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  ChapterI

  Inmyopinion,itisimpossibletocreatecharactersuntilonehasspentalongtimeinstudyingmen,asitisimpossibletospeakalanguageuntilithasbeenseriouslyacquired。Notbeingoldenoughtoinvent,Icontentmyselfwithnarrating,andIbegthereadertoassurehimselfofthetruthofastoryinwhichallthecharacters,withtheexceptionoftheheroine,arestillalive。Eye-witnessesofthegreaterpartofthefactswhichI

  havecollectedaretobefoundinParis,andImightcalluponthemtoconfirmmeifmytestimonyisnotenough。And,thankstoaparticularcircumstance,Ialonecanwritethesethings,forI

  aloneamabletogivethefinaldetails,withoutwhichitwouldhavebeenimpossibletomakethestoryatonceinterestingandcomplete。

  Thisishowthesedetailscametomyknowledge。Onthe12thofMarch,1847,IsawintheRueLafitteagreatyellowplacardannouncingasaleoffurnitureandcuriosities。Thesalewastotakeplaceonaccountofthedeathoftheowner。Theowner\'snamewasnotmentioned,butthesalewastobeheldat9,Rued\'Antin,onthe16th,from12to5。Theplacardfurtherannouncedthattheroomsandfurniturecouldbeseenonthe13thand14th。

  Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofcuriosities,andImadeupmymindnottomisstheoccasion,ifnotofbuyingsome,atalleventsofseeingthem。NextdayIcalledat9,Rued\'Antin。

  Itwasearlyintheday,andyettherewerealreadyanumberofvisitors,bothmenandwomen,andthewomen,thoughtheyweredressedincashmereandvelvet,andhadtheircarriageswaitingforthematthedoor,gazedwithastonishmentandadmirationattheluxurywhichtheysawbeforethem。

  Iwasnotlongindiscoveringthereasonofthisastonishmentandadmiration,for,havingbeguntoexaminethingsalittlecarefully,IdiscoveredwithoutdifficultythatIwasinthehouseofakeptwoman。Now,ifthereisonethingwhichwomeninsocietywouldliketosee(andthereweresocietywomenthere),itisthehomeofthosewomenwhosecarriagessplashtheirowncarriagesdaybyday,who,likethem,sidebysidewiththem,havetheirboxesattheOperaandattheItaliens,andwhoparadeinParistheopulentinsolenceoftheirbeauty,theirdiamonds,andtheirscandal。

  Thisonewasdead,sothemostvirtuousofwomencouldenterevenherbedroom。Deathhadpurifiedtheairofthisabodeofsplendidfoulness,andifmoreexcusewereneeded,theyhadtheexcusethattheyhadmerelycometoasale,theyknewnotwhose。Theyhadreadtheplacards,theywishedtoseewhattheplacardshadannounced,andtomaketheirchoicebeforehand。Whatcouldbemorenatural?Yet,allthesame,inthemidstofallthesebeautifulthings,theycouldnothelplookingaboutforsometracesofthiscourtesan\'slife,ofwhichtheyhadheard,nodoubt,strangeenoughstories。

  Unfortunatelythemysteryhadvanishedwiththegoddess,and,foralltheirendeavours,theydiscoveredonlywhatwasonsalesincetheowner\'sdecease,andnothingofwhathadbeenonsaleduringherlifetime。Fortherest,therewereplentyofthingsworthbuying。Thefurniturewassuperb;therewererosewoodandbuhlcabinetsandtables,SevresandChinesevases,Saxestatuettes,satin,velvet,lace;therewasnothinglacking。

  Isaunteredthroughtherooms,followingtheinquisitiveladiesofdistinction。TheyenteredaroomwithPersianhangings,andI

  wasjustgoingtoenterinturn,whentheycameoutagainalmostimmediately,smiling,andasifashamedoftheirowncuriosity。I

  wasallthemoreeagertoseetheroom。Itwasthedressing-room,laidoutwithallthearticlesoftoilet,inwhichthedeadwoman\'sextravaganceseemedtobeseenatitsheight。

  Onalargetableagainstthewall,atablethreefeetinwidthandsixinlength,glitteredallthetreasuresofAucocandOdiot。Itwasamagnificentcollection,andtherewasnotoneofthosethousandlittlethingssonecessarytothetoiletofawomanofthekindwhichwasnotingoldorsilver。Suchacollectioncouldonlyhavebeengottogetherlittlebylittle,andthesameloverhadcertainlynotbegunandendedit。

  Notbeingshockedatthesightofakeptwoman\'sdressing-room,I

  amusedmyselfwithexaminingeverydetail,andIdiscoveredthatthesemagnificentlychiselledobjectsboredifferentinitialsanddifferentcoronets。Ilookedatoneafteranother,eachrecallingaseparateshame,andIsaidthatGodhadbeenmercifultothepoorchild,innothavinglefthertopaytheordinarypenalty,butrathertodieinthemidstofherbeautyandluxury,beforethecomingofoldage,thecourtesan\'sfirstdeath。

  Isthereanythingsadderintheworldthantheoldageofvice,especiallyinwoman?Shepreservesnodignity,sheinspiresnointerest。Theeverlastingrepentance,notoftheevilwaysfollowed,butoftheplansthathavemiscarried,themoneythathasbeenspentinvain,isassaddeningathingasonecanwellmeetwith。Iknewanagedwomanwhohadoncebeen\"gay,\"whoseonlylinkwiththepastwasadaughteralmostasbeautifulassheherselfhadbeen。Thispoorcreaturetowhomhermotherhadneversaid,\"Youaremychild,\"excepttobidhernourishheroldageassheherselfhadnourishedheryouth,wascalledLouise,and,beingobedienttohermother,sheabandonedherselfwithoutvolition,withoutpassion,withoutpleasure,asshewouldhaveworkedatanyotherprofessionthatmighthavebeentaughther。

  Theconstantsightofdissipation,precociousdissipation,inadditiontoherconstantsicklystate,hadextinguishedinhermindalltheknowledgeofgoodandevilthatGodhadperhapsgivenher,butthatnoonehadeverthoughtofdeveloping。I

  shallalwaysrememberher,asshepassedalongtheboulevardsalmosteverydayatthesamehour,accompaniedbyhermotherasassiduouslyasarealmothermighthaveaccompaniedherdaughter。

  Iwasveryyoungthen,andreadytoacceptformyselftheeasymoralityoftheage。Iremember,however,thecontemptanddisgustwhichawokeinmeatthesightofthisscandalouschaperoning。Herface,too,wasinexpressiblyvirginalinitsexpressionofinnocenceandofmelancholysuffering。ShewaslikeafigureofResignation。

