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  Theofficers,asusual,livedintwosandthreesintheroofless,half—ruinedhouses。Theseniorstriedtocollectstrawandpotatoesand,ingeneral,foodforthemen。Theyoungeronesoccupiedthemselvesasbefore,someplayingcardstherewasplentyofmoney,thoughtherewasnofood,somewithmoreinnocentgames,suchasquoitsandskittles。Thegeneraltrendofthecampaignwasrarelyspokenof,partlybecausenothingcertainwasknownaboutit,partlybecausetherewasavaguefeelingthatinthemainitwasgoingbadly。

  Rostovlived,asbefore,withDenisov,andsincetheirfurloughtheyhadbecomemorefriendlythanever。DenisovneverspokeofRostov’sfamily,butbythetenderfriendshiphiscommandershowedhim,Rostovfeltthattheelderhussar’slucklessloveforNatashaplayedapartinstrengtheningtheirfriendship。DenisovevidentlytriedtoexposeRostovtodangerasseldomaspossible,andafteranactiongreetedhissafereturnwithevidentjoy。Ononeofhisforagingexpeditions,inadesertedandruinedvillagetowhichhehadcomeinsearchofprovisions,RostovfoundafamilyconsistingofanoldPoleandhisdaughterwithaninfantinarms。Theywerehalfclad,hungry,tooweaktogetawayonfootandhadnomeansofobtainingaconveyance。Rostovbroughtthemtohisquarters,placedtheminhisownlodging,andkeptthemforsomeweekswhiletheoldmanwasrecovering。Oneofhiscomrades,talkingofwomen,beganchaffingRostov,sayingthathewasmorewilythananyofthemandthatitwouldnotbeabadthingifheintroducedtothemtheprettyPolishgirlhehadsaved。Rostovtookthejokeasaninsult,flaredup,andsaidsuchunpleasantthingstotheofficerthatitwasallDenisovcoulddotopreventaduel。Whentheofficerhadgoneaway,Denisov,whodidnothimselfknowwhatRostov’srelationswiththePolishgirlmightbe,begantoupbraidhimforhisquicknessoftemper,andRostovreplied:

  \"Saywhatyoulike……Sheislikeasistertome,andIcan’ttellyouhowitoffendedme……because……well,forthatreason……\"

  DenisovpattedhimontheshoulderandbeganrapidlypacingtheroomwithoutlookingatRostov,aswashiswayatmomentsofdeepfeeling。

  \"Ah,whatamadbweedyouWostovsare!\"hemuttered,andRostovnoticedtearsinhiseyes。

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  CHAPTERXVI

  InAprilthetroopswereenlivenedbynewsoftheEmperor’sarrival,butRostovhadnochanceofbeingpresentatthereviewheheldatBartenstein,asthePavlogradswereattheoutpostsfarbeyondthatplace。

  Theywerebivouacking。DenisovandRostovwerelivinginanearthhut,dugoutforthembythesoldiersandroofedwithbranchesandturf。Thehutwasmadeinthefollowingmanner,whichhadthencomeintovogue。Atrenchwasdugthreeandahalffeetwide,fourfeeteightinchesdeep,andeightfeetlong。Atoneendofthetrench,stepswerecutoutandtheseformedtheentranceandvestibule。Thetrenchitselfwastheroom,inwhichtheluckyones,suchasthesquadroncommander,hadaboard,lyingonpilesattheendoppositetheentrance,toserveasatable。Oneachsideofthetrench,theearthwascutouttoabreadthofabouttwoandahalffeet,andthisdiddutyforbedsteadsandcouches。Theroofwassoconstructedthatonecouldstandupinthemiddleofthetrenchandcouldevensituponthebedsifonedrewclosetothetable。Denisov,whowaslivingluxuriouslybecausethesoldiersofhissquadronlikedhim,hadalsoaboardintheroofatthefartherend,withapieceofbrokenbutmendedglassinitforawindow。Whenitwasverycold,embersfromthesoldiers’campfirewereplacedonabentsheetofirononthestepsinthe\"receptionroom\"—asDenisovcalledthatpartofthehut—

  anditwasthensowarmthattheofficers,ofwhomtherewerealwayssomewithDenisovandRostov,satintheirshirtsleeves。

  InApril,Rostovwasonorderlyduty。Onemorning,betweensevenandeight,returningafterasleeplessnight,hesentforembers,changedhisrain—soakedunderclothes,saidhisprayers,dranktea,gotwarm,thentidiedupthethingsonthetableandinhisowncorner,and,hisfaceglowingfromexposuretothewindandwithnothingonbuthisshirt,laydownonhisback,puttinghisarmsunderhishead。Hewaspleasantlyconsideringtheprobabilityofbeingpromotedinafewdaysforhislastreconnoiteringexpedition,andwasawaitingDenisov,whohadgoneoutsomewhereandwithwhomhewantedatalk。

  SuddenlyheheardDenisovshoutinginavibratingvoicebehindthehut,evidentlymuchexcited。Rostovmovedtothewindowtoseewhomhewasspeakingto,andsawthequartermaster,Topcheenko。

  \"IorderedyounottoletthemthatMashkawootstuff!\"Denisovwasshouting。\"AndIsawwithmyowneyeshowLazarchukbwoughtsomefwomthefields。\"

  \"Ihavegiventheorderagainandagain,yourhonor,buttheydon’tobey,\"answeredthequartermaster。

  Rostovlaydownagainonhisbedandthoughtcomplacently:\"Lethimfussandbustlenow,myjob’sdoneandI’mlyingdown—capitally!\"

  HecouldhearthatLavrushka—thatsly,boldorderlyofDenisov’s—wastalking,aswellasthequartermaster。Lavrushkawassayingsomethingaboutloadedwagons,biscuits,andoxenhehadseenwhenhehadgoneoutforprovisions。

  ThenDenisov’svoicewasheardshoutingfartherandfartheraway。

  \"Saddle!Secondplatoon!\"

  \"Wherearetheyofftonow?\"thoughtRostov。

  Fiveminuteslater,Denisovcameintothehut,climbedwithmuddybootsonthebed,lithispipe,furiouslyscatteredhisthingsabout,tookhisleadedwhip,buckledonhissaber,andwentoutagain。

  InanswertoRostov’sinquirywherehewasgoing,heansweredvaguelyandcrosslythathehadsomebusiness。

  \"LetGodandourgweatmonarchjudgemeafterwards!\"saidDenisovgoingout,andRostovheardthehoofsofseveralhorsessplashingthroughthemud。HedidnoteventroubletofindoutwhereDenisovhadgone。Havinggotwarminhiscorner,hefellasleepanddidnotleavethehuttilltowardevening。Denisovhadnotyetreturned。Theweatherhadclearedup,andnearthenexthuttwoofficersandacadetwereplayingsvayka,laughingastheythrewtheirmissileswhichburiedthemselvesinthesoftmud。Rostovjoinedthem。Inthemiddleofthegame,theofficerssawsomewagonsapproachingwithfifteenhussarsontheirskinnyhorsesbehindthem。Thewagonsescortedbythehussarsdrewuptothepicketropesandacrowdofhussarssurroundedthem。

  \"Therenow,Denisovhasbeenworrying,\"saidRostov,\"andherearetheprovisions。\"

  \"Sotheyare!\"saidtheofficers。\"Won’tthesoldiersbeglad!\"

  AlittlebehindthehussarscameDenisov,accompaniedbytwoinfantryofficerswithwhomhewastalking。

  Rostovwenttomeetthem。

  \"Iwarnyou,Captain,\"oneoftheofficers,ashortthinman,evidentlyveryangry,wassaying。

  \"Haven’tItoldyouIwon’tgivethemup?\"repliedDenisov。

  \"Youwillanswerforit,Captain。Itismutiny—seizingthetransportofone’sownarmy。Ourmenhavehadnothingtoeatfortwodays。\"

  \"Andminehavehadnothingfortwoweeks,\"saidDenisov。

  \"Itisrobbery!You’llanswerforit,sir!\"saidtheinfantryofficer,raisinghisvoice。

  \"Now,whatareyoupestewingmefor?\"criedDenisov,suddenlylosinghistemper。\"Ishallanswerforitandnotyou,andyou’dbetternotbuzzaboutheretillyougethurt。Beoff!Go!\"heshoutedattheofficers。

  \"Verywell,then!\"shoutedthelittleofficer,undauntedandnotridingaway。\"Ifyouaredeterminedtorob,I’ll……\"

  \"Gotothedevil!quickma’ch,whileyou’resafeandsound!\"andDenisovturnedhishorseontheofficer。

  \"Verywell,verywell!\"mutteredtheofficer,threateningly,andturninghishorsehetrottedaway,joltinginhissaddle。

  \"Adogastwideafence!Awealdogastwideafence!\"shoutedDenisovafterhimthemostinsultingexpressionacavalrymancanaddresstoamountedinfantrymanandridinguptoRostov,heburstoutlaughing。

  \"I’vetakentwansportsfromtheinfantwybyforce!\"hesaid。

  \"Afterall,can’tletourmenstarve。\"

  Thewagonsthathadreachedthehussarshadbeenconsignedtoaninfantryregiment,butlearningfromLavrushkathatthetransportwasunescorted,Denisovwithhishussarshadseizeditbyforce。Thesoldiershadbiscuitsdealtouttothemfreely,andtheyevensharedthemwiththeothersquadrons。

  ThenextdaytheregimentalcommandersentforDenisov,andholdinghisfingersspreadoutbeforehiseyessaid:

  \"ThisishowIlookatthisaffair:Iknownothingaboutitandwon’tbeginproceedings,butIadviseyoutorideovertothestaffandsettlethebusinessthereinthecommissariatdepartmentandifpossiblesignareceiptforsuchandsuchstoresreceived。Ifnot,asthedemandwasbookedagainstaninfantryregiment,therewillbearowandtheaffairmayendbadly。\"

  Fromtheregimentalcommander’s,Denisovrodestraighttothestaffwithasinceredesiretoactonthisadvice。IntheeveninghecamebacktohisdugoutinastatesuchasRostovhadneveryetseenhimin。Denisovcouldnotspeakandgaspedforbreath。WhenRostovaskedwhatwasthematter,heonlyutteredsomeincoherentoathsandthreatsinahoarse,feeblevoice。

  AlarmedatDenisov’scondition,Rostovsuggestedthatheshouldundress,drinksomewater,andsendforthedoctor。

  \"Twymeforwobbewy……oh!Somemorewater……Letthemtwyme,butI’llalwaysthwashscoundwels……andI’lltelltheEmpewo’……

  Ice……\"hemuttered。

  Theregimentaldoctor,whenhecame,saiditwasabsolutelynecessarytobleedDenisov。Adeepsaucerofblackbloodwastakenfromhishairyarmandonlythenwasheabletorelatewhathadhappenedtohim。

  \"Igetthere,\"beganDenisov。\"’Nowthen,where’syourchief’squarters?’Theywerepointedout。’Pleasetowait。’’I’vewiddentwentymilesandhavedutiestoattendtoandnotimetowait。

  Announceme。’Vewywell,sooutcomestheirheadchief—alsotookitintohisheadtolectureme:’It’swobbewy!’—’Wobbewy,’Isay,’isnotdonebymanwhoseizespwovisionstofeedhissoldiers,butbyhimwhotakesthemtofillhisownpockets!’’Willyoupleasebesilent?’’Vewygood!’Thenhesays:’Goandgiveaweceipttothecommissioner,butyouraffairwillbepassedontoheadquarters。’Igotothecommissioner。Ienter,andatthetable……whodoyouthink?

  No,butwaitabit!……Whoisitthat’sstarvingus?\"shoutedDenisov,hittingthetablewiththefistofhisnewlybledarmsoviolentlythatthetablenearlybrokedownandthetumblersonitjumpedabout。\"Telyanin!’What?Soit’syouwho’sstarvingustodeath!Isit?Takethisandthis!’andIhithimsopat,stwaightonhissnout……’Ah,whata……what……!’andIsta’tedfwashinghim……

  Well,I’vehadabitoffunIcantellyou!\"criedDenisov,gleefulandyetangry,hisshowingunderhisblackmustache。\"I’dhavekilledhimiftheyhadn’ttakenhimaway!\"

  \"Butwhatareyoushoutingfor?Calmyourself,\"saidRostov。\"You’vesetyourarmbleedingafresh。Wait,wemusttieitupagain。\"

  Denisovwasbandagedupagainandputtobed。Nextdayhewokecalmandcheerful。

  ButatnoontheadjutantoftheregimentcameintoRostov’sandDenisov’sdugoutwithagraveandseriousfaceandregretfullyshowedthemapaperaddressedtoMajorDenisovfromtheregimentalcommanderinwhichinquiriesweremadeaboutyesterday’soccurrence。

  Theadjutanttoldthemthattheaffairwaslikelytotakeaverybadturn:thatacourt—martialhadbeenappointed,andthatinviewoftheseveritywithwhichmaraudingandinsubordinationwerenowregarded,degradationtotherankswouldbethebestthatcouldbehopedfor。

  Thecase,asrepresentedbytheoffendedparties,wasthat,afterseizingthetransports,MajorDenisov,beingdrunk,wenttothechiefquartermasterandwithoutanyprovocationcalledhimathief,threatenedtostrikehim,andonbeingledouthadrushedintotheofficeandgiventwoofficialsathrashing,anddislocatedthearmofoneofthem。

  InanswertoRostov’srenewedquestions,Denisovsaid,laughing,thathethoughtherememberedthatsomeotherfellowhadgotmixedupinit,butthatitwasallnonsenseandrubbish,andhedidnotintheleastfearanykindoftrial,andthatifthosescoundrelsdaredattackhimhewouldgivethemananswerthattheywouldnoteasilyforget。

  Denisovspokecontemptuouslyofthewholematter,butRostovknewhimtoowellnottodetectthatwhilehidingitfromothersathearthefearedacourt—martialandwasworriedovertheaffair,whichwasevidentlytakingabadturn。Everyday,lettersofinquiryandnoticesfromthecourtarrived,andonthefirstofMay,Denisovwasorderedtohandthesquadronovertothenextinseniorityandappearbeforethestaffofhisdivisiontoexplainhisviolenceatthecommissariatoffice。OnthepreviousdayPlatovreconnoiteredwithtwoCossackregimentsandtwosquadronsofhussars。Denisov,aswashiswont,rodeoutinfrontoftheoutposts,paradinghiscourage。A

  bulletfiredbyaFrenchsharpshooterhithiminthefleshypartofhisleg。PerhapsatanothertimeDenisovwouldnothavelefttheregimentforsoslightawound,butnowhetookadvantageofittoexcusehimselffromappearingatthestaffandwentintohospital。

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  CHAPTERXVII

  InJunethebattleofFriedlandwasfought,inwhichthePavlogradsdidnottakepart,andafterthatanarmisticewasproclaimed。Rostov,whofelthisfriend’sabsenceverymuch,havingnonewsofhimsinceheleftandfeelingveryanxiousabouthiswoundandtheprogressofhisaffairs,tookadvantageofthearmisticetogetleavetovisitDenisovinhospital。

  ThehospitalwasinasmallPrussiantownthathadbeentwicedevastatedbyRussianandFrenchtroops。Becauseitwassummer,whenitissobeautifuloutinthefields,thelittletownpresentedaparticularlydismalappearancewithitsbrokenroofsandfences,itsfoulstreets,tatteredinhabitants,andthesickanddrunkensoldierswanderingabout。

  Thehospitalwasinabrickbuildingwithsomeofthewindowframesandpanesbrokenandacourtyardsurroundedbytheremainsofawoodenfencethathadbeenpulledtopieces。Severalbandagedsoldiers,withpaleswollenfaces,weresittingorwalkingaboutinthesunshineintheyard。

  DirectlyRostoventeredthedoorhewasenvelopedbyasmellofputrefactionandhospitalair。OnthestairshemetaRussianarmydoctorsmokingacigar。ThedoctorwasfollowedbyaRussianassistant。

  \"Ican’ttearmyselftopieces,\"thedoctorwassaying。\"CometoMakarAlexeevichintheevening。Ishallbethere。\"

  Theassistantaskedsomefurtherquestions。

  \"Oh,dothebestyoucan!Isn’titallthesame?\"ThedoctornoticedRostovcomingupstairs。

  \"Whatdoyouwant,sir?\"saidthedoctor。\"Whatdoyouwant?Thebulletshavingsparedyou,doyouwanttotrytyphus?Thisisapesthouse,sir。\"

  \"Howso?\"askedRostov。

  \"Typhus,sir。It’sdeathtogoin。Onlywetwo,MakeevandI\"hepointedtotheassistant,\"keeponhere。Somefiveofusdoctorshavediedinthisplace……Whenanewonecomesheisdoneforinaweek,\"

  saidthedoctorwithevidentsatisfaction。\"Prussiandoctorshavebeeninvitedhere,butouralliesdon’tlikeitatall。\"

  RostovexplainedthathewantedtoseeMajorDenisovofthehussars,whowaswounded。

  \"Idon’tknow。Ican’ttellyou,sir。Onlythink!Iamaloneinchargeofthreehospitalswithmorethanfourhundredpatients!It’swellthatthecharitablePrussianladiessendustwopoundsofcoffeeandsomelinteachmonthorweshouldbelost!\"helaughed。

  \"Fourhundred,sir,andthey’realwayssendingmefreshones。Therearefourhundred?Eh?\"heasked,turningtotheassistant。

  Theassistantlookedfaggedout。Hewasevidentlyvexedandimpatientforthetalkativedoctortogo。

  \"MajorDenisov,\"Rostovsaidagain。\"HewaswoundedatMolliten。\"

  \"Dead,Ifancy。Eh,Makeev?\"queriedthedoctor,inatoneofindifference。

  Theassistant,however,didnotconfirmthedoctor’swords。

  \"Ishetallandwithreddishhair?\"askedthedoctor。

  RostovdescribedDenisov’sappearance。

  \"Therewasonelikethat,\"saidthedoctor,asifpleased。\"Thatoneisdead,Ifancy。However,I’lllookupourlist。Wehadalist。

  Haveyougotit,Makeev?\"

  \"MakarAlexeevichhasthelist,\"answeredtheassistant。\"Butifyou’llstepintotheofficers’wardsyou’llseeforyourself,\"headded,turningtoRostov。

  \"Ah,you’dbetternotgo,sir,\"saidthedoctor,\"oryoumayhavetostayhereyourself。\"

  ButRostovbowedhimselfawayfromthedoctorandaskedtheassistanttoshowhimtheway。

  \"Onlydon’tblameme!\"thedoctorshoutedupafterhim。

  Rostovandtheassistantwentintothedarkcorridor。ThesmellwassostrongtherethatRostovheldhisnoseandhadtopauseandcollecthisstrengthbeforehecouldgoon。Adooropenedtotheright,andanemaciatedsallowmanoncrutches,barefootandinunderclothing,limpedoutand,leaningagainstthedoorpost,lookedwithglitteringenviouseyesatthosewhowerepassing。Glancinginatthedoor,Rostovsawthatthesickandwoundedwerelyingontheflooronstrawandovercoats。

