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  Modesteexistedforsometimeonacomprehension,notonlyoftheworks,butofthecharactersofherfavoriteauthors,——Goldsmith,theauthorofObermann,CharlesNodier,Maturin。Thepoorestandthemostsufferingamongthemwereherdeities;sheguessedtheirtrials,initiatedherselfintoadestitutionwherethethoughtsofgeniusbrooded,andpoureduponitthetreasuresofherheart;shefanciedherselfthegiverofmaterialcomforttothesegreatmen,martyrstotheirownfaculty。Thisnoblecompassion,thisintuitionofthestrugglesoftoilers,thisworshipofgenius,areamongthechoicestperceptionsthatflutterthroughthesoulsofwomen。Theyare,inthefirstplace,asecretbetweenthewomanandGod,fortheyarehidden;

  inthemthereisnothingstriking,nothingthatgratifiesthevanity,——thatpowerfulauxiliarytoallactionamongtheFrench。

  Outofthisthirdperiodofthedevelopmentofherideas,therecametoModesteapassionatedesiretopenetratetotheheartofoneoftheseabnormalbeings;tounderstandtheworkingofthethoughtsandthehiddengriefsofgenius,——toknownotonlywhatitwantedbutwhatitwas。Attheperiodwhenthisstorybegins,thesevagariesoffancy,theseexcursionsofhersoulintothevoid,thesefeelersputforthintothedarknessofthefuture,theimpatienceofanungivenlovetofinditsgoal,thenobilityofallherthoughtsoflife,thedecisionofhermindtosufferinasphereofhigherthingsratherthanflounderinthemarshesofprovinciallifelikehermother,thepledgeshehadmadetoherselfnevertofailinconduct,buttorespectherfather’shearthandbringithappiness,——allthisworldoffeelingandsentimenthadlatelycometoaclimaxandtakenshape。Modestewishedtobethefriendandcompanionofapoet,anartist,amaninsomewaysuperiortothecrowdofmen。Butsheintendedtochoosehim,——nottogivehimherheart,herlife,herinfinitetendernessfreedfromthetrammelsofpassion,untilshehadcarefullyanddeeplystudiedhim。

  Shebeganthisprettyromancebysimplyenjoyingit。Profoundtranquillitysettleddownuponhersoul。Hercheekstookonasoftcolor;andshebecamethebeautifulandnobleimageofGermany,suchaswehavelatelyseenher,thegloryoftheChalet,theprideofMadameLatournelleandtheDumays。Modestewaslivingadoubleexistence。Sheperformedwithhumble,lovingcarealltheminutedutiesofthehomelylifeattheChalet,usingthemasareintoguidethepoetryofherideallife,liketheCarthusianmonkswholabormethodicallyonmaterialthingstoleavetheirsoulsthefreertodevelopinprayer。Allgreatmindshaveboundthemselvestosomeformofmechanicaltoiltoobtaingreatermasteryofthought。Spinosagroundglassesforspectacles;Baylecountedthetilesontheroof;

  Montesquieugardened。Thebodybeingthussubdued,thesoulcouldspreaditswingsinallsecurity。

  MadameMignon,readingherdaughter’ssoul,wasthereforeright。

  Modesteloved;shelovedwiththatrareplatoniclove,solittleunderstood,thefirstillusionofayounggirl,themostdelicateofallsentiments,averydaintyoftheheart。Shedrankdeepdraughtsfromthechaliceoftheunknown,thevague,thevisionary。Sheadmiredtheblueplumageofthebirdthatsingsafarintheparadiseofyounggirls,whichnohandcantouch,noguncancover,asitflitsacrossthesight;shelovedthosemagiccolors,likesparklingjewelsdazzlingtotheeye,whichyouthcansee,andneverseesagainwhenReality,thehideoushag,appearswithwitnessesaccompaniedbythemayor。Tolivetheverypoetryofloveandnottoseethelover——ah,whatsweetintoxication!whatvisionaryrapture!achimerawithflowingmanandoutspreadwings!

