第5章
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  HadyoubeenintheearlieryearsofyourlifeacitizenofthevillageofWinesburg,Ohio,therewouldhavebeenforyounomysteryinregardtothebeastinhiscage。\"ItislikeWashWilliams,\"youwouldhavesaid。\"Ashesitsinthecornerthere,thebeastisexactlylikeoldWashsittingonthegrassinthestationyardonasummereveningafterhehasclosedhisofficeforthenight。\"

  WashWilliams,thetelegraphoperatorofWines-

  burg,wastheugliestthingintown。Hisgirthwasimmense,hisneckthin,hislegsfeeble。Hewasdirty。Everythingabouthimwasunclean。Eventhewhitesofhiseyeslookedsoiled。

  Igotoofast。NoteverythingaboutWashwasun-

  clean。Hetookcareofhishands。Hisfingerswerefat,buttherewassomethingsensitiveandshapelyinthehandthatlayonthetablebytheinstrumentinthetelegraphoffice。InhisyouthWashWilliamshadbeencalledthebesttelegraphoperatorinthestate,andinspiteofhisdegradementtotheobscureofficeatWinesburg,hewasstillproudofhisability。

  WashWilliamsdidnotassociatewiththemenofthetowninwhichhelived。\"I\'llhavenothingtodowiththem,\"hesaid,lookingwithblearyeyesatthemenwhowalkedalongthestationplatformpastthetelegraphoffice。UpalongMainStreethewentintheeveningtoEdGriffith\'ssaloon,andafterdrink-

  ingunbelievablequantitiesofbeerstaggeredofftohisroomintheNewWillardHouseandtohisbedforthenight。

  WashWilliamswasamanofcourage。Athinghadhappenedtohimthatmadehimhatelife,andhehateditwholeheartedly,withtheabandonofapoet。Firstofall,hehatedwomen。\"Bitches,\"hecalledthem。Hisfeelingtowardmenwassomewhatdifferent。Hepitiedthem。\"Doesnoteverymanlethislifebemanagedforhimbysomebitchoran-

  other?\"heasked。

  InWinesburgnoattentionwaspaidtoWashWil-

  liamsandhishatredofhisfellows。OnceMrs。

  White,thebanker\'swife,complainedtothetele-

  graphcompany,sayingthattheofficeinWinesburgwasdirtyandsmelledabominably,butnothingcameofhercomplaint。Hereandthereamanre-

  spectedtheoperator。Instinctivelythemanfeltinhimaglowingresentmentofsomethinghehadnotthecouragetoresent。WhenWashwalkedthroughthestreetssuchaonehadaninstincttopayhimhomage,toraisehishatortobowbeforehim。Thesuperintendentwhohadsupervisionoverthetele-

  graphoperatorsontherailroadthatwentthroughWinesburgfeltthatway。HehadputWashintotheobscureofficeatWinesburgtoavoiddischarginghim,andhemeanttokeephimthere。Whenhereceivedtheletterofcomplaintfromthebanker\'swife,hetoreitupandlaughedunpleasantly。Forsomereasonhethoughtofhisownwifeashetoreuptheletter。

  WashWilliamsoncehadawife。WhenhewasstillayoungmanhemarriedawomanatDayton,Ohio。

  Thewomanwastallandslenderandhadblueeyesandyellowhair。Washwashimselfacomelyyouth。

  Helovedthewomanwithaloveasabsorbingasthehatredhelaterfeltforallwomen。

  InallofWinesburgtherewasbutonepersonwhoknewthestoryofthethingthathadmadeuglythepersonandthecharacterofWashWilliams。HeoncetoldthestorytoGeorgeWillardandthetellingofthetalecameaboutinthisway:

  GeorgeWillardwentoneeveningtowalkwithBelleCarpenter,atrimmerofwomen\'shatswhoworkedinamillineryshopkeptbyMrs。KateMcHugh。Theyoungmanwasnotinlovewiththewoman,who,infact,hadasuitorwhoworkedasbartenderinEdGriffith\'ssaloon,butastheywalkedaboutunderthetreestheyoccasionallyembraced。

  Thenightandtheirownthoughtshadarousedsomethinginthem。AstheywerereturningtoMainStreettheypassedthelittlelawnbesidetherailroadstationandsawWashWilliamsapparentlyasleeponthegrassbeneathatree。OnthenexteveningtheoperatorandGeorgeWillardwalkedouttogether。

  Downtherailroadtheywentandsatonapileofdecayingrailroadtiesbesidethetracks。Itwasthenthattheoperatortoldtheyoungreporterhisstoryofhate。

  PerhapsadozentimesGeorgeWillardandthestrange,shapelessmanwholivedathisfather\'shotelhadbeenonthepointoftalking。Theyoungmanlookedatthehideous,leeringfacestaringaboutthehoteldiningroomandwasconsumedwithcuriosity。Somethinghesawlurkinginthestar-

  ingeyestoldhimthatthemanwhohadnothingtosaytoothershadneverthelesssomethingtosaytohim。Onthepileofrailroadtiesonthesummereve-

  ning,hewaitedexpectantly。Whentheoperatorre-

  mainedsilentandseemedtohavechangedhismindabouttalking,hetriedtomakeconversation。\"Wereyouevermarried,Mr。Williams?\"hebegan。\"Isup-

  poseyouwereandyourwifeisdead,isthatit?\"

