Kutuzovlookedlongandintentlyatthesetwosoldiers。Hepuckeredhisface,screweduphiseyes,andpensivelyswayedhishead。
AtanotherspothenoticedaRussiansoldierlaughinglypattingaFrenchmanontheshoulder,sayingsomethingtohiminafriendlymanner,andKutuzovwiththesameexpressiononhisfaceagainswayedhishead。
\"Whatwereyousaying?\"heaskedthegeneral,whocontinuinghisreportdirectedthecommanderinchief’sattentiontosomestandardscapturedfromtheFrenchandstandinginfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment。
\"Ah,thestandards!\"saidKutuzov,evidentlydetachinghimselfwithdifficultyfromthethoughtsthatpreoccupiedhim。
Helookedabouthimabsently。Thousandsofeyeswerelookingathimfromallsidesawaitingawordfromhim。
HestoppedinfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment,sigheddeeply,andclosedhiseyes。Oneofhissuitebeckonedtothesoldierscarryingthestandardstoadvanceandsurroundthecommanderinchiefwiththem。Kutuzovwassilentforafewsecondsandthen,submittingwithevidentreluctancetothedutyimposedbyhisposition,raisedhisheadandbegantospeak。Athrongofofficerssurroundedhim。Helookedattentivelyaroundatthecircleofofficers,recognizingseveralofthem。
\"Ithankyouall!\"hesaid,addressingthesoldiersandthenagaintheofficers。Inthestillnessaroundhimhisslowlyutteredwordsweredistinctlyheard。\"Ithankyouallforyourhardandfaithfulservice。ThevictoryiscompleteandRussiawillnotforgetyou!Honortoyouforever。\"
Hepausedandlookedaround。
\"Loweritshead,lowerit!\"hesaidtoasoldierwhohadaccidentallyloweredtheFrencheaglehewasholdingbeforethePreobrazhenskstandards。\"Lower,lower,that’sit。Hurrahlads!\"headded,addressingthemenwitharapidmovementofhischin。
\"Hur—r—rah!\"roaredthousandsofvoices。
WhilethesoldierswereshoutingKutuzovleanedforwardinhissaddleandbowedhishead,andhiseyelitupwithamildandapparentlyironicgleam。
\"Yousee,brothers……\"saidhewhentheshoutshadceased……andallatoncehisvoiceandtheexpressionofhisfacechanged。Itwasnolongerthecommanderinchiefspeakingbutanordinaryoldmanwhowantedtotellhiscomradessomethingveryimportant。
Therewasastiramongthethrongofofficersandintheranksofthesoldiers,whomovedthattheymighthearbetterwhathewasgoingtosay。
\"Yousee,brothers,Iknowit’shardforyou,butitcan’tbehelped!Bearup;itwon’tbeforlongnow!We’llseeourvisitorsoffandthenwe’llrest。TheTsarwon’tforgetyourservice。Itishardforyou,butstillyouareathomewhilethey—youseewhattheyhavecometo,\"saidhe,pointingtotheprisoners。\"Worseoffthanourpoorestbeggars。Whiletheywerestrongwedidn’tspareourselves,butnowwemayevenpitythem。Theyarehumanbeingstoo。
Isn’titso,lads?\"
Helookedaround,andinthedirect,respectful,wonderinggazefixeduponhimhereadsympathywithwhathehadsaid。Hisfacegrewbrighterandbrighterwithanoldman’smildsmile,whichdrewthecornersofhislipsandeyesintoaclusterofwrinkles。Heceasedspeakingandbowedhisheadasifinperplexity。
\"Butafterallwhoaskedthemhere?Servesthemright,thebloodybastards!\"hecried,suddenlyliftinghishead。
Andflourishinghiswhipherodeoffatagallopforthefirsttimeduringthewholecampaign,andleftthebrokenranksofthesoldierslaughingjoyfullyandshouting\"Hurrah!\"
Kutuzov’swordswerehardlyunderstoodbythetroops。Noonecouldhaverepeatedthefieldmarshal’saddress,begunsolemnlyandthenchangingintoanoldman’ssimpleheartedtalk;buttheheartysincerityofthatspeech,thefeelingofmajestictriumphcombinedwithpityforthefoeandconsciousnessofthejusticeofourcause,exactlyexpressedbythatoldman’sgood—naturedexpletives,wasnotmerelyunderstoodbutlayinthesoulofeverysoldierandfoundexpressionintheirjoyousandlong—sustainedshouts。AfterwardswhenoneofthegeneralsaddressedKutuzovaskingwhetherhewishedhiscalechetobesentfor,Kutuzovinansweringunexpectedlygaveasob,beingevidentlygreatlymoved。
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Whenthetroopsreachedtheirnight’shaltingplaceontheeighthofNovember,thelastdayoftheKrasnoebattles,itwasalreadygrowingdusk。Alldayithadbeencalmandfrostywithoccasionallightlyfallingsnowandtowardeveningitbegantoclear。Throughthefallingsnowapurple—blackandstarryskyshoweditselfandthefrostgrewkeener。
AninfantryregimentwhichhadleftTarutinothreethousandstrongbutnownumberedonlyninehundredwasoneofthefirsttoarrivethatnightatitshaltingplace—avillageonthehighroad。ThequartermasterswhomettheregimentannouncedthatallthehutswerefullofsickanddeadFrenchmen,cavalrymen,andmembersofthestaff。
Therewasonlyonehutavailablefortheregimentalcommander。
Thecommanderrodeuptohishut。Theregimentpassedthroughthevillageandstackeditsarmsinfrontofthelasthuts。
Likesomehugemany—limbedanimal,theregimentbegantoprepareitslairanditsfood。Onepartofitdispersedandwadedknee—deepthroughthesnowintoabirchforesttotherightofthevillage,andimmediatelythesoundofaxesandswords,thecrashingofbranches,andmerryvoicescouldbeheardfromthere。Anothersectionamidtheregimentalwagonsandhorseswhichwerestandinginagroupwasbusygettingoutcaldronsandryebiscuit,andfeedingthehorses。Athirdsectionscatteredthroughthevillagearrangingquartersforthestaffofficers,carryingouttheFrenchcorpsesthatwereinthehuts,anddraggingawayboards,drywood,andthatchfromtheroofs,forthecampfires,orwattlefencestoserveforshelter。
Somefifteenmenwithmerryshoutswereshakingdownthehighwattlewallofashed,theroofofwhichhadalreadybeenremoved。
\"Nowthen,alltogether—shove!\"criedthevoices,andthehugesurfaceofthewall,sprinkledwithsnowandcreakingwithfrost,wasseenswayinginthegloomofthenight。Thelowerstakescrackedmoreandmoreandatlastthewallfell,andwithitthemenwhohadbeenpushingit。Loud,coarselaughterandjoyousshoutsensued。
\"Nowthen,catchholdintwos!Handupthelever!That’sit……Whereareyoushovingto?\"
\"Now,alltogether!Butwaitamoment,boys……Withasong!\"
Allstoodsilent,andasoft,pleasantvelvetyvoicebegantosing。Attheendofthethirdverseasthelastnotediedaway,twentyvoicesroaredoutatonce:\"Oo—oo—oo—oo!That’sit。Alltogether!
