Duringthisconversation,Walterhadlookedfromonebrothertotheother,withpainandamazement。HewhowastheSeniorinyears,andJuniorinthehouse,stood,withhiseyescastupontheground,andhisheadbowed,humblylisteningtothereproachesoftheother。Thoughthesewererenderedverybitterbythetoneandlookwithwhichtheywereaccompanied,andbythepresenceofWalterwhomtheysomuchsurprisedandshocked,heenterednootherprotestagainstthemthanbyslightlyraisinghisrighthandinadeprecatorymanner,asifhewouldhavesaid,`Spareme!\'So,hadtheybeenblows,andheabraveman,understrongconstraint,andweakenedbybodilysuffering,hemighthavestoodbeforetheexecutioner。
Generousandquickinallhisemotions,andregardinghimselfastheinnocentoccasionofthesetaunts,Walternowstruckin,withalltheearnestnesshefelt。
`Mr。Carker,\'hesaid,addressinghimselftotheManager。`Indeed,indeed,thisismyfaultsolely。Inakindofheedlessness,forwhichI
cannotblamemyselfenough,Ihave,Ihavenodoubt,mentionedMr。CarkertheJuniormuchoftenerthanwasnecessary;andhaveallowedhisnamesometimestoslipthroughmylips,whenitwasagainstyourexpresswish。Butithasbeenmyownmistake,Sir。Wehaveneverexchangedoneworduponthesubject——veryfew,indeed,onanysubject。Andithasnotbeen,\'addedWalter,afteramoment\'spause,`allheedlessnessonmypart,Sir;forIhavefeltaninterestinMr。CarkereversinceIhavebeenhere,andhavehardlybeenabletohelpspeakingofhimsometimes,whenIhavethoughtofhimsomuch!\'
Waltersaidthisfromhissoul,andwiththeverybreathofhonour。
Forhelookeduponthebowedhead,andthedowncasteyes,andupraisedhand,andthought,`Ihavefeltit;andwhyshouldInotavowitinbehalfofthisunfriended,brokenman!\'
`Intruth,youhaveavoidedme,Mr。Carker,\'saidWalter,withthetearsrisingtohiseyes;sotruewashiscompassion。`Iknowit,tomydisappointmentandregret。WhenIfirstcamehere,andeversince,I
amsureIhavetriedtobeasmuchyourfriend,asoneofmyagecouldpresumetobe;butithasbeenofnouse。\'
`Andobserve,\'saidtheManager,takinghimupquickly,`itwillbeofstilllessuse,Gay,ifyoupersistinforcingMr。JohnCarker\'snameonpeople\'sattention。ThatisnotthewaytobefriendMr。JohnCarker。
Askhimifhethinksitis。\'
`Itisnoservicetome,\'saidthebrother。`Itonlyleadstosuchaconversationasthepresent,whichIneednotsayIcouldhavewellspared。Noonecanbeabetterfriendtome:\'hespokehereverydistinctly,asifhewouldimpressituponWalter:`thaninforgettingme,andleavingmetogomyway,unquestionedandunnoticed。\'
`Yourmemorynotbeingretentive,Gay,ofwhatyouaretoldbyothers,\'saidMr。CarkertheManager,warminghimselfwithgreatandincreasedsatisfaction,`Ithoughtitwellthatyoushouldbetoldthisfromthebestauthority,\'noddingtowardshisbrother。`Youarenotlikelytoforgetitnow,Ihope。That\'sall,Gay。Youcango。\'
Walterpassedoutatthedoor,andwasabouttocloseitafterhim,when,hearingthevoiceofthebrothersagain,andalsothementionofhisownname,hestoodirresolutely,withhishanduponthelock,andthedoorajar,uncertainwhethertoreturnorgoaway。Inthispositionhecouldnothelpoverhearingwhatfollowed。
`Thinkofmemoreleniently,ifyoucan,James,\'saidJohnCarker,`whenItellyouIhavehad——howcouldIhelphaving,withmyhistory,writtenhere\'——strikinghimselfuponthebreast——`mywholeheartawakenedbymyobservationofthatboy,WalterGay。Isawinhimwhenhefirstcamehere,almostmyotherself。\'
`Yourotherself!\'repeatedtheManager,disdainfully。
`NotasIam,butasIwaswhenIfirstcameheretoo;assanguine,giddy,youthful,inexperienced;flushedwiththesamerestlessandadventurousfancies;andfullofthesamequalities,fraughtwiththesamecapacityofleadingontogoodorevil。\'
`Ihopenot,\'saidhisbrother,withsomehiddenandsarcasticmeaninginhistone。
`Youstrikemesharply;andyourhandissteady,andyourthrustisverydeep,\'returnedtheother,speakingorsoWalterthoughtasifsomecruelweaponactuallystabbedhimashespoke。`Iimaginedallthiswhenhewasaboy。Ibelievedit。Itwasatruthtome。Isawhimlightlywalkingontheedgeofanunseengulfwheresomanyotherswalkwithequalgaiety,andfromwhich——\'
`Theoldexcuse,\'interruptedhisbrother,ashestirredthefire。
`Somany。Goon。Say,somanyfall。\'
`FromwhichONEtravellerfell,\'returnedtheother,`whosetforward,onhisway,aboylikehim,andmissedhisfootingmoreandmore,andslippedalittleandalittlelower,andwentonstumblingstill,untilhefellheadlongandfoundhimselfbelowashatteredman。
ThinkwhatIsuffered,whenIwatchedthatboy。\'
`Youhaveonlyyourselftothankforit,\'returnedthebrother。
`Onlymyself,\'heassentedwithasigh。`Idon\'tseektodividetheblameorshame。\'
`Youhavedividedtheshame,\'JamesCarkermutteredthroughhisteeth。Andthroughsomanyandsuchcloseteeth,hecouldmutterwell。
`Ah,James,\'returnedhisbrother,speakingforthefirsttimeinanaccentofreproach,andseeming,bythesoundofhisvoice,tohavecoveredhisfacewithhishands,`Ihavebeen,sincethen,ausefulfoiltoyou。Youhavetroddenonmefreelyinyourclimbingup。Don\'tspurnmewithyourheel!\'
Asilenceensued。Afteratime,Mr。CarkertheManagerwasheardrustlingamonghispapers,asifhehadresolvedtobringtheinterviewtoaconclusion。Atthesametimehisbrotherwithdrewnearertothedoor。
`That\'sall,\'hesaid。`Iwatchedhimwithsuchtremblingandsuchfear,aswassomelittlepunishmenttome,untilhepassedtheplacewhereI
firstfell;andthen,thoughIhadbeenhisfather,IbelieveInevercouldhavethankedGodmoredevoutly。Ididn\'tdaretowarnhim,andadvisehim;
butifIhadseendirectcause,Iwouldhaveshownhimmyexample。Iwasafraidtobeseenspeakingwithhim,lestitshouldbethoughtIdidhimharm,andtemptedhimtoevil,andcorruptedhim:orlestIreallyshould。
Theremaybesuchcontagioninme;Idon\'tknow。Pieceoutmyhistory,inconnexionwithyoungWalterGay,andwhathehasmademefeel;andthinkofmemoreleniently,James,ifyoucan。\'
WiththesewordshecameouttowhereWalterwasstanding。Heturnedalittlepalerwhenhesawhimthere,andpaleryetwhenWaltercaughthimbythehand,andsaidinawhisper:
`Mr。Carker,prayletmethankyou!LetmesayhowmuchIfeelforyou!HowsorryIam,tohavebeentheunhappycauseofallthis!HowIalmostlookuponyounowasmyprotectorandguardian!Howvery,verymuch,Ifeelobligedtoyouandpityyou!\'saidWalter,squeezingbothhishands,andhardlyknowing,inhisagitation,whathedidorsaid。
`Mr。Morfin\'sroombeingcloseathandandempty,andthedoorwideopen,theymovedthitherbyoneaccord:thepassagebeingseldomfreefromsomeonepassingtoorfro。Whentheywerethere,andWaltersawinMr。Carker\'sfacesometracesoftheemotionwithin,healmostfeltasifhehadneverseenthefacebefore;itwassogreatlychanged。
`Walter,\'hesaid,layinghishandonhisshoulder。`Iamfarremovedfromyou,andmayIeverbe。DoyouknowwhatIam?\'
`Whatyouare!\'appearedtohangonWalter\'slips,asheregardedhimattentively。
`Itwasbegun,\'saidCarker,`beforemytwenty-firstbirthday——ledupto,longbefore,butnotbeguntillnearthattime。IhadrobbedthemwhenIcameofage。Irobbedthemafterwards。Beforemytwenty-secondbirthday,itwasallfoundout;andthen,Walter,fromallmen\'ssociety,Idied。\'
AgainhislastfewwordshungtremblinguponWalter\'slips,buthecouldneitherutterthem,noranyofhisown。
`TheHousewasverygoodtome。MayHeavenrewardtheoldmanforhisforbearance!Thisone,too,hisson,whowasthennewlyinthefirm,whereIhadheldgreattrust!Iwascalledintothatroomwhichisnowhis——Ihaveneverentereditsince——andcameout,whatyouknowme。
FormanyyearsIsatinmypresentseat,aloneasnow,butthenaknownandrecognisedexampletotherest。Theywereallmercifultome,andI
lived。Timehasalteredthatpartofmypoorexpiation;andIthink,exceptthethreeheadsoftheHouse,thereisnooneherewhoknowsmystoryrightly。
Beforethelittleboygrowsup,andhasittoldtohim,mycornermaybevacant。Iwouldratherthatitmightbeso!Thisistheonlychangetomesincethatday,whenIfeltallyouth,andhope,andgoodmen\'scompany,behindmeinthatroom。Godblessyou,Walter!Keepyou,andalldeartoyou,inhonesty,orstrikethemdead!\'
Somerecollectionofhistremblingfromheadtofoot,asifwithexcessivecold,andofhisburstingintotears,wasallthatWaltercouldaddtothis,whenhetriedtorecallexactlywhathadpassedbetweenthem。
WhenWaltersawhimnext,hewasbendingoverhisdeskinhisoldsilent,drooping,humbledway。Then,observinghimathiswork,andfeelinghowresolvedheevidentlywasthatnofurtherintercourceshouldarisebetweenthem,andthinkingagainandagainonallhehadseenandheardthatmorninginsoshortatime,inconnexionwiththehistoryofboththeCarkers,WaltercouldhardlybelievethathewasunderordersfortheWestIndies,andwouldsoonbelosttoUncleSol,andCaptainCuttle,andtoglimpsesfewandfarbetweenofFlorenceDombey——no,hemeantPaul——andtoallheloved,andliked,andlookedfor,inhisdailylife。
Butitwastrue,andthenewshadalreadypenetratedtotheouteroffice;forwhilehesatwithaheavyheart,ponderingonthesethings,andrestinghisheaduponhisarm,Perchthemessenger,descendingfromhismahoganybracket,andjogginghiselbow,beggedhispardon,butwishedtosayinhisear,DidhethinkhecouldarrangetosendhometoEnglandajarofpreservedGinger,cheap,forMrs。Perch\'sowneating,inthecourseofherrecoveryfromhernextconfinement?
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter14[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIVPaulgrowsmoreandmoreOld-fashioned,andgoesHomefortheHolidaysWHENtheMidsummervacationapproached,noindecentmanifestationsofjoywereexhibitedbytheleaden-eyedyounggentlemenassembledatDoctorBlimber\'s。
Anysuchviolentexpressionas`breakingup,\'wouldhavebeenquiteinapplicabletothatpoliteestablishment。Theyounggentlemenoozedaway,semi-annually,totheirownhomes;buttheyneverbrokeup。Theywouldhavescornedtheaction。
Tozer,whowasconstantlygalledandtormentedbyastarchedwhitecambricneckerchief,whichheworeattheexpressdesireofMrs。Tozer,hisparent,who,designinghimfortheChurch,wasofopinionthathecouldn\'tbeinthatforwardstateofpreparationtoosoon——Tozersaid,indeed,thatchoosingbetweentwoevils,hethoughthewouldratherstaywherehewas,thangohome。HoweverinconsistentthisdeclarationmightappearwiththatpassageinTozer\'sEssayonthesubject,whereinhehadobserved`thatthethoughtsofhomeandallitsrecollections,awakenedinhismindthemostpleasingemotionsofanticipationanddelight,\'andhadalsolikenedhimselftoaRomanGeneral,flushedwitharecentvictoryovertheIceni,orladenwithCarthaginianspoil,advancingwithinafewhours\'marchoftheCapitol,presupposed,forthepurposesofthesimile,tobethedwelling-placeofMrs。Tozer,stillitwasverysincerelymade。ForitseemedthatTozerhadadreadfuluncle,whonotonlyvolunteeredexaminationsofhim,intheholidays,onabstrusepoints,buttwistedinnocenteventsandthings,andwrenchedthemtothesamefellpurpose。SothatifthisuncletookhimtothePlay,or,onasimilarpretenceofkindness,carriedhimtoseeaGiant,oraDwarf,oraConjuror,oranything,Tozerknewhehadreadupsomeclassicalallusiontothesubjectbefore-hand,andwasthrownintoastateofmortalapprehension:notforeseeingwherehemightbreakout,orwhatauthorityhemightnotquoteagainsthim。
AstoBriggs,hisfathermadenoshowofartificeaboutit。Heneverwouldleavehimalone。Sonumerousandseverewerethementaltrialsofthatunfortunateyouthinvacationtime,thatthefriendsofthefamilythenresidentnearBays-water,LondonseldomapproachedtheornamentalpieceofwaterinKensingtonGardens,withoutavagueexpectationofseeingMasterBriggs\'shatfloatingonthesurface,andanunfinishedexerciselyingonthebank。Briggs,therefore,wasnotatallsanguineonthesubjectofholidays;andthesetwosharersoflittlePaul\'sbedroomweresofairasampleoftheyounggentlemeningeneral,thatthemostelasticamongthemcontemplatedthearrivalofthosefestiveperiodswithgenteelresignation。
ItwasfarotherwisewithlittlePaul。TheendofthesefirstholidayswastowitnesshisseparationfromFlorence,butwhoeverlookedforwardtotheendofholidayswhosebeginningwasnotyetcome!NotPaul,assuredly。Asthehappytimedrewnear,thelionsandtigersclimbingupthebedroomwalls,becamequitetameandfrolicsome。Thegrimslyfacesinthesquaresanddiamondsofthefloor-cloth,relaxedandpeepedoutathimwithlesswickedeyes。Thegraveoldclockhadmoreofpersonalinterestinthetoneofitsformalinquiry;andtherestlessseawentrollingonallnight,tothesoundingofamelancholystrain——yetitwaspleasanttoo——thatroseandfellwiththewaves,androckedhim,asitwere,tosleep。
Mr。Feeder,B。A。,seemedtothinkthathe,too,wouldenjoytheholidaysverymuch。Mr。Tootsprojectedalifeofholidaysfromthattimeforth;for,asheregularlyinformedPauleveryday,itwashis`lasthalf\'
atDoctorBlimber\'s,andhewasgoingtobegintocomeintohispropertydirectly。
ItwasperfectlyunderstoodbetweenPaulandMr。Toots,thattheywereintimatefriends,notwithstandingtheirdistanceinpointofyearsandstation。Asthevacationapproached,andMr。TootsbreathedharderandstaredoftenerinPaul\'ssociety,thanhehaddonebefore,Paulknewthathemeanthewassorrytheyweregoingtolosesightofeachother,andfeltverymuchobligedtohimforhispatronageandgoodopinion。
ItwasevenunderstoodbyDoctorBlimber,Mrs。Blimber,andMissBlimber,aswellasbytheyounggentlemeningeneral,thatTootshadsomehowconstitutedhimselfprotectorandguardianofDombey,andthecircumstancebecamesonotorious,eventoMrs。Pipchin,thatthegoodoldcreaturecherishedfeelingsofbitternessandjealousyagainstToots;and,inthesanctuaryofherownhome,repeatedlydenouncedhimasa`chuckle-headednoodle。\'
WhereastheinnocentTootshadnomoreideaofawakeningMrs。Pipchin\'swrath,thanhehadofanyotherdefinitepossibilityorproposition。Onthecontrary,hewasdisposedtoconsiderherratheraremarkablecharacter,withmanypointsofinterestabouther。Forthisreasonhesmiledonherwithsomuchurbanity,andaskedherhowshedid,sooften,inthecourseofhervisitstolittlePaul,thatatlastsheonenighttoldhimplainly,shewasn\'tusedtoit,whateverhemightthink;andshecouldnot,andshewouldnotbearit,eitherfromhimselforanyotherpuppythenexisting:
atwhichunexpectedacknowledgmentofhiscivilities,Mr。Tootswassoalarmedthathesecretedhimselfinaretiredspotuntilshehadgone。
NordidheeveragainfacethedoughtyMrs。Pipchin,underDoctorBlimber\'sroof。
Theywerewithintwoorthreeweeksoftheholidays,when,oneday,CorneliaBlimbercalledPaulintoherroom,andsaid,`Dombey,Iamgoingtosendhomeyouranalysis。\'
`Thankyou,Ma\'am,\'returnedPaul。
`YouknowwhatImean,doyou,Dombey?\'inquiredMissBlimber,lookinghardathimthroughthespectacles。
`No,Ma\'am,\'saidPaul。
`Dombey,Dombey,\'saidMissBlimber,`Ibegintobeafraidyouareasadboy。Whenyoudon\'tknowthemeaningofanexpression,whydon\'tyouseekforinformation?\'
`Mrs。PipchintoldmeIwasn\'ttoaskquestions,\'returnedPaul。
`ImustbegyounottomentionMrs。Pipchintome,onanyaccount,Dombey,\'returnedMissBlimber。`Icouldn\'tthinkofallowingit。Thecourseofstudyhere,isveryfarremovedfromanythingofthatsort。Arepetitionofsuchallusionswouldmakeitnecessaryformetorequesttohear,withoutamistake,beforebreakfast-timeto-morrowmorning,fromVerbumpersonaledowntosimillimacygno。\'
`Ididn\'tmean,Ma\'am——\'beganlittlePaul。
`Imusttroubleyounottotellmethatyoudidn\'tmean,ifyouplease,Dombey,\'saidMissBlimber,whopreservedanawfulpolitenessinheradmonitions。`ThatisalineofargumentIcouldn\'tdreamofpermitting。\'
Paulfeltitsafesttosaynothingatall,soheonlylookedatMissBlimber\'sspectacles。MissBlimberhavingshakenherheadathimgravely,referredtoapaperlyingbeforeher。
`“AnalysisofthecharacterofP。Dombey。“Ifmyrecollectionservesme,\'saidMissBlimberbreakingoff,`thewordanalysisasopposedtosynthesis,isthusdefinedbyWalker。“Theresolutionofanobject,whetherofthesensesoroftheintellect,intoitsfirstelements。“Asopposedtosynthesis,youobserve。Nowyouknowwhatanalysisis,Dombey。\'
Dombeydidn\'tseemtobeabsolutelyblindedbythelightletinuponhisintellect,buthemadeMissBlimberalittlebow。
`“Analysis,“\'resumedMissBlimber,castinghereyeoverthepaper,`“ofthecharacterofP。Dombey。“IfindthatthenaturalcapacityofDombeyisextremelygood;andthathisgeneraldispositiontostudymaybestatedinanequalratio。Thus,takingeightasourstandardandhighestnumber,IfindthesequalitiesinDombeystatedeachatsixthree-fourths!\'
MissBlimberpausedtoseehowPaulreceivedthisnews。Beingundecidedwhethersixthree-fourthsmeantsixpoundsfifteen,orsixpencethreefarthings,orsixfootthree,orthreequarterspastsix,orsixsomethingsthathehadn\'tlearntyet,withthreeunknownsomethingelsesover,PaulrubbedhishandsandlookedstraightatMissBlimber。Ithappenedtoansweraswellasanythingelsehecouldhavedone;andCorneliaproceeded。
`“Violencetwo。Selfishnesstwo。Inclinationtolowcompany,asevincedinthecaseofapersonnamedGlubb,originallyseven,butsincereduced。Gentlemanlydemeanourfour,andimprovingwithadvancingyears。“
NowwhatIparticularlywishtocallyourattentionto,Dombey,isthegeneralobservationatthecloseofthisanalysis。\'
Paulsethimselftofollowitwithgreatcare。
`“ItmaybegenerallyobservedofDombey,“\'saidMissBlimber,readinginaloudvoice,andateverysecondworddirectingherspectaclestowardsthelittlefigurebeforeher:`“thathisabilitiesandinclinationsaregood,andthathehasmadeasmuchprogressasunderthecircumstancescouldhavebeenexpected。Butitistobelamentedofthisyounggentlemanthatheissingularwhatisusuallytermedold-fashionedinhischaracterandconduct,andthatwithoutpresentinganythingineitherwhichdistinctlycallsforreprobation,heisoftenveryunlikeotheryounggentlemenofhisageandsocialposition。“Now,Dombey,\'saidMissBlimber,layingdownthepaper,`doyouunderstandthat?\'
`IthinkIdo,Ma\'am,\'saidPaul。
`Thisanalysis,yousee,Dombey,\'MissBlimbercontinued,isgoingtobesenthometoyourrespectedparent。Itwillnaturallybeverypainfultohimtofindthatyouaresingularinyourcharacterandconduct。Itisnaturallypainfultous;forwecan\'tlikeyou,youknow,Dombey,aswellaswecouldwish。\'
Shetouchedthechilduponatenderpoint。Hehadsecretlybecomemoreandmoresolicitousfromdaytoday,asthetimeofhisdeparturedrewmorenear,thatallthehouseshouldlikehim。Fromsomehiddenreason,veryimperfectlyunderstoodbyhimself——ifunderstoodatall——hefeltagraduallyincreasingimpulseofaffection,towardsalmosteverythingandeverybodyintheplace。Hecouldnotbeartothinkthattheywouldbequiteindifferenttohimwhenhewasgone。Hewantedthemtorememberhimkindly;
andhehadmadeithisbusinesseventoconciliateagreathoarseshaggydog,chainedupatthebackofthehouse,whohadpreviouslybeentheterrorofhislife;thatevenhemightmisshimwhenhewasnolongerthere。
Littlethinkingthatinthis,heonlyshowedagainthedifferencebetweenhimselfandhiscompeers,poortinyPaulsetitforthtoMissBlimberaswellashecould,andbeggedher,indespiteoftheofficialanalysis,tohavethegoodnesstotryandlikehim。ToMrs。Blimber,whohadjoinedthem,hepreferredthesamepetition:andwhenthatladycouldnotforbear,eveninhispresence,fromgivingutterancetoheroften-repeatedopinion,thathewasanoddchild,Paultoldherthathewassureshewasquiteright;thathethoughtitmustbehisbones,buthedidn\'tknow;andthathehopedshewouldoverlookit,forhewasfondofthemall。
`Notsofond,\'saidPaul,withamixtureoftimidityandperfectfrankness,whichwasoneofthemostpeculiarandmostengagingqualitiesofthechild,`notsofondasIamofFlorence,ofcourse;thatcouldneverbe。Youcouldn\'texpectthat,couldyou,Ma\'am?\'
`Oh!theold-fashionedlittlesoul!\'criedMrs。Blimber,inawhisper。
`ButIlikeeverybodyhereverymuch,\'pursuedPaul,`andIshouldgrievetogoaway,andthinkthatanyonewasgladthatIwasgone,ordidn\'tcare。\'
Mrs。BlimberwasnowquitesurethatPaulwastheoddestchildintheworld;andwhenshetoldtheDoctorwhathadpassed,theDoctordidnotcontroverthiswife\'sopinion。Buthesaid,ashehadsaidbefore,whenPaulfirstcame,thatstudywoulddomuch;andhealsosaid,ashehadsaidonthatoccasion,`Bringhimon,Cornelia!Bringhimon!\'
Corneliahadalwaysbroughthimonasvigorouslyasshecould;
andPaulhadhadahardlifeofit。Butoverandabovethegettingthroughhistasks,hehadlonghadanotherpurposealwayspresenttohim,andtowhichhestillheldfast。Itwas,tobeagentle,useful,quietlittlefellow,alwaysstrivingtosecuretheloveandattachmentoftherest;
andthoughhewasyetoftentobeseenathisoldpostonthestairs,orwatchingthewavesandcloudsfromhissolitarywindow,hewasoftenerfound,too,amongtheotherboys,modestlyrenderingthemsomelittlevoluntaryservice。Thusitcametopass,thatevenamongthoserigidandabsorbedyounganchorites,whomortifiedthemselvesbeneaththeroofofDoctorBlimber,Paulwasanobjectofgeneralinterest;afragilelittleplaythingthattheyallliked,andthatnoonewouldhavethoughtoftreatingroughly。
Buthecouldnotchangehisnature,orre-writetheanalysis;andsotheyallagreedthatDombeywasold-fashioned。
Thereweresomeimmunities,however,attachingtothecharacterenjoyedbynooneelse。Theycouldhavebettersparedanewer-fashionedchild,andthatalonewasmuch。WhentheothersonlybowedtoDoctorBlimberandfamilyonretiringforthenight,Paulwouldstretchouthismorselofahand,andboldlyshaketheDoctor\'s;alsoMrs。Blimber\'s;alsoCornelia\'s。
Ifanybodywastobebeggedofffromimpendingpunishment,Paulwasalwaysthedelegate。Theweak-eyedyoungmanhimselfhadonceconsultedhim,inreferencetoalittlebreakageofglassandchina。Anditwasdarklyrumouredthatthebutler,regardinghimwithfavoursuchasthatsternmanhadnevershownbeforetomortalboy,hadsometimesmingledporterwithhistable-beertomakehimstrong。
Overandabovetheseextensiveprivileges,PaulhadfreerightofentrytoMr。Feeder\'sroom,fromwhichapartmenthehadtwiceledMr。
Tootsintotheopenairinastateoffaintness,consequentonanunsuccessfulattempttosmokeaverybluntcigar:oneofabundlewhichthatyounggentlemanhadcovertlypurchasedontheshinglefromamostdesperatesmuggler,whohadacknowledged,inconfidence,thattwohundredpoundswasthepricesetuponhishead,deadoralive,bytheCustomHouse。Itwasasnugroom,Mr。Feeder\'s,withhisbedinanotherlittleroominsideofit;andaflute,whichMr。Feedercouldn\'tplayyet,butwasgoingtomakeapointoflearning,hesaid,hangingupoverthefireplace。Thereweresomebooksinit,too,andafishing-rod;forMr。Feedersaidheshouldcertainlymakeapointoflearningtofish,whenhecouldfindtime。Mr。Feederhadamassed,withsimilarintentions,abeautifullittlecurlysecondhandkey-bugle,achess-boardandmen,aSpanishGrammar,asetofsketchingmaterials,andapairofboxing-gloves。Theartofself-defenceMr。Feedersaidheshouldundoubtedlymakeapointoflearning,asheconsidereditthedutyofeverymantodo;foritmightleadtotheprotectionofafemaleindistress。
ButMr。Feeder\'sgreatpossessionwasalargegreenjarofsnuff,whichMr。Tootshadbroughtdownasapresent,atthecloseofthelastvacation;andforwhichhehadpaidahighprice,ashavingbeenthegenuinepropertyofthePrinceRegent。NeitherMr。TootsnotMr。Feedercouldpartakeofthisoranyothersnuff,eveninthemoststintedandmoderatedegree,withoutbeingseizedwithconvulsionsofsneezing。Neverthelessitwastheirgreatdelighttomoistenabox-fullwithcoldtea,stirituponapieceofparchmentwithapaper-knife,anddevotethemselvestoitsconsumptionthenandthere。Inthecourseofwhichcrammingoftheirnoses,theyenduredsurprisingtormentswiththeconstancyofmartyrs:and,drinkingtable-beeratintervals,feltallthegloriesofdissipation。
TolittlePaulsittingsilentintheircompany,andbythesideofhischiefpatron,Mr。Toots,therewasadreadcharmintheserecklessoccasions:andwhenMr。FeederspokeofthedarkmysteriesofLondon,andtoldMr。Tootsthathewasgoingtoobserveithimselfcloselyinallitsramificationsintheapproachingholidays,andforthatpurposehadmadearrangementstoboardwithtwooldmaidenladiesatPeckham,Paulregardedhimasifheweretheheroofsomebookoftravelsorwildadventure,andwasalmostafraidofsuchaslashingperson。
Goingintothisroomoneevening,whentheholidayswereverynear,PaulfoundMr。Feederfillinguptheblanksinsomeprintedletters,whilesomeothers,alreadyfilledupandstrewnbeforehim,werebeingfoldedandsealedbyMr。Toots。Mr。Feedersaid,`Aha,Dombey,thereyouare,areyou?\'——fortheywerealwayskindtohim,andgladtoseehim——andthensaid,tossingoneoftheletterstowardshim,`Andthereyouare,too,Dombey。That\'syours。\'
`Mine,Sir?\'saidPaul。
`Yourinvitation,\'returnedMr。Feeder。
Paul,lookingatit,found,incopper-plateprint,withtheexceptionofhisownnameandthedate,whichwereinMr。Feeder\'sPenmanship,thatDoctorandMrs。BlimberrequestedthepleasureofMr。P。Dombey\'scompanyatanearlypartyonWednesdayEveningtheSeventeenthInstant;andthatthehourwashalf-pastseveno\'clock;andthattheobjectwasQuadrilles。
Mr。Tootsalsoshowedhim,byholdingupacompanionsheetofpaper,thatDoctorandMrs。BlimberrequestedthepleasureofMr。Toots\'scompanyatanearlypartyonWednesdayEveningtheSeventeenthInstant,whenthehourwashalf-pastseveno\'clock,andwhentheobjectwasQuadrilles。Healsofound,onglancingatthetablewhereMr。Feedersat,thatthepleasureofMr。Briggs\'scompany,andofMr。Tozer\'scompany,andofeveryyounggentleman\'scompany,wasrequestedbyDoctorandMrs。Blimberonthesamegenteeloccasion。
Mr。Feederthentoldhim,tohisgreatjoy,thathissisterwasinvited,andthatitwasahalf-yearlyevent,andthat,astheholidaysbeganthatday,hecouldgoawaywithhissisteraftertheparty,ifheliked,whichPaulinterruptedhimtosayhewouldlike,verymuch。
Mr。FeederthengavehimtounderstandthathewouldbeexpectedtoinformDoctorandMrs。Blimber,insuperfinesmall-hand,thatMr。P。Dombeywouldbehappytohavethehonourofwaitingonthem,inaccordancewiththeirpoliteinvitation。Lastly,Mr。Feedersaid,hehadbetternotrefertothefestiveoccasion,inthehearingofDoctorandMrs。Blimber;asthesepreliminaries,andthewholeofthearrangements,wereconductedonprinciplesofclassicalityandhighbreeding;andthatDoctorandMrs。Blimberontheonehand,andtheyounggentlemenontheother,weresupposed,intheirscholasticcapacities,nottohavetheleastideaofwhatwasinthewind。
PaulthankedMr。Feederforthesehints,andpocketinghisinvitation,satdownonastoolbythesideofMr。Tootsasusual。ButPaul\'shead,whichhadlongbeenailingmoreorless,andwassometimesveryheavyandpainful,feltsouneasythatnight,thathewasobligedtosupportitonhishand。Andyetitdroppedso,thatbylittleandlittleitsunkonMr。
Toots\'sknee,andrestedthere,asifithadnocaretobeeverliftedupagain。
Thatwasnoreasonwhyheshouldbedeaf,buthemusthavebeen,hethought,for,byandby,heheardMr。Feedercallinginhisear,andgentlyshakinghimtorousehisattention。Andwhenheraisedhishead,quitescared,andlookedabouthim,hefoundthatDoctorBlimberhadcomeintotheroom;andthatthewindowwasopen,andthathisforeheadwaswetwithsprinkledwater;thoughhowallthishadbeendonewithouthisknowledge,wasverycuriousindeed。
`Ah!Come,come!That\'swell!Howismylittlefriendnow?\'saidDoctorBlimber,encouragingly。
`Oh,quitewell,thankyou,Sir,\'saidPaul。
Butthereseemedtobesomethingthematterwiththefloor,forhecouldn\'tstanduponitsteadily;andwiththewallstoo,fortheywereinclinedtoturnroundandround,andcouldonlybestoppedbybeinglookedatveryhardindeed。Mr。Toots\'sheadhadtheappearanceofbeingatoncebiggerandfartheroffthanwasquitenatural:andwhenhetookPaulinhisarms,tocarryhimupstairs,Paulobservedwithastonishmentthatthedoorwasinquiteadifferentplacefromthatinwhichhehadexpectedtofindit,andalmostthought,atfirst,thatMr。Tootswasgoingtowalkstraightupthechimney。
ItwasverykindofMr。Tootstocarryhimtothetopofthehousesotenderly;andPaultoldhimthatitwas。ButMr。Tootssaidhewoulddoagreatdealmorethanthat,ifhecould;andindeedhedidmoreasitwas:forhehelpedPaultoundress,andhelpedhimtobed,inthekindestmannerpossible,andthensatdownbythebedsideandchuckledverymuch;
whileMr。Feeder,B。A。,leaningoverthebottomofthebedstead,setallthelittlebristlesonhisheadboltuprightwithhisbonyhands,andthenmadebelievetosparatPaulwithgreatscience,onaccountofhisbeingallrightagain,whichwassouncommonlyfacetious,andkindtooinMr。
Feeder,thatPaul,notbeingabletomakeuphismindwhetheritwasbesttolaughorcryathim,didbothatonce。
HowMr。Tootsmeltedaway,andMr。FeederchangedintoMrs。Pipchin,Paulneverthoughtofasking;neitherwasheatallcurioustoknow;butwhenhesawMrs。Pipchinstandingatthebottomofthebed,insteadofMr。Feeder,hecriedout,`Mrs。Pipchin,don\'ttellFlorence!\'
`Don\'ttellFlorencewhat,mylittlePaul?\'saidMrs。Pipchin,comingroundtothebedside,andsittingdowninthechair。
`Aboutme,\'saidPaul。
`No,no,\'saidMrs。Pipchin。
`WhatdoyouthinkImeantodowhenIgrowup,Mrs。Pipchin?\'
inquiredPaul,turninghisfacetowardsheronhispillow,andrestinghischinwistfullyonhisfoldedhands。
Mrs。Pipchincouldn\'tguess。
`Imean,\'saidPaul,`toputmymoneyalltogetherinoneBank,nevertrytogetanymore,goawayintothecountrywithmydarlingFlorence,haveabeautifulgarden,fields,andwoods,andlivetherewithherallmylife!\'
`Indeed!\'criedMrs。Pipchin。
`Yes,\'saidPaul。`That\'swhatImeantodo,whenI——\'Hestopped,andponderedforamoment。
Mrs。Pipchin\'sgreyeyescannedhisthoughtfulface。
`IfIgrowup,\'saidPaul。ThenhewentonimmediatelytotellMrs。Pipchinallabouttheparty,aboutFlorence\'sinvitation,aboutthepridehewouldhaveintheadmirationthatwouldbefeltforherbyalltheboys,abouttheirbeingsokindtohimandfondofhim,abouthisbeingsofondofthem,andabouthisbeingsogladofit。ThenhetoldMrs。Pipchinabouttheanalysis,andabouthisbeingcertainlyold-fashioned,andtookMrs。Pipchin\'sopiniononthatpoint,andwhethersheknewwhyitwas,andwhatitmeant。Mrs。Pipchindeniedthefactaltogether,astheshortestwayofgettingoutofthedifficulty;butPaulwasfarfromsatisfiedwiththatreply,andlookedsosearchinglyatMrs。Pipchinforatrueranswer,thatshewasobligedtogetupandlookoutofthewindowtoavoidhiseyes。
TherewasacertaincalmApothecary,whoattendedattheestablishmentwhenanyoftheyounggentlemenwereill,andsomehowhegotintotheroomandappearedatthebedside,withMrs。Blimber。Howtheycamethere,orhowlongtheyhadbeenthere,Pauldidn\'tknow;butwhenhesawthem,hesatupinbed,andansweredalltheApothecary\'squestionsatfulllength,andwhisperedtohimthatFlorencewasnottoknowanythingaboutit,ifhepleased,andthathehadsethisminduponhercomingtotheparty。HewasverychattywiththeApothecary,andtheypartedexcellentfriends。Lyingdownagainwithhiseyesshut,heheardtheApothecarysay,outoftheroomandquitealongwayoff——orhedreamedit——thattherewasawantofvitalpowerwhatwasthat,Paulwonderedandgreatconstitutionalweakness。Thatasthelittlefellowhadsethisheartonpartingwithhisschool-matesontheseventeenth,itwouldbebettertoindulgethefancyifhegrewnoworse。ThathewasgladtohearfromMrs。Pipchin,thatthelittlefellowwouldgotohisfriendsinLondonontheeighteenth。ThathewouldwritetoMr。Dombey,whenheshouldhavegainedabetterknowledgeofthecase,andbeforethatday。Thattherewasnoimmediatecausefor——what?
Paullostthatword。Andthatthelittlefellowhadafinemind,butwasanold-fashionedboy。
Whatoldfashioncouldthatbe,Paulwonderedwithapalpitatingheart,thatwassovisiblyexpressedinhim;soplainlyseenbysomanypeople!
Hecouldneithermakeitout,nottroublehimselflongwiththeeffort。Mrs。Pipchinwasagainbesidehim,ifshehadeverbeenawayhethoughtshehadgoneoutwiththeDoctor,butitwasalladreamperhaps,andpresentlyabottleandglassgotintoherhandsmagically,andshepouredoutthecontentsforhim。Afterthat,hehadsomerealgoodjelly,whichMrs。Blimberbroughttohimherself;andthenhewassowell,thatMrs。Pipchinwenthome,athisurgentsolicitation,andBriggsandTozercametobed。PoorBriggsgrumbledterriblyabouthisownanalysis,whichcouldhardlyhavediscomposedhimmoreifithadbeenachemicalprocess;
buthewasverygoodtoPaul,andsowasTozer,andsowerealltherest,fortheyeveryonelookedinbeforegoingtobed,andsaid,`Howareyounow,Dombey?\'`Cheerup,littleDombey!\'andsoforth。AfterBriggshadgotintobed,helayawakeforalongtime,stillbemoaninghisanalysis,andsayingheknewitwasallwrong,andtheycouldn\'thaveanalysedamurdererworse,andhowwouldDoctorBlimberlikeitifhispocket-moneydependedonit?Itwasveryeasy,Briggssaid,tomakeagalley-slaveofaboyallthehalf-year,andthenscorehimupidle;andtocribtwodinnersa-weekoutofhisboard,andthenscorehimupgreedy:butthatwasn\'tgoingtobesubmittedto,hebelieved,wasit?Oh!Ah!
Beforetheweak-eyedyoungmanperformedonthegongnextmorning,hecameupstairstoPaulandtoldhimhewastoliestill,whichPaulverygladlydid。Mrs。PipchinreappearedalittlebeforetheApothecary,andalittleafterthegoodyoungwomanwhomPaulhadseencleaningthestoveonthatfirstmorninghowlongagoitseemednow!hadbroughthimhisbreakfast。Therewasanotherconsultationalongwayoff,orelsePauldreameditagain;andthentheApothecary,comingbackwithDoctorandMrs。Blimber,said:
`Yes,Ithink,DoctorBlimber,wemayreleasethisyounggentlemanfromhisbooksjustnow;thevacationbeingsoverynearathand。\'
`Byallmeans,\'saidDoctorBlimber。`Mylove,youwillinformCornelia,ifyouplease。\'
`Assuredly,\'saidMrs。Blimber。
TheApothecarybendingdown,lookedcloselyintoPaul\'seyes,andfelthishead,andhispulse,andhisheart,withsomuchinterestandcare,thatPaulsaid,`Thankyou,sir。\'
`Ourlittlefriend,\'observedDoctorBlimber,`hasnevercomplained。\'
`Ohno!\'repliedtheApothecary。`Hewasnotlikelytocomplain。\'
`Youfindhimgreatlybetter?\'saidDoctorBlimber。
`Oh!heisgreatlybetter,Sir,\'returnedtheApothecary。
Paulhadbeguntospeculate,inhisownoddway,onthesubjectthatmightoccupytheApothecary\'smindjustatthatmoment;somusinglyhadheansweredthetwoquestionsofDoctorBlimber。ButtheApothecaryhappeningtomeethislittlepatient\'seyes,asthelattersetoffonthatmentalexpedition,andcominginstantlyoutofhisabstractionwithacheerfulsmile,Paulsmiledinreturnandabandonedit。
Helayinbedallthatday,dozinganddreaming,andlookingatMr。Toots:butgotuponthenext,andwentdownstairs。Loandbehold,therewassomethingthematterwiththegreatclock;andaworkmanonapairofstepshadtakenitsfaceoff,andwaspokinginstrumentsintotheworksbythelightofacandle!ThiswasagreateventforPaul,whosatdownonthebottomstair,andwatchedtheoperationattentively:nowandthenglancingattheclockface,leaningallaskew,againstthewallhardby,andfeelingalittleconfusedbyasuspicionthatitwasoglinghim。
Theworkmanonthestepswasverycivil;andashesaid,whenheobservedPaul,`Howdoyoudo,Sir?\'Paulgotintoconversationwithhim,andtoldhimhehadn\'tbeenquitewelllately。Theicebeingthusbroken,Paulaskedhimamultitudeofquestionsaboutchimesandclocks:
as,whetherpeoplewatchedupinthelonelychurchsteeplesbynighttomakethemstrike,andhowthebellswererungwhenpeopledies,andwhetherthoseweredifferentbellsfromweddingbells,oronlysoundeddismalinthefanciesoftheliving。FindingthathisnewacquaintancewasnotverywellinformedonthesubjectoftheCurfewBellofancientdays,Paulgavehimanaccountofthatinstitution;andalsoaskedhim,asapracticalman,whathethoughtaboutKingAlfred\'sideaofmeasuringtimebytheburningofcandles;towhichtheworkmanreplied,thathethoughtitwouldbetheruinoftheclocktradeifitwastocomeupagain。Infine,Paullookedon,untiltheclockhadquiterecovereditsfamiliaraspect,andresumeditssedateinquiry:whentheworkman,puttingawayhistoolsinalongbasket,badehimgoodday,andwentaway。Thoughnotbeforehehadwhisperedsomething,onthedoor-mat,tothefootman,inwhichtherewasthephrase`old-fashioned\'——forPaulheardit。
Whatcouldthatoldfashionbe,thatseemedtomakethepeoplesorry!whatcoulditbe!
Havingnothingtolearnnow,hethoughtofthisfrequently;thoughnotsooftenashemighthavedone,ifhehadhadfewerthingstothinkof。Buthehadagreatmany;andwasalwaysthinking,alldaylong。
First,therewasFlorencecomingtotheparty。Florencewouldseethattheboyswerefondofhim;andthatwouldmakeherhappy。Thiswashisgreattheme。LetFlorenceoncebesurethattheyweregentleandgoodtohim,andthathehadbecomealittlefavouriteamongthem,andthenshewouldalwaysthinkofthetimehehadpassedthere,withoutbeingverysorry。Florencemightbeallthehappiertooforthatperhaps,whenhecameback。
Whenhecameback!Fiftytimesaday,hisnoiselesslittlefeetwentupthestairstohisownroom,ashecollectedeverybookandscrap,andtriflethatbelongedtohim,andputthemalltogetherthere,downtotheminutestthing,fortakinghome!TherewasnoshadeofcomingbackonlittlePaul;nopreparationforit,orotherreferencetoit,grewoutofanythinghethoughtordid,exceptthisslightoneinconnexionwithhissister。Onthecontrary,hehadtothinkofeverythingfamiliartohim,inhiscontemplativemoodsandinhiswanderingsaboutthehouse,asbeingtobepartedwith;andhencethemanythingshehadtothinkof,alldaylong。
Hehadtopeepintothoseroomsup-stairs,andthinkhowsolitarytheywouldbewhenhewasgone,andwonderthroughhowmanysilentdays,weeks,months,andyears,theywouldcontinuejustasgraveandundisturbed。
Hehadtothink——wouldanyotherchildold-fashioned,likehimselfstraythereatanytime,towhomthesamegrotesquedistortionsofpatternandfurniturewouldmanifestthemselves;andwouldanybodytellthatboyoflittleDombey,whohadbeenthereonce?
Hehadtothinkofaportraitonthestairs,whichalwayslookedearnestlyafterhimashewentaway,eyeingitoverhisshoulder:andwhich,whenhepasseditinthecompanyofanyone,stillseemedtogazeathim,andnotathiscompanion。Hehadmuchtothinkof,inassociationwithaprintthathungupinanotherplace,where,inthecentreofawonderinggroup,onefigurethatheknew,afigurewithalightaboutitshead——benignant,mild,andmerciful——stoodpointingupward。
Athisownbedroomwindow,therewerecrowdsofthoughtsthatmixedwiththese,andcameon,oneuponanother,liketherollingwaves。
Wherethosewildbirdslived,thatwerealwayshoveringoutatseaintroubledweather;wherethecloudsroseandfirstbegan;whencethewindissuedonitsrushingflight,andwhereitstopped;whetherthespotwhereheandFlorencehadsooftensat,andwatched,andtalkedaboutthesethings,couldeverbeexactlyasitusedtobewithoutthem;whetheritcouldeverbethesametoFlorence,ifhewereinsomedistantplace,andsheweresittingtherealone。
Hehadtothink,too,ofMr。Toots,andMr。Feeder,B。A;ofalltheboys;andofDoctorBlimber,Mrs。Blimber,andMissBlimber;ofhome,andofhisauntandMissTox;ofhisfather,DombeyandSon,Walterwiththepooroldunclewhohadgotthemoneyhewanted,andthatgruff-voicedCaptainwiththeironhand。Besidesallthis,hehadanumberoflittlevisitstopay,inthecourseoftheday;totheschoolroom,toDoctorBlimber\'sstudy,toMrs。Blimber\'sprivateaapartment,toMissBlimber\'s,andtothedog。Forhewasfreeofthewholehousenow,torangeitashechose;
and,inhisdesiretopartwitheverybodyonaffectionateterms,heattended,inhisway,tothemall。SometimeshefoundplacesinbooksforBriggs,whowasalwayslosingthem;sometimeshelookedupwordsindictionariesforotheryounggentlemenwhowereinextremity;sometimesheheldskeinsofsilkforMrs。Blimbertowind;sometimesheputCornelia\'sdesktorights;
sometimeshewouldevencreepintotheDoctor\'sstudy,and,sittingonthecarpetnearhislearnedfeet,turntheglobessoftly,andgoroundtheworld,ortakeaflightamongthefar-offstars。
Inthosedaysimmediatelybeforetheholidays,inshort,whentheotheryounggentlemenwerelabouringfordearlifethroughageneralresumptionofthestudiesofthewholehalf-year,Paulwassuchaprivilegedpupilashadneverbeenseeninthathousebefore。Hecouldhardlybelieveithimself;buthislibertylastedfromhourtohour,andfromdaytoday;
andlittleDombeywascaressedbyeveryone。DoctorBlimberwassoparticularabouthim,thatherequestedJohnsontoretirefromthedinner-tableoneday,forhavingthoughtlesslyspokentohimas`poorlittleDombey;\'whichPaulthoughtratherhardandsevere,thoughhehadflushedatthemoment,andwonderedwhyJohnsonshouldpityhim。Itwasthemorequestionablejustice,Paulthought,intheDoctor,fromhishavingcertainlyoverheardthatgreatauthoritygivehisassentonthepreviousevening,tothepropositionstatedbyMrs。BlimberthatpoordearlittleDombeywasmoreold-fashionedthanever。AndnowitwasthatPaulbegantothinkitmustsurelybeold-fashionedtobeverythin,andlight,andeasilytired,andsoondisposedtoliedownanywhereandrest;forhecouldn\'thelpfeelingthattheseweremoreandmorehishabitseveryday。
Atlasttheparty-dayarrived;andDoctorBlimbersaidatbreakfast,`Gentlemen,wewillresumeourstudiesonthetwenty-fifthofnextmonth。\'
Mr。Tootsimmediatelythrewoffhisallegiance,andputonhisring:andmentioningtheDoctorincasualconversationshortlyafterwards,spokeofhimas`Blimber!\'Thisactoffreedominspiredtheolderpupilswithadmirationandenvy;buttheyoungerspiritswereappalled,andseemedtomarvelthatnobeamfelldownandcrushedhim。
Nottheleastallusionwasmadetotheceremoniesoftheevening,eitheratbreakfastoratdinner;buttherewasabustleinthehouseallday,andinthecourseofhisperambulations,Paulmadeacquaintancewithvariousstrangebenchesandcandlesticks,andmetaharpinagreengreatcoatstandingonthelandingoutsidethedrawing-roomdoor。Therewassomethingqueer,too,aboutMrs。Blimber\'sheadatdinner-time,asifshehadscrewedherhairuptootight;andthoughMissBlimbershowedagracefulbunchofplaitedhaironeachtemple,sheseemedtohaveherownlittlecurlsinpaperunderneath,andinaplay-billtoo:forPaulread`TheatreRoyal\'
overoneofhersparklingspectacles,and`Brighton\'overtheother。
Therewasagrandarrayofwhitewaistcoatsandcravatsintheyounggentlemen\'sbedroomsaseveningapproached;andsuchasmellofsingedhair,thatDoctorBlimbersentupthefootmanwithhiscompliments,andwishedtoknowifthehousewasonfire。Butitwasonlythehairdressercurlingtheyounggentlemen,andover-heatinghistongsintheardourofbusiness。
WhenPaulwasdressed——whichwasverysoondone,forhefeltunwellanddrowsy,andwasnotabletostandaboutitverylong——hewentdownintothedrawing-room;wherehefoundDoctorBlimberpacingupanddowntheroomfulldressed,butwithadignifiedandunconcerneddemeanour,asifhethoughtitbarelypossiblethatoneortwopeoplemightdropinbyandby。Shortlyafterwards,Mrs。Blimberappeared,lookinglovely,Paulthought;andattiredinsuchanumberofskirtsthatitwasquiteanexcursiontowalkroundher。MissBlimbercamedownsoonafterhermama;alittlesqueezedinappearance,butverycharming。
Mr。TootsandMr。Feederwerethenextarrivals。Eachofthesegentlemenbroughthishatinhishand,asifhelivedsomewhereelse;andwhentheywereannouncedbythebutler,DoctorBlimbersaid,`Aye,aye,aye!Godblessmysoul!\'andseemedextremelygladtoseethem。Mr。Tootswasoneblazeofjewelleryandbuttons:andhefeltthecircumstancesostrongly,thatwhenhehadshakenhandswiththeDoctor,andhadbowedtoMrs。BlimberandMissBlimber,hetookPaulaside,andsaid,`Whatdoyouthinkofthis,Dombey?\'
Butnotwithstandingthismodestconfidenceinhimself,Mr。Tootsappearedtobeinvolvedinagooddealofuncertaintywhether,onthewhole,itwasjudicioustobuttonthebottombuttonofhiswaistcoat,andwhether,onacalmrevisionofallthecircumstances,itwasbesttowearhiswristbandsturneduporturneddown。ObservingthatMr。Feeder\'swereturnedup,Mr。
Tootsturnedhisup;butthewristbandsofthenextarrivalbeingturneddown,Mr。Tootsturnedhisdown。Thedifferencesinpointofwaistcoatbuttoning,notonlyatthebottom,butatthetoptoo,becamesonumerousandcomplicatedasthearrivalsthickened,thatMr。Tootswascontinuallyfingeringthatarticleofdress,asifhewereperformingonsomeinstrument;
andappearedtofindtheincessantexecutionitdemanded,quitebewildering。
Alltheyounggentlemen,tightlycravatted,curled,andpumped,andwiththeirbesthatsintheirhands,havingbeenatdifferenttimesannouncedandintroduced,Mr。Baps,thedancing-master,came,accompaniedbyMrs。Baps,towhomMrs。Blimberwasextremelykindandcondescending。
Mr。Bapswasaverygentleman,withaslowandmeasuredmannerofspeaking;
andbeforehehadstoodunderthelampfiveminutes,hebegantotalktoTootswhohadbeensilentlycomparingpumpswithhimaboutwhatyouweretodowithyourrawmaterialswhentheycameintoyourportsinreturnforyourdrainofgold。Mr。Toots,towhomthequestionseemedperplexing,suggested`Cook\'em。\'ButMr。Bapsdidnotappeartothinkthatwoulddo。
Paulnowslippedawayfromthecushionedcornerofasofa,whichhadbeenhispostofobservation,andwentdownstairsintothetea-roomtobereadyforFlorence,whomhehadnotseenfornearlyafortnight,ashehadremainedatDoctorBlimber\'sonthepreviousSaturdayandSunday,lestheshouldtakecold。Presentlyshecame:lookingsobeautifulinhersimpleballdress,withherfreshflowersinherhand,thatwhenshekneltdownonthegroundtotakePaulroundtheneckandkisshimfortherewasnoonethere,buthisfriendandanotheryoungwomanwaitingtoserveoutthetea,hecouldhardlymakeuphismindtolethergoagain,ortotakeawayherbrightandlovingeyesfromhisface。
`Butwhatisthematter,Floy?\'askedPaul,almostsurethathesawatearthere。
`Nothing,darling;nothing,\'returnedFlorence。
Paultouchedhercheekgentlywithhisfinger——anditwasatear!`Why,Floy!\'saidhe。
`We\'llgohometogether,andI\'llnurseyou,love,\'saidFlorence。
`Nurseme!\'echoedPaul。
Paulcouldn\'tunderstandwhatthathadtodowithit,notwhythetwoyoungwomenlookedonsoseriously,norwhyFlorenceturnedawayherfaceforamoment,andthenturneditback,lightedupagainwithsmiles。
`Floy,\'saidPaul,holdingaringletofherdarkhairinhishand。
`Tellme,dear。DoyouthinkIhavegrownold-fashioned?\'
Hissisterlaughed,andfondledhim,andtoldhim`No。\'
`BecauseIknowtheysayso,\'returnedPaul,`andIwanttoknowwhattheymean,Floy。\'
Butalouddoubleknockcomingatthedoor,andFlorencehurryingtothetable,therewasnomoresaidbetweenthem。PaulwonderedagainwhenhesawhisfriendwhispertoFlorence,asifshewerecomfortingher;
butanewarrivalputthatoutofhisheadspeedily。
ItwasSirBarnetSkettles,LadySkettles,andMasterSkettles。
MasterSkettleswastobeanewboyafterthevacation,andFamehadbeenbusy,inMr。Feeder\'sroom,withhisfather,whowasintheHouseofCommons,andofwhomMr。FeederhadsaidthatwhenhedidcatchtheSpeaker\'seyewhichhehadbeenexpectedtodoforthreeorfouryears,itwasanticipatedthathewouldrathertouchuptheRadicals。
`Andwhatroomisthisnow,forinstance?\'saidLadySkettlestoPaul\'sfriend,\'Melia。
`DoctorBlimber\'sstudy,ma\'am,\'wasthereply。
LadySkettlestookapanoramicsurveyofitthroughherglass,andsaidtoSirBarnetSkettles,withanodofapproval,`Verygood。\'SirBarnetassented,butMasterSkettleslookedsuspiciousanddoubtful。
`Andthislittlecreature,now,\'saidLadySkettles,turningtoPaul。`Isheoneofthe——\'
`Younggentlemen,ma\'am;yes,ma\'am,\'saidPaul\'sfriend。
`Andwhatisyourname,mypalechild?\'saidLadySkettles。
`Dombey,\'answeredPaul。
SirBarnetSkettlesimmediatelyinterposed,andsaidthathehadhadthehonourofmeetingPaul\'sfatheratapublicdinner,andthathehopedhewasverywell。ThenPaulheardhimsaytoLadySkettles,`City——veryrich——mostrespectable——Doctormentionedit。\'AndthenhesaidtoPaul,`WillyoutellyourgoodpapathatSirBarnetSkettlesrejoicedtohearthathewasverywell,andsenthimhisbestcompliments?\'
`Yes,Sir,\'answeredPaul。
`Thatismybraveboy,\'saidSirBarnetSkettles。`Barnet,\'toMasterSkettles,whowasrevenginghimselfforthestudiestocome,ontheplum-cake,`thisisayounggentlemanyououghttoknow。Thisisayounggentlemanyoumayknow,Barnet,\'saidSirBarnetSkettles,withanemphasisonthepermission。
`Whateyes!Whathair!Whatalovelyface!\'exclaimedLadySkettlessoftly,asshelookedatFlorencethroughherglass。
`Mysister,\'saidPaul,presentingher。
ThesatisfactionoftheSkettleseswasnowcomplete。AndasLadySkettleshadconceived,atfirstsight,alikingforPaul,theyallwentupstairstogether:SirBarnetSkettlestakingcareofFlorence,andyoungBarnetfollowing。
YoungBarnetdidnotremainlonginthebackgroundaftertheyhadreachedthedrawing-room,forDr。Blimberhadhimoutinnotime,dancingwithFlorence。HedidnotappeartoPaultobeparticularlyhappy,orparticularlyanythingbutsulky,ortocaremuchwhathewasabout;butasPaulheardLadySkettlessaytoMrs。Blimber,whileshebeattimewithherfan,thatherdearboywasevidentlysmittentodeathbythatangelofachild,MissDombey,itwouldseemthatSkettlesJuniorwasinastateofbliss,withoutshowingit。
LittlePaulthoughtitasingularcoincidencethatnobodyhadoccupiedhisplaceamongthepillows;andthatwhenhecameintotheroomagain,theyshouldallmakewayforhimtogobacktoit,rememberingitwashis。Nobodystoodbeforehimeither,whentheyobservedthathelikedtoseeFlorencedancing,buttheyleftthespaceinfrontquiteclear,sothathemightfollowherwithhiseyes。Theyweresokindtoo,eventhestrangers,ofwhomthereweresoonagreatmany,thattheycameandspoketohimeverynowandthen,andaskedhimhowhewas,andifhisheadached,andwhetherhewastired。Hewasverymuchobligedtothemforalltheirkindnessandattention,andrecliningproppedupinhiscorner,withMrs。BlimberandLadySkettlesonthesamesofa,andFlorencecomingandsittingbyhissideassoonaseverydancewasended,helookedonveryhappilyindeed。
Florencewouldhavesatbyhimallnight,andwouldnothavedancedatallofherownaccord,butPaulmadeher,bytellingherhowmuchitpleasedhim。Andhetoldherthetruth,too;forhissmallheartswelled,andhisfaceglowed,whenhesawhowmuchtheyalladmiredher,andhowshewasthebeautifullittlerosebudoftheroom。
Fromhisnestamongthepillows,Paulcouldseeandhearalmosteverythingthatpassed,asifthewholewerebeingdoneforhisamusement。
Amongotherlittleincidentsthattheobserved,heobservedMr。Bapsthedancing-mastergetintoconversationwithSirBarnetSkettles,andverysoonaskhim,ashehadaskedMr。Toots,whatyouweretodowithyourrawmaterials,whentheycameintoyourportsinreturnforyourdrainofgold——whichwassuchamysterytoPaulthathewasquitedesiroustoknowwhatoughttobedonewiththem。SirBarnetSkettleshadmuchtosayuponthequestion,andsaidit;butitdidnotappeartosolvethequestion,forMr。Bapsretorted,Yes,butsupposingRussiasteppedinwithhertallows;
whichstruckSirBarnetalmostdumb,forhecouldonlyshakehisheadafterthat,andsay,Whythenyoumustfallbackuponyourcottons,hesupposed。
SirBarnetSkettleslookedafterMr。BapswhenhewenttocheerupMrs。Bapswho,beingquitedeserted,waspretendingtolookoverthemusic-bookofthegentlemanwhoplayedtheharp,asifhethoughthimaremarkablekindofman;andshortlyafterwardshesaidsointhosewordstoDoctorBlimber,andinquiredifhemighttakethelibertyofaskingwhohewas,andwhetherhehadeverbeenintheBoardofTrade。DoctorBlimberansweredno,hebelievednot;andthatinfacthewasaProfessorof——
`Ofsomethingconnectedwithstatistics,I\'llswear?\'observedSirBarnetSkettles。
`Whyno,SirBarnet,\'repliedDoctorBlimber,rubbinghischin。
No,notexactly。\'
`Figuresofsomesort,Iwouldventureabet,\'saidSirBarnetSkettles。
`Whyyes,\'saidDoctorBlimber,\'`yes,butnotofthatsort。Mr。
Bapsisaveryworthysortofman,SirBarnet,and——infacthe\'sourprofessorofdancing。\'
PaulwasamazedtoseethatthispieceofinformationquitealteredSirBarnetSkettles\'opinionofMr。Baps,andthatSirBarnetflewintoaperfectrage,andgloweredatMr。Bapsoverontheothersideoftheroom。HeevenwentsofarastoDMr。BapstoLadySkettles,intellingherwhathadhappened,andtosaythatitwaslikehismostcon-sum-mateandconfoun-dedimpudence。
TherewasanotherthingthatPaulobserved。Mr。Feeder,afterimbibingseveralcustard-cupsofnegus,begantoenjoyhimself。Thedancingingeneralwasceremonious,andthemusicrathersolemn——alittlelikechurchmusicinfact——butafterthecustard——cups,Mr。FeedertoldMr。
Tootsthathewasgoingtothrowalittlespiritintothething。Afterthat,Mr。Feedernotonlybegantodanceasifhemeantdancingandnothingelse,butsecretlytostimulatethemusictoperformwildtunes。Further,hebecameparticularinhisattentionstotheladies;anddancingwithMissBlimber,whisperedtoher——whisperedtoher!——thoughnotsosoftlybutthatPaulheardhimsaythisremarkablepoetry,`HadIaheartforfalsehoodframed,Ine\'ercouldinjureYou!\'
ThisPaulheardhimrepeattoyoungladiesinsuccession。WellmightMr。FeedersaytoMr。Toots,thathewasafraidheshouldbetheworseforitto-morrow!
Mrs。Blimberwasalittlealarmedbythis——comparativelyspeaking——profligatebehaviour;andespeciallybythealterationinthecharacterofthemusic,which,beginningtocomprehendlowmelodiesthatwerepopularinthestreets,mightnotunnaturallybesupposedtogiveoffencetoLadySkettles。ButLadySkettleswassoverykindastobegMrs。Blimbernottomentionit;
andtoreceiveherexplanationthatMr。Feeder\'sspiritssometimesbetrayedhimintoexcessesontheseoccasions,withthegreatestcourtesyandpoliteness;
observing,thatheseemedaverynicesortofpersonforhissituation,andthatsheparticularlylikedtheunassumingstyleofhishair——whichasalreadyhintedwasaboutaquarterofaninchlong。
Once,whentherewasapauseinthedancing,LadySkettlestoldPaulthatheseemedveryfondofmusic。Paulreplied,Thathewas;andifshewastoo,sheoughttohearhissister,Florence,sing。LadySkettlespresentlydiscoveredthatshewasdyingwithanxietytohavethatgratification;
andthoughFlorencewasatfirstverymuchfrightenedatbeingaskedtosingbeforesomanypeople,andbeggedearnestlytobeexcused,yet,onPaulcallinghertohim,andsaying,`Do,Floy!Please!Forme,mydear!\'
shewentstraighttothepiano,andbegan。Whentheyalldrewalittleaway,thatPaulmightseeher;andwhenhesawhersittingthereallalone,soyoung,andgood,andbeautiful,andkindtohim;andheardherthrillingvoice,sonaturalandsweet,andsuchagoldenlinkbetweenhimandallhislife\'sloveandhappiness,risingoutofthesilence;heturnedhisfaceaway,andhidhistears。Not,ashetoldthemwhentheyspoketohim,notthatthemusicwastooplaintiveortoosorrowful,butitwassodeartohim。
TheyalllovedFlorence!Howcouldtheyhelpit!Paulhadknownbeforehandthattheymustandwould;andsittinginhiscushionedcorner,withcalmlyfoldedhands,andoneleglooselydoubledunderhim,fewwouldhavethoughtwhattriumphanddelightexpandedhischildishbosomwhilehewatchedher,orwhatasweettranquillityhefelt。Lavishencomiumson`Dombey\'ssister\'reachedhisearsfromalltheboys:admirationoftheself-possessedandmodestlittlebeautywasoneverylip:reportsofherintelligenceandaccomplishmentsfloatedpasthim,constantly;and,asifborneinupontheairofthesummernight,therewasahalf-intelligiblesentimentdiffusedaround,referringtoFlorenceandhimself,andbreathingsympathyforboth,thatsoothedandtouchedhim。
Hedidnotknowwhy。Forallthatthechildobserved,andfelt,andthought,thatnight——thepresentandtheabsent;whatwasthenandwhathadbeen——wereblendedlikethecoloursintherainbow,orintheplumageofrichbirdswhenthesunisshiningonthem,orinthesofteningskywhenthesamesunissetting。Themanythingshehadhadtothinkoflately,passedbeforehiminthemusic;notasclaiminghisattentionoveragain,oraslikelyevermoretooccupyit,butaspeacefullydisposedofandgone。Asolitarywindow,gazedthroughyearsago,lookedoutuponanocean,milesandmilesaway;uponitswaters,fancies,busywithhimonlyyesterday,werehushedandlulledtorestlikebrokenwaves。Thesamemysteriousmurmurhehadwonderedat,whenlyingonhiscouchuponthebeach,hethoughthestillheardsoundingthroughhissister\'ssong,andthroughthehumofvoices,andthetreadoffeet,andhavingsomepartinthefacesflittingby,andevenintheheavygentlenessofMr。Toots,whofrequentlycameuptoshakehimbythehand。Throughtheuniversalkindnesshestillthoughtheheardit,speakingtohim;andevenhisoldfashionedreputationseemedtobealliedtoit,heknewnothow。ThuslittlePaulsatmusing,listening,lookingon,anddreaming;andwasveryhappy。
Untilthetimearrivedfortakingleave:andthen,indeed,therewasasensationintheparty。SirBarnetSkettlesbroughtupSkettlesJuniortoshakehandswithhim,andaskedhimifhewouldremembertotellhisgoodpapa,withhisbestcompliments,thathe,SirBarnetSkettles,hadsaidhehopedthetwoyounggentlemenwouldbecomeintimatelyacquainted。
LadySkettleskissedhim,andpartedhishairuponhisbrow,andheldhiminherarms;andevenMrs。Baps——poorMrs。Baps!Paulwasgladofthat——cameoverfrombesidethemusic-bookofthegentlemanwhoplayedtheharp,andtookleaveofhimquiteasheartilyasanybodyintheroom。
`Good-bye,DoctorBlimber,\'saidPaul,stretchingouthishand。
`Good-bye,mylittlefriend,\'returnedtheDoctor。
`I\'mverymuchobligedtoyou,Sir,\'saidPaul,lookinginnocentlyupintohisawfulface。`AskthemtotakecareofDiogenes,ifyouplease。\'
Diogeneswasthedog:whohadneverinhislifereceivedafriendintohisconfidence,beforePaul。TheDoctorpromisedthateveryattentionshouldbepaidtoDiogenesinPaul\'sabsence,andPaulhavingagainthankedhim,andshakenhandswithhim,badeadieutoMrs。BlimberandCorneliawithsuchheartfeltearnestnessthatMrs。BlimberforgotfromthatmomenttomentionCicerotoLadySkettles,thoughshehadfullyintendeditalltheevening。Cornelia,takingbothPaul\'shandsinhers,said,`Dombey,Dombey,youhavealwaysbeenmyfavouritepupil。Godblessyou!\'Anditshowed,Paulthought,howeasilyonemightdoinjusticetoaperson;forMissBlimbermeantit——thoughshewasaForcer。
Abuzzthenwentroundamongtheyounggentlemen,of`Dombey\'sgoing!\'`LittleDombey\'sgoing!\'andtherewasageneralmoveafterPaulandFlorencedownthestaircaseandintothehall,inwhichthewholeBlimberfamilywereincluded。Suchacircumstance,Mr。Feedersaidaloud,ashadneverhappenedinthecaseofanyformeryounggentlemanwithinhisexperience;
butitwouldbedifficulttosayifthisweresoberfactorcustard-cups。
Theservants,withthebutlerattheirhead,hadallaninterestinseeingLittleDombeygo;andeventheweak-eyedyoungman,takingouthisbooksandtrunkstothecoachthatwastocarryhimandFlorencetoMrs。Pipchin\'sforthenight,meltedvisibly。