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  ATTHETERMINUS。

  ONthenightofthe2dofDecember,Mr。BashwoodtookuphispostofobservationattheterminusoftheSouth-easternRailwayforthefirsttime。Itwasanearlierdate,bysixdays,thanthedatewhichAllanhadhimselffixedforhisreturn。Butthedoctor,takingcounselofhismedicalexperience,hadconsidereditjustprobablethat“Mr。Armadalemightbeperverseenough,athisenviableage,torecoversoonerthanhismedicaladvisersmighthaveanticipated。”Forcaution’ssake,therefore,Mr。

  Bashwoodwasinstructedtobeginwatchingthearrivalofthetidaltrainsonthedayafterhehadreceivedhisemployer’sletter。

  Fromthe2dtothe7thofDecember,thestewardwaitedpunctuallyontheplatform,sawthetrainscomein,andsatisfiedhimself,eveningafterevening,thatthetravelerswereallstrangerstohim。Fromthe2dtothe7thofDecember,MissGwilttoreturntothenameunderwhichsheisbestknowninthesepagesreceivedhisdailyreport,sometimesdeliveredpersonally,sometimessentbyletter。Thedoctor,towhomthereportswerecommunicated,receivedtheminhisturnwithunabatedconfidenceintheprecautionsthathadbeenadopteduptothemorningofthe8th。

  OnthatdatetheirritationofcontinuedsuspensehadproducedachangefortheworseinMissGwilt’svariabletemper,whichwasperceptibletoeveryoneabouther,andwhich,strangelyenough,wasreflectedbyanequallymarkedchangeinthedoctor’smannerwhenhecametopayhisusualvisit。Byacoincidencesoextraordinarythathisenemiesmighthavesuspecteditofnotbeingacoincidenceatall,themorningonwhichMissGwiltlostherpatienceprovedtobealsothemorningonwhichthedoctorlosthisconfidenceforthefirsttime。

  “Nonews,ofcourse。”hesaid,sittingdownwithaheavysigh。

  “Well!well!“

  MissGwiltlookedupathimirritablyfromherwork。

  “Youseemstrangelydepressedthismorning。”shesaid。“Whatareyouafraidofnow?”

  “Theimputationofbeingafraid,madam。”answeredthedoctor,solemnly,“isnotanimputationtocastrashlyonanyman——evenwhenhebelongstosuchanessentiallypeacefulprofessionasmine。Iamnotafraid。Iamasyoumorecorrectlyputitinthefirstinstancestrangelydepressed。Mynatureis,asyouknow,naturallysanguine,andIonlyseeto-daywhatbutformyhabitualhopefulnessImighthaveseen,andoughttohaveseen,aweeksince。”

  MissGwiltimpatientlythrewdownherwork。“Ifwordscostmoney。”shesaid,“theluxuryoftalkingwouldberatheranexpensiveluxuryinyourcase!“

  “WhichImighthaveseen,andoughttohaveseen。”reiteratedthedoctor,withouttakingtheslightestnoticeoftheinterruption,“aweeksince。Toputitplainly,IfeelbynomeanssocertainasIdidthatMr。Armadalewillconsent,withoutastruggle,tothetermswhichitismyinterestandinaminordegreeyours

  toimposeonhim。Observe!Idon’tquestionourentrappinghimsuccessfullyintotheSanitarium:IonlydoubtwhetherhewillprovequiteasmanageableasIoriginallyanticipatedwhenwehavegothimthere。Say。”remarkedthedoctor,raisinghiseyesforthefirsttime,andfixingtheminsteadyinquiryonMissGwilt——“saythatheisbold,obstinate,whatyouplease;andthatheholdsout——holdsoutforweekstogether,formonthstogether,asmeninsimilarsituationstohishaveheldoutbeforehim。

  Whatfollows?Theriskofkeepinghimforciblyinconcealment——ofsuppressinghim,ifImaysoexpressmyself——increasesatcompoundinterest,andbecomesEnormous!Myhouseisatthismomentvirtuallyreadyforpatients。Patientsmaypresentthemselvesinaweek’stime。PatientsmaycommunicatewithMr。

  Armadale,orMr。Armadalemaycommunicatewithpatients。Anotemaybesmuggledoutofthehouse,andmayreachtheCommissionersinLunacy。Eveninthecaseofanunlicensedestablishmentlikemine,thosegentlemen——no!thosechartereddespotsinalandofliberty——haveonlytoapplytotheLordChancellorforanorder,andtoenterbyheavens,toenterMySanitarium!andsearchthehousefromtoptobottomatamoment’snotice!Idon’twishtodespond;Idon’twishtoalarmyou;Idon’tpretendtosaythatthemeanswearetakingtosecureyourownsafetyareanyotherthanthebestmeansatourdisposal。AllIaskyoutodoistoimaginetheCommissionersinthehouse——andthentoconceivetheconsequences。Theconsequences!“repeatedthedoctor,gettingsternlyonhisfeet,andtakinguphishatasifhemeanttoleavetheroom。

  “Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”askedMissGwilt。

  “Haveyouanyremarks。”rejoinedthedoctor,“toofferonyourside?”

  Hestood,hatinhand,waiting。Forafullminutethetwolookedateachotherinsilence。

  MissGwiltspokefirst。

  “IthinkIunderstandyou。”shesaid,suddenlyrecoveringhercomposure。

  “Ibegyourpardon。”returnedthedoctor,withhishandtohisear。“Whatdidyousay?”

  “Nothing。”

  “Nothing?”

  “Ifyouhappenedtocatchanotherflythismorning。”saidMissGwilt,withabitterlysarcasticemphasisonthewords,“Imightbecapableofshockingyoubyanother’littlejoke。’“

  Thedoctorheldupbothhands,inpolitedeprecation,andlookedasifhewasbeginningtorecoverhisgoodhumoragain。

  “Hard。”hemurmured,gently,“nottohaveforgivenmethatunluckyblunderofmine,evenyet!“

  “Whatelsehaveyoutosay?Iamwaitingforyou。”saidMissGwilt。Sheturnedherchairtothewindowscornfully,andtookupherworkagain,asshespoke。

  Thedoctorcamebehindher,andputhishandonthebackofherchair。

  “Ihaveaquestiontoask,inthefirstplace。”hesaid;“andameasureofnecessaryprecautiontosuggest,inthesecond。Ifyouwillhonormewithyourattention,Iwillputthequestionfirst。”

  “Iamlistening。”

  “YouknowthatMr。Armadaleisalive。”pursuedthedoctor,“andyouknowthatheiscomingbacktoEngland。Whydoyoucontinuetowearyourwidow’sdress?”

  Sheansweredhimwithoutaninstant’shesitation,steadilygoingonwithherwork。

  “BecauseIamofasanguinedisposition,likeyou。Imeantotrusttothechapterofaccidentstotheverylast。Mr。Armadalemaydieyet,onhiswayhome。”

  “Andsupposehegetshomealive——whatthen?”

  “Thenthereisanotherchancestillleft。”

  “Whatisit,pray?”

  “HemaydieinyourSanitarium。”

  “Madam!“remonstratedthedoctor,inthedeepbasswhichhereservedforhisoutburstsofvirtuousindignation。“Wait!youspokeofthechapterofaccidents。”heresumed,glidingbackintohissofterconversationaltones。“Yes!yes!ofcourse。I

  understandyouthistime。Eventhehealingartisatthemercyofaccidents;evensuchaSanitariumasmineisliabletobesurprisedbyDeath。Justso!justso!“saidthedoctor,concedingthequestionwiththeutmostimpartiality。“There_is_thechapterofaccidents,Iadmit——ifyouchoosetotrusttoit。

  Mind!Isayemphatically,_if_youchoosetotrusttoit。”

  Therewasanothermomentofsilence——silencesoprofoundthatnothingwasaudibleintheroombuttherapid_click_ofMissGwilt’sneedlethroughherwork。

  “Goon。”shesaid;“youhaven’tdoneyet。”

  “True!“saidthedoctor。“Havingputmyquestion,Ihavemymeasureofprecautiontoimpressonyounext。Youwillsee,mydearmadam,thatIamnotdisposedtotrusttothechapterofaccidentsonmyside。ReflectionhasconvincedmethatyouandI

  arenotlogicallyspeakingsoconvenientlysituatedaswemightbeincaseofemergency。Cabsare,asyet,rareinthisrapidlyimprovingneighborhood。Iamtwentyminutes’walkfromyou;youaretwentyminutes’walkfromme。IknownothingofMr。

  Armadale’scharacter;youknowitwell。Itmightbenecessary——vitallynecessary——toappealtoyoursuperiorknowledgeofhimatamoment’snotice。AndhowamItodothatunlesswearewithineasyreachofeachother,underthesameroof?Inbothourinterests,Ibegtoinviteyou,mydearmadam,tobecomeforalimitedperiodaninmateofMySanitarium。”

  MissGwilt’srapidneedlesuddenlystopped。“Iunderstandyou。”

  shesaidagain,asquietlyasbefore。

  “Ibegyourpardon。”saidthedoctor,withanotherattackofdeafness,andwithhishandoncemoreathisear。

  Shelaughedtoherself——alow,terriblelaugh,whichstartledeventhedoctorintotakinghishandoffthebackofherchair。

  “AninmateofyourSanitarium?”sherepeated。“Youconsultappearancesineverythingelse;doyouproposetoconsultappearancesinreceivingmeintoyourhouse?”

  “Mostassuredly!“repliedthedoctor,withenthusiasm。“Iamsurprisedatyouraskingmethequestion!Didyoueverknowamanofanyeminenceinmyprofessionwhosetappearancesatdefiance?

  Ifyouhonormebyacceptingmyinvitation,youenterMySanitariuminthemostunimpeachableofallpossiblecharacters——inthecharacterofaPatient。”

  “Whendoyouwantmyanswer?”

  “Canyoudecideto-day?”

  “To-morrow?”

  “Yes。Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”

  ’’Nothingmore。”

  “Leaveme,then。_I_don’tkeepupappearances。Iwishtobealone,andIsayso。Good-morning。”

  “Oh,thesex!thesex!“saidthedoctor,withhisexcellenttemperinperfectworkingorderagain。“Sodelightfullyimpulsive!socharminglyrecklessofwhattheysayorhowtheysayit!’Oh,woman,inourhoursofease,uncertain,coy,andhardtoplease!’There!there!there!Good-morning!“

  MissGwiltroseandlookedafterhimcontemptuouslyfromthewindow,whenthestreetdoorhadclosed,andhehadleftthehouse。

  “Armadalehimselfdrovemetoitthefirsttime。”shesaid。

  “Manueldrovemetoitthesecondtime——Youcowardlyscoundrel!

  shallIlet_you_drivemetoitforthethirdtime,andthelast?”

  Sheturnedfromthewindow,andlookedthoughtfullyatherwidow’sdressintheglass。

  Thehoursofthedaypassed——andshedecidednothing。Thenightcame——andshehesitatedstill。Thenewmorningdawned——andtheterriblequestionwasstillunanswered。

  Bytheearlyposttherecamealetterforher。ItwasMr。

  Bashwood’susualreport。AgainhehadwatchedforAllan’sarrival,andagaininvain。

  “I’llhavemoretime!“shedetermined,passionately。“NomanaliveshallhurrymefasterthanIlike!“

  Atbreakfastthatmorningthemorningofthe9ththedoctorwassurprisedinhisstudybyavisitfromMissGwilt。

  “Iwantanotherday。”shesaid,themomenttheservanthadclosedthedooronher。

  Thedoctorlookedatherbeforeheanswered,andsawthedangerofdrivinghertoextremitiesplainlyexpressedinherface。

  “Thetimeisgettingon。”heremonstrated,inhismostpersuasivemanner。“Forallweknowtothecontrary,Mr。Armadalemaybehereto-night。”

  “Iwantanotherday!“sherepeated,loudlyandpassionately。

  “Granted!“saidthedoctor,lookingnervouslytowardthedoor。

  “Don’tbetooloud——theservantsmayhearyou。Mind!“headded,“Idependonyourhonornottopressmeforanyfurtherdelay。”

  “Youhadbetterdependonmydespair。”shesaid,andlefthim。

  Thedoctorchippedtheshellofhisegg,andlaughedsoftly。

  “Quiteright,mydear!“hethought。“Irememberwhereyourdespairledyouinpasttimes;andIthinkImaytrustittoleadyouthesamewaynow。”

  Ataquartertoeighto’clockthatnightMr。Bashwoodtookuphispostofobservation,asusual,ontheplatformoftheterminusatLondonBridge。Hewasinthehighestgoodspirits;hesmiledandsmirkedinirrepressibleexultation。ThesensethatheheldinreserveameansofinfluenceoverMissGwilt,invirtueofhisknowledgeofherpastcareer,hadhadnoshareineffectingthetransformationthatnowappearedinhim。IthadupheldhiscourageinhisforlornlifeatThorpeAmbrose,andithadgivenhimthatincreasedconfidenceofmannerwhichMissGwiltherselfhadnoticed;but,fromthemomentwhenhehadregainedhisoldplaceinherfavor,ithadvanishedasamotivepowerinhim,annihilatedbytheelectricshockofhertouchandherlook。Hisvanity——thevanitywhichinmenathisageisonlydespairindisguise——hadnowliftedhimtotheseventhheavenoffatuoushappinessoncemore。Hebelievedinheragainashebelievedinthesmartnewwinterovercoatthathewore——ashebelievedinthedaintylittlecaneappropriatetothedawningdandyismofladsintheirteensthatheflourishedinhishand。Hehummed!Theworn-outoldcreature,whohadnotsungsincehischildhood,hummed,ashepacedtheplatform,thefewfragmentshecouldrememberofaworn-outoldsong。

  Thetrainwasdueasearlyaseighto’clockthatnight。Atfiveminutespastthehourthewhistlesounded。Inlessthanfiveminutesmorethepassengersweregettingoutontheplatform。

  Followingtheinstructionsthathadbeengiventohim,Mr。

  Bashwoodmadehisway,aswellasthecrowdwouldlethim,alongthelineofcarriages,and,discoveringnofamiliarfaceonthatfirstinvestigation,joinedthepassengersforasecondsearchamongtheminthecustom-housewaiting-roomnext。

  Hehadlookedroundtheroom,andhadsatisfiedhimselfthatthepersonsoccupyingitwereallstrangers,whenheheardavoicebehindhim,exclaiming:“CanthatbeMr。Bashwood!“Heturnedineagerexpectation,andfoundhimselffacetofacewiththelastmanunderheavenwhomhehadexpectedtosee。

  ThemanwasMIDWINTER。

  CHAPTERII。

  INTHEHOUSE。

  NOTICINGMr。Bashwood’sconfusionafteramoment’sglanceatthechangeinhispersonalappearance,Midwinterspokefirst。

  “IseeIhavesurprisedyou。”hesaid。“Youarelooking,I

  suppose,forsomebodyelse?HaveyouheardfromAllan?Isheonhiswayhomeagainalready?”

  TheinquiryaboutAllan,thoughitwouldnaturallyhavesuggesteditselftoanyoneinMidwinter’spositionatthatmoment,addedtoMr。Bashwood’sconfusion。Notknowinghowelsetoextricatehimselffromthecriticalpositioninwhichhewasplaced,hetookrefugeinsimpledenial。

  “IknownothingaboutMr。Armadale——ohdear,no,sir,IknownothingaboutMr。Armadale。”heanswered,withneedlesseagernessandhurry。“WelcomebacktoEngland,sir。”hewenton,changingthesubjectinhisnervouslytalkativemanner。“Ididn’tknowyouhadbeenabroad。It’ssolongsincewehavehadthepleasure——sinceIhavehadthepleasure。Haveyouenjoyedyourself,sir,inforeignparts?Suchdifferentmannersfromours——yes,yes,yes——suchdifferentmannersfromours!DoyoumakealongstayinEngland,nowyouhavecomeback?”

  “Ihardlyknow。”saidMidwinter。“Ihavebeenobligedtoaltermyplans,andtocometoEnglandunexpectedly。”Hehesitatedalittle;hismannerchanged,andheadded,inlowertones:“A

  seriousanxietyhasbroughtmeback。Ican’tsaywhatmyplanswillbeuntilthatanxietyissetatrest。”

  Thelightofalampfellonhisfacewhilehespoke,andMr。

  Bashwoodobserved,forthefirsttime,thathelookedsadlywornandchanged。

  “I’msorry,sir——I’msureI’mverysorry。IfIcouldbeofanyuse——“suggestedMr。Bashwood,speakingundertheinfluenceinsomedegreeofhisnervouspoliteness,andinsomedegreeofhisremembranceofwhatMidwinterhaddoneforhimatThorpeAmbroseintheby-gonetime。

  Midwinterthankedhimandturnedawaysadly。“Iamafraidyoucanbeofnouse,Mr。Bashwood——butIamobligedtoyouforyouroffer,allthesame。”Hestopped,andconsideredalittle,“Supposesheshould_not_beill?Supposesomemisfortuneshouldhavehappened?”heresumed,speakingtohimself,andturningagaintowardthesteward。“Ifshehaslefthermother,sometraceofher_might_befoundbyinquiringatThorpeAmbrose。”

  Mr。Bashwood’scuriositywasinstantlyaroused。Thewholesexwasinterestingtohimnow,forthesakeofMissGwilt。

  “Alady,sir?”heinquired。“Areyoulookingforalady?”

  “Iamlooking。”saidMidwinter,simply,“formywife。”

  “Married,sir!“exclaimedMr。Bashwood。“MarriedsinceIlasthadthepleasureofseeingyou!MightItakethelibertyofasking——?”

  Midwinter’seyesdroppeduneasilytotheground。

  “Youknewtheladyinformertimes。”hesaid。“IhavemarriedMissGwilt。”

  Thestewardstartedbackashemighthavestartedbackfromaloadedpistolleveledathishead。Hiseyesglaredasifhehadsuddenlylosthissenses,andthenervoustremblingtowhichhewassubjectshookhimfromheadtofoot。

  “What’sthematter?”saidMidwinter。Therewasnoanswer。“Whatistheresoverystartling。”hewenton,alittleimpatiently,“inMissGwilt’sbeingmywife?”

  “_Your_wife?”repeatedMr。Bashwood,helplessly。“Mrs。

  Armadale——!“Hecheckedhimselfbyadesperateeffort,andsaidnomore。

  ThestuporofastonishmentwhichpossessedthestewardwasinstantlyreflectedinMidwinter’sface。Thenameinwhichhehadsecretlymarriedhiswifehadpassedthelipsofthelastmanintheworldwhomhewouldhavedreamedofadmittingintohisconfidence!HetookMr。Bashwoodbythearm,andledhimawaytoaquieterpartoftheterminusthanthepartofitinwhichtheyhadhithertospokentoeachother。

  “Youreferredtomywifejustnow。”hesaid;“andyouspokeof_Mrs。Armadale_inthesamebreath。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?”

  Againtherewasnoanswer。Utterlyincapableofunderstandingmorethanthathehadinvolvedhimselfinsomeseriouscomplicationwhichwasacompletemysterytohim,Mr。Bashwoodstruggledtoextricatehimselffromthegraspthatwaslaidonhim,andstruggledinvain。

  Midwintersternlyrepeatedthequestion。“Iaskyouagain。”hesaid,“whatdoyoumeanbyit?”

  “Nothing,sir!Igiveyoumywordofhonor,Imeantnothing!“Hefeltthehandonhisarmtighteningitsgrasp;hesaw,evenintheobscurityoftheremotecornerinwhichtheystood,thatMidwinter’sfierytemperwasrising,andwasnottobetrifledwith。Theextremityofhisdangerinspiredhimwiththeonereadycapacitythatatimidmanpossesseswhenheiscompelledbymainforcetofaceanemergency——thecapacitytolie。“Ionlymeanttosay,sir。”heburstout,withadesperateefforttolookandspeakconfidently,“thatMr。Armadalewouldbesurprised——“

  “Yousaid_Mrs。_Armadale!“

  “No,sir——onmywordofhonor,onmysacredwordofhonor,youaremistaken——youare,indeed!Isaid_Mr。_Armadale——howcouldI

  sayanythingelse?Pleasetoletmego,sir——I’mpressedfortime。IdoassureyouI’mdreadfullypressedfortime!“

  ForamomentlongerMidwintermaintainedhishold,andinthatmomenthedecidedwhattodo。

  HehadaccuratelystatedhismotiveforreturningtoEnglandasproceedingfromanxietyabouthiswife——anxietynaturallycausedaftertheregularreceiptofaletterfromhereveryother,oreverythirddaybythesuddencessationofthecorrespondencebetweenthemonhersideforawholeweek。Thefirstvaguelyterriblesuspicionofsomeotherreasonforhersilencethanthereasonofaccidentorofillness,towhichhehadhithertoattributedit,hadstruckthroughhimlikeasuddenchilltheinstantheheardthestewardassociatethenameof“Mrs。

  Armadale“withtheideaofhiswife。Littleirregularitiesinhercorrespondencewithhim,whichhehadthusfaronlythoughtstrange,nowcamebackonhismind,andproclaimedthemselvestobesuspicionsaswell。Hehadhithertobelievedthereasonsshehadgivenforreferringhim,whenheansweredherletters,tonomoredefiniteaddressthananaddressatapost-office。_Now_hesuspectedherreasonsofbeingexcuses,forthefirsttime。Hehadhithertoresolved,onreachingLondon,toinquireattheonlyplaceheknewofatwhichaclewtohercouldbefound——theaddressshehadgivenhimastheaddressatwhich“hermother“

  lived。_Now_withamotivewhichhewasafraidtodefineeventohimself,butwhichwasstrongenoughtooverbeareveryotherconsiderationinhismindhedetermined,beforeallthings,tosolvethemysteryofMr。Bashwood’sfamiliaritywithasecret,whichwasamarriagesecretbetweenhimselfandhiswife。Anydirectappealtoamanofthesteward’sdisposition,inthesteward’spresentstateofmind,wouldbeevidentlyuseless。Theweaponofdeceptionwas,inthiscase,aweaponliterallyforcedintoMidwinter’shands。HeletgoofMr。Bashwood’sarm,andacceptedMr。Bashwood’sexplanation。

  “Ibegyourpardon。”hesaid;“Ihavenodoubtyouareright。

  Prayattributemyrudenesstoover-anxietyandover-fatigue。I

  wishyougood-evening。”

  Thestationwasbythistimealmostasolitude,thepassengersbythetrainbeingassembledattheexaminationoftheirluggageinthecustom-housewaiting-room。Itwasnoeasymatter,ostensiblytotakeleaveofMr。Bashwood,andreallytokeephiminview。

  ButMidwinter’searlylifewiththegypsymasterhadbeenofanaturetopracticehiminsuchstratagemsashewasnowcompelledtoadopt。Hewalkedawaytowardthewaiting-roombythelineofemptycarriages;openedthedoorofoneofthem,asiftolookaftersomethingthathehadleftbehind,anddetectedMr。

  Bashwoodmakingforthecab-rankontheoppositesideoftheplatform。InaninstantMidwinterhadcrossed,andhadpassedthroughthelongrowofvehicles,soastoskirtitonthesidefurthestfromtheplatform。Heenteredthesecondcabbytheleft-handdoorthemomentafterMr。Bashwoodhadenteredthefirstcabbytheright-handdoor。“Doubleyourfare,whateveritis。”hesaidtothedriver,“ifyoukeepthecabbeforeyouinview,andfollowitwhereveritgoes。”Inaminutemorebothvehicleswereontheirwayoutofthestation。

  Theclerksatinthesentry-boxatthegate,takingdownthedestinationsofthecabsastheypassed。Midwinterheardthemanwhowasdrivinghimcallout“Hampstead!“ashewentbytheclerk’swindow。

  “Whydidyousay’Hampstead’?”heasked,whentheyhadleftthestation。

  “Becausethemanbeforemesaid’Hampstead,’sir。”answeredthedriver。

  Overandoveragain,onthewearisomejourneytothenorthwesternsuburb,Midwinteraskedifthecabwasstillinsight。Overandoveragain,themananswered,“Rightinfrontofus。”

  Itwasbetweennineandteno’clockwhenthedriverpulleduphishorseatlast。Midwintergotout,andsawthecabbeforethemwaitingatahousedoor。AssoonashehadsatisfiedhimselfthatthedriverwasthemanwhomMr。Bashwoodhadhired,hepaidthepromisedreward,anddismissedhisowncab。

  Hetookaturnbackwardandforwardbeforethedoor。Thevaguelyterriblesuspicionwhichhadriseninhismindattheterminushadforceditselfbythistimeintoadefiniteformwhichwasabhorrenttohim。Withouttheshadowofanassignablereasonforit,hefoundhimselfblindlydistrustinghiswife’sfidelity,andblindlysuspectingMr。Bashwoodofservingherinthecapacityofgo-between。Insheerhorrorofhisownmorbidfancy,hedeterminedtotakedownthenumberofthehouse,andthenameofthestreetinwhichitstood;andthen,injusticetohiswife,toreturnatoncetotheaddresswhichshehadgivenhimastheaddressatwhichhermotherlived。Hehadtakenouthispocket-book,andwasonhiswaytothecornerofthestreet,whenheobservedthemanwhohaddrivenMr。Bashwoodlookingathimwithanexpressionofinquisitivesurprise。Theideaofquestioningthecab-driver,whilehehadtheopportunity,instantlyoccurredtohim。Hetookahalf-crownfromhispocketandputitintotheman’sreadyhand。

  “Hasthegentlemanwhomyoudrovefromthestationgoneintothathouse?”heasked。

  “Yes,sir。”

  “Didyouhearhiminquireforanybodywhenthedoorwasopened?”

  “Heaskedforalady,sir。Mrs——“Themanhesitated。“Itwasn’tacommonname,sir;IshouldknowitagainifIheardit。”

  “Wasit’Midwinter’?”

  “No,sir。

  “Armadale?”

  “That’sit,sir。Mrs。Armadale。”

  “Areyousureitwas’Mrs。’andnot’Mr。’?”

  “I’massureasamancanbewhohasn’ttakenanyparticularnotice,sir。

  ThedoubtimpliedinthatlastanswerdecidedMidwintertoinvestigatethematteronthespot。Heascendedthehousesteps。

  Asheraisedhishandtothebellatthesideofthedoor,theviolenceofhisagitationmasteredhimphysicallyforthemoment。

  Astrangesensation,asofsomethingleapingupfromhishearttohisbrain,turnedhisheadwildlygiddy。Heheldbythehouserailingsandkepthisfacetotheair,andresolutelywaitedtillhewassteadyagain。Thenherangthebell。

  “Is?”——hetriedtoaskfor“Mrs。Armadale。”whenthemaid-servanthadopenedthedoor,butnotevenhisresolutioncouldforcethenametopasshislips——“isyourmistressathome?”heasked。

  “Yes,sir。”

  Thegirlshowedhimintoabackparlor,andpresentedhimtoalittleoldlady,withanobligingmannerandabrightpairofeyes。

  “Thereissomemistake。”saidMidwinter。“Iwishedtosee——“Oncemorehetriedtoutterthename,andoncemorehefailedtoforceittohislips。

  “Mrs。Armadale?”suggestedthelittleoldlady,withasmile。

  “Yes。”

  “Showthegentlemanupstairs,Jenny。”

  Thegirlledthewaytothedrawing-roomfloor。

  “Anyname。sir?”

  “Noname。”

  Mr。Bashwoodhadbarelycompletedhisreportofwhathadhappenedattheterminus;Mr。Bashwood’simperiousmistresswasstillsittingspeechlessundertheshockofthediscoverythathadburstonher——whenthedooroftheroomopened;and,withoutawordofwarningtoproceedhim,Midwinterappearedonthethreshold。Hetookonestepintotheroom,andmechanicallypushedthedoortobehindhim。Hestoodindeadsilence,andconfrontedhiswife,withascrutinythatwasterribleinitsunnaturalself-possession,andthatenvelopedhersteadilyinonecomprehensivelookfromheadtofoot。

  Indeadsilenceonherside,sherosefromherchair,Indeadsilenceshestooderectonthehearth-rug,andfacedherhusbandinwidow’sweeds。Hetookonestepnearertoher,andstoppedagain。Heliftedhishand,andpointedwithhisleanbrownfingeratherdress。

  “Whatdoesthatmean?”heasked,withoutlosinghisterribleself-possession,andwithoutmovinghisoutstretchedhand。

  Atthesoundofhisvoice,thequickriseandfallofherbosom——whichhadbeentheoneoutwardbetrayalthusfaroftheinneragonythattorturedher——suddenlystopped。Shestoodimpenetrablysilent,breathlesslystill——asifhisquestionhadstruckherdead,andhispointinghandhadpetrifiedher。

  Headvancedonestepnearer,andreiteratedhiswordsinavoiceevenlowerandquieterthanthevoiceinwhichhehadspokenfirst。

  Onemomentmoreofsilence,onemomentmoreofinaction,mighthavebeenthesalvationofher。Butthefatalforceofhercharactertriumphedatthecrisisofherdestiny,andhis。Whiteandstill,andhaggardandold,shemetthedreadfulemergencywithadreadfulcourage,andspoketheirrevocablewordswhichrenouncedhimtohisface。

  “Mr。Midwinter。”shesaid,intonesunnaturallyhardandunnaturallyclear,“ouracquaintancehardlyentitlesyoutospeaktomeinthatmanner。”Thosewereherwords。Sheneverliftedhereyesfromthegroundwhileshespokethem。Whenshehaddone,thelastfaintvestigeofcolorinhercheeksfadedout。

  Therewasapause。Stillsteadilylookingather,hesethimselftofixthelanguageshehadusedtohiminhismind。“Shecallsme’Mr。Midwinter,’“hesaid,slowly,inawhisper。“Shespeaksof’ouracquaintance。’“Hewaitedalittleandlookedroundtheroom。HiswanderingeyesencounteredMr。Bashwoodforthefirsttime。Hesawthestewardstandingnearthefireplace,trembling,andwatchinghim。

  “Ioncedidyouaservice。”hesaid;“andyouoncetoldmeyouwerenotanungratefulman。AreyougratefulenoughtoanswermeifIaskyousomething?”

  Hewaitedalittleagain。Mr。Bashwoodstillstoodtremblingatthefireplace,silentlywatchinghim。

  “Iseeyoulookingatme。”hewenton。“IstheresomechangeinmethatIamnotconsciousofmyself?AmIseeingthingsthatyoudon’tsee?AmIhearingwordsthatyoudon’thear?AmIlookingorspeakinglikeamanoutofhissenses?”

  Againhewaited,andagainthesilencewasunbroken。Hiseyesbegantoglitter;andthesavagebloodthathehadinheritedfromhismotherrosedarkandslowinhisashycheeks。

  “Isthatwoman。”heasked,“thewomanwhomyouonceknew,whosenamewasMissGwilt?”

  Oncemorehiswifecollectedherfatalcourage。Oncemorehiswifespokeherfatalwords。

  “Youcompelmetorepeat。”shesaid,“thatyouarepresumingonouracquaintance,andthatyouareforgettingwhatisduetome。”

  Heturneduponher,withasavagesuddennesswhichforcedacryofalarmfromMr。Bashwood’slips。

  “Areyou,orareyounot,MyWife?”heasked,throughhissetteeth。

  Sheraisedhereyestohisforthefirsttime。Herlostspiritlookedathim,steadilydefiant,outofthehellofitsowndespair。

  “Iam_not_yourwife。”shesaid。

  Hestaggeredback,withhishandsgropingforsomethingtoholdby,likethehandsofamaninthedark。Heleanedheavilyagainstthewalloftheroom,andlookedatthewomanwhohadsleptonhisbosom,andwhohaddeniedhimtohisface。

  Mr。Bashwoodstolepanic-strickentoherside。“Gointhere!“hewhispered,tryingtodrawhertowardthefolding-doorswhichledintothenextroom。“ForGod’ssake,bequick!He’llkillyou!“

  Sheputtheoldmanbackwithherhand。Shelookedathimwithasuddenirradiationofherblankface。Sheansweredhimwithlipsthatstruggledslowlyintoafrightfulsmile。

  “_Let_himkillme。”shesaid。

  Asthewordspassedherlips,hesprangforwardfromthewall,withacrythatrangthroughthehouse。Thefrenzyofamaddenedmanflashedatherfromhisglassyeyes,andclutchedatherinhisthreateninghands。Hecameontillhewaswithinarms-lengthofher——andsuddenlystoodstill。Theblackflushdiedoutofhisfaceintheinstantwhenhestopped。Hiseyelidsfell,hisoutstretchedhandswaveredandsankhelpless。Hedropped,asthedeaddrop。Helayasthedeadlie,inthearmsofthewifewhohaddeniedhim。

  Shekneltonthefloor,andrestedhisheadonherknee。Shecaughtthearmofthestewardhurryingtohelpher,withahandthatclosedrounditlikeavise。“Goforadoctor。”shesaid,“andkeepthepeopleofthehouseawaytillhecomes。”Therewasthatinhereye,therewasthatinhervoice,whichwouldhavewarnedanymanlivingtoobeyherinsilence。InsilenceMr。

  Bashwoodsubmitted,andhurriedoutoftheroom。

  Theinstantshewasalonesheraisedhimfromherknee。Withbotharmsclaspedroundhim,themiserablewomanliftedhislifelessfacetohersandrockedhimonherbosominanagonyoftendernessbeyondallreliefintears,inapassionofremorsebeyondallexpressioninwords。Insilencesheheldhimtoherbreast,insilenceshedevouredhisforehead,hischeeks,hislips,withkisses。Notasoundescapedhertillsheheardthetramplingfootstepsoutside,hurryingupthestairs。Thenalowmoanburstfromherlips,asshelookedherlastathim,andloweredhisheadagaintoherknee,beforethestrangerscamein。

  Thelandladyandthestewardwerethefirstpersonswhomshesawwhenthedoorwasopened。Themedicalmanasurgeonlivinginthestreetfollowed。Thehorrorandthebeautyofherfaceasshelookedupathimabsorbedthesurgeon’sattentionforthemoment,totheexclusionofeverythingelse。Shehadtobeckontohim,shehadtopointtothesenselessman,beforeshecouldclaimhisattentionforhispatientanddivertitfromherself。

  “Ishedead?”sheasked。

  ThesurgeoncarriedMidwintertothesofa,andorderedthewindowstobeopened。“Itisafaintingfit。”hesaid;“nothingmore。”

  Atthatanswerherstrengthfailedherforthefirsttime。Shedrewadeepbreathofrelief,andleanedonthechimney-pieceforsupport。Mr。Bashwoodwastheonlypersonpresentwhonoticedthatshewasovercome。Heledhertotheoppositeendoftheroom,wheretherewasaneasy-chair,leavingthelandladytohandtherestorativestothesurgeonastheywerewanted。

  “Areyougoingtowaitheretillherecovers?”whisperedthesteward,lookingtowardthesofa,andtremblingashelooked。

  Thequestionforcedhertoasenseofherposition——toaknowledgeofthemercilessnecessitieswhichthatpositionnowforcedhertoconfront。Withaheavysighshelookedtowardthesofa,consideredwithherselfforamoment,andansweredMr。

  Bashwood’sinquirybyaquestiononherside。

  “Isthecabthatbroughtyouherefromtherailwaystillatthedoor?”

  “Yes。”

  “DriveatoncetothegatesoftheSanitarium,andwaittheretillIjoinyou。”

  Mr。Bashwoodhesitated。Sheliftedhereyestohis,and,withalook,senthimoutoftheroom。

  “Thegentlemaniscomingto,ma’am。”saidthelandlady,asthestewardclosedthedoor。“Hehasjustbreathedagain。”

  Shebowedinmutereply,rose,andconsideredwithherselfoncemore——lookedtowardthesofaforthesecondtime——thenpassedthroughthefolding-doorsintoherownroom。

  Afterashortlapseoftimethesurgeondrewbackfromthesofaandmotionedtothelandladytostandaside。Thebodilyrecoveryofthepatientwasassured。Therewasnothingtobedonenowbuttowait,andlethismindslowlyrecallitssenseofwhathadhappened。

  “Whereisshe?”werethefirstwordshesaidtothesurgeon,andthelandladyanxiouslywatchinghim。

  Thelandladyknockedatthefolding-doors,andreceivednoanswer。Shewentin,andfoundtheroomempty。Asheetofnote-paperwasonthedressing-table,withthedoctor’sfeeplacedonit。Thepapercontainedtheselines,evidentlywritteningreatagitationoringreathaste:“Itisimpossibleformetoremainhereto-night,afterwhathashappened。Iwillreturnto-morrowtotakeawaymyluggage,andtopaywhatIoweyou。”

  “Whereisshe?”Midwinteraskedagain,whenthelandladyreturnedalonetothedrawing-room。

  “Gone,sir。”

  “Idon’tbelieveit!“

  Theoldlady’scolorrose。“Ifyouknowherhandwriting,sir。”

  sheanswered,handinghimthesheetofnote-paper,“perhapsyoumaybelieve_that?_“

  Helookedatthepaper。“Ibegyourpardon,ma’am。”hesaid,ashehandeditback——“Ibegyourpardon,withallmyheart。”

  Therewassomethinginhisfaceashespokethosewordswhichmorethansoothedtheoldlady’sirritation:ittouchedherwithasuddenpityforthemanwhohadoffendedher。“Iamafraidthereissomedreadfultrouble,sir,atthebottomofallthis。”

  shesaid,simply。“Doyouwishmetogiveanymessagetotheladywhenshecomesback?”

  Midwinterroseandsteadiedhimselfforamomentagainstthesofa。“Iwillbringmyownmessageto-morrow。”hesaid。“Imustseeherbeforesheleavesyourhouse。”

  Thesurgeonaccompaniedhispatientintothestreet。“CanIseeyouhome?”hesaid,kindly。“Youhadbetternotwalk,ifitisfar。Youmustn’toverexertyourself;youmustn’tcatchachillthiscoldnight。”

  Midwintertookhishandandthankedhim。“Ihavebeenusedtohardwalkingandcoldnights,sir。”hesaid;“andIamnoteasilywornout,evenwhenIlooksobrokenasIdonow。Ifyouwilltellmethenearestwayoutofthesestreets,Ithinkthequietofthecountryandthequietofthenightwillhelpme。Ihavesomethingserioustodoto-morrow。”headded,inalowertone;

  “andIcan’trestorsleeptillIhavethoughtoveritto-night。”

  Thesurgeonunderstoodthathehadnocommonmantodealwith。Hegavethenecessarydirectionswithoutanyfurtherremark,andpartedwithhispatientathisowndoor。

  Leftbyhimself,Midwinterpaused,andlookedupattheheavensinsilence。Thenighthadcleared,andthestarswereout——thestarswhichhehadfirstlearnedtoknowfromhisgypsymasteronthehillside。Forthefirsttimehismindwentbackregretfullytohisboyishdays。“Oh,fortheoldlife!“hethought,longingly。“Ineverknewtillnowhowhappytheoldlifewas!“

  Herousedhimself,andwentontowardtheopencountry。Hisfacedarkenedasheleftthestreetsbehindhimandadvancedintothesolitudeandobscuritythatlaybeyond。

  “Shehasdeniedherhusbandto-night。”hesaid。“Sheshallknowhermasterto-morrow。”

  CHAPTERIII。

  THEPURPLEFLASK。

  THEcabwaswaitingatthegatesasMissGwiltapproachedtheSanitarium。Mr。Bashwoodgotoutandadvancedtomeether。Shetookhisarmandledhimasideafewsteps,outofthecabman’shearing。

  “Thinkwhatyoulikeofme。”shesaid,keepingherthickblackveildownoverherface,“butdon’tspeaktometo-night。Drivebacktoyourhotelasifnothinghadhappened。Meetthetidaltrainto-morrowasusual,andcometomeafterwardattheSanitarium。Gowithoutaword,andIshallbelievethereisonemanintheworldwhoreallylovesme。Stayandaskquestions,andIshallbidyougood-byatonceandforever!“

  Shepointedtothecab。InaminutemoreithadlefttheSanitariumandwastakingMr。Bashwoodbacktohishotel。

  Sheopenedtheirongateandwalkedslowlyuptothehousedoor。

  Ashudderranthroughherassherangthebell。Shelaughedbitterly。“Shiveringagain!“shesaidtoherself。“WhowouldhavethoughtIhadsomuchfeelingleftinme?”

  Foronceinherlifethedoctor’sfacetoldthetruth,whenthestudydooropenedbetweentenandelevenatnight,andMissGwiltenteredtheroom。

  “Mercyonme!“heexclaimed,withalookoftheblankestbewilderment。“Whatdoesthismean?”

  “Itmeans。”sheanswered,“thatIhavedecidedto-nightinsteadofdecidingto-morrow。You,whoknowwomensowell,oughttoknowthattheyactonimpulse。Iamhereonanimpulse。Takemeorleaveme,justasyoulike。”

  “Takeyouorleaveyou?”repeatedthedoctor,recoveringhispresenceofmind。“Mydearlady,whatadreadfulwayofputtingit!Yourroomshallbegotreadyinstantly!Whereisyourluggage?Willyouletmesendforit?No?Youcandowithoutyourluggagetonight?Whatadmirablefortitude!Youwillfetchityourselfto-morrow?Whatextraordinaryindependence!Dotakeoffyourbonnet。Dodrawintothefire!WhatcanIofferyou?”

  “Offermethestrongestsleepingdraughtyouevermadeinyourlife。”shereplied。“Andleavemealonetillthetimecomestotakeit。Ishallbeyourpatientinearnest!“sheadded,fiercely,asthedoctorattemptedtoremonstrate。“Ishallbethemaddestofthemadifyouirritatemeto-night!“

  ThePrincipaloftheSanitariumbecamegravelyandbrieflyprofessionalinaninstant。

  “Sitdowninthatdarkcorner。”hesaid。“Notasoulshalldisturbyou。Inhalfanhouryouwillfindyourroomready,andyoursleepingdraughtonthetable。”——“It’sbeenaharderstruggleforherthanIanticipated。”hethought,ashelefttheroom,andcrossedtohisDispensaryontheoppositesideofthehall。“Goodheavens,whatbusinesshasshewithaconscience,aftersuchalifeashershasbeen!“

  TheDispensarywaselaboratelyfittedupwithallthelatestimprovementsinmedicalfurniture。Butoneofthefourwallsoftheroomwasunoccupiedbyshelves,andherethevacantspacewasfilledbyahandsomeantiquecabinetofcarvedwood,curiouslyoutofharmony,asanobject,withtheunornamentedutilitarianaspectoftheplacegenerally。Oneithersideofthecabinettwospeaking-tubeswereinsertedinthewall,communicatingwiththeupperregionsofthehouse,andlabeledrespectively“ResidentDispenser“and“HeadNurse。”Intothesecondofthesetubesthedoctorspoke,onenteringtheroom。Anelderlywomanappeared,tookherordersforpreparingMrs。Armadale’sbed-chamber,courtesied,andretired。

  LeftaloneagainintheDispensary,thedoctorunlockedthecentercompartmentofthecabinet,anddisclosedacollectionofbottlesinside,containingthevariouspoisonsusedinmedicine。

  Aftertakingoutthelaudanumwantedforthesleepingdraught,andplacingitonthedispensarytable,hewentbacktothecabinet,lookedintoitforalittlewhile,shookhisheaddoubtfully,andcrossedtotheopenshelvesontheoppositesideoftheroom。

  Here,aftermoreconsideration,hetookdownoneoutoftherowoflargechemicalbottlesbeforehim,filledwithayellowliquid;placingthebottleonthetable,hereturnedtothecabinet,andopenedasidecompartment,containingsomespecimensofBohemianglass-work。Aftermeasuringitwithhiseye,hetookfromthespecimensahandsomepurpleflask,highandnarrowinform,andclosedbyaglassstopper。Thishefilledwiththeyellowliquid,leavingasmallquantityonlyatthebottomofthebottle,andlockinguptheflaskagainintheplacefromwhichhehadtakenitThebottlewasnextrestoredtoitsplace,afterhavingbeenfilledupwithwaterfromthecisternintheDispensary,mixedwithcertainchemicalliquidsinsmallquantities,whichrestoreditsofarasappearanceswenttotheconditioninwhichithadbeenwhenitwasfirstremovedfromtheshelf。Havingcompletedthesemysteriousproceedings,thedoctorlaughedsoftly,andwentbacktohisspeaking-tubestosummontheResidentDispensernext。

  TheResidentDispensermadehisappearanceshroudedinthenecessarywhiteapronfromhiswaisttohisfeet。Thedoctorsolemnlywroteaprescriptionforacomposingdraught,andhandedittohisassistant。

  “Wantedimmediately,Benjamin。”hesaidinasoftandmelancholyvoice。“Aladypatient——Mrs。Armadale,RoomNo。1,secondfloor。

  Ah,dear,dear!“groanedthedoctor,absently;“ananxiouscase,Benjamin——ananxiouscase。”Heopenedthebrand-newledgeroftheestablishment,andenteredtheCaseatfulllength,withabriefabstractoftheprescription。“Haveyoudonewiththelaudanum?

  Putitback,andlockthecabinet,andgivemethekey。Isthedraughtready?Labelit,’Tobetakenatbedtime,’andgiveittothenurse,Benjamin——giveittothenurse。”

  Whilethedoctor’slipswereissuingthesedirections,thedoctor’shandswereoccupiedinopeningadrawerunderthedeskonwhichtheledgerwasplaced。Hetookoutsomegaylyprintedcardsofadmission“toviewtheSanitarium,betweenthehoursoftwoandfourP。M……”andfilledthemupwiththedateofthenextday,“December10th。”Whenadozenofthecardshadbeenwrappedupinadozenlithographedlettersofinvitation,andinclosedinadozenenvelopes,henextconsultedalistofthefamiliesresidentintheneighborhood,anddirectedtheenvelopesfromthelist。Ringingabellthistime,insteadofspeakingthroughatube,hesummonedtheman-servant,andgavehimtheletters,tobedeliveredbyhandthefirstthingthenextmorning。“Ithinkitwilldo。”saidthedoctor,takingaturnintheDispensarywhentheservanthadgoneout——“Ithinkitwilldo。”Whilehewasstillabsorbedinhisownreflections,thenursere-appearedtoannouncethatthelady’sroomwasready;andthedoctorthereuponformallyreturnedtothestudytocommunicatetheinformationtoMissGwilt。

  Shehadnotmovedsincehelefther。Sherosefromherdarkcornerwhenhemadehisannouncement,and,withoutspeakingorraisingherveil,glidedoutoftheroomlikeaghost。

  Afterabriefinterval,thenursecamedownstairsagain,withawordforhermaster’sprivateear。

  “Theladyhasorderedmetocallherto-morrowatseveno’clock,sir。”shesaid。“Shemeanstofetchherluggageherself,andshewantstohaveacabatthedoorassoonassheisdressed。WhatamItodo?”

  “Dowhattheladytellsyou。”saidthedoctor。

  “ShemaybesafelytrustedtoreturntotheSanitarium。”

  ThebreakfasthourattheSanitariumwashalf-pasteighto’clock。

  BythattimeMissGwilthadsettledeverythingatherlodgings,andhadreturnedwithherluggageinherownpossession。Thedoctorwasquiteamazedatthepromptitudeofhispatient。

  “Whywastesomuchenergy?”heasked,whentheymetatthebreakfast-table。“Whybeinsuchahurry,mydearlady,whenyouhadallthemorningbeforeyou?”

  “Mererestlessness!“shesaid,briefly。“ThelongerIlive,themoreimpatientIget。”

  Thedoctor,whohadnoticedbeforeshespokethatherfacelookedstrangelypaleandoldthatmorning,observed,whensheansweredhim,thatherexpression——naturallymobileinnoordinarydegree——remainedquiteunalteredbytheeffortofspeaking。Therewasnoneoftheusualanimationonherlips,noneoftheusualtemperinhereyes。Hehadneverseenhersoimpenetrablyandcoldlycomposedashesawhernow。“Shehasmadeuphermindatlast。”hethought。“ImaysaytoherthismorningwhatIcouldn’tsaytoherlastnight。”

  Heprefacedthecomingremarksbyawarninglookatherwidow’sdress。

  “Nowyouhavegotyourluggage。”hebegan,gravely,“permitmetosuggestputtingthatcapaway,andwearinganothergown。”

  “Why?”

  “Doyourememberwhatyoutoldmeadayortwosince?”askedthedoctor。“YousaidtherewasachanceofMr。Armadale’sdyinginmySanitarium?”

  “Iwillsayitagain,ifyoulike。”

  “Amoreunlikelychance。”pursuedthedoctor,deafasevertoallawkwardinterruptions,“itishardlypossibletoimagine!Butaslongasitisachanceatall,itisworthconsidering。Say,then,thathedies——diessuddenlyandunexpectedly,andmakesaCoroner’sInquestnecessaryinthehouse。Whatisourcourseinthatcase?Ourcourseistopreservethecharacterstowhichwehavecommittedourselves——youashiswidow,andIasthewitnessofyourmarriage——and,_in_thosecharacters,tocourtthefullestinquiry。Intheentirelyimprobableeventofhisdyingjustwhenwewanthimtodie,myidea——Imightevensay,myresolution——istoadmitthatweknewofhisresurrectionfromthesea;andtoacknowledgethatweinstructedMr。Bashwoodtoentraphimintothishouse,bymeansofafalsestatementaboutMissMilroy。Whentheinevitablequestionsfollow,Iproposetoassertthatheexhibitedsymptomsofmentalalienationshortlyafteryourmarriage;thathisdelusionconsistedindenyingthatyouwerehiswife,andindeclaringthathewasengagedtobemarriedtoMissMilroy;thatyouwereinsuchterrorofhimonthisaccount,whenyouheardhewasaliveandcomingback,astobeinastateofnervousagitationthatrequiredmycare;thatatyourrequest,andtocalmthatnervousagitation,Isawhimprofessionally,andgothimquietlyintothehousebyahumoringofhisdelusion,perfectlyjustifiableinsuchacase;and,lastly,thatIcancertifyhisbraintohavebeenaffectedbyoneofthosemysteriousdisorders,eminentlyincurable,eminentlyfatal,inrelationtowhichmedicalscienceisstillinthedark。

  Suchacourseasthisintheremotelypossibleeventwhichwearenowsupposingwouldbe,inyourinterestsandmine,unquestionablytherightcoursetotake;andsuchadressas_that_is,justascertainly,underexistingcircumstances,thewrongdresstowear。”

  “ShallItakeitoffatonce?”sheasked,risingfromthebreakfast-table,withoutawordofremarkonwhathadjustbeensaidtoher。

  “Anytimebeforetwoo’clockto-daywilldo。”saidthedoctor。

  Shelookedathimwithalanguidcuriosity——nothingmore。“Whybeforetwo?”sheinquired。

  “Becausethisisoneofmy’Visitors’Days,’Andthevisitors’

  timeisfromtwotofour。”

  “WhathaveItodowithyourvisitors?”

  “Simplythis。Ithinkitimportantthatperfectlyrespectableandperfectlydisinterestedwitnessesshouldseeyou,inmyhouse,inthecharacterofaladywhohascometoconsultme。”

  “Yourmotiveseemsratherfar-fetched,Isittheonlymotiveyouhaveinthematter?”

  “Mydear,dearlady!“remonstratedthedoctor,“haveIanyconcealmentsfrom_you?_Surely,yououghttoknowmebetterthanthat?”

  “Yes。”shesaid,withawearycontempt。“It’sdullenoughofmenottounderstandyoubythistime。SendwordupstairswhenIamwanted。”Shelefthim,andwentbacktoherroom。

  Twoo’clockcame;andinaquarterofanhourafterwardthevisitorshadarrived。Shortasthenoticehadbeen,cheerlessastheSanitariumlookedtospectatorsfromwithout,thedoctor’sinvitationhadbeenlargelyaccepted,nevertheless,bythefemalemembersofthefamilieswhomhehadaddressed。InthemiserablemonotonyofthelivesledbyalargesectionofthemiddleclassesofEngland,anythingiswelcometothewomenwhichoffersthemanysortofharmlessrefugefromtheestablishedtyrannyoftheprinciplethatallhumanhappinessbeginsandendsathome。

  Whiletheimperiousneedsofacommercialcountrylimitedtherepresentativesofthemalesex,amongthedoctor’svisitors,toonefeebleoldmanandonesleepylittleboy,thewomen,poorsouls,tothenumberofnolessthansixteen——oldandyoung,marriedandsingle——hadseizedthegoldenopportunityofaplungeintopubliclife。Harmoniouslyunitedbythetwocommonobjectswhichtheyallhadinview——inthefirstplace,tolookateachother,and,inthesecondplace,tolookattheSanitarium——theystreamedinneatlydressedprocessionthroughthedoctor’sdrearyirongates,withathinvarnishoverthemofassumedsuperioritytoallunladylikeexcitement,mostsignificantandmostpitiabletosee!

  TheproprietoroftheSanitariumreceivedhisvisitorsinthehallwithMissGwiltonhisarm。Thehungryeyesofeverywomaninthecompanyoverlookedthedoctorasifnosuchpersonhadexisted;and,fixingonthestrangelady,devouredherfromheadtofootinaninstant。

  “MyFirstInmate。”saidthedoctor,presentingMissGwilt。“Thisladyonlyarrivedlatelastnight;andshetakesthepresentopportunitytheonlyonemymorning’sengagementshaveallowedmetogiveherofgoingovertheSanitarium——Allowme,ma’am。”

  hewenton,releasingMissGwilt,andgivinghisarmtotheeldestladyamongthevisitors。“Shatterednerves——domesticanxiety。”hewhispered,confidentially。“Sweetwoman!sadcase!“

  Hesighedsoftly,andledtheoldladyacrossthehall。

  Theflockofvisitorsfollowed,MissGwiltaccompanyingtheminsilence,andwalkingalone——amongthem,butnotofthem——thelastofall。

  “Thegrounds,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor,wheelinground,andaddressinghisaudiencefromthefootofthestairs,“are,asyouhaveseen,inapartiallyunfinishedcondition。

  Underanycircumstances,Ishouldlaylittlestressonthegrounds,havingHampsteadHeathsonearathand,andcarriageexerciseandhorseexercisebeingpartsofmySystem。Inalesserdegree,itisalsonecessaryformetoaskyourindulgenceforthebasementfloor,onwhichwenowstand。Thewaiting-roomandstudyonthatside,andtheDispensaryontheothertowhichI

  shallpresentlyaskyourattention,arecompleted。Butthelargedrawing-roomisstillinthedecorator’shands。Inthatroomwhenthewallsaredry——notamomentbeforemyinmateswillassembleforcheerfulsociety。Nothingwillbesparedthatcanimprove,elevate,andadornlifeatthesehappylittlegatherings。Everyevening,forexample,therewillbemusicforthosewholikeit。”

  Atthispointtherewasafaintstiramongthevisitors。Amotherofafamilyinterruptedthedoctor。Shebeggedtoknowwhethermusic“everyevening“includedSundayevening;and,ifso,whatmusicwasperformed?

  “Sacredmusic,ofcourse,ma’am。”saidthedoctor。“HandelonSundayevening——andHaydnoccasionally,whennottoocheerful。

  But,asIwasabouttosay,musicisnottheonlyentertainmentofferedtomynervousinmates。Amusingreadingisprovidedforthosewhopreferbooks。”

  Therewasanotherstiramongthevisitors。Anothermotherofafamilywishedtoknowwhetheramusingreadingmeantnovels。

  “OnlysuchnovelsasIhaveselectedandperusedmyself,inthefirstinstance。”saidthedoctor。“Nothingpainful,ma’am!Theremaybeplentythatispainfulinreallife;butforthatveryreason,wedon’twantitinbooks。TheEnglishnovelistwhoentersmyhousenoforeignnovelistwillbeadmittedmustunderstandhisartasthehealthy-mindedEnglishreaderunderstandsitinourtime。Hemustknowthatourpurermoderntaste,ourhighermodernmorality,limitshimtodoingexactlytwothingsforus,whenhewritesusabook。Allwewantofhimis——occasionallytomakeuslaugh;andinvariablytomakeuscomfortable。”

  Therewasathirdstiramongthevisitors——causedplainlythistimebyapprovalofthesentimentswhichtheyhadjustheard。Thedoctor,wiselycautiousofdisturbingthefavorableimpressionthathehadproduced,droppedthesubjectofthedrawing-room,andledthewayupstairs。Asbefore,thecompanyfollowed;and,asbefore,MissGwiltwalkedsilentlybehindthem,lastofall。

  Oneafteranothertheladieslookedatherwiththeideaofspeaking,andsawsomethinginherface,utterlyunintelligibletothem,whichcheckedthewell-meantwordsontheirlips。TheprevalentimpressionwasthatthePrincipaloftheSanitariumhadbeendelicatelyconcealingthetruth,andthathisfirstinmatewasmad。

  Thedoctorledtheway——withintervalsofbreathing-timeaccordedtotheoldladyonhisarm——straighttothetopofthehouse。

  Havingcollectedhisvisitorsinthecorridor,andhavingwavedhishandindicativelyatthenumbereddoorsopeningoutofitoneitherside,heinvitedthecompanytolookintoanyoralloftheroomsattheirownpleasure。

  “Numbersonetofour,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor,“includethedormitoriesoftheattendants。Numbersfourtoeightareroomsintendedfortheaccommodationofthepoorerclassofpatients,whomIreceiveontermswhichsimplycovermyexpenditure——nothingmore。Inthecasesofthesepoorerpersonsamongmysufferingfellowcreatures,personalpietyandtherecommendationoftwoclergymenareindispensabletoadmission。

  ThosearetheonlyconditionsImake;butthoseIinsiston。Prayobservethattheroomsareallventilated,andthebedsteadsallironandkindlynotice,aswedescendagaintothesecondfloor,thatthereisadoorshuttingoffallcommunicationbetweenthesecondstoryandthetopstorywhennecessary。Theroomsonthesecondfloor,whichwehavenowreached,arewiththeexceptionofmyownroomentirelydevotedtothereceptionoflady-inmates——experiencehavingconvincedmethatthegreatersensitivenessofthefemaleconstitutionnecessitatesthehigherpositionofthesleepingapartment,withaviewtothegreaterpurityandfreercirculationoftheair。Heretheladiesareestablishedimmediatelyundermycare,whilemyassistant-physicianwhomIexpecttoarriveinaweek’stime

  looksafterthegentlemenonthefloorbeneath。Observe,again,aswedescendtothislower,orfirstfloor,aseconddoor,closingallcommunicationatnightbetweenthetwostoriestoeveryonebuttheassistantphysicianandmyself。Andnowthatwehavereachedthegentleman’spartofthehouse,andthatyouhaveobservedforyourselvestheregulationsoftheestablishment,permitmetointroduceyoutoaspecimenofmysystemoftreatmentnext。Icanexemplifyitpractically,byintroducingyoutoaroomfittedup,undermyowndirection,fortheaccommodationofthemostcomplicatedcasesofnervoussufferingandnervousdelusionthatcancomeundermycare。”

  Hethrewopenthedoorofaroomatoneextremityofthecorridor,numberedFour。“Lookin,ladiesandgentlemen。”hesaid;“and,ifyouseeanythingremarkable,praymentionit。”

  Theroomwasnotverylarge,butitwaswelllitbyonebroadwindow。Comfortablyfurnishedasabedroom,itwasonlyremarkableamongotherroomsofthesamesortinoneway。Ithadnofireplace。Thevisitorshavingnoticedthis,wereinformedthattheroomwaswarmedinwinterbymeansofhotwater;andweretheninvitedbackagainintothecorridor,tomakethediscoveries,underprofessionaldirection,whichtheywereunabletomakeforthemselves。

  “Aword,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor;“literallyaword,onnervousderangementfirst。Whatistheprocessoftreatment,when,letussay,mentalanxietyhasbrokenyoudown,andyouapplytoyourdoctor?Heseesyou,hearsyou,andgivesyoutwoprescriptions。Oneiswrittenonpaper,andmadeupatthechemist’s。Theotherisadministeredbywordofmouth,atthepropitiousmomentwhenthefeeisready;andconsistsinageneralrecommendationtoyoutokeepyourmindeasy。Thatexcellentadvicegiven,yourdoctorleavesyoutospareyourselfallearthlyannoyancesbyyourownunaidedefforts,untilhecallsagain。HeremySystemstepsinandhelpsyou!When_I_seethenecessityofkeepingyourmindeasy,Itakethebullbythehornsanddoitforyou。Iplaceyouinasphereofactioninwhichthetenthousandtrifleswhichmust,anddo,irritatenervouspeopleathomeareexpresslyconsideredandprovidedagainst。IthrowupimpregnablemoralintrenchmentsbetweenWorryandYou。Findadoorbangingin_this_house,ifyoucan!Catchaservantin_this_houserattlingthetea-thingswhenhetakesawaythetray!Discoverbarkingdogs,crowingcocks,hammeringworkmen,screechingchildren_here_——andIengagetocloseMySanitariumto-morrow!Arethesenuisanceslaughingmatterstonervouspeople?Askthem!Cantheyescapethesenuisancesathome?Askthem!Willtenminutes’irritationfromabarkingdogorascreechingchildundoeveryatomofgooddonetoanervoussuffererbyamonth’smedicaltreatment?Thereisn’tacompetentdoctorinEnglandwhowillventuretodenyit!OnthoseplaingroundsmySystemisbased。Iassertthemedicaltreatmentofnervoussufferingtobeentirelysubsidiarytothemoraltreatmentofit。Thatmoraltreatmentofityoufindhere。Thatmoraltreatment,sedulouslypursuedthroughouttheday,followsthesuffererintohisroomatnight;andsoothes,helpsandcureshim,withouthisownknowledge——youshallseehow。”

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