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  Itwasnotlongbeforetheinevitablechangecameinthespiritofthesituation;moreandmorewasSheltonconsciousofaquaintuneasinessintheverybreathingofthehousehold。

  \"Curiousfellowyou\'vegotholdofthere,Shelton,\"Mr。Dennantsaidtohimduringagameofcroquet;\"he\'llneverdoanygoodforhimself,I\'mafraid。\"

  \"InonesenseI\'mafraidnot,\"admittedShelton。

  \"Doyouknowhisstory?Iwillbetyousixpence\"——andMr。Dennantpausedtoswinghismalletwithaproperaccuracy\"thathe\'sbeeninprison。\"

  \"Prison!\"ejaculatedShelton。

  \"Ithink,\"saidMr。Dennant,withbentkneescarefullymeasuringhisnextshot,\"thatyououghttomakeinquiries——ah!missedit!

  Awkwardthesehoops!Onemustdrawthelinesomewhere。\"

  \"Inevercoulddraw,\"returnedShelton,nettledanduneasy;\"butI

  understand——I\'llgivehimahinttogo。\"

  \"Don\'t,\"saidMr。Dennant,movingafterhissecondball,whichSheltonhadsmittentothefartherend,\"beoffended,mydearShelton,andbynomeansgivehimahint;heinterestsmeverymuch——

  averyclever,quietyoungfellow。\"

  ThatthiswasnothisprivateviewSheltoninferredbystudyingMr。

  Dennant\'smannerinthepresenceofthevagabond。Underlyingthewell-bredbanterofthetranquilvoice,theguardedquizzicalityofhispalebrownface,itcouldbeseenthatAlgernonCuffeDennant,Esq。,J。P。,accustomedtolaughatotherpeople,suspectedthathewasbeinglaughedat。Whatmorenaturalthanthatheshouldgropeabouttoseehowthiscouldbe?AvagrantalienwasmakinghimselffeltbyanEnglishJusticeofthePeace——nosmalltribute,this,toFerrand\'spersonality。Thelatterwouldsitsilentthroughameal,andyetmakehiseffect。He,theobjectoftheirkindness,education,patronage,inspiredtheirfear。Therewasnolongeranydoubt;itwasnotofFerrandthattheywereafraid,butofwhattheydidnotunderstandinhim;ofhorridsubtletiesmeanderinginthebrainunderthatstraight,wet-lookinghair;ofsomethingbizarrepoppingfromthecurvinglipsbelowthatthin,lopsidednose。

  ButtoSheltoninthis,asinallelse,Antoniawaswhatmattered。

  Atfirst,anxioustoshowherloverthatshetrustedhim,sheseemednevertiredofdoingthingsforhisyoungprotege,asthoughshetoohadsetherheartonhissalvation;but,watchinghereyeswhentheyrestedonthevagabond,SheltonwasperpetuallyremindedofhersayingonthefirstdayofhisvisittoHolmOaks,\"Isupposehe\'sreallygood——Imeanallthesethingsyoutoldmeaboutwereonly……\"

  Curiosityneverleftherglance,nordidthatstoryofhisfourdays\'

  starvingleavehermind;asentimentalpicturesquenessclungaboutthatincidentmorevaluablebyfarthanthismerehumanbeingwithwhomshehadsostrangelycomeincontact。ShewatchedFerrand,andSheltonwatchedher。Ifhehadbeentoldthathewaswatchingher,hewouldhavedenieditingoodfaith;buthewasboundtowatchher,tofindoutwithwhateyessheviewedthisvisitorwhoembodiedalltherebelliousunder-sideoflife,allthatwasabsentinherself。

  \"Dick,\"shesaidtohimoneday,\"younevertalktomeofMonsieurFerrand。\"

  \"Doyouwanttotalkofhim?\"

  \"Don\'tyouthinkthathe\'simproved?\"

  \"He\'sfatter。\"

  Antonialookedgrave。

  \"No,butreally?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidShelton;\"Ican\'tjudgehim。\"

  Antoniaturnedherfaceaway,andsomethinginherattitudealarmedhim。

  \"Hewasonceasortofgentleman,\"shesaid;\"whyshouldn\'thebecomeoneagain?\"

  Sittingonthelowwallofthekitchen-garden,herheadwasframedbygoldenplums。Thesunlaybarredbehindthefoliageoftheholmoak,butalittlepatchfilteringthroughagaphadrestedintheplum-

  tree\'sheart。Itcrownedthegirl。Herraiment,thedarkleaves,theredwall,thegoldenplums,werewovenbythepassingglowtoablockofpagancolour。Andherfaceaboveit,chaste,serene,waslikethescentlesssummerevening。Abirdamongstthecurrantbusheskeptalittlechantvibrating;andalltheplum-tree\'sshapeandcolourseemedalive。

  \"Perhapshedoesn\'twanttobeagentleman,\"saidShelton。

  Antoniaswungherfoot。

  \"Howcanhehelpwantingto?\"

  \"Hemayhaveadifferentphilosophyoflife。\"

  Antoniawasslowtoanswer。

  \"Iknownothingaboutphilosophiesoflife,\"shesaidatlast。

  Sheltonansweredcoldly,\"Notwopeoplehavethesame。\"

