MissBartlettwasinthedrawing-room,gazingatthephotographofSt。Johnascending,whichhadbeenframed。
\"Howdreadful!\"shemurmured,\"howmorethandreadful,ifMr。
Vyseshouldcometohearofitfromsomeothersource。”
\"Oh,no,Charlotte,\"saidthegirl,enteringthebattle。\"GeorgeEmersonisallright,andwhatothersourceisthere?\"
MissBartlettconsidered。\"Forinstance,thedriver。Isawhimlookingthroughthebushesatyou,rememberhehadavioletbetweenhisteeth。”
Lucyshudderedalittle。\"Weshallgetthesillyaffaironournervesifwearen\'tcareful。HowcouldaFlorentinecab-driverevergetholdofCecil?\"
\"Wemustthinkofeverypossibility。”
\"Oh,it\'sallright。”
\"OrperhapsoldMr。Emersonknows。Infact,heiscertaintoknow。”
\"Idon\'tcareifhedoes。Iwasgratefultoyouforyourletter,butevenifthenewsdoesgetround,IthinkIcantrustCeciltolaughatit。”
\"Tocontradictit?\"
\"No,tolaughatit。”Butsheknewinherheartthatshecouldnottrusthim,forhedesiredheruntouched。
\"Verywell,dear,youknowbest。PerhapsgentlemenaredifferenttowhattheywerewhenIwasyoung。Ladiesarecertainlydifferent。”
\"Now,Charlotte!\"Shestruckatherplayfully。\"Youkind,anxiousthing。WhatWOULDyouhavemedo?Firstyousay\'Don\'ttell\';andthenyousay,\'Tell\'。Whichisittobe?Quick!\"
MissBartlettsighed\"Iamnomatchforyouinconversation,dearest。IblushwhenIthinkhowIinterferedatFlorence,andyousowellabletolookafteryourself,andsomuchclevererinallwaysthanIam。Youwillneverforgiveme。”
\"Shallwegoout,then。Theywillsmashallthechinaifwedon\'t。”
FortheairrangwiththeshrieksofMinnie,whowasbeingscalpedwithateaspoon。
\"Dear,onemoment——wemaynothavethischanceforachatagain。
Haveyouseentheyoungoneyet?\"
\"Yes,Ihave。”
\"Whathappened?\"
\"WemetattheRectory。”
\"Whatlineishetakingup?\"
\"Noline。HetalkedaboutItaly,likeanyotherperson。Itisreallyallright。Whatadvantagewouldhegetfrombeingacad,toputitbluntly?IdowishIcouldmakeyouseeitmyway。Hereallywon\'tbeanynuisance,Charlotte。”
\"Onceacad,alwaysacad。Thatismypooropinion。”
Lucypaused。\"Cecilsaidoneday——andIthoughtitsoprofound——thattherearetwokindsofcads——theconsciousandthesubconscious。”Shepausedagain,tobesureofdoingjusticetoCecil\'sprofundity。ThroughthewindowshesawCecilhimself,turningoverthepagesofanovel。ItwasanewonefromSmith\'slibrary。Hermothermusthavereturnedfromthestation。
\"Onceacad,alwaysacad,\"dronedMissBartlett。
\"WhatImeanbysubconsciousisthatEmersonlosthishead。I
fellintoallthoseviolets,andhewassillyandsurprised。I
don\'tthinkweoughttoblamehimverymuch。Itmakessuchadifferencewhenyouseeapersonwithbeautifulthingsbehindhimunexpectedly。Itreallydoes;itmakesanenormousdifference,andhelosthishead:hedoesn\'tadmireme,oranyofthatnonsense,onestraw。Freddyratherlikeshim,andhasaskedhimuphereonSunday,soyoucanjudgeforyourself。Hehasimproved;hedoesn\'talwayslookasifhe\'sgoingtoburstintotears。HeisaclerkintheGeneralManager\'sofficeatoneofthebigrailways——notaporter!andrunsdowntohisfatherforweek-ends。Papawastodowithjournalism,butisrheumaticandhasretired。There!Nowforthegarden。”Shetookholdofherguestbythearm。\"Supposewedon\'ttalkaboutthissillyItalianbusinessanymore。WewantyoutohaveanicerestfulvisitatWindyCorner,withnoworriting。”
Lucythoughtthisratheragoodspeech。Thereadermayhavedetectedanunfortunateslipinit。WhetherMissBartlettdetectedthesliponecannotsay,foritisimpossibletopenetrateintothemindsofelderlypeople。Shemighthavespokenfurther,buttheywereinterruptedbytheentranceofherhostess。Explanationstookplace,andinthemidstofthemLucyescaped,theimagesthrobbingalittlemorevividlyinherbrain。
ChapterXV:TheDisasterWithinTheSundayafterMissBartlett\'sarrivalwasagloriousday,likemostofthedaysofthatyear。IntheWeald,autumnapproached,breakingupthegreenmonotonyofsummer,touchingtheparkswiththegreybloomofmist,thebeech-treeswithrusset,theoak-treeswithgold。Upontheheights,battalionsofblackpineswitnessedthechange,themselvesunchangeable。Eithercountrywasspannedbyacloudlesssky,andineitherarosethetinkleofchurchbells。
ThegardenofWindyCornerswasdesertedexceptforaredbook,whichlaysunningitselfuponthegravelpath。Fromthehousecameincoherentsounds,asoffemalespreparingforworship。\"Themensaytheywon\'tgo\"——\"Well,Idon\'tblamethem\"——Minniesays,needshego?\"——\"Tellher,nononsense\"——\"Anne!Mary!
