Hedidnotcatchcold,butwhilehewasouthismotherdied。Sheonlysurvivedherhusbandelevendays,acoincidencewhichwasrecordedontheirtombstone。
Such,insubstance,wasthestorywhichRickietoldhisfriendsastheystoodtogetherintheshelterofthedell。Thegreenbankattheentrancehidtheroadandtheworld,andnow,asinspring,theycouldseenothingbutsnow—whiterampartsandtheevergreenfoliageofthefirs。Onlyfromtimetotimewouldabeechleafflutterinfromthewoodsabove,tocommentonthewaningyear,andthewarmthandradianceofthesunwouldvanishbehindapassingcloud。
Aboutthegreatcoathedidnottellthem,forhecouldnothavespokenofitwithouttears。
III
Mr。Ansell,aprovincialdraperofmoderateprosperity,oughtbyrightstohavebeenclassednotwiththecow,butwiththosephenomenathatarenotreallythere。Buthisson,withpardonableillogicality,exceptedhim。Heneversuspectedthathisfathermightbethesubjectiveproductofadiseasedimagination。Fromhisearliestyearshehadtakenhimforgranted,asamostundeniableandlovablefact。Tobebornonethingandgrowupanother——Ansellhadaccomplishedthiswithoutweakeningoneofthetiesthatboundhimtohishome。Theroomsabovetheshopstillseemedascomfortable,thegardenbehinditasgracious,astheyhadseemedfifteenyearsbefore,whenhewouldsitbehindMissAppleblossom’scentralthrone,andshe,likesomeallegoricalfigure,wouldsendthechangeandreceiptedbillsspinningawayfromherinlittleboxwoodballs。Atfirsttheyoungmanhadattributedthesehappyrelationstohisowntact。
Butintimeheperceivedthatthetactwasallonthesideofhisfather。Mr。Ansellwasnotmerelyamanofsomeeducation;hehadwhatnoeducationcanbring——thepowerofdetectingwhatisimportant。Likemanyfathers,hehadsparednoexpenseoverhisboy,——hehadborrowedmoneytostarthimatarapaciousandfashionableprivateschool;hehadsenthimtotutors;hehadsenthimtoCambridge。Butheknewthatallthiswasnottheimportantthing。Theimportantthingwasfreedom。Theboymustusehiseducationashechose,andifhepaidhisfatherbackitwouldcertainlynotbeinhisowncoin。SowhenStewartsaid,\"AtCambridge,canIreadfortheMoralScienceTripos?\"Mr。Ansellhadonlyreplied,\"Thisphilosophy——doyousaythatitliesbehindeverything?\"
\"Yes,Ithinkso。Ittriestodiscoverwhatisgoodandtrue。\"
\"Then,myboy,youhadbetterreadasmuchofitasyoucan。\"
Andayearlater:\"I’dliketotakeupthisphilosophyseriously,butIdon’tfeeljustified。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Becauseitbringsinnoreturn。IthinkI’magreatphilosopher,butthenallphilosophersthinkthat,thoughtheydon’tdaretosayso。But,howevergreatIam。Ishan’tearnmoney。PerhapsI
shan’teverbeabletokeepmyself。Ishan’tevengetagoodsocialposition。You’veonlytosayoneword,andI’llworkfortheCivilService。I’mgoodenoughtogetinhigh。\"
Mr。Anselllikedmoneyandsocialposition。Butheknewthatthereisamoreimportantthing,andreplied,\"Youmusttakeupthisphilosophyseriously,Ithink。\"
\"Anotherthing——therearethegirls。\"
\"ThereisenoughmoneynowtogetMaryandMaudasgoodhusbandsastheydeserve。\"AndMaryandMaudtookthesameview。
ItwasinthisplebeianhouseholdthatRickiespentpartoftheChristmasvacation。Hisownhome,suchasitwas,waswiththeSilts,needycousinsofhisfather’s,andcombinedtoapeculiardegreetherestrictionsofhospitalitywiththediscomfortsofaboarding—house。SuchpleasureashehadoutsideCambridgewasinthehomesofhisfriends,anditwasaparticularjoyandhonourtovisitAnsell,who,thoughasfreefromsocialsnobbishnessasmostofuswillevermanagetobe,wasrathercarefulwhenhedroveuptothefacadeofhisshop。
