Imademywayunobservedtothelanding,andsatdownonthestairstocomposemyselfwherenobodycouldseeme。InamomentmoreIfeltahandlaidgentlyonmyshoulder,anddiscoveredgoodBenjaminlookingatmeindismay。LadyClarindahadconsideratelyspokentohim,andhadassistedhiminquietlymakinghisretreatfromtheroom,whilehishost’sattentionwasstillabsorbedbythemusic。
\"Mydearchild!\"hewhispered,\"whatisthematter?\"
\"Takemehome,andIwilltellyou,\"wasallthatIcouldsay。
CHAPTERXXXII。
ASPECIMENOFMYWISDOM。
THEscenemustfollowmyerraticmovements——thescenemustcloseonLondonforawhile,andopeninEdinburgh。TwodayshadpassedsinceMajorFitz—David’sdinner—party。Iwasabletobreatheagainfreely,aftertheutterdestructionofallmyplansforthefuture,andofallthehopesthatIhadfoundedonthem。IcouldnowseethatIhadbeentreblyinthewrong——wronginhastilyandcruellysuspectinganinnocentwoman;wrongincommunicatingmysuspicions(withoutanattempttoverifythempreviously)toanotherperson;wronginacceptingtheflightyinferencesandconclusionsofMiserrimusDexterasiftheyhadbeensolidtruths。Iwassoashamedofmyfolly,whenIthoughtofthepast——socompletelydiscouraged,sorudelyshakeninmyconfidenceinmyself,whenIthoughtofthefuture,that,foronceinaway,Iacceptedsensibleadvicewhenitwasofferedtome。\"Mydear,\"saidgoodoldBenjamin,afterwehadthoroughlytalkedovermydiscomfitureonourreturnfromthedinner—party,\"judgingbywhatyoutellmeofhim,Idon’tfancyMr。Dexter。
PromisemethatyouwillnotgobacktohimuntilyouhavefirstconsultedsomepersonwhoisfittertoguideyouthroughthisdangerousbusinessthanIam。
Igavehimmypromise,ononecondition。\"IfIfailtofindtheperson,\"Isaid,\"willyouundertaketohelpme?\"
Benjaminpledgedhimselftohelpme,cheerfully。
Thenextmorning,whenIwasbrushingmyhair,andthinkingovermyaffairs,IcalledtomindaforgottenresolutionofmineatthetimeIfirstreadtheReportofmyhusband’sTrial。Imeantheresolution——ifMiserrimusDexterfailedme——toapplytooneofthetwoagents(orsolicitors,asweshouldtermthem)whohadpreparedEustace’sdefense——namely,Mr。Playmore。Thisgentleman,itmayberemembered,hadespeciallyrecommendedhimselftomyconfidencebyhisfriendlyinterferencewhenthesheriff’sofficerswereinsearchofmyhusband’spapers。ReferringbacktotheevidenceOf\"IsaiahSchoolcraft,\"IfoundthatMr。PlaymorehadbeencalledintoassistandadviseEustacebyMiserrimusDexter。HewasthereforenotonlyafriendonwhomImightrely,butafriendwhowaspersonallyacquaintedwithDexteraswell。
Couldtherebeafittermantoapplytoforenlightenmentinthedarknessthathadnowgatheredaroundme?Benjamin,whenIputthequestiontohim,acknowledgedthatIhadmadeasensiblechoiceonthisoccasion,andatonceexertedhimselftohelpme。
Hediscovered(throughhisownlawyer)theaddressofMr。
Playmore’sLondonagents;andfromthesegentlemenheobtainedformealetterofintroductiontoMr。Playmorehimself。Ihadnothingtoconcealfrommynewadviser;andIwasproperlydescribedintheletterasEustaceMacallan’ssecondwife。
Thesameeveningwetwosetforth(Benjaminrefusedtoletmetravelalone)bythenightmailforEdinburgh。
IhadpreviouslywrittentoMiserrimusDexter(bymyoldfriend’sadvice),merelysayingthatIhadbeenunexpectedlycalledawayfromLondonforafewdays,andthatIwouldreporttohimtheresultofmyinterviewwithLadyClarindaonmyreturn。A
characteristicanswerwasbroughtbacktothecottagebyAriel:
\"Mrs。Valeria,Ihappentobeamanofquickperceptions;andI