  WashWilliamsspatforthasuccessionofvileoaths。\"Yes,sheisdead,\"heagreed。\"Sheisdeadasallwomenaredead。Sheisaliving-deadthing,walkinginthesightofmenandmakingtheearthfoulbyherpresence。\"Staringintotheboy\'seyes,themanbecamepurplewithrage。\"Don\'thavefoolnotionsinyourhead,\"hecommanded。\"Mywife,sheisdead;yes,surely。Itellyou,allwomenaredead,mymother,yourmother,thattalldarkwomanwhoworksinthemillinerystoreandwithwhomIsawyouwalkingaboutyesterday——allofthem,theyarealldead。Itellyouthereissomethingrottenaboutthem。Iwasmarried,sure。Mywifewasdeadbeforeshemarriedme,shewasafoulthingcomeoutawomanmorefoul。Shewasathingsenttomakelifeunbearabletome。Iwasafool,doyousee,asyouarenow,andsoImarriedthiswoman。

  Iwouldliketoseemenalittlebegintounderstandwomen。Theyaresenttopreventmenmakingtheworldworthwhile。ItisatrickinNature。Ugh!Theyarecreeping,crawling,squirmingthings,theywiththeirsofthandsandtheirblueeyes。Thesightofawomansickensme。WhyIdon\'tkilleverywomanIseeIdon\'tknow。\"

  Halffrightenedandyetfascinatedbythelightburningintheeyesofthehideousoldman,GeorgeWillardlistened,afirewithcuriosity。Darknesscameonandheleanedforwardtryingtoseethefaceofthemanwhotalked。When,inthegatheringdark-

  ness,hecouldnolongerseethepurple,bloatedfaceandtheburningeyes,acuriousfancycametohim。

  WashWilliamstalkedinloweventonesthatmadehiswordsseemthemoreterrible。Inthedarknesstheyoungreporterfoundhimselfimaginingthathesatontherailroadtiesbesideacomelyyoungmanwithblackhairandblackshiningeyes。TherewassomethingalmostbeautifulinthevoiceofWashWil-

  liams,thehideous,tellinghisstoryofhate。

  ThetelegraphoperatorofWinesburg,sittinginthedarknessontherailroadties,hadbecomeapoet。

  Hatredhadraisedhimtothatelevation。\"ItisbecauseIsawyoukissingthelipsofthatBelleCarpenterthatItellyoumystory,\"hesaid。\"Whathappenedtomemaynexthappentoyou。Iwanttoputyouonyourguard。Alreadyyoumaybehavingdreamsinyourhead。Iwanttodestroythem。\"

  WashWilliamsbegantellingthestoryofhismar-

  riedlifewiththetallblondegirlwiththeblueeyeswhomhehadmetwhenhewasayoungoperatoratDayton,Ohio。Hereandtherehisstorywastouchedwithmomentsofbeautyintermingledwithstringsofvilecurses。Theoperatorhadmarriedthedaughterofadentistwhowastheyoungestofthreesisters。Onhismarriageday,becauseofhisability,hewaspromotedtoapositionasdispatcheratanincreasedsalaryandsenttoanofficeatColumbus,Ohio。Therehesettleddownwithhisyoungwifeandbeganbuyingahouseontheinstallmentplan。

  Theyoungtelegraphoperatorwasmadlyinlove。

  Withakindofreligiousfervorhehadmanagedtogothroughthepitfallsofhisyouthandtoremainvirginaluntilafterhismarriage。HemadeforGeorgeWillardapictureofhislifeinthehouseatColum-

  bus,Ohio,withtheyoungwife。\"inthegardenbackofourhouseweplantedvegetables,\"hesaid,\"youknow,peasandcornandsuchthings。WewenttoColumbusinearlyMarchandassoonasthedaysbecamewarmIwenttoworkinthegarden。WithaspadeIturneduptheblackgroundwhilesheranaboutlaughingandpretendingtobeafraidofthewormsIuncovered。LateinAprilcametheplanting。

  Inthelittlepathsamongtheseedbedsshestoodholdingapaperbaginherhand。Thebagwasfilledwithseeds。AfewatatimeshehandedmetheseedsthatImightthrustthemintothewarm,softground。\"

  Foramomenttherewasacatchinthevoiceofthemantalkinginthedarkness。\"Ilovedher,\"hesaid。\"Idon\'tclaimnottobeafool。Iloveheryet。

  ThereintheduskinthespringeveningIcrawledalongtheblackgroundtoherfeetandgroveledbe-

  foreher。Ikissedhershoesandtheanklesabovehershoes。WhenthehemofhergarmenttouchedmyfaceItrembled。WhenaftertwoyearsofthatlifeIfoundshehadmanagedtoacquirethreeotherlov-

  erswhocameregularlytoourhousewhenIwasawayatwork,Ididn\'twanttotouchthemorher。

  Ijustsentherhometohermotherandsaidnothing。

  Therewasnothingtosay。Ihadfourhundreddol-

  larsinthebankandIgaveherthat。Ididn\'taskherreasons。Ididn\'tsayanything。WhenshehadgoneIcriedlikeasillyboy。PrettysoonIhadachancetosellthehouseandIsentthatmoneytoher。\"

  WashWilliamsandGeorgeWillardarosefromthepileofrailroadtiesandwalkedalongthetrackstowardtown。Theoperatorfinishedhistalequickly,breathlessly。

  \"Hermothersentforme,\"hesaid。\"ShewrotemealetterandaskedmetocometotheirhouseatDayton。WhenIgotthereitwaseveningaboutthistime。\"

