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  I’veagreatdealthat’spainfulonmymind,andIfindithardworktobequitesilentaboutmyownfeelingsandonlyattendtoothers。IshareyourconcernforAdam,thoughheisnottheonlyonewhosesufferingsIcareforinthisaffair。HeintendstoremainatStonitontillafterthetrial:itwillcomeonprobablyaweekto-morrow。Hehastakenaroomthere,andIencouragedhimtodoso,becauseIthinkitbetterheshouldbeawayfromhisownhomeatpresent;and,poorfellow,hestillbelievesHettyisinnocent——hewantstosummonupcouragetoseeherifhecan;heisunwillingtoleavethespotwheresheis。\"

  \"Doyouthinkthecreatur’sguilty,then?\"saidBartle。\"Doyouthinkthey’llhangher?\"

  \"I’mafraiditwillgohardwithher。Theevidenceisverystrong。Andonebadsymptomisthatshedenieseverything——deniesthatshehashadachildinthefaceofthemostpositiveevidence。Isawhermyself,andshewasobstinatelysilenttome;

  sheshrankuplikeafrightenedanimalwhenshesawme。Iwasneversoshockedinmylifeasatthechangeinher。ButItrustthat,intheworstcase,wemayobtainapardonforthesakeoftheinnocentwhoareinvolved。\"

  \"Stuffandnonsense!\"saidBartle,forgettinginhisirritationtowhomhewasspeaking。\"Ibegyourpardon,sir,Imeanit’sstuffandnonsensefortheinnocenttocareaboutherbeinghanged。Formyownpart,Ithinkthesoonersuchwomenareputouto’theworldthebetter;andthementhathelp’emtodomischiefhadbettergoalongwith’emforthatmatter。Whatgoodwillyoudobykeepingsuchverminalive,eatingthevictualthat’udfeedrationalbeings?ButifAdam’sfoolenoughtocareaboutit,I

  don’twanthimtosuffermorethan’sneedful……Isheverymuchcutup,poorfellow?\"Bartleadded,takingouthisspectaclesandputtingthemon,asiftheywouldassisthisimagination。

  \"Yes,I’mafraidthegriefcutsverydeep,\"saidMr。Irwine。\"Helooksterriblyshattered,andacertainviolencecameoverhimnowandthenyesterday,whichmademewishIcouldhaveremainednearhim。ButIshallgotoStonitonagainto-morrow,andIhaveconfidenceenoughinthestrengthofAdam’sprincipletotrustthathewillbeabletoenduretheworstwithoutbeingdriventoanythingrash。\"

  Mr。Irwine,whowasinvoluntarilyutteringhisownthoughtsratherthanaddressingBartleMasseyinthelastsentence,hadinhismindthepossibilitythatthespiritofvengeanceto-wardsArthur,whichwastheformAdam’sanguishwascontinuallytaking,mightmakehimseekanencounterthatwaslikelytoendmorefatallythantheoneintheGrove。ThispossibilityheightenedtheanxietywithwhichhelookedforwardtoArthur’sarrival。ButBartlethoughtMr。Irwinewasreferringtosuicide,andhisfaceworeanewalarm。

  \"I’lltellyouwhatIhaveinmyhead,sir,\"hesaid,\"andIhopeyou’llapproveofit。I’mgoingtoshutupmyschool——ifthescholarscome,theymustgobackagain,that’sall——andIshallgotoStonitonandlookafterAdamtillthisbusinessisover。I’llpretendI’mcometolookonattheassizes;hecan’tobjecttothat。Whatdoyouthinkaboutit,sir?\"

  \"Well,\"saidMr。Irwine,ratherhesitatingly,\"therewouldbesomerealadvantagesinthat……andIhonouryouforyourfriendshiptowardshim,Bartle。But……youmustbecarefulwhatyousaytohim,youknow。I’mafraidyouhavetoolittlefellow-feelinginwhatyouconsiderhisweaknessaboutHetty。\"

  \"Trusttome,sir——trusttome。Iknowwhatyoumean。I’vebeenafoolmyselfinmytime,butthat’sbetweenyouandme。Ishan’tthrustmyselfonhimonlykeepmyeyeonhim,andseethathegetssomegoodfood,andputinawordhereandthere。\"

  \"Then,\"saidMr。Irwine,reassuredalittleastoBartle’sdiscretion,\"Ithinkyou’llbedoingagooddeed;anditwillbewellforyoutoletAdam’smotherandbrotherknowthatyou’regoing。\"

  \"Yes,sir,yes,\"saidBartle,rising,andtakingoffhisspectacles,\"I’lldothat,I’lldothat;thoughthemother’sawhimperingthing——Idon’tliketocomewithinearshotofher;

  however,she’sastraight-backed,cleanwoman,noneofyourslatterns。Iwishyougood-bye,sir,andthankyouforthetimeyou’vesparedme。You’reeverybody’sfriendinthisbusiness——

  everybody’sfriend。It’saheavyweightyou’vegotonyourshoulders。\"

  \"Good-bye,Bartle,tillwemeetatStoniton,asIdaresayweshall。\"

  Bartlehurriedawayfromtherectory,evadingCarroll’sconversationaladvances,andsayinginanexasperatedtonetoVixen,whoseshortlegspatteredbesidehimonthegravel,\"Now,I

  shallbeobligedtotakeyouwithme,yougood-for-nothingwoman。

  You’dgofrettingyourselftodeathifIleftyou——youknowyouwould,andperhapsgetsnappedupbysometramp。Andyou’llberunningintobadcompany,Iexpect,puttingyournoseineveryholeandcornerwhereyou’venobusiness!Butifyoudoanythingdisgraceful,I’lldisownyou——mindthat,madam,mindthat!\"

  TheEveoftheTrialANupperroominadullStonitonstreet,withtwobedsinit——onelaidonthefloor。Itisteno’clockonThursdaynight,andthedarkwalloppositethewindowshutsoutthemoonlightthatmighthavestruggledwiththelightoftheonedipcandlebywhichBartleMasseyispretendingtoread,whileheisreallylookingoverhisspectaclesatAdamBede,seatednearthedarkwindow。

  YouwouldhardlyhaveknownitwasAdamwithoutbeingtold。Hisfacehasgotthinnerthislastweek:hehasthesunkeneyes,theneglectedbeardofamanjustrisenfromasick-bed。Hisheavyblackhairhangsoverhisforehead,andthereisnoactiveimpulseinhimwhichinclineshimtopushitoff,thathemaybemoreawaketowhatisaroundhim。Hehasonearmoverthebackofthechair,andheseemstobelookingdownathisclaspedhands。Heisrousedbyaknockatthedoor。

  \"Thereheis,\"saidBartleMassey,risinghastilyandunfasteningthedoor。ItwasMr。Irwine。

  Adamrosefromhischairwithinstinctiverespect,asMr。Irwineapproachedhimandtookhishand。

  \"I’mlate,Adam,\"hesaid,sittingdownonthechairwhichBartleplacedforhim,\"butIwaslaterinsettingofffromBroxtonthanIintendedtobe,andIhavebeenincessantlyoccupiedsinceI

  arrived。Ihavedoneeverythingnow,however——everythingthatcanbedoneto-night,atleast。Letusallsitdown。\"

  Adamtookhischairagainmechanically,andBartle,forwhomtherewasnochairremaining,satonthebedinthebackground。

  \"Haveyouseenher,sir?\"saidAdamtremulously。

  \"Yes,Adam;Iandthechaplainhavebothbeenwithherthisevening。\"

  \"Didyouaskher,sir……didyousayanythingaboutme?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMr。Irwine,withsomehesitation,\"Ispokeofyou。I

  saidyouwishedtoseeherbeforethetrial,ifsheconsented。\"

  AsMr。Irwinepaused,Adamlookedathimwitheager,questioningeyes。

  \"Youknowsheshrinksfromseeinganyone,Adam。Itisnotonlyyou——somefatalinfluenceseemstohaveshutupherheartagainstherfellow-creatures。Shehasscarcelysaidanythingmorethan’No’eithertomeorthechaplain。Threeorfourdaysago,beforeyouwerementionedtoher,whenIaskedheriftherewasanyoneofherfamilywhomshewouldliketosee——towhomshecouldopenhermind——shesaid,withaviolentshudder,’Tellthemnottocomenearme——Iwon’tseeanyofthem。’\"

  Adam’sheadwashangingdownagain,andhedidnotspeak。Therewassilenceforafewminutes,andthenMr。Irwinesaid,\"Idon’tliketoadviseyouagainstyourownfeelings,Adam,iftheynowurgeyoustronglytogoandseeherto-morrowmorning,evenwithoutherconsent。Itisjustpossible,notwithstandingappearancestothecontrary,thattheinterviewmightaffectherfavourably。ButIgrievetosayIhavescarcelyanyhopeofthat。

  Shedidn’tseemagitatedwhenImentionedyourname;sheonlysaid’No,’inthesamecold,obstinatewayasusual。Andifthemeetinghadnogoodeffectonher,itwouldbepure,uselesssufferingtoyou——severesuffering,Ifear。Sheisverymuchchanged……\"

  Adamstartedupfromhischairandseizedhishat,whichlayonthetable。Buthestoodstillthen,andlookedatMr。Irwine,asifhehadaquestiontoaskwhichitwasyetdifficulttoutter。

  BartleMasseyrosequietly,turnedthekeyinthedoor,andputitinhispocket。

  \"Ishecomeback?\"saidAdamatlast。

  \"No,heisnot,\"saidMr。Irwine,quietly。\"Laydownyourhat,Adam,unlessyouliketowalkoutwithmeforalittlefreshair。

  Ifearyouhavenotbeenoutagainto-day。\"

  \"Youneedn’tdeceiveme,sir,\"saidAdam,lookinghardatMr。

  Irwineandspeakinginatoneofangrysuspicion。\"Youneedn’tbeafraidofme。Ionlywantjustice。Iwanthimtofeelwhatshefeels。It’shiswork……shewasachildasit’udha’gonet’

  anybody’shearttolookat……Idon’tcarewhatshe’sdone……itwashimbroughthertoit。Andheshallknowit……heshallfeelit……ifthere’sajustGod,heshallfeelwhatitist’ha’

  broughtachildlikehertosinandmisery。\"

  \"I’mnotdeceivingyou,Adam,\"saidMr。Irwine。\"ArthurDonnithorneisnotcomeback——wasnotcomebackwhenIleft。I

  haveleftaletterforhim:hewillknowallassoonashearrives。\"

  \"Butyoudon’tmindaboutit,\"saidAdamindignantly。\"Youthinkitdoesn’tmatterassheliesthereinshameandmisery,andheknowsnothingaboutit——hesuffersnothing。\"

  \"Adam,heWILLknow——heWILLsuffer,longandbitterly。Hehasaheartandaconscience:Ican’tbeentirelydeceivedinhischaracter。Iamconvinced——Iamsurehedidn’tfallundertemptationwithoutastruggle。Hemaybeweak,butheisnotcallous,notcoldlyselfish。Iampersuadedthatthiswillbeashockofwhichhewillfeeltheeffectsallhislife。Whydoyoucravevengeanceinthisway?Noamountoftorturethatyoucouldinflictonhimcouldbenefither。\"

  \"No——OGod,no,\"Adamgroanedout,sinkingonhischairagain;

  \"butthen,that’sthedeepestcurseofall……that’swhatmakestheblacknessofit……ITCANNEVERBEUNDONE。MypoorHetty……shecanneverbemysweetHettyagain……theprettiestthingGodhadmade——

  smilingupatme……Ithoughtshelovedme……andwasgood……\"

  Adam’svoicehadbeengraduallysinkingintoahoarseundertone,asifhewereonlytalkingtohimself;butnowhesaidabruptly,lookingatMr。Irwine,\"Butsheisn’tasguiltyastheysay?Youdon’tthinksheis,sir?Shecan’tha’doneit。\"

  \"Thatperhapscanneverbeknownwithcertainty,Adam,\"Mr。Irwineansweredgently。\"Inthesecaseswesometimesformourjudgmentonwhatseemstousstrongevidence,andyet,forwantofknowingsomesmallfact,ourjudgmentiswrong。Butsupposetheworst:

  youhavenorighttosaythattheguiltofhercrimelieswithhim,andthatheoughttobearthepunishment。Itisnotforusmentoapportionthesharesofmoralguiltandretribution。Wefinditimpossibletoavoidmistakesevenindeterminingwhohascommittedasinglecriminalact,andtheproblemhowfaramanistobeheldresponsiblefortheunforeseenconsequencesofhisowndeedisonethatmightwellmakeustrembletolookintoit。Theevilconsequencesthatmayliefoldedinasingleactofselfishindulgenceisathoughtsoawfulthatitoughtsurelytoawakensomefeelinglesspresumptuousthanarashdesiretopunish。Youhaveamindthatcanunderstandthisfully,Adam,whenyouarecalm。Don’tsupposeIcan’tenterintotheanguishthatdrivesyouintothisstateofrevengefulhatred。Butthinkofthis:ifyouweretoobeyyourpassion——foritISpassion,andyoudeceiveyourselfincallingitjustice——itmightbewithyoupreciselyasithasbeenwithArthur;nay,worse;yourpassionmightleadyouyourselfintoahorriblecrime。\"

  \"No——notworse,\"saidAdam,bitterly;\"Idon’tbelieveit’sworse——

  I’dsoonerdoit——I’dsoonerdoawickednessasIcouldsufferforbymyselfthanha’broughtHERtodowickednessandthenstandbyandsee’empunishherwhiletheyletmealone;andallforabito’pleasure,as,ifhe’dhadaman’sheartinhim,he’dha’

  cuthishandoffsoonerthanhe’dha’takenit。Whatifhedidn’tforeseewhat’shappened?Heforesawenough;he’dnorighttoexpectanythingbutharmandshametoher。Andthenhewantedtosmoothitoffwi’lies。No——there’splentyo’thingsfolksarehangedfornothalfsohatefulasthat。Letamandowhathewill,ifheknowshe’stobearthepunishmenthimself,heisn’thalfsobadasameanselfishcowardasmakesthingseasyt’

  himselfandknowsallthewhilethepunishment’llfallonsomebodyelse。\"

  \"Thereagainyoupartlydeceiveyourself,Adam。Thereisnosortofwrongdeedofwhichamancanbearthepunishmentalone;youcan’tisolateyourselfandsaythattheevilwhichisinyoushallnotspread。Men’slivesareasthoroughlyblendedwitheachotherastheairtheybreathe:evilspreadsasnecessarilyasdisease。

  Iknow,IfeeltheterribleextentofsufferingthissinofArthur’shascausedtoothers;butsodoeseverysincausesufferingtoothersbesidesthosewhocommitit。AnactofvengeanceonyourpartagainstArthurwouldsimplybeanothereviladdedtothosewearesufferingunder:youcouldnotbearthepunishmentalone;youwouldentailtheworstsorrowsoneveryonewholovesyou。Youwouldhavecommittedanactofblindfurythatwouldleaveallthepresentevilsjustastheywereandaddworseevilstothem。Youmaytellmethatyoumeditatenofatalactofvengeance,butthefeelinginyourmindiswhatgivesbirthtosuchactions,andaslongasyouindulgeit,aslongasyoudonotseethattofixyourmindonArthur’spunishmentisrevenge,andnotjustice,youareindangerofbeingledontothecommissionofsomegreatwrong。RememberwhatyoutoldmeaboutyourfeelingsafteryouhadgiventhatblowtoArthurintheGrove。\"

  Adamwassilent:thelastwordshadcalledupavividimageofthepast,andMr。Irwinelefthimtohisthoughts,whilehespoketoBartleMasseyaboutoldMr。Donnithorne’sfuneralandothermattersofanindifferentkind。ButatlengthAdamturnedroundandsaid,inamoresubduedtone,\"I’venotaskedabout’ematth’

  HallFarm,sir。IsMr。Poysercoming?\"

  \"Heiscome;heisinStonitonto-night。ButIcouldnotadvisehimtoseeyou,Adam。Hisownmindisinaveryperturbedstate,anditisbestheshouldnotseeyoutillyouarecalmer。\"

  \"IsDinahMorriscometo’em,sir?Sethsaidthey’dsentforher。\"

  \"No。Mr。Poysertellsmeshewasnotcomewhenheleft。They’reafraidtheletterhasnotreachedher。Itseemstheyhadnoexactaddress。\"

  Adamsatruminatingalittlewhile,andthensaid,\"IwonderifDinah’udha’gonetoseeher。ButperhapsthePoyserswouldha’

  beensorelyagainstit,sincetheywon’tcomenighherthemselves。

  ButIthinkshewould,fortheMethodistsaregreatfolksforgoingintotheprisons;andSethsaidhethoughtshewould。She’daverytenderwaywithher,Dinahhad;Iwonderifshecouldha’

  doneanygood。Youneversawher,sir,didyou?\"

  \"Yes,Idid。Ihadaconversationwithher——shepleasedmeagooddeal。Andnowyoumentionit,Iwishshewouldcome,foritispossiblethatagentlemildwomanlikehermightmoveHettytoopenherheart。Thejailchaplainisratherharshinhismanner。\"

  \"Butit’so’nouseifshedoesn’tcome,\"saidAdamsadly。

  \"IfI’dthoughtofitearlier,Iwouldhavetakensomemeasuresforfindingherout,\"saidMr。Irwine,\"butit’stoolatenow,I

  fear……Well,Adam,Imustgonow。Trytogetsomerestto-night。

  Godblessyou。I’llseeyouearlyto-morrowmorning。\"

  TheMorningoftheTrialAToneo’clockthenextday,Adamwasaloneinhisdullupperroom;hiswatchlaybeforehimonthetable,asifhewerecountingthelongminutes。Hehadnoknowledgeofwhatwaslikelytobesaidbythewitnessesonthetrial,forhehadshrunkfromalltheparticularsconnectedwithHetty’sarrestandaccusation。

  Thisbraveactiveman,whowouldhavehastenedtowardsanydangerortoiltorescueHettyfromanapprehendedwrongormisfortune,felthimselfpowerlesstocontemplateirremediableevilandsuffering。Thesusceptibilitywhichwouldhavebeenanimpellingforcewheretherewasanypossibilityofactionbecamehelplessanguishwhenhewasobligedtobepassive,orelsesoughtanactiveoutletinthethoughtofinflictingjusticeonArthur。

  Energeticnatures,strongforallstrenuousdeeds,willoftenrushawayfromahopelesssufferer,asiftheywerehard-hearted。Itistheovermasteringsenseofpainthatdrivesthem。Theyshrinkbyanungovernableinstinct,astheywouldshrinkfromlaceration。

  AdamhadbroughthimselftothinkofseeingHetty,ifshewouldconsenttoseehim,becausehethoughtthemeetingmightpossiblybeagoodtoher——mighthelptomeltawaythisterriblehardnesstheytoldhimof。Ifshesawheborehernoillwillforwhatshehaddonetohim,shemightopenherhearttohim。Butthisresolutionhadbeenanimmenseeffort——hetrembledatthethoughtofseeingherchangedface,asatimidwomantremblesatthethoughtofthesurgeon’sknife,andhechosenowtobearthelonghoursofsuspenseratherthanencounterwhatseemedtohimthemoreintolerableagonyofwitnessinghertrial。

  Deepunspeakablesufferingmaywellbecalledabaptism,aregeneration,theinitiationintoanewstate。Theyearningmemories,thebitterregret,theagonizedsympathy,thestrugglingappealstotheInvisibleRight——alltheintenseemotionswhichhadfilledthedaysandnightsofthepastweek,andwerecompressingthemselvesagainlikeaneagercrowdintothehoursofthissinglemorning,madeAdamlookbackonallthepreviousyearsasiftheyhadbeenadimsleepyexistence,andhehadonlynowawakedtofullconsciousness。Itseemedtohimasifhehadalwaysbeforethoughtitalightthingthatmenshouldsuffer,asifallthathehadhimselfenduredandcalledsorrowbeforewasonlyamoment’sstrokethathadneverleftabruise。Doubtlessagreatanguishmaydotheworkofyears,andwemaycomeoutfromthatbaptismoffirewithasoulfullofnewaweandnewpity。

  \"OGod,\"Adamgroaned,asheleanedonthetableandlookedblanklyatthefaceofthewatch,\"andmenhavesufferedlikethisbefore……andpoorhelplessyoungthingshavesufferedlikeher……Suchalittlewhileagolookingsohappyandsopretty……kissing’emall,hergrandfatherandallof’em,andtheywishingherluck……Omypoor,poorHetty……dostthinkonitnow?\"

  Adamstartedandlookedroundtowardsthedoor。Vixenhadbeguntowhimper,andtherewasasoundofastickandalamewalkonthestairs。ItwasBartleMasseycomeback。Coulditbeallover?

  Bartleenteredquietly,and,goinguptoAdam,graspedhishandandsaid,\"I’mjustcometolookatyou,myboy,forthefolksaregoneoutofcourtforabit。\"

  Adam’sheartbeatsoviolentlyhewasunabletospeak——hecouldonlyreturnthepressureofhisfriend’shand——andBartle,drawinguptheotherchair,cameandsatinfrontofhim,takingoffhishatandhisspectacles。

  \"That’sathingneverhappenedtomebefore,\"heobserved,\"togoouto’thedoorwithmyspectacleson。Icleanforgottotake’emoff。\"

  Theoldmanmadethistrivialremark,thinkingitbetternottorespondatalltoAdam’sagitation:hewouldgather,inanindirectway,thattherewasnothingdecisivetocommunicateatpresent。

  \"Andnow,\"hesaid,risingagain,\"Imustseetoyourhavingabitoftheloaf,andsomeofthatwineMr。Irwinesentthismorning。

  He’llbeangrywithmeifyoudon’thaveit。Come,now,\"hewenton,bringingforwardthebottleandtheloafandpouringsomewineintoacup,\"Imusthaveabitandasupmyself。Drinkadropwithme,mylad——drinkwithme。\"

  Adampushedthecupgentlyawayandsaid,entreatingly,\"Tellmeaboutit,Mr。Massey——tellmeallaboutit。Wasshethere?Havetheybegun?\"

  \"Yes,myboy,yes——it’stakenallthetimesinceIfirstwent;butthey’reslow,they’reslow;andthere’sthecounselthey’vegotforherputsaspokeinthewheelwheneverhecan,andmakesadealtodowithcross-examiningthewitnessesandquarrellingwiththeotherlawyers。That’sallhecandoforthemoneytheygivehim;andit’sabigsum——it’sabigsum。Buthe’sa’cutefellow,withaneyethat’udpicktheneedlesoutofthehayinnotime。

  Ifamanhadgotnofeelings,it’udbeasgoodasademonstrationtolistentowhatgoesonincourt;butatenderheartmakesonestupid。I’dhavegivenupfiguresforeveronlytohavehadsomegoodnewstobringtoyou,mypoorlad。\"

  \"Butdoesitseemtobegoingagainsther?\"saidAdam。\"Tellmewhatthey’vesaid。Imustknowitnow——Imustknowwhattheyhavetobringagainsther。\"

  \"Why,thechiefevidenceyethasbeenthedoctors;allbutMartinPoyser——poorMartin。Everybodyincourtfeltforhim——itwaslikeonesob,thesoundtheymadewhenhecamedownagain。Theworstwaswhentheytoldhimtolookattheprisoneratthebar。Itwashardwork,poorfellow——itwashardwork。Adam,myboy,theblowfallsheavilyonhimaswellasyou;youmusthelppoorMartin;

  youmustshowcourage。Drinksomewinenow,andshowmeyoumeantobearitlikeaman。\"

  Bartlehadmadetherightsortofappeal。Adam,withanairofquietobedience,tookupthecupanddrankalittle。

  \"TellmehowSHElooked,\"hesaidpresently。

  \"Frightened,veryfrightened,whentheyfirstbroughtherin;itwasthefirstsightofthecrowdandthejudge,poorcreatur。Andthere’saloto’foolishwomeninfineclothes,withgewgawsalluptheirarmsandfeathersontheirheads,sittingnearthejudge:

  they’vedressedthemselvesoutinthatway,one’udthink,tobescarecrowsandwarningsagainstanymanevermeddlingwithawomanagain。Theyputuptheirglasses,andstaredandwhispered。Butafterthatshestoodlikeawhiteimage,staringdownatherhandsandseemingneithertohearnorseeanything。Andshe’saswhiteasasheet。Shedidn’tspeakwhentheyaskedherifshe’dplead’guilty’or’notguilty,’andtheypleaded’notguilty’forher。

  Butwhensheheardheruncle’sname,thereseemedtogoashiverrightthroughher;andwhentheytoldhimtolookather,shehungherheaddown,andcowered,andhidherfaceinherhands。He’dmuchadotospeakpoorman,hisvoicetrembledso。Andthecounsellors——wholookashardasnailsmostly——Isaw,sparedhimasmuchastheycould。Mr。Irwineputhimselfnearhimandwentwithhimouto’court。Ah,it’sagreatthinginaman’slifetobeabletostandbyaneighbourandupholdhiminsuchtroubleasthat。\"

  \"Godblesshim,andyoutoo,Mr。Massey,\"saidAdam,inalowvoice,layinghishandonBartle’sarm。

  \"Aye,aye,he’sgoodmetal;hegivestherightringwhenyoutryhim,ourparsondoes。Amano’sense——saysnomorethan’sneedful。He’snotoneofthosethatthinktheycancomfortyouwithchattering,asiffolkswhostandbyandlookonknewadealbetterwhatthetroublewasthanthosewhohavetobearit。I’vehadtodowithsuchfolksinmytime——inthesouth,whenIwasintroublemyself。Mr。Irwineistobeawitnesshimself,byandby,onherside,youknow,tospeaktohercharacterandbringingup。\"

  \"Buttheotherevidence……doesitgohardagainsther!\"saidAdam。

  \"Whatdoyouthink,Mr。Massey?Tellmethetruth。\"

  \"Yes,mylad,yes。Thetruthisthebestthingtotell。Itmustcomeatlast。Thedoctors’evidenceisheavyonher——isheavy。

  Butshe’sgoneondenyingshe’shadachildfromfirsttolast。

  Thesepoorsillywomen-things——they’venotthesensetoknowit’snousedenyingwhat’sproved。It’llmakeagainstherwiththejury,Idoubt,herbeingsoobstinate:theymaybelessforrecommendinghertomercy,iftheverdict’sagainsther。ButMr。

  Irwine’ullleavenostoneunturnedwiththejudge——youmayrelyuponthat,Adam。\"

  \"Istherenobodytostandbyherandseemtocareforherinthecourt?\"saidAdam。

  \"There’sthechaplaino’thejailsitsnearher,buthe’sasharpferrety-facedman——anothersorto’fleshandbloodtoMr。Irwine。

  Theysaythejailchaplainsaremostlythefag-endo’theclergy。\"

  \"There’sonemanasoughttobethere,\"saidAdambitterly。

  Presentlyhedrewhimselfupandlookedfixedlyoutofthewindow,apparentlyturningoversomenewideainhismind。

  \"Mr。Massey,\"hesaidatlast,pushingthehairoffhisforehead,\"I’llgobackwithyou。I’llgointocourt。It’scowardlyofmetokeepaway。I’llstandbyher——I’llownher——forallshe’sbeendeceitful。Theyoughtn’ttocastheroff——herownfleshandblood。WehandfolksovertoGod’smercy,andshownoneourselves。Iusedtobehardsometimes:I’llneverbehardagain。

  I’llgo,Mr。Massey——I’llgowithyou。\"

  TherewasadecisioninAdam’smannerwhichwouldhavepreventedBartlefromopposinghim,evenifhehadwishedtodoso。Heonlysaid,\"Takeabit,then,andanothersup,Adam,fortheloveofme。See,Imuststopandeatamorsel。Now,youtakesome。\"

  Nervedbyanactiveresolution,Adamtookamorselofbreadanddranksomewine。Hewashaggardandunshaven,ashehadbeenyesterday,buthestooduprightagain,andlookedmoreliketheAdamBedeofformerdays。

  TheVerdictTHEplacefittedupthatdayasacourtofjusticewasagrandoldhall,nowdestroyedbyfire。Themiddaylightthatfellontheclosepavementofhumanheadswasshedthroughalineofhighpointedwindows,variegatedwiththemellowtintsofoldpaintedglass。Grimdustyarmourhunginhighreliefinfrontofthedarkoakengalleryatthefartherend,andunderthebroadarchofthegreatmullionedwindowoppositewasspreadacurtainofoldtapestry,coveredwithdimmelancholyfigures,likeadozingindistinctdreamofthepast。Itwasaplacethatthroughtherestoftheyearwashauntedwiththeshadowymemoriesofoldkingsandqueens,unhappy,discrowned,imprisoned;butto-dayallthoseshadowshadfled,andnotasoulinthevasthallfeltthepresenceofanybutalivingsorrow,whichwasquiveringinwarmhearts。

  Butthatsorrowseemedtohavemadeititselffeeblyfelthitherto,nowwhenAdamBede’stallfigurewassuddenlyseenbeingusheredtothesideoftheprisoner’sdock。Inthebroadsunlightofthegreathall,amongthesleekshavenfacesofothermen,themarksofsufferinginhisfacewerestartlingeventoMr。Irwine,whohadlastseenhiminthedimlightofhissmallroom;andtheneighboursfromHayslopewhowerepresent,andwhotoldHettySorrel’sstorybytheirfiresidesintheiroldage,neverforgottosayhowitmovedthemwhenAdamBede,poorfellow,tallerbytheheadthanmostofthepeopleroundhim,cameintocourtandtookhisplacebyherside。

  ButHettydidnotseehim。ShewasstandinginthesamepositionBartleMasseyhaddescribed,herhandscrossedovereachotherandhereyesfixedonthem。Adamhadnotdaredtolookatherinthefirstmoments,butatlast,whentheattentionofthecourtwaswithdrawnbytheproceedingsheturnedhisfacetowardsherwitharesolutionnottoshrink。

  Whydidtheysayshewassochanged?Inthecorpsewelove,itisthelikenesswesee——itisthelikeness,whichmakesitselffeltthemorekeenlybecausesomethingelsewasandisnot。Theretheywere——thesweetfaceandneck,withthedarktendrilsofhair,thelongdarklashes,theroundedcheekandthepoutinglips——paleandthin,yes,butlikeHetty,andonlyHetty。Othersthoughtshelookedasifsomedemonhadcastablightingglanceuponher,witheredupthewoman’ssoulinher,andleftonlyaharddespairingobstinacy。Butthemother’syearning,thatcompletesttypeofthelifeinanotherlifewhichistheessenceofrealhumanlove,feelsthepresenceofthecherishedchildeveninthedebased,degradedman;andtoAdam,thispale,hard-lookingculpritwastheHettywhohadsmiledathiminthegardenundertheapple-treeboughs——shewasthatHetty’scorpse,whichhehadtrembledtolookatthefirsttime,andthenwasunwillingtoturnawayhiseyesfrom。

  Butpresentlyheheardsomethingthatcompelledhimtolisten,andmadethesenseofsightlessabsorbing。Awomanwasinthewitness-box,amiddle-agedwoman,whospokeinafirmdistinctvoice。Shesaid,\"MynameisSarahStone。Iamawidow,andkeepasmallshoplicensedtoselltobacco,snuff,andteainChurchLane,Stoniton。Theprisoneratthebaristhesameyoungwomanwhocame,lookingillandtired,withabasketonherarm,andaskedforalodgingatmyhouseonSaturdayevening,the27thofFebruary。Shehadtakenthehouseforapublic,becausetherewasafigureagainstthedoor。AndwhenIsaidIdidn’ttakeinlodgers,theprisonerbegantocry,andsaidshewastootiredtogoanywhereelse,andsheonlywantedabedforonenight。Andherprettiness,andhercondition,andsomethingrespectableaboutherclothesandlooks,andthetroublesheseemedtobeinmademeasIcouldn’tfindinmyhearttosendherawayatonce。Iaskedhertositdown,andgavehersometea,andaskedherwhereshewasgoing,andwhereherfriendswere。Shesaidshewasgoinghometoherfriends:theywerefarmingfolksagoodwayoff,andshe’dhadalongjourneythathadcosthermoremoneythansheexpected,soasshe’dhardlyanymoneyleftinherpocket,andwasafraidofgoingwhereitwouldcosthermuch。Shehadbeenobligedtosellmostofthethingsoutofherbasket,butshe’dthankfullygiveashillingforabed。IsawnoreasonwhyI

  shouldn’ttaketheyoungwomaninforthenight。Ihadonlyoneroom,butthereweretwobedsinit,andItoldhershemightstaywithme。Ithoughtshe’dbeenledwrong,andgotintotrouble,butifshewasgoingtoherfriends,itwouldbeagoodworktokeepheroutoffurtherharm。\"

  Thewitnessthenstatedthatinthenightachildwasborn,andsheidentifiedthebaby-clothesthenshowntoherasthoseinwhichshehadherselfdressedthechild。

  \"Thosearetheclothes。Imadethemmyself,andhadkeptthembymeeversincemylastchildwasborn。Itookadealoftroublebothforthechildandthemother。Icouldn’thelptakingtothelittlethingandbeinganxiousaboutit。Ididn’tsendforadoctor,forthereseemednoneed。Itoldthemotherintheday-

  timeshemusttellmethenameofherfriends,andwheretheylived,andletmewritetothem。Shesaid,byandbyshewouldwriteherself,butnotto-day。Shewouldhavenonay,butshewouldgetupandbedressed,inspiteofeverythingIcouldsay。

  Shesaidshefeltquitestrongenough;anditwaswonderfulwhatspiritsheshowed。ButIwasn’tquiteeasywhatIshoulddoabouther,andtowardseveningImadeupmymindI’dgo,afterMeetingwasover,andspeaktoourministeraboutit。Ileftthehouseabouthalf-pasteighto’clock。Ididn’tgooutattheshopdoor,butatthebackdoor,whichopensintoanarrowalley。I’veonlygottheground-floorofthehouse,andthekitchenandbedroombothlookintothealley。Ilefttheprisonersittingupbythefireinthekitchenwiththebabyonherlap。Shehadn’tcriedorseemedlowatall,asshedidthenightbefore。Ithoughtshehadastrangelookwithhereyes,andshegotabitflushedtowardsevening。Iwasafraidofthefever,andIthoughtI’dcallandaskanacquaintanceofmine,anexperiencedwoman,tocomebackwithmewhenIwentout。Itwasaverydarknight。Ididn’tfastenthedoorbehindme;therewasnolock;itwasalatchwithaboltinside,andwhentherewasnobodyinthehouseIalwayswentoutattheshopdoor。ButIthoughttherewasnodangerinleavingitunfastenedthatlittlewhile。IwaslongerthanI

  meanttobe,forIhadtowaitforthewomanthatcamebackwithme。Itwasanhourandahalfbeforewegotback,andwhenwewentin,thecandlewasstandingburningjustasIleftit,buttheprisonerandthebabywerebothgone。She’dtakenhercloakandbonnet,butshe’dleftthebasketandthethingsinit……I

  wasdreadfulfrightened,andangrywithherforgoing。Ididn’tgotogiveinformation,becauseI’dnothoughtshemeanttodoanyharm,andIknewshehadmoneyinherpockettobuyherfoodandlodging。Ididn’tliketosettheconstableafterher,forshe’darighttogofrommeifsheliked。\"

  TheeffectofthisevidenceonAdamwaselectrical;itgavehimnewforce。Hettycouldnotbeguiltyofthecrime——herheartmusthaveclungtoherbaby——elsewhyshouldshehavetakenitwithher?Shemighthaveleftitbehind。Thelittlecreaturehaddiednaturally,andthenshehadhiddenit。Babiesweresoliabletodeath——andtheremightbethestrongestsuspicionswithoutanyproofofguilt。Hismindwassooccupiedwithimaginaryargumentsagainstsuchsuspicions,thathecouldnotlistentothecross-

  examinationbyHetty’scounsel,whotried,withoutresult,toelicitevidencethattheprisonerhadshownsomemovementsofmaternalaffectiontowardsthechild。Thewholetimethiswitnesswasbeingexamined,Hettyhadstoodasmotionlessasbefore:nowordseemedtoarrestherear。Butthesoundofthenextwitness’svoicetouchedachordthatwasstillsensitive,shegaveastartandafrightenedlooktowardshim,butimmediatelyturnedawayherheadandlookeddownatherhandsasbefore。Thiswitnesswasaman,aroughpeasant。Hesaid:

  \"MynameisJohnOlding。Iamalabourer,andliveatTedd’sHole,twomilesoutofStoniton。AweeklastMonday,towardsoneo’clockintheafternoon,IwasgoingtowardsHettonCoppice,andaboutaquarterofamilefromthecoppiceIsawtheprisoner,inaredcloak,sittingunderabitofahaystacknotfaroffthestile。Shegotupwhenshesawme,andseemedasifshe’dbewalkingontheotherway。Itwasaregularroadthroughthefields,andnothingveryuncommontoseeayoungwomanthere,butItooknoticeofherbecauseshelookedwhiteandscared。I

  shouldhavethoughtshewasabeggar-woman,onlyforhergoodclothes。Ithoughtshelookedabitcrazy,butitwasnobusinessofmine。Istoodandlookedbackafterher,butshewentrightonwhileshewasinsight。Ihadtogototheothersideofthecoppicetolookaftersomestakes。There’saroadrightthroughit,andbitsofopeningshereandthere,wherethetreeshavebeencutdown,andsomeof’emnotcarriedaway。Ididn’tgostraightalongtheroad,butturnedofftowardsthemiddle,andtookashorterwaytowardsthespotIwantedtogetto。Ihadn’tgotfaroutoftheroadintooneoftheopenplacesbeforeIheardastrangecry。Ithoughtitdidn’tcomefromanyanimalIknew,butIwasn’tforstoppingtolookaboutjustthen。Butitwenton,andseemedsostrangetomeinthatplace,Icouldn’thelpstoppingtolook。IbegantothinkImightmakesomemoneyofit,ifitwasanewthing。ButIhadhardworktotellwhichwayitcamefrom,andforagoodwhileIkeptlookingupattheboughs。

  AndthenIthoughtitcamefromtheground;andtherewasalotoftimber-choppingslyingabout,andloosepiecesofturf,andatrunkortwo。AndIlookedaboutamongthem,butcouldfindnothing,andatlastthecrystopped。SoIwasforgivingitup,andIwentonaboutmybusiness。ButwhenIcamebackthesamewayprettynighanhourafter,Icouldn’thelplayingdownmystakestohaveanotherlook。AndjustasIwasstoopingandlayingdownthestakes,Isawsomethingoddandroundandwhitishlyingonthegroundunderanut-bushbythesideofme。AndI

  stoopeddownonhandsandkneestopickitup。AndIsawitwasalittlebaby’shand。\"

  Atthesewordsathrillranthroughthecourt。Hettywasvisiblytrembling;now,forthefirsttime,sheseemedtobelisteningtowhatawitnesssaid。

  \"Therewasalotoftimber-choppingsputtogetherjustwherethegroundwenthollow,like,underthebush,andthehandcameoutfromamongthem。ButtherewasaholeleftinoneplaceandI

  couldseedownitandseethechild’shead;andImadehasteanddidawaytheturfandthechoppings,andtookoutthechild。Ithadgotcomfortableclotheson,butitsbodywascold,andI

  thoughtitmustbedead。Imadehastebackwithitoutofthewood,andtookithometomywife。Shesaiditwasdead,andI’dbettertakeittotheparishandtelltheconstable。AndIsaid,’I’lllaymylifeit’sthatyoungwoman’schildasImetgoingtothecoppice。’Butsheseemedtobegonecleanoutofsight。AndItookthechildontoHettonparishandtoldtheconstable,andwewentontoJusticeHardy。Andthenwewentlookingaftertheyoungwomantilldarkatnight,andwewentandgaveinformationatStoniton,astheymightstopher。Andthenextmorning,anotherconstablecametome,togowithhimtothespotwhereI

  foundthechild。Andwhenwegotthere,therewastheprisonera-

  sittingagainstthebushwhereIfoundthechild;andshecriedoutwhenshesawus,butsheneverofferedtomove。She’dgotabigpieceofbreadonherlap。\"

  Adamhadgivenafaintgroanofdespairwhilethiswitnesswasspeaking。Hehadhiddenhisfaceonhisarm,whichrestedontheboardinginfrontofhim。Itwasthesuprememomentofhissuffering:Hettywasguilty;andhewassilentlycallingtoGodforhelp。Heheardnomoreoftheevidence,andwasunconsciouswhenthecasefortheprosecutionhadclosed——unconsciousthatMr。

  Irwinewasinthewitness-box,tellingofHetty’sunblemishedcharacterinherownparishandofthevirtuoushabitsinwhichshehadbeenbroughtup。Thistestimonycouldhavenoinfluenceontheverdict,butitwasgivenaspartofthatpleaformercywhichherowncounselwouldhavemadeifhehadbeenallowedtospeakforher——afavournotgrantedtocriminalsinthosesterntimes。

  AtlastAdamlifteduphishead,fortherewasageneralmovementroundhim。Thejudgehadaddressedthejury,andtheywereretiring。ThedecisivemomentwasnotfaroffAdamfeltashudderinghorrorthatwouldnotlethimlookatHetty,butshehadlongrelapsedintoherblankhardindifference。Alleyeswerestrainedtolookather,butshestoodlikeastatueofdulldespair。

  ’Therewasamingledrustling,whispering,andlowbuzzingthroughoutthecourtduringthisinterval。Thedesiretolistenwassuspended,andeveryonehadsomefeelingoropiniontoexpressinundertones。Adamsatlookingblanklybeforehim,buthedidnotseetheobjectsthatwererightinfrontofhiseyes——

  thecounselandattorneystalkingwithanairofcoolbusiness,andMr。Irwineinlowearnestconversationwiththejudge——didnotseeMr。Irwinesitdownagaininagitationandshakehisheadmournfullywhensomebodywhisperedtohim。TheinwardactionwastoointenseforAdamtotakeinoutwardobjectsuntilsomestrongsensationrousedhim。

  Itwasnotverylong,hardlymorethanaquarterofanhour,beforetheknockwhichtoldthatthejuryhadcometotheirdecisionfellasasignalforsilenceoneveryear。Itissublime——thatsuddenpauseofagreatmultitudewhichtellsthatonesoulmovesinthemall。Deeperanddeeperthesilenceseemedtobecome,likethedeepeningnight,whilethejurymen’snameswerecalledover,andtheprisonerwasmadetoholdupherhand,andthejurywereaskedfortheirverdict。

  \"Guilty。\"

  Itwastheverdicteveryoneexpected,buttherewasasighofdisappointmentfromsomeheartsthatitwasfollowedbynorecommendationtomercy。Stillthesympathyofthecourtwasnotwiththeprisoner。Theunnaturalnessofhercrimestoodoutthemoreharshlybythesideofherhardimmovabilityandobstinatesilence。Eventheverdict,todistanteyes,hadnotappearedtomoveher,butthosewhowerenearsawhertrembling。

  Thestillnesswaslessintenseuntilthejudgeputonhisblackcap,andthechaplaininhiscanonicalswasobservedbehindhim。

  Thenitdeepenedagain,beforethecrierhadhadtimetocommandsilence。Ifanysoundwereheard,itmusthavebeenthesoundofbeatinghearts。Thejudgespoke,\"HesterSorrel……\"

  ThebloodrushedtoHetty’sface,andthenfledbackagainasshelookedupatthejudgeandkeptherwide-openeyesfixedonhim,asiffascinatedbyfear。Adamhadnotyetturnedtowardsher,therewasadeephorror,likeagreatgulf,betweenthem。Butatthewords\"andthentobehangedbythenecktillyoubedead,\"apiercingshriekrangthroughthehall。ItwasHetty’sshriek。

  Adamstartedtohisfeetandstretchedouthisarmstowardsher。

  Butthearmscouldnotreachher:shehadfallendowninafainting-fit,andwascarriedoutofcourt。

  Arthur’sReturnWhenArthurDonnithornelandedatLiverpoolandreadtheletterfromhisAuntLydia,brieflyannouncinghisgrand-father’sdeath,hisfirstfeelingwas,\"PoorGrandfather!IwishIcouldhavegottohimtobewithhimwhenhedied。HemighthavefeltorwishedsomethingatthelastthatIshallneverknownow。Itwasalonelydeath。\"

  Itisimpossibletosaythathisgriefwasdeeperthanthat。Pityandsoftenedmemorytookplaceoftheoldantagonism,andinhisbusythoughtsaboutthefuture,asthechaisecarriedhimrapidlyalongtowardsthehomewherehewasnowtobemaster,therewasacontinuallyrecurringefforttorememberanythingbywhichhecouldshowaregardforhisgrandfather’swishes,withoutcounteractinghisowncherishedaimsforthegoodofthetenantsandtheestate。Butitisnotinhumannature——onlyinhumanpretence——forayoungmanlikeArthur,withafineconstitutionandfinespirits,thinkingwellofhimself,believingthatothersthinkwellofhim,andhavingaveryardentintentiontogivethemmoreandmorereasonforthatgoodopinion——itisnotpossibleforsuchayoungman,justcomingintoasplendidestatethroughthedeathofaveryoldmanwhomhewasnotfondof,tofeelanythingverydifferentfromexultantjoy。Nowhisreallifewasbeginning;nowhewouldhaveroomandopportunityforaction,andhewouldusethem。HewouldshowtheLoamshirepeoplewhatafinecountrygentlemanwas;hewouldnotexchangethatcareerforanyotherunderthesun。Hefelthimselfridingoverthehillsinthebreezyautumndays,lookingafterfavouriteplansofdrainageandenclosure;thenadmiredonsombremorningsasthebestrideronthebesthorseinthehunt;spokenwellofonmarket-daysasafirst-ratelandlord;byandbymakingspeechesatelectiondinners,andshowingawonderfulknowledgeofagriculture;thepatronofnewploughsanddrills,thesevereupbraiderofnegligentlandowners,andwithalajollyfellowthateverybodymustlike——happyfacesgreetinghimeverywhereonhisownestate,andtheneighbouringfamiliesonthebesttermswithhim。TheIrwinesshoulddinewithhimeveryweek,andhavetheirowncarriagetocomein,forinsomeverydelicatewaythatArthurwoulddevise,thelay-impropriatoroftheHayslopetitheswouldinsistonpayingacoupleofhundredsmoretothevicar;andhisauntshouldbeascomfortableaspossible,andgoonlivingattheChase,ifsheliked,inspiteofherold-maidishways——atleastuntilhewasmarried,andthateventlayintheindistinctbackground,forArthurhadnotyetseenthewomanwhowouldplaythelady-wifetothefirst-ratecountrygentleman。

  ThesewereArthur’schiefthoughts,sofarasaman’sthoughtsthroughhoursoftravellingcanbecompressedintoafewsentences,whichareonlylikethelistofnamestellingyouwhatarethescenesinalonglongpanoramafullofcolour,ofdetail,andoflife。ThehappyfacesArthursawgreetinghimwerenotpaleabstractions,butrealruddyfaces,longfamiliartohim:

  MartinPoyserwasthere——thewholePoyserfamily。

  What——Hetty?

  Yes;forArthurwasateaseaboutHetty——notquiteateaseaboutthepast,foracertainburningoftheearswouldcomewheneverhethoughtofthesceneswithAdamlastAugust,butateaseaboutherpresentlot。Mr。Irwine,whohadbeenaregularcorrespondent,tellinghimallthenewsabouttheoldplacesandpeople,hadsenthimwordnearlythreemonthsagothatAdamBedewasnottomarryMaryBurge,ashehadthought,butprettyHettySorrel。MartinPoyserandAdamhimselfhadbothtoldMr。Irwineallaboutit——

  thatAdamhadbeendeeplyinlovewithHettythesetwoyears,andthatnowitwasagreedtheyweretobemarriedinMarch。ThatstalwartrogueAdamwasmoresusceptiblethantherectorhadthought;itwasreallyquiteanidyllicloveaffair;andifithadnotbeentoolongtotellinaletter,hewouldhavelikedtodescribetoArthurtheblushinglooksandthesimplestrongwordswithwhichthefinehonestfellowtoldhissecret。HeknewArthurwouldliketohearthatAdamhadthissortofhappinessinprospect。

  Yes,indeed!Arthurfelttherewasnotairenoughintheroomtosatisfyhisrenovatedlife,whenhehadreadthatpassageintheletter。Hethrewupthewindows,herushedoutofdoorsintotheDecemberair,andgreetedeveryonewhospoketohimwithaneagergaiety,asiftherehadbeennewsofafreshNelsonvictory。ForthefirsttimethatdaysincehehadcometoWindsor,hewasintrueboyishspirits。Theloadthathadbeenpressinguponhimwasgone,thehauntingfearhadvanished。HethoughthecouldconquerhisbitternesstowardsAdamnow——couldofferhimhishand,andasktobehisfriendagain,inspiteofthatpainfulmemorywhichwouldstillmakehisearsburn。Hehadbeenknockeddown,andhehadbeenforcedtotellalie:suchthingsmakeascar,dowhatwewill。ButifAdamwerethesameagainasintheolddays,Arthurwishedtobethesametoo,andtohaveAdammixedupwithhisbusinessandhisfuture,ashehadalwaysdesiredbeforetheaccursedmeetinginAugust。Nay,hewoulddoagreatdealmoreforAdamthanheshouldotherwisehavedone,whenhecameintotheestate;Hetty’shusbandhadaspecialclaimonhim——HettyherselfshouldfeelthatanypainshehadsufferedthroughArthurinthepastwascompensatedtoherahundredfold。Forreallyshecouldnothavefeltmuch,sinceshehadsosoonmadeuphermindtomarryAdam。

  YouperceiveclearlywhatsortofpictureAdamandHettymadeinthepanoramaofArthur’sthoughtsonhisjourneyhomeward。ItwasMarchnow;theyweresoontobemarried:perhapstheywerealreadymarried。Andnowitwasactuallyinhispowertodoagreatdealforthem。Sweet——sweetlittleHetty!Thelittlepusshadn’tcaredforhimhalfasmuchashecaredforher;forhewasagreatfoolaboutherstill——wasalmostafraidofseeingher——indeed,hadnotcaredmuchtolookatanyotherwomansincehepartedfromher。ThatlittlefigurecomingtowardshimintheGrove,thosedark-fringedchildisheyes,thelovelylipsputuptokisshim——

  thatpicturehadgotnofainterwiththelapseofmonths。Andshewouldlookjustthesame。Itwasimpossibletothinkhowhecouldmeether:heshouldcertainlytremble。Strange,howlongthissortofinfluencelasts,forhewascertainlynotinlovewithHettynow。Hehadbeenearnestlydesiring,formonths,thatsheshouldmarryAdam,andtherewasnothingthatcontributedmoretohishappinessinthesemomentsthanthethoughtoftheirmarriage。

  Itwastheexaggeratingeffectofimaginationthatmadehisheartstillbeatalittlemorequicklyatthethoughtofher。Whenhesawthelittlethingagainasshereallywas,asAdam’swife,atworkquiteprosaicallyinhernewhome,heshouldperhapswonderatthepossibilityofhispastfeelings。Thankheavenithadturnedoutsowell!Heshouldhaveplentyofaffairsandintereststofillhislifenow,andnotbeindangerofplayingthefoolagain。

  Pleasantthecrackofthepost-boy’swhip!PleasantthesenseofbeinghurriedalonginswifteasethroughEnglishscenes,solikethoseroundhisownhome,onlynotquitesocharming。Herewasamarket-town——verymuchlikeTreddleston——wherethearmsoftheneighbouringlordofthemanorwereborneonthesignoftheprincipalinn;thenmerefieldsandhedges,theirvicinitytoamarket-towncarryinganagreeablesuggestionofhighrent,tillthelandbegantoassumeatrimmerlook,thewoodsweremorefrequent,andatlengthawhiteorredmansionlookeddownfromamoderateeminence,orallowedhimtobeawareofitsparapetandchimneysamongthedense-lookingmassesofoaksandelms——massesreddenednowwithearlybuds。Andcloseathandcamethevillage:

  thesmallchurch,withitsred-tiledroof,lookinghumbleevenamongthefadedhalf-timberedhouses;theoldgreengravestoneswithnettlesroundthem;nothingfreshandbrightbutthechildren,openingroundeyesattheswiftpost-chaise;nothingnoisyandbusybutthegapingcursofmysteriouspedigree。WhatamuchprettiervillageHayslopewas!Anditshouldnotbeneglectedlikethisplace:vigorousrepairsshouldgooneverywhereamongfarm-buildingsandcottages,andtravellersinpost-chaises,comingalongtheRosseterroad,shoulddonothingbutadmireastheywent。AndAdamBedeshouldsuperintendalltherepairs,forhehadashareinBurge’sbusinessnow,and,ifheliked,Arthurwouldputsomemoneyintotheconcernandbuytheoldmanoutinanotheryearortwo。ThatwasanuglyfaultinArthur’slife,thataffairlastsummer,butthefutureshouldmakeamends。ManymenwouldhaveretainedafeelingofvindictivenesstowardsAdam,buthewouldnot——hewouldresolutelyovercomealllittlenessofthatkind,forhehadcertainlybeenverymuchinthewrong;andthoughAdamhadbeenharshandviolent,andhadthrustonhimapainfuldilemma,thepoorfellowwasinlove,andhadrealprovocation。No,Arthurhadnotanevilfeelinginhismindtowardsanyhumanbeing:hewashappy,andwouldmakeeveryoneelsehappythatcamewithinhisreach。

  AndherewasdearoldHayslopeatlast,sleeping,onthehill,likeaquietoldplaceasitwas,inthelateafternoonsunlight,andoppositetoitthegreatshouldersoftheBintonHills,belowthemthepurplishblacknessofthehangingwoods,andatlastthepalefrontoftheAbbey,lookingoutfromamongtheoaksoftheChase,asifanxiousfortheheir’sreturn。\"PoorGrandfather!

  Andheliesdeadthere。Hewasayoungfellowonce,comingintotheestateandmakinghisplans。Sotheworldgoesround!AuntLydiamustfeelverydesolate,poorthing;butsheshallbeindulgedasmuchassheindulgesherfatFido。\"

  ThewheelsofArthur’schaisehadbeenanxiouslylistenedforattheChase,forto-daywasFriday,andthefuneralhadalreadybeendeferredtwodays。Beforeitdrewuponthegravelofthecourtyard,alltheservantsinthehousewereassembledtoreceivehimwithagrave,decentwelcome,befittingahouseofdeath。A

  monthago,perhaps,itwouldhavebeendifficultforthemtohavemaintainedasuitablesadnessintheirfaces,whenMr。Arthurwascometotakepossession;buttheheartsofthehead-servantswereheavythatdayforanothercausethanthedeathoftheoldsquire,andmorethanoneofthemwaslongingtobetwentymilesaway,asMr。Craigwas,knowingwhatwastobecomeofHettySorrel——prettyHettySorrel——whomtheyusedtoseeeveryweek。Theyhadthepartisanshipofhouseholdservantswholiketheirplaces,andwerenotinclinedtogothefulllengthofthesevereindignationfeltagainsthimbythefarmingtenants,butrathertomakeexcusesforhim;nevertheless,theupperservants,whohadbeenontermsofneighbourlyintercoursewiththePoysersformanyyears,couldnothelpfeelingthatthelonged-foreventoftheyoungsquire’scomingintotheestatehadbeenrobbedofallitspleasantness。

  ToArthuritwasnothingsurprisingthattheservantslookedgraveandsad:hehimselfwasverymuchtouchedonseeingthemallagain,andfeelingthathewasinanewrelationtothem。Itwasthatsortofpatheticemotionwhichhasmorepleasurethanpaininit——whichisperhapsoneofthemostdeliciousofallstatestoagood-naturedman,consciousofthepowertosatisfyhisgoodnature。Hisheartswelledagreeablyashesaid,\"Well,Mills,howismyaunt?\"

  ButnowMr。Bygate,thelawyer,whohadbeeninthehouseeversincethedeath,cameforwardtogivedeferentialgreetingsandanswerallquestions,andArthurwalkedwithhimtowardsthelibrary,wherehisAuntLydiawasexpectinghim。AuntLydiawastheonlypersoninthehousewhoknewnothingaboutHetty。Hersorrowasamaidendaughterwasunmixedwithanyotherthoughtsthanthoseofanxietyaboutfuneralarrangementsandherownfuturelot;and,afterthemannerofwomen,shemournedforthefatherwhohadmadeherlifeimportant,allthemorebecauseshehadasecretsensethattherewaslittlemourningforhiminotherhearts。

  ButArthurkissedhertearfulfacemoretenderlythanhehadeverdoneinhislifebefore。

  \"DearAunt,\"hesaidaffectionately,asheheldherhand,\"YOUR

  lossisthegreatestofall,butyoumusttellmehowtotryandmakeituptoyoualltherestofyourlife。\"

  \"Itwassosuddenandsodreadful,Arthur,\"poorMissLydiabegan,pouringoutherlittleplaints,andArthursatdowntolistenwithimpatientpatience。Whenapausecame,hesaid:

  \"Now,Aunt,I’llleaveyouforaquarterofanhourjusttogotomyownroom,andthenIshallcomeandgivefullattentiontoeverything。\"

  \"Myroomisallreadyforme,Isuppose,Mills?\"hesaidtothebutler,whoseemedtobelingeringuneasilyabouttheentrance-

  hall。

  \"Yes,sir,andtherearelettersforyou;theyarealllaidonthewriting-tableinyourdressing-room。\"

  Onenteringthesmallanteroomwhichwascalledadressing-room,butwhichArthurreallyusedonlytoloungeandwritein,hejustcasthiseyesonthewriting-table,andsawthattherewereseverallettersandpacketslyingthere;buthewasintheuncomfortabledustyconditionofamanwhohashadalonghurriedjourney,andhemustreallyrefreshhimselfbyattendingtohistoilettealittle,beforehereadhisletters。Pymwasthere,makingeverythingreadyforhim,andsoon,withadelightfulfreshnessabouthim,asifhewerepreparedtobeginanewday,hewentbackintohisdressing-roomtoopenhisletters。Thelevelraysofthelowafternoonsunentereddirectlyatthewindow,andasArthurseatedhimselfinhisvelvetchairwiththeirpleasantwarmthuponhim,hewasconsciousofthatquietwell-beingwhichperhapsyouandIhavefeltonasunnyafternoonwhen,inourbrightestyouthandhealth,lifehasopenedanewvistaforus,andlongto-morrowsofactivityhavestretchedbeforeuslikealovelyplainwhichtherewasnoneedforhurryingtolookat,becauseitwasallourown。

  Thetopletterwasplacedwithitsaddressupwards:itwasinMr。

  Irwine’shandwriting,Arthursawatonce;andbelowtheaddresswaswritten,\"Tobedeliveredassoonashearrives。\"NothingcouldhavebeenlesssurprisingtohimthanaletterfromMr。

  Irwineatthatmoment:ofcourse,therewassomethinghewishedArthurtoknowearlierthanitwaspossibleforthemtoseeeachother。AtsuchatimeasthatitwasquitenaturalthatIrwineshouldhavesomethingpressingtosay。Arthurbrokethesealwithanagreeableanticipationofsoonseeingthewriter。

  \"Isendthislettertomeetyouonyourarrival,Arthur,becauseI

  maythenbeatStoniton,whitherIamcalledbythemostpainfuldutyithaseverbeengivenmetoperform,anditisrightthatyoushouldknowwhatIhavetotellyouwithoutdelay。

  \"Iwillnotattempttoaddbyonewordofreproachtotheretributionthatisnowfallingonyou:anyotherwordsthatI

  couldwriteatthismomentmustbeweakandunmeaningbythesideofthoseinwhichImusttellyouthesimplefact。

  \"HettySorrelisinprison,andwillbetriedonFridayforthecrimeofchild-murder。\"……

  Arthurreadnomore。Hestartedupfromhischairandstoodforasingleminutewithasenseofviolentconvulsioninhiswholeframe,asifthelifeweregoingoutofhimwithhorriblethrobs;

  butthenextminutehehadrushedoutoftheroom,stillclutchingtheletter——hewashurryingalongthecorridor,anddownthestairsintothehall。Millswasstillthere,butArthurdidnotseehim,ashepassedlikeahuntedmanacrossthehallandoutalongthegravel。Thebutlerhurriedoutafterhimasfastashiselderlylimbscouldrun:heguessed,heknew,wheretheyoungsquirewasgoing。

  WhenMillsgottothestables,ahorsewasbeingsaddled,andArthurwasforcinghimselftoreadtheremainingwordsoftheletter。Hethrustitintohispocketasthehorsewasleduptohim,andatthatmomentcaughtsightofMills’anxiousfaceinfrontofhim。

  \"TellthemI’mgone——gonetoStoniton,\"hesaidinamuffledtoneofagitation——sprangintothesaddle,andsetoffatagallop。

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