  Thefollowingisthepuerileandevensillyeventwhichdecidedthefuturelifeofthisyounggirl。

  Modestehappenedtoseeinabookseller’swindowalithographicportraitofoneofherfavorites,Canalis。Weallknowwhatliessuchpicturestell,——beingastheyaretheresultofashamelessspeculation,whichseizesuponthepersonalityofcelebratedindividualsasiftheirfaceswerepublicproperty。

  InthisinstanceCanalis,sketchedinaByronicpose,wasofferingtopublicadmirationhisdarklocksfloatinginthebreeze,abarethroat,andtheunfathomablebrowwhicheverybardoughttopossess。

  VictorHugo’sforeheadwillmakemorepersonsshavetheirheadsthanthenumberofincipientmarshalseverkilledbythegloryofNapoleon。

  ThisportraitofCanalis(poeticthroughmercantilenecessity)caughtModeste’seye。ThedayonwhichitcaughthereyeoneofArthez’sbestbookshappenedtobepublished。Wearecompelledtoadmit,thoughitmaybetoModeste’sinjury,thatshehesitatedlongbetweentheillustriouspoetandtheillustriousprose—writer。Whichofthesecelebratedmenwasfree?——thatwasthequestion。

  Modestebeganbysecuringtheco—operationofFrancoiseCochet,amaidtakenfromHavreandbroughtbackagainbypoorBettina,whomMadameMignonandMadameDumaynowemployedbytheday,andwholivedinHavre。Modestetookhertoherownroomandassuredherthatshewouldnevercauseherparentsanygrief,neverpasstheboundsofayounggirl’spropriety,andthatastoFrancoiseherselfshewouldbewellprovidedforafterthereturnofMonsieurMignon,onconditionthatshewoulddoacertainserviceandkeepitaninviolablesecret。Whatwasit?Why,anothing——perfectlyinnocent。AllthatModestewantedofheraccomplicewastoputcertainlettersintothepostatHavreandtobringsomebackwhichwouldbedirectedtoherself,FrancoiseCochet。Thetreatyconcluded,ModestewroteapolitenotetoDauriat,publisherofthepoemsofCanalis,asking,intheinterestofthatgreatpoet,forsomeparticularsabouthim,amongothersifheweremarried。SherequestedthepublishertoaddresshisanswertoMademoiselleFrancoise,\"posterestante,\"Havre。

  Dauriat,incapableoftakingtheepistleseriously,wroteareplyinpresenceoffourorfivejournalistswhohappenedtobeinhisofficeatthetime,eachofwhomaddedhisparticularstrokeofwittotheproduction。

  Mademoiselle,——Canalis(Baronof),ConstantCysMelchior,memberoftheFrenchAcademy,bornin1800,atCanalis(Correze),fivefeetfourinchesinheight,ofgoodstanding,vaccinated,spotlessbirth,hasgivenasubstitutetotheconscription,enjoysperfecthealth,ownsasmallpatrimonialestateintheCorreze,andwishestomarry,buttheladymustberich。

  Hebearethperpale,gulesanaxeor,sablethreeescallopsargent,surmountedbyabaron’scoronet;supporters,twolarches,vert。Motto:\"Oretfer\"(noallusiontoOphirorauriferous)。

  TheoriginalCanalis,whowenttotheHolyLandwiththeFirstCrusade,iscitedinthechroniclesofAuvergneasbeingarmedwithanaxeonaccountofthefamilyindigence,whichtothisdayweighsheavilyontherace。Thisnoblebaron,famousfordiscomfitingavastnumberofinfidels,died,without\"or\"or\"fer,\"asnakedasaworm,nearJerusalem,ontheplainsofAscalon,ambulancesnotbeingtheninvented。

  ThechateauofCanalis(thedomainyieldsafewchestnuts)

  consistsoftwodismantledtowers,unitedbyapieceofwallcoveredbyafineivy,andistaxedattwenty—twofrancs。

  Theundersigned(publisher)callsattentiontothefactthathepaystenthousandfrancsforeveryvolumeofpoetrywrittenbyMonsieurdeCanalis,whodoesnotgivehisshells,orhisnutseither,fornothing。

  ThechanticleroftheCorrezelivesintheruedeParadis—

  Poissoniere,number29,whichisahighlysuitablelocationforapoetoftheangelicschool。LettersmustbePOST—PAID。

