Therewereintheroomachild’scot,twoboxes,twoarmchairs,atable,achild’stable,andthelittlechaironwhichPrinceAndrewwassitting。Thecurtainsweredrawn,andasinglecandlewasburningonthetable,screenedbyaboundmusicbooksothatthelightdidnotfallonthecot。
\"Mydear,\"saidPrincessMary,addressingherbrotherfrombesidethecotwhereshewasstanding,\"betterwaitabit……later……\"
\"Oh,leaveoff,youalwaystalknonsenseandkeepputtingthingsoff—andthisiswhatcomesofit!\"saidPrinceAndrewinanexasperatedwhisper,evidentlymeaningtowoundhissister。
\"Mydear,really……it’sbetternottowakehim……he’sasleep,\"
saidtheprincessinatoneofentreaty。
PrinceAndrewgotupandwentontiptoeuptothelittlebed,wineglassinhand。
\"Perhapswe’dreallybetternotwakehim,\"hesaidhesitating。
\"Asyouplease……really……Ithinkso……butasyouplease,\"saidPrincessMary,evidentlyintimidatedandconfusedthatheropinionhadprevailed。Shedrewherbrother’sattentiontothemaidwhowascallinghiminawhisper。
Itwasthesecondnightthatneitherofthemhadslept,watchingtheboywhowasinahighfever。Theselastdays,mistrustingtheirhouseholddoctorandexpectinganotherforwhomtheyhadsenttotown,theyhadbeentryingfirstoneremedyandthenanother。Wornoutbysleeplessnessandanxietytheythrewtheirburdenofsorrowononeanotherandreproachedanddisputedwitheachother。
\"Petrushahascomewithpapersfromyourfather,\"whisperedthemaid。
PrinceAndrewwentout。
\"Deviltakethem!\"hemuttered,andafterlisteningtotheverbalinstructionshisfatherhadsentandtakingthecorrespondenceandhisfather’sletter,hereturnedtothenursery。
\"Well?\"heasked。
\"Stillthesame。Wait,forheaven’ssake。KarlIvanichalwayssaysthatsleepismoreimportantthananything,\"whisperedPrincessMarywithasigh。
PrinceAndrewwentuptothechildandfelthim。Hewasburninghot。
\"ConfoundyouandyourKarlIvanich!\"Hetooktheglasswiththedropsandagainwentuptothecot。
\"Andrew,don’t!\"saidPrincessMary。
Buthescowledatherangrilythoughalsowithsufferinginhiseyes,andstoopedglassinhandovertheinfant。
\"ButIwishit,\"hesaid。\"Ibegyou—giveithim!\"
PrincessMaryshruggedhershouldersbuttooktheglasssubmissivelyandcallingthenursebegangivingthemedicine。Thechildscreamedhoarsely。PrinceAndrewwincedand,clutchinghishead,wentoutandsatdownonasofainthenextroom。
Hestillhadallthelettersinhishand。Openingthemmechanicallyhebeganreading。Theoldprince,nowandthenusingabbreviations,wroteinhislargeelongatedhandonbluepaperasfollows:
Havejustthismomentreceivedbyspecialmessengerveryjoyfulnews—ifit’snotfalse。BennigsenseemstohaveobtainedacompletevictoryoverBuonaparteatEylau。InPetersburgeveryoneisrejoicing,andtherewardssenttothearmyareinnumerable。ThoughheisaGerman—Icongratulatehim!Ican’tmakeoutwhatthecommanderatKorchevo—acertainKhandrikov—isupto;tillnowtheadditionalmenandprovisionshavenotarrived。GallopofftohimatonceandsayI’llhavehisheadoffifeverythingisnothereinaweek。HavereceivedanotherletteraboutthePreussisch—EylaubattlefromPetenka—hetookpartinit—andit’salltrue。Whenmischief—makersdon’tmeddleevenaGermanbeatsBuonaparte。Heissaidtobefleeingingreatdisorder。MindyougallopofftoKorchevowithoutdelayandcarryoutinstructions!
PrinceAndrewsighedandbrokethesealofanotherenvelope。ItwasacloselywrittenletteroftwosheetsfromBilibin。Hefoldeditupwithoutreadingitandrereadhisfather’sletter,endingwiththewords:\"GallopofftoKorchevoandcarryoutinstructions!\"
\"No,pardonme,Iwon’tgonowtillthechildisbetter,\"thoughthe,goingtothedoorandlookingintothenursery。
PrincessMarywasstillstandingbythecot,gentlyrockingthebaby。
\"Ahyes,andwhatelsedidhesaythat’sunpleasant?\"thoughtPrinceAndrew,recallinghisfather’sletter。\"Yes,wehavegainedavictoryoverBonaparte,justwhenI’mnotserving。Yes,yes,he’salwayspokingfunatme……Ah,well!Lethim!\"AndhebeganreadingBilibin’sletterwhichwaswritteninFrench。Hereadwithoutunderstandinghalfofit,readonlytoforget,ifbutforamoment,whathehadtoolongbeenthinkingofsopainfullytotheexclusionofallelse。
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Bilibinwasnowatarmyheadquartersinadiplomaticcapacity,andthoughhewroteinFrenchandusedFrenchjestsandFrenchidioms,hedescribedthewholecampaignwithafearlessself—censureandself—derisiongenuinelyRussian。Bilibinwrotethattheobligationofdiplomaticdiscretiontormentedhim,andhewashappytohaveinPrinceAndrewareliablecorrespondenttowhomhecouldpouroutthebilehehadaccumulatedatthesightofallthatwasbeingdoneinthearmy。Theletterwasold,havingbeenwrittenbeforethebattleatPreussisch—Eylau。
\"SincethedayofourbrilliantsuccessatAusterlitz,\"wroteBilibin,\"asyouknow,mydearprince,Ineverleaveheadquarters。I
havecertainlyacquiredatasteforwar,anditisjustaswellforme;whatIhaveseenduringtheselastthreemonthsisincredible。
\"Ibeginabovo。’Theenemyofthehumanrace,’asyouknow,attacksthePrussians。ThePrussiansareourfaithfulallieswhohaveonlybetrayedusthreetimesinthreeyears。Wetakeuptheircause,butitturnsoutthat’theenemyofthehumanrace’paysnoheedtoourfinespeechesandinhisrudeandsavagewaythrowshimselfonthePrussianswithoutgivingthemtimetofinishtheparadetheyhadbegun,andintwotwistsofthehandhebreaksthemtosmithereensandinstallshimselfinthepalaceatPotsdam。
\"’Imostardentlydesire,’writestheKingofPrussiatoBonaparte,’thatYourMajestyshouldbereceivedandtreatedinmypalaceinamanneragreeabletoyourself,andinsofarascircumstancesallowed,Ihavehastenedtotakeallstepstothatend。MayIhavesucceeded!’ThePrussiangeneralspridethemselvesonbeingpolitetotheFrenchandlaydowntheirarmsatthefirstdemand。
\"TheheadofthegarrisonatGlogau,withtenthousandmen,askstheKingofPrussiawhatheistodoifheissummonedtosurrender……
Allthisisabsolutelytrue。
\"Inshort,hopingtosettlemattersbytakingupawarlikeattitude,itturnsoutthatwehavelandedourselvesinwar,andwhatismore,inwaronourownfrontiers,withandfortheKingofPrussia。Wehaveeverythinginperfectorder,onlyonelittlethingislacking,namely,acommanderinchief。AsitwasconsideredthattheAusterlitzsuccessmighthavebeenmoredecisivehadthecommanderinchiefnotbeensoyoung,allouroctogenarianswerereviewed,andofProzorovskiandKamenskithelatterwaspreferred。Thegeneralcomestous,Suvorov—like,inakibitka,andisreceivedwithacclamationsofjoyandtriumph。
\"Onthe4th,thefirstcourierarrivesfromPetersburg。Themailsaretakentothefieldmarshal’sroom,forhelikestodoeverythinghimself。Iamcalledintohelpsortthelettersandtakethosemeantforus。Thefieldmarshallooksonandwaitsforlettersaddressedtohim。Wesearch,butnonearetobefound。ThefieldmarshalgrowsimpatientandsetstoworkhimselfandfindslettersfromtheEmperortoCountT。,PrinceV。,andothers。Thenheburstsintooneofhiswildfuriesandragesateveryoneandeverything,seizestheletters,opensthem,andreadsthosefromtheEmperoraddressedtoothers。’Ah!Sothat’sthewaytheytreatme!Noconfidenceinme!Ah,orderedtokeepaneyeonme!Verywellthen!
Getalongwithyou!’SohewritesthefamousorderofthedaytoGeneralBennigsen:
’Iamwoundedandcannotrideandconsequentlycannotcommandthearmy。YouhavebroughtyourarmycorpstoPultusk,routed:hereitisexposed,andwithoutfuelorforage,sosomethingmustbedone,and,asyouyourselfreportedtoCountBuxhowdenyesterday,youmustthinkofretreatingtoourfrontier—whichdotoday。’
\"’Fromallmyriding,’hewritestotheEmperor,’Ihavegotasaddlesorewhich,comingafterallmypreviousjourneys,quitepreventsmyridingandcommandingsovastanarmy,soIhavepassedonthecommandtothegeneralnextinseniority,CountBuxhowden,havingsenthimmywholestaffandallthatbelongstoit,advisinghimifthereisalackofbread,tomovefartherintotheinteriorofPrussia,foronlyoneday’srationofbreadremains,andinsomeregimentsnoneatall,asreportedbythedivisioncommanders,OstermannandSedmoretzki,andallthatthepeasantshadhasbeeneatenup。ImyselfwillremaininhospitalatOstrolenkatillI
recover。InregardtowhichIhumblysubmitmyreport,withtheinformationthatifthearmyremainsinitspresentbivouacanotherfortnighttherewillnotbeahealthymanleftinitbyspring。
\"’Grantleavetoretiretohiscountryseattoanoldmanwhoisalreadyinanycasedishonoredbybeingunabletofulfillthegreatandglorioustaskforwhichhewaschosen。Ishallawaityourmostgraciouspermissionhereinhospital,thatImaynothavetoplaythepartofasecretaryratherthancommanderinthearmy。Myremovalfromthearmydoesnotproducetheslighteststir—ablindmanhasleftit。TherearethousandssuchasIinRussia。’
\"ThefieldmarshalisangrywiththeEmperorandhepunishesusall,isn’titlogical?