  Withthefallingsun-glowthecharmpassedoffthetree。Chilledandharder,yetlessdeep,itwasnomoreablockofwovencolour,warmandimpassive,likeasoutherngoddess;itwasnowanortherntree,withagreylightthroughitsleaves。

  \"Idon\'tunderstandyouintheleast,\"shesaid;\"everyonewishestobegood。\"

  \"Andsafe?\"askedSheltongently。

  Antoniastared。

  \"Suppose,\"hesaid——\"Idon\'tpretendtoknow,Ionlysuppose——whatFerrandreallycaresforisdoingthingsdifferentlyfromotherpeople?Ifyouweretoloadhimwithacharacterandgivehimmoneyonconditionthatheactedasweallact,doyouthinkhewouldacceptit?\"

  \"Whynot?\"

  \"Whyaren\'tcatsdogs;orpagansChristians?\"

  Antoniasliddownfromthewall。

  \"Youdon\'tseemtothinkthere\'sanyuseintrying,\"shesaid,andturnedaway。

  Sheltonmadeamovementasifhewouldgoafterher,andthenstoodstill,watchingherfigureslowlypass,herheadoutlinedabovethewall,herhandsturnedbackacrosshernarrowhips。Shehaltedatthebend,lookedback,then,withanimpatientgesture,disappeared。

  Antoniawasslippingfromhim!

  Amoment\'svisionfromwithouthimselfwouldhaveshownhimthatitwashewhomovedandshewhowasstandingstill,likethefigureofonewatchingthepassageofastreamwithclear,direct,andsulleneyes。

  CHAPTERXXVIII

  THERIVER

  OnedaytowardstheendofAugustSheltontookAntoniaontheriver——

  theriverthat,likesoftmusic,soothestheland;theriverofthereedsandpoplars,thesilverswan-sails,sunandmoon,woods,andthewhiteslumbrousclouds;wherecuckoos,andthewind,thepigeons,andtheweirsarealwayssinging;andintheflashofnakedbodies,theplayofwaterlilyleaves,queergoblinstumps,andthetwilightfacesofthetwistedtree-roots,Panlivesoncemore。

  ThereachwhichSheltonchosewasinnocentoflaunches,champagnebottlesandloudlaughter;itwasuncivilised,andseldomtroubledbythesehumanisinginfluences。Hepaddledslowly,silentandabsorbed,watchingAntonia。Anunaccustomedlanguorclungabouther;hereyeshadshadows,asthoughshehadnotslept;colourglowedsoftlyinhercheeks,herfrockseemedallalightwithgoldenradiance。ShemadeSheltonpullintothereeds,andpluckedtworoundedliliessailinglikeshipsagainstslow-movingwater。

  \"Pullintotheshade,please,\"shesaid;it\'stoohotouthere。\"

  Thebrimofherlinenhatkeptthesunfromherface,butherheadwasdroopinglikeaflower\'sheadatnoon。

  Sheltonsawthattheheatwasreallyharmingher,astoohotadaywilldimtheicyfreshnessofanorthernplant。Hedippedhissculls,theripplesstartedoutandswamingravediminuendotilltheytouchedthebanks。

  Heshottheboatintoacleft,andcaughtthebranchesofanoverhangingtree。Theskiffrested,balancingwithmutinousvibration,likealivingthing。

  \"IshouldhatetoliveinLondon,\"saidAntoniasuddenly;\"theslumsmustbesoawful。Whatapity,whenthereareplaceslikethis!Butit\'snogoodthinking。\"

  \"No,\"answeredSheltonslowly!\"Isupposeitisnogood。\"

  \"TherearesomebadcottagesatthelowerendofCrossEaton。IwentthemonedaywithMissTruecote。Thepeoplewon\'thelpthemselves。

  It\'ssodiscouragingtohelppeoplewhowon\'thelpthemselves。\"

  Shewasleaningherelbowsonherknees,and,withherchinrestingonherhands,gazedupatShelton。Allaroundthemhungatentofsoft,thickleaves,and,below,thewaterwasdeep-dyedwithgreenrefraction。Willowboughs,swayingabovetheboat,caressedAntonia\'sarmsandshoulders;herfaceandhairalonewerefree。

  \"Sodiscouraging,\"shesaidagain。

  Asilencefell……Antoniaseemedthinkingdeeply。

  \"Doubtsdon\'thelpyou,\"shesaidsuddenly;\"howcanyougetanygoodfromdoubts?Thethingistowinvictories。\"

  \"Victories?\"saidShelton。\"I\'dratherunderstandthanconquer!\"

  Hehadrisentohisfeet,andgraspedstuntedbranch,cantingtheboattowardsthebank。

  \"Howcanyouletthingsslidelikethat,Dick?It\'slikeFerrand。\"

  \"Haveyousuchabadopinionofhim,then?\"askedShelton。Hefeltonthevergeofsome,discovery。

  Sheburiedherchindeeperinherhands。

  \"Ilikedhimatfirst,\"shesaid;\"Ithoughtthathewasdifferent。

  Ithoughthecouldn\'treallybe——\"

  \"Reallybewhat?\"

  Antoniadidnotanswer。

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"shesaidatlast。\"Ican\'texplain。Ithought——\"