  NobledamesofthefaubourgSaint—GermainaresaidtotakethepathtoParadiseandprotectitsgod。Theking,CharlesX。,thinkssohighlyofthisgreatpoetastobelievehimcapableofgoverningthecountry;hehaslatelymadehimofficeroftheLegionofhonor,and(whatpayshimbetter)presidentofthecourtofClaimsattheforeignoffice。Thesefunctionsdonothinderthisgreatgeniusfromdrawinganannuityoutofthefundfortheencouragementoftheartsandbellesletters。

  ThelasteditionoftheworksofCanalis,printedonvellum,royal8vo,fromthepressofDidot,withillustrationsbyBixiou,JosephBridau,Schinner,Sommervieux,etc。,isinfivevolumes,price,ninefrancspost—paid。

  Thisletterfelllikeacobble—stoneonatulip。Apoet,secretaryofclaims,gettingastipendinapublicoffice,drawinganannuity,seekingadecoration,adoredbythewomenofthefaubourgSaint—

  Germain——wasthatthemuddyminstrellingeringalongthequays,sad,dreamy,wornwithtoil,andre—enteringhisgarretfraughtwithpoetry?However,Modesteperceivedtheironyoftheenviousbookseller,whodaredtosay,\"IinventedCanalis;ImadeNathan!\"

  Besides,shere—readherhero’spoems,——versesextremelyseductive,insincere,andhypocritical,whichrequireawordofanalysis,wereitonlytoexplainherinfatuation。

  CanalismaybedistinguishedfromLamartine,chiefoftheangelicschool,byawheedlingtonelikethatofasick—nurse,atreacheroussweetness,andadelightfulcorrectnessofdiction。Ifthechiefwithhisstridentcryisaneagle,Canalis,roseandwhite,isaflamingo。

  Inhimwomenfindthefriendtheyseek,theirinterpreter,abeingwhounderstandsthem,whoexplainsthemtothemselves,andasafeconfidant。ThewidemarginsgivenbyDidottothelasteditionwerecrowdedwithModeste’spencilledsentiments,expressinghersympathywiththistenderanddreamyspirit。Canalisdoesnotpossessthegiftoflife;hecannotbreatheexistenceintohiscreations;butheknowshowtocalmvaguesufferingslikethosewhichassailedModeste。Hespeakstoyounggirlsintheirownlanguage;hecanallaytheanguishofableedingwoundandlullthemoans,eventhesobsofwoe。Hisgiftliesnotinstirringwords,norintheremedyofstrongemotions,hecontentshimselfwithsayinginharmonioustoneswhichcompelbelief,\"Isufferwithyou;Iunderstandyou;comewithme;letusweeptogetherbesidethebrook,beneaththewillows。\"Andtheyfollowhim!

  Theylistentohisemptyandsonorouspoetrylikeinfantstoanurse’slullaby。Canalis,likeNodier,enchantsthereaderbyanartlessnesswhichisgenuineintheprosewriterandartificialinthepoet,byhistact,hissmile,thesheddingofhisrose—leaves,inshortbyhisinfantilephilosophy。Heimitatessowellthelanguageofourearlyyouththatheleadsusbacktotheprairie—landofourillusions。Wecanbepitilesstotheeagles,requiringfromthemthequalityofthediamond,incorruptibleperfection;butasforCanalis,wetakehimforwhatheisandlettherestgo。Heseemsagoodfellow;theaffectationsoftheangelicschoolhaveansweredhispurposeandsucceeded,justasawomansucceedswhensheplaystheingenuecleverly,andsimulatessurprise,youth,innocencebetrayed,inshort,thewoundedangel。

  Modeste,recoveringherfirstimpression,renewedherconfidenceinthatsoul,inthatcountenanceasravishingasthefaceofBernadindeSaint—Pierre。Shepaidnofurtherattentiontothepublisher。Andso,aboutthebeginningofthemonthofAugustshewrotethefollowinglettertothisDoratofthesacristy,whostillranksasastarofthemodernPleiades。

  ToMonsieurdeCanalis,——Manyatime,monsieur,Ihavewishedtowritetoyou;andwhy?Surelyyouguesswhy,——totellyouhowmuchIadmireyourgenius。Yes,Ifeeltheneedofexpressingtoyoutheadmirationofapoorcountrygirl,lonelyinherlittlecorner,whoseonlyhappinessistoreadyourthoughts。IhavereadRene,andIcometoyou。Sadnessleadstoreverie。Howmanyotherwomenaresendingyouthehomageoftheirsecretthoughts?WhatchancehaveIfornoticeamongsomany?Thispaper,filledwithmysoul,——canitbemoretoyouthantheperfumedletterswhichalreadybesetyou。Icometoyouwithlessgracethanothers,forIwishtoremainunknownandyettoreceiveyourentireconfidence——asthoughyouhadlongknownme。

