Washecomparingmewiththevictimofthepoison——withmyhusband’sfirstwife?Hiswordsseemedtojustifytheconclusion。
IfIwereright,thedeadwomanhadevidentlybeenafavoritewithhim。Therewasnomisinterpretingthebrokentonesofhisvoicewhenhespokeofher:hehadadmiredher,living;hemournedher,dead。SupposingthatIcouldprevailuponmyselftoadmitthisextraordinarypersonintomyconfidence,whatwouldbetheresult?ShouldIbethegainerortheloserbytheresemblancewhichhefanciedhehaddiscovered?Wouldthesightofmeconsolehimorpainhim?Iwaitedeagerlytohearmoreonthesubjectofthefirstwife。Notawordmoreescapedhislips。
Anewchangecameoverhim。Heliftedhisheadwithastart,andlookedabouthimasawearymanmightlookifhewassuddenlydisturbedinadeepsleep。
\"WhathaveIdone?\"hesaid。\"HaveIbeenlettingmyminddriftagain?\"Heshudderedandsighed。\"Oh,thathouseofGleninch!\"hemurmured,sadly,tohimself。\"ShallInevergetawayfromitinmythoughts?Oh,thathouseofGleninch!\"
Tomyinfinitedisappointment,Mrs。Macallancheckedthefurtherrevelationofwhatwaspassinginhismind。
Somethinginthetoneandmannerofhisallusiontoherson’scountry—houseseemedtohaveoffendedher。Sheinterposedsharplyanddecisively。
\"Gently,myfriend,gently!\"shesaid。\"Idon’tthinkyouquiteknowwhatyouaretalkingabout。\"
Hisgreatblueeyesflashedatherfiercely。Withoneturnofhishandhebroughthischaircloseatherside。Thenextinstanthecaughtherbythearm,andforcedhertobendtohim,untilhecouldwhisperinherear。Hewasviolentlyagitated。HiswhisperwasloudenoughtomakeitselfheardwhereIwassittingatthetime。
\"Idon’tknowwhatIamtalkingabout?\"herepeated,withhiseyesfixedattentively,notonmymother—in—law,butonme。\"Youshortsightedoldwoman!whereareyourspectacles?Lookather!
Doyouseenoresemblance——thefigure,nottheface!——doyouseenoresemblancetheretoEustace’sfirstwife?\"
\"Purefancy!\"rejoinedMrs。Macallan。\"Iseenothingofthesort。\"
Heshookherimpatiently。
\"Notsoloud!\"hewhispered。\"Shewillhearyou。\"
\"Ihaveheardyouboth,\"Isaid。\"Youneedhavenofear,Mr。
Dexter,ofspeakingbeforeme。Iknowthatmyhusbandhadafirstwife,andIknowhowmiserablyshedied。IhavereadtheTrial。\"
\"Youhavereadthelifeanddeathofamartyr!\"criedMiserrimusDexter。Hesuddenlywheeledhischairmyway;hebentoverme;
hiseyesfilledwithtears。\"Nobodyappreciatedherathertruevalue,\"hesaid,\"butme。Nobodybutme!nobodybutme!\"
Mrs。Macallanwalkedawayimpatientlytotheendoftheroom。
\"Whenyouareready,Valeria,Iam,\"shesaid。\"Wecannotkeeptheservantsandthehorseswaitingmuchlongerinthisbleakplace。\"
IwastoodeeplyinterestedinleadingMiserrimusDextertopursuethesubjectonwhichhehadtouchedtobewillingtoleavehimatthatmoment。IpretendednottohaveheardMrs。Macallan。
Ilaidmyhand,asifbyaccident,onthewheel—chairtokeephimnearme。
\"YoushowedmehowhighlyyouesteemedthatpoorladyinyourevidenceattheTrial,\"Isaid。\"Ibelieve,Mr。Dexter,youhaveideasofyourownaboutthemysteryofherdeath?\"
Hehadbeenlookingatmyhand,restingonthearmofhischair,untilIventuredonmyquestion。Atthathesuddenlyraisedhiseyes,andfixedthemwithafrowningandfurtivesuspiciononmyface。
\"HowdoyouknowIhaveideasofmyown?\"heasked,sternly。
