\"ButIsupposehe\'sreallygood,\"shesaid,\"Imean,allthosethingshetoldyouaboutwereonly——\"
\"Good!\"heanswered,fidgeting;\"Idon\'treallyknowwhatthewordmeans。\"
Hereyesclouded。\"Dick,howcanyou?\"theyseemedtosay。
Sheltonstrokedhersleeve。
\"TellusaboutMr。Crocker,\"shesaid,takingnoheedofhiscaress。
\"Thelunatic!\"hesaid。
\"Lunatic!Why,inyourlettershewassplendid。\"
\"Soheis,\"saidShelton,halfashamed;\"he\'snotabitmad,really——thatis,IonlywishIwerehalfasmad。\"
\"Who\'sthatmad?\"queriedMrs。Dennantfrombehindtheurn——\"TomCrocker?Ah,yes!Iknewhismother;shewasaSpringer。\"
\"Didhedoitintheweek?\"saidThea,appearinginthewindowwithakitten。
\"Idon\'tknow,\"Sheltonwasobligedtoanswer。
Theashookbackherhair。
\"Icallitawfullyslackofyounottohavefoundout,\"shesaid。
Antoniafrowned。
\"Youwereverysweettothatyoungforeigner,Dick,\"shemurmuredwithasmileatShelton。\"Iwishthatwecouldseehim。\"
ButSheltonshookhishead。
\"Itseemstome,\"hemuttered,\"thatIdidaboutaslittleforhimasIcould。\"
Againherfacegrewthoughtful,asthoughhiswordshadchilledher。
\"Idon\'tseewhatmoreyoucouldhavedone,\"sheanswered。
Adesiretogetclosetoher,halffear,halfache,asenseoffutilityandbafflement,aninnerburning,madehimfeelasthoughaflamewerelickingathisheart。
CHAPTERXXI
ENGLISH
JustasSheltonwasstartingtowalkbacktoOxfordhemetMr。
Dennantcomingfromaride。Antonia\'sfatherwasasparemanofmediumheight,withyellowishface,greymoustache,ironicaleyebrows,andsometinycrow\'s-feet。Inhisold,shortgreycoat,withalittleslitupthemiddleoftheback,hisdrabcordbreeches,ancientmahoganyleggings,andcarefullyblackedboats,hehadadry,threadbarequalitynotwithoutdistinction。
\"Ah,Shelton!\"hesaid,inhisquietlyfestivevoice;\"gladtoseethepilgrimhere,atlast。You\'renotoffalready?\"and,layinghishandonShelton\'sarm,heproposedtowalkalittlewaywithhimacrossthefields。
Thiswasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincetheengagement;andSheltonbegantonervehimselftoexpresssomesentiment,howeverbald,aboutit。Hesquaredhisshoulders,clearedhisthroat,andlookedaskanceatMr。Dennant。Thatgentlemanwaswalkingstiffly,hiscordbreechesfaintlysqueaking。Heswitchedayellow,jointedcaneagainsthisleggings,andaftereachblowlookedathislegssatirically。Hehimselfwasratherlikethatyellowcane-pale,andslim,andjointed,withfeaturesarchingjustalittle,likethearchingofitshandle。
\"Theysayit\'llbeabadyearforfruit,\"Sheltonsaidatlast。
\"Mydearfellow,youdon\'tknowyourfarmer,I\'mafraid。Weoughttohangsomefarmers——doaworldofgood。Dearsouls!I\'vegotsomeperfectstrawberries。\"
\"Isuppose,\"saidShelton,gladtopostponetheevilmoment,\"inaclimatelikethisamanmustgrumble。\"
\"Quiteso,quiteso!Lookatuspoorslavesofland-owners;ifI
couldn\'tabusethefarmersIshouldbewretched。Didyoueverseeanythingfinerthanthispasture?Andtheywantmetolowertheirrents!\"
AndMr。Dennant\'sglancesatiricallywavered,restedonShelton,andwhiskedbacktothegroundasthoughhehadseensomethingthatalarmedhim。Therewasapause。
\"Nowforit!\"thoughttheyoungerman。
Mr。Dennantkepthiseyesfixedonhisboots。
\"Ifthey\'dsaid,now,\"heremarkedjocosely,\"thatthefrosthadnippedthepartridges,there\'dhavebeensomesenseinit;butwhatcanyouexpect?They\'venoconsideration,dearsouls!\"
Sheltontookabreath,and,withavertedeyes,hehurriedlybegan:
\"It\'sawfullyhard,sir,to——\"
Mr。Dennantswitchedhiscaneagainsthisshin。
\"Yes,\"hesaid,\"it\'sawfullyhardtoputupwith,butwhatcanafellowdo?Onemusthavefarmers。Why,ifitwasn\'tforthefarmers,there\'dbestillahareortwoabouttheplace!\"
Sheltonlaughedspasmodically;againheglancedaskanceathisfuturefather-in-law。Whatdidthewagglingofhisheadmean,thedeepeningofhiscrow\'s-feet,theoddcontractionofthemouth?AndhiseyecaughtMr。Dennant\'seye;itsexpressionwasqueerabovethefine,drynoseoneofthesortthatreddensinawind。
\"I\'veneverhadmuchtodowithfarmers,\"hesaidatlast。