  Sheltonstillstood,holdingtothebranch,andtheoscillationoftheboatfreedaninfinityoftinyripples。

  \"Youthought——what?\"hesaid。

  Heoughttohaveseenherfacegrowyounger,morechildish,eventimid。Shesaidinavoicesmooth,round,andyoung:

  \"Youknow,Dick,Idothinkweoughttotry。IknowIdon\'ttryhalfhardenough。Itdoesn\'tdoanygoodtothink;whenyouthink,everythingseemssomixed,asiftherewerenothingtolayholdof。

  Idosohatetofeellikethat。Itisn\'tasifwedidn\'tknowwhat\'sright。SometimesIthink,andthink,andit\'sallnogood,onlyawasteoftime,andyoufeelattheendasifyouhadbeendoingwrong。\"

  Sheltonfrowned。

  \"Whathasn\'tbeenthroughfire\'snogood,\"hesaid;and,lettinggothebranch,satdown。Freedfromrestraint,theboatedgedouttowardsthecurrent。\"ButwhataboutFerrand?\"

  \"Ilayawakelastnightwonderingwhatmakesyoulikehimso。He\'ssobitter;hemakesmefeelunhappy。Heneverseemscontentwithanything。Andhedespises\"——herfacehardened——\"Imean,hehatesusall!\"

  \"SoshouldIifIwerehe,\"saidShelton。

  Theboatwasdriftingon,andgleamsofsunlightchasedacrosstheirfaces。Antoniaspokeagain。

  \"Heseemstobealwayslookingatdarkthings,orelseheseemsasif——asifhecould——enjoyhimselftoomuch。Ithought——Ithoughtatfirst,\"shestammered,\"thatwecoulddohimgood。\"

  \"Dohimgood!Ha,ha!\"

  Astartledratwentswimmingforitslifeagainstthestream;andSheltonsawthathehaddoneadreadfulthing:hehadletAntoniawithajerkintoasecretnothithertoadmittedevenbyhimself——thesecretthathereyeswerenothiseyes,herwayofseeingthingsnothisnoreverwouldbe。Hequicklymuffleduphislaughter。Antoniahaddroppedhergaze;herfaceregaineditslanguor,butthebosomofherdresswasheaving。Sheltonwatchedher,rackinghisbrainstofindexcusesforthatfatallaugh;nonecouldhefind。Itwasalittlepieceoftruth。Hepaddledslowlyon,closetothebank,inthelongsilenceoftheriver。

  Thebreezehaddiedaway,notafishwasrising;saveforthelostmusicofthelarksnobirdswerepiping;alone,asinglepigeonatbriefintervalscooedfromtheneighbouringwood。

  Theydidnotstaymuchlongerintheboat。

  Onthehomewardjourneyinthepony-cart,roundingacorneroftheroad,theycameonFerrandinhispince-nez,holdingacigarettebetweenhisfingersandtalkingtoatramp,whowassquattingonthebank。Theyoungforeignerrecognisedthem,andatonceremovedhishat。

  \"Thereheis,\"saidShelton,returningthesalute。

  Antoniabowed。

  \"Oh!\"she,cried,whentheywereoutofhearing,\"Iwishhe\'dgo。

  Ican\'tbeartoseehim;it\'slikelookingatthedark。\"

  CHAPTERXXIX

  ONTHEWING

  Thatnight,havinggoneuptohisroom,Sheltonfilledhispipeforhisunpleasantduty。HehadresolvedtohinttoFerrandthathehadbettergo。Hewasstilldebatingwhethertowriteorgohimselftotheyoungforeigner,whentherecameaknockandFerrandhimselfappeared。

  \"Ishouldbesorry,\"hesaid,breakinganawkwardsilence,\"ifyouweretothinkmeungrateful,butIseenofutureformehere。Itwouldbebetterformetogo。Ishouldneverbecontenttopassmylifeinteachinglanguages\'cen\'estgueredansmoncaractre\'。\"

  Assoonaswhathehadbeencudgellinghisbrainstofindawayofsayinghadthusbeensaidforhim,Sheltonexperiencedasenseofdisapproval。

  \"Whatdoyouexpecttogetthat\'sbetter?\"hesaid,avoidingFerrand\'seyes。

  \"Thankstoyourkindness,\"repliedthelatter,\"Ifindmyselfrestored。IfeelthatIoughttomakesomegoodeffortstodominatemysocialposition。\"

  \"Ishouldthinkitwellover,ifIwereyou!\"saidShelton。

  \"Ihave,anditseemstomethatI\'mwastingmytime。Foramanwithanycouragelanguagesarenocareer;and,thoughI\'vemanydefects,Istillhavecourage。\"

  Sheltonlethispipegoout,sopatheticseemedtohimthisyoungman\'sfaithinhiscareer;itwasnopretendedfaith,butneitherwasit,hefelt,histruemotivefordeparture。\"He\'stired,\"hethought;\"that\'sit。Tiredofoneplace。\"AndhavingtheinstinctivesensethatnothingwouldkeepFerrand,heredoubledhisadvice。

  \"Ishouldhavethought,\"hesaid,\"thatyouwouldhavedonebettertohaveheldonhereandsavedalittlebeforegoingofftoGodknowswhat。\"

