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  \"Ohno,\"shecalled;\"it\'snotnotnearly。

  \"Keeponputtingthemtogether,ifyouloveme。\"

  \"YouknowIloveyou,\"answeredShelton,inasmotheredvoice。

  Antoniagazedathimacrosshershoulder;puzzledandinquiringwasherface。

  \"I\'mnotabitlikeyou,\"shesaid。\"Whatwillyouhaveforyourroom?\"

  \"Choose!\"

  \"Cornflowersandclovepinks。Poppiesaretoofrivolous,andpinkstoo——\"

  \"White,\"saidShelton。

  \"Andmignonettetoohardand——\"

  \"Sweet。Whycornflowers?\"

  Antoniastoodbeforehimwithherhandsagainsthersides;herfigurewassoslimandyoung,herfaceuncertainandsograve。

  \"Becausethey\'redarkanddeep。\"

  \"Andwhyclovepinks?\"

  Antoniadidnotanswer。

  \"Andwhyclovepinks?\"

  \"Because,\"shesaid,and,flushing,touchedabeethathadsettledonherskirt,\"becauseofsomethinginyouIdon\'tunderstand。\"

  \"Ah!AndwhatflowersshalltgiveYOU?\"

  Sheputherhandsbehindher。

  \"Therearealltheotherflowersforme。\"

  SheltonsnatchedfromthemassinfrontofhimanIcelandpoppywithstraightstemandacurvedneck,whitepinks,andsprigsofhard,sweetmignonette,andhelditouttoher。

  \"There,\"hesaid,\"that\'syou。\"ButAntoniadidnotmove。

  \"Ohno,itisn\'t!\"andbehindherbackherfingersslowlycrushedthepetalsofablood-redpoppy。Sheshookherhead,smilingabrilliantsmile。Theblossomsfell,heflunghisarmsaroundher,andkissedheronthelips。

  Buthishandsdropped;notfearexactly,norexactlyshame,hadcometohim。Shehadnotresisted,buthehadkissedthesmileaway;hadkissedastrange,cold,frightenedlook,intohereyes。

  \"Shedidn\'tmeantotemptme,then,\"hethought,insurpriseandanger。\"Whatdidshemean?\"and,likeascoldeddog,hekepthistroubledwatchuponherface。

  CHAPTERXXV

  THERIDE

  \"Wherenow?\"Antoniaasked,wheelingherchestnutmare,astheyturnedupHighStreet,OxfordCity。\"Iwon\'tgobackthesameway,Dick!\"

  \"WecouldhaveagalloponPortMeadow,crosstheUpperRivertwice,andgethomethatway;butyou\'llbetired。\"

  Antoniashookherhead。Aslanthercheekthebrimofastrawhatthrewacurveofshade,herearglowedtransparentinthesun。

  Adifferencehadcomeintheirrelationssincethatkiss;outwardlyshewasthesamegoodcomrade,coolandquick。Butasbeforeachangeonefeelsthesubtledifferenceinthetemperofthewind,soSheltonwasaffectedbytheinnerchangeinher。Hehadmadeablotuponhercandour;hehadtriedtorubitoutagain,buttherewasleftamark,anditwasineffaceable。Antoniabelongedtothemostciviliseddivisionoftheracemostcivilisedinalltheworld,whosecreedis\"Letusloveandhate,letusworkandmarry,butletusnevergiveourselvesaway;togiveourselvesawayistoleaveamark,andthatispastforgiveness。Letourlivesbelikeourfaces,freefromeverykindofwrinkle,eventhoseoflaughter;inthiswayalonecanwebereallycivilised。\"

  Hefeltthatshewasruffledbyavaguediscomfort。Thatheshouldgivehimselfawaywasnatural,perhaps,andonlymadeherwonder,butthatheshouldgiveherthefeelingthatshehadgivenherselfawaywasaverydifferentthing。

  \"DoyoumindifIjustaskattheBishop\'sHeadforletters?\"hesaid,astheypassedtheoldhotel。

  Adirtyandthinenvelopewasbroughttohim,addressed\"Mr。RichardShelton,Esq。,\"inhandwritingthatwaspassionatelyclear,asthoughthewriterhadputhissoulintosecuringdeliveryoftheletter。Itwasdatedthreedaysback,and,astheyrodeaway,Sheltonreadasfollows:

  IMPERIALPEACOCKHOTEL,FOLKESTONE。

  MONCHERMONSIEURSHELTON,ThisisalreadythethirdtimeIhavetakenuppentowritetoyou,but,havingnothingbutmisfortunetorecount,Ihesitated,awaitingbetterdays。Indeed,IhavebeensoprofoundlydiscouragedthatifI

  hadnotthoughtitmydutytoletyouknowofmyfortunesIknownotevennowifIshouldhavefoundthenecessaryspirit。\'Leschosesvontdemalenmal\'。FromwhatIheartherehasneverbeensobadaseasonhere。Nothinggoingon。Allthesame,Iamtormentedbyamoboflittlematterswhichbringmenotsufficienttosupportmylife。Iknownotwhattodo;onethingiscertain,innocaseshallIreturnhereanotheryear。Thepatronofthishotel,mygoodemployer,isoneofthoseinnumerablespecimenswhodonotforgeorstealbecausetheyhavenoneed,andiftheyhadwouldlackthecourage;whoobservethemarriagelawsbecausetheyhavebeenbroughtuptobelieveinthem,andknowthatbreakingthembringsriskandlossofreputation;whodonotgamblebecausetheydarenot;donotdrinkbecauseitdisagreeswiththem;gotochurchbecausetheirneighboursgo,andtoprocureanappetiteforthemid-daymeal;

  commitnomurderbecause,nottransgressinginanyotherfashion,theyarenotobliged。Whatistheretorespectinpersonsofthissort?Yettheyarehighlyesteemed,andformthreequartersofSociety。Therulewiththesegoodgentlemenistoshuttheireyes,neverusetheirthinkingpowers,andclosethedooronallthedogsoflifeforfeartheyshouldgetbitten。