\"Haven\'tyou?Luckyfellow!Themost——yes,quitethemosttryingportionofthehumanspecies——nexttodaughters。\"
\"Well,sir,youcanhardlyexpectme——\"beganShelton。
\"Idon\'t——oh,Idon\'t!D\'youknow,Ireallybelievewe\'reinforaducking。\"
Alargeblackcloudhadcoveredupthesun,andsomedropswerespatteringonMr。Dennant\'shardfelthat。
Sheltonwelcomedtheshower;itappearedtohimaninterventiononthepartofProvidence。Hewouldhavetosaysomething,butnotnow,later。
\"I\'llgoon,\"hesaid;\"Idon\'tmindtherain。Butyou\'dbettergetback,sir。\"
\"Dearme!I\'ve\'atenantinthiscottage,\'saidMr。Dennantinhis,leisurely,drymanner\"andabeggarheistopoach,too。Leastwecando\'stoaskforalittleshelter;whatdoyouthink?\"andsmilingsarcastically,asthoughdeprecatinghisintentiontokeepdry,herappedonthedoorofaprosperous-lookingcottage。
ItwasopenedbyagirlofAntonia\'sageandheight。
\"Ah,Phoebe!Yourfatherin?\"
\"No,\"repliedthegirl,fluttering;\"father\'sout,Mr。Dennant。\"
\"Sosorry!Willyouletusbideabitoutoftherain?\"
Thesweet-lookingPhoebedustedthemtwochairs,and,curtseying,leftthemintheparlour。
\"Whataprettygirl!\"saidShelton。
\"Yes,she\'saprettygirl;halftheyoungfellowsareafterher,butshewon\'tleaveherfather。Oh,he\'sacharmingrascalisthatfellow!\"
ThisremarksuddenlybroughthometoSheltontheconvictionthathewasfurtherthaneverfromavoidingthenecessityforspeaking。Hewalkedovertothewindow。Therain。wascomingdownwithfury,thoughagoldenlinefardowntheskypromisedtheshower\'squickend。\"Forgoodness\'sake,\"hethought,\"letmesaysomething,howeveridiotic,andgetitover!\"Buthedidnotturn;akindofparalysishadseizedonhim。
\"Tremendousheavyrain!\"hesaidatlast;\"comingdowninwaterspouts。\"
Itwouldhavebeenjustaseasytosay:\"Ibelieveyourdaughtertobethesweetestthingonearth;Iloveher,andI\'mgoingtomakeherhappy!\"Justaseasy,justaboutthesameamountofbreathrequired;buthecouldn\'tsayit!Hewatchedtherainstreamandhissagainsttheleavesandchurnthedustontheparchedroadwithitsinsistenttorrent;andhenoticedwithprecisionallthedetailsoftheprocessgoingonoutsidehowtheraindropsdartedattheleaveslikespears,andhowtheleavesshookthemselvesfreeahundredtimesaminute,whilelittlerunnelsofwater,ice-clear,rolledovertheiredges,softandquick。Henoticed,too,themournfulheadofashelteringcowthatwaschewingatthehedge。
Mr。Dennanthadnotrepliedtohisremarkabouttherain。SodisconcertingwasthissilencethatSheltonturned。Hisfuturefather-in-law,uponhiswoodenchair,wasstaringathiswell-blackedboots,bendingforwardabovehispartedknees,andproddingatthecarpet;aglimpseathisfacedisturbedShelton\'sresolution。Itwasnotforbidding,stern,discouraging——notintheleast;ithadmerelyforthemomentceasedtolooksatirical。ThiswassostartlingthatSheltonlosthischanceofspeaking。ThereseemedahearttoMr。
Dennant\'sgravity;asthoughforoncehewerelookinggravebecausehefeltso。ButglancingupatShelton,hisdryjocosityreappearedatonce。
\"Whatadayforducks!\"hesaid;andagaintherewasunmistakablealarmabouttheeye。Wasitpossiblethathe,too,dreadedsomething?
\"Ican\'texpress——\"beganSheltonhurriedly。
\"Yes,it\'sbeastlytogetwet,\"saidMr。Dennant,andhesang——
Forwecanwrestleandfight,myboys,Andjumpoutanywhere。
\"You\'llbewithusforthatdinner-partynextweek,eh?Capital!
There\'stheBishopofBlumenthalandoldSirJackBuckwell;Imustgetmywifetoputyoubetweenthem——\"
Forit\'smydelightofastarrynight——
\"TheBishop\'sagreatanti-divorceman,andoldBuckwell\'sbeeninthecourtatleasttwice——\'
Intheseasonoftheyear!
\"Willyoupleasetotakesometea,gentlemen?\"saidthevoiceofPhoebeinthedoorway。
\"No,thankyou,Phoebe。Thatgirloughttogetmarried,\"wentonMr。
Dennant,asPhoebeblushinglywithdrew。Aflushshowedqueerlyonhissallowcheeks。\"Ashametokeephertiedlikethistoherfather\'sapron-strings——selfishfellow,that!\"Helookedupsharply,asifhehadmadeadangerousremark。
Thekeeperhewaswatchingus,Forhimwedidn\'tcare!
