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  Inthehourimmediatelybeforeus,Ishallinviteyoutoconsiderthesimplerkindsofreligioushappiness,leavingthemorecomplexsortstobetreatedonalaterday。

  Inmanypersons,happinessiscongenitalandirreclaimable。

  “Cosmicemotion“inevitablytakesinthemtheformofenthusiasmandfreedom。Ispeaknotonlyofthosewhoareanimallyhappy。

  Imeanthosewho,whenunhappinessisofferedorproposedtothem,positivelyrefusetofeelit,asifitweresomethingmeanandwrong。Wefindsuchpersonsineveryage,passionatelyflingingthemselvesupontheirsenseofthegoodnessoflife,inspiteofthehardshipsoftheirowncondition,andinspiteofthesinistertheologiesintowhichtheymayheborn。Fromtheoutsettheirreligionisoneofunionwiththedivine。Thehereticswhowentbeforethereformationarelavishlyaccusedbythechurchwritersofantinomianpractices,justasthefirstChristianswereaccusedofindulgenceinorgiesbytheRomans。

  Itisprobablethatthereneverhasbeenacenturyinwhichthedeliberaterefusaltothinkilloflifehasnotbeenidealizedbyasufficientnumberofpersonstoformsects,openorsecret,whoclaimedallnaturalthingstobepermitted。SaintAugustine’smaxim,Diligeetquodvisfac——ifyoubutlove[God],youmaydoasyouincline——ismorallyoneoftheprofoundestofobservations,yetitispregnant,forsuchpersons,withpassportsbeyondtheboundsofconventionalmorality。Accordingtotheircharacterstheyhavebeenrefinedorgross;buttheirbeliefhasbeenatalltimessystematicenoughtoconstituteadefinitereligiousattitude。Godwasforthemagiveroffreedom,andthestingofevilwasovercome。SaintFrancisandhisimmediatediscipleswere,onthewhole,ofthiscompanyofspirits,ofwhichthereareofcourseinfinitevarieties。

  Rousseauintheearlieryearsofhiswriting,Diderot,B。deSaintPierre,andmanyoftheleadersoftheeighteenthcenturyanti-Christianmovementwereofthisoptimistictype。TheyowedtheirinfluencetoacertainauthoritativenessintheirfeelingthatNature,ifyouwillonlytrusthersufficiently,isabsolutelygood。

  Itistobehopedthatweallhavesomefriend,perhapsmoreoftenfemininethanmasculine,andyoungthanold,whosesoulisofthissky-bluetint,whoseaffinitiesareratherwithflowersandbirdsandallenchantinginnocenciesthanwithdarkhumanpassions,whocanthinknoillofmanorGod,andinwhomreligiousgladness,beinginpossessionfromtheoutset,needsnodeliverancefromanyantecedentburden。

  “Godhastwofamiliesofchildrenonthisearth。”saysFrancisW。

  Newman,[32]“theonce-bornandthetwice-born。”andtheonce-bornhedescribesasfollows:“TheyseeGod,notasastrictJudge,notasaGloriousPotentate;butastheanimatingSpiritofabeautifulharmoniousworld,BeneficentandKind,MercifulaswellasPure。Thesamecharactersgenerallyhavenometaphysicaltendencies:theydonotlookbackintothemselves。Hencetheyarenotdistressedbytheirownimperfections:yetitwouldbeabsurdtocallthemself-righteous;fortheyhardlythinkofthemselvesATALL。Thischildlikequalityoftheirnaturemakestheopeningofreligionveryhappytothem:fortheynomoreshrinkfromGod,thanachildfromanemperor,beforewhomtheparenttrembles:infact,theyhavenovividconceptionofANY

  ofthequalitiesinwhichthesevererMajestyofGodconsists。[33]HeistothemtheimpersonationofKindnessandBeauty。Theyreadhischaracter,notinthedisorderedworldofman,butinromanticandharmoniousnature。Ofhumansintheyknowperhapslittleintheirownheartsandnotverymuchintheworld;andhumansufferingdoesbutmeltthemtotenderness。

  Thus,whentheyapproachGod,noinwarddisturbanceensues;andwithoutbeingasyetspiritual,theyhaveacertaincomplacencyandperhapsromanticsenseofexcitementintheirsimpleworship。”

  TheSoul;itsSorrowsanditsAspirations,3dedition,

  Ionceheardaladydescribethepleasureitgavehertothinkthatshe“couldalwayscuddleuptoGod。”