Hookmebehind!\"——\"DearestLucia,mayItrespassuponyouforapin?\"ForMissBartletthadannouncedthatsheatalleventswasoneforchurch。
Thesunrosehigheronitsjourney,guided,notbyPhaethon,butbyApollo,competent,unswerving,divine。Itsraysfellontheladieswhenevertheyadvancedtowardsthebedroomwindows;onMr。BeebedownatSummerStreetashesmiledoveraletterfromMissCatharineAlan;onGeorgeEmersoncleaninghisfather\'sboots;andlastly,tocompletethecatalogueofmemorablethings,ontheredbookmentionedpreviously。Theladiesmove,Mr。Beebemoves,Georgemoves,andmovementmayengendershadow。
Butthisbookliesmotionless,tobecaressedallthemorningbythesunandtoraiseitscoversslightly,asthoughacknowledgingthecaress。
PresentlyLucystepsoutofthedrawing-roomwindow。Hernewcerisedresshasbeenafailure,andmakesherlooktawdryandwan。Atherthroatisagarnetbrooch,onherfingeraringsetwithrubies——anengagementring。HereyesarebenttotheWeald。
Shefrownsalittle——notinanger,butasabravechildfrownswhenheistryingnottocry。Inallthatexpansenohumaneyeislookingather,andshemayfrownunrebukedandmeasurethespacesthatyetsurvivebetweenApolloandthewesternhills。
\"Lucy!Lucy!What\'sthatbook?Who\'sbeentakingabookoutoftheshelfandleavingitabouttospoil?\"
\"It\'sonlythelibrarybookthatCecil\'sbeenreading。”
\"Butpickitup,anddon\'tstandidlingtherelikeaflamingo。”
Lucypickedupthebookandglancedatthetitlelistlessly,UnderaLoggia。Shenolongerreadnovelsherself,devotingallhersparetimetosolidliteratureinthehopeofcatchingCecilup。Itwasdreadfulhowlittlesheknew,andevenwhenshethoughtsheknewathing,liketheItalianpainters,shefoundshehadforgottenit。OnlythismorningshehadconfusedFrancescoFranciawithPierodellaFrancesca,andCecilhadsaid,\"What!youaren\'tforgettingyourItalyalready?\"Andthistoohadlentanxietytohereyeswhenshesalutedthedearviewandthedeargardenintheforeground,andabovethem,scarcelyconceivableelsewhere,thedearsun。
\"Lucy——haveyouasixpenceforMinnieandashillingforyourself?\"
Shehastenedintohermother,whowasrapidlyworkingherselfintoaSundayfluster。
\"It\'saspecialcollection——Iforgetwhatfor。Idobeg,novulgarclinkingintheplatewithhalfpennies;seethatMinniehasanicebrightsixpence。Whereisthechild?Minnie!Thatbook\'sallwarped。Gracious,howplainyoulook!PutitundertheAtlastopress。Minnie!\"
\"Oh,Mrs。Honeychurch——\"fromtheupperregions。
\"Minnie,don\'tbelate。Herecomesthehorse\"——itwasalwaysthehorse,neverthecarriage。\"Where\'sCharlotte?Runupandhurryher。Whyisshesolong?Shehadnothingtodo。Sheneverbringsanythingbutblouses。PoorCharlotte——HowIdodetestblouses!
Minnie!\"
Paganismisinfectious——moreinfectiousthandiphtheriaorpiety——andtheRector\'sniecewastakentochurchprotesting。Asusual,shedidn\'tseewhy。Whyshouldn\'tshesitinthesunwiththeyoungmen?Theyoungmen,whohadnowappeared,mockedherwithungenerouswords。Mrs。Honeychurchdefendedorthodoxy,andinthemidstoftheconfusionMissBartlett,dressedintheveryheightofthefashion,camestrollingdownthestairs。
\"DearMarian,Iamverysorry,butIhavenosmallchange——
nothingbutsovereignsandhalfcrowns。Couldanyonegiveme——\"
\"Yes,easily。Jumpin。Graciousme,howsmartyoulook!Whatalovelyfrock!Youputusalltoshame。”
\"IfIdidnotwearmybestragsandtattersnow,whenshouldI
wearthem?\"saidMissBartlettreproachfully。Shegotintothevictoriaandplacedherselfwithherbacktothehorse。Thenecessaryroarensued,andthentheydroveoff。
\"Good-bye!Begood!\"calledoutCecil。
Lucybitherlip,forthetonewassneering。Onthesubjectof\"churchandsoon\"theyhadhadratheranunsatisfactoryconversation。Hehadsaidthatpeopleoughttooverhaulthemselves,andshedidnotwanttooverhaulherself;shedidnotknowitwasdone。HonestorthodoxyCecilrespected,buthealwaysassumedthathonestyistheresultofaspiritualcrisis;hecouldnotimagineitasanaturalbirthright,thatmightgrowheavenwardlikeflowers。Allthathesaidonthissubjectpainedher,thoughheexudedtolerancefromeverypore;somehowtheEmersonsweredifferent。
ShesawtheEmersonsafterchurch。Therewasalineofcarriagesdowntheroad,andtheHoneychurchvehiclehappenedtobeoppositeCissieVilla。Tosavetime,theywalkedoverthegreentoit,andfoundfatherandsonsmokinginthegarden。
\"Introduceme,\"saidhermother。\"Unlesstheyoungmanconsidersthatheknowsmealready。”
Heprobablydid;butLucyignoredtheSacredLakeandintroducedthemformally。OldMr。Emersonclaimedherwithmuchwarmth,andsaidhowgladhewasthatshewasgoingtobemarried。Shesaidyes,shewasgladtoo;andthen,asMissBartlettandMinniewerelingeringbehindwithMr。Beebe,sheturnedtheconversationtoalessdisturbingtopic,andaskedhimhowhelikedhisnewhouse。