SheltonsuddenlyfeltcertainthatAntonia\'sfatherwasjustasanxioustosaysomethingexpressiveofhisfeelings,andasunableashimself。Andthiswascomforting。
\"Youknow,sir——\"hebegan。
ButMr。Dennant\'seyebrowsrose,hiscrow\'s-feettwinkled;hispersonalityseemedtoshrinktogether。
\"ByJove!\"hesaid,\"it\'sstopped!Now\'sourchance!Comealong,mydearfellow;delaysaredangerous!\"andwithhisbanteringcourtesyheheldthedoorforSheltontopassout。\"Ithinkwe\'llparthere,\"hesaid——\"Ialmostthinkso。Goodlucktoyou!\"
Heheldouthisdry,yellowhand。Sheltonseizedit,wrungithard,andmutteredtheword:
\"Grateful!\"
AgainMr。Dennant\'seyebrowsquiveredasiftheyhadbeentweaked;hehadbeenfoundout,andhedislikedit。Thecolourinhisfacehaddiedaway;itwascalm,wrinkled,dead-lookingundertheflattened,narrowbrimofhisblackhat;hisgreymoustachedroopedthinly;thecrow\'s-feethardenedroundhiseyes;hisnostrilsweredistendedbythequeerestsmile。
\"Gratitude!\"hesaid;\"almostavice,isn\'tit?Good-night!\"
Shelton\'sfacequivered;heraisedhishat,and,turningasabruptlyashissenior,proceededonhisway。HehadbeenplayinginacomedythatcouldonlyhavebeenplayedinEngland。Hecouldaffordtosmilenowathispastdiscomfort,havingnolongerthesenseofdutyunfulfilled。Everythinghadbeensaidthatwasrightandpropertobesaid,inthewaythatwesuchthingsshouldsay。Noviolencehadbeendone;hecouldaffordtosmile——smileathimself,atMr。
Dennant,atto-morrow;smileatthesweetaromaoftheearth,theshy,unwillingsweetnessthatonlyrainbringsforth。
CHAPTERXXII
THECOUNTRYHOUSE
TheluncheonhouratHolmOaks,was,asinmanywell-bredcountryhouses——outoftheshootingseason,beitunderstood——thesoulfulhour。Thefermentofthedailydoingswasthenatitsfullheight,andtheclamourofitsconversationontheweather,andthedogs,thehorses,neighbours,cricket,golf,wasmingledwithaliterarymurmur;fortheDennantsweresuperior,anditwasquiteusualtohearremarkslikethese\"Haveyoureadthatcharmin\'thingofPoser\'s?\"or,\"Yes,I\'vegottheneweditionofoldBablington:
delightfullybound——solight。\"AnditwasinJulythatHolmOaks,asagathering-placeoftheelect,wasatitsbest。ForinJulyithadbecomecustomarytowelcometheremanyofthosepoorsoulsfromLondonwhoarrivedexhaustedbytheseason,andthanwhomnoseamstressinatwo-pairbackcouldbetterhaveearnedaholiday。
TheDennantsthemselvesneverwenttoLondonfortheseason。Itwastheirgoodpleasurenotto。Aweekorfortnightofitsatisfiedthem。Theyhadaradicalweaknessforfreshair,andAntonia,evenafterherpresentationtwoseasonsback,hadinsistedonreturninghome,stigmatisingLondonballsas\"stuffythings。\"
WhenSheltonarrivedthestreamhadonlyjustbegun,buteverydaybroughtfresh,orratherjaded,peopletooccupytheold,dark,sweet-smellingbedrooms。Individually,helikedhisfellow-guests,buthefoundhimselfobservingthem。Heknewthat,ifamanjudgedpeoplesingly,almostallwerebetterthanhimself;onlywhenjudgedinbulkweretheyworthyofthesweepingcriticismshefeltinclinedtopassonthem。Heknewthisjustasheknewthattheconventions,havingbeeninventedtopreventmanfollowinghisnaturaldesires,weremerelythedisapprovingsumsofinnumerableindividualapprovals。
Itwasinthebulk;then,thathefoundhimselfobserving。Butwithhisamiabilityanddreadofnotorietyheremainedtoallappearanceawell-bred,docilecreature,andhekepthisjudgmentstohimself。
Inthematterofintellecthemadearoughdivisionoftheguests——
thosewhoacceptedthingswithoutamurmur,thosewhoacceptedthemwithcarpingjocularity;inthematterofmoralshefoundtheyallacceptedthingswithoutthesemblanceofakick。Toshowsignofprivatemoraljudgmentwastohavelostyoursoul,and,worse,tobeabitofanoutsider。Hegatheredthisbyintuitionratherthanfromconversation;forconversationnaturallytabooedsuchquestions,andwascarriedonintheloudandcheerfultonespeculiartopeopleofgoodbreeding。Sheltonhadneverbeenabletoacquirethistone,andhecouldnothelpfeelingthattheinabilitymadehimmoreorlessanobjectofsuspicion。Theatmospherestruckhimasitneverhadbefore,causinghimtofeeladoubtofhisgentility。Couldamansufferfrompassion,heart-searchings,ormisgivings,andremainagentleman?Itseemedimprobable。Oneofhisfellow-guests,amancalledEdgbaston,small-eyedandsemi-bald,withadarkmoustacheandadistinguishedairofmeanness,disconcertedhimonedaybyremarkingofanunknownperson,\"Ahalf-bredlookin\'chap;didn\'tseemtoknowhismind。\"Sheltonwasharassedbyahorriddoubt。
