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  ButJoesaiditdidn’tmatterandmadehersitdownbythefire。Hewasverynicewithher。Hetoldherallthatwentoninhisoffice,repeatingforherasmartanswerwhichhehadmadetothemanager。MariadidnotunderstandwhyJoelaughedsomuchovertheanswerhehadmade,butshesaidthatthemanagermusthavebeenaveryoverbearingpersontodealwith。Joesaidhewasn’tsobadwhenyouknewhowtotakehim,thathewasadecentsortsolongasyoudidn’trubhimthewrongway。MrsDonnellyplayedthepianoforthechildrenandtheydancedandsang。Thenthetwonext-doorgirlshandedroundthenuts。Nobodycouldfindthenutcrackers,andJoewasnearlygettingcrossoveritandaskedhowdidtheyexpectMariatocracknutswithoutanutcracker。ButMariasaidshedidn’tlikenutsandthattheyweren’ttobotherabouther。ThenJoeaskedwouldshetakeabottleofstout,andMrsDonnellysaidtherewasportwinetoointhehouseifshewouldpreferthat。Mariasaidshewouldrathertheydidn’taskhertotakeanything:butJoeinsisted。

  SoMarialethimhavehiswayandtheysatbythefiretalkingoveroldtimesandMariathoughtshewouldputinagoodwordforAlphy。ButJoecriedthatGodmightstrikehimstonedeadifeverhespokeawordtohisbrotheragainandMariasaidshewassorryshehadmentionedthematter。MrsDonnellytoldherhusbanditwasagreatshameforhimtospeakthatwayofhisownfleshandblood,butJoesaidthatAlphywasnobrotherofhisandtherewasnearlybeingarowontheheadofit。ButJoesaidhewouldnotlosehistemperonaccountofthenightitwas,andaskedhiswifetoopensomemorestout。Thetwonext-doorgirlshadarrangedsomeHallowEvegamesandsooneverythingwasmerryagain。MariawasdelightedtoseethechildrensomerryandJoeandhiswifeillsuchgoodspirits。

  Thenext-doorgirlsputsomesaucersonthetableandthenledthechildrenuptothetable,blindfold。Onegottheprayer-bookandtheotherthreegotthewater;andwhenoneofthenext-doorgirlsgottheringMrsDonnellyshookherfingerattheblushinggirlasmuchastosay:O,Iknowallaboutit!TheyinsistedthenonblindfoldingMariaandleadingheruptothetabletoseewhatshewouldget;and,whiletheywereputtingonthebandage,Marialaughedandlaughedagaintillthetipofhernosenearlymetthetipofherchin。

  Theyledheruptothetableamidlaughingandjoking,andsheputherhandoutintheairasshewastoldtodo。Shemovedherhandabouthereandthereintheairanddescendedononeofthesaucers。Shefeltasoftwetsubstancewithherfingersandwassurprisedthatnobodyspokeortookoffherbandage。Therewasapauseforafewseconds;andthenagreatdealofscufflingandwhispering。Somebodysaidsomethingaboutthegarden,andatlastMrsDonnellysaidsomethingverycrosstooneofthenext-doorgirlsandtoldhertothrowitoutatonce:thatwasnoplay。Mariaunderstoodthatitwaswrongthattimeandsoshehadtodoitoveragain:andthistimeshegottheprayer-book。

  AfterthatMrsDonnellyplayedMissMcCloud’sReelforthechildren,andJoemadeMariatakeaglassofwine。Soontheywereallquitemerryagain,andMrsDonnellysaidMariawouldenteraconventbeforetheyearwasoutbecauseshehadgottheprayer-book。MariahadneverseenJoesonicetoheras-hewasthatnight,sofullofpleasanttalkandreminiscences。

  Shesaidtheywereallverygoodtoher。

  AtlastthechildrengrewtiredandsleepyandJoeaskedMariawouldshenotsingsomelittlesongbeforeshewent,oneoftheoldsongs。MrsDonnellysaid`Doplease,Maria!’andsoMariahadtogetupandstandbesidethepiano。MrsDonnellybadethechildrenbequietandlistentoMaria’ssong。Thensheplayedthepreludeandsaid`Now,Maria!’

  andMaria,blushingverymuch,begantosinginatinyquaveringvoice。

  Shesang`IDreamtthatIDwelt’,andwhenshecametothesecondverseshesangagain:IdreamtthatIdweltinmarblehallsWithvassalsandserfsatmyside,AndofallwhoassembledwithinthosewallsThatIwasthehopeandthepride。

  Ihadrichestoogreattocount,couldboastOfahighancestralname,ButIalsodreamt,whichpleasedmemost,Thatyoulovedmestillthesame。Butnoonetriedtoshowherhermistake;andwhenshehadendedhersongJoewasverymuchmoved。HesaidthattherewasnotimelikethelongagoandnomusicforhimlikepooroldBalfe,whateverotherpeoplemightsay;

  andhiseyesfilledupsomuchwithtearsthathecouldnotfindwhathewaslookingforandintheendhehadtoaskhiswifetotellhimwherethecorkscrewwas。

  APainfulCase

  MrJamesDuffylivedinChapelizodbecausehewishedtoliveasfaraspossiblefromthecityofwhichhewasacitizenandbecausehefoundalltheothersuburbsofDublinmean,modern,andpretentious。Helivedinanoldsombrehouse,andfromhiswindowshecouldlookintothedisuseddistilleryorupwardsalongtheshallowriveronwhichDublinisbuilt。