  Answermyletterandbefriendlywithme。Icannotpromisetomakemyselfknowntoyou,thoughIdonotpositivelysayIwillnotsomedaydoso。

  WhatshallIadd?Readbetweenthelinesofthisletter,monsieur,thegreateffortwhichIammaking:permitmetoofferyoumyhand,——thatofafriend,ah!atruefriend。

  Yourservant,O。d’EsteM。

  P。S。——Ifyoudomethefavortoanswerthisletteraddressyourreply,ifyouplease,toMademoiselleF。Cochet,\"posterestante,\"

  Havre。

  CHAPTERVII

  APOETOFTHEANGELICSCHOOL

  Allyounggirls,romanticorotherwise,canimaginetheimpatienceinwhichModestelivedforthenextfewdays。Theairwasfulloftonguesoffire。Thetreeswerelikeaplumage。Shewasnotconsciousofabody;shehoveredinspace,theearthmeltedawayunderherfeet。Fullofadmirationforthepost—office,shefollowedherlittlesheetofpaperonitsway;shewashappy,asweallarehappyattwentyyearsofage,inthefirstexerciseofourwill。Shewaspossessed,asinthemiddleages。Shemadepicturesinhermindofthepoet’sabode,ofhisstudy;shesawhimunsealingherletter;andthenfollowedmyriadsofsuppositions。

  Aftersketchingthepoetrywecannotdolessthangivetheprofileofthepoet。Canalisisashort,spareman,withanairofgood—breeding,adark—complexioned,moon—shapedface,andarathermeanheadlikethatofamanwhohasmorevanitythanpride。Helovesluxury,rank,andsplendor。Moneyisofmoreimportancetohimthantomostmen。

  Proudofhisbirth,evenmorethanofhistalent,hedestroysthevalueofhisancestorsbymakingtoomuchoftheminthepresentday,——afterall,theCanalisarenotNavarreins,norCadignans,norGrandlieus。Nature,however,helpshimoutinhispretensions。HehasthoseeyesofEasterneffulgencewhichwedemandinapoet,adelicatecharmofmanner,andavibrantvoice;yetataintofnaturalcharlatanismdestroystheeffectofnearlyalltheseadvantages;heisaborncomedian。Ifheputsforwardhiswell—shapedfoot,itisbecausetheattitudehasbecomeahabit;ifheusesexclamatorytermstheyarepartofhimself;ifheposeswithhighdramaticactionhehasmadethatdeportmenthissecondnature。Suchdefectsasthesearenotincompatiblewithageneralbenevolenceandacertainqualityoferrantandpurelyidealchivalry,whichdistinguishesthepaladinfromtheknight。CanalishasnotdevotionenoughforaDonQuixote,buthehastoomuchelevationofthoughtnottoputhimselfonthenoblersideofquestionsandthings。Hispoetry,whichtakesthetownbystormonallprofitableoccasions,reallyinjuresthemanasapoet;

  forheisnotwithoutmind,buthistalentpreventshimfromdevelopingit;heisoverweightedbyhisreputation,andisalwaysaimingtomakehimselfappeargreaterthanhehasthecreditofbeing。

  Thus,asoftenhappens,themanisentirelyoutofkeepingwiththeproductsofhisthought。Theauthorofthesenaive,caressing,tenderlittlelyrics,thesecalmidyllspureandcoldasthesurfaceofalake,theseversessoessentiallyfeminine,isanambitiouslittlecreatureinatightlybuttonedfrock—coat,withtheairofadiplomatseekingpoliticalinfluence,smellingofthemuskofaristocracy,fullofpretension,thirstingformoney,alreadyspoiledbysuccessintwodirections,andwearingthedoublewreathofmyrtleandoflaurel。A