  Onedaythegirl\'sfacewastransfigured。Inthemidstofallthedebauchesmappedoutbyhermother,itseemedtoherasifGodhadleftoverforheronehappiness。AndwhyindeedshouldGod,whohadmadeherwithoutstrength,haveleftherwithoutconsolation,underthesorrowfulburdenofherlife?Oneday,then,sherealizedthatshewastohaveachild,andallthatremainedtoherofchastityleapedforjoy。Thesoulhasstrangerefuges。Louiserantotellthegoodnewstohermother。Itisashamefulthingtospeakof,butwearenottellingtalesofpleasantsins;wearetellingoftruefacts,whichitwouldbebetter,nodoubt,topassoverinsilence,ifwedidnotbelievethatitisneedfulfromtimetotimetorevealthemartyrdomofthosewhoarecondemnedwithoutbearing,scornedwithoutjudging;

  shamefulitis,butthismotheransweredthedaughterthattheyhadalreadyscarceenoughfortwo,andwouldcertainlynothaveenoughforthree;thatsuchchildrenareuseless,andalying-inissomuchtimelost。

  Nextdayamidwife,ofwhomallwewillsayisthatshewasafriendofthemother,visitedLouise,whoremainedinbedforafewdays,andthengotuppalerandfeeblerthanbefore。

  Threemonthsafterwardamantookpityonherandtriedtohealher,morallyandphysically;butthelastshockhadbeentooviolent,andLouisediedofit。Themotherstilllives;how?Godknows。

  ThisstoryreturnedtomymindwhileIlookedatthesilvertoiletthings,andacertainspaceoftimemusthaveelapsedduringthesereflections,fornoonewasleftintheroombutmyselfandanattendant,who,standingnearthedoor,wascarefullywatchingmetoseethatIdidnotpocketanything。

  Iwentuptotheman,towhomIwascausingsomuchanxiety。

  \"Sir,\"Isaid,\"canyoutellmethenameofthepersonwhoformerlylivedhere?\"

  \"MademoiselleMargueriteGautier。\"

  Iknewherbynameandbysight。

  \"What!\"Isaidtotheattendant;\"MargueriteGautierisdead?\"

  \"Yes,sir。\"

  \"Whendidshedie?\"

  \"Threeweeksago,Ibelieve。\"

  \"Andwhyaretheroomsonview?\"

  \"Thecreditorsbelievethatitwillsenduptheprices。Peoplecanseebeforehandtheeffectofthethings;youseethatinducesthemtobuy。\"

  \"Shewasindebt,then?\"

  \"Toanyextent,sir。\"

  \"Butthesalewillcoverit?\"

  \"Andmoretoo。\"

  \"Whowillgetwhatremainsover?\"

  \"Herfamily。\"

  \"Shehadafamily?\"

  \"Itseemsso。\"

  \"Thanks。\"

  Theattendant,reassuredastomyintentions,touchedhishat,andIwentout。

  \"Poorgirl!\"IsaidtomyselfasIreturnedhome;\"shemusthavehadasaddeath,for,inherworld,onehasfriendsonlywhenoneisperfectlywell。\"AndinspiteofmyselfIbegantofeelmelancholyoverthefateofMargueriteGautier。

  Itwillseemabsurdtomanypeople,butIhaveanunboundedsympathyforwomenofthiskind,andIdonotthinkitnecessarytoapologizeforsuchsympathy。

  Oneday,asIwasgoingtothePrefectureforapassport,Isawinoneoftheneighbouringstreetsapoorgirlwhowasbeingmarchedalongbytwopolicemen。Idonotknowwhatwasthematter。AllIknowisthatshewasweepingbitterlyasshekissedaninfantonlyafewmonthsold,fromwhomherarrestwastoseparateher。SincethatdayIhaveneverdaredtodespiseawomanatfirstsight。

  Chapter2

  Thesalewastotakeplaceonthe16th。Aday\'sintervalhadbeenleftbetweenthevisitingdaysandthesale,inordertogivetimefortakingdownthehangings,curtains,etc。Ihadjustreturnedfromabroad。ItwasnaturalthatIhadnotheardofMarguerite\'sdeathamongthepiecesofnewswhichone\'sfriendsalwaystellonreturningafteranabsence。Margueritewasaprettywoman;butthoughthelifeofsuchwomenmakessensationenough,theirdeathmakesverylittle。Theyaresunswhichsetastheyrose,unobserved。Theirdeath,whentheydieyoung,isheardofbyalltheirloversatthesamemoment,forinParisalmostalltheloversofawell-knownwomanarefriends。Afewrecollectionsareexchanged,andeverybody\'slifegoesonasiftheincidenthadneveroccurred,withoutsomuchasatear。

  Nowadays,attwenty-five,tearshavebecomesorareathingthattheyarenottobesquanderedindiscriminately。Itisthemostthatcanbeexpectediftheparentswhopayforbeingweptoverareweptoverinreturnforthepricetheypay。

  Asforme,thoughmyinitialsdidnotoccuronanyofMarguerite\'sbelongings,thatinstinctiveindulgence,thatnaturalpitythatIhavealreadyconfessed,setmethinkingoverherdeath,moreperhapsthanitwasworththinkingover。I

  rememberedhavingoftenmetMargueriteintheBois,whereshewentregularlyeverydayinalittlebluecoupedrawnbytwomagnificentbays,andIhadnoticedinheradistinctionquiteapartfromotherwomenofherkind,adistinctionwhichwasenhancedbyareallyexceptionalbeauty。

  Theseunfortunatecreatureswhenevertheygooutarealwaysaccompaniedbysomebodyorother。Asnomancarestomakehimselfconspicuousbybeingseenintheircompany,andastheyareafraidofsolitude,theytakewiththemeitherthosewhoarenotwellenoughofftohaveacarriage,oroneoranotherofthoseelegant,ancientladies,whoseeleganceisalittleinexplicable,andtowhomonecanalwaysgoforinformationinregardtothewomenwhomtheyaccompany。

  InMarguerite\'scaseitwasquitedifferent。ShewasalwaysalonewhenshedroveintheChamps-Elysees,lyingbackinhercarriageasmuchaspossible,dressedinfursinwinter,andinsummerwearingverysimpledresses;andthoughsheoftenpassedpeoplewhomsheknew,hersmile,whenshechosetosmile,wasseenonlybythem,andaduchessmighthavesmiledinjustsuchamanner。

  Shedidnotdrivetoandfroliketheothers,fromtheRond-PointtotheendoftheChamps-Elysees。ShedrovestraighttotheBois。

  Thereshelefthercarriage,walkedforanhour,returnedtohercarriage,anddroverapidlyhome。

  AllthesecircumstanceswhichIhadsooftenwitnessedcamebacktomymemory,andIregrettedherdeathasonemightregretthedestructionofabeautifulworkofart。