  WashWilliams\'voicerosetoahalfscream。\"Isatintheparlorofthathousetwohours。Hermothertookmeinthereandleftme。Theirhousewasstyl-

  ish。Theywerewhatiscalledrespectablepeople。

  Therewereplushchairsandacouchintheroom。I

  wastremblingallover。IhatedthemenIthoughthadwrongedher。Iwassickoflivingaloneandwantedherback。ThelongerIwaitedthemorerawandtenderIbecame。IthoughtthatifshecameinandjusttouchedmewithherhandIwouldperhapsfaintaway。Iachedtoforgiveandforget。\"

  WashWilliamsstoppedandstoodstaringatGeorgeWillard。Theboy\'sbodyshookasfromachill。Againtheman\'svoicebecamesoftandlow。\"Shecameintotheroomnaked,\"hewenton。\"Hermotherdidthat。WhileIsatthereshewastakingthegirl\'sclothesoff,perhapscoaxinghertodoit。FirstI

  heardvoicesatthedoorthatledintoalittlehallwayandthenitopenedsoftly。Thegirlwasashamedandstoodperfectlystillstaringatthefloor。Themotherdidn\'tcomeintotheroom。Whenshehadpushedthegirlinthroughthedoorshestoodinthehallwaywaiting,hopingwewould——well,yousee——

  waiting。\"

  GeorgeWillardandthetelegraphoperatorcameintothemainstreetofWinesburg。Thelightsfromthestorewindowslaybrightandshiningonthesidewalks。Peoplemovedaboutlaughingandtalk-

  ing。Theyoungreporterfeltillandweak。Inimagi-

  nation,healsobecameoldandshapeless。\"Ididn\'tgetthemotherkilled,\"saidWashWilliams,staringupanddownthestreet。\"Istruckheroncewithachairandthentheneighborscameinandtookitaway。Shescreamedsoloudyousee。Iwon\'teverhaveachancetokillhernow。Shediedofafeveramonthafterthathappened。\"

  THETHINKER

  THEHOUSEinwhichSethRichmondofWinesburglivedwithhismotherhadbeenatonetimetheshowplaceofthetown,butwhenyoungSethlivedthereitsgloryhadbecomesomewhatdimmed。ThehugebrickhousewhichBankerWhitehadbuiltonBuck-

  eyeStreethadovershadowedit。TheRichmondplacewasinalittlevalleyfaroutattheendofMainStreet。Farmerscomingintotownbyadustyroadfromthesouthpassedbyagroveofwalnuttrees,skirtedtheFairGroundwithitshighboardfencecoveredwithadvertisements,andtrottedtheirhorsesdownthroughthevalleypasttheRichmondplaceintotown。AsmuchofthecountrynorthandsouthofWinesburgwasdevotedtofruitandberryraising,Sethsawwagon-loadsofberrypickers——boys,girls,andwomen——goingtothefieldsinthemorningandreturningcoveredwithdustintheevening。Thechatteringcrowd,withtheirrudejokescriedoutfromwagontowagon,sometimesirritatedhimsharply。Heregrettedthathealsocouldnotlaughboisterously,shoutmeaninglessjokesandmakeofhimselfafigureintheendlessstreamofmoving,gigglingactivitythatwentupanddowntheroad。

  TheRichmondhousewasbuiltoflimestone,and,althoughitwassaidinthevillagetohavebecomerundown,hadinrealitygrownmorebeautifulwitheverypassingyear。Alreadytimehadbegunalittletocolorthestone,lendingagoldenrichnesstoitssurfaceandintheeveningorondarkdaystouchingtheshadedplacesbeneaththeeaveswithwaveringpatchesofbrownsandblacks。

  ThehousehadbeenbuiltbySeth\'sgrandfather,astonequarryman,andit,togetherwiththestonequarriesonLakeErieeighteenmilestothenorth,hadbeenlefttohisson,ClarenceRichmond,Seth\'sfather。ClarenceRichmond,aquietpassionatemanextraordinarilyadmiredbyhisneighbors,hadbeenkilledinastreetfightwiththeeditorofanewspaperinToledo,Ohio。ThefightconcernedthepublicationofClarenceRichmond\'snamecoupledwiththatofawomanschoolteacher,andasthedeadmanhadbeguntherowbyfiringupontheeditor,theefforttopunishtheslayerwasunsuccessful。Afterthequarryman\'sdeathitwasfoundthatmuchofthemoneylefttohimhadbeensquanderedinspecula-

  tionandininsecureinvestmentsmadethroughtheinfluenceoffriends。

  Leftwithbutasmallincome,VirginiaRichmondhadsettleddowntoaretiredlifeinthevillageandtotheraisingofherson。Althoughshehadbeendeeplymovedbythedeathofthehusbandandfa-

  ther,shedidnotatallbelievethestoriesconcerninghimthatranaboutafterhisdeath。Tohermind,thesensitive,boyishmanwhomallhadinstinctivelyloved,wasbutanunfortunate,abeingtoofineforeverydaylife。\"You\'llbehearingallsortsofstories,butyouarenottobelievewhatyouhear,\"shesaidtoherson。\"Hewasagoodman,fulloftendernessforeveryone,andshouldnothavetriedtobeamanofaffairs。NomatterhowmuchIweretoplananddreamofyourfuture,Icouldnotimagineanythingbetterforyouthanthatyouturnoutasgoodamanasyourfather。\"

  Severalyearsafterthedeathofherhusband,Vir-

  giniaRichmondhadbecomealarmedatthegrowingdemandsuponherincomeandhadsetherselftothetaskofincreasingit。Shehadlearnedstenogra-

  phyandthroughtheinfluenceofherhusband\'sfriendsgotthepositionofcourtstenographeratthecountyseat。Thereshewentbytraineachmorningduringthesessionsofthecourt,andwhennocourtsat,spentherdaysworkingamongtherosebushesinhergarden。Shewasatall,straightfigureofawomanwithaplainfaceandagreatmassofbrownhair。

