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  Afterwaitingforaminuteortwo,andhearingnosignalfromthefloorabove,Iadvancedintothebroaderandbrighterpartofthehall,tolookbydaylightatthepictureswhichIhadonlyimperfectlydiscoveredinthedarknessofthenight。Apaintedinscriptioninmanycolors,justunderthecorniceoftheceiling,informedmethattheworksonthewallsweretheproductionoftheall—accomplishedDexterhimself。Notsatisfiedwithbeingpoetandcomposer,hewaspainteraswell。Ononewallthesubjectsweredescribedas\"IllustrationsofthePassions;\"

  ontheother,as\"EpisodesintheLifeoftheWanderingJew。\"

  Chancespeculatorslikemyselfweregravelywarned,bymeansoftheinscription,toviewthepicturesaseffortsofpureimagination。\"PersonswholookformereNatureinworksofArt\"

  (theinscriptionannounced)\"arepersonstowhomMr。Dexterdoesnotaddresshimselfwiththebrush。Hereliesentirelyonhisimagination。Natureputshimout。\"

  TakingduecaretodismissallideasofNaturefrommymind,tobeginwith,IlookedatthepictureswhichrepresentedthePassionsfirst。

  LittleasIknewcriticallyofArt,IcouldseethatMiserrimusDexterknewstilllessoftherulesofdrawing,color,andcomposition。Hispictureswere,inthestrictestmeaningofthatexpressiveword,Daubs。ThediseasedandriotousdelightofthepainterinrepresentingHorrorswas(withcertainexceptionstobehereaftermentioned)theoneremarkablequalitythatIcoulddiscoverintheseriesofhisworks。

  ThefirstofthePassionpicturesillustratedRevenge。Acorpse,infancycostume,layonthebankofafoamingriver,undertheshadeofagianttree。Aninfuriatedman,alsoinfancycostume,stoodastrideoverthedeadbody,withhisswordliftedtotheloweringsky,andwatched,withahorridexpressionofdelight,thebloodofthemanwhomhehadjustkilleddrippingslowlyinaprocessionofbigreddropsdownthebroadbladeofhisweapon。

  ThenextpictureillustratedCruelty,inmanycompartments。InoneIsawadisemboweledhorsesavagelyspurredonbyhisrideratabull—fight。Inanother,anagedphilosopherwasdissectingalivingcat,andgloatingoverhiswork。Inathird,twopaganspolitelycongratulatedeachotheronthetortureoftwosaints:

  onesaintwasroastingonagrid—iron;theother,hunguptoatreebyhisheels,hadbeenjustskinned,andwasnotquitedeadyet。Feelingnogreatdesire,afterthesespecimens,tolookatanymoreoftheillustratedPassions,IturnedtotheoppositewalltobeinstructedinthecareeroftheWanderingJew。HereasecondinscriptioninformedmethatthepainterconsideredtheFlyingDutchmantobenootherthantheWanderingJew,pursuinghisinterminableJourneybysea。ThemarineadventuresofthismysteriouspersonageweretheadventureschosenforrepresentationbyDexter’sbrush。Thefirstpictureshowedmeaharboronarockycoast。Avesselwasatanchor,withthehelmsmansingingonthedeck。Theseaintheoffingwasblackandrolling;thunder—cloudslaylowonthehorizon,splitbybroadflashesoflightning。Intheglareofthelightning,heavingandpitching,appearedthemistyformofthePhantomShipapproachingtheshore。Inthiswork,badlyasitwaspainted,therewerereallysignsofapowerfulimagination,andevenofapoeticalfeelingforthesupernatural。ThenextpictureshowedthePhantomShip,moored(tothehorrorandastonishmentofthehelmsman)

  behindtheearthlyvesselintheharbor。TheJewhadsteppedonshore。Hisboatwasonthebeach。Hiscrew——littlemenwithstony,whitefaces,dressedinfuneralblack——satinsilentrowsontheseatsoftheboat,withtheiroarsintheirlean,longhands。TheJew,alsoablack,stoodwithhiseyesandhandsraisedimploringlytothethunderousheaven。Thewildcreaturesoflandandsea——thetiger,therhinoceros,thecrocodile,thesea—serpent,theshark,andthedevil—fish——surroundedtheaccursedWandererinamysticcircle,dauntedandfascinatedatthesightofhim。Thelightningwasgone。Theskyandseahaddarkenedtoagreatblackblank。Afaintandluridlightlightedthescene,fallingdownwardfromatorch,brandishedbyanavengingSpiritthathoveredovertheJewonoutspreadvulturewings。Wildasthepicturemightbeinitsconception,therewasasuggestivepowerinitwhichIconfessstronglyimpressedme。