  governmentsituationwortheightthousandfrancs,threethousandfrancs’annuityfromtheliteraryfund,twothousandfromtheAcademy,threethousandmorefromthepaternalestate(lessthetaxesandthecostofkeepingitinorder),——atotalfixedincomeoffifteenthousandfrancs,plusthetenthousandboughtin,oneyearwithanother,byhispoetry;inalltwenty—fivethousandfrancs,——thisforModeste’sherowassoprecariousandinsufficientanincomethatheusuallyspentfiveorsixthousandfrancsmoreeveryyear;buttheking’sprivypurseandthesecretfundsoftheforeignofficehadhithertosuppliedthedeficit。Hewroteahymnfortheking’scoronationwhichearnedhimawholesilverservice,——havingrefusedasumofmoneyonthegroundthataCanalisowedhisdutytohissovereign。

  ButaboutthistimeCanalishad,asthejournalistssay,exhaustedhisbudget。Hefelthimselfunabletoinventanynewformofpoetry;hislyredidnothavesevenstrings,ithadone;andhavingplayedonthatonestringsolong,thepublicallowedhimnootheralternativebuttohanghimselfwithit,ortoholdhistongue。DeMarsay,whodidnotlikeCanalis,madearemarkwhosepoisonedshafttouchedthepoettothequickofhisvanity。\"Canalis,\"hesaid,\"alwaysremindsmeofthatbravemanwhomFrederictheGreatcalledupandcommendedafterabattlebecausehistrumpethadneverceasedtootingitsonelittletune。\"Canalis’sambitionwastoenterpoliticallife,andhemadecapitalofajourneyhehadtakentoMadridassecretarytotheembassyoftheDucdeChaulieu,thoughitwasreallymade,accordingtoParisiangossip,inthecapacityof\"attachetotheduchess。\"Howmanytimesasarcasmorasinglespeechhasdecidedthewholecourseofaman’slife。Colla,thelatepresidentoftheCisalpinerepublic,andthebestlawyerinPiedmont,wastoldbyafriendwhenhewasfortyyearsofagethatheknewnothingofbotany。Hewaspiqued,becameasecondJussieu,cultivatedflowers,andcompiledandpublished\"TheFloraofPiedmont,\"inLatin,alaboroftenyears。

  \"I’llmasterDeMarsaysomeofthesedays!\"thoughtthecrushedpoet;

  \"afterall,CanningandChateaubriandarebothinpolitics。\"

  Canaliswouldgladlyhavebroughtforthsomegreatpoliticalpoem,buthewasafraidoftheFrenchpress,whosecriticismsaresavageuponanywriterwhotakesfouralexandrinestoexpressoneidea。Ofallthepoetsofourdayonlythree,Hugo,TheophileGautier,andDeVigny,havebeenabletowinthedoublegloryofpoetandprose—writer,likeRacineandVoltaire,Moliere,andRabelais,——araredistinctionintheliteratureofFrance,whichoughttogiveamanarighttothecrowningtitleofpoet。

  Sothen,thebardofthefaubourgSaint—Germainwasdoingawisethingintryingtohousehislittlechariotundertheprotectingroofofthepresentgovernment。WhenhebecamepresidentofthecourtofClaimsattheforeignoffice,hestoodinneedofasecretary,——afriendwhocouldtakehisplaceinvariousways;cookuphisinterestswithpublishers,seetohisgloryinthenewspapers,helphimifneedbeinpolitics,——inshort,acat’spawandsatellite。InParismanymenofcelebrityinart,science,andliteraturehaveoneormoretrain—

  bearers,captainsoftheguard,chamberlainsasitwere,wholiveinthesunshineoftheirpresence,——aides—de—campentrustedwithdelicatemissions,allowingthemselvestobecompromisedifnecessary;workersroundthepedestaloftheidol;notexactlyhisservants,noryethisequals;boldinhisdefence,firstinthebreach,coveringallretreats,busywithhisbusiness,anddevotedtohimjustsolongastheirillusionslast,oruntilthemomentwhentheyhavegotalltheywanted。Someofthesesatellitesperceivetheingratitudeoftheirgreatman;othersfeelthattheyaresimplymadetoolsof;manywearyofthelife;veryfewremaincontentedwiththatsweetequalityoffeelingandsentimentwhichistheonlyrewardthatshouldbelookedforinanintimacywithasuperiorman,——arewardthatcontentedAliwhenMohammedraisedhimtohimself。