  \"MayIgoinandlook?\"

  \"Whatistheretosee?\"saidtheassistant。

  But,justbecausetheassistantevidentlydidnotwanthimtogoin,Rostoventeredthesoldiers’ward。Thefoulair,towhichhehadalreadybeguntogetusedinthecorridor,wasstillstrongerhere。Itwasalittledifferent,morepungent,andonefeltthatthiswaswhereitoriginated。

  Inthelongroom,brightlylitupbythesunthroughthelargewindows,thesickandwoundedlayintworowswiththeirheadstothewalls,andleavingapassageinthemiddle。Mostofthemwereunconsciousandpaidnoattentiontothenewcomers。Thosewhowereconsciousraisedthemselvesorliftedtheirthinyellowfaces,andalllookedintentlyatRostovwiththesameexpressionofhope,ofrelief,reproach,andenvyofanother’shealth。Rostovwenttothemiddleoftheroomandlookingthroughtheopendoorsintothetwoadjoiningroomssawthesamethingthere。Hestoodstill,lookingsilentlyaround。Hehadnotatallexpectedsuchasight。Justbeforehim,almostacrossthemiddleofthepassageonthebarefloor,layasickman,probablyaCossacktojudgebythecutofhishair。Themanlayonhisback,hishugearmsandlegsoutstretched。Hisfacewaspurple,hiseyeswererolledbacksothatonlythewhiteswereseen,andonhisbarelegsandarmswhichwerestillred,theveinsstoodoutlikecords。Hewasknockingthebackofhisheadagainstthefloor,hoarselyutteringsomewordwhichhekeptrepeating。Rostovlistenedandmadeouttheword。Itwas\"drink,drink,adrink!\"Rostovglancedround,lookingforsomeonewhowouldputthismanbackinhisplaceandbringhimwater。

  \"Wholooksafterthesickhere?\"heaskedtheassistant。

  Justthenacommissariatsoldier,ahospitalorderly,cameinfromthenextroom,marchingstiffly,anddrewupinfrontofRostov。

  \"Goodday,yourhonor!\"heshouted,rollinghiseyesatRostovandevidentlymistakinghimforoneofthehospitalauthorities。

  \"Gethimtohisplaceandgivehimsomewater,\"saidRostov,pointingtotheCossack。

  \"Yes,yourhonor,\"thesoldierrepliedcomplacently,androllinghiseyesmorethaneverhedrewhimselfupstillstraighter,butdidnotmove。

  \"No,it’simpossibletodoanythinghere,\"thoughtRostov,loweringhiseyes,andhewasgoingout,butbecameawareofanintenselookfixedonhimonhisright,andheturned。Closetothecorner,onanovercoat,satanold,unshaven,gray—beardedsoldierasthinasaskeleton,withasternsallowfaceandeyesintentlyfixedonRostov。Theman’sneighborononesidewhisperedsomethingtohim,pointingatRostov,whonoticedthattheoldmanwantedtospeaktohim。Hedrewnearerandsawthattheoldmanhadonlyonelegbentunderhim,theotherhadbeenamputatedabovetheknee。Hisneighborontheotherside,wholaymotionlesssomedistancefromhimwithhisheadthrownback,wasayoungsoldierwithasnubnose。

  Hispalewaxenfacewasstillfreckledandhiseyeswererolledback。Rostovlookedattheyoungsoldierandacoldchillrandownhisback。

  \"Why,thisoneseems……\"hebegan,turningtotheassistant。

  \"Andhowwe’vebeenbegging,yourhonor,\"saidtheoldsoldier,hisjawquivering。\"He’sbeendeadsincemorning。Afterallwe’remen,notdogs。\"

  \"I’llsendsomeoneatonce。Heshallbetakenaway—takenawayatonce,\"saidtheassistanthurriedly。\"Letusgo,yourhonor。\"

  \"Yes,yes,letusgo,\"saidRostovhastily,andloweringhiseyesandshrinking,hetriedtopassunnoticedbetweentherowsofreproachfulenviouseyesthatwerefixeduponhim,andwentoutoftheroom。

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  Goingalongthecorridor,theassistantledRostovtotheofficers’wards,consistingofthreerooms,thedoorsofwhichstoodopen。Therewerebedsintheseroomsandthesickandwoundedofficerswerelyingorsittingonthem。Somewerewalkingabouttheroomsinhospitaldressinggowns。ThefirstpersonRostovmetintheofficers’wardwasathinlittlemanwithonearm,whowaswalkingaboutthefirstroominanightcapandhospitaldressinggown,withapipebetweenhisteeth。Rostovlookedathim,tryingtorememberwherehehadseenhimbefore。

  \"Seewherewe’vemetagain!\"saidthelittleman。\"Tushin,Tushin,don’tyouremember,whogaveyoualiftatSchonGrabern?AndI’vehadabitcutoff,yousee……\"hewentonwithasmile,pointingtotheemptysleeveofhisdressinggown。\"LookingforVasiliDmitrichDenisov?Myneighbor,\"headded,whenheheardwhoRostovwanted。

  \"Here,here,\"andTushinledhimintothenextroom,fromwhencecamesoundsofseverallaughingvoices。

  \"Howcantheylaugh,orevenliveatallhere?\"thoughtRostov,stillawareofthatsmellofdecomposingfleshthathadbeensostronginthesoldiers’ward,andstillseemingtoseefixedonhimthoseenviouslookswhichhadfollowedhimoutfrombothsides,andthefaceofthatyoungsoldierwitheyesrolledback。

  Denisovlayasleeponhisbedwithhisheadundertheblanket,thoughitwasnearlynoon。

  \"Ah,Wostov?Howareyou,howareyou?\"hecalledout,stillinthesamevoiceasintheregiment,butRostovnoticedsadlythatunderthishabitualeaseandanimationsomenew,sinister,hiddenfeelingshoweditselfintheexpressionofDenisov’sfaceandtheintonationsofhisvoice。

  Hiswound,thoughaslightone,hadnotyethealedevennow,sixweeksafterhehadbeenhit。Hisfacehadthesameswollenpallorasthefacesoftheotherhospitalpatients,butitwasnotthisthatstruckRostov。WhatstruckhimwasthatDenisovdidnotseemgladtoseehim,andsmiledathimunnaturally。Hedidnotaskabouttheregiment,noraboutthegeneralstateofaffairs,andwhenRostovspokeofthesemattersdidnotlisten。

  RostovevennoticedthatDenisovdidnotliketoberemindedoftheregiment,oringeneralofthatotherfreelifewhichwasgoingonoutsidethehospital。Heseemedtotrytoforgetthatoldlifeandwasonlyinterestedintheaffairwiththecommissariatofficers。OnRostov’sinquiryastohowthematterstood,heatonceproducedfromunderhispillowapaperhehadreceivedfromthecommissionandtheroughdraftofhisanswertoit。HebecameanimatedwhenhebeganreadinghispaperandspeciallydrewRostov’sattentiontothestingingrejoindershemadetohisenemies。Hishospitalcompanions,whohadgatheredroundRostov—afresharrivalfromtheworldoutside—

  graduallybegantodisperseassoonasDenisovbeganreadinghisanswer。Rostovnoticedbytheirfacesthatallthosegentlemenhadalreadyheardthatstorymorethanonceandweretiredofit。Onlythemanwhohadthenextbed,astoutUhlan,continuedtositonhisbed,gloomilyfrowningandsmokingapipe,andlittleone—armedTushinstilllistened,shakinghisheaddisapprovingly。Inthemiddleofthereading,theUhlaninterruptedDenisov。

  \"ButwhatIsayis,\"hesaid,turningtoRostov,\"itwouldbebestsimplytopetitiontheEmperorforpardon。Theysaygreatrewardswillnowbedistributed,andsurelyapardonwouldbegranted……\"

  \"MepetitiontheEmpewo’!\"exclaimedDenisov,inavoicetowhichhetriedhardtogivetheoldenergyandfire,butwhichsoundedlikeanexpressionofirritableimpotence。\"Whatfor?IfIwereawobberIwouldaskmercy,butI’mbeingcourt—martialedforbwingingwobberstobook。Letthemtwyme,I’mnotafwaidofanyone。I’veservedtheTsarandmycountwyhonowablyandhavenotstolen!AndamI

  tobedegwaded?……Listen,I’mw’itingtothemstwaight。ThisiswhatIsay:’IfIhadwobbedtheTweasuwy……’\"

  \"It’scertainlywellwritten,\"saidTushin,\"butthat’snotthepoint,VasiliDmitrich,\"andhealsoturnedtoRostov。\"Onehastosubmit,andVasiliDmitrichdoesn’twantto。Youknowtheauditortoldyouitwasabadbusiness。

  \"Well,letitbebad,\"saidDenisov。

  \"Theauditorwroteoutapetitionforyou,\"continuedTushin,\"andyououghttosignitandaskthisgentlemantotakeit。Nodoubthe\"

  indicatingRostov\"hasconnectionsonthestaff。Youwon’tfindabetteropportunity。\"

  \"Haven’tIsaidI’mnotgoingtogwovel?\"Denisovinterruptedhim,wentonreadinghispaper。

  RostovhadnotthecouragetopersuadeDenisov,thoughheinstinctivelyfeltthatthewayadvisedbyTushinandtheotherofficerswasthesafest,andthoughhewouldhavebeengladtobeofservicetoDenisov。Heknewhisstubbornwillandstraightforwardhastytemper。

