeople?\"

  \"Yes——\"

  \"Didyouhateyourmother?\"askedWiddrington。

  Rickieturnedcrimson。

  \"Idon’tseeHornblower’ssucharotter,\"remarkedtheotherman,whosenamewasJames。

  \"James,youarediplomatic,\"saidAnsell。\"Youaretryingtotideoveranawkwardmoment。Youcango。\"

  Widdringtonwascrimsontoo。Inhiswishtobesprightlyhehadusedwordswithoutthinkingoftheirmeanings。Suddenlyherealizedthat\"father\"and\"mother\"reallymeantfatherandmother——peoplewhomhehadhimselfathome。Hewasveryuncomfortable,andthoughtRickiehadbeenratherqueer。HetootriedtoreverttoHornblower,butAnsellwouldnotlethim。Thesuncameout,andstruckonthewhiterampartsofthedell。

  Rickielookedstraightatit。Thenhesaidabruptly——

  \"IthinkIwanttotalk。\"

  \"Ithinkyoudo,\"repliedAnsell。

  \"Shouldn’tIberatherafoolifIwentthroughCambridgewithouttalking?It’ssaidnevertocomesoeasyagain。Allthepeoplearedeadtoo。Ican’tseewhyIshouldn’ttellyoumostthingsaboutmybirthandparentageandeducation。\"

  \"Talkaway。Ifyouboreus,wehavebooks。\"

  WiththisinvitationRickiebegantorelatehishistory。Thereaderwhohasnobookwillbeobligedtolistentoit。

  Somepeoplespendtheirlivesinasuburb,andnotforanyurgentreason。ThishadbeenthefateofRickie。Hehadopenedhiseyestofilmyheavens,andtakenhisfirstwalkonasphalt。Hehadseencivilizationasarowofsemi—detachedvillas,andsocietyasastateinwhichmendonotknowthemenwholivenextdoor。

  Hehadhimselfbecomepartofthegreymonotonythatsurroundsallcities。Therewasnonecessityforthis——itwasonlyratherconvenienttohisfather。

  Mr。Elliotwasabarrister。Inappearanceheresembledhisson,beingweaklyandlame,withhollowlittlecheeks,abroadwhitebandofforehead,andstiffimpoverishedhair。Hisvoice,whichhedidnottransmit,wasverysuave,withafinecommandofcynicalintonation。Byalteringiteversolittlehecouldmakepeoplewince,especiallyiftheyweresimpleorpoor。Nordidhetransmithiseyes。Theirpeculiarflatness,asifthesoullookedthroughdirtywindow—panes,theunkindnessofthem,thecowardice,thefearinthem,weretotroubletheworldnolonger。

  Hemarriedagirlwhosevoicewasbeautiful。Therewasnocaressinityetallwhohearditweresoothed,asthoughtheworldheldsomeunexpectedblessing。Shecalledtoherdogsonenightoverinvisiblewaters,andhe,atouristuponthebridge,thought\"thatisextraordinarilyadequate。\"Intimehediscoveredthatherfigure,face,andthoughtswereadequatealso,andasshewasnotimpossiblesocially,hemarriedher。\"Ihavetakenaplunge,\"

  hetoldhisfamily。Thefamily,hostileatfirst,hadnotawordtosaywhenthewomanwasintroducedtothem;andhissisterdeclaredthattheplungehadbeentakenfromtheoppositebank。

  Thingsonlywentrightforalittletime。Thoughbeautifulwithoutandwithin,Mrs。Elliothadnotthegiftofmakingherhomebeautiful;andoneday,whensheboughtacarpetforthedining—roomthatclashed,helaughedgently,saidhe\"reallycouldn’t,\"anddeparted。Departureisperhapstoostrongaword。

  InMrs。Elliot’smouthitbecame,\"Myhusbandhastosleepmoreintown。\"Heoftencamedowntoseethem,nearlyalwaysunexpectedly,andoccasionallytheywenttoseehim。\"Father’shouse,\"asRickiecalledit,onlyhadthreerooms,butthesewerefullofbooksandpicturesandflowers;andtheflowers,insteadofbeingsquasheddownintothevasesastheywereinmummy’shouse,rosegracefullyfromframesofleadwhichlaycoiledatthebottom,asdoubtlesstheseaserpenthastolie,coiledatthebottomofthesea。Oncehewaslettoliftaframeout——onlyonce,forhedroppedsomewateronacreton。\"Ithinkhe’sgoingtohavetaste,\"saidMr。Elliotlanguidly。\"Itisquitepossible,\"hiswifereplied。Shehadnottakenoffherhatandgloves,norevenpulledupherveil。Mr。Elliotlaughed,andsoonafterwardsanotherladycamein,andthey——wentaway。

  \"Whydoesfatheralwayslaugh?\"askedRickieintheeveningwhenheandhismotherweresittinginthenursery。

  \"Itisawayofyourfather’s。\"