\"IknowitfromreadingtheTrial,\"Ianswered。\"Thelawyerwhocross—examinedyouspokealmostintheverywordswhichIhavejustused。Ihadnointentionofoffendingyou,Mr。Dexter。\"
Hisfaceclearedasrapidlyasithadclouded。Hesmiled,andlaidhishandonmine。Histouchstruckmecold。Ifelteverynerveinmeshiveringunderit;Idrewmyhandawayquickly。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid,\"ifIhavemisunderstoodyou。I
_have_ideasofmyownaboutthatunhappylady。\"Hepausedandlookedatmeinsilenceveryearnestly。\"Have_you_anyideas?\"
heasked。\"Ideasaboutherlife?oraboutherdeath?\"
Iwasdeeplyinterested;Iwasburningtohearmore。ItmightencouragehimtospeakifIwerecandidwithhim。Ianswered,\"Yes。\"
\"Ideaswhichyouhavementionedtoanyone?\"hewenton。
\"Tonolivingcreature,\"Ireplied——\"asyet。\"
\"Thisverystrange!\"hesaid,stillearnestlyreadingmyface。
\"Whatinterestcan_you_haveinadeadwomanwhomyouneverknew?Whydidyouaskmethatquestionjustnow?Haveyouanymotiveincomingheretoseeme?\"
Iboldlyacknowledgedthetruth。Isaid,\"Ihaveamotive。\"
\"IsitconnectedwithEustaceMacallan’sfirstwife?\"
\"Itis。\"
\"Withanythingthathappenedinherlifetime?\"
\"No。\"
\"Withherdeath?\"
\"Yes。\"
Hesuddenlyclaspedhishandswithawildgestureofdespair,andthenpressedthembothonhishead,asifhewerestruckbysomesuddenpain。
\"Ican’thearitto—night!\"hesaid。\"Iwouldgiveworldstohearit,butIdaren’t。IshouldloseallholdovermyselfinthestateIaminnow。Iamnotequaltorakingupthehorrorandthemysteryofthepast;Ihavenotcourageenoughtoopenthegraveofthemartyreddead。Didyouhearmewhenyoucamehere?Ihaveanimmenseimagination。Itrunsriotattimes。Itmakesanactorofme。Iplaythepartsofalltheheroesthateverlived。Ifeeltheircharacters。Imergemyselfintheirindividualities。ForthetimeI_am_themanIfancymyselftobe。Ican’thelpit。I
amobligedtodoit。IfIrestrainedmyimaginationwhenthefitisonme,Ishouldgomad。Iletmyselfloose。Itlastsforhours。Itleavesmewithmyenergieswornout,withmysensibilitiesfrightfullyacute。Rouseanymelancholyorterribleassociationsinmeatsuchtimes,andIamcapableofhysterics,Iamcapableofscreaming。Youheardmescream。Youshall_not_
seemeinhysterics。No,Mrs。Valeria——no,youinnocentreflectionofthedeadandgone——Iwouldnotfrightenyoufortheworld。Willyoucomehereto—morrowinthedaytime?Ihavegotachaiseandapony。Ariel,mydelicateAriel,candrive。SheshallcallatMammaMacallan’sandfetchyou。Wewilltalkto—morrow,whenIamfitforit。Iamdyingtohearyou。Iwillbefitforyouinthemorning。Iwillbecivil,intelligent,communicative,inthemorning。Nomoreofitnow。Awaywiththesubject——thetooexciting,thetoointerestingsubject!Imustcomposemyselformybrainswillexplodeinmyhead。Musicisthetruenarcoticforexcitablebrains。Myharp!myharp!\"
Herushedawayinhischairtothefarendoftheroom,passingMrs。Macallanasshereturnedtome,bentonhasteningourdeparture。
\"Come!\"saidtheoldlady,irritably。\"Youhaveseenhim,andhehasmadeagoodshowofhimself。Moreofhimmightbetiresome。
Comeaway。\"
Thechairreturnedtousmoreslowly。MiserrimusDexterwasworkingitwithonehandonly。IntheotherheheldaharpofapatternwhichIhadhithertoonlyseeninpictures。Thestringswerefewinnumber,andtheinstrumentwassosmallthatIcouldhavehelditeasilyonmylap。ItwastheancientharpofthepicturedMusesandthelegendaryWelshbards。