Everythingseemeddividedintoclasses,carefullydocketedandvalued。Forinstance,aBritonwasofmorevaluethanaman,andwivesthanwomen。Thosethingsorphasesoflifewithwhichpeoplehadnopersonalacquaintancewereregardedwithafaintamusementandacertaindisapproval。Theprinciplesoftheupperclass,infact,werestrictlyfollowed。
Hewasinthathypersenstiveandnervousstatefavourableforrecordingcurrentsforeigntoitself。Thingshehadneverbeforenoticednowhadprofoundeffectonhim,suchasthetoneinwhichmenspokeofwomen——notpreciselywithhostility,norexactlywithcontemptbest,perhaps,describedasculturedjeering;never,ofcourse,whenmenspokeoftheirownwives,mothers,sisters,orimmediatefriends,butmerelywhentheyspokeofanyotherwomen。Hereflecteduponthis,andcametotheconclusionthat,amongtheupperclasses,eachman\'sownpropertywasholy,whileotherwomenwerecreatedtosupplyhimwithgossip,jests,andspice。Anotherthingthatstruckhimwasthewayinwhichthewarthengoingonwasmadeintoanaffairofclass。Intheirviewitwasabaddishbusiness,becausepoorhackBlankandPeterBlank-Blankhadlosttheirlives,andpoorTeddyBlankhadnowonearminsteadoftwo。Humanityingeneralwasomitted,butnottheupperclasses,nor,incidentally,thecountrywhichbelongedtothem。Fortheretheywere,allseatedinarow,witheyesfixedonthehorizonoftheirlawns。
Lateoneevening,billiardsandmusicbeingoverandtheladiesgone,Sheltonreturnedfromchangingtohissmoking-suit,anddroppedintooneofthegreatarm-chairsthateveninsummermadeasemicircleroundthefenderedhearth。Freshfromhisgood-nightpartingwithAntonia,hesatperhapstenminutesbeforehebegantotakeinallthefiguresintheirparti-colouredsmokingjackets,cross-legged,withglassesintheirhands,andcigarsbetweentheirteeth。
Themaninthenextchairrousedhimbyputtingdownhistumblerwithatap,andseatinghimselfuponthecushionedfender。Throughthemistofsmoke,withshouldershunched,elbowsandkneescrookedout,cigarprotruding,beak-ways,belowhisnose,andthecrimsoncollarofhissmokingjacketbuttonedcloseasplumageonhisbreast,helookedalittlelikeagorgeousbird。
\"Theydoyouawfullywell,\"hesaid。
AvoicefromthechaironShelton\'srightreplied,\"TheydoyoubetteratVerado\'s。\"
\"TheVeaud\'Or\'sthebestplace;theygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing!\"drawledafatmanwithatinymouth。
Thesuavityofthispronouncementenfoldedallaswithablessing。
Andatonce,asifbymagic,intheold,oak-panelledroom,theworldfellnaturallyintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;andthatwheretheygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing。
\"IfyouwantTurkishbaths,\"saidatallyouthwithcleanredface,whohadcomeintotheroom,andstood,hismouthalittleopen,andlongfeetjuttingwithsweethelplessnessinfrontofhim,\"youshouldgo,youknow,toBudaPesth;mostawfullyrippin\'there。\"
Sheltonsawanindescribableappreciationriseoneveryface,asthoughtheyhadbeenofferedtrufflesorsomethingequallydelicious。
\"Ohno,Poodles,\"saidthemanperchedonthefender。\"AJohnnyI
knowtellsmethey\'renothingtoSofia。\"Hisfacewastransfiguredbythesubtlegloatingofamanenjoyingvicebyproxy。
\"Ah!\"drawledthesmall-mouthedman,\"there\'snothingfittoholdacandletoBaghda-ad。\"
Onceagainhisutteranceenfoldedallaswithablessing,andonceagaintheworldfellintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;and——Baghdad。
Sheltonthoughttohimself:\"Whydon\'tIknowaplacethat\'sbetterthanBaghdad?\"
Hefeltsoinsignificant。Itseemedthatheknewnoneofthesedelightfulspots;thathewasofnousetoanyofhisfellow-men;
thoughprivatelyhewasconvincedthatallthesespeakerswereas。
ignorantashimself,andmerelyfounditwarmingtorecallsuchthingsastheyhadheard,withthatpeculiargloatinglook。Alas!
