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  \"Hey!Johnnie!Habgotfish?Fish!Onepeeceefish!Eh?Savee?

  Fish!Fish——\"Hegaveitupsuddenlytosayinadeferentialtone——\"Can’tmakethemsavagesunderstandanything,sir,\"andwithdrewasifafteracleverfeat。

  HassimlookedatLingard。

  \"Whydidthelittlewhitemanmakethatoutcry?\"heasked,anxiously。

  \"Theirdesireistoeatfish,\"saidLingardinanenragedtone。

  Thenbeforetheairofextremesurprisewhichincontinentlyappearedontheother’sface,hecouldnotrestrainashortandhopelesslaugh。

  \"Eatfish,\"repeatedHassim,staring。\"Oyouwhitepeople!Oyouwhitepeople!Eatfish!Good!Butwhymakethatnoise?Andwhydidyousendthemherewithoutguns?\"Afterasignificantglancedownupontheslopeofthedeckcausedbythevesselbeingontheground,headdedwithaslightnodatLingard——\"Andwithoutknowledge?\"

  \"Youshouldnothavecomehere,OHassim,\"saidLingard,testily。

  \"Herenooneunderstands。Theytakearajahforafisherman——\"

  \"Ya—wa!Agreatmistake,for,truly,thechiefoftenfugitiveswithoutacountryismuchlessthantheheadmanofafishingvillage,\"observedHassim,composedly。Immadasighed。\"Butyou,Tuan,atleastknowthetruth,\"hewentonwithquietirony;thenafterapause——\"Wecameherebecauseyouhadforgottentolooktowardus,whohadwaited,sleepinglittleatnight,andinthedaywatchingwithhoteyestheemptywateratthefootoftheskyforyou。\"

  Immadamurmured,withoutliftingherhead:

  \"Youneverlookedforus。Never,neveronce。\"

  \"Therewastoomuchtroubleinmyeyes,\"explainedLingardwiththatpatientgentlenessoftoneandfacewhich,everytimehespoketotheyounggirl,seemedtodisengageitselffromhiswholeperson,envelopinghisfierceness,softeninghisaspect,suchasthedreamymistthatintheearlyradianceofthemorningweavesaveiloftendercharmaboutaruggedrockinmid—ocean。

  \"Imustlooknowtotherightandtotheleftasinatimeofsuddendanger,\"headdedafteramomentandshewhisperedanappalled\"Why?\"solowthatitspainfloatedawayinthesilenceofattentivemen,withoutresponse,unheard,ignored,likethepainofanimpalpablethought。

  IV

  D’Alcacer,standingback,surveyedthemallwithaprofoundandalertattention。Lingardseemedunabletotearhimselfawayfromtheyacht,andremained,checked,asitwereintheactofgoing,likeamanwhohasstoppedtothinkoutthelastthingtosay;

  andthatstillnessofabody,forgottenbythelabouringmind,remindedCarterofthatmomentinthecabin,whenalonehehadseenthismanthuswrestlingwithhisthought,motionlessandlockedinthegripofhisconscience。

  Mr。Traversmutteredaudiblythroughhisteeth:

  \"Howlongisthisperformancegoingtolast?Ihavedesiredyoutogo。\"

  \"Thinkofthesepoordevils,\"whisperedLingard,withaquickglanceatthecrewhuddledupnearby。

  \"YouarethekindofmanIwouldbeleastdisposedtotrust——inanycase,\"saidMr。Travers,incisively,verylow,andwithaninexplicablebutveryapparentsatisfaction。\"Youareonlywastingyourtimehere。\"

  \"You——You——\"Hestammeredandstared。Hechewedwithgrowlssomeinsultingwordandatlastswalloweditwithaneffort。\"Mytimepaysforyourlife,\"hesaid。

  Hebecameawareofasuddenstir,andsawthatMrs。Travershadrisenfromherchair。

  Shewalkedimpulsivelytowardthegrouponthequarter—deck,makingstraightforImmada。HassimhadsteppedasideandhisdetachedgazeofaMalaygentlemanpassedbyherasifshehadbeeninvisible。

  Shewastall,supple,movingfreely。Hercomplexionwassodazzlingintheshadethatitseemedtothrowoutahaloroundherhead。Uponasmoothandwidebrowanabundanceofpalefairhair,fineassilk,undulatinglikethesea,heavylikeahelmet,descendedlowwithoutatraceofgloss,withoutagleaminitscoils,asthoughithadneverbeentouchedbyarayoflight;andathroatwhite,smooth,palpitatingwithlife,aroundneckmodelledwithstrengthanddelicacy,supportedgloriouslythatradiantfaceandthatpalemassofhairunkissedbysunshine。

  Shesaidwithanimation:

  \"Why,it’sagirl!\"

  Mrs。Traversextortedfromd’Alcacerafreshtributeofcuriosity。Astrongpuffofwindflutteredtheawningsandoneofthescreensblowingoutwideletinuponthequarter—decktheripplingglitteroftheShallows,showingtod’Alcacertheluminousvastnessofthesea,withthelineofthedistanthorizon,darkliketheedgeoftheencompassingnight,drawnattheheightofMrs。Travers’shoulder……Wherewasithehadseenherlast——alongtimebefore,ontheothersideoftheworld?Therewasalsotheglitterofsplendouraroundherthen,andanimpressionofluminousvastness。Theencompassingnight,too,wasthere,thenightthatwaitsforitstimetomoveforwardupontheglitter,thesplendour,themen,thewomen。

  Hecouldnotrememberforthemoment,buthebecameconvincedthatofallthewomenheknew,shealoneseemedtobemadeforaction。Everyoneofhermovementshadfirmness,ease,themeaningofavitalfact,themoralbeautyofafearlessexpression。Hersupplefigurewasnotdishonouredbyanyfalteringofoutlinesundertheplaindressofdarkbluestuffmouldingherformwithboldsimplicity。

  Shehadonlyveryfewstepstomake,butbeforeshehadstopped,confrontingImmada,d’Alcacerrememberedhersuddenlyashehadseenherlast,outWest,faraway,impossiblydifferent,asifinanotheruniverse,asifpresentedbythefantasyofafeveredmemory。Hesawherinaluminousperspectiveofpalatialdrawingrooms,intherestlesseddyandflowofahumansea,atthefootofwallshighascliffs,underloftyceilingsthatlikeatropicalskyflunglightandheatupontheshallowglitterofuniforms,ofstars,ofdiamonds,ofeyessparklinginthewearyorimpassivefacesofthethrongatanofficialreception。

  Outsidehehadfoundtheunavoidabledarknesswithitsaspectofpatientwaiting,acloudyskyholdingbackthedawnofaLondonmorning。Itwasdifficulttobelieve。

  Lingard,whohadbeenlookingdangerouslyfierce,slappedhisthighandshowedsignsofagitation。

  \"Byheavens,Ihadforgottenallaboutyou!\"hepronouncedindismay。

  Mrs。TraversfixedhereyesonImmada。Fairhairedandwhitesheassertedherselfbeforethegirlofolivefaceandravenlockswiththematurityofperfection,withthesuperiorityoftheflowerovertheleaf,ofthephrasethatcontainsathoughtoverthecrythatcanonlyexpressanemotion。Immensespacesandcountlesscenturiesstretchedbetweenthem:andshelookedatheraswhenonelooksintoone’sownheartwithabsorbedcuriosity,withstillwonder,withanimmensecompassion。Lingardmurmured,warningly:

  \"Don’ttouchher。\"

  Mrs。Traverslookedathim。

  \"DoyouthinkIcouldhurther?\"sheasked,softly,andwassostartledtohearhimmutteragloomy\"Perhaps,\"thatshehesitatedbeforeshesmiled。

  \"Almostachild!Andsopretty!Whatadelicateface,\"shesaid,whileanotherdeepsighoftheseabreezeliftedandletfallthescreens,sothatthesound,thewind,andtheglitterseemedtorushintogetherandbearherwordsawayintospace。\"Ihadnoideaofanythingsocharminglygentle,\"shewentoninavoicethatwithouteffortglowed,caressed,andhadamagicpowerofdelighttothesoul。\"Soyoung!Andsheliveshere——doesshe?Onthesea——orwhere?Lives——\"Thenfaintly,asifshehadbeenintheactofspeaking,removedinstantlytoagreatdistance,shewasheardagain:\"Howdoesshelive?\"

  LingardhadhardlyseenEdithTraverstillthen。HehadseennoonereallybutMr。Travers……Helookedandlistenedwithsomethingofthestuporofanewsensation。

  Thenhemadeadistinctefforttocollecthisthoughtsandsaidwitharemnantofanger:

  \"Whathaveyougottodowithher?Sheknowswar。Doyouknowanythingaboutit?Andhunger,too,andthirst,andunhappiness;

  thingsyouhaveonlyheardabout。ShehasbeenasneardeathasI

  amtoyou——andwhatisallthattoanyofyouhere?\"

  \"Thatchild!\"shesaidinslowwonder。

  ImmadaturneduponMrs。Travershereyesblackascoal,sparklingandsoftlikeatropicalnight;andtheglancesofthetwowomen,theirdissimilarandinquiringglancesmet,seemedtotouch,clasp,holdeachotherwiththegripofanintimatecontact。Theyseparated。

  \"Whataretheycomefor?Whydidyoushowthemthewaytothisplace?\"askedImmada,faintly。

  Lingardshookhisheadindenial。

  \"Poorgirl,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Aretheyallsopretty?\"

  \"Who—all?\"mumbledLingard。\"Thereisn’tanotheronelikeherifyouweretoransacktheislandsallroundthecompass。\"

  \"Edith!\"ejaculatedMr。Traversinaremonstrating,acrimoniousvoice,andeveryonegavehimalookofvaguesurprise。

  ThenMrs。Traversasked:

  \"Whoisshe?\"

  Lingardveryredandgravedeclaredcurtly:

  \"Aprincess。\"

  Immediatelyhelookedroundwithsuspicion。Noonesmiled。

  D’Alcacer,courteousandnonchalant,loungedupclosetoMrs。

  Travers’elbow。

  \"Ifsheisaprincess,thenthismanisaknight,\"hemurmuredwithconviction。\"AknightasIlive!Adescendantoftheimmortalhidalgoerrantuponthesea。Itwouldbegoodforustohavehimforafriend。SeriouslyIthinkthatyouought——\"

  Thetwosteppedasideandspokelowandhurriedly。

  \"Yes,youought——\"

  \"HowcanI?\"sheinterrupted,catchingthemeaninglikeaball。

  \"Bysayingsomething。\"

  \"Isitreallynecessary?\"sheasked,doubtfully。

  \"Itwoulddonoharm,\"saidd’Alcacerwithsuddencarelessness;

  \"afriendisalwaysbetterthananenemy。\"

  \"Always?\"sherepeated,meaningly。\"ButwhatcouldIsay?\"

  \"Somewords,\"heanswered;\"Ishouldthinkanywordsinyourvoice——\"

  \"Mr。d’Alcacer!\"

  \"Oryoucouldperhapslookathimonceortwiceasthoughhewerenotexactlyarobber,\"hecontinued。

  \"Mr。d’Alcacer,areyouafraid?\"

  \"Extremely,\"hesaid,stoopingtopickupthefanatherfeet。

  \"ThatisthereasonIamsoanxioustoconciliate。Andyoumustnotforgetthatoneofyourqueensoncesteppedonthecloakofperhapssuchaman。\"

  Hereyessparkledandshedroppedthemsuddenly。

  \"Iamnotaqueen,\"shesaid,coldly。

  \"Unfortunatelynot,\"headmitted;\"butthentheotherwasawomanwithnocharmbuthercrown。\"

  AtthatmomentLingard,towhomHassimhadbeentalkingearnestly,protestedaloud:

  \"Ineversawthesepeoplebefore。\"

  Immadacaughtholdofherbrother’sarm。Mr。Traverssaidharshly:

  \"Obligemebytakingthesenativesaway。\"

  \"Neverbefore,\"murmuredImmadaasiflostinecstasy。D’AlcacerglancedatMrs。Traversandmadeastepforward。

  \"Couldnotthedifficulty,whateveritis,bearranged,Captain?\"

  hesaidwithcarefulpoliteness。\"Observethatwearenotonlymenhere——\"

  \"Letthemdie!\"criedImmada,triumphantly。

  ThoughLingardaloneunderstoodthemeaningofthesewords,allonboardfeltoppressedbytheuneasysilencewhichfollowedhercry。

  \"Ah!Heisgoing。Now,Mrs。Travers,\"whisperedd’Alcacer。

  \"Ihope!\"saidMrs。Travers,impulsively,andstoppedasifalarmedatthesound。

  Lingardstoodstill。

  \"Ihope,\"shebeganagain,\"thatthispoorgirlwillknowhappierdays——\"Shehesitated。

  Lingardwaited,attentiveandserious。

  \"Underyourcare,\"shefinished。\"AndIbelieveyoumeanttobefriendlytous。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"saidLingardwithdignity。

  \"Youandd’Alcacer,\"observedMr。Travers,austerely,\"areunnecessarilydetainingthis——ah——person,and——ah——friends——ah!\"

  \"Ihadforgottenyou——andnow——what?Onemust——itishard——hard——\"wentonLingard,disconnectedly,whilehelookedintoMrs。Travers’violeteyes,andfelthismindoverpoweredandtroubledasifbythecontemplationofvastdistances。\"I——youdon’tknow——I——you——cannot……Ha!It’sallthatman’sdoing,\"

  heburstout。

  Foratime,asifbesidehimself,heglaredatMrs。Travers,thenflunguponearmandstrodeofftowardthegangway,whereHassimandImmadawaitedforhim,interestedandpatient。Withasingleword\"Come,\"heprecededthemdownintotheboat。Notasoundwasheardontheyacht’sdeck,whilethesethreedisappearedoneafteranotherbelowtherailasiftheyhaddescendedintothesea。

  V

  Theafternoondraggeditselfoutinsilence。Mrs。Traverssatpensiveandidlewithherfanonherknees。D’Alcacer,whothoughttheincidentshouldhavebeentreatedinaconciliatoryspirit,attemptedtocommunicatehisviewtohishost,butthatgentleman,purposelymisunderstandinghismotive,overwhelmedhimwithsomanyapologiesandexpressionsofregretattheirksomeandperhapsinconvenientdelay\"whichyousufferfromthroughyourgood—naturedacceptanceofourinvitation\"thattheotherwasobligedtorefrainfrompursuingthesubjectfurther。

  \"Evenmyregardforyou,mydeard’Alcacer,couldnotinducemetosubmittosuchabare—facedattemptatextortion,\"affirmedMr。Traverswithuncompromisingvirtue。\"Themanwantedtoforcehisservicesuponme,andthenputinaheavyclaimforsalvage。

  Thatisthewholesecret——youmaydependonit。Idetectedhimatonce,ofcourse。\"Theeye—glassglitteredperspicuously。\"Heunderratedmyintelligence;andwhataviolentscoundrel!Theexistenceofsuchamaninthetimeweliveinisascandal。\"

  D’Alcacerretired,and,fullofvagueforebodings,triedinvainforhourstointeresthimselfinabook。Mr。Traverswalkedupanddownrestlessly,tryingtopersuadehimselfthathisindignationwasbasedonpurelymoralgrounds。Theglaringday,likeamassofwhite—hotironwithdrawnfromthefire,waslosinggraduallyitsheatanditsglareinaricherdeepeningoftone。

  Attheusualtimetwoseamen,walkingnoiselesslyaftintheiryachtingshoes,rolledupinsilencethequarter—deckscreens;

  andthecoast,theshallows,thedarkisletsandthesnowysandbanksuncoveredthusdayafterdaywereseenoncemoreintheiraspectofdumbwatchfulness。Thebrig,swungendonintheforeground,hersquaredyardscrossingheavilythesoaringsymmetryoftherigging,resembledacreatureinstinctwithlife,withthepowerofspringingintoactionlurkinginthelightgraceofitsrepose。

  Apairofstewardsinwhitejacketswithbrassbuttonsappearedondeckandbegantoflitaboutwithoutasound,layingthetablefordinnerontheflattopofthecabinskylight。Thesun,driftingawaytowardotherlands,towardotherseas,towardothermen;thesun,allredinacloudlessskyrakedtheyachtwithapartingsalvoofcrimsonraysthatshatteredthemselvesintosparksoffireuponthecrystalandsilverofthedinner—service,putashortflameintothebladesofknives,andspreadarosytintoverthewhiteofplates。Atrailofpurple,likeasmearofbloodonablueshield,layoverthesea。

  OnsittingdownMr。Traversalludedinavexedtonetothenecessityoflivingonpreserves,allthestockoffreshprovisionsforthepassagetoBataviahavingbeenalreadyconsumed。Itwasdistinctlyunpleasant。

  \"Idon’ttravelformypleasure,however,\"headded;\"andthebeliefthatthesacrificeofmytimeandcomfortwillbeproductiveofsomegoodtotheworldatlargewouldmakeupforanyamountofprivations。\"

  Mrs。Traversandd’Alcacerseemedunabletoshakeoffastrongaversiontotalk,andtheconversation,likeanexpiringbreeze,keptondyingoutrepeatedlyaftereachlanguidgust。Thelargesilenceofthehorizon,theprofoundreposeofallthingsvisible,envelopingthebodiesandpenetratingthesoulswiththeirquietinginfluence,stilledthoughtaswellasvoice。Foralongtimenoonespoke。Behindthetaciturnityofthemasterstheservantshoveredwithoutnoise。

  Suddenly,Mr。Travers,asifconcludingatrainofthought,mutteredaloud:

  \"IownwithregretIdidinameasurelosemytemper;butthenyouwilladmitthattheexistenceofsuchamanisadisgracetocivilization。\"

  Thisremarkwasnottakenupandhereturnedforatimetothenursingofhisindignation,atthebottomofwhich,likeamonsterinafog,creptabizarrefeelingofrancour。Hewavedawayanoffereddish。

  \"Thiscoast,\"hebeganagain,\"hasbeenplacedunderthesoleprotectionofHollandbytheTreatyof1820。TheTreatyof1820

  createsspecialrightsandobligations……\"

  Bothhishearersfeltvividlytheurgentnecessitytohearnomore。D’Alcacer,uncomfortableonacampstool,satstiffandstaredattheglassstopperofacarafe。Mrs。Traversturnedalittlesidewaysandleaningonherelbowrestedherheadonthepalmofherhandlikeonethinkingaboutmattersofprofoundimport。Mr。Traverstalked;hetalkedinflexibly,inaharshblankvoice,asifreadingaproclamation。Theothertwo,asifinastateofincompletetrance,hadtheirearsassailedbyfragmentsofofficialverbiage。

  \"Aninternationalunderstanding——thedutytocivilize——failedtocarryout——compact——Canning——\"D’Alcacerbecameattentiveforamoment。\"——notthatthisattempt,almostamusinginitsimpudence,influencesmyopinion。Iwon’tadmitthepossibilityofanyviolencebeingofferedtopeopleofourposition。ItisthesocialaspectofsuchanincidentIamdesirousofcriticising。\"

  Hered’AlcacerlosthimselfagainintherecollectionofMrs。

  TraversandImmadalookingateachother——thebeginningandtheend,theflowerandtheleaf,thephraseandthecry。Mr。

  Travers’voicewentondogmaticandobstinateforalongtime。

  Theendcamewithacertainvehemence。

  \"Andiftheinferiorracemustperish,itisagain,asteptowardtheperfectingofsocietywhichistheaimofprogress。\"

  Heceased。Thesparksofsunsetincrystalandsilverhadgoneout,andaroundtheyachttheexpanseofcoastandShallowsseemedtoawait,unmoved,thecomingofutterdarkness。Thedinnerwasoveralongtimeagoandthepatientstewardshadbeenwaiting,stoicalinthedownpourofwordslikesentriesunderashower。

  Mrs。Traversrosenervouslyandgoingaftbegantogazeatthecoast。Behindherthesun,sunkalready,seemedtoforcethroughthemassofwaterstheglowofanunextinguishablefire,andbelowherfeet,oneachsideoftheyacht,thelustroussea,asifreflectingthecolourofhereyes,wastingedasombreviolethue。

  D’Alcacercameuptoherwithquietfootstepsandforsometimetheyleanedsidebysideovertherailinsilence。Thenhesaid——\"Howquietitis!\"andsheseemedtoperceivethatthequietnessofthateveningwasmoreprofoundandmoresignificantthaneverbefore。Almostwithoutknowingitshemurmured——\"It’slikeadream。\"Anotherlongsilenceensued;thetranquillityoftheuniversehadsuchanAugustamplenessthatthesoundsremainedonthelipsasifcheckedbythefearofprofanation。

  Theskywaslimpidlikeadiamond,andunderthelastgleamsofsunsetthenightwasspreadingitsveilovertheearth。Therewassomethingpreciousandsoothinginthebeautifullysereneendofthatexpiringday,ofthedayvibrating,glitteringandardent,anddyingnowininfinitepeace,withoutastir,withoutatremor,withoutasigh——inthecertitudeofresurrection。

  Thenallatoncetheshadowdeepenedswiftly,thestarscameoutinacrowd,scatteringarainofpalesparksupontheblacknessofthewater,whilethecoaststretchedlowdown,adarkbeltwithoutagleam。Aboveitthetop—hamperofthebrigloomedindistinctandhigh。

  Mrs。Traversspokefirst。

  \"Howunnaturallyquiet!Itislikeadesertoflandandwaterwithoutalivingsoul。\"

  \"Onemanatleastdwellsinit,\"saidd’Alcacer,lightly,\"andifheistobebelievedthereareothermen,fullofevilintentions。\"

  \"Doyouthinkitistrue?\"Mrs。Traversasked。

  Beforeansweringd’Alcacertriedtoseetheexpressionofherfacebuttheobscuritywastooprofoundalready。

  \"Howcanoneseeadarktruthonsuchadarknight?\"hesaid,evasively。\"Butitiseasytobelieveinevil,hereoranywhereelse。\"

  Sheseemedtobelostinthoughtforawhile。

  \"Andthatmanhimself?\"sheasked。

  Aftersometimed’Alcacerbegantospeakslowly。\"Rough,uncommon,decidedlyuncommonofhiskind。NotatallwhatDonMartinthinkshimtobe。Fortherest——mysterioustome。HeisYOURcountrymanafterall——\"

  Sheseemedquitesurprisedbythatview。

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,slowly。\"Butyouknow,Icannot——whatshallI

  say?——imaginehimatall。HehasnothingincommonwiththemankindIknow。Thereisnothingtobeginupon。Howdoessuchamanlive?Whatarehisthoughts?Hisactions?Hisaffections?

  His——\"

  \"Hisconventions,\"suggestedd’Alcacer。\"Thatwouldincludeeverything。\"

  Mr。Traversappearedsuddenlybehindthemwithaglowingcigarinhisteeth。Hetookitbetweenhisfingerstodeclarewithpersistentacrimonythatnoamountof\"scoundrellyintimidation\"

  wouldpreventhimfromhavinghisusualwalk。Therewasaboutthreehundredyardstothesouthwardoftheyachtasandbanknearlyamilelong,gleamingasilverywhiteinthedarkness,plumettedinthecentrewithathicketofdrybushesthatrustledveryloudintheslighteststiroftheheavynightair。Thedayafterthestrandingtheyhadlandedonit\"tostretchtheirlegsabit,\"asthesailing—masterdefinedit,andeveryeveningsince,asifexercisingaprivilegeorperformingaduty,thethreepacedthereforanhourbackwardandforwardlostinduskyimmensity,threadingattheedgeofwaterthebeltofdampsand,smooth,level,elastictothetouchlikelivingfleshandsweatingalittleunderthepressureoftheirfeet。

  Thistimed’AlcaceralonefollowedMr。Travers。Mrs。Traversheardthemgetintotheyacht’ssmallestboat,andthenight—watchman,tuggingatapairofsculls,pulledthemofftothenearestpoint。Thenthemanreturned。Hecameuptheladderandsheheardhimsaytosomeoneondeck:

  \"Orderstogobackinanhour。\"

  Hisfootstepsdiedoutforward,andasomnolent,unbreathingreposetookpossessionofthestrandedyacht。

  VI

  AfteratimethisabsolutesilencewhichshealmostcouldfeelpressinguponheronallsidesinducedinMrs。Traversastateofhallucination。Shesawherselfstandingalone,attheendoftime,onthebrinkofdays。Allwasunmovingasifthedawnwouldnevercome,thestarswouldneverfade,thesunwouldneverriseanymore;allwasmute,still,dead——asiftheshadowoftheouterdarkness,theshadowoftheuninterrupted,oftheeverlastingnightthatfillstheuniverse,theshadowofthenightsoprofoundandsovastthattheblazingsunslostinitareonlylikesparks,likepin—pointsoffire,therestlessshadowthatlikeasuspicionofaneviltruthdarkenseverythingupontheearthonitspassage,hadenvelopedher,hadstoodarrestedasiftoremainwithherforever。

  Andtherewassuchafinalityinthatillusion,suchanaccordwiththetrendofherthoughtthatwhenshemurmuredintothedarknessafaint\"sobeit\"sheseemedtohavespokenoneofthosesentencesthatresumeandclosealife。

  Asayounggirl,oftenreprovedforherromanticideas,shehaddreamswherethesincerityofagreatpassionappearedliketheidealfulfilmentandtheonlytruthoflife。Enteringtheworldshediscoveredthatidealtobeunattainablebecausetheworldistooprudenttobesincere。Thenshehopedthatshecouldfindthetruthoflifeanambitionwhichsheunderstoodasalifelongdevotiontosomeunselfishideal。Mr。Travers’namewasonmen’slips;heseemedcapableofenthusiasmandofdevotion;heimpressedherimaginationbyhisimpenetrability。Shemarriedhim,foundhimenthusiasticallydevotedtothenursingofhisowncareer,andhadnothingtohopefornow。

  Thatherhusbandshouldbebewilderedbythecuriousmisunderstandingwhichhadtakenplaceandalsopermanentlygrievedbyherdisloyaltytohisrespectableidealswasonlynatural。Hewas,however,perfectlysatisfiedwithherbeauty,herbrilliance,andherusefulconnections。Shewasadmired,shewasenvied;shewassurroundedbysplendourandadulation;thedayswentonrapid,brilliant,uniform,withoutaglimpseofsincerityortruepassion,withoutasingletrueemotion——noteventhatofagreatsorrow。Andswiftlyandstealthilytheyhadledheronandon,tothisevening,tothiscoast,tothissea,tothismomentoftimeandtothisspotontheearth’ssurfacewhereshefeltunerringlythatthemovingshadowoftheunbrokennighthadstoodstilltoremainwithherforever。

  \"Sobeit!\"shemurmured,resignedanddefiant,atthemuteandsmoothobscuritythathungbeforehereyesinablackcurtainwithoutafold;andasifinanswertothatwhisperalanternwasrunuptotheforeyard—armofthebrig。Shesawitascendswingingfora。shortspace,andsuddenlyremainmotionlessintheair,piercingthedensenightbetweenthetwovesselsbyitsglanceofflamethatstrongandsteadyseemed,fromafar,tofalluponheralone。

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