\"Good—night,Dexter,\"saidMrs。Macallan。
Hehelduponehandimperatively。
\"Wait!\"hesaid。\"Letherhearmesing。\"Heturnedtome。\"I
declinetobeindebtedtootherpeopleformypoetryandmymusic,\"hewenton。\"Icomposemyownpoetryandmyownmusic。I
improvise。Givemeamomenttothink。IwillimproviseforYou。\"
Heclosedhiseyesandrestedhisheadontheframeoftheharp。
Hisfingersgentlytouchedthestringswhilehewasthinking。Inafewminutesheliftedhishead,lookedatme,andstruckthefirstnotes——thepreludetothesong。Itwaswild,barbaric,monotonousmusic,utterlyunlikeanymoderncomposition。
SometimesitsuggestedaslowandundulatingOrientaldance。
SometimesitmodulatedintotoneswhichremindedmeofthesevererharmoniesoftheoldGregorianchants。Thewords,whentheyfollowedtheprelude,wereaswild,asrecklesslyfreefromallrestraintofcriticalrules,asthemusic。Theywereassuredlyinspiredbytheoccasion;Iwasthethemeofthestrangesong。Andthus——inoneofthefinesttenorvoicesIeverheard——mypoetsangofme:
\"Whydoesshecome?Sheremindsmeofthelost;Sheremindsmeofthedead:Inherformliketheother,Inherwalkliketheother:Whydoesshecome?
\"DoesDestinybringher?ShallwerangetogetherThemazesofthepast?ShallwesearchtogetherThesecretsofthepast?Shallweinterchangethoughts,surmises,suspicions?DoesDestinybringher?
\"TheFuturewillshow。Letthenightpass;Letthedaycome。I
shallseeintoHermind:ShewilllookintoMine。TheFuturewillshow。\"
Hisvoicesank,hisfingerstouchedthestringsmoreandmorefeeblyasheapproachedthelastlines。Theoverwroughtbrainneededandtookitsreanimatingrepose。Atthefinalwordshiseyesslowlyclosed。Hisheadlaybackonthechair。Hesleptwithhisarmsaroundhisharp,asachildsleepshuggingitslastnewtoy。
Westoleoutoftheroomontiptoe,andleftMiserrimusDexter——poet,composer,andmadman——inhispeacefulsleep。
CHAPTERXXVI。
MOREOFMYOBSTINACY。
ARIELwasdownstairsintheshadowyhall,halfasleep,halfawake,waitingtoseethevisitorsclearofthehouse。Withoutspeakingtous,withoutlookingatus,sheledthewaydownthedarkgardenwalk,andlockedthegatebehindus。\"Good—night,Ariel,\"Icalledouttoheroverthepaling。Nothingansweredmebutthetrampofherheavyfootstepsreturningtothehouse,andthedullthump,amomentafterward,oftheclosingdoor。
Thefootmanhadthoughtfullylightedthecarriagelamps。Carryingoneofthemtoserveasalantern,helightedusoverthewildsofthebrickdesert,andlandedussafelyonthepathbythehigh—road。
\"Well!\"saidmymother—in—law,whenwewerecomfortablyseatedinthecarriageagain。\"YouhaveseenMiserrimusDexter,andIhopeyouaresatisfied。IwilldohimthejusticetodeclarethatI
never,inallmyexperience,sawhimmorecompletelycrazythanhewasto—night。Whatdo_you_say?\"
\"Idon’tpresumetodisputeyouropinion,\"Ianswered。\"But,speakingformyself,I’mnotquitesurethatheismad。\"
\"Notmad!\"criedMrs。Macallan,\"afterthosefranticperformancesinhischair?Notmad,aftertheexhibitionhemadeofhisunfortunatecousin?Notmad,afterthesongthathesanginyourhonor,andthefallingasleepbywayofconclusion?Oh,Valeria!