Heaveaway,boys!……\"butdespitetheirunitedeffortsthewattlehardlymoved,andinthesilencethatfollowedtheheavybreathingofthemenwasaudible。
\"Here,youoftheSixthCompany!Devilsthatyouare!Lendahand……
willyou?Youmaywantusoneofthesedays。\"
SometwentymenoftheSixthCompanywhowereontheirwayintothevillagejoinedthehaulers,andthewattlewall,whichwasaboutthirty—fivefeetlongansevenfeethigh,movedforwardalongthevillagestreet,swaying,pressinguponandcuttingtheshouldersofthegaspingmen。
\"Getalong……Falling?Whatareyoustoppingfor?Therenow……\"
Merrysenselesswordsofabuseflowedfreely。
\"Whatareyouupto?\"suddenlycametheauthoritativevoiceofasergeantmajorwhocameuponthemenwhowerehaulingtheirburden。
\"Therearegentryhere;thegeneralhimselfisinthathut,andyoufoul—moutheddevils,youbrutes,I’llgiveittoyou!\"shoutedhe,hittingthefirstmanwhocameinhiswayaswingingblowontheback。
\"Can’tyoumakelessnoise?\"
Themenbecamesilent。Thesoldierwhohadbeenstruckgroanedandwipedhisface,whichhadbeenscratchedtillitbledbyhisfallingagainstthewattle。
\"There,howthatdevilhitsout!He’smademyfaceallbloody,\"saidheinafrightenedwhisperwhenthesergeantmajorhadpassedon。
\"Don’tyoulikeit?\"saidalaughingvoice,andmoderatingtheirtonesthemenmovedforward。
Whentheywereoutofthevillagetheybegantalkingagainasloudasbefore,interlardingtheirtalkwiththesameaimlessexpletives。
Inthehutwhichthemenhadpassed,thechiefofficershadgatheredandwereinanimatedtalkovertheirteaabouttheeventsofthedayandthemaneuverssuggestedfortomorrow。Itwasproposedtomakeaflankmarchtotheleft,cutofftheVice—KingMuratandcapturehim。
Bythetimethesoldiershaddraggedthewattlefencetoitsplacethecampfireswereblazingonallsidesreadyforcooking,thewoodcrackled,thesnowwasmelting,andblackshadowsofsoldiersflittedtoandfroallovertheoccupiedspacewherethesnowhadbeentroddendown。
Axesandchopperswerepliedallaround。Everythingwasdonewithoutanyordersbeinggiven。Storesofwoodwerebroughtforthenight,shelterswereriggedupfortheofficers,caldronswerebeingboiled,andmusketsandaccoutermentsputinorder。
ThewattlewallthemenhadbroughtwassetupinasemicirclebytheEighthCompanyasashelterfromthenorth,proppedupbymusketrests,andacampfirewasbuiltbeforeit。Theybeatthetattoo,calledtheroll,hadsupper,andsettleddownroundthefiresforthenight—somerepairingtheirfootgear,somesmokingpipes,andsomestrippingthemselvesnakedtosteamtheliceoutoftheirshirts。
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OnewouldhavethoughtthatunderthealmostincrediblywretchedconditionstheRussiansoldierswereinatthattime—lackingwarmbootsandsheepskincoats,withoutaroofovertheirheads,inthesnowwitheighteendegreesoffrost,andwithoutevenfullrationsthecommissariatdidnotalwayskeepupwiththetroops—theywouldhavepresentedaverysadanddepressingspectacle。
Onthecontrary,thearmyhadneverunderthebestmaterialconditionspresentedamorecheerfulandanimatedaspect。Thiswasbecauseallwhobegantogrowdepressedorwholoststrengthweresiftedoutofthearmydaybyday。Allthephysicallyormorallyweakhadlongsincebeenleftbehindandonlytheflowerofthearmy—physicallyandmentally—remained。
MoremencollectedbehindthewattlefenceoftheEighthCompanythananywhereelse。Twosergeantsmajorweresittingwiththemandtheircampfireblazedbrighterthanothers。Forleavetositbytheirwattletheydemandedcontributionsoffuel。
\"Eh,Makeev!Whathasbecomeofyou,yousonofabitch?Areyoulostorhavethewolveseatenyou?Fetchsomemorewood!\"shoutedared—hairedandred—facedman,screwinguphiseyesandblinkingbecauseofthesmokebutnotmovingbackfromthefire。\"Andyou,Jackdaw,goandfetchsomewood!\"saidhetoanothersoldier。
Thisred—hairedmanwasneitherasergeantnoracorporal,butbeingrobustheorderedaboutthoseweakerthanhimself。Thesoldiertheycalled\"Jackdaw,\"athinlittlefellowwithasharpnose,roseobedientlyandwasabouttogobutatthatinstanttherecameintothelightofthefiretheslender,handsomefigureofayoungsoldiercarryingaloadofwood。
\"Bringithere—that’sfine!\"
Theysplitupthewood,presseditdownonthefire,blewatitwiththeirmouths,andfanneditwiththeskirtsoftheirgreatcoats,makingtheflameshissandcrackle。Themendrewnearerandlittheirpipes。Thehandsomeyoungsoldierwhohadbroughtthewood,settinghisarmsakimbo,beganstampinghiscoldfeetrapidlyanddeftlyonthespotwherehestood。
\"Mother!Thedewiscoldbutclear……It’swellthatI’mamusketeer……\"hesang,pretendingtohiccoughaftereachsyllable。
\"Lookout,yoursoleswillflyoff!\"shoutedthered—hairedman,noticingthatthesoleofthedancer’sbootwashangingloose。\"Whatafellowyouarefordancing!\"
Thedancerstopped,pulledofftheloosepieceofleather,andthrewitonthefire。
\"Rightenough,friend,\"saidhe,and,havingsatdown,tookoutofhisknapsackascrapofblueFrenchcloth,andwrappeditroundhisfoot。\"It’sthesteamthatspoilsthem,\"headded,stretchingouthisfeettowardthefire。
\"They’llsoonbeissuingusnewones。Theysaythatwhenwe’vefinishedhammeringthem,we’retoreceivedoublekits!\"
\"AndthatsonofabitchPetrovhaslaggedbehindafterall,itseems,\"saidonesergeantmajor。
\"I’vehadaneyeonhimthislongwhile,\"saidtheother。
\"Well,he’sapoorsortofsoldier……\"
\"ButintheThirdCompanytheysayninemenweremissingyesterday。\"
\"Yes,it’sallverywell,butwhenaman’sfeetarefrozenhowcanhewalk?\"
\"Eh?Don’ttalknonsense!\"saidasergeantmajor。
\"Doyouwanttobedoingthesame?\"saidanoldsoldier,turningreproachfullytothemanwhohadspokenoffrozenfeet。
\"Well,youknow,\"saidthesharp—nosedmantheycalledJackdawinasqueakyandunsteadyvoice,raisinghimselfattheothersideofthefire,\"aplumpmangetsthin,butforathinoneit’sdeath。Takeme,now!I’vegotnostrengthleft,\"headded,withsuddenresolutionturningtothesergeantmajor。\"Tellthemtosendmetohospital;I’machingallover;anywayIshan’tbeabletokeepup。\"
\"That’lldo,that’lldo!\"repliedthesergeantmajorquietly。
Thesoldiersaidnomoreandthetalkwenton。
\"WhatalotofthoseFrenchiesweretakentoday,andthefactisthatnotoneofthemhadwhatyoumightcallrealbootson,\"saidasoldier,startinganewtheme。\"Theywerenomorethanmake—believes。\"
\"TheCossackshavetakentheirboots。Theywereclearingthehutforthecolonelandcarriedthemout。Itwaspitifultoseethem,boys,\"
putinthedancer。\"Astheyturnedthemoveroneseemedstillaliveand,wouldyoubelieveit,hejabberedsomethingintheirlingo。\"
\"Butthey’reacleanfolk,lads,\"thefirstmanwenton;\"hewaswhite—aswhiteasbirchbark—andsomeofthemaresuchfinefellows,youmightthinktheywerenobles。\"
\"Well,whatdoyouthink?Theymakesoldiersofallclassesthere。\"
\"Buttheydon’tunderstandourtalkatall,\"saidthedancerwithapuzzledsmile。\"Iaskedhimwhosesubjecthewas,andhejabberedinhisownway。Aqueerlot!\"
\"Butit’sstrange,friends,\"continuedthemanwhohadwonderedattheirwhiteness,\"thepeasantsatMozhayskweresayingthatwhentheybeganburyingthedead—wherethebattlewasyouknow—well,thosedeadhadbeenlyingtherefornearlyamonth,andsaysthepeasant,’theylieaswhiteaspaper,clean,andnotasmuchsmellasapuffofpowdersmoke。’\"
\"Wasitfromthecold?\"askedsomeone。
\"You’reacleverfellow!Fromthecoldindeed!Why,itwashot。Ifithadbeenfromthecold,ourswouldnothaverottedeither。’But,’
hesays,’gouptooursandtheyareallrottenandmaggoty。So,’hesays,’wetieourfacesupwithkerchiefsandturnourheadsawayaswedragthemoff:wecanhardlydoit。Buttheirs,’hesays,’arewhiteaspaperandnotsomuchsmellasawhiffofgunpowder。’\"
Allweresilent。
\"Itmustbefromtheirfood,\"saidthesergeantmajor。\"Theyusedtogobblethesamefoodasthegentry。\"
Noonecontradictedhim。
\"ThatpeasantnearMozhayskwherethebattlewassaidthemenwereallcalledupfromtenvillagesaroundandtheycartedfortwentydaysandstilldidn’tfinishcartingthedeadaway。Andasforthewolves,hesays……\"
\"Thatwasarealbattle,\"saidanoldsoldier。\"It’stheonlyoneworthremembering;butsincethat……it’sonlybeentormentingfolk。\"
\"Anddoyouknow,Daddy,thedaybeforeyesterdayweranatthemand,myword,theydidn’tletusgetnearbeforetheyjustthrewdowntheirmusketsandwentontheirknees。’Pardon!’theysay。That’sonlyonecase。TheysayPlatovtook’Poleonhimselftwice。Buthedidn’tknowtherightcharm。Hecatcheshimandcatcheshim—nogood!Heturnsintoabirdinhishandsandfliesaway。Andthere’snowayofkillinghimeither。\"
