Shenoddedherhead;andIcouldseesympathywarminhereyes。
Wewentuptohim,butheseemedunconscious,breathingspasmodically。
Shetookchargeofhim,liftinghisheadtokeepthebloodoutofitanddespatchingmetothecabinforapillow。Ialsobroughtblankets,andwemadehimcomfortable。Itookhispulse。Itbeatsteadilyandstrong,andwasquitenormal。Thispuzzledme。becamesuspicious。
\"Whatifheshouldbefeigningthis?\"Iasked,stillholdinghiswrist。
Maudshookherhead,andtherewasreproofinhereyes。ButjustthenthewristIheldleapedfrommyhand,andthehandclaspedlikeasteeltrapaboutmywrist。Icriedaloudinawfulfear,awildinarticulatecry;
andIcaughtoneglimpseofhisface,malignantandtriumphant,ashisotherhandcompassedmybodyandIwasdrawndowntohiminaterriblegrip。
Mywristwasreleased,buthisotherarm,passedaroundmyback,heldbothmyarmssothatIcouldnotmove。Hisfreehandwenttomythroat,andinthatmomentIknewthebitterestforetasteofdeathearnedbyone’sownidiocy。WhyhadItrustedmyselfwithinreachofthoseterriblearms?
Icouldfeelotherhandsatmythroat。TheywereMaud’shands,strivingvainlytotearloosethehandthatwasthrottlingme。Shegaveitup,andIheardherscreaminawaythatcutmetothesoul,foritwasawoman’sscreamoffearandheart—breakingdespair。Ihadhearditbefore,duringthesinkingoftheMartinez。
MyfacewasagainsthischestandIcouldnotsee,butIheardMaudturnandrunswiftlyawayalongthedeck。Everythingwashappeningquickly。
Ihadnotyethadaglimmeringofunconsciousness,anditseemedthataninterminableperiodoftimewaslapsingbeforeIheardherfeetflyingback。AndjustthenIfeltthewholemansinkunderme。Thebreathwasleavinghislungsandhischestwascollapsingundermyweight。Whetheritwasmerelytheexpelledbreath,orhisconsciousnessofhisgrowingimpotence,Iknownot,buthisthroatvibratedwithadeepgroan。Thehandatmythroatrelaxed。Ibreathed。Itflutteredandtightenedagain。Butevenhistremendouswillcouldnotovercomethedissolutionthatassailedit。Thatwillofhiswasbreakingdown。Hewasfainting。
Maud’sfootstepswereverynearashishandflutteredforthelasttimeandmythroatwasreleased。Irolledoffandovertothedeckonmyback,gaspingandblinkinginthesunshine。Maudwaspalebutcomposed,——myeyeshadgoneinstantlytoherface,——andshewaslookingatmewithmingledalarmandrelief。Aheavyseal—clubinherhandcaughtmyeyes,andatthatmomentshefollowedmygazedowntoit。Theclubdroppedfromherhandasthoughithadsuddenlystungher,andatthesamemomentmyheartsurgedwithagreatjoy。Trulyshewasmywoman,mymate—woman,fightingwithmeandformeasthemateofacavemanwouldhavefought,alltheprimitiveinheraroused,forgetfulofherculture,hardunderthesofteningcivilizationoftheonlylifeshehadeverknown。
\"Dearwoman!\"Icried,scramblingtomyfeet。
Thenextmomentshewasinmyarms,weepingconvulsivelyonmyshoulderwhileIclaspedherclose。Ilookeddownatthebrowngloryofherhair,glintinggemsinthesunshinefarmoreprecioustomethanthoseinthetreasure—chestsofkings。AndIbentmyheadandkissedherhairsoftly,sosoftlythatshedidnotknow。
Thensoberthoughtcametome。Afterall,shewasonlyawoman,cryingherrelief,nowthatthedangerwaspast,inthearmsofherprotectororoftheonewhohadbeenendangered。HadIbeenfatherorbrother,thesituationwouldhavebeeninnowisedifferent。Besides,timeandplacewerenotmeet,andIwishedtoearnabetterrighttodeclaremylove。
SoonceagainIsoftlykissedherhairasfeltherrecedingfrommyclasp。
\"Itwasarealattackthistime,\"Isaid;\"anothershockliketheonethatmadehimblind。Hefeignedatfirst,andindoingsobroughtiton。\"
Maudwasalreadyrearranginghispillow。
\"No,\"Isaid,\"notyet。NowthatIhavehimhelpless,helplessheshallremain。Fromthisdayweliveinthecabin。WolfLarsenshallliveinthesteerage。\"
Icaughthimundertheshouldersanddraggedhimtothecompanionway。
AtmydirectionMaudfetchedarope。Placingthisunderhisshoulders,Ibalancedhimacrossthethresholdandloweredhimdownthestepstothefloor。Icouldnotlifthimdirectlyintoabunk,butwithMaud’shelpIliftedfirsthisshouldersandhead,thenhisbody,balancedhimacrosstheedge,androlledhimintoalowerbunk。
Butthiswasnottobeall。Irecollectedthehandcuffsinhisstateroom,whichhepreferredtouseonsailorsinsteadoftheancientandclumsyship—irons。So,whenwelefthim,helayhandcuffedhandandfoot。ForthefirsttimeinmanydaysIbreathedfreely。IfeltstrangelylightasIcameondeck,asthoughaweighthadbeenliftedfrommyshoulders。I
felt,also,thatMaudandIhaddrawnmorecloselytogether;andIwonderedifshe,too,feltitaswewalkedalongthedecksidebysidetowherethestalledforemasthungintheshears。TheSeaWolf:Chapter37CHAPTER37
AtoncewemovedaboardtheGhost,occupyingouroldstate—roomsandcookinginthegalley。TheimprisonmentofWolfLarsenhadhappenedmostopportunely,forwhatmusthavebeentheIndiansummerofthishighlatitudewasgoneanddrizzlingstormyweatherhadsetin。Wewereverycomfortable,andtheinadequateshears,withtheforemastsuspendedfromthem,gaveabusinesslikeairtotheschoonerandapromiseofdeparture。
AndnowthatwehadWolfLarseninirons,howlittledidweneedit!
Likehisfirstattack,hissecondhadbeenaccompaniedbyseriousdisablement。
Maudmadethediscoveryintheafternoonwhiletryingtogivehimnourishment。
Hehadshownsignsofconsciousness,andshehadspokentohim,elicitingnoresponse。Hewaslyingonhisleftsideatthetime,andinevidentpain。Witharestlessmovementherolledhisheadaround,clearinghisleftearfromthepillowagainstwhichithadbeenpressed。Atonceheheardandansweredher,andatonceshecametome。
Pressingthepillowagainsthisleftear,Iaskedhimifheheardme,buthegavenosign。Removingthepillowandrepeatingthequestion,heansweredpromptlythathedid。
\"Doyouknowyouaredeafintherightear?\"Iasked。
\"Yes,\"heansweredinalow,strongvoice,\"andworsethanthat。Mywholerightsideisaffected。Itseemsasleep。Icannotmovearmorleg。\"
\"Feigningagain?\"Idemandedangrily。
Heshookhishead,hissternmouthshapingthestrangest,twistedsmile。
Itwasindeedatwistedsmile,foritwasontheleftsideonly,thefacialmusclesoftherightsidemovingnotatall。
\"ThatwasthelastplayoftheWolf,\"hesaid。\"Iamparalyzed。Ishallneverwalkagain。Oh,onlyontheotherside,\"headded,asthoughdiviningthesuspiciousglanceIflungathisleftleg,thekneeofwhichhadjustthendrawnupandelevatedtheblankets。
\"It’sunfortunate,\"hecontinued。\"I’dlikedtohavedoneforyoufirst,Hump。AndIthoughtIhadthatmuchleftinme。\"
\"Butwhy?\"Iasked,partlyinhorror,partlyoutofcuriosity。
Againhissternmouthframedthetwistedsmile,ashesaid:
\"Oh,justtobealive,tobelivinganddoing,tobethebiggestbitofthefermenttotheend,toeatyou。Buttodiethisway——\"
Heshruggedhisshoulders,orattemptedtoshrugthem,rather,fortheleftshoulderalonemoved。Likethesmile,theshrugwastwisted。
\"Buthowcanyouaccountforit?\"Iasked。\"Whereistheseatofyourtrouble?\"
\"Thebrain,\"hesaidatonce。\"Itwasthosecursedheadachesbroughtiton。\"
\"Symptoms,\"Isaid。
Henoddedhishead。\"Thereisnoaccountingforit。Iwasneversickinmylife。Something’sgonewrongwithmybrain。Acancer,atumor,orsomethingofthatnature,——athingthatdevoursanddestroys。It’sattackingmynerve—centres,eatingthemup,bitbybit,cellbycell——fromthepain。\"
\"Themotor—centres,too,\"Isuggested。
\"Soitwouldseem;andthecurseofitisthatImustliehere,conscious,mentallyunimpaired,knowingthatthelinesaregoingdown,breakingbitbybitcommunicationwiththeworld。Icannotsee,hearingandfeelingareleavingme,atthisrateIshallsoonceasetospeak;yetallthetimeIshallbehere,alive,active,andpowerless。\"
\"Whenyousayyouarehere,I’dsuggestthelikelihoodofthesoul,\"Isaid。
\"Bosh!\"washisretort。\"Itsimplymeansthatintheattackonmybrainthehigherpsychicalcentresareuntouched。Icanremember,canthinkandreason。Whenthatgoes,Igo。Iamnot。Thesoul?\"
Hebrokeoutinmockinglaughter,thenturnedhislefteartothepillowasasignthathewishednofurtherconversation。
MaudandIwentaboutourworkoppressedbythefearfulfatewhichhadovertakenhim,——howfearfulwewereyetfullytorealize。Therewastheawfulnessofretributionaboutit。Ourthoughtsweredeepandsolemn,andwespoketoeachotherscarcelyabovewhispers。
\"Youmightremovethehandcuffs,\"hesaidthatnight,aswestoodinconsultationoverhim。\"It’sdeadsafe。I’maparalyticnow。Thenextthingtowatchoutforisbedsores。\"
Hesmiledhistwistedsmile,andMaud,hereyeswidewithhorror,wascompelledtoturnawayherhead。
\"Doyouknowthatyoursmileiscrooked?\"Iaskedhim;forknewthatshemustattendhim,andIwishedtosaveherasmuchaspossible。
\"ThenIshallsmilenomore,\"hesaidcalmly。\"Ithoughtsomethingwaswrong。Myrightcheekhasbeennumballday。Yes,andI’vehadwarningsofthisforthelastthreedays;byspells,myrightsideseemedgoingtosleep,sometimesarmorhand,sometimeslegorfoot。\"
\"Somysmileiscrooked?\"hequeriedashortwhileafter。\"Well,considerhenceforththatIsmileinternally,withmysoul,ifyouplease,mysoul。
ConsiderthatIamsmilingnow。\"
Andforthespaceofseveralminuteshelaythere,quiet,indulginghisgrotesquefancy。
Themanofhimwasnotchanged。Itwastheold,indomitable,terribleWolfLarsen,imprisonedsomewherewithinthatfleshwhichhadoncebeensoinvincibleandsplendid。Nowitboundhimwithinsentientfetters,wallinghissoulindarknessandsilence,blockingitfromtheworldwhichtohimhadbeenariotofaction。Nomorewouldheconjugatetheverb\"todo\"
ineverymoodandtense。\"Tobe\"wasallthatremainedtohim——tobe,ashehaddefineddeath,withoutmovement;towill,butnottoexecute;
tothinkandreasonandinthespiritofhimtobeasaliveasever,butinthefleshtobedead,quitedead。
Andyet,thoughIevenremovedthehandcuffs,wecouldnotadjustourselvestohiscondition。Ourmindsrevolted。Toushewasfullofpotentiality。
Weknewnotwhattoexpectofhimnext,whatfearfulthing,risingabovetheflesh,hemightbreakoutanddo。Ourexperiencewarrantedthisstateofmind,andwewentaboutourworkwithanxietyalwaysuponus。
Ihadsolvedtheproblemwhichhadarisenthroughtheshortnessoftheshears。Bymeansofthewatch—tackle,(Ihadmadeanewone),Iheavedthebuttoftheforemastacrosstherailandthenloweredittothedeck。
Next,bymeansoftheshears,Ihoistedthemainboomonboard。Itsfortyfeetoflengthwouldsupplytheheightnecessaryproperlytoswingthemast。BymeansofasecondarytackleIhadattachedtotheshears,Iswungtheboomtoanearlyperpendicularposition,thenloweredthebutttothedeck,where,topreventslipping,Ispikedgreatcleatsaroundit。Thesingleblockofmyoriginalshears—tackleIhadattachedtotheendoftheboom。Thus,bycarryingthistackletothewindlass,Icouldraiseandlowertheendoftheboomatwill,thebuttalwaysremainingstationary,and,bymeansofguys,couldswingtheboomfromsidetoside。TotheendoftheboomIhadlikewiseriggedahoistingtackle;andwhenthewholearrangementwascompletedIcouldnotbutbestartledbythepowerandlatitudeitgaveme。
Ofcourse,twodays’workwasrequiredfortheaccomplishmentofthispartofmytask,anditwasnottillthemorningofthethirddaythatIswungtheforemastfromthedeckandproceededtosquareitsbutttofitthestep。HereIwasespeciallyawkward。Isawedandchoppedandchiselledtheweatheredwoodtillithadtheappearanceofhavingbeengnawedbysomegiganticmouse。Butitfitted。
\"Itwillwork,Iknowitwillwork,\"Icried。
\"DoyouknowDr。Jordan’sfinaltestoftruth?\"Maudasked。
Ishookmyheadandpausedintheactofdislodgingtheshavingswhichhaddrifteddownmyneck。
\"`Canwemakeitwork?Canwetrustourlivestoit?’isthetest。\"
\"Heisafavoriteofyours,\"Isaid。
\"WhenIdismantledmyoldPantheonandcastoutNapoleonandCaesarandtheirfellows,IstraightwayerectedanewPantheon,\"sheansweredgravely,\"andthefirstIinstalledwasDr。Jordan。\"
\"Amodernhero。\"
\"Andagreaterbecausemodern,\"sheadded。\"HowcantheOldWorldheroescomparewithours!\"
Ishookmyhead。Weweretoomuchalikeinmanythingsforargument。
Ourpointsofviewandoutlookonlifeatleastwereverylike。
\"Forapairofcriticsweagreefamously,\"Ilaughed。
\"Andasshipwrightandableassistant,\"shelaughedback。
Buttherewaslittletimeforlaughterinthosedays,whatofourheavyworkandoftheawfulnessofWolfLarsen’slivingdeath。
Hehadreceivedanotherstroke。Hehadlosthisvoice,orhewaslosingit。Hehadonlyintermittentuseofit。Ashephrasedit,thewireswerelikethestockmarket,nowup,nowdown。Occasionallythewireswereupandhespokeaswellasever,thoughslowlyandheavily。Thenspeechwouldsuddenlydeserthim,inthemiddleofasentenceperhaps,andforhours,sometimes,wewouldwaitfortheconnectiontoberestablished。Hecomplainedofgreatpaininhishead,anditwasduringthisperiodthathearrangedasystemofcommunicationagainstthetimewhenspeechshouldleavehimaltogether——onepressureofthehandfor\"yes,\"twofor\"no。\"Itwaswellthatitwasarranged,forbyeveninghisvoicehadgonefromhim。
Byhandpressures,afterthat,heansweredourquestions,andwhenhewishedtospeakhescrawledhisthoughtswithhislefthand,quitelegibly,onasheetofpaper。
Thefiercewinterhadnowdescendeduponus。Galefollowedgale,withsnowandsleetandrain。Thesealshadstartedontheirgreatsouthernmigration,andtherookerywaspracticallydeserted。workedfeverishly。
Inspiteofthebadweather,andofthewindwhichespeciallyhinderedme,Iwasondeckfromdaylighttilldarkandmakingsubstantialprogress。
Iprofitedbymylessonlearnedthroughraisingtheshearsandthenclimbingthemtoattachtheguys。Tothetopoftheforemast,whichwasjustliftedconvenientlyfromthedeck,Iattachedtherigging,stays,andthroatandpeakhalyards。Asusual,Ihadunderratedtheamountofworkinvolvedinthisportionofthetask,andtwolongdayswerenecessarytocompleteit。Andtherewassomuchyettobedone——thesails,forinstance,whichpracticallyhadtobemadeover。
WhileItoiledatriggingtheforemast,Maudsewedoncanvas,readyalwaystodropeverythingandcometomyassistancewhenmorehandsthantwowererequired。Thecanvaswasheavyandhard,andshesewedwiththeregularsailor’spalmandthree—corneredsail—needle。Herhandsweresoonsadlyblistered,butshestruggledbravelyon,andinadditiondoingthecookingandtakingcareofthesickman。
\"Afigforsuperstition,\"IsaidonFridaymorning。\"Thatmastgoesinto—day。\"
Everythingwasreadyfortheattempt。Carryingtheboom—tackletothewindlass,Ihoistedthemastnearlyclearofthedeck。Makingthistacklefast,Itooktothewindlasstheshears—tackle,(whichwasconnectedwiththeendoftheboom),andwithafewturnshadthemastperpendicularandclear。
Maudclappedherhandstheinstantshewasrelievedfromholdingtheturn,crying:
\"Itworks!Itworks!We’lltrustourlivestoit!\"
Thensheassumedaruefulexpression。
\"It’snotoverthehole,\"shesaid。\"Willyouhavetobeginallover?\"
Ismiledinsuperiorfashion,and,slackingoffononeoftheboom—guysandtakinginontheother,swungthemastperfectlyinthecentreofthedeck。Stillitwasnotoverthehole。Againtheruefulexpressioncameonherface,andagainIsmiledinasuperiorway。Slackingawayontheboom—tackleandhoistinganequivalentamountontheshears—tackle,Ibroughtthebuttofthemastintopositiondirectlyovertheholeinthedeck。
ThenIgaveMaudcarefulinstructionsforloweringawayandwentintotheholdtothestepontheschooner’sbottom。
Icalledtoher,andthemastmovedeasilyandaccurately。Straighttowardthesquareholeofthestepthesquarebuttdescended;butasitdescendeditslowlytwistedsothatsquarewouldnotfitintosquare。ButIhadnotevenamoment’sindecision。CallingtoMaudtoceaselowering,Iwentondeckandmadethewatch—tacklefasttothemastwitharollinghitch。IleftMaudtopullonitwhileIwentbelow。BythelightofthelanternIsawthebutttwistslowlyaroundtillitssidescoincidedwiththesidesofthestep。Maudmadefastandreturnedtothewindlass。Slowlythebuttdescendedtheseveralinterveninginches,atthesametimeslightlytwistingagain。AgainMaudrectifiedthetwistwiththewatch—tackle,andagainsheloweredawayfromthewindlass。Squarefittedintosquare。Themastwasstepped。
Iraisedashout,andsherandowntosee。Intheyellowlanternlightwepeeredatwhatwehadaccomplished。Welookedateachother,andourhandsfelttheirwayandclasped。Theeyesofbothus,think,weremoistwiththejoyofsuccess。
\"Itwasdonesoeasilyafterall,\"Iremarked。\"Alltheworkwasinthepreparation。\"
\"Andallthewonderinthecompletion,\"Maudadded。
\"Icanscarcelybringmyselftorealizethatthatgreatmastisreallyupandin;thatyouhavelifteditfromthewater,swungitthroughtheair,anddepositeditherewhereitbelongs。ItisaTitan’stask。\"
\"Andtheymadethemselvesmanyinventions,\"Ibeganmerrily,thenpausedtosnifftheair。
Ilookedhastilyatthelantern。Itwasnotsmoking。Againsniffed。
\"Somethingisburning,\"Maudsaid,withsuddenconviction。
Wesprangtogetherfortheladder,butIracedpasthertothedeck。
Adensevolumeofsmokewaspouringoutofthesteeragecompanionway。
\"TheWolfisnotyetdead,\"ImutteredtomyselfasIsprangdownthroughthesmoke。
ItwassothickintheconfinedspacethatIwascompelledtofeelmyway;andsopotentwasthespellofWolfLarsenonmyimagination,Iwasquitepreparedforthehelplessgianttogripmyneckinastranglehold。
Ihesitated,thedesiretoracebackandupthestepstothedeckalmostoverpoweringme。ThenIrecollectedMaud。Thevisionofher,asIhadlastseenher,inthelanternlightoftheschooner’shold,herbrowneyeswarmandmoistwithjoy,flashedbeforeme,andIknewthatIcouldnotgoback。
IwaschokingandsuffocatingbythetimeIreachedWolfLarsen’sbunk。
Ireachedmyhandandfeltforhis。Hewaslyingmotionless,butmovedslightlyatthetouchofmyhand。Ifeltoverandunderhisblankets。Therewasnowarmth,nosignoffire。Yetthatsmokewhichblindedmeandmademecoughandgaspmusthaveasource。lostmyheadtemporarilyanddashedfranticallyaboutthesteerage。Acollisionwiththetablepartiallyknockedthewindfrommybodyandbroughtmetomyself。Ireasonedthatahelplessmancouldstartafireonlyneartowherehelay。
IreturnedtoWolfLarsen’sbunk。ThereIencounteredMaud。HowlongshehadbeenthereinthatsuffocatingatmosphereIcouldnotguess。
\"Goupondeck!\"Icommandedperemptorily。
\"But,Humphrey——\"shebegantoprotestinaqueer,huskyvoice。
\"Please!please!\"Ishoutedatherharshly。
Shedrewawayobediently,andthenIthought,Whatifshecannotfindthesteps?Istartedafterher,tostopatthefootofthecompanionway。
Perhapsshehadgoneup。AsIstoodthere,hesitant,heardhercrysoftly:
——
\"Oh,Humphrey,Iamlost。\"
Ifoundherfumblingatthewalloftheafterbulkhead,and,halfleadingher,halfcarryingher,Itookherupthecompanionway。Thepureairwaslikenectar。Maudwasonlyfaintanddizzy,andIleftherlyingonthedeckwhenItookmysecondplungebelow。
ThesourceofthesmokemustbeveryclosetoWolfLarsen——mymindwasmadeuptothis,andIwentstraighttohisbunk。AsIfeltaboutamonghisblankets,somethinghotfellonthebackofmyhand。Itburnedme,andIjerkedmyhandaway。ThenIunderstood。Throughthecracksinthebottomoftheupperbunkhehadsetfiretothemattress。Hestillretainedsufficientuseofhisleftarmtodothis。Thedampstrawofthemattress,firedfrombeneathanddeniedair,hadbeensmoulderingallthewhile。
AsIdraggedthemattressoutofthebunkitseemedtodisintegrateinmid—air,atthesametimeburstingintoflames。Ibeatouttheburningremnantsofstrawinthebunk,thenmadeadashforthedeckforfreshair。
Severalbucketsofwatersufficedtoputouttheburningmattressinthemiddleofthesteeragefloor;andtenminuteslater,whenthesmokehadfairlycleared,IallowedMaudtocomebelow。WolfLarsenwasunconscious,butitwasamatterofminutesforthefreshairtorestorehim。Wewereworkingoverhim,however,whenhesignedforpaperandpencil。
\"Praydonotinterruptme,\"hewrote。\"Iamsmiling。\"
\"Iamstillabitoftheferment,yousee,\"hewrotealittlelater。
\"Iamgladyouareassmallabitasyouare,\"Isaid。
\"Thankyou,\"hewrote。\"ButjustthinkofhowmuchsmallershallbebeforeIdie。\"
\"AndyetIamallhere,Hump,\"hewrotewithafinalflourish。\"Icanthinkmoreclearlythaneverinmylifebefore。Nothingtodisturbme。
Concentrationisperfect。Iamallhereandmorethanhere。\"
Itwaslikeamessagefromthenightofthegrave;forthisman’sbodyhadbecomehismausoleum。Andthere,insostrangesepulture,hisspiritflutteredandlived。Itwouldflutterandlivetillthelastlineofcommunicationwasbroken,andafterthatwhowastosayhowmuchlongeritmightcontinuetoflutterandlive?TheSeaWolf:Chapter38CHAPTER38
Ithinkmyleftsideisgoing,\"WolfLarsenwrote,themorningafterhisattempttofiretheship。\"Thenumbnessisgrowing。Icanhardlymovemyhand。Youwillhavetospeaklouder。Thelastlinesaregoingdown。\"
\"Areyouinpain?\"Iasked。
Iwascompelledtorepeatmyquestionloudlybeforeheanswered。
\"Notallthetime。\"
Thelefthandstumbledslowlyandpainfullyacrossthepaper,anditwaswithextremedifficultythatwedecipheredthescrawl。Itwaslikea\"spiritmessage,\"suchasaredeliveredatsancesofspiritualistsforadollaradmission。
\"ButIamstillhere,allhere,\"thehandscrawledmoreslowlyandpainfullythanever。
Thepencildropped,andwehadtoreplaceitinthehand。
\"WhenthereisnopainIhaveperfectpeaceandquiet。Ihaveneverthoughtsoclearly。IcanponderlifeanddeathlikeaHindoosage。\"
\"Andimmortality?\"Maudqueriedloudlyintheear。
Threetimesthehandessayedtowritebutfumbledhopelessly。Thepencilfell。Invainwetriedtoreplaceit。Thefingerscouldnotcloseonit。
ThenMaudpressedandheldthefingersaboutthepencilwithherownhand,andthehandwrote,inlargeletters,andsoslowlythattheminutestickedofftoeachletter:
\"B——O——S——H。\"
ItwasWolfLarsen’slastword,\"bosh,\"scepticalandinvincibletotheend。Thearmandhandrelaxed。Thetrunkofthebodymovedslightly。
Thentherewasnomovement。Maudreleasedthehand。Thefingersspreadslightly,fallingapartoftheirownweight,andthepencilrolledaway。
\"Doyoustillhear?\"Ishouted,holdingthefingersandwaitingforthesinglepressurewhichwouldsignify\"Yes。\"Therewasnoresponse。Thehandwasdead。
\"Inoticedthelipsslightlymove,\"Maudsaid。
Irepeatedthequestion。Thelipsmoved。Sheplacedthetipsofherfingersonthem。AgainIrepeatedthequestion。\"Yes,\"Maudannounced。
Welookedateachotherexpectantly。
\"Whatgoodisit?\"Iasked。\"Whatcanwesaynow?\"
\"Oh,askhim——\"
Shehesitated。
\"Askhimsomethingthatrequires`no’forananswer,\"suggested。\"Thenwewillknowwithcertainty。\"
\"Areyouhungry?\"shecried。
Thelipsmovedunderherfingers,andsheanswered,\"Yes。\"
\"Willyouhavesomebeef?\"washernextquery。
\"No,\"sheannounced。
\"Beef—tea?\"