  Theloftywallsofhisuncarpetedroomwerefreefrompictures。Hehadhimselfboughteveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom:ablackironbedstead,anironwash-stand,fourcanechairs,aclothes-rack,acoal-scuttle,afenderandirons,andasquaretableonwhichlayadoubledesk。Abookcasehadbeenmadeinanalcovebymeansofshelvesofwhitewood。Thebedwasclothedwithwhitebedclothesandablackandscarletrugcoveredthefoot。

  Alittlehand-mirrorhungabovethewash-standandduringthedayawhite-shadedlampstoodasthesoleornamentofthemantelpiece。Thebooksonthewhitewoodenshelveswerearrangedfrombelowupwardsaccordingtobulk。AcompleteWordsworthstoodatoneendofthelowestshelfandacopyoftheMaynoothCatechism,sewnintotheclothcoverofanotebook,stoodatoneendofthetopshelf。Writingmaterialswerealwaysonthedesk。InthedesklayamanuscripttranslationofHauptmann’sMichaelKramer,thestagedirectionsofwhichwerewritteninpurpleink,andalittlesheafofpapersheldtogetherbyabrasspin。Inthesesheetsasentencewasinscribedfromtimetotimeand,inanironicalmoment,theheadlineofanadvertisementforBileBeanshadbeenpastedontothefirstsheet。Onliftingthelidofthedeskafaintfragranceescaped-thefragranceofnewcedar-woodpencilsorabottleofgumorofanover-ripeapplewhichmighthavebeenleftthereandforgotten。

  MrDuffyabhorredanythingwhichbetokenedphysicalormentaldisorder。

  Amedievaldoctorwouldhavecalledhimsaturnine。Hisface,whichcarriedtheentiretaleofhisyears,wasofthebrowntintofDublinstreets。

  Onhislongandratherlargeheadgrewdryblackhair,andatawnymoustachedidnotquitecoveranunamiablemouth。Hischeekbonesalsogavehisfaceaharshcharacter;buttherewasnoharshnessintheeyeswhich,lookingattheworldfromundertheirtawnyeyebrows,gavetheimpressionofamaneveralerttogreetaredeeminginstinctinothersbutoftendisappointed。

  Helivedatalittledistancefromhisbody,regardinghisownactswithdoubtfulside-glances。Hehadanoddautobiographicalhabitwhichledhimtocomposeinhismindfromtimetotimeashortsentenceabouthimselfcontainingasubjectinthethirdpersonandapredicateinthepasttense。

  Henevergaveaimstobeggars,andwalkedfirmly,carryingastouthazel。

  HehadbeenformanyyearscashierofaprivatebankinBaggotStreet。

  EverymorninghecameinfromChapelizodbytram。AtmiddayhewenttoDanBurke’sandtookhislunchabottleoflagerbeerandasmalltrayfulofarrowrootbiscuits。Atfouro’clockhewassetfree。Hedinedinaneating-houseinGeorge’sStreetwherehefelthimselfsafefromthesocietyofDublin’sgildedyouthandwheretherewasacertainplainhonestyinthebilloffare。Hiseveningswerespenteitherbeforehislandlady’spianoorroamingabouttheoutskirtsofthecity。HislikingforMozart’smusicbroughthimsometimestoanoperaoraconcert:theseweretheonlydissipationsofhislife。

  Hehadneithercompanionsnorfriends,churchnorcreed。Helivedhisspirituallifewithoutanycommunionwithothers,visitinghisrelativesatChristmasandescortingthemtothecemeterywhentheydied。Heperformedthesetwosocialdutiesforolddignity’ssake,butconcedednothingfurthertotheconventionswhichregulatetheciviclife。Heallowedhimselftothinkthatincertaincircumstanceshewouldrobhisbankbut,asthesecircumstancesneverarose,hisliferolledoutevenly-anadventurelesstale。

  OneeveninghefoundhimselfsittingbesidetwoladiesintheRotunda。

  Thehouse,thinlypeopledandsilent,gavedistressingprophecyoffailure。

  Theladywhosatnexthimlookedroundatthedesertedhouseonceortwiceandthensaid:

  `Whatapitythereissuchapoorhousetonight!It’ssohardonpeopletohavetosingtoemptybenches。’

  Hetooktheremarkasaninvitationtotalk。Hewassurprisedthatsheseemedsolittleawkward。Whiletheytalkedhetriedtofixherpermanentlyinhismemory。Whenhelearnedthattheyounggirlbesideherwasherdaughterhejudgedhertobeayearorsoyoungerthanhimself。Herface,whichmusthavebeenhandsome,hadremainedintelligent。Itwasanovalfacewithstronglymarkedfeatures。Theeyeswereverydarkblueandsteady。

  Theirgazebeganwithadefiantnote,butwasconfusedbywhatseemedadeliberateswoonofthepupilintotheiris,revealingforaninstantatemperamentofgreatsensibility。Thepupilreasserteditselfquickly,thishalf-disclosednaturefellagainunderthereignofprudence,andherastrakhanjacket,mouldingabosomofacertainfullness,struckthenoteofdefiancemoredefinitely。

  HemetheragainafewweeksafterwardsataconcertinEarlsfortTerraceandseizedthemomentswhenherdaughter’sattentionwasdivertedtobecomeintimate。Shealludedonceortwicetoherhusband,buthertonewasnotsuchastomaketheallusionawarning。HernamewasMrsSinico。Herhusband’sgreat-great-grandfatherhadcomefromLeghorn。HerhusbandwascaptainofamercantileboatplyingbetweenDublinandHolland;andtheyhadonechild。