canreadthe_unwritten_partofyourletter。LadyClarindahasshakenyourconfidenceinme。Verygood。IpledgemyselftoshakeyourconfidenceinLadyClarinda。InthemeantimeIamnotoffended。InserenecomposureIawaitthehonorandthehappinessofyourvisit。SendmewordbytelegraphwhetheryouwouldlikeTrufflesagain,orwhetheryouwouldprefersomethingsimplerandlighter——saythatincomparableFrenchdish,Pig’sEyelidsandTamarinds。Believemealwaysyourallyandadmirer,yourpoetandcook——DEXTER。\"
ArrivedinEdinburgh,BenjaminandIhadalittlediscussion。ThequestionindisputebetweenuswaswhetherIshouldgowithhim,orgoalone,toMr。Playmore。Iwasallforgoingalone。
\"Myexperienceoftheworldisnotaverylargeone,\"Isaid。
\"ButIhaveobservedthat,inninecasesoutoften,amanwillmakeconcessionstoawoman,ifsheapproacheshimbyherself,whichhewouldhesitateeventoconsiderifanothermanwaswithinhearing。Idon’tknowhowitis——Ionlyknowthatitisso;IfIfindthatIgetonbadlywithMr。Playmore,Iwillaskhimforasecondappointment,and,inthatcase,youshallaccompanyme。Don’tthinkmeself—willed。Letmetrymyluckalone,andletusseewhatcomesofit。\"
Benjaminyielded,withhiscustomaryconsiderationforme。IsentmyletterofintroductiontoMr。Playmore’soffice——hisprivatehousebeingintheneighborhoodofGleninch。Mymessengerbroughtbackapoliteanswer,invitingmetovisithimatanearlyhourintheafternoon。Attheappointedtime,tothemoment,Irangthebellattheofficedoor。
CHAPTERXXXIII。
ASPECIMENOFMYFOLLY。
THEincomprehensiblesubmissionofScotchmentotheecclesiasticaltyrannyoftheirEstablishedChurchhasproduced——notunnaturally,asIthink——averymistakenimpressionofthenationalcharacterinthepopularmind。
Publicopinionlooksattheinstitutionof\"TheSabbath\"inScotland;findsitunparalleledinChristendomforitssenselessandsavageausterity;seesanationcontenttobedeprivedbyitspriesthoodofeverysocialprivilegeononedayineveryweek——forbiddentotravel;forbiddentotelegraph;forbiddentoeatahotdinner;forbiddentoreadanewspaper;inshort,allowedtheuseoftwolibertiesonly,thelibertyofexhibitingone’sselfattheChurchandthelibertyofsecludingone’sselfoverthebottle——publicopinionseesthis,andarrivesatthenotunreasonableconclusionthatthepeoplewhosubmittosuchsociallawsasthesearethemoststolid,sternandjoylesspeopleonthefaceoftheearth。SuchareScotchmensupposedtobe,whenviewedatadistance。ButhowdoScotchmenappearwhentheyareseenunderacloserlight,andjudgedbythetestofpersonalexperience?Therearenopeoplemorecheerful,morecompanionable,morehospitable,moreliberalintheirideas,tobefoundonthefaceofthecivilizedglobethantheverypeoplewhosubmittotheScotchSunday!Onthesixdaysoftheweekthereisanatmosphereofquiethumor,aradiationofgenialcommon—sense,aboutScotchmeningeneral,whichissimplydelightfultofeel。ButontheseventhdaythesesamemenwillhearoneoftheirministersseriouslytellthemthatheviewstakingawalkontheSabbathinthelightofanactofprofanity,andwillbetheonlypeopleinexistencewhocanletamantalkdownrightnonsensewithoutlaughingathim。
Iamnotcleverenoughtobeabletoaccountforthisanomalyinthenationalcharacter;Icanonlynoticeitbywayofnecessarypreparationfortheappearanceinmylittlenarrativeofapersonagenotfrequentlyseeninwriting——acheerfulScotchman。
InallotherrespectsIfoundMr。Playmoreonlynegativelyremarkable。Hewasneitheroldnoryoung,neitherhandsomenorugly;hewaspersonallynotintheleastlikethepopularideaofalawyer;andhespokeperfectlygoodEnglish,touchedwithonlytheslightestpossibleflavorofaScotchaccent。
\"IhavethehonortobeanoldfriendofMr。Macallan,\"hesaid,cordiallyshakinghandswithme;\"andIamhonestlyhappytobecomeacquaintedwithMr。Macallan’swife。Wherewillyousit?