  IntherelationshipbetweenSethRichmondandhismother,therewasaqualitythatevenateighteenhadbeguntocolorallofhistrafficwithmen。Analmostunhealthyrespectfortheyouthkeptthemotherforthemostpartsilentinhispresence。

  Whenshedidspeaksharplytohimhehadonlytolooksteadilyintohereyestoseedawningtherethepuzzledlookhehadalreadynoticedintheeyesofotherswhenhelookedatthem。

  Thetruthwasthatthesonthoughtwithremark-

  ableclearnessandthemotherdidnot。Sheexpectedfromallpeoplecertainconventionalreactionstolife。

  Aboywasyourson,youscoldedhimandhetrem-

  bledandlookedatthefloor。Whenyouhadscoldedenoughheweptandallwasforgiven。Aftertheweepingandwhenhehadgonetobed,youcreptintohisroomandkissedhim。

  VirginiaRichmondcouldnotunderstandwhyhersondidnotdothesethings。Aftertheseverestrepri-

  mand,hedidnottrembleandlookatthefloorbutinsteadlookedsteadilyather,causinguneasydoubtstoinvadehermind。Asforcreepingintohisroom——

  afterSethhadpassedhisfifteenthyear,shewouldhavebeenhalfafraidtodoanythingofthekind。

  Oncewhenhewasaboyofsixteen,Sethincom-

  panywithtwootherboysranawayfromhome。Thethreeboysclimbedintotheopendoorofanemptyfreightcarandrodesomefortymilestoatownwhereafairwasbeingheld。Oneoftheboyshadabottlefilledwithacombinationofwhiskeyandblackberrywine,andthethreesatwithlegsdan-

  glingoutofthecardoordrinkingfromthebottle。

  Seth\'stwocompanionssangandwavedtheirhandstoidlersaboutthestationsofthetownsthroughwhichthetrainpassed。Theyplannedraidsuponthebasketsoffarmerswhohadcomewiththeirfam-

  iliestothefair。\"Wewillfivelikekingsandwon\'thavetospendapennytoseethefairandhorseraces,\"theydeclaredboastfully。

  AfterthedisappearanceofSeth,VirginiaRich-

  mondwalkedupanddownthefloorofherhomefilledwithvaguealarms。Althoughonthenextdayshediscovered,throughaninquirymadebythetownmarshal,onwhatadventuretheboyshadgone,shecouldnotquietherself。AllthroughthenightshelayawakehearingtheclocktickandtellingherselfthatSeth,likehisfather,wouldcometoasuddenandviolentend。Sodeterminedwasshethattheboyshouldthistimefeeltheweightofherwraththat,althoughshewouldnotallowthemarshaltointerferewithhisadventure,shegotoutapencilandpaperandwrotedownaseriesofsharp,sting-

  ingreproofssheintendedtopouroutuponhim。

  Thereproofsshecommittedtomemory,goingaboutthegardenandsayingthemaloudlikeanactormemorizinghispart。

  Andwhen,attheendoftheweek,Sethreturned,alittlewearyandwithcoalsootinhisearsandabouthiseyes,sheagainfoundherselfunabletoreprovehim。Walkingintothehousehehunghiscaponanailbythekitchendoorandstoodlookingsteadilyather。\"Iwantedtoturnbackwithinanhourafterwehadstarted,\"heexplained。\"Ididn\'tknowwhattodo。Iknewyouwouldbebothered,butIknewalsothatifIdidn\'tgoonIwouldbeashamedofmyself。Iwentthroughwiththethingformyowngood。Itwasuncomfortable,sleepingonwetstraw,andtwodrunkenNegroescameandsleptwithus。WhenIstolealunchbasketoutofafarmer\'swagonIcouldn\'thelpthinkingofhischil-

  drengoingalldaywithoutfood。Iwassickofthewholeaffair,butIwasdeterminedtostickitoutuntiltheotherboyswerereadytocomeback。\"

  \"I\'mgladyoudidstickitout,\"repliedthemother,halfresentfully,andkissinghimupontheforeheadpretendedtobusyherselfwiththeworkaboutthehouse。

  OnasummereveningSethRichmondwenttotheNewWillardHousetovisithisfriend,GeorgeWillard。Ithadrainedduringtheafternoon,butashewalkedthroughMainStreet,theskyhadpartiallyclearedandagoldenglowlitupthewest。Goingaroundacorner,heturnedinatthedoorofthehotelandbegantoclimbthestairwayleadinguptohisfriend\'sroom。Inthehotelofficetheproprietorandtwotravelingmenwereengagedinadiscussionofpolitics。

  OnthestairwaySethstoppedandlistenedtothevoicesofthemenbelow。Theywereexcitedandtalkedrapidly。TomWillardwasberatingthetravel-

  ingmen。\"IamaDemocratbutyourtalkmakesmesick,\"hesaid。\"Youdon\'tunderstandMcKinley。

  McKinleyandMarkHannaarefriends。Itisimpossi-

  bleperhapsforyourmindtograspthat。Ifanyonetellsyouthatafriendshipcanbedeeperandbiggerandmoreworthwhilethandollarsandcents,orevenmoreworthwhilethanstatepolitics,yousnickerandlaugh。\"

  Thelandlordwasinterruptedbyoneoftheguests,atall,grey-mustachedmanwhoworkedforawholesalegroceryhouse。\"DoyouthinkthatI\'velivedinClevelandalltheseyearswithoutknowingMarkHanna?\"hedemanded。\"Yourtalkispiffle。