  IntheRomishChurchsuchcharactersfindamorecongenialsoiltogrowinthaninProtestantism,whosefashionsoffeelinghavebeensetbymindsofadecidedlypessimisticorder。ButeveninProtestantismtheyhavebeenabundantenough;andinitsrecent“liberal“developmentsofUnitarianismandlatitudinarianismgenerally,mindsofthisorderhaveplayedandstillareplayingleadingandconstructiveparts。Emersonhimselfisanadmirableexample。TheodoreParkerisanother——hereareacoupleofcharacteristicpassagesfromParker’scorrespondence。[34]

  [34]JohnWeiss:LifeofTheodoreParker,i。152,32。

  “Orthodoxscholarssay:’Intheheathenclassicsyoufindnoconsciousnessofsin。’Itisverytrue——Godbethankedforit。

  Theywereconsciousofwrath,ofcruelty,avarice,drunkenness,lust,sloth,cowardice,andotheractualvices,andstruggledandgotridofthedeformities,buttheywerenotconsciousof’enmityagainstGod,’anddidn’tsitdownandwhineandgroanagainstnon-existentevil。Ihavedonewrongthingsenoughinmylife,anddothemnow;Imissthemark,drawbow,andtryagain。

  ButIamnotconsciousofhatingGod,orman,orright,orlove,andIknowthereismuch’healthinme’,andinmybody,evennow,theredwellethmanyagoodthing,spiteofconsumptionandSaintPaul。”InanotherletterParkerwrites:“Ihaveswuminclearsweetwatersallmydays;andifsometimestheywerealittlecold,andthestreamranadverseandsomethingrough,itwasnevertoostrongtobebreastedandswumthrough。Fromthedaysofearliestboyhood,whenIwentstumblingthroughthegrass,……uptothegray-beardedmanhoodofthistime,thereisnonebuthasleftmehoneyinthehiveofmemorythatInowfeedonforpresentdelight。WhenIrecalltheyears……Iamfilledwithasenseofsweetnessandwonderthatsuchlittlethingscanmakeamortalsoexceedinglyrich。ButImustconfessthatthechiefestofallmydelightsisstillthereligious。”

  Anothergoodexpressionofthe“once-born“typeofconsciousness,developingstraightandnatural,withnoelementofmorbidcompunctionorcrisis,iscontainedintheanswerofDr。EdwardEverettHale,theeminentUnitarianpreacherandwriter,tooneofDr。Starbuck’scirculars。Iquoteapartofit:——

  “Iobserve,withprofoundregret,thereligiousstruggleswhichcomeintomanybiographies,asifalmostessentialtotheformationofthehero。Ioughttospeakofthese,tosaythatanymanhasanadvantage,nottobeestimated,whoisborn,asI

  was,intoafamilywherethereligionissimpleandrational;whoistrainedinthetheoryofsuchareligion,sothatheneverknows,foranhour,whatthesereligiousorirreligiousstrugglesare。IalwaysknewGodlovedme,andIwasalwaysgratefultohimfortheworldheplacedmein。Ialwayslikedtotellhimso,andwasalwaysgladtoreceivehissuggestionstome……I

  canrememberperfectlythatwhenIwascomingtomanhood,thehalf-philosophicalnovelsofthetimehadadealtosayabouttheyoungmenandmaidenswhowerefacingthe’problemoflife。’I

  hadnoideawhateverwhattheproblemoflifewas。Tolivewithallmymightseemedtomeeasy;tolearnwheretherewassomuchtolearnseemedpleasantandalmostofcourse;tolendahand,ifonehadachance,natural;andifonedidthis,why,heenjoyedlifebecausehecouldnothelpit,andwithoutprovingtohimselfthatheoughttoenjoyit……AchildwhoisearlytaughtthatheisGod’schild,thathemayliveandmoveandhavehisbeinginGod,andthathehas,therefore,infinitestrengthathandfortheconqueringofanydifficulty,willtakelifemoreeasily,andprobablywillmakemoreofit,thanonewhoistoldthatheisbornthechildofwrathandwhollyincapableofgood。”

  Starbuck:PsychologyofReligion,pp。

  Onecanbutrecognizeinsuchwritersasthesethepresenceofatemperamentorganicallyweightedonthesideofcheerandfatallyforbiddentolinger,asthoseofoppositetemperamentlinger,overthedarkeraspectsoftheuniverse。Insomeindividualsoptimismmaybecomequasi-pathological。Thecapacityforevenatransientsadnessoramomentaryhumilityseemscutofffromthemasbyakindofcongenitalanaesthesia。[36]

  “Iknownottowhatphysicallawsphilosopherswillsomedayreferthefeelingsofmelancholy。Formyself,Ifindthattheyarethemostvoluptuousofallsensations。”writesSaintPierre,andaccordinglyhedevotesaseriesofsectionsofhisworkonNaturetothePlaisirsdelaRuine,PlaisirsdesTombeaux,RuinesdelaNature,PlaisirsdelaSolitude——eachofthemmoreoptimisticthanthelast。

  Thisfindingofaluxuryinwoeisverycommonduringadolescence。Thetruth-tellingMarieBashkirtseffexpressesitwell:——

  “Inhisdepressionanddreadfuluninterruptedsuffering,Idon’tcondemnlife。Onthecontrary,Ilikeitandfinditgood。Canyoubelieveit?Ifindeverythinggoodandpleasant,evenmytears,mygrief。Ienjoyweeping,Ienjoymydespair。Ienjoybeingexasperatedandsad。Ifeelasiftheseweresomanydiversions,andIlovelifeinspiteofthemall。Iwanttoliveon。ItwouldbecrueltohavemediewhenIamsoaccommodating。

  Icry,Igrieve,andatthesametimeIampleased——no,notexactlythat——Iknownothowtoexpressit。Buteverythinginlifepleasesme。Ifindeverythingagreeable,andintheverymidstofmyprayersforhappiness,Ifindmyselfhappyatbeingmiserable。ItisnotIwhoundergoallthis——mybodyweepsandcries;butsomethinginsideofmewhichisabovemeisgladofitall。”

  JournaldeMarieBashkirtseff,i。67。

  ThesupremecontemporaryexampleofsuchaninabilitytofeelevilisofcourseWaltWhitman。

  “Hisfavoriteoccupation。”writeshisdisciple,Dr。Bucke“seemedtobestrollingorsaunteringaboutoutdoorsbyhimself,lookingatthegrass,thetrees,theflowers,thevistasoflight,thevaryingaspectsofthesky,andlisteningtothebirds,thecrickets,thetreefrogs,andallthehundredsofnaturalsounds。

  Itwasevidentthatthesethingsgavehimapleasurefarbeyondwhattheygivetoordinarypeople。UntilIknewtheman。”

  continuesDr。Bucke,“ithadnotoccurredtomethatanyonecouldderivesomuchabsolutehappinessfromthesethingsashedid。Hewasveryfondofflowers,eitherwildorcultivated;

  likedallsorts。Ithinkheadmiredlilacsandsunflowersjustasmuchasroses。Perhaps,indeed,nomanwhoeverlivedlikedsomanythingsanddislikedsofewasWaltWhitman。Allnaturalobjectsseemedtohaveacharmforhim。Allsightsandsoundsseemedtopleasehim。HeappearedtolikeandIbelievehedidlikeallthemen,women,andchildrenhesawthoughIneverknewhimtosaythathelikedanyone,buteachwhoknewhimfeltthathelikedhimorher,andthathelikedothersalso。I

  neverknewhimtoargueordispute,andheneverspokeaboutmoney。Healwaysjustified,sometimesplayfully,sometimesquiteseriously,thosewhospokeharshlyofhimselforhiswritings,andIoftenthoughtheeventookpleasureintheoppositionofenemies。WhenIfirstknew[him],Iusedtothinkthathewatchedhimself,andwouldnotallowhistonguetogiveexpressiontofretfulness,antipathy,complaint,andremonstrance。Itdidnotoccurtomeaspossiblethatthesementalstatescouldbeabsentinhim。Afterlongobservation,however,Isatisfiedmyselfthatsuchabsenceorunconsciousnesswasentirelyreal。Heneverspokedeprecatinglyofanynationalityorclassofmen,ortimeintheworld’shistory,oragainstanytradesoroccupations——notevenagainstanyanimals,insects,orinanimatethings,noranyofthelawsofnature,noranyoftheresultsofthoselaws,suchasillness,deformity,anddeath。Henevercomplainedorgrumbledeitherattheweather,pain,illness,oranythingelse。Heneverswore。Hecouldnotverywell,sinceheneverspokeinangerandapparentlyneverwasangry。Heneverexhibitedfear,andIdonotbelieveheeverfeltit。”

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