Valeria!Wellsaidthewisdomofourancestors——therearenonesoblindasthosewhowon’tsee。\"
\"Pardonme,dearMrs。Macallan,Isaweverythingthatyoumention,andIneverfeltmoresurprisedormoreconfoundedinmylife。ButnowIhaverecoveredfrommyamazement,andcanthinkitoverquietly,Imuststillventuretodoubtwhetherthisstrangemanisreallymadinthetruemeaningoftheword。Itseemstomethatheonlyexpresses——Iadmitinaveryrecklessandboisterousway——thoughtsandfeelingswhichmostofusareashamedofasweaknesses,andwhichwekeeptoourselvesaccordingly。IconfessIhaveoftenfanciedmyselftransformedintosomeotherperson,andhavefeltacertainpleasureinseeingmyselfinmynewcharacter。Oneofourfirstamusementsaschildren(ifwehaveanyimaginationatall)istogetoutofourowncharacters,andtotrythecharactersofotherpersonagesasachange——tofairies,tobequeens,tobeanything,inshort,butwhatwereallyare。Mr。Dexterletsoutthesecretjustasthechildrendo,andifthatismadness,heiscertainlymad。ButI
noticedthatwhenhisimaginationcooleddownhebecameMiserrimusDexteragain——henomorebelievedhimselfthanwebelievedhimtobeNapoleonorShakespeare。Besides,someallowanceissurelytobemadeforthesolitary,sedentarylifethatheleads。Iamnotlearnedenoughtotracetheinfluenceofthatlifeinmakinghimwhatheis;butIthinkIcanseetheresultinanover—excitedimagination,andIfancyIcantracehisexhibitinghispoweroverthepoorcousinandhissingingofthatwonderfulsongtonomoreformidablecausethaninordinateself—conceit。Ihopetheconfessionwillnotlowermeseriouslyinyourgoodopinion;butImustsayIhaveenjoyedmyvisit,and,worsestill,MiserrimusDexterreallyinterestsme。\"
\"DoesthislearneddiscourseonDextermeanthatyouaregoingtoseehimagain?\"askedMrs。Macallan。
\"Idon’tknowhowImayfeelaboutittomorrowmorning,\"Isaid;
\"butmyimpulseatthismomentisdecidedlytoseehimagain。I
hadalittletalkwithhimwhileyouwereawayattheotherendoftheroom,andIbelievehereallycanbeofusetome——\"
\"Ofusetoyouinwhat?\"interposedmymother—in—law。
\"IntheoneobjectwhichIhaveinview——theobject,dearMrs。
Macallan,whichIregrettosayyoudonotapprove。\"
\"Andyouaregoingtotakehimintoyourconfidence?toopenyourwholemindtosuchamanasthemanwehavejustleft?\"
\"Yes,ifIthinkofitto—morrowasIthinkofitto—night。I
daresayitisarisk;butImustrunrisks。IknowIamnotprudent;butprudencewon’thelpawomaninmyposition,withmyendtogain。\"
Mrs。Macallanmadenofurtherremonstranceinwords。Sheopenedacapaciouspocketinfrontofthecarriage,andtookfromitaboxofmatchesandarailwayreading—lamp。
\"Youprovokeme,\"saidtheoldlady,\"intoshowingyouwhatyourhusbandthinksofthisnewwhimofyours。Ihavegothisletterwithme——hislastletterfromSpain。Youshalljudgeforyourself,youpoordeludedyoungcreature,whethermysonisworthyofthesacrifice——theuselessandhopelesssacrifice——whichyouarebentonmakingofyourselfforhissake。
Strikealight!\"
Iwillinglyobeyedher。EversinceshehadinformedmeofEustace’sdeparturetoSpainIhadbeeneagerformorenewsofhim,forsomethingtosustainmyspirits,aftersomuchthathaddisappointedanddepressedme。ThusfarIdidnotevenknowwhethermyhusbandthoughtofmesometimesinhisself—imposedexile。Astothisregrettingalreadytherashactwhichhadseparatedus,itwasstilltoosoontobeginhopingforthat。
