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  \"Itoldhimthattherewereprobablycardsonboardsomewhere——Jorgensonwouldknow。ThenIaskedhimwhetherhelookedonmeasagaoler。Hewasquitestartledandsorryforwhathesaid。\"

  \"Itwasn’tverykindofyou,CaptainLingard。\"

  \"Itslippedoutawkwardlyandwemadeitupwithalaugh。\"

  Mrs。Traversleanedherelbowsontherailandputherheadintoherhands。EveryattitudeofthatwomansurprisedLingardbyitsenchantingeffectuponhimself。Hesighed,andthesilencelastedforalongwhile。

  \"IwishIhadunderstoodeverywordthatwassaidthatmorning。\"

  \"Thatmorning,\"repeatedLingard。\"Whatmorningdoyoumean?\"

  \"ImeanthemorningwhenIwalkedoutofBelarab’sstockadeonyourarm,CaptainLingard,attheheadoftheprocession。ItseemedtomethatIwaswalkingonasplendidstageinascenefromanopera,inagorgeousshowfittomakeanaudienceholditsbreath。Youcan’tpossiblyguesshowunrealallthisseemed,andhowartificialIfeltmyself。Anopera,youknow……\"

  \"Iknow。Iwasagolddiggeratonetime。SomeofususedtocomedowntoMelbournewithourpocketsfullofmoney。Idaresayitwaspoorenoughtowhatyoumusthaveseen,butonceIwenttoashowlikethat。Itwasastoryactedtomusic。Allthepeoplewentsingingthroughitrighttotheveryend。\"

  \"Howitmusthavejarredonyoursenseofreality,\"saidMrs。

  Travers,stillnotlookingathim。\"Youdon’trememberthenameoftheopera?\"

  \"No。Inevertroubledmyheadaboutit。We——ourlotneverdid。\"

  \"Iwon’taskyouwhatthestorywaslike。Itmusthaveappearedtoyouliketheverydefianceofalltruth。Wouldrealpeoplegosingingthroughtheirlifeanywhereexceptinafairytale?\"

  \"Thesepeopledidn’talwayssingforjoy,\"saidLingard,simply。

  \"Idon’tknowmuchaboutfairytales。\"

  \"Theyaremostlyaboutprincesses,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。

  Lingarddidn’tquitehear。Hebenthisearforamomentbutshewasn’tlookingathimandhedidn’taskhertorepeatherremark。

  \"Fairytalesareforchildren,Ibelieve,\"hesaid。\"ButthatstorywithmusicIamtellingyouof,Mrs。Travers,wasnotataleforchildren。IassureyouthatofthefewshowsIhaveseenthatonewasthemostrealtome。Morerealthananythinginlife。\"

  Mrs。Travers,rememberingthefatalinanityofmostoperalibrettos,wastouchedbythesewordsasiftherehadbeensomethingpatheticinthisreadinessofresponse;asifshehadheardastarvedmantalkingofthedelightofacrustofdrybread。\"Isupposeyouforgotyourselfinthatstory,whateveritwas,\"sheremarkedinadetachedtone。

  \"Yes,itcarriedmeaway。ButIsupposeyouknowthefeeling。\"

  \"No。Ineverknewanythingofthekind,notevenwhenIwasachitofagirl。\"Lingardseemedtoacceptthisstatementasanassertionofsuperiority。Heinclinedhisheadslightly。

  Moreover,shemighthavesaidwhatsheliked。Whatpleasedhimmostwashernotlookingathim;foritenabledhimtocontemplatewithperfectfreedomthecurveofhercheek,hersmallearhalfhiddenbytheclearmeshoffinehair,thefascinationofheruncoveredneck。Andherwholepersonwasanimpossible,anamazingandsolidmarvelwhichsomehowwasnotsomuchconvincingtotheeyeastosomethingwithinhimthatwasapparentlyindependentofhissenses。Notevenforamomentdidhethinkofherasremote。Untouchable——possibly!Butremote——no。

  Whetherconsciouslyorunconsciouslyhetookherspirituallyforgranted。Itwasmateriallythatshewasawonderofthesortthatisatthesametimefamiliarandsacred。

  \"No,\"Mrs。Traversbeganagain,abruptly。\"Ineverforgotmyselfinastory。Itwasnotinme。Ihavenotevenbeenabletoforgetmyselfonthatmorningonshorewhichwaspartofmyownstory。\"

  \"Youcarriedyourselffirstrate,\"saidLingard,smilingatthenapeofherneck,herear,thefilmofescapedhair,themodellingofthecornerofhereye。Hecouldseetheflutterofthedarkeyelashes:andthedelicateflushonhercheekhadrathertheeffectofscentthanofcolour。

  \"Youapprovedofmybehaviour。\"

  \"Justright,Itellyou。Myword,weren’ttheyallstruckofaheapwhentheymadeoutwhatyouwere。\"

  \"Ioughttofeelflattered。IwillconfesstoyouthatIfeltonlyhalfdisguisedandwashalfangryandwhollyuncomfortable。

  Whathelpedme,Isuppose,wasthatIwantedtoplease……\"

  \"Idon’tmeantosaythattheywereexactlypleased,\"brokeinLingard,conscientiously。\"Theywerestartledmore。\"

  \"Iwantedtopleaseyou,\"droppedMrs。Travers,negligently。A

  faint,hoarse,andimpatientcallofabirdwasheardfromthewoodsasifcallingtotheoncomingnight。Lingard’sfacegrewhotinthedeepeningdusk。Thedelicatelemonyellowandetherealgreentintshadvanishedfromtheskyandtheredglowdarkenedmenacingly。Thesunhadsetbehindtheblackpalloftheforest,nolongeredgedwithalineofgold。

  Yes,Iwasabsurdlyself—conscious,\"continuedMrs。Traversinaconversationaltone。\"AnditwastheeffectoftheseclothesthatyoumademeputonoversomeofmyEuropean——Ialmostsaiddisguise;becauseyouknowinthepresentmoreperfectcostumeI

  feelcuriouslyathome;andyetIcan’tsaythatthesethingsreallyfitme。Thesleevesofthissilkunder—jacketarerathertight。Myshouldersfeelbound,too,andastothesarongitisscandalouslyshort。Accordingtoruleitshouldhavebeenlongenoughtofallovermyfeet。ButIlikefreedomofmovement。I

  havehadverylittleofwhatIlikedinlife。\"

  \"Icanhardlybelievethat,\"saidLingard。\"Ifitwasn’tforyoursayingso……\"

  \"Iwouldn’tsaysotoeverybody,\"shesaid,turningherheadforamomenttoLingardandturningitawayagaintotheduskwhichseemedtocomefloatingovertheblacklagoon。Farawayinitsdepthacoupleoffeeblelightstwinkled;itwasimpossibletosaywhetherontheshoreorontheedgeofthemoredistantforest。Overheadthestarswerebeginningtocomeout,butfaintyet,asiftooremotetobereflectedinthelagoon。Onlytothewestasettingplanetshonethroughtheredfogofthesunsetglow。\"Itwassupposednottobegoodformetohavemuchfreedomofaction。SoatleastIwastold。ButIhaveasuspicionthatitwasonlyunpleasingtootherpeople。\"

  \"Ishouldhavethought,\"beganLingard,thenhesitatedandstopped。Itseemedtohiminconceivablethateverybodyshouldnothavelovedtomakethatwomanhappy。Andhewasimpressedbythebitternessofhertone。Mrs。Traversdidnotseemcurioustoknowwhathewantedtosayandafteratimesheadded,\"Idon’tmeanonlywhenIwasachild。Idon’trememberthatverywell。I

  daresayIwasveryobjectionableasachild。\"

  Lingardtriedtoimagineherasachild。Theideawasnoveltohim。Herperfectionseemedtohavecomeintotheworldcomplete,mature,andwithoutanyhesitationorweakness。Hehadnothinginhisexperiencethatcouldhelphimtoimagineachildofthatclass。Thechildrenheknewplayedaboutthevillagestreetandranonthebeach。Hehadbeenoneofthem。Hehadseenotherchildren,ofcourse,since,buthehadnotbeenintouchwiththemexceptvisuallyandtheyhadnotbeenEnglishchildren。Herchildhood,likehisown,hadbeenpassedinEngland,andthatveryfactmadeitalmostimpossibleforhimtoimagineit。Hecouldnoteventellwhetheritwasintownorinthecountry,orwhetherasachildshehadevenseenthesea。Andhowcouldachildofthatkindbeobjectionable?Butherememberedthatachilddisapprovedofcouldbeveryunhappy,andhesaid:

  \"Iamsorry。\"

  Mrs。Traverslaughedalittle。Withinthemuslincageformshadturnedtoblurredshadows。Amongstthemtheformofd’Alcaceraroseandmoved。ThesystematicorelsethemorbiddumbnessofMr。Traversboredandexasperatedhim,though,asamatteroffact,thatgentleman’sspeecheshadneverhadthepowereithertoentertainortosoothehismind。

  \"It’sveryniceofyou。Youhaveagreatcapacityforsympathy,butafterallIamnotcertainonwhichsideyoursympathieslie。

  Withme,orthosemuch—triedpeople,\"saidMrs。Travers。

  \"Withthechild,\"saidLingard,disregardingthebanteringtone。

  \"Achildcanhaveaverybadtimeofitalltoitself。\"

  \"Whatcanyouknowofit?\"sheasked。

  \"Ihavemyownfeelings,\"heansweredinsomesurprise。

  Mrs。Travers,withherbacktohim,wascoveredwithconfusion。

  Neithercouldshedepicttoherselfhischildhoodasifhe,too,hadcomeintotheworldinthefullnessofhisstrengthandhispurpose。Shediscoveredacertainnaivenessinherselfandlaughedalittle。Hemadenosound。

  \"Don’tbeangry,\"shesaid。\"Iwouldn’tdreamoflaughingatyourfeelings。Indeedyourfeelingsarethemostseriousthingthatevercameinmyway。Icouldn’thelplaughingatmyself——atafunnydiscoveryImade。\"

  \"Inthedaysofyourchildhood?\"sheheardLingard’sdeepvoiceaskingafterapause。

  \"Oh,no。Agesafterward。Nochildcouldhavemadethatdiscovery。

  Doyouknowthegreatestdifferencethereisbetweenus?Itisthis:ThatIhavebeenlivingsincemychildhoodinfrontofashowandthatIneverhavebeentakeninforamomentbyitstinselanditsnoiseorbyanythingthatwentononthestage。DoyouunderstandwhatImean,CaptainLingard?\"

  Therewasamomentofsilence。\"Whatdoesitmatter?Wearenochildrennow。\"TherewasaninfinitegentlenessinLingard’sdeeptones。\"Butifyouhavebeenunhappythendon’ttellmethatithasnotbeenmadeuptoyousince。Surelyyouhaveonlytomakeasign。Awomanlikeyou。\"

  \"YouthinkIcouldfrightenthewholeworldontoitsknees?\"

  \"No,notfrighten。\"Thesuggestionofalaughinthedeadenedvoicepassedoffinacatchofthebreath。Thenhewasheardbeginningsoberly:\"Yourhusband……\"Hehesitatedalittleandshetooktheopportunitytosaycoldly:

  \"HisnameisMr。Travers。\"

  Lingarddidn’tknowhowtotakeit。Heimaginedhimselftohavebeenguiltyofsomesortofpresumption。Buthowonearthwashetocalltheman?Afterallhewasherhusband。Thatideawasdisagreeabletohimbecausethemanwasalsoinimicalinaparticularlyunreasonableandgallingmanner。Atthesametimehewasawarethathedidn’tcareabitforhisenmityandhadanideathathewouldnothavecaredforhisfriendshipeither。Andsuddenlyhefeltverymuchannoyed。

  \"Yes。That’sthemanImean,\"hesaidinacontemptuoustone。\"I

  don’tparticularlylikethenameandIamsureIdon’twanttotalkabouthimmorethanIcanhelp。Ifhehadn’tbeenyourhusbandIwouldn’thaveputupwithhismannersforanhour。Doyouknowwhatwouldhavehappenedtohimifhehadn’tbeenyourhusband?\"

  \"No,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Doyou,CaptainLingard?\"

  \"Notexactly,\"headmitted。\"Somethinghewouldn’thaveliked,youmaybesure。\"

  \"Whileofcoursehelikesthisverymuch,\"sheobserved。Lingardgaveanabruptlaugh。

  \"Idon’tthinkit’sinmypowertodoanythingthathewouldlike,\"hesaidinaserioustone。\"Forgivememyfrankness,Mrs。

  Travers,buthemakesitverydifficultsometimesformetokeepcivil。WhateverIhavehadtoputupwithinlifeIhaveneverhadtoputupwithcontempt。\"

  \"Iquitebelievethat,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Don’tyourfriendscallyouKingTom?\"

  \"NobodythatIcarefor。Ihavenofriends。Oh,yes,theycallmethat……\"

  \"Youhavenofriends?\"

  \"NotI,\"hesaidwithdecision。\"Amanlikemehasnochums。\"

  \"It’squitepossible,\"murmuredMrs。Traverstoherself。

  \"No,notevenJorgenson。OldcrazyJorgenson。HecallsmeKingTom,too。Youseewhatthat’sworth。\"

  \"Yes,Isee。OrratherIhaveheard。Thatpoormanhasnotone,andsomuchdependsonthat。NowsupposeIweretocallyouKingTomnowandthenbetweenourselves,\"Mrs。Travers’voiceproposed,distantlytentativeinthenightthatinvestedherpersonwithacolourlessvaguenessofform。

  Shewaitedinthestillness,herelbowsontherailandherfaceinherhandsasifshehadalreadyforgottenwhatshehadsaid。

  Sheheardatherelbowthedeepmurmurof:

  \"Let’shearyousayit。\"

  Shenevermovedtheleastbit。Thesombrelagoonsparkledfaintlywiththereflectionofthestars。

  \"Oh,yes,Iwillletyouhearit,\"shesaidintothestarlitspaceinavoiceofunaccentedgentlenesswhichchangedsubtlyasshewenton。\"Ihopeyouwillneverregretthatyoucameoutofyourfriendlessmysterytospeaktome,KingTom。Howmanydaysagoitwas!Andhereisanotherdaygone。Tellmehowmanymoreofthemtheremustbe?Oftheseblindingdaysandnightswithoutasound。\"

  \"Bepatient,\"hemurmured。\"Don’taskmefortheimpossible。\"

  \"HowdoyouorIknowwhatispossible?\"shewhisperedwithastrangescorn。\"Youwouldn’tdareguess。ButItellyouthateverydaythatpassesismoreimpossibletomethanthedaybefore。\"

  Thepassionofthatwhisperwentlikeastabintohisbreast。

  \"WhatamItotellyou?\"hemurmured,asifwithdespair。

  \"Rememberthateverysunsetmakesitadayless。DoyouthinkI

  wantyouhere?\"

  Abitterlittlelaughfloatedoutintothestarlight。Mrs。

  TraversheardLingardmovesuddenlyawayfromherside。Shedidn’tchangeherposebyahair’sbreadth。Presentlysheheardd’AlcacercomingoutoftheCage。Hiscultivatedvoiceaskedhalfplayfully:

  \"Haveyouhadasatisfactoryconversation?MayIbetoldsomethingofit?\"

  \"Mr。d’Alcacer,youarecurious。\"

  \"Well,inourposition,Iconfess……Youareouronlyrefuge,remember。\"

  \"Youwanttoknowwhatweweretalkingabout,\"saidMrs。Travers,alteringslowlyherpositionsoastoconfrontd’Alcacerwhosefacewasalmostundistinguishable。\"Oh,well,then,wetalkedaboutopera,therealitiesandillusionsofthestage,ofdresses,ofpeople’snames,andthingsofthatsort。\"

  \"Nothingofimportance,\"hesaidcourteously。Mrs。Traversmovedforwardandhesteppedtooneside。InsidetheCagetwoMalayhandswerehangingroundlanterns,thelightofwhichfellonMr。

  Travers’bowedheadashesatinhischair。

  WhentheywereallassembledfortheeveningmealJorgensonstrolledupfromnowhereinparticularashishabitwas,andspeakingthroughthemuslinannouncedthatCaptainLingardbeggedtobeexcusedfromjoiningthecompanythatevening。Thenhestrolledaway。Fromthatmomenttilltheygotupfromthetableandthecampbedsteadswerebroughtinnottwentywordspassedbetweenthemembersofthepartywithinthenet。Thestrangenessoftheirsituationmadeallattemptstoexchangeideasveryarduous;andapartfromthateachhadthoughtswhichitwasdistinctlyuselesstocommunicatetotheothers。Mr。Travershadabandonedhimselftohissenseofinjury。Hedidnotsomuchbroodasrageinwardlyinadull,dispiritedway。Theimpossibilityofassertinghimselfinanymannergalledhisverysoul。D’Alcacerwasextremelypuzzled。DetachedinasensefromthelifeofmenperhapsasmuchevenasJorgensonhimself,hetookyetareasonableinterestinthecourseofeventsandhadnotlostallhissenseofself—preservation。Withoutbeingabletoappreciatetheexactvaluesofthesituationhewasnotoneofthosemenwhoareevercompletelyinthedarkinanygivensetofcircumstances。Withoutbeinghumoroushewasagood—humouredman。

  Hishabitual,gentlesmilewasatrueexpression。MoreofaEuropeanthanofaSpaniardhehadthattrulyaristocraticnaturewhichisinclinedtocrediteveryhonestmanwithsomethingofitsownnobilityandinitsjudgmentisaltogetherindependentofclassfeeling。HebelievedLingardtobeanhonestmanandhenevertroubledhisheadtoclassifyhim,exceptinthesensethathefoundhimaninterestingcharacter。Hehadasortofesteemfortheoutwardpersonalityandthebearingofthatseaman。Hefoundinhimalsothedistinctionofbeingnothingofatype。Hewasaspecimentobejudgedonlybyitsownworth。Withhisnaturalgiftofinsightd’Alcacertoldhimselfthatmanyoverseasadventurersofhistorywereprobablylessworthybecauseobviouslytheymusthavebeenlesssimple。Hedidn’t,however,impartthosethoughtsformallytoMrs。Travers。InfactheavoideddiscussingLingardwithMrs。Traverswho,hethought,wasquiteintelligentenoughtoappreciatetheexactshadeofhisattitude。Ifthatshadewasfine,Mrs。Traverswasfine,too;andtherewasnoneedtodiscussthecoloursofthisadventure。

  Moreover,sheherselfseemedtoavoidalldirectdiscussionoftheLingardelementintheirfate。D’Alcacerwasfineenoughtobeawarethatthosetwoseemedtounderstandeachotherinawaythatwasnotobviouseventothemselves。Wheneverhesawthemtogetherhewasalwaysmuchtemptedtoobservethem。Andheyieldedtothetemptation。Thefactofone’slifedependingonthephasesofanobscureactionauthorizesacertainlatitudeofbehaviour。Hehadseenthemtogetherrepeatedly,communingopenlyorapart,andtherewasintheirwayofjoiningeachother,intheirposesandtheirwaysofseparating,somethingspecialandcharacteristicandpertainingtothemselvesonly,asiftheyhadbeenmadeforeachother。

  Whathecouldn’tunderstandwaswhyMrs。TraversshouldhaveputoffhisnaturalcuriosityastoherlatestconferencewiththeManofFatebyanincrediblestatementastothenatureoftheconversation。Talkaboutdresses,opera,people’snames。Hecouldn’ttakethisseriously。Shemighthaveinvented,hethought,somethingmoreplausible;orsimplyhavetoldhimthatthiswasnotforhimtoknow。Sheoughttohaveknownthathewouldnothavebeenoffended。Couldn’tshehaveseenalreadythatheacceptedthecomplexionofmysteryinherrelationtothatmancompletely,unquestionably;asthoughithadbeensomethingpreordainedfromtheverybeginningofthings?ButhewasnotannoyedwithMrs。Travers。Afterallitmighthavebeentrue。Shewouldtalkexactlyassheliked,andevenincredibly,ifitsopleasedher,andmakethemanhangonherlips。Andlikewiseshewascapableofmakingthemantalkaboutanythingbyapowerofinspirationforreasonssimpleorperverse。Opera!Dresses!

  Yes——aboutShakespeareandthemusicalglasses!Foramerewhimorforthedeepestpurpose。Womenworthyofthenamewerelikethat。Theywereverywonderful。Theyrosetotheoccasionandsometimesabovetheoccasionwhenthingswereboundtooccurthatwouldbecomicortragic(asithappened)butgenerallychargedwithtroubleeventoinnocentbeholders。D’Alcacerthoughtthesethoughtswithoutbitternessandevenwithoutirony。Withhishalf—secretsocialreputationasamanofonegreatpassioninaworldofmereintrigueshelikedallwomen。Helikedthemintheirsentimentandintheirhardness,inthetragiccharacteroftheirfoolishorcleverimpulses,atwhichhelookedwithasortoftenderseriousness。

  Hedidn’ttakeafavourableviewofthepositionbutheconsideredMrs。Travers’statementaboutoperasanddressesasawarningtokeepoffthesubject。Forthisreasonheremainedsilentthroughthemeal。

  WhenthebustleofclearingawaythetablewasoverhestrolledtowardMrs。Traversandremarkedveryquietly:

  \"IthinkthatinkeepingawayfromusthiseveningtheManofFatewaswellinspired。WedinedlikealotofCarthusianmonks。\"

  \"Youalludetooursilence?\"

  \"Itwasmostscrupulous。Ifwehadtakenaneternalvowwecouldn’thavekeptitbetter。\"

  \"Didyoufeelbored?\"

  \"Pasdutout,\"d’Alcacerassuredherwithwhimsicalgravity。\"I

  feltnothing。Isatinastateofblessedvacuity。IbelieveI

  wasthehappiestofusthree。Unlessyou,too,Mrs。Travers……\"

  \"It’sabsolutelynouseyourfishingformythoughts,Mr。

  d’Alcacer。IfIweretoletyouseethemyouwouldbeappalled。\"

  \"Thoughtsreallyarebutashapeoffeelings。Letmecongratulateyouontheimpassivemaskyoucanputonthosehorrorsyousayyounurseinyourbreast。Itwasimpossibletotellanythingbyyourface。\"

  \"Youwillalwayssayflatteringthings。\"

  \"Madame,myflatteriescomefromtheverybottomofmyheart。I

  havegivenuplongagoalldesiretoplease。AndIwasnottryingtogetatyourthoughts。Whateverelseyoumayexpectfrommeyoumaycountonmyabsoluterespectforyourprivacy。ButIsupposewithamasksuchasyoucanmakeforyourselfyoureallydon’tcare。TheManofFate,Inoticed,isnotnearlyasgoodatitasyouare。\"

  \"Whatapretentiousname。Doyoucallhimbyittohisface,Mr。

  d’Alcacer?\"

  \"No,Ihaven’tthecheek,\"confessedd’Alcacer,equably。\"And,besides,it’stoomomentousfordailyuse。Andheissosimplethathemightmistakeitforajokeandnothingcouldbefurtherfrommythoughts。Mrs。Travers,IwillconfesstoyouthatI

  don’tfeeljocularintheleast。Butwhatcanheknowaboutpeopleofoursort?AndwhenIreflecthowlittlepeopleofoursortcanknowofsuchamanIamquitecontenttoaddresshimasCaptainLingard。It’scommonandsoothingandmostrespectableandsatisfactory;forCaptainisthemostemptyofalltitles。

  WhatisaCaptain?AnybodycanbeaCaptain;andforLingardit’sanamelikeanyother。Whereaswhathedeservesissomethingspecial,significant,andexpressive,thatwouldmatchhisperson,hissimpleandromanticperson。\"

  HeperceivedthatMrs。Traverswaslookingathimintently。Theyhastenedtoturntheireyesawayfromeachother。

  \"Hewouldlikeyourappreciation,\"Mrs。Traversletdropnegligently。

  \"Iamafraidhewoulddespiseit。\"

  \"Despiseit!Why,thatsortofthingistheverybreathofhisnostrils。\"

  \"Youseemtounderstandhim,Mrs。Travers。Womenhaveasingularcapacityforunderstanding。Imeansubjectsthatinterestthem;

  becausewhentheirimaginationisstimulatedtheyarenotafraidoflettingitgo。Amanismoremistrustfulofhimself,butwomenarebornmuchmorereckless。Theypushonandonundertheprotectionofsecrecyandsilence,andthegreatertheobscurityofwhattheywishtoexplorethegreatertheircourage。\"

  \"Doyoumeanseriouslytotellmethatyouconsidermeacreatureofdarkness?\"

  \"Ispokeingeneral,\"remonstratedd’Alcacer。\"Anythingelsewouldhavebeenanimpertinence。Yes,obscurityiswomen’sbestfriend。Theirdaringlovesit;butasuddenflashoflightdisconcertsthem。Generallyspeaking,iftheydon’tgetexactlyatthetruththeyalwaysmanagetocomeprettyneartoit。\"

  Mrs。Travershadlistenedwithsilentattentionandsheallowedthesilencetocontinueforsometimeafterd’Alcacerhadceased。

  Whenshespokeitwastosayinanunconcernedtonethatastothissubjectshehadhadspecialopportunities。Herself—possessedinterlocutormanagedtorepressamovementofrealcuriosityunderanassumptionofconventionalinterest。\"Indeed,\"

  heexclaimed,politely。\"Aspecialopportunity。Howdidyoumanagetocreateit?\"

  ThiswastoomuchforMrs。Travers。\"I!Createit!\"sheexclaimed,indignantly,butunderherbreath。\"HowonearthdoyouthinkIcouldhavedoneit?\"

  Mr。d’Alcacer,asifcommuningwithhimself,washeardtomurmurunrepentantlythatindeedwomenseldomknewhowtheyhad\"doneit,\"towhichMrs。Traversinawearytonereturnedtheremarkthatnotwomenweredenseinthesameway。TothisMr。d’Alcacerassentedwithoutdifficulty。\"Yes,ourbrandpresentsmorevarieties。This,fromacertainpointofview,isobviouslytoouradvantage。Weinterest……NotthatIimaginemyselfinterestingtoyou,Mrs。Travers。ButwhatabouttheManofFate?\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。

  \"Isee!Immensely!\"saidd’Alcacerinatoneofmysteriousunderstanding。\"Washisstupiditysocolossal?\"

  \"Itwasindistinguishablefromgreatvisionsthatwereinnosensemeanandmadeupforhimaworldofhisown。\"

  \"Iguessedthatmuch,\"mutteredd’Alcacertohimself。\"Butthat,youknow,Mrs。Travers,thatisn’tgoodnewsatalltome。Worldofdreams,eh?That’sverybad,verydangerous。It’salmostfatal,Mrs。Travers。\"

  \"Whyallthisdismay?Whydoyouobjecttoaworldofdreams?\"

  \"BecauseIdisliketheprospectofbeingmadeasacrificeofbythoseMoors。Iamnotanoptimistlikeourfriendthere,\"hecontinuedinalowtonenoddingtowardthedismalfigureofMr。

  Travershuddledupinthechair。\"Idon’tregardallthisasafarceandIhavediscoveredinmyselfastrongobjectiontohavingmythroatcutbythosegorgeousbarbariansafteralotoffatuoustalk。Don’taskmewhy,Mrs。Travers。Putitdowntoanabsurdweakness。\"

  Mrs。Traversmadeaslightmovementinherchair,raisingherhandstoherhead,andinthedimlightofthelanternsd’Alcacersawthemassofhercleargleaminghairfalldownandspreaditselfoverhershoulders。Sheseizedhalfofitinherhandswhichlookedverywhite,andwithherheadinclinedalittleononesideshebegantomakeaplait。

  \"Youareterrifying,\"hesaidafterwatchingthemovementofherfingersforawhile。

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