\"Thisisthefirstact。Thosethatfollowarenaturallyincreasinglyinterestingandentertaining。Afterthefieldmarshal’sdepartureitappearsthatwearewithinsightoftheenemyandmustgivebattle。
Buxhowdeniscommanderinchiefbyseniority,butGeneralBennigsendoesnotquiteseeit;moreparticularlyasitisheandhiscorpswhoarewithinsightoftheenemyandhewishestoprofitbytheopportunitytofightabattle’onhisownhand’astheGermanssay。Hedoesso。ThisisthebattleofPultusk,whichisconsideredagreatvictorybutinmyopinionwasnothingofthekind。Wecivilians,asyouknow,haveaverybadwayofdecidingwhetherabattlewaswonorlost。Thosewhoretreatafterabattlehavelostitiswhatwesay;
andaccordingtothatitiswewholostthebattleofPultusk。Inshort,weretreatafterthebattlebutsendacouriertoPetersburgwithnewsofavictory,andGeneralBennigsen,hopingtoreceivefromPetersburgthepostofcommanderinchiefasarewardforhisvictory,doesnotgiveupthecommandofthearmytoGeneralBuxhowden。Duringthisinterregnumwebeginaveryoriginalandinterestingseriesofmaneuvers。Ouraimisnolonger,asitshouldbe,toavoidorattacktheenemy,butsolelytoavoidGeneralBuxhowdenwhobyrightofseniorityshouldbeourchief。Soenergeticallydowepursuethisaimthataftercrossinganunfordableriverweburnthebridgestoseparateourselvesfromourenemy,whoatthemomentisnotBonapartebutBuxhowden。GeneralBuxhowdenwasallbutattackedandcapturedbyasuperiorenemyforceasaresultofoneofthesemaneuversthatenabledustoescapehim。Buxhowdenpursuesus—wescuttle。Hehardlycrossestherivertooursidebeforewerecrosstotheother。Atlastourenemy。
Buxhowden,catchesusandattacks。Bothgeneralsareangry,andtheresultisachallengeonBuxhowden’spartandanepilepticfitonBennigsen’s。ButatthecriticalmomentthecourierwhocarriedthenewsofourvictoryatPultusktoPetersburgreturnsbringingourappointmentascommanderinchief,andourfirstfoe,Buxhowden,isvanquished;wecannowturnourthoughtstothesecond,Bonaparte。Butasitturnsout,justatthatmomentathirdenemyrisesbeforeus—
namelytheOrthodoxRussiansoldiers,loudlydemandingbread,meat,biscuits,fodder,andwhatnot!Thestoresareempty,theroadsimpassable。TheOrthodoxbeginlooting,andinawayofwhichourlastcampaigncangiveyounoidea。Halftheregimentsformbandsandscourthecountrysideandputeverythingtofireandsword。Theinhabitantsaretotallyruined,thehospitalsoverflowwithsick,andfamineiseverywhere。Twicethemaraudersevenattackourheadquarters,andthecommanderinchiefhastoaskforabattaliontodispersethem。Duringoneoftheseattackstheycarriedoffmyemptyportmanteauandmydressinggown。TheEmperorproposestogiveallcommandersofdivisionstherighttoshootmarauders,butImuchfearthiswillobligeonehalfthearmytoshoottheother。\"
AtfirstPrinceAndrewreadwithhiseyesonly,butafterawhile,inspiteofhimselfalthoughheknewhowfaritwassafetotrustBilibin,whathehadreadbegantointeresthimmoreandmore。Whenhehadreadthusfar,hecrumpledtheletterupandthrewitaway。
Itwasnotwhathehadreadthatvexedhim,butthefactthatthelifeoutthereinwhichhehadnownopartcouldperturbhim。Heshuthiseyes,rubbedhisforeheadasiftoridhimselfofallinterestinwhathehadread,andlistenedtowhatwaspassinginthenursery。Suddenlyhethoughtheheardastrangenoisethroughthedoor。Hewasseizedwithalarmlestsomethingshouldhavehappenedtothechildwhilehewasreadingtheletter。Hewentontiptoetothenurserydoorandopenedit。
JustashewentinhesawthatthenursewashidingsomethingfromhimwithascaredlookandthatPrincessMarywasnolongerbythecot。
\"Mydear,\"heheardwhatseemedtohimherdespairingwhisperbehindhim。
Asoftenhappensafterlongsleeplessnessandlonganxiety,hewasseizedbyanunreasoningpanic—itoccurredtohimthatthechildwasdead。Allthathesawandheardseemedtoconfirmthisterror。
\"Allisover,\"hethought,andacoldsweatbrokeoutonhisforehead。Hewenttothecotinconfusion,surethathewouldfinditemptyandthatthenursehadbeenhidingthedeadbaby。Hedrewthecurtainasideandforsometimehisfrightened,restlesseyescouldnotfindthebaby。Atlasthesawhim:therosyboyhadtossedabouttillhelayacrossthebedwithhisheadlowerthanthepillow,andwassmackinghislipsinhissleepandbreathingevenly。
PrinceAndrewwasasgladtofindtheboylikethat,asifhehadalreadylosthim。Hebentoverhimand,ashissisterhadtaughthim,triedwithhislipswhetherthechildwasstillfeverish。Thesoftforeheadwasmoist。PrinceAndrewtouchedtheheadwithhishand;
eventhehairwaswet,soprofuselyhadthechildperspired。Hewasnotdead,butevidentlythecrisiswasoverandhewasconvalescent。
PrinceAndrewlongedtosnatchup,tosqueeze,toholdtohisheart,thishelplesslittlecreature,butdarednotdoso。Hestoodoverhim,gazingathisheadandatthelittlearmsandlegswhichshowedundertheblanket。Heheardarustlebehindhimandashadowappearedunderthecurtainofthecot。Hedidnotlookround,butstillgazingattheinfant’sfacelistenedtohisregularbreathing。
ThedarkshadowwasPrincessMary,whohadcomeuptothecotwithnoiselesssteps,liftedthecurtain,anddroppeditagainbehindher。PrinceAndrewrecognizedherwithoutlookingandheldouthishandtoher。Shepressedit。
\"Hehasperspired,\"saidPrinceAndrew。
\"Iwascomingtotellyouso。\"
Thechildmovedslightlyinhissleep,smiled,andrubbedhisforeheadagainstthepillow。
PrinceAndrewlookedathissister。Inthedimshadowofthecurtainherluminouseyesshonemorebrightlythanusualfromthetearsofjoythatwereinthem。Sheleanedovertoherbrotherandkissedhim,slightlycatchingthecurtainofthecot。Eachmadetheotherawarninggestureandstoodstillinthedimlightbeneaththecurtainasifnotwishingtoleavethatseclusionwheretheythreewereshutofffromalltheworld。PrinceAndrewwasthefirsttomoveaway,rufflinghishairagainstthemuslinofthecurtain。
\"Yes,thisistheonethingleftmenow,\"hesaidwithasigh。
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SoonafterhisadmissiontotheMasonicBrotherhood,PierrewenttotheKievprovince,wherehehadthegreatestnumberofserfs,takingwithhimfulldirectionswhichhehadwrittendownforhisownguidanceastowhatheshoulddoonhisestates。
WhenhereachedKievhesentforallhisstewardstotheheadofficeandexplainedtothemhisintentionsandwishes。Hetoldthemthatstepswouldbetakenimmediatelytofreehisserfs—andthattillthentheywerenottobeoverburdenedwithlabor,womenwhilenursingtheirbabieswerenottobesenttowork,assistancewastobegiventotheserfs,punishmentsweretobeadmonitoryandnotcorporal,andhospitals,asylums,andschoolsweretobeestablishedonalltheestates。Someofthestewardsthereweresemiliterateforemenamongthemlistenedwithalarm,supposingthesewordstomeanthattheyoungcountwasdispleasedwiththeirmanagementandembezzlementofmoney,someaftertheirfirstfrightwereamusedbyPierre’slispandthenewwordstheyhadnotheardbefore,otherssimplyenjoyedhearinghowthemastertalked,whilethecleverestamongthem,includingthechiefsteward,understoodfromthisspeechhowtheycouldbesthandlethemasterfortheirownends。
ThechiefstewardexpressedgreatsympathywithPierre’sintentions,butremarkedthatbesidesthesechangesitwouldbenecessarytogointothegeneralstateofaffairswhichwasfarfromsatisfactory。
DespiteCountBezukhov’senormouswealth,sincehehadcomeintoanincomewhichwassaidtoamounttofivehundredthousandrublesayear,Pierrefelthimselffarpoorerthanwhenhisfatherhadmadehimanallowanceoftenthousandrubles。Hehadadimperceptionofthefollowingbudget:
About80,000wentinpaymentsonalltheestatestotheLandBank,about30,000wentfortheupkeepoftheestatenearMoscow,thetownhouse,andtheallowancetothethreeprincesses;about15,000wasgiveninpensionsandthesameamountforasylums;150,000alimonywassenttothecountess;about70,00wentforinterestondebts。Thebuildingofanewchurch,previouslybegun,hadcostabout10,000ineachofthelasttwoyears,andhedidnotknowhowtherest,about100,000rubles,wasspent,andalmosteveryyearhewasobligedtoborrow。Besidesthisthechiefstewardwroteeveryyeartellinghimoffiresandbadharvests,orofthenecessityofrebuildingfactoriesandworkshops。SothefirsttaskPierrehadtofacewasoneforwhichhehadverylittleaptitudeorinclination—practicalbusiness。