hisanecdoteswouldneverearnforhimthatprizeofpersonsinsociety,thelabelofa\"goodchap\"and\"sportsman。\"
\"HaveyoueverbeeninBaghdad?\"hefeeblyasked。
Thefatmandidnotanswer;hehadbegunananecdote,andinhisbroadexpanseoffacehistinymouthwrithedlikeacaterpillar。Theanecdotewashumorous。
WiththeexceptionofAntonia,Sheltonsawbutlittleoftheladies,for,followingthewell-knowncustomofthecountryhouse,menandwomenavoidedeachotherasmuchasmightbe。Theymetatmeals,andoccasionallyjoinedintennisandincroquet;otherwiseitseemed——
almostOrientally——agreedthattheywerebetterkeptapart。
Chancingonedaytoenterthewithdrawingroom,whilesearchingforAntonia,hefoundthathehadlightedonafemininediscussion;hewouldhavebeatenaretreat,ofcourse,butitseemedtooobviousthathewasmerelylookingforhisfiancee,so,sittingdown,helistened。
TheHonourableCharlottePenguin,stillknittingasilktie——thesixthsincethatshehadbeenknittingatHyeres——satonthelowwindow-seatclosetoahydrangea,thepetalsofwhoseroundflowersalmostkissedhersanguinecheek。Hereyeswerefixedwithlanguidaspirationontheladywhowasspeaking。Thiswasasquarewomanofmediumheight,withgreyhairbrushedfromherlowforehead,theexpressionofwhosefacewasbriskandrathercross。Shewasstandingwithabook,asifdeliveringasermon。Hadshebeenamanshemighthavebeendescribedasabrightyoungmanofbusiness;for,thoughgrey,shenevercouldbeold,noreverlosethepowerofformingquickdecisions。Herfeaturesandhereyeswerepromptandslightlyhard,tingedwithfaithfanaticalinthejusticeofherjudgments,andshehadthatfussysimplenessofdresswhichindicatestherighttomeddle。Notred,notwhite,neitheryellownorquiteblue,hercomplexionwassuffusedwithacertainmixtureofthesecolours,adaptedtotheclimate;andhersmilehadastrangesoursweetness,likenothingbuttheflavourofanappleontheturn。
\"Idon\'tcarewhattheytellyou,\"shewassaying——notoffensively,thoughhervoiceseemedtoimplythatshehadnotimetowasteinpleasing——\"inallmydealingswiththemI\'vefounditbesttotreatthemquitelikechildren。\"
Alady,behindtheTimes,smiled;hermouth——indeed,herwholehard,handsomeface——wasreminiscentofdappledrocking-horsesfoundintheSohoBazaar。Shecrossedherfeet,andsomerichandsilkstuffrustled。Herwholepersonalityseemedtocreakas,withoutlooking,sheansweredinharshtones:
\"Ifindthepooraremostdelightfulpersons。\"
SybilDennant,seatedonthesofa,withafeatherylaughshotabarkingterrierdogatShelton。
\"Here\'sDick,\"shesaid。\"Well,Dick,what\'syouropinion?\"
Sheltonlookedaroundhim,scared。Theelderladieswhohadspokenhadfixedtheireyesonhim,andintheirgazehereadhisutterinsignificance。
\"Oh,thatyoungman!\"theyseemedtosay。\"Expectapracticalremarkfromhim?Now,come!\"
\"Opinion,\"hestammered,\"ofthepoor?Ihaven\'tany。\"
Thepersononherfeet,whosenamewasMrs。Mattock,directingherpeculiarsweet-soursmileatthedistinguishedladywiththeTimes,said:
\"Perhapsyou\'venothadexperienceoftheminLondon,LadyBonington?\"
LadyBonington,inanswer,rustled。
\"Oh,dotellusabouttheslums,Mrs。Mattock!\"criedSybil。
\"Slummingmustbesplendid!It\'ssodeadlyhere——nothingbutflannelpetticoats。\"
\"Thepoor,mydear,\"beganMrs。Mattock,\"arenottheleastbitwhatyouthinkthem——\"
\"Oh,d\'youknow,Ithinkthey\'rerathernice!\"brokeinAuntCharlotteclosetothehydrangea。
\"Youthinkso?\"saidMrs。Mattocksharply。\"Ifindtheydonothingbutgrumble。\"
\"Theydon\'tgrumbleatme:theyaredelightfulpersons\",andLadyBoningtongaveSheltonagrimsmile。
Hecouldnothelpthinkingthattogrumbleinthepresenceofthatrich,despoticpersonalitywouldrequireasuperhumancourage。
\"They\'rethemostungratefulpeopleintheworld,\"saidMrs。Mattock。
\"Why,then,\"thoughtShelton,\"doyougoamongstthem?\"
Shecontinued,\"Onemustdothemgood,one,mustdoone\'sduty,butastogettingthanks——\"
LadyBoningtonsardonicallysaid,\"Poorthings!theyhavealottobear。\"
\"Thelittlechildren!\"murmuredAuntCharlotte,withaflushingcheekandshiningeyes;\"it\'sratherpathetic。\"
\"Childrenindeed!\"saidMrs。Mattock。\"Itputsmeoutofallpatiencetoseethewaythattheyneglectthem。Peoplearesosentimentalaboutthepoor。\"
LadyBoningtoncreakedagain。Hersplendidshoulderswerewedgedintoherchair;herfinedarkhair,gleamingwithsilver,sprangbackuponherbrow;arubybraceletglowedonthepowerfulwristthatheldthejournal;sherockedhercopper-slipperedfoot。Shedidnotappeartobetoosentimental。
\"Iknowtheyoftenhaveaveryeasytime,\"saidMrs。Mattock,asifsomeonehadinjuredherseverely。AndSheltonsaw,notwithoutpity,thatFatehadscoredherkindandsquashed-upfacewithwrinkles,whosetinyfurrowswereeloquentofgoodintentionsfrustratedbytheunpracticalanddiscontentedpoor。\"Dowhatyouwill,theyareneversatisfied;theyonlyresentone\'shelp,orelsetheytakethehelpandneverthankyouforit!\"
\"Oh!\"murmuredAuntCharlotte,\"that\'sratherhard。\"
Sheltonhadbeengrowing,moreuneasy。Hesaidabruptly:
\"IshoulddothesameifIwerethey。\"
Mrs。Mattock\'sbrowneyesflewathim;LadyBoningtonspoketotheTimes;herrubybraceletandabanglejingled。
\"Weoughttoputourselvesintheirplaces。\"
Sheltoncouldnothelpasmile;LadyBoningtonintheplacesofthepoor!
