“Thestateofanhedonia,ifImaycoinanewwordtopairoffwithanalgesia。”hewrites,“hasbeenverylittlestudied,butitexists。Ayounggirlwassmittenwithaliverdiseasewhichforsometimealteredherconstitution。Shefeltnolongeranyaffectionforherfatherandmother。Shewouldhaveplayedwithherdoll,butitwasimpossibletofindtheleastpleasureintheact。Thesamethingswhichformerlyconvulsedherwithlaughterentirelyfailedtointeresthernow。Esquirolobservedthecaseofaveryintelligentmagistratewhowasalsoapreytohepaticdisease。Everyemotionappeareddeadwithinhim。Hemanifestedneitherperversionnorviolence,butcompleteabsenceofemotionalreaction。Ifhewenttothetheatre,whichhedidoutofhabit,hecouldfindnopleasurethere。Thethoughtofhishouseofhishome,ofhiswife,andofhisabsentchildrenmovedhimaslittle,hesaid,asatheoremofEuclid。”[76]
[76]Ribot:Psychologiedessentiments,p。54。
Prolongedseasicknesswillinmostpersonsproduceatemporaryconditionofanhedonia。Everygood,terrestrialorcelestial,isimaginedonlytobeturnedfromwithdisgust。Atemporaryconditionofthissort,connectedwiththereligiousevolutionofasingularlyloftycharacter,bothintellectualandmoral,iswelldescribedbytheCatholicphilosopher,FatherGratry,inhisautobiographicalrecollections。InconsequenceofmentalisolationandexcessivestudyatthePolytechnicschool,youngGratryfellintoastateofnervousexhaustionwithsymptomswhichhethusdescribes:——
“IhadsuchauniversalterrorthatIwokeatnightwithastart,thinkingthatthePantheonwastumblingonthePolytechnicschool,orthattheschoolwasinflames,orthattheSeinewaspouringintotheCatacombs,andthatPariswasbeingswallowedup。Andwhentheseimpressionswerepast,alldaylongwithoutrespiteIsufferedanincurableandintolerabledesolation,vergingondespair。Ithoughtmyself,infact,rejectedbyGod,lost,damned!Ifeltsomethinglikethesufferingofhell。BeforethatIhadnevereventhoughtofhell。Mymindhadneverturnedinthatdirection。Neitherdiscoursesnorreflectionshadimpressedmeinthatway。Itooknoaccountofhell。Now,andallatonce,Isufferedinameasurewhatissufferedthere。
“Butwhatwasperhapsstillmoredreadfulisthateveryideaofheavenwastakenawayfromme:Icouldnolongerconceiveofanythingofthesort。Heavendidnotseemtomeworthgoingto。