Hediscussedestateaffairseverydaywithhischiefsteward。Buthefeltthatthisdidnotforwardmattersatall。Hefeltthattheseconsultationsweredetachedfromrealaffairsanddidnotlinkupwiththemormakethemmove。Ontheonehand,thechiefstewardputthestateofthingstohimintheveryworstlight,pointingoutthenecessityofpayingoffthedebtsandundertakingnewactivitieswithserflabor,towhichPierredidnotagree。Ontheotherhand,Pierredemandedthatstepsshouldbetakentoliberatetheserfs,whichthestewardmetbyshowingthenecessityoffirstpayingofftheloansfromtheLandBank,andtheconsequentimpossibilityofaspeedyemancipation。
Thestewarddidnotsayitwasquiteimpossible,butsuggestedsellingtheforestsintheprovinceofKostroma,thelandlowerdowntheriver,andtheCrimeanestate,inordertomakeitpossible:allofwhichoperationsaccordingtohimwereconnectedwithsuchcomplicatedmeasures—theremovalofinjunctions,petitions,permits,andsoon—thatPierrebecamequitebewilderedandonlyreplied:
\"Yes,yes,doso。\"
Pierrehadnoneofthepracticalpersistencethatwouldhaveenabledhimtoattendtothebusinesshimselfandsohedislikeditandonlytriedtopretendtothestewardthathewasattendingtoit。Thestewardforhisparttriedtopretendtothecountthatheconsideredtheseconsultationsveryvaluablefortheproprietorandtroublesometohimself。
InKievPierrefoundsomepeopleheknew,andstrangershastenedtomakehisacquaintanceandjoyfullywelcomedtherichnewcomer,thelargestlandowneroftheprovince。TemptationstoPierre’sgreatestweakness—theonetowhichhehadconfessedwhenadmittedtotheLodge—weresostrongthathecouldnotresistthem。Againwholedays,weeks,andmonthsofhislifepassedinasgreatarushandwereasmuchoccupiedwitheveningparties,dinners,lunches,andballs,givinghimnotimeforreflection,asinPetersburg。
Insteadofthenewlifehehadhopedtoleadhestilllivedtheoldlife,onlyinnewsurroundings。
OfthethreepreceptsofFreemasonryPierrerealizedthathedidnotfulfilltheonewhichenjoinedeveryMasontosetanexampleofmorallife,andthatofthesevenvirtueshelackedtwo—moralityandtheloveofdeath。Heconsoledhimselfwiththethoughtthathefulfilledanotheroftheprecepts—thatofreformingthehumanrace—
andhadothervirtues—loveofhisneighbor,andespeciallygenerosity。
Inthespringof1807hedecidedtoreturntoPetersburg。OnthewayheintendedtovisitallhisestatesandseeforhimselfhowfarhisordershadbeencarriedoutandinwhatstateweretheserfswhomGodhadentrustedtohiscareandwhomheintendedtobenefit。
Thechiefsteward,whoconsideredtheyoungcount’sattemptsalmostinsane—unprofitabletohimself,tothecount,andtotheserfs—madesomeconcessions。Continuingtorepresenttheliberationoftheserfsasimpracticable,hearrangedfortheerectionoflargebuildings—schools,hospitals,andasylums—onalltheestatesbeforethemasterarrived。EverywherepreparationsweremadenotforceremoniouswelcomeswhichheknewPierrewouldnotlike,butforjustsuchgratefullyreligiousones,withofferingsoficonsandthebreadandsaltofhospitality,as,accordingtohisunderstandingofhismaster,wouldtouchanddeludehim。
Thesouthernspring,thecomfortablerapidtravelinginaViennacarriage,andthesolitudeoftheroad,allhadagladdeningeffectonPierre。Theestateshehadnotbeforevisitedwereeachmorepicturesquethantheother;theserfseverywhereseemedthrivingandtouchinglygratefulforthebenefitsconferredonthem。Everywherewerereceptions,whichthoughtheyembarrassedPierreawakenedajoyfulfeelinginthedepthofhisheart。InoneplacethepeasantspresentedhimwithbreadandsaltandaniconofSaintPeterandSaintPaul,askingpermission,asamarkoftheirgratitudeforthebenefitshehadconferredonthem,tobuildanewchantrytothechurchattheirownexpenseinhonorofPeterandPaul,hispatronsaints。Inanotherplacethewomenwithinfantsinarmsmethimtothankhimforreleasingthemfromhardwork。Onathirdestatethepriest,bearingacross,cametomeethimsurroundedbychildrenwhom,bythecount’sgenerosity,hewasinstructinginreading,writing,andreligion。OnallhisestatesPierresawwithhisowneyesbrickbuildingserectedorincourseoferection,allononeplan,forhospitals,schools,andalmshouses,whichweresoontobeopened。
Everywherehesawthestewards’accounts,accordingtowhichtheserfs’manoriallaborhadbeendiminished,andheardthetouchingthanksofdeputationsofserfsintheirfull—skirtedbluecoats。
WhatPierredidnotknowwasthattheplacewheretheypresentedhimwithbreadandsaltandwishedtobuildachantryinhonorofPeterandPaulwasamarketvillagewhereafairwasheldonSt。Peter’sday,andthattherichestpeasantswhoformedthedeputationhadbegunthechantrylongbefore,butthatninetenthsofthepeasantsinthatvillageswereinastateofthegreatestpoverty。Hedidnotknowthatsincethenursingmotherswerenolongersenttoworkonhisland,theydidstillharderworkontheirownland。Hedidnotknowthatthepriestwhomethimwiththecrossoppressedthepeasantsbyhisexactions,andthatthepupils’parentsweptathavingtolethimtaketheirchildrenandsecuredtheirreleasebyheavypayments。
Hedidnotknowthatthebrickbuildings,builttoplan,werebeingbuiltbyserfswhosemanoriallaborwasthusincreased,thoughlessenedonpaper。Hedidnotknowthatwherethestewardhadshownhimintheaccountsthattheserfs’paymentshadbeendiminishedbyathird,theirobligatorymanorialworkhadbeenincreasedbyahalf。AndsoPierrewasdelightedwithhisvisittohisestatesandquiterecoveredthephilanthropicmoodinwhichhehadleftPetersburg,andwroteenthusiasticletterstohis\"brother—instructor\"
ashecalledtheGrandMaster。
\"Howeasyitis,howlittleeffortitneeds,todosomuchgood,\"
thoughtPierre,\"andhowlittleattentionwepaytoit!\"
Hewaspleasedatthegratitudehereceived,butfeltabashedatreceivingit。Thisgratituderemindedhimofhowmuchmorehemightdoforthesesimple,kindlypeople。
Thechiefsteward,averystupidbutcunningmanwhosawperfectlythroughthenaiveandintelligentcountandplayedwithhimaswithatoy,seeingtheeffecttheseprearrangedreceptionshadonPierre,pressedhimstillharderwithproofsoftheimpossibilityandabovealltheuselessnessoffreeingtheserfs,whowerequitehappyasitwas。
Pierreinhissecretsoulagreedwiththestewardthatitwouldbedifficulttoimaginehappierpeople,andthatGodonlyknewwhatwouldhappentothemwhentheywerefree,butheinsisted,thoughreluctantly,onwhathethoughtright。Thestewardpromisedtodoallinhispowertocarryoutthecount’swishes,seeingclearlythatnotonlywouldthecountneverbeabletofindoutwhetherallmeasureshadbeentakenforthesaleofthelandandforestsandtoreleasethemfromtheLandBank,butwouldprobablynevereveninquireandwouldneverknowthatthenewlyerectedbuildingswerestandingemptyandthattheserfscontinuedtogiveinmoneyandworkallthatotherpeople’sserfsgave—thatistosay,allthatcouldbegotoutofthem。
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ReturningfromhisjourneythroughSouthRussiainthehappieststateofmind,PierrecarriedoutanintentionhehadlonghadofvisitinghisfriendBolkonski,whomhehadnotseenfortwoyears。
Bogucharovolayinaflatuninterestingpartofthecountryamongfieldsandforestsoffirandbirch,whichwerepartlycutdown。Thehouselaybehindanewlydugpondfilledwithwatertothebrinkandwithbanksstillbareofgrass。Itwasattheendofavillagethatstretchedalongthehighroadinthemidstofayoungcopseinwhichwereafewfirtrees。