\"Verymuch,\"hereplied,buttherewasanoteofoffenceinhisvoice;shehadneverknownhimoffendedbefore。Headded:\"Wefind,though,thattheMissAlanswerecoming,andthatwehaveturnedthemout。Womenmindsuchathing。Iamverymuchupsetaboutit。”
\"Ibelievethattherewassomemisunderstanding,\"saidMrs。
Honeychurchuneasily。
\"Ourlandlordwastoldthatweshouldbeadifferenttypeofperson,\"saidGeorge,whoseemeddisposedtocarrythematterfurther。\"Hethoughtweshouldbeartistic。Heisdisappointed。”
\"AndIwonderwhetherweoughttowritetotheMissAlansandoffertogiveitup。Whatdoyouthink?\"HeappealedtoLucy。
\"Oh,stopnowyouhavecome,\"saidLucylightly。ShemustavoidcensuringCecil。ForitwasonCecilthatthelittleepisodeturned,thoughhisnamewasnevermentioned。
\"SoGeorgesays。HesaysthattheMissAlansmustgotothewall。
Yetitdoesseemsounkind。”
\"Thereisonlyacertainamountofkindnessintheworld,\"saidGeorge,watchingthesunlightflashonthepanelsofthepassingcarriages。
\"Yes!\"exclaimedMrs。Honeychurch。\"That\'sexactlywhatIsay。
WhyallthistwiddlingandtwaddlingovertwoMissAlans?\"
\"Thereisacertainamountofkindness,justasthereisacertainamountoflight,\"hecontinuedinmeasuredtones。\"Wecastashadowonsomethingwhereverwestand,anditisnogoodmovingfromplacetoplacetosavethings;becausetheshadowalwaysfollows。Chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoharm——yes,chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoverymuchharm,andstandinitforallyouareworth,facingthesunshine。”
\"Oh,Mr。Emerson,Iseeyou\'reclever!\"
\"Eh——?\"
\"Iseeyou\'regoingtobeclever。Ihopeyoudidn\'tgobehavinglikethattopoorFreddy。”
George\'seyeslaughed,andLucysuspectedthatheandhermotherwouldgetonratherwell。
\"No,Ididn\'t,\"hesaid。\"Hebehavedthatwaytome。Itishisphilosophy。Onlyhestartslifewithit;andIhavetriedtheNoteofInterrogationfirst。”
\"WhatDOyoumean?No,nevermindwhatyoumean。Don\'texplain。
Helooksforwardtoseeingyouthisafternoon。Doyouplaytennis?DoyoumindtennisonSunday——?\"
\"GeorgemindtennisonSunday!George,afterhiseducation,distinguishbetweenSunday——\"
\"Verywell,Georgedoesn\'tmindtennisonSunday。NomoredoI。
That\'ssettled。Mr。Emerson,ifyoucouldcomewithyoursonweshouldbesopleased。”
Hethankedher,butthewalksoundedratherfar;hecouldonlypotteraboutinthesedays。
SheturnedtoGeorge:\"AndthenhewantstogiveuphishousetotheMissAlans。”
\"Iknow,\"saidGeorge,andputhisarmroundhisfather\'sneck。
ThekindnessthatMr。BeebeandLucyhadalwaysknowntoexistinhimcameoutsuddenly,likesunlighttouchingavastlandscape——atouchofthemorningsun?Sherememberedthatinallhisperversitieshehadneverspokenagainstaffection。
MissBartlettapproached。
\"Youknowourcousin,MissBartlett,\"saidMrs。Honeychurchpleasantly。\"YoumetherwithmydaughterinFlorence。”
\"Yes,indeed!\"saidtheoldman,andmadeasifhewouldcomeoutofthegardentomeetthelady。MissBartlettpromptlygotintothevictoria。Thusentrenched,sheemittedaformalbow。ItwasthepensionBertoliniagain,thedining-tablewiththedecantersofwaterandwine。Itwastheold,oldbattleoftheroomwiththeview。
Georgedidnotrespondtothebow。Likeanyboy,heblushedandwasashamed;heknewthatthechaperonremembered。Hesaid:\"I——
I\'llcomeuptotennisifIcanmanageit,\"andwentintothehouse。PerhapsanythingthathedidwouldhavepleasedLucy,buthisawkwardnesswentstraighttoherheart;menwerenotgodsafterall,butashumanandasclumsyasgirls;evenmenmightsufferfromunexplaineddesires,andneedhelp。Tooneofherupbringing,andofherdestination,theweaknessofmenwasatruthunfamiliar,butshehadsurmiseditatFlorence,whenGeorgethrewherphotographsintotheRiverArno。
\"George,don\'tgo,\"criedhisfather,whothoughtitagreattreatforpeopleifhissonwouldtalktothem。\"Georgehasbeeninsuchgoodspiritstoday,andIamsurehewillendbycomingupthisafternoon。”
Lucycaughthercousin\'seye。Somethinginitsmuteappealmadeherreckless。\"Yes,\"shesaid,raisinghervoice,\"Idohopehewill。”Thenshewenttothecarriageandmurmured,\"Theoldmanhasn\'tbeentold;Iknewitwasallright。”Mrs。Honeychurchfollowedher,andtheydroveaway。
SatisfactorythatMr。EmersonhadnotbeentoldoftheFlorenceescapade;yetLucy\'sspiritsshouldnothaveleaptupasifshehadsightedtherampartsofheaven。Satisfactory;yetsurelyshegreeteditwithdisproportionatejoy。Allthewayhomethehorses\'hoofssangatunetoher:\"Hehasnottold,hehasnottold。”Herbrainexpandedthemelody:\"Hehasnottoldhisfather——towhomhetellsallthings。Itwasnotanexploit。HedidnotlaughatmewhenIhadgone。”Sheraisedherhandtohercheek。\"Hedoesnotloveme。No。Howterribleifhedid!Buthehasnottold。Hewillnottell。”
Shelongedtoshoutthewords:\"Itisallright。It\'sasecretbetweenustwoforever。Cecilwillneverhear。”ShewasevengladthatMissBartletthadmadeherpromisesecrecy,thatlastdarkeveningatFlorence,whentheyhadkneltpackinginhisroom。Thesecret,bigorlittle,wasguarded。