Nearthelight?Youareyoungenoughnottobeafraidofthedaylightjustyet。IsthisyourfirstvisittoEdinburgh?PrayletmemakeitaspleasanttoyouasIcan。IshallbedelightedtopresentMrs。Playmoretoyou。WearestayinginEdinburghforalittlewhile。TheItalianoperaishere,andwehaveaboxforto—night。Willyoukindlywaiveallceremonyanddinewithusandgotothemusicafterward?\"
\"Youareverykind,\"Ianswered。\"ButIhavesomeanxietiesjustnowwhichwillmakemeaverypoorcompanionforMrs。Playmoreattheopera。Mylettertoyoumentions,Ithink,thatIhavetoaskyouradviceonmatterswhichareofveryseriousimportancetome。\"
\"Doesit?\"herejoined。\"Totellyouthetruth,Ihavenotreadtheletterthrough。Isawyournameinit,andIgatheredfromyourmessagethatyouwishedtoseemehere。Isentmynotetoyourhotel——andthenwentonwithsomethingelse。Praypardonme。
Isthisaprofessionalconsultation?Foryourownsake,I
sincerelyhopenot!\"
\"Itishardlyaprofessionalconsultation,Mr。Playmore。Ifindmyselfinaverypainfulposition;andIcometoyoutoadviseme,underveryunusualcircumstances。IshallsurpriseyouverymuchwhenyouhearwhatIhavetosay;andIamafraidIshalloccupymorethanmyfairshareofyourtime。\"
\"Iandmytimeareentirelyatyourdisposal,\"hesaid。\"TellmewhatIcandoforyou——andtellitinyourownway。\"
Thekindnessofthislanguagewasmorethanmatchedbythekindnessofhismanner。Ispoketohimfreelyandfully——Itoldhimmystrangestorywithouttheslightestreserve。
HeshowedthevaryingimpressionsthatIproducedonhismindwithouttheslightestconcealment。MyseparationfromEustacedistressedhim。MyresolutiontodisputetheScotchVerdict,andmyunjustsuspicionsofMrs。Beauly,firstamused,thensurprisedhim。Itwasnot,however,untilIhaddescribedmyextraordinaryinterviewwithMiserrimusDexter,andmyhardlylessremarkableconversationwithLadyClarinda,thatIproducedmygreatesteffectonthelawyer’smind。Isawhimchangecolorforthefirsttime。Hestarted,andmutteredtohimself,asifhehadcompletelyforgottenme。\"GoodGod!\"Iheardhimsay——\"canitbepossible?Doesthetruthlie_that_wayafterall?\"
Itookthelibertyofinterruptinghim。Ihadnoideaofallowinghimtokeephisthoughtstohimself。
\"Iseemtohavesurprisedyou?\"Isaid。
Hestartedatthesoundofmyvoice。
\"Ibegtenthousandpardons!\"heexclaimed。\"Youhavenotonlysurprisedme——youhaveopenedanentirelynewviewtomymind。I
seeapossibility,areallystartlingpossibility,inconnectionwiththepoisoningatGleninch,whichneveroccurredtomeuntilthepresentmoment。Thisisanicestateofthings,\"headded,fallingbackagainintohisordinaryhumor。\"Hereistheclientleadingthelawyer。MydearMrs。Eustace,whichisit——doyouwantmyadvice?ordoIwantyours?\"
\"MayIhearthenewidea?\"Iasked。
\"Notjustyet,ifyouwillexcuseme,\"heanswered。\"Makeallowancesformyprofessionalcaution。Idon’twanttobeprofessionalwithyou——mygreatanxietyistoavoidit。Butthelawyergetsthebetteroftheman,andrefusestobesuppressed。
Ireallyhesitatetorealizewhatispassinginmyownmindwithoutsomefurtherinquiry。Domeagreatfavor。Letusgooverapartofthegroundagain,andletmeaskyousomequestionsasweproceed。Doyoufeelanyobjectiontoobligingmeinthismatter?\"
\"Certainlynot,Mr。Playmore。Howfarshallwegoback?\"
\"ToyourvisittoDexterwithyourmother—in—law。WhenyoufirstaskedhimifhehadanyideasofhisownonthesubjectofMrs。