  Sheltonpaused,consciousofAntonia\'seyesfixedonhimwiththeinquiringlookthathehadcometodread。Inthatchillyquestioningsheseemedtosay:\"Iamwaiting。Iampreparedtobetoldthings——

  thatis,usefulthings——thingsthathelponetobelievewithouttheriskoftoomuchthinking。\"

  \"It\'sfromthatyoungforeigner,\"hesaid;andwentonreadingtohimself。

  Ihaveeyes,andhereIam;Ihaveanose\'pour,flairerlehumbug\'。

  Iseethatamongstthevalueofthingsnothingistheequalof\"freethought。\"Everythingelsetheycantakefromme,\'onnepentpasm\'otercela\'!Iseenofutureformehere,andcertainlyshouldhavedepartedlongagoifIhadhadthemoney,but,asIhavealreadytoldyou,allthatIcandobarelysufficestoprocureme\'dequoivivre\'。

  \'Jemesensecceuye\'。DonotpaytoomuchattentiontomyJeremiads;

  youknowwhatapessimistIam。\'Jeneperdspascourage\'。

  Hopingthatyouarewell,andinthecordialpressingofyourhand,I

  subscribemyself,YourverydevotedLOUISFERRAND。

  Herodewiththeletteropeninhishand,frowningatthecuriousturmoilwhichFerrandexcitedinhisheart。Itwasasthoughthisforeignvagranttwangedwithinhimaneglectedstring,whichgaveforthmoansofamutiny。

  \"Whatdoeshesay?\"Antoniaasked。

  Shouldheshowittoher?Ifhemightnot,whatshouldhedowhentheyweremarried?

  \"Idon\'tquiteknow,\"hesaidatlast;\"it\'snotparticularlycheering。\"\'

  \"Whatishelike,Dick——Imean,tolookat?Likeagentleman,orwhat?\"

  Sheltonstifledadesiretolaugh。

  \"Helooksverywellinafrock-coat,\"hereplied;\"hisfatherwasawinemerchant。\"

  Antoniaflickedherwhipagainstherskirt。

  \"Ofcourse,\"shemurmured,\"Idon\'twanttohearifthere\'sanythingIoughtnot。\"

  ButinsteadofsoothingShelton,thesewordshadjusttheoppositeeffect。Hisconceptionoftheidealwifewasnotthatofonefromwhomthehalfoflifemustbeexcluded。

  \"It\'sonly,\"hestammeredagain,\"thatit\'snotcheerful。\"

  \"Oh,allright!\"shecried,and,touchingherhorse,flewoffinfront。\"Ihatedismalthings。\"

  Sheltonbithislips。Itwasnothisfaultthathalftheworldwasdark。Heknewherwordswereloosedagainsthimself,and,asalwaysatasignofherdispleasure,wasafraid。Hegallopedafterheronthescorchedturf。

  \"Whatisit?\"hesaid。\"You\'reangrywithme!\"

  \"Ohno!\"

  \"Darling,Ican\'thelpitifthingsaren\'tcheerful。Wehaveeyes,\"

  headded,quotingfromtheletter。

  Antoniadidnotlookathim;buttouchedherhorseagain。

  \"Well,Idon\'twanttoseethegloomyside,\"shesaid,\"andIcan\'tseewhyYOUshould。It\'swickedtobediscontented\";andshegallopedoff。

  Itwasnothisfaultiftherewereathousanddifferentkindsofmen,athousanddifferentpointsofview,outsidethefenceofherexperience!\"Whatbusiness,\"hethought,digginginhisdummyspurs,\"hasourclasstopatronise?We\'retheonlypeoplewhohaven\'tanideaofwhatlifereallymeans。\"Chipsofdriedturfanddustcameflyingback,stinginghisface。Hegainedonher,drewalmostwithinreach,then,asthoughshehadbeenplayingwithhim,waslefthopelesslybehind。

  Shestoopedunderthefarhedge,fanningherflushedfacewithdock-

  leaves:

  \"Aha,Dick!Iknewyou\'dnevercatchme\"andshepattedthechestnutmare,whoturnedherblowingmuzzlewithcontemptuoushumourtowardsShelton\'ssteed,whileherflanksheavedrapturously,graduallydarkeningwithsweat。

  \"We\'dbettertakethemsteadily,\"gruntedShelton,gettingoffandlooseninghisgirths,\"ifwemeantogethomeatall。\"

  \"Don\'tbecross,Dick!\"

  \"Weoughtn\'ttohavegallopedthemlikethis;they\'renotincondition。\"We\'dbettergohomethewaywecame。\"

  Antoniadroppedthereins,andstraightenedherbackhair。

  \"There\'snofuninthat,\"shesaid。\"Outandbackagain;Ihateadog\'swalk。\"

  \"Verywell,\"saidShelton;hewouldhaveherlongertohimself!