\"You’reafirst—classliar,Kiselev,whenIcometolookatyou!\"
\"Liar,indeed!It’stherealtruth。\"
\"Ifhefellintomyhands,whenI’dcaughthimI’dburyhiminthegroundwithanaspenstaketofixhimdown。Whatalotofmenhe’sruined!\"
\"Well,anyhowwe’regoingtoendit。Hewon’tcomehereagain,\"
remarkedtheoldsoldier,yawning。
Theconversationflagged,andthesoldiersbegansettlingdowntosleep。
\"Lookatthestars。It’swonderfulhowtheyshine!Youwouldthinkthewomenhadspreadouttheirlinen,\"saidoneofthemen,gazingwithadmirationattheMilkyWay。
\"That’sasignofagoodharvestnextyear。\"
\"Weshallwantsomemorewood。\"
\"Youwarmyourbackandyourbellygetsfrozen。That’squeer。\"
\"OLord!\"
\"Whatareyoupushingfor?Isthefireonlyforyou?Lookhowhe’ssprawling!\"
Inthesilencethatensued,thesnoringofthosewhohadfallenasleepcouldbeheard。Othersturnedoverandwarmedthemselves,nowandagainexchangingafewwords。Fromacampfireahundredpacesoffcameasoundofgeneral,merrylaughter。
\"HarkatthemroaringthereintheFifthCompany!\"saidoneofthesoldiers,andwhatalotofthemthereare!\"
OneofthemengotupandwentovertotheFifthCompany。
\"They’rehavingsuchfun,\"saidhe,comingback。\"TwoFrenchieshaveturnedup。One’squitefrozenandtheother’sanawfulswaggerer。He’ssingingsongs……\"
\"Oh,I’llgoacrossandhavealook……\"
AndseveralofthemenwentovertotheFifthCompany。
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Thefifthcompanywasbivouackingattheveryedgeoftheforest。
Ahugecampfirewasblazingbrightlyinthemidstofthesnow,lightingupthebranchesoftreesheavywithhoarfrost。
Aboutmidnighttheyheardthesoundofstepsinthesnowoftheforest,andthecracklingofdrybranches。
\"Abear,lads,\"saidoneofthemen。
Theyallraisedtheirheadstolisten,andoutoftheforestintothebrightfirelightsteppedtwostrangelycladhumanfiguresclingingtooneanother。
TheseweretwoFrenchmenwhohadbeenhidingintheforest。Theycameuptothefire,hoarselyutteringsomethinginalanguageoursoldiersdidnotunderstand。Onewastallerthantheother;heworeanofficer’shatandseemedquiteexhausted。Onapproachingthefirehehadbeengoingtositdown,butfell。Theother,ashortsturdysoldierwithashawltiedroundhishead,wasstronger。Heraisedhiscompanionandsaidsomething,pointingtohismouth。ThesoldierssurroundedtheFrenchmen,spreadagreatcoatonthegroundforthesickman,andbroughtsomebuckwheatporridgeandvodkaforbothofthem。
TheexhaustedFrenchofficerwasRamballeandthemanwithhisheadwrappedintheshawlwasMorel,hisorderly。
WhenMorelhaddrunksomevodkaandfinishedhisbowlofporridgehesuddenlybecameunnaturallymerryandchatteredincessantlytothesoldiers,whocouldnotunderstandhim。Ramballerefusedfoodandrestinghisheadonhiselbowlaysilentbesidethecampfire,lookingattheRussiansoldierswithredandvacanteyes。Occasionallyheemittedalong—drawngroanandthenagainbecamesilent。Morel,pointingtohisshoulders,triedtoimpressonthesoldiersthefactthatRamballewasanofficerandoughttobewarmed。ARussianofficerwhohadcomeuptothefiresenttoaskhiscolonelwhetherhewouldnottakeaFrenchofficerintohishuttowarmhim,andwhenthemessengerreturnedandsaidthatthecolonelwishedtheofficertobebroughttohim,Ramballewastoldtogo。Heroseandtriedtowalk,butstaggeredandwouldhavefallenhadnotasoldierstandingbyheldhimup。
\"Youwon’tdoitagain,eh?\"saidoneofthesoldiers,winkingandturningmockinglytoRamballe。
\"Oh,youfool!Whytalkrubbish,loutthatyouare—arealpeasant!\"
camerebukesfromallsidesaddressedtothejestingsoldier。
TheysurroundedRamballe,liftedhimonthecrossedarmsoftwosoldiers,andcarriedhimtothehut。Ramballeputhisarmsaroundtheirneckswhiletheycarriedhimandbeganwailingplaintively:
\"Oh,youfinefellows,mykind,kindfriends!Thesearemen!Oh,mybrave,kindfriends,\"andheleanedhisheadagainsttheshoulderofoneofthemenlikeachild。
MeanwhileMorelwassittinginthebestplacebythefire,surroundedbythesoldiers。
Morel,ashortsturdyFrenchmanwithinflamedandstreamingeyes,waswearingawoman’scloakandhadashawltiedwomanfashionroundhisheadoverhiscap。Hewasevidentlytipsy,andwassingingaFrenchsonginahoarsebrokenvoice,withanarmthrownroundthenearestsoldier。Thesoldierssimplyheldtheirsidesastheywatchedhim。
\"Nowthen,nowthen,teachushowitgoes!I’llsoonpickitup。Howisit?\"saidtheman—asingerandawag—whomMorelwasembracing。
\"ViveHenriQuatre!Viveceroivaliant!\"sangMorel,winking。\"Cediableaquatre……\"*
*\"LongliveHenrytheFourth,thatvaliantking!Thatrowdydevil。\"
\"Vivarika!Vif—seruvaru!Sedyablyaka!\"repeatedthesoldier,flourishinghisarmandreallycatchingthetune。
\"Bravo!Ha,ha,ha!\"rosetheirrough,joyouslaughterfromallsides。
Morel,wrinklinguphisface,laughedtoo。
\"Well,goon,goon!\"
\"Quieutletripletalent,Deboire,debattre,Etd’etreunvertgalant。\"*
*WhohadatripletalentFordrinking,forfighting,Andforbeingagallantoldboy……
\"Itgoessmoothly,too。Well,now,Zaletaev!\"
\"Ke……\"Zaletaev,broughtoutwitheffort:\"ke—e—e—e,\"hedrawled,laboriouslypursinghislips,\"le—trip—ta—la—de—bu—de—ba,ede—tra—va—ga—la\"hesang。
\"Fine!JustliketheFrenchie!Oh,hoho!Doyouwantsomemoretoeat?\"
\"Givehimsomeporridge:ittakesalongtimetogetfilledupafterstarving。\"
TheygavehimsomemoreporridgeandMorelwithalaughsettoworkonhisthirdbowl。Alltheyoungsoldierssmiledgailyastheywatchedhim。Theoldermen,whothoughtitundignifiedtoamusethemselveswithsuchnonsense,continuedtolieattheoppositesideofthefire,butonewouldoccasionallyraisehimselfonanelbowandglanceatMorelwithasmile。
\"Theyarementoo,\"saidoneofthemashewrappedhimselfupinhiscoat。\"Evenwormwoodgrowsonitsownroot。\"
\"OLord,OLord!Howstarryitis!Tremendous!Thatmeansahardfrost……\"
Theyallgrewsilent。Thestars,asifknowingthatnoonewaslookingatthem,begantodisportthemselvesinthedarksky:nowflaringup,nowvanishing,nowtrembling,theywerebusywhisperingsomethinggladsomeandmysterioustooneanother。
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TheFrencharmymeltedawayattheuniformrateofamathematicalprogression;andthatcrossingoftheBerezinaaboutwhichsomuchhasbeenwrittenwasonlyoneintermediatestageinitsdestruction,andnotatallthedecisiveepisodeofthecampaign。IfsomuchhasbeenandstilliswrittenabouttheBerezina,ontheFrenchsidethisisonlybecauseatthebrokenbridgeacrossthatriverthecalamitiestheirarmyhadbeenpreviouslyenduringweresuddenlyconcentratedatonemomentintoatragicspectaclethatremainedineverymemory,andontheRussiansidemerelybecauseinPetersburg—farfromtheseatofwar—aplanagainoneofPfuel’shadbeendevisedtocatchNapoleoninastrategictrapattheBerezinaRiver。Everyoneassuredhimselfthatallwouldhappenaccordingtoplan,andthereforeinsistedthatitwasjustthecrossingoftheBerezinathatdestroyedtheFrencharmy。InrealitytheresultsofthecrossingweremuchlessdisastroustotheFrench—ingunsandmenlost—thanKrasnoehadbeen,asthefiguresshow。
ThesoleimportanceofthecrossingoftheBerezinaliesinthefactthatitplainlyandindubitablyprovedthefallacyofalltheplansforcuttingofftheenemy’sretreatandthesoundnessoftheonlypossiblelineofaction—theoneKutuzovandthegeneralmassofthearmydemanded—namely,simplytofollowtheenemyup。TheFrenchcrowdfledatacontinuallyincreasingspeedandallitsenergywasdirectedtoreachingitsgoal。Itfledlikeawoundedanimalanditwasimpossibletoblockitspath。Thiswasshownnotsomuchbythearrangementsitmadeforcrossingasbywhattookplaceatthebridges。Whenthebridgesbrokedown,unarmedsoldiers,peoplefromMoscowandwomenwithchildrenwhowerewiththeFrenchtransport,all—carriedonbyvisinertiae—pressedforwardintoboatsandintotheice—coveredwateranddidnot,surrender。
Thatimpulsewasreasonable。Theconditionoffugitivesandofpursuerswasequallybad。Aslongastheyremainedwiththeirownpeopleeachmighthopeforhelpfromhisfellowsandthedefiniteplaceheheldamongthem。Butthosewhosurrendered,whileremaininginthesamepitifulplight,wouldbeonalowerleveltoclaimashareinthenecessitiesoflife。TheFrenchdidnotneedtobeinformedofthefactthathalftheprisoners—withwhomtheRussiansdidnotknowwhattodo—perishedofcoldandhungerdespitetheircaptors’