  Hannaisaftermoneyandnothingelse。ThisMcKin-

  leyishistool。HehasMcKinleybluffedanddon\'tyouforgetit。\"

  Theyoungmanonthestairsdidnotlingertoheartherestofthediscussion,butwentonupthestairwayandintothelittledarkhall。Somethinginthevoicesofthementalkinginthehotelofficestartedachainofthoughtsinhismind。Hewaslonelyandhadbeguntothinkthatlonelinesswasapartofhischaracter,somethingthatwouldalwaysstaywithhim。Steppingintoasidehallhestoodbyawindowthatlookedintoanalleyway。AtthebackofhisshopstoodAbnerGroff,thetownbaker。Histinybloodshoteyeslookedupanddownthealley-

  way。Inhisshopsomeonecalledthebaker,whopretendednottohear。Thebakerhadanemptymilkbottleinhishandandanangrysullenlookinhiseyes。

  InWinesburg,SethRichmondwascalledthe\"deepone。\"\"He\'slikehisfather,\"mensaidashewentthroughthestreets。\"He\'llbreakoutsomeofthesedays。Youwaitandsee。\"

  Thetalkofthetownandtherespectwithwhichmenandboysinstinctivelygreetedhim,asallmengreetsilentpeople,hadaffectedSethRichmond\'soutlookonlifeandonhimself。He,likemostboys,wasdeeperthanboysaregivencreditforbeing,buthewasnotwhatthemenofthetown,andevenhismother,thoughthimtobe。Nogreatunderlyingpurposelaybackofhishabitualsilence,andhehadnodefiniteplanforhislife。Whentheboyswithwhomheassociatedwerenoisyandquarrelsome,hestoodquietlyatoneside。Withcalmeyeshewatchedthegesticulatinglivelyfiguresofhiscom-

  panions。Hewasn\'tparticularlyinterestedinwhatwasgoingon,andsometimeswonderedifhewouldeverbeparticularlyinterestedinanything。Now,ashestoodinthehalf-darknessbythewindowwatch-

  ingthebaker,hewishedthathehimselfmightbe-

  comethoroughlystirredbysomething,evenbythefitsofsullenangerforwhichBakerGroffwasnoted。

  \"ItwouldbebetterformeifIcouldbecomeexcitedandwrangleaboutpoliticslikewindyoldTomWil-

  lard,\"hethought,asheleftthewindowandwentagainalongthehallwaytotheroomoccupiedbyhisfriend,GeorgeWillard。

  GeorgeWillardwasolderthanSethRichmond,butintheratheroddfriendshipbetweenthetwo,itwashewhowasforevercourtingandtheyoungerboywhowasbeingcourted。ThepaperonwhichGeorgeworkedhadonepolicy。Itstrovetomentionbynameineachissue,asmanyaspossibleoftheinhabitantsofthevillage。Likeanexciteddog,GeorgeWillardranhereandthere,notingonhispadofpaperwhohadgoneonbusinesstothecountyseatorhadreturnedfromavisittoaneigh-

  boringvillage。Alldayhewrotelittlefactsuponthepad。\"A。P。Wringlethadreceivedashipmentofstrawhats。EdByerbaumandTomMarshallwereinClevelandFriday。UncleTomSinningsisbuildinganewbarnonhisplaceontheValleyRoad。\"

  TheideathatGeorgeWillardwouldsomedaybe-

  comeawriterhadgivenhimaplaceofdistinctioninWinesburg,andtoSethRichmondhetalkedcon-

  tinuallyofthematter,\"It\'stheeasiestofalllivestolive,\"hedeclared,becomingexcitedandboastful。

  \"Hereandthereyougoandthereisnoonetobossyou。ThoughyouareinIndiaorintheSouthSeasinaboat,youhavebuttowriteandthereyouare。

  WaittillIgetmynameupandthenseewhatfunI

  shallhave。\"

  InGeorgeWillard\'sroom,whichhadawindowlookingdownintoanalleywayandonethatlookedacrossrailroadtrackstoBiffCarter\'sLunchRoomfacingtherailroadstation,SethRichmondsatinachairandlookedatthefloor。GeorgeWillard,whohadbeensittingforanhouridlyplayingwithaleadpencil,greetedhimeffusively。\"I\'vebeentryingtowritealovestory,\"heexplained,laughingner-

  vously。Lightingapipehebeganwalkingupanddowntheroom。\"IknowwhatI\'mgoingtodo。I\'mgoingtofallinlove。I\'vebeensittinghereandthink-

  ingitoverandI\'mgoingtodoit。\"

  Asthoughembarrassedbyhisdeclaration,Georgewenttoawindowandturninghisbacktohisfriendleanedout。\"IknowwhoI\'mgoingtofallinlovewith,\"hesaidsharply。\"It\'sHelenWhite。Sheistheonlygirlintownwithany\'get-up\'toher。\"

  Struckwithanewidea,youngWillardturnedandwalkedtowardhisvisitor。\"Lookhere,\"hesaid。

  \"YouknowHelenWhitebetterthanIdo。IwantyoutotellherwhatIsaid。YoujustgettotalkingtoherandsaythatI\'minlovewithher。Seewhatshesaystothat。Seehowshetakesit,andthenyoucomeandtellme。\"

  SethRichmondaroseandwenttowardthedoor。

  Thewordsofhiscomradeirritatedhimunbearably。

  \"Well,good-bye,\"hesaidbriefly。

  Georgewasamazed。RunningforwardhestoodinthedarknesstryingtolookintoSeth\'sface。

  \"What\'sthematter?Whatareyougoingtodo?Youstayhereandlet\'stalk,\"heurged。

  Awaveofresentmentdirectedagainsthisfriend,themenofthetownwhowere,hethought,perpet-

  uallytalkingofnothing,andmostofall,againsthisownhabitofsilence,madeSethhalfdesperate。