  Meetingherathirdtimebyaccident,hefoundcouragetomakeanappointment。

  Shecame。Thiswasthefirstofmanymeetings;theymetalwaysintheeveningandchosethemostquietquartersfortheirwalkstogether。MrDuffy,however,hadadistasteforunderhandwaysand,findingthattheywerecompelledtomeetstealthily,heforcedhertoaskhimtoherhouse。CaptainSinicoencouragedhisvisits,thinkingthathisdaughter’shandwasinquestion。

  Hehaddismissedhiswifesosincerelyfromhisgalleryofpleasuresthathedidnotsuspectthatanyoneelsewouldtakeaninterestinher。Asthehusbandwasoftenawayandthedaughteroutgivingmusiclessons,MrDuffyhadmanyopportunitiesofenjoyingthelady’ssociety。Neitherhenorshehadhadanysuchadventurebeforeandneitherwasconsciousofanyincongruity。

  Littlebylittleheentangledhisthoughtswithhers。Helentherbooks,providedherwithideas,sharedhisintellectuallifewithher。Shelistenedtoall。

  Sometimesinreturnforhistheoriesshegaveoutsomefactofherownlife。Withalmostmaternalsolicitudesheurgedhimtolethisnatureopentothefull:shebecamehisconfessor。HetoldherthatforsometimehehadassistedatthemeetingsofanIrishSocialistParty,wherehehadfelthimselfauniquefigureamidstascoreofsoberworkmeninagarretlitbyaninefficientoil-lamp。Whenthepartyhaddividedintothreesections,eachunderitsownleaderandinitsowngarret,hehaddiscontinuedhisattendances。Theworkmen’sdiscussions,hesaid,weretootimorous;theinteresttheytookinthequestionofwageswasinordinate。Hefeltthattheywerehard-featuredrealistsandthattheyresentedanexactitudewhichwastheproduceofaleisurenotwithintheirreach。Nosocialrevolution,hetoldher,wouldbelikelytostrikeDublinforsomecenturies。

  Sheaskedhimwhydidhenotwriteouthisthoughts。Forwhat?heaskedher,withcarefulscorn。Tocompetewithphrasemongers,incapableofthinkingconsecutivelyforsixtyseconds?Tosubmithimselftothecriticismsofanobtusemiddleclasswhichentrusteditsmoralitytopolicemenanditsfineartstoimpresarios?

  HewentoftentoherlittlecottageoutsideDublin;oftentheyspenttheireveningsalone。Littlebylittle,astheirthoughtsentangled,theyspokeofsubjectslessremote。Hercompanionshipwaslikeawarmsoilaboutanexotic。Manytimessheallowedthedarktofalluponthem,refrainingfromlightingthelamp。Thedarkdiscreetroom,theirisolation,themusicthatstillvibratedintheirearsunitedthem。Thisunionexaltedhim,woreawaytheroughedgesofhischaracter,emotionalizedhismentallife。

  Sometimeshecaughthimselflisteningtothesoundofhisownvoice。Hethoughtthatinhereyeshewouldascendtoanangelicalstature;and,asheattachedtheferventnatureofhiscompanionmoreandmorecloselytohim,heheardthestrangeimpersonalvoicewhichherecognizedashisown,insistingonthesoul’Sincurableloneliness。Wecannotgiveourselves,itsaid:weareourown。Theendofthesediscourseswasthatonenight,duringwhichshehadshowneverysignofunusualexcitement,MrsSinicocaughtuphishandpassionatelyandpressedittohercheek。

  MrDuffywasverymuchsurprised。Herinterpretationofhiswordsdisillusionedhim。Hedidnotvisitherforaweek;thenhewrotetoheraskinghertomeethim。AshedidnotwishtheirlastinterviewtobetroubledbytheinfluenceoftheirruinedconfessionaltheymetinalittlecakeshopneartheParkgate。Itwascoldautumnweather,butinspiteofthecoldtheywanderedupanddowntheroadsoftheParkfornearlythreehours。Theyagreedtobreakofftheirintercourse:everybond,hesaid,isabondtosorrow。WhentheycameoutoftheParktheywalkedinsilencetowardsthetram;buthereshebegantotremblesoviolentlythat,fearinganothercollapseonherpart,hebadehergood-byequicklyandlefther。Afewdayslaterhereceivedaparcelcontaininghisbooksandmusic。

  Fouryearspassed。MrDuffyreturnedtohisevenwayoflife。Hisroomstillborewitnessoftheorderlinessofhismind。Somenewpiecesofmusicencumberedthemusic-standinthelowerroomandonhisshelvesstoodtwovolumesbyNietzsche:ThusSpakeZarathustraandTheGayScience。

  Hewroteseldominthesheafofpaperswhichlayinhisdesk。Oneofhissentences,writtentwomonthsafterhislastinterviewwithMrsSinico,read:Lovebetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustnotbesexualintercourse,andfriendshipbetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustbesexualintercourse。Hekeptawayfromconcertslestheshouldmeether。Hisfatherdied;thejuniorpartnerofthebankretired。

  AndstilleverymorninghewentintothecitybytramandeveryeveningwalkedhomefromthecityafterhavingdinedmoderatelyinGeorge’sStreetandreadtheeveningpaperfordessert。

  Oneeveningashewasabouttoputamorselofcornedbeefandcabbageintohismouthhishandstopped。Hiseyesfixedthemselvesonaparagraphintheeveningpaperwhichhehadproppedagainstthewater-carafe。Hereplacedthemorseloffoodonhisplateandreadtheparagraphattentively。