  Theroadledupandupahill,andfromthetopavisionofSaxonialaydisclosedinwavesofwoodandpasture。Theirwaybrancheddownagatelessglade,andSheltonsidledclosertillhiskneetouchedthemare\'soff-flank。

  Antonia\'sprofileconjuredupvisions。Shewasyouthitself;hereyessobrilliant,andsoinnocent,hercheekssoglowing,andherbrowunruffled;butinhersmileandinthesettingofherjawlurkedsomethingresoluteandmischievous。Sheltonputhishandouttothemare\'smane。

  \"Whatmadeyoupromisetomarryme?\"hesaid。

  Shesmiled。

  \"Well,whatmadeyou?\"

  \"I?\"criedShelton。

  Sheslippedherhandoverhishand。

  \"Oh,Dick!\"shesaid。

  \"Iwant,\"hestammered,\"tobeeverythingtoyou。DoyouthinkI

  shall?\"

  \"Ofcourse!\"

  Ofcourse!Thewordsseemedverymuchorverylittle。

  Shelookeddownattheriver,gleamingbelowthegladeinacurvingsilverline。\"Dick,therearesuchalotofsplendidthingsthatwemightdo。\"

  Didshemean,amongstthosesplendidthings,thattheymightunderstandeachother;orweretheyfatedtopretendtoonly,intheoldtime-honouredway?

  Theycrossedtheriverbyaferry,androdealongtimeinsilence,whilethetwilightslowlyfellbehindtheaspens。Andallthebeautyoftheevening,withitsrestlessleaves,itsgraveyoungmoon,andlightedcampionflowers,wasbutapartofher;thescents,thewitcheryandshadows,thequaintfieldnoises,theyokels\'whistling,andthesplashofwater-fowl,eachseemedtohimenchanted。Theflightingbats,theformsofthedimhayricks,andsweet-brierperfume-shesummedthemallupinherself。Thefingermarkshaddeepenedunderneathhereyes,alanguorcameuponher;itmadeherthemoresweetandyouthful。Hershouldersseemedtobearonthemtheveryimageofourland——graveandaspiring,eageryetcontained——

  beforetherecameuponthatlandthegrinofgreed,thefoldsofwealth,thesimperofcontent。Fair,unconscious,free!

  Andhewassilent,withabeatingheart。

  CHAPTERXXVI

  THEBIRD\'OFPASSAGE

  Thatnight,aftertheride,whenSheltonwasabouttogotobed,hiseyesfellonFerrand\'sletter,andwithasleepysenseofdutyhebegantoreaditthroughasecondtime。Inthedark,oak-panelledbedroom,hisfour-postbed,withbackofcrimsondamaskanditsdaintysheets,waslightedbythecandleglow;thecopperpitcherofhotwaterinthebasin,thesilverofhisbrushes,andthelineofhiswell-polishedbootsallshone,andShelton\'sfacealonewasgloomy,staringattheyellowishpaperinhishand。

  \"Thepoorchapwantsmoney,ofcourse,\"hethought。Butwhygoonforeverhelpingonewhohadnoclaimonhim,ahopelesscase,incurable——onewhomitwashisdutytoletsinkforthegoodofthecommunityatlarge?Ferrand\'svagabondrefinementhadbeguiledhimintocharitythatshouldhavebeenbestowedonhospitals,oranycharitableworkbutforeignmissions。Togiveahelpinghand,abitofhimself,anodoffellowshiptoanyfellow-beingirrespectiveofaclaim,merelybecausehehappenedtobedown,wassentimentalnonsense!Thelinemustbedrawn!Butinthemutteringofthisconclusionheexperiencedatwingeofhonesty。\"Humbug!Youdon\'twanttopartwithyourmoney,that\'sall!\"

  So,sittingdowninshirt-sleevesathiswritingtable,hepennedthefollowingonpaperstampedwiththeHolmOaksaddressandcrest:

  MYDEARFERRAND,Iamsorryyouarehavingsuchabadspell。Youseemtobedeadoutofluck。Ihopebythetimeyougetthisthingswillhavechangedforthebetter。Ishouldverymuchliketoseeyouagainandhaveatalk,butshallbeawayforsometimelonger,anddoubtevenwhenI

  getbackwhetherIshouldbeabletorundownandlookyouup。Keepme\'aucourant\'astoyourmovements。Iencloseacheque。

  Yourssincerely,RICHARDSHELTON。

  Beforehehadwrittenoutthecheque,amothflutteringroundthecandledistractedhisattention,andbythetimehehadcaughtandputitouthehadforgottenthatthechequewasnotenclosed。Theletter,removedwithhisclothesbeforehewasawake,waspostedinanemptystate。

  Onemorningaweeklaterhewassittinginthesmoking-roominthecompanyofthegentlemancalledMabbey,whowastellinghimhowmanygrousehehaddeprivedoflifeonAugust12lastyear,andhowmanyheintendedtodepriveoflifeonAugust12thisyear,whenthedoorwasopened,andthebutlerentered,carryinghisheadasthoughitheldsomefatalsecret。