  Themysterioussilenceinthehouse,andmystrangepositionatthemoment,nodoubthadtheireffectonmymind。WhileIwasstilllookingattheghastlycompositionbeforeme,theshrilltrillingsoundofthewhistleupstairsburstonthestillness。

  ForthemomentmynervesweresocompletelyupsetthatIstartedwithacryofalarm。Ifeltamomentaryimpulsetoopenthedoorandrunout。Theideaoftrustingmyselfalonewiththemanwhohadpaintedthosefrightfulpicturesactuallyterrifiedme;Iwasobligedtositdownononeofthehallchairs。Someminutespassedbeforemymindrecovereditsbalance,andIbegantofeellikemyownordinaryselfagain。Thewhistlesoundedimpatientlyforthesecondtime。Iroseandascendedthebroadflightofstairswhichledtothefirststory。TodrawbackatthepointwhichIhadnowreachedwouldhaveutterlydegradedmeinmyownestimation。Still,myheartdidcertainlybeatfasterthanusualasIapproachedthedoorofthecircularanteroom;andIhonestlyacknowledgethatIsawmyownimprudence,justthen,inasingularlyvividlight。

  Therewasaglassoverthemantel—pieceintheanteroom。I

  lingeredforamoment(nervousasIwas)toseehowIlookedintheglass。

  Thehangingtapestryovertheinnerdoorhadbeenleftpartiallydrawnaside。SoftlyasImoved,thedog’searsofMiserrimusDextercaughtthesoundofmydressonthefloor。Thefinetenorvoice,whichIhadlastheardsinging,calledtomesoftly。

  \"IsthatMrs。Valeria?Pleasedon’twaitthere。Comein!\"

  Ienteredtheinnerroom。

  Thewheeledchairadvancedtomeetme,soslowlyandsosoftlythatIhardlyknewitagain。MiserrimusDexterlanguidlyheldouthishand。Hisheadinclinedpensivelytooneside;hislargeblueeyeslookedatmepiteously。Notavestigeseemedtobeleftoftheraging,shoutingcreatureofmyfirstvisit,whowasNapoleonatonemoment,andShakespeareatanother。Mr。Dexterofthemorningwasamild,thoughtful,melancholyman,whoonlyrecalledMr。Dexterofthenightbytheinveterateoddityofhisdress。

  Hisjacket,onthisoccasion,wasofpinkquiltedsilk。Thecoverletwhichhidhisdeformitymatchedthejacketinpalesea—greensatin;and,tocompletethesestrangevagariesofcostume,hiswristswereactuallyadornedwithmassivebraceletsofgold,formedontheseverelysimplemodelswhichhavedescendedtousfromancienttimes。

  \"Howgoodofyoutocheerandcharmmebycominghere!\"hesaid,inhismostmournfulandmostmusicaltones。\"Ihavedressed,expresslytoreceiveyou,intheprettiestclothesIhave。Don’tbesurprised。Exceptinthisignobleandmaterialnineteenthcentury,menhavealwayswornpreciousstuffsandbeautifulcolorsaswellaswomen。Ahundredyearsagoagentlemaninpinksilkwasagentlemanproperlydressed。Fifteenhundredyearsagothepatriciansoftheclassictimesworebraceletsexactlylikemine。Idespisethebrutishcontemptforbeautyandthemeandreadofexpensewhichdegradeagentleman’scostumetoblackcloth,andlimitagentleman’sornamentstoafinger—ring,intheageIlivein。IliketobebrightandIbeautiful,especiallywhenbrightnessandbeautycometoseeme。Youdon’tknowhowpreciousyoursocietyistome。Thisisoneofmymelancholydays。Tearsriseunbiddentomyeyes。Isighandsorrowovermyself;Ilanguishforpity。JustthinkofwhatIam!Apoorsolitarycreature,cursedwithafrightfuldeformity。Howpitiable!howdreadful!Myaffectionateheart——wasted。Myextraordinarytalents——uselessormisapplied。Sad!sad!sad!