desiretosavethem;theyfeltthatitcouldnotbeotherwise。ThemostcompassionateRussiancommanders,thosefavorabletotheFrench—andeventheFrenchmenintheRussianservice—coulddonothingfortheprisoners。TheFrenchperishedfromtheconditionstowhichtheRussianarmywasitselfexposed。ItwasimpossibletotakebreadandclothesfromourhungryandindispensablesoldierstogivetotheFrenchwho,thoughnotharmful,orhated,orguilty,weresimplyunnecessary。SomeRussiansevendidthat,buttheywereexceptions。
CertaindestructionlaybehindtheFrenchbutinfronttherewashope。Theirshipshadbeenburned,therewasnosalvationsaveincollectiveflight,andonthatthewholestrengthoftheFrenchwasconcentrated。
Thefarthertheyfledthemorewretchedbecametheplightoftheremnant,especiallyaftertheBerezina,onwhichinconsequenceofthePetersburgplanspecialhopeshadbeenplacedbytheRussians,andthekeenergrewthepassionsoftheRussiancommanders,blamedoneanotherandKutuzovmostofall。AnticipationthatthefailureofthePetersburgBerezinaplanwouldbeattributedtoKutuzovledtodissatisfaction,contempt,andridicule,moreandmorestronglyexpressed。Theridiculeandcontemptwereofcourseexpressedinarespectfulform,makingitimpossibleforhimtoaskwhereinhewastoblame。Theydidnottalkseriouslytohim;whenreportingtohimoraskingforhissanctiontheyappearedtobefulfillingaregrettableformality,buttheywinkedbehindhisbackandtriedtomisleadhimateveryturn。
Becausetheycouldnotunderstandhimallthesepeopleassumedthatitwasuselesstotalktotheoldman;thathewouldnevergrasptheprofundityoftheirplans,thathewouldanswerwithhisphraseswhichtheythoughtweremerephrasesabouta\"goldenbridge,\"abouttheimpossibilityofcrossingthefrontierwithacrowdoftatterdemalions,andsoforth。Theyhadheardallthatbefore。
Andallhesaid—thatitwasnecessarytoawaitprovisions,orthatthemenhadnoboots—wassosimple,whilewhattheyproposedwassocomplicatedandclever,thatitwasevidentthathewasoldandstupidandthatthey,thoughnotinpower,werecommandersofgenius。
AfterthejunctionwiththearmyofthebrilliantadmiralandPetersburgheroWittgenstein,thismoodandthegossipofthestaffreachedtheirmaximum。Kutuzovsawthisandmerelysighedandshruggedhisshoulders。Onlyonce,aftertheaffairoftheBerezina,didhegetangryandwritetoBennigsenwhoreportedseparatelytotheEmperorthefollowingletter:
\"Onaccountofyourspellsofillhealth,willyourexcellencypleasebesogoodastosetoffforKalugaonreceiptofthis,andthereawaitfurthercommandsandappointmentsfromHisImperialMajesty。\"
ButafterBennigsen’sdeparture,theGrandDukeTsarevichConstantinePavlovichjoinedthearmy。HehadtakenpartinthebeginningofthecampaignbuthadsubsequentlybeenremovedfromthearmybyKutuzov。Nowhavingcometothearmy,heinformedKutuzovoftheEmperor’sdispleasureatthepoorsuccessofourforcesandtheslownessoftheiradvance。TheEmperorintendedtojointhearmypersonallyinafewdays’time。
Theoldman,experiencedincourtaswellasinmilitaryaffairs—
thissameKutuzovwhoinAugusthadbeenchosencommanderinchiefagainstthesovereign’swishesandwhohadremovedtheGrandDukeandheir—apparentfromthearmy—whoonhisownauthorityandcontrarytotheEmperor’swillhaddecidedontheabandonmentofMoscow,nowrealizedatoncethathisdaywasover,thathispartwasplayed,andthatthepowerhewassupposedtoholdwasnolongerhis。Andheunderstoodthisnotmerelyfromtheattitudeofthecourt。
Hesawontheonehandthatthemilitarybusinessinwhichhehadplayedhispartwasendedandfeltthathismissionwasaccomplished;andatthesametimehebegantobeconsciousofthephysicalwearinessofhisagedbodyandofthenecessityofphysicalrest。
Onthetwenty—ninthofNovemberKutuzoventeredVilna—his\"dearVilna\"ashecalledit。TwiceduringhiscareerKutuzovhadbeengovernorofVilna。Inthatwealthytown,whichhadnotbeeninjured,hefoundoldfriendsandassociations,besidesthecomfortsoflifeofwhichhehadsolongbeendeprived。Andhesuddenlyturnedfromthecaresofarmyandstateand,asfarasthepassionsthatseethedaroundhimallowed,immersedhimselfinthequietlifetowhichhehadformerlybeenaccustomed,asifallthatwastakingplaceandallthathadstilltobedoneintherealmofhistorydidnotconcernhimatall。
Chichagov,oneofthemostzealous\"cutters—off\"and\"breakers—up,\"whohadfirstwantedtoeffectadiversioninGreeceandtheninWarsawbutneverwishedtogowherehewassent:
Chichagov,notedfortheboldnesswithwhichhespoketotheEmperor,andwhoconsideredKutuzovtobeunderanobligationtohimbecausewhenhewassenttomakepeacewithTurkeyin1811
independentlyofKutuzov,andfoundthatpeacehadalreadybeenconcluded,headmittedtotheEmperorthatthemeritofsecuringthatpeacewasreallyKutuzov’s;thisChichagovwasthefirsttomeetKutuzovatthecastlewherethelatterwastostay。Inundressnavaluniform,withadirk,andholdinghiscapunderhisarm,hehandedKutuzovagarrisonreportandthekeysofthetown。ThecontemptuouslyrespectfulattitudeoftheyoungermentotheoldmaninhisdotagewasexpressedinthehighestdegreebythebehaviorofChichagov,whoknewoftheaccusationsthatwerebeingdirectedagainstKutuzov。
WhenspeakingtoChichagov,KutuzovincidentallymentionedthatthevehiclespackedwithchinathathadbeencapturedfromhimatBorisovhadbeenrecoveredandwouldberestoredtohim。
\"YoumeantoimplythatIhavenothingtoeatoutof……Onthecontrary,Icansupplyyouwitheverythingevenifyouwanttogivedinnerparties,\"warmlyrepliedChichagov,whotriedbyeverywordhespoketoprovehisownrectitudeandthereforeimaginedKutuzovtobeanimatedbythesamedesire。
Kutuzov,shrugginghisshoulders,repliedwithhissubtlepenetratingsmile:\"ImeantmerelytosaywhatIsaid。\"
ContrarytotheEmperor’swishKutuzovdetainedthegreaterpartofthearmyatVilna。Thoseabouthimsaidthathebecameextraordinarilyslackandphysicallyfeebleduringhisstayinthattown。Heattendedtoarmyaffairsreluctantly,lefteverythingtohisgenerals,andwhileawaitingtheEmperor’sarrivalledadissipatedlife。
HavingleftPetersburgontheseventhofDecemberwithhissuite—
CountTolstoy,PrinceVolkonski,Arakcheev,andothers—theEmperorreachedVilnaontheeleventh,andinhistravelingsleighdrovestraighttothecastle。Inspiteoftheseverefrostsomehundredgeneralsandstaffofficersinfullparadeuniformstoodinfrontofthecastle,aswellasaguardofhonoroftheSemenovregiment。
Acourierwhogallopedtothecastleinadvance,inatroykawiththreefoam—fleckedhorses,shouted\"Coming!\"andKonovnitsynrushedintothevestibuletoinformKutuzov,whowaswaitinginthehallporter’slittlelodge。
Aminutelatertheoldman’slargestoutfigureinfull—dressuniform,hischestcoveredwithordersandascarfdrawnroundhisstomach,waddledoutintotheporch。Heputonhishatwithitspeakstothesidesand,holdinghisglovesinhishandandwalkingwithaneffortsidewaysdownthestepstothelevelofthestreet,tookinhishandthereporthehadpreparedfortheEmperor。
Therewasrunningtoandfroandwhispering;anothertroykafuriouslyup,andthenalleyeswereturnedonanapproachingsleighinwhichthefiguresoftheEmperorandVolkonskicouldalreadybedescried。
Fromthehabitoffiftyyearsallthishadaphysicallyagitatingeffectontheoldgeneral。Hecarefullyandhastilyfelthimselfallover,readjustedhishat,andpullinghimselftogetherdrewhimselfupand,attheverymomentwhentheEmperor,havingalightedfromthesleigh,liftedhiseyestohim,handedhimthereportandbeganspeakinginhissmooth,ingratiatingvoice。
TheEmperorwitharapidglancescannedKutuzovfromheadtofoot,frownedforaninstant,butimmediatelymasteringhimselfwentuptotheoldman,extendedhisarmsandembracedhim。Andthisembracetoo,owingtoalong—standingimpressionrelatedtohisinnermostfeelings,haditsusualeffectonKutuzovandhegaveasob。
TheEmperorgreetedtheofficersandtheSemenovguard,andagainpressingtheoldman’shandwentwithhimintothecastle。
WhenalonewiththefieldmarshaltheEmperorexpressedhisdissatisfactionattheslownessofthepursuitandatthemistakesmadeatKrasnoeandtheBerezina,andinformedhimofhisintentionsforafuturecampaignabroad。Kutuzovmadenorejoinderorremark。Thesamesubmissive,expressionlesslookwithwhichhehadlistenedtotheEmperor’scommandsonthefieldofAusterlitzsevenyearsbeforesettledonhisfacenow。
WhenKutuzovcameoutofthestudyandwithloweredheadwascrossingtheballroomwithhisheavywaddlinggait,hewasarrestedbysomeone’svoicesaying:
\"YourSereneHighness!\"
KutuzovraisedhisheadandlookedforalongwhileintotheeyesofCountTolstoy,whostoodbeforehimholdingasilversalveronwhichlayasmallobject。Kutuzovseemednottounderstandwhatwasexpectedofhim。