  ItwasimpossibletoseemorecharminbeautythaninthatofMarguerite。Excessivelytallandthin,shehadinthefullestdegreetheartofrepairingthisoversightofNaturebythemerearrangementofthethingsshewore。Hercashmerereachedtotheground,andshowedoneachsidethelargeflouncesofasilkdress,andtheheavymuffwhichsheheldpressedagainstherbosomwassurroundedbysuchcunninglyarrangedfoldsthattheeye,howeverexacting,couldfindnofaultwiththecontourofthelines。Herhead,amarvel,wastheobjectofthemostcoquettishcare。Itwassmall,andhermother,asMussetwouldsay,seemedtohavemadeitsoinordertomakeitwithcare。

  Set,inanovalofindescribablegrace,twoblackeyes,surmountedbyeyebrowsofsopureacurvethatitseemedasifpainted;veiltheseeyeswithlovelylashes,which,whendrooped,casttheirshadowontherosyhueofthecheeks;traceadelicate,straightnose,thenostrilsalittleopen,inanardentaspirationtowardthelifeofthesenses;designaregularmouth,withlipspartedgraciouslyoverteethaswhiteasmilk;colourtheskinwiththedownofapeachthatnohandhastouched,andyouwillhavethegeneralaspectofthatcharmingcountenance。

  Thehair,blackasjet,wavingnaturallyornot,waspartedontheforeheadintwolargefoldsanddrapedbackoverthehead,leavinginsightjustthetipoftheears,inwhichthereglitteredtwodiamonds,worthfourtofivethousandfrancseach。

  HowitwasthatherardentlifehadleftonMarguerite\'sfacethevirginal,almostchildlikeexpression,whichcharacterizedit,isaproblemwhichwecanbutstate,withoutattemptingtosolveit。

  Margueritehadamarvellousportraitofherself,byVidal,theonlymanwhosepencilcoulddoherjustice。Ihadthisportraitbymeforafewdaysafterherdeath,andthelikenesswassoastonishingthatithashelpedtorefreshmymemoryinregardtosomepointswhichImightnototherwisehaveremembered。

  Someamongthedetailsofthischapterdidnotreachmeuntillater,butIwritethemheresoasnottobeobligedtoreturntothemwhenthestoryitselfhasbegun。

  Margueritewasalwayspresentateveryfirstnight,andpassedeveryeveningeitheratthetheatreortheball。Whenevertherewasanewpieceshewascertaintobeseen,andsheinvariablyhadthreethingswithherontheledgeofherground-floorbox:

  heropera-glass,abagofsweets,andabouquetofcamellias。

  Fortwenty-fivedaysofthemonththecamelliaswerewhite,andforfivetheywerered;nooneeverknewthereasonofthischangeofcolour,whichImentionthoughIcannotexplainit;itwasnoticedbothbyherfriendsandbythehabitue\'softhetheatrestowhichshemostoftenwent。Shewasneverseenwithanyflowersbutcamellias。Attheflorist\'s,MadameBarjon\'s,shehadcometobecalled\"theLadyoftheCamellias,\"andthenamestucktoher。

  LikeallthosewhomoveinacertainsetinParis,IknewthatMargueritehadlivedwithsomeofthemostfashionableyoungmeninsociety,thatshespokeofitopenly,andthattheythemselvesboastedofit;sothatallseemedequallypleasedwithoneanother。Nevertheless,foraboutthreeyears,afteravisittoBagnees,shewassaidtobelivingwithanoldduke,aforeigner,enormouslyrich,whohadtriedtoremoveherasfaraspossiblefromherformerlife,and,asitseemed,entirelytoherownsatisfaction。

  ThisiswhatIwastoldonthesubject。Inthespringof1847

  Margueritewassoillthatthedoctorsorderedhertotakethewaters,andshewenttoBagneres。Amongtheinvalidswasthedaughterofthisduke;shewasnotonlysufferingfromthesamecomplaint,butshewassolikeMargueriteinappearancethattheymighthavebeentakenforsisters;theyoungduchesswasinthelaststageofconsumption,andafewdaysafterMarguerite\'sarrivalshedied。Onemorning,theduke,whohadremainedatBagnerestobenearthesoilthathadburiedapartofhisheart,caughtsightofMargueriteataturnoftheroad。Heseemedtoseetheshadowofhischild,andgoinguptoher,hetookherhands,embracedandweptoverher,andwithoutevenaskingherwhoshewas,beggedhertolethimloveinherthelivingimageofhisdeadchild。Marguerite,aloneatBagnereswithhermaid,andnotbeinginanyfearofcompromisingherself,grantedtheduke\'srequest。Somepeoplewhoknewher,happeningtobeatBagneres,tookuponthemselvestoexplainMademoiselleGautier\'struepositiontotheduke。Itwasablowtotheoldman,fortheresemblancewithhisdaughterwasendedinonedirection,butitwastoolate。Shehadbecomeanecessitytohisheart,hisonlypretext,hisonlyexcuse,forliving。Hemadenoreproaches,hehadindeednorighttodoso,butheaskedherifshefeltherselfcapableofchanginghermodeoflife,offeringherinreturnforthesacrificeeverycompensationthatshecoulddesire。Sheconsented。

  ItmustbesaidthatMargueritewasjustthenveryill。Thepastseemedtohersensitivenatureasifitwereoneofthemaincausesofherillness,andasortofsuperstitionledhertohopethatGodwouldrestoretoherbothhealthandbeautyinreturnforherrepentanceandconversion。Bytheendofthesummer,thewaters,sleep,thenaturalfatigueoflongwalks,hadindeedmoreorlessrestoredherhealth。ThedukeaccompaniedhertoParis,wherehecontinuedtoseeherashehaddoneatBagneres。

  Thisliaison,whosemotiveandoriginwerequiteunknown,causedagreatsensation,fortheduke,alreadyknownforhisimmensefortune,nowbecameknownforhisprodigality。Allthiswassetdowntothedebaucheryofaricholdman,andeverythingwasbelievedexceptthetruth。Thefather\'ssentimentforMargueritehad,intruth,sopureacausethatanythingbutacommunionofheartswouldhaveseemedtohimakindofincest,andhehadneverspokentoherawordwhichhisdaughtermightnothaveheard。

  Farbeitfrommetomakeoutourheroinetobeanythingbutwhatshewas。AslongassheremainedatBagneres,thepromiseshehadmadetothedukehadnotbeenhardtokeep,andshehadkeptit;

  but,oncebackinParis,itseemedtoher,accustomedtoalifeofdissipation,ofballs,oforgies,asifthesolitude,onlyinterruptedbytheduke\'sstatedvisits,wouldkillherwithboredom,andthehotbreathofheroldlifecamebackacrossherheadandheart。

  WemustaddthatMargueritehadreturnedmorebeautifulthanshehadeverbeen;shewasbuttwenty,andhermalady,sleepingbutnotsubdued,continuedtogiveherthosefeverishdesireswhicharealmostalwaystheresultofdiseasesofthechest。