  \"Ayoungmanisaskingforyou,sir,\"hesaidtoShelton,bendingdowndiscreetly;\"Idon\'tknowifyouwouldwishtoseehim,sir。\"

  \"Ayoungman!\"repeatedShelton;\"whatsortofayoungman?\"

  \"Ishouldsayasortofforeigner,sir,\"apologeticallyrepliedthebutler。\"He\'swearingafrock-coat,buthelooksasifhehadbeenwalkingagooddeal。\"

  Sheltonrosewithhaste;thedescriptionsoundedtohimominous。

  \"Whereishe?\"

  \"Iputhimintheyoungladies\'littleroom,sir。\"

  \"Allright,\"saidShelton;\"I\'llcomeandseehim。Now,whatthedeuce!\"hethought,runningdownthestairs。

  Itwaswithaqueercomminglingofpleasureandvexationthatheenteredthelittlechambersacredtothebirds,beasts,racquets,golf-clubs,andgeneralyoungladies\'litter。Ferrandwasstandingunderneaththecageofacanary,hishandsfoldedonhispinched-uphat,anervoussmileuponhislips。HewasdressedinShelton\'soldfrock-coat,tightlybuttoned,andwouldhavecutastylishfigurebutfarhislookoftravel。Heworeapairofpince-nez,too,whichsomewhatveiledhiscynicalblueeyes,andclashedalittlewiththepaganlookofhim。Inthemidstofthestrangesurroundingshestillpreservedthatairofknowing,andbeingmasterof,hisfate,whichwashischiefattraction。

  \"I\'mgladtoseeyou,\"saidShelton,holdingouthishand。

  \"Forgivethisliberty,\"beganFerrand,\"butIthoughtitduetoyouafterallyou\'vedoneformenottothrowupmyeffortstogetemploymentinEnglandwithoutlettingyouknowfirst。I\'mentirelyattheendofmyresources。\"

  ThephrasestruckSheltonasonethathehadheardbefore。

  ButIwrotetoyou,\"hesaid;\"didn\'tyougetmyletter?\"

  Aflickerpassedacrossthevagrant\'sface;hedrewtheletterfromhispocketandhelditout。

  \"Hereitis,monsieur。\"

  Sheltonstaredatit。

  \"Surely,\"saidhe,\"Isentacheque?\"

  Ferranddidnotsmile;therewasalookabouthimasthoughSheltonbyforgettingtoenclosethatchequehaddonehimarealinjury。

  Sheltoncouldnotquitehideaglanceofdoubt。

  \"Ofcourse,\"hesaid,\"I——I——meanttoencloseacheque。\"

  Toosubtletosayanything,Ferrandcurledhislip。,\"Iamcapableofmuch,butnotofthat,\"heseemedtosay;andatonceSheltonfeltthemeannessofhisdoubt。

  \"Stupidofme,\"hesaid。

  \"Ihadnointentionofintrudinghere,\"saidFerrand;\"Ihopedtoseeyouintheneighbourhood,butIarriveexhaustedwithfatigue。I\'veeatennothingsinceyesterdayatnoon,andwalkedthirtymiles。\"Heshruggedhisshoulders。\"Yousee,Ihadnotimetolosebeforeassuringmyselfwhetheryouwerehereornot。\"

  \"Ofcourse——\"beganShelton,butagainhestopped。

  \"Ishouldverymuchlike,\"theyoungforeignerwenton,\"foroneofyourgoodlegislatorstofindhimselfinthesecountryvillageswithapennyinhispocket。Inothercountriesbakersareobligedtosellyouanequivalentofbreadforapenny;heretheywon\'tsellyouasmuchasacrustundertwopence。Youdon\'tencouragepoverty。\"

  \"Whatisyourideanow?\"askedShelton,tryingtogaintime。

  \"AsItoldyou,\"repliedFerrand,\"there\'snothingtobedoneatFolkestone,thoughIshouldhavestayedthereifIhadhadthemoneytodefraycertainexpenses\";andagainheseemedtoreproachhispatronwiththeomissionofthatcheque。\"Theysaythingswillcertainlybebetterattheendofthemonth。NowthatIknowEnglishwell,IthoughtperhapsIcouldprocureasituationforteachinglanguages。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidShelton。

  Asafact,however,hewasfarfromseeing;heliterallydidnotknowwhattodo。ItseemedsobrutaltogiveFerrandmoneyandaskhimtoclearout;besides,hechancedtohavenoneinhispocket。

  \"ItneedsphilosophytosupportwhatI\'vegonethroughthisweek,\"

  saidFerrand,shrugginghisshoulders。\"OnWednesdaylast,whenI

  receivedyourletter,Ihadjusteighteen-pence,andatonceImadearesolutiontocomeandseeyou;onthatsumI\'vedonethejourney。

  Mystrengthisnearlyatanend。\"

  Sheltonstrokedhischin。

  \"Well,\"hehadjustbegun,\"wemustthinkitover,\"whenbyFerrand\'sfacehesawthatsomeonehadcomein。Heturned,andsawAntoniainthedoorway。\"Excuseme,\"hestammered,and,goingtoAntonia,drewherfromtheroom。