  Pleasepityme。\"

  Hiseyeswerepositivelyfilledwithtears——tearsofcompassionforhimself!Helookedatmeandspoketomewiththewailing,querulousentreatyofasickchildwantingtobenursed。Iwasutterlyatalosswhattodo。Itwasperfectlyridiculous——butI

  wasnevermoreembarrassedinmylife。

  \"Pleasepityme!\"herepeated。\"Don’tbecruel。Ionlyaskalittlething。PrettyMrs。Valeria,sayyoupityme!\"

  IsaidIpitiedhim——andIfeltthatIblushedasIdidit。

  \"Thankyou,\"saidMiserrimusDexter,humbly。\"Itdoesmegood。Goalittlefurther。Patmyhand。\"

  Itriedtorestrainmyself;butthesenseoftheabsurdityofthislastpetition(quitegravelyaddressedtome,remember!)wastoostrongtobecontrolled。Iburstoutlaughing。

  MiserrimusDexterlookedatmewithablankastonishmentwhichonlyincreasedmymerriment。HadIoffendedhim?Apparentlynot。

  Recoveringfromhisastonishment,helaidhisheadluxuriouslyonthebackofhischair,withtheexpressionofamanwhowaslisteningcriticallytoaperformanceofsomesort。WhenIhadquiteexhaustedmyself,heraisedhisheadandclappedhisshapelywhitehands,andhonoredmewithan\"encore。\"

  \"Doitagain,\"hesaid,stillinthesamechildishway。\"MerryMrs。Valeria,_you_haveamusicallaugh——_I_haveamusicalear。

  Doitagain。\"

  Iwasseriousenoughbythistime。\"Iamashamedofmyself,Mr。

  Dexter,\"Isaid。\"Prayforgiveme。\"

  Hemadenoanswertothis;Idoubtifheheardme。Hisvariabletemperappearedtobeincourseofundergoingsomenewchange。Hesatlookingatmydress(asIsupposed)withasteadyandanxiousattention,gravelyforminghisownconclusions,steadfastlypursuinghisowntrainofthought。

  \"Mrs。Valeria,\"heburstoutsuddenly,\"youarenotcomfortableinthatchair。\"

  \"Pardonme,\"Ireplied;\"Iamquitecomfortable。\"

  \"Pardon_me,_\"herejoined。\"ThereisachairofIndianbasket—workatthatendoftheroomwhichismuchbettersuitedtoyou。WillyouacceptmyapologiesifIamrudeenoughtoallowyoutofetchitforyourself?Ihaveareason。\"

  Hehadareason!Whatnewpieceofeccentricitywasheabouttoexhibit?Iroseandfetchedthechair。Itwaslightenoughtobequiteeasilycarried。AsIreturnedtohim,Inoticedthathiseyeswerestrangelyemployedinwhatseemedtobetheclosestscrutinyofmydress。And,strangerstill,theresultofthisappearedtobepartlytointerestandpartlytodistresshim。

  Iplacedthechairnearhim,andwasabouttotakemyseatinit,whenhesentmebackagain,onanothererrand,totheendoftheroom。

  \"Obligemeindescribably,\"hesaid。\"Thereisahand—screenhangingonthewall,whichmatchesthechair。Wearerathernearthefirehere。Youmayfindthescreenuseful。Oncemoreforgivemeforlettingyoufetchitforyourself。OncemoreletmeassureyouthatIhaveareason。\"

  Herewashis\"reason,\"reiterated,emphaticallyreiterated,forthesecondtime!CuriositymademeascompletelytheobedientservantofhiscapricesasArielherself。Ifetchedthehand—screen。Returningwithit,Imethiseyesstillfixedwiththesameincomprehensibleattentiononmyperfectlyplainandunpretendingdress,andstillexpressingthesamecuriousmixtureofinterestandregret。