  Thenhedrankaglassofwater,pushedhisplatetooneside,doubledthepaperdownbeforehimbetweenhiselbowsandreadtheparagraphoverandoveragain。Thecabbagebegantodepositacoldwhitegreaseonhisplate。

  Thegirlcameovertohimtoaskwashisdinnernotproperlycooked。Hesaiditwasverygoodandateafewmouthfulsofitwithdifficulty。Thenhepaidhisbillandwentout。

  HewalkedalongquicklythroughtheNovembertwilight,hisstouthazelstickstrikingthegroundregularly,thefringeofthebuffMailpeepingoutofaside-pocketofhistightreeferovercoat。OnthelonelyroadwhichleadsfromtheParkgatetoChapelizodheslackenedhispace。

  Hisstickstruckthegroundlessemphatically,andhisbreath,issuingirregularly,almostwithasighingsound,condensedinthewintryair。

  Whenhereachedhishousehewentupatoncetohisbedroomand,takingthepaperfromhispocket,readtheparagraphagainbythefailinglightofthewindow。Hereaditnotaloud,butmovinghislipsasapriestdoeswhenhereadstheprayersSecreto。Thiswastheparagraph:DEATHOFALADYATSYDNEYPARADE

  APAINFULCASE

  TodayattheCityofDublinHospitaltheDeputyCoroner(intheabsenceofMrLeverett)heldaninquestonthebodyofMrsEmilySinico,agedforty-threeyears,whowaskilledatSydneyParadeStationyesterdayevening。Theevidenceshowedthatthedeceasedlady,whileattemptingtocrosstheline,wasknockeddownbytheengineoftheteno’clockslowtrainfromKingstown,therebysustaininginjuriesoftheheadandrightsidewhichledtoherdeath。

  JamesLennon,driveroftheengine,statedthathehadbeenintheemploymentoftherailwaycompanyforfifteenyears。Onhearingtheguard’swhistlehesetthetraininmotionandasecondortwoafterwardsbroughtittorestinresponsetoloudcries。Thetrainwasgoingslowly。

  P。Dunne,railwayporter,statedthatasthetrainwasabouttostartheobservedawomanattemptingtocrossthelines。Herantowardsherandshouted,but,beforehecouldreachher,shewascaughtbythebufferoftheengineandfelltotheground。

  Ajuror。`Yousawtheladyfall?’

  Witness。`Yes。’

  Police-SergeantCrolydeposedthatwhenhearrivedhefoundthedeceasedlyingontheplatformapparentlydead。Heha-thebodytakentothewaiting-roompendingthearrivaloftheambulance。

  Constable57corroborated。

  DrHalpin,assistanthouse-surgeonoftheCityofDublinHospital,statedthatthedeceasedhadtwolowerribsfracturedandhadsustainedseverecontusionsoftherightshoulder。Therightsideoftheheadhadbeeninjuredinthefall。Theinjurieswerenotsufficienttohavecauseddeathinanormalperson。Death,inhisopinion,hadbeenprobablyduetoshockandsuddenfailureoftheheart’saction。

  MrH。B。PattersonFinlay,onbehalfoftherailwaycompany,expressedhisdeepregretattheaccident。Thecompanyhadalwaystakeneveryprecautiontopreventpeoplecrossingthelinesexceptbythebridges,bothbyplacingnoticesineverystationandbytheuseofpatentspringgatesatlevelcrossings。Thedeceasedhadbeeninthehabitofcrossingthelineslateatnightfromplatformtoplatformand,inviewofcertainothercircumstancesofthecase,hedidnotthinktherailwayofficialsweretoblame。

  CaptainSinico,ofLeoville,SydneyParade,husbandofthedeceased,alsogaveevidence。Hestatedthatthedeceasedwashiswife。HewasnotinDublinatthetimeoftheaccidentashehadarrivedonlythatmorningfromRotterdam。Theyhadbeenmarriedfortwenty-twoyearsandhadlivedhappilyuntilabouttwoyearsago,whenhiswifebegantoberatherintemperateinherhabits。

  MissMarySinicosaidthatoflatehermotherhadbeeninthehabitofgoingoutatnighttobuyspirits。She,witness,hadoftentriedtoreasonwithhermotherandhadinducedhertojoinaLeague。Shewasnotathomeuntilanhouraftertheaccident。

  ThejuryreturnedaverdictinaccordancewiththemedicalevidenceandexoneratedLennonfromallblame。

  TheDeputy-Coronersaiditwasamostpainfulcase,andexpressedgreatsympathywithCaptainSinicoandhisdaughter。Heurgedontherailwaycompanytotakestrongmeasurestopreventthepossibilityofsimilaraccidentsinthefuture。Noblameattachedtoanyone。MrDuffyraisedhiseyesfromthepaperandgazedoutofhiswindowonthecheerlesseveninglandscape。TheriverlayquietbesidetheemptydistilleryandfromtimetotimealightappearedinsomehouseontheLucanroad。

  Whatanend!Thewholenarrativeofherdeathrevoltedhimanditrevoltedhimtothinkthathehadeverspokentoherofwhatheheldsacred。Thethreadbarephrases,theinaneexpressionsofsympathy,thecautiouswordsofareporterwonovertoconcealthedetailsofacommonplacevulgardeathattackedhisstomach。Notmerelyhadshedegradedherself;shehaddegradedhim。Hesawthesqualidtractofhervice,miserableandmalodorous。Hissoul’scompanion!Hethoughtofthehobblingwretcheswhomhehadseencarryingcansandbottlestobefilledbythebarman。