  Itwasagreatgrieftothedukewhenhisfriends,alwaysonthelookoutforsomescandalonthepartofthewomanwithwhom,itseemedtothem,hewascompromisinghimself,cametotellhim,indeedtoprovetohim,thatattimeswhenshewassureofnotseeinghimshereceivedothervisits,andthatthesevisitswereoftenprolongedtillthefollowingday。Onbeingquestioned,Margueriteadmittedeverythingtotheduke,andadvisedhim,withoutarriere-pensee,toconcernhimselfwithhernolonger,forshefeltincapableofcarryingoutwhatshehadundertaken,andshedidnotwishtogoonacceptingbenefitsfromamanwhomshewasdeceiving。Thedukedidnotreturnforaweek;itwasallhecoulddo,andontheeighthdayhecametobegMargueritetolethimstillvisither,promisingthathewouldtakeherasshewas,solongashemightseeher,andswearingthathewouldneverutterareproachagainsther,notthoughheweretodieofit。

  This,then,wasthestateofthingsthreemonthsafterMarguerite\'sreturn;thatistosay,inNovemberorDecember,1842。

  Chapter3

  Atoneo\'clockonthe16thIwenttotheRued\'Antin。Thevoiceoftheauctioneercouldbeheardfromtheouterdoor。Theroomswerecrowdedwithpeople。Therewereallthecelebritiesofthemostelegantimpropriety,furtivelyexaminedbycertaingreatladieswhohadagainseizedtheopportunityofthesaleinordertobeabletosee,closeathand,womenwhomtheymightneverhaveanotheroccasionofmeeting,andwhomtheyenviedperhapsinsecretfortheireasypleasures。TheDuchessofF。elbowedMlle。

  A。,oneofthemostmelancholyexamplesofourmoderncourtesan;

  theMarquisdeT。hesitatedoverapieceoffurniturethepriceofwhichwasbeingrunhighbyMme。D。,themostelegantandfamousadulteressofourtime;theDukeofY。,whoinMadridissupposedtoberuininghimselfinParis,andinParistoberuininghimselfinMadrid,andwho,asamatteroffact,neverevenreachesthelimitofhisincome,talkedwithMme。M。,oneofourwittieststory-tellers,whofromtimetotimewriteswhatshesaysandsignswhatshewrites,whileatthesametimeheexchangedconfidentialglanceswithMme。deN。,afairornamentoftheChamps-Elysees,almostalwaysdressedinpinkorblue,anddrivingtwobigblackhorseswhichTonyhadsoldherfor10,000

  francs,andforwhichshehadpaid,afterherfashion;finally,Mlle。R。,whomakesbyhermeretalenttwicewhatthewomenoftheworldmakebytheirdotandthreetimesasmuchastheothersmakebytheiramours,hadcome,inspiteofthecold,tomakesomepurchases,andwasnottheleastlookedatamongthecrowd。

  Wemightcitetheinitialsofmanymoreofthosewhofoundthemselves,notwithoutsomemutualsurprise,sidebysideinoneroom。Butwefeartowearythereader。Wewillonlyaddthateveryonewasinthehighestspirits,andthatmanyofthosepresenthadknownthedeadwoman,andseemedquiteobliviousofthefact。Therewasasoundofloudlaughter;theauctioneersshoutedatthetopoftheirvoices;thedealerswhohadfilledthebenchesinfrontoftheauctiontabletriedinvaintoobtainsilence,inordertotransacttheirbusinessinpeace。Neverwasthereanoisieroramorevariedgathering。

  Islippedquietlyintothemidstofthistumult,sadtothinkofwhenonerememberedthatthepoorcreaturewhosegoodswerebeingsoldtopayherdebtshaddiedinthenextroom。Havingcomerathertoexaminethantobuy,Iwatchedthefacesoftheauctioneers,noticinghowtheybeamedwithdelightwheneveranythingreachedapricebeyondtheirexpectations。Honestcreatures,whohadspeculateduponthiswoman\'sprostitution,whohadgainedtheirhundredpercentoutofher,whohadplaguedwiththeirwritsthelastmomentsofherlife,andwhocamenowafterherdeathtogatherinatoncethefruitsoftheirdishonourablecalculationsandtheinterestontheirshamefulcredit,HowwiseweretheancientsinhavingonlyoneGodfortradersandrobbers!

  Dresses,cashmeres,jewels,weresoldwithincrediblerapidity。

  TherewasnothingthatIcaredfor,andIstillwaited。AllatonceIheard:\"Avolume,beautifullybound,gilt-edged,entitledManonLescaut。Thereissomethingwrittenonthefirstpage。Tenfrancs。\"

  \"Twelve,\"saidavoiceafteralongishsilence。

  \"Fifteen,\"Isaid。

  Why?Ididnotknow。Doubtlessforthesomethingwritten。

  \"Fifteen,\"repeatedtheauctioneer。

  \"Thirty,\"saidthefirstbidderinatonewhichseemedtodefyfurthercompetition。

  Ithadnowbecomeastruggle。\"Thirty-five,\"Icriedinthesametone。

  \"Forty。\"

  \"Fifty。\"

  \"Sixty。\"

  \"Ahundred。\"

  IfIhadwishedtomakeasensationIshouldcertainlyhavesucceeded,foraprofoundsilencehadensued,andpeoplegazedatmeasiftoseewhatsortofapersonitwas,whoseemedtobesodeterminedtopossessthevolume。

  TheaccentwhichIhadgiventomylastwordseemedtoconvincemyadversary;hepreferredtoabandonaconflictwhichcouldonlyhaveresultedinmakingmepaytentimesitspriceforthevolume,and,bowing,hesaidverygracefully,thoughindeedalittlelate:

  \"Igiveway,sir。\"

  Nothingmorebeingoffered,thebookwasassignedtome。

  AsIwasafraidofsomenewfitofobstinacy,whichmyamourpropremighthavesustainedsomewhatbetterthanmypurse,I

  wrotedownmyname,hadthebookputononeside,andwentout。I

  musthavegivenconsiderablefoodforreflectiontothewitnessesofthisscene,whowouldnodoubtaskthemselveswhatmypurposecouldhavebeeninpayingahundredfrancsforabookwhichI

  couldhavehadanywhereforten,or,attheoutside,fifteen。

  Anhourafter,Isentformypurchase。Onthefirstpagewaswritteninink,inaneleganthand,aninscriptiononthepartofthegiver。Itconsistedofthesewords:

  ManontoMarguerite。

  Humility。

  ItwassignedArmandDuval。

  WhatwasthemeaningofthewordHumility?WasManontorecogniseinMarguerite,intheopinionofM。ArmandDuval,hersuperiorinviceorinaffection?Thesecondinterpretationseemedthemoreprobable,forthefirstwouldhavebeenanimpertinentpieceofplainspeakingwhichMarguerite,whateverheropinionofherself,wouldneverhaveaccepted。