  \"Aw,speaktoheryourself,\"heburstforthandthen,goingquicklythroughthedoor,slammeditsharplyinhisfriend\'sface。\"I\'mgoingtofindHelenWhiteandtalktoher,butnotabouthim,\"hemuttered。

  Sethwentdownthestairwayandoutatthefrontdoorofthehotelmutteringwithwrath。Crossingalittledustystreetandclimbingalowironrailing,hewenttosituponthegrassinthestationyard。

  GeorgeWillardhethoughtaprofoundfool,andhewishedthathehadsaidsomorevigorously。Al-

  thoughhisacquaintanceshipwithHelenWhite,thebanker\'sdaughter,wasoutwardlybutcasual,shewasoftenthesubjectofhisthoughtsandhefeltthatshewassomethingprivateandpersonaltohimself。

  \"Thebusyfoolwithhislovestories,\"hemuttered,staringbackoverhisshoulderatGeorgeWillard\'sroom,\"whydoeshenevertireofhiseternaltalking。\"

  ItwasberryharvesttimeinWinesburganduponthestationplatformmenandboysloadedtheboxesofred,fragrantberriesintotwoexpresscarsthatstooduponthesiding。AJunemoonwasinthesky,althoughinthewestastormthreatened,andnostreetlampswerelighted。Inthedimlightthefig-

  uresofthemenstandingupontheexpresstruckandpitchingtheboxesinatthedoorsofthecarswerebutdimlydiscernible。Upontheironrailingthatprotectedthestationlawnsatothermen。Pipeswerelighted。Villagejokeswentbackandforth。

  Awayinthedistanceatrainwhistledandthemenloadingtheboxesintothecarsworkedwithre-

  newedactivity。

  SetharosefromhisplaceonthegrassandwentsilentlypastthemenperchedupontherailingandintoMainStreet。Hehadcometoaresolution。\"I\'llgetoutofhere,\"hetoldhimself。\"WhatgoodamI

  here?I\'mgoingtosomecityandgotowork。I\'lltellmotheraboutittomorrow。\"

  SethRichmondwentslowlyalongMainStreet,pastWacker\'sCigarStoreandtheTownHall,andintoBuckeyeStreet。Hewasdepressedbythethoughtthathewasnotapartofthelifeinhisowntown,butthedepressiondidnotcutdeeplyashedidnotthinkofhimselfasatfault。IntheheavyshadowsofabigtreebeforeDoctorWelling\'shouse,hestoppedandstoodwatchinghalf-wittedTurkSmollet,whowaspushingawheelbarrowintheroad。Theoldmanwithhisabsurdlyboyishmindhadadozenlongboardsonthewheelbarrow,and,ashehurriedalongtheroad,balancedtheloadwithextremenicety。\"Easythere,Turk!Steadynow,oldboy!\"theoldmanshoutedtohimself,andlaughedsothattheloadofboardsrockeddangerously。

  SethknewTurkSmollet,thehalfdangerousoldwoodchopperwhosepeculiaritiesaddedsomuchofcolortothelifeofthevillage。HeknewthatwhenTurkgotintoMainStreethewouldbecomethecen-

  terofawhirlwindofcriesandcomments,thatintruththeoldmanwasgoingfaroutofhiswayinordertopassthroughMainStreetandexhibithisskillinwheelingtheboards。\"IfGeorgeWillardwerehere,he\'dhavesomethingtosay,\"thoughtSeth。

  \"Georgebelongstothistown。He\'dshoutatTurkandTurkwouldshoutathim。They\'dbothbese-

  cretlypleasedbywhattheyhadsaid。It\'sdifferentwithme。Idon\'tbelong。I\'llnotmakeafussaboutit,butI\'mgoingtogetoutofhere。\"

  Sethstumbledforwardthroughthehalf-darkness,feelinghimselfanoutcastinhisowntown。Hebegantopityhimself,butasenseoftheabsurdityofhisthoughtsmadehimsmile。Intheendhede-

  cidedthathewassimplyoldbeyondhisyearsandnotatallasubjectforself-pity。\"I\'mmadetogotowork。Imaybeabletomakeaplaceformyselfbysteadyworking,andImightaswellbeatit,\"hedecided。

  SethwenttothehouseofBankerWhiteandstoodinthedarknessbythefrontdoor。Onthedoorhungaheavybrassknocker,aninnovationintroducedintothevillagebyHelenWhite\'smother,whohadalsoorganizedawomen\'sclubforthestudyofpo-

  etry。Sethraisedtheknockerandletitfall。Itsheavyclattersoundedlikeareportfromdistantguns。

  \"HowawkwardandfoolishIam,\"hethought。\"IfMrs。Whitecomestothedoor,Iwon\'tknowwhattosay。\"

  ItwasHelenWhitewhocametothedoorandfoundSethstandingattheedgeoftheporch。Blush-

  ingwithpleasure,shesteppedforward,closingthedoorsoftly。\"I\'mgoingtogetoutoftown。Idon\'tknowwhatI\'lldo,butI\'mgoingtogetoutofhereandgotowork。IthinkI\'llgotoColumbus,\"hesaid。\"PerhapsI\'llgetintotheStateUniversitydownthere。Anyway,I\'mgoing。I\'lltellmothertonight。\"