Thehomesteadconsistedofathreshingfloor,outhouses,stables,abathhouse,alodge,andalargebrickhousewithsemicircularfacadestillincourseofconstruction。Roundthehousewasagardennewlylaidout。Thefencesandgateswerenewandsolid;twofirepumpsandawatercart,paintedgreen,stoodinashed;thepathswerestraight,thebridgeswerestrongandhadhandrails。Everythingboreanimpressoftidinessandgoodmanagement。SomedomesticserfsPierremet,inreplytoinquiriesastowheretheprincelived,pointedoutasmallnewlybuiltlodgeclosetothepond。Anton,amanwhohadlookedafterPrinceAndrewinhisboyhood,helpedPierreoutofhiscarriage,saidthattheprincewasathome,andshowedhimintoacleanlittleanteroom。
PierrewasstruckbythemodestyofthesmallthoughcleanhouseafterthebrilliantsurroundingsinwhichhehadlastmethisfriendinPetersburg。
Hequicklyenteredthesmallreceptionroomwithitsstill—unplasteredwoodenwallsredolentofpine,andwouldhavegonefarther,butAntonranaheadontiptoeandknockedatadoor。
\"Well,whatisit?\"cameasharp,unpleasantvoice。
\"Avisitor,\"answeredAnton。
\"Askhimtowait,\"andthesoundwasheardofachairbeingpushedback。
PierrewentwithrapidstepstothedoorandsuddenlycamefacetofacewithPrinceAndrew,whocameoutfrowningandlookingold。Pierreembracedhimandliftinghisspectacleskissedhisfriendonthecheekandlookedathimclosely。
\"Well,Ididnotexpectyou,Iamveryglad,\"saidPrinceAndrew。
Pierresaidnothing;helookedfixedlyathisfriendwithsurprise。Hewasstruckbythechangeinhim。Hiswordswerekindlyandtherewasasmileonhislipsandface,buthiseyesweredullandlifelessandinspiteofhisevidentwishtodosohecouldnotgivethemajoyousandgladsparkle。PrinceAndrewhadgrownthinner,paler,andmoremanly—looking,butwhatamazedandestrangedPierretillhegotusedtoitwerehisinertiaandawrinkleonhisbrowindicatingprolongedconcentrationonsomeonethought。
Asisusuallythecasewithpeoplemeetingafteraprolongedseparation,itwaslongbeforetheirconversationcouldsettleonanything。Theyputquestionsandgavebriefrepliesaboutthingstheyknewoughttobetalkedoveratlength。Atlasttheconversationgraduallysettledonsomeofthetopicsatfirstlightlytouchedon:theirpastlife,plansforthefuture,Pierre’sjourneysandoccupations,thewar,andsoon。ThepreoccupationanddespondencywhichPierrehadnoticedinhisfriend’slookwasnowstillmoreclearlyexpressedinthesmilewithwhichhelistenedtoPierre,especiallywhenhespokewithjoyfulanimationofthepastorthefuture。ItwasasifPrinceAndrewwouldhavelikedtosympathizewithwhatPierrewassaying,butcouldnot。Thelatterbegantofeelthatitwasinbadtastetospeakofhisenthusiasms,dreams,andhopesofhappinessorgoodness,inPrinceAndrew’spresence。HewasashamedtoexpresshisnewMasonicviews,whichhadbeenparticularlyrevivedandstrengthenedbyhislatetour。Hecheckedhimself,fearingtoseemnaive,yethefeltanirresistibledesiretoshowhisfriendassoonaspossiblethathewasnowaquitedifferent,andbetter,PierrethanhehadbeeninPetersburg。
\"Ican’ttellyouhowmuchIhavelivedthroughsincethen。Ihardlyknowmyselfagain。\"
\"Yes,wehavealteredmuch,verymuch,sincethen,\"saidPrinceAndrew。
\"Well,andyou?Whatareyourplans?\"
\"Plans!\"repeatedPrinceAndrewironically。\"Myplans?\"hesaid,asifastonishedattheword。\"Well,yousee,I’mbuilding。Imeantosettleherealtogethernextyear……\"
PierrelookedsilentlyandsearchinglyintoPrinceAndrew’sface,whichhadgrownmucholder。
\"No,Imeanttoask……\"Pierrebegan,butPrinceAndrewinterruptedhim。
\"Butwhytalkofme?……Talktome,yes,tellmeaboutyourtravelsandallyouhavebeendoingonyourestates。\"
Pierrebegandescribingwhathehaddoneonhisestates,tryingasfaraspossibletoconcealhisownpartintheimprovementsthathadbeenmade。PrinceAndrewseveraltimespromptedPierre’sstoryofwhathehadbeendoing,asthoughitwereallanold—timestory,andhelistenednotonlywithoutinterestbutevenasifashamedofwhatPierrewastellinghim。
Pierrefeltuncomfortableandevendepressedinhisfriend’scompanyandatlastbecamesilent。
\"I’lltellyouwhat,mydearfellow,\"saidPrinceAndrew,whoevidentlyalsofeltdepressedandconstrainedwithhisvisitor,\"I
amonlybivouackinghereandhavejustcometolookround。Iamgoingbacktomysistertoday。Iwillintroduceyoutoher。Butofcourseyouknowheralready,\"hesaid,evidentlytryingtoentertainavisitorwithwhomhenowfoundnothingincommon。\"Wewillgoafterdinner。Andwouldyounowliketolookroundmyplace?\"
Theywentoutandwalkedabouttilldinnertime,talkingofthepoliticalnewsandcommonacquaintanceslikepeoplewhodonotknoweachotherintimately。PrinceAndrewspokewithsomeanimationandinterestonlyofthenewhomesteadhewasconstructinganditsbuildings,butevenhere,whileonthescaffolding,inthemidstofatalkexplainingthefuturearrangementsofthehouse,heinterruptedhimself:
\"However,thisisnotatallinteresting。Letushavedinner,andthenwe’llsetoff。\"
Atdinner,conversationturnedonPierre’smarriage。
\"IwasverymuchsurprisedwhenIheardofit,\"saidPrinceAndrew。
Pierreblushed,ashealwaysdidwhenitwasmentioned,andsaidhurriedly:\"Iwilltellyousometimehowitallhappened。Butyouknowitisallover,andforever。\"
\"Forever?\"saidPrinceAndrew。\"Nothing’sforever。\"
\"Butyouknowhowitallended,don’tyou?Youheardoftheduel?\"
\"Andsoyouhadtogothroughthattoo!\"
\"OnethingIthankGodforisthatIdidnotkillthatman,\"saidPierre。
\"Whyso?\"askedPrinceAndrew。\"Tokillaviciousdogisaverygoodthingreally。\"
\"No,tokillamanisbad—wrong。\"
\"Whyisitwrong?\"urgedPrinceAndrew。\"Itisnotgiventomantoknowwhatisrightandwhatiswrong。Menalwaysdidandalwayswillerr,andinnothingmorethaninwhattheyconsiderrightandwrong。\"
\"Whatdoesharmtoanotheriswrong,\"saidPierre,feelingwithpleasurethatforthefirsttimesincehisarrivalPrinceAndrewwasroused,hadbeguntotalk,andwantedtoexpresswhathadbroughthimtohispresentstate。
\"Andwhohastoldyouwhatisbadforanotherman?\"heasked。
\"Bad!Bad!\"exclaimedPierre。\"Weallknowwhatisbadforourselves。\"
\"Yes,weknowthat,buttheharmIamconsciousofinmyselfissomethingIcannotinflictonothers,\"saidPrinceAndrew,growingmoreandmoreanimatedandevidentlywishingtoexpresshisnewoutlooktoPierre。HespokeinFrench。\"Ionlyknowtwoveryrealevilsinlife:remorseandillness。Theonlygoodistheabsenceofthoseevils。Toliveformyselfavoidingthosetwoevilsismywholephilosophynow。\"
\"Andloveofone’sneighbor,andself—sacrifice?\"beganPierre。\"No,Ican’tagreewithyou!Toliveonlysoasnottodoevilandnottohavetorepentisnotenough。Ilivedlikethat,Ilivedformyselfandruinedmylife。AndonlynowwhenIamliving,oratleasttrying\"
Pierre’smodestymadehimcorrecthimself\"toliveforothers,onlynowhaveIunderstoodallthehappinessoflife。No,Ishallnotagreewithyou,andyoudonotreallybelievewhatyouaresaying。\"PrinceAndrewlookedsilentlyatPierrewithanironicsmile。
\"Whenyouseemysister,PrincessMary,you’llgetonwithher,\"
hesaid。\"Perhapsyouarerightforyourself,\"headdedafterashortpause,\"buteveryonelivesinhisownway。Youlivedforyourselfandsayyounearlyruinedyourlifeandonlyfoundhappinesswhenyoubeganlivingforothers。Iexperiencedjustthereverse。Ilivedforglory。—Andafterallwhatisglory?Thesameloveofothers,adesiretodosomethingforthem,adesirefortheirapproval。—SoIlivedforothers,andnotalmost,butquite,ruinedmylife。AndIhavebecomecalmersinceIbegantoliveonlyformyself。\"
\"Butwhatdoyoumeanbylivingonlyforyourself?\"askedPierre,growingexcited。\"Whataboutyourson,yoursister,andyourfather?\"
\"Butthat’sjustthesameasmyself—theyarenotothers,\"explainedPrinceAndrew。\"Theothers,one’sneighbors,leprochain,asyouandPrincessMarycallit,arethechiefsourceofallerrorandevil。
Leprochain—yourKievpeasantstowhomyouwanttodogood。\"
AndhelookedatPierrewithamocking,challengingexpression。Heevidentlywishedtodrawhimon。
\"Youarejoking,\"repliedPierre,growingmoreandmoreexcited。