\"Ilikeournewlettering,\"hesaidthoughtfully。Thewords\"StewartAnsell\"wererepeatedagainandagainalongtheHighStreet——curlygoldlettersthatseemedtofloatintanksofglazedchocolate。
\"Rather!\"saidRickie。ButhewonderedwhetheroneofthebondsthatkepttheAnsellfamilyunitedmightnotbetheircompleteabsenceoftaste——asurerbondbyfarthantheidentityofit。
Andhewonderedthisagainwhenhesatatteaoppositealongrowofcrayons——Stewartasababy,Stewartasasmallboywithlargefeet,Stewartasalargerboywithsmallerfeet,Maryreadingabookwhoseleaveswereasthickaseiderdowns。Andyetagaindidhewonderitwhenhewokewithagaspinthenighttofindaharpinluminouspaintthrobbingandgloweringathimfromtheadjacentwall。\"Watchandpray\"waswrittenontheharp,anduntilRickiehungatoweloverittheexhortationwaspartiallysuccessful。
Itwasaveryhappyvisit。MissAppleblosssom——whonowactedashousekeeper——hadmethimbefore,duringhernever—forgottenexpeditiontoCambridge,andheradmirationofUniversitylifewasasshrillandasgenuinenowasithadbeenthen。Thegirlsatfirstwerealittleaggressive,foronhisarrivalhehadbeentired,andMaudhadtakenitforhaughtiness,andsaidhewaslookingdownonthem。Butthispassed。Theydidnotfallinlovewithhim,norhewiththem,butamorningwasspentverypleasantlyinsnow—ballinginthebackgarden。AnsellwasratherdifferenttowhathewasinCambridge,buttoRickienotlessattractive。Andtherewasacuriouscharminthehumoftheshop,whichswelledintoaroarifoneopenedthepartitiondooronamarket—day。
\"Listentoyourmoney!\"saidRickie。\"IwishIcouldhearmine。I
wishmymoneywasalive。\"
\"Idon’tunderstand。\"
\"Mine’sdeadmoney。It’scometomethroughaboutsixdeadpeople——silently。\"
\"Gettingalittlesmallerandalittlemorerespectableeachtime,onaccountofthedeath—duties。\"
\"Itneededtogetrespectable。\"
\"Why?Didyourpeople,too,oncekeepashop?\"
\"Oh,notasbadasthat!Theyonlyswindled。AboutahundredyearsagoanElliotdidsomethingshadyandfoundedthefortunesofourhouse。\"
\"Ineverknewanyonesorelentlesstohisancestors。Youmakeupforyoursoapinesstowardstheliving。\"
\"You’dberelentlessifyou’dheardtheSilts,asIhave,talkabout’afortune,smallperhaps,butunsoiledbytrade!’OfcourseAuntEmilyisratherdifferent。Oh,goodnessme!I’veforgottenmyaunt。Shelivesnotsofar。Ishallhavetocallonher。\"
AccordinglyhewrotetoMrs。Failing,andsaidheshouldliketopayhisrespects。HetoldherabouttheAnsells,andsowordedtheletterthatshemightreasonablyhavesentaninvitationtohisfriend。
Sherepliedthatshewaslookingforwardtotheirtete—a—tete。
\"Youmustn’tgoroundbythetrains,\"saidMr。Ansell。\"ItmeanschangingatSalisbury。Bytheroadit’snogreatway。StewartshalldriveyouoverSalisburyPlain,andfetchyoutoo。\"
\"There’stoomuchsnow,\"saidAnsell。
\"Thenthegirlsshalltakeyouintheirsledge。\"
\"ThatIwill,\"saidMaud,whowasnotunwillingtoseetheinsideofCadover。ButRickiewentroundbythetrains。
\"Wehaveallmissedyou,\"saidAnsell,whenhereturned。\"Thereisageneralfeelingthatyouarenonuisance,andhadbetterstoptilltheendofthevac。\"
Thishecouldnotdo。HewasboundforChristmastotheSilts——
\"asaREALguest,\"Mrs。Silthadwritten,underliningtheword\"real\"twice。AndafterChristmashemustgotothePembrokes。
\"Thesearenoreasons。Theonlyrealreasonfordoingathingisbecauseyouwanttodoit。Ithinkthetalkabout’engagements’
iscant。\"
\"Ithinkperhapsitis,\"saidRickie。Buthewent。Neverhadtheturkeybeensoathletic,ortheplum—puddingtiedintoitsclothsotightly。Yetheknewthatboththesesymbolsofhilarityhadcostmoney,anditwenttohisheartwhenMr。Siltsaidinahungryvoice,\"Haveyouthoughtatallofwhatyouwanttobe?