  JustGod,whatanend!Evidentlyshehadbeenunfittolive,withoutanystrengthofpurpose,aneasypreytohabits,oneofthewrecksonwhichcivilizationhasbeenreared。Butthatshecouldhavesunksolow!Wasitpossiblehehaddeceivedhimselfsoutterlyabouther?Herememberedheroutburstofthatnightandinterpreteditinaharshersensethanhehadeverdone。Hehadnodifficultynowinapprovingofthecoursehehadtaken。

  Asthelightfailedandhismemorybegantowanderhethoughtherhandtouchedhis。Theshockwhichhadfirstattackedhisstomachwasnowattackinghisnerves。Heputonhisovercoatandhatquicklyandwentout。Thecoldairmethimonthethreshold;itcreptintothesleevesofhiscoat。Whenhecametothepublic-houseatChapelizodBridgehewentinandorderedahotpunch。

  Theproprietorservedhimobsequiouslybutdidnotventuretotalk。

  Therewerefiveorsixworking-menintheshopdiscussingthevalueofagentleman’sestateinCountyKildare。Theydrankatintervalsfromtheirhugepinttumblersandsmoked,spittingoftenonthefloorandsometimesdraggingthesawdustovertheirspitswiththeirheavyboots。MrDuffysatonhisstoolandgazedatthemwithoutseeingorhearingthem。Afterawhiletheywentoutandhecalledforanotherpunch。Hesatalongtimeoverit。Theshopwasveryquiet。TheproprietorsprawledonthecounterreadingtheHeraldandyawning。Nowandagainatramwasheardswishingalongthelonelyroadoutside。

  Ashesatthere,livingoverhislifewithherandevokingalternatelythetwoimagesinwhichhenowconceivedher,herealizedthatshewasdead,thatshehadceasedtoexist,thatshehadbecomeamemory。Hebegantofeelillatease。Heaskedhimselfwhatelsecouldhehavedone。Hecouldnothavecarriedonacomedyofdeceptionwithher;hecouldnothavelivedwithheropenly。Hehaddonewhatseemedtohimbest。Howwashetoblame?Nowthatshewasgoneheunderstoodhowlonelyherlifemusthavebeen,sittingnightafternight,aloneinthatroom。Hislifewouldbelonelytoountilhe,too,died,ceasedtoexist,becameamemory-ifanyonerememberedhim。

  Itwasafternineo’clockwhenhelefttheshop。Thenightwascoldandgloomy。HeenteredtheParkbythefirstgateandwalkedalongunderthegaunttrees。Hewalkedthroughthebleakalleyswheretheyhadwalkedfouryearsbefore。Sheseemedtobenearhiminthedarkness。Atmomentsheseemedtofeelhervoicetouchhisear,herhandtouchhis。Hestoodstilltolisten。Whyhadhewithheldlifefromher?Whyhadhesentencedhertodeath?Hefelthismoralnaturefallingtopieces。

  WhenhegainedthecrestoftheMagazineHillhehaltedandlookedalongtherivertowardsDublin,thelightsofwhichburnedredlyandhospitablyinthecoldnight。Helookeddowntheslopeand,atthebase,intheshadowofthewallofthePark,hesawsomehumanfigureslying。Thosevenalandfurtivelovesfilledhimwithdespair。Hegnawedtherectitudeofhislife;

  hefeltthathehadbeenoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Onehumanbeinghadseemedtolovehimandhehaddeniedherlifeandhappiness:hehadsentencedhertoignominy,adeathOfshame。Heknewthattheprostratecreaturesdownbythewallwerewatchinghimandwishedhimgone。Noonewantedhim;

  hewasoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Heturnedhiseyestothegreygleamingriver,windingalongtowardsDublin。BeyondtheriverhesawagoodstrainwindingoutofKingsbridgeStation,likeawormwithafieryheadwindingthroughthedarkness,obstinatelyandlaboriously。Itpassedslowlyoutofsight;butstillheheardinhisearsthelaboriousdroneoftheenginereiteratingthesyllablesofhername。

  Heturnedbackthewayhehadcome,therhythmoftheenginepoundinginhisears。Hebegantodoubttherealityofwhatmemorytoldhim。Hehaltedunderatreeandallowedtherhythmtodieaway。Hecouldnotfeelhernearhiminthedarknessnorhervoicetouchhisear。Hewaitedforsomeminuteslistening。Hecouldhearnothing:thenightwasperfectlysilent。Helistenedagain:perfectlysilent。Hefeltthathewasalone。

  IvyDayInTheCommitteeRoom

  OldJackrakedthecinderstogetherwithapieceofcardboardandspreadthemjudiciouslyoverthewhiteningdomeofcoals。Whenthedomewasthinlycoveredhisfacelapsedintodarknessbut,ashesethimselftofanthefireagain,hiscrouchingshadowascendedtheoppositewallandhisfaceslowlyre-emergedintolight。Itwasanoldman’sface,verybonyandhairy。

  Themoistblueeyesblinkedatthefireandthemoistmouthfellopenattimes,munchingonceortwicemechanicallywhenitclosed。Whenthecindershadcaughthelaidthepieceofcardboardagainstthewall,sighedandsaid:

  `That’sbetternow,MrO’Connor。’

  MrO’Connor,agrey-hairedyoungman,whosefacewasdisfiguredbymanyblotchesandpimples,hadjustbroughtthetobaccoforacigaretteintoashapelycylinder,butwhenspokentoheundidhishandiworkmeditatively。

  Thenhebegantorollthetobaccoagainmeditativelyandafteramoment’sthoughtdecidedtolickthepaper。