\"Whaterrororevilcantherebeinmywishingtodogood,andevendoingalittle—thoughIdidverylittleanddiditverybadly?Whatevilcantherebeinitifunfortunatepeople,ourserfs,peoplelikeourselves,weregrowingupanddyingwithnoideaofGodandtruthbeyondceremoniesandmeaninglessprayersandarenowinstructedinacomfortingbeliefinfuturelife,retribution,recompense,andconsolation?Whatevilanderrorarethereinit,ifpeopleweredyingofdiseasewithouthelpwhilematerialassistancecouldsoeasilyberendered,andIsuppliedthemwithadoctor,ahospital,andanasylumfortheaged?Andisitnotapalpable,unquestionablegoodifapeasant,orawomanwithababy,hasnorestdayornightandIgivethemrestandleisure?\"saidPierre,hurryingandlisping。\"AndIhavedonethatthoughbadlyandtoasmallextent;butIhavedonesomethingtowarditandyoucannotpersuademethatitwasnotagoodaction,andmorethanthat,youcan’tmakemebelievethatyoudonotthinksoyourself。Andthemainthingis,\"hecontinued,\"thatI
know,andknowforcertain,thattheenjoymentofdoingthisgoodistheonlysurehappinessinlife。\"
\"Yes,ifyouputitlikethatit’squiteadifferentmatter,\"saidPrinceAndrew。\"Ibuildahouseandlayoutagarden,andyoubuildhospitals。Theoneandtheothermayserveasapastime。Butwhat’srightandwhat’sgoodmustbejudgedbyonewhoknowsall,butnotbyus。Well,youwantanargument,\"headded,comeonthen。\"
Theyrosefromthetableandsatdownintheentranceporchwhichservedasaveranda。
\"Come,let’sarguethen,\"saidPrinceAndrew,\"Youtalkofschools,\"
hewenton,crookingafinger,\"educationandsoforth;thatis,youwanttoraisehim\"pointingtoapeasantwhopassedbythemtakingoffhiscap\"fromhisanimalconditionandawakeninhimspiritualneeds,whileitseemstomethatanimalhappinessistheonlyhappinesspossible,andthatisjustwhatyouwanttodeprivehimof。Ienvyhim,butyouwanttomakehimwhatIam,withoutgivinghimmymeans。Thenyousay,’lightenhistoil。’ButasIseeit,physicallaborisasessentialtohim,asmuchaconditionofhisexistence,asmentalactivityistoyouorme。Youcan’thelpthinking。Igotobedaftertwointhemorning,thoughtscomeandI
can’tsleepbuttossabouttilldawn,becauseIthinkandcan’thelpthinking,justashecan’thelpplowingandmowing;ifhedidn’t,hewouldgotothedrinkshoporfallill。JustasIcouldnotstandhisterriblephysicallaborbutshoulddieofitinaweek,sohecouldnotstandmyphysicalidleness,butwouldgrowfatanddie。
Thethirdthing—whatelsewasityoutalkedabout?\"andPrinceAndrewcrookedathirdfinger。\"Ah,yes,hospitals,medicine。Hehasafit,heisdying,andyoucomeandbleedhimandpatchhimup。Hewilldragaboutasacripple,aburdentoeverybody,foranothertenyears。Itwouldbefareasierandsimplerforhimtodie。Othersarebeingbornandthereareplentyofthemasitis。Itwouldbedifferentifyougrudgedlosingalaborer—that’showIregardhim—butyouwanttocurehimfromloveofhim。Andhedoesnotwantthat。Andbesides,whatanotionthatmedicineevercuredanyone!Killedthem,yes!\"saidhe,frowningangrilyandturningawayfromPierre。
PrinceAndrewexpressedhisideassoclearlyanddistinctlythatitwasevidenthehadreflectedonthissubjectmorethanonce,andhespokereadilyandrapidlylikeamanwhohasnottalkedforalongtime。Hisglancebecamemoreanimatedashisconclusionsbecamemorehopeless。
\"Oh,thatisdreadful,dreadful!\"saidPierre。\"Idon’tunderstandhowonecanlivewithsuchideas。Ihadsuchmomentsmyselfnotlongago,inMoscowandwhentraveling,butatsuchtimesIcollapsedsothatIdon’tliveatall—everythingseemshatefultome……myselfmostofall。ThenIdon’teat,don’twash……andhowisitwithyou?……\"
\"Whynotwash?Thatisnotcleanly,\"saidPrinceAndrew;\"onthecontraryonemusttrytomakeone’slifeaspleasantaspossible。
I’malive,thatisnotmyfault,soImustliveoutmylifeasbestIcanwithouthurtingothers。\"
\"Butwithsuchideaswhatmotivehaveyouforliving?Onewouldsitwithoutmoving,undertakingnothing……\"
\"Lifeasitisleavesonenopeace。Ishouldbethankfultodonothing,buthereontheonehandthelocalnobilityhavedonemethehonortochoosemetobetheirmarshal;itwasallIcoulddotogetoutofit。TheycouldnotunderstandthatIhavenotthenecessaryqualificationsforit—thekindofgood—natured,fussyshallownessnecessaryfortheposition。Thenthere’sthishouse,whichmustbebuiltinordertohaveanookofone’sowninwhichtobequiet。Andnowthere’sthisrecruiting。\"
\"Whyaren’tyouservinginthearmy?\"
\"AfterAusterlitz!\"saidPrinceAndrewgloomily。\"No,thankyouverymuch!IhavepromisedmyselfnottoserveagainintheactiveRussianarmy。AndIwon’t—notevenifBonapartewerehereatSmolenskthreateningBaldHills—eventhenIwouldn’tserveintheRussianarmy!Well,asIwassaying,\"hecontinued,recoveringhiscomposure,\"nowthere’sthisrecruiting。MyfatherischiefincommandoftheThirdDistrict,andmyonlywayofavoidingactiveserviceistoserveunderhim。\"
\"Thenyouareserving?\"
\"Iam。\"
Hepausedalittlewhile。
\"Andwhydoyouserve?\"
\"Why,forthisreason!Myfatherisoneofthemostremarkablemenofhistime。Butheisgrowingold,andthoughnotexactlycruelhehastooenergeticacharacter。Heissoaccustomedtounlimitedpowerthatheisterrible,andnowhehasthisauthorityofacommanderinchiefoftherecruiting,grantedbytheEmperor。IfIhadbeentwohourslateafortnightagohewouldhavehadapaymaster’sclerkatYukhnovnahanged,\"saidPrinceAndrewwithasmile。\"SoI
amservingbecauseIalonehaveanyinfluencewithmyfather,andnowandthencansavehimfromactionswhichwouldtormenthimafterwards。\"
\"Well,thereyousee!\"
\"Yes,butitisnotasyouimagine,\"PrinceAndrewcontinued。\"Ididnot,anddonot,intheleastcareaboutthatscoundrelofaclerkwhohadstolensomebootsfromtherecruits;Ishouldevenhavebeenverygladtoseehimhanged,butIwassorryformyfather—thatagainisformyself。\"
PrinceAndrewgrewmoreandmoreanimated。HiseyesglitteredfeverishlywhilehetriedtoprovetoPierrethatinhisactionstherewasnodesiretodogoodtohisneighbor。
\"Therenow,youwishtoliberateyourserfs,\"hecontinued;\"thatisaverygoodthing,butnotforyou—Idon’tsupposeyoueverhadanyonefloggedorsenttoSiberia—andstilllessforyourserfs。Iftheyarebeaten,flogged,orsenttoSiberia,Idon’tsupposetheyareanytheworseoff。InSiberiatheyleadthesameanimallife,andthestripesontheirbodiesheal,andtheyarehappyasbefore。Butitisagoodthingforproprietorswhoperishmorally,bringremorseuponthemselves,stiflethisremorseandgrowcallous,asaresultofbeingabletoinflictpunishmentsjustlyandunjustly。ItisthosepeopleIpity,andfortheirsakeIshouldliketoliberatetheserfs。Youmaynothaveseen,butIhaveseen,howgoodmenbroughtupinthosetraditionsofunlimitedpower,intimewhentheygrowmoreirritable,becomecruelandharsh,areconsciousofit,butcannotrestrainthemselvesandgrowmoreandmoremiserable。\"
PrinceAndrewspokesoearnestlythatPierrecouldnothelpthinkingthatthesethoughtshadbeensuggestedtoPrinceAndrewbyhisfather’scase。
Hedidnotreply。
\"Sothat’swhatI’msorryfor—humandignity,peaceofmind,purity,andnottheserfs’backsandforeheads,which,beatandshaveasyoumay,alwaysremainthesamebacksandforeheads。\"
\"No,no!Athousandtimesno!Ishallneveragreewithyou,\"saidPierre。
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IntheeveningAndrewandPierregotintotheopencarriageanddrovetoBaldHills。PrinceAndrew,glancingatPierre,brokethesilencenowandthenwithremarkswhichshowedthathewasinagoodtemper。
Pointingtothefields,hespokeoftheimprovementshewasmakinginhishusbandry。
Pierreremainedgloomilysilent,answeringinmonosyllablesandapparentlyimmersedinhisownthoughts。
HewasthinkingthatPrinceAndrewwasunhappy,hadgoneastray,didnotseethetruelight,andthathe,Pierre,oughttoaid,enlighten,andraisehim。Butassoonashethoughtofwhatheshouldsay,hefeltthatPrinceAndrewwithoneword,oneargument,wouldupsetallhisteaching,andheshrankfrombeginning,afraidofexposingtopossibleridiculewhattohimwaspreciousandsacred。
\"No,butwhydoyouthinkso?\"Pierresuddenlybegan,loweringhisheadandlookinglikeabullabouttocharge,\"whydoyouthinkso?