OnlythreeEnglishpeopleknewofitintheworld。Thussheinterpretedherjoy。ShegreetedCecilwithunusualradiance,becauseshefeltsosafe。Ashehelpedheroutofthecarriage,shesaid:
\"TheEmersonshavebeensonice。GeorgeEmersonhasimprovedenormously。”
\"Howaremyproteges?\"askedCecil,whotooknorealinterestinthem,andhadlongsinceforgottenhisresolutiontobringthemtoWindyCornerforeducationalpurposes。
\"Proteges!\"sheexclaimedwithsomewarmth。FortheonlyrelationshipwhichCecilconceivedwasfeudal:thatofprotectorandprotected。Hehadnoglimpseofthecomradeshipafterwhichthegirl\'ssoulyearned。
\"Youshallseeforyourselfhowyourprotegesare。GeorgeEmersoniscomingupthisafternoon。Heisamostinterestingmantotalkto。Onlydon\'t——\"Shenearlysaid,\"Don\'tprotecthim。”Butthebellwasringingforlunch,and,asoftenhappened,Cecilhadpaidnogreatattentiontoherremarks。Charm,notargument,wastobeherforte。
Lunchwasacheerfulmeal。GenerallyLucywasdepressedatmeals。
Someonehadtobesoothed——eitherCecilorMissBartlettoraBeingnotvisibletothemortaleye——aBeingwhowhisperedtohersoul:\"Itwillnotlast,thischeerfulness。InJanuaryyoumustgotoLondontoentertainthegrandchildrenofcelebratedmen。”
Butto-dayshefeltshehadreceivedaguarantee。Hermotherwouldalwayssitthere,herbrotherhere。Thesun,thoughithadmovedalittlesincethemorning,wouldneverbehiddenbehindthewesternhills。Afterluncheontheyaskedhertoplay。ShehadseenGluck\'sArmidethatyear,andplayedfrommemorythemusicoftheenchantedgarden——themusictowhichRenaudapproaches,beneaththelightofaneternaldawn,themusicthatnevergains,neverwanes,butripplesforeverlikethetidelessseasoffairyland。Suchmusicisnotforthepiano,andheraudiencebegantogetrestive,andCecil,sharingthediscontent,calledout:\"Nowplayustheothergarden——theoneinParsifal。”
Sheclosedtheinstrument。
\"Notverydutiful,\"saidhermother\'svoice。
FearingthatshehadoffendedCecil,sheturnedquicklyround。
ThereGeorgewas。Hehadcreptinwithoutinterruptingher。
\"Oh,Ihadnoidea!\"sheexclaimed,gettingveryred;andthen,withoutawordofgreeting,shereopenedthepiano。CecilshouldhavetheParsifal,andanythingelsethatheliked。
\"Ourperformerhaschangedhermind,\"saidMissBartlett,perhapsimplying,shewillplaythemusictoMr。Emerson。Lucydidnotknowwhattodonorevenwhatshewantedtodo。SheplayedafewbarsoftheFlowerMaidens\'songverybadlyandthenshestopped。
\"Ivotetennis,\"saidFreddy,disgustedatthescrappyentertainment。
\"Yes,sodoI。”Oncemoresheclosedtheunfortunatepiano。\"I
voteyouhaveamen\'sfour。”
\"Allright。”
\"Notforme,thankyou,\"saidCecil。\"Iwillnotspoiltheset。”
Heneverrealizedthatitmaybeanactofkindnessinabadplayertomakeupafourth。
\"Oh,comealongCecil。I\'mbad,Floyd\'srotten,andsoIdaresay\'sEmerson。”
Georgecorrectedhim:\"Iamnotbad。”
Onelookeddownone\'snoseatthis。\"ThencertainlyIwon\'tplay,\"saidCecil,whileMissBartlett,undertheimpressionthatshewassnubbingGeorge,added:\"Iagreewithyou,Mr。Vyse。Youhadmuchbetternotplay。Muchbetternot。”
Minnie,rushinginwhereCecilfearedtotread,announcedthatshewouldplay。\"Ishallmisseveryballanyway,sowhatdoesitmatter?\"ButSundayintervenedandstampedheavilyuponthekindlysuggestion。
\"ThenitwillhavetobeLucy,\"saidMrs。Honeychurch;\"youmustfallbackonLucy。Thereisnootherwayoutofit。Lucy,goandchangeyourfrock。”
Lucy\'sSabbathwasgenerallyofthisamphibiousnature。Shekeptitwithouthypocrisyinthemorning,andbrokeitwithoutreluctanceintheafternoon。Asshechangedherfrock,shewonderedwhetherCecilwassneeringather;reallyshemustoverhaulherselfandsettleeverythingupbeforeshemarriedhim。
Mr。Floydwasherpartner。Shelikedmusic,buthowmuchbettertennisseemed。Howmuchbettertorunaboutincomfortableclothesthantositatthepianoandfeelgirtunderthearms。
Oncemoremusicappearedtohertheemploymentofachild。Georgeserved,andsurprisedherbyhisanxietytowin。SherememberedhowhehadsighedamongthetombsatSantaCrocebecausethingswouldn\'tfit;howafterthedeathofthatobscureItalianhehadleantovertheparapetbytheArnoandsaidtoher:\"Ishallwanttolive,Itellyou,\"Hewantedtolivenow,towinattennis,tostandforallhewasworthinthesun——thesunwhichhadbeguntodeclineandwasshininginhereyes;andhedidwin。
Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked!Thehillsstoodoutaboveitsradiance,asFiesolestandsabovetheTuscanPlain,andtheSouthDowns,ifonechose,werethemountainsofCarrara。ShemightbeforgettingherItaly,butshewasnoticingmorethingsinherEngland。Onecouldplayanewgamewiththeview,andtrytofindinitsinnumerablefoldssometownorvillagethatwoulddoforFlorence。Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked!