  `DidMrTierneysaywhenhe’dbeback?’heaskedinahuskyfalsetto。

  `Hedidn’tsay。’

  MrO’Connorputhiscigaretteintohismouthandbegantosearchhispockets。Hetookoutapackofthinpasteboardcards。

  `I’llgetyouamatch,’saidtheoldman。

  `Nevermind,this’lldo,’saidMrO’Connor。

  Heselectedoneofthecardsandreadwhatwasprintedonit:MUNICIPALELECTIONS

  ROYALEXCHANGEWARD

  MrRichardJ。Tierney,P。L。G。,respectfullySolicitsthefavourofyourvoteandinfluenceatthecomingelectionintheRoyalExchangeWard。MrO’ConnorhadbeenengagedbyTierney’sagenttocanvassonepartofthewardbut,astheweatherwasinclementandhisbootsletinthewet,hespentagreatpartofthedaysittingbythefireintheCommitteeRoominWicklowStreetwithJack,theoldcaretaker。Theyhadbeensittingthussincetheshortdayhadgrowndark。ItwasthesixthofOctober,dismalandcoldoutofdoors。

  MrO’Connortoreastripoffthecardand,lightingit,lithiscigarette。

  Ashedidsotheflamelitupaleafofdarkglossyivyinthelapelofhiscoat。Theoldmanwatchedhimattentivelyandthen,takingupthepieceofcardboardagain,begantofanthefireslowlywhilehiscompanionsmoked。

  `Ah,yes,’hesaid,continuing,`it’shardtoknowwhatwaytobringupchildren。Nowwho’dthinkhe’dturnoutlikethat!IsenthimtotheChristianBrothersandIdonewhatIcouldforhim,andtherehegoesboozingabout。Itriedtomakehimsomewhatdecent。’

  Hereplacedthecardboardwearily。

  `OnlyI’manoldmannowI’dchangehistuneforhim。I’dta&ethesticktohisbackandbeathimwhileIcouldstandoverhim-asIdonemanyatimebefore。Themotheryouknow,shecockshimupwiththisandthat……’

  `That’swhatruinschildren,’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Tobesureitis,’saidtheoldman。`Andlittlethanksyougetforit,onlyimpudence。Hetakesth’upperhandofmewheneverheseesI’veasuptaken。What’stheworldcomingtowhensonsspeaksthatwaytotheirfathers?’

  `Whatageishe?’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Nineteen,’saidtheoldman。

  `Whydon’tyouputhimtosomething?’

  `Sure,amn’tIneverdoneatthedrunkenbowsyeversinceheleftschool?

  \"Iwon’tkeepyou,\"Isays。\"Youmustgetajobforyourself。\"But,sureit’sworsewheneverhegetsajob;hedrinksitall。’

  MrO’Connorshookhisheadinsympathy,andtheoldmanfellsilent,gazingintothefire。Someoneopenedthedooroftheroomandcalledout:

  `Hello!IsthisaFreemasons’meeting?’

  `Who’sthat?’saidtheoldman。

  `Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’askedavoice。

  `Isthatyou,Hynes?’askedMrO’Connor。

  `Yes。Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’SaidMrHynes,advancingintothelightofthefire。

  Hewasatall,Slenderyoungmanwithalightbrownmoustache。Imminentlittledropsofrainhungatthebrimofhishatandthecollarofhisjacket-coatwasturnedup。

  `Well,Mat,’hesaidtoMrO’Connor,`howgoesit?’

  MrO’Connorshookhishead。Theoldmanleftthehearth,andafterstumblingabouttheroomreturnedwithtwocandlestickswhichhethrustoneaftertheotherintothefireandcarriedtothetable。Adenudedroomcameintoviewandthefirelostallitscheerfulcolour。Thewallsoftheroomwerebareexceptforacopyofanelectionaddress。Inthemiddleoftheroomwasasmalltableonwhichpaperswereheaped。

  MrHynesleanedagainstthemantelpieceandasked:

  `Hashepaidyouyet?’

  `Notyet,’saidMrO’Connor。`IhopetoGodhe’llnotleaveusinthelurchtonight。’

  MrHyneslaughed。

  `O,he’llpayyou。Neverfear,’hesaid。

  `Ihopehe’lllooksmartaboutitifhemeansbusiness,’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Whatdoyouthink,Jack?’saidMrHynessatiricallytotheoldman。

  Theoldmanreturnedtohisseatbythefire,saying:

  `Itisn’tbuthehasit,anyway。Notliketheothertinker。’

  `Whatothertinker?’saidMrHynes。

  `Colgan,’saidtheoldmanscornfully。

  `ItisbecauseColgan’saworking-manyousaythat?What’sthedifferencebetweenagoodhonestbricklayerandapublican-eh?Hasn’ttheworking-manasgoodarighttobeintheCorporationasanyoneelse-ay,andabetterrightthanthoseshoneensthatarealwayshatinhandbeforeanyfellowwithahandletohisname?Isn’tthatso,Mat?’saidMrHynes,addressingMrO’Connor。

  `Ithinkyou’reright,’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Onemanisaplainhonestmanwithnohunker-slidingabouthim。Hegoesintorepresentthelabourclasses。Thisfellowyou’reworkingforonlywantstogetsomejoborother。’

  `Ofcourse,theworking-classesshouldberepresented,’saidtheoldman。

  `Theworking-man,’saidMrHynes,`getsallkicksandnohalfpence。

  Butit’slabourproduceseverything。Theworking-manisnotlookingforfatjobsforhissonsandnephewsandcousins。Theworking-manisnotgoingtodragthehonourofDublininthemudtopleaseaGermanmonarch。’

  `How’sthat?’saidtheoldman。

  `Don’tyouknowtheywanttopresentanaddressofwelcometoEdwardRexifhecomesherenextyear?Whatdowewantkowtowingtoaforeignking?’