  Iwentoutagain,andthoughtnomoreofthebookuntilatnight,whenIwasgoingtobed。

  ManonLescautisatouchingstory。Iknoweverydetailofit,andyetwheneverIcomeacrossthevolumethesamesympathyalwaysdrawsmetoit;Iopenit,andforthehundredthtimeIliveoveragainwiththeheroineoftheAbbePrevost。NowthisheroineissotruetolifethatIfeelasifIhadknownher;andthusthesortofcomparisonbetweenherandMargueritegavemeanunusualinclinationtoreadit,andmyindulgencepassedintopity,almostintoakindofloveforthepoorgirltowhomIowedthevolume。Manondiedinthedesert,itistrue,butinthearmsofthemanwholovedherwiththewholeenergyofhissoul;who,whenshewasdead,dugagraveforher,andwatereditwithhistears,andburiedhisheartinit;whileMarguerite,asinnerlikeManon,andperhapsconvertedlikeher,haddiedinasumptuousbed(itseemed,afterwhatIhadseen,thebedofherpast),butinthatdesertoftheheart,amorebarren,avaster,amorepitilessdesertthanthatinwhichManonhadfoundherlastresting-place。

  Marguerite,infact,asIhadfoundfromsomefriendswhoknewofthelastcircumstancesofherlife,hadnotasinglerealfriendbyherbedsideduringthetwomonthsofherlongandpainfulagony。

  ThenfromManonandMargueritemymindwanderedtothosewhomI

  knew,andwhomIsawsingingalongthewaywhichledtojustsuchanotherdeath。Poorsouls!ifitisnotrighttolovethem,isitnotwelltopitythem?Youpitytheblindmanwhohasneverseenthedaylight,thedeafwhohasneverheardtheharmoniesofnature,thedumbwhohasneverfoundavoiceforhissoul,and,underafalsecloakofshame,youwillnotpitythisblindnessofheart,thisdeafnessofsoul,thisdumbnessofconscience,whichsetsthepoorafflictedcreaturebesideherselfandmakesher,inspiteofherself,incapableofseeingwhatisgood,ofbearingtheLord,andofspeakingthepurelanguageofloveandfaith。

  HugohaswrittenMarionDelorme,MussethaswrittenBernerette,AlexandreDumashaswrittenFernande,thethinkersandpoetsofalltimehavebroughttothecourtesantheofferingoftheirpity,andattimesagreatmanhasrehabilitatedthemwithhisloveandevenwithhisname。IfIinsistonthispoint,itisbecausemanyamongthosewhohavebeguntoreadmewillbereadytothrowdownabookinwhichtheywillfeartofindanapologyforviceandprostitution;andtheauthor\'sagewilldosomething,nodoubt,toincreasethisfear。Letmeundeceivethosewhothinkthus,andletthemgoonreading,ifnothingbutsuchafearhindersthem。

  Iamquitesimplyconvincedofacertainprinciple,whichis:Forthewomanwhoseeducationhasnottaughtherwhatisright,Godalmostalwaysopenstwowayswhichleadthitherthewaysofsorrowandoflove。Theyarehard;thosewhowalkinthemwalkwithbleedingfeetandtornhands,buttheyalsoleavethetrappingsofviceuponthethornsofthewayside,andreachthejourney\'sendinanakednesswhichisnotshamefulinthesightoftheLord。

  Thosewhomeettheseboldtravellersoughttosuccourthem,andtotellallthattheyhavemetthem,forinsodoingtheypointouttheway。Itisnotaquestionofsettingattheoutsetoflifetwosign-posts,onebearingtheinscription\"TheRightWay,\"

  theothertheinscription\"TheWrongWay,\"andofsayingtothosewhocomethere,\"Choose。\"Onemustneeds,likeChrist,pointoutthewayswhichleadfromthesecondroadtothefirst,tothosewhohavebeeneasilyledastray;anditisneedfulthatthebeginningofthesewaysshouldnotbetoopainfulnorappeartooimpenetrable。

  HereisChristianitywithitsmarvellousparableoftheProdigalSontoteachusindulgenceandpardon。Jesuswasfullofloveforsoulswoundedbythepassionsofmen;helovedtobinduptheirwoundsandtofindinthoseverywoundsthebalmwhichshouldhealthem。ThushesaidtotheMagdalen:\"Muchshallbeforgiventheebecausethouhastlovedmuch,\"asublimityofpardonwhichcanonlyhavecalledforthasublimefaith。

  WhydowemakeourselvesmorestrictthanChrist?Why,holdingobstinatelytotheopinionsoftheworld,whichhardensitselfinorderthatitmaybethoughtstrong,dowereject,asitrejects,soulsbleedingatwoundsbywhich,likeasickman\'sbadblood,theeviloftheirpastmaybehealed,ifonlyafriendlyhandisstretchedouttolavethemandsetthemintheconvalescenceoftheheart?

  ItistomyowngenerationthatIspeak,tothoseforwhomthetheoriesofM。deVoltairehappilyexistnolonger,tothosewho,likemyself,realizethathumanity,fortheselastfifteenyears,hasbeeninoneofitsmostaudaciousmomentsofexpansion。Thescienceofgoodandevilisacquiredforever;faithisrefashioned,respectforsacredthingshasreturnedtous,andiftheworldhasnotallatoncebecomegood,ithasatleastbecomebetter。Theeffortsofeveryintelligentmantendinthesamedirection,andeverystrongwillisharnessedtothesameprinciple:Begood,beyoung,betrue!Evilisnothingbutvanity,letushavetheprideofgood,andaboveallletusneverdespair。Donotletusdespisethewomanwhoisneithermother,sister,maid,norwife。Donotletuslimitesteemtothefamilynorindulgencetoegoism。Since\"thereismorejoyinheavenoveronesinnerthatrepenteththanoverninetyandninejustpersonsthatneednorepentance,\"letusgivejoytoheaven。Heavenwillrenderitbacktouswithusury。Letusleaveonourwaythealmsofpardonforthosewhomearthlydesireshavedrivenastray,whomadivinehopeshallperhapssave,and,asoldwomensaywhentheyofferyou。somehomelyremedyoftheirown,ifitdoesnogooditwilldonoharm。

  DoubtlessitmustseemaboldthingtoattempttodeducethesegrandresultsoutofthemeagresubjectthatIdealwith;butI

  amoneofthosewhobelievethatallisinlittle。Thechildissmall,andheincludestheman;thebrainisnarrow,anditharboursthought;theeyeisbutapoint,anditcoversleagues。

  Chapter4

  Twodaysafter,thesalewasended。Ithadproduced3。50,000

  francs。Thecreditorsdividedamongthemtwothirds,andthefamily,asisterandagrand-nephew,receivedtheremainder。

