Allanfoundhisplaceforthesecondtime,andfellheadlongintothebottomlessabyssoftheEnglishLaw。
“Page280。”hebegan。“Lawofhusbandandwife。Here’sabitI
don’tunderstand,tobeginwith:’ItmaybeobservedgenerallythatthelawconsidersmarriageinthelightofaContract。’Whatdoesthatmean?Ithoughtacontractwasthesortofathingabuildersignswhenhepromisestohavetheworkmenoutofthehouseinagiventime,andwhenthetimecomesasmypoormotherusedtosaytheworkmennevergo。”
“IstherenothingaboutLove?”askedNeelie。“Lookalittlelowerdown。”
“Notaword。Hestickstohisconfounded’Contract’allthewaythrough。”
“Thenhe’sabrute!Goontosomethingelsethat’smoreinourway。”
“Here’sabitthat’smoreinourway:’Incapacities。Ifanypersonsunderlegalincapacitiescometogether,itisameretricious,andnotamatrimonialunion。’Blackstone’sagoodoneatlongwords,isn’the?Iwonderwhathemeansbymeretricious?’Thefirstoftheselegaldisabilitiesisapriormarriage,andhavinganotherhusbandorwifeliving——’“
“Stop!“saidNeelie;“Imustmakeanoteofthat。”Shegravelymadeherfirstentryonthepageheaded“Good。”asfollows:“I
havenohusband,andAllanhasnowife。Wearebothentirelyunmarriedatthepresenttime。”
“Allright,sofar。”remarkedAllan,lookingoverhershoulder。
“Goon。”saidNeelie。“Whatnext?”
“’Thenextdisability,’“proceededAllan,“’iswantofage。
Theageforconsenttomatrimonyis,fourteeninmales,andtwelveinfemales。’Come!“criedAllan,cheerfully,“Blackstonebeginsearlyenough,atanyrate!“
Neeliewastoobusiness-liketomakeanyotherremark,onherside,thanthenecessaryremarkinthepocket-book。Shemadeanotherentryundertheheadof“Good“:“Iamoldenoughtoconsent,andsoisAllantoo。Goon。”resumedNeelie,lookingoverthereader’sshoulder。“NevermindallthatprosingofBlackstone’s,aboutthehusbandbeingofyearsofdiscretion,andthewifeundertwelve。Abominablewretch!thewifeundertwelve!
Skiptothethirdincapacity,ifthereisone。”
“’Thethirdincapacity,’“Allanwenton,“’iswantofreason。’
“
Neelieimmediatelymadeathirdentryonthesideof“Good“:
“AllanandIarebothperfectlyreasonable。Skiptothenextpage。”
Allanskipped。“’Afourthincapacityisinrespectofproximityofrelationship。’“
Afourthentryfollowedinstantlyonthecheeringsideofthepocket-book:“Helovesme,andIlovehim——withoutourbeingintheslightestdegreerelatedtoeachother。Anymore?”askedNeelie,tappingherchinimpatientlywiththeendofthepencil。
“Plentymore。”rejoinedAllan;“allinhieroglyphics。Lookhere:
’MarriageActs,4Geo。IV。,c。76,and6and7Will。IV。,c。85
_q_。’Blackstone’sintellectseemstobewanderinghere。Shallwetakeanotherskip,andseeifhepickshimselfupagainonthenextpage?”
“Waitalittle。”saidNeelie;“what’sthatIseeinthemiddle?”
Shereadforaminuteinsilence,overAllan’sshoulder,andsuddenlyclaspedherhandsindespair。“IknewIwasright!“sheexclaimed。“Oh,heavens,hereitis!“
“Where?”askedAllan。“Iseenothingaboutlanguishinginprison,andcroppingafellow’shairclosetohishead,unlessit’sinthehieroglyphics。Is’4Geo。IV。’shortfor’Lockhimup’?anddoes’c。85_q_’mean,’Sendforthehair-cutter’?”
“Praybeserious。”remonstratedNeelie。“Wearebothsittingonavolcano。There。”shesaidpointingtotheplace。“Readit!Ifanythingcanbringyoutoapropersenseofoursituation,_that_
will。”
Allanclearedhisthroat,andNeelieheldthepointofherpencilreadyonthedepressingsideoftheaccount——otherwisethe“Bad“
pageofthepocket-book。
“’Andasitisthepolicyofourlaw,’“Allanbegan,“’topreventthemarriageofpersonsundertheageoftwenty-one,withouttheconsentofparentsandguardians’“——Neeliemadeherfirstentryonthesideof“Bad!““I’monlyseventeennextbirthday,andcircumstancesforbidmetoconfidemyattachmenttopapa“——“’itisprovidedthatinthecaseofthepublicationofbannsofapersonundertwenty-one,notbeingawidowerorwidow,whoaredeemedemancipated’“——Neeliemadeanotherentryonthedepressingside:“Allanisnotawidower,andIamnotawidow;
consequently,weareneitherofusemancipated“——“’iftheparentorguardianopenlysignifieshisdissentatthetimethebannsarepublished’“——“whichpapawouldbecertaintodo“——“
’suchpublicationwouldbevoid。’I’lltakebreathhereifyou’llallowme。”saidAllan。“Blackstonemightputitinshortersentences,Ithink,ifhecan’tputitinfewerwords。Cheerup,Neelie!theremustbeotherwaysofmarrying,besidesthisroundaboutway,thatendsinaPublicationandaVoid。Infernalgibberish!IcouldwritebetterEnglishmyself。”
“Wearenotattheendofityet。”saidNeelie。“TheVoidisnothingtowhatistocome。”
“Whateveritis。”rejoinedAllan,“we’lltreatitlikeadoseofphysic——we’lltakeitatonce,andbedonewithit。”Hewentonreading:“’Andnolicensetomarrywithoutbannsshallbegranted,unlessoathshallbefirstmadebyoneofthepartiesthatheorshebelievesthatthereisnoimpedimentofkindredoralliance’——well,Icantakemyoathofthatwithasafeconscience!Whatnext?’Andoneofthesaidpartiesmust,forthespaceoffifteendaysimmediatelyprecedingsuchlicense,havehadhisorherusualplaceofabodewithintheparishorchapelrywithinwhichsuchmarriageistobesolemnized!’Chapelry!I’dlivefifteendaysinadog-kennelwiththegreatestpleasure。I
say,Neelie,allthisseemslikeplainsailingenough。Whatareyoushakingyourheadabout?Goon,andIshallsee?Oh,allright;I’llgoon。Hereweare:’Andwhereoneofthesaidparties,notbeingawidowerorwidow,shallbeundertheageoftwenty-oneyears,oathmustfirstbemadethattheconsentofthepersonorpersonswhoseconsentisrequiredhasbeenobtained,orthatthereisnopersonhavingauthoritytogivesuchconsent。
Theconsentrequiredbythisactisthatofthefather——’“AtthoselastformidablewordsAllancametoafullstop。“Theconsentofthefather。”herepeated,withallneedfulseriousnessoflookandmanner。“Icouldn’texactlysweartothat,couldI?”
Neelieansweredinexpressivesilence。Shehandedhimthepocket-book,withthefinalentrycompleted,onthesideof“Bad。”intheseterms:“Ourmarriageisimpossible,unlessAllancommitsperjury。”
Theloverslookedateachother,acrosstheinsuperableobstacleofBlackstone,inspeechlessdismay。
“Shutupthebook。”saidNeelie,resignedly。“Ihavenodoubtweshouldfindthepolice,andtheprison,andthehair-cutting——allpunishmentsforperjury,exactlyasItoldyou!——ifwelookedatthenextpage。Butweneedn’ttroubleourselvestolook;wehavefoundoutquiteenoughalready。It’salloverwithus。ImustgotoschoolonSaturday,andyoumustmanagetoforgetmeassoonasyoucan。Perhapswemaymeetinafter-life,andyoumaybeawidowerandImaybeawidow,andthecruellawmayconsiderusemancipated,whenit’stoolatetobeoftheslightestuse。Bythattime,nodoubt,Ishallbeoldandugly,andyouwillnaturallyhaveceasedtocareaboutme,anditwillallendinthegrave,andthesoonerthebetter。Good-by。”concludedNeelie,risingmournfully,withthetearsinhereyes。“It’sonlyprolongingourmiserytostophere,unless——unlessyouhaveanythingtopropose?”
“I’vegotsomethingtopropose。”criedtheheadlongAllan。“It’sanentirelynewidea。WouldyoumindtryingtheblacksmithatGretnaGreen?”
“Noearthlyconsideration。”answeredNeelie,indignantly,“wouldinducemetobemarriedbyablacksmith!“
“Don’tbeoffended。”pleadedAllan;“Imeantitforthebest。
Lotsofpeopleinoursituationhavetriedtheblacksmith,andfoundhimquiteasgoodasaclergyman,andamostamiableman,I
believe,intothebargain。Nevermind!Wemusttryanotherstringtoourbow。”
“Wehaven’tgotanothertotry。”saidNeelie。
“Takemywordforit。”persistedAllan,stoutly,“theremustbewaysandmeansofcircumventingBlackstonewithoutperjury,ifweonlyknewofthem。It’samatteroflaw,andwemustconsultsomebodyintheprofession。Idaresayit’sarisk。Butnothingventure,nothinghave。WhatdoyousaytoyoungPedgift?He’sathoroughgoodfellow。I’msurewecouldtrustyoungPedgifttokeepoursecret。”
“Notforworlds!“exclaimedNeelie。“Youmaybewillingtotrustyoursecretstothevulgarlittlewretch;Iwon’thavehimtrustedwithmine。Ihatehim。No!“sheconcluded,withamountingcolorandaperemptorystampofherfootonthegrass。
“IpositivelyforbidyoutotakeanyoftheThorpeAmbrosepeopleintoyourconfidence。Theywouldinstantlysuspectme,anditwouldbeallovertheplaceinamoment。Myattachmentmaybeanunhappyone,“remarkedNeelie,withherhandkerchieftohereyes,“andpapamaynipitinthebud,butIwon’thaveitprofanedbythetowngossip!“
“Hush!hush!“saidAllan。“Iwon’tsayawordatThorpeAmbrose,Iwon’tindeed!“Hepaused,andconsideredforamoment。“There’sanotherway!“heburstout,brighteningupontheinstant。“We’vegotthewholeweekbeforeus。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,I’llgotoLondon!“
Therewasasuddenrustling——heardneitherbyonenortheother——amongthetreesbehindthemthatscreenedMissGwilt。OnemoreofthedifficultiesinherwaythedifficultyofgettingAllantoLondonnowpromisedtoberemovedbyanactofAllan’sownwill。
“ToLondon?”repeatedNeelie,lookingupinastonishment。
“ToLondon!“reiteratedAllan。“That’sfarenoughawayfromThorpeAmbrose,surely?Waitaminute,anddon’tforgetthatthisisaquestionoflaw。Verywell,IknowsomelawyersinLondonwhomanagedallmybusinessformewhenIfirstcameinforthisproperty;theyarejustthementoconsult。Andiftheydeclinetobemixedupinit,there’stheirheadclerk,whoisoneofthebestfellowsIevermetwithinmylife。Iaskedhimtogoyachtingwithme,Iremember;and,thoughhecouldn’tgo,hesaidhefelttheobligationallthesame。That’sthemantohelpus。
Blackstone’samereinfanttohim。Don’tsayit’sabsurd;don’tsayit’sexactlylike_me。_Doprayhearmeout。Iwon’tbreatheyournameoryourfather’s。I’lldescribeyouas’ayoungladytowhomIamdevotedlyattached。’Andifmyfriendtheclerkaskswhereyoulive,I’llsaythenorthofScotland,orthewestofIreland,ortheChannelIslands,oranywhereelseyoulike。MyfriendtheclerkisatotalstrangertoThorpeAmbroseandeverybodyinitwhichisonerecommendation;andinfiveminutes’timehe’dputmeuptowhattodowhichisanother。Ifyouonlyknewhim!He’soneofthoseextraordinarymenwhoappearonceortwiceinacentury——thesortofmanwhowon’tallowyoutomakeamistakeifyoutry。AllIhavegottosaytohimputtingitshortis,’Mydearfellow,Iwanttobeprivatelymarriedwithoutperjury。’Allhehasgottosaytomeputtingitshortis,’Youmustdoso-and-soandso-and-so,andyoumustbecarefultoavoidthis,that,andtheother。’Ihavenothingintheworldtodobuttofollowhisdirections;andyouhavenothingintheworldtodobutwhatthebridealwaysdoeswhenthebridegroomisreadyandwilling!“HisarmstoleroundNeelie’swaist,andhislipspointedthemoralofthelastsentencewiththatinarticulateeloquencewhichissouniformlysuccessfulinpersuadingawomanagainstherwill。
AllNeelie’smeditatedobjectionsdwindled,inspiteofher,toonefeeblelittlequestion。“SupposeIallowyoutogo,Allan?”
shewhispered,toyingnervouslywiththestudinthebosomofhisshirt。“Shallyoubeverylongaway?”
“I’llbeoffto-day。”saidAllan,“bytheeleveno’clocktrain。
AndI’llbebackto-morrow,ifIandmyfriendtheclerkcansettleitallintime。Ifnot,byWednesdayatlatest。”
“You’llwritetomeevenday?”pleadedNeelie,clingingalittleclosertohim。“Ishallsinkunderthesuspense,ifyoudon’tpromisetowritetomeeveryday。”
Allanpromisedtowritetwiceaday,ifsheliked——letter-writing,whichwassuchanefforttoothermen,wasnoeffortto_him!_
“Andmind,whateverthosepeoplemaysaytoyouinLondon。”
proceededNeelie,“Iinsistonyourcomingbackforme。I
positivelydeclinetorunaway,unlessyoupromisetofetchme。”
Allanpromisedforthesecondtime,onhissacredwordofhonor,andatthefullcompassofhisvoice。ButNeeliewasnotsatisfiedevenyet。Sherevertedtofirstprinciples,andinsistedonknowingwhetherAllanwasquitesurehelovedher。
AllancalledHeaventowitnesshowsurehewas;andgotanotherquestiondirectlyforhispains。CouldhesolemnlydeclarethathewouldneverregrettakingNeelieawayfromhome?AllancalledHeaventowitnessagain,louderthanever。Alltonopurpose!Theravenousfemaleappetitefortenderprotestationsstillhungeredformore。“Iknowwhatwillhappenoneofthesedays。”persistedNeelie。“YouwillseesomeothergirlwhoisprettierthanIam;
andyouwillwishyouhadmarriedherinsteadofMe!“
AsAllanopenedhislipsforafinaloutburstofasseveration,thestableclockatthegreathousewasfaintlyaudibleinthedistancestrikingthehour。Neeliestartedguiltily。Itwasbreakfast-timeatthecottage——inotherwords,timetotakeleave。Atthelastmomentherheartwentbacktoherfather;andherheadsankonAllan’sbosomasshetriedtosay,Good-by。
“Papahasalwaysbeensokindtome,Allan。”shewhispered,holdinghimbacktremulouslywhenheturnedtoleaveher。“Itseemssoguiltyandsoheartlesstogoawayfromhimandbemarriedinsecret。Oh,do,dothinkbeforeyoureallygotoLondon;istherenowayofmakinghimalittlekinderandjusterto_you?_“Thequestionwasuseless;themajor’sresolutelyunfavorablereceptionofAllan’sletterroseinNeelie’smemory,andansweredherasthewordspassedherlips。Withagirl’simpulsivenessshepushedAllanawaybeforehecouldspeak,andsignedtohimimpatientlytogo。Theconflictofcontendingemotions,whichshehadmasteredthusfar,burstitswayoutwardinspiteofherafterhehadwavedhishandforthelasttime,andhaddisappearedinthedepthsofthedell。Whensheturnedfromtheplace,onherside,herlong-restrainedtearsfellfreelyatlast,andmadethelonelywaybacktothecottagethedimmestprospectthatNeeliehadseenformanyalongdaypast。
Asshehurriedhomeward,theleavespartedbehindher,andMissGwiltsteppedsoftlyintotheopenspace。Shestoodthereintriumph,tall,beautiful,andresolute。HerlovelycolorbrightenedwhileshewatchedNeelie’sretreatingfigurehasteninglightlyawayfromheroverthegrass。
“Cry,youlittlefool!“shesaid,withherquiet,cleartones,andhersteadysmileofcontempt。“Cryasyouhavenevercriedyet!Youhaveseenthelastofyoursweetheart。”
CHAPTERXII。
ASCANDALATTHESTATION。
ANhourlater,thelandladyatMissGwilt’slodgingswaslostinastonishment,andtheclamoroustonguesofthechildrenwereinastateofungovernablerevolt。“Unforeseencircumstances“hadsuddenlyobligedthetenantofthefirstfloortoterminatetheoccupationofherapartments,andtogotoLondonthatdaybytheeleveno’clocktrain。
“Pleasetohaveaflyatthedoorathalf-pastten。”saidMissGwilt,astheamazedlandladyfollowedherupstairs。“Andexcuseme,yougoodcreature,ifIbegandpraynottobedisturbedtilltheflycomes。“Onceinsidetheroom,shelockedthedoor,andthenopenedherwriting-desk。“Nowformylettertothemajor!“
shesaid。“HowshallIwordit?”
Amoment’sconsiderationapparentlydecidedher。Searchingthroughhercollectionofpens,shecarefullyselectedtheworstthatcouldbefound,andbegantheletterbywritingthedateofthedayonasoiledsheetofnote-paper,incrooked,clumsycharacters,whichendedinablotmadepurposelywiththefeatherofthepen。Pausing,sometimestothinkalittle,sometimestomakeanotherblot,shecompletedtheletterinthesewords:
“HON’DSIR——Itisonmyconsciencetotellyousomething,whichI
thinkyououghttoknow。Yououghttoknowofthegoings-onofMiss,yourdaughter,withyoungMisterArmadale。Iwishyoutomakesure,and,whatismore,Iadviseyoutobequickaboutit,ifsheisgoingthewayyouwanthertogo,whenshetakeshermorningwalkbeforebreakfast。Iscorntomakemischief,wherethereistrueloveonbothsides。ButIdon’tthinktheyoungmanmeanstrulybyMiss。WhatImeanis,IthinkMissonlyhashisfancy。Anotherperson,whoshallbenamelessbetwixtus,hashistrueheart。Pleasetopardonmynotputtingmyname;Iamonlyahumbleperson,anditmightgetmeintotrouble。Thisisallatpresent,dearsir,fromyours,“AWELL-WISHER。”
“There!“saidMissGwilt,asshefoldedtheletterup。“IfIhadbeenaprofessednovelist,Icouldhardlyhavewrittenmorenaturallyinthecharacterofaservantthanthat!“ShewrotethenecessaryaddresstoMajorMilroy;lookedadmiringlyforthelasttimeatthecoarseandclumsywritingwhichherowndelicatehandhadproduced;androsetoposttheletterherself,beforesheenterednextontheseriousbusinessofpackingup。“Curious!“
shethought,whentheletterhadbeenposted,andshewasbackagainmakinghertravelingpreparationsinherownroom;“hereI
am,runningheadlongintoafrightfulrisk——andIneverwasinbetterspiritsinmylife!“
Theboxeswerereadywhentheflywasatthedoor,andMissGwiltwasequippedasbecominglyasusualinherneattravelingcostume。Thethickveil,whichshewasaccustomedtowearinLondon,appearedonhercountrystrawbonnetforthefirsttime。”
Onemeetssuchrudemenoccasionallyintherailway。”shesaidtothelandlady。“AndthoughIdressquietly,myhairissoveryremarkable。”Shewasalittlepalerthanusual;butshehadneverbeensosweet-temperedandengaging,sogracefullycordialandfriendly,asnow,whenthemomentofdeparturehadcome。Thesimplepeopleofthehousewerequitemovedattakingleaveofher。Sheinsistedonshakinghandswiththelandlord——onspeakingtohiminherprettiestway,andsunninghiminherbrightestsmiles。“Come!“shesaidtothelandlady,“youhavebeensokind,youhavebeensolikeamothertome,youmustgivemeakissatparting。”Sheembracedthechildrenalltogetherinalump,withamixtureofhumorandtendernessdelightfultosee,andleftashillingamongthemtobuyacake。“IfIwasonlyrichenoughtomakeitasovereign。”shewhisperedtothemother,“howgladI
shouldbe!“Theawkwardladwhoranonerrandsstoodwaitingattheflydoor。Hewasclumsy,hewasfrowsy,hehadagapingmouthandaturn-upnose;buttheineradicablefemaledelightinbeingcharmingacceptedhim,forallthat,inthecharacterofalastchance。“Youdear,dingyJohn!“shesaid,kindly,atthecarriagedoor。“IamsopoorIhaveonlysixpencetogiveyou——withmyverybestwishes。Takemyadvice,John——growtobeafineman,andfindyourselfanicesweetheart!Thankyouathousandtimes!“
Shegavehimafriendlylittlepatonthecheekwithtwoofherglovedfingers,andsmiled,andnodded,andgotintothefly。
“Armadalenext!“shesaidtoherselfasthecarriagedroveoff。
Allan’sanxietynottomissthetrainhadbroughthimtothestationinbettertimethanusual。Aftertakinghisticketandputtinghisportmanteauundertheporter’scharge,hewaspacingtheplatformandthinkingofNeelie,whenheheardtherustlingofalady’sdressbehindhim,and,turningroundtolook,foundhimselffacetofacewithMissGwilt。
Therewasnoescapingherthistime。Thestationwallwasonhisrighthand,andthelinewasonhisleft;atunnelwasbehindhim,andMissGwiltwasinfront,inquiringinhersweetesttoneswhetherMr。ArmadalewasgoingtoLondon。
Allancoloredscarletwithvexationandsurprise。Therehewasobviouslywaitingforthetrain;andtherewashisportmanteaucloseby,withhisnameonit,alreadylabeledforLondon!Whatanswerbutthetrueonecouldhemakeafterthat?Couldheletthetraingowithouthim,andlosetheprecioushourssovitallyimportanttoNeelieandhimself?Impossible!Allanhelplesslyconfirmedtheprintedstatementonhisportmanteau,andheartilywishedhimselfattheotherendoftheworldashesaidthewords。
“Howveryfortunate!“rejoinedMissGwilt。“IamgoingtoLondontoo。MightIaskyouMr。Armadaleasyouseemtobequitealone,tobemyescortonthejourney?”
Allanlookedatthelittleassemblyoftravelers,andtravelers’
friends,collectedontheplatform,nearthebooking-officedoor。
TheywereallThorpeAmbrosepeople。Hewasprobablyknownbysight,andMissGwiltwasprobablyknownbysight,toeveryoneofthem。Insheerdesperation,hesitatingmoreawkwardlythanever,heproducedhiscigarcase。“Ishouldbedelighted。”hesaid,withanembarrassmentwhichwasalmostaninsultunderthecircumstances。“ButI——I’mwhatthepeoplewhogetsickoveracigarcallaslavetosmoking。”
“Idelightinsmoking!“saidMissGwilt,withundiminishedvivacityandgoodhumor。“It’soneoftheprivilegesofthemenwhichIhavealwaysenvied。I’mafraid,Mr。Armadale,youmustthinkIamforcingmyselfonyou。Itcertainlylookslikeit。Therealtruthis,IwantparticularlytosayawordtoyouinprivateaboutMr。Midwinter。”
Thetraincameupatthesamemoment。SettingMidwinteroutofthequestion,thecommondecenciesofpolitenessleftAllannoalternativebuttosubmit。AfterhavingbeenthecauseofherleavinghersituationatMajorMilroy’s,afterhavingpointedlyavoidedheronlyafewdayssinceonthehigh-road,tohavedeclinedgoingtoLondoninthesamecarriagewithMissGwiltwouldhavebeenanactofdownrightbrutalitywhichitwassimplyimpossibletocommit。“Damnher!“saidAllan,internally,ashehandedhistravelingcompanionintoanemptycarriage,officiouslyplacedathisdisposal,beforeallthepeopleatthestation,bytheguard。“Youshan’tbedisturbed,sir。”themanwhispered,confidentially,withasmileandatouchofhishat。
Allancouldhaveknockedhimdownwiththeutmostpleasure。
“Stop!“hesaid,fromthewindow。“Idon’twantthecarriage——“
Itwasuseless;theguardwasoutofhearing;thewhistleblew,andthetrainstartedforLondon。
Theselectassemblyoftravelers’friends,leftbehindontheplatform,congregatedinacircleonthespot,withthestation-masterinthecenter。
Thestation-master——otherwiseMr。Mack——wasapopularcharacterintheneighborhood。HepossessedtwosocialqualificationswhichinvariablyimpresstheaverageEnglishmind——hewasanoldsoldier,andhewasamanoffewwords。Theconclaveontheplatforminsistedontakinghisopinion,beforeitcommitteditselfpositivelytoanopinionofitsown。Abriskfireofremarksexploded,asamatterofcourse,onallsides;buteverybody’sviewofthesubjectendedinterrogatively,inaquestionaimedpointblankatthestation-master’sears。
“She’sgothim,hasn’tshe?”“She’llcomeback’Mrs。Armadale,’
won’tshe?”“He’dbetterhavestucktoMissMilroy,hadn’the?”
“MissMilroystuckto_him。_Shepaidhimavisitatthegreathouse,didn’tshe?”“Nothingofthesort;it’sashametotakethegirl’scharacteraway。Shewascaughtinathunder-stormcloseby;hewasobligedtogivehershelter;andshe’sneverbeenneartheplacesince。MissGwilt’sbeenthere,ifyoulike,withnothunderstormtoforce_her_in;andMissGwilt’soffwithhimtoLondoninacarriagealltothemselves,eh,Mr。Mack?”
“Ah,he’sasoftone,thatArmadale!withallhismoney,totakeupwithared-hairedwoman,agoodeightornineyearsolderthanheis!She’sthirtyifshe’saday。That’swhatIsay,Mr。Mack。
Whatdoyousay?”“Olderoryounger,she’llruletheroastatThorpeAmbrose;andIsay,forthesakeoftheplace,andforthesakeoftrade,let’smakethebestofit;andMr。Mack,asamanoftheworld,seesitinthesamelightasIdo,don’tyou,sir?”
“Gentlemen。”saidthestation-master,withhisabruptmilitaryaccent,andhisimpenetrablemilitarymanner,“she’sadevilishfinewoman。AndwhenIwasMr。Armadale’sage,it’smyopinion,ifherfancyhadlaidthatway,shemighthavemarriedMe。”
Withthatexpressionofopinionthestation-masterwheeledtotheright,andintrenchedhimselfimpregnablyinthestrongholdofhisownoffice。
ThecitizensofThorpeAmbroselookedatthecloseddoor,andgravelyshooktheirheads。Mr。Mackhaddisappointedthem。Noopinionwhichopenlyrecognizesthefrailtyofhumannatureiseverapopularopinionwithmankind。“It’sasgoodassayingthatanyof_us_mighthavemarriedherif_we_hadbeenMr。
Armadale’sage!“Suchwasthegeneralimpressiononthemindsoftheconclave,whenthemeetinghadbeenadjourned,andthememberswereleavingthestation。
Thelastofthepartytogowasaslowoldgentleman,withahabitofdeliberatelylookingabouthim。Pausingatthedoor,thisobservantpersonstareduptheplatformanddowntheplatform,anddiscoveredinthelatterdirection,standingbehindanangleofthewall,anelderlymaninblack,whohadescapedthenoticeofeverybodyuptothattime。“Why,blessmysoul!“
saidtheoldgentleman,advancinginquisitivelybyastepatatime,“itcan’tbeMr。Bashwood!“
It_was_Mr。Bashwood——Mr。Bashwood,whoseconstitutionalcuriosityhadtakenhimprivatelytothestation,bentonsolvingthemysteryofAllan’ssuddenjourneytoLondon——Mr。Bashwood,whohadseenandheard,behindhisangleinthewall,whateverybodyelsehadseenandheard,andwhoappearedtohavebeenimpressedbyitinnoordinaryway。Hestoodstifflyagainstthewall,likeamanpetrified,withonehandpressedonhisbarehead,andtheotherholdinghishat——hestood,withadullflushonhisface,andadullstareinhiseyes,lookingstraightintotheblackdepthsofthetunneloutsidethestation,asifthetraintoLondonhaddisappearedinitbutthemomentbefore。
“Isyourheadbad?”askedtheoldgentleman。“Takemyadvice。Gohomeandliedown。”
Mr。Bashwoodlistenedmechanically,withhisusualattention,andansweredmechanically,withhisusualpoliteness。
“Yes,sir。”hesaid,inalow,losttone,likeamanbetweendreamingandwaking;“I’llgohomeandliedown。”
“That’sright。”rejoinedtheoldgentleman,makingforthedoor。
“Andtakeapill,Mr。Bashwood——takeapill。”
Fiveminuteslater,theporterchargedwiththebusinessoflockingupthestationfoundMr。Bashwood,stillstandingbare-headedagainstthewall,andstilllookingstraightintotheblackdepthsofthetunnel,asifthetraintoLondonhaddisappearedinitbutamomentsince。
“Come,sir!“saidtheporter;“Imustlockup。Areyououtofsorts?Anythingwrongwithyourinside?Tryadropofgin-and-bitters。”
“Yes。”saidMr。Bashwood,answeringtheporter,exactlyashehadansweredtheoldgentleman;“I’lltryadropofgin-and-bitters。”
Theportertookhimbythearm,andledhimout。“You’llgetitthere。”saidtheman,pointingconfidentiallytoapublic-house;
“andyou’llgetitgood。”
“Ishallgetitthere。”echoedMr。Bashwood,stillmechanicallyrepeatingwhatwassaidtohim;“andIshallgetitgood。”
Hiswillseemedtobeparalyzed;hisactionsdependedabsolutelyonwhatotherpeopletoldhimtodo。Hetookafewstepsinthedirectionofthepublic-house,hesitated,staggered,andcaughtatthepillarofoneofthestationlampsnearhim。
Theporterfollowed,andtookhimbythearmoncemore。
“Why,you’vebeendrinkingalready!“exclaimedtheman,withasuddenlyquickenedinterestinMr。Bashwood’scase。“Whatwasit?
Beer?”
Mr。Bashwood,inhislow,losttones,echoedthelastword。
Itwascloseontheporter’sdinner-time。But,whenthelowerordersoftheEnglishpeoplebelievetheyhavediscoveredanintoxicatedman,theirsympathywithhimisboundless。Theporterlethisdinnertakeitschance,andcarefullyassistedMr。
Bashwoodtoreachthepublic-house。“Gin-and-bitterswillputyouonyourlegsagain。”whisperedthisSamaritansetter-rightofthealcoholicdisastersofmankind。
IfMr。Bashwoodhadreallybeenintoxicated,theeffectoftheporter’sremedywouldhavebeenmarvelousindeed。Almostassoonastheglasswasemptied,thestimulantdiditswork。Thelong-weakenednervoussystemofthedeputy-steward,prostratedforthemomentbytheshockthathadfallenonit,ralliedagainlikeawearyhorseunderthespur。Thedullflushonhischeeks,thedullstareinhiseyes,disappearedsimultaneously。Afteramomentaryeffort,herecoveredmemoryenoughofwhathadpassedtothanktheporter,andtoaskwhetherhewouldtakesomethinghimself。Theworthycreatureinstantlyacceptedadoseofhisownremedy——inthecapacityofapreventive——andwenthometodinnerasonlythosemencangohomewhoarephysicallywarmedbygin-and-bittersandmorallyelevatedbytheperformanceofagoodaction。
Stillstrangelyabstractedbutconsciousnowofthewaybywhichhewent,Mr。Bashwoodleftthepublic-houseafewminuteslater,inhisturn。Hewalkedonmechanically,inhisdrearyblackgarments,movinglikeablotonthewhitesurfaceofthesun-brightenedroad,asMidwinterhadseenhimmoveintheearlydaysatThorpeAmbrose,whentheyhadfirstmet。Arrivedatthepointwherehehadtochoosebetweenthewaythatledintothetownandthewaythatledtothegreathouse,hestopped,incapableofdeciding,andcareless,apparently,evenofmakingtheattempt。“I’llberevengedonher!“hewhisperedtohimself,stillabsorbedinhisjealousfrenzyofrageagainstthewomanwhohaddeceivedhim。“I’llberevengedonher。”herepeated,inloudertones,“ifIspendeveryhalf-pennyI’vegot!“
Somewomenofthedisorderlysort,passingontheirwaytothetown,heardhim。“Ah,youoldbrute。”theycalledout,withthemeasurelesslicenseoftheirclass,“whatevershedid,sheservedyouright!“
Thecoarsenessofthevoicesstartledhim,whetherhecomprehendedthewordsornot。Heshrankawayfrommoreinterruptionandmoreinsult,intothequieterroadthatledtothegreathouse。
Atasolitaryplacebythewaysidehestoppedandsatdown。Hetookoffhishatandliftedhisyouthfulwigalittlefromhisbaldoldhead,andtrieddesperatelytogetbeyondtheoneimmovableconvictionwhichlayonhismindlikelead——theconvictionthatMissGwilthadbeenpurposelydeceivinghimfromthefirst。Itwasuseless。Noeffortwouldfreehimfromthatonedominantimpression,andfromtheoneansweringideathatithadevoked——theideaofrevenge。Hegotupagain,andputonhishatandwalkedrapidlyforwardalittleway——thenturnedwithoutknowingwhy,andslowlywalkedbackagain“IfIhadonlydressedalittlesmarter!“saidthepoorwretch,helplessly。“IfIhadonlybeenalittlebolderwithher,shemighthaveoverlookedmybeinganoldman!“Theangryfitreturnedonhim。Heclinchedhisclammy,tremblinghands,andshookthemfiercelyintheemptyair。“I’llberevengedonher。”hereiterated。“I’llberevengedonher,ifIspendeveryhalf-pennyI’vegot!“Itwasterriblysuggestiveoftheholdshehadtakenonhim,thathisvindictivesenseofinjurycouldnotgetfarenoughawayfromhertoreachthemanwhomhebelievedtobehisrival,evenyet。Inhisrage,asinhislove,hewasabsorbed,bodyandsoul,byMissGwilt。
Inamomentmore,thenoiseofrunningwheelsapproachingfrombehindstartledhim。Heturnedandlookedround。TherewasMr。
Pedgifttheelder,rapidlyovertakinghiminthegig,justasMr。
Pedgifthadovertakenhimoncealready,onthatformeroccasionwhenhehadlistenedunderthewindowatthegreathouse,andwhenthelawyerhadbluntlychargedhimwithfeelingacuriosityaboutMissGwilt!
Inaninstanttheinevitableassociationofideasburstonhismind。TheopinionofMissGwilt,whichhehadheardthelawyerexpresstoAllanatparting,flashedbackintohismemory,sidebysidewithMr。Pedgift’ssarcasticapprovalofanythinginthewayofinquirywhichhisowncuriositymightattempt。“Imaybeevenwithheryet。”hethought,“ifMr。Pedgiftwillhelpme!——Stop,sir!“hecalledout,desperately,asthegigcameupwithhim。“Ifyouplease,sir,Iwanttospeaktoyou。”
PedgiftSeniorslackenedthepaceofhisfast-trottingmare,withoutpullingup。“Cometotheofficeinhalfanhour。”hesaid;“I’mbusynow。”Withoutwaitingforananswer,withoutnoticingMr。Bashwood’sbow,hegavethemarethereinagain,andwasoutofsightinanotherminute。
Mr。Bashwoodsatdownoncemoreinashadyplacebytheroadside。
HeappearedtobeincapableoffeelinganyslightbuttheoneunpardonableslightputuponhimbyMissGwilt。Henotonlydeclinedtoresent,heevenmadethebestofMr。Pedgift’sunceremonioustreatmentofhim。“Halfanhour。”hesaid,resignedly。“Timeenoughtocomposemyself;andIwanttime。VerykindofMr。Pedgift,thoughhemightn’thavemeantit。”
Thesenseofoppressioninhisheadforcedhimonceagaintoremovehishat。Hesatwithitonhislap,deepinthought;hisfacebentlow,andthewaveringfingersofonehanddrummingabsentlyonthecrownofthehat。IfMr。Pedgifttheelder,seeinghimashesatnow,couldonlyhavelookedalittlewayintothefuture,themonotonouslydrumminghandofthedeputy-stewardmighthavebeenstrongenough,feebleasitwas,tostopthelawyerbytheroadside。Itwastheworn,weary,miserableoldhandofaworn,weary,miserableoldman;butitwas,forallthattousethelanguageofMr。Pedgift’sownpartingpredictiontoAllan,thehandthatwasnowdestinedto“letthelightinonMissGwilt。”
CHAPTERXIII。
ANOLDMAN’SHEART。
PUNCTUALtothemoment,whenthehalfhour’sintervalhadexpired,Mr。BashwoodwasannouncedattheofficeaswaitingtoseeMr。Pedgiftbyspecialappointment。
Thelawyerlookedupfromhispaperswithanairofannoyance:hehadtotallyforgottenthemeetingbytheroadside。“Seewhathewants。”saidPedgiftSeniortoPedgiftJunior,workinginthesameroomwithhim。“Andifit’snothingofimportance,putitofftosomeothertime。”
PedgiftJuniorswiftlydisappearedandswiftlyreturned。
“Well?”askedthefather。
“Well。”answeredtheson,“heisrathermoreshakyandunintelligiblethanusual。Icanmakenothingoutofhim,exceptthathepersistsinwantingtoseeyou。Myownidea。”pursuedPedgiftJunior,withhisusual,sardonicgravity,“isthatheisgoingtohaveafit,andthathewishestoacknowledgeyouruniformkindnesstohimbyobligingyouwithaprivateviewofthewholeproceeding。”
PedgiftSeniorhabituallymatchedeverybody——hissonincluded——withtheirownweapons。“Begoodenoughtoremember,Augustus。”herejoined,“thatmyRoomisnotaCourtofLaw。A
badjokeisnotinvariablyfollowedby’roarsoflaughter’
_here。_LetMr。Bashwoodcomein。”
Mr。Bashwoodwasintroduced,andPedgiftJuniorwithdrew。“Youmustn’tbleedhim,sir。”whisperedtheincorrigiblejoker,ashepassedthebackofhisfather’schair。“Hot-waterbottlestothesolesofhisfeet,andamustardplasteronthepitofhisstomach——that’sthemoderntreatment。”
“Sitdown,Bashwood。”saidPedgiftSeniorwhentheywerealone。
“Anddon’tforgetthattime’smoney。Outwithit,whateveritis,atthequickestpossiblerate,andinthefewestpossiblewords。”
Thesepreliminarydirections,bluntlybutnotatallunkindlyspoken,ratherincreasedthandiminishedthepainfulagitationunderwhichMr。Bashwoodwassuffering。Hestammeredmorehelplessly,hetrembledmorecontinuouslythanusual,ashemadehislittlespeechofthanks,andaddedhisapologiesattheendforintrudingonhispatroninbusinesshours。
“Everybodyintheplace,Mr。Pedgift,sir,knowsyourtimeisvaluable。Oh,dear,yes!oh,dear,yes!mostvaluable,mostvaluable!Excuseme,sir,I’mcomingoutwithit。Yourgoodness——orratheryourbusiness——no,yourgoodnessgavemehalfanhourtowait——andIhavethoughtofwhatIhadtosay,andpreparedit,andputitshort。”Havinggotasfarasthat,hestoppedwithapained,bewilderedlook。Hehadputitawayinhismemory,andnow,whenthetimecame,hewastooconfusedtofindit。AndtherewasMr。Pedgiftmutelywaiting;hisfaceandmannerexpressivealikeofthatsilentsenseofthevalueofhisowntimewhicheverypatientwhohasvisitedagreatdoctor,everyclientwhohasconsultedalawyerinlargepractice,knowssowell。“Haveyouheardthenews,sir?”stammeredMr。Bashwood,shiftinghisgroundindespair,andlettingtheuppermostideainhismindescapehim,simplybecauseitwastheoneideainhimthatwasreadytocomeout。
“Doesitconcern_me?_“askedPedgiftSenior,mercilesslybrief,andmercilesslystraightincomingtothepoint。
“Itconcernsalady,sir——no,notalady——ayoungman,Ioughttosay,inwhomyouusedtofeelsomeinterest。Oh,Mr。Pedgift,sir,whatdoyouthink!Mr。ArmadaleandMissGwilthavegoneuptoLondontogetherto-day——alone,sir——aloneinacarriagereservedfortheirtwoselves。Doyouthinkhe’sgoingtomarryher?Doyoureallythink,liketherestofthem,he’sgoingtomarryher?”
Heputthequestionwithasuddenflushinhisfaceandasuddenenergyinhismanner。Hissenseofthevalueofthelawyer’stime,hisconvictionofthegreatnessofthelawyer’scondescension,hisconstitutionalshynessandtimidity——allyieldedtogethertohisoneoverwhelminginterestinhearingMr。
Pedgift’sanswer。Hewasloudforthefirsttimeinhislifeinputtingthequestion。
“AftermyexperienceofMr。Armadale。”saidthelawyer,instantlyhardeninginlookandmanner,“IbelievehimtobeinfatuatedenoughtomarryMissGwiltadozentimesover,ifMissGwiltchosetoaskhim。Yournewsdoesn’tsurprisemeintheleast,Bashwood。I’msorryforhim。Icanhonestlysaythat,thoughhe_has_setmyadviceatdefiance。AndI’mmoresorrystill。”hecontinued,softeningagainashismindrevertedtohisinterviewwithNeelieunderthetreesofthepark——“I’mmoresorrystillforanotherpersonwhoshallbenameless。ButwhathaveItodowithallthis?Andwhatonearthisthematterwithyou?”heresumed,noticingforthefirsttimetheabjectmiseryinMr。
Bashwood’smanner,theblankdespairinMr。Bashwood’sface,whichhisanswerhadproduced。“Areyouill?Istheresomethingbehindthecurtainthatyou’reafraidtobringout?Idon’tunderstandit。Haveyoucomehere——hereinmyprivateroom,inbusinesshours——withnothingtotellmebutthatyoungArmadalehasbeenfoolenoughtoruinhisprospectsforlife?Why,I
foresawitallweekssince,andwhatismore,IasgoodastoldhimsoatthelastconversationIhadwithhiminthegreathouse。”
Atthoselastwords,Mr。Bashwoodsuddenlyrallied。Thelawyer’spassingreferencetothegreathousehadledhimbackinamomenttothepurposethathehadinview。
“That’sit,sir!“hesaid,eagerly;“that’swhatIwantedtospeaktoyouabout;that’swhatI’vebeenpreparinginmymind。
Mr。Pedgift,sir,thelasttimeyouwereatthegreathouse,whenyoucameawayinyourgig,you——youovertookmeonthedrive。”
“IdaresayIdid。”remarkedPedgift,resignedly。“Mymarehappenstobeatriflequickeronherlegsthanyouareonyours,Bashwood。Goon,goon。Weshallcomeintime,Isuppose,towhatyouaredrivingat。”
“Youstopped,andspoketome,sir。”proceededMr。Bashwood,advancingmoreandmoreeagerlytohisend。“YousaidyoususpectedmeoffeelingsomecuriosityaboutMissGwilt,andyoutoldmeIremembertheexactwords,sir——youtoldmetogratifymycuriositybyallmeans,foryoudidn’tobjecttoit。”
PedgiftSeniorbeganforthefirsttimetolookinterestedinhearingmore。
“Iremembersomethingofthesort。”hereplied;“andIalsorememberthinkingitratherremarkablethatyoushould_happen_——wewon’tputitinanymoreoffensiveway——tobeexactlyunderMr。Armadale’sopenwindowwhileIwastalkingtohim。Itmighthavebeenaccident,ofcourse;butitlookedrathermorelikecuriosity。Icouldonlyjudgebyappearances。”
concludedPedgift,pointinghissarcasmwithapinchofsnuff;
“andappearances,Bashwood,weredecidedlyagainstyou。”
“Idon’tdenyit,sir。IonlymentionedthecircumstancebecauseIwishedtoacknowledgethatI_was_curious,and_am_curiousaboutMissGwilt。”
“Why?”askedPedgiftSenior,seeingsomethingunderthesurfaceinMr。Bashwood’sfaceandmanner,bututterlyinthedarkthusfarastowhatthatsomethingmightbe。
Therewassilenceforamoment。Themomentpassed,Mr。Bashwoodtooktherefugeusuallytakenbynervous,unreadymen,placedinhiscircumstances,whentheyareatalossforananswer。Hesimplyreiteratedtheassertionthathehadjustmade。“Ifeelsomecuriositysir。”hesaid,withastrangemixtureofdoggednessandtimidity,“aboutMissGwilt。”
Therewasanothermomentofsilence。Inspiteofhispracticedacutenessandknowledgeoftheworld,thelawyerwasmorepuzzledthanever。ThecaseofMr。Bashwoodpresentedtheonehumanriddleofallotherswhichhewasleastqualifiedtosolve。
Thoughyearafteryearwitnessesinthousandsandthousandsofcases,theremorselessdisinheritingofnearestanddearestrelations,theunnaturalbreaking-upofsacredfamilyties,thedeplorableseveranceofoldandfirmfriendships,dueentirelytotheintenseself-absorptionwhichthesexualpassioncanproducewhenitenterstheheartofanoldman,theassociationoflovewithinfirmityandgrayhairsarouses,nevertheless,alltheworldover,nootherideathantheideaofextravagantimprobabilityorextravagantabsurdityinthegeneralmind。IftheinterviewnowtakingplaceinMr。Pedgift’sconsulting-roomhadtakenplaceathisdinner-tableinstead,whenwinehadopenedhismindtohumorousinfluences,itispossiblethathemight,bythistime,havesuspectedthetruth。But,inhisbusinesshours,PedgiftSeniorwasinthehabitofinvestigatingmen’smotivesseriouslyfromthebusinesspointofview;andhewasonthatveryaccountsimplyincapableofconceivinganyimprobabilitysostartling,anyabsurditysoenormous,astheabsurdityandimprobabilityofMr。Bashwood’sbeinginlove。
Somemeninthelawyer’spositionwouldhavetriedtoforcetheirwaytoenlightenmentbyobstinatelyrepeatingtheunansweredquestion。PedgiftSeniorwiselypostponedthequestionuntilhehadmovedtheconversationonanotherstep。“Well。”heresumed,“letussayyoufeelacuriosityaboutMissGwilt。Whatnext?”
ThepalmsofMr。Bashwood’shandsbegantomoistenundertheinfluenceofhisagitation,astheyhadmoistenedinthepastdayswhenhehadtoldthestoryofhisdomesticsorrowstoMidwinteratthegreathouse。Oncemoreherolledhishandkerchiefintoaball,anddabbeditsoftlytoandfrofromonehandtotheother。
“MayIaskifIamright,sir。”hebegan,“inbelievingthatyouhaveaveryunfavorableopinionofMissGwilt?Youarequiteconvinced,Ithink——“
“Mygoodfellow。”interruptedPedgiftSenior,“whyneedyoubeinanydoubtaboutit?YouwereunderMr。Armadale’sopenwindowallthewhileIwastalkingtohim;andyourears,Ipresume,werenotabsolutelyshut。”
Mr。Bashwoodshowednosenseoftheinterruption。Thelittlestingofthelawyer’ssarcasmwaslostinthenoblerpainthatwrunghimfromthewoundinflictedbyMissGwilt。
“Youarequiteconvinced,Ithink,sir。”heresumed,“thattherearecircumstancesinthislady’spastlifewhichwouldbehighlydiscreditabletoheriftheywerediscoveredatthepresenttime?”
“Thewindowwasopenatthegreathouse,Bashwood;andyourears,Ipresume,werenotabsolutelyshut。”
Stillimpenetrabletothesting,Mr。Bashwoodpersistedmoreobstinatelythanever。
“UnlessIamgreatlymistaken。”hesaid,“yourlongexperienceinsuchthingshasevensuggestedtoyou,sir,thatMissGwiltmightturnouttobeknowntothepolice?”
PedgiftSenior’spatiencegaveway。“Youhavebeenovertenminutesinthisroom。”hebrokeout。“Canyou,orcanyounot,tellmeinplainEnglishwhatyouwant?”
InplainEnglish——withthepassionthathadtransformedhim,thepassionwhichinMissGwilt’sownwordshadmadeamanofhim,burninginhishaggardcheeks——Mr。Bashwoodmetthechallenge,andfacedthelawyeras,theworriedsheepfacesthedogonhisownground。
“Iwishtosay,sir。”heanswered,“thatyouropinioninthismatterismyopiniontoo。IbelievethereissomethingwronginMissGwilt’spastlifewhichshekeepsconcealedfromeverybody,andIwanttobethemanwhoknowsit。”
PedgiftSeniorsawhischance,andinstantlyrevertedtothequestionthathehadpostponed。“Why?”heaskedforthesecondtime。
ForthesecondtimeMr。Bashwoodhesitated。
Couldheacknowledgethathehadbeenmadenoughtoloveher,andmeanenoughtobeaspyforher?Couldhesay,Shehasdeceivedmefromthefirst,andshehasdesertedme,nowherobjectisserved。Afterrobbingmeofmyhappiness,robbingmeofmyhonor,robbingmeofmylasthopeleftinlife,shehasgonefrommeforever,andleftmenothingbutmyoldman’slonging,slowandsly,andstrongandchangeless,forrevenge。RevengethatImayhave,ifIcanpoisonhersuccessbydraggingherfrailtiesintothepublicview。RevengethatIwillbuyforwhatisgoldorwhatislifetome?withthelastfarthingofmyhoardedmoneyandthelastdropofmystagnantblood。Couldhesaythattothemanwhosatwaitingforhisanswer?No;hecouldonlycrushitdownandbesilent。
Thelawyer’sexpressionbegantohardenoncemore。
“Oneofusmustspeakout。”hesaid;“andasyouevidentlywon’t,Iwill。IcanonlyaccountforthisextraordinaryanxietyofyourstomakeyourselfacquaintedwithMissGwilt’ssecrets,inoneoftwoways。Yourmotiveiseitheranexcessivelymeanonenooffense,Bashwood,Iamonlyputtingthecase,oranexcessivelygenerousone。Aftermyexperienceofyourhonestcharacterandyourcreditableconduct,itisonlyyourduethatI
shouldabsolveyouatonceofthemeanmotive。IbelieveyouareasincapableasIam——Icansaynomore——ofturningtomercenaryaccountanydiscoveriesyoumightmaketoMissGwilt’sprejudiceinMissGwilt’spastlife。ShallIgoonanyfurther?orwouldyouprefer,onsecondthoughts,openingyourmindfranklytomeofyourownaccord?”
“Ishouldprefernotinterruptingyou,sir。”saidMr。Bashwood。
“Asyouplease,“pursuedPedgiftSenior。“Havingabsolvedyouofthemeanmotive,Icometothegenerousmotivenext。Itispossiblethatyouareanunusuallygratefulman;anditiscertainthatMr。Armadalehasbeenremarkablykindtoyou。AfteremployingyouunderMr。Midwinter,inthesteward’soffice,hehashadconfidenceenoughinyourhonestyandyourcapacity,nowhisfriendhaslefthim,toputhisbusinessentirelyandunreservedlyinyourhands。It’snotinmyexperienceofhumannature——butitmaybepossible,nevertheless——thatyouaresogratefullysensibleofthatconfidence,andsogratefullyinterestedinyouremployer’swelfare,thatyoucan’tseehim,inhisfriendlessposition,goingstraighttohisowndisgraceandruin,withoutmakinganefforttosavehim。Toputitintwowords。IsityourideathatMr。ArmadalemightbepreventedfrommarryingMissGwilt,ifhecouldbeinformedintimeofherrealcharacter?Anddoyouwishtobethemanwhoopenshiseyestothetruth?Ifthatisthecase——“
Hestoppedinastonishment。Actingundersomeuncontrollableimpulse,Mr。Bashwoodhadstartedtohisfeet。Hestood,withhiswitheredfacelitupbyasuddenirradiationfromwithin,whichmadehimlookyoungerthanhisagebyagoodtwentyyears——hestood,gaspingforbreathenoughtospeak,andgesticulatedentreatinglyatthelawyerwithbothhands。
“Sayitagain,sir!“heburstout,eagerly,recoveringhisbreathbeforePedgiftSeniorhadrecoveredhissurprise。“ThequestionaboutMr。Armadale,sir!——onlyoncemore!——onlyoncemore,Mr。
Pedgift,please!“
WithhispracticedobservationcloselyanddistrustfullyatworkonMr。Bashwood’sface,PedgiftSeniormotionedtohimtositdownagain,andputthequestionforthesecondtime。
“DoIthink。”saidMr。Bashwood,repeatingthesense,butnotthewordsofthequestion,“thatMr。ArmadalemightbepartedfromMissGwilt,ifshecouldbeshowntohimasshereallyis?Yes,sir!AnddoIwishtobethemanwhodoesit?Yes,sir!yes,sir!!yes,sir!!!“
“It’sratherstrange。”remarkedthelawyer,lookingathimmoreandmoredistrustfully,“thatyoushouldbesoviolentlyagitated,simplybecausemyquestionhappenstohavehitthemark。”
ThequestionhappenedtohavehitamarkwhichPedgiftlittledreamedof。IthadreleasedMr。Bashwood’smindinaninstantfromthedeadpressureofhisonedominantideaofrevenge,andhadshownhimapurposetobeachievedbythediscoveryofMissGwilt’ssecretswhichhadneveroccurredtohimtillthatmoment。
Themarriagewhichhehadblindlyregardedasinevitablewasamarriagethatmightbestopped——notinAllan’sinterests,butinhisown——andthewomanwhomhebelievedthathehadlostmightyet,inspiteofcircumstances,beawomanwon!Hisbrainwhirledashethoughtofit。Hisownrousedresolutionalmostdauntedhim,byitsterribleincongruitywithallthefamiliarhabitsofhismind,andallthecustomaryproceedingsofhislife。
Findinghislastremarkunanswered,PedgiftSeniorconsideredalittlebeforehesaidanythingmore。
“Onethingisclear。”reasonedthelawyerwithhimself。“Histruemotiveinthismatterisamotivewhichheisafraidtoavow。Myquestionevidentlyofferedhimachanceofmisleadingme,andhehasaccepteditonthespot。That’senoughfor_me。_IfIwasMr。
Armadale’slawyer,themysterymightbeworthinvestigating。Asthingsare,it’snointerestofminetohuntMr。BashwoodfromonelietoanothertillIrunhimtoearthatlast。Ihavenothingwhatevertodowithit;andIshallleavehimfreetofollowhisownroundaboutcourses,inhisownroundaboutway。”
Havingarrivedatthatconclusion,PedgiftSeniorpushedbackhischair,androsebrisklytoterminatetheinterview。
“Don’tbealarmed,Bashwood。”hebegan。“Thesubjectofourconversationisasubjectexhausted,sofarasIamconcerned。I
haveonlyafewlastwordstosay,andit’sahabitofmine,asyouknow,tosaymylastwordsonmylegs。WhateverelseImaybeinthedarkabout,Ihavemadeonediscovery,atanyrate。Ihavefoundoutwhatyoureallywantwithme——atlast!Youwantmetohelpyou。”
“Ifyouwouldbesovery,verykind,sir!“stammeredMr。
Bashwood。“Ifyouwouldonlygivemethegreatadvantageofyouropinionandadvice。”
“Waitabit,BashwoodWewillseparatethosetwothings,ifyouplease。Alawyermayofferanopinionlikeanyotherman;butwhenalawyergiveshisadvice——bytheLordHarry,sir,it’sProfessional!You’rewelcometomyopinioninthismatter;Ihavedisguiseditfromnobody。IbelievetherehavebeeneventsinMissGwilt’scareerwhichiftheycouldbediscoveredwouldevenmakeMr。Armadale,infatuatedasheis,afraidtomarryher——supposing,ofcourse,thathereally_is_goingtomarryher;for,thoughtheappearancesareinfavorofitsofar,itisonlyanassumption,afterall。Astothemodeofproceedingbywhichtheblotsonthiswoman’scharactermightormightnotbebroughttolightintime——shemaybemarriedbylicenseinafortnightifshelikes——_that_isabranchofthequestiononwhichIpositivelydeclinetoenter。Itimpliesspeakinginmycharacterasalawyer,andgivingyou,whatIdeclinepositivelytogiveyou,myprofessionaladvice。”
“Oh,sir,don’tsaythat!“pleadedMr。Bashwood。“Don’tdenymethegreatfavor,theinestimableadvantageofyouradvice!Ihavesuchapoorhead,Mr。Pedgift!Iamsooldandsoslow,sir,andIgetsosadlystartledandworriedwhenI’mthrownoutofmyordinaryways。It’squitenaturalyoushouldbealittleimpatientwithmefortakingupyourtime——Iknowthattimeismoney,toaclevermanlikeyou。Wouldyouexcuseme——wouldyoupleaseexcuseme,ifIventuretosaythatIhavesavedalittlesomething,afewpounds,sir;andbeingquitelonely,withnobodydependentonme,I’msureImayspendmysavingsasIplease?”
BlindtoeveryconsiderationbuttheoneconsiderationofpropitiatingMr。Pedgift,hetookoutadingy,raggedoldpocket-book,andtried,withtremblingfingers,toopenitonthelawyer’stable。
“Putyourpocket-bookbackdirectly。”saidPedgiftSenior。
“Richermenthanyouhavetriedthatargumentwithme,andhavefoundthatthereissuchathingoffthestageasalawyerwhoisnottobebribed。Iwillhavenothingtodowiththecase,underexistingcircumstances。Ifyouwanttoknowwhy,IbegtoinformyouthatMissGwiltceasedtobeprofessionallyinterestingtomeonthedaywhenIceasedtobeMr。Armadale’slawyer。Imayhaveotherreasonsbesides,whichIdon’tthinkitnecessarytomention。Thereasonalreadygivenisexplicitenough。Goyourownway,andtakeyourresponsibilityonyourownshoulders。You_may_venturewithinreachofMissGwilt’sclawsandcomeoutagainwithoutbeingscratched。Timewillshow。Inthemeanwhile,Iwishyougood-morning——andIown,tomyshame,thatIneverknewtilltodaywhataheroyouwere。”
Thistime,Mr。Bashwoodfeltthesting。Withoutanotherwordofexpostulationorentreaty,withoutevensaying“Good-morning“onhisside,hewalkedtothedoor,openedit,softly,andlefttheroom。
Thepartinglookinhisface,andthesuddensilencethathadfallenonhim,werenotlostonPedgiftSenior。“Bashwoodwillendbadly。”saidthelawyer,shufflinghispapers,andreturningimpenetrablytohisinterruptedwork。
ThechangeinMr。Bashwood’sfaceandmannertosomethingdoggedandself-containedwassostartlinglyuncharacteristicofhim,thatitevenforceditselfonthenoticeofPedgiftJuniorandtheclerksashepassedthroughtheouteroffice。Accustomedtomaketheoldmantheirbutt,theytookaboisterouslycomicviewofthemarkedalterationinhim。Deaftothemercilessraillerywithwhichhewasassailedonallsides,hestoppedoppositeyoungPedgift,and,lookinghimattentivelyintheface,said,inaquiet,absentmanner,likeamanthinkingaloud,“Iwonderwhether_you_wouldhelpme?”
“Openanaccountinstantly。”saidPedgiftJuniortotheclerks,“inthenameofMr。Bashwood。PlaceachairforMr。Bashwood,withafootstoolcloseby,incasehewantsit。Supplymewithaquireofextradouble-wovesatinpaper,andagrossofpickedquills,totakenotesofMr。Bashwood’scase;andinformmyfatherinstantlythatIamgoingtoleavehimandsetupinbusinessformyself,onthestrengthofMr。Bashwood’spatronage。
Takeaseat,sir,praytakeaseat,andexpressyourfeelingsfreely。”
Stillimpenetrablydeaftotherailleryofwhichhewastheobject,Mr。BashwoodwaiteduntilPedgiftJuniorhadexhaustedhimself,andthenturnedquietlyaway。
“Ioughttohaveknownbetter。”hesaid,inthesameabsentmannerasbefore。“Heishisfather’ssonallover——hewouldmakegameofmeonmydeath-bed。”Hepausedamomentatthedoor,mechanicallybrushinghishatwithhishand,andwentoutintothestreet。
Thebrightsunshinedazzledhiseyes,thepassingvehiclesandfoot-passengersstartledandbewilderedhim。Heshrankintoaby-street,andputhishandoverhiseyes。“I’dbettergohome。”
hethought,“andshutmyselfup,andthinkaboutitinmyownroom。”
Hislodgingwasinasmallhouse,inthepoorquarterofthetown。Helethimselfinwithhiskey,andstolesoftlyupstairsTheonelittleroomhepossessedmethimcruelly,lookrounditwherehemight,withsilentmemorialsofMissGwilt。Onthechimney-pieceweretheflowersshehadgivenhimatvarioustimes,allwitheredlongsince,andallpreservedonalittlechinapedestal,protectedbyaglassshade。Onthewallhungawretchedcoloredprintofawoman,whichhehadcausedtobenicelyframedandglazed,becausetherewasalookinitthatremindedhimofherface。Inhisclumsyoldmahoganywriting-deskwerethefewletters,briefandperemptory,whichshehadwrittentohimatthetimewhenhewaswatchingandlisteningmeanlyatThorpeAmbrosetoplease_her。_Andwhen,turninghisbackonthese,hesatdownwearilyonhissofa-bedstead——there,hangingoveroneendofit,wasthegaudycravatofbluesatin,whichhehadboughtbecauseshehadtoldhimshelikedbrightcolors,andwhichhehadneveryethadthecouragetowear,thoughhehadtakenitoutmorningaftermorningwiththeresolutiontoputiton!Habituallyquietinhisactions,habituallyrestrainedinhislanguage,henowseizedthecravatasifitwasalivingthingthatcouldfeel,andflungittotheotherendoftheroomwithanoath。
Thetimepassed;andstill,thoughhisresolutiontostandbetweenMissGwiltandhermarriageremainedunbroken,hewasasfaraseverfromdiscoveringthemeanswhichmightleadhimtohisend。Themorehethoughtandthoughtofit,thedarkerandthedarkerhiscourseinthefuturelookedtohim。
Heroseagain,aswearilyashehadsatdown,andwenttohiscupboard。“I’mfeverishandthirsty。”hesaid;“acupofteamayhelpme。”Heopenedhiscanister,andmeasuredouthissmallallowanceoftea,lesscarefullythanusual。“Evenmyownhandswon’tservemeto-day!“hethought,ashescrapedtogetherthefewgrainsofteathathehadspilled,andputthemcarefullybackinthecanister。
Inthatfinesummerweather,theonefireinthehousewasthekitchenfire。Hewentdownstairsfortheboilingwater,withhisteapotinhishand。
Nobodybutthelandladywasinthekitchen。ShewasoneofthemanyEnglishmatronswhosepaththroughthisworldisapathofthorns;andwhotakeadismalpleasure,whenevertheopportunityisaffordedthem,ininspectingthescratchedandbleedingfeetofotherpeopleinalikeconditionwiththemselves。Heronevicewasofthelightersort——theviceofcuriosity;andamongthemanycounterbalancingvirtuesshepossessedwasthevirtueofgreatlyrespectingMr。Bashwood,asalodgerwhoserentwasregularlypaid,andwhosewayswerealwaysquietandcivilfromoneyear’sendtoanother。
“Whatdidyoupleasetowant,sir?”askedthelandlady。“Boilingwater,isit?Didyoueverknowthewaterboil,Mr。Bashwood,whenyouwantedit?Didyoueverseeasulkierfirethanthat?
I’llputastickortwoin,ifyou’llwaitalittle,andgivemethechance。Dear,dearme,you’llexcusemymentioningit,sir,buthowpoorlyyoudolookto-day!“
ThestrainonMr。Bashwood’smindwasbeginningtotell。
Somethingofthehelplessnesswhichhehadshownatthestationappearedagaininhisfaceandmannerasheputhisteapotonthekitchentableandsatdown。
“I’mintrouble,ma’am。”hesaid,quietly;“andIfindtroublegetshardertobearthanitusedtobe。”
“Ah,youmaywellsaythat!“groanedthelandlady。“_I’m_readyfortheundertaker,Mr。Bashwood,when_my_timecomes,whateveryoumaybe。You’retoolonely,sir。Whenyou’reintrouble,it’ssomehelp——thoughnotmuch——toshiftashareofitoffonanotherperson’sshoulders。Ifyourgoodladyhadonlybeenalivenow,sir,whatacomfortyouwouldhavefoundher,wouldn’tyou?”
AmomentaryspasmofpainpassedacrossMr。Bashwood’sface。Thelandladyhadignorantlyrecalledhimtothemisfortunesofhismarriedlife。Hehadbeenlongsinceforcedtoquiethercuriosityabouthisfamilyaffairsbytellingherthathewasawidower,andthathisdomesticcircumstanceshadnotbeenhappyones;buthehadtakenhernofurtherintohisconfidencethanthis。ThesadstorywhichhehadrelatedtoMidwinter,ofhisdrunkenwifewhohadendedhermiserablelifeinalunaticasylum,wasastorywhichhehadshrunkfromconfidingtothetalkativewoman,whowouldhaveconfideditinherturntoeveryoneelseinthehouse。
“WhatIalwayssaytomyhusbandwhenhe’slow,sir。”pursuedthelandlady,intentonthekettle,“is,’Whatwouldyoudo_now,_
Sam,withoutMe?’Whenhistemperdon’tgetthebetterofhim
itwillboildirectly,Mr。Bashwood,hesays,’Elizabeth,I
coulddonothing。’Whenhistemperdoesgetthebetterofhim,hesays,’Ishouldtrythepublic-house,missus;andI’lltryitnow。’Ah,I’vegot_my_troubles!Amanwithgrown-upsonsanddaughterstipplinginapublic-house!Idon’tcalltomind,Mr。
Bashwood,whether_you_everhadanysonsanddaughters?Andyet,nowIthinkofit,Iseemtofancyyousaidyes,youhad。
Daughters,sir,weren’tthey?and,ah,dear!dear!tobesure!
alldead。”
“Ihadonedaughter,ma’am。”saidMr。Bashwood,patiently——“onlyone,whodiedbeforeshewasayearold。”
“Onlyone!“repeatedthesympathizinglandlady。“It’sasnearboilingasiteverwillbe,sir;givemethetea-pot。Onlyone!
Ah,itcomesheavierdon’tit?whenit’sanonlychild?Yousaiditwasanonlychild,Ithink,didn’tyou,sir?”
Foramoment,Mr。Bashwoodlookedatthewomanwithvacanteyes,andwithoutattemptingtoanswerher。Afterignorantlyrecallingthememoryofthewifewhohaddisgracedhim,shewasnow,asignorantly,forcinghimbackonthemiserableremembranceofthesonwhohadruinedanddesertedhim。Forthefirsttime,sincehehadtoldhisstorytoMidwinter,attheirintroductoryinterviewinthegreathouse,hismindrevertedoncemoretothebitterdisappointmentanddisasterofthepast。Againhethoughtofthebygonedays,whenhehadbecomesecurityforhisson,andwhenthatson’sdishonestyhadforcedhimtoselleverythinghepossessedtopaytheforfeitthatwasexactedwhentheforfeitwasdue。“Ihaveason,ma’am。”hesaid,becomingconsciousthatthelandladywaslookingathiminmuteandmelancholysurprise。
“Ididmybesttohelphimforwardintheworld,andhehasbehavedverybadlytome。”
“Didhe,now?”rejoinedthelandlady,withanappearanceofthegreatestinterest。“Behavedbadlytoyou——almostbrokeyourheart,didn’the?Ah,itwillcomehometohim,soonerorlater。