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  Shenoddedherhead;andIcouldseesympathywarminhereyes。

  Wewentuptohim,butheseemedunconscious,breathingspasmodically。

  Shetookchargeofhim,liftinghisheadtokeepthebloodoutofitanddespatchingmetothecabinforapillow。Ialsobroughtblankets,andwemadehimcomfortable。Itookhispulse。Itbeatsteadilyandstrong,andwasquitenormal。Thispuzzledme。becamesuspicious。

  \"Whatifheshouldbefeigningthis?\"Iasked,stillholdinghiswrist。

  Maudshookherhead,andtherewasreproofinhereyes。ButjustthenthewristIheldleapedfrommyhand,andthehandclaspedlikeasteeltrapaboutmywrist。Icriedaloudinawfulfear,awildinarticulatecry;

  andIcaughtoneglimpseofhisface,malignantandtriumphant,ashisotherhandcompassedmybodyandIwasdrawndowntohiminaterriblegrip。

  Mywristwasreleased,buthisotherarm,passedaroundmyback,heldbothmyarmssothatIcouldnotmove。Hisfreehandwenttomythroat,andinthatmomentIknewthebitterestforetasteofdeathearnedbyone’sownidiocy。WhyhadItrustedmyselfwithinreachofthoseterriblearms?

  Icouldfeelotherhandsatmythroat。TheywereMaud’shands,strivingvainlytotearloosethehandthatwasthrottlingme。Shegaveitup,andIheardherscreaminawaythatcutmetothesoul,foritwasawoman’sscreamoffearandheart—breakingdespair。Ihadhearditbefore,duringthesinkingoftheMartinez。

  MyfacewasagainsthischestandIcouldnotsee,butIheardMaudturnandrunswiftlyawayalongthedeck。Everythingwashappeningquickly。

  Ihadnotyethadaglimmeringofunconsciousness,anditseemedthataninterminableperiodoftimewaslapsingbeforeIheardherfeetflyingback。AndjustthenIfeltthewholemansinkunderme。Thebreathwasleavinghislungsandhischestwascollapsingundermyweight。Whetheritwasmerelytheexpelledbreath,orhisconsciousnessofhisgrowingimpotence,Iknownot,buthisthroatvibratedwithadeepgroan。Thehandatmythroatrelaxed。Ibreathed。Itflutteredandtightenedagain。Butevenhistremendouswillcouldnotovercomethedissolutionthatassailedit。Thatwillofhiswasbreakingdown。Hewasfainting。

  Maud’sfootstepswereverynearashishandflutteredforthelasttimeandmythroatwasreleased。Irolledoffandovertothedeckonmyback,gaspingandblinkinginthesunshine。Maudwaspalebutcomposed,——myeyeshadgoneinstantlytoherface,——andshewaslookingatmewithmingledalarmandrelief。Aheavyseal—clubinherhandcaughtmyeyes,andatthatmomentshefollowedmygazedowntoit。Theclubdroppedfromherhandasthoughithadsuddenlystungher,andatthesamemomentmyheartsurgedwithagreatjoy。Trulyshewasmywoman,mymate—woman,fightingwithmeandformeasthemateofacavemanwouldhavefought,alltheprimitiveinheraroused,forgetfulofherculture,hardunderthesofteningcivilizationoftheonlylifeshehadeverknown。

  \"Dearwoman!\"Icried,scramblingtomyfeet。

  Thenextmomentshewasinmyarms,weepingconvulsivelyonmyshoulderwhileIclaspedherclose。Ilookeddownatthebrowngloryofherhair,glintinggemsinthesunshinefarmoreprecioustomethanthoseinthetreasure—chestsofkings。AndIbentmyheadandkissedherhairsoftly,sosoftlythatshedidnotknow。

  Thensoberthoughtcametome。Afterall,shewasonlyawoman,cryingherrelief,nowthatthedangerwaspast,inthearmsofherprotectororoftheonewhohadbeenendangered。HadIbeenfatherorbrother,thesituationwouldhavebeeninnowisedifferent。Besides,timeandplacewerenotmeet,andIwishedtoearnabetterrighttodeclaremylove。

  SoonceagainIsoftlykissedherhairasfeltherrecedingfrommyclasp。

  \"Itwasarealattackthistime,\"Isaid;\"anothershockliketheonethatmadehimblind。Hefeignedatfirst,andindoingsobroughtiton。\"

  Maudwasalreadyrearranginghispillow。

  \"No,\"Isaid,\"notyet。NowthatIhavehimhelpless,helplessheshallremain。Fromthisdayweliveinthecabin。WolfLarsenshallliveinthesteerage。\"

  Icaughthimundertheshouldersanddraggedhimtothecompanionway。

  AtmydirectionMaudfetchedarope。Placingthisunderhisshoulders,Ibalancedhimacrossthethresholdandloweredhimdownthestepstothefloor。Icouldnotlifthimdirectlyintoabunk,butwithMaud’shelpIliftedfirsthisshouldersandhead,thenhisbody,balancedhimacrosstheedge,androlledhimintoalowerbunk。

  Butthiswasnottobeall。Irecollectedthehandcuffsinhisstateroom,whichhepreferredtouseonsailorsinsteadoftheancientandclumsyship—irons。So,whenwelefthim,helayhandcuffedhandandfoot。ForthefirsttimeinmanydaysIbreathedfreely。IfeltstrangelylightasIcameondeck,asthoughaweighthadbeenliftedfrommyshoulders。I

  felt,also,thatMaudandIhaddrawnmorecloselytogether;andIwonderedifshe,too,feltitaswewalkedalongthedecksidebysidetowherethestalledforemasthungintheshears。TheSeaWolf:Chapter37CHAPTER37

  AtoncewemovedaboardtheGhost,occupyingouroldstate—roomsandcookinginthegalley。TheimprisonmentofWolfLarsenhadhappenedmostopportunely,forwhatmusthavebeentheIndiansummerofthishighlatitudewasgoneanddrizzlingstormyweatherhadsetin。Wewereverycomfortable,andtheinadequateshears,withtheforemastsuspendedfromthem,gaveabusinesslikeairtotheschoonerandapromiseofdeparture。

  AndnowthatwehadWolfLarseninirons,howlittledidweneedit!

  Likehisfirstattack,hissecondhadbeenaccompaniedbyseriousdisablement。

  Maudmadethediscoveryintheafternoonwhiletryingtogivehimnourishment。

  Hehadshownsignsofconsciousness,andshehadspokentohim,elicitingnoresponse。Hewaslyingonhisleftsideatthetime,andinevidentpain。Witharestlessmovementherolledhisheadaround,clearinghisleftearfromthepillowagainstwhichithadbeenpressed。Atonceheheardandansweredher,andatonceshecametome。

  Pressingthepillowagainsthisleftear,Iaskedhimifheheardme,buthegavenosign。Removingthepillowandrepeatingthequestion,heansweredpromptlythathedid。

  \"Doyouknowyouaredeafintherightear?\"Iasked。

  \"Yes,\"heansweredinalow,strongvoice,\"andworsethanthat。Mywholerightsideisaffected。Itseemsasleep。Icannotmovearmorleg。\"

  \"Feigningagain?\"Idemandedangrily。

  Heshookhishead,hissternmouthshapingthestrangest,twistedsmile。

  Itwasindeedatwistedsmile,foritwasontheleftsideonly,thefacialmusclesoftherightsidemovingnotatall。

  \"ThatwasthelastplayoftheWolf,\"hesaid。\"Iamparalyzed。Ishallneverwalkagain。Oh,onlyontheotherside,\"headded,asthoughdiviningthesuspiciousglanceIflungathisleftleg,thekneeofwhichhadjustthendrawnupandelevatedtheblankets。

  \"It’sunfortunate,\"hecontinued。\"I’dlikedtohavedoneforyoufirst,Hump。AndIthoughtIhadthatmuchleftinme。\"

  \"Butwhy?\"Iasked,partlyinhorror,partlyoutofcuriosity。

  Againhissternmouthframedthetwistedsmile,ashesaid:

  \"Oh,justtobealive,tobelivinganddoing,tobethebiggestbitofthefermenttotheend,toeatyou。Buttodiethisway——\"

  Heshruggedhisshoulders,orattemptedtoshrugthem,rather,fortheleftshoulderalonemoved。Likethesmile,theshrugwastwisted。

  \"Buthowcanyouaccountforit?\"Iasked。\"Whereistheseatofyourtrouble?\"

  \"Thebrain,\"hesaidatonce。\"Itwasthosecursedheadachesbroughtiton。\"

  \"Symptoms,\"Isaid。

  Henoddedhishead。\"Thereisnoaccountingforit。Iwasneversickinmylife。Something’sgonewrongwithmybrain。Acancer,atumor,orsomethingofthatnature,——athingthatdevoursanddestroys。It’sattackingmynerve—centres,eatingthemup,bitbybit,cellbycell——fromthepain。\"

  \"Themotor—centres,too,\"Isuggested。

  \"Soitwouldseem;andthecurseofitisthatImustliehere,conscious,mentallyunimpaired,knowingthatthelinesaregoingdown,breakingbitbybitcommunicationwiththeworld。Icannotsee,hearingandfeelingareleavingme,atthisrateIshallsoonceasetospeak;yetallthetimeIshallbehere,alive,active,andpowerless。\"

  \"Whenyousayyouarehere,I’dsuggestthelikelihoodofthesoul,\"Isaid。

  \"Bosh!\"washisretort。\"Itsimplymeansthatintheattackonmybrainthehigherpsychicalcentresareuntouched。Icanremember,canthinkandreason。Whenthatgoes,Igo。Iamnot。Thesoul?\"

  Hebrokeoutinmockinglaughter,thenturnedhislefteartothepillowasasignthathewishednofurtherconversation。

  MaudandIwentaboutourworkoppressedbythefearfulfatewhichhadovertakenhim,——howfearfulwewereyetfullytorealize。Therewastheawfulnessofretributionaboutit。Ourthoughtsweredeepandsolemn,andwespoketoeachotherscarcelyabovewhispers。

  \"Youmightremovethehandcuffs,\"hesaidthatnight,aswestoodinconsultationoverhim。\"It’sdeadsafe。I’maparalyticnow。Thenextthingtowatchoutforisbedsores。\"

  Hesmiledhistwistedsmile,andMaud,hereyeswidewithhorror,wascompelledtoturnawayherhead。

  \"Doyouknowthatyoursmileiscrooked?\"Iaskedhim;forknewthatshemustattendhim,andIwishedtosaveherasmuchaspossible。

  \"ThenIshallsmilenomore,\"hesaidcalmly。\"Ithoughtsomethingwaswrong。Myrightcheekhasbeennumballday。Yes,andI’vehadwarningsofthisforthelastthreedays;byspells,myrightsideseemedgoingtosleep,sometimesarmorhand,sometimeslegorfoot。\"

  \"Somysmileiscrooked?\"hequeriedashortwhileafter。\"Well,considerhenceforththatIsmileinternally,withmysoul,ifyouplease,mysoul。

  ConsiderthatIamsmilingnow。\"

  Andforthespaceofseveralminuteshelaythere,quiet,indulginghisgrotesquefancy。

  Themanofhimwasnotchanged。Itwastheold,indomitable,terribleWolfLarsen,imprisonedsomewherewithinthatfleshwhichhadoncebeensoinvincibleandsplendid。Nowitboundhimwithinsentientfetters,wallinghissoulindarknessandsilence,blockingitfromtheworldwhichtohimhadbeenariotofaction。Nomorewouldheconjugatetheverb\"todo\"

  ineverymoodandtense。\"Tobe\"wasallthatremainedtohim——tobe,ashehaddefineddeath,withoutmovement;towill,butnottoexecute;

  tothinkandreasonandinthespiritofhimtobeasaliveasever,butinthefleshtobedead,quitedead。

  Andyet,thoughIevenremovedthehandcuffs,wecouldnotadjustourselvestohiscondition。Ourmindsrevolted。Toushewasfullofpotentiality。

  Weknewnotwhattoexpectofhimnext,whatfearfulthing,risingabovetheflesh,hemightbreakoutanddo。Ourexperiencewarrantedthisstateofmind,andwewentaboutourworkwithanxietyalwaysuponus。

  Ihadsolvedtheproblemwhichhadarisenthroughtheshortnessoftheshears。Bymeansofthewatch—tackle,(Ihadmadeanewone),Iheavedthebuttoftheforemastacrosstherailandthenloweredittothedeck。

  Next,bymeansoftheshears,Ihoistedthemainboomonboard。Itsfortyfeetoflengthwouldsupplytheheightnecessaryproperlytoswingthemast。BymeansofasecondarytackleIhadattachedtotheshears,Iswungtheboomtoanearlyperpendicularposition,thenloweredthebutttothedeck,where,topreventslipping,Ispikedgreatcleatsaroundit。Thesingleblockofmyoriginalshears—tackleIhadattachedtotheendoftheboom。Thus,bycarryingthistackletothewindlass,Icouldraiseandlowertheendoftheboomatwill,thebuttalwaysremainingstationary,and,bymeansofguys,couldswingtheboomfromsidetoside。TotheendoftheboomIhadlikewiseriggedahoistingtackle;andwhenthewholearrangementwascompletedIcouldnotbutbestartledbythepowerandlatitudeitgaveme。

  Ofcourse,twodays’workwasrequiredfortheaccomplishmentofthispartofmytask,anditwasnottillthemorningofthethirddaythatIswungtheforemastfromthedeckandproceededtosquareitsbutttofitthestep。HereIwasespeciallyawkward。Isawedandchoppedandchiselledtheweatheredwoodtillithadtheappearanceofhavingbeengnawedbysomegiganticmouse。Butitfitted。

  \"Itwillwork,Iknowitwillwork,\"Icried。

  \"DoyouknowDr。Jordan’sfinaltestoftruth?\"Maudasked。

  Ishookmyheadandpausedintheactofdislodgingtheshavingswhichhaddrifteddownmyneck。

  \"`Canwemakeitwork?Canwetrustourlivestoit?’isthetest。\"

  \"Heisafavoriteofyours,\"Isaid。

  \"WhenIdismantledmyoldPantheonandcastoutNapoleonandCaesarandtheirfellows,IstraightwayerectedanewPantheon,\"sheansweredgravely,\"andthefirstIinstalledwasDr。Jordan。\"

  \"Amodernhero。\"

  \"Andagreaterbecausemodern,\"sheadded。\"HowcantheOldWorldheroescomparewithours!\"

  Ishookmyhead。Weweretoomuchalikeinmanythingsforargument。

  Ourpointsofviewandoutlookonlifeatleastwereverylike。

  \"Forapairofcriticsweagreefamously,\"Ilaughed。

  \"Andasshipwrightandableassistant,\"shelaughedback。

  Buttherewaslittletimeforlaughterinthosedays,whatofourheavyworkandoftheawfulnessofWolfLarsen’slivingdeath。

  Hehadreceivedanotherstroke。Hehadlosthisvoice,orhewaslosingit。Hehadonlyintermittentuseofit。Ashephrasedit,thewireswerelikethestockmarket,nowup,nowdown。Occasionallythewireswereupandhespokeaswellasever,thoughslowlyandheavily。Thenspeechwouldsuddenlydeserthim,inthemiddleofasentenceperhaps,andforhours,sometimes,wewouldwaitfortheconnectiontoberestablished。Hecomplainedofgreatpaininhishead,anditwasduringthisperiodthathearrangedasystemofcommunicationagainstthetimewhenspeechshouldleavehimaltogether——onepressureofthehandfor\"yes,\"twofor\"no。\"Itwaswellthatitwasarranged,forbyeveninghisvoicehadgonefromhim。

  Byhandpressures,afterthat,heansweredourquestions,andwhenhewishedtospeakhescrawledhisthoughtswithhislefthand,quitelegibly,onasheetofpaper。

  Thefiercewinterhadnowdescendeduponus。Galefollowedgale,withsnowandsleetandrain。Thesealshadstartedontheirgreatsouthernmigration,andtherookerywaspracticallydeserted。workedfeverishly。

  Inspiteofthebadweather,andofthewindwhichespeciallyhinderedme,Iwasondeckfromdaylighttilldarkandmakingsubstantialprogress。

  Iprofitedbymylessonlearnedthroughraisingtheshearsandthenclimbingthemtoattachtheguys。Tothetopoftheforemast,whichwasjustliftedconvenientlyfromthedeck,Iattachedtherigging,stays,andthroatandpeakhalyards。Asusual,Ihadunderratedtheamountofworkinvolvedinthisportionofthetask,andtwolongdayswerenecessarytocompleteit。Andtherewassomuchyettobedone——thesails,forinstance,whichpracticallyhadtobemadeover。

  WhileItoiledatriggingtheforemast,Maudsewedoncanvas,readyalwaystodropeverythingandcometomyassistancewhenmorehandsthantwowererequired。Thecanvaswasheavyandhard,andshesewedwiththeregularsailor’spalmandthree—corneredsail—needle。Herhandsweresoonsadlyblistered,butshestruggledbravelyon,andinadditiondoingthecookingandtakingcareofthesickman。

  \"Afigforsuperstition,\"IsaidonFridaymorning。\"Thatmastgoesinto—day。\"

  Everythingwasreadyfortheattempt。Carryingtheboom—tackletothewindlass,Ihoistedthemastnearlyclearofthedeck。Makingthistacklefast,Itooktothewindlasstheshears—tackle,(whichwasconnectedwiththeendoftheboom),andwithafewturnshadthemastperpendicularandclear。

  Maudclappedherhandstheinstantshewasrelievedfromholdingtheturn,crying:

  \"Itworks!Itworks!We’lltrustourlivestoit!\"

  Thensheassumedaruefulexpression。

  \"It’snotoverthehole,\"shesaid。\"Willyouhavetobeginallover?\"

  Ismiledinsuperiorfashion,and,slackingoffononeoftheboom—guysandtakinginontheother,swungthemastperfectlyinthecentreofthedeck。Stillitwasnotoverthehole。Againtheruefulexpressioncameonherface,andagainIsmiledinasuperiorway。Slackingawayontheboom—tackleandhoistinganequivalentamountontheshears—tackle,Ibroughtthebuttofthemastintopositiondirectlyovertheholeinthedeck。

  ThenIgaveMaudcarefulinstructionsforloweringawayandwentintotheholdtothestepontheschooner’sbottom。

  Icalledtoher,andthemastmovedeasilyandaccurately。Straighttowardthesquareholeofthestepthesquarebuttdescended;butasitdescendeditslowlytwistedsothatsquarewouldnotfitintosquare。ButIhadnotevenamoment’sindecision。CallingtoMaudtoceaselowering,Iwentondeckandmadethewatch—tacklefasttothemastwitharollinghitch。IleftMaudtopullonitwhileIwentbelow。BythelightofthelanternIsawthebutttwistslowlyaroundtillitssidescoincidedwiththesidesofthestep。Maudmadefastandreturnedtothewindlass。Slowlythebuttdescendedtheseveralinterveninginches,atthesametimeslightlytwistingagain。AgainMaudrectifiedthetwistwiththewatch—tackle,andagainsheloweredawayfromthewindlass。Squarefittedintosquare。Themastwasstepped。

  Iraisedashout,andsherandowntosee。Intheyellowlanternlightwepeeredatwhatwehadaccomplished。Welookedateachother,andourhandsfelttheirwayandclasped。Theeyesofbothus,think,weremoistwiththejoyofsuccess。

  \"Itwasdonesoeasilyafterall,\"Iremarked。\"Alltheworkwasinthepreparation。\"

  \"Andallthewonderinthecompletion,\"Maudadded。

  \"Icanscarcelybringmyselftorealizethatthatgreatmastisreallyupandin;thatyouhavelifteditfromthewater,swungitthroughtheair,anddepositeditherewhereitbelongs。ItisaTitan’stask。\"

  \"Andtheymadethemselvesmanyinventions,\"Ibeganmerrily,thenpausedtosnifftheair。

  Ilookedhastilyatthelantern。Itwasnotsmoking。Againsniffed。

  \"Somethingisburning,\"Maudsaid,withsuddenconviction。

  Wesprangtogetherfortheladder,butIracedpasthertothedeck。

  Adensevolumeofsmokewaspouringoutofthesteeragecompanionway。

  \"TheWolfisnotyetdead,\"ImutteredtomyselfasIsprangdownthroughthesmoke。

  ItwassothickintheconfinedspacethatIwascompelledtofeelmyway;andsopotentwasthespellofWolfLarsenonmyimagination,Iwasquitepreparedforthehelplessgianttogripmyneckinastranglehold。

  Ihesitated,thedesiretoracebackandupthestepstothedeckalmostoverpoweringme。ThenIrecollectedMaud。Thevisionofher,asIhadlastseenher,inthelanternlightoftheschooner’shold,herbrowneyeswarmandmoistwithjoy,flashedbeforeme,andIknewthatIcouldnotgoback。

  IwaschokingandsuffocatingbythetimeIreachedWolfLarsen’sbunk。

  Ireachedmyhandandfeltforhis。Hewaslyingmotionless,butmovedslightlyatthetouchofmyhand。Ifeltoverandunderhisblankets。Therewasnowarmth,nosignoffire。Yetthatsmokewhichblindedmeandmademecoughandgaspmusthaveasource。lostmyheadtemporarilyanddashedfranticallyaboutthesteerage。Acollisionwiththetablepartiallyknockedthewindfrommybodyandbroughtmetomyself。Ireasonedthatahelplessmancouldstartafireonlyneartowherehelay。

  IreturnedtoWolfLarsen’sbunk。ThereIencounteredMaud。HowlongshehadbeenthereinthatsuffocatingatmosphereIcouldnotguess。

  \"Goupondeck!\"Icommandedperemptorily。

  \"But,Humphrey——\"shebegantoprotestinaqueer,huskyvoice。

  \"Please!please!\"Ishoutedatherharshly。

  Shedrewawayobediently,andthenIthought,Whatifshecannotfindthesteps?Istartedafterher,tostopatthefootofthecompanionway。

  Perhapsshehadgoneup。AsIstoodthere,hesitant,heardhercrysoftly:

  ——

  \"Oh,Humphrey,Iamlost。\"

  Ifoundherfumblingatthewalloftheafterbulkhead,and,halfleadingher,halfcarryingher,Itookherupthecompanionway。Thepureairwaslikenectar。Maudwasonlyfaintanddizzy,andIleftherlyingonthedeckwhenItookmysecondplungebelow。

  ThesourceofthesmokemustbeveryclosetoWolfLarsen——mymindwasmadeuptothis,andIwentstraighttohisbunk。AsIfeltaboutamonghisblankets,somethinghotfellonthebackofmyhand。Itburnedme,andIjerkedmyhandaway。ThenIunderstood。Throughthecracksinthebottomoftheupperbunkhehadsetfiretothemattress。Hestillretainedsufficientuseofhisleftarmtodothis。Thedampstrawofthemattress,firedfrombeneathanddeniedair,hadbeensmoulderingallthewhile。

  AsIdraggedthemattressoutofthebunkitseemedtodisintegrateinmid—air,atthesametimeburstingintoflames。Ibeatouttheburningremnantsofstrawinthebunk,thenmadeadashforthedeckforfreshair。

  Severalbucketsofwatersufficedtoputouttheburningmattressinthemiddleofthesteeragefloor;andtenminuteslater,whenthesmokehadfairlycleared,IallowedMaudtocomebelow。WolfLarsenwasunconscious,butitwasamatterofminutesforthefreshairtorestorehim。Wewereworkingoverhim,however,whenhesignedforpaperandpencil。

  \"Praydonotinterruptme,\"hewrote。\"Iamsmiling。\"

  \"Iamstillabitoftheferment,yousee,\"hewrotealittlelater。

  \"Iamgladyouareassmallabitasyouare,\"Isaid。

  \"Thankyou,\"hewrote。\"ButjustthinkofhowmuchsmallershallbebeforeIdie。\"

  \"AndyetIamallhere,Hump,\"hewrotewithafinalflourish。\"Icanthinkmoreclearlythaneverinmylifebefore。Nothingtodisturbme。

  Concentrationisperfect。Iamallhereandmorethanhere。\"

  Itwaslikeamessagefromthenightofthegrave;forthisman’sbodyhadbecomehismausoleum。Andthere,insostrangesepulture,hisspiritflutteredandlived。Itwouldflutterandlivetillthelastlineofcommunicationwasbroken,andafterthatwhowastosayhowmuchlongeritmightcontinuetoflutterandlive?TheSeaWolf:Chapter38CHAPTER38

  Ithinkmyleftsideisgoing,\"WolfLarsenwrote,themorningafterhisattempttofiretheship。\"Thenumbnessisgrowing。Icanhardlymovemyhand。Youwillhavetospeaklouder。Thelastlinesaregoingdown。\"

  \"Areyouinpain?\"Iasked。

  Iwascompelledtorepeatmyquestionloudlybeforeheanswered。

  \"Notallthetime。\"

  Thelefthandstumbledslowlyandpainfullyacrossthepaper,anditwaswithextremedifficultythatwedecipheredthescrawl。Itwaslikea\"spiritmessage,\"suchasaredeliveredatsancesofspiritualistsforadollaradmission。

  \"ButIamstillhere,allhere,\"thehandscrawledmoreslowlyandpainfullythanever。

  Thepencildropped,andwehadtoreplaceitinthehand。

  \"WhenthereisnopainIhaveperfectpeaceandquiet。Ihaveneverthoughtsoclearly。IcanponderlifeanddeathlikeaHindoosage。\"

  \"Andimmortality?\"Maudqueriedloudlyintheear。

  Threetimesthehandessayedtowritebutfumbledhopelessly。Thepencilfell。Invainwetriedtoreplaceit。Thefingerscouldnotcloseonit。

  ThenMaudpressedandheldthefingersaboutthepencilwithherownhand,andthehandwrote,inlargeletters,andsoslowlythattheminutestickedofftoeachletter:

  \"B——O——S——H。\"

  ItwasWolfLarsen’slastword,\"bosh,\"scepticalandinvincibletotheend。Thearmandhandrelaxed。Thetrunkofthebodymovedslightly。

  Thentherewasnomovement。Maudreleasedthehand。Thefingersspreadslightly,fallingapartoftheirownweight,andthepencilrolledaway。

  \"Doyoustillhear?\"Ishouted,holdingthefingersandwaitingforthesinglepressurewhichwouldsignify\"Yes。\"Therewasnoresponse。Thehandwasdead。

  \"Inoticedthelipsslightlymove,\"Maudsaid。

  Irepeatedthequestion。Thelipsmoved。Sheplacedthetipsofherfingersonthem。AgainIrepeatedthequestion。\"Yes,\"Maudannounced。

  Welookedateachotherexpectantly。

  \"Whatgoodisit?\"Iasked。\"Whatcanwesaynow?\"

  \"Oh,askhim——\"

  Shehesitated。

  \"Askhimsomethingthatrequires`no’forananswer,\"suggested。\"Thenwewillknowwithcertainty。\"

  \"Areyouhungry?\"shecried。

  Thelipsmovedunderherfingers,andsheanswered,\"Yes。\"

  \"Willyouhavesomebeef?\"washernextquery。

  \"No,\"sheannounced。

  \"Beef—tea?\"

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