Youshouldnotthinkso。\"
\"Think?Whatabout?\"askedPrinceAndrewwithsurprise。
\"Aboutlife,aboutman’sdestiny。Itcan’tbeso。Imyselfthoughtlikethat,anddoyouknowwhatsavedme?Freemasonry!No,don’tsmile。Freemasonryisnotareligiousceremonialsect,asIthoughtitwas:Freemasonryisthebestexpressionofthebest,theeternal,aspectsofhumanity。\"
AndhebegantoexplainFreemasonryasheunderstoodittoPrinceAndrew。HesaidthatFreemasonryistheteachingofChristianityfreedfromthebondsofStateandChurch,ateachingofequality,brotherhood,andlove。
\"Onlyourholybrotherhoodhastherealmeaningoflife,alltherestisadream,\"saidPierre。\"Understand,mydearfellow,thatoutsidethisunionallisfilledwithdeceitandfalsehoodandIagreewithyouthatnothingisleftforanintelligentandgoodmanbuttoliveouthislife,likeyou,merelytryingnottoharmothers。Butmakeourfundamentalconvictionsyourown,joinourbrotherhood,giveyourselfuptous,letyourselfbeguided,andyouwillatoncefeelyourself,asIhavefeltmyself,apartofthatvastinvisiblechainthebeginningofwhichishiddeninheaven,\"saidPierre。
PrinceAndrew,lookingstraightinfrontofhim,listenedinsilencetoPierre’swords。Morethanonce,whenthenoiseofthewheelspreventedhiscatchingwhatPierresaid,heaskedhimtorepeatit,andbythepeculiarglowthatcameintoPrinceAndrew’seyesandbyhissilence,PierresawthathiswordswerenotinvainandthatPrinceAndrewwouldnotinterrupthimorlaughatwhathesaid。
Theyreachedariverthathadoverfloweditsbanksandwhichtheyhadtocrossbyferry。Whilethecarriageandhorseswerebeingplacedonit,theyalsosteppedontheraft。
PrinceAndrew,leaninghisarmsontheraftrailing,gazedsilentlyatthefloodingwatersglitteringinthesettingsun。
\"Well,whatdoyouthinkaboutit?\"Pierreasked。\"Whyareyousilent?\"
\"WhatdoIthinkaboutit?Iamlisteningtoyou。It’sallverywell……Yousay:joinourbrotherhoodandwewillshowyoutheaimoflife,thedestinyofman,andthelawswhichgoverntheworld。Butwhoarewe?Men。Howisityouknoweverything?WhydoIalonenotseewhatyousee?Youseeareignofgoodnessandtruthonearth,butI
don’tseeit。\"
Pierreinterruptedhim。
\"Doyoubelieveinafuturelife?\"heasked。
\"Afuturelife?\"PrinceAndrewrepeated,butPierre,givinghimnotimetoreply,tooktherepetitionforadenial,themorereadilyasheknewPrinceAndrew’sformeratheisticconvictions。
\"Yousayyoucan’tseeareignofgoodnessandtruthonearth。NorcouldI,anditcannotbeseenifonelooksonourlifehereastheendofeverything。Onearth,hereonthisearth\"Pierrepointedtothefields,\"thereisnotruth,allisfalseandevil;butintheuniverse,inthewholeuniversethereisakingdomoftruth,andwewhoarenowthechildrenofearthare—eternally—childrenofthewholeuniverse。Don’tIfeelinmysoulthatIampartofthisvastharmoniouswhole?Don’tIfeelthatIformonelink,onestep,betweenthelowerandhigherbeings,inthisvastharmoniousmultitudeofbeingsinwhomtheDeity—theSupremePowerifyouprefertheterm—ismanifest?IfIsee,clearlysee,thatladderleadingfromplanttoman,whyshouldIsupposeitbreaksoffatmeanddoesnotgofartherandfarther?IfeelthatIcannotvanish,sincenothingvanishesinthisworld,butthatIshallalwaysexistandalwayshaveexisted。Ifeelthatbeyondmeandabovemetherearespirits,andthatinthisworldthereistruth。\"
\"Yes,thatisHerder’stheory,\"saidPrinceAndrew,\"butitisnotthatwhichcanconvinceme,dearfriend—lifeanddeatharewhatconvince。Whatconvincesiswhenoneseesabeingdeartoone,boundupwithone’sownlife,beforewhomonewastoblameandhadhopedtomakeitright\"PrinceAndrew’svoicetrembledandheturnedaway,\"andsuddenlythatbeingisseizedwithpain,suffers,andceasestoexist……Why?Itcannotbethatthereisnoanswer。AndIbelievethereis……That’swhatconvinces,thatiswhathasconvincedme,\"
saidPrinceAndrew。
\"Yes,yes,ofcourse,\"saidPierre,\"isn’tthatwhatI’msaying?\"
\"No。AllIsayisthatitisnotargumentthatconvincesmeofthenecessityofafuturelife,butthis:whenyougohandinhandwithsomeoneandallatoncethatpersonvanishesthere,intonowhere,andyouyourselfareleftfacingthatabyss,andlookin。AndIhavelookedin……\"
\"Well,that’sitthen!YouknowthatthereisathereandthereisaSomeone?Thereisthefuturelife。TheSomeoneis—God。\"
PrinceAndrewdidnotreply。Thecarriageandhorseshadlongsincebeentakenoff,ontothefartherbank,andreharnessed。Thesunhadsunkhalfbelowthehorizonandaneveningfrostwasstarringthepuddlesneartheferry,butPierreandAndrew,totheastonishmentofthefootmen,coachmen,andferrymen,stillstoodontheraftandtalked。
\"IfthereisaGodandfuturelife,thereistruthandgood,andman’shighesthappinessconsistsinstrivingtoattainthem。Wemustlive,wemustlove,andwemustbelievethatwelivenotonlytodayonthisscrapofearth,buthavelivedandshallliveforever,there,intheWhole,\"saidPierre,andhepointedtothesky。
PrinceAndrewstoodleaningontherailingoftheraftlisteningtoPierre,andhegazedwithhiseyesfixedontheredreflectionofthesungleamingonthebluewaters。Therewasperfectstillness。
Pierrebecamesilent。Therafthadlongsincestoppedandonlythewavesofthecurrentbeatsoftlyagainstitbelow。PrinceAndrewfeltasifthesoundofthewaveskeptuparefraintoPierre’swords,whispering:
\"Itistrue,believeit。\"
Hesighed,andglancedwitharadiant,childlike,tenderlookatPierre’sface,flushedandrapturous,butyetshybeforehissuperiorfriend。
\"Yes,ifitonlywereso!\"saidPrinceAndrew。\"However,itistimetogeton,\"headded,and,steppingofftheraft,helookedupattheskytowhichPierrehadpointed,andforthefirsttimesinceAusterlitzsawthathigh,everlastingskyhehadseenwhilelyingonthatbattlefield;andsomethingthathadlongbeenslumbering,somethingthatwasbestwithinhim,suddenlyawoke,joyfulandyouthful,inhissoul。Itvanishedassoonashereturnedtothecustomaryconditionsofhislife,butheknewthatthisfeelingwhichhedidnotknowhowtodevelopexistedwithinhim。HismeetingwithPierreformedanepochinPrinceAndrew’slife。Thoughoutwardlyhecontinuedtoliveinthesameoldway,inwardlyhebegananewlife。
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ItwasgettingduskwhenPrinceAndrewandPierredroveuptothefrontentranceofthehouseatBaldHills。Astheyapproachedthehouse,PrinceAndrewwithasmiledrewPierre’sattentiontoacommotiongoingonatthebackporch。Awoman,bentwithage,withawalletonherback,andashort,long—haired,youngmaninablackgarmenthadrushedbacktothegateonseeingthecarriagedrivingup。
Twowomenranoutafterthem,andallfour,lookingroundatthecarriage,ranindismayupthestepsofthebackporch。
\"ThoseareMary’s’God’sfolk,’\"saidPrinceAndrew。\"Theyhavemistakenusformyfather。Thisistheonematterinwhichshedisobeyshim。Heordersthesepilgrimstobedrivenaway,butshereceivesthem。\"
\"Butwhatare’God’sfolk’?\"askedPierre。
PrinceAndrewhadnotimetoanswer。Theservantscameouttomeetthem,andheaskedwheretheoldprincewasandwhetherhewasexpectedbacksoon。
Theoldprincehadgonetothetownandwasexpectedbackanyminute。
PrinceAndrewledPierretohisownapartments,whichwerealwayskeptinperfectorderandreadinessforhiminhisfather’shouse;
hehimselfwenttothenursery。
\"Letusgoandseemysister,\"hesaidtoPierrewhenhereturned。
\"Ihavenotfoundheryet,sheishidingnow,sittingwithher’God’sfolk。’Itwillserveherright,shewillbeconfused,butyouwillseeher’God’sfolk。’It’sreallyverycurious。\"
\"Whatare’God’sfolk’?\"askedPierre。
\"Come,andyou’llseeforyourself。\"
PrincessMaryreallywasdisconcertedandredpatchescameonherfacewhentheywentin。Inhersnugroom,withlampsburningbeforetheiconstand,ayoungladwithalongnoseandlonghair,wearingamonk’scassock,satonthesofabesideher,behindasamovar。Nearthem,inanarmchair,satathin,shriveled,oldwoman,withameekexpressiononherchildlikeface。
\"Andrew,whydidn’tyouwarnme?\"saidtheprincess,withmildreproach,asshestoodbeforeherpilgrimslikeahenbeforeherchickens。