  Withasmileshesaidatonce:\"It\'stheyoungforeigner;I\'mcertain。Oh,whatfun!\"

  \"Yes,\"answeredSheltonslowly;\"he\'scometoseemeaboutgettingsomesortoftutorshiporother。DoyouthinkyourmotherwouldmindifItookhimuptohaveawash?He\'shadalongishwalk。Andmighthehavesomebreakfast?Hemustbehungry。\"

  \"Ofcourse!I\'lltellDobson。ShallIspeaktomother?Helooksnice,Dick。\"

  Hegaveheragrateful,furtivelook,andwentbacktohisguest;animpulsehadmadehimhidefromherthetrueconditionofaffairs。

  Ferrandwasstandingwherehehadbeenlefthisfacestillclothedinmordantimpassivity。

  \"Comeuptomyroom!\"saidShelton;andwhilehisguestwaswashing,brushing,andotherwiseembellishinghisperson,hestoodreflectingthatFerrandwasbynomeansunpresentable,andhefeltquitegratefultohim。

  Hetookanopportunity,whentheyoungman\'sbackwasturned,ofexamininghiscounterfoils。Therewasnorecord,naturally,ofachequedrawninFerrand\'sfavour。Sheltonfeltmoremeanthanever。

  AmessagecamefromMrs。Dennant;sohetookthetravellertothedining-roomandlefthimthere,whilehehimselfwenttotheladyofthehouse。HemetAntoniacomingdown。

  \"Howmanydaysdidyousayhewentwithoutfoodthattime——youknow?\"

  sheaskedinpassing。

  \"Four。\"

  \"Hedoesn\'tlookabitcommon,Dick。\"

  Sheltongazedatherdubiously。

  \"They\'resurelynotgoingtomakeashowofhim!\"hethought。

  Mrs。Dennantwaswriting,inadark-bluedressstarredoverwithwhitespots,whosefinelawncollarwasthreadedwithblackvelvet。

  \"HaveyouseenthenewhybridAlgy\'sbroughtmebackfromKidstone?

  Isn\'titcharmin\'?\"andshebentherfacetowardsthisperfectrose。

  \"Theysayunique;I\'mawfullyinterestedtofindoutifthat\'strue。

  I\'vetoldAlgyIreallymusthavesome。\"

  Sheltonthoughtoftheuniquehybridbreakfastingdownstairs;hewishedthatMrs。Dennantwouldshowinhimtheinterestshehadmanifestedintherose。Butthiswasabsurdofhim,heknew,forthepotentlawofhobbiescontrolledtheupperclasses,forcingthemtotakemoreinterestinbirds,androses,missionaries,orlimitedandhighly-boundeditionsofoldbooksthings,inaword,intreatingwhichyouknewexactlywhereyouwerethaninthemanifestationsofmerelifethatcamebeforetheireyes。

  \"Oh,Dick,aboutthatyoungFrenchman。Antoniasayshewantsatutorship;now,canyoureallyrecommendhim?There\'sMrs。RobinsonattheGatewayswantssomeonetoteachherboyslanguages;and,ifhewerequitesatisfactory,it\'sreallytimeToddleshadafewlessonsinFrench;hegoestoEtonnexthalf。\"

  Sheltonstaredattherose;hehadsuddenlyrealisedwhyitwasthatpeopletakemoreinterestinrosesthaninhumanbeings——onecoulddoitwithaquietheart。

  \"He\'snotaFrenchman,youknow,\"hesaidtogainalittletime。

  \"He\'snotaGerman,Ihope,\"Mrs。Dennantanswered,passingherforgersroundapetal,toimpressitsfashiononherbrain;\"Idon\'tlikeGermans。Isn\'thetheoneyouwroteabout——comedownintheworld?Suchapitywithsoyoungafellow!Hisfatherwasamerchant,Ithinkyoutoldus。Antoniasayshe\'squiterefinedtolookat。\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"saidShelton,feelingonsafeground;\"he\'srefinedenoughtolookat。\"

  Mrs。Dennanttooktheroseandputittohernose。

  \"Deliciousperfume!Thatwasaverytouchin\'storyabouthisgoin\'

  withoutfoodinParis。OldMrs。Hopkinshasaroomtolet;Ishouldliketodoheragoodturn。I\'mafraidthere\'saholeintheceilin\',though。Orthere\'stheroomhereintheleftwingontheground-floorwhereJohnthefootmanusedtosleep。It\'squitenice;

  perhapshecouldhavethat。\"

  \"You\'reawfullykind,\"saidShelton,\"but——\"

  \"Ishouldliketodosomethingtorestorehisself-respect,\",wentonMrs。Dennant,\"if,asyousay,he\'scleverandallthat。Seein\'alittlerefinedlifeagainmightmakeaworldofdifferencetohim。

  It\'ssosadwhenayoungmanlosesself-respect。\"

  Sheltonwasmuchstruckbythepracticalwayinwhichshelookedatthings。Restorehisself-respect!Itseemedquiteasplendidnotion!Hesmiled,andsaid,\"You\'retookind。Ithink——\"

  \"Idon\'tbelieveindoin\'thingsbyhalves,\"saidMrs。Dennant;\"hedoesn\'tdrink,Isuppose?\"

  \"Oh,no,\"saidShelton。\"He\'sratheratobaccomaniac,ofcourse。\"