\"Oh!\"exclaimedMrs。Mattock,\"Iputmyselfentirelyintheirplace。
Iquiteunderstandtheirfeelings。Butingratitudeisarepulsivequality。\"
\"Theyseemunabletoputthemselvesinyourplace,\"murmuredShelton;
andinafitofcouragehetooktheroominwithasweepingglance。
Yes,thatroomwaswonderfullyconsistent,withitsairofperfectsecond-handedness,asifeachpicture,andeachpieceoffurniture,eachbook,eachladypresent,hadbeenmadefrompatterns。Theywereallwidelydifferent,yetalllikeworksofartseeninsomeexhibitionshadthelookofbeingafterthedesignsofsomeoriginalspirit。Thewholeroomwaschaste,restrained,derived,practical,andcomfortable;neitherinvirtuenorinwork,neitherinmanner,speech,appearance,norintheory,coulditgiveitselfaway。
CHAPTERXXIII
THESTAINED-GLASSMAN
StilllookingforAntonia,Sheltonwentuptothemorning-room。TheaDennantandanothergirlwereseatedinthewindow,talking。Fromthelooktheygavehimhesawthathehadbetterneverhavebeenborn;hehastilywithdrew。Descendingtothehall,hecameonMr。
Dennantcrossingtohisstudy,withahandfulofofficial-lookingpapers。
\"Ah,Shelton!\"saidhe,\"youlookalittlelost。Istheshrineinvisible?\"
Sheltongrinned,said\"Yes,\"andwentonlooking。Hewasnotfortunate。Inthedining-roomsatMrs。Dennant,makingupherlistofbooks。
\"Dogivemeyouropinion,Dick,\"shesaid。\"Everybody\'sreadin\'
thisthingofKatherineAsterick\'s;Ibelieveit\'ssimplybecauseshe\'sgotatitle。\"
\"Onemustreadabookforsomereasonorother,\"answeredShelton。
\"Well,\"returnedMrs。Dennant,\"Ihatedoin\'thingsjustbecauseotherpeopledothem,andIsha\'n\'tgetit。\"
\"Good!\"
Mrs。Dennantmarkedthecatalogue。
\"Here\'sLinseed\'slast,ofcourse;thoughImustsayIdon\'tcareforhim,butIsupposeweoughttohaveitinthehouse。Andthere\'sQuality\'s\'TheSplendidDiatribes\':that\'ssuretobegood,he\'salwayssorefined。ButwhatamItodoaboutthisofArthurBaal\'s?
Theysaythathe\'sacharlatan,buteverybodyreadshim,don\'tyouknow\";andoverthecatalogueSheltoncaughtthegleamofhare-likeeyes。
Decisionhadvanishedfromherface,withitsarchednoseandslightlyslopingchin,asthoughsomeonehadsuddenlyappealedtohertotrustherinstincts。Itwasquitepathetic。Still,therewasalwaysthebook\'scirculationtoformherjudgmentby。
\"IthinkI\'dbettermarkit,\"shesaid,\"don\'tyou?Wereyoulookin\'forAntonia?IfyoucomeacrossBunyaninthegarden,Dick,dosayIwanttoseehim;he\'sgettin\'tobeaperfectnuisance。I
canunderstandhisfeelin\'s,butreallyhe\'scarryin\'ittoofar。\"
Primedwithhismessagetotheunder-gardener,Sheltonwent。Hetookadespairinglookintothebilliard-room。Antoniawasnotthere。
Instead,atallandfat-cheekedgentlemanwithaneatmoustache,calledMabbey,waspractisingthespot-stroke。HepausedasSheltonentered,and,poutinglikeababy,askedinasleepyvoice,\"Playmeahundredup?\"
Sheltonshookhishead,stammeredouthissorrow,andwasabouttogo。
ThegentlemancalledMabbey,plaintivelyfeelingtheplaceswherehismoustachesjoinedhispinkandglossycheeks,askedwithanairofsomesurprise,\"What\'syourgeneralgame,then?\"
\"Ireallydon\'tknow,\"saidShelton。
ThegentlemancalledMabbeychalkedhiscue,and,movinghisround,knock-kneedlegsintheirtighttrousers,tookuphispositionforthestroke。
\"Whatpricethat?\"hesaid,asheregainedtheperpendicular;andhiswell-fedeyesfollowedSheltonwithsleepyinquisition。\"Curiousdarkhorse,Shelton,\"theyseemedtosay。
Sheltonhurriedout,andwasabouttorundownthelowerlawn,whenhewasaccostedbyanotherpersonwalkinginthesunshine——aslight-
builtmaninaturned-downcollar,withathinandfairmoustache,andafaintbluishtintononesideofhishighforehead,causedbyanetworkofthinveins。Hisfacehadsomethingoftheyouthful,optimistic,stained-glasslookpeculiartotherefinedEnglishtype。
Hewalkedelastically,yetwithtrimprecision,asifhehadapleasanttasteinfurnitureandchurches,andheldtheSpectatorinhishand。
\"Ah,Shelton!\"hesaidinhigh-tunedtones,haltinghislegsinsuchaneasyattitudethatitwasimpossibletointerruptit:\"cometotaketheair?\"
Shelton\'sownbrownface,nondescriptnose,andhisamiablebutdoggedchincontrastedstrangelywiththeclear-cutfeaturesofthestained-glassman。
