第4章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Protegee of Jack Hamlins",免费读到尾

  \"Iwasthinkingthat,asyoucan\'tdomuchwiththosehandsofyours,diggingandshoveling,andnotmuchwithyourfeeteither,overploughedground,youmightdosomeinsidework,thatwouldpayyoubetter,too。Youmighthelpinthediningroom,settingtableandwashingup,helpingmaandme——thoughIdon\'tdomuchexceptoverseeing。Icouldshowyouwhattodoatfirst,andyou\'dlearnquickenough。Ifyousay\'yes,\'I\'llspeaktopato-night。He\'lldowhateverIsay。”

  Therageandshamethatfilledhisbreastchokedeventhebitterlaughthatfirstrosetohislips。Ifhecouldhaveturnedonhisheelandleftherwithmarkedindignation,hewouldhavedoneso,buttheywerescarcelyhalfwayacrossthefield;hisstumblingretreatwouldhaveonlyappearedridiculous,andhewasbynomeanssurethatshewouldnothavelookeduponitasmerelyaconfessionofhisinabilitytokeepupwithher。Andyettherewassomethingpeculiarlyfascinatingandtantalizinginthesituation。Shedidnotseethesardonicglitterinhiseyeashesaidbrutally:——

  \"Ha!andthatwouldgivemetheexquisitepleasureofbeingnearyou。”

  Sheseemedalittleconfused,evenunderherenwrappings,andinsteppingdownherfootslipped。Reddyinstantlyscrambleduptoherandcaughtherasshewaspitchingforwardintothefurrow。

  Yetinthestruggletokeephisownfootholdhewasawarethatshewasassistinghim,andalthoughhehadpassedhisarmaroundherwaist,asifforherbettersecurity,itwasonlythroughHERfirmgraspofhiswriststhatheregainedhisownfooting。The\"cloud\"

  hadfallenbackfromherheadandshoulders,herheavyhairhadbrushedhischeekandleftitsfaintodorinhisnostrils;theroundedoutlineofherfigurehadbeenslightlydrawnagainsthisown。Hismeanresentmentwavered;herproposition,whichatfirstseemedonlyinsulting,nowtookavagueformofsatisfaction;hisironicalsuggestionseemedanaturalexpression。\"Well,Isay\'yes\'then,\"hesaid,withanaffectedlaugh。\"Thatis,ifyouthinkIcanmanagetodothework;itisnotexactlyinmyline,youknow。”Yethesomehowfeltthathislaughwasfeebleandunconvincing。

  \"Oh,it\'seasyenough,\"saidthegirlquietly。\"You\'veonlygottobeclean——andthat\'sinyourline,Ishouldsay。”

  \"AndifIthoughtitwouldpleaseyou,\"headded,withanotherattemptatgallantry。

  Shedidnotreply,butmovedsteadilyon,hefanciedalittlemorerapidly。Theywerenearingthehouse;hefelthewaslosingtimeandopportunity。Theunevennatureofthegroundkepthimfromwalkingimmediatelybesideher,unlessheheldherhandorarm。

  Yetanoddtimiditywasovertakinghim。Surelythiswasthesamegirlwhoseconsciousnessandsusceptibilityweresoapparentamomentago;yetherspeechhadbeeninconsistent,unsympathetic,andcoldlypractical。\"It\'sverykindofyou,\"hebeganagain,scramblinguponesideofthefurrowasshedescendedontheother,\"to——to——takesuchaninterestin——inastranger,andIwishyouknewhow\"shehadmountedtheridgeagain,andstoodbalancingherselfasifwaitingforhimtofinishhissentence\"how——howdeeply——I——I\"——Shedroppedquicklydownagainwiththesamemovementofuneasyconsciousness,andheleftthesentenceunfinished。Thehousewasnowonlyafewyardsaway;hehurriedforward,butshereachedthewoodenplatformandstoopuponitfirst。He,however,atthesamemomentcaughtherhand。

  \"Iwanttothankyou,\"hesaid,\"andsaygood-night。”

  \"Good-night。”Hervoicewasindistinctagain,andshewastrembling。Emboldenedandreckless,hesprangupontheplatform,andencirclingherwithonearm,withhisotherhandheunloosedthewoolencloudaroundherheadandbaredherfaintlyflushedcheekandhalf-open,hurriedlybreathinglips。Butthenextmomentshethrewherheadbackwithasinglepowerfulmovement,and,asitseemedtohim,withscarcelyaneffortcasthimoffwithbothhands,andsenthimtopplingfromtheplatformtotheground。

  Hescrambledquicklytohisfeetagain,flushed,angry,and——

  frightened!Perhapsshewouldcallherfather;hewouldbeinsulted,orworse,——laughedat!Hehadlosteventhispitifulchanceofbetteringhiscondition。Buthewasasrelievedashewassurprisedtoseethatshewasstandingquietlyontheedgeoftheplatform,apparentlywaitingforhimtorise。Herfacewasstilluncovered,stillslightlyflushed,butbearingnotraceofeitherinsultoranger。Whenhestooderectagain,shelookedathimgravelyanddrewthewoolencloudoverherhead,asshesaidcalmly,\"ThenI\'lltellpayou\'lltaketheplace,andIreckonyou\'llbeginto-morrowmorning。”

  II。

  Angered,discomfited,andphysicallyandmorallybeaten,JamesReddystumbledandclamberedbackacrossthefield。Thebeamoflightthathadstreamedoutoverthedarkfieldasthedooropenedandshutonthegirllefthimdoublyconfusedandbewildered。Inhisdullangerandmortification,thereseemedonlyonecourseforhimtopursue。Hewoulddemandhiswagesinthemorning,andcutthewholeconcern。HewouldgobacktoSanFranciscoandworkthere,whereheatleasthadfriendswhorespectedhisstation。