  WhenthereadingofDenisov’svirulentreply,whichtookmorethananhour,wasover,Rostovsaidnothing,andhespenttherestofthedayinamostdejectedstateofmindamidDenisov’shospitalcomrades,whohadroundhim,tellingthemwhatheknewandlisteningtotheirstories。Denisovwasmoodilysilentalltheevening。

  Lateintheevening,whenRostovwasabouttoleave,heaskedDenisovwhetherhehadnocommissionforhim。

  \"Yes,waitabit,\"saidDenisov,glancingroundattheofficers,andtakinghispapersfromunderhispillowhewenttothewindow,wherehehadaninkpot,andsatdowntowrite。

  \"Itseemsit’snouseknockingone’sheadagainstawall!\"hesaid,comingfromthewindowandgivingRostovalargeenvelope。InitwasthepetitiontotheEmperordrawnupbytheauditor,inwhichDenisov,withoutalludingtotheoffensesofthecommissariatofficials,simplyaskedforpardon。

  \"Handitin。Itseems……\"

  Hedidnotfinish,butgaveapainfullyunnaturalsmile。

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  HavingreturnedtotheregimentandtoldthecommanderthestateofDenisov’saffairs,RostovrodetoTilsitwiththelettertotheEmperor。

  OnthethirteenthofJunetheFrenchandRussianEmperorsarrivedinTilsit。BorisDrubetskoyhadaskedtheimportantpersonageonwhomhewasinattendance,toincludehiminthesuiteappointedforthestayatTilsit。

  \"Ishouldliketoseethegreatman,\"hesaid,alludingtoNapoleon,whomhithertohe,likeeveryoneelse,hadalwayscalledBuonaparte。

  \"YouarespeakingofBuonaparte?\"askedthegeneral,smiling。

  Borislookedathisgeneralinquiringlyandimmediatelysawthathewasbeingtested。

  \"Iamspeaking,Prince,oftheEmperorNapoleon,\"hereplied。Thegeneralpattedhimontheshoulder,withasmile。

  \"Youwillgofar,\"hesaid,andtookhimtoTilsitwithhim。

  BoriswasamongthefewpresentattheNiemenonthedaythetwoEmperorsmet。Hesawtheraft,decoratedwithmonograms,sawNapoleonpassbeforetheFrenchGuardsonthefartherbankoftheriver,sawthepensivefaceoftheEmperorAlexanderashesatinsilenceinatavernonthebankoftheNiemenawaitingNapoleon’sarrival,sawbothEmperorsgetintoboats,andsawhowNapoleon—

  reachingtheraftfirst—steppedquicklyforwardtomeetAlexanderandheldouthishandtohim,andhowtheybothretiredintothepavilion。

  SincehehadbeguntomoveinthehighestcirclesBorishadmadeithishabittowatchattentivelyallthatwentonaroundhimandtonoteitdown。AtthetimeofthemeetingatTilsitheaskedthenamesofthosewhohadcomewithNapoleonandabouttheuniformstheywore,andlistenedattentivelytowordsspokenbyimportantpersonages。AtthemomenttheEmperorswentintothepavilionhelookedathiswatch,anddidnotforgettolookatitagainwhenAlexandercameout。Theinterviewhadlastedanhourandfifty—threeminutes。Henotedthisdownthatsameevening,amongotherfactshefelttobeofhistoricimportance。AstheEmperor’ssuitewasaverysmallone,itwasamatterofgreatimportance,foramanwhovaluedhissuccessintheservice,tobeatTilsitontheoccasionofthisinterviewbetweenthetwoEmperors,andhavingsucceededinthis,Borisfeltthathenceforthhispositionwasfullyassured。Hehadnotonlybecomeknown,butpeoplehadgrownaccustomedtohimandacceptedhim。TwicehehadexecutedcommissionstotheEmperorhimself,sothatthelatterknewhisface,andallthoseatcourt,farfromcold—shoulderinghimasatfirstwhentheyconsideredhimanewcomer,wouldnowhavebeensurprisedhadhebeenabsent。

  Borislodgedwithanotheradjutant,thePolishCountZhilinski。

  Zhilinski,aPolebroughtupinParis,wasrich,andpassionatelyfondoftheFrench,andalmosteverydayofthestayatTilsit,FrenchofficersoftheGuardandfromFrenchheadquarterswerediningandlunchingwithhimandBoris。

  Ontheeveningofthetwenty—fourthofJune,CountZhilinskiarrangedasupperforhisFrenchfriends。Theguestofhonorwasanaide—de—campofNapoleon’s,therewerealsoseveralFrenchofficersoftheGuard,andapageofNapoleon’s,ayoungladofanoldaristocraticFrenchfamily。Thatsameday,Rostov,profitingbythedarknesstoavoidbeingrecognizedinciviliandress。cametoTilsitandwenttothelodgingoccupiedbyBorisandZhilinski。

  Rostov,incommonwiththewholearmyfromwhichhecame,wasfarfromhavingexperiencedthechangeoffeelingtowardNapoleonandtheFrench—whofrombeingfoeshadsuddenlybecomefriends—thathadtakenplaceatheadquartersandinBoris。Inthearmy,BonaparteandtheFrenchwerestillregardedwithmingledfeelingsofanger,contempt,andfear。Onlyrecently,talkingwithoneofPlatov’sCossackofficers,RostovhadarguedthatifNapoleonweretakenprisonerhewouldbetreatednotasasovereign,butasacriminal。

  Quitelately,happeningtomeetawoundedFrenchcolonelontheroad,RostovhadmaintainedwithheatthatpeacewasimpossiblebetweenalegitimatesovereignandthecriminalBonaparte。RostovwasthereforeunpleasantlystruckbythepresenceofFrenchofficersinBoris’lodging,dressedinuniformshehadbeenaccustomedtoseefromquiteadifferentpointofviewfromtheoutpostsoftheflank。

  AssoonashenoticedaFrenchofficer,whothrusthisheadoutofthedoor,thatwarlikefeelingofhostilitywhichhealwaysexperiencedatthesightoftheenemysuddenlyseizedhim。HestoppedatthethresholdandaskedinRussianwhetherDrubetskoylivedthere。

  Boris,hearingastrangevoiceintheanteroom,cameouttomeethim。AnexpressionofannoyanceshoweditselfforamomentonhisfaceonfirstrecognizingRostov。

  \"Ah,it’syou?Veryglad,verygladtoseeyou,\"hesaid,however,comingtowardhimwithasmile。ButRostovhadnoticedhisfirstimpulse。

  \"I’vecomeatabadtimeIthink。Ishouldnothavecome,butIhavebusiness,\"hesaidcoldly。

  \"No,Ionlywonderhowyoumanagedtogetawayfromyourregiment。

  Dansunmomentjesuisavous,\"*hesaid,answeringsomeonewhocalledhim。

  *\"InaminuteIshallbeatyourdisposal。\"

  \"IseeI’mintruding,\"Rostovrepeated。

  ThelookofannoyancehadalreadydisappearedfromBoris’face:

  havingevidentlyreflectedanddecidedhowtoact,heveryquietlytookbothRostov’shandsandledhimintothenextroom。Hiseyes,lookingserenelyandsteadilyatRostov,seemedtobeveiledbysomething,asifscreenedbybluespectaclesofconventionality。SoitseemedtoRostov。

  \"Oh,comenow!Asifyoucouldcomeatawrongtime!\"saidBoris,andheledhimintotheroomwherethesuppertablewaslaidandintroducedhimtohisguests,explainingthathewasnotacivilian,butanhussarofficer,andanoldfriendofhis。

  \"CountZhilinski—leComteN。N。—leCapitaineS。S。,\"saidhe,naminghisguests。RostovlookedfrowninglyattheFrenchmen,bowedreluctantly,andremainedsilent。

  ZhilinskievidentlydidnotreceivethisnewRussianpersonverywillinglyintohiscircleanddidnotspeaktoRostov。Borisdidnotappeartonoticetheconstraintthenewcomerproducedand,withthesamepleasantcomposureandthesameveiledlookinhiseyeswithwhichhehadmetRostov,triedtoenliventheconversation。OneoftheFrenchmen,withthepolitenesscharacteristicofhiscountrymen,addressedtheobstinatelytaciturnRostov,sayingthatthelatterhadprobablycometoTilsittoseetheEmperor。

  \"No,Icameonbusiness,\"repliedRostov,briefly。

  RostovhadbeenoutofhumorfromthemomenthenoticedthelookofdissatisfactiononBoris’face,andasalwayshappenstothoseinabadhumor,itseemedtohimthateveryoneregardedhimwithaversionandthathewasineverybody’sway。Hereallywasintheirway,forhealonetooknopartintheconversationwhichagainbecamegeneral。Thelooksthevisitorscastonhimseemedtosay:\"Andwhatishesittingherefor?\"HeroseandwentuptoBoris。

  \"Anyhow,I’minyourway,\"hesaidinalowtone。\"ComeandtalkovermybusinessandI’llgoaway。\"

  \"Oh,no,notatall,\"saidBoris。\"Butifyouaretired,comeandliedowninmyroomandhavearest。\"

  \"Yes,really……\"

  TheywentintothelittleroomwhereBorisslept。Rostov,withoutsittingdown,beganatonce,irritablyasifBorisweretoblameinsomewaytellinghimaboutDenisov’saffair,askinghimwhether,throughhisgeneral,hecouldandwouldintercedewiththeEmperoronDenisov’sbehalfandgetDenisov’spetitionhandedin。WhenheandBoriswerealone,RostovfeltforthefirsttimethathecouldnotlookBorisinthefacewithoutasenseofawkwardness。Boris,withonelegcrossedovertheotherandstrokinghislefthandwiththeslenderfingersofhisright,listenedtoRostovasagenerallistenstothereportofasubordinate,nowlookingasideandnowgazingstraightintoRostov’seyeswiththesameveiledlook。EachtimethishappenedRostovfeltuncomfortableandcastdownhiseyes。

