[120]LifeandJournals,Boston,1806,pp。31-40,abridged。
YoungMr。Alline,afterthebriefestofdelays,andwithnobook-learningbuthisBible,andnoteachingsavethatofhisownexperience,becameaChristianminister,andthenceforwardhislifewasfittorank,foritsausterityandsingle-mindedness,withthatofthemostdevotedsaints。Buthappyashebecameinhisstrenuousway,henevergothistasteforeventhemostinnocentcarnalpleasuresback。Wemustclasshim,likeBunyanandTolstoy,amongstthoseuponwhosesoultheironofmelancholyleftapermanentimprint。Hisredemptionwasintoanotheruniversethanthismerenaturalworld,andliferemainedforhimasadandpatienttrial。Yearslaterwecanfindhimmakingsuchanentryasthisinhisdiary:“OnWednesdaythe12thIpreachedatawedding,andhadthehappinesstherebytobethemeansofexcludingcarnalmirth。”
ThenextcaseIwillgiveisthatofacorrespondentofProfessorLeuba,printedinthelatter’sarticle,alreadycited,invol。
vi。oftheAmericanJournalofPsychology。ThissubjectwasanOxfordgraduate,thesonofaclergyman,andthestoryresemblesinmanypointstheclassiccaseofColonelGardiner,whicheverybodymaybesupposedtoknow。Hereitis,somewhatabridged:——
“BetweentheperiodofleavingOxfordandmyconversionIneverdarkenedthedoorofmyfather’schurch,althoughIlivedwithhimforeightyears,makingwhatmoneyIwantedbyjournalism,andspendingitinhighcarousalwithanyonewhowouldsitwithmeanddrinkitaway。SoIlived,sometimesdrunkforaweektogether,andthenaterriblerepentance,andwouldnottouchadropforawholemonth。