  Manyofthesemen,misledbyvanity,thinkthemselvesquiteascapableastheirpatron。Puredevotion,suchasModesteconceivedit,withoutmoneyandwithoutprice,andmoreespeciallywithouthope,israre。

  NeverthelessthereareMennevalstobefound,moreperhapsinParisthanelsewhere,menwhovaluealifeinthebackgroundwithitspeacefultoil;thesearethewanderingBenedictinesofoursocialworld,whichoffersthemnoothermonastery。Thesebrave,meekheartslive,bytheiractionsandintheirhiddenlives,thepoetrythatpoetsutter。Theyarepoetsthemselvesinsoul,intenderness,intheirlonelyvigilsandmeditations,——astrulypoetsasothersofthenameonpaper,whofatteninthefieldsofliteratureatsomuchaverse;likeLordByron,likeallwholive,alas,byink,theHippocrenewaterofto—day,forwantofabetter。

  AttractedbythefameofCanalis,alsobytheprospectofpoliticalinterest,andadvisedtheretobyMadamed’Espard,whoactedinthematterfortheDuchessedeChaulieu,ayounglawyerofthecourtofClaimsbecamesecretaryandconfidentialfriendofthepoet,whowelcomedandpettedhimverymuchasabrokercaresseshisfirstdabblerinthefunds。Thebeginningofthiscompanionshipboreaveryfairresemblancetofriendship。Theyoungmanhadalreadyheldthesamerelationtoaminister,whowentoutofofficein1827,takingcarebeforehedidsotoappointhisyoungsecretarytoaplaceintheforeignoffice。ErnestdeLaBriere,thenabouttwenty—sevenyearsofage,wasdecoratedwiththeLegionofhonorbutwaswithoutothermeansthanhissalary;hewasaccustomedtothemanagementofbusinessandhadlearnedagooddealoflifeduringhisfouryearsinaminister’scabinet。Kindly,amiable,andover—modest,withaheartfullofpureandsoundfeelings,hewasaversetoputtinghimselfintheforeground。Helovedhiscountry,andwishedtoserveher,butnotorietyabashedhim。TohimtheplaceofsecretarytoaNapoleonwasfarmoredesirablethanthatoftheministerhimself。AssoonashebecamethefriendandsecretaryofCanalishedidagreatamountoflaborforhim,butbytheendofeighteenmonthshehadlearnedtounderstandthebarrennessofanaturethatwaspoeticthroughliteraryexpressiononly。Thetruthoftheoldproverb,\"Thecowldoesn’tmakethemonk,\"iseminentlyshowninliterature。Itisextremelyraretofindamongliterarymenanatureandatalentthatareinperfectaccord。Thefacultiesarenotthemanhimself。Thisdisconnection,whosephenomenaareamazing,proceedsfromanunexplored,possiblyanunexplorablemystery。Thebrainanditsproductsofallkinds(forinartthehandofmanisacontinuationofhisbrain)areaworldapart,whichflourishesbeneaththecraniuminabsoluteindependenceofsentiments,feelings,andallthatiscalledvirtue,thevirtueofcitizens,fathers,andprivatelife。This,howevertrue,isnotabsolutelyso;nothingisabsolutelytrueofman。Itiscertainthatadebauchedmanwilldissipatehistalent,thatadrunkardwillwasteitinlibations;while,ontheotherhand,nomancangivehimselftalentbywholesomeliving:nevertheless,itisallbutprovedthatVirgil,thepainteroflove,neverlovedaDido,andthatRousseau,themodelcitizen,hadenoughpridetohadfurnishedforthanaristocracy。OntheotherhandRaphaelandMichaelAngelodopresentthegloriousconjunctionofgeniuswiththelinesofcharacter。Talentinmenistherefore,inallmoralpoints,verymuchwhatbeautyisinwomen,——

  simplyapromise。Letus,therefore,doublyadmirethemaninwhombothheartandcharacterequaltheperfectionofhisgenius。

  WhenErnestdiscoveredwithinhispoetanambitiousegoist,theworstspeciesofegoist(fortherearesomeamiableformsofthevice),hefeltadelicacyinleavinghim。Honestnaturescannoteasilybreakthetiesthatbindthem,especiallyiftheyhavetiedthemvoluntarily。