  `Ourmanwon’tvotefortheaddress,’saidMrO’Connor。`HegoesinontheNationalistticket。’

  `Won’the?’saidMrHynes。`Waittillyouseewhetherhewillornot。

  Iknowhim。IsitTrickyDickyTierney?’

  `ByGod!perhapsyou’reright,Joe,’saidMrO’Connor。`Anyway,Iwishhe’dturnupwiththespondulicks。’

  Thethreemenfellsilent。Theoldmanbegantorakemorecinderstogether。

  MrHynestookoffhishat,shookitandthenturneddownthecollarofhiscoat,displaying,ashedidso,anivyleafinthelapel。

  `Ifthismanwasalive,’hesaid,pointingtotheleaf,`we’dhavenotalkofanaddressofwelcome。’

  `That’strue,’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Musha,Godbewiththemtimes!’saidtheoldman。`Therewassomelifeinitthen。’

  Theroomwassilentagain。Thenabustlinglittlemanwithasnufflingnoseandverycoldearspushedinthedoor。Hewalkedoverquicklytothefire,rubbinghishandsasifheintendedtoproduceasparkfromthem。

  `Nomoney,boys,’hesaid。

  `Sitdownhere,MrHenchy,’saidtheoldman,offeringhimhischair。

  `O,don’tstir,Jack,don’tstir,’saidMrHenchy。

  HenoddedcurtlytoMrHynesandsatdownonthechairwhichtheoldmanvacated。

  `DidyouserveAungierStreet?’heaskedMrO’Connor。

  `Yes,’saidMrO’Connor,beginningtosearchhispocketsformemoranda。

  `DidyoucallonGrimes?’

  `Idid。’

  `Well?Howdoeshestand?’

  `Hewouldn’tpromise。Hesaid:\"Iwon’ttellanyonewhatwayI’mgoingtovote。\"ButIthinkhe’llbeallright。’

  `Whyso?’

  `Heaskedmewhothenominatorswere;andItoldhim,ImentionedFatherBurke’sname。Ithinkit’llbeallright。’

  MrHenchybegantosnuffleandtorubhishandsoverthefireataterrificspeed。Thenhesaid:

  `FortheloveofGod,Jack,bringusabitofcoal。Theremustbesomeleft。’

  Theoldmanwentoutoftheroom。

  `It’snogo,’saidMrHenchy,shakinghishead。`Iaskedthelittleshoeboy,buthesaid:\"O,now,MrHenchy,whenIseetheworkgoingonproperlyIwon’tforgetyou,youmaybesure。\"Meanlittletinker!’Usha,howcouldhebeanythingelse?’

  `WhatdidItellyou,Mat?’saidMrHynes。`TrickyDickyTierney。’

  `O,he’sastrickyastheymake`em,’saidMrHenchy。`Hehasn’tgotthoselittlepig’seyesfornothing。Blasthissoul!Couldn’thepayuplikeamaninsteadof:\"O,nowMrHenchy,ImustspeaktoMrFanning……

  I’vespentalotofmoney。\"Meanlittleschoolboyofhell!Isupposeheforgetsthetimehislittleoldfatherkeptthehand-me-downshopinMary’sLane。’

  `Butisthatafact?’askedMrO’Connor。

  `God,yes,’saidMrHenchy。`Didyouneverhearthat?AndthemenusedtogoinonSundaymorningbeforethehouseswereopentobuyawaistcoatoratrousers-moya!ButTrickyDicky’slittleoldfatheralwayshadatrickylittleblackbottleupinacorner。Doyoumindnow?That’sthat。

  That’swherehefirstsawthelight。’

  Theoldmanreturnedwithafewlumpsofcoalwhichheplacedhereandthereonthefire。

  `That’sanicehow-do-you-do,’saidMrO’Connor。`Howdoesheexpectustoworkforhimifhewon’tstumpup?’

  `Ican’thelpit,’saidMrHenchy。`IexpecttofindthebailiffsinthehallwhenIgohome。’

  MrHyneslaughedand,shovinghimselfawayfromthemantelpiecewiththeaidofhisshoulders,madereadytoleave。

  `It’llbeallrightwhenKingEddiecomes,’hesaid。`Well,boys,I’moffforthepresent。Seeyoulater。`Bye,’bye。’

  Hewentoutoftheroomslowly。NeitherMrHenchynortheoldmansaidanything,but,justasthedoorwasclosing,MrO’Connor,whohadbeenstaringmoodilyintothefire,calledoutsuddenly:

  `’Bye,Joe。’

  MrHenchywaitedafewmomentsandthennoddedinthedirectionofthedoor。

  `Tellme,’hesaidacrossthefire,`whatbringsourfriendinhere?

  Whatdoeshewant?’

  `’Usha,poorJoel’saidMrO’Connor,throwingtheendofhiscigaretteintothefire,`he’shardup,liketherestofus。’

  MrHenchysnuffledvigorouslyandspatsocopiouslythathenearlyputoutthefire,whichutteredahissingprotest。

  `Totellyoumyprivateandcandidopinion,’hesaid。`Ithinkhe’samanfromtheothercamp。He’saspyofColgan’s,ifyouaskme。Justgoroundandtryandfindouthowthey’regettingon。Theywon’tsuspectyou。Doyoutwig?’