Thelamphavingbeenlighted,andfixedinitsplacebetweenthetwofrontwindowsofthecarriage,Mrs。Macallanproducedherson’sletter。Thereisnofollylikethefollyoflove。Itcostmeahardstruggletorestrainmyselffromkissingthepaperonwhichthedearhandhadrested。
\"There!\"saidmymother—in—law。\"Beginonthesecondpage,thepagedevotedtoyou。Readstraightdowntothelastlineatthebottom,and,inGod’sname,comebacktoyoursenses,child,beforeitistoolate!\"
Ifollowedmyinstructions,andreadthesewords:
\"CanItrustmyselftowriteofValeria?I_must_writeofher。
Tellmehowsheis,howshelooks,whatsheisdoing。Iamalwaysthinkingofher。NotadaypassesbutImournthelossofher。
Oh,ifshehadonlybeencontentedtoletmattersrestastheywere!Oh,ifshehadneverdiscoveredthemiserabletruth!
\"ShespokeofreadingtheTrialwhenIsawherlast。Hasshepersistedindoingso?Ibelieve——Isaythisseriously,mother——I
believetheshameandthehorrorofitwouldhavebeenthedeathofmeifIhadmetherfacetofacewhenshefirstknewoftheignominythatIhavesuffered,oftheinfamoussuspicionofwhichIhavebeenpubliclymadethesubject。Thinkofthosepureeyeslookingatamanwhohasbeenaccused(andneverwhollyabsolved)ofthefoulestandthevilestofallmurders,andthenthinkofwhatthatmanmustfeelifhehaveanyheartandanysenseofshameleftinhim。IsickenasIwriteofit。
\"Doesshestillmeditatethathopelessproject——theoffspring,poorangel,ofherartless,unthinkinggenerosity?Doesshestillfancythatitisin_her_powertoassertmyinnocencebeforetheworld?Oh,mother(ifshedo),useyourutmostinfluencetomakehergiveuptheidea!Spareherthehumiliation,thedisappointment,theinsult,perhaps,towhichshemayinnocentlyexposeherself。Forhersake,formysake,leavenomeansuntriedtoattainthisrighteous,thismercifulend。
\"Isendhernomessage——Idarenotdoit。Saynothing,whenyouseeher,whichcanrecallmetohermemory。Onthecontrary,helphertoforgetmeassoonaspossible。ThekindestthingIcando——theoneatonementIcanmaketoher——istodropoutofherlife。\"
Withthosewretchedwordsitended。Ihandedhisletterbacktohismotherinsilence。Shesaidbutlittleonherside。
\"If_this_doesn’tdiscourageyou,\"sheremarked,slowlyfoldinguptheletter,\"nothingwill。Letusleaveitthere,andsaynomore。\"
Imadenoanswer——Iwascryingbehindmyveil。Mydomesticprospectlookedsodreary!myunfortunatehusbandwassohopelesslymisguided,sopitiablywrong!Theonechanceforbothofus,andtheoneconsolationforpoorMe,wastoholdtomydesperateresolutionmorefirmlythanever。IfIhadwantedanythingtoconfirmmeinthisview,andtoarmmeagainsttheremonstrancesofeveryoneofmyfriends,Eustace’sletterwouldhaveprovedmorethansufficienttoanswerthepurpose。Atleasthehadnotforgottenme;hethoughtofme,andhemournedthelossofmeeverydayofhislife。Thatwasencouragementenough——forthepresent。\"IfArielcallsformeinthepony—chaiseto—morrow,\"Ithoughttomyself,\"withArielIgo。\"
Mrs。MacallansetmedownatBenjamin’sdoor。