  Hehesitatedandlookeddoubtfullyabout。\"Perhapsyouwouldn\'tmindcomingtowalkwithme?\"

  SethandHelenwalkedthroughthestreetsbe-

  neaththetrees。Heavycloudshaddriftedacrossthefaceofthemoon,andbeforetheminthedeeptwi-

  lightwentamanwithashortladderuponhisshoul-

  der。Hurryingforward,themanstoppedatthestreetcrossingand,puttingtheladderagainstthewoodenlamp-post,lightedthevillagelightssothattheirwaywashalflighted,halfdarkened,bythelampsandbythedeepeningshadowscastbythelow-branchedtrees。Inthetopsofthetreesthewindbegantoplay,disturbingthesleepingbirdssothattheyflewaboutcallingplaintively。Inthelightedspacebeforeoneofthelamps,twobatswheeledandcircled,pursuingthegatheringswarmofnightflies。

  SinceSethhadbeenaboyinkneetrouserstherehadbeenahalfexpressedintimacybetweenhimandthemaidenwhonowforthefirsttimewalkedbesidehim。ForatimeshehadbeenbesetwithamadnessforwritingnoteswhichsheaddressedtoSeth。Hehadfoundthemconcealedinhisbooksatschoolandonehadbeengivenhimbyachildmetinthestreet,whileseveralhadbeendeliveredthroughthevillagepostoffice。

  Thenoteshadbeenwritteninaround,boyishhandandhadreflectedamindinflamedbynovelreading。Sethhadnotansweredthem,althoughhehadbeenmovedandflatteredbysomeofthesen-

  tencesscrawledinpenciluponthestationeryofthebanker\'swife。Puttingthemintothepocketofhiscoat,hewentthroughthestreetorstoodbythefenceintheschoolyardwithsomethingburningathisside。Hethoughtitfinethatheshouldbethusselectedasthefavoriteoftherichestandmostat-

  tractivegirlintown。

  HelenandSethstoppedbyafencenearwherealowdarkbuildingfacedthestreet。Thebuildinghadoncebeenafactoryforthemakingofbarrelstavesbutwasnowvacant。Acrossthestreetupontheporchofahouseamanandwomantalkedoftheirchildhood,theirvoicescomingdearlyacrosstothehalf-embarrassedyouthandmaiden。Therewasthesoundofscrapingchairsandthemanandwomancamedownthegravelpathtoawoodengate。Stand-

  ingoutsidethegate,themanleanedoverandkissedthewoman。\"Foroldtimes\'sake,\"hesaidand,turning,walkedrapidlyawayalongthesidewalk。

  \"That\'sBelleTurner,\"whisperedHelen,andputherhandboldlyintoSeth\'shand。\"Ididn\'tknowshehadafellow。Ithoughtshewastoooldforthat。\"Sethlaugheduneasily。Thehandofthegirlwaswarmandastrange,dizzyfeelingcreptoverhim。Intohismindcameadesiretotellhersome-

  thinghehadbeendeterminednottotell。\"GeorgeWillard\'sinlovewithyou,\"hesaid,andinspiteofhisagitationhisvoicewaslowandquiet。\"He\'swrit-

  ingastory,andhewantstobeinlove。Hewantstoknowhowitfeels。Hewantedmetotellyouandseewhatyousaid。\"

  AgainHelenandSethwalkedinsilence。TheycametothegardensurroundingtheoldRichmondplaceandgoingthroughagapinthehedgesatonawoodenbenchbeneathabush。

  OnthestreetashewalkedbesidethegirlnewanddaringthoughtshadcomeintoSethRichmond\'smind。Hebegantoregrethisdecisiontogetoutoftown。\"ItwouldbesomethingnewandaltogetherdelightfultoremainandwalkoftenthroughthestreetswithHelenWhite,\"hethought。Inimagina-

  tionhesawhimselfputtinghisarmaboutherwaistandfeelingherarmsclaspedtightlyabouthisneck。

  Oneofthoseoddcombinationsofeventsandplacesmadehimconnecttheideaoflove-makingwiththisgirlandaspothehadvisitedsomedaysbefore。HehadgoneonanerrandtothehouseofafarmerwholivedonahillsidebeyondtheFairGroundandhadreturnedbyapaththroughafield。Atthefootofthehillbelowthefarmer\'shouseSethhadstoppedbeneathasycamoretreeandlookedabouthim。A

  softhummingnoisehadgreetedhisears。Foramo-

  menthehadthoughtthetreemustbethehomeofaswarmofbees。

  Andthen,lookingdown,Sethhadseenthebeeseverywhereallabouthiminthelonggrass。Hestoodinamassofweedsthatgrewwaist-highinthefieldthatranawayfromthehillside。Theweedswereabloomwithtinypurpleblossomsandgaveforthanoverpoweringfragrance。Upontheweedsthebeesweregatheredinarmies,singingastheyworked。

  Sethimaginedhimselflyingonasummereve-

  ning,burieddeepamongtheweedsbeneaththetree。Besidehim,inthescenebuiltinhisfancy,layHelenWhite,herhandlyinginhishand。Apeculiarreluctancekepthimfromkissingherlips,buthefelthemighthavedonethatifhewished。Instead,helayperfectlystill,lookingatherandlisteningtothearmyofbeesthatsangthesustainedmasterfulsongoflaborabovehishead。

  OnthebenchinthegardenSethstirreduneasily。

  Releasingthehandofthegirl,hethrusthishandsintohistrouserpockets。Adesiretoimpressthemindofhiscompanionwiththeimportanceoftheresolutionhehadmadecameoverhimandhenod-

  dedhisheadtowardthehouse。\"Mother\'llmakeafuss,Isuppose,\"hewhispered。\"Shehasn\'tthoughtatallaboutwhatI\'mgoingtodoinlife。ShethinksI\'mgoingtostayonhereforeverjustbeingaboy。\"