  Thesisteropenedhereyesverywidewhenthelawyerwrotetoherthatshehadinherited50,000francs。Thegirlhadnotseenhersisterforsixorsevenyears,anddidnotknowwhathadbecomeofherfromthemomentwhenshehaddisappearedfromhome。ShecameuptoParisinhaste,andgreatwastheastonishmentofthosewhohadknownMargueritewhentheysawasheronlyheirafine,fatcountrygirl,whountilthenhadneverlefthervillage。Shehadmadethefortuneatasinglestroke,withoutevenknowingthesourceofthatfortune。Shewentback,Iheardafterward,tohercountryside,greatlysaddenedbyhersister\'sdeath,butwithasadnesswhichwassomewhatlightenedbytheinvestmentatfourandahalfpercentwhichshehadbeenabletomake。

  Allthesecircumstances,oftenrepeatedinParis,themothercityofscandal,hadbeguntobeforgotten,andIwasevenlittlebylittleforgettingthepartIhadtakeninthem,whenanewincidentbroughttomyknowledgethewholeofMarguerite\'slife,andacquaintedmewithsuchpatheticdetailsthatIwastakenwiththeideaofwritingdownthestorywhichInowwrite。

  Therooms,nowemptiedofalltheirfurniture,hadbeentoletforthreeorfourdayswhenonemorningtherewasaringatmydoor。

  Myservant,or,rather,myporter,whoactedasmyservant,wenttothedoorandbroughtmeacard,sayingthatthepersonwhohadgivenittohimwishedtoseeme。

  Iglancedatthecardandtherereadthesetwowords:ArmandDuval。

  ItriedtothinkwhereIhadseenthename,andrememberedthefirstleafofthecopyofManonLescaut。WhatcouldthepersonwhohadgiventhebooktoMargueritewantofme?Igaveorderstoaskhiminatonce。

  Isawayoungman,blond,tall,pale,dressedinatravellingsuitwhichlookedasifhehadnotchangeditforsomedays,andhadnoteventakenthetroubletobrushitonarrivingatParis,foritwascoveredwithdust。

  M。Duvalwasdeeplyagitated;hemadenoattempttoconcealhisagitation,anditwaswithtearsinhiseyesandatremblingvoicethathesaidtome:

  \"Sir,Ibegyoutoexcusemyvisitandmycostume;butyoungpeoplearenotveryceremoniouswithoneanother,andIwassoanxioustoseeyouto-daythatIhavenotevengonetothehoteltowhichIhavesentmyluggage,andhaverushedstraighthere,fearingthat,afterall,Imightmissyou,earlyasitis。\"

  IbeggedM。Duvaltositdownbythefire;hedidso,and,takinghishandkerchieffromhispocket,hidhisfaceinitforamoment。

  \"Youmustbeatalosstounderstand,\"hewenton,sighingsadly,\"forwhatpurposeanunknownvisitor,atsuchanhour,insuchacostume,andintears,canhavecometoseeyou。Ihavesimplycometoaskofyouagreatservice。\"

  \"Speakon,sir,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal。\"

  \"YouwerepresentatthesaleofMargueriteGautier?\"

  Atthiswordtheemotion,whichhehadgotthebetterofforaninstant,wastoomuchforhim,andhewasobligedtocoverhiseyeswithhishand。

  \"Imustseemtoyouveryabsurd,\"headded,\"butpardonme,andbelievethatIshallneverforgetthepatiencewithwhichyouhavelistenedtome。\"

  \"Sir,\"Ianswered,\"iftheservicewhichIcanrenderyouisabletolessenyourtroublealittle,tellmeatoncewhatIcandoforyou,andyouwillfindmeonlytoohappytoobligeyou。\"

  M。Duval\'ssorrowwassympathetic,aridinspiteofmyselfIfeltthedesireofdoinghimakindness。Thereuponhesaidtome:

  \"YouboughtsomethingatMarguerite\'ssale?\"

  \"Yes,abook。\"

  \"ManonLescaut?\"

  \"Precisely。\"

  \"Haveyouthebookstill?\"

  \"Itisinmybedroom。\"

  Onhearingthis,ArmandDuvalseemedtoberelievedofagreatweight,andthankedmeasifIhadalreadyrenderedhimaservicemerelybykeepingthebook。

  Igotupandwentintomyroomtofetchthebook,whichIhandedtohim。

  \"Thatisitindeed,\"hesaid,lookingattheinscriptiononthefirstpageandturningovertheleaves;\"thatisitindeed,\"andtwobigtearsfellonthepages。\"Well,sir,\"saidhe,liftinghishead,andnolongertryingtohidefrommethathehadweptandwaseventhenonthepointofweeping,\"doyouvaluethisbookverygreatly?\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"BecauseIhavecometoaskyoutogiveituptome。\"

  \"Pardonmycuriosity,butwasityou,then,whogaveittoMargueriteGautier?\"

  \"Itwas!\"

  \"Thebookisyours,sir;takeitback。Iamhappytobeabletohanditovertoyou。\"

  \"But,\"saidM。Duvalwithsomeembarrassment,\"theleastIcandoistogiveyouinreturnthepricewhichyoupaidforit。\"

  \"Allowmetoofferittoyou。Thepriceofasinglevolumeinasaleofthatkindisamerenothing,andIdonotrememberhowmuchIgaveforit。\"

  \"Yougaveonehundredfrancs。\"

  \"True,\"Isaid,embarrassedinmyturn,\"howdoyouknow?\"

  \"Itisquitesimple。IhopedtoreachParisintimeforthesale,andIonlymanagedtogetherethismorning。Iwasabsolutelyresolvedtohavesomethingwhichhadbelongedtoher,andI

  hastenedtotheauctioneerandaskedhimtoallowmetoseethelistofthethingssoldandofthebuyers\'names。Isawthatthisvolumehadbeenboughtbyyou,andIdecidedtoaskyoutogiveituptome,thoughthepriceyouhadsetuponitmademefearthatyoumightyourselfhavesomesouvenirinconnectionwiththepossessionofthebook。\"

  Ashespoke,itwasevidentthathewasafraidIhadknownMargueriteashehadknownher。Ihastenedtoreassurehim。

  \"IknewMlle。Gautieronlybysight,\"Isaid;\"herdeathmadeonmetheimpressionthatthedeathofaprettywomanmustalwaysmakeonayoungmanwhohadlikedseeingher。Iwishedtobuysomethingathersale,andIbidhigherandhigherforthisbookoutofmereobstinacyandtoannoysomeoneelse,whowasequallykeentoobtainit,andwhoseemedtodefymetothecontest。I

  repeat,then,thatthebookisyours,andoncemoreIbegyoutoacceptit;donottreatmeasifIwereanauctioneer,andletitbethepledgebetweenusofalongerandmoreintimateacquaintance。\"

  \"Good,\"saidArmand,holdingouthishandandpressingmine;\"I

  accept,andIshallbegratefultoyouallmylife。\"