  `Ah,poorJoeisadecentskin,’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Hisfatherwasadecent,respectableman,’MrHenchyadmitted。`PooroldLarryHynes!Manyagoodturnhedidinhisday!ButI’mgreatlyafraidourfriendisnotnineteencarat。Damnit,Icanunderstandafellowbeinghardup,butwhatIcan’tunderstandisafellowsponging。Couldn’thehavesomesparkofmanhoodabouthim?’

  `Hedoesn’tgetawarmwelcomefrommewhenhecomes,saidtheoldman。

  `Lethimworkforhisownsideandnotcomespyingaroundhere。’

  `Idon’tknow,’saidMrO’Connordubiously,ashetookoutcigarette-papersandtobacco。`IthinkJoeHynesisastraightman。He’sacleverchap,too,withthepen。Doyourememberthatthinghewrote……?’

  `Someofthesehillsidersandfeniansareabittoocleverifyouaskme,’saidMrHenchy。`Doyouknowwhatmyprivateandcandidopinionisaboutsomeofthoselittlejokers?IbelievehalfofthemareinthepayoftheCastle。’

  `There’snoknowing,’saidtheoldman。

  `O,butIknowitforafact,’saidMrHenchy。`They’reCastlehacks……

  Idon’tsayHynes……No,damnit,Ithinkhe’sastrokeabovethat……Butthere’sacertainlittlenoblemanwithacock-eye-youknowthepatriotI’malludingto?’

  MrO’Connornodded。

  `There’salinealdescendantofMajorSirrforyouifyoulike!O,theheart’sbloodofapatriot!That’safellownowthat’dsellhiscountryforfourpence-ay-andgodownonhisbendedkneesandthanktheAlmightyChristhehadacountrytosell。’

  Therewasaknockatthedoor。

  `Comein!’saidMrHenchy。

  Apersonresemblingapoorclergymanorapooractorappearedinthedoorway。Hisblackclothesweretightlybuttonedonhisshortbodyanditwasimpossibletosaywhetherheworeaclergyman’scollaroralayman’s,becausethecollarofhisshabbyfrock-coat,theuncoveredbuttonsofwhichreflectedthecandle-light,wasturnedupabouthisneck。Heworearoundhatofhardblackfelt。Hisface,shiningwithraindrops,hadtheappearanceofdampyellowcheesesavewheretworosyspotsindicatedthecheek-bones。

  Heopenedhisverylongmouthsuddenlytoexpressdisappointmentandatthesametimeopenedwidehisverybrightblueeyestoexpresspleasureandsurprise。

  `O,FatherKeon!’saidMrHenchy,jumpingupfromhischair。`Isthatyou?Comein!’

  `O,no,no,no,’saidFatherKeonquickly,pursinghislipsasifhewereaddressingachild。

  `Won’tyoucomeinandsitdown?’

  `No,no,no!’saidFatherKeon,speakinginadiscreet,indulgent,velvetyvoice。`Don’tletmedisturbyounow!I’mjustlookingforMrFanning……

  ’

  `He’sroundattheBlackEagle,’saidMrHenchy。`Butwon’tyoucomeinandsitdownaminute?’

  `No,no,thankyou。Itwasjustalittlebusinessmatter,saidFatherKeon。`Thankyou,indeed。’

  HeretreatedfromthedoorwayandMrHenchy,seizingoneofthecandlesticks,wenttothedoortolighthimdownstairs。

  `O,don’ttrouble,Ibeg!’

  `No,butthestairsissodark。’

  `No,no,Icansee……Thankyou,indeed。’

  `Areyourightnow?’

  `Allright,thanks……Thanks。’

  MrHenchyreturnedwiththecandlestickandputitonthetable。Hesatdownagainatthefire。Therewassilenceforafewmoments。

  `Tellme,John,’saidMrO’Connor,lightinghiscigarettewithanotherpasteboardcard。

  `Hm?’

  `Whatisheexactly?’

  `Askmeaneasierone,’saidMrHenchy。

  `Fanningandhimselfseemtomeverythick。They’reofteninKavanagh’stogether。Isheapriestatall?’

  `Mmmyes,Ibelieveso……Ithinkhe’swhatyoucallablacksheep。Wehaven’tmanyofthem,thankGod!butwehaveafew……He’sanunfortunatemanofsomekind……’

  `Andhowdoesheknockitout?’askedMrO’Connor。

  `That’sanothermystery。’

  `Isheattachedtoanychapelorchurchorinstitutionor——’

  `No,’saidMrHenchy,`Ithinkhe’stravellingonhisownaccount……

  Godforgiveme,’headded,`Ithoughthewasthedozenofstout。’

  `Isthereanychanceofadrinkitself?’askedMrO’Connor。

  `I’mdrytoo,’saidtheoldman。

  `Iaskedthatlittleshoeboythreetimes,’saidMrHenchy,wouldhesendupadozenofstout。Iaskedhimagainnow,buthewasleaningonthecounterinhisshirt-sleeveshavingadeepgosterwithAldermanCowley。

  `Whydidn’tyouremindhim?’saidMrO’Connor。

  `Well,Iwouldn’tgooverwhilehewastalkingtoAldermanCowley。I

  justwaitedtillIcaughthiseye,andsaid:\"AboutthatlittlematterIwasspeakingtoyouabout……\"\"That’llbeallright,MrH。,\"hesaid。

  Yerra,surethelittlehop-o’-my-thumbhasforgottenallaboutit。’

  `There’ssomedealoninthatquarter,’saidMrO’Connorthoughtfully。

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