EustaceMacallan’sdeath,didIunderstandyoutosaythathelookedatyoususpiciously?\"
\"Verysuspiciously。\"
\"AndhisfaceclearedupagainwhenyoutoldhimthatyourquestionwasonlysuggestedbywhatyouhadreadintheReportoftheTrial?\"
\"Yes。\"
Hedrewaslipofpaperoutofthedrawerinhisdesk,dippedhispenintheink,consideredalittle,andplacedachairformecloseathisside。
\"Thelawyerdisappears,\"hesaid,\"andthemanresumeshisproperplace。Thereshallbenoprofessionalmysteriesbetweenyouandme。Asyourhusband’soldfriend,Mrs。Eustace,Ifeelnocommoninterestinyou。Iseeaseriousnecessityforwarningyoubeforeitistoolate;andIcanonlydosotoanygoodpurposebyrunningariskonwhichfewmeninmyplacewouldventure。
Personallyandprofessionally,Iamgoingtotrustyou——thoughI
_am_aScotchmanandalawyer。Sithere,andlookovermyshoulderwhileImakemynotes。YouwillseewhatispassinginmymindifyouseewhatIwrite。\"
Isatdownbyhim,andlookedoverhisshoulder,withoutthesmallestpretenseofhesitation。
Hebegantowriteasfollows:
\"ThepoisoningatGleninch。Queries:InwhatpositiondoesMiserrimusDexterstandtowardthepoisoning?Andwhatdoeshe(presumably)knowaboutthatmatter?
\"Hehasideaswhicharesecrets。Hesuspectsthathehasbetrayedthem,orthattheyhavebeendiscoveredinsomewayinconceivabletohimself。Heispalpablyrelievedwhenhefindsthatthisisnotthecase。\"
Thepenstopped;andthequestionswenton。
\"Letusadvancetoyoursecondvisit,\"saidMr。Playmore,\"whenyousawDexteralone。Tellmeagainwhathedid,andhowhelookedwhenyouinformedhimthatyouwerenotsatisfiedwiththeScotchVerdict。\"
IrepeatedwhatIhavealreadywritteninthesepages。Thepenwentbacktothepaperagain,andaddedtheselines:
\"Hehearsnothingmoreremarkablethanthatapersonvisitinghim,whoisinterestedinthecase,refusestoaccepttheverdictattheMacallanTrialasafinalverdict,andproposestoreopentheinquiry。Whatdoeshedouponthat?
\"Heexhibitsallthesymptomsofapanicofterror;heseeshimselfinsomeincomprehensibledanger;heisfranticatonemomentandservileatthenext;hemustandwillknowwhatthisdisturbingpersonreallymeans。Andwhenheisinformedonthatpoint,hefirstturnspaleanddoubtstheevidenceofhisownsenses;andnext,withnothingsaidtojustifyit,gratuitouslyaccuseshisvisitorofsuspectingsomebody。Queryhere:Whenasmallsumofmoneyismissinginahousehold,andtheservantsingeneralarecalledtogethertobeinformedofthecircumstance,whatdowethinkoftheoneservantinparticularwhospeaksfirst,andwhosays,’Doyoususpect_me?_’\"
Helaiddownthepenagain。\"Isthatright?\"heasked。
Ibegantoseetheendtowhichthenotesweredrifting。Insteadofansweringhisquestion,Ientreatedhimtoenterintotheexplanationsthatwerestillwantingtoconvincemyownmind。Heheldupawarningforefinger,andstoppedme。
\"Notyet,\"hesaid。\"Onceagain,amIright——sofar?\"
\"Quiteright。\"
\"Verywell。Nowtellmewhathappenednext。Don’tmindrepeatingyourself。Givemeallthedetails,oneafteranother,totheend。\"
ImentionedallthedetailsexactlyasIrememberedthem。Mr。
Playmorereturnedtohiswritingforthethirdandlasttime。
Thusthenotesended:
\"Heisindirectlyassuredthatheatleastisnotthepersonsuspected。Hesinksbackinhischair;hedrawsalongbreath;heaskstobeleftawhilebyhimself,underthepretensethatthesubjectexciteshim。Whenthevisitorreturns,Dexterhasbeendrinkingintheinterval。Thevisitorresumesthesubject——notDexter。ThevisitorisconvincedthatMrs。EustaceMacallandiedbythehandofapoisoner,andopenlysaysso。Dextersinksbackinhischairlikeamanfainting。Whatisthehorrorthathasgotpossessionofhim?Itiseasytounderstandifwecallitguiltyhorror;itisbeyondallunderstandingifwecallitanythingelse。Andhowdoesitleavehim?Hefliesfromoneextreme,toanother;heisindescribablydelightedwhenhediscoversthatthevisitor’ssuspicionsareallfixedonanabsentperson。Andthen,andthenonly,hetakesrefugeinthedeclarationthathehasbeenofonemindwithhisvisitor,inthematterofsuspicion,fromthefirst。Thesearefacts。Towhatplainconclusiondotheypoint?\"
Heshutuphisnotes,and,steadilywatchingmyface,waitedformetospeakfirst。
\"Iunderstandyou,Mr。Playmore,\"Ibegimpetuously。\"YoubelievethatMr。Dexter——\"
Hiswarningforefingerstoppedmethere。
Tellme,\"heinterposed,\"whatDextersaidtoyouwhenhewassogoodastoconfirmyouropinionofpoorMrs。Beauly。\"
\"Hesaid,’Thereisn’tadoubtaboutit。Mrs。Beaulypoisonedher。’\"
\"Ican’tdobetterthanfollowsogoodanexample——withonetriflingdifference。Isaytoo,Thereisn’tadoubtaboutit。
Dexterpoisonedher。
\"Areyoujoking,Mr。Playmore?\"
\"Ineverwasmoreinearnestinmylife。YourrashvisittoDexter,andyourextraordinaryimprudenceintakinghimintoyourconfidencehaveledtoastonishingresults。ThelightwhichthewholemachineryoftheLawwasunabletothrowonthepoisoningcaseatGleninchhasbeenaccidentallyletinonitbyaLadywhorefusestolistentoreasonandwhoinsistsonhavingherownway。Quiteincredible,andneverthelessquitetrue。\"
\"Impossible!\"Iexclaimed。
\"Whatisimpossible?\"heasked,coolly\"ThatDexterpoisonedmyhusband’sfirstwife。\"
\"Andwhyisthatimpossible,ifyouplease?\"IbegantobealmostenragedwithMr。Playmore。
\"Canyouaskthequestion?\"Ireplied,indignantly。\"IhavetoldyouthatIheardhimspeakofherintermsofrespectandaffectionofwhichanywomanmightbeproud。Helivesinthememoryofher。Iowehisfriendlyreceptionofmetosomeresemblancewhichhefanciesheseesbetweenmyfigureandhers。
Ihaveseentearsinhiseyes,Ihaveheardhisvoicefalterandfailhim,whenhespokeofher。Hemaybethefalsestofmeninallbesides,butheistrueto_her_——hehasnotmisledmeinthatonething。Therearesignsthatneverdeceiveawomanwhenamanistalkingtoherofwhatisreallynearhisheart:Isawthosesigns。ItisastruethatIpoisonedherasthathedid。I
amashamedtosetmyopinionagainstyours,Mr。Playmore;butI
reallycannothelpit。IdeclareIamalmostangrywithyou。\"
Heseemedtobepleased,insteadofoffendedbytheboldmannerinwhichIexpressedmyself。
\"MydearMrs。Eustace,youhavenoreasontobeangrywithme。Inonerespect,Ientirelyshareyourview——withthisdifference,thatIgoalittlefurtherthanyoudo。\"
\"Idon’tunderstandyou。\"
\"Youwillunderstandmedirectly。YoudescribeDexter’sfeelingforthelateMrs。Eustaceasahappymixtureofrespectandaffection。Icantellyouitwasamuchwarmerfeelingtowardherthanthat。Ihavemyinformationfromthepoorladyherself——whohonoredmewithherconfidenceandfriendshipforthebestpartofherlife。BeforeshemarriedMr。Macallan——shekeptitasecretfromhim,andyouhadbetterkeepitasecrettoo——MiserrimusDexterwasinlovewithher。MiserrimusDexteraskedher——deformedashewas,seriouslyaskedher——tobehiswife。\"