  \"Tosave,\"saidFerrand,\"isimpossibleforme,but,thankstoyouandyourgoodfriends,I\'veenoughtomakefronttofirstnecessities。I\'mincorrespondencewithafriend;it\'sofgreatimportanceformetoreachParisbeforealltheworldreturns。I\'veachancetoget,apostinoneoftheWestAfricancompanies。Onemakesfortunesoutthere——ifonesurvives,and,asyouknow,Idon\'tsettoomuchstorebylife。\"

  \"Wehaveaproverb,\"saidShelton,\"\'Abirdinthehandisworthtwobirdsinthebush!\'\"

  \"That,\"returnedFerrand,\"likeallproverbs,isjusthalftrue。

  Thisisanaffairoftemperament。It\'snotinmycharactertodandleonewhenIseetwowaitingtobecaught;\'voyager,apprendre,c\'estplusfortquemoi\'。\"Hepaused;then,withanervousgoggleoftheeyesandanironicsmilehesaid:\"Besides,\'monchermonsieur\',itisbetterthatIgo。Ihaveneverbeenonetohugillusions,andIseeprettyclearlythatmypresenceishardlyacceptableinthishouse。\"

  \"Whatmakesyousaythat?\"asked,Shelton,feelingthatthemurderwasnowout。\"

  \"Mydearsir,alltheworldhasnotyourunderstandingandyourlackofprejudice,and,thoughyourfriendshavebeenextremelykindtome,Iaminafalseposition;Icausethemembarrassment,whichisnotextraordinarywhenyoureflectwhatIhavebeen,andthattheyknowmyhistory。\"

  \"Notthroughme,\"saidSheltonquickly,\"forIdon\'tknowitmyself。\"

  \"It\'senough,\"thevagrantsaid,\"thattheyfeelI\'mnotabirdoftheirfeather。Theycannotchange,neithercanI。IhaveneverwantedtoremainwhereI\'mnotwelcome。\"

  Sheltonturnedtothewindow,andstaredintothedarkness;hewouldneverquiteunderstandthisvagabond,sodelicate,socynical,andhewonderedifFerrandhadbeenswallowingdownthewords,\"Why,evenyouwon\'tbesorrytoseemyback!\"

  \"Well,\"hesaidatlast,\"ifyoumustgo,youmust。Whendoyoustart?\"

  \"I\'vearrangedwithamantocarrymythingstotheearlytrain。I

  thinkitbetternottosaygood-bye。I\'vewrittenaletterinstead;

  hereitis。Ileftitopenforyoutoreadifyoushouldwish,\"

  \"Then,\"saidShelton,withacuriousminglingofrelief,regret,good-will,\"Isha\'n\'tseeyouagain?\"

  Ferrandgavehishandastealthyrub,andhelditout。

  \"Ishallneverforgetwhatyouhavedoneforme,\"hesaid。

  \"Mindyouwrite,\"saidShelton。

  \"Yes,yes\"——the,vagrant\'sfacewasoddlytwisted——\"youdon\'tknowwhatadifferenceitmakestohaveacorrespondent;itgivesonecourage。Ihopetoremainalongtimeincorrespondencewithyou。\"

  \"Idaresayyoudo,\"thoughtSheltongrimly,withacertainqueeremotion。

  \"YouwilldomethejusticetorememberthatIhaveneveraskedyouforanything,\"saidFerrand。\"Thankyouathousandtimes。

  Good-bye!\"

  Heagainwrunghispatron\'shandinhisdampgrasp,and,goingout,leftSheltonwithanoddsensationinhisthroat。\"YouwilldomethejusticetorememberthatIhaveneveraskedyouforanything。\"

  Thephraseseemedstrange,andhismindflewbackoverallthisqueeracquaintanceship。Itwasafact:fromthebeginningtotheendtheyouthhadneverreallyaskedforanything。Sheltonsatdownonhisbed,andbegantoreadtheletterinhishand。ItwasinFrench。

  DEARMADAMEitran,Itwillbeinsupportabletome,afteryourkindness,ifyoutakemeforungrateful。Unfortunately,acrisishasarrivedwhichplungesmeintothenecessityofleavingyourhospitality。Inalllives,asyouarewellaware,thereariseoccasionsthatonecannotgovern,andI