  \"Well,that\'samercy!Youwouldn\'tbelievethetroubleI\'vehadwithdrink,especiallyovercooksandcoachmen。AndnowBunyan\'stakentoit。\"

  \"Oh,you\'dhavenotroublewithFerrand,\"returnedShelton;\"youcouldn\'ttellhimfromagentlemanasfarasmannersgo。\"

  Mrs。Dennantsmiledoneofherrathersweetandkindlysmiles。

  \"MydearDick,\"shesaid,\"there\'snotmuchcomfortinthat。LookatpoorBobbySurcingle,lookatOliverSemplesandVictorMedallion;

  youcouldn\'thavebetterfamilies。Butifyou\'resurehedoesn\'tdrink!Algy\'lllaugh,ofcourse;thatdoesn\'tmatter——helaughsateverything。\"

  Sheltonfeltguilty;beingquiteunpreparedforsorapidanadoptionofhisclient。

  \"Ireallybelievethere\'salotofgoodinhim,\"hestammered;\"but,ofcourse,Iknowverylittle,andfromwhathetellsmehe\'shadaverycuriouslife。Ishouldn\'tlike——\"

  \"Wherewasheeducated?\"inquiredMrs。Dennant。\"TheyhavenopublicschoolsinFrance,soI\'vebeentold;but,ofcourse,hecan\'thelpthat,pooryoungfellow!Oh,and,Dick,there\'sonething——hasherelations?Onehasalwaystobesocarefulaboutthat。It\'sonethingtohelpayoungfellow,butquiteanothertohelphisfamilytoo。Oneseessomanycasesofthatwheremenmarrygirlswithoutmoney,don\'tyouknow。\"

  \"Hehastoldme,\"answeredShelton,\"hisonlyrelationsaresomecousins,andtheyarerich。\"

  Mrs。Dennanttookoutherhandkerchief,and,bendingabovetherose,removedatinyinsect。

  \"Thesegreen-flygetineverywhere,\"shesaid。

  \"Verysadstory;can\'ttheydoanythingforhim?\"andshemaderesearchesintherose\'sheart。

  \"He\'squarrelledwiththem,Ibelieve,\"saidShelton;\"Ihaven\'tlikedtopresshim,aboutthat。\"

  \"No,ofcoursenot,\"assentedMrs。Dennantabsently——shehadfoundanothergreen-fly\"Ialwaysthinkit\'spainfulwhenayoungmanseemssofriendless。\"

  Sheltonwassilent;hewasthinkingdeeply。Hehadneverbeforefeltsodistrustfuloftheyouthfulforeigner。

  \"Ithink,\"hesaidatlast,\"thebestthingwouldbeforyoutoseehimforyourself。\"

  \"Verywell,\"saidMrs。Dennant。\"Ishouldbesogladifyouwouldtellhimtocomeup。ImustsayIdothinkthatwasamosttouchin\'

  storyaboutParis。Iwonderwhetherthislight\'sstrongenoughnowformetophotographthisrose。\"

  Sheltonwithdrewandwentdown-stairs。Ferrandwasstillatbreakfast。Antoniastoodatthesideboardcarvingbeefforhim,andinthewindowsatTheawithherPersiankitten。

  Bothgirlswerefollowingthetraveller\'smovementswithinscrutableblueeyes。AshiverrandownShelton\'sspine。Tospeaktruth,hecursedtheyoungman\'scoming,asthoughitaffectedhisrelationswithAntonia。

  CHAPTERXXVII

  SUBROSA

  >Fromtheinterview,whichSheltonhadthemixeddelightofwatching,betweenFerrandandtheHonourableMrs。Dennant,certaindefiniteresultsaccrued,thechiefofwhichwasthepermissionaccordedtheyoungwanderertooccupytheroomwhichhadformerlybeentenantedbythefootmanJohn。SheltonwaslostinadmirationofFerrand\'smannerinthisscene……Itssubtlecombinationofdeferenceanddignitywasalmostparalysing;paralysing,too,thesubterraneansmileuponhislips。

  \"Charmin\'youngman,Dick,\"saidMrs。Dennant,whenSheltonlingeredtosayoncemorethatheknewbutverylittleofhim;\"IshallsendanoteroundtoMrs。Robinsonatonce。They\'rerathercommon,youknow——theRobinsons。Ithinkthey\'lltakeanyoneIrecommend。\"

  \"I\'msuretheywill,\"saidShelton;\"that\'swhyIthinkyououghttoknow——\"

  ButMrs。Dennant\'seyes,fervent,hare-like,werefixedonsomethingfaraway;turning,hesawtheroseinatallvaseonatallandspindlystool。Itseemedtonodtowardstheminthesunshine。Mrs。

  Dennantdivedhernosetowardshercamera。

  \"Thelight\'sperfectnow,\"shesaid,inavoicemuffledbythecloth。

  \"Ifeelsurethatlivin\'withdecentpeoplewilldowondersforhim。

  Ofcourse,heunderstandsthathismealswillbeservedtohimapart。\"