No?Well,whyshouldyou?Youhavenoneedtobeanything。\"Andatdessert:\"IwonderwhoCadovergoesto?Iexpectmoneywillfollowmoney。Italwaysdoes。\"ItwaswithaguiltyfeelingofreliefthatheleftforthePembrokes’。
ThePembrokeslivedinanadjacentsuburb,orrather\"sububurb,\"——thetractcalledSawston,celebratedforitspublicschool。Theirstyleoflife,however,wasnotparticularlysuburban。TheirhousewassmallanditsnamewasShelthorpe,butithadanairaboutitwhichsuggestedacertainamountofmoneyandacertainamountoftaste。Thereweredecentwater—coloursinthedrawing—room。Madonnasofacknowledgedmerithunguponthestairs。AreplicaoftheHermesofPraxiteles——ofcourseonlythebust——stoodinthehallwitharealpalmbehindit。Agnes,inherslap—dashway,wasagoodhousekeeper,andkepttheprettythingswelldusted。ItwasshewhoinsistedonthestripofbrownhollandthatleddiagonallyfromthefrontdoortothedoorofHerbert’sstudy:boys’grubbyfeetshouldnotgotreadingonherIndiansquare。Itwasshewhoalwayscleanedthepicture—framesandwashedthebustandtheleavesofthepalm。Inshort,ifahousecouldspeak——andsometimesitdoesspeakmoreclearlythanthepeoplewholiveinit——thehouseofthePembrokeswouldhavesaid,\"Iamnotquitelikeotherhouses,yetIamperfectlycomfortable。Icontainworksofartandamicroscopeandbooks。
ButIdonotliveforanyofthesethingsorsufferthemtodisarrangeme。Iliveformyselfandforthegreaterhousesthatshallcomeafterme。Yetinmeneitherthecryofmoneynorthecryformoneyshalleverbeheard。\"
Mr。Pembrokewasatthestation。Hedidbetterasahostthanasaguest,andwelcomedtheyoungmanwithrealfriendliness。
\"Wewereallcoming,butGeraldhasstrainedhisankleslightly,andwantstokeepquiet,asheisplayingnextweekinamatch。
And,needlesstosay,thatexplainstheabsenceofmysister。\"
\"GeraldDawes?\"
\"Yes;he’swithus。I’msogladyou’llmeetagain。\"
\"SoamI,\"saidRickiewithextremeawkwardness。\"Doesherememberme?\"
\"Vividly。\"
VividalsowasRickie’sremembranceofhim。
\"Asplendidfellow,\"assertedMr。Pembroke。
\"IhopethatAgnesiswell。\"
\"Thankyou,yes;sheiswell。AndIthinkyou’relookingmorelikeotherpeopleyourself。\"
\"I’vebeenhavingaverygoodtimewithafriend。\"
\"Indeed。That’sright。Whowasthat?\"
Rickiehadayoungman’sreticence。Hegenerallyspokeof\"afriend,\"\"apersonIknow,\"\"aplaceIwasat。\"Whenthebookoflifeisopening,ourreadingsaresecret,andweareunwillingtogivechapterandverse。Mr。Pembroke,whowashalfwaythroughthevolume,andhadskippedorforgottentheearlierpages,couldnotunderstandRickie’shesitation,norwhywithsuchawkwardnessheshouldpronouncetheharmlessdissyllable\"Ansell。\"
\"Ansell?Wasn’tthatthepleasantfellowwhoaskedustolunch?\"
\"No。ThatwasAnderson,whokeepsbelow。Youdidn’tseeAnsell。
TheoneswhocametobreakfastwereTilliardandHornblower。\"
\"Ofcourse。AndsincethenyouhavebeenwiththeSilts。Howarethey?\"
\"Verywell,thankyou。Theywanttoberememberedtoyou。\"
ThePembrokeshadformerlylivedneartheElliots,andhadshowngreatkindnesstoRickiewhenhisparentsdied。Theywerethusratherinthepositionoffamilyfriends。
\"Pleaserememberuswhenyouwrite。\"Headded,almostroguishly,\"TheSiltsarekindnessitself。Allthesame,itmustbejustalittle——dull,wethought,andwethoughtthatyoumightlikeachange。Andofcoursewearedelightedtohaveyoubesides。Thatgoeswithoutsaying。\"
\"It’sverygoodofyou,\"saidRickie,whohadacceptedtheinvitationbecausehefeltheoughtto。
\"Notabit。Andyoumustn’texpectustobeotherwisethanquietontheholidays。Thereisalibraryofasort,asyouknow,andyouwillfindGeraldasplendidfellow。\"