  knowthatyouwillpardonmethatIenterintonoexplanationonaneventwhichgivesmegreatchagrin,and,aboveall,rendersmesubjecttoanimputationofingratitude,which,believeme,dearMadame,bynomeansliesinmycharacter。Iknowwellenoughthatitisabreachofpolitenesstoleaveyouwithoutinpersonconveyingtheexpressionofmyprofoundreconnaissance,butifyouconsiderhowharditisformetobecompelledtoabandonallthatissodistinguishedindomesticlife,youwillforgivemyweakness。Peoplelikeme,whohavegonethroughexistencewiththeireyesopen,haveremarkedthatthosewhoareendowedwithricheshavearighttolookdownonsuchasarenotbywealthandbreedingfittedtooccupythesameposition。Ishallneverdisputearightsonaturalandsalutary,seeingthatwithoutthisdistinction,thissuperiority,whichmakesofthewell-bornandthewell-bredaraceapart,therestoftheworldwouldhavenostandardbywhichtoruletheirlives,noanchortothrowintothedepthsofthatvastseaoffortuneandofmisfortuneonwhichweothersdrivebeforethewind。Itisbecauseofthis,dearMadame,thatIregardmyselfsodoublyfortunatetohavebeenableforafewminutesinthisbitterpilgrimagecalledlife,tositbeneaththetreeofsafety。Tohavebeenable,ifonlyforanhour,tositandsetthepilgrimspass,thepilgrimswiththeblisteredfeetandraggedclothes,andwhoyet,dearMadame,guardwithintheirheartsacertainjoyinlife,illegaljoy,likethedesertairwhichtravellerswilltellyoufillsmenaswithwinetobeablethustositanhour,andwithasmiletowatchthempass,lameandblind,inalltheragsoftheirdeservedmisfortunes,canyounotconceive,dearMadame,howthatmustbeforsuchasIacomfort?Whateveronemaysay,itissweet,fromapositionofsecurity,towatchthesufferingsofothers;itgivesoneagoodsensationintheheart。

  Inwritingthis,IrecollectthatImyselfoncehadthechanceofpassingallmylifeinthisenviablesafety,andasyoumaysuppose,dearMadame,IcursemyselfthatIshouldeverhavehadthecouragetostepbeyondtheboundariesofthisfinetranquilstate。Yet,too,therehavebeentimeswhenIhaveaskedmyself:\"Dowereallydifferfromthewealthy——weothers,birdsofthefields,whohaveourownphilosophy,grownfromthepainsofneedingbread——wewhoseethatthehumanheartisnotalwaysanaffairoffigures,orofthosegoodmaximsthatonefindsincopy-books——dowereallydiffer?\"ItiswithshamethatIconfesstohaveaskedmyselfaquestionsoheretical。Butnow,whenforthesefourweeksIhavehadthefortuneofthisrestbeneathyourroof,IseehowwrongIwastoentertainsuchdoubts。Itisagreathappinesstohavedecidedonceforallthispoint,foritisnotinmycharactertopassthroughlifeuncertain——mistaken,perhaps——onpsychologicalmatterssuchasthese。

  No,Madame;resthappilyassuredthatthereisagreatdifference,whichinthefuturewillbesacredforme。For,believeme,Madame,itwouldbecalamityforhighSocietyifbychancethereshouldariseamongstthemanyunderstandingofallthatsideoflifewhich——vastastheplainsandbitterasthesea,blackastheashesofacorpse,andyetmorefreethananywingsofbirdswhoflyaway——issojustlybeyondthegraspoftheirphilosophy。Yes,believeme,dearMadame,thereisnodangerintheworldsomuchtobeavoidedbyallthemembersofthatcircle,mostillustrious,mostrespectable,calledhighSociety。

  >FromwhatIhavesaidyoumayimaginehowharditisformetotakemyflight。Ishallalwayskeepforyouthemostdistinguishedsentiments。Withtheexpressionofmyfullregardforyouandyourgoodfamily,andofagratitudeassincereasitisbadlyworded,Believeme,dearMadame,YourdevotedLOUISFERRAND。

  Shelton\'sfirstimpulsewastoteartheletterup,butthishereflectedhehadnorighttodo。Remembering,too,thatMrs。

  Dennant\'sFrenchwasorthodox,hefeltsureshewouldneverunderstandtheyoungforeigner\'ssubtleinnuendoes。Heclosedtheenvelopeandwenttobed,hauntedstillbyFerrand\'spartinglook。

  Itwaswithnosmallfeelingofembarrassment,however,that,havingsentthelettertoitsdestinationbyanearlyfootman,hemadehisappearanceatthebreakfast-table。BehindtheAustriancoffee-urn,filledwithFrenchcoffee,Mrs。Dennant,whohadplacedfoureggsinaGermanegg-boiler,said\"Good-morning,\"withakindlysmile。

  \"Dick,anegg?\"sheaskedhim,holdingupafifth。

  \"No,thankyou,\"repliedShelton,greetingthetableandfittingdown。

  Hewasalittlelate;thebuzzofconversationrosehilariouslyaround。

  \"Mydear,\"continuedMr。Dennant,whowastalkingtohisyoungestdaughter,\"you\'llhavenochancewhatever——nottheleastlittlebitofchance。\"

  \"Father,whatnonsense!Youknowweshallbeatyourheadsoff!\"

  \"Beforeit\'stoolate,then,Iwilleatamuffin。Shelton,passthemuffins!\"Butinmakingthisrequest,Mr。Dennantavoidedlookinginhisface。

  Antonia,too,seemedtokeephereyesawayfromhim。ShewastalkingtoaConnoisseuronArtofsupernaturalappearances,andseemedinthehighestspirits。Sheltonrose,and,goingtothesideboard,helpedhimselftogrouse。

  \"WhowastheyoungmanIsawyesterdayonthelawn?\"heheardtheConnoisseurremark。\"Struckmeashavingan——er——quiteintelligentphysiog。\"