\"Charmeedevousvoir。Jesuistrescontentedevousvoir,\"*shesaidtoPierreashekissedherhand。Shehadknownhimasachild,andnowhisfriendshipwithAndrew,hismisfortunewithhiswife,andaboveallhiskindly,simplefacedisposedherfavorablytowardhim。Shelookedathimwithherbeautifulradianteyesandseemedtosay,\"Ilikeyouverymuch,butpleasedon’tlaughatmypeople。\"
Afterexchangingthefirstgreetings,theysatdown。
*\"Delightedtoseeyou。Iamverygladtoseeyou。\"
\"Ah,andIvanushkaisheretoo!\"saidPrinceAndrew,glancingwithasmileattheyoungpilgrim。
\"Andrew!\"saidPrincessMary,imploringly。\"Ilfautquevoussachiezquec’estunefemme,\"*saidPrinceAndrewtoPierre。
\"Andrew,aunomdeDieu!\"*[2]PrincessMaryrepeated。
*\"Youmustknowthatthisisawoman。\"
*[2]\"Forheaven’ssake。\"
ItwasevidentthatPrinceAndrew’sironicaltonetowardthepilgrimsandPrincessMary’shelplessattemptstoprotectthemweretheircustomarylong—establishedrelationsonthematter。
\"Mais,mabonneamie,\"saidPrinceAndrew,\"vousdevriezaucontrairem’etrereconnaissantedecequej’expliqueaPierrevotreintimiteaveccejeunehomme。\"*
*\"But,mydear,yououghtonthecontrarytobegratefultomeforexplainingtoPierreyourintimacywiththisyoungman。\"
\"Really?\"saidPierre,gazingoverhisspectacleswithcuriosityandseriousnessforwhichPrincessMarywasspeciallygratefultohim
intoIvanushka’sface,who,seeingthatshewasbeingspokenabout,lookedroundatthemallwithcraftyeyes。
PrincessMary’sembarrassmentonherpeople’saccountwasquiteunnecessary。Theywerenotintheleastabashed。Theoldwoman,loweringhereyesbutcastingsideglancesatthenewcomers,hadturnedhercupupsidedownandplacedanibbledbitofsugarbesideit,andsatquietlyinherarmchair,thoughhopingtobeofferedanothercupoftea。Ivanushka,sippingoutofhersaucer,lookedwithslywomanisheyesfromunderherbrowsattheyoungmen。
\"Wherehaveyoubeen?ToKiev?\"PrinceAndrewaskedtheoldwoman。
\"Ihave,goodsir,\"sheansweredgarrulously。\"JustatChristmastimeIwasdeemedworthytopartakeoftheholyandheavenlysacramentattheshrineofthesaint。AndnowI’mfromKolyazin,master,whereagreatandwonderfulblessinghasbeenrevealed。\"
\"AndwasIvanushkawithyou?\"
\"Igobymyself,benefactor,\"saidIvanushka,tryingtospeakinabassvoice。\"IonlycameacrossPelageyainYukhnovo……\"
Pelageyainterruptedhercompanion;sheevidentlywishedtotellwhatshehadseen。
\"InKolyazin,master,awonderfulblessinghasbeenrevealed。\"
\"Whatisit?Somenewrelics?\"askedPrinceAndrew。
\"Andrew,doleaveoff,\"saidPrincessMary。\"Don’ttellhim,Pelageya。\"
\"No……whynot,mydear,whyshouldn’tI?Ilikehim。Heiskind,heisoneofGod’schosen,he’sabenefactor,heoncegavemetenrubles,Iremember。WhenIwasinKiev,CrazyCyrilsaystomehe’soneofGod’sownandgoesbarefootsummerandwinter,hesays,’Whyareyounotgoingtotherightplace?GotoKolyazinwhereawonder—workingiconoftheHolyMotherofGodhasbeenrevealed。’OnhearingthosewordsIsaidgood—bytotheholyfolkandwent。\"
Allweresilent,onlythepilgrimwomanwentoninmeasuredtones,drawinginherbreath。
\"SoIcome,master,andthepeoplesaytome:’Agreatblessinghasbeenrevealed,holyoiltricklesfromthecheeksofourblessedMother,theHolyVirginMotherofGod’……\"
\"Allright,allright,youcantellusafterwards,\"saidPrincessMary,flushing。
\"Letmeaskher,\"saidPierre。\"Didyouseeityourselves?\"heinquired。
\"Oh,yes,master,Iwasfoundworthy。Suchabrightnessonthefacelikethelightofheaven,andfromtheblessedMother’scheekitdropsanddrops……\"
\"But,dearme,thatmustbeafraud!\"saidPierre,naively,whohadlistenedattentivelytothepilgrim。
\"Oh,master,whatareyousaying?\"exclaimedthehorrifiedPelageya,turningtoPrincessMaryforsupport。
\"Theyimposeonthepeople,\"herepeated。
\"LordJesusChrist!\"exclaimedthepilgrimwoman,crossingherself。\"Oh,don’tspeakso,master!Therewasageneralwhodidnotbelieve,andsaid,’Themonkscheat,’andassoonashe’dsaidithewentblind。AndhedreamedthattheHolyVirginMotheroftheKievcatacombscametohimandsaid,’BelieveinmeandIwillmakeyouwhole。’Sohebegged:’Takemetoher,takemetoher。’It’stherealtruthI’mtellingyou,Isawitmyself。Sohewasbrought,quiteblind,straighttoher,andhegoesuptoherandfallsdownandsays,’Makemewhole,’sayshe,’andI’llgivetheewhattheTsarbestowedonme。’Isawitmyself,master,thestarisfixedintotheicon。Well,andwhatdoyouthink?Hereceivedhissight!It’sasintospeakso。Godwillpunishyou,\"shesaidadmonishingly,turningtoPierre。
\"Howdidthestargetintotheicon?\"Pierreasked。
\"AndwastheHolyMotherpromotedtotherankofgeneral?\"saidPrinceAndrew,withasmile。
Pelageyasuddenlygrewquitepaleandclaspedherhands。
\"Oh,master,master,whatasin!Andyouwhohaveason!\"shebegan,herpallorsuddenlyturningtoavividred。\"Master,whathaveyousaid?Godforgiveyou!\"Andshecrossedherself。\"Lordforgivehim!Mydear,whatdoesitmean?……\"sheasked,turningtoPrincessMary。
Shegotupand,almostcrying,begantoarrangeherwallet。Sheevidentlyfeltfrightenedandashamedtohaveacceptedcharityinahousewheresuchthingscouldbesaid,andwasatthesametimesorrytohavenowtoforgothecharityofthishouse。
\"Now,whyneedyoudoit?\"saidPrincessMary。\"Whydidyoucometome?……\"
\"Come,Pelageya,Iwasjoking,\"saidPierre。\"Princesse,maparole,jen’aipasvoulul’offenser。*Ididnotmeananything,I
wasonlyjoking,\"hesaid,smilingshylyandtryingtoeffacehisoffense。\"Itwasallmyfault,andAndrewwasonlyjoking。\"
*\"Princess,onmyword,Ididnotwishtooffendher。\"
Pelageyastoppeddoubtfully,butinPierre’sfacetherewassuchalookofsincerepenitence,andPrinceAndrewglancedsomeeklynowatherandnowatPierre,thatshewasgraduallyreassured。
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Thepilgrimwomanwasappeasedand,beingencouragedtotalk,gavealongaccountofFatherAmphilochus,wholedsoholyalifethathishandssmelledofincense,andhowonherlastvisittoKievsomemonkssheknewletherhavethekeysofthecatacombs,andhowshe,takingsomedriedbreadwithher,hadspenttwodaysinthecatacombswiththesaints。\"I’dprayawhiletoone,ponderawhile,thengoontoanother。I’dsleepabitandthenagaingoandkisstherelics,andtherewassuchpeaceallaround,suchblessedness,thatonedon’twanttocomeout,evenintothelightofheavenagain。\"
Pierrelistenedtoherattentivelyandseriously。PrinceAndrewwentoutoftheroom,andthen,leaving\"God’sfolk\"tofinishtheirtea,PrincessMarytookPierreintothedrawingroom。
\"Youareverykind,\"shesaidtohim。
\"Oh,Ireallydidnotmeantohurtherfeelings。Iunderstandthemsowellandhavethegreatestrespectforthem。\"
PrincessMarylookedathimsilentlyandsmiledaffectionately。
\"Ihaveknownyoualongtime,yousee,andamasfondofyouasofabrother,\"shesaid。\"HowdoyoufindAndrew?\"sheaddedhurriedly,notgivinghimtimetoreplytoheraffectionatewords。
\"Iamveryanxiousabouthim。Hishealthwasbetterinthewinter,butlastspringhiswoundreopenedandthedoctorsaidheoughttogoawayforacure。AndIamalsoverymuchafraidforhimspiritually。Hehasnotacharacterlikeuswomenwho,whenwesuffer,canweepawayoursorrows。Hekeepsitallwithinhim。Todayheischeerfulandingoodspirits,butthatistheeffectofyourvisit—heisnotoftenlikethat。Ifyoucouldpersuadehimtogoabroad。Heneedsactivity,andthisquietregularlifeisverybadforhim。Othersdon’tnoticeit,butIseeit。\"
Towardteno’clockthemenservantsrushedtothefrontdoor,hearingthebellsoftheoldprince’scarriageapproaching。PrinceAndrewandPierrealsowentoutintotheporch。
\"Who’sthat?\"askedtheoldprince,noticingPierreashegotoutof,thecarriage。
\"Ah!Veryglad!Kissme,\"hesaid,havinglearnedwhotheyoungstrangerwas。
TheoldprincewasinagoodtemperandverygracioustoPierre。
Beforesupper,PrinceAndrew,comingbacktohisfather’sstudy,foundhimdisputinghotlywithhisvisitor。Pierrewasmaintainingthatatimewouldcomewhentherewouldbenomorewars。Theoldprincedisputeditchaffingly,butwithoutgettingangry。
\"Drainthebloodfrommen’sveinsandputinwaterinstead,thentherewillbenomorewar!Oldwomen’snonsense—oldwomen’snonsense!\"herepeated,butstillhepattedPierreaffectionatelyontheshoulder,andthenwentuptothetablewherePrinceAndrew,evidentlynotwishingtojoinintheconversation,waslookingoverthepapershisfatherhadbroughtfromtown。Theoldprincewentuptohimandbegantotalkbusiness。