  Seth\'svoicebecamechargedwithboyishearnest-

  ness。\"Yousee,I\'vegottostrikeout。I\'vegottogettowork。It\'swhatI\'mgoodfor。\"

  HelenWhitewasimpressed。Shenoddedherheadandafeelingofadmirationsweptoverher。

  \"Thisisasitshouldbe,\"shethought。\"Thisboyisnotaboyatall,butastrong,purposefulman。\"Cer-

  tainvaguedesiresthathadbeeninvadingherbodyweresweptawayandshesatupverystraightonthebench。Thethundercontinuedtorumbleandflashesofheatlightninglituptheeasternsky。Thegardenthathadbeensomysteriousandvast,aplacethatwithSethbesidehermighthavebecomethebackgroundforstrangeandwonderfuladven-

  tures,nowseemednomorethananordinaryWines-

  burgbackyard,quitedefiniteandlimitedinitsoutlines。

  \"Whatwillyoudoupthere?\"shewhispered。

  Sethturnedhalfaroundonthebench,strivingtoseeherfaceinthedarkness。Hethoughtherinfi-

  nitelymoresensibleandstraightforwardthanGeorgeWillard,andwasgladhehadcomeawayfromhisfriend。Afeelingofimpatiencewiththetownthathadbeeninhismindreturned,andhetriedtotellherofit。\"Everyonetalksandtalks,\"hebegan。\"I\'msickofit。I\'lldosomething,getintosomekindofworkwheretalkdon\'tcount。MaybeI\'lljustbeamechanicinashop。Idon\'tknow。IguessIdon\'tcaremuch。Ijustwanttoworkandkeepquiet。

  That\'sallI\'vegotinmymind。\"

  Setharosefromthebenchandputouthishand。

  Hedidnotwanttobringthemeetingtoanendbutcouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosay。\"It\'sthelasttimewe\'llseeeachother,\"hewhispered。

  AwaveofsentimentsweptoverHelen。PuttingherhanduponSeth\'sshoulder,shestartedtodrawhisfacedowntowardherownupturnedface。Theactwasoneofpureaffectionandcuttingregretthatsomevagueadventurethathadbeenpresentinthespiritofthenightwouldnowneverberealized。\"I

  thinkI\'dbetterbegoingalong,\"shesaid,lettingherhandfallheavilytoherside。Athoughtcametoher。

  \"Don\'tyougowithme;Iwanttobealone,\"shesaid。\"Yougoandtalkwithyourmother。You\'dbetterdothatnow。\"

  Sethhesitatedand,ashestoodwaiting,thegirlturnedandranawaythroughthehedge。Adesiretorunafterhercametohim,butheonlystoodstaring,perplexedandpuzzledbyheractionashehadbeenperplexedandpuzzledbyallofthelifeofthetownoutofwhichshehadcome。Walkingslowlytowardthehouse,hestoppedintheshadowofalargetreeandlookedathismothersittingbyalightedwindowbusilysewing。Thefeelingofloneli-

  nessthathadvisitedhimearlierintheeveningre-

  turnedandcoloredhisthoughtsoftheadventurethroughwhichhehadjustpassed。\"Huh!\"heex-

  claimed,turningandstaringinthedirectiontakenbyHelenWhite。\"That\'showthings\'llturnout。

  She\'llbeliketherest。Isupposeshe\'llbeginnowtolookatmeinafunnyway。\"Helookedatthegroundandponderedthisthought。\"She\'llbeem-

  barrassedandfeelstrangewhenI\'maround,\"hewhisperedtohimself。\"That\'showit\'llbe。That\'showeverything\'llturnout。Whenitcomestolovingsomeone,itwon\'tneverbeme。It\'llbesomeoneelse——somefool——someonewhotalksalot——some-

  onelikethatGeorgeWillard。\"

  TANDY

  UNTILSHEWASsevenyearsoldshelivedinanoldunpaintedhouseonanunusedroadthatledoffTrunionPike。Herfathergaveherbutlittleattentionandhermotherwasdead。Thefatherspenthistimetalkingandthinkingofreligion。Heproclaimedhim-

  selfanagnosticandwassoabsorbedindestroyingtheideasofGodthathadcreptintothemindsofhisneighborsthatheneversawGodmanifestinghimselfinthelittlechildthat,halfforgotten,livedhereandthereonthebountyofherdeadmother\'srelatives。

  AstrangercametoWinesburgandsawinthechildwhatthefatherdidnotsee。Hewasatall,red-

  hairedyoungmanwhowasalmostalwaysdrunk。

  SometimeshesatinachairbeforetheNewWillardHousewithTomHard,thefather。AsTomtalked,declaringtherecouldbenoGod,thestrangersmiledandwinkedatthebystanders。HeandTombecamefriendsandweremuchtogether。

  ThestrangerwasthesonofarichmerchantofClevelandandhadcometoWinesburgonamission。

  Hewantedtocurehimselfofthehabitofdrink,andthoughtthatbyescapingfromhiscityassociatesandlivinginaruralcommunityhewouldhaveabetterchanceinthestrugglewiththeappetitethatwasdestroyinghim。

  HissojourninWinesburgwasnotasuccess。Thedullnessofthepassinghoursledtohisdrinkingharderthanever。Buthedidsucceedindoingsome-

  thing。HegaveanamerichwithmeaningtoTomHard\'sdaughter。

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