  \"Thankyouathousandtimes,\"hesaid。\"Youhave(quiteinnocently)wrungmyheart。Butyouhavenotthelessdonemeaninestimablekindness。WillyoupromisenottobeoffendedwithmeifIconfessthetruth?\"

  HewasapproachinghisexplanationInevergaveapromisemorereadilyinmylife。

  \"Ihaverudelyallowedyoutofetchyourchairandyourscreenforyourself,\"hewenton。\"Mymotivewillseemaverystrangeone,Iamafraid。DidyouobservethatInoticedyouveryattentively——tooattentively,perhaps?\"

  \"Yes,\"Isaid。\"Ithoughtyouwerenoticingmydress。\"

  Heshookhishead,andsighedbitterly。

  \"Notyourdress,\"hesaid;\"andnotyourface。Yourdressisdark。Yourfaceisstillstrangetome。DearMrs。Valeria,I

  wantedtoseeyouwalk。\"

  Toseemewalk!Whatdidhemean?Wherewasthaterraticmindofhiswanderingtonow?

  \"YouhavearareaccomplishmentforanEnglishwoman,\"heresumed——\"youwalkwell。_She_walkedwell。Icouldn’tresistthetemptationofseeingheragain,inseeingyou。Itwas_her_

  movement,_her_sweet,simple,unsoughtgrace(notyours),whenyouwalkedtotheendoftheroomandreturnedtome。Youraisedherfromthedeadwhenyoufetchedthechairandthescreen。

  Pardonmeformakinguseofyou:theideawasinnocent,themotivewassacred。Youhavedistressed——anddelightedme。Myheartbleeds——andthanksyou。\"

  Hepausedforamoment;helethisheaddrooponhisbreast,thensuddenlyraiseditagain。

  \"Surelyweweretalkingaboutherlastnight?\"hesaid。\"WhatdidIsay?whatdidyousay?Mymemoryisconfused;Ihalfremember,halfforget。Pleaseremindme。You’renotoffendedwithme——areyou?\"

  Imighthavebeenoffendedwithanotherman。Notwithhim。Iwasfartooanxioustofindmywayintohisconfidence——nowthathehadtouchedofhisownaccordonthesubjectofEustace’sfirstwife——tobeoffendedwithMiserrimusDexter。

  \"Wewerespeaking,\"Ianswered,\"ofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath,andweweresayingtooneanother——\"

  Heinterruptedme,leaningforwardeagerlyinhischair。

  \"Yes!yes!\"heexclaimed。\"AndIwaswonderingwhatinterest_you_couldhaveinpenetratingthemysteryofherdeath。Tellme!Confideinme!Iamdyingtoknow!\"

  \"NotevenyouhaveastrongerinterestinthatsubjectthantheinterestthatIfeel,\"Isaid。\"Thehappinessofmywholelifetocomedependsonmyclearingupthemystery。\"

  \"GoodGod——why?\"hecried。\"Stop!Iamexcitingmyself。Imustn’tdothat。Imusthaveallmywitsaboutme;Imustn’twander。Thethingistooserious。Waitaminute!\"

  Anelegantlittlebasketwashookedontooneofthearmsofhischair。Heopenedit,anddrewoutastripofembroiderypartiallyfinished,withthenecessarymaterialsforworking,acomplete。

  Welookedateachotheracrosstheembroidery。Henoticedmysurprise。

  \"Women,\"hesaid,\"wiselycomposetheirminds,andhelpthemselvestothinkquietly,bydoingneedle—work。Whyaremensuchfoolsastodenythemselvesthesameadmirableresource——thesimpleandsoothingoccupationwhichkeepsthenervessteadyandleavesthemindcalmandfree?Asaman,Ifollowthewoman’swiseexample。Mrs。Valeria,permitmetocomposemyself。\"

  Gravelyarranginghisembroidery,thisextraordinarybeingbegantoworkwiththepatientandnimbledexterityofanaccomplishedneedle—woman。