  IwasveryanxioustoquestionArmandonthesubjectofMarguerite,fortheinscriptioninthebook,theyoungman\'shurriedjourney,hisdesiretopossessthevolume,piquedmycuriosity;butIfearedifIquestionedmyvisitorthatImightseemtohaverefusedhismoneyonlyinordertohavetherighttopryintohisaffairs。

  Itwasasifheguessedmydesire,forhesaidtome:

  \"Haveyoureadthevolume?\"

  \"Allthrough。\"

  \"WhatdidyouthinkofthetwolinesthatIwroteinit?\"

  \"Irealizedatoncethatthewomantowhomyouhadgiventhevolumemusthavebeenquiteoutsidetheordinarycategory,forI

  couldnottakethosetwolinesasamereemptycompliment。\"

  \"Youwereright。Thatwomanwasanangel。See,readthisletter。\"

  Andhehandedtomeapaperwhichseemedtohavebeenmanytimesreread。

  Iopenedit,andthisiswhatitcontained:

  \"MYDEARARMAND:——Ihavereceivedyourletter。Youarestillgood,andIthankGodforit。Yes,myfriend,Iamill,andwithoneofthosediseasesthatneverrelent;buttheinterestyoustilltakeinmemakesmysufferingless。Ishallnotlivelongenough,Iexpect,tohavethehappinessofpressingthehandwhichhaswrittenthekindletterIhavejustreceived;thewordsofitwouldbeenoughtocureme,ifanythingcouldcureme。I

  shallnotseeyou,forIamquiteneardeath,andyouarehundredsofleaguesaway。Mypoorfriend!yourMargueriteofoldtimesissadlychanged。Itisbetterperhapsforyounottoseeheragainthantoseeherassheis。YouaskifIforgiveyou;

  oh,withallmyheart,friend,forthewayyouhurtmewasonlyawayofprovingtheloveyouhadforme。Ihavebeeninbedforamonth,andIthinksomuchofyouresteemthatIwriteeverydaythejournalofmylife,fromthemomentwelefteachothertothemomentwhenIshallbeabletowritenolonger。Iftheinterestyoutakeinmeisreal,Armand,whenyoucomebackgoandseeJulieDuprat。Shewillgiveyoumyjournal。Youwillfindinitthereasonandtheexcuseforwhathaspassedbetweenus。Julieisverygoodtome;weoftentalkofyoutogether。Shewastherewhenyourlettercame,andwebothcriedoverit。

  \"Ifyouhadnotsentmeanyword,IhadtoldhertogiveyouthosepaperswhenyoureturnedtoFrance。Donotthankmeforit。

  Thisdailylookingbackontheonlyhappymomentsofmylifedoesmeanimmenseamountofgood,andifyouwillfindinreadingitsomeexcuseforthepast。I,formypart,findacontinualsolaceinit。Ishouldliketoleaveyousomethingwhichwouldalwaysremindyouofme,buteverythingherehasbeenseized,andIhavenothingofmyown。

  \"Doyouunderstand,myfriend?Iamdying,andfrommybedIcanhearamanwalkingtoandfrointhedrawing-room;mycreditorshaveputhimtheretoseethatnothingistakenaway,andthatnothingremainstomeincaseIdonotdie。Ihopetheywillwaittilltheendbeforetheybegintosell。

  \"Oh,menhavenopity!orrather,Iamwrong,itisGodwhoisjustandinflexible!

  \"Andnow,dearlove,youwillcometomysale,andyouwillbuysomething,forifIputasidetheleastthingforyou,theymightaccuseyouofembezzlingseizedgoods。

  \"ItisasadlifethatIamleaving!

  \"ItwouldbegoodofGodtoletmeseeyouagainbeforeIdie。

  Accordingtoallprobability,good-bye,myfriend。PardonmeifI

  donotwritealongerletter,butthosewhosaytheyaregoingtocuremewearmeoutwithbloodletting,andmyhandrefusestowriteanymore。

  \"MARGUERITEGAUTIER。\"

  Thelasttwowordswerescarcelylegible。IreturnedthelettertoArmand,whohad,nodoubt,readitoveragaininhismindwhileIwasreadingitonpaper,forhesaidtomeashetookit:

  \"Whowouldthinkthatakeptwomancouldhavewrittenthat?\"And,overcomebyrecollections,hegazedforsometimeatthewritingoftheletter,whichhefinallycarriedtohislips。

  \"AndwhenIthink,\"hewenton,\"thatshediedbeforeIcouldseeher,andthatIshallneverseeheragain,whenIthinkthatshedidformewhatnosisterwouldeverhavedone,Icannotforgivemyselfforhavinglefthertodielikethat。Dead!Deadandthinkingofme,writingandrepeatingmyname,poordearMarguerite!\"

  AndArmand,givingfreeoutlettohisthoughtsandhistears,heldouthishandtome,andcontinued:

  \"Peoplewouldthinkitchildishenoughiftheysawmelamentlikethisoveradeadwomansuchasshe;noonewilleverknowwhatI

  madethatwomansuffer,howcruelIhavebeentoher!howgood,howresignedshewas!IthoughtitwasIwhohadtoforgiveher,andto-dayIfeelunworthyoftheforgivenesswhichshegrantsme。Oh,Iwouldgivetenyearsofmylifetoweepatherfeetforanhour!\"

  Itisalwaysdifficulttoconsoleasorrowthatisunknowntoone,andneverthelessIfeltsolivelyasympathyfortheyoungman,hemademesofranklytheconfidantofhisdistress,thatI

  believedawordfrommewouldnotbeindifferenttohim,andI

  said:

  \"Haveyounoparents,nofriends?Hope。Goandseethem;theywillconsoleyou。Asforme,Icanonlypityyou。\"

  \"Itistrue,\"hesaid,risingandwalkingtoandfrointheroom,\"Iamwearyingyou。Pardonme,Ididnotreflecthowlittlemysorrowmustmeantoyou,andthatIamintrudinguponyousomethingwhichcannotandoughtnottointerestyouatall。\"

  \"Youmistakemymeaning。Iamentirelyatyourservice;onlyI

  regretmyinabilitytocalmyourdistress。Ifmysocietyandthatofmyfriendscangiveyouanydistraction,if,inshort,youhaveneedofme,nomatterinwhatway,Ihopeyouwillrealizehowmuchpleasureitwillgivemetodoanythingforyou。\"

  \"Pardon,pardon,\"saidhe;\"sorrowsharpensthesensations。Letmestayhereforafewminuteslonger,longenoughtodrymyeyes,sothattheidlersinthestreetmaynotlookuponitasacuriositytoseeabigfellowlikemecrying。Youhavemademeveryhappybygivingmethisbook。IdonotknowhowIcaneverexpressmygratitudetoyou。\"

  \"Bygivingmealittleofyourfriendship,\"saidI,\"andbytellingmethecauseofyoursuffering。Onefeelsbetterwhiletellingwhatonesuffers。\"