  \"IhaveheardofsuchcasesandknowthatHisMajestyisverysevereinsuchaffairs。IthinkitwouldbebestnottobringitbeforetheEmperor,buttoapplytothecommanderofthecorps……Butingeneral,Ithink……\"

  \"Soyoudon’twanttodoanything?Wellthen,sayso!\"Rostovalmostshouted,notlookingBorisintheface。

  Borissmiled。

  \"Onthecontrary,IwilldowhatIcan。OnlyIthought……\"

  AtthatmomentZhilinski’svoicewasheardcallingBoris。

  \"Wellthen,go,go,go……\"saidRostov,andrefusingsupperandremainingaloneinthelittleroom,hewalkedupanddownforalongtime,hearingthelightheartedFrenchconversationfromthenextroom。

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  RostovhadcometoTilsitthedayleastsuitableforapetitiononDenisov’sbehalf。HecouldnothimselfgotothegeneralinattendanceashewasinmuftiandhadcometoTilsitwithoutpermissiontodoso,andBoris,evenhadhewishedto,couldnothavedonesoonthefollowingday。Onthatday,June27,thepreliminariesofpeaceweresigned。TheEmperorsexchangeddecorations:AlexanderreceivedtheCrossoftheLegionofHonorandNapoleontheOrderofSt。AndrewoftheFirstDegree,andadinnerhadbeenarrangedfortheevening,givenbyabattalionoftheFrenchGuardstothePreobrazhenskbattalion。TheEmperorsweretobepresentatthatbanquet。

  RostovfeltsoillateaseanduncomfortablewithBoristhat,whenthelatterlookedinaftersupper,hepretendedtobeasleep,andearlynextmorningwentaway,avoidingBoris。Inhiscivilianclothesandaroundhat,hewanderedaboutthetown,staringattheFrenchandtheiruniformsandatthestreetsandhouseswheretheRussianandFrenchEmperorswerestaying。Inasquarehesawtablesbeingsetupandpreparationsmadeforthedinner;hesawtheRussianandFrenchcolorsdrapedfromsidetosideofthestreets,withhughmonogramsAandN。Inthewindowsofthehousesalsoflagsandbuntingweredisplayed。

  \"Borisdoesn’twanttohelpmeandIdon’twanttoaskhim。That’ssettled,\"thoughtNicholas。\"Allisoverbetweenus,butIwon’tleaveherewithouthavingdoneallIcanforDenisovandcertainlynotwithoutgettinghislettertotheEmperor。TheEmperor!……Heishere!\"thoughtRostov,whohadunconsciouslyreturnedtothehousewhereAlexanderlodged。

  Saddledhorseswerestandingbeforethehouseandthesuitewereassembling,evidentlypreparingfortheEmperortocomeout。

  \"Imayseehimatanymoment,\"thoughtRostov。\"IfonlyIweretohandtheletterdirecttohimandtellhimall……couldtheyreallyarrestmeformycivilianclothes?Surelynot!Hewouldunderstandonwhosesidejusticelies。Heunderstandseverything,knowseverything。Whocanbemorejust,moremagnanimousthanhe?Andeveniftheydidarrestmeforbeinghere,whatwoulditmatter?\"thoughthe,lookingatanofficerwhowasenteringthehousetheEmperoroccupied。\"Afterall,peopledogoin……It’sallnonsense!I’llgoinandhandthelettertotheEmperormyselfsomuchtheworseforDrubetskoywhodrivesmetoit!\"Andsuddenlywithadeterminationhehimselfdidnotexpect,Rostovfeltfortheletterinhispocketandwentstraighttothehouse。

  \"No,Iwon’tmissmyopportunitynow,asIdidafterAusterlitz,\"hethought,expectingeverymomenttomeetthemonarch,andconsciousofthebloodthatrushedtohisheartatthethought。\"Iwillfallathisfeetandbeseechhim。Hewillliftmeup,willlisten,andwilleventhankme。’IamhappywhenIcandogood,buttoremedyinjusticeisthegreatesthappiness,’\"Rostovfanciedthesovereignsaying。

  Andpassingpeoplewholookedafterhimwithcuriosity,heenteredtheporchoftheEmperor’shouse。

  Abroadstaircaseledstraightupfromtheentry,andtotherighthesawacloseddoor。Below,underthestaircase,wasadoorleadingtothelowerfloor。

  \"Whomdoyouwant?\"someoneinquired。

  \"Tohandinaletter,apetition,toHisMajesty,\"saidNicholas,withatremorinhisvoice。

  \"Apetition?Thisway,totheofficertheofficeronduty\"hewasshownthedoorleadingdownstairs,\"onlyitwon’tbeaccepted。\"

  Onhearingthisindifferentvoice,Rostovgrewfrightenedatwhathewasdoing;thethoughtofmeetingtheEmperoratanymomentwassofascinatingandconsequentlysoalarmingthathewasreadytorunaway,buttheofficialwhohadquestionedhimopenedthedoor,andRostoventered。

  Ashortstoutmanofaboutthirty,inwhitebreechesandhighbootsandabatisteshirtthathehadevidentlyonlyjustputon,standinginthatroom,andhisvaletwasbuttoningontothebackofhisbreechesanewpairofhandsomesilk—embroideredbracesthat,forsomereason,attractedRostov’sattention。Thismanwaswasspeakingtosomeoneintheadjoiningroom。

  \"Agoodfigureandinherfirstbloom,\"hewassaying,butonseeingRostov,hestoppedshortandfrowned。

  \"Whatisit?Apetition?\"

  \"Whatisit?\"askedthepersonintheotherroom。

  \"Anotherpetitioner,\"answeredthemanwiththebraces。

  \"Tellhimtocomelater。He’llbecomingoutdirectly,wemustgo。\"

  \"Later……later!Tomorrow。It’stoolate……\"

  Rostovturnedandwasabouttogo,butthemaninthebracesstoppedhim。

  \"Whomhaveyoucomefrom?Whoareyou?\"

  \"IcomefromMajorDenisov,\"answeredRostov。

  \"Areyouanofficer?\"

  \"LieutenantCountRostov。\"

  \"Whataudacity!Handitinthroughyourcommander。Andgoalongwithyou……go,\"andhecontinuedtoputontheuniformthevalethandedhim。

  Rostovwentbackintothehallandnoticedthatintheporchthereweremanyofficersandgeneralsinfullparadeuniform,whomhehadtopass。

  Cursinghistemerity,hisheartsinkingatthethoughtoffindinghimselfatanymomentfacetofacewiththeEmperorandbeingputtoshameandarrestedinhispresence,fullyalivenowtotheimproprietyofhisconductandrepentingofit,Rostov,withdowncasteyes,wasmakinghiswayoutofthehousethroughthebrilliantsuitewhenafamiliarvoicecalledhimandahanddetainedhim。

  \"Whatareyoudoinghere,sir,inciviliandress?\"askedadeepvoice。

  ItwasacavalrygeneralwhohadobtainedtheEmperor’sspecialfavorduringthiscampaign,andwhohadformerlycommandedthedivisioninwhichRostovwasserving。

  Rostov,indismay,beganjustifyinghimself,butseeingthekindly,jocularfaceofthegeneral,hetookhimasideandinanexcitedvoicetoldhimthewholeaffair,askinghimtointercedeforDenisov,whomthegeneralknew。HavingheardRostovtotheend,thegeneralshookhisheadgravely。

  \"I’msorry,sorryforthatfinefellow。Givemetheletter。\"

  HardlyhadRostovhandedhimtheletterandfinishedexplainingDenisov’scase,whenhastystepsandthejinglingofspurswereheardonthestairs,andthegeneral,leavinghim,wenttotheporch。ThegentlemenoftheEmperor’ssuiterandownthestairsandwenttotheirhorses。Hayne,thesamegroomwhohadbeenatAusterlitz,leduptheEmperor’shorse,andthefaintcreakofafootstepRostovknewatoncewasheardonthestairs。Forgettingthedangerofbeingrecognized,Rostovwentclosetotheporch,togetherwithsomeinquisitivecivilians,andagain,aftertwoyears,sawthosefeaturesheadored:thatsamefaceandsamelookandstep,andthesameunionofmajestyandmildness……AndthefeelingofenthusiasmandloveforhissovereignroseagaininRostov’ssoulinallitsoldforce。IntheuniformofthePreobrazhenskregiment—whitechamois—leatherbreechesandhighboots—andwearingastarRostovdidnotknowitwasthatoftheLegiond’honneur,themonarchcameoutintotheporch,puttingonhisglovesandcarryinghishatunderhisarm。Hestoppedandlookedabouthim,brighteningeverythingaroundbyhisglance。Hespokeafewwordstosomeofthegenerals,and,recognizingtheformercommanderofRostov’sdivision,smiledandbeckonedtohim。

  AllthesuitedrewbackandRostovsawthegeneraltalkingforsometimetotheEmperor。

  TheEmperorsaidafewwordstohimandtookasteptowardhishorse。AgainthecrowdofmembersofthesuiteandstreetgazersamongwhomwasRostovmovednearertotheEmperor。Stoppingbesidehishorse,withhishandonthesaddle,theEmperorturnedtothecavalrygeneralandsaidinaloudvoice,evidentlywishingtobeheardbyall:

  \"Icannotdoit,General。Icannot,becausethelawisstrongerthanI,\"andheraisedhisfoottothestirrup。