Suddenlyheseemedtoremember;ascarcelyperceptiblesmileflashedacrosshispuffyface,andbowinglowandrespectfullyhetooktheobjectthatlayonthesalver。ItwastheOrderofSt。GeorgeoftheFirstClass。
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NextdaythefieldmarshalgaveadinnerandballwhichtheEmperorhonoredbyhispresence。KutuzovhadreceivedtheOrderofSt。
GeorgeoftheFirstClassandtheEmperorshowedhimthehighesthonors,buteveryoneknewoftheimperialdissatisfactionwithhim。
TheproprietieswereobservedandtheEmperorwasthefirsttosetthatexample,buteverybodyunderstoodthattheoldmanwasblameworthyandgood—for—nothing。WhenKutuzov,conformingtoacustomofCatherine’sday,orderedthestandardsthathadbeencapturedtobeloweredattheEmperor’sfeetonhisenteringtheballroom,theEmperormadeawryfaceandmutteredsomethinginwhichsomepeoplecaughtthewords,\"theoldcomedian。\"
TheEmperor’sdispleasurewithKutuzovwasspeciallyincreasedatVilnabythefactthatKutuzovevidentlycouldnotorwouldnotunderstandtheimportanceofthecomingcampaign。
WhenonthefollowingmorningtheEmperorsaidtotheofficersassembledabouthim:\"YouhavenotonlysavedRussia,youhavesavedEurope!\"theyallunderstoodthatthewarwasnotended。
KutuzovalonewouldnotseethisandopenlyexpressedhisopinionthatnofreshwarcouldimprovethepositionoraddtothegloryofRussia,butcouldonlyspoilandlowerthegloriouspositionthatRussiahadgained。HetriedtoprovetotheEmperortheimpossibilityoflevyingfreshtroops,spokeofthehardshipsalreadyenduredbythepeople,ofthepossibilityoffailureandsoforth。
Thisbeingthefieldmarshal’sframeofmindhewasnaturallyregardedasmerelyahindranceandobstacletotheimpendingwar。
Toavoidunpleasantencounterswiththeoldman,thenaturalmethodwastodowhathadbeendonewithhimatAusterlitzandwithBarclayatthebeginningoftheRussiancampaign—totransfertheauthoritytotheEmperorhimself,thuscuttingthegroundfromunderthecommanderinchief’sfeetwithoutupsettingtheoldmanbyinforminghimofthechange。
WiththisobjecthisstaffwasgraduallyreconstructedanditsrealstrengthremovedandtransferredtotheEmperor。Toll,Konovnitsyn,andErmolovreceivedfreshappointments。Everyonespokeloudlyofthefieldmarshal’sgreatweaknessandfailinghealth。
Hishealthhadtobebadforhisplacetobetakenawayandgiventoanother。Andinfacthishealthwaspoor。
Sonaturally,simply,andgradually—justashehadcomefromTurkeytotheTreasuryinPetersburgtorecruitthemilitia,andthentothearmywhenhewasneededthere—nowwhenhispartwasplayedout,Kutuzov’splacewastakenbyanewandnecessaryperformer。
Thewar1812,besidesitsnationalsignificancedeartoeveryRussianheart,wasnowtoassumeanother,aEuropean,significance。
Themovementofpeoplesfromwesttoeastwastobesucceededbyamovementofpeoplesfromeasttowest,andforthisfreshwaranotherleaderwasnecessary,havingqualitiesandviewsdifferingfromKutuzov’sandanimatedbydifferentmotives。
AlexanderIwasasnecessaryforthemovementofthepeoplesfromeasttowestandfortherefixingofnationalfrontiersasKutuzovhadbeenforthesalvationandgloryofRussia。
KutuzovdidnotunderstandwhatEurope,thebalanceofpower,orNapoleonmeant。Hecouldnotunderstandit。FortherepresentativeoftheRussianpeople,aftertheenemyhadbeendestroyedandRussiahadbeenliberatedandraisedtothesummitofherglory,therewasnothinglefttodoasaRussian。Nothingremainedfortherepresentativeofthenationalwarbuttodie,andKutuzovdied。
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Asgenerallyhappens,Pierredidnotfeelthefulleffectsofthephysicalprivationandstrainhehadsufferedasprisoneruntilaftertheywereover。AfterhisliberationhereachedOrel,andonthethirddaythere,whenpreparingtogotoKiev,hefellillandwaslaidupforthreemonths。Hehadwhatthedoctorstermed\"biliousfever。\"Butdespitethefactthatthedoctorstreatedhim,bledhim,andgavehimmedicinestodrink,herecovered。
ScarcelyanyimpressionwasleftonPierre’smindbyallthathappenedtohimfromthetimeofhisrescuetillhisillness。Herememberedonlythedullgrayweathernowrainyandnowsnowy,internalphysicaldistress,andpainsinhisfeetandside。Herememberedageneralimpressionofthemisfortunesandsufferingsofpeopleandofbeingworriedbythecuriosityofofficersandgeneralswhoquestionedhim,healsorememberedhisdifficultyinprocuringaconveyanceandhorses,andaboveallherememberedhisincapacitytothinkandfeelallthattime。OnthedayofhisrescuehehadseenthebodyofPetyaRostov。ThatsamedayhehadlearnedthatPrinceAndrew,aftersurvivingthebattleofBorodinoformorethanamonthhadrecentlydiedintheRostovs’houseatYaroslavl,andDenisovwhotoldhimthisnewsalsomentionedHelene’sdeath,supposingthatPierrehadheardofitlongbefore。AllthisatthetimeseemedmerelystrangetoPierre:hefelthecouldnotgraspitssignificance。Justthenhewasonlyanxioustogetawayasquicklyaspossiblefromplaceswherepeoplewerekillingoneanother,tosomepeacefulrefugewherehecouldrecoverhimself,rest,andthinkoverallthestrangenewfactshehadlearned;butonreachingOrelheimmediatelyfellill。Whenhecametohimselfafterhisillnesshesawinattendanceonhimtwoofhisservants,TerentyandVaska,whohadcomefromMoscow;andalsohiscousintheeldestprincess,whohadbeenlivingonhisestateatEletsandhearingofhisrescueandillnesshadcometolookafterhim。
ItwasonlygraduallyduringhisconvalescencethatPierrelosttheimpressionshehadbecomeaccustomedtoduringthelastfewmonthsandgotusedtotheideathatnoonewouldobligehimtogoanywheretomorrow,thatnoonewoulddeprivehimofhiswarmbed,andthathewouldbesuretogethisdinner,tea,andsupper。Butforalongtimeinhisdreamshestillsawhimselfintheconditionsofcaptivity。Inthesamewaylittlebylittlehecametounderstandthenewshehadbeentoldafterhisrescue,aboutthedeathofPrinceAndrew,thedeathofhiswife,andthedestructionoftheFrench。
Ajoyousfeelingoffreedom—thatcompleteinalienablefreedomnaturaltomanwhichhehadfirstexperiencedatthefirsthaltoutsideMoscow—filledPierre’ssoulduringhisconvalescence。Hewassurprisedtofindthatthisinnerfreedom,whichwasindependentofexternalconditions,nowhadasitwereanadditionalsettingofexternalliberty。Hewasaloneinastrangetown,withoutacquaintances。Noonedemandedanythingofhimorsenthimanywhere。
Hehadallhewanted:thethoughtofhiswifewhichhadbeenacontinualtormenttohimwasnolongerthere,sinceshewasnomore。
\"Oh,howgood!Howsplendid!\"saidhetohimselfwhenacleanlylaidtablewasmoveduptohimwithsavorybeeftea,orwhenhelaydownforthenightonasoftcleanbed,orwhenherememberedthattheFrenchhadgoneandthathiswifewasnomore。\"Oh,howgood,howsplendid!\"
Andbyoldhabitheaskedhimselfthequestion:\"Well,andwhatthen?WhatamIgoingtodo?\"Andheimmediatelygavehimselftheanswer:\"Well,Ishalllive。Ah,howsplendid!\"
Theveryquestionthathadformerlytormentedhim,thethinghehadcontinuallysoughttofind—theaimoflife—nolongerexistedforhimnow。Thatsearchfortheaimoflifehadnotmerelydisappearedtemporarily—hefeltthatitnolongerexistedforhimandcouldnotpresentitselfagain。Andthisveryabsenceofanaimgavehimthecomplete,joyoussenseoffreedomwhichconstitutedhishappinessatthistime。
Hecouldnotseeanaim,forhenowhadfaith—notfaithinanykindofrule,orwords,orideas,butfaithinanever—living,ever—manifestGod。FormerlyhehadsoughtHiminaimshesethimself。ThatsearchforanaimhadbeensimplyasearchforGod,andsuddenlyinhiscaptivityhehadlearnednotbywordsorreasoningbutbydirectfeelingwhathisnursehadtoldhimlongago:thatGodishereandeverywhere。InhiscaptivityhehadlearnedthatinKarataevGodwasgreater,moreinfiniteandunfathomablethanintheArchitectoftheUniverserecognizedbytheFreemasons。Hefeltlikeamanwhoafterstraininghiseyestoseeintothefardistancefindswhathesoughtathisveryfeet。Allhislifehehadlookedovertheheadsofthemenaroundhim,whenheshouldhavemerelylookedinfrontofhimwithoutstraininghiseyes。
Inthepasthehadneverbeenabletofindthatgreatinscrutableinfinitesomething。Hehadonlyfeltthatitmustexistsomewhereandhadlookedforit。Ineverythingnearandcomprehensiblehehadonlywhatwaslimited,petty,commonplace,andsenseless。Hehadequippedhimselfwithamentaltelescopeandlookedintoremotespace,wherepettyworldlinesshidingitselfinmistydistancehadseemedtohimgreatandinfinitemerelybecauseitwasnotclearlyseen。