  \"Whydoeshealwayslaughatme?AmIsofunny?\"Thenafterapause,\"Youhavenosenseofhumour,haveyou,mummy?\"

  Mrs。Elliot,whowasraisingathreadofcottontoherlips,helditsuspendedinamazement。

  \"Youtoldhimsothisafternoon。ButIhaveseenyoulaugh。\"Henoddedwisely。\"Ihaveseenyoulaugheversooften。Onedayyouwerelaughingalonealldowninthesweetpeas。\"

  \"WasI?\"

  \"Yes。Wereyoulaughingatme?\"

  \"Iwasnotthinkingaboutyou。Cotton,please——areelofNo。50

  whitefrommychestofdrawers。Lefthanddrawer。Nowwhichisyourlefthand?\"

  \"Thesidemypocketis。\"

  \"Andifyouhadnopocket?\"

  \"Thesidemybadfootis。\"

  \"Imeantyoutosay,’thesidemyheartis,’\"saidMrs。Elliot,holdingupthedusterbetweenthem。\"Mostofus——Imeanallofus——canfeelononesidealittlewatch,thatneverstopsticking。Soevenifyouhadnobadfootyouwouldstillknowwhichistheleft。No。50white,please。No;I’llgetitmyself。\"

  Forshehadrememberedthatthedarkpassagefrightenedhim。

  Theseweretheoutlines。Rickiefilledtheminwiththeslownessandtheaccuracyofachild。Hewasnevertoldanything,buthediscoveredforhimselfthathisfatherandmotherdidnotloveeachother,andthathismotherwaslovable。HediscoveredthatMr。ElliothaddubbedhimRickiebecausehewasrickety,thathetookpleasureinalludingtohisson’sdeformity,andwassorrythatitwasnotmoreseriousthanhisown。Mr。Elliothadnotonescrapofgenius。Hegatheredthepicturesandthebooksandtheflower—supportsmechanically,notinanyimpulseoflove。Hepassedforaculturedmanbecauseheknewhowtoselect,andhepassedforanunconventionalmanbecausehedidnotselectquitelikeotherpeople。Inrealityheneverdidorsaidorthoughtonesinglethingthathadtheslightestbeautyorvalue。AndintimeRickiediscoveredthisaswell。

  Theboygrewupingreatloneliness。Heworshippedhismother,andshewasfondofhim。Butshewasdignifiedandreticent,andpathos,liketattle,wasdisgustingtoher。Shewasafraidofintimacy,incaseitledtoconfidencesandtears,andsoallherlifesheheldhersonatalittledistance。Herkindnessandunselfishnessknewnolimits,butifhetriedtobedramaticandthankher,shetoldhimnottobealittlegoose。Andsotheonlypersonhecametoknowatallwashimself。HewouldplayHalmaagainsthimself。Hewouldconductsolitaryconversations,inwhichonepartofhimaskedandanotherpartanswered。Itwasanexcitinggame,andconcludedwiththeformula:\"Good—bye。

  Thankyou。Iamgladtohavemetyou。Ihopebeforelongweshallenjoyanotherchat。\"Andthenperhapshewouldsobforloneliness,forhewouldseerealpeople——realbrothers,realfriends——doinginwarmlifethethingshehadpretended。\"ShallI

  everhaveafriend?\"hedemandedattheageoftwelve。\"Idon’tseehow。Theywalktoofast。AndabrotherIshallneverhave。\"

  (\"Noloss,\"interruptedWiddrington。

  \"ButIshallneverhaveone,andsoIquitewantone,evennow。\")

  WhenhewasthirteenMr。Elliotenteredonhisillness。Theprettyroomsintownwouldnotdoforaninvalid,andsohecamebacktohishome。OneofthefirstconsequenceswasthatRickiewassenttoapublicschool。Mrs。Elliotdidwhatshecould,butshehadnoholdwhateveroverherhusband。

  \"Heworriesme,\"hedeclared。\"He’sajokeofwhichIhavegottired。\"

  \"Woulditbepossibletosendhimtoaprivatetutor’s?\"

  \"No,\"saidMr。Elliot,whohadallthemoney。\"Coddling。\"

  \"Iagreethatboysoughttoroughit;butwhenaboyislameandverydelicate,heroughsitsufficientlyifheleaveshome。

  Rickiecan’tplaygames。Hedoesn’tmakefriends。Heisn’tbrilliant。Thinkingitover,Ifeelthatasit’slikethis,wecan’teverhopetogivehimtheordinaryeducation。Perhapsyoucouldthinkitovertoo。\"No。

  \"Iamsurethatthingsarebestforhimastheyare。Theday—schoolknocksquiteasmanycornersoffhimashecanstand。

  Hehatesit,butitisgoodforhim。Apublicschoolwillnotbegoodforhim。Itistoorough。Insteadofgettingmanlyandhard,hewill——\"

  \"Myhead,please。\"

