The Varieties of Religious Experience

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The Varieties of Religious Experience William James

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  “Thestateofanhedonia,ifImaycoinanewwordtopairoffwithanalgesia。”hewrites,“hasbeenverylittlestudied,butitexists。Ayounggirlwassmittenwithaliverdiseasewhichforsometimealteredherconstitution。Shefeltnolongeranyaffectionforherfatherandmother。Shewouldhaveplayedwithherdoll,butitwasimpossibletofindtheleastpleasureintheact。Thesamethingswhichformerlyconvulsedherwithlaughterentirelyfailedtointeresthernow。Esquirolobservedthecaseofaveryintelligentmagistratewhowasalsoapreytohepaticdisease。Everyemotionappeareddeadwithinhim。Hemanifestedneitherperversionnorviolence,butcompleteabsenceofemotionalreaction。Ifhewenttothetheatre,whichhedidoutofhabit,hecouldfindnopleasurethere。Thethoughtofhishouseofhishome,ofhiswife,andofhisabsentchildrenmovedhimaslittle,hesaid,asatheoremofEuclid。”[76]

  [76]Ribot:Psychologiedessentiments,p。54。

  Prolongedseasicknesswillinmostpersonsproduceatemporaryconditionofanhedonia。Everygood,terrestrialorcelestial,isimaginedonlytobeturnedfromwithdisgust。Atemporaryconditionofthissort,connectedwiththereligiousevolutionofasingularlyloftycharacter,bothintellectualandmoral,iswelldescribedbytheCatholicphilosopher,FatherGratry,inhisautobiographicalrecollections。InconsequenceofmentalisolationandexcessivestudyatthePolytechnicschool,youngGratryfellintoastateofnervousexhaustionwithsymptomswhichhethusdescribes:——

  “IhadsuchauniversalterrorthatIwokeatnightwithastart,thinkingthatthePantheonwastumblingonthePolytechnicschool,orthattheschoolwasinflames,orthattheSeinewaspouringintotheCatacombs,andthatPariswasbeingswallowedup。Andwhentheseimpressionswerepast,alldaylongwithoutrespiteIsufferedanincurableandintolerabledesolation,vergingondespair。Ithoughtmyself,infact,rejectedbyGod,lost,damned!Ifeltsomethinglikethesufferingofhell。BeforethatIhadnevereventhoughtofhell。Mymindhadneverturnedinthatdirection。Neitherdiscoursesnorreflectionshadimpressedmeinthatway。Itooknoaccountofhell。Now,andallatonce,Isufferedinameasurewhatissufferedthere。

  “Butwhatwasperhapsstillmoredreadfulisthateveryideaofheavenwastakenawayfromme:Icouldnolongerconceiveofanythingofthesort。Heavendidnotseemtomeworthgoingto。

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