  Yet,heoughttohaverefusedthegirl\'sofferbeforeshehadrepulsedhim;hisretreatnowmeantnothing,andmighteventempther,inhervulgarpique,torevealherrebuffofhim。Heraisedhiseyesmechanically,andlookedgloomilyacrossthedarkwasteanddistantbaytotheoppositeshore。Butthefoghadalreadyhiddentheglowofthecity\'slights,and,thickeningaroundthehorizon,seemedtobeslowlyhemminghiminwiththedrearyrancho。

  Inhispresentframeofmindtherewasacertainfatefulnessinthisthatprecludedhisoncefreeagency,andtothatextentrelievedandabsolvedHIMofanychoice。Hereachedthedormitoryanditsturned-downlightsinastateoftiredanddulluncertainty,forwhichsleepseemedtooffertheonlyrelief。Herolledhimselfinhisblanketswithananimalinstinctofcomfortandshuthiseyes,buttheirsenseappearedtoopenuponNellyWoodridgeasshestoodlookingdownuponhimfromtheplatform。Eventhroughthedullpainofhisbruisedsusceptibilitieshewasconsciousofastrangesatisfactionhehadnotfeltbefore。Hefellasleepatlast,towakenonlytothesunlightstreamingthroughthecurtainlesswindowsonhisface。Tohissurprisethelongshedwasemptyanddeserted,exceptforasingleChinamanwhowassweepingtheflooratthefartherend。AsReddystartedup,themanturnedandapproachedhimwithacharacteristic,vague,andpatientsmile。

  \"Alllity,John,yousleepeeheap!MistelWoodlidgehesayyounogowolkeefieldalleesameMellikanman。YoustoppeeinsidehouseealleesameME。Shabbee?Youcometoglubbee[grub]now\"pointingtothedistantdining-shed,\"andthenyouwasheedish。”

  ThefullextentofhisnewdegradationflasheduponReddywiththisaddedinsultofhisbrothermenial\'simplicitequality。Heunderstooditall。Hehadbeendetachedfromthefield-workersandwastocometoalaterbreakfast,perhapsthebrokenvictualsofthefirstrepast,andwashthedishes。Herememberedhisnewbargain。Verywell!hewouldrefusepositively,takehisdismissal,andleavethatmorning!Hehurriedlydressedhimself,andfollowedtheChinamanintotheopenair。

  Thefogstillhunguponthedistantbayandhidtheoppositepoint。

  ButthesunshonewithdryCalifornianbrilliancyovertheleague-

  longfieldaroundhim,revealingeverydetailoftheranchowithsharp,matteroffactdirectness,andwithouttheleastillusionofdistanceorromance。Therough,unplaned,unpaintedwallsofthedinner-shedstoodoutclearlybeforehim;thehalf-filledbucketsofwateronthenearplatform,andtheimmensetubspiledwithdirtydishes。Hescowleddarklyashewalkedforward,conscious,nevertheless,oftheinvigoratingdisciplineofthemorningairandthewholesomewhipintheskyabovehim。Heenteredsharplyandaggressively。Tohisrelief,theroomatfirstsightseemed,likethedormitoryhehadjustleft,tobeempty。Butavoice,clear,dry,direct,andpracticalasthemorningitself,spokeinhisear:

  \"Mornin\',Reddy!Mydaughtersaysyou\'rewillin\'totakeanindoorjob,andIreckon,speakin\'square,asmantoman,it\'smoreinyourlinethanwhatyou\'vebindoin\'。Itmayn\'tbehigh-tonedwork,butwork\'sWORKanyhowyoucanfixit;andtheonlydifferenceIkinseeisintheworkthatamandoessquarely,andtheworkthatheshirks。”

  \"But,\"saidReddyhurriedly,\"there\'samistake。Icamehereonlyto\"——

  \"Workliketheothers,Iunderstand。Well,youseeyouCAN\'T。Youdoyourbest,Iknow。Iain\'tfindin\'fault,butitain\'tinyourline。THISis,andthepayisbetter。”

  \"But,\"stammeredReddy,\"MissWoodridgedidn\'tunderstand\"——

  \"Yes,shedid,\"returnedWoodridgeimpatiently,\"andshetoldme。

  Shesaysshe\'llshowyouroundatfirst。You\'llcatchonallright。Sitdownandeatyourbreakfast,andshe\'llbealongbeforeyou\'rethrough。EzforME,Imustgetupandget。Solong!\"andbeforeReddyhadanopportunitytocontinuehisprotest,heturnedaway。

  Theyoungmanglancedvexatiouslyaroundhim。Abreakfastmuchbetterinserviceandqualitythantheonehehadbeenaccustomedtosmokedonthetable。Therewasnooneelseintheroom。HecouldhearthevoicesoftheChinesewaitersinthekitchenbeyond。

  Hewashealthilyhungry,andafteramoment\'shesitationsatdownandbeganhismeal。Hecouldexpostulatewithherafterward,andwithdrawhispromise。Hewasentitledtohisbreakfast,anyway!

