IknownotwhetherornoIshallbringitabout。Icouldwishthat,insteadofsomeothermemberofhissuccession,myfatherhadresignedtomethepassionateaffectionhehadinhisoldagetohishouseholdaffairs;hewashappyinthathecouldaccommodatehisdesirestohisfortune,andsatisfyhimselfwithwhathehad;politicalphilosophymaytomuchpurposecondemnthemeannessandsterilityofmyemployment,ifI
canoncecometorelishit,ashedid。Iamofopinionthatthemosthonourablecallingistoservethepublic,andtobeusefultomany,\"Fructusenimingeniietvirtutis,omnisquepraestantiae,tummaximuscapitur,quuminproximumquemqueconfertur:\"
[\"Forthegreatestenjoymentofevilandvirtue,andofallexcellence,isexperiencedwhentheyareconferredonsomeonenearest。\"——Cicero,DeAmicil。,c。]
formyself,Idisclaimit;partlyoutofconscience(forwhereIseetheweightthatliesuponsuchemployments,IperceivealsothelittlemeansIhavetosupplyit;andPlato,amasterinallpoliticalgovernmenthimself,neverthelesstookcaretoabstainfromit),andpartlyoutofcowardice。Icontentmyselfwithenjoyingtheworldwithoutbustle;
only—toliveanexcusablelife,andsuchasmayneitherbeaburdentomyselfnortoanyother。