  \"Youareright。Butto-dayIhavetoomuchneedoftears;Icannotverywelltalk。OnedayIwilltellyouthewholestory,andyouwillseeifIhavereasonforregrettingthepoorgirl。Andnow,\"headded,rubbinghiseyesforthelasttime,andlookingathimselfintheglass,\"saythatyoudonotthinkmetooabsolutelyidiotic,andallowmetocomebackandseeyouanothertime。\"

  Hecastonmeagentleandamiablelook。Iwasnearembracinghim。Asforhim,hiseyesagainbegantofillwithtears;hesawthatIperceiveditandturnedawayhishead。

  \"Come,\"Isaid,\"courage。\"

  \"Good-bye,\"hesaid。

  And,makingadesperateefforttorestrainhistears,herushedratherthanwentoutoftheroom。

  Iliftedthecurtainofmywindow,andsawhimgetintothecabrioletwhichawaitedhimatthedoor;butscarcelywasheseatedbeforeheburstintotearsandhidhisfaceinhispocket-handkerchief。

  Chapter5

  AgoodwhileelapsedbeforeIheardanythingmoreofArmand,but,ontheotherhand,IwasconstantlyhearingofMarguerite。

  Idonotknowifyouhavenoticed,ifoncethenameofanybodywhomightinthenaturalcourseofthingshavealwaysremainedunknown,oratalleventsindifferenttoyou,shouldhementionedbeforeyou,immediatelydetailsbegintogroupthemselvesaboutthename,andyoufindallyourfriendstalkingtoyouaboutsomethingwhichtheyhavenevermentionedtoyoubefore。Youdiscoverthatthispersonwasalmosttouchingyouandhaspassedclosetoyoumanytimesinyourlifewithoutyournoticingit;

  youfindcoincidencesintheeventswhicharetoldyou,arealaffinitywithcertaineventsofyourownexistence。IwasnotabsolutelyatthatpointinregardtoMarguerite,forIhadseenandmether,Iknewherbysightandbyreputation;nevertheless,sincethemomentofthesale,hernamecametomyearssofrequently,and,owingtothecircumstancethatIhavementionedinthelastchapter,thatnamewasassociatedwithsoprofoundasorrow,thatmycuriosityincreasedinproportionwithmyastonishment。TheconsequencewasthatwheneverImetfriendstowhomIhadneverbreathedthenameofMarguerite,Ialwaysbeganbysaying:

  \"DidyoueverknowacertainMargueriteGautier?\"

  \"TheLadyoftheCamellias?\"

  \"Exactly。\"

  \"Oh,verywell!\"

  Thewordwassometimesaccompaniedbyasmilewhichcouldleavenodoubtastoitsmeaning。

  \"Well,whatsortofagirlwasshe?\"

  \"Agoodsortofgirl。\"

  \"Isthatall?\"

  \"Oh,yes;moreintelligenceandperhapsalittlemoreheartthanmost。\"

  \"Doyouknowanythingparticularabouther?\"

  \"SheruinedBarondeG。\"

  \"Nomorethanthat?\"

  \"ShewasthemistressoftheoldDukeof……\"

  \"Wasshereallyhismistress?\"

  \"Sotheysay;atallevents,hegaveheragreatdealofmoney。\"

  Thegeneraloutlineswerealwaysthesame。NeverthelessIwasanxioustofindoutsomethingabouttherelationsbetweenMargueriteandArmand。Meetingonedayamanwhowasconstantlyaboutwithknownwomen,Iaskedhim:\"DidyouknowMargueriteGautier?\"

  Theanswerwastheusual:\"Verywell。\"

  \"Whatsortofagirlwasshe?\"

  \"Afine,goodgirl。Iwasverysorrytohearofherdeath。\"

  \"HadshenotalovercalledArmandDuval?\"

  \"Tallandblond?\"

  \"Yes。

  \"Itisquitetrue。\"

  \"WhowasthisArmand?\"

  \"Afellowwhosquanderedonherthelittlemoneyhehad,andthenhadtoleaveher。Theysayhewasquitewildaboutit。\"

  \"Andshe?\"

  \"Theyalwayssayshewasverymuchinlovewithhim,butasgirlslikethatareinlove。Itisnogoodtoaskthemforwhattheycannotgive。\"

  \"WhathasbecomeofArmand?\"

  \"Idon\'tknow。Weknewhimverylittle。HewaswithMargueriteforfiveorsixmonthsinthecountry。Whenshecameback,hehadgone。\"

  \"Andyouhaveneverseenhimsince?\"

  \"Never。\"

  I,too,hadnotseenArmandagain。Iwasbeginningtoaskmyselfif,whenhehadcometoseeme,therecentnewsofMarguerite\'sdeathhadnotexaggeratedhisformerlove,andconsequentlyhissorrow,andIsaidtomyselfthatperhapshehadalreadyforgottenthedeadwoman,andalongwithherhispromisetocomeandseemeagain。Thissuppositionwouldhaveseemedprobableenoughinmostinstances,butinArmand\'sdespairtherehadbeenanaccentofrealsincerity,and,goingfromoneextremetoanother,Iimaginedthatdistresshadbroughtonanillness,andthatmynotseeinghimwasexplainedbythefactthathewasill,perhapsdead。

  Iwasinterestedintheyoungmaninspiteofmyself。Perhapstherewassomeselfishnessinthisinterest;perhapsIguessedatsomepatheticlovestoryunderallthissorrow;perhapsmydesiretoknowallaboutithadmuchtodowiththeanxietywhichArmand\'ssilencecausedme。SinceM。Duvaldidnotreturntoseeme,Idecidedtogoandseehim。Apretextwasnotdifficulttofind;unluckilyIdidnotknowhisaddress,andnooneamongthosewhomIquestionedcouldgiveittome。

  IwenttotheRued\'Antin;perhapsMarguerite\'sporterwouldknowwhereArmandlived。Therewasanewporter;heknewaslittleaboutitasI。IthenaskedinwhatcemeteryMlle。Gautierhadbeenburied。ItwastheMontmartreCemetery。ItwasnowthemonthofApril;theweatherwasfine,thegraveswerenotlikelytolookassadanddesolateastheydoinwinter;inshort,itwaswarmenoughforthelivingtothinkalittleofthedead,andpaythemavisit。Iwenttothecemetery,sayingtomyself:\"OneglanceatMarguerite\'sgrave,andIshallknowifArmand\'ssorrowstillexists,andperhapsImayfindoutwhathasbecomeofhim。\"

  Ienteredthekeeper\'slodge,andaskedhimifonthe22ndofFebruaryawomannamedMargueriteGautierhadnotbeenburiedintheMontmartreCemetery。Heturnedoverthepagesofabigbookinwhichthosewhoenterthislastresting-placeareinscribedandnumbered,andrepliedthatonthe22ndofFebruary,at12

  o\'clock,awomanofthatnamehadbeenburied。

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