\"Andinthefaceofthat,\"Icried,\"yousaythathepoisonedher!\"
\"Ido。Iseenootherconclusionpossible,afterwhathappenedduringyourvisittohim。Youallbutfrightenedhimintoafaintingfit。Whatwasheafraidof?\"
Itriedhardtofindananswertothat。Ievenembarkedonananswerwithoutquiteknowingwheremyownwordsmightleadme。
Mr。Dexterisanoldandtruefriendofmyhusband,Ibegan。
\"WhenheheardmesayIwasnotsatisfiedwiththeVerdict,hemighthavefeltalarmed——\"
\"Hemighthavefeltalarmedatthepossibleconsequencestoyourhusbandofreopeningtheinquiry,\"saidMr。Playmore,ironicallyfinishingthesentenceforme。\"Ratherfar—fetched,Mrs。Eustace;
andnotveryconsistentwithyourfaithinyourhusband’sinnocence。Clearyourmindofonemistake,\"hecontinued,seriously,\"whichmayfatallymisleadyouifyoupersistinpursuingyourpresentcourse。MiserrimusDexter,youmaytakemywordforit,ceasedtobeyourhusband’sfriendonthedaywhenyourhusbandmarriedhisfirstwife。Dexterhaskeptupappearances,Igrantyou,bothinpublicandinprivate。Hisevidenceinhisfriend’sfavorattheTrialwasgivenwiththedeepfeelingwhicheverybodyexpectedfromhim。Nevertheless,I
firmlybelieve,lookingunderthesurface,thatMr。MacallanhasnobittererenemylivingthanMiserrimusDexter。\"
Heturnedmecold。Ifeltthathere,atleast,hewasright。MyhusbandhadwooedandwonthewomanwhohadrefusedDexter’sofferofmarriage。WasDexterthemantoforgivethat?Myownexperienceansweredme,andsaid,No。\"BearinmindwhatIhavetoldyou,\"Mr。Playmoreproceeded。\"Andnowletusgetontoyourownpositioninthismatter,andtotheintereststhatyouhaveatstake。Trytoadoptmypointofviewforthemoment;andletusinquirewhatchancewehaveofmakinganyfurtheradvancetowardadiscoveryofthetruth。Itisonethingtobemorallyconvinced(asIam)thatMiserrimusDexteristhemanwhooughttohavebeentriedforthemurderatGleninch;anditisanotherthing,atthisdistanceoftime,tolayourhandsontheplainevidencewhichcanalonejustifyanythinglikeapublicassertionofhisguilt。There,asIseeit,istheinsuperabledifficultyinthecase。UnlessIamcompletelymistaken,thequestionisnownarrowedtothisplainissue:Thepublicassertionofyourhusband’sinnocencedependsentirelyonthepublicassertionofDexter’sguilt。Howareyoutoarriveatthatresult?Thereisnotaparticleofevidenceagainsthim。YoucanonlyconvictDexteronDexter’sownconfession。Areyoulisteningtome?\"
Iwaslistening,mostunwillingly。Ifhewereright,thingshadindeedcometothatterriblepass。ButIcouldnot——withallmyrespectforhissuperiorknowledgeandexperience——Icouldnotpersuademyselfthathe_was_right。AndIownedit,withthehumilitywhichIreallyfelt。
Hesmiledgood—humoredly。
\"Atanyrate,\"hesaid,\"youwilladmitthatDexterhasnotfreelyopenedhismindtoyouthusfar?Heisstillkeepingsomethingfromyourknowledgewhichyouareinterestedindiscovering?\"
\"Yes。Iadmitthat。\"
\"Verygood。Whatappliestoyourviewofthecaseappliestomine。Isay,heiskeepingfromyoutheconfessionofhisguilt。
Yousay,heiskeepingfromyouinformationwhichmayfastentheguiltonsomeotherperson。Letusstartfromthatpoint。
Confession,orinformation,howareyoutogetatwhatheisnowwithholdingfromyou?Whatinfluencecanyoubringtobearonhimwhenyouseehimagain?\"
\"SurelyImightpersuadehim?\"