  Thegeneralbowedhisheadrespectfully,andthemonarchmountedandrodedownthestreetatagallop。Besidehimselfwithenthusiasm,Rostovranafterhimwiththecrowd。

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  TheEmperorrodetothesquarewhere,facingoneanother,abattalionofthePreobrazhenskregimentstoodontherightandabattalionoftheFrenchGuardsintheirbearskincapsontheleft。

  AstheTsarrodeuptooneflankofthebattalions,whichpresentedarms,anothergroupofhorsemengallopeduptotheoppositeflank,andattheheadofthemRostovrecognizedNapoleon。Itcouldbenooneelse。Hecameatagallop,wearingasmallhat,ablueuniformopenoverawhitevest,andtheSt。Andrewribbonoverhisshoulder。HewasridingaveryfinethoroughbredgrayArabhorsewithacrimsongold—embroideredsaddlecloth。OnapproachingAlexanderheraisedhishat,andashedidso,Rostov,withhiscavalryman’seye,couldnothelpnoticingthatNapoleondidnotsitwellorfirmlyinthesaddle。Thebattalionsshouted\"Hurrah!\"and\"Vivel’Empereur!\"NapoleonsaidsomethingtoAlexander,andbothEmperorsdismountedandtookeachother’shands。Napoleon’sfaceworeanunpleasantandartificialsmile。Alexanderwassayingsomethingaffabletohim。

  InspiteofthetramplingoftheFrenchgendarmes’horses,whichwerepushingbackthecrowd,RostovkepthiseyesoneverymovementofAlexanderandBonaparte。ItstruckhimasasurprisethatAlexandertreatedBonaparteasanequalandthatthelatterwasquiteateasewiththeTsar,asifsuchrelationswithanEmperorwereaneverydaymattertohim。

  AlexanderandNapoleon,withthelongtrainoftheirsuites,approachedtherightflankofthePreobrazhenskbattalionandcamestraightuptothecrowdstandingthere。ThecrowdunexpectedlyfounditselfsoclosetotheEmperorsthatRostov,standinginthefrontrow,wasafraidhemightberecognized。

  \"Sire,IaskyourpermissiontopresenttheLegionofHonortothebravestofyoursoldiers,\"saidasharp,precisevoice,articulatingeveryletter。

  ThiswassaidbytheundersizedNapoleon,lookingupstraightintoAlexander’seyes。Alexanderlistenedattentivelytowhatwassaidtohimand,bendinghishead,smiledpleasantly。

  \"Tohimwhohasbornehimselfmostbravelyinthislastwar,\"

  addedNapoleon,accentuatingeachsyllable,aswithacomposureandassuranceexasperatingtoRostov,heranhiseyesovertheRussianranksdrawnupbeforehim,whoallpresentedarmswiththeireyesfixedontheirEmperor。

  \"WillYourMajestyallowmetoconsultthecolonel?\"saidAlexanderandtookafewhastystepstowardPrinceKozlovski,thecommanderofthebattalion。

  Bonapartemeanwhilebegantakingthegloveoffhissmallwhitehand,toreitindoingso,andthrewitaway。Anaide—de—campbehindhimrushedforwardandpickeditup。

  \"Towhomshallitbegiven?\"theEmperorAlexanderaskedKoslovski,inRussianinalowvoice。

  \"TowhomeverYourMajestycommands。\"

  TheEmperorknithisbrowswithdissatisfactionand,glancingback,remarked:

  \"Butwemustgivehimananswer。\"

  KozlovskiscannedtheranksresolutelyandincludedRostovinhisscrutiny。

  \"Canitbeme?\"thoughtRostov。

  \"Lazarev!\"thecolonelcalled,withafrown,andLazarev,thefirstsoldierintherank,steppedbrisklyforward。

  \"Whereareyouoffto?Stophere!\"voiceswhisperedtoLazarevwhodidnotknowwheretogo。Lazarevstopped,castingasidelonglookathiscolonelinalarm。Hisfacetwitched,asoftenhappenstosoldierscalledbeforetheranks。

  Napoleonslightlyturnedhishead,andputhisplumplittlehandoutbehindhimasiftotakesomething。Themembersofhissuite,guessingatoncewhathewanted,movedaboutandwhisperedastheypassedsomethingfromonetoanother,andapage—thesameoneRostovhadseenthepreviouseveningatBoris’—ranforwardand,bowingrespectfullyovertheoutstretchedhandandnotkeepingitwaitingamoment,laidinitanOrderonaredribbon。Napoleon,withoutlooking,pressedtwofingerstogetherandthebadgewasbetweenthem。ThenheapproachedLazarevwhorolledhiseyesandpersistentlygazedathisownmonarch,lookedroundattheEmperorAlexandertoimplythatwhathewasnowdoingwasdoneforthesakeofhisally,andthesmallwhitehandholdingtheOrdertouchedoneofLazarev’sbuttons。ItwasasifNapoleonknewthatitwasonlynecessaryforhishandtodeigntotouchthatsoldier’sbreastforthesoldiertobeforeverhappy,rewarded,anddistinguishedfromeveryoneelseintheworld。NapoleonmerelylaidthecrossonLazarev’sbreastand,droppinghishand,turnedtowardAlexanderasthoughsurethatthecrosswouldadherethere。Anditreallydid。

  Officioushands,RussianandFrench,immediatelyseizedthecrossandfastenedittotheuniform。Lazarevglancedmoroselyatthelittlemanwithwhitehandswhowasdoingsomethingtohimand,stillstandingmotionlesspresentingarms,lookedagainstraightintoAlexander’seyes,asifaskingwhetherheshouldstandthere,orgoaway,ordosomethingelse。Butreceivingnoorders,heremainedforsometimeinthatrigidposition。

  TheEmperorsremountedandrodeaway。ThePreobrazhenskbattalion,breakingrank,mingledwiththeFrenchGuardsandsatdownatthetablespreparedforthem。

  Lazarevsatintheplaceofhonor。RussianandFrenchofficersembracedhim,congratulatedhim,andpressedhishands。Crowdsofofficersandciviliansdrewnearmerelytoseehim。ArumbleofRussianandFrenchvoicesandlaughterfilledtheairroundthetablesinthesquare。Twoofficerswithflushedfaces,lookingcheerfulandhappy,passedbyRostov。

  \"Whatd’youthinkofthetreat?Allonsilverplate,\"oneofthemwassaying。\"HaveyouseenLazarev?\"

  \"Ihave。\"

  \"Tomorrow,Ihear,thePreobrazhenskiswillgivethemadinner。\"

  \"Yes,butwhatluckforLazarev!Twelvehundredfrancs’pensionforlife。\"

  \"Here’sacap,lads!\"shoutedaPreobrazhensksoldier,donningashaggyFrenchcap。

  \"It’safinething!First—rate!\"

  \"Haveyouheardthepassword?\"askedoneGuards’officerofanother。

  \"Thedaybeforeyesterdayitwas’Napoleon,France,bravoure’;

  yesterday,’Alexandre,Russie,grandeur。’OnedayourEmperorgivesitandnextdayNapoleon。TomorrowourEmperorwillsendaSt。George’sCrosstothebravestoftheFrenchGuards。Ithastobedone。Hemustrespondinkind。\"

  Boris,too,withhisfriendZhilinski,cametoseethePreobrazhenskbanquet。Onhiswayback,henoticedRostovstandingbythecornerofahouse。

  \"Rostov!Howd’youdo?Wemissedoneanother,\"hesaid,andcouldnotrefrainfromaskingwhatwasthematter,sostrangelydismalandtroubledwasRostov’sface。

  \"Nothing,nothing,\"repliedRostov。

  \"You’llcallround?\"

  \"Yes,Iwill。\"

  Rostovstoodatthatcornerforalongtime,watchingthefeastfromadistance。adistance。Inhismind,apainfulprocesswasgoingonwhichhecouldnotbringtoaconclusion。Terribledoubtsroseinhissoul。NowherememberedDenisovwithhischangedexpression,hissubmission,andthewholehospital,witharmsandlegstornoffanditsdirtanddisease。Sovividlydidherecallthathospitalstenchofdeadfleshthathelookedroundtoseewherethesmellcamefrom。Nexthethoughtofthatself—satisfiedBonaparte,withhissmallwhitehand,whowasnowanEmperor,likedandrespectedbyAlexander。Thenwhythoseseveredarmsandlegsandthosedeadmen?……ThenagainhethoughtofLazarevrewardedandDenisovpunishedandunpardoned。Hecaughthimselfharboringsuchstrangethoughtsthathewasfrightened。

  ThesmellofthefoodthePreobrazhenskiswereeatingandasenseofhungerrecalledhimfromthesereflections;hehadtogetsomethingtoeatbeforegoingaway。Hewenttoahotelhehadnoticedthatmorning。

  Therehefoundsomanypeople,amongthemofficerswho,likehimself,hadcomeincivilianclothes,thathehaddifficultyingettingadinner。Twoofficersofhisowndivisionjoinedhim。Theconversationnaturallyturnedonthepeace。Theofficers,hiscomrades,likemostofthearmy,weredissatisfiedwiththepeaceconcludedafterthebattleofFriedland。TheysaidthathadweheldoutalittlelongerNapoleonwouldhavebeendonefor,ashistroopshadneitherprovisionsnorammunition。Nicholasateanddrankchieflythelatterinsilence。Hefinishedacoupleofbottlesofwinebyhimself。Theprocessinhismindwentontormentinghimwithoutreachingaconclusion。Hefearedtogivewaytohisthoughts,yetcouldnotgetridofthem。Suddenly,ononeoftheofficers’sayingthatitwashumiliatingtolookattheFrench,Rostovbeganshoutingwithuncalled—forwrath,andthereforemuchtothesurpriseoftheofficers:

  \"Howcanyoujudgewhat’sbest?\"hecried,thebloodsuddenlyrushingtohisface。\"HowcanyoujudgetheEmperor’sactions?Whatrighthavewetoargue?WecannotcomprehendeithertheEmperor’sorhisactions!\"

  \"ButIneversaidawordabouttheEmperor!\"saidtheofficer,justifyinghimself,andunabletounderstandRostov’soutburst,exceptonthesuppositionthathewasdrunk。

  ButRostovdidnotlistentohim。

  \"Wearenotdiplomaticofficials,wearesoldiersandnothingmore,\"

  hewenton。\"Ifweareorderedtodie,wemustdie。Ifwe’repunished,itmeansthatwehavedeservedit,it’snotforustojudge。IftheEmperorpleasestorecognizeBonaparteasEmperorandtoconcludeanalliancewithhim,itmeansthatthatistherightthingtodo。Ifoncewebeginjudgingandarguingabouteverything,nothingsacredwillbeleft!ThatwayweshallbesayingthereisnoGod—nothing!\"

  shoutedNicholas,bangingthetable—verylittletothepointasitseemedtohislisteners,butquiterelevantlytothecourseofhisownthoughts。

  \"Ourbusinessistodoourduty,tofightandnottothink!That’sall……\"saidhe。

  \"Andtodrink,\"saidoneoftheofficers,notwishingtoquarrel。

  \"Yes,andtodrink,\"assentedNicholas。\"Hullothere!Anotherbottle!\"heshouted。

  In1808theEmperorAlexanderwenttoErfurtforafreshinterviewwiththeEmperorNapoleon,andintheuppercirclesofPetersburgtherewasmuchtalkofthegrandeurofthisimportantmeeting。

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  In1809theintimacybetween\"theworld’stwoarbiters,\"asNapoleonandAlexanderwerecalled,wassuchthatwhenNapoleondeclaredwaronAustriaaRussiancorpscrossedthefrontiertoco—operatewithouroldenemyBonaparteagainstouroldallytheEmperorofAustria,andincourtcirclesthepossibilityofmarriagebetweenNapoleonandoneofAlexander’ssisterswasspokenof。Butbesidesconsiderationsofforeignpolicy,theattentionofRussiansocietywasatthattimekeenlydirectedontheinternalchangesthatwerebeingundertakeninallthedepartmentsofgovernment。

  Lifemeanwhile—reallife,withitsessentialinterestsofhealthandsickness,toilandrest,anditsintellectualinterestsinthought,science,poetry,music,love,friendship,hatred,andpassions—wentonasusual,independentlyofandapartfrompoliticalfriendshiporenmitywithNapoleonBonaparteandfromalltheschemesofreconstruction。

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  CHAPTERI

  PrinceAndrewhadspenttwoyearscontinuouslyinthecountry。

  AlltheplansPierrehadattemptedonhisestates—andconstantlychangingfromonethingtoanotherhadneveraccomplished—werecarriedoutbyPrinceAndrewwithoutdisplayandwithoutperceptibledifficulty。

  HehadinthehighestdegreeapracticaltenacitywhichPierrelacked,andwithoutfussorstrainonhispartthissetthingsgoing。

  Ononeofhisestatesthethreehundredserfswereliberatedandbecamefreeagriculturallaborers—thisbeingoneofthefirstexamplesofthekindinRussia。Onotherestatestheserfs’compulsorylaborwascommutedforaquitrent。AtrainedmidwifewasengagedforBogucharovoathisexpense,andapriestwaspaidtoteachreadingandwritingtothechildrenofthepeasantsandhouseholdserfs。

  PrinceAndrewspenthalfhistimeatBaldHillswithhisfatherandhisson,whowasstillinthecareofnurses。Theotherhalfhespentin\"BogucharovoCloister,\"ashisfathercalledPrinceAndrew’sestate。DespitetheindifferencetotheaffairsoftheworldhehadexpressedtoPierre,hediligentlyfollowedallthatwenton,receivedmanybooks,andtohissurprisenoticedthatwhenheorhisfatherhadvisitorsfromPetersburg,theveryvortexoflife,thesepeoplelaggedbehindhimself—whoneverleftthecountry—inknowledgeofwhatwashappeninginhomeandforeignaffairs。

  Besidesbeingoccupiedwithhisestatesandreadingagreatvarietyofbooks,PrinceAndrewwasatthistimebusywithacriticalofsurveyourlasttwounfortunatecampaigns,andwithdrawingupaproposalforareformofthearmyrulesandregulations。

  Inthespringof1809hewenttovisittheRyazanestateswhichhadbeeninheritedbyhisson,whoseguardianhewas。

  Warmedbythespringsunshinehesatinthecalechelookingatthenewgrass,thefirstleavesonthebirches,andthefirstpuffsofwhitespringcloudsfloatingacrosstheclearbluesky。Hewasnotthinkingofanything,butlookedabsent—mindedlyandcheerfullyfromsidetoside。

  TheycrossedtheferrywherehehadtalkedwithPierretheyearbefore。Theywentthroughthemuddyvillage,pastthreshingfloorsandgreenfieldsofwinterrye,downhillwheresnowstilllodgednearthebridge,uphillwheretheclayhadbeenliquefiedbytherain,paststripsofstubblelandandbushestouchedwithgreenhereandthere,andintoabirchforestgrowingonbothsidesoftheroad。Intheforestitwasalmosthot,nowindcouldbefelt。Thebircheswiththeirstickygreenleavesweremotionless,andlilac—coloredflowersandthefirstbladesofgreengrasswerepushingupandliftinglastyear’sleaves。Thecoarseevergreencolorofthesmallfirtreesscatteredhereandthereamongthebircheswasanunpleasantreminderofwinter。Onenteringtheforestthehorsesbegantosnortandsweatedvisibly。

  Peterthefootmanmadesomeremarktothecoachman;thelatterassented。Butapparentlythecoachman’ssympathywasnotenoughforPeter,andheturnedontheboxtowardhismaster。

  \"Howpleasantitis,yourexcellency!\"hesaidwitharespectfulsmile。

  \"What?\"

  \"It’spleasant,yourexcellency!\"

  \"Whatishetalkingabout?\"thoughtPrinceAndrew。\"Oh,thespring,Isuppose,\"hethoughtasheturnedround。\"Yes,reallyeverythingisgreenalready……Howearly!Thebirchesandcherryandalderstooarecomingout……Buttheoaksshownosignyet。Ah,hereisoneoak!\"

  Attheedgeoftheroadstoodanoak。Probablytentimestheageofthebirchesthatformedtheforest,itwastentimesasthickandtwiceastallasthey。Itwasanenormoustree,itsgirthtwiceasgreatasamancouldembrace,andevidentlylongagosomeofitsbrancheshadbeenbrokenoffanditsbarkscarred。Withitshugeungainlylimbssprawlingunsymmetrically,anditsgnarledhandsandfingers,itstoodanaged,stern,andscornfulmonsteramongthesmilingbirchtrees。Onlythedead—lookingevergreenfirsdottedaboutintheforest,andthisoak,refusedtoyieldtothecharmofspringornoticeeitherthespringorthesunshine。

  \"Spring,love,happiness!\"thisoakseemedtosay。\"Areyounotwearyofthatstupid,meaningless,constantlyrepeatedfraud?Alwaysthesameandalwaysafraud?Thereisnospring,nosun,nohappiness!

  Lookatthosecrampeddeadfirs,everthesame,andatmetoo,stickingoutmybrokenandbarkedfingersjustwheretheyhavegrown,whetherfrommybackormysides:astheyhavegrownsoI

  stand,andIdonotbelieveinyourhopesandyourlies。\"

  AshepassedthroughtheforestPrinceAndrewturnedseveraltimestolookatthatoak,asifexpectingsomethingfromit。Undertheoak,too,wereflowersandgrass,butitstoodamongthemscowling,rigid,misshapen,andgrimasever。

  \"Yes,theoakisright,athousandtimesright,\"thoughtPrinceAndrew。\"Letothers—theyoung—yieldafreshtothatfraud,butweknowlife,ourlifeisfinished!\"

  Awholesequenceofnewthoughts,hopelessbutmournfullypleasant,roseinhissoulinconnectionwiththattree。Duringthisjourneyhe,asitwere,consideredhislifeafreshandarrivedathisoldconclusion,restfulinitshopelessness:thatitwasnotforhimtobeginanythinganew—butthathemustliveouthislife,contenttodonoharm,andnotdisturbinghimselfordesiringanything。

  BK6CH2

  CHAPTERII

  PrinceAndrewhadtoseetheMarshaloftheNobilityforthedistrictinconnectionwiththeaffairsoftheRyazanestateofwhichhewastrustee。ThisMarshalwasCountIlyaRostov,andinthemiddleofMayPrinceAndrewwenttovisithim。

  Itwasnowhotspringweather。Thewholeforestwasalreadyclothedingreen。Itwasdustyandsohotthatonpassingnearwateronelongedtobathe。

  PrinceAndrew,depressedandpreoccupiedwiththebusinessaboutwhichhehadtospeaktotheMarshal,wasdrivinguptheavenueinthegroundsoftheRostovs’houseatOtradnoe。Heheardmerrygirlishcriesbehindsometreesontherightandsawgroupofgirlsrunningtocrossthepathofhiscaleche。Aheadoftherestandnearertohimranadark—haired,remarkablyslim,prettygirlinayellowchintzdress,withawhitehandkerchiefonherheadfromunderwhichlooselocksofhairescaped。Thegirlwasshoutingsomethingbut,seeingthathewasastranger,ranbacklaughingwithoutlookingathim。