  Shelton,doublyanxious,nowthathiseffortshadlodgedhisclientinaplaceoftrust,fell,backonhopingforthebest;hisinstincttoldhimthat,vagabondasFerrandwas,hehadacuriousself-

  respect,thatwouldsavehimfromameaningratitude。

  Infact,asMrs。Dennant,whowasbynomeansvoidofcommon-sense,foresaw,thearrangementworkedallright。FerrandenteredonhisdutiesasFrenchtutortothelittleRobinsons。IntheDennants\'

  householdhekepthimselftohisownroom,which,dayandnight,heperfumedwithtobacco,emergingatnoonintothegarden,or,ifwet,intothestudy,toteachyoungToddlesFrench。Afteratimeitbecamecustomaryforhimtolunchwiththehouse-party,partlythroughamistakeofToddles,whoseemedtothinkthatitwasnatural,andpartlythroughJohnNoble,oneofShelton\'sfriends,whohadcometostay,anddiscoveredFerrandtobeamostawfullyinterestingpersonhewasalways,indeed,discoveringthemostawfullyinterestingpersons。Inhisgraveandtonelessvoice,brushinghishairfromoffhisbrow,hedescanteduponFerrandwithenthusiasm,towhichwasjoinedakindofshockedamusement,aswhoshouldsay,\"Ofcourse,Iknowit\'sveryodd,butreallyhe\'ssuchanawfullyinterestingperson。\"ForJohnNoblewasapolitician,belongingtooneofthosetwoPeculiarparties,which,thoroughlyinearnest,ofanhonestyabovesuspicion,andalwaysverybusy,areconstitutionallyaversetoanythingpeculiarforfearoffindingtheyhaveoversteppedthelimitofwhatispracticalinpolitics。Assuchheinspiredconfidence,notcaringforthingsunlesshesawsomeimmediatebenefittobehadfromthem,havingaperfectsenseofdecency,andasmallimagination。HediscussedallsortsofthingswithFerrand;ononeoccasionSheltonoverheardthemarguingonanarchism。

  \"NoEnglishmanapprovesofmurder,\"Noblewassaying,inthegloomyvoicethatcontrastedwiththeoptimisticcastofhisfinehead,\"butthemainprincipleisright。Equalisationofpropertyisboundtocome。Isympathisewiththen,notwiththeirmethods。\"

  \"Forgiveme,\"struckinFerrand;\"doyouknowanyanarchists?\"

  \"No,\"returnedNoble;\"Icertainlydonot。\"

  \"Yousayyousympathisewiththem,butthefirsttimeitcomestoaction——\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Oh,monsieur!onedoesn\'tmakeanarchismwiththehead。\"

  Sheltonperceivedthathehadmeanttoadd,\"butwiththeheart,thelungs,theliver。\"Hedrewadeepermeaningfromthesaying,andseemedtosee,curlingwiththesmokefromFerrand\'slips,thewords:

  \"Whatdoyou,anEnglishgentleman,ofexcellentposition,andalltheprejudicesofyourclass,knowaboutusoutcasts?Ifyouwanttounderstandusyoumustbeanoutcasttoo;wearenotplayingatthegame。\"

  Thistalktookplaceuponthelawn,attheendofoneofToddles\'sFrenchlessons,andSheltonleftJohnNoblemaintainingtotheyouthfulforeigner,withstubbornlogic,thathe,JohnNoble,andtheanarchistshadmuch,incommon。Hewasreturningtothehouse,whensomeonecalledhisnamefromunderneaththeholmoak。There,sittingTurkishfashiononthegrass,apipebetweenhisteeth,hefoundamanwhohadarrivedthenightbefore,andimpressedhimbyhisfriendlytaciturnity。HisnamewasWhyddon,andhehadjustreturnedfromCentralAfrica;abrown-faced,large-jawedman,withsmallbutgoodandsteadyeyes,andstrong,sparefigure。

  \"Oh,Mr。Shelton!\"hesaid,\"IwonderedifyoucouldtellmewhattipsIoughttogivetheservantshere;aftertenyearsawayI\'veforgottenallaboutthatsortofthing。\"

  Sheltonsatdownbesidehim;unconsciouslyassuming,too,across-

  leggedattitude,whichcausedhimmuchdiscomfort。

  \"Iwaslistening,\"saidhisnewacquaintance,\"tothelittlechaplearninghisFrench。I\'veforgottenmine。Onefeelsahopelessdufferknowingno,languages。\"

  \"IsupposeyouspeakArabic?\"saidShelton。

  \"Oh,Arabic,andadialectortwo;theydon\'tcount。Thattutorhasacuriousface。\"

  \"Youthinkso?\"saidShelton,interested。\"He\'shadacuriouslife。\"

  Thetravellerspreadhishands,palmsdownwards,onthegrassandlookedatSheltonwith,asmile。

  \"Ishouldsayhewasarollingstone,\"hesaid。\"It\'sodd,I\'veseenwhitemeninCentralAfricawithagooddealofhislookaboutthem。

  \"Yourdiagnosisisagoodone,\"answeredShelton。

  \"I\'malwayssorryforthosefellows。There\'sgenerallysomegoodinthem。Theyaretheirownenemies。Abadbusinesstobeunabletotakeprideinanythingonedoes!\"Andtherewasalookofpityonhisface。

  \"That\'sexactlyit,\"saidShelton。\"I\'veoftentriedtoputitintowords。Isitincurable?\"

  \"Ithinkso。\"

  \"Canyoutellmewhy?\"

