\"MissHelenathought,\"Isaid,\"thattheladyrecognizedmeasapersonwhomshehadseenbefore。\"
\"Andwhatdidyouthinkyourself?\"
\"IthoughtMissHelenawaswrong。\"
\"Veryextraordinary!\"Withthatremark,MissJillgalldroppedthesubject。Themeaningofherreiteratedinquirieswasnow,asitseemedtome,clearenough。ShewaseagertodiscoverhowIcouldhaveinspiredthedistrustofme,expressedinthecautionaddressedtoherbyherfriend。
Whenwereachedtheupperfloor,shepausedbeforetheMinister’sroom。
\"Ibelievemanyyearshavepassed,\"shesaid,\"sinceyoulastsawMr。Gracedieu。Iamafraidyouhavefoundhimasadlychangedman?Youwon’tbeangrywithme,Ihope,foraskingmorequestions?IoweMr。Gracedieuadebtofgratitudewhichnodevotion,onmypart,caneverrepay。Youdon’tknowwhatafavorIshallconsiderit,ifyouwilltellmewhatyouthinkofhim。
Diditseemtoyouthathewasnotquitehimself?Idon’tmeaninhislooks,poordear——Imeaninhismind。\"
Therewastruesorrowandsympathyinherface。IbelieveI
shouldhardlyhavethoughtherugly,ifwehadfirstmetatthatmoment。Thusfar,shehadonlyamusedme。IbeganreallytolikeMissJillgallnow。
\"Imustnotconcealfromyou,\"Ireplied,\"thatthestateofMr。
Gracedieu’smindsurprisedanddistressedme。ButIoughtalsototellyouthatIsawhimperhapsathisworst。Thesubjectonwhichhewishedtospeakwithmewouldhaveagitatedanyman,inhisstateofhealth。Heconsultedmeabouthisdaughter’smarriage。\"
MissJillgallsuddenlyturnedpale。
\"Hisdaughter’smarriage?\"sherepeated。\"Oh,youfrightenme!\"
\"WhyshouldIfrightenyou?\"
Sheseemedtofindsomedifficultyinexpressingherself。\"I
hardlyknowhowtoputit,sir。Youwillexcuseme(won’tyou?)
ifIsaywhatIfeel。Youhaveinfluence——notthesortofinfluencethatfindsplacesforpeoplewhodon’tdeservethem,andgetsmentionedinthenewspapers——IonlymeaninfluenceoverMr。Gracedieu。That’swhatfrightensme。HowdoIknow——?Oh,dear,I’maskinganotherquestion!Allowme,foronce,tobeplainandpositive。I’mafraid,sir,youhaveencouragedtheMinistertoconsenttoHelena’smarriage。\"
\"Pardonme,\"Ianswered,\"youmeanEunice’smarriage。\"
\"No,sir!Helena。\"
\"No,madam!Eunice。\"
\"Whatdoeshemean?\"saidMissJillgalltoherself。
Iheardher。\"ThisiswhatImean,\"Iasserted,inmymostpositivemanner。\"TheonlysubjectonwhichtheMinisterhasconsultedmeisMissEunice’smarriage。\"
Mytonelefthernoalternativebuttobelieveme。Shelookednotonlybewildered,butalarmed。\"Oh,poorman,hashelosthimselfinsuchadreadfulwayasthat?\"shesaidtoherself。\"Idaren’tbelieveit!\"Sheturnedtome。\"Youhavebeentalkingwithhimforsometime。Pleasetrytoremember。WhileMr。GracedieuwasspeakingofEuneece,didhesaynothingofHelena’sinfamousconducttohersister?\"
Nottheslightesthintofanysuchthing,Iassuredher,hadreachedmyears。
\"Then,\"shecried,\"Icantellyouwhathehasforgotten!Wekeptasmuchofthatmiserablestorytoourselvesaswecould,inmercytohim。Besides,hewasalwaysfondestofEuneece;shewouldliveinhismemorywhenhehadforgottentheother——thewretch,thetraitress,theplotter,thefiend!\"MissJillgall’sgoodmannersslipped,asitwere,fromunderher;sheclinchedherfistsasafinalmeansofexpressinghersentiments。\"ThewretchedEnglishlanguageisn’thalfstrongenoughforme,\"shedeclaredwithalookoffury。
Itookaliberty。\"MayIaskwhatMissHelenahasdone?\"Isaid。
\"_May_youask?Oh,Heavens!youmustask,youshallask。Mr。
Governor,ifyoureyesarenotopenedtoHelena’struecharacter,Icantellyouwhatshewilldo;shewilldeceiveyouintotakingherpart。Doyouthinkshewenttothestationoutofregardforthegreatman?Pooh!shewentwithaneyetoherowninterests;
andshemeanstomakethegreatmanuseful。ThankGod,Icanstopthat!\"
Shecheckedherselfthere,andlookedsuspiciouslyatthedoorofMr。Gracedieu’sroom。
\"Intheinterestofourconversation,\"shewhispered,\"wehavenotgivenathoughttotheplacewehavebeentalkingin。DoyouthinktheMinisterhasheardus?\"
\"Notifheisasleep——asIlefthim,\"
MissJillgallshookherheadominously。\"Thesafewayisthisway,\"shesaid。\"Comewithme。\"
CHAPTERXXXV。
THEFUTURELOOKSGLOOMY。
MYever—helpfulguideledmetomyroom——welloutofMr。
Gracedieu’shearing,ifhehappenedtobeawake——attheotherendofthepassage。Havingopenedthedoor,shepausedonthethreshold。ThedecreesofthatmercilessEnglishdespot,Propriety,claimedherfortheirown。\"Oh,dear!\"shesaidtoherself,\"oughtItogoin?\"
Myinterestasaman(and,whatismore,anoldman)inthecomingdisclosurewastooserioustobetrifledwithinthisway。
Itookherarm,andledherintomyroomasifIwasatadinner—party,leadinghertothetable。Isitthegoodortheevilfortuneofmortalsthatthecomicsideoflife,andtheserioussideoflife,areperpetuallyincollisionwitheachother?Weburstoutlaughing,atamomentofgraveimportancetousboth。Perfectlyinappropriate,andperfectlynatural。Butwewereneitherofusphilosophers,andwewereashamedofourownmerrimentthemomentithadceased。
\"WhenyouhearwhatIhavetotellyou,\"MissJillgallbegan,\"I
hopeyouwillthinkasIdo。WhathasslippedMr。Gracedieu’smemory,itmaybesafertosay——forheissometimesirritable,poordear——wherehewon’tknowanythingaboutit。\"
WiththatshetoldthelamentablestoryofthedesertionofEunice。
InsilenceIlistened,fromfirsttolast。HowcouldItrustmyselftospeak,asImusthavespoken,inthepresenceofawoman?Thecruelinjuryinflictedonthepoorgirl,whohadinterestedandtouchedmeinthefirstinnocentyearofherlife——whohadgrowntowomanhoodtobethevictimoftwowretches,bothtrustedbyher,bothboundtoherbythesacreddebtoflove——sofiredmytemperthatIlongedtobewithinreachoftheman,withahorsewhipinmyhand。Seeinginmyface,asI
suppose,whatwaspassinginmymind,MissJillgallexpressedsympathyandadmirationinherownquaintway:\"Ah,Iliketoseeyousoangry!It’sgrandtoknowthatamanwhohasgovernedprisonershasgotsuchapityingheart。Letmetellyouonething,sir。Youwillbemoreangrythanever,whenyouseemysweetgirlto—morrow。Andmindthis——itisHelena’sdevouringvanity,Helena’swickedjealousyofhersister’sgoodfortune,thathasdonethemischief。Don’tbetoohardonPhilip?Idobelieve,ifthetruthwastold,heisashamedofhimself。\"
IfeltinclinedtobeharderonPhilipthanever。\"Whereishe?\"
Iasked。
MissJillgallstarted。\"Oh,Mr。Governor,don’tshowtheseveresideofyourself,aftertheprettycomplimentIhavejustpaidtoyou!Whatamasterfulvoice!andwhateyes,dearsir;whatterrifyingeyes!IfeelasifIwasoneofyourprisoners,andhadmisbehavedmyself。\"
Irepeatedmyquestionwithimprovement,Ihope,inmylooksandtones:\"Don’tthinkmeobstinate,mydearlady。Ionlywanttoknowifheisinthistown。\"
MissJillgallseemedtotakeacuriouspleasureindisappointingme;shehadnotforgottenmyunfortunateabruptnessoflookandmanner。\"Youwon’tfindhimhere,\"shesaid。
\"PerhapshehasleftEngland?\"
\"Ifyoumustknow,sir,heisinLondon——withMr。Dunboyne。\"
Thenamestartledme。
Inamomentmoreitrecalledtomymemoryaremarkableletter,addressedtomemanyyearsago,whichwillbefoundinmyintroductorynarrative。Thewriter——anIrishgentleman,namedDunboyneconfidedtomethathismarriagehadassociatedhimwiththemurderess,whohadthenbeenrecentlyexecuted,asbrother—in—lawtothatinfamouswoman。Thiscircumstancehehadnaturallykeptasecretfromeveryone,includinghisson,thenaboy。Ialonewasmadeanexceptiontothegeneralrule,becauseI
alonecouldtellhimwhathadbecomeofthepoorlittlegirl,whoinspiteofthedisgracefulendofhermotherwasstillhisniece。Ifthechildhadnotbeenprovidedfor,hefeltithisdutytotakechargeofhereducation,andtowatchoverherprospectsinthefuture。Suchhadbeenhisobjectinwritingtome;andsuchwasthesubstanceofhisletter。Ihadmerelyinformedhim,inreply,thathiskindintentionshadbeenanticipated,andthatthechild’sprosperousfuturewasassured。
MissJillgall’skeenobservationnoticedtheimpressionthathadbeenproduceduponme。\"Mr。Dunboyne’snameseemstosurpriseyou。\"shesaid。
\"ThisisthefirsttimeIhaveheardyoumentionit,\"Ianswered。
Shelookedasifshecouldhardlybelieveme。\"Surelyyoumusthaveheardthename,\"shesaid,\"whenItoldyouaboutpoorEuneece?\"
\"No。\"
\"Well,then,Mr。Gracedieumusthavementionedit?\"
\"No。\"
Thissecondreplyinthenegativeirritatedher。
\"Atanyrate,\"shesaid,sharply,\"youappearedtoknowMr。
Dunboyne’sname,justnow。\"
\"Certainly!\"
\"Andyet,\"shepersisted,\"thenameseemedtocomeuponyouasasurprise。Idon’tunderstandit。IfIhavementionedPhilip’snameonce,Ihavementioneditadozentimes。\"
Wewerecompletelyatcross—purposes。Shehadtakensomethingforgrantedwhichwasanunfathomablemysterytome。
\"Well,\"Iobjected,\"ifyoudidmentionhisnameadozentimes——excusemeforaskingthequestion———whatthen?\"
\"Goodheavens!\"criedMissJillgall,\"doyoumeantosayyouneverguessedthatPhilipwasMr。Dunboyne’sson?\"
Iwaspetrified。
Hisson!Dunboyne’sson!HowcouldIhaveguessedit?
Atalatertimeonly,thegoodlittlecreaturewhohadsoinnocentlydeceivedme,rememberedthatthemischiefmighthavebeenwroughtbytheforceofhabit。WhilehehadstillaclaimontheirregardthefamilyhadalwaysspokenofEunice’sunworthyloverbyhisChristianname;andwhathadbeenfamiliarintheirmouthsfelttheinfluenceofcustom,beforetimeenoughhadelapsedtomakethemthinkasreadilyoftheenemyastheyhadhithertothoughtofthefriend。
ButIwasignorantofthis:andthedisclosurebywhichIfoundmyselfsuddenlyconfrontedwasmorethanIcouldsupport。Forthemoment,speechwasbeyondme。
Hisson!Dunboyne’sson!
Whatapositionthatyoungmanhadoccupied,unsuspectedbyhisfather,unknowntohimself!keptinignoranceofthefamilydisgrace,hehadbeenaguestinthehouseofthemanwhohadconsoledhisinfamousauntontheeveofherexecution——whohadsavedhisunhappycousinfrompoverty,fromsorrow,fromshame。
Andbutonehumanbeingknewthis。Andthathumanbeingwasmyself!
Observingmyagitation,MissJillgallplacedherownconstructiononit。
\"DoyouknowanythingbadofPhilip?\"sheaskedeagerly。\"Ifit’ssomethingthatwillpreventHelenafrommarryinghim,tellmewhatitis,Ibegandpray。\"
Iknewnomoreof\"Philip\"(whomshestillcalledbyhisChristianname!)thanshehadtoldmeherself:therewasnohelpforitbuttodisappointher。AtthesametimeIwasunabletoconcealthatIwasillatease,andthatitmightbewelltoleavemebymyself。Afteralookroundthebedchambertoseethatnothingwaswantingtomycomfort,shemadeherquaintcurtsey,andleftmewithherowninimitableformoffarewell。
\"Oh,indeed,Ihavebeenheretoolong!AndI’mafraidIhavebeenguilty,onceortwice,ofvulgarfamiliarity。Youwillexcuseme,Ihope。Thishasbeenanexcitinginterview——IthinkI
amgoingtocry。\"
Sheranoutoftheroom;andcarriedawaywithhersomeofmykindliestfeelings,shortasthetimeofouracquaintancehadbeen。Whatawifeandwhatamotherwaslostthere——andallforwantofaprettyface!
Leftalone,mythoughtsinevitablyrevertedtoDunboynetheelder,andtoallthathadhappenedinMr。Gracedieu’sfamilysincetheIrishgentlemanhadwrittentomeinbygoneyears。
TheterriblechoiceofresponsibilitieswhichhadpreyedontheMinister’smindhadbeenforeseenbyMr。Dunboyne,whenhefirstthoughtofadoptinghisinfantniece,andhadwarnedhimtodreadwhatmighthappeninthefuture,ifhebroughtherupasamemberofthefamilywithhisownboy,andifthetwoyoungpeoplebecameatalaterperiodattachedtoeachother。Howhadthewiseforesight,whichofferedsuchacontrasttothepoorMinister’simpulsiveactofmercy,metwithitsreward?FateorProvidence(callitwhichwemay)hadbroughtDunboyne’ssonandthedaughterofthemurderesstogether;hadinspiredthosetwostrangerswithlove;andhademboldenedthemtoplighttheirtrothbyamarriageengagement。Wastheman’sbetrayalofthetrustplacedinhimbythefaithfulgirltobeesteemedafortunatecircumstancebythetwopersonswhoknewthetruestoryofherparentage,theMinisterandmyself?Couldwerejoiceinanactofinfidelitywhichhadembitteredanddarkenedthegentleharmlesslifeofthevictim?Orcouldwe,ontheotherhand,encouragetheruthlessdeceit,thehatefultreachery,whichhadputthewickedHelena——withnoexposuretodreadif_she_
married——intoherwrongedsister’splace?Impossible!Intheonecaseasintheother,impossible!
Equallyhopelessdidtheprospectappear,whenItriedtodeterminewhatmyownindividualcourseofactionoughttobe。
Inmycalmermoments,theideahadoccurredtomymindofgoingtoDunboynetheyounger,and,ifhehadanysenseofshameleft,exertingmyinfluencetoleadhimbacktohisbetrothedwife。HowcouldInowdothis,consistentlywithmydutytotheyoungman’sfather;knowingwhatIknew,andnotforgettingthatIhadmyselfadvisedMr。Gracedieutokeepthetruthconcealed,whenIwasequallyignorantofPhilipDunboyne’sparentageandofHelenaGracedieu’streachery?
EvenifeventssoordereditthatthemarriageofEunicemightyettakeplace——withoutanyinterferenceexertedtoproducethatresult,onewayortheother,onmypart——itwouldbejustasimpossibleformetospeakoutnow,asithadbeeninthelong—pastyearswhenIhadsocautiouslyansweredMr。Dunboyne’sletter。Butwhatwouldhethinkofmeifaccidentled,soonerorlater,tothedisclosurewhichIhadfeltboundtoconceal?ThemoreItriedtoforecastthechancesofthefuture,thedarkerandthedarkerwastheviewthatfacedme。
Tomysinkingheartandweariedmind,goodDameNaturepresentedamoreacceptableprospect,whenIhappenedtolookoutofthewindowofmyroom。ThereIsawthetreesandflowerbedsofagarden,temptingmeirresistiblyunderthecloudlesssunshineofafineday。Iwasonmywayout,torecoverheartandhope,whenaknockatthedoorstoppedme。
HadMissJillgallreturned?WhenIsaid\"Comein,\"Mr。Gracedieuopenedthedoor,andenteredtheroom。
Hewassoweakthathestaggeredasheapproachedme。Leadinghimtoachair,Inoticedawildlookinhiseyes,andaflushonhishaggardcheeks。Somethinghadhappened。
\"Whenyouwerewithmeinmyroom,\"hebegan,\"didInottellyouthatIhadforgottensomething?\"
\"Certainlyyoudid。\"
\"Well,Ihavefoundthelostremembrance。Mymisfortune——Ioughttocallitthepunishmentformysins,isrecalledtomenow。Theworstcursethatcanfallonafatheristhecursethathascometome。Ihaveawickeddaughter。Myownchild,sir!myownchild!\"
Hadhebeenawake,whileMissJillgallandIhadbeentalkingoutsidehisdoor?HadheheardheraskmeifMr。GracedieuhadsaidnothingofHelena’sinfamousconducttohersister,whilehewasspeakingofEunice?Thewaytothelostremembrancehadperhapsbeenfoundthere。Inanycase,afterthatbitterallusiontohis\"wickeddaughter\"someresultmustfollow。HelenaGracedieuandadayofreckoningmightbenearertoeachotheralreadythanIhadventuredtohope。
Iwaitedanxiouslyforwhathemightsaytomenext。
CHAPTERXXXVI。
THEWANDERINGMIND。
FORthemoment,theMinisterdisappointedme。
Withoutspeaking,withoutevenlookingup,hetookouthispocketbook,andbegantowriteinit。Constantlyinterruptedeitherbyatremblinginthehandthatheldthepencil,orbyadifficulty(asIimagined)inexpressingthoughtsimperfectlyrealized——hispatiencegaveway;hedashedthebookonthefloor。
\"Mymindisgone!\"heburstout。\"Oh,FatherinHeaven,letdeathdelivermefromabodywithoutamind!\"
Whocouldhearhim,andbeguiltyofthecrueltyofpreachingself—control?Ipickedupthepocketbook,andofferedtohelphim。
\"Doyouthinkyoucan?\"heasked。
\"Icanatleasttry。\"
\"Goodfellow!WhatshouldIdowithoutyou?Seenow;hereismydifficulty。Ihavegotsomanythingstosay,Iwanttoseparatethem——orelsetheywillallrunintoeachother。Lookatthebook,\"mypoorfriendsaidmournfully;\"theyhaverunintoeachotherinspiteofme。\"
Theentriesprovedtobenearlyincomprehensible。HereandthereIdiscoveredsomescatteredwords,whichshowedthemselvesmoreorlessdistinctlyinthemidstofthesurroundingconfusion。ThefirstwordthatIcouldmakeoutwas\"Education。\"Helpedbythathint,Itrustedtoguess—worktoguidemeinspeakingtohim。Itwasnecessarytobepositive,orhewouldhavelostallfaithinme。
\"Well?\"hesaidimpatiently。
\"Well,\"Ianswered,\"youhavesomethingtosaytomeabouttheeducationwhichyouhavegiventoyourdaughters。\"
\"Don’tputthemtogether!\"hecried。\"Dear,patient,sweetEunicemustnotbeconfoundedwiththatshe—devil——\"
\"Hush,hush,Mr。Gracedieu!BadlyasMissHelenahasbehaved,sheisyourownchild。\"
\"Irepudiateher,sir!Thinkforamomentofwhatshehasdone——andthenthinkofthereligiouseducationthatIhavegivenher。Heartless!Deceitful!Themostignorantcreatureinthelowestdensofthistowncouldhavedonenothingmorebaselycruel。Andthis,afteryearsonyearsofpatientChristianinstructiononmypart!Whatisreligion?Whatiseducation?I
readahorriblebookonce(Iforgetwhowastheauthor);itcalledreligionsuperstition,andeducationemptyform。Idon’tknow;uponmywordIdon’tknowthatthebookmaynot——Oh,mytongue!Whydon’tIkeepaguardovermytongue?Areyouafather,too?Don’tinterruptme。Putyourselfinmyplace,andthinkofit。Heartless,deceitful,and_my_daughter。Givemethepocketbook;Iwanttoseewhichmemorandumcomesfirst。\"
Hehadnowwroughthimselfintoastateofexcitement,whichrelievedhisspiritsofthedepressionthathadweighedonthemuptothistime。Hisharmlessvanity,always,asIsuspect,alatentqualityinhiskindlynature,hadalreadyrestoredhisconfidence。Withaself—sufficientsmileheconsultedhisownunintelligibleentries,andmadehisownwilddiscoveries。
\"Ah,yes;’M’standsforMinister;Icomefirst。AmItoblame?
AmI——Godforgivememymanysins——amIheartless?AmI
deceitful?\"
\"Mygoodfriend,notevenyourenemiescouldsaythat!\"
\"Thankyou。Whocomesnext?\"Heconsultedthebookagain。\"Hermother,hersaintedmother,comesnext。Peoplesaysheislikehermother。Wasmywifeheartless?Wastheangelofmylifedeceitful?\"
(\"That,\"Ithoughttomyself,\"isexactlywhatyourwifewas——andexactlywhatreappearsinyourwife’schild。\")
\"Wheredoesherwickednesscomefrom?\"hewenton。\"Notfromhermother;notfromme;notfromaneglectededucation。\"Hesuddenlysteppeduptomeandlaidhishandsonmyshoulders;hisvoicedroppedtohoarse,moaning,awestrucktones。\"ShallItellyouwhatitis?Apossessionofthedevil。\"
Itwassoevidentlydesirabletopreventanycontinuationofsuchatrainofthoughtasthis,thatIcouldfeelnohesitationininterruptinghim。
\"WillyouhearwhatIhavetosay?\"Iaskedbluntly。
Hishumorchangedagain;hemademealowbow,andwentbacktohischair。\"Iwillhearyouwithpleasure,\"heansweredpolitely。
\"YouarethemosteloquentmanIknow,withoneexception——myself。Ofcourse——myself。\"
\"Itismerewasteoftime,\"Icontinued,\"toregrettheexcellenteducationwhichyourdaughterhasmisused。\"Makingthatreply,I
wastemptedtoaddanotherwordoftruth。Alleducationisatthemercyoftwopowerfulcounter—influences:theinfluenceoftemperament,andtheinfluenceofcircumstances。Butthiswasphilosophy。HowcouldIexpecthimtosubmittophilosophy?\"WhatweknowofMissHelena,\"Iwenton,\"mustbeenoughforus。Shehasplotted,andshemeanstosucceed。Stopher。\"
\"Justmyidea!\"hedeclaredfirmly。\"Irefusemyconsenttothatabominablemarriage。\"
Inthepopularphrase,Istruckwhiletheironwashot。\"Youmustdomorethanthat,sir,\"Itoldhim。
Hisvanitysuddenlytookthealarm——Iwasleadinghimrathertooundisguisedly。Hehandedhisbookbacktome。\"Youwillfind,\"hesaidloftily,\"thatIhaveputitalldownthere。\"
Ipretendedtofindit,andreadanimaginaryentrytothiseffect:\"Afterwhatshehasalreadydone,Helenaiscapableofmarryingindefianceofmywishesandcommands。Thismustbeconsideredandprovidedagainst。\"Sofar,Ihadsucceededinflatteringhim。Butwhen(thinkingofhispaternalauthority)I
alludednexttohisdaughter’sage,hiseyesrestedonmewithalookofdownrightterror。
\"Nomoreofthat!\"hesaid。\"Iwon’ttalkofthegirls’agesevenwithyou。\"
Whatdidhemean?Itwasuselesstoask。Iwentonwiththematterinhand——stilldeliberatelyspeakingtohim,asImighthavespokentoamanwithanintellectasclearasmyown。Inmyexperience,thispracticegenerallystimulatesaweakintelligencetodoitsbest。Weallknowhowchildrenreceivetalkthatislowered,orbooksthatarelowered,totheirpresumedlevel。
\"Ishalltakeitforgranted,\"Icontinued,\"thatMissHelenaisstillunderyourlawfulauthority。Shecanonlyarriveatherendsbymeansofarunawaymarriage。Inthatcase,muchdependsontheman。Youtoldmeyoucouldn’thelplikinghim。Thiswas,ofcourse,beforeyouknewoftheinfamousmannerinwhichhehasbehaved。Youmusthavechangedyouropinionnow。\"
Heseemedtobeatalosshowtoreply。\"Iamafraid,\"hesaid,\"theyoungmanwasdrawnintoitbyHelena。\"
HerewasMissJillgall’sapologyforPhilipDunboynerepeatedinotherwords。DespisinganddetestingthefellowasIdid,Iwasforcedtoadmittomyselfthathemustberecommendedbypersonalattractionswhichitwouldbenecessarytoreckonwith。ItriedtogetsomemoreinformationfromMr。Gracedieu。
\"Theexcuseyouhavejustmadeforhim,\"Iresumed,\"impliesthatheisaweakman;easilypersuaded,easilyled。\"
TheMinisteransweredbynoddinghishead。
\"Suchweaknessasthat,\"Ipersisted,\"isaviceinitself。Ithasledalready,sir,tothesaddestresults。\"
Headmittedthisbyanothernod。
\"Idon’twishtoshockyou,Mr。Gracedieu;butImustrecommendemployingthemeansthatpresentthemselves。Youmustpracticeonthisman’sweakness,forthesakeofthegoodthatmaycomeofit。IhearheisinLondonwithhisfather。Trythestronginfluence,andwritetohisfather。Thereisanotherreasonbesidesfordoingthis。ItisquitepossiblethatthetruthhasbeenconcealedfromMr。Dunboynetheelder。Takecarethatheisinformedofwhathasreallyhappened。Areyoulookingforpen,ink,andpaper?LetmeofferyouthewritingmaterialswhichI
useintraveling。\"
Iplacedthembeforehim。Hetookupthepen;hearrangedthepaper;hewaseagertobegin。
Afterwritingafewwords,hestopped——reflected——triedagain——stoppedagain——toreupthelittlethathehaddone——andbegananewletter,endinginthesamemiserableresult。Itwasimpossibletowitnesshishelplessness,toseehowpitiablypatienthewasoverhisownincapacity,andtoletthemelancholyspectaclegoon。Iproposedtowritetheletter;authenticatingit,ofcourse,byhissignature。Whenheallowedmetotakethepen,heturnedawayhisface,ashamedtoletmeseewhathesuffered。Wasthisthesameman,whosegreatnaturehadsonoblyasserteditselfinthecondemnedcell?Poormortality!
Theletterwaseasilywritten。
IhadonlytoinformMr。Dunboyneofhisson’sconduct;
repeating,intheplainestlanguagethatIcoulduse,whatMissJillgallhadrelatedtome。Arrivedattheconclusion,I
contrivedtomakeMr。Gracedieuexpresshimselfinthesestrongterms:\"Iprotestagainstthemarriageinjusticetoyou,sir,aswellastomyself。Wecanneitherofuscontenttobeaccomplicesinanactofdomestictreasonofthebasestkind。\"
Insilence,theMinisterreadtheletter,andattachedhissignaturetoit。Insilence,heroseandtookmyarm。Iaskedifhewishedtogotohisroom。Heonlyrepliedbyasign。Iofferedtositwithhim,andtrytocheerhim。Gratefully,hepressedmyhand:gently,heputmebackfromthedoor。Crushedbythemiserablediscoveryofthedecayofhisownfaculties!WhatcouldIdo?whatcouldIsay?Nothing!
MissJillgallwasinthedrawing—room。Withthenecessaryexplanations,Ishowedhertheletter。Shereaditwithbreathlessinterest。\"ItterrifiesonetothinkhowmuchdependsonoldMr。Dunboyne,\"shesaid。\"Youknowhim。Whatsortofmanishe?\"