ATTHETERMINUS。
ONthenightofthe2dofDecember,Mr。BashwoodtookuphispostofobservationattheterminusoftheSouth-easternRailwayforthefirsttime。Itwasanearlierdate,bysixdays,thanthedatewhichAllanhadhimselffixedforhisreturn。Butthedoctor,takingcounselofhismedicalexperience,hadconsidereditjustprobablethat“Mr。Armadalemightbeperverseenough,athisenviableage,torecoversoonerthanhismedicaladvisersmighthaveanticipated。”Forcaution’ssake,therefore,Mr。
Bashwoodwasinstructedtobeginwatchingthearrivalofthetidaltrainsonthedayafterhehadreceivedhisemployer’sletter。
Fromthe2dtothe7thofDecember,thestewardwaitedpunctuallyontheplatform,sawthetrainscomein,andsatisfiedhimself,eveningafterevening,thatthetravelerswereallstrangerstohim。Fromthe2dtothe7thofDecember,MissGwilttoreturntothenameunderwhichsheisbestknowninthesepagesreceivedhisdailyreport,sometimesdeliveredpersonally,sometimessentbyletter。Thedoctor,towhomthereportswerecommunicated,receivedtheminhisturnwithunabatedconfidenceintheprecautionsthathadbeenadopteduptothemorningofthe8th。
OnthatdatetheirritationofcontinuedsuspensehadproducedachangefortheworseinMissGwilt’svariabletemper,whichwasperceptibletoeveryoneabouther,andwhich,strangelyenough,wasreflectedbyanequallymarkedchangeinthedoctor’smannerwhenhecametopayhisusualvisit。Byacoincidencesoextraordinarythathisenemiesmighthavesuspecteditofnotbeingacoincidenceatall,themorningonwhichMissGwiltlostherpatienceprovedtobealsothemorningonwhichthedoctorlosthisconfidenceforthefirsttime。
“Nonews,ofcourse。”hesaid,sittingdownwithaheavysigh。
“Well!well!“
MissGwiltlookedupathimirritablyfromherwork。
“Youseemstrangelydepressedthismorning。”shesaid。“Whatareyouafraidofnow?”
“Theimputationofbeingafraid,madam。”answeredthedoctor,solemnly,“isnotanimputationtocastrashlyonanyman——evenwhenhebelongstosuchanessentiallypeacefulprofessionasmine。Iamnotafraid。Iamasyoumorecorrectlyputitinthefirstinstancestrangelydepressed。Mynatureis,asyouknow,naturallysanguine,andIonlyseeto-daywhatbutformyhabitualhopefulnessImighthaveseen,andoughttohaveseen,aweeksince。”
MissGwiltimpatientlythrewdownherwork。“Ifwordscostmoney。”shesaid,“theluxuryoftalkingwouldberatheranexpensiveluxuryinyourcase!“
“WhichImighthaveseen,andoughttohaveseen。”reiteratedthedoctor,withouttakingtheslightestnoticeoftheinterruption,“aweeksince。Toputitplainly,IfeelbynomeanssocertainasIdidthatMr。Armadalewillconsent,withoutastruggle,tothetermswhichitismyinterestandinaminordegreeyours
toimposeonhim。Observe!Idon’tquestionourentrappinghimsuccessfullyintotheSanitarium:IonlydoubtwhetherhewillprovequiteasmanageableasIoriginallyanticipatedwhenwehavegothimthere。Say。”remarkedthedoctor,raisinghiseyesforthefirsttime,andfixingtheminsteadyinquiryonMissGwilt——“saythatheisbold,obstinate,whatyouplease;andthatheholdsout——holdsoutforweekstogether,formonthstogether,asmeninsimilarsituationstohishaveheldoutbeforehim。
Whatfollows?Theriskofkeepinghimforciblyinconcealment——ofsuppressinghim,ifImaysoexpressmyself——increasesatcompoundinterest,andbecomesEnormous!Myhouseisatthismomentvirtuallyreadyforpatients。Patientsmaypresentthemselvesinaweek’stime。PatientsmaycommunicatewithMr。
Armadale,orMr。Armadalemaycommunicatewithpatients。Anotemaybesmuggledoutofthehouse,andmayreachtheCommissionersinLunacy。Eveninthecaseofanunlicensedestablishmentlikemine,thosegentlemen——no!thosechartereddespotsinalandofliberty——haveonlytoapplytotheLordChancellorforanorder,andtoenterbyheavens,toenterMySanitarium!andsearchthehousefromtoptobottomatamoment’snotice!Idon’twishtodespond;Idon’twishtoalarmyou;Idon’tpretendtosaythatthemeanswearetakingtosecureyourownsafetyareanyotherthanthebestmeansatourdisposal。AllIaskyoutodoistoimaginetheCommissionersinthehouse——andthentoconceivetheconsequences。Theconsequences!“repeatedthedoctor,gettingsternlyonhisfeet,andtakinguphishatasifhemeanttoleavetheroom。
“Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”askedMissGwilt。
“Haveyouanyremarks。”rejoinedthedoctor,“toofferonyourside?”
Hestood,hatinhand,waiting。Forafullminutethetwolookedateachotherinsilence。
MissGwiltspokefirst。
“IthinkIunderstandyou。”shesaid,suddenlyrecoveringhercomposure。
“Ibegyourpardon。”returnedthedoctor,withhishandtohisear。“Whatdidyousay?”
“Nothing。”
“Nothing?”
“Ifyouhappenedtocatchanotherflythismorning。”saidMissGwilt,withabitterlysarcasticemphasisonthewords,“Imightbecapableofshockingyoubyanother’littlejoke。’“
Thedoctorheldupbothhands,inpolitedeprecation,andlookedasifhewasbeginningtorecoverhisgoodhumoragain。
“Hard。”hemurmured,gently,“nottohaveforgivenmethatunluckyblunderofmine,evenyet!“
“Whatelsehaveyoutosay?Iamwaitingforyou。”saidMissGwilt。Sheturnedherchairtothewindowscornfully,andtookupherworkagain,asshespoke。
Thedoctorcamebehindher,andputhishandonthebackofherchair。
“Ihaveaquestiontoask,inthefirstplace。”hesaid;“andameasureofnecessaryprecautiontosuggest,inthesecond。Ifyouwillhonormewithyourattention,Iwillputthequestionfirst。”
“Iamlistening。”
“YouknowthatMr。Armadaleisalive。”pursuedthedoctor,“andyouknowthatheiscomingbacktoEngland。Whydoyoucontinuetowearyourwidow’sdress?”
Sheansweredhimwithoutaninstant’shesitation,steadilygoingonwithherwork。
“BecauseIamofasanguinedisposition,likeyou。Imeantotrusttothechapterofaccidentstotheverylast。Mr。Armadalemaydieyet,onhiswayhome。”
“Andsupposehegetshomealive——whatthen?”
“Thenthereisanotherchancestillleft。”
“Whatisit,pray?”
“HemaydieinyourSanitarium。”
“Madam!“remonstratedthedoctor,inthedeepbasswhichhereservedforhisoutburstsofvirtuousindignation。“Wait!youspokeofthechapterofaccidents。”heresumed,glidingbackintohissofterconversationaltones。“Yes!yes!ofcourse。I
understandyouthistime。Eventhehealingartisatthemercyofaccidents;evensuchaSanitariumasmineisliabletobesurprisedbyDeath。Justso!justso!“saidthedoctor,concedingthequestionwiththeutmostimpartiality。“There_is_thechapterofaccidents,Iadmit——ifyouchoosetotrusttoit。
Mind!Isayemphatically,_if_youchoosetotrusttoit。”
Therewasanothermomentofsilence——silencesoprofoundthatnothingwasaudibleintheroombuttherapid_click_ofMissGwilt’sneedlethroughherwork。
“Goon。”shesaid;“youhaven’tdoneyet。”
“True!“saidthedoctor。“Havingputmyquestion,Ihavemymeasureofprecautiontoimpressonyounext。Youwillsee,mydearmadam,thatIamnotdisposedtotrusttothechapterofaccidentsonmyside。ReflectionhasconvincedmethatyouandI
arenotlogicallyspeakingsoconvenientlysituatedaswemightbeincaseofemergency。Cabsare,asyet,rareinthisrapidlyimprovingneighborhood。Iamtwentyminutes’walkfromyou;youaretwentyminutes’walkfromme。IknownothingofMr。
Armadale’scharacter;youknowitwell。Itmightbenecessary——vitallynecessary——toappealtoyoursuperiorknowledgeofhimatamoment’snotice。AndhowamItodothatunlesswearewithineasyreachofeachother,underthesameroof?Inbothourinterests,Ibegtoinviteyou,mydearmadam,tobecomeforalimitedperiodaninmateofMySanitarium。”
MissGwilt’srapidneedlesuddenlystopped。“Iunderstandyou。”
shesaidagain,asquietlyasbefore。
“Ibegyourpardon。”saidthedoctor,withanotherattackofdeafness,andwithhishandoncemoreathisear。
Shelaughedtoherself——alow,terriblelaugh,whichstartledeventhedoctorintotakinghishandoffthebackofherchair。
“AninmateofyourSanitarium?”sherepeated。“Youconsultappearancesineverythingelse;doyouproposetoconsultappearancesinreceivingmeintoyourhouse?”
“Mostassuredly!“repliedthedoctor,withenthusiasm。“Iamsurprisedatyouraskingmethequestion!Didyoueverknowamanofanyeminenceinmyprofessionwhosetappearancesatdefiance?
Ifyouhonormebyacceptingmyinvitation,youenterMySanitariuminthemostunimpeachableofallpossiblecharacters——inthecharacterofaPatient。”
“Whendoyouwantmyanswer?”
“Canyoudecideto-day?”
“To-morrow?”
“Yes。Haveyouanythingmoretosay?”
’’Nothingmore。”
“Leaveme,then。_I_don’tkeepupappearances。Iwishtobealone,andIsayso。Good-morning。”
“Oh,thesex!thesex!“saidthedoctor,withhisexcellenttemperinperfectworkingorderagain。“Sodelightfullyimpulsive!socharminglyrecklessofwhattheysayorhowtheysayit!’Oh,woman,inourhoursofease,uncertain,coy,andhardtoplease!’There!there!there!Good-morning!“
MissGwiltroseandlookedafterhimcontemptuouslyfromthewindow,whenthestreetdoorhadclosed,andhehadleftthehouse。
“Armadalehimselfdrovemetoitthefirsttime。”shesaid。
“Manueldrovemetoitthesecondtime——Youcowardlyscoundrel!
shallIlet_you_drivemetoitforthethirdtime,andthelast?”
Sheturnedfromthewindow,andlookedthoughtfullyatherwidow’sdressintheglass。
Thehoursofthedaypassed——andshedecidednothing。Thenightcame——andshehesitatedstill。Thenewmorningdawned——andtheterriblequestionwasstillunanswered。
Bytheearlyposttherecamealetterforher。ItwasMr。
Bashwood’susualreport。AgainhehadwatchedforAllan’sarrival,andagaininvain。
“I’llhavemoretime!“shedetermined,passionately。“NomanaliveshallhurrymefasterthanIlike!“
Atbreakfastthatmorningthemorningofthe9ththedoctorwassurprisedinhisstudybyavisitfromMissGwilt。
“Iwantanotherday。”shesaid,themomenttheservanthadclosedthedooronher。
Thedoctorlookedatherbeforeheanswered,andsawthedangerofdrivinghertoextremitiesplainlyexpressedinherface。
“Thetimeisgettingon。”heremonstrated,inhismostpersuasivemanner。“Forallweknowtothecontrary,Mr。Armadalemaybehereto-night。”
“Iwantanotherday!“sherepeated,loudlyandpassionately。
“Granted!“saidthedoctor,lookingnervouslytowardthedoor。
“Don’tbetooloud——theservantsmayhearyou。Mind!“headded,“Idependonyourhonornottopressmeforanyfurtherdelay。”
“Youhadbetterdependonmydespair。”shesaid,andlefthim。
Thedoctorchippedtheshellofhisegg,andlaughedsoftly。
“Quiteright,mydear!“hethought。“Irememberwhereyourdespairledyouinpasttimes;andIthinkImaytrustittoleadyouthesamewaynow。”
Ataquartertoeighto’clockthatnightMr。Bashwoodtookuphispostofobservation,asusual,ontheplatformoftheterminusatLondonBridge。Hewasinthehighestgoodspirits;hesmiledandsmirkedinirrepressibleexultation。ThesensethatheheldinreserveameansofinfluenceoverMissGwilt,invirtueofhisknowledgeofherpastcareer,hadhadnoshareineffectingthetransformationthatnowappearedinhim。IthadupheldhiscourageinhisforlornlifeatThorpeAmbrose,andithadgivenhimthatincreasedconfidenceofmannerwhichMissGwiltherselfhadnoticed;but,fromthemomentwhenhehadregainedhisoldplaceinherfavor,ithadvanishedasamotivepowerinhim,annihilatedbytheelectricshockofhertouchandherlook。Hisvanity——thevanitywhichinmenathisageisonlydespairindisguise——hadnowliftedhimtotheseventhheavenoffatuoushappinessoncemore。Hebelievedinheragainashebelievedinthesmartnewwinterovercoatthathewore——ashebelievedinthedaintylittlecaneappropriatetothedawningdandyismofladsintheirteensthatheflourishedinhishand。Hehummed!Theworn-outoldcreature,whohadnotsungsincehischildhood,hummed,ashepacedtheplatform,thefewfragmentshecouldrememberofaworn-outoldsong。
Thetrainwasdueasearlyaseighto’clockthatnight。Atfiveminutespastthehourthewhistlesounded。Inlessthanfiveminutesmorethepassengersweregettingoutontheplatform。
Followingtheinstructionsthathadbeengiventohim,Mr。
Bashwoodmadehisway,aswellasthecrowdwouldlethim,alongthelineofcarriages,and,discoveringnofamiliarfaceonthatfirstinvestigation,joinedthepassengersforasecondsearchamongtheminthecustom-housewaiting-roomnext。
Hehadlookedroundtheroom,andhadsatisfiedhimselfthatthepersonsoccupyingitwereallstrangers,whenheheardavoicebehindhim,exclaiming:“CanthatbeMr。Bashwood!“Heturnedineagerexpectation,andfoundhimselffacetofacewiththelastmanunderheavenwhomhehadexpectedtosee。
ThemanwasMIDWINTER。
CHAPTERII。
INTHEHOUSE。
NOTICINGMr。Bashwood’sconfusionafteramoment’sglanceatthechangeinhispersonalappearance,Midwinterspokefirst。
“IseeIhavesurprisedyou。”hesaid。“Youarelooking,I
suppose,forsomebodyelse?HaveyouheardfromAllan?Isheonhiswayhomeagainalready?”
TheinquiryaboutAllan,thoughitwouldnaturallyhavesuggesteditselftoanyoneinMidwinter’spositionatthatmoment,addedtoMr。Bashwood’sconfusion。Notknowinghowelsetoextricatehimselffromthecriticalpositioninwhichhewasplaced,hetookrefugeinsimpledenial。
“IknownothingaboutMr。Armadale——ohdear,no,sir,IknownothingaboutMr。Armadale。”heanswered,withneedlesseagernessandhurry。“WelcomebacktoEngland,sir。”hewenton,changingthesubjectinhisnervouslytalkativemanner。“Ididn’tknowyouhadbeenabroad。It’ssolongsincewehavehadthepleasure——sinceIhavehadthepleasure。Haveyouenjoyedyourself,sir,inforeignparts?Suchdifferentmannersfromours——yes,yes,yes——suchdifferentmannersfromours!DoyoumakealongstayinEngland,nowyouhavecomeback?”
“Ihardlyknow。”saidMidwinter。“Ihavebeenobligedtoaltermyplans,andtocometoEnglandunexpectedly。”Hehesitatedalittle;hismannerchanged,andheadded,inlowertones:“A
seriousanxietyhasbroughtmeback。Ican’tsaywhatmyplanswillbeuntilthatanxietyissetatrest。”
Thelightofalampfellonhisfacewhilehespoke,andMr。
Bashwoodobserved,forthefirsttime,thathelookedsadlywornandchanged。
“I’msorry,sir——I’msureI’mverysorry。IfIcouldbeofanyuse——“suggestedMr。Bashwood,speakingundertheinfluenceinsomedegreeofhisnervouspoliteness,andinsomedegreeofhisremembranceofwhatMidwinterhaddoneforhimatThorpeAmbroseintheby-gonetime。
Midwinterthankedhimandturnedawaysadly。“Iamafraidyoucanbeofnouse,Mr。Bashwood——butIamobligedtoyouforyouroffer,allthesame。”Hestopped,andconsideredalittle,“Supposesheshould_not_beill?Supposesomemisfortuneshouldhavehappened?”heresumed,speakingtohimself,andturningagaintowardthesteward。“Ifshehaslefthermother,sometraceofher_might_befoundbyinquiringatThorpeAmbrose。”
Mr。Bashwood’scuriositywasinstantlyaroused。Thewholesexwasinterestingtohimnow,forthesakeofMissGwilt。
“Alady,sir?”heinquired。“Areyoulookingforalady?”
“Iamlooking。”saidMidwinter,simply,“formywife。”
“Married,sir!“exclaimedMr。Bashwood。“MarriedsinceIlasthadthepleasureofseeingyou!MightItakethelibertyofasking——?”
Midwinter’seyesdroppeduneasilytotheground。
“Youknewtheladyinformertimes。”hesaid。“IhavemarriedMissGwilt。”
Thestewardstartedbackashemighthavestartedbackfromaloadedpistolleveledathishead。Hiseyesglaredasifhehadsuddenlylosthissenses,andthenervoustremblingtowhichhewassubjectshookhimfromheadtofoot。
“What’sthematter?”saidMidwinter。Therewasnoanswer。“Whatistheresoverystartling。”hewenton,alittleimpatiently,“inMissGwilt’sbeingmywife?”
“_Your_wife?”repeatedMr。Bashwood,helplessly。“Mrs。
Armadale——!“Hecheckedhimselfbyadesperateeffort,andsaidnomore。
ThestuporofastonishmentwhichpossessedthestewardwasinstantlyreflectedinMidwinter’sface。Thenameinwhichhehadsecretlymarriedhiswifehadpassedthelipsofthelastmanintheworldwhomhewouldhavedreamedofadmittingintohisconfidence!HetookMr。Bashwoodbythearm,andledhimawaytoaquieterpartoftheterminusthanthepartofitinwhichtheyhadhithertospokentoeachother。
“Youreferredtomywifejustnow。”hesaid;“andyouspokeof_Mrs。Armadale_inthesamebreath。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?”
Againtherewasnoanswer。Utterlyincapableofunderstandingmorethanthathehadinvolvedhimselfinsomeseriouscomplicationwhichwasacompletemysterytohim,Mr。Bashwoodstruggledtoextricatehimselffromthegraspthatwaslaidonhim,andstruggledinvain。
Midwintersternlyrepeatedthequestion。“Iaskyouagain。”hesaid,“whatdoyoumeanbyit?”
“Nothing,sir!Igiveyoumywordofhonor,Imeantnothing!“Hefeltthehandonhisarmtighteningitsgrasp;hesaw,evenintheobscurityoftheremotecornerinwhichtheystood,thatMidwinter’sfierytemperwasrising,andwasnottobetrifledwith。Theextremityofhisdangerinspiredhimwiththeonereadycapacitythatatimidmanpossesseswhenheiscompelledbymainforcetofaceanemergency——thecapacitytolie。“Ionlymeanttosay,sir。”heburstout,withadesperateefforttolookandspeakconfidently,“thatMr。Armadalewouldbesurprised——“
“Yousaid_Mrs。_Armadale!“
“No,sir——onmywordofhonor,onmysacredwordofhonor,youaremistaken——youare,indeed!Isaid_Mr。_Armadale——howcouldI
sayanythingelse?Pleasetoletmego,sir——I’mpressedfortime。IdoassureyouI’mdreadfullypressedfortime!“
ForamomentlongerMidwintermaintainedhishold,andinthatmomenthedecidedwhattodo。
HehadaccuratelystatedhismotiveforreturningtoEnglandasproceedingfromanxietyabouthiswife——anxietynaturallycausedaftertheregularreceiptofaletterfromhereveryother,oreverythirddaybythesuddencessationofthecorrespondencebetweenthemonhersideforawholeweek。Thefirstvaguelyterriblesuspicionofsomeotherreasonforhersilencethanthereasonofaccidentorofillness,towhichhehadhithertoattributedit,hadstruckthroughhimlikeasuddenchilltheinstantheheardthestewardassociatethenameof“Mrs。
Armadale“withtheideaofhiswife。Littleirregularitiesinhercorrespondencewithhim,whichhehadthusfaronlythoughtstrange,nowcamebackonhismind,andproclaimedthemselvestobesuspicionsaswell。Hehadhithertobelievedthereasonsshehadgivenforreferringhim,whenheansweredherletters,tonomoredefiniteaddressthananaddressatapost-office。_Now_hesuspectedherreasonsofbeingexcuses,forthefirsttime。Hehadhithertoresolved,onreachingLondon,toinquireattheonlyplaceheknewofatwhichaclewtohercouldbefound——theaddressshehadgivenhimastheaddressatwhich“hermother“
lived。_Now_withamotivewhichhewasafraidtodefineeventohimself,butwhichwasstrongenoughtooverbeareveryotherconsiderationinhismindhedetermined,beforeallthings,tosolvethemysteryofMr。Bashwood’sfamiliaritywithasecret,whichwasamarriagesecretbetweenhimselfandhiswife。Anydirectappealtoamanofthesteward’sdisposition,inthesteward’spresentstateofmind,wouldbeevidentlyuseless。Theweaponofdeceptionwas,inthiscase,aweaponliterallyforcedintoMidwinter’shands。HeletgoofMr。Bashwood’sarm,andacceptedMr。Bashwood’sexplanation。
“Ibegyourpardon。”hesaid;“Ihavenodoubtyouareright。
Prayattributemyrudenesstoover-anxietyandover-fatigue。I
wishyougood-evening。”
Thestationwasbythistimealmostasolitude,thepassengersbythetrainbeingassembledattheexaminationoftheirluggageinthecustom-housewaiting-room。Itwasnoeasymatter,ostensiblytotakeleaveofMr。Bashwood,andreallytokeephiminview。
ButMidwinter’searlylifewiththegypsymasterhadbeenofanaturetopracticehiminsuchstratagemsashewasnowcompelledtoadopt。Hewalkedawaytowardthewaiting-roombythelineofemptycarriages;openedthedoorofoneofthem,asiftolookaftersomethingthathehadleftbehind,anddetectedMr。
Bashwoodmakingforthecab-rankontheoppositesideoftheplatform。InaninstantMidwinterhadcrossed,andhadpassedthroughthelongrowofvehicles,soastoskirtitonthesidefurthestfromtheplatform。Heenteredthesecondcabbytheleft-handdoorthemomentafterMr。Bashwoodhadenteredthefirstcabbytheright-handdoor。“Doubleyourfare,whateveritis。”hesaidtothedriver,“ifyoukeepthecabbeforeyouinview,andfollowitwhereveritgoes。”Inaminutemorebothvehicleswereontheirwayoutofthestation。
Theclerksatinthesentry-boxatthegate,takingdownthedestinationsofthecabsastheypassed。Midwinterheardthemanwhowasdrivinghimcallout“Hampstead!“ashewentbytheclerk’swindow。
“Whydidyousay’Hampstead’?”heasked,whentheyhadleftthestation。
“Becausethemanbeforemesaid’Hampstead,’sir。”answeredthedriver。
Overandoveragain,onthewearisomejourneytothenorthwesternsuburb,Midwinteraskedifthecabwasstillinsight。Overandoveragain,themananswered,“Rightinfrontofus。”
Itwasbetweennineandteno’clockwhenthedriverpulleduphishorseatlast。Midwintergotout,andsawthecabbeforethemwaitingatahousedoor。AssoonashehadsatisfiedhimselfthatthedriverwasthemanwhomMr。Bashwoodhadhired,hepaidthepromisedreward,anddismissedhisowncab。
Hetookaturnbackwardandforwardbeforethedoor。Thevaguelyterriblesuspicionwhichhadriseninhismindattheterminushadforceditselfbythistimeintoadefiniteformwhichwasabhorrenttohim。Withouttheshadowofanassignablereasonforit,hefoundhimselfblindlydistrustinghiswife’sfidelity,andblindlysuspectingMr。Bashwoodofservingherinthecapacityofgo-between。Insheerhorrorofhisownmorbidfancy,hedeterminedtotakedownthenumberofthehouse,andthenameofthestreetinwhichitstood;andthen,injusticetohiswife,toreturnatoncetotheaddresswhichshehadgivenhimastheaddressatwhichhermotherlived。Hehadtakenouthispocket-book,andwasonhiswaytothecornerofthestreet,whenheobservedthemanwhohaddrivenMr。Bashwoodlookingathimwithanexpressionofinquisitivesurprise。Theideaofquestioningthecab-driver,whilehehadtheopportunity,instantlyoccurredtohim。Hetookahalf-crownfromhispocketandputitintotheman’sreadyhand。
“Hasthegentlemanwhomyoudrovefromthestationgoneintothathouse?”heasked。
“Yes,sir。”
“Didyouhearhiminquireforanybodywhenthedoorwasopened?”
“Heaskedforalady,sir。Mrs——“Themanhesitated。“Itwasn’tacommonname,sir;IshouldknowitagainifIheardit。”
“Wasit’Midwinter’?”
“No,sir。
“Armadale?”
“That’sit,sir。Mrs。Armadale。”
“Areyousureitwas’Mrs。’andnot’Mr。’?”
“I’massureasamancanbewhohasn’ttakenanyparticularnotice,sir。
ThedoubtimpliedinthatlastanswerdecidedMidwintertoinvestigatethematteronthespot。Heascendedthehousesteps。
Asheraisedhishandtothebellatthesideofthedoor,theviolenceofhisagitationmasteredhimphysicallyforthemoment。
Astrangesensation,asofsomethingleapingupfromhishearttohisbrain,turnedhisheadwildlygiddy。Heheldbythehouserailingsandkepthisfacetotheair,andresolutelywaitedtillhewassteadyagain。Thenherangthebell。
“Is?”——hetriedtoaskfor“Mrs。Armadale。”whenthemaid-servanthadopenedthedoor,butnotevenhisresolutioncouldforcethenametopasshislips——“isyourmistressathome?”heasked。
“Yes,sir。”
Thegirlshowedhimintoabackparlor,andpresentedhimtoalittleoldlady,withanobligingmannerandabrightpairofeyes。
“Thereissomemistake。”saidMidwinter。“Iwishedtosee——“Oncemorehetriedtoutterthename,andoncemorehefailedtoforceittohislips。
“Mrs。Armadale?”suggestedthelittleoldlady,withasmile。
“Yes。”
“Showthegentlemanupstairs,Jenny。”
Thegirlledthewaytothedrawing-roomfloor。
“Anyname。sir?”
“Noname。”
Mr。Bashwoodhadbarelycompletedhisreportofwhathadhappenedattheterminus;Mr。Bashwood’simperiousmistresswasstillsittingspeechlessundertheshockofthediscoverythathadburstonher——whenthedooroftheroomopened;and,withoutawordofwarningtoproceedhim,Midwinterappearedonthethreshold。Hetookonestepintotheroom,andmechanicallypushedthedoortobehindhim。Hestoodindeadsilence,andconfrontedhiswife,withascrutinythatwasterribleinitsunnaturalself-possession,andthatenvelopedhersteadilyinonecomprehensivelookfromheadtofoot。
Indeadsilenceonherside,sherosefromherchair,Indeadsilenceshestooderectonthehearth-rug,andfacedherhusbandinwidow’sweeds。Hetookonestepnearertoher,andstoppedagain。Heliftedhishand,andpointedwithhisleanbrownfingeratherdress。
“Whatdoesthatmean?”heasked,withoutlosinghisterribleself-possession,andwithoutmovinghisoutstretchedhand。
Atthesoundofhisvoice,thequickriseandfallofherbosom——whichhadbeentheoneoutwardbetrayalthusfaroftheinneragonythattorturedher——suddenlystopped。Shestoodimpenetrablysilent,breathlesslystill——asifhisquestionhadstruckherdead,andhispointinghandhadpetrifiedher。
Headvancedonestepnearer,andreiteratedhiswordsinavoiceevenlowerandquieterthanthevoiceinwhichhehadspokenfirst。
Onemomentmoreofsilence,onemomentmoreofinaction,mighthavebeenthesalvationofher。Butthefatalforceofhercharactertriumphedatthecrisisofherdestiny,andhis。Whiteandstill,andhaggardandold,shemetthedreadfulemergencywithadreadfulcourage,andspoketheirrevocablewordswhichrenouncedhimtohisface。
“Mr。Midwinter。”shesaid,intonesunnaturallyhardandunnaturallyclear,“ouracquaintancehardlyentitlesyoutospeaktomeinthatmanner。”Thosewereherwords。Sheneverliftedhereyesfromthegroundwhileshespokethem。Whenshehaddone,thelastfaintvestigeofcolorinhercheeksfadedout。
Therewasapause。Stillsteadilylookingather,hesethimselftofixthelanguageshehadusedtohiminhismind。“Shecallsme’Mr。Midwinter,’“hesaid,slowly,inawhisper。“Shespeaksof’ouracquaintance。’“Hewaitedalittleandlookedroundtheroom。HiswanderingeyesencounteredMr。Bashwoodforthefirsttime。Hesawthestewardstandingnearthefireplace,trembling,andwatchinghim。
“Ioncedidyouaservice。”hesaid;“andyouoncetoldmeyouwerenotanungratefulman。AreyougratefulenoughtoanswermeifIaskyousomething?”
Hewaitedalittleagain。Mr。Bashwoodstillstoodtremblingatthefireplace,silentlywatchinghim。
“Iseeyoulookingatme。”hewenton。“IstheresomechangeinmethatIamnotconsciousofmyself?AmIseeingthingsthatyoudon’tsee?AmIhearingwordsthatyoudon’thear?AmIlookingorspeakinglikeamanoutofhissenses?”
Againhewaited,andagainthesilencewasunbroken。Hiseyesbegantoglitter;andthesavagebloodthathehadinheritedfromhismotherrosedarkandslowinhisashycheeks。
“Isthatwoman。”heasked,“thewomanwhomyouonceknew,whosenamewasMissGwilt?”
Oncemorehiswifecollectedherfatalcourage。Oncemorehiswifespokeherfatalwords。
“Youcompelmetorepeat。”shesaid,“thatyouarepresumingonouracquaintance,andthatyouareforgettingwhatisduetome。”
Heturneduponher,withasavagesuddennesswhichforcedacryofalarmfromMr。Bashwood’slips。
“Areyou,orareyounot,MyWife?”heasked,throughhissetteeth。
Sheraisedhereyestohisforthefirsttime。Herlostspiritlookedathim,steadilydefiant,outofthehellofitsowndespair。
“Iam_not_yourwife。”shesaid。
Hestaggeredback,withhishandsgropingforsomethingtoholdby,likethehandsofamaninthedark。Heleanedheavilyagainstthewalloftheroom,andlookedatthewomanwhohadsleptonhisbosom,andwhohaddeniedhimtohisface。
Mr。Bashwoodstolepanic-strickentoherside。“Gointhere!“hewhispered,tryingtodrawhertowardthefolding-doorswhichledintothenextroom。“ForGod’ssake,bequick!He’llkillyou!“
Sheputtheoldmanbackwithherhand。Shelookedathimwithasuddenirradiationofherblankface。Sheansweredhimwithlipsthatstruggledslowlyintoafrightfulsmile。
“_Let_himkillme。”shesaid。
Asthewordspassedherlips,hesprangforwardfromthewall,withacrythatrangthroughthehouse。Thefrenzyofamaddenedmanflashedatherfromhisglassyeyes,andclutchedatherinhisthreateninghands。Hecameontillhewaswithinarms-lengthofher——andsuddenlystoodstill。Theblackflushdiedoutofhisfaceintheinstantwhenhestopped。Hiseyelidsfell,hisoutstretchedhandswaveredandsankhelpless。Hedropped,asthedeaddrop。Helayasthedeadlie,inthearmsofthewifewhohaddeniedhim。
Shekneltonthefloor,andrestedhisheadonherknee。Shecaughtthearmofthestewardhurryingtohelpher,withahandthatclosedrounditlikeavise。“Goforadoctor。”shesaid,“andkeepthepeopleofthehouseawaytillhecomes。”Therewasthatinhereye,therewasthatinhervoice,whichwouldhavewarnedanymanlivingtoobeyherinsilence。InsilenceMr。
Bashwoodsubmitted,andhurriedoutoftheroom。
Theinstantshewasalonesheraisedhimfromherknee。Withbotharmsclaspedroundhim,themiserablewomanliftedhislifelessfacetohersandrockedhimonherbosominanagonyoftendernessbeyondallreliefintears,inapassionofremorsebeyondallexpressioninwords。Insilencesheheldhimtoherbreast,insilenceshedevouredhisforehead,hischeeks,hislips,withkisses。Notasoundescapedhertillsheheardthetramplingfootstepsoutside,hurryingupthestairs。Thenalowmoanburstfromherlips,asshelookedherlastathim,andloweredhisheadagaintoherknee,beforethestrangerscamein。
Thelandladyandthestewardwerethefirstpersonswhomshesawwhenthedoorwasopened。Themedicalmanasurgeonlivinginthestreetfollowed。Thehorrorandthebeautyofherfaceasshelookedupathimabsorbedthesurgeon’sattentionforthemoment,totheexclusionofeverythingelse。Shehadtobeckontohim,shehadtopointtothesenselessman,beforeshecouldclaimhisattentionforhispatientanddivertitfromherself。
“Ishedead?”sheasked。
ThesurgeoncarriedMidwintertothesofa,andorderedthewindowstobeopened。“Itisafaintingfit。”hesaid;“nothingmore。”
Atthatanswerherstrengthfailedherforthefirsttime。Shedrewadeepbreathofrelief,andleanedonthechimney-pieceforsupport。Mr。Bashwoodwastheonlypersonpresentwhonoticedthatshewasovercome。Heledhertotheoppositeendoftheroom,wheretherewasaneasy-chair,leavingthelandladytohandtherestorativestothesurgeonastheywerewanted。
“Areyougoingtowaitheretillherecovers?”whisperedthesteward,lookingtowardthesofa,andtremblingashelooked。
Thequestionforcedhertoasenseofherposition——toaknowledgeofthemercilessnecessitieswhichthatpositionnowforcedhertoconfront。Withaheavysighshelookedtowardthesofa,consideredwithherselfforamoment,andansweredMr。
Bashwood’sinquirybyaquestiononherside。
“Isthecabthatbroughtyouherefromtherailwaystillatthedoor?”
“Yes。”
“DriveatoncetothegatesoftheSanitarium,andwaittheretillIjoinyou。”
Mr。Bashwoodhesitated。Sheliftedhereyestohis,and,withalook,senthimoutoftheroom。
“Thegentlemaniscomingto,ma’am。”saidthelandlady,asthestewardclosedthedoor。“Hehasjustbreathedagain。”
Shebowedinmutereply,rose,andconsideredwithherselfoncemore——lookedtowardthesofaforthesecondtime——thenpassedthroughthefolding-doorsintoherownroom。
Afterashortlapseoftimethesurgeondrewbackfromthesofaandmotionedtothelandladytostandaside。Thebodilyrecoveryofthepatientwasassured。Therewasnothingtobedonenowbuttowait,andlethismindslowlyrecallitssenseofwhathadhappened。
“Whereisshe?”werethefirstwordshesaidtothesurgeon,andthelandladyanxiouslywatchinghim。
Thelandladyknockedatthefolding-doors,andreceivednoanswer。Shewentin,andfoundtheroomempty。Asheetofnote-paperwasonthedressing-table,withthedoctor’sfeeplacedonit。Thepapercontainedtheselines,evidentlywritteningreatagitationoringreathaste:“Itisimpossibleformetoremainhereto-night,afterwhathashappened。Iwillreturnto-morrowtotakeawaymyluggage,andtopaywhatIoweyou。”
“Whereisshe?”Midwinteraskedagain,whenthelandladyreturnedalonetothedrawing-room。
“Gone,sir。”
“Idon’tbelieveit!“
Theoldlady’scolorrose。“Ifyouknowherhandwriting,sir。”
sheanswered,handinghimthesheetofnote-paper,“perhapsyoumaybelieve_that?_“
Helookedatthepaper。“Ibegyourpardon,ma’am。”hesaid,ashehandeditback——“Ibegyourpardon,withallmyheart。”
Therewassomethinginhisfaceashespokethosewordswhichmorethansoothedtheoldlady’sirritation:ittouchedherwithasuddenpityforthemanwhohadoffendedher。“Iamafraidthereissomedreadfultrouble,sir,atthebottomofallthis。”
shesaid,simply。“Doyouwishmetogiveanymessagetotheladywhenshecomesback?”
Midwinterroseandsteadiedhimselfforamomentagainstthesofa。“Iwillbringmyownmessageto-morrow。”hesaid。“Imustseeherbeforesheleavesyourhouse。”
Thesurgeonaccompaniedhispatientintothestreet。“CanIseeyouhome?”hesaid,kindly。“Youhadbetternotwalk,ifitisfar。Youmustn’toverexertyourself;youmustn’tcatchachillthiscoldnight。”
Midwintertookhishandandthankedhim。“Ihavebeenusedtohardwalkingandcoldnights,sir。”hesaid;“andIamnoteasilywornout,evenwhenIlooksobrokenasIdonow。Ifyouwilltellmethenearestwayoutofthesestreets,Ithinkthequietofthecountryandthequietofthenightwillhelpme。Ihavesomethingserioustodoto-morrow。”headded,inalowertone;
“andIcan’trestorsleeptillIhavethoughtoveritto-night。”
Thesurgeonunderstoodthathehadnocommonmantodealwith。Hegavethenecessarydirectionswithoutanyfurtherremark,andpartedwithhispatientathisowndoor。
Leftbyhimself,Midwinterpaused,andlookedupattheheavensinsilence。Thenighthadcleared,andthestarswereout——thestarswhichhehadfirstlearnedtoknowfromhisgypsymasteronthehillside。Forthefirsttimehismindwentbackregretfullytohisboyishdays。“Oh,fortheoldlife!“hethought,longingly。“Ineverknewtillnowhowhappytheoldlifewas!“
Herousedhimself,andwentontowardtheopencountry。Hisfacedarkenedasheleftthestreetsbehindhimandadvancedintothesolitudeandobscuritythatlaybeyond。
“Shehasdeniedherhusbandto-night。”hesaid。“Sheshallknowhermasterto-morrow。”
CHAPTERIII。
THEPURPLEFLASK。
THEcabwaswaitingatthegatesasMissGwiltapproachedtheSanitarium。Mr。Bashwoodgotoutandadvancedtomeether。Shetookhisarmandledhimasideafewsteps,outofthecabman’shearing。
“Thinkwhatyoulikeofme。”shesaid,keepingherthickblackveildownoverherface,“butdon’tspeaktometo-night。Drivebacktoyourhotelasifnothinghadhappened。Meetthetidaltrainto-morrowasusual,andcometomeafterwardattheSanitarium。Gowithoutaword,andIshallbelievethereisonemanintheworldwhoreallylovesme。Stayandaskquestions,andIshallbidyougood-byatonceandforever!“
Shepointedtothecab。InaminutemoreithadlefttheSanitariumandwastakingMr。Bashwoodbacktohishotel。
Sheopenedtheirongateandwalkedslowlyuptothehousedoor。
Ashudderranthroughherassherangthebell。Shelaughedbitterly。“Shiveringagain!“shesaidtoherself。“WhowouldhavethoughtIhadsomuchfeelingleftinme?”
Foronceinherlifethedoctor’sfacetoldthetruth,whenthestudydooropenedbetweentenandelevenatnight,andMissGwiltenteredtheroom。
“Mercyonme!“heexclaimed,withalookoftheblankestbewilderment。“Whatdoesthismean?”
“Itmeans。”sheanswered,“thatIhavedecidedto-nightinsteadofdecidingto-morrow。You,whoknowwomensowell,oughttoknowthattheyactonimpulse。Iamhereonanimpulse。Takemeorleaveme,justasyoulike。”
“Takeyouorleaveyou?”repeatedthedoctor,recoveringhispresenceofmind。“Mydearlady,whatadreadfulwayofputtingit!Yourroomshallbegotreadyinstantly!Whereisyourluggage?Willyouletmesendforit?No?Youcandowithoutyourluggagetonight?Whatadmirablefortitude!Youwillfetchityourselfto-morrow?Whatextraordinaryindependence!Dotakeoffyourbonnet。Dodrawintothefire!WhatcanIofferyou?”
“Offermethestrongestsleepingdraughtyouevermadeinyourlife。”shereplied。“Andleavemealonetillthetimecomestotakeit。Ishallbeyourpatientinearnest!“sheadded,fiercely,asthedoctorattemptedtoremonstrate。“Ishallbethemaddestofthemadifyouirritatemeto-night!“
ThePrincipaloftheSanitariumbecamegravelyandbrieflyprofessionalinaninstant。
“Sitdowninthatdarkcorner。”hesaid。“Notasoulshalldisturbyou。Inhalfanhouryouwillfindyourroomready,andyoursleepingdraughtonthetable。”——“It’sbeenaharderstruggleforherthanIanticipated。”hethought,ashelefttheroom,andcrossedtohisDispensaryontheoppositesideofthehall。“Goodheavens,whatbusinesshasshewithaconscience,aftersuchalifeashershasbeen!“
TheDispensarywaselaboratelyfittedupwithallthelatestimprovementsinmedicalfurniture。Butoneofthefourwallsoftheroomwasunoccupiedbyshelves,andherethevacantspacewasfilledbyahandsomeantiquecabinetofcarvedwood,curiouslyoutofharmony,asanobject,withtheunornamentedutilitarianaspectoftheplacegenerally。Oneithersideofthecabinettwospeaking-tubeswereinsertedinthewall,communicatingwiththeupperregionsofthehouse,andlabeledrespectively“ResidentDispenser“and“HeadNurse。”Intothesecondofthesetubesthedoctorspoke,onenteringtheroom。Anelderlywomanappeared,tookherordersforpreparingMrs。Armadale’sbed-chamber,courtesied,andretired。
LeftaloneagainintheDispensary,thedoctorunlockedthecentercompartmentofthecabinet,anddisclosedacollectionofbottlesinside,containingthevariouspoisonsusedinmedicine。
Aftertakingoutthelaudanumwantedforthesleepingdraught,andplacingitonthedispensarytable,hewentbacktothecabinet,lookedintoitforalittlewhile,shookhisheaddoubtfully,andcrossedtotheopenshelvesontheoppositesideoftheroom。
Here,aftermoreconsideration,hetookdownoneoutoftherowoflargechemicalbottlesbeforehim,filledwithayellowliquid;placingthebottleonthetable,hereturnedtothecabinet,andopenedasidecompartment,containingsomespecimensofBohemianglass-work。Aftermeasuringitwithhiseye,hetookfromthespecimensahandsomepurpleflask,highandnarrowinform,andclosedbyaglassstopper。Thishefilledwiththeyellowliquid,leavingasmallquantityonlyatthebottomofthebottle,andlockinguptheflaskagainintheplacefromwhichhehadtakenitThebottlewasnextrestoredtoitsplace,afterhavingbeenfilledupwithwaterfromthecisternintheDispensary,mixedwithcertainchemicalliquidsinsmallquantities,whichrestoreditsofarasappearanceswenttotheconditioninwhichithadbeenwhenitwasfirstremovedfromtheshelf。Havingcompletedthesemysteriousproceedings,thedoctorlaughedsoftly,andwentbacktohisspeaking-tubestosummontheResidentDispensernext。
TheResidentDispensermadehisappearanceshroudedinthenecessarywhiteapronfromhiswaisttohisfeet。Thedoctorsolemnlywroteaprescriptionforacomposingdraught,andhandedittohisassistant。
“Wantedimmediately,Benjamin。”hesaidinasoftandmelancholyvoice。“Aladypatient——Mrs。Armadale,RoomNo。1,secondfloor。
Ah,dear,dear!“groanedthedoctor,absently;“ananxiouscase,Benjamin——ananxiouscase。”Heopenedthebrand-newledgeroftheestablishment,andenteredtheCaseatfulllength,withabriefabstractoftheprescription。“Haveyoudonewiththelaudanum?
Putitback,andlockthecabinet,andgivemethekey。Isthedraughtready?Labelit,’Tobetakenatbedtime,’andgiveittothenurse,Benjamin——giveittothenurse。”
Whilethedoctor’slipswereissuingthesedirections,thedoctor’shandswereoccupiedinopeningadrawerunderthedeskonwhichtheledgerwasplaced。Hetookoutsomegaylyprintedcardsofadmission“toviewtheSanitarium,betweenthehoursoftwoandfourP。M……”andfilledthemupwiththedateofthenextday,“December10th。”Whenadozenofthecardshadbeenwrappedupinadozenlithographedlettersofinvitation,andinclosedinadozenenvelopes,henextconsultedalistofthefamiliesresidentintheneighborhood,anddirectedtheenvelopesfromthelist。Ringingabellthistime,insteadofspeakingthroughatube,hesummonedtheman-servant,andgavehimtheletters,tobedeliveredbyhandthefirstthingthenextmorning。“Ithinkitwilldo。”saidthedoctor,takingaturnintheDispensarywhentheservanthadgoneout——“Ithinkitwilldo。”Whilehewasstillabsorbedinhisownreflections,thenursere-appearedtoannouncethatthelady’sroomwasready;andthedoctorthereuponformallyreturnedtothestudytocommunicatetheinformationtoMissGwilt。
Shehadnotmovedsincehelefther。Sherosefromherdarkcornerwhenhemadehisannouncement,and,withoutspeakingorraisingherveil,glidedoutoftheroomlikeaghost。
Afterabriefinterval,thenursecamedownstairsagain,withawordforhermaster’sprivateear。
“Theladyhasorderedmetocallherto-morrowatseveno’clock,sir。”shesaid。“Shemeanstofetchherluggageherself,andshewantstohaveacabatthedoorassoonassheisdressed。WhatamItodo?”
“Dowhattheladytellsyou。”saidthedoctor。
“ShemaybesafelytrustedtoreturntotheSanitarium。”
ThebreakfasthourattheSanitariumwashalf-pasteighto’clock。
BythattimeMissGwilthadsettledeverythingatherlodgings,andhadreturnedwithherluggageinherownpossession。Thedoctorwasquiteamazedatthepromptitudeofhispatient。
“Whywastesomuchenergy?”heasked,whentheymetatthebreakfast-table。“Whybeinsuchahurry,mydearlady,whenyouhadallthemorningbeforeyou?”
“Mererestlessness!“shesaid,briefly。“ThelongerIlive,themoreimpatientIget。”
Thedoctor,whohadnoticedbeforeshespokethatherfacelookedstrangelypaleandoldthatmorning,observed,whensheansweredhim,thatherexpression——naturallymobileinnoordinarydegree——remainedquiteunalteredbytheeffortofspeaking。Therewasnoneoftheusualanimationonherlips,noneoftheusualtemperinhereyes。Hehadneverseenhersoimpenetrablyandcoldlycomposedashesawhernow。“Shehasmadeuphermindatlast。”hethought。“ImaysaytoherthismorningwhatIcouldn’tsaytoherlastnight。”
Heprefacedthecomingremarksbyawarninglookatherwidow’sdress。
“Nowyouhavegotyourluggage。”hebegan,gravely,“permitmetosuggestputtingthatcapaway,andwearinganothergown。”
“Why?”
“Doyourememberwhatyoutoldmeadayortwosince?”askedthedoctor。“YousaidtherewasachanceofMr。Armadale’sdyinginmySanitarium?”
“Iwillsayitagain,ifyoulike。”
“Amoreunlikelychance。”pursuedthedoctor,deafasevertoallawkwardinterruptions,“itishardlypossibletoimagine!Butaslongasitisachanceatall,itisworthconsidering。Say,then,thathedies——diessuddenlyandunexpectedly,andmakesaCoroner’sInquestnecessaryinthehouse。Whatisourcourseinthatcase?Ourcourseistopreservethecharacterstowhichwehavecommittedourselves——youashiswidow,andIasthewitnessofyourmarriage——and,_in_thosecharacters,tocourtthefullestinquiry。Intheentirelyimprobableeventofhisdyingjustwhenwewanthimtodie,myidea——Imightevensay,myresolution——istoadmitthatweknewofhisresurrectionfromthesea;andtoacknowledgethatweinstructedMr。Bashwoodtoentraphimintothishouse,bymeansofafalsestatementaboutMissMilroy。Whentheinevitablequestionsfollow,Iproposetoassertthatheexhibitedsymptomsofmentalalienationshortlyafteryourmarriage;thathisdelusionconsistedindenyingthatyouwerehiswife,andindeclaringthathewasengagedtobemarriedtoMissMilroy;thatyouwereinsuchterrorofhimonthisaccount,whenyouheardhewasaliveandcomingback,astobeinastateofnervousagitationthatrequiredmycare;thatatyourrequest,andtocalmthatnervousagitation,Isawhimprofessionally,andgothimquietlyintothehousebyahumoringofhisdelusion,perfectlyjustifiableinsuchacase;and,lastly,thatIcancertifyhisbraintohavebeenaffectedbyoneofthosemysteriousdisorders,eminentlyincurable,eminentlyfatal,inrelationtowhichmedicalscienceisstillinthedark。
Suchacourseasthisintheremotelypossibleeventwhichwearenowsupposingwouldbe,inyourinterestsandmine,unquestionablytherightcoursetotake;andsuchadressas_that_is,justascertainly,underexistingcircumstances,thewrongdresstowear。”
“ShallItakeitoffatonce?”sheasked,risingfromthebreakfast-table,withoutawordofremarkonwhathadjustbeensaidtoher。
“Anytimebeforetwoo’clockto-daywilldo。”saidthedoctor。
Shelookedathimwithalanguidcuriosity——nothingmore。“Whybeforetwo?”sheinquired。
“Becausethisisoneofmy’Visitors’Days,’Andthevisitors’
timeisfromtwotofour。”
“WhathaveItodowithyourvisitors?”
“Simplythis。Ithinkitimportantthatperfectlyrespectableandperfectlydisinterestedwitnessesshouldseeyou,inmyhouse,inthecharacterofaladywhohascometoconsultme。”
“Yourmotiveseemsratherfar-fetched,Isittheonlymotiveyouhaveinthematter?”
“Mydear,dearlady!“remonstratedthedoctor,“haveIanyconcealmentsfrom_you?_Surely,yououghttoknowmebetterthanthat?”
“Yes。”shesaid,withawearycontempt。“It’sdullenoughofmenottounderstandyoubythistime。SendwordupstairswhenIamwanted。”Shelefthim,andwentbacktoherroom。
Twoo’clockcame;andinaquarterofanhourafterwardthevisitorshadarrived。Shortasthenoticehadbeen,cheerlessastheSanitariumlookedtospectatorsfromwithout,thedoctor’sinvitationhadbeenlargelyaccepted,nevertheless,bythefemalemembersofthefamilieswhomhehadaddressed。InthemiserablemonotonyofthelivesledbyalargesectionofthemiddleclassesofEngland,anythingiswelcometothewomenwhichoffersthemanysortofharmlessrefugefromtheestablishedtyrannyoftheprinciplethatallhumanhappinessbeginsandendsathome。
Whiletheimperiousneedsofacommercialcountrylimitedtherepresentativesofthemalesex,amongthedoctor’svisitors,toonefeebleoldmanandonesleepylittleboy,thewomen,poorsouls,tothenumberofnolessthansixteen——oldandyoung,marriedandsingle——hadseizedthegoldenopportunityofaplungeintopubliclife。Harmoniouslyunitedbythetwocommonobjectswhichtheyallhadinview——inthefirstplace,tolookateachother,and,inthesecondplace,tolookattheSanitarium——theystreamedinneatlydressedprocessionthroughthedoctor’sdrearyirongates,withathinvarnishoverthemofassumedsuperioritytoallunladylikeexcitement,mostsignificantandmostpitiabletosee!
TheproprietoroftheSanitariumreceivedhisvisitorsinthehallwithMissGwiltonhisarm。Thehungryeyesofeverywomaninthecompanyoverlookedthedoctorasifnosuchpersonhadexisted;and,fixingonthestrangelady,devouredherfromheadtofootinaninstant。
“MyFirstInmate。”saidthedoctor,presentingMissGwilt。“Thisladyonlyarrivedlatelastnight;andshetakesthepresentopportunitytheonlyonemymorning’sengagementshaveallowedmetogiveherofgoingovertheSanitarium——Allowme,ma’am。”
hewenton,releasingMissGwilt,andgivinghisarmtotheeldestladyamongthevisitors。“Shatterednerves——domesticanxiety。”hewhispered,confidentially。“Sweetwoman!sadcase!“
Hesighedsoftly,andledtheoldladyacrossthehall。
Theflockofvisitorsfollowed,MissGwiltaccompanyingtheminsilence,andwalkingalone——amongthem,butnotofthem——thelastofall。
“Thegrounds,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor,wheelinground,andaddressinghisaudiencefromthefootofthestairs,“are,asyouhaveseen,inapartiallyunfinishedcondition。
Underanycircumstances,Ishouldlaylittlestressonthegrounds,havingHampsteadHeathsonearathand,andcarriageexerciseandhorseexercisebeingpartsofmySystem。Inalesserdegree,itisalsonecessaryformetoaskyourindulgenceforthebasementfloor,onwhichwenowstand。Thewaiting-roomandstudyonthatside,andtheDispensaryontheothertowhichI
shallpresentlyaskyourattention,arecompleted。Butthelargedrawing-roomisstillinthedecorator’shands。Inthatroomwhenthewallsaredry——notamomentbeforemyinmateswillassembleforcheerfulsociety。Nothingwillbesparedthatcanimprove,elevate,andadornlifeatthesehappylittlegatherings。Everyevening,forexample,therewillbemusicforthosewholikeit。”
Atthispointtherewasafaintstiramongthevisitors。Amotherofafamilyinterruptedthedoctor。Shebeggedtoknowwhethermusic“everyevening“includedSundayevening;and,ifso,whatmusicwasperformed?
“Sacredmusic,ofcourse,ma’am。”saidthedoctor。“HandelonSundayevening——andHaydnoccasionally,whennottoocheerful。
But,asIwasabouttosay,musicisnottheonlyentertainmentofferedtomynervousinmates。Amusingreadingisprovidedforthosewhopreferbooks。”
Therewasanotherstiramongthevisitors。Anothermotherofafamilywishedtoknowwhetheramusingreadingmeantnovels。
“OnlysuchnovelsasIhaveselectedandperusedmyself,inthefirstinstance。”saidthedoctor。“Nothingpainful,ma’am!Theremaybeplentythatispainfulinreallife;butforthatveryreason,wedon’twantitinbooks。TheEnglishnovelistwhoentersmyhousenoforeignnovelistwillbeadmittedmustunderstandhisartasthehealthy-mindedEnglishreaderunderstandsitinourtime。Hemustknowthatourpurermoderntaste,ourhighermodernmorality,limitshimtodoingexactlytwothingsforus,whenhewritesusabook。Allwewantofhimis——occasionallytomakeuslaugh;andinvariablytomakeuscomfortable。”
Therewasathirdstiramongthevisitors——causedplainlythistimebyapprovalofthesentimentswhichtheyhadjustheard。Thedoctor,wiselycautiousofdisturbingthefavorableimpressionthathehadproduced,droppedthesubjectofthedrawing-room,andledthewayupstairs。Asbefore,thecompanyfollowed;and,asbefore,MissGwiltwalkedsilentlybehindthem,lastofall。
Oneafteranothertheladieslookedatherwiththeideaofspeaking,andsawsomethinginherface,utterlyunintelligibletothem,whichcheckedthewell-meantwordsontheirlips。TheprevalentimpressionwasthatthePrincipaloftheSanitariumhadbeendelicatelyconcealingthetruth,andthathisfirstinmatewasmad。
Thedoctorledtheway——withintervalsofbreathing-timeaccordedtotheoldladyonhisarm——straighttothetopofthehouse。
Havingcollectedhisvisitorsinthecorridor,andhavingwavedhishandindicativelyatthenumbereddoorsopeningoutofitoneitherside,heinvitedthecompanytolookintoanyoralloftheroomsattheirownpleasure。
“Numbersonetofour,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor,“includethedormitoriesoftheattendants。Numbersfourtoeightareroomsintendedfortheaccommodationofthepoorerclassofpatients,whomIreceiveontermswhichsimplycovermyexpenditure——nothingmore。Inthecasesofthesepoorerpersonsamongmysufferingfellowcreatures,personalpietyandtherecommendationoftwoclergymenareindispensabletoadmission。
ThosearetheonlyconditionsImake;butthoseIinsiston。Prayobservethattheroomsareallventilated,andthebedsteadsallironandkindlynotice,aswedescendagaintothesecondfloor,thatthereisadoorshuttingoffallcommunicationbetweenthesecondstoryandthetopstorywhennecessary。Theroomsonthesecondfloor,whichwehavenowreached,arewiththeexceptionofmyownroomentirelydevotedtothereceptionoflady-inmates——experiencehavingconvincedmethatthegreatersensitivenessofthefemaleconstitutionnecessitatesthehigherpositionofthesleepingapartment,withaviewtothegreaterpurityandfreercirculationoftheair。Heretheladiesareestablishedimmediatelyundermycare,whilemyassistant-physicianwhomIexpecttoarriveinaweek’stime
looksafterthegentlemenonthefloorbeneath。Observe,again,aswedescendtothislower,orfirstfloor,aseconddoor,closingallcommunicationatnightbetweenthetwostoriestoeveryonebuttheassistantphysicianandmyself。Andnowthatwehavereachedthegentleman’spartofthehouse,andthatyouhaveobservedforyourselvestheregulationsoftheestablishment,permitmetointroduceyoutoaspecimenofmysystemoftreatmentnext。Icanexemplifyitpractically,byintroducingyoutoaroomfittedup,undermyowndirection,fortheaccommodationofthemostcomplicatedcasesofnervoussufferingandnervousdelusionthatcancomeundermycare。”
Hethrewopenthedoorofaroomatoneextremityofthecorridor,numberedFour。“Lookin,ladiesandgentlemen。”hesaid;“and,ifyouseeanythingremarkable,praymentionit。”
Theroomwasnotverylarge,butitwaswelllitbyonebroadwindow。Comfortablyfurnishedasabedroom,itwasonlyremarkableamongotherroomsofthesamesortinoneway。Ithadnofireplace。Thevisitorshavingnoticedthis,wereinformedthattheroomwaswarmedinwinterbymeansofhotwater;andweretheninvitedbackagainintothecorridor,tomakethediscoveries,underprofessionaldirection,whichtheywereunabletomakeforthemselves。
“Aword,ladiesandgentlemen。”saidthedoctor;“literallyaword,onnervousderangementfirst。Whatistheprocessoftreatment,when,letussay,mentalanxietyhasbrokenyoudown,andyouapplytoyourdoctor?Heseesyou,hearsyou,andgivesyoutwoprescriptions。Oneiswrittenonpaper,andmadeupatthechemist’s。Theotherisadministeredbywordofmouth,atthepropitiousmomentwhenthefeeisready;andconsistsinageneralrecommendationtoyoutokeepyourmindeasy。Thatexcellentadvicegiven,yourdoctorleavesyoutospareyourselfallearthlyannoyancesbyyourownunaidedefforts,untilhecallsagain。HeremySystemstepsinandhelpsyou!When_I_seethenecessityofkeepingyourmindeasy,Itakethebullbythehornsanddoitforyou。Iplaceyouinasphereofactioninwhichthetenthousandtrifleswhichmust,anddo,irritatenervouspeopleathomeareexpresslyconsideredandprovidedagainst。IthrowupimpregnablemoralintrenchmentsbetweenWorryandYou。Findadoorbangingin_this_house,ifyoucan!Catchaservantin_this_houserattlingthetea-thingswhenhetakesawaythetray!Discoverbarkingdogs,crowingcocks,hammeringworkmen,screechingchildren_here_——andIengagetocloseMySanitariumto-morrow!Arethesenuisanceslaughingmatterstonervouspeople?Askthem!Cantheyescapethesenuisancesathome?Askthem!Willtenminutes’irritationfromabarkingdogorascreechingchildundoeveryatomofgooddonetoanervoussuffererbyamonth’smedicaltreatment?Thereisn’tacompetentdoctorinEnglandwhowillventuretodenyit!OnthoseplaingroundsmySystemisbased。Iassertthemedicaltreatmentofnervoussufferingtobeentirelysubsidiarytothemoraltreatmentofit。Thatmoraltreatmentofityoufindhere。Thatmoraltreatment,sedulouslypursuedthroughouttheday,followsthesuffererintohisroomatnight;andsoothes,helpsandcureshim,withouthisownknowledge——youshallseehow。”