AndsuchhadEuropeanlife,politics,Freemasonry,philosophy,andphilanthropyseemedtohim。Buteventhen,atmomentsofweaknessashehadaccountedthem,hismindhadpenetratedtothosedistancesandhehadthereseenthesamepettiness,worldliness,andsenselessness。Now,however,hehadlearnedtoseethegreat,eternal,andinfiniteineverything,andtherefore—toseeitandenjoyitscontemplation—henaturallythrewawaythetelescopethroughwhichhehadtillnowgazedovermen’sheads,andgladlyregardedtheever—changing,eternallygreat,unfathomable,andinfinitelifearoundhim。Andthecloserhelookedthemoretranquilandhappyhebecame。
Thatdreadfulquestion,\"Whatfor?\"whichhadformerlydestroyedallhismentaledifices,nolongerexistedforhim。Tothatquestion,\"Whatfor?\"asimpleanswerwasnowalwaysreadyinhissoul:\"BecausethereisaGod,thatGodwithoutwhosewillnotonehairfallsfromaman’shead。\"
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InexternalwaysPierrehadhardlychangedatall。Inappearancehewasjustwhatheusedtobe。Asbeforehewasabsent—mindedandseemedoccupiednotwithwhatwasbeforehiseyesbutwithsomethingspecialofhisown。Thedifferencebetweenhisformerandpresentselfwasthatformerlywhenhedidnotgraspwhatlaybeforehimorwassaidtohim,hehadpuckeredhisforeheadpainfullyasifvainlyseekingtodistinguishsomethingatadistance。Atpresenthestillforgotwhatwassaidtohimandstilldidnotseewhatwasbeforehiseyes,buthenowlookedwithascarcelyperceptibleandseeminglyironicsmileatwhatwasbeforehimandlistenedtowhatwassaid,thoughevidentlyseeingandhearingsomethingquitedifferent。
Formerlyhehadappearedtobeakindheartedbutunhappyman,andsopeoplehadbeeninclinedtoavoidhim。Nowasmileatthejoyoflifealwaysplayedroundhislips,andsympathyforothers,shoneinhiseyeswithaquestioninglookastowhethertheywereascontentedashewas,andpeoplefeltpleasedbyhispresence。
Previouslyhehadtalkedagreatdeal,grewexcitedwhenhetalked,andseldomlistened;nowhewasseldomcarriedawayinconversationandknewhowtolistensothatpeoplereadilytoldhimtheirmostintimatesecrets。
Theprincess,whohadneverlikedPierreandhadbeenparticularlyhostiletohimsinceshehadfeltherselfunderobligationstohimaftertheoldcount’sdeath,nowafterstayingashorttimeinOrel—
whereshehadcomeintendingtoshowPierrethatinspiteofhisingratitudesheconsidereditherdutytonursehim—felttohersurpriseandvexationthatshehadbecomefondofhim。Pierredidnotinanywayseekherapproval,hemerelystudiedherwithinterest。
Formerlyshehadfeltthatheregardedherwithindifferenceandirony,andsohadshrunkintoherselfasshedidwithothersandhadshownhimonlythecombativesideofhernature;butnowheseemedtobetryingtounderstandthemostintimateplacesofherheart,and,mistrustfullyatfirstbutafterwardsgratefully,shelethimseethehidden,kindlysidesofhercharacter。
Themostcunningmancouldnothavecreptintoherconfidencemoresuccessfully,evokingmemoriesofthebesttimesofheryouthandshowingsympathywiththem。YetPierre’scunningconsistedsimplyinfindingpleasureindrawingoutthehumanqualitiesoftheembittered,hard,andinherownwayproudprincess。
\"Yes,heisavery,verykindmanwhenheisnotundertheinfluenceofbadpeoplebutofpeoplesuchasmyself,\"thoughtshe。
Hisservantstoo—TerentyandVaska—intheirownwaynoticedthechangethathadtakenplaceinPierre。Theyconsideredthathehadbecomemuch\"simpler。\"Terenty,whenhehadhelpedhimundressandwishedhimgoodnight,oftenlingeredwithhismaster’sbootsinhishandsandclothesoverhisarm,toseewhetherhewouldnotstartatalk。AndPierre,noticingthatTerentywantedachat,generallykepthimthere。
\"Well,tellme……now,howdidyougetfood?\"hewouldask。
AndTerentywouldbegintalkingofthedestructionofMoscow,andoftheoldcount,andwouldstandforalongtimeholdingtheclothesandtalking,orsometimeslisteningtoPierre’sstories,andthenwouldgooutintothehallwithapleasantsenseofintimacywithhismasterandaffectionforhim。
ThedoctorwhoattendedPierreandvisitedhimeveryday,thoughheconsideredithisdutyasadoctortoposeasamanwhoseeverymomentwasofvaluetosufferinghumanity,wouldsitforhourswithPierretellinghimhisfavoriteanecdotesandhisobservationsonthecharactersofhispatientsingeneral,andespeciallyoftheladies。
\"It’sapleasuretotalktoamanlikethat;heisnotlikeourprovincials,\"hewouldsay。
TherewereseveralprisonersfromtheFrencharmyinOrel,andthedoctorbroughtoneofthem,ayoungItalian,toseePierre。
ThisofficerbeganvisitingPierre,andtheprincessusedtomakefunofthetendernesstheItalianexpressedforhim。
TheItalianseemedhappyonlywhenhecouldcometoseePierre,talkwithhim,tellhimabouthispast,hislifeathome,andhislove,andpourouttohimhisindignationagainsttheFrenchandespeciallyagainstNapoleon。
\"IfallRussiansareintheleastlikeyou,itissacrilegetofightsuchanation,\"hesaidtoPierre。\"You,whohavesufferedsofromtheFrench,donotevenfeelanimositytowardthem。\"
PierrehadevokedthepassionateaffectionoftheItalianmerelybyevokingthebestsideofhisnatureandtakingapleasureinsodoing。
DuringthelastdaysofPierre’sstayinOrelhisoldMasonicacquaintanceCountWillarski,whohadintroducedhimtothelodgein1807,cametoseehim。WillarskiwasmarriedtoaRussianheiresswhohadalargeestateinOrelprovince,andheoccupiedatemporarypostinthecommissariatdepartmentinthattown。
HearingthatBezukhovwasinOrel,Willarski,thoughtheyhadneverbeenintimate,cametohimwiththeprofessionsoffriendshipandintimacythatpeoplewhomeetinadesertgenerallyexpressforoneanother。WillarskifeltdullinOrelandwaspleasedtomeetamanofhisowncircleand,ashesupposed,ofsimilarinterests。
ButtohissurpriseWillarskisoonnoticedthatPierrehadlaggedmuchbehindthetimes,andhadsunk,asheexpressedittohimself,intoapathyandegotism。
\"Youarelettingyourselfgo,mydearfellow,\"hesaid。
ButforallthatWillarskifounditpleasanternowthanithadbeenformerlytobewithPierre,andcametoseehimeveryday。ToPierreashelookedatandlistenedtoWillarski,itseemedstrangetothinkthathehadbeenlikethathimselfbutashorttimebefore。
Willarskiwasamarriedmanwithafamily,busywithhisfamilyaffairs,hiswife’saffairs,andhisofficialduties。Heregardedalltheseoccupationsashindrancestolife,andconsideredthattheywereallcontemptiblebecausetheiraimwasthewelfareofhimselfandhisfamily。Military,administrative,political,andMasonicinterestscontinuallyabsorbedhisattention。AndPierre,withouttryingtochangetheother’sviewsandwithoutcondemninghim,butwiththequiet,joyful,andamusedsmilenowhabitualtohim,wasinterestedinthisstrangethoughveryfamiliarphenomenon。
TherewasanewfeatureinPierre’srelationswithWillarski,withtheprincess,withthedoctor,andwithallthepeoplehenowmet,whichgainedforhimthegeneralgoodwill。Thiswashisacknowledgmentoftheimpossibilityofchangingaman’sconvictionsbywords,andhisrecognitionofthepossibilityofeveryonethinking,feeling,andseeingthingseachfromhisownpointofview。ThislegitimatepeculiarityofeachindividualwhichusedtoexciteandirritatePierrenowbecameabasisofthesympathyhefeltfor,andtheinteresthetookin,otherpeople。Thedifference,andsometimescompletecontradiction,betweenmen’sopinionsandtheirlives,andbetweenonemanandanother,pleasedhimanddrewfromhimanamusedandgentlesmile。
InpracticalmattersPierreunexpectedlyfeltwithinhimselfacenterofgravityhehadpreviouslylacked。Formerlyallpecuniaryquestions,especiallyrequestsformoneytowhich,asanextremelywealthyman,hewasveryexposed,producedinhimastateofhopelessagitationandperplexity。\"Togiveornottogive?\"hehadaskedhimself。\"Ihaveitandheneedsit。Butsomeoneelseneedsitstillmore。Whoneedsitmost?Andperhapstheyarebothimpostors?\"
Intheolddayshehadbeenunabletofindawayoutofallthesesurmisesandhadgiventoallwhoaskedaslongashehadanythingtogive。Formerlyhehadbeeninasimilarstateofperplexitywithregardtoeveryquestionconcerninghisproperty,whenonepersonadvisedonethingandanothersomethingelse。
Nowtohissurprisehefoundthathenolongerfelteitherdoubtorperplexityaboutthesequestions。Therewasnowwithinhimajudgewhobysomeruleunknowntohimdecidedwhatshouldorshouldnotbedone。