  Whyddonpondered。

  \"Iratherthink,\"hesaidatlast,\"itmustbebecausetheyhavetoostrongafacultyofcriticism。Youcan\'tteachamantobeproudofhisownwork;thatliesinhisblood\";foldinghisarmsacrosshisbreast,heheavedasigh。Underthedarkfoliage,hiseyesonthesunlight,hewasthetypeofallthoseEnglishmenwhokeeptheirspiritsbrightandweartheirbodiesoutinthedarkplacesofhardwork。\"Youcan\'tthink,\"hesaid,showinghisteethinasmile,\"howdelightfulitistobeathome!Youlearntolovetheoldcountrywhenyou\'reawayfromit。\"

  Sheltonoftenthought,afterwards;ofthisdiagnosisofthevagabond,forhewasalwaysstumblingoninstancesofthatpowerofsubtlecriticismwhichwastheyoungforeigner\'sprimeclaimtobe\"amostawfullyinteresting\"andperhapsarathershockingperson。

  Anoldschool-fellowofShelton\'sandhiswifewerestayinginthehouse,whoofferedtotheeyethepictureofaperfectdomesticity。

  Passionlessandsmiling,itwasimpossibletoimaginetheycouldeverhaveadifference。Shelton,whosebedroomwasnexttotheirs,couldheartheminthemorningstalkinginexactlythetonestheyusedatlunch,andlaughingthesamelaughs。Theirlifeseemedtoaccordthemperfectsatisfaction;theyweresuppliedwiththeirconvictionsbySocietyjustas,whenathome,theyweresuppliedwithalltheothernecessariesoflifebysomeco-operativestores。Theirfairlyhandsomefaces,withthefairlykindexpressions,quicklyandcarefullyregulatedbyasenseofcompromise,begantoworryhimsomuchthatwheninthesameroomhewouldevenreadtoavoidtheneedoflookingatthem。Andyettheywerekind——thatis,fairlykind——

  andcleanandquietinthehouse,exceptwhentheylaughed,whichwasoften,andatthingswhichmadehimwanttohowlasadoghowlsatmusic。

  \"Mr。Shelton,\"Ferrandsaidoneday,\"I\'mnotanamateurofmarriage——neverhadthechance,asyoumaywellsuppose;but,inanycase,youhavesomepeopleinthehousewhowouldmakememarktimebeforeIwentcommittingit。Theyseemtheidealyoungmarriedpeople——don\'tquarrel,haveperfecthealth,agreewitheverybody,gotochurch,havechildren——butIshouldliketohearwhatisbeautifulintheirlife,\"andhegrimaced。\"ItseemstomesouglythatIcanonlygasp。Iwouldmuchrathertheyill-treatedeachother,justtoshowtheyhadthecornerofasoulbetweenthem。Ifthatismarriage,\'Dieum\'engarde!\'\"

  ButSheltondidnotanswer;hewasthinkingdeeply。

  ThesayingofJohnNoble\'s,\"He\'sreallyamostinterestingperson,\"

  grewmoreandmoreuponhisnerves;itseemedtodescribetheDennantattitudetowardsthisstrangerwithintheirgates。Theytreatedhimwithasortofwonderonthe\"don\'ttouch\"system,likeanobjectinanexhibition。Therestoration,however,of,hisself-respectproceededwithsuccess。ForallthesemblanceofhavinggrowntoobigforShelton\'sclothes,forallhisvividlyburntface,andthequickbutguardedplayofcynicismonhislips——hedidmuchcredittohispatrons。Hehadsubduedhisterrorofarazor,andlookedwellinasuitofShelton\'sflannels。For,afterall,hehadonlybeeneightyearsexiledfrommiddle-classgentility,andhehadbeenawaiterhalfthattime。ButSheltonwishedhimatthedevil。Notforhismanners\'sake——hewasnevertiredofwatchinghowsubtlythevagabondadaptedhisconducttotheconductofhishosts,whilekeepinguphiscriticaldetachment——butbecausethatcriticaldetachmentwasaconstantspurtohisownvision,compellinghimtoanalysethelifeintowhich,hehadbeenbornandwasabouttomarry。

  Thisprocesswasdisturbing;andtofindoutwhenithadcommenced,hehadtogobacktohismeetingwithFerrandonthejourneyupfromDover。

  Therewaskindnessinahospitalitywhichopenedtosostrangeabird;admittingthekindness,Sheltonfelltoanalysingit。Tohimself,topeopleofhisclass,theuseofkindnesswasaluxury,notsignificantofsacrifice,butproductiveofapleasantfeelingintheheart,suchasmassagewillsetupinthelegs。\"Everybody\'skind,\"hethought;\"thequestionis,Whatunderstandingisthere,whatrealsympathy?\"Thisproblemgavehimfoodforthought。

  Theprogress,whichMrs。Dennantnotunfrequentlyremarkedupon,inFerrand\'sconquestofhisstrangeposition,seemedtoSheltonbutasignthathewasgettingwhathecouldoutofhissuddenvisittogreenpastures;underthesamecircumstances,Sheltonthoughtthathehimselfwoulddothesame。Hefeltthattheyoungforeignerwasmakingaconvenientbowtoproperty,buthehadmorerespectforthesarcasticsmileonthelipsofFerrand\'sheart。

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