\"IhearfromHalidomethatyou\'regoingtostandforParliament,\"thelattersaid。
Shelton,recallingHalidome\'sautocraticmannerofsettlingotherpeople\'sbusiness,smiled。
\"DoIlooklikeit?\"heasked。
Theeyebrowsquiveredonthestained-glassman。Ithadneveroccurredtohim,perhaps,thattostandforParliamentamanmustlooklikeit;heexaminedSheltonwithsomecuriosity。
\"Ah,well,\"hesaid,\"nowyoumentionit,perhapsnot。\"Hiseyes,socarefullyironical,althoughtheydifferedfromtheeyesofMabbey,alsoseemedtoaskofSheltonwhatsortofadarkhorsehewas。
\"You\'restillintheDomesticOffice,then?\"askedShelton。
Thestained-glassmanstoopedtosniffarosebush。\"Yes,\"hesaid;
\"itsuitsmeverywell。Igetlotsoftimeformyartwork。\"
\"Thatmustbeveryinteresting,\"saidShelton,whoseglancewasrovingforAntonia;\"Inevermanagedtobeginahobby。\"
\"Neverhadahobby!\"saidthestained-glassman,brushingbackhishairhewaswalkingwithnohat;\"why,whatthedeuced\'youdo?\"
Sheltoncouldnotanswer;theideahadnevertroubledhim。
\"Ireallydon\'tknow,\"hesaid,embarrassed;\"there\'salwayssomethinggoingon,asfarasIcansee。\"
Thestained-glassmanplacedhishandswithinhispockets,andhisbrightglancesweptoverhiscompanion。
\"Afellowmusthaveahobbytogivehimaninterestinlife,\"hesaid。
\"Aninterestinlife?\"repeatedSheltongrimly;\"lifeitselfisgoodenoughforme。\"
\"Oh!\"repliedthestained-glassman,asthoughhedisapprovedofregardinglifeitselfasinteresting。
\"That\'sallverywell,butyouwantsomethingmorethanthat。Whydon\'tyoutakeupwoodcarving?\"
\"Wood-carving?\"
\"ThemomentIgetfaggedwithofficepapersandthatsortofthingI
takeupmywood-carving;goodasagameofhockey。\"
\"Ihaven\'ttheenthusiasm。\"
Theeyebrowsofthestained-glassmantwitched;hetwistedhismoustache。
\"You\'llfindnothavingahobbydoesn\'tpay,\"hesaid;\"you\'llgetold,thenwhere\'llyoube?\"
Itcameasasurprisethatheshouldusethewords\"itdoesn\'tpay,\"
forhehadakindofpartiallyenamelledlook,likethatmodernjewellerywhichreallyseemsunconsciousofitsmarketvalue。
\"You\'vegivenuptheBar?Don\'tyougetawfullyboredhavingnothingtodo?\"pursuedthestained-glassman,stoppingbeforeanancientsundial。
Sheltonfeltadelicacy,asamannaturallywould,inexplainingthatbeinginlovewasinitselfenoughtodo。Todonothingisunworthyofaman!Buthehadneverfeltasyetthewantofanyoccupation。
Hissilenceinnowaydisconcertedhisacquaintance。
\"That\'saniceoldarticleofvirtue,\"hesaid,pointingwithhischin;and,walkingroundthesundial,hemadeitsacquaintancefromtheotherside。Itsgreyprofilecastathinandshorteningshadowontheturf;tonguesofmosswerelickingatitssides;thedaisiesclusteredthickarounditsbase;ithadacquiredalookofgrowingfromthesoil。\"Ishouldliketogetholdofthat,\"thestained-
glassmanremarked;\"Idon\'tknowwhenI\'veseenabetterspecimen,\"
andhewalkedrounditonceagain。
Hiseyebrowswerestillironicallyarched,butbelowthemhiseyeswerealmostcalculating,andbelowthem,again,hismouthhadopenedjustalittle。Apersonwithakeenereyewouldhavesaidhisfacelookedgreedy,andevenSheltonwassurprised,asthoughhehadreadintheSpectatoraconfessionofcommercialism。
\"Youcouldn\'tuprootathinglikethat,\"hesaid;\"itwouldloseallitscharm。\"
Hiscompanionturnedimpatiently,andhiscountenancelookedwonderfullygenuine。
\"Couldn\'tI?\"hesaid。\"ByJove!Ithoughtso。1690!Thebestperiod。\"Heranhisforgerroundthesundial\'sedge。\"Splendidline-cleanasthedaytheymadeit。Youdon\'tseemtocaremuchaboutthatsortofthing\";andonceagain,asthoughaccustomedtotheindifferenceofVandals,hisfaceregaineditsmask。
Theystrolledontowardsthekitchengardens,Sheltonstillbusysearchingeverypatchofshade。Hewantedtosay\"Can\'tstop,\"andhurryoff;buttherewasaboutthestained-glassmanasomethingthat,whilestingingShelton\'sfeelings,madetheshowingofthemquiteimpossible。\"Feelings!\"thatpersonseemedtosay;\"allverywell,butyouwantmorethanthat。Whynottakeupwood-carving?……Feelings!IwasborninEngland,andhavebeenatCambridge。\"