\"Certainly。Andifpersuasionfail——whatthen?Doyouthinkyoucanentraphimintospeakingout?orterrifyhimintospeakingout?\"
\"Ifyouwilllookatyournotes,Mr。Playmore,youwillseethatIhavealreadysucceededinterrifyinghim——thoughIamonlyawomanandthoughIdidn’tmeantodoit。\"
\"Verywellanswered。Youmarkthetrick。Whatyouhavedoneonceyouthinkyoucandoagain。Well,asyouaredeterminedtotrytheexperiment,itcandoyounoharmtoknowalittlemoreofDexter’scharacterandtemperamentthanyouknownow。Supposeweapplyforinformationtosomebodywhocanhelpus?\"
Istarted,andlookedroundtheroom。Hemademedoit——hespokeasifthepersonwhowastohelpuswascloseatourelbows。
\"Don’tbealarmed,\"hesaid。\"Theoracleissilent;andtheoracleishere。\"
Heunlockedoneofthedrawersofhisdesk;producedabundleofletters,andpickedoutone。
\"Whenwewerearrangingyourhusband’sdefense,\"hesaid,\"wefeltsomedifficultyaboutincludingMiserrimusDexteramongourwitnesses。Wehadnottheslightestsuspicionofhim,Ineedhardlytellyou。Butwewereallafraidofhiseccentricity;andsomeamongusevenfearedthattheexcitementofappearingattheTrialmightdrivehimcompletelyoutofhismind。Inthisemergencyweappliedtoadoctortohelpus。Undersomepretext,whichIforgetnow,weintroducedhimtoDexter。Andinduecourseoftimewereceivedhisreport。Hereitis。\"
Heopenedtheletter,andmarkingacertainpassageinitwithapencil,handedittome。
\"ReadthelineswhichIhavemarked,\"hesaid;\"theywillbequitesufficientforourpurpose。\"
Ireadthesewords:
\"Summinguptheresultsofmyobservation,Imaygiveitasmyopinionthatthereisundoubtedlylatentinsanityinthiscase,butthatnoactivesymptomsofmadnesshavepresentedthemselvesasyet。Youmay,Ithink,producehimattheTrial,withoutfearofconsequences。Hemaysayanddoallsortsofoddthings;buthehashismindunderthecontrolofhiswill,andyoumaytrusthisself—esteemtoexhibithiminthecharacterofasubstantiallyintelligentwitness。
\"Astothefuture,Iam,ofcourse,notabletospeakpositively。
Icanonlystatemyviews。
\"Thathewillendinmadness(ifhelive),Ientertainlittleornodoubt。Thequestionof_when_themadnesswillshowitselfdependsentirelyonthestateofhishealth。Hisnervoussystemishighlysensitive,andtherearesignsthathiswayoflifehasalreadydamagedit。IfheconquerthebadhabitstowhichIhavealludedinanearlierpartofmyreport,andifhepassmanyhoursofeverydayquietlyintheopenair,hemaylastasasanemanforyearstocome。Ifhepersistinhispresentwayoflife——or,inotherwords,iffurthermischiefoccurtothatsensitivenervoussystem——hislapseintoinsanitymustinfalliblytakeplacewhenthemischiefhasreacheditsculminatingpoint。
Withoutwarningtohimselfortoothers,thewholementalstructurewillgiveway;and,atamoment’snotice,whileheisactingasquietlyorspeakingasintelligentlyasathisbesttime,themanwilldrop(ifImayusetheexpression)intomadnessoridiocy。Ineithercase,whenthecatastrophehashappened,itisonlyduetohisfriendstoaddthattheycan(asIbelieve)entertainnohopeofhiscure。Thebalanceoncelost,willbelostforlife。\"
Thereitended。Mr。Playmoreputtheletterbackinhisdrawer。
\"Youhavejustreadtheopinionofoneofourhighestlivingauthorities,\"hesaid。\"DoesDexterstrikeyouasalikelymantogivehisnervoussystemachanceofrecovery?Doyouseenoobstaclesandnoperilsinyourway?\"
Mysilenceansweredhim。