Imentionedtoheratparting——Istoodsufficientlyinaweofhertoputitofftillthelastmoment——thatMiserrimusDexterhadarrangedtosendhiscousinandhispony—chaisetoherresidenceonthenextday;andIinquiredthereuponwhethermymother—in—lawwouldpermitmetocallatherhousetowaitfortheappearanceofthecousin,orwhethershewouldprefersendingthechaiseontoBenjamin’scottage。Ifullyexpectedanexplosionofangertofollowthisboldavowalofmyplansforthenextday。Theoldladyagreeablysurprisedme。Sheprovedthatshehadreallytakenalikingtome:shekepthertemper。
\"IfyoupersistingoingbacktoDexter,youcertainlyshallnotgotohimfrommydoor,\"shesaid。\"ButIhopeyouwill_not_
persist。Ihopeyouwillawakeawiserwomanto—morrowmorning。\"
Themorningcame。Alittlebeforenoonthearrivalofthepony—chaisewasannouncedatthedoor,andaletterwasbroughtintomefromMrs。Macallan。
\"Ihavenorighttocontrolyourmovements,\"mymother—in—lawwrote。\"IsendthechaisetoMr。Benjamin’shouse;andI
sincerelytrustthatyouwillnottakeyourplaceinit。IwishI
couldpersuadeyou,Valeria,howtrulyIamyourfriend。Ihavebeenthinkingaboutyouanxiouslyinthewakefulhoursofthenight。_How_anxiously,youwillunderstandwhenItellyouthatInowreproachmyselffornothavingdonemorethanIdidtopreventyourunhappymarriage。Andyet,whatmoreIcouldhavedoneIdon’treallyknow。Mysonadmittedtomethathewascourtingyouunderanassumedname,buthenevertoldmewhatthenamewas。Orwhoyouwere,orwhereyourfriendslived。PerhapsI
oughttohavetakenmeasurestofindthisout。Perhaps,ifIhadsucceeded,Ioughttohaveinterferedandenlightenedyou,evenatthesadsacrificeofmakinganenemyofmyownson。IhonestlythoughtIdidmydutyinexpressingmydisapproval,andinrefusingtobepresentatthemarriage。WasItooeasilysatisfied?Itistoolatetoask。WhydoItroubleyouwithanoldwoman’svainmisgivingsandregrets?Mychild,ifyoucometoanyharm,Ishallfeel(indirectly)responsibleforit。Itisthisuneasystateofmindwhichsetsmewriting,withnothingtosaythatcaninterestyou。Don’tgotoDexter!ThefearhasbeenpursuingmeallnightthatyourgoingtoDexterwillendbadly。
Writehimanexcuse。Valeria!Ifirmlybelieveyouwillrepentitifyoureturntothathouse。\"
Waseverawomanmoreplainlywarned,morecarefullyadvised,thanI?Andyetwarningandadvicewereboththrownawayonme。
LetmesayformyselfthatIwasreallytouchedbythekindnessofmymother—in—law’sletter,thoughIwasnotshakenbyitinthesmallestdegree。AslongasIlived,moved,andthought,myonepurposenowwastomakeMiserrimusDexterconfidetomehisideasonthesubjectofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath。TothoseideasIlookedasmyguidingstarsalongthedarkwayonwhichI
wasgoing。IwrotebacktoMrs。Macallan,asIreallyfeltgratefullyandpenitently。AndthenIwentouttothechaise。
CHAPTERXXVII。
MR。DEXTERATHOME。
IFOUNDalltheidleboysintheneighborhoodcollectedaroundthepony—chaise,expressing,intheoccultlanguageofslang,theirhighenjoymentandappreciationattheappearanceof\"Ariel\"inherman’sjacketandhat。Theponywasfidgety——_he_
felttheinfluenceofthepopularuproar。Hisdriversat,whipinhand,magnificentlyimpenetrabletothegibesandjeststhatwereflyingaroundher。Isaid\"Good—morning\"ongettingintothechaise。Arielonlysaid\"Geeup!\"andstartedthepony。
Imadeupmymindtoperformthejourneytothedistantnorthernsuburbinsilence。Itwasevidentlyuselessformetoattempttospeak,andexperienceinformedmethatIneednotexpecttohearawordfallfromthelipsofmycompanion。Experience,however,isnotalwaysinfallible。Afterdrivingforhalfanhourinstolidsilence,Arielastoundedmebysuddenlyburstingintospeech。