\"Willtheybemarriedsoon?\"
\"Ohno!\"whisperedMr。Pembroke,shuttinghiseyes,asifRickiehadmadesometerriblefauxpas。\"Itwillbeaverylongengagement。Hemustmakehiswayfirst。Ihaveseensuchendlessmiseryresultfrompeoplemarryingbeforetheyhavemadetheirway。\"
\"Yes。Thatisso,\"saidRickiedespondently,thinkingoftheSilts。
\"It’sasadunpalatabletruth,\"saidMr。Pembroke,thinkingthatthedespondencymightbepersonal,\"butonemustacceptit。MysisterandGerald,Iamthankfultosay,haveacceptedit,thoughnaturallyithasbeenalittlepill。\"
Theircablurchedroundthecornerashespoke,andthetwopatientscameinsight。Agneswasleaningoverthecreosotedgarden—gate,andbehindhertherestoodayoungmanwhohadthefigureofaGreekathleteandthefaceofanEnglishone。Hewasfairandcleanshaven,andhiscolourlesshairwascutrathershort。Thesunwasinhiseyes,andthey,likehismouth,seemedscarcelymorethanslitsinhishealthyskin。Justwherehebegantobebeautifultheclothesstarted。Roundhisneckwentanup—and—downcollarandamauve—and—goldtie,andtherestofhislimbswerehiddenbyagreyloungesuit,carefullycreasedintherightplaces。
\"Lovely!Lovely!\"criedAgnes,bangingonthegate,\"Yourtrainmusthavebeentotheminute。\"
\"Hullo!\"saidtheathlete,andvomitedwiththegreetingacloudoftobacco—smoke。Itmusthavebeenimprisonedinhismouthsometime,fornopipewasvisible。
\"Hullo!\"returnedRickie,laughingviolently。Theyshookhands。
\"Whereareyougoing,Rickie?\"askedAgnes。\"Youaren’tgrubby。
Whydon’tyoustop?Gerald,getthelargewicker—chair。Herberthasletters,butwecansitheretilllunch。It’slikespring。\"
ThegardenofShelthorpewasnearlyallinfrontanunusualandpleasantarrangement。Thefrontgateandtheservants’entrancewerebothattheside,andintheremainingspacethegardenerhadcontrivedalittlelawnwhereonecouldsitconcealedfromtheroadbyafence,fromtheneighbourbyafence,fromthehousebyatree,andfromthepathbyabush。
\"Thisisthelovers’bower,\"observedAgnes,sittingdownonthebench。Rickiestoodbyhertillthechairarrived。
\"Areyousmokingbeforelunch?\"askedMr。Dawes。
\"No,thankyou。Ihardlyeversmoke。\"
\"Novices。Aren’tyouatCambridgenow?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"What’syourcollege?\"
Rickietoldhim。
\"DoyouknowCarruthers?\"
\"Rather!\"
\"ImeanA。P。Carruthers,whogothissockerblue。\"
\"Rather!He’ssecretarytothecollegemusicalsociety。\"
\"A。P。Carruthers?\"
\"Yes。\"
Mr。Dawesseemedoffended。Hetappedonhisteeth,andremarkedthattheweatherbadnobusinesstobesowarminwinter。
\"ButitwasfiendishbeforeChristmas,\"saidAgnes。
Hefrowned,andasked,\"DoyouknowamancalledGerrish?\"
\"No。\"
\"Ah。\"
\"DoyouknowJames?\"
\"Neverheardofhim。\"
\"He’smyyeartoo。Hegotablueforhockeyhissecondterm。\"
\"Iknownothingaboutthe’Varsity。\"
Rickiewincedattheabbreviation\"’Varsity。\"Itwasatthattimetheproperthingtospeakof\"theUniversity。\"
\"Ihaven’tthetime,\"pursuedMr。Dawes。
\"No,no,\"saidRickiepolitely。
\"IhadthechanceofbeinganUndergrad,myself,and,byJove,I’mthankfulIdidn’t!\"
\"Why?\"askedAgnes,fortherewasapause。
\"Putsyoubackinyourprofession。Menwhogotherefirst,beforetheArmy,starthopelesslybehind。ThesamewiththeStockExchangeorPainting。Iknowmeninboth,andthey’venevercaughtupthetimetheylostinthe’Varsity——unless,ofcourse,youturnparson。\"
\"IloveCambridge,\"saidshe。\"Allthosegloriousbuildings,andeveryonesohappyandrunninginandoutofeachother’sroomsalldaylong。\"
\"ThatmightmakeanUndergradhappy,butIbegleavetostateitwouldn’tme。Ihaven’tfouryearstothrowawayforthesakeofbeingcalleda’VarsitymanandhobnobbingwithLords。\"
Rickiewaspreparedtofindhisoldschoolfellowungrammaticalandbumptious,buthewasnotpreparedtofindhimpeevish。
Athletes,hebelieved,weresimple,straightforwardpeople,cruelandbrutalifyoulike,butneverpetty。Theyknockedyoudownandhurtyou,andthenwentontheirwayrejoicing。Forthis,Rickiethought,thereissomethingtobesaid:hehadescapedthesinofdespisingthephysicallystrong——asinagainstwhichthephysicallyweakmustguard。ButherewasDawesreturningagainandagaintothesubjectoftheUniversity,fulloftransparentjealousyandpettyspite,nagging,nagging,nagging,likeamaidenladywhohasnotbeeninvitedtoatea—party。Rickiewonderedwhether,afterall,Ansellandtheextremistsmightnotberight,andbodilybeautyandstrengthbesignsofthesoul’sdamnation。
HeglancedatAgnes。Shewaswritingdownsomeorderingsforthetradespeopleonapieceofpaper。Herhandsomefacewasintentonthework。ThebenchonwhichsheandGeraldweresittinghadnoback,butshesatasstraightasadart。He,thoughstrongenoughtositstraight,didnottakethetrouble。
\"Whydon’ttheytalktoeachother?\"thoughtRickie。
\"Gerald,givethispapertothecook。\"
\"Icangiveittotheotherslavey,can’tI?\"
\"She’dbedressing。\"
\"Well,there’sHerbert。\"
\"He’sbusy。Oh,youknowwherethekitchenis。Takeittothecook。\"
Hedisappearedslowlybehindthetree。
\"Whatdoyouthinkofhim?\"sheimmediatelyasked。Hemurmuredcivilly。
\"Hashechangedsincehewasaschoolboy?\"
\"Inaway。\"
\"Dotellmeallabouthim。Whywon’tyou?\"
ShemighthaveseenaflashofhorrorpassoverRickie’sface。
Thehorrordisappeared,for,thankGod,hewasnowaman,whomcivilizationprotects。ButheandGeraldhadmet,asitwere,behindthescenes,beforeourdecorousdramaopens,andtheretheelderboyhaddonethingstohim——absurdthings,notworthchroniclingseparately。Anapple—piebedisnothing;pinches,kicks,boxedears,twistedarms,pulledhair,ghostsatnight,inkybooks,befouledphotographs,amounttoverylittlebythemselves。Butletthembeunitedandcontinuous,andyouhaveahellthatnogrown—updevilcandevise。BetweenRickieandGeraldtherelayashadowthatdarkenslifemoreoftenthanwesuppose。
Thebullyandhisvictimneverquiteforgettheirfirstrelations。Theymeetinclubsandcountryhouses,andclaponeanotherontheback;butinboththememoryisgreenofamorestrenuousday,whentheywereboystogether。
Hetriedtosay,\"Hewastherightkindofboy,andIwasthewrongkind。\"ButCambridgewouldnotlethimsmooththesituationoverbyself—belittlement。Ifhehadbeenthewrongkindofboy,Geraldhadbeenaworsekind。Hemurmured,\"Wearedifferent,very,\"andMissPembroke,perhapssuspectingsomething,askednomore。ButshekepttothesubjectofMr。Dawes,humorouslydepreciatingherloveranddiscussinghimwithoutreverence。
Rickielaughed,butfeltuncomfortable。Whenpeoplewereengaged,hefeltthattheyshouldbeoutsidecriticism。Yetherehewascriticizing。Hecouldnothelpit。Hewasdraggedin。
\"Ihopehisankleisbetter。\"
\"Neverwasbad。He’salwaysfussingoversomething。\"
\"Heplaysnextweekinamatch,IthinkHerbertsays。\"
\"Idaresayhedoes。\"
\"Shallwebegoing?\"
\"Praygoifyoulike。Ishallstopathome。I’vehadenoughofcoldfeet。\"
Itwasallverycolourlessandodd。
Geraldreturned,saying,\"Ican’tstandyourcook。What’sshewanttoaskmequestionsfor?Ican’tstandtalkingtoservants。
Isay,’IfIspeaktoyou,wellandgood’——andit’sanotherthingbesidesifshewerepretty。\"
\"Well,Ihopeouruglycookwillhavelunchreadyinaminute,\"
saidAgnes。\"We’refrightfullyunpunctualthismorning,andI
daren’tsayanything,becauseitwasthesameyesterday,andifI
complainagaintheymightleave。PoorRickiemustbestarved。\"
\"Why,theSiltsgavemeallthesesandwichesandI’venevereatenthem。Theyalwaysstuffone。\"
\"Andyouthoughtyou’dbetter,eh?\"saidMr。Dawes,\"incaseyouweren’tstuffedhere。\"
MissPembroke,whohouse—keptsomewhateconomically,lookedannoyed。
ThevoiceofMr。Pembrokewasnowheardcallingfromthehouse,\"Frederick!Frederick!Mydearboy,pardonme。ItwasanimportantletterabouttheChurchDefence,otherwise——。Comeinandseeyourroom。\"
Hewasgladtoquitthelittlelawn。Hehadlearnttoomuchthere。Itwasdreadful:theydidnotloveeachother。
Moredreadfuleventhanthecaseofhisfatherandmother,forthey,untiltheymarried,hadgotonprettywell。Butthismanwasalreadyrudeandbrutalandcold:hewasstilltheschoolbullywhotwistedupthearmsoflittleboys,andranpinsintothematchapel,andstrucktheminthestomachwhentheywereswingingonthehorizontalbar。PoorAgnes;whyeverhadshedoneit?Oughtnotsomebodytointerfere?
Hehadforgottenhissandwiches,andwentbacktogetthem。
GeraldandAgneswerelockedineachother’sarms。
Heonlylookedforamoment,butthesightburntintohisbrain。
Theman’sgripwasthestronger。Hehaddrawnthewomanontohisknee,waspressingher,withallhisstrength,againsthim。
Alreadyherhandsslippedoffhim,andshewhispered,\"Don’tyouhurt——\"Herfacehadnoexpression。Itstaredattheintruderandneversawhim。Thenherloverkissedit,andimmediatelyitshonewithmysteriousbeauty,likesomestar。
Rickielimpedawaywithoutthesandwiches,crimsonandafraid。Hethought,\"Dosuchthingsactuallyhappen?\"andheseemedtobelookingdowncolouredvalleys。Brightertheyglowed,tillgodsofpureflamewereborninthem,andthenhewaslookingatpinnaclesofvirginsnow。WhileMr。Pembroketalked,theriotoffairimagesincreased。
Theyinvadedhisbeingandlitlampsatunsuspectedshrines。
Theirorchestracommencedinthatsuburbanhouse,wherehehadtostandasideforthemaidtocarryintheluncheon。Musicflowedpasthimlikeariver。Hestoodatthespringsofcreationandheardtheprimevalmonotony。Thenanobscureinstrumentgaveoutalittlephrase。
Therivercontinuedunheeding。ThephrasewasrepeatedandalistenermightknowitwasafragmentoftheTuneoftunes。
Noblerinstrumentsacceptedit,theclarionetprotected,thebrassencouraged,anditrosetothesurfacetothewhisperofviolins。InfullunisonwasLoveborn,flameoftheflame,flushingthedarkriverbeneathhimandthevirginsnowsabove。
Hiswingswereinfinite,hisyoutheternal;thesunwasajewelonhisfingerashepasseditinbenedictionovertheworld。
Creation,nolongermonotonous,acclaimedhim,inwideningmelody,inbrighterradiances。WasLoveacolumnoffire?Washeatorrentofsong?Washegreaterthaneither——thetouchofamanonawoman?
ItwasthemerestaccidentthatRickiehadnotbeendisgusted。
Butthishecouldnotknow。
Mr。Pembroke,whenhecalledthetwodawdlersintolunch,wasawareofahandonhisarmandavoicethatmurmured,\"Don’t——
theymaybehappy。\"
Hestared,andstruckthegong。Toitsmusictheyapproached,priestandhighpriestess。
\"Rickie,canIgivethesesandwichestothebootboy?\"saidtheone。\"Hewouldlovethem。\"
\"Thegong!Bequick!Thegong!\"
\"Areyousmokingbeforelunch?\"saidtheother。
Buttheyhadgotintoheaven,andnothingcouldgetthemoutofit。Othersmightthinkthemsurlyorprosaic。Heknew。Hecouldremembereverywordtheyspoke。Hewouldtreasureeverymotion,everyglanceofeither,andsointimetocome,whenthegatesofheavenhadshut,somefaintradiance,someechoofwisdommightremainwithhimoutside。