  \"Now,\"saidMiserrimusDexter,\"ifyouareready,Iam。Youtalk——Iwork。Pleasebegin。\"

  Iobeyedhim,andbegan。

  CHAPTERXXVIII。

  INTHEDARK。

  WITHsuchamanasMiserrimusDexter,andwithsuchapurposeasIhadinview,nohalf—confidenceswerepossible。ImusteitherriskthemostunreservedacknowledgmentoftheintereststhatI

  reallyhadatstake,orImustmakethebestexcusethatoccurredtomeforabandoningmycontemplatedexperimentatthelastmoment。Inmypresentcriticalsituation,nosuchrefugeasamiddlecourselaybeforeme——evenifIhadbeeninclinedtotakeit。Asthingswere,Iranrisks,andplungedheadlongintomyownaffairsatstarting。

  \"Thusfar,youknowlittleornothingaboutme,Mr。Dexter,\"I

  said。\"Youare,asIbelieve,quiteunawarethatmyhusbandandI

  arenotlivingtogetheratthepresenttime。\"

  \"Isitnecessarytomentionyourhusband?\"heasked,coldly,withoutlookingupfromhisembroidery,andwithoutpausinginhiswork。

  \"Itisabsolutelynecessary,\"Ianswered。\"Icanexplainmyselftoyouinnootherway。\"

  Hebenthishead,andsighedresignedly。

  \"Youandyourhusbandarenotlivingtogetheratthepresenttime,\"heresumed。\"DoesthatmeanthatEustacehasleftyou?\"

  \"Hehasleftme,andhasgoneabroad。\"

  \"Withoutanynecessityforit?\"

  \"Withouttheleastnecessity。\"

  \"Hasheappointednotimeforhisreturntoyou?\"

  \"Ifhepersevereinhispresentresolution,Mr。Dexter,Eustacewillneverreturntome。\"

  Forthefirsttimeheraisedhisheadfromhisembroidery——withasuddenappearanceofinterest。

  \"Isthequarrelsoseriousasthat?\"heasked。\"Areyoufreeofeachother,prettyMrs。Valeria,bycommonconsentofbothparties?\"

  Thetoneinwhichheputthequestionwasnotatalltomyliking。ThelookhefixedonmewasalookwhichunpleasantlysuggestedthatIhadtrustedmyselfalonewithhim,andthathemightendintakingadvantageofit。Iremindedhimquietly,bymymannermorethanbymywords,oftherespectwhichheowedtome。

  \"Youareentirelymistaken,\"Isaid。\"Thereisnoanger——thereisnotevenamisunderstandingbetweenus。Ourpartinghascostbittersorrow,Mr。Dexter,tohimandtome。\"

  Hesubmittedtobesetrightwithironicalresignation。\"Iamallattention,\"hesaid,threadinghisneedle。\"Praygoon;Iwon’tinterruptyouagain。\"Actingonthisinvitation,Itoldhimthetruthaboutmyhusbandandmyselfquiteunreservedly,takingcare,however,atthesametime,toputEustace’smotivesinthebestlightthattheywouldbear。MiserrimusDexterdroppedhisembroideryonhislap,andlaughedsoftlytohimself,withanimpishenjoymentofmypoorlittlenarrative,whichseteverynerveinmeonedgeasIlookedathim。

  \"Iseenothingtolaughat,\"Isaid,sharply。

  Hisbeautifulblueeyesrestedonmewithalookofinnocentsurprise。

  \"Nothingtolaughat,\"herepeated,\"insuchanexhibitionofhumanfollyasyouhavejustdescribed?\"Hisexpressionsuddenlychangedhisfacedarkenedandhardenedverystrangely。\"Stop!\"hecried,beforeIcouldanswerhim。\"Therecanbeonlyonereasonforyou’retakingitasseriouslyasyoudo。Mrs。Valeria!youarefondofyourhusband。\"

  \"Fondofhimisn’tstrongenoughtoexpressit,\"Iretorted。\"I

  lovehimwithmywholeheart。\"