\"Doyouknowwhatwearecomingto?\"sheasked,keepinghereyesstraightbetweenthepony’sears。
\"No,\"Ianswered。\"Idon’tknowtheroad。Whatarewecomingto?\"
\"Wearecomingtoacanal。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Well,Ihavehalfamindtoupsetyouinthecanal。\"
Thisformidableannouncementappearedtorequiresomeexplanation。Itookthelibertyofaskingforit。
\"Whyshouldyouupsetme?\"Iinquired。
\"BecauseIhateyou,\"wasthecoolandcandidreply。
\"WhathaveIdonetooffendyou?\"Iaskednext。
\"WhatdoyouwantwiththeMaster?\"Arielasked,inherturn。
\"DoyoumeanMr。Dexter?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"IwanttohavesometalkwithMr。Dexter。\"
\"Youdon’t!Youwanttotakemyplace。Youwanttobrushhishairandoilhisbeard,insteadofme。Youwretch!\"
Inowbegantounderstand。TheideawhichMiserrimusDexterhadjestinglyputintoherhead,inexhibitinghertousonthepreviousnight,hadbeenripeningslowlyinthatdullbrain,andhadfounditswayoutwardintowords,aboutfifteenhoursafterward,undertheirritatinginfluenceofmypresence!
\"Idon’twanttotouchhishairorhisbeard,\"Isaid。\"Ileavethatentirelytoyou。\"
Shelookedaroundatme,herfatfaceflushing,herdulleyesdilating,withtheunaccustomedefforttoexpressherselfinspeech,andtounderstandwhatwassaidtoherinreturn。
\"Saythatagain,\"sheburstout。\"Andsayitslowerthistime。\"
Isaiditagain,andIsaiditslower。
\"Swearit!\"shecried,gettingmoreandmoreexcited。
Ipreservedmygravity(thecanalwasjustvisibleinthedistance),andsworeit。
\"Areyousatisfiednow?\"Iasked。
Therewasnoanswer。Herlastresourcesofspeechwereexhausted。
Thestrangecreaturelookedbackagainstraightbetweenthepony’sears,emittedhoarselyagruntofrelief,andnevermorelookedatme,nevermorespoketome,fortherestofthejourney。Wedrovepastthebanksofthecanal,andIescapedimmersion。Werattled,inourjinglinglittlevehicle,throughthestreetsandacrossthewastepatchesofground,whichIdimlyrememberedinthedarkness,andwhichlookedmoresqualidandmorehideousthaneverinthebroaddaylight。Thechaiseturneddownalane,toonarrowforthepassageofanylargervehicle,andstoppedatawallandagatethatwerenewobjectstome。
Openingthegatewithherkey,andleadingthepony,ArielintroducedmetothebackgardenandyardofMiserrimusDexter’srottenandramblingoldhouse。Theponywalkedoffindependentlytohisstable,withthechaisebehindhim。Mysilentcompanionledmethroughableakandbarrenkitchen,andalongastonepassage。Openingadoorattheend,sheadmittedmetothebackofthehall,intowhichMrs。MacallanandIhadpenetratedbythefrontentrancetothehouse。HereArielliftedawhistlewhichhungaroundherneck,andblewtheshrilltrillingnoteswiththesoundofwhichIwasalreadyfamiliarasthemeansofcommunicationbetweenMiserrimusDexterandhisslave。Thewhistlingover,theslave’sunwillinglipsstruggledintospeechforthelasttime。
\"WaittillyouheartheMaster’swhistle,\"shesaid;\"thengoupstairs。\"
So!Iwastobewhistledforlikeadog!And,worsestill,therewasnohelpforitbuttosubmitlikeadog。HadArielanyexcusestomake?Nothingofthesort。
Sheturnedhershapelessbackonmeandvanishedintothekitchenregionofthehouse。