ButnowCecilclaimedher。Hechancedtobeinalucidcriticalmood,andwouldnotsympathizewithexaltation。Hehadbeenratheranuisanceallthroughthetennis,forthenovelthathewasreadingwassobadthathewasobligedtoreaditaloudtoothers。Hewouldstrollroundtheprecinctsofthecourtandcallout:\"Isay,listentothis,Lucy。Threesplitinfinitives。”
\"Dreadful!\"saidLucy,andmissedherstroke。Whentheyhadfinishedtheirset,hestillwentonreading;therewassomemurderscene,andreallyeveryonemustlistentoit。FreddyandMr。Floydwereobligedtohuntforalostballinthelaurels,buttheothertwoacquiesced。
\"ThesceneislaidinFlorence。”
\"Whatfun,Cecil!Readaway。Come,Mr。Emerson,sitdownafterallyourenergy。”Shehad\"forgiven\"George,assheputit,andshemadeapointofbeingpleasanttohim。
Hejumpedoverthenetandsatdownatherfeetasking:\"You——andareyoutired?\"
\"OfcourseI\'mnot!\"
\"Doyoumindbeingbeaten?\"
Shewasgoingtoanswer,\"No,\"whenitstruckherthatshedidmind,sosheanswered,\"Yes。”Sheaddedmerrily,\"Idon\'tseeyou\'resuchasplendidplayer,though。Thelightwasbehindyou,anditwasinmyeyes。”
\"IneversaidIwas。”
\"Why,youdid!\"
\"Youdidn\'tattend。”
\"Yousaid——oh,don\'tgoinforaccuracyatthishouse。Weallexaggerate,andwegetveryangrywithpeoplewhodon\'t。”
\"\'ThesceneislaidinFlorence,\'\"repeatedCecil,withanupwardnote。
Lucyrecollectedherself。
\"\'Sunset。Leonorawasspeeding——\'\"
Lucyinterrupted。\"Leonora?IsLeonoratheheroine?Who\'sthebookby?\"
\"JosephEmeryPrank。\'Sunset。Leonoraspeedingacrossthesquare。
Praythesaintsshemightnotarrivetoolate。Sunset——thesunsetofItaly。UnderOrcagna\'sLoggia——theLoggiade\'Lanzi,aswesometimescallitnow——\'\"
Lucyburstintolaughter。\"\'JosephEmeryPrank\'indeed!Whyit\'sMissLavish!It\'sMissLavish\'snovel,andshe\'spublishingitundersomebodyelse\'sname。”
\"WhomayMissLavishbe?\"
\"Oh,adreadfulperson——Mr。Emerson,yourememberMissLavish?\"
Excitedbyherpleasantafternoon,sheclappedherhands。
Georgelookedup。\"OfcourseIdo。IsawherthedayIarrivedatSummerStreet。Itwasshewhotoldmethatyoulivedhere。”
\"Weren\'tyoupleased?\"Shemeant\"toseeMissLavish,\"butwhenhebentdowntothegrasswithoutreplying,itstruckherthatshecouldmeansomethingelse。Shewatchedhishead,whichwasalmostrestingagainstherknee,andshethoughtthattheearswerereddening。\"Nowonderthenovel\'sbad,\"sheadded。\"IneverlikedMissLavish。ButIsupposeoneoughttoreaditasone\'smether。”
\"Allmodernbooksarebad,\"saidCecil,whowasannoyedatherinattention,andventedhisannoyanceonliterature。\"Everyonewritesformoneyinthesedays。”
\"Oh,Cecil——!\"
\"Itisso。IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。”
Cecil,thisafternoonseemedsuchatwitteringsparrow。Theupsanddownsinhisvoicewerenoticeable,buttheydidnotaffecther。Shehaddweltamongstmelodyandmovement,andhernervesrefusedtoanswertotheclangofhis。Leavinghimtobeannoyed,shegazedattheblackheadagain。Shedidnotwanttostrokeit,butshesawherselfwantingtostrokeit;thesensationwascurious。
\"Howdoyoulikethisviewofours,Mr。Emerson?\"
\"Inevernoticemuchdifferenceinviews。”
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Becausethey\'reallalike。Becauseallthatmattersinthemisdistanceandair。”
\"H\'m!\"saidCecil,uncertainwhethertheremarkwasstrikingornot。
\"Myfather\"——helookedupatherandhewasalittleflushed——
\"saysthatthereisonlyoneperfectview——theviewoftheskystraightoverourheads,andthatalltheseviewsoneartharebutbungledcopiesofit。”
\"IexpectyourfatherhasbeenreadingDante,\"saidCecil,fingeringthenovel,whichalonepermittedhimtoleadtheconversation。
\"Hetoldusanotherdaythatviewsarereallycrowds——crowdsoftreesandhousesandhills——andareboundtoresembleeachother,likehumancrowds——andthatthepowertheyhaveoverusissometimessupernatural,forthesamereason。”
Lucy\'slipsparted。
\"Foracrowdismorethanthepeoplewhomakeitup。Somethinggetsaddedtoit——nooneknowshow——justassomethinghasgotaddedtothosehills。”
HepointedwithhisracquettotheSouthDowns。
\"Whatasplendididea!\"shemurmured。\"Ishallenjoyhearingyourfathertalkagain。I\'msosorryhe\'snotsowell。”
\"No,heisn\'twell。”
\"There\'sanabsurdaccountofaviewinthisbook,\"saidCecil。
\"Alsothatmenfallintotwoclasses——thosewhoforgetviewsandthosewhorememberthem,eveninsmallrooms。”
\"Mr。Emerson,haveyouanybrothersorsisters?\"
\"None。Why?\"
\"Youspokeof\'us。\'\"
\"Mymother,Iwasmeaning。”
Cecilclosedthenovelwithabang。
\"Oh,Cecil——howyoumademejump!\"
\"IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。”
\"IcanjustrememberusallthreegoingintothecountryforthedayandseeingasfarasHindhead。ItisthefirstthingthatI
remember。”
Cecilgotup;themanwasill-bred——hehadn\'tputonhiscoataftertennis——hedidn\'tdo。HewouldhavestrolledawayifLucyhadnotstoppedhim。
\"Cecil,doreadthethingabouttheview。”
\"NotwhileMr。Emersonisheretoentertainus。”
\"No——readaway。Ithinknothing\'sfunnierthantohearsillythingsreadoutloud。IfMr。Emersonthinksusfrivolous,hecango。”
ThisstruckCecilassubtle,andpleasedhim。Itputtheirvisitorinthepositionofaprig。Somewhatmollified,hesatdownagain。
\"Mr。Emerson,goandfindtennisballs。”Sheopenedthebook。
Cecilmusthavehisreadingandanythingelsethatheliked。ButherattentionwanderedtoGeorge\'smother,who——accordingtoMr。
Eager——hadbeenmurderedinthesightofGodaccordingtoherson——hadseenasfarasHindhead。
\"AmIreallytogo?\"askedGeorge。
\"No,ofcoursenotreally,\"sheanswered。
\"Chaptertwo,\"saidCecil,yawning。\"Findmechaptertwo,ifitisn\'tbotheringyou。”
Chaptertwowasfound,andsheglancedatitsopeningsentences。
Shethoughtshehadgonemad。
\"Here——handmethebook。”
Sheheardhervoicesaying:\"Itisn\'tworthreading——it\'stoosillytoread——Ineversawsuchrubbish——itoughtn\'ttobeallowedtobeprinted。”
Hetookthebookfromher。
\"\'Leonora,\'\"heread,\"\'satpensiveandalone。BeforeherlaytherichchampaignofTuscany,dottedoverwithmanyasmilingvillage。Theseasonwasspring。\'\"
MissLavishknew,somehow,andhadprintedthepastindraggledprose,forCeciltoreadandforGeorgetohear。
\"\'Agoldenhaze,\'\"heread。Heread:\"\'AfaroffthetowersofFlorence,whilethebankonwhichshesatwascarpetedwithviolets。AllunobservedAntoniostoleupbehindher——\'\"