  MiserrimusDexterstrokedhismagnificentbeard,andcontemplativelyrepeatedmywords。\"Youlovehimwithyourwholeheart?Doyouknowwhy?\"

  \"BecauseIcan’thelpit,\"Ianswered,doggedly。

  Hesmiledsatirically,andwentonwithhisembroidery。

  \"Curious!\"hesaidtohimself;\"Eustace’sfirstwifelovedhimtoo。Therearesomemenwhomthewomenalllike,andthereareothermenwhomthewomennevercarefor。Withouttheleastreasonforitineithercase。Theonemanisjustasgoodastheother;

  justashandsome,asagreeable,ashonorable,andashighinrankastheother。AndyetforNumberOnetheywillgothroughfireandwater,andforNumberTwotheywon’tsomuchasturntheirheadstolookathim。Why?Theydon’tknowthemselves——asMrs。

  Valeriahasjustsaid!Isthereaphysicalreasonforit?IstheresomepotentmagneticemanationfromNumberOnewhichNumberTwodoesn’tpossess?ImustinvestigatethiswhenIhavethetime,andwhenIfindmyselfinthehumor。\"Havingsofarsettledthequestiontohisownentiresatisfaction,helookedupatmeagain。\"Iamstillinthedarkaboutyouandyourmotives,\"hesaid。\"IamstillasfaraseverfromunderstandingwhatyourinterestisininvestigatingthathideoustragedyatGleninch。

  CleverMrs。Valeria,pleasetakemebythehand,andleadmeintothelight。You’renotoffendedwithmeareyou?Makeitup;andI

  willgiveyouthisprettypieceofembroiderywhenIhavedoneit。Iamonlyapoor,solitary,deformedwretch,withaquaintturnofmind;Imeannoharm。Forgiveme!indulgeme!enlightenme!\"

  Heresumedhischildishways;herecover,hisinnocentsmile,withtheoddlittlepuckersandwrinklesaccompanyingitatthecornersofhiseyes。IbegantodoubtwhetherImightnothavebeenunreasonablyhardonhim。Ipenitentlyresolvedtobemoreconsideratetowardhisinfirmitiesofmindandbodyduringtheremainderofmyvisit。

  \"Letmegobackforamoment,Mr。Dexter,topasttimesatGleninch,\"Isaid。\"YouagreewithmeinbelievingEustacetobeabsolutelyinnocentofthecrimeforwhichhewastried。YourevidenceattheTrialtellsmethat。\"

  Hepausedoverhiswork,andlookedatmewithagraveandsternattentionwhichpresentedhisfaceinquiteanewlight。

  \"Thatis_our_opinion,\"Iresumed。\"ButitwasnottheopinionoftheJury。Theirverdict,youremember,wasNotProven。InplainEnglish,theJurywhotriedmyhusbanddeclinedtoexpresstheiropinion,positivelyandpublicly,thathewasinnocent。AmIright?\"

  Insteadofanswering,hesuddenlyputhisembroiderybackinthebasket,andmovedthemachineryofhischair,soastobringitclosebymine。

  \"Whotoldyouthis?\"heasked。

  \"Ifounditformyselfinabook。\"

  Thusfarhisfacehadexpressedsteadyattention——andnomore。

  Now,forthefirsttime,IthoughtIsawsomethingdarklypassingoverhimwhichbetrayeditselftomymindasrisingdistrust。

  \"Ladiesarenotgenerallyinthehabitoftroublingtheirheadsaboutdryquestionsoflaw,\"hesaid。\"Mrs。EustaceMacallantheSecond,youmusthavesomeverypowerfulmotiveforturningyourstudiesthatway。\"

  \"Ihaveaverypowerfulmotive,Mr。DexterMyhusbandisresignedtotheScotchVerdictHismotherisresignedtoit。Hisfriends(sofarasIknow)areresignedtoit——\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Well!Idon’tagreewithmyhusband,orhismother,orhisfriends。IrefusetosubmittotheScotchVerdict。\"

  TheinstantIsaidthosewords,themadnessinhimwhichIhadhithertodenied,seemedtobreakout。Hesuddenlystretchedhimselfoverhischair:hepouncedonme,withahandoneachofmyshoulders;hiswildeyesquestionedmefiercely,frantically,withinafewinchesofmyface。