  Hisownintelligentphysiog,raisedataslightslantsothathemightlookthebetterthroughhisnose-nippers,wastheverypatternofapproval。\"It\'scurioushowone\'salwaysmeetingwithintelligence;\"itseemedtosay。Mrs。Dennantpausedintheactofaddingcream,andSheltonscrutinisedherface;itwashare-like,andsuperiorasever。Thankgoodnessshehadsmeltnorat!Hefeltstrangelydisappointed。

  \"YoumeanMonsieurFerrand,teachin\'ToddlesFrench?Dobson,theProfessor\'scup。\"

  \"IhopeIshallseehimagain,\"cooedtheConnoisseur;\"hewasquiteinterestingonthesubjectofyoungGermanworkingmen。Itseemstheytrampfromplacetoplacetolearntheirtrades。Whatnationalitywashe,mayIask?\"

  Mr。Dennant,ofwhomheaskedthisquestion,liftedhisbrows,andsaid,\"AskShelton。\"

  \"HalfDutch,halfFrench。\"

  \"Veryinterestingbreed;IhopeIshallseehimagain。\"

  \"Well,youwon\'t,\"saidTheasuddenly;\"he\'sgone。\"

  Sheltonsawthattheirgoodbreedingalonepreventedallfromadding,\"Andthankgoodness,too!\"

  \"Gone?Dearme,it\'svery——\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMr。Dennant,\"verysudden。\"

  \"Now,Algie,\"murmuredMrs。Dennant,\"it\'squiteacharmin\'letter。

  Musthavetakenthepooryoungmananhourtowrite。\"

  \"Oh,mother!\"criedAntonia。

  AndSheltonfelthisfacegocrimson。HehadsuddenlyrememberedthatherFrenchwasbetterthanhermother\'s。

  \"Heseemstohavehadasingularexperience,\"saidtheConnoisseur。

  \"Yes,\"echoedMr。Dennant;\"he\'shadsomesingularexperience。Ifyouwanttoknowthedetails,askfriendShelton;it\'squiteromantic。Inthemeantime,mydear;anothercup?\"

  TheConnoisseur,neverquitedevoidofabsent-mindedmalice,spurredhiscuriositytoafurthereffort;and,turninghiswell-defendedeyesonShelton,murmured,\"Well,Mr。Shelton,youarethehistorian,itseems。\"

  \"Thereisnohistory,\"saidShelton,withoutlookingup。

  \"Ah,that\'sverydull,\"remarkedtheConnoisseur。

  \"MydearDick,\"saidMrs。Dennant,\"thatwasreallyamosttouchin\'

  storyabouthisgoin\'withoutfoodinParis。\"

  SheltonshotanotherlookatAntonia;herfacewasfrigid。\"Ihateyourd——dsuperiority!\"hethought,staringattheConnoisseur。

  \"There\'snothing,\"saidthatgentleman,\"moreenthrallingthanstarvation。Come,MrShelton。\"

  \"Ican\'ttellstories,\"saidShelton;\"nevercould。\"

  HecarednotastrawforFerrand,hiscoming,going,orhishistory;

  for,lookingatAntonia,hisheartwasheavy。

  CHAPTERXX

  THELADYFROMBEYOND

  Themorningwassultry,brooding,steamy。Antoniawasathermusic,andfromtheroomwhereSheltontriedtofixattentiononabookhecouldhearherpractisingherscaleswithacoldfurythatcastanaddedgloomuponhisspirit。Hedidnotseeheruntillunch,andthensheagainsatnexttheConnoisseur。Hercheekswerepale,buttherewassomethingfeverishinherchattertoherneighbour;shestillrefusedtolookatShelton。Hefeltverymiserable。Afterlunch,whenmostofthemhadleftthetable,therestfelltodiscussingcountryneighbours。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidMrs。Dennant,\"therearetheFoliots;butnobodycallsonthem。\"

  \"Ah!\"saidtheConnoisseur,\"theFoliots——theFoliots——thepeople——

  er——who——quiteso!\"

  \"It\'sreallydistressin\';shelookssosweetridin\'about。Manypeoplewithworsestoriesgetcalledon,\"continuedMrs。Dennant,withthatlargefranknessofintrusionupondoubtfulsubjectswhichmaybemadebycertainpeopleinacertainway,\"but,afterall,onecouldn\'taskthemtomeetanybody。\"

  \"No,\"theConnoisseurassented。\"IusedtoknowFoliot。Thousandpities。Theysayshewasaveryprettywoman。\"

  \"Oh,notpretty!\"saidMrs。Dennant!\"moreinterestinthanpretty,I

  shouldsay。\"

  Shelton,whoknewtheladyslightly,noticedthattheyspokeofherasinthepast。HedidnotlooktowardsAntonia;for,thoughalittletroubledatherpresencewhilesuchasubjectwasdiscussed,hehatedhisconvictionthatherface,wasasunruffledasthoughtheFoliotshadbeenaseparatespecies。Therewas,infact,acuriosityabouthereyes,afaintimpatienceonherlips;shewasrollinglittlecrumbsofbread。Suddenlyyawning,shemutteredsomeremark,androse。Sheltonstoppedheratthedoor。

  \"Whereareyougoing?\"

  \"Forawalk。\"

  \"Mayn\'tIcome?\"。

  Sheshookherhead。

  \"I\'mgoingtotakeToddles。\"