LestCecilshouldseeherfacesheturnedtoGeorgeandsawhisface。
Heread:\"\'Therecamefromhislipsnowordyprotestationsuchasformalloversuse。Noeloquencewashis,nordidhesufferfromthelackofit。Hesimplyenfoldedherinhismanlyarms。\'\"
\"Thisisn\'tthepassageIwanted,\"heinformedthem。\"thereisanothermuchfunnier,furtheron。”Heturnedovertheleaves。
\"Shouldwegointotea?\"saidLucy,whosevoiceremainedsteady。
Sheledthewayupthegarden,Cecilfollowingher,Georgelast。
Shethoughtadisasterwasaverted。Butwhentheyenteredtheshrubberyitcame。Thebook,asifithadnotworkedmischiefenough,hadbeenforgotten,andCecilmustgobackforit;andGeorge,wholovedpassionately,mustblunderagainstherinthenarrowpath。
\"No——\"shegasped,and,forthesecondtime,waskissedbyhim。
Asifnomorewaspossible,heslippedback;Cecilrejoinedher;
theyreachedtheupperlawnalone。
ChapterXVI:LyingtoGeorgeButLucyhaddevelopedsincethespring。Thatistosay,shewasnowbetterabletostifletheemotionsofwhichtheconventionsandtheworlddisapprove。Thoughthedangerwasgreater,shewasnotshakenbydeepsobs。ShesaidtoCecil,\"Iamnotcomingintotea——tellmother——Imustwritesomeletters,\"andwentuptoherroom。Thenshepreparedforaction。Lovefeltandreturned,lovewhichourbodiesexactandourheartshavetransfigured,lovewhichisthemostrealthingthatweshallevermeet,reappearednowastheworld\'senemy,andshemuststifleit。
ShesentforMissBartlett。
Thecontestlaynotbetweenloveandduty。Perhapsthereneverissuchacontest。Itlaybetweentherealandthepretended,andLucy\'sfirstaimwastodefeatherself。Asherbraincloudedover,asthememoryoftheviewsgrewdimandthewordsofthebookdiedaway,shereturnedtoheroldshibbolethofnerves。She\"conqueredherbreakdown。”Tamperingwiththetruth,sheforgotthatthetruthhadeverbeen。RememberingthatshewasengagedtoCecil,shecompelledherselftoconfusedremembrancesofGeorge;
hewasnothingtoher;heneverhadbeenanything;hehadbehavedabominably;shehadneverencouragedhim。Thearmouroffalsehoodissubtlywroughtoutofdarkness,andhidesamannotonlyfromothers,butfromhisownsoul。InafewmomentsLucywasequippedforbattle。
\"Somethingtooawfulhashappened,\"shebegan,assoonashercousinarrived。\"DoyouknowanythingaboutMissLavish\'snovel?\"
MissBartlettlookedsurprised,andsaidthatshehadnotreadthebook,norknownthatitwaspublished;Eleanorwasareticentwomanatheart。
\"Thereisasceneinit。Theheroandheroinemakelove。Doyouknowaboutthat?\"
\"Dear——?\"
\"Doyouknowaboutit,please?\"sherepeated。\"Theyareonahillside,andFlorenceisinthedistance。”
\"MygoodLucia,Iamallatsea。Iknownothingaboutitwhatever。”
\"Thereareviolets。Icannotbelieveitisacoincidence。
Charlotte,Charlotte,howcouldyouhavetoldher?Ihavethoughtbeforespeaking;itmustbeyou。”
\"Thennever——never——nevermoreshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。”
\"Soyoudidtell?\"
\"Ididjusthappen——whenIhadteawithheratRome——inthecourseofconversation——\"
\"ButCharlotte——whataboutthepromiseyougavemewhenwewerepacking?WhydidyoutellMissLavish,whenyouwouldn\'tevenletmetellmother?\"
\"IwillneverforgiveEleanor。Shehasbetrayedmyconfidence。”
\"Whydidyoutellher,though?Thisisamostseriousthing。”
Whydoesanyonetellanything?Thequestioniseternal,anditwasnotsurprisingthatMissBartlettshouldonlysighfaintlyinresponse。Shehaddonewrong——sheadmittedit,sheonlyhopedthatshehadnotdoneharm;shehadtoldEleanorinthestrictestconfidence。
Lucystampedwithirritation。
\"CecilhappenedtoreadoutthepassagealoudtomeandtoMr。
Emerson;itupsetMr。Emersonandheinsultedmeagain。BehindCecil\'sback。Ugh!Isitpossiblethatmenaresuchbrutes?
BehindCecil\'sbackaswewerewalkingupthegarden。”
MissBartlettburstintoself-accusationsandregrets。
\"Whatistobedonenow?Canyoutellme?\"
\"Oh,Lucy——Ishallneverforgivemyself,nevertomydyingday。
Fancyifyourprospects——\"
\"Iknow,\"saidLucy,wincingattheword。\"IseenowwhyyouwantedmetotellCecil,andwhatyoumeantby\'someothersource。\'YouknewthatyouhadtoldMissLavish,andthatshewasnotreliable。
ItwasMissBartlett\'sturntowince。\"However,\"saidthegirl,despisinghercousin\'sshiftiness,\"What\'sdone\'sdone。Youhaveputmeinamostawkwardposition。HowamItogetoutofit?\"
MissBartlettcouldnotthink。Thedaysofherenergywereover。
Shewasavisitor,notachaperon,andadiscreditedvisitoratthat。Shestoodwithclaspedhandswhilethegirlworkedherselfintothenecessaryrage。
\"Hemust——thatmanmusthavesuchasettingdownthathewon\'tforget。Andwho\'stogiveithim?Ican\'ttellmothernow——owingtoyou。NorCecil,Charlotte,owingtoyou。Iamcaughtupeveryway。IthinkIshallgomad。Ihavenoonetohelpme。That\'swhyI\'vesentforyou。What\'swantedisamanwithawhip。”
MissBartlettagreed:onewantedamanwithawhip。
\"Yes——butit\'snogoodagreeing。What\'stobeDONE。Wewomengomaunderingon。WhatDOESagirldowhenshecomesacrossacad?\"
\"Ialwayssaidhewasacad,dear。Givemecreditforthat,atallevents。Fromtheveryfirstmoment——whenhesaidhisfatherwashavingabath。”
\"Oh,botherthecreditandwho\'sbeenrightorwrong!We\'vebothmadeamuddleofit。GeorgeEmersonisstilldownthegardenthere,andishetobeleftunpunished,orisn\'the?Iwanttoknow。”
MissBartlettwasabsolutelyhelpless。Herownexposurehadunnervedher,andthoughtswerecollidingpainfullyinherbrain。
Shemovedfeeblytothewindow,andtriedtodetectthecad\'swhiteflannelsamongthelaurels。
\"YouwerereadyenoughattheBertoliniwhenyourushedmeofftoRome。Can\'tyouspeakagaintohimnow?\"
\"WillinglywouldImoveheavenandearth——\"
\"Iwantsomethingmoredefinite,\"saidLucycontemptuously。\"Willyouspeaktohim?Itistheleastyoucando,surely,consideringitallhappenedbecauseyoubrokeyourword。”
\"NeveragainshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。”
Really,Charlottewasoutdoingherself。
\"Yesorno,please;yesorno。”
\"Itisthekindofthingthatonlyagentlemancansettle。”
GeorgeEmersonwascomingupthegardenwithatennisballinhishand。
\"Verywell,\"saidLucy,withanangrygesture。\"Noonewillhelpme。Iwillspeaktohimmyself。”Andimmediatelysherealizedthatthiswaswhathercousinhadintendedallalong。
\"Hullo,Emerson!\"calledFreddyfrombelow。\"Foundthelostball?