Hewasasindifferentasheretoforetomoneymatters,butnowhefeltcertainofwhatoughtandwhatoughtnottobedone。ThefirsttimehehadrecoursetohisnewjudgewaswhenaFrenchprisoner,acolonel,cametohimand,aftertalkingagreatdealabouthisexploits,concludedbymakingwhatamountedtoademandthatPierreshouldgivehimfourthousandfrancstosendtohiswifeandchildren。
Pierrerefusedwithouttheleastdifficultyoreffort,andwasafterwardssurprisedhowsimpleandeasyhadbeenwhatusedtoappearsoinsurmountablydifficult。Atthesametimethatherefusedthecolonel’sdemandhemadeuphismindthathemusthaverecoursetoartificewhenleavingOrel,toinducetheItalianofficertoacceptsomemoneyofwhichhewasevidentlyinneed。AfurtherprooftoPierreofhisownmoresettledoutlookonpracticalmatterswasfurnishedbyhisdecisionwithregardtohiswife’sdebtsandtotherebuildingofhishousesinandnearMoscow。
HisheadstewardcametohimatOrelandPierrereckonedupwithhimhisdiminishedincome。TheburningofMoscowhadcosthim,accordingtotheheadsteward’scalculation,abouttwomillionrubles。
ToconsolePierrefortheselossestheheadstewardgavehimanestimateshowingthatdespitetheselosseshisincomewouldnotbediminishedbutwouldevenbeincreasedifherefusedtopayhiswife’sdebtswhichhewasundernoobligationtomeet,anddidnotrebuildhisMoscowhouseandthecountryhouseonhisMoscowestate,whichhadcosthimeightythousandrublesayearandbroughtinnothing。
\"Yes,ofcoursethat’strue,\"saidPierrewithacheerfulsmile。
\"Idon’tneedallthatatall。BybeingruinedIhavebecomemuchricher。\"
ButinJanuarySavelichcamefromMoscowandgavehimanaccountofthestateofthingsthere,andspokeoftheestimateanarchitecthadmadeofthecostofrebuildingthetownandcountryhouses,speakingofthisasofasettledmatter。AboutthesametimehereceivedlettersfromPrinceVasiliandotherPetersburgacquaintancesspeakingofhiswife’sdebts。AndPierredecidedthatthesteward’sproposalswhichhadsopleasedhimwerewrongandthathemustgotoPetersburgandsettlehiswife’saffairsandmustrebuildinMoscow。
Whythiswasnecessaryhedidnotknow,butheknewforcertainthatitwasnecessary。Hisincomewouldbereducedbythreefourths,buthefeltitmustbedone。
WillarskiwasgoingtoMoscowandtheyagreedtotraveltogether。
DuringthewholetimeofhisconvalescenceinOrelPierrehadexperiencedafeelingofjoy,freedom,andlife;butwhenduringhisjourneyhefoundhimselfintheopenworldandsawhundredsofnewfaces,thatfeelingwasintensified。Throughouthisjourneyhefeltlikeaschoolboyonholiday。Everyone—thestagecoachdriver,thepost—houseoverseers,thepeasantsontheroadsandinthevillages—
hadanewsignificanceforhim。ThepresenceandremarksofWillarskiwhocontinuallydeploredtheignoranceandpovertyofRussiaanditsbackwardnesscomparedwithEuropeonlyheightenedPierre’spleasure。WhereWillarskisawdeadnessPierresawanextraordinarystrengthandvitality—thestrengthwhichinthatvastspaceamidthesnowsmaintainedthelifeofthisoriginal,peculiar,anduniquepeople。HedidnotcontradictWillarskiandevenseemedtoagreewithhim—anapparentagreementbeingthesimplestwaytoavoiddiscussionsthatcouldleadtonothing—andhesmiledjoyfullyashelistenedtohim。
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Itwouldbedifficulttoexplainwhyandwhitherantswhoseheaphasbeendestroyedarehurrying:somefromtheheapdraggingbitsofrubbish,larvae,andcorpses,othersbacktotheheap,orwhytheyjostle,overtakeoneanother,andfight,anditwouldbeequallydifficulttoexplainwhatcausedtheRussiansafterthedepartureoftheFrenchtothrongtotheplacethathadformerlybeenMoscow。Butwhenwewatchtheantsroundtheirruinedheap,thetenacity,energy,andimmensenumberofthedelvinginsectsprovethatdespitethedestructionoftheheap,somethingindestructible,whichthoughintangibleistherealstrengthofthecolony,stillexists;andsimilarly,thoughinMoscowinthemonthofOctobertherewasnogovernmentnochurches,shrines,riches,orhouses—itwasstilltheMoscowithadbeeninAugust。Allwasdestroyed,exceptsomethingintangibleyetpowerfulandindestructible。
ThemotivesofthosewhothrongedfromallsidestoMoscowafterithadbeenclearedoftheenemyweremostdiverseandpersonal,andatfirstforthemostpartsavageandbrutal。Onemotiveonlytheyallhadincommon:adesiretogettotheplacethathadbeencalledMoscow,toapplytheiractivitiesthere。
WithinaweekMoscowalreadyhadfifteenthousandinhabitants,inafortnighttwenty—fivethousand,andsoon。Bytheautumnof1813thenumber,everincreasingandincreasing,exceededwhatithadbeenin1812。
ThefirstRussianstoenterMoscowweretheCossacksofWintzingerode’sdetachment,peasantsfromtheadjacentvillages,andresidentswhohadfledfromMoscowandhadbeenhidinginitsvicinity。TheRussianswhoenteredMoscow,findingitplundered,plundereditintheirturn。TheycontinuedwhattheFrenchhadbegun。TrainsofpeasantcartscametoMoscowtocarryofftothevillageswhathadbeenabandonedintheruinedhousesandthestreets。
TheCossackscarriedoffwhattheycouldtotheircamps,andthehouseholdersseizedalltheycouldfindinotherhousesandmovedittotheirown,pretendingthatitwastheirproperty。
Butthefirstplundererswerefollowedbyasecondandathirdcontingent,andwithincreasingnumbersplunderingbecamemoreandmoredifficultandassumedmoredefiniteforms。
TheFrenchfoundMoscowabandonedbutwithalltheorganizationsofregularlife,withdiversebranchesofcommerceandcraftsmanship,withluxury,andgovernmentalandreligiousinstitutions。Theseformswerelifelessbutstillexisted。Therewerebazaars,shops,warehouses,marketstalls,granaries—forthemostpartstillstockedwithgoods—andtherewerefactoriesandworkshops,palacesandwealthyhousesfilledwithluxuries,hospitals,prisons,governmentoffices,churches,andcathedrals。ThelongertheFrenchremainedthemoretheseformsoftownlifeperished,untilfinallyallwasmergedintooneconfused,lifelesssceneofplunder。
ThemoretheplunderingbytheFrenchcontinued,themoreboththewealthofMoscowandthestrengthofitsplundererswasdestroyed。ButplunderingbytheRussians,withwhichthereoccupationofthecitybegan,hadanoppositeeffect:thelongeritcontinuedandthegreaterthenumberofpeopletakingpartinitthemorerapidlywasthewealthofthecityanditsregularliferestored。
Besidestheplunderers,veryvariouspeople,somedrawnbycuriosity,somebyofficialduties,somebyself—interest—houseowners,clergy,officialsofallkinds,tradesmen,artisans,andpeasants—streamedintoMoscowasbloodflowstotheheart。
Withinaweekthepeasantswhocamewithemptycartstocarryoffplunderwerestoppedbytheauthoritiesandmadetocartthecorpsesoutofthetown。Otherpeasants,havingheardoftheircomrades’
discomfiture,cametotownbringingrye,oats,andhay,andbeatdownoneanother’spricestobelowwhattheyhadbeeninformerdays。GangsofcarpentershopingforhighpayarrivedinMoscoweveryday,andonallsideslogswerebeinghewn,newhousesbuilt,andold,charredonesrepaired。Tradesmenbegantradinginbooths。
Cookshopsandtavernswereopenedinpartiallyburnedhouses。Theclergyresumedtheservicesinmanychurchesthathadnotbeenburned。
DonorscontributedChurchpropertythathadbeenstolen。Governmentclerkssetuptheirbaize—coveredtablesandtheirpigeonholesofdocumentsinsmallrooms。ThehigherauthoritiesandthepoliceorganizedthedistributionofgoodsleftbehindbytheFrench。Theownersofhousesinwhichmuchpropertyhadbeenleft,broughttherefromotherhouses,complainedoftheinjusticeoftakingeverythingtotheFacetedPalaceintheKremlin;othersinsistedthatastheFrenchhadgatheredthingsfromdifferenthousesintothisorthathouse,itwouldbeunfairtoallowitsownertokeepallthatwasfoundthere。Theyabusedthepoliceandbribedthem,madeoutestimatesattentimestheirvalueforgovernmentstoresthathadperishedinthefire,anddemandedrelief。AndCountRostopchinwroteproclamations。
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AttheendofJanuaryPierrewenttoMoscowandstayedinanannexofhishousewhichhadnotbeenburned。HecalledonCountRostopchinandonsomeacquaintanceswhowerebackinMoscow,andheintendedtoleaveforPetersburgtwodayslater。Everybodywascelebratingthevictory,everythingwasbubblingwithlifeintheruinedbutrevivingcity。EveryonewaspleasedtoseePierre,everyonewishedtomeethim,andeveryonequestionedhimaboutwhathehadseen。Pierrefeltparticularlywelldisposedtowardthemall,butwasnowinstinctivelyonhisguardforfearofbindinghimselfinanyway。Toallquestionsputtohim—whetherimportantorquitetrifling—suchas:Wherewouldhelive?Washegoingtorebuild?