  Suddenly,hedidnotknowwhy,hefeltapang。Thedaywassobeautiful,thesunsobright,everythingaroundsogay,butthatslimprettygirldidnotknow,orwishtoknow,ofhisexistenceandwascontentedandcheerfulinherownseparate—probablyfoolish—

  butbrightandhappylife。\"Whatisshesogladabout?Whatisshethinkingof?NotofthemilitaryregulationsorofthearrangementoftheRyazanserfs’quitrents。Ofwhatisshethinking?Whyisshesohappy?\"PrinceAndrewaskedhimselfwithinstinctivecuriosity。

  In1809CountIlyaRostovwaslivingatOtradnoejustashehaddoneinformeryears,thatis,entertainingalmostthewholeprovincewithhunts,theatricals,dinners,andmusic。HewasgladtoseePrinceAndrew,ashewastoseeanynewvisitor,andinsistedonhisstayingthenight。

  Duringthedullday,inthecourseofwhichhewasentertainedbyhiselderlyhostsandbythemoreimportantofthevisitorstheoldcount’shousewascrowdedonaccountofanapproachingnameday,PrinceAndrewrepeatedlyglancedatNatasha,gayandlaughingamongtheyoungermembersofthecompany,andaskedhimselfeachtime,\"Whatisshethinkingabout?Whyisshesoglad?\"

  Thatnight,aloneinnewsurroundings,hewaslongunabletosleep。Hereadawhileandthenputouthiscandle,butrelitit。Itwashotintheroom,theinsideshuttersofwhichwereclosed。HewascrosswiththestupidoldmanashecalledRostov,whohadmadehimstaybyassuringhimthatsomenecessarydocumentshadnotyetarrivedfromtown,andhewasvexedwithhimselfforhavingstayed。

  Hegotupandwenttothewindowtoopenit。Assoonasheopenedtheshuttersthemoonlight,asifithadlongbeenwatchingforthis,burstintotheroom。Heopenedthecasement。Thenightwasfresh,bright,andverystill。Justbeforethewindowwasarowofpollardtrees,lookingblackononesideandwithasilverylightontheother。Beneaththetreesgrewsomekindoflush,wet,bushyvegetationwithsilver—litleavesandstemshereandthere。Fartherbackbeyondthedarktreesaroofglitteredwithdew,totherightwasaleafytreewithbrilliantlywhitetrunkandbranches,andaboveitshonethemoon,nearlyatitsfull,inapale,almoststarless,springsky。PrinceAndrewleanedhiselbowsonthewindowledgeandhiseyesrestedonthatsky。

  Hisroomwasonthefirstfloor。Thoseintheroomsabovewerealsoawake。Heheardfemalevoicesoverhead。

  \"Justoncemore,\"saidagirlishvoiceabovehimwhichPrinceAndrewrecognizedatonce。

  \"Butwhenareyoucomingtobed?\"repliedanothervoice。

  \"Iwon’t,Ican’tsleep,what’stheuse?Comenowforthelasttime。\"

  Twogirlishvoicessangamusicalpassage—theendofsomesong。

  \"Oh,howlovely!Nowgotosleep,andthere’sanendofit。\"

  \"Yougotosleep,butIcan’t,\"saidthefirstvoice,comingnearertothewindow。Shewasevidentlyleaningrightout,fortherustleofherdressandevenherbreathingcouldbeheard。

  Everythingwasstone—still,likethemoonanditslightandtheshadows。PrinceAndrew,too,darednotstir,forfearofbetrayinghisunintentionalpresence。

  \"Sonya!Sonya!\"heagainheardthefirstspeaker。\"Oh,howcanyousleep?Onlylookhowgloriousitis!Ah,howglorious!Dowakeup,Sonya!\"shesaidalmostwithtearsinhervoice。\"Therenever,neverwassuchalovelynightbefore!\"

  Sonyamadesomereluctantreply。

  \"Dojustcomeandseewhatamoon!……Oh,howlovely!Comehere……Darling,sweetheart,comehere!There,yousee?Ifeellikesittingdownonmyheels,puttingmyarmsroundmykneeslikethis,strainingtight,astightaspossible,andflyingaway!Likethis……\"

  \"Takecare,you’llfallout。\"

  HeheardthesoundofascuffleandSonya’sdisapprovingvoice:

  \"It’spastoneo’clock。\"

  \"Oh,youonlyspoilthingsforme。Allright,go,go!\"

  Againallwassilent,butPrinceAndrewknewshewasstillsittingthere。Fromtimetotimeheheardasoftrustleandattimesasigh。

  \"OGod,OGod!Whatdoesitmean?\"shesuddenlyexclaimed。\"Tobedthen,ifitmustbe!\"andsheslammedthecasement。

  \"ForherImightaswellnotexist!\"thoughtPrinceAndrewwhilehelistenedtohervoice,forsomereasonexpectingyetfearingthatshemightsaysomethingabouthim。\"Theresheisagain!Asifitwereonpurpose,\"thoughthe。

  Inhissoultheresuddenlyarosesuchanunexpectedturmoilofyouthfulthoughtsandhopes,contrarytothewholetenorofhislife,thatunabletoexplainhisconditiontohimselfhelaydownandfellasleepatonce。

  BK6CH3

  CHAPTERIII

  Nextmorning,havingtakenleaveofnoonebutthecount,andnotwaitingfortheladiestoappear,PrinceAndrewsetoffforhome。

  ItwasalreadythebeginningofJunewhenonhisreturnjourneyhedroveintothebirchforestwherethegnarledoldoakhadmadesostrangeandmemorableanimpressiononhim。Intheforesttheharnessbellssoundedyetmoremuffledthantheyhaddonesixweeksbefore,fornowallwasthick,shady,anddense,andtheyoungfirsdottedaboutintheforestdidnotjaronthegeneralbeautybut,lendingthemselvestothemoodaround,weredelicatelygreenwithfluffyyoungshoots。

  Thewholedayhadbeenhot。Somewhereastormwasgathering,butonlyasmallcloudhadscatteredsomeraindropslightly,sprinklingtheroadandthesappyleaves。Theleftsideoftheforestwasdarkintheshade,therightsideglitteredinthesunlight,wetandshinyandscarcelyswayedbythebreeze。Everythingwasinblossom,thenightingalestrilled,andtheirvoicesreverberatednownear,nowfaraway。

  \"Yes,hereinthisforestwasthatoakwithwhichIagreed,\"thoughtPrinceAndrew。\"Butwhereisit?\"heagainwondered,gazingattheleftsideoftheroad,andwithoutrecognizingithelookedwithadmirationattheveryoakhesought。Theoldoak,quitetransfigured,spreadingoutacanopyofsappydark—greenfoliage,stoodraptandslightlytremblingintheraysoftheeveningsun。Neithergnarledfingersnoroldscarsnorolddoubtsandsorrowswereanyoftheminevidencenow。Throughthehardcentury—oldbark,evenwheretherewerenotwigs,leaveshadsproutedsuchasonecouldhardlybelievetheoldveterancouldhaveproduced。

  \"Yes,itisthesameoak,\"thoughtPrinceAndrew,andallatoncehewasseizedbyanunreasoningspringtimefeelingofjoyandrenewal。

  Allthebestmomentsofhislifesuddenlyrosetohismemory。

  Austerlitzwiththeloftyheavens,hiswife’sdeadreproachfulface,Pierreattheferry,thatgirlthrilledbythebeautyofthenight,andthatnightitselfandthemoon,and……allthisrushedsuddenlytohismind。

  \"No,lifeisnotoveratthirty—one!\"PrinceAndrewsuddenlydecidedfinallyanddecisively。\"ItisnotenoughformetoknowwhatIhaveinme—everyonemustknowit:Pierre,andthatyounggirlwhowantedtoflyawayintothesky,everyonemustknowme,sothatmylifemaynotbelivedformyselfalonewhileotherslivesoapartfromit,butsothatitmaybereflectedinthemall,andtheyandImayliveinharmony!\"

  OnreachinghomePrinceAndrewdecidedtogotoPetersburgthatautumnandfoundallsortsofreasonsforthisdecision。AwholesericsofsensibleandlogicalconsiderationsshowingittobeessentialforhimtogotoPetersburg,andeventore—entertheservice,keptspringingupinhismind。Hecouldnotnowunderstandhowhecouldeverevenhavedoubtedthenecessityoftakinganactiveshareinlife,justasamonthbeforehehadnotunderstoodhowtheideaofleavingthequietcountrycouldeverenterhishead。Itnowseemedcleartohimthatallhisexperienceoflifemustbesenselesslywastedunlessheappliedittosomekindofworkandagainplayedanactivepartinlife。Hedidnotevenrememberhowformerly,onthestrengthofsimilarwretchedlogicalarguments,ithadseemedobviousthathewouldbedegradinghimselfifhenow,afterthelessonshehadhadinlife,allowedhimselftobelieveinthepossibilityofbeingusefulandinthepossibilityofhappinessorlove。Nowreasonsuggestedquitetheopposite。AfterthatjourneytoRyazanhefoundthecountrydull;hisformerpursuitsnolongerinterestedhim,andoftenwhensittingaloneinhisstudyhegotup,wenttothemirror,andgazedalongtimeathisownface。ThenhewouldturnawaytotheportraitofhisdeadLise,whowithhaircurledalagrecquelookedtenderlyandgailyathimoutofthegiltframe。

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