\"Themarshal,aCountRostov,hasn’tsenthalfhiscontingent。Hecametotownandwantedtoinvitemetodinner—Igavehimaprettydinner!……Andthere,lookatthis……Well,myboy,\"theoldprincewenton,addressinghissonandpattingPierreontheshoulder。\"A
finefellow—yourfriend—Ilikehim!Hestirsmeup。Anothersayscleverthingsandonedoesn’tcaretolisten,butthisonetalksrubbishyetstirsanoldfellowup。Well,go!Getalong!PerhapsI’llcomeandsitwithyouatsupper。We’llhaveanotherdispute。Makefriendswithmylittlefool,PrincessMary,\"heshoutedafterPierre,throughthedoor。
Onlynow,onhisvisittoBaldHills,didPierrefullyrealizethestrengthandcharmofhisfriendshipwithPrinceAndrew。Thatcharmwasnotexpressedsomuchinhisrelationswithhimaswithallhisfamilyandwiththehousehold。Withthesternoldprinceandthegentle,timidPrincessMary,thoughhehadscarcelyknownthem,Pierreatoncefeltlikeanoldfriend。Theywereallfondofhimalready。
NotonlyPrincessMary,whohadbeenwonbyhisgentlenesswiththepilgrims,gavehimhermostradiantlooks,buteventheone—year—old\"PrinceNicholas\"ashisgrandfathercalledhimsmiledatPierreandlethimselfbetakeninhisarms,andMichaelIvanovichandMademoiselleBouriennelookedathimwithpleasantsmileswhenhetalkedtotheoldprince。
Theoldprincecameintosupper;thiswasevidentlyonPierre’saccount。Andduringthetwodaysoftheyoungman’svisithewasextremelykindtohimandtoldhimtovisitthemagain。
WhenPierrehadgoneandthemembersofthehouseholdmettogether,theybegantoexpresstheiropinionsofhimaspeoplealwaysdoafteranewacquaintancehasleft,butasseldomhappens,noonesaidanythingbutwhatwasgoodofhim。
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Whenreturningfromhisleave,Rostovfelt,forthefirsttime,howclosewasthebondthatunitedhimtoDenisovandandthewholeregiment。
Onapproachingit,RostovfeltashehaddonewhenapproachinghishomeinMoscow。Whenhesawthefirsthussarwiththeunbuttoneduniformofhisregiment,whenherecognizedred—hairedDementyevandsawthepicketropesoftheroanhorses,whenLavrushkagleefullyshoutedtohismaster,\"Thecounthascome!\"andDenisov,whohadbeenasleeponhisbed,ranalldisheveledoutofthemudhuttoembracehim,andtheofficerscollectedroundtogreetthenewarrival,Rostovexperiencedthesamefeelinghismother,hisfather,andhissisterhadembracedhim,andtearsofjoychokedhimsothathecouldnotspeak。Theregimentwasalsoahome,andasunalterablydearandpreciousashisparents’house。
Whenhehadreportedhimselftothecommanderoftheregimentandhadbeenreassignedtohisformersquadron,hadbeenondutyandhadgoneoutforaging,whenhehadagainenteredintoallthelittleinterestsoftheregimentandfelthimselfdeprivedoflibertyandboundinonenarrow,unchangingframe,heexperiencedthesamesenseofpeace,ofmoralsupport,andthesamesensebeingathomehereinhisownplace,ashehadfeltundertheparentalroof。Butherewasnoneofallthatturmoiloftheworldatlarge,wherehedidnotknowhisrightplaceandtookmistakendecisions;herewasnoSonyawithwhomheought,oroughtnot,tohaveanexplanation;herewasnopossibilityofgoingthereornotgoingthere;heretherewerenottwenty—fourhoursinthedaywhichcouldbespentinsuchavarietyofways;therewasnotthatinnumerablecrowdofpeopleofwhomnotonewasnearertohimorfartherfromhimthananother;therewerenoneofthoseuncertainandundefinedmoneyrelationswithhisfather,andnothingtorecallthatterriblelosstoDolokhov。Here,intheregiment,allwasclearandsimple。Thewholeworldwasdividedintotwounequalparts:one,ourPavlogradregiment;theother,alltherest。Andtherestwasnoconcernofhis。Intheregiment,everythingwasdefinite:whowaslieutenant,whocaptain,whowasagoodfellow,whoabadone,andmostofall,whowasacomrade。Thecanteenkeepergaveonecredit,one’spaycameeveryfourmonths,therewasnothingtothinkoutordecide,youhadonlytodonothingthatwasconsideredbadinthePavlogradregimentand,whengivenanorder,todowhatwasclearly,distinctly,anddefinitelyordered—andallwouldbewell。
Havingoncemoreenteredintothedefiniteconditionsofthisregimentallife,Rostovfeltthejoyandreliefatiredmanfeelsonlyingdowntorest。Lifeintheregiment,duringthiscampaign,wasallthepleasanterforhim,because,afterhislosstoDolokhovforwhich,inspiteofallhisfamily’seffortstoconsolehim,hecouldnotforgivehimself,hehadmadeuphismindtoatoneforhisfaultbyserving,notashehaddonebefore,butreallywell,andbybeingaperfectlyfirst—ratecomradeandofficer—inaword,asplendidmanaltogether,athingwhichseemedsodifficultoutintheworld,butsopossibleintheregiment。
Afterhislosses,hehaddeterminedtopaybackhisdebttohisparentsinfiveyears。Hereceivedtenthousandrublesayear,butnowresolvedtotakeonlytwothousandandleavetheresttorepaythedebttohisparents。
Ourarmy,afterrepeatedretreatsandadvancesandbattlesatPultuskandPreussisch—Eylau,wasconcentratednearBartenstein。ItwasawaitingtheEmperor’sarrivalandthebeginningofanewcampaign。
ThePavlogradregiment,belongingtothatpartofthearmywhichhadservedinthe1805campaign,hadbeenrecruitinguptostrengthinRussia,andarrivedtoolatetotakepartinthefirstactionsofthecampaign。IthadbeenneitheratPultusknoratPreussisch—Eylauand,whenitjoinedthearmyinthefieldinthesecondhalfofthecampaign,wasattachedtoPlatov’sdivision。
Platov’sdivisionwasactingindependentlyofthemainarmy。SeveraltimespartsofthePavlogradregimenthadexchangedshotswiththeenemy,hadtakenprisoners,andoncehadevencapturedMarshalOudinot’scarriages。InAprilthePavlogradswerestationedimmovablyforsomeweeksnearatotallyruinedanddesertedGermanvillage。
Athawhadsetin,itwasmuddyandcold,theiceontheriverbroke,andtheroadsbecameimpassable。Fordaysneitherprovisionsforthemennorfodderforthehorseshadbeenissued。Asnotransportscouldarrive,themendispersedabouttheabandonedanddesertedvillages,searchingforpotatoes,butfoundfewevenofthese。
Everythinghadbeeneatenupandtheinhabitantshadallfled—ifanyremained,theywereworsethanbeggarsandnothingmorecouldbetakenfromthem;eventhesoldiers,usuallypitilessenough,insteadoftakinganythingfromthem,oftengavethemthelastoftheirrations。
ThePavlogradregimenthadhadonlytwomenwoundedinaction,buthadlostnearlyhalfitsmenfromhungerandsickness。Inthehospitals,deathwassocertainthatsoldierssufferingfromfever,ortheswellingthatcamefrombadfood,preferredtoremainonduty,andhardlyabletodragtheirlegswenttothefrontratherthantothehospitals。Whenspringcameon,thesoldiersfoundaplantjustshowingoutofthegroundthatlookedlikeasparagus,which,forsomereason,theycalled\"Mashka’ssweetroot。\"Itwasverybitter,buttheywanderedaboutthefieldsseekingitanddugitoutwiththeirsabersandateit,thoughtheywereorderednottodoso,asitwasanoxiousplant。Thatspringanewdiseasebrokeoutbrokeoutamongthesoldiers,aswellingofthearms,legs,andface,whichthedoctorsattributedtoeatingthisroot。Butinspiteofallthis,thesoldiersofDenisov’ssquadronfedchieflyon\"Mashka’ssweetroot,\"becauseitwasthesecondweekthatthelastofthebiscuitswerebeingdoledoutattherateofhalfapoundamanandthelastpotatoesreceivedhadsproutedandfrozen。
Thehorsesalsohadbeenfedforafortnightonstrawfromthethatchedroofsandhadbecometerriblythin,thoughstillcoveredwithtuftsoffeltywinterhair。
Despitethisdestitution,thesoldiersandofficerswentonlivingjustasusual。Despitetheirpaleswollenfacesandtattereduniforms,thehussarsformedlineforrollcall,keptthingsinorder,groomedtheirhorses,polishedtheirarms,broughtinstrawfromthethatchedroofsinplaceoffodder,andsatdowntodineroundthecaldronsfromwhichtheyroseuphungry,jokingabouttheirnastyfoodandtheirhunger。Asusual,intheirsparetime,theylitbonfires,steamedthemselvesbeforethemnaked;smoked,pickedoutandbakedsproutingrottenpotatoes,toldandlistenedtostoriesofPotemkin’sandSuvorov’scampaigns,ortolegendsofAleshatheSly,orthepriest’slaborerMikolka。