Goodman!Wantanytea?\"Andtherewasanirruptionfromthehouseontotheterrace。
\"Oh,Lucy,butthatisbraveofyou!Iadmireyou——\"
TheyhadgatheredroundGeorge,whobeckoned,shefelt,overtherubbish,thesloppythoughts,thefurtiveyearningsthatwerebeginningtocumberhersoul。Herangerfadedatthesightofhim。Ah!TheEmersonswerefinepeopleintheirway。Shehadtosubduearushinherbloodbeforesaying:
\"Freddyhastakenhimintothedining-room。Theothersaregoingdownthegarden。Come。Letusgetthisoverquickly。Come。Iwantyouintheroom,ofcourse。”
\"Lucy,doyouminddoingit?\"
\"Howcanyouasksucharidiculousquestion?\"
\"PoorLucy——\"Shestretchedoutherhand。\"IseemtobringnothingbutmisfortunewhereverIgo。”Lucynodded。SherememberedtheirlasteveningatFlorence——thepacking,thecandle,theshadowofMissBartlett\'stoqueonthedoor。Shewasnottobetrappedbypathosasecondtime。Eludinghercousin\'scaress,sheledthewaydownstairs。
\"Trythejam,\"Freddywassaying。\"Thejam\'sjollygood。”
George,lookingbiganddishevelled,waspacingupanddownthedining-room。Assheenteredhestopped,andsaid:
\"No——nothingtoeat。”
\"Yougodowntotheothers,\"saidLucy;\"CharlotteandIwillgiveMr。Emersonallhewants。Where\'smother?\"
\"She\'sstartedonherSundaywriting。She\'sinthedrawing-room。”
\"That\'sallright。Yougoaway。”
Hewentoffsinging。
Lucysatdownatthetable。MissBartlett,whowasthoroughlyfrightened,tookupabookandpretendedtoread。
Shewouldnotbedrawnintoanelaboratespeech。Shejustsaid:
\"Ican\'thaveit,Mr。Emerson。Icannoteventalktoyou。Gooutofthishouse,andnevercomeintoitagainaslongasIlivehere——\"flushingasshespokeandpointingtothedoor。\"Ihatearow。Goplease。”
\"What——\"
\"Nodiscussion。”
\"ButIcan\'t——\"
Sheshookherhead。\"Go,please。IdonotwanttocallinMr。
Vyse。”
\"Youdon\'tmean,\"hesaid,absolutelyignoringMissBartlett——
\"youdon\'tmeanthatyouaregoingtomarrythatman?\"
Thelinewasunexpected。
Sheshruggedhershoulders,asifhisvulgarityweariedher。\"Youaremerelyridiculous,\"shesaidquietly。
Thenhiswordsrosegravelyoverhers:\"YoucannotlivewithVyse。He\'sonlyforanacquaintance。Heisforsocietyandcultivatedtalk。Heshouldknownooneintimately,leastofallawoman。”
ItwasanewlightonCecil\'scharacter。
\"HaveyouevertalkedtoVysewithoutfeelingtired?\"
\"Icanscarcelydiscuss——\"
\"No,buthaveyouever?Heisthesortwhoareallrightsolongastheykeeptothings——books,pictures——butkillwhentheycometopeople。That\'swhyI\'llspeakoutthroughallthismuddleevennow。It\'sshockingenoughtoloseyouinanycase,butgenerallyamanmustdenyhimselfjoy,andIwouldhaveheldbackifyourCecilhadbeenadifferentperson。Iwouldneverhaveletmyselfgo。ButIsawhimfirstintheNationalGallery,whenhewincedbecausemyfathermispronouncedthenamesofgreatpainters。Thenhebringsushere,andwefinditistoplaysomesillytrickonakindneighbour。Thatisthemanallover——playingtricksonpeople,onthemostsacredformoflifethathecanfind。Next,I
meetyoutogether,andfindhimprotectingandteachingyouandyourmothertobeshocked,whenitwasforYOUtosettlewhetheryouwereshockedorno。Cecilalloveragain。Hedaren\'tletawomandecide。He\'sthetypewho\'skeptEuropebackforathousandyears。Everymomentofhislifehe\'sformingyou,tellingyouwhat\'scharmingoramusingorladylike,tellingyouwhatamanthinkswomanly;andyou,youofallwomen,listentohisvoiceinsteadoftoyourown。SoitwasattheRectory,whenImetyoubothagain;soithasbeenthewholeofthisafternoon。Therefore——not\'thereforeIkissedyou,\'becausethebookmademedothat,andIwishtogoodnessIhadmoreself-control。I\'mnotashamed。
Idon\'tapologize。Butithasfrightenedyou,andyoumaynothavenoticedthatIloveyou。Orwouldyouhavetoldmetogo,anddealtwithatremendousthingsolightly?Buttherefore——
thereforeIsettledtofighthim。”
Lucythoughtofaverygoodremark。
\"YousayMr。Vysewantsmetolistentohim,Mr。Emerson。Pardonmeforsuggestingthatyouhavecaughtthehabit。”
Andhetooktheshoddyreproofandtoucheditintoimmortality。
Hesaid:
\"Yes,Ihave,\"andsankdownasifsuddenlyweary。\"I\'mthesamekindofbruteatbottom。Thisdesiretogovernawoman——itliesverydeep,andmenandwomenmustfightittogetherbeforetheyshallenterthegarden。ButIdoloveyousurelyinabetterwaythanhedoes。”Hethought。\"Yes——reallyinabetterway。IwantyoutohaveyourownthoughtsevenwhenIholdyouinmyarms,\"
Hestretchedthemtowardsher。\"Lucy,bequick——there\'snotimeforustotalknow——cometomeasyoucameinthespring,andafterwardsIwillbegentleandexplain。Ihavecaredforyousincethatmandied。Icannotlivewithoutyou,\'Nogood,\'I
thought;\'sheismarryingsomeoneelse\';butImeetyouagainwhenalltheworldisgloriouswaterandsun。AsyoucamethroughthewoodIsawthatnothingelsemattered。Icalled。Iwantedtoliveandhavemychanceofjoy。”
\"AndMr。Vyse?\"saidLucy,whokeptcommendablycalm。\"Doeshenotmatter?ThatIloveCecilandshallbehiswifeshortly?A
detailofnoimportance,Isuppose?\"
Buthestretchedhisarmsoverthetabletowardsher。
\"MayIaskwhatyouintendtogainbythisexhibition?\"
Hesaid:\"Itisourlastchance。IshalldoallthatIcan。”Andasifhehaddoneallelse,heturnedtoMissBartlett,whosatlikesomeportentagainsttheskiesoftheevening。\"Youwouldn\'tstopusthissecondtimeifyouunderstood,\"hesaid。\"Ihavebeenintothedark,andIamgoingbackintoit,unlessyouwilltrytounderstand。”
Herlong,narrowheaddrovebackwardsandforwards,asthoughdemolishingsomeinvisibleobstacle。Shedidnotanswer。
\"Itisbeingyoung,\"hesaidquietly,pickinguphisracquetfromthefloorandpreparingtogo。\"ItisbeingcertainthatLucycaresformereally。Itisthatloveandyouthmatterintellectually。”
Insilencethetwowomenwatchedhim。Hislastremark,theyknew,wasnonsense,butwashegoingafteritornot?Wouldnothe,thecad,thecharlatan,attemptamoredramaticfinish?No。Hewasapparentlycontent。Heleftthem,carefullyclosingthefrontdoor;andwhentheylookedthroughthehallwindow,theysawhimgoupthedriveandbegintoclimbtheslopesofwitheredfernbehindthehouse。Theirtongueswereloosed,andtheyburstintostealthyrejoicings。
\"Oh,Lucia——comebackhere——oh,whatanawfulman!\"
Lucyhadnoreaction——atleast,notyet。\"Well,heamusesme,\"
shesaid。\"EitherI\'mmad,orelseheis,andI\'minclinedtothinkit\'sthelatter。Onemorefussthroughwithyou,Charlotte。
Manythanks。Ithink,though,thatthisisthelast。Myadmirerwillhardlytroublemeagain。”
AndMissBartlett,too,essayedtheroguish:
\"Well,itisn\'teveryonewhocouldboastsuchaconquest,dearest,isit?Oh,oneoughtn\'ttolaugh,really。Itmighthavebeenveryserious。Butyouweresosensibleandbrave——sounlikethegirlsofmyday。”
\"Let\'sgodowntothem。”
But,onceintheopenair,shepaused。Someemotion——pity,terror,love,buttheemotionwasstrong——seizedher,andshewasawareofautumn。Summerwasending,andtheeveningbroughtherodoursofdecay,themorepatheticbecausetheywerereminiscentofspring。Thatsomethingorothermatteredintellectually?A
leaf,violentlyagitated,dancedpasther,whileotherleaveslaymotionless。Thattheearthwashasteningtore-enterdarkness,andtheshadowsofthosetreesoverWindyCorner?
\"Hullo,Lucy!There\'sstilllightenoughforanotherset,ifyoutwo\'llhurry。”
\"Mr。Emersonhashadtogo。”
\"Whatanuisance!Thatspoilsthefour。Isay,Cecil,doplay,do,there\'sagoodchap。It\'sFloyd\'slastday。Doplaytenniswithus,justthisonce。”
Cecil\'svoicecame:\"MydearFreddy,Iamnoathlete。Asyouwellremarkedthisverymorning,\'Therearesomechapswhoarenogoodforanythingbutbooks\';Ipleadguiltytobeingsuchachap,andwillnotinflictmyselfonyou。”
ThescalesfellfromLucy\'seyes。HowhadshestoodCecilforamoment?Hewasabsolutelyintolerable,andthesameeveningshebrokeoffherengagement。
ChapterXVII:LyingtoCecilHewasbewildered。Hehadnothingtosay。Hewasnotevenangry,butstood,withaglassofwhiskeybetweenhishands,tryingtothinkwhathadledhertosuchaconclusion。
Shehadchosenthemomentbeforebed,when,inaccordancewiththeirbourgeoishabit,shealwaysdispenseddrinkstothemen。
FreddyandMr。Floydweresuretoretirewiththeirglasses,whileCecilinvariablylingered,sippingathiswhileshelockedupthesideboard。
\"Iamverysorryaboutit,\"shesaid;\"Ihavecarefullythoughtthingsover。Wearetoodifferent。Imustaskyoutoreleaseme,andtrytoforgetthatthereeverwassuchafoolishgirl。”
Itwasasuitablespeech,butshewasmoreangrythansorry,andhervoiceshowedit。
\"Different——how——how——\"
\"Ihaven\'thadareallygoodeducation,foronething,\"shecontinued,stillonherkneesbythesideboard。\"MyItaliantripcametoolate,andIamforgettingallthatIlearntthere。I
shallneverbeabletotalktoyourfriends,orbehaveasawifeofyoursshould。”
\"Idon\'tunderstandyou。Youaren\'tlikeyourself。You\'retired,Lucy。”
\"Tired!\"sheretorted,kindlingatonce。\"Thatisexactlylikeyou。Youalwaysthinkwomendon\'tmeanwhattheysay。”
\"Well,yousoundtired,asifsomethinghasworriedyou。”