\"Areyoustayinglong?\"heaskedShelton。\"IgoontoHalidome\'sto-morrow;supposeIsha\'n\'tseeyouthere?Good,chap,oldHalidome!Collectionofetchingsveryfine!\"
\"No;I\'mstayingon,\"saidShelton。
\"Ah!\"saidthestained-glassman,\"charmingpeople,theDennants!\"
Shelton,reddeningslowly,turnedhisheadaway;hepickedagooseberry,andmuttered,\"Yes。\"
\"Theeldestgirlespecially;nononsenseabouther。Ithoughtshewasaparticularlynicegirl。\"
SheltonheardthispraiseofAntoniawithanoddsensation;itgavehimthereverseofpleasure,asthoughthewordshadcastnewlightuponher。Hegruntedhastily,\"Isupposeyouknowthatwe\'reengaged?\"
\"Really!\"saidthestained-glassman,andagainhisbright,clear,iron-committalglancesweptoverShelton——\"really!Ididn\'tknow。
Congratulateyou!\"
Itwasasifhesaid:\"You\'reamanoftaste;Ishouldsayshewouldgowellinalmostanydrawing-room!\"
\"Thanks,\"saidShelton;\"thereshe\'is。Ifyou\'llexcuseme,Iwanttospeaktoher。\"
CHAPTERXXIV
PARADISE
Antonia,inasunnyangleoftheoldbrickwall,amidthepinksandpoppiesandcornflowers,washummingtoherself。Sheltonsawthestained-glassmanpassoutofsight,then,unobserved,hewatchedhersmellingattheflowers,caressingherfacewitheachinturn,castingawayspoiledblossoms,andallthetimehummingthatsofttune。
Intwomonths,orthree,allbarriersbetweenhimselfandthisinscrutableyoungEvewouldbreak;shewouldbeapartofhim,andheapartofher;hewouldknowallherthoughts,andsheallhis;
togethertheywouldbeasone,andallwouldthinkofthem,andtalkofthem,asone;andthiswouldcomeaboutbystandinghalfanhourtogetherinachurch,bythepassingofaring,andthesigningoftheirnames。
Thesunwasburnishingherhair——sheworenohatflushinghercheeks,sweeteningandmakingsensuousherlimbs;ithadwarmedherthroughandthrough,sothat,liketheflowersandbees,thesunlightandtheair,shewasallmotion,light,andcolour。
SheturnedandsawSheltonstandingthere。
\"Oh,Dick!\"shesaid:\"Lendmeyourhand-kerchieftoputtheseflowersin,there\'sagoodboy!\"
Hercandideyes,blueastheflowersinherhands,wereclearandcoolasice,butinhersmilewasallthewarmprofusionofthatcorner;thesweetnesshadsoakedintoher,andwaswellingforthagain。Thesightofthosesun-warmedcheeks,andfingerstwiningroundtheflower-stalks,herpearlyteeth,andhairallfragrant,stolethereasonoutofShelton。Hestoodbeforeher,weakabouttheknees。
\"Foundyouatlast!\"hesaid。
Curvingbackherneck,shecriedout,\"Catch!\"andwithasweepofbothherhandsflungtheflowersintoShelton\'sarms。
Undertherainofflowers,allwarmandodorous,hedroppeddownonhisknees,andputthemonebyonetogether,smellingatthepinks,tohidetheviolenceofhisfeelings。Antoniawentonpickingflowers,andeverytimeherhandwasfullshedroppedthemonhishat,hisshoulder,orhisarms,andwentonpluckingmore;shesmiled,andonherlipsalittledevildanced,thatseemedtoknowwhathewassuffering。AndSheltonfeltthatshedidknow。
\"Areyoutired?\"sheasked;\"thereareheapsmorewanted。Thesearethebedroom-flowers——fourteenlots。Ican\'tthinkhowpeoplecanlivewithoutflowers,canyou?\"andcloseabovehisheadsheburiedherfaceinpinks。
Hekepthiseyesonthepluckedflowersbeforehimonthegrass,andforcedhimselftoanswer,\"IthinkIcanholdout。\"
\"PooroldDick!\"Shehadsteppedback。Thesunlittheclear-cutprofileofhercheek,andpoureditsgoldoverthebosomofherblouse。\"PooroldDick!Awfullyhardluck,isn\'tit?\"Burdenedwithmignonette,shecamesocloseagainthatnowshetouchedhisshoulder,butSheltondidnotlook;breathless,withwildlybeatingheart,hewentonsortingouttheflowers。Theseedsofmignonetterainedonhisneck,andasshelettheblossomsfall,theirperfumefannedhisface。\"Youneedn\'tsortthemout!\"shesaid。
Wassheenticinghim?Hestolealook;butshewasgoneagain,swayingandsniffingattheflowers。
\"IsupposeI\'monlyhinderingyou,\"hegrowled;\"I\'dbettergo。\"
Shelaughed。
\"Iliketoseeyouonyourknees,youlooksofunny!\"andasshespokesheflungaclovecarnationathim。\"Doesn\'titsmellgood?\"
\"ToogoodOh,Antonia!whyareyoudoingthis?\"
\"WhyamIdoingwhat?\"
\"Don\'tyouknowwhatyouaredoing?\"
\"Why,pickingflowers!\"andoncemoreshewasback,bendingandsniffingattheblossoms。
\"That\'senough。\"