  Sheltonheldthedooropen,andwentbacktothetable。

  \"Yes,\"theConnoisseursaid,sippingathissherry,\"I\'mafraidit\'salloverwithyoungFoliot。\"

  \"Suchapity!\"murmuredMrs。Dennant,andherkindlyfacelookedquitedisturbed。\"I\'veknownhimeversincehewasaboy。Ofcourse,Ithinkhemadeagreatmistaketobringherdownhere。Notevenbein\'abletogetmarriedmakesitdoublyawkward。Oh,Ithinkhemadeagreatmistake!\"

  \"Ah!\"saidtheConnoisseur,\"butd\'yousupposethatmakesmuchdifference?EvenifWhat\'s——his-namegaveheradivorce,Idon\'tthink,don\'tyouknow,that——\"

  \"Oh,itdoes!Somanypeoplewouldbeinclinedtolookoveritintime。Butasitisit\'shopeless,quite。Soveryawkwardforpeople,too,meetin\'themabout。TheTelfordsandtheButterwicks——

  bytheway,they\'recomin\'heretodineto-night——livenearthem,don\'tyouknow。\"

  \"Didyouevermeetherbefore-er-beforetheflood?\"theConnoisseurinquired;andhislipspartingandunexpectedlyrevealingteethgavehimashadowyresemblancetoagoat。

  \"Yes;IdidmeetheronceattheBranksomes\'。Ithoughtherquiteacharmin\'person。\"

  \"Poorfellow!\"saidtheConnoisseur;\"theytellmehewasgoingtotakethehounds。\"

  \"Andtherearehisdelightfulcoverts,too。Algieoftenusedtoshootthere,andnowtheysayhejusthashisbrotherdowntoshootwithhim。It\'sreallyquitetoomelancholy!Didyouknowhim,Dick?\"

  \"Foliot?\"repliedSheltonabsently。\"No;Inevermethim:I\'veseenheronceortwiceatAscot。\"

  ThroughthewindowhecouldseeAntoniainherscarletTam-o\'-

  shanter,swingingherstick,andhegotupfeigningunconcern。JustthenToddlescameboundingupagainsthissister。Theywentoffarminarm。Shehadseenhimatthewindow,yetshegavenofriendlyglance;Sheltonfeltmoremiserablethanever。Hesteppedoutuponthedrive。Therewasalurid,gloomycanopyabove;theelm-treesdroopedtheirheavyblackishgreen,thewontedrustleoftheaspen-

  treewasgone,eventherooksweresilent。Astoreofforcelayheavyontheheartofnature。Hestartedpacingslowlyupanddown,hisprideforbiddinghimtofollowher,andpresentlysatdownonanoldstoneseatthatfacedtheroad。Hestayedalongtimestaringattheelms,askinghimselfwhathehaddoneandwhatheoughttodo。

  Andsomehowhewasfrightened。Asenseoflonelinesswasonhim,soreal,sopainful,thatheshiveredintheswelteringheat。Hewasthere,perhaps,anhour,alone,andsawnobodypassalongtheroad。

  Thencamethesoundofhorse\'shoofs,andatthesametimeheheardamotor-carapproachingfromtheoppositedirection。Theridermadeappearancefirst,ridingagreyhorsewithanArab\'shighsetheadandtail。Shewasholdinghimwithdifficulty,forthewhirroftheapproachingcargreweverymomentlouder。Sheltonrose;thecarflashedby。Hesawthehorsestaggerinthegate-way,crushingitsriderupagainstthegatepost。

  Heran,butbeforehereachedthegatetheladywasonfoot,holdingtheplunginghorse\'sbridle。

  \"Areyouhurt?\"criedSheltonbreathlessly,andhe,too,grabbedthebridle。\"Thosebeastlycars!\"

  \"Idon\'tknow,\"shesaid。\"Pleasedon\'t;hewon\'tletstrangerstouchhim。\"

  Sheltonletgo,andwatchedhercoaxthehorse。Shewasrathertall,dressedinagreyhabit,withagreyRussiancapuponherhead,andhesuddenlyrecognisedtheMrs。Foliotwhomtheyhadbeentalkingofatlunch。

  \"He\'llbequietnow,\"shesaid,\"ifyouwouldn\'tmindholdinghimaminute。\"

  Shegavethereinstohim,andleanedagainstthegate。Shewasverypale。

  \"Idohopehehasn\'thurtyou,\"Sheltonsaid。Hewasquiteclosetoher,wellabletoseeherface——acuriousfacewithhighcheek-bonesandaflatfishmoulding,enigmatic,yetstrangelypassionateforallitslistlesspallor。Hersmiling,tightenedlipswerepallid;

  pallid,too,hergreyanddeep-seteyeswithgreenishtints;aboveall,paletheashymassofhaircoiledunderhergreycap。

  \"Th-thanks!\"shesaid;\"Ishallbeallrightdirectly。I\'msorrytohavemadeafuss。\"

  Shebitherlipsandsmiled。

  \"I\'msureyou\'rehurt;doletmegofor——\"stammeredShelton。

  \"Icaneasilygethelp。\"

  \"Help!\"shesaid,withastonylittlelaugh;\"oh,no,thanks!\"