WhenwashegoingtoPetersburgandwouldhemindtakingaparcelforsomeone?—hereplied:\"Yes,perhaps,\"or,\"Ithinkso,\"andsoon。
HehadheardthattheRostovswereatKostromabutthethoughtofNatashaseldomoccurredtohim。Ifitdiditwasonlyasapleasantmemoryofthedistantpast。Hefelthimselfnotonlyfreefromsocialobligationsbutalsofromthatfeelingwhich,itseemedtohim,hehadarousedinhimself。
OnthethirddayafterhisarrivalheheardfromtheDrubetskoysthatPrincessMarywasinMoscow。Thedeath,sufferings,andlastdaysofPrinceAndrewhadoftenoccupiedPierre’sthoughtsandnowrecurredtohimwithfreshvividness。HavingheardatdinnerthatPrincessMarywasinMoscowandlivinginherhouse—whichhadnotbeenburned—inVozdvizhenkaStreet,hedrovethatsameeveningtoseeher。
OnhiswaytothehousePierrekeptthinkingofPrinceAndrew,oftheirfriendship,ofhisvariousmeetingswithhim,andespeciallyofthelastoneatBorodino。
\"Isitpossiblethathediedinthebitterframeofmindhewasthenin?Isitpossiblethatthemeaningoflifewasnotdisclosedtohimbeforehedied?\"thoughtPierre。HerecalledKarataevandhisdeathandinvoluntarilybegantocomparethesetwomen,sodifferent,andyetsosimilarinthattheyhadbothlivedandbothdiedandinthelovehefeltforbothofthem。
Pierredroveuptothehouseoftheoldprinceinamostseriousmood。Thehousehadescapedthefire;itshowedsignsofdamagebutitsgeneralaspectwasunchanged。Theoldfootman,whometPierrewithasternfaceasifwishingtomakethevisitorfeelthattheabsenceoftheoldprincehadnotdisturbedtheorderofthingsinthehouse,informedhimthattheprincesshadgonetoherownapartments,andthatshereceivedonSundays。
\"Announceme。Perhapsshewillseeme,\"saidPierre。
\"Yes,sir,\"saidtheman。\"Pleasestepintotheportraitgallery。\"
AfewminuteslaterthefootmanreturnedwithDessalles,whobroughtwordfromtheprincessthatshewouldbeverygladtoseePierreifhewouldexcuseherwantofceremonyandcomeupstairstoherapartment。
Inaratherlowroomlitbyonecandlesattheprincessandwithheranotherpersondressedinblack。Pierrerememberedthattheprincessalwayshadladycompanions,butwhotheywereandwhattheywerelikeheneverkneworremembered。\"Thismustbeoneofhercompanions,\"hethought,glancingattheladyintheblackdress。
Theprincessrosequicklytomeethimandheldoutherhand。
\"Yes,\"shesaid,lookingathisalteredfaceafterhehadkissedherhand,\"sothisishowwemeetagain。Heofspokeofyouevenattheverylast,\"shewenton,turninghereyesfromPierretohercompanionwithashynessthatsurprisedhimforaninstant。
\"Iwassogladtohearofyoursafety。Itwasthefirstpieceofgoodnewswehadreceivedforalongtime。\"
Againtheprincessglancedroundathercompanionwithevenmoreuneasinessinhermannerandwasabouttoaddsomething,butPierreinterruptedher。
\"Justimagine—Iknewnothingabouthim!\"saidhe。\"Ithoughthehadbeenkilled。AllIknowIheardatsecondhandfromothers。IonlyknowthathefellinwiththeRostovs……Whatastrangecoincidence!\"
Pierrespokerapidlyandwithanimation。Heglancedonceatthecompanion’sface,sawherattentiveandkindlygazefixedonhim,and,asoftenhappenswhenoneistalking,feltsomehowthatthiscompanionintheblackdresswasagood,kind,excellentcreaturewhowouldnothinderhisconversingfreelywithPrincessMary。
ButwhenhementionedtheRostovs,PrincessMary’sfaceexpressedstillgreaterembarrassment。SheagainglancedrapidlyfromPierre’sfacetothatoftheladyintheblackdressandsaid:
\"Doyoureallynotrecognizeher?\"
Pierrelookedagainatthecompanion’spale,delicatefacewithitsblackeyesandpeculiarmouth,andsomethingneartohim,longforgottenandmorethansweet,lookedathimfromthoseattentiveeyes。
\"Butno,itcan’tbe!\"hethought。\"Thisstern,thin,palefacethatlookssomucholder!Itcannotbeshe。Itmerelyremindsmeofher。\"
ButatthatmomentPrincessMarysaid,\"Natasha!\"Andwithdifficulty,effort,andstress,liketheopeningofadoorgrownrustyonitshinges,asmileappearedonthefacewiththeattentiveeyes,andfromthatopeningdoorcameabreathoffragrancewhichsuffusedPierrewithahappinesshehadlongforgottenandofwhichhehadnotevenbeenthinking—especiallyatthatmoment。Itsuffusedhim,seizedhim,andenvelopedhimcompletely。Whenshesmileddoubtwasnolongerpossible,itwasNatashaandhelovedher。
AtthatmomentPierreinvoluntarilybetrayedtoher,toPrincessMary,andabovealltohimself,asecretofwhichhehimselfhadbeenunaware。Heflushedjoyfullyyetwithpainfuldistress。Hetriedtohidehisagitation。Butthemorehetriedtohideitthemoreclearly—clearerthananywordscouldhavedone—didhebetraytohimself,toher,andtoPrincessMarythathelovedher。
\"No,it’sonlytheunexpectednessofit,\"thoughtPierre。ButassoonashetriedtocontinuetheconversationhehadbegunwithPrincessMaryheagainglancedatNatasha,andastill—deeperflushsuffusedhisfaceandastill—strongeragitationofmingledjoyandfearseizedhissoul。Hebecameconfusedinhisspeechandstoppedinthemiddleofwhathewassaying。
PierrehadfailedtonoticeNatashabecausehedidnotatallexpecttoseeherthere,buthehadfailedtorecognizeherbecausethechangeinhersincehelastsawherwasimmense。Shehadgrownthinandpale,butthatwasnotwhatmadeherunrecognizable;shewasunrecognizableatthemomentheenteredbecauseonthatfacewhoseeyeshadalwaysshonewithasuppressedsmileofthejoyoflife,nowwhenhefirstenteredandglancedathertherewasnottheleastshadowofasmile:onlyhereyeswerekindlyattentiveandsadlyinterrogative。
Pierre’sconfusionwasnotreflectedbyanyconfusiononNatasha’spart,butonlybythepleasurethatjustperceptiblylitupherwholeface。
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\"Shehascometostaywithme,\"saidPrincessMary。\"Thecountandcountesswillbehereinafewdays。Thecountessisinadreadfulstate;butitwasnecessaryforNatashaherselftoseeadoctor。
Theyinsistedonhercomingwithme。\"
\"Yes,isthereafamilyfreefromsorrownow?\"saidPierre,addressingNatasha。\"Youknowithappenedtheverydaywewererescued。Isawhim。Whatadelightfulboyhewas!\"
Natashalookedathim,andbywayofanswertohiswordshereyeswidenedandlitup。
\"Whatcanonesayorthinkofasaconsolation?\"saidPierre。
\"Nothing!Whyhadsuchasplendidboy,sofulloflife,todie?\"
\"Yes,inthesedaysitwouldbehardtolivewithoutfaith……\"
remarkedPrincessMary。
\"Yes,yes,thatisreallytrue,\"Pierrehastilyinterruptedher。
\"Whyisittrue?\"Natashaasked,lookingattentivelyintoPierre’seyes。
\"Howcanyouaskwhy?\"saidPrincessMary。\"Thethoughtaloneofwhatawaits……\"
NatashawithoutwaitingforPrincessMarytofinishagainlookedinquiringlyatPierre。