第10章
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  Herthoughts,likeafascinatedmoth,wentflutteringtowardthatlight——thatman——thatgirl,whohadknownwar,danger,seendeathnear,hadobtainedevidentlythedevotionofthatman。Theoccurrencesoftheafternoonhadbeenstrangeinthemselves,butwhatstruckherartisticsensewasthevigouroftheirpresentation。Theyoutlinedthemselvesbeforehermemorywiththeclearsimplicityofsomeimmortallegend。Theyweremysterious,butshefeltcertaintheywereabsolutelytrue。Theyembodiedartlessandmasterfulfeelings;such,nodoubt,ashadswayedmankindinthesimplicityofitsyouth。Sheenvied,foramoment,thelotofthathumbleandobscuresister。Nothingstoodbetweenthatgirlandthetruthofhersensations。Shecouldbesincerelycourageous,andtenderandpassionateand——well——ferocious。Whynotferocious?Shecouldknowthetruthofterror——andofaffection,absolutely,withoutartificialtrammels,withoutthepainofrestraint。

  ThinkingofwhatsuchlifecouldbeMrs。Traversfeltinvadedbythatinexplicableexaltationwhichtheconsciousnessoftheirphysicalcapacitiessooftengivestointellectualbeings。Sheglowedwithasuddenpersuasionthatshealsocouldbeequaltosuchanexistence;andherheartwasdilatedwithamomentarylongingtoknowthenakedtruthofthings;thenakedtruthoflifeandpassionburiedunderthegrowthofcenturies。

  Sheglowedand,suddenly,shequiveredwiththeshockofcomingtoherselfasifshehadfallendownfromastar。Therewasasoundofripplingwaterandashapelessmassglidedoutofthedarkvoidsheconfronted。Avoicebelowherfeetsaid:

  \"Imadeoutyourshape——onthesky。\"Acryofsurpriseexpiredonherlipsandshecouldonlypeerdownward。Lingard,aloneinthebrig’sdinghy,withanotherstrokesentthelightboatnearlyundertheyacht’scounter,laidhisscullsin,androsefromthethwart。Hisheadandshouldersloomedupalongsideandhehadtheappearanceofstandinguponthesea。InvoluntarilyMrs。Traversmadeamovementofretreat。

  \"Stop,\"hesaid,anxiously,\"don’tspeakloud。Noonemustknow。

  Wheredoyourpeoplethinkthemselves,Iwonder?Inadockathome?Andyou——\"

  \"Myhusbandisnotonboard,\"sheinterrupted,hurriedly。

  \"Iknow。\"

  Shebentalittlemoreovertherail。

  \"Thenyouarehavinguswatched。Why?\"

  \"Somebodymustwatch。Yourpeoplekeepsuchagoodlook—out——don’tthey?Yes。Eversincedarkoneofmyboatshasbeendodgingasternhere,inthedeepwater。IsworetomyselfI

  wouldneverseeoneofyou,neverspeaktooneofyouhere,thatIwouldbedumb,blind,deaf。And——hereIam!\"

  Mrs。Travers’alarmandmistrustwerereplacedbyanimmensecuriosity,burning,yetquiet,too,asifbeforetheinevitableworkofdestiny。ShelookeddownwardatLingard。Hisheadwasbared,and,withonehandupontheship’sside,heseemedtobethinkingdeeply。

  \"Becauseyouhadsomethingmoretotellus,\"Mrs。Traverssuggested,gently。

  \"Yes,\"hesaidinalowtoneandwithoutmovingintheleast。

  \"Willyoucomeonboardandwait?\"sheasked。

  \"Who?I!\"Heliftedhisheadsoquicklyastostartleher。\"I

  havenothingtosaytohim;andI’llneverputmyfootonboardthiscraft。I’vebeentoldtogo。That’senough。\"

  \"Heisaccustomedtobeaddresseddeferentially,\"shesaidafterapause,\"andyou——\"

  \"Whoishe?\"askedLingard,simply。

  Thesethreewordsseemedtohertoscatterherpastintheair——likesmoke。Theyrobbedallthemultitudeofmankindofeveryvestigeofimportance。Shewasamazedtofindthatonthisnight,inthisplace,therecouldbenoadequateanswertothesearchingnaivenessofthatquestion。

  \"Ididn’taskformuch,\"Lingardbeganagain。\"DidI?Onlythatyouallshouldcomeonboardmybrigforfivedays。That’sall……DoIlooklikealiar?TherearethingsIcouldnottellhim。

  Icouldn’texplain——Icouldn’t——nottohim——tonoman——tonomanintheworld——\"

  Hisvoicedropped。

  \"Nottomyself,\"heendedasifinadream。

  \"Wehaveremainedunmolestedsolonghere,\"beganMrs。Traversalittleunsteadily,\"thatitmakesitverydifficulttobelieveindanger,now。Wesawnooneallthesedaysexceptthosetwopeoplewhocameforyou。Ifyoumaynotexplain——\"

  \"Ofcourse,youcan’tbeexpectedtoseethroughawall,\"brokeinLingard。\"Thiscoast’slikeawall,butIknowwhat’sontheotherside……Ayachthere,ofallthingsthatfloat!WhenI

  seteyesonherIcouldfancyshehadn’tbeenmorethananhourfromhome。Nothingbutthelookofhersparsmademethinkofoldtimes。Andthenthefacesofthechapsonboard。Iseemedtoknowthemall。ItwaslikehomecomingtomewhenIwasn’tthinkingofit。AndIhatedthesightofyouall。\"

  \"Ifweareexposedtoanyperil,\"shesaidafterapauseduringwhichshetriedtopenetratethesecretofpassionhiddenbehindthatman’swords,\"itneednotaffectyou。OurotherboatisgonetotheStraitsandeffectivehelpissuretocomeverysoon。\"

  \"Affectme!Isthatpreciouswatchmanofyourscomingaft?I

  don’twantanybodytoknowIcamehereagainbegging,evenofyou。Ishecomingaft?……Listen!I’vestoppedyourotherboat。\"

  Hisheadandshouldersdisappearedasthoughhehaddivedintoadenserlayerofobscurityfloatingonthewater。Thewatchman,whohadtheintentiontostretchhimselfinoneofthedeckchairs,catchingsightoftheowner’swife,walkedstraighttothelampthathungundertheridgepoleoftheawning,andafterfumblingwithitforatimewentawayforwardwithanindolentgait。

  \"Youdared!\"Mrs。Traverswhispereddowninanintensetone;anddirectly,Lingard’sheademergedagainbelowherwithanupturnedface。

  \"Itwasdare——orgiveup。ThehelpfromtheStraitswouldhavebeentoolateanyhowifIhadn’tthepowertokeepyousafe;andifIhadthepowerIcouldseeyouthroughit——alone。Iexpectedtofindareasonablemantotalkto。Ioughttohaveknownbetter。Youcomefromtoofartounderstandthesethings。Well,I

  dared;I’vesentafteryourotherboatafellowwho,withmeathisback,wouldtrytostopthegovernoroftheStraitshimself。

  Hewilldoit。Perhapsit’sdonealready。Youhavenothingtohopefor。ButIamhere。YousaidyoubelievedImeantwell——\"

  \"Yes,\"shemurmured。

  \"That’swhyIthoughtIwouldtellyoueverything。Ihadtobeginwiththisbusinessabouttheboat。Andwhatdoyouthinkofmenow?I’vecutyouofffromtherestoftheearth。Youpeoplewoulddisappearlikeastoneinthewater。Youleftoneforeignportforanother。Who’stheretotroubleaboutwhatbecameofyou?Whowouldknow?Whocouldguess?Itwouldbemonthsbeforetheybegantostir。\"

  \"Iunderstand,\"shesaid,steadily,\"wearehelpless。\"

  \"Andalone,\"headded。

  Afterapauseshesaidinadeliberate,restrainedvoice:

  \"Whatdoesthismean?Plunder,captivity?\"

  \"ItwouldhavemeantdeathifIhadn’tbeenhere,\"heanswered。

  \"Butyouhavethepowerto——\"

  \"\"Why,doyouthink,youarealiveyet?\"hecried。\"Jorgensonhasbeenarguingwiththemonshore,\"hewenton,morecalmly,withaswingofhisarmtowardwherethenightseemeddarkest。\"Doyouthinkhewouldhavekeptthembackiftheyhadn’texpectedmeeveryday?Hiswordswouldhavebeennothingwithoutmyfist。\"

  Sheheardadullblowstruckonthesideoftheyachtandconcealedinthesamedarknessthatwrappedtheunconcernoftheearthandsea,thefuryandthepainofhearts;shesmiledabovehishead,fascinatedbythesimplicityofimagesandexpressions。

  Lingardmadeabrusquemovement,thelivelylittleboatbeingunsteadyunderhisfeet,andshespokeslowly,absently,asifherthoughthadbeenlostinthevaguenessofhersensations。

  \"Andthis——this——Jorgenson,yousaid?Whoishe?\"

  \"Aman,\"heanswered,\"amanlikemyself。\"

  \"Likeyourself?\"

  \"Justlikemyself,\"hesaidwithstrangereluctance,asifadmittingapainfultruth。\"Moresense,perhaps,butlessluck。

  Though,sinceyouryachthasturneduphere,Ibegintothinkthatmyluckisnothingmuchtoboastofeither。\"

  \"Isourpresenceheresofatal?\"

  \"Itmaybedeathtosome。Itmaybeworsethandeathtome。Anditrestswithyouinaway。Thinkofthat!Icanneverfindsuchanotherchanceagain。Butthat’snothing!AmanwhohassavedmylifeonceandthatIpassedmywordtowouldthinkIhadthrownhimover。Butthat’snothing!Listen!AstrueasIstandhereinmyboattalkingtoyou,Ibelievethegirlwoulddieofgrief。\"

  \"Youloveher,\"shesaid,softly。

  \"Likemyowndaughter,\"hecried,low。

  Mrs。Traverssaid,\"Oh!\"faintly,andforamomenttherewasasilence,thenhebeganagain:

  \"Lookhere。WhenIwasaboyinatrawler,andlookedatyouyachtpeople,intheChannelports,youwereasstrangetomeastheMalaysherearestrangetoyou。Ilefthomesixteenyearsagoandfoughtmywayallroundtheearth。IhadthetimetoforgetwhereIbegan。Whatareyoutomeagainstthesetwo?IfIwastodiehereonthespotwouldyoucare?Noonewouldcareathome。

  Nooneinthewholeworld——butthesetwo。\"

  \"WhatcanIdo?\"sheasked,andwaited,leaningover。

  Heseemedtoreflect,thenliftinghishead,spokegently:

  \"Doyouunderstandthedangeryouarein?Areyouafraid?\"

  \"Iunderstandtheexpressionyouused,ofcourse。Understandthedanger?\"shewenton。\"No——decidedlyno。And——honestly——Iamnotafraid。\"

  \"Aren’tyou?\"hesaidinadisappointedvoice。\"Perhapsyoudon’tbelieveme?Ibelievedyou,though,whenyousaidyouweresureI

  meantwell。Itrustedyouenoughtocomehereaskingforyourhelp——tellingyouwhatnooneknows。\"

  \"Youmistakeme,\"shesaidwithimpulsiveearnestness。\"Thisissoextraordinarilyunusual——sudden——outsidemyexperience。\"

  \"Aye!\"hemurmured,\"whatwouldyouknowofdangerandtrouble?

  You!Butperhapsbythinkingitover——\"

  \"Youwantmetothinkmyselfintoafright!\"Mrs。Traverslaughedlightly,andinthegloomofhisthoughtthisflashofjoyoussoundwasincongruousandalmostterrible。Nextmomentthenightappearedbrilliantasday,warmassunshine;butwhensheceasedthereturningdarknessgavehimpainasifithadstruckheavilyagainsthisbreast。\"Idon’tthinkIcoulddothat,\"shefinishedinaserioustone。

  \"Couldn’tyou?\"Hehesitated,perplexed。\"Thingsarebadenoughtomakeitnoshame。Itellyou,\"hesaid,rapidly,\"andIamnotatimidman,Imaynotbeabletodomuchifyoupeopledon’thelpme。\"

  \"YouwantmetopretendIamalarmed?\"sheasked,quickly。

  \"Aye,topretend——aswellyoumay。It’salottoaskofyou——whoperhapsneverhadtomake—believeathinginyourlife——isn’tit?\"

  \"Itis,\"shesaidafteratime。

  TheunexpectedbitternessofhertonestruckLingardwithdismay。

  \"Don’tbeoffended,\"heentreated。\"I’vegottoplanawayoutofthismess。It’snoplayeither。Couldyoupretend?\"

  \"Perhaps,ifItriedveryhard。Buttowhatend?\"

  \"Youmustallshiftaboardthebrig,\"hebegan,speakingquickly,\"andthenwemaygetoverthistroublewithoutcomingtoblows。

  Now,ifyouweretosaythatyouwishit;thatyoufeelunsafeintheyacht——don’tyousee?\"

  \"Isee,\"shepronounced,thoughtfully。

  \"Thebrigissmallbutthecuddyisfitforalady,\"wentonLingardwithanimation。

  \"Hasitnotalreadyshelteredaprincess?\"shecommented,coolly。

  \"AndIshallnotintrude。\"

  \"Thisisaninducement。\"

  \"Nobodywilldaretointrude。Youneedn’tevenseeme。\"

  \"Thisisalmostdecisive,only——\"

  \"Iknowmyplace。\"

  \"Only,Imightnothavetheinfluence,\"shefinished。

  \"ThatIcannotbelieve,\"hesaid,roughly。\"Thelongandtheshortofitisyoudon’ttrustmebecauseyouthinkthatonlypeopleofyourownconditionspeakthetruthalways。\"

  \"Evidently,\"shemurmured。

  \"Yousaytoyourself——here’safellowdeepinwithpirates,thieves,niggers——\"

  \"Tobesure——\"

  \"AmanIneversawthelikebefore,\"wentonLingard,headlong,\"a——ruffian。\"

  Hecheckedhimself,fullofconfusion。Afteratimeheheardhersaying,calmly:

  \"Youarelikeothermeninthis,thatyougetangrywhenyoucannothaveyourwayatonce。\"

  \"Iangry!\"heexclaimedindeadenedvoice。\"Youdonotunderstand。Iamthinkingofyoualso——itishardonme——\"

  \"Imistrustnotyou,butmyownpower。YouhaveproducedanunfortunateimpressiononMr。Travers。\"

  \"Unfortunateimpression!HetreatedmeasifIhadbeenalong—shoreloafer。Nevermindthat。Heisyourhusband。Fearinthoseyoucareforishardtobearforanyman。Andso,he——\"

  \"WhatMachiavellism!\"

  \"Eh,whatdidyousay?\"

  \"Ionlywonderedwhereyouhadobservedthat。Onthesea?\"

  \"Observedwhat?\"hesaid,absently。Thenpursuinghisidea——\"Onewordfromyououghttobeenough。\"

  \"Youthinkso?\"

  \"Iamsureofit。Why,evenI,myself——\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"sheinterrupted。\"Butdon’tyouthinkthatafterpartingwithyouonsuch——such——inimicalterms,therewouldbeadifficultyinresumingrelations?\"

  \"Amanlikemewoulddoanythingformoney——don’tyousee?\"

  Afterapausesheasked:

  \"Andwouldyoucareforthatargumenttobeused?\"

  \"Aslongasyouknowbetter!\"

  Hisvoicevibrated——shedrewbackdisturbed,asifunexpectedlyhehadtouchedher。

  \"Whatcantherebeatstake?\"shebegan,wonderingly。

  \"Akingdom,\"saidLingard。

  Mrs。Traversleanedfarovertherail,staring,andtheirfaces,oneabovetheother,cameveryclosetogether。

  \"Notforyourself?\"shewhispered。

  Hefeltthetouchofherbreathonhisforeheadandremainedstillforamoment,perfectlystillasifhedidnotintendtomoveorspeakanymore。

  \"Thosethings,\"hebegan,suddenly,\"comeinyourway,whenyoudon’tthink,andtheygetallroundyoubeforeyouknowwhatyoumeantodo。WhenIwentintothatbayinNewGuineaIneverguessedwherethatcoursewouldtakemeto。Icouldtellyouastory。Youwouldunderstand!You!You!\"

  Hestammered,hesitated,andsuddenlyspoke,liberatingthevisionsoftwoyearsintothenightwhereMrs。Traverscouldfollowthemasifoutlinedinwordsoffire。

  VII

  Histalewasasstartlingasthediscoveryofanewworld。Shewasbeingtakenalongtheboundaryofanexcitingexistence,andshelookedintoitthroughtheguilelessenthusiasmofthenarrator。Theheroicqualityofthefeelingsconcealedwhatwasdisproportionateandabsurdinthatgratitude,inthatfriendship,inthatinexplicabledevotion。Theheadlongfiercenessofpurposeinvestedhisobscuredesignofconquestwiththeproportionsofagreatenterprise。Itwasclearthatnovisionofasubjugatedworldcouldhavebeenmoreinspiringtothemostfamousadventurerofhistory。

  Fromtimetotimeheinterruptedhimselftoask,confidently,asifhehadbeenspeakingtoanoldfriend,\"Whatwouldyouhavedone?\"andhurriedonwithoutpausingforapproval。

  Itstruckherthattherewasagreatpassioninallthis,thebeautyofanimplantedfacultyofaffectionthathadfounditself,itsimmediateneedofanobjectandthewayofexpansion;

  atendernessexpressedviolently;atendernessthatcouldonlybesatisfiedbybackinghumanbeingsagainsttheirowndestiny。

  Perhapsherhatredofconvention,trammellingthefranknessofherownimpulses,hadrenderedhermorealerttoperceivewhatisintrinsicallygreatandprofoundwithintheformsofhumanfolly,sosimpleandsoinfinitelyvariedaccordingtotheregionoftheearthandtothemomentoftime。

  Whatofitthatthenarratorwasonlyarovingseaman;thekingdomofthejungle,themenoftheforest,thelivesobscure!

  Thatsimplesoulwaspossessedbythegreatnessoftheidea;

  therewasnothingsordidinitsflamingimpulses。Whensheonceunderstoodthat,thestoryappealedtotheaudacityofherthoughts,andshebecamesocharmedwithwhatsheheardthatsheforgotwhereshewas。Sheforgotthatshewaspersonallyclosetothattalewhichshesawdetached,farawayfromher,truthorfiction,presentedinpicturesquespeech,realonlybytheresponseofheremotion。

  Lingardpaused。Inthecessationoftheimpassionedmurmurshebegantoreflect。Andatfirstitwasonlyanoppressivenotionoftherebeingsomesignificancethatreallymatteredinthisman’sstory。Thatmatteredtoher。Forthefirsttimetheshadowofdangeranddeathcrossedhermind。Wasthatthesignificance?

  Suddenly,inaflashofacutediscernment,shesawherselfinvolvedhelplesslyinthatstory,asoneisinvolvedinanaturalcataclysm。

  Hewasspeakingagain。Hehadnotbeensilentmorethanaminute。

  ItseemedtoMrs。Traversthatyearshadelapsed,sodifferentnowwastheeffectofhiswords。Hermindwasagitatedasifhiscomingtospeakandconfideinherhadbeenatremendousoccurrence。Itwasafactofherownexistence;itwaspartofthestoryalso。Thiswasthedisturbingthought。Sheheardhimpronounceseveralnames:Belarab,Daman,Tengga,Ningrat。Thesebelongednowtoherlifeandshewasappalledtofindshewasunabletoconnectthesenameswithanyhumanappearance。Theystoodoutalone,asifwrittenonthenight;theytookonasymbolicshape;theyimposedthemselvesuponhersenses。Shewhisperedasifpondering:\"Belarab,Daman,Ningrat,\"andthesebarbaroussoundsseemedtopossessanexceptionalenergy,afatalaspect,thesavourofmadness。

  \"Notoneofthembuthasaheavyscoretosettlewiththewhites。

  What’sthattome!Ihadsomehowtogetmenwhowouldfight。I

  riskedmylifetogetthatlot。ImadethempromiseswhichI

  shallkeep——or——!CanyouseenowwhyIdaredtostopyourboat?

  IaminsodeepthatIcarefornoSirJohnintheworld。WhenI

  lookattheworkaheadIcarefornothing。Igaveyouonechance——onegoodchance。ThatIhadtodo。No!IsupposeIdidn’tlookenoughofagentleman。Yes!Yes!That’sit。YetIknowwhatagentlemanis。Ilivedwiththemforyears。Ichummedwiththem—

  —yes——ongold—fieldsandinotherplaceswhereamanhasgottoshowthestuffthat’sinhim。Someofthemwritefromhometomehere——suchasyouseeme,becauseI——nevermind!AndIknowwhatagentlemanwoulddo。Come!Wouldn’thetreatastrangerfairly?

  Wouldn’therememberthatnomanisaliartillyouprovehimso?

  Wouldn’thekeephiswordwherevergiven?Well,Iamgoingtodothat。NotahairofyourheadshallbetouchedaslongasI

  live!\"

  Shehadregainedmuchofhercomposurebutatthesewordsshefeltthatstaggeringsenseofutterinsecuritywhichisgivenonebythefirsttremorofanearthquake。Itwasfollowedbyanexpectantstillnessofsensations。Sheremainedsilent。Hethoughtshedidnotbelievehim。

  \"Come!Whatonearthdoyouthinkbroughtmehere——to——to——talklikethistoyou?TherewasHassim——RajahTulla,Ishouldsay——whowasaskingmethisafternoon:’Whatwillyoudonowwiththese,yourpeople?’IbelievehethinksyetIfetchedyouhereforsomereason。Youcan’ttellwhatcrookednotiontheywillgetintotheirthickheads。It’senoughtomakeoneswear。\"Heswore。

  \"Mypeople!Areyou?Howmuch?Say——howmuch?You’renomoreminethanIamyours。Wouldanyofyoufinefolksathomefaceblackruintosaveafishingsmack’screwfromgettingdrowned?\"

  Notwithstandingthatsenseofinsecuritywhichlingeredfaintlyinhermindshehadnoimageofdeathbeforeher。Shefeltintenselyalive。Shefeltaliveinaflushofstrength,withanimpressionofnoveltyasthoughlifehadbeenthegiftofthisverymoment。Thedangerhiddeninthenightgavenosigntoawakenherterror,buttheworkingsofahumansoul,simpleandviolent,werelaidbarebeforeherandhadthedisturbingcharmofanunheard—ofexperience。Shewaslisteningtoamanwhoconcealednothing。Shesaid,interrogatively:

  \"Andyetyouhavecome?\"

  \"Yes,\"heanswered,\"toyou——andforyouonly。\"

  Thefloodtiderunningstrongoverthebanksmadeaplacidtricklingsoundabouttheyacht’srudder。

  \"Iwouldnotbesavedalone。\"

  \"Thenyoumustbringthemoveryourself,\"hesaidinasombretone。\"There’sthebrig。Youhaveme——mymen——myguns。Youknowwhattodo。

  \"Iwilltry,\"shesaid。

  \"Verywell。Iamsorryforthepoordevilsforwardthereifyoufail。Butofcourseyouwon’t。Watchthatlightonthebrig。I

  hadithoistedonpurpose。Thetroublemaybenearerthanwethink。Twoofmyboatsaregonescoutingandifthenewstheybringmeisbadthelightwillbelowered。Thinkwhatthatmeans。

  AndI’vetoldyouwhatIhavetoldnobody。Thinkofmyfeelingsalso。ItoldyoubecauseI——becauseIhadto。\"

  Hegaveashoveagainsttheyacht’ssideandglidedawayfromunderhereyes。Aripplingsounddiedout。

  Shewalkedawayfromtherail。Thelampandtheskylightsshonefaintlyalongthedarkstretchofthedecks。Thiseveningwaslikethelast——likealltheeveningsbefore。

  \"IsallthisIhaveheardpossible?\"sheaskedherself。\"No——butitistrue。\"

  Shesatdowninadeckchairtothinkandfoundshecouldonlyremember。Shejumpedup。Shewassuresomebodywashailingtheyachtfaintly。Wasthatmanhailing?Shelistened,andhearingnothingwasannoyedwithherselfforbeinghauntedbyavoice。

  \"Hesaidhecouldtrustme。Now,whatisthisdanger?Whatisdanger?\"shemeditated。

  Footstepswerecomingfromforward。Thefigureofthewatchmanflittedvaguelyoverthegangway。Hewaswhistlingsoftlyandvanished。Hollowsoundsintheboatweresucceededbyasplashofoars。Thenightswallowedtheseslightnoises。Mrs。Traverssatdownagainandfoundherselfmuchcalmer。

  Shehadthefacultyofbeingabletothinkherownthoughts——andthecourage。Shecouldtakenoactionofanykindtillherhusband’sreturn。Lingard’swarningswerenotwhathadimpressedhermost。Thismanhadpresentedhisinnermostselfunclothedbyanysubterfuge。Therewereinplainsighthisdesires,hisperplexities,affections,doubts,hisviolence,hisfolly;andtheexistencetheymadeupwaslawlessbutnotvile。Shehadtoomuchelevationofmindtolookuponhimfromanyotherbutastrictlyhumanstandpoint。Ifhetrustedher(howstrange;whyshouldhe?Washewrong?)sheacceptedthetrustwithscrupulousfairness。Andwhenitdawneduponherthatofallthemenintheworldthisunquestionablywastheonesheknewbest,shehadamomentofwonderfollowedbyanimpressionofprofoundsadness。

  Itseemedanunfortunatematterthatconcernedheralone。

  Herthoughtwassuspendedwhileshelistenedattentivelyforthereturnoftheyacht’sboat。Shewasdismayedatthetaskbeforeher。Notasoundbrokethestillnessandshefeltasifshewerelostinemptyspace。Thensuddenlysomeoneamidshipsyawnedimmenselyandsaid:\"Oh,dear!Oh,dear!\"Avoiceasked:\"Ain’ttheybackyet?\"Anegativegruntanswered。

  Mrs。TraversfoundthatLingardwastouching,becausehecouldbeunderstood。Howsimplewaslife,shereflected。Shewasfrankwithherself。Sheconsideredhimapartfromsocialorganization。

  Shediscoveredhehadnoplaceinit。Howdelightful!Herewasahumanbeingandthenakedtruthofthingswasnotsoveryfarfromhernotwithstandingthegrowthofcenturies。Thenitoccurredtoherthatthismanbyhisactionstrippedheratonceofherposition,ofherwealth,ofherrank,ofherpast。\"Iamhelpless。Whatremains?\"sheaskedherself。Nothing!Anybodytheremighthavesuggested:\"Yourpresence。\"Shewastooartificialyettothinkofherbeauty;andyetthepowerofpersonalityispartofthenakedtruthofthings。

  Shelookedoverhershoulder,andsawthelightatthebrig’sforeyard—armburningwithastrong,calmflameinthedustofstarlightsuspendedabovethecoast。Sheheardtheheavybumpasofaboatrunheadlongagainsttheladder。Theywereback!Sheroseinsuddenandextremeagitation。Whatshouldshesay?Howmuch?Howtobegin?Whysayanything?Itwouldbeabsurd,liketalkingseriouslyaboutadream。Shewouldnotdare!Inamomentshewasdrivenintoastateofmindborderingondistraction。Sheheardsomebodyrunupthegangwaysteps。Withtheideaofgainingtimeshewalkedrapidlyafttothetaffrail。Thelightofthebrigfacedherwithoutaflicker,enormousamongstthesunsscatteredintheimmensityofthenight。

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