  Sheleftthegate,andcrossedtheroadtowhereheheldthehorse。

  Shelton,toconcealembarrassment,lookedatthehorse\'slegs,andnoticedthatthegreywasrestingoneofthem。Heranhishanddown。

  \"I\'mafraid,\"hesaid,\"yourhorsehasknockedhisoffknee;it\'sswelling。\"

  Shesmiledagain。

  \"Thenwe\'rebothcripples。\"

  \"He\'llbelamewhenhegetscold。Wouldn\'tyouliketoputhiminthestablehere?I\'msureyououghttodrivehome。\"

  \"No,thanks;ifI\'mabletoridehimhecancarryme。Givemeahandup。\"

  Hervoicesoundedasthoughsomethinghadoffendedher。Risingfrominspectionofthehorse\'sleg,SheltonsawAntoniaandToddlesstandingby。Theyhadcomethroughawicketgateleadingfromthefields。

  Thelatterranuptohimatonce。

  \"Wesawit,\"hewhispered——\"jollysmash-up。Can\'tIhelp?\"

  \"Holdhisbridle,\"answeredShelton,andhelookedfromoneladytotheother。

  Therearemomentswhentheexpressionofafacefixesitselfwithpainfulclearness;toSheltonthiswassuchamoment。Thosetwofacesclosetogether,undertheircoveringsofscarletandofgrey,showedacontrastalmostcruellyvivid。Antoniawasflushed,hereyeshadgrowndeepblue;herlookofstartleddoubthadpassedandleftaquestioninherface。

  \"Wouldyouliketocomeinandwait?Wecouldsendyouhome,inthebrougham,\"shesaid。

  TheladycalledMrs。Foliotstood,onearmacrossthecrupperofhersaddle,bitingherlipsandsmilingstillherenigmaticsmile,anditwasherfacethatstayedmostvividlyonShelton\'smind,itsashyhail,itspallor,andfixed,scornfuleyes。

  \"Oh,no,thanks!You\'reverykind。\"

  OutofAntonia\'sfacethetimid,doubtingfriendlinesshadfled,andwasreplacedbyenmity。Withalong,coldlookatbothofthemsheturnedaway。Mrs。Foliotgavealittlelaugh,andraisedherfootforShelton\'shelp。Heheardahissofpainasheswungherup,butwhenhelookedathershesmiled。

  \"Anyway,\"hesaidimpatiently,\"letmecomeandseeyoudon\'tbreakdown。

  Sheshookherhead。\"It\'sonlytwomiles。I\'mnotmadeofsugar。\"

  \"ThenIshallsimplyhavetofollow。\"

  Sheshruggedhershoulders,fixingherresoluteeyesonhim。

  \"Wouldthatboyliketocome?\"sheasked。

  Toddlesleftthehorse\'shead。

  \"ByJove!\"hecried。\"Wouldn\'tIjust!\"

  \"Then,\"shesaid,\"Ithinkthatwillbebest。You\'vebeensokind。\"

  Shebowed,smiledinscrutablyoncemore,touchedtheArabwithherwhip,andstarted,Toddlestrottingatherside。

  SheltonwasleftwithAntoniaunderneaththeelms。Asuddenpuffoftepidairblewintheirfaces,likeawarningmessagefromtheheavy,purpleheatclouds;lowrumblingthundertravelledslowlyfromafar。

  \"We\'regoingtohaveastorm,\"hesaid。

  Antonianodded。Shewaspalenow,andherfacestillworeitscoldlookofoffence。

  \"I\'vegotaheadache,\"shesaid,\"Ishallgoinandliedown。\"

  Sheltontriedtospeak,butsomethingkepthimsilent——submissiontowhatwascoming,likethemutesubmissionofthefieldsandbirdstothemenaceofthestorm。

  Hewatchedhergo,andwentbacktohisseat。Andthesilenceseemedtogrow;theflowersceasedtoexudetheirfragrance,numbedbytheweightyair。Allthelonghousebehindhimseemedasleep,deserted。

  Nonoisecameforth,nolaughter,theechoofnomusic,theringingofnobell;theheathadwrappeditroundwithdrowsiness。Andthesilenceaddedtothesolitudewithinhim。Whatanunluckychance,thatwoman\'saccident!DesignedbyProvidencetoputAntoniafurtherfromhimthanbefore!Whywasnottheworldcomposedoftheimmaculatealone?Hestartedpacingupanddown,torturedbyadreadfulheartache。

  \"Imustgetridofthis,\"hethought。\"I\'llgoforagoodtramp,andchancethestorm。\"

  LeavingthedriveheranonToddles,returninginthehighestspirits。

  \"Isawherhome,\"hecrowed。\"Isay,whataripper,isn\'tshe?

  She\'llbeaslameasatreeto-morrow;sowillthegee。Jollyhot!\"

  ThismeetingshowedSheltonthathehadbeenanhouronthestoneseat;hehadthoughtitsometenminutes,andthediscoveryalarmedhim。Itseemedtobringtheimportofhismiserablefearrighthometohim。Hestartedwithaswingingstride,keepinghiseyesfixedontheroad,theperspirationstreamingdownhisface。

  CHAPTERXXXI

  THESTORM

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