  Rickiedepartedinastateofbewilderedmisery,whichwasscarcelyevertogrowclearer。

  Eachholidayhefoundhisfathermoreirritable,andalittleweaker。Mrs。Elliotwasquicklygrowingold。Shehadtomanagetheservants,tohushtheneighbouringchildren,toanswerthecorrespondence,topaperandre—papertherooms——andallforthesakeofamanwhomshedidnotlike,andwhodidnotconcealhisdislikeforher。OnedayshefoundRickietearful,andsaidrathercrossly,\"Well,whatisitthistime?\"

  Hereplied,\"Oh,mummy,I’veseenyourwrinklesyourgreyhair——

  I’munhappy。\"

  Suddentendernessovercameher,andshecried,\"Mydarling,whatdoesitmatter?Whateverdoesitmatternow?\"

  Hehadneverknownhersoemotional。Yetevenbetterdidherememberanotherincident。Hearinghighvoicesfromhisfather’sroom,hewentupstairsinthehopethatthesoundofhistreadmightstopthem。Mrs。Elliotburstopenthedoor,andseeinghim,exclaimed,\"Mydear!Ifyouplease,he’shitme。\"Shetriedtolaughitoff,butafewhourslaterhesawthebruisewhichthestickoftheinvalidhadraiseduponhismother’shand。

  Godaloneknowshowfarweareinthegripofourbodies。HealonecanjudgehowfarthecrueltyofMr。Elliotwastheoutcomeofextenuatingcircumstances。ButMrs。Elliotcouldaccuratelyjudgeofitsextent。

  Atlasthedied。Rickiewasnowfifteen,andgotoffawholeweek’sschoolforthefuneral。Hismotherwasratherstrange。Shewasmuchhappier,shelookedyounger,andhermourningwasasunobtrusiveasconventionpermitted。Allthishehadexpected。

  Butsheseemedtobewatchinghim,andtobeextremelyanxiousforhisopiniononany,subject——moreespeciallyonhisfather。

  Why?Atlasthesawthatshewastryingtoestablishconfidencebetweenthem。Butconfidencecannotbeestablishedinamoment。

  Theywerebothshy。Thehabitofyearswasuponthem,andtheyalludedtothedeathofMr。Elliotasanirreparableloss。

  \"Nowthatyourfatherhasgone,thingswillbeverydifferent。\"

  \"Shallwebepoorer,mother?\"No。

  \"Oh!\"

  \"Butnaturallythingswillbeverydifferent。\"

  \"Yes,naturally。\"

  \"Forinstance,yourpoorfatherlikedbeingnearLondon,butI

  almostthinkwemightmove。Wouldyoulikethat?\"

  \"Ofcourse,mummy。\"Helookeddownattheground。Hewasnotaccustomedtobeingconsulted,anditbewilderedhim。

  \"Perhapsyoumightlikequiteadifferentlifebetter?\"

  Hegiggled。

  \"It’salittledifficultforme,\"saidMrs。Elliot,pacingvigorouslyupanddowntheroom,andmoreandmoredidherblackdressseemamockery。\"Insomewaysyououghttobeconsulted:

  nearlyallthemoneyislefttoyou,asyoumusthearsometimeorother。Butinotherwaysyou’reonlyaboy。WhatamItodo?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"hereplied,appearingmorehelplessandunhelpfulthanhereallywas。

  \"Forinstance,wouldyoulikemetoarrangethingsexactlyasI

  like?\"

  \"Ohdo!\"heexclaimed,thinkingthisamostbrilliantsuggestion。

  \"Theverynicestthingofall。\"Andheadded,inhishalf—pedantic,half—pleasingway,\"Ishallbeaswaxinyourhands,mamma。\"

  Shesmiled。\"Verywell,darling。Youshallbe。\"Andshepressedhimlovingly,asthoughshewouldmouldhimintosomethingbeautiful。

  Forthenextfewdaysgreatpreparationswereintheair。Shewenttoseehisfather’ssister,thegiftedandvivaciousAuntEmily。Theyweretoliveinthecountry——somewhererightinthecountry,withgrassandtreesuptothedoor,andbirdssingingeverywhere,andatutor。Forhewasnottogobacktoschool。

  Unbelievable!Hewasnevertogobacktoschool,andthehead—

  masterhadwrittensayingthatheregrettedthestep,butthatpossiblyitwasawiseone。

  Itwasrawweather,andMrs。Elliotwatchedoverhimwithceaselesstenderness。Itseemedasifshecouldnotdotoomuchtoshieldhimandtodrawhimnearertoher。

  \"Putonyourgreatcoat,dearest,\"shesaidtohim。

  \"Idon’tthinkIwantit,\"answeredRickie,rememberingthathewasnowfifteen。

  \"Thewindisbitter。Yououghttoputiton。\"

  \"Butit’ssoheavy。\"

  \"Doputiton,dear。\"

  Hewasnotveryoftenirritableorrude,butheanswered,\"Oh,I

  shan’tcatchcold。Idowishyouwouldn’tkeeponbothering。\"

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