  Onceortwice,whilethusengaged,heheardthedoorofthekitchenopenandtheclippingtreadoftheChinesewaiters,whodepositedsomerattlingburdenontheadjacenttables,buthethoughtitprudentnottoseemtonoticethem。Whenhehadfinished,thepleasant,hesitating,boyishcontraltoofMissWoodridgefelluponhisear。

  \"Whenyou\'reready,I\'llshowyouhowtobeginyourwork。”

  Heturnedquickly,withaflushofmortificationatbeingdiscoveredathisrepast,andhisangerreturned。Butashiseyesfelluponherdelicatelycoloredbuttranquilface,herwell-shapedfigure,coquettishlyandspotlesslycuffed,collared,andaproned,andherclearbluebuthalf-avertedeyes,heagainunderwentachange。Shecertainlywasverypretty——thatmostseductiveprettinesswhichseemedtobewarmedintolifebyherconsciousnessofhimself。Whyshouldhetakeherorhimselfsoseriously?Whynotplayoutthefarce,andletthosewhowouldcriticisehimandthinkhisacceptanceoftheworkdegradingunderstandthatitwasonlyanaffairofgallantry。HecouldaffordtoserveWoodridgeatleastafewweeksforthefavorofthisRachel!Forgetfulofhisrebuffofthenightbefore,hefixedhisbrowneyesonherswithanaudaciouslevity。

  \"Ohyes——thework!Letusseeit。I\'mreadyinnameandnatureforanythingthatMissWoodridgewantsofme。I\'mjustdyingtobegin。”

  Hisvoicewasraisedslightly,withahighcomedyjauntiness,forthebenefitoftheChinesewaiterswhomightbelingeringtoseethe\"Mellicanman\"assumetheirfunctions。Butitfailedineffect。Withtheircharacteristiccalmacceptanceofanyeccentricityina\"foreigndevil,\"theyscarcelyliftedtheireyes。

  Theyounggirlpointedtoadeepbasketfilledwithdisheswhichhadbeenplacedonthelargertable,andsaid,withoutlookingatReddy:——

  \"Youhadbetterbeginby\'checking\'thecrockery。Thatis,countingthepiecesseparatelyandthenarrangingtheminsetsastheycomebackfromwashing。There\'sthebooktocomparethemwithandtosetdownwhatisbroken,missing,orchipped。You\'llhaveacleantowelwithyoutowipethepiecesthathavenotbeencleanedenough;or,iftheyaretoodirty,you\'llsendthembacktothekitchen。”

  \"Couldn\'tIwashthemmyself?\"saidReddy,continuinghisostentatiouslevity。

  \"Notyet,\"saidthegirl,withgravehesitation;\"you\'dbreakthem。”

  Shestoodwatchinghim,aswithaffectedhilarityhebegantotakethedishesfromthebasket。Butshenoticedthatinspiteofthisjocularsimulationhisgraspwasfirmanddelicate,andthattherewasnoclatter——whichwouldhaveaffectedhersensitiveear——asheputthemdown。Shelaidapencilandaccountbookbesidehimandturnedaway。

  \"Butyouarenotgoing?\"hesaid,ingenuinesurprise。

  \"Yes,\"shesaidquietly,\"untilyougetthrough\'checking。\'ThenI\'llcomebackandshowyouwhatyouhavetodonext。You\'regettingonverywell。”

  \"Butthatwasbecauseyouwerewithme。”

  Shecoloredslightlyand,withoutlookingathim,movedslowlytothedooranddisappeared。

  Reddywentbacktohiswork,disappointedbutnotdiscomfited。Hewasgettingaccustomedtothegirl\'seccentricities。Whetheritwasthefreshnessofthemorningairandsunlightstreaminginattheopenwindows,theunlooked-forsolitudeandsecurityoftheemptyroom,orthattherewasnothingreallyunpleasantinhisoccupation,hewentoncheerfully\"checking\"thedishes,narrowlyexaminingthemforchipsandcracks,andnotingtheminthebook。

  Againdiscoveringthatafewwereimperfectlycleanedandwiped,herepairedthedefectwithcoldwaterandatowelwithouttheleastthoughtoftheoperationbeingdegrading。Hehadfinishedhistaskinhalfanhour;shehadnotreturned;whyshouldhenotgoonandsetthetable?Ashestraightenedandturnedthecoarsetable-

  cloth,hemadethediscoverythatthelongtablewasreallycomposedofhalfadozensmallerones,andthatthehideousparallelogramwhichhadalwayssooffendedhimwasmerelytheoutcomeofcarelessnessandwantoftaste。Withoutamoment\'shesitationhesetatworktobreakupthemonotonouslineandrearrangedthetableslaterally,withsmallopenspacesbetweenthem。Thetaskwasnolightone,evenforastrongerman,butheperseveredinitwithanew-foundenergyuntilhehadchangedthewholeaspectoftheroom。Itlookedlarger,wider,andlesscrowded;itshardpractical,workhouse-likeformalityhaddisappeared。Hehadpausedtosurveyit,pantingstillwithhisunusualexertion,whenavoicebrokeuponhissolitude。

  \"Well,Iwanterknow!\"

  ThevoicewasnotNelly\'s,butthatofhermother,——alarge-boned,angularwomanoffifty,——whohadenteredtheroomunperceived。Theaccentsweresimplythoseofsurprise,butonJamesReddy\'spresentsensitivemood,coupledwiththefeelingthatherewasanewwitnesstohisdegradation,hemighthaveresentedit;buthedetectedthehandsome,reservedfigureofthedaughterafewstepsbehindher。Theireyesmet;wonderfultorelate,theyounggirl\'snolongerevadedhim,butlookedsquarelyintohiswithabrightexpressionofpleasurehehadnotseenbefore。Hecheckedhimselfwithasuddenthrillofgratification。

  \"Well,Ideclare,\"continuedMrs。Woodridge;\"isthatYOURidea——oryours,Helen?\"

  HereReddysimplypointedouttheadvantagesforservingaffordedbythenewarrangement;thatallthetableswereequallyandquicklyaccessiblefromtheserving-tableandsideboard,andthatitwasnolongernecessarytogothewholelengthoftheroomtoservetheuppertable。Hetactfullydidnotrefertotheimprovedappearanceoftheroom。

  \"Well,aslongasitain\'tmerefinikin,\"saidtheladygraciously,\"andseemstobringthefolksandtheirvittlesnearertogether——

  we\'lltryitto-day。ItdoeslookkinderCITYFIED——andIreckonedthatwasallthegooditwas。ButIcalkilatedyouweregoin\'tocheckthecrockerythismorning。”

  \"It\'sdone,\"saidReddy,smilinglyhandinghertheaccount-book。

  Mrs。Woodridgeglancedoverit,andthensurveyedhernewassistant。

  \"Andyoudidn\'tfindanyplatesthatweredirtyandthathadtobesentback?\"

  \"Yes,twoorthree,butIcleanedthemmyself。”

  Mrs。Woodridgeglancedathimwithalookofapprovingcuriosity,buthiseyeswerejustthenseekingherdaughter\'sforamoregratefulsympathy。Allofwhichthegoodladynoted,andasitapparentlyansweredtheunaskedquestioninherownmind,sheonlyutteredthesingleexclamation,\"Humph!\"

  Buttheapprobationhereceivedlateratdinner,inthesatisfactionofhisoldcompanionswiththenewarrangement,hadalsotheeffectofdivertingfromhimthecriticismhehadfearedtheywouldmakeinfindinghiminstalledasanassistanttoMrs。

  Woodridge。Onthecontrary,theyappearedonlytorecognizeinhimsomeespecialandsuperiorfacultyutilizedfortheircomfort,andwhenthesuperintendent,equallypleased,saiditwas\"allReddy\'sownidea,\"noonedoubtedthatitwasthisparticularstrokeofgeniuswhichgainedhimtheobviouspromotion。IfhehadstillthoughtofofferinghisflirtationwithNellyasanexcuse,therewasnownonecessityforany。Havingshowntohisemployershiscapacityforthehighestandlowestwork,theynaturallypreferredtousehisbestabilities——andhewaskeptfromanymenialservice。

  Hisaccountsweresocarefullyandintelligentlyrenderedthattheentirecareofthebuildinganditsappointmentswasintrustedtohim。AttheendoftheweekMr。Woodridgetookhimaside。

  \"Isay,youain\'tgotanyjobinviewarteryoufinishuphere,hevye?\"

  Reddystarted。Scarcelytendaysagohehadahundredprojects,schemes,andspeculations,moreorlesswildandextravagant,wherewithhewastoavengeandrecouphimselfinSanFrancisco。

  Nowtheyweregoneheknewnotwhereandhow。Hebrieflysaidhehadnot。

  \"Because,\"continuedWoodridge,\"I\'vegotanideaofstartin\'ahotelintheOakGrove,justontheslopebacko\'therancho。Thecompany\'sboundtomakesomesorto\'settlementtherefortheregularhands,andtheplaceispootyenoughfor\'Friscopeoplewhowanttorunoverhereandgetsetupforadayortwo。Thar\'splentyofwoodandwaterupthar,andthecompany\'ssuretohaveawharfdownontheshore。I\'llprovidethecapital,ifyouwillputinyourtime。Youcanslinginezmuchstyleasyoulikethere\"

  thiswasanallusiontoReddy\'sattempttoenliventheblankwallswithcoloredpicturesfromtheillustratedpapersandgreenceanothusspraysfromtheslope;\"infact,themorestylethebetterforthemcityfolks。Well,youthinkitover。”

  Hedid。Butmeantimeheseemedtomakelittleprogressinhiscourtofthesuperintendent\'sdaughter。Hetriedtothinkitwasbecausehehadallowedhimselftobedivertedbyhiswork,butalthoughshealwaysbetrayedthesameoddphysicalconsciousnessofhispresence,itwascertainthatsheneverencouragedhim。Shegavehimthefewdirectionsthathisnewoccupationstillmadenecessary,andlookedherapprovalofhissuccess。Butnothingmore。Hewasforcedtoadmitthatthiswasexactlywhatshemighthavedoneasthesuperintendent\'sdaughtertoadeservingemployee。

  Whereat,forafewdaysheassumedanairofcoldandceremoniouspoliteness,untilperceivingthat,farfrompiquingthegirl,itseemedtogratifyher,andeventorenderherlesssensitiveinhiscompany,hesulkedingoodearnest。Thisprovingineffectivealso,——excepttoproduceakindofcompassionatecuriosity,——hisformerdullragereturned。Theplantingoftheranchowasnearlyover;hisservicewouldbeendednextweek;hehadnotyetgivenhisanswertoWoodridge\'sproposition;hewoulddeclineitandcutthewholeconcern!

  ItwasacrispSundaymorning。Thebreakfasthourwaslateronthatdaytoallowthemenmoretimefortheirholiday,which,however,theygenerallyspentincards,gossip,orreadingintheirsleepingsheds。ItusuallydelayedReddy\'swork,butashecaredlittleforthecompanionshipofhisfellows,itenabledhim,withoutashowofunsociability,tosecludehimselfinthedining-

  room。Andthismorninghewasearlyapproachedbyhisemployer。

  \"I\'mgoin\'totakethewomenfolksovertoOakdaletochurch,\"saidMr。Woodridge;\"efyekeertojoinusthar\'saseatinthewagon,andI\'llturnonacoupleofChinamentodotheworkforyou,justnow;andNellyortheoldwomanwillgiveyoualiftthisafternoonwiththecountingup。”

  Reddyfeltinstinctivelythattheinvitationhadbeeninstigatedbytheyounggirl。Aweekbeforehewouldhaverejoicedatit;amonthagohewouldhaveaccepteditifonlyasarelieftohisdegradedposition,butinthepiqueofthisnewpassionhealmostrudelydeclinedit。AnhourlaterhesawNelly,becominglyandeventastefullydressed,——withtheAmericangirl\'striumphantsuperioritytoherconditionandsurroundings,——ridepastinherfather\'ssmart\"carryall。”Hewasstartledtoseethatshelookedsolikealady。Then,withanewandjealousinconsistency,significantoftheprogressofhispassion,heresolvedtogotochurchtoo。Sheshouldseethathewasnotgoingtoremainbehindlikeamereslave。Herememberedthathehadstillcertainremnantsofhispastfineryinhistrunk;hewouldarrayhimselfinthem,walktoOakdale,andmakeoneofthecongregation。Hemanagedtochangehisclotheswithoutattractingtheattentionofhisfellows,andsetout。

  Theairwaspurebutkeen,withnoneofthelanguorofspringinitsbreath,althoughafewflowerswerebeginningtostartheweedywagon-trackedlane,andtherewasanawakeningspiceinthewaysidesouthernwoodandmyrtle。Hefeltinvigorated,althoughitseemedonlytowhethisjealouspique。Hehurriedonwithoutevenglancingtowardthedistantcoast-lineofSanFranciscooreventhinkingofit。Thebittermemoriesofthepasthadbeenobliteratedbythebitternessofthepresent。Henolongerthoughtof\"thatwoman;\"evenwhenhehadthreatenedtohimselftoreturntoSanFrancisco,hewasvaguelyconsciousthatitwasnotSHEwhowasagaindrawinghimthere,butNellywhowasdrivinghimaway。

  Theservicewasnearlyoverwhenhearrivedatthechillylittlecorrugated-zincchurchatOakdale,butheslippedintooneofthebackseats。Afewworshipersturnedroundtolookathim。Amongthemwerethedaughtersofaneighboringmiller,whowereslightlyexercisedovertheunusualadventofagood-lookingstrangerwithcertainexteriorsignsofelegance。Theirexcitementwascommunicatedbysomemysteriousinstincttotheirneighbor,NellyWoodridge。Shealsoturnedandcaughthiseye。Buttoallappearancesshenotonlyshowednosignsofherusualagitationathispresence,butdidnotseemtoevenrecognizehim。Intheacerbityofhispiquehewasforamomentgratifiedatwhathebelievedtobetheexpressionofherwoundedpride,buthisuneasinessquicklyreturned,andattheconclusionoftheserviceheslippedoutofthechurchwithoneortwoofthemorerestlessinthecongregation。Ashepassedthroughtheaisleheheardtheescortofthemiller\'sdaughters,inresponsetoawhisperedinquiry,saydistinctly:\"Onlythehead-waiteroveratthecompany\'srancho。”WhateverhesitatingideaReddymighthavehadofwaitingatthechurchdoorfortheappearanceofNellyvanishedbeforethebrutaltruth。Hisbrowdarkened,andwithflushedcheeksheturnedhisbackuponthebuildingandplungedintothewoods。Thistimetherewasnohesitationinhisresolve;hewouldleavetheranchoattheexpirationofhisengagement。Eveninahigheroccupationhefelthecouldneverlivedownhisreputationthere。

  Inhismoroseabstractionhedidnotknowhowlongorhowaimlesslyhehadwanderedamongthemossylive-oaks,hisheadandshouldersoftenimperiledbythedowncurvingofsomehugeknottedlimb;hisfeetstrayingblindlyfromthefainttrackoverthethicklymattedcarpetofchickweedwhichhidtheirroots。Butitwasnearlyanhourbeforeheemergeduponawide,open,woodedslope,and,fromthedistantviewoffieldandshore,knewthathewasatOakGrove,thesiteofWoodridge\'sprojectedhotel。Andthere,surely,atalittledistance,wastheWoodridges\'wagonandteamtieduptoasapling,whilethesuperintendentandhiswifewereslowlyclimbingtheslope,andapparentlyexaminingtheprospect。WithoutwaitingtoseeifNellywaswiththem,Reddyinstantlyturnedtoavoidmeetingthem。Buthehadnotproceededahundredyardsbeforehecameuponthatyounglady,whohadevidentlystrayedfromtheparty,andwhowasnowunconsciouslyadvancingtowardhim。A

  rencontrewasinevitable。

  Shestartedslightly,andthenstopped,withallheroldagitationandembarrassment。But,tohisownsurprise,hewasalsoembarrassedandeventongue-tied。

  Shespokefirst。

  \"Youwereatchurch。Ididn\'tquiteknowyouin——in——theseclothes。”

  InherownfineryshehadundergonesuchachangetoReddy\'sconsciousnessthathe,forthefirsttimeintheiracquaintance,nowaddressedherasonhisownlevel,andasifshehadnounderstandingofhisownfeelings。

  \"Oh,\"hesaid,witheasybitterness,\"OTHERSdid,ifyoudidnot。

  Theyalldetectedthe\'head-waiter\'attheUnionCompany\'srancho。

  EvenifIhadacceptedyourkindnessinofferingmeaseatinyourwagonitwouldhavemadenodifference。”Hewasgladtoputthisconstructiononhispreviousrefusal,forinthenewrelationswhichseemedtobeestablishedbytheirSundayclotheshewasobligedtosoftenthechurlishnessofthatrefusalalso。

  \"Idon\'tthinkyou\'dlooknicesettingthetableinkidgloves,\"

  shesaid,glancingquicklyathisfineryasifacceptingitastherealissue;\"butyoucanwearwhatyoulikeatothertimes。I

  neverfoundfaultwithyourworkingclothes。”

  Therewassuchapleasantsuggestioninheremphasisthathisill-

  humorsoftened。Hereyeswanderedovertheoppositegrove,whereherunconsciousparentshadjustdisappeared。

  \"Papa\'sverykeenaboutthehotel,\"shecontinued,\"andisgoingtohavetheworkmenbreakgroundto-morrow。Hesayshe\'llhaveitupintwomonthsandreadytoopen,ifhehastomakethemenworkdoubletime。Whenyou\'remanager,youwon\'tmindwhatfolkssay。”

  Therewasnoexcuseforhisfurtherhesitation。Hemustspeakout,buthediditinahalf-heartedway。

  \"ButifIsimplygoaway——WITHOUTbeingmanager——Iwon\'theartheircriticismeither。”

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"shesaidquickly。

  \"I\'ve——I\'vebeenthinkingof——ofgoingbacktoSanFrancisco,\"

  hestammeredawkwardly。

  Aslightflushofcontemptuousindignationpassedoverherface,andgaveitastrengthandexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore。\"Oh,you\'venotreformedyet,then?\"shesaid,underherscornfullashes。

  \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"hesaid,flushing。

  \"Fatheroughttohavetoldyou,\"shewentondryly,\"thatthatwomanhasgoneofftotheSpringswithherhusband,andyouwon\'tseeHERatSanFrancisco。”

  \"Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean——andyourfatherseemstotakeanunwarrantableinterestinmyaffairs,\"saidReddy,withanangerthathewasconscious,however,washalfsimulated。

  \"Nomorethanheoughtto,ifheexpectstotrustyouwithallHIS

  affairs,\"saidthegirlshortly;\"butyouhadbettertellhimyouhavechangedyourmindatonce,beforehemakesanyfurthercalculationsonyourstaying。He\'sjustoverthehillthere,withmother。”

  Sheturnedawaycoldlyasshespoke,butmovedslowlyandinthedirectionofthehill,althoughshetookalessdirecttrailthantheoneshehadpointedtohim。Buthefollowedher,albeitstillembarrassedly,andwiththatnewsenseofrespectwhichhadcheckedhisformersurliness。Therewasherstrong,healthy,well-

  developedfiguremovingbeforehim,butthemodishgraydressseemedtogiveitspronouncedoutlinessomethingofthedignityofagoddess。Eventhefirmhandshadthedistinguishmentofcharacter。

  \"Youunderstand,\"hesaidapologetically,\"thatImeannodiscourtesytoyourfatherorhisoffer。And\"——hehesitated——

  \"neitherismyreasonwhatyouwouldinfer。”

  \"Thenwhatisit?\"sheasked,turningtohimabruptly。\"Youknowyouhavenootherplacewhenyouleavehere,noranychanceasgoodastheonefatheroffersyou。Youarenotfitforanyotherwork,andyouknowit。Youhavenomoneytospeculatewith,norcanyougetany。Ifyoucould,youwouldhaveneverstayedhere。”

  Hecouldnotevadetheappallingtruthfulnessofhercleareyes。

  Heknewitwasnousetolietoher;shehadevidentlythoroughlyinformedherselfregardinghispast;morethanthat,sheseemedtoreadhispresentthoughts。Butnotallofthem!No!hecouldstartleherstill!Itwasdesperate,buthehadnothingnowtolose。Andshelikedthetruth,——sheshouldhaveit!

  \"Youareright,\"hesaidshortly;\"thesearenotmyreasons。”

  \"Thenwhatreasonhaveyou?\"

  \"You!\"

  \"Me?\"sherepeatedincredulously,yetwitharisingcolor。

  \"Yes,YOU!Icannotstayhere,andhaveyoulookdownuponme。”

  \"Idon\'tlookdownonyou,\"shesaidsimply,yetwithoutthehasteofrepellinganunjustaccusation。\"WhyshouldI?MotherandI

  havedonethesameworkthatyouaredoing,——ifthat\'swhatyoumean;andfather,whoisamanlikeyourself,helpedusatfirst,untilhecoulddootherthingsbetter。”Shepaused。\"PerhapsyouthinksobecauseYOUlookeddownonuswhenyoufirstcamehere。”

  \"ButIdidn\'t,\"saidReddyquickly。

  \"Youdid,\"saidtheyounggirlquietly。\"That\'swhyyouactedtowardmeasyoudidthenightyouwalkedhomewithme。YouwouldnothavebehavedinthatwaytoanySanFranciscoyounglady——andI\'mnotoneofyour——fast——MARRIEDWOMEN。”

  Reddyfeltthehotbloodmounttohischeek,andlookedaway。\"I

  wasfoolishandrude——andIthinkyoupunishedmeatthetime,\"hestammered。\"ButyouseeIwasrightinsayingyoulookeddownonme,\"heconcludedtriumphantly。

  Thiswasatbestafeeblesequitur,buttheargumentoftheaffectionsisnotalwayslogical。Andithaditseffectonthegirl。

  \"Iwasn\'tthinkingofTHAT,\"shesaid。\"It\'sthatyoudon\'tknowyourownmind。”

  \"IfIsaidthatIwouldstayandacceptyourfather\'soffer,wouldyouthinkthatIdid?\"heaskedquickly。

  \"IshouldwaitandseewhatyouactuallyDIDdo,\"shereplied。

  \"ButifIstayed——and——and——ifItoldyouthatIstayedonYOUR

  account——tobewithyouandnearyouonly——wouldyouthinkthataproof?\"Hespokehesitatingly,forhislipsweredrywithanervousnesshehadnotknownbefore。

  \"Imight,ifyoutoldfatheryouexpectedtobeengagedonthoseterms。ForitconcernsHIMasmuchasme。AndHEengagesyou,andnotI。OtherwiseI\'dthinkitwasonlyyourtalk。”

  Reddylookedatherinastonishment。Therewasnottheslightesttraceofcoyness,coquetry,orevenrailleryinherclear,honesteyes,andyetitwouldseemasifshehadtakenhispropositioninitsfullestsenseasamatrimonialdeclaration,andactuallyreferredhimtoherfather。Hewaspleased,frightened,andutterlyunprepared。

  \"ButwhatwouldYOUsay,Nelly?\"Hedrewclosertoherandheldoutbothhishands。Butsheretreatedastepandslippedherownbehindher。

  \"Betterseewhatfathersaysfirst,\"shesaidquietly。\"YoumaychangeyourmindagainandgobacktoSanFrancisco。”

  Hewasconfused,andreddenedagain。Buthehadbecomeaccustomedtoherways;rather,perhaps,hehadbeguntorecognizethequaintjusticethatunderlaidthem,or,possibly,somebetterselfofhisown,thathadbeenburiedunderbitternessandslothandstruggledintolife。\"Butwhateverhesays,\"hereturnedeagerly,\"cannotaltermyfeelingstoYOU。Itcanonlyaltermypositionhere,andyousayyouareabovebeinginfluencedbythat。Tellme,Nelly——

  dearNelly!haveyounothingtosaytome,ASIAM,orisitonlytoyourfather\'smanagerthatyouwouldspeak?\"Hisvoicehadanunmistakableringofsincerityinit,andevenstartledhim——halfrascalashewas!

  Theyounggirl\'sclear,scrutinizingeyessoftened;herredresolutelipstrembledslightlyandthenparted,theupperonehoveringalittletoonesideoverherwhiteteeth。ItwasNelly\'sownpeculiarsmile,anditsseriouspiquancyalwaysthrilledhim。

  Butshedrewalittlefartherbackfromhisbrighteningeyes,herhandsstillcurledbehindher,andsaid,withthefaintestcoquettishtossofherheadtowardthehill:\"Ifyouwanttoseefather,you\'dbetterhurryup。”

  Withasuddendeterminationasnewtohimasitwasincomprehensible,Reddyturnedfromherandstruckforwardinthedirectionofthehill。Hewasnotquitesurewhathewasgoingfor。Yetthathe,whohadonlyamomentbeforefullydeterminedtoleavetheranchoandher,wasnowgoingtoherfathertodemandherhandasacontingencyofhisremainingdidnotstrikehimassoextravagantandunexpectedadenouementasitwasadifficultone。HewasonlyconcernedHOW,andinwhatway,heshouldapproachhim。Inamomentofembarrassmenthehesitated,turned,andlookedbehindhim。

  Shewasstandingwherehehadlefther,gazingafterhim,leaningforwardwithherhandsstillheldbehindher。Suddenly,aswithaninspiration,sheraisedthemboth,carriedthemimpetuouslytoherlips,blewhimadozenriotouskisses,andthen,loweringherheadlikeacolt,whiskedherskirtbehindher,andvanishedinthecover。

  III。

  ItwasonlyMay,butthefreshnessofearlysummeralreadyclothedthegreatfieldsoftherancho。Theoldresemblancetoaseawasstillthere,moreaccented,perhaps,bytheundulationsofbluish-

  greengrainthatrolledfromtheactualshore-linetothefoothills。Thefarmbuildingswerehalfsubmergedinthisglowingtideofcolorandlosttheiruncouthangularitywiththeirhiddenrudefoundations。Thesamesea-breezeblewchillyandsteadilyfromthebay,yetsoftenedandsubduedbythefreshodorsofleafandflower。Theoutlyingfringeofoakswerestarredthroughtheirunderbrushwithanemonesanddog-roses;therewerelupinesgrowingranklyintheopenspaces,andalongthegentleslopesofOakGrovedaisieswerealreadyscattered。And,asifitwerepartofthisvernalefflorescence,theeminenceitselfwascrownedwiththatlatestflowerofprogressandimprovement,——thenewOakGroveHotel!

  Long,low,dazzlingwithwhitecolonnades,verandas,andbalconieswhichretained,however,enoughofthedampnessofrecentcreationtomakethemtoocoolforloungers,exceptathighnoon,thehotelneverthelesshadthecharmsoffreshness,youth,andcleanliness。

  Reddy\'sfastidiousneatnessshoweditselfinalltheappointments,fromthemirroredandmarbledbarroom,gildedparlors,andsnowydining-room,tothechintzandmaplefurnishingofthebedroomsabove。Reddy\'staste,too,hadselectedtheprettysite;hisgoodfortunehadafterwarddiscoveredinanadjoiningthicketaspringofblandlytherapeuticqualities。AcomplaisantmedicalfacultyofSanFranciscoattestedtoitsmerits;asympatheticpressadvertisedtheexcellenceofthehotel;anovelty-seeking,fashionablecircle——asyetwithoutlawsandblindlyimitative——

  foundthenewhotelanadmirablevariationtothevulgarordinary\"acrossthebay\"excursion,andanacceptedexcuseforanovelsocialdissipation。Anumberofdistinguishedpeoplehadalreadyvisitedit;certainexclusivefamilieshadsecuredthebestrooms;

  therewereascoreofprettywomentobeseeninitsparlors;therehadalreadybeenaslightscandal。Nothingseemedwantingtoinsureitssuccess。

  ReddywaspassingthroughthelittlewoodwherefourmonthsbeforehehadpartedfromKellyWoodridgetolearnhisfatefromherfather。HerememberedthatinterviewtowhichNelly\'swaftedkisshadinspiredhim。Herecalledto-day,ashehadmanytimesbefore,thesingularcomplacencywithwhichMr。Woodridgehadreceivedhissuit,asifitwereaslightandunimportantdetailofthebusinessinhand,andhowhehadtoldhimthatKellyandhermotherweregoingtothe\"States\"forathreemonths\'visit,butthatafterherreturn,iftheywereboth\"stillagreed,\"he,Woodridge,wouldmakenoobjection。HerememberedtheslightshockwhichthisannouncementofKelly\'sseparationfromhimduringhisprobationarylaborshadgivenhim,andhissuddensuspicionthathehadbeenpartlytrickedofhispreliminaryintenttosecurehercompanytosolacehim。Buthehadlatersatisfiedhimselfthatsheknewnothingofherfather\'sintentionsatthetime,andhewasfaintocontenthimselfwithawalkthroughthefieldsathersidethedayshedeparted,andasinglekiss——whichlefthimcold。Andnowinafewdaysshewouldreturntowitnessthesuccessfulfufillmentofhislabors,and——

  rewardhim!

  Itwascertainlyacomplacentprospect。Hecouldlookforwardtoasensible,prosperous,respectablefuture。Hehadwonbackhisgoodname,hisfortune,andposition,——notperhapsexactlyinthewayhehadexpected,——andhehadstilledthewanton,foolishcravingsofhispassionatenatureinthecalm,virginalloveofanhonest,handsomegirlwhowouldmakehimapracticalhelpmeet,andacomfortable,trustworthywife。Heoughttobeveryhappy。Hehadneverknownsuchperfecthealthbefore;hehadlosthisrecklesshabits;hishandsome,nervousfacehadgrownmoreplacidandcontented;hislongcurlshadbeenconventionallyclipped;hehadgainedfleshunmistakably,andthelowerbuttonsoftheslimwaistcoathehadworntochurchthatmemorableSundayweretootightforcomfortorlooks。HEWAShappy;yetasheglancedoverthematerialspringlandscape,fullofpracticalhealth,blossom,andpromiseoffruition,itstruckhimthatthebreezethatblewoveritwaschilly,evenifhealthful;andheshiveredslightly。

  Hereachedthehotel,enteredtheoffice,glancedattheregister,andpassedthroughintohisprivateroom。Hehadbeenawayfortwodays,andnoticedwithgratificationthattheinfluxofvisitorswasstillincreasing。Hisclerkfollowedintotheroom。

  \"There\'saladyin56whowantedtoseeyouwhenyoureturned。Sheaskedparticularlyforthemanager。”

  \"Whoisshe?\"

  \"Don\'tknow。It\'saMrs。Merrydew,fromSacramento。Expectingherhusbandonthenextsteamer。”

  \"Humph!You\'llhavetoberathercarefulaboutthesesolitarymarriedwomen。Wedon\'twantanotherscandal,youknow。”

  \"Sheaskedforyoubyname,sir,andIthoughtyoumightknowher,\"

  returnedtheclerk。

  \"Verywell。I\'llgoup。”

  Hesentawaiteraheadtoannouncehim,andleisurelymountedthestairs。No。56wasthesitting-roomofaprivatesuiteonthefirstfloor。Thewaiterwasholdingthedooropen。Asheapproacheditafaintperfumefromtheinteriormadehimturnpale。

  Butherecoveredhispresenceofmindsufficientlytoclosethedoorsharplyuponthewaiterbehindhim。

  \"Jim,\"saidavoicewhichthrilledhim。

  Helookedupandbeheldwhatanyastutereaderofromancewillhavealreadysuspected——thewomantowhomhebelievedheowedhisruininSanFrancisco。Shewasasbeautifulandalluringasever,albeitshewasthinnerandmorespiritualthanhehadeverseenher。Shewastastefullydressed,asshehadalwaysbeen,acertainstyleoflanguoroussilkendeshabillewhichshewaswonttoaffectinbetterhealthnowbecameherpalercheekandfeverishlybrillianteyes。Therewasthesameopulenceoflaceandornament,and,whetherbyaccidentordesign,claspedaroundtheslightwristofherextendedhandwasabraceletwhichherememberedhadsweptawaythelastdregsofhisfortune。

  Hetookherhandmechanically,yetknowingwhateverragewasinhishearthehadnotthestrengthtorefuseit。

  \"TheytoldmeitwasMrs。Merrydew,\"hestammered。

  \"Thatwasmymother\'sname,\"shesaid,withalittlelaugh。\"I

  thoughtyouknewit。Butperhapsyoudidn\'t。WhenIgotmydivorcefromDick——youdidn\'tknowthateither,Isuppose;it\'sthreemonthsago,——Ididn\'tcaretotakemymaidennameagain;toomanypeoplerememberedit。SoafterthedecreewasmadeIcalledmyselfMrs。Merrydew。Youhaddisappeared。TheysaidyouhadgoneEast。”

  \"ButtheclerksaysyouareexpectingyourHUSBANDonthesteamer。

  Whatdoesthismean?Whydidyoutellhimthat?\"Hehadsofarcollectedhimselfthattherewasaringofinquisitioninhisvoice。

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