  ThesecretarywasthereforestilllivingindomesticrelationswiththepoetwhenModeste’sletterarrived,——insuchrelations,beitsaid,asinvolvedaperpetualsacrificeofhisfeelings。LaBriereadmittedthefranknesswithwhichCanalishadlaidhimselfbarebeforehim。Moreover,thedefectsoftheman,whowillalwaysbeconsideredagreatpoetduringhislifetimeandflatteredasMartmontelwasflattered,wereonlythewrongsideofhisbrilliantqualities。

  Withouthisvanityandhismagniloquenceitispossiblethathemightneverhaveacquiredthesonorouselocutionwhichissousefulandevennecessaryaninstrumentinpoliticallife。Hiscold—bloodednesstouchedatcertainpointsonrectitudeandloyalty;hisostentationhadaliningofgenerosity。Results,wemustremember,aretotheprofitofsociety;motivesconcernGod。

  ButafterthearrivalofModeste’sletterErnestdeceivedhimselfnolongerastoCanalis。Thepairhadjustfinishedbreakfastandweretalkingtogetherinthepoet’sstudy,whichwasontheground—floorofahousestandingbackinacourt—yard,andlookedintoagarden。

  \"There!\"exclaimedCanalis,\"IwastellingMadamedeChaulieutheotherdaythatIoughttobringoutanotherpoem;Iknewadmirationwasrunningshort,forIhavehadnoanonymouslettersforalongtime。\"

  \"Isitfromanunknownwoman?\"

  \"Unknown?yes!——aD’Este,inHavre;evidentlyafeignedname。\"

  CanalispassedthelettertoLaBriere。Thelittlepoem,withallitshiddenenthusiasms,inshort,poorModeste’sheart,wasdisdainfullyhandedover,withthegestureofaspoileddandy。

  \"Itisafinething,\"saidthelawyer,\"tohavethepowertoattractsuchfeelings;toforceapoorwomantostepoutofthehabitswhichnature,education,andtheworlddictatetoher,tobreakthroughconventions。Whatprivilegesgeniuswins!Alettersuchasthis,writtenbyayounggirl——agenuineyounggirl——withouthiddenmeanings,withrealenthusiasm——\"

  \"Well,what?\"saidCanalis。

  \"Why,amanmightsufferasmuchasTassoandyetfeelrecompensed,\"

  criedLaBriere。

  \"Sohemight,mydearfellow,byafirstletterofthatkind,andevenasecond;buthowaboutthethirtieth?Andsupposeyoufindoutthattheseyoungenthusiastsarelittlejades?Orimagineapoetrushingalongthebrilliantpathinsearchofher,andfindingattheendofitanoldEnglishwomansittingonamile—stoneandofferingyouherhand!Orsupposethispost—officeangelshouldreallybearatheruglygirlinquestofahusband?Ah,myboy!theeffervescencethengoesdown。\"

  \"Ibegintoperceive,\"saidLaBriere,smiling,\"thatthereissomethingpoisonousinglory,asthereisincertaindazzlingflowers。\"

  \"Andthen,\"resumedCanalis,\"allthesewomen,evenwhentheyaresimple—minded,haveideals,andyoucan’tsatisfythem。Theyneversaytothemselvesthatapoetisavainman,asIamaccusedofbeing;

  theycan’tconceivewhatitisforanauthortobeatthemercyofafeverishexcitement,whichmakeshimdisagreeableandcapricious;theywanthimalwaysgrand,noble;itneveroccurstothemthatgeniusisadisease,orthatNathanliveswithFlorine;thatD’Arthezistoofat,andJosephBridauistoothin;thatBerangerlimps,andthattheirownparticulardeitymayhavethesnuffles!ALuciendeRubempre,poetandcupid,isaphoenix。AndwhyshouldIgoinsearchofcomplimentsonlytopullthestringofashower—bathofhorridlooksfromsomedisillusionedfemale?\"

  \"Thenthetruepoet,\"saidLaBriere,\"oughttoremainhidden,likeGod,inthecentreofhisworlds,andbeonlyseeninhisowncreations。\"

  \"Glorywouldcosttoodearinthatcase,\"answeredCanalis。\"Thereissomegoodinlife。Asforthatletter,\"headded,takingacupoftea,\"Iassureyouthatwhenanobleandbeautifulwomanlovesapoetshedoesnothideinthecornerboxes,likeaduchessinlovewithanactor;shefeelsthatherbeauty,herfortune,hernameareprotectionenough,andshedarestosayopenly,likeanepicpoem:’IamthenymphCalypso,enamoredofTelemachus。’Mysteryandfeignednamesaretheresourcesoflittleminds。FormypartInolongeranswermasks——\"

  \"Ishouldloveawomanwhocametoseekme,\"criedLaBriere。\"ToallyousayIreply,mydearCanalis,thatitcannotbeanordinarygirlwhoaspirestoadistinguishedman;suchagirlhastoolittletrust,toomuchvanity;sheistoofaint—hearted。Onlyastar,a——\"

  \"——princess!\"criedCanalis,burstingintoashoutoflaughter;\"onlyaprincesscandescendtohim。Mydearfellow,thatdoesn’thappenonceinahundredyears。Suchaloveislikethatflowerthatblossomseverycentury。Princesses,letmetellyou,iftheyareyoung,rich,andbeautiful,havesomethingelsetothinkof;theyaresurroundedlikerareplantsbyahedgeoffools,well—bredidiotsashollowaselder—bushes!Mydream,alas!thecrystalofmydream,garlandedfromhencetotheCorrezewithroses——ah!Icannotspeakofit——itisinfragmentsatmyfeet,andhaslongbeenso。No,no,allanonymouslettersarebeggingletters;andwhatsortofbegging?Writeyourselftothatyoungwoman,ifyousupposeheryoungandpretty,andyou’llfindout。Thereisnothinglikeexperience。Asforme,Ican’treasonablybeexpectedtoloveeverywoman;Apollo,atanyrateheofBelvedere,isadelicateconsumptivewhomusttakecareofhishealth。\"

  \"Butwhenawomanwritestoyouinthiswayherexcusemustcertainlybeinherconsciousnessthatsheisabletoeclipseintendernessandbeautyeveryotherwoman,\"saidErnest,\"andIshouldthinkyoumightfeelsomecuriosity——\"

  \"Ah,\"saidCanalis,\"permitme,myjuvenilefriend,toabidebythebeautifulduchesswhoisallmyjoy。\"

  \"Youareright,youareright!\"criedErnest。However,theyoungsecretaryreadandre—readModeste’sletter,strivingtoguessthemindofitshiddenwriter。

  \"Thereisnottheleastfine—writinghere,\"hesaid,\"shedoesnoteventalkofyourgenius;shespeakstoyourheart。InyourplaceI

  shouldfeeltemptedbythisfragranceofmodesty,——thisproposedagreement——\"

  \"Then,signit!\"criedCanalis,laughing;\"answertheletterandgototheendoftheadventureyourself。Youshalltellmetheresultsthreemonthshence——iftheaffairlastssolong。\"

  FourdayslaterModestereceivedthefollowingletter,writtenonextremelyfinepaper,protectedbytwoenvelopes,andsealedwiththearmsofCanalis。

  Mademoiselle,——Theadmirationforfineworks(allowingthatmybooksaresuch)impliessomethingsoloftyandsincereastoprotectyoufromalllightjesting,andtojustifybeforethesternestjudgethestepyouhavetakeninwritingtome。

  ButfirstImustthankyouforthepleasurewhichsuchproofsofsympathyafford,eventhoughwemaynotmeritthem,——forthemakerofversesandthetruepoetareequallycertainoftheintrinsicworthoftheirwritings,——soreadilydoesself—esteemlenditselftopraise。ThebestproofoffriendshipthatIcangivetoanunknownladyinexchangeforafaithwhichallaysthestingofcriticism,istosharewithhertheharvestofmyownexperience,evenattheriskofdispellinghermostvividillusions。

  Mademoiselle,thenoblestadornmentofayounggirlistheflowerofapureandsaintlyandirreproachablelife。Areyoualoneintheworld?Ifyouare,thereisnoneedtosaymore。Butifyouhaveafamily,afatheroramother,thinkofallthesorrowthatmightcometothemfromsuchaletterasyoursaddressedtoapoetofwhomyouknownothingpersonally。Allwritersarenotangels;

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