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"heshouted,attheutmostpitchofhisringingandresonantvoice。

  Adeadlyfearofhimshookme。Ididmybesttohidetheoutwardbetrayalofit。Bylookandword,Ishowedhim,asfirmlyasI

  could,thatIresentedthelibertyhehadtakenwithme。

  \"Removeyourhands,sir,\"Isaid,\"andretiretoyourproperplace。\"

  Heobeyedmemechanically。Heapologizedtomemechanically。HiswholemindwasevidentlystillfilledwiththewordsthatIhadspokentohim,andstillbentondiscoveringwhatthosewordsmeant。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid;\"Ihumblybegyourpardon。Thesubjectexcitesme,frightensme,maddensme。Youdon’tknowwhatadifficultyIhaveincontrollingmyself。Nevermind。Don’ttakemeseriously。Don’tbefrightenedatme。Iamsoashamedofmyself——Ifeelsosmallandsomiserableathavingoffendedyou。

  Makemesufferforit。Takeastickandbeatme。Tiemedowninmychair。CallupAriel,whoisasstrongasahorse,andtellhertoholdme。DearMrs。Valeria!InjuredMrs。Valeria!I’llendureanythinginthewayofpunishment,ifyouwillonlytellmewhatyoumeanbynotsubmittingtotheScotchVerdict。\"Hebackedhischairpenitentlyashemadethatentreaty。\"AmIfarenoughawayyet?\"heasked,witharuefullook。\"DoIstillfrightenyou?I’lldropoutofsight,ifyoupreferit,inthebottomofthechair。\"

  Heliftedthesea—greencoverlet。InanothermomenthewouldhavedisappearedlikeapuppetinashowifIhadnotstoppedhim。

  \"Saynothingmore,anddonothingmore;Iacceptyourapologies,\"Isaid。\"WhenItellyouthatIrefusetosubmittotheopinionoftheScotchJury,Imeanexactlywhatmywordsexpress。Thatverdicthasleftastainonmyhusband’scharacter。Hefeelsthestainbitterly。HowbitterlynooneknowssowellasIdo。Hissenseofhisdegradationisthesensethathaspartedhimfromme。Itisnotenoughfor_him_

  thatIampersuadedofhisinnocence。Nothingwillbringhimbacktome——nothingwillpersuadeEustacethatIthinkhimworthytobetheguideandcompanionofmylife——buttheproofofhisinnocence,setbeforetheJurywhichdoubtsit,andthepublicwhichdoubtsit,tothisday。Heandhisfriendsandhislawyersalldespairofeverfindingthatproofnow。ButIamhiswife;

  andnoneofyoulovehimasIlovehim。Ialonerefusetodespair;Ialonerefusetolistentoreason。IfGodspareme,Mr。

  Dexter,Idedicatemylifetothevindicationofmyhusband’sinnocence。Youarehisoldfriend——Iamheretoaskyoutohelpme。\"

  Itappearedtobenowmyturntofrighten_him。_Thecolorlefthisface。Hepassedhishandrestlesslyoverhisforehead,asifheweretryingtobrushsomedelusionoutofhisbrain。

  \"Isthisoneofmydreams?\"heasked,faintly。\"AreyouaVisionofthenight?\"

  \"Iamonlyafriendlesswoman,\"Isaid,\"whohaslostallthatshelovedandprized,andwhoistryingtowinitbackagain。\"

  Hebegantomovehischairnearertomeoncemore。Iliftedmyhand。Hestoppedthechairdirectly。Therewasamomentofsilence。Wesatwatchingoneanother。Isawhishandstrembleashelaidthemonthecoverlet;Isawhisfacegrowpalerandpaler,andhisunderlipdrop。WhatdeadandburiedremembranceshadIbroughttolifeinhim,inalltheiroldenhorror?

  Hewasthefirsttospeakagain。

  \"Sothisisyourinterest,\"hesaid,\"inclearingupthemysteryofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  \"AndyoubelievethatIcanhelpyou?\"

  \"Ido。\"

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