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  Whenyoufirstknewhim?Whenhismotherwasalive?’MollyhadgrownveryfondofAimée:whenthelatterwasathercaseshehadverycharmingandattachingways;butfeelinguneasyinherpositioninthesquire’shouse,shewasalmostrepellenttohim;andhe,too,putonhisworstsidetoher。Rogerwasmostanxioustobringthemtogether,andhadseveralconsultationswithMollyastothebestmeansofaccomplishingthisend。Aslongastheytalkeduponthissubjectshespoketohiminthequietsensiblemannerwhichsheinheritedfromherfather;butwhentheirdiscussionsonthispointwereended,shefellbackintoherpiquantassumptionofdignifiedreserve。Itwasverydifficulttohertomaintainthisstrangemanner,especiallywhenonceortwiceshefanciedthatitgavehimpain;andshewouldgointoherownroomandsuddenlyburstintotearsontheseoccasions,andwishthathervisitwasended,andthatshewasonceagainintheeventlesstranquillityofherownhome。Yetpresentlyherfancychanged,andsheclungtotheswiftlypassinghours,asifshewouldstillretainthehappinessofeach。For,unknowntoher,Rogerwasexertinghimselftomakehervisitpleasant。Hewasnotwillingtoappearastheinstigatorofallthelittleplansforeachday,forhefeltasifsomehowhedidnotholdthesameplaceinherregardasformerly。Still,onedayAiméesuggestedanuttingexpedition—anotherdaytheygavelittleRogertheunheard—ofpleasureofteaout—of—doors—therewassomethingelseagreeableforathird;anditwasRogerwhoarrangedallthesesimplepleasures—suchasheknewMollywouldenjoy。ButtoherheonlyappearedasthereadyforwarderofAimée’sdevices。Theweekwasnearlygone,whenonemorningthesquirefoundRogersittingintheoldlibrary—withabookbeforehim,itistrue,butsodeepinthoughtthathewasevidentlystartledbyhisfather’sunexpectedentrance。’IthoughtIshouldfindtheehere,mylad!We’llhavetheoldroomdoneupagainbeforewinter;itsmellsmustyenough,andyetIseeit’stheplaceforthee!Iwanttheetogowithmeroundthefive—acre。I’mthinkingoflayingitdowningrass。It’stimeforyoutobegettingintothefreshair,youlookquitewoebegoneoverbooks,books,books;thereneverwasathinglike’emforstealingaman’shealthoutofhim!’SoRogerwentoutwithhisfather,withoutsayingmanywordstilltheywereatsomedistancefromthehouse。Thenhebroughtoutasentencewithsuchabruptnessthatherepaidhisfatherforthestartthelatterhadgivenhimaquarterofanhourbefore。’Father,yourememberI’mgoingoutagaintotheCapenextmonth!Youspokeofdoingupthelibrary。Ifitisforme,Ishallbeawayallthewinter。’’Can’tyougetoffit?’pleadedhisfather。’Ithoughtmaybeyou’dforgottenallaboutit—’’Notlikely!’saidRoger,half—smiling。’Well,buttheymighthavefoundanothermantofinishupyourwork。’’Noonecanfinishitbutmyself。Besides,anengagementisanengagement。

  WhenIwrotetoLordHollingfordtotellhimImustcomehome,Ipromisedtogooutagainforanothersixmonths。’’Ay。Iknow。Andperhapsitwillputitoutofthymind。Itwillalwaysbehardonmetopartfromthee。ButIdaresayit’sbestforyou。’Roger’scolourdeepened。’Youarealludingto—toMissKirkpatrick—MrsHenderson,Imean。Father,letmetellyouonceforallIthinkthatwasratherahastyaffair。Iamprettysurenowthatwewerenotsuitedtoeachother。IwaswretchedwhenIgotherletter—attheCapeImean—

  butIbelieveitwasforthebest。’’That’sright。That’smyownboy,’saidthesquire,turningroundandshakinghandswithhissonwithvehemence。’AndnowI’lltellyouwhatIheardtheotherday,whenIwasatthemagistrates’meeting。TheywereallsayingshehadjiltedPreston。’’Idon’twanttohearanythingagainsther:shemayhaveherfaults,butIcanneverforgethowIoncelovedher。’’Well,well!Perhapsit’sright。Iwasnotsobadaboutit,wasI,Roger?

  PoorOsborneneednotha’beensosecretwithme。IaskedyourMissCynthiaouthere—andhermotherandall—mybarkisworsethanmybite。ForifIhadawishonearthitwastoseeOsbornemarriedasbefittedoneofanoldstock,andhewentandchoseoutthisFrenchgirl,ofnofamilyatall,onlya——’’Nevermindwhatshewas;lookatwhatsheis!Iwonderyouarenotmoretakenwithherhumilityandsweetness,father!’’Idon’tevencallherpretty,’saidthesquire,uneasily,forhedreadedarepetitionoftheargumentswhichRogerhadoftenusedtomakehimgiveAiméeherproperdueofaffectionandposition。’NowyourMissCynthiawaspretty,Iwillsaythatforher,thebaggage!andtothinkthatwhenyoutwoladsflewrightinyourfather’sface,andpickedoutgirlsbelowyouinrankandfamily,youshouldneitherofyouhavesetyourfanciesonmylittleMollythere。IdaresayIshouldha’beenangryenoughatthetime,butthelassiewouldha’foundherwaytomyheart,asneverthisFrenchlady,nort’otherone,couldha’done。’Rogerdidnotanswer。’Idon’tseewhyyoumightnotputupforherstill。I’mhumbleenoughnow,andyou’renotheirasOsbornewaswhomarriedaservant—maid。Don’tyouthinkyoucouldturnyourthoughtsuponMollyGibson,Roger。’’No!’saidRoger,shortly。’It’stoolate—toolate。Don’tletustalkanymoreofmymarrying。Isnotthisthefive—acrefield?’Andsoonhewasdiscussingtherelativevaluesofmeadow,arableandpasturelandwithhisfather,asheartilyasifhehadneverknownMolly,orlovedCynthia。

  Butthesquirewasnotinsuchgoodspirits,andwentbutheavilyintothediscussion。Attheendofithesaidàproposdebottes,—’Butdon’tyouthinkyoucouldlikeherifyoutried,Roger?’Rogerknewperfectlywelltowhathisfatherwasalluding,butforaninstanthewasonthepointofpretendingtomisunderstand。Atlength,however,hesaid,inalowvoice,—’Ishallnevertry,father。Don’tletustalkanymoreaboutit。AsIsaidbefore,itistoolate。’Thesquirewaslikeachildtowhomsometoyhasbeenrefused;fromtimetotimethethoughtofhisdisappointmentinthismatterrecurredtohismind;andthenhetooktoblamingCynthiaastheprimarycauseofRoger’spresentindifferencetowomankind。ItsohappenedthatonMolly’slastmorningattheHall,shereceivedherfirstletterfromCynthia—MrsHenderson。Itwasjustbeforebreakfast—time:

  Rogerwasoutofdoors,Aiméehadnotasyetcomedown;Mollywasaloneinthedining—room,wherethetablewasalreadylaid。Shehadjustfinishedreadingherletterwhenthesquirecamein,andsheimmediatelyandjoyfullytoldhimwhatthemorninghadbroughttoher。Butwhenshesawthesquire’sfaceshecouldhavebittenhertongueoutforhavingnamedCynthia’snametohim。Helookedvexedanddepressed。’IwishImightneverhearofheragain。Ido。She’sbeenthebaneofmyRoger,that’swhatshehas。Ihavenotslepthalfthenight,andit’sallherfault。Why,there’smyboysayingnowthathehasnoheartforevermarrying,poorlad!Iwishithadbeenyou,Molly,myladshadtakenafancyfor。ItoldRogersot’otherday,andIsaidthatforallyouwerebeneathwhatIeverthoughttoseethemmarry,—well—it’sofnouse—it’stoolate,now,ashesaid。Onlyneverletmehearthatbaggage’snameagain,that’sall。Andnooffencetoyou,either,lassie。Iknowyoulovethewench;butifyou’lltakeanoldman’sword,you’reworthascoreofher。Iwishyoungmenwouldthinksotoo,’hemutteredashewenttotheside—tabletocarvetheham,whileMollypouredoutthetea—herheartveryhotallthetime,andeffectuallysilencedforaspace。Itwaswiththegreatestdifficultythatshecouldkeeptearsofmortificationfromfalling。Shefeltaltogetherinawrongpositioninthathouse,whichhadbeenlikeahometoheruntilthislastvisit。WhatwithMrsGoodenough’sremarks,andnowthisspeechofthesquire’s,implying—atleasttohersusceptibleimagination—thathisfatherhadproposedherasawifetoRoger,andthatshehadbeenrejected,shewasmoregladthanshecouldexpress,oreventhink,thatshewasgoinghomethisverymorning。Rogercameinfromhiswalkwhileshewasinthisstateoffeeling。HesawinaninstantthatsomethinghaddistressedMolly;andhelongedtohavetheoldfriendlyrightofaskingherwhatitwas。Butshehadeffectuallykepthimattoogreatadistanceduringthelastfewdaysforhimtofeelatlibertytospeaktoherintheoldstraightforwardbrotherlyway;especiallynow,whenheperceivedhereffortstoconcealherfeelings,andthewayinwhichshedrankherteainfeverishhaste,andacceptedbreadonlytocrumbleitaboutherplate,untouched。Itwasallthathecoulddotomaketalkunderthesecircumstances;buthebackeduphereffortsaswellashecoulduntilAiméecamedown,graveandanxious;herboyhadnothadagoodnight,anddidnotseemwell;hehadfallenintoafeverishsleepnow,orshecouldnothavelefthim。Immediatelythewholetablewasinaferment。Thesquirepushedawayhisplate,andcouldcatnomore;

  RogerwastryingtoextractadetailorafactoutofAimée,whobegantogivewaytotears。Mollyquicklyproposedthatthecarriage,whichhadbeenorderedtotakeherhomeateleven,shouldcomeroundimmediately—shehadeverythingreadypackedup,shesaid,—andbringbackherfatheratonce。Byleavingdirectly,shesaiditwasprobabletheymightcatchhimafterhehadreturnedfromhismorningvisitsinthetown,andbeforehehadsetoffonhismoredistantround。Herproposalwasagreedto,andshewentupstairstoputonherthings。Shecamedownallreadyintothedrawing—room,expectingtofindAiméeandthesquirethere;butduringherabsencewordhadbeenbroughttotheanxiousmotherandgrandfatherthatthechildhadwakenedupinapanic,andbothhadrusheduptotheirdarling。ButRogerwasinthedrawing—roomawaitingMolly,withalargebunchofthechoicestflowers。’Look,Molly!’saidhe,asshewasonthepointofleavingtheroomagain,onfindinghimtherealone。’Igatheredtheseflowersforyoubeforebreakfast。’

  Hecametomeetherreluctantadvance。’Thankyou!’saidshe。’Youareverykind。Iamverymuchobligedtoyou。’’Thenyoumustdosomethingforme,’saidhe,determinednottonoticetherestraintofhermanner,andmakingtherearrangementoftheflowerswhichsheheldasortoflinkbetweenthem,sothatshecouldnotfollowherimpulse,andleavetheroom。—’Tellme,—honestlyasIknowyouwillifyouspeakatall,—havenotIdonesomethingtovexyousinceweweresohappyattheTowerstogether?’Hisvoicewassokindandtrue,—hismannersowinningyetwistful,thatMollywouldhavebeenthankfultotellhimall;shebelievedthathecouldhavehelpedhermorethananyonetounderstandhowsheoughttobehaverightly;hewouldhavedisentangledherfancies,—ifonlyhehimselfhadnotlainattheverycoreandcentreofallherperplexityanddismay。

  HowcouldshetellhimofMrsGoodenough’swordstroublinghermaidenmodesty?

  Howcouldsheeverrepeatwhathisfatherhadsaidthatmorning,andassurehimthatshe,nomorethanhe,wishedthattheiroldfriendlinessshouldbetroubledbythethoughtofanearerrelationship?’No,younevervexedmeinmywholelife,Roger,’saidshe,lookingstraightathimforthefirsttimeformanydays。’Ibelieveyou,becauseyousayso。Ihavenorighttoaskfurther。Molly,willyougivemebackoneofthoseflowers,asapledgeofwhatyouhavesaid?’’Takewhicheveryoulike,’saidshe,eagerlyofferinghimthewholenosegaytochoosefrom。’No;youmustchoose,andyoumustgiveitme。’Justthenthesquirecamein。RogerwouldhavebeengladifMollyhadnotgoneonsoeagerlytoransackthebunchforthechoicestflowerinhisfather’spresence;butsheexclaimed,—’Oh,please,MrHamley,doyouknowwhichisRoger’sfavouriteflower?’’No。Arose,Idaresay。Thecarriageisatthedoor,and,Mollymydear,Idon’twanttohurryyou,but——’’Iknow。Here,Roger,—hereisarose!(’Andredasarosewasshe。’)IwillfindpapaassoonaseverIgethome。Howisthelittleboy?’’I’mafraidhe’sbeginningofsomekindofafever。’Andthesquiretookhertothecarriage,talkingallthewayofthelittleboy;Rogerfollowing,andhardlyheedingwhathewasdoingintheanswertothequestionhekeptaskinghimself:’Toolate—ornot?Cansheeverforgetthatmyfirstfoolishlovewasgiventoonesodifferent?’Whileshe,asthecarriagerolledaway,keptsayingtoherself,—’Wearefriendsagain。Idon’tbelievehewillrememberwhatthedearsquiretookitintohisheadtosuggest,formanydays。Itissopleasanttobeontheoldtermsagain;andwhatlovelyflowers!’

  chapter60CHAPTERLXROGERHAMLEY’SCONFESSIONRogerhadagreatdealtothinkofasheturnedawayfromlookingafterthecarriageaslongasitcouldbeseen。Thedaybefore,hehadbelievedthatMollyhadcometoviewallthesymptomsofhisgrowingloveforher,—symptomswhichhethoughthadbeensopatent,—asdisgustinginconstancytotheinconstantCynthia;thatshehadfeltthatanattachmentwhichcouldbesosoontransferredtoanotherwasnotworthhaving;andthatshehaddesiredtomarkallthisbyherchangedtreatmentofhim,andsotonipitinthebud。Butthismorningheroldsweet,frankmannerhadreturned—intheirlastinterview,atanyrate。Hepuzzledhimselfhardtofindoutwhatcouldhavedistressedheratbreakfast—time。HeevenwentsofarastoaskRobinsonwhetherMissGibsonhadreceivedanylettersthatmorning;

  andwhenheheardthatshehadhadone,hetriedtobelievethattheletterwasinsomewaythecauseofhersorrow。Sofarsogood。Theywerefriendsagainaftertheirunspokendifference;butthatwasnotenoughforRoger。

  Hefelteverydaymoreandmorecertainthatshe,andshealone,couldmakehimhappy。Hehadfeltthis,andhadpartlygivenupallhope,whilehisfatherhadbeenurginguponhimtheverycoursehemostdesiredtotake。Noneedfor’trying’toloveher,hesaidtohimself,—thatwasalreadydone。Andyethewasveryjealousonherbehalf。WasthatloveworthyofherwhichhadoncebeengiventoCynthia?Wasnotthisaffairtoomuchamockingmimicryofthelast?AgainjustonthepointofleavingEnglandforaconsiderabletime!Ifhefollowedhernowtoherownhome,—intheverydrawing—roomwherehehadonceofferedtoCynthia!Andthenbyastrongresolvehedeterminedonthiscourse。Theywerefriendsnow,andhekissedtherosethatwasherpledgeoffriendship。IfhewenttoAfrica,heransomedeadlychances;heknewbetterwhattheywerenowthanhehaddonewhenhewentbefore。Untilhisreturnhewouldnotevenattempttowinmoreofherlovethanhealreadyhad。Butoncesafehomeagain,noweakfanciesastowhatmightormightnotbeheranswershouldpreventhisrunningallchancestogainthewomanwhowastohimtheonewhoexcelledall。Hiswasnotthepoorvanitythatthinksmoreofthepossiblemortificationofarefusalthanofthepreciousjewelofabridethatmaybewon。Somehoworanother,pleaseGodtosendhimbacksafe,hewouldputhisfatetothetouch。Andtillthenhewouldbepatient。Hewasnolongeraboytorushatthecovetedobject;hewasamancapableofjudgingandabiding。Mollysentherfather,assoonasshecouldfindhim,totheHall;andthensatedowntotheoldlifeinthehomedrawing—room,whereshemissedCynthia’sbrightpresenceateveryturn。MrsGibsonwasinratheraquerulousmood,whichfasteneditselfupontheinjuryofCynthia’sletterbeingaddressedtoMolly,andnottoherself。’ConsideringallthetroubleIhadwithhertrousseau,Ithinkshemighthavewrittentome。’’Butshedid—herfirstletterwastoyou,mamma,’saidMolly,herrealthoughtsstillintentupontheHall—uponthesickchild—uponRoger,andhisbeggingfortheflower。’Yes,justafirstletter,threepageslong,withanaccountofhercrossing;

  whiletoyoushecanwriteaboutfashions,andhowthebonnetsareworninParis,andallsortsofinterestingthings。Butpoormothersmustneverexpectconfidentialletters,Ihavefoundthatout。’’Youmayseemyletter,mamma,’saidMolly,’thereisreallynothinginit。’’Andtothinkofherwriting,andcrossingtoyouwhodon’tvalueit,whilemypoorheartisyearningaftermylostchild!Reallylifeissomewhathardtobearattimes。’Thentherewasasilence—forawhile。’Dotellmesomethingaboutyourvisit,Molly。IsRogerveryheartbroken?

  DoeshetalkmuchaboutCynthia?’’No。Hedoesnotmentionheroften;hardlyever,Ithink。’’Ineverthoughthehadmuchfeeling。Ifhehadhad,hewouldnothavelethergosoeasily。’’Idon’tseehowhecouldhelpit。Whenhecametoseeherafterhisreturn,shewasalreadyengagedtoMrHenderson—hehadconicdownthatveryday,’

  saidMolly,withperhapsmoreheatthantheoccasionrequired。’Mypoorhead!’saidMrsGibson,puttingherhandsuptoherhead。’Onemayseeyou’vebeenstoppingwithpeopleofrobusthealth,and—excusemysayingit,Molly,ofyourfriends—ofunrefinedhabits,you’vegottotalkinsoloudavoice。Butdoremembermyhead,Molly。SoRogerhasquiteforgottenCynthia,hashe?Oh!whatinconstantcreaturesmenare!

  Hewillbefallinginlovewithsomegrandeenext,markmywords!Theyaremakingapetandalionofhim,andhe’sjustthekindofweakyoungmantohavehisheadturnedbyitall;andtoproposetosomefineladyofrank,whowouldnomorethinkofmarryinghimthanofmarryingherfootman。’’Idon’tthinkitislikely,’saidMolly,stoutly。’Rogeristoosensibleforanythingofthekind。’’That’sjustthefaultIalwaysfoundwithhim;sensibleandcold—hearted!

  Now,that’sakindofcharacterwhichmaybeveryvaluable,butwhichrevoltsme。Givemewarmthofheart,evenwithalittleofthatextravaganceoffeelingwhichmisleadsthejudgment,andconductsintoromance。PoorMrKirkpatrick!Thatwasjusthischaracter。Iusedtotellhimthathisloveformewasquiteromantic。IthinkIhavetoldyouabouthiswalkingfivemilesintheraintogetmeamuffinoncewhenIwasill?’’Yes!’saidMolly。’Itwasverykindofhim。’’Soimprudent,too!Justwhatoneofyoursensible,cold—hearted,commonplacepeoplewouldneverhavethoughtofdoing。Withhiscoughandall。’’Ihopehedidn’tsufferforit?’repliedMolly,anxiousatanycosttokeepoffthesubjectoftheHamleys,uponwhichsheandherstepmotheralwaysdisagreed,andonwhichshefounditdifficulttokeephertemper。’Yes,indeed,hedid!Idon’tthinkheevergotoverthecoldhecaughtthatday。Iwishyouhadknownhim,Molly。Isometimeswonderwhatwouldhavehappenedifyouhadbeenmyrealdaughter,andCynthiadearpapa’s,andMrKirkpatrickandyourowndearmotherhadalllived。Peopletalkagooddealaboutnaturalaffinities。Itwouldhavebeenaquestionforaphilosopher。’Shebegantothinkontheimpossibilitiesshehadsuggested。’Iwonderhowthepoorlittleboyis?’saidMolly,afterapause,speakingoutherthoughts。’Poorlittlechild!Whenonethinkshowlittlehisprolongedexistenceistobedesired,onefeelsthathisdeathwouldbeaboon。’’Mamma!whatdoyoumean?’askedMolly,muchshocked。’Whyeveryonecaresforhislifeasthemostpreciousthing!Youhaveneverseenhim!Heisthebonniest,sweetestlittlefellowthatcanbe!Whatdoyoumean?’’Ishouldhavethoughtthatthesquirewouldhavedesiredabetter—bornheirthantheoffspringofaservant,—withallhisideasaboutdescent,andblood,andfamily。AndIshouldhavethoughtthatitwasalittlemortifyingtoRoger—whomustnaturallyhavelookeduponhimselfashisbrother’sheir—tofindalittleinterlopingchild,halfFrench,halfEnglish,steppingintohisshoes!’’Youdon’tknowhowfondtheyareofhim,—thesquirelooksuponhimastheappleofhiseye。’’Molly!Molly!praydon’tletmehearyouusingsuchvulgarexpressions。

  WhenshallIteachyoutruerefinement—thatrefinementwhichconsistsinnevereventhinkingavulgar,commonplacething?Proverbsandidiomsareneverusedbypeopleofeducation。\"Appleofhiseye!\"Iamreallyshocked。’’Well,mamma,I’mverysorry;butafterall,whatIwantedtosayasstronglyasIcouldwas,thatthesquirelovesthelittleboyasmuchashisownchild;andthatRoger—oh!whatashametothinkthatRoger——’Andshestoppedsuddenlyshort,asifshewerechoked。’Idon’twonderatyourindignation,mydear!’saidMrsGibson。’ItisjustwhatIshouldhavefeltatyourage。Butonelearnsthebasenessofhumannaturewithadvancingyears。Iwaswrong,though,toundeceiveyousoearly—butdependuponit,thethoughtIalludedtohascrossedRogerHamley’smind!’’Allsortsofthoughtscrossone’smind—itdependsuponwhetheronegivesthemharbourandencouragement,’saidMolly。’Mydear,ifyoumusthavethelastword,don’tletitbeatruism。Butletustalkonsomemoreinterestingsubject。IaskedCynthiatobuymeasilkgowninParis,andIsaidIwouldsendherwordwhatcolourIfixedupon—Ithinkdarkblueisthemostbecomingtomycomplexion;whatdoyousay?’Mollyagreed,soonerthantakethetroubleofthinkingaboutthethingatall;shewasfartoofullofhersilentreviewofallthetraitsinRoger’scharacterwhichhadlatelycomeunderhernotice,andthatgavetheliedirecttoherstepmother’ssupposition。JustthentheyheardMrGibson’sstepdownstairs。Butitwassometimebeforehemadehisentranceintotheroomwheretheyweresitting。’HowislittleRoger?’saidMolly,eagerly。’Beginningwithscarletfever,I’mafraid。It’swellyouleftwhenyoudid,Molly。You’veneverhadit。WemuststopupallintercoursewiththeHallforatime。Ifthere’soneillnessIdread,itisthis。’’Butyougoandcomebacktous,papa。’’Yes。ButIalwaystakeplentyofprecautions。However,noneedtotalkaboutrisksthatlieinthewayofone’sduty。Itisunnecessaryrisksthatwemustavoid。’’Willhehaveitbadly?’askedMolly。’Ican’ttell。Ishalldomybestfortheweeladdie。’WheneverMrGibson’sfeelingsweretouched,hewasapttorecurtothelanguageofhisyouth。Mollyknewnowthathewasmuchinterestedinthecase。Forsomedaystherewasimminentdangertothelittleboy;forsomeweekstherewasamorechronicformofillnesstocontendwith;butwhentheimmediatedangerwasoverandthewarmdailyinterestwaspast,Mollybegantorealizethat,fromthestrictquarantineherfatherevidentlythoughtitnecessarytoestablishbetweenthetwohouses,shewasnotlikelytoseeRogeragainbeforehisdepartureforAfrica。Oh!ifshehadbutmademoreoftheuncared—fordaysthatshehadpassedwithhimattheHall!

  Worsethanuncaredfor;daysonwhichshehadavoidedhim;refusedtoconversefreelywithhim;givenhimpainbyherchangeofmanner;forshehadreadinhiseyes,heardinhisvoice,thathehadbeenperplexedandpained,andnowherimaginationdweltonandexaggeratedtheexpressionofhistonesandlooks。Oneeveningafterdinner,herfathersaid,—’Asthecountry—peoplesay,I’vedoneastrokeofworkto—day。RogerHamleyandIhavelaidourheadstogether,andwehavemadeaplanbywhichMrsOsborneandherboywillleavetheHall。’’WhatdidIsaytheotherday,Molly?’saidMrsGibson,interrupting,andgivingMollyalookofextremeintelligence。’AndgointolodgingsatJennings’farm;notfourhundredyardsfromthePark—fieldgate,’continuedMrGibson。’Thesquireandhisdaughter—in—lawhavegottobemuchbetterfriendsoverthelittlefellow’ssick—bed;andIthinkheseesnowhowimpossibleitwouldbeforthemothertoleaveherchild,andgoandbehappyinFrance,whichhasbeenthenotionrunninginhisheadallthistime。Tobuyheroff,infact。Butthatonenight,whenIwasveryuncertainwhetherIcouldbringhimthrough,theytooktocryingtogether,andcondolingwitheachother;anditwasjustliketearingdownacurtainthathadbeenbetweenthem;theyhavebeenratherfriendsthanotherwiseeversince。StillRoger’—(Molly’scheeksgrewwarmandhereyessoftandbright;itwassuchapleasuretohearhisname)

  —’andIbothagreethathismotherknowsmuchbetterhowtomanagetheboythanhisgrandfatherdoes。Isupposethatwastheonegoodthingshegotfromthathardheartedmistressofhers。Shecertainlyhasbeenwelltrainedinthemanagementofchildren。Anditmakesherimpatient,andannoyed,andunhappy,whensheseesthesquiregivingthechildnutsandale,andallsortsofsillyindulgences,andspoilinghimineverypossibleway。Yetshe’sacoward,anddoesn’tspeakouthermind。Nowbybeinginlodgings,andhavingherownservants—niceprettyroomstheyare,too;

  wewenttoseethem,andMrsJenningspromisestoattendwelltoMrsOsborneHamley,andisverymuchhonoured,andallthatsortofthing—nottenminutes’walkfromtheHall,too,sothatsheandthelittlechapmayeasilygobackwardsandforwardsasoftenastheylike,andyetshemaykeepthecontroloverherchild’sdisciplineanddiet。Inshort,IthinkI’vedoneagoodday’swork,’hecontinued,stretchinghimselfalittle;andthenwithashakerousinghimself,andmakingreadytogooutagain;toseeapatientwhohadsentforhiminhisabsence。’Agoodday’swork!’herepeatedtohimselfasherandownstairs。’Idon’tknowwhenIhavebeensohappy!’ForhehadnottoldMollyallthathadpassedbetweenhimandRoger。RogerhadbegunafreshsubjectofconversationjustasMrGibsonwashasteningawayfromtheHall,aftercompletingthenewarrangementforAiméeandherchild。’YouknowthatIsetoffnextTuesday,MrGibson,don’tyou?’saidRoger,alittleabruptly。’Tobesure。Ihopeyou’llbeassuccessfulinallyourscientificobjectsasyouwerethelasttime,andhavenosorrowsawaitingyouwhenyoucomeback。’’Thankyou。Yes。Ihopeso。Youdon’tthinkthere’sanydangerofinfectionnow,doyou?’’No!Ifthediseaseweretospreadthroughthehousehold,Ithinkweshouldhavehadsomesignsofitbeforenow。Oneisneversure,remember,withscarletfever。Rogerwassilentforaminuteortwo。’Shouldyoubeafraid,’hesaidatlength,’ofseeingmeatyourhouse?’’Thankyou;butIthinkIwouldratherdeclinethepleasureofyoursocietythereatpresent